首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第14章
  ThatwasnotthefirsttimeGeneralTriscoehadsilencedquestionofhisopinionswiththeargumenthehaduseduponEltwin,thoughhewasseldomabletouseitsoaptly。Healwaysfoundthatpeoplesuffered,hisbeliefinournationaldegenerationmuchmorereadilywhentheyknewthathehadleftadiplomaticpositioninEuropehehadgoneabroadassecretaryofaminorlegationtocomehomeandfightfortheUnion。
  Somemillionsofothermenhadgoneintothewarfromthevariedmotiveswhichimpelledmenatthattime;buthewasawarethathehaddistinction,asamanofpropertyandamanoffamily,indoingso。Hisfamilyhadimprovedastimepassed,anditwasnowsooldthatbackofhisgrandfatheritwaslostinantiquity。ThisancestorhadretiredfromtheseaandbecomeamerchantinhisnativeRhodeIslandport,wherehissonestablishedhimselfasaphysician,andmarriedthedaughterofaformerslave-traderwhosesocialpositionwasthehighestintheplace;
  Triscoelikedtomentionhismaternalgrandfatherwhenhewishedalistenertorealizejusthowanomaloushispartinawaragainstslaverywas;itheightenedtheeffectofhispose。
  Hefoughtgallantlythroughthewar,andhewasbrevettedBrigadier-
  Generalattheclose。Withthishonor,andwiththewoundwhichcausedanalmostimperceptiblelimpinhisgait,hewontheheartofarichNewYorkgirl,andherfathersethimupinabusiness,whichwasnotlongingoingtopiecesinhishands。ThentheyoungcouplewenttoliveinParis,wheretheirdaughterwasborn,andwherethemotherdiedwhenthechildwastenyearsold。Alittlelaterhisfather-in-lawdied,andTriscoereturnedtoNewYork,wherehefoundthefortunewhichhisdaughterhadinheritedwasmuchlessthanhesomehowthoughthehadarighttoexpect。
  Theincomefromherfortunewasenoughtoliveon,andhedidnotgobacktoParis,where,infact,thingswerenotsomuchtohismindundertheRepublicastheyhadbeenundertheSecondEmpire。Hewasstillwillingtodosomethingforhiscountry,however,andheallowedhisnametobeusedonacitizen’sticketinhisdistrict;buthisprovision-manwassenttoCongressinstead。ThenheretiredtoRhodeIslandandattemptedtoconverthisshorepropertyintoawatering-place;butafterbeingattractivelyplottedandlaidoutwithstreetsandsidewalks,itallurednoonetobuildonitexceptthebirdsandthechipmonks,andhecamebacktoNewYork,wherehisdaughterhadremainedinschool。
  Oneofhermaternalauntsmadeheracoming-outtea,aftersheleftschool;andsheentereduponaseriesofdinners,dances,theatreparties,andreceptionsofallkinds;butthetideoffairygoldpouringthroughherfingersleftnoengagement-ringonthem。Shehadnoduties,butsheseldomgotoutofhumorwithherpleasures;shehadsomeoddtastesofherown,andinasocietywherenonebutthemostseriousbookswereeverseriouslymentionedshewasratherfondofgoodones,andhadromanticideasofalifethatshevaguelycalledbohemian。Hercharacterwasnevertestedbyanythingmoretryingthanthefearthatherfathermighttakeherabroadtolive;hehadtakenherabroadseveraltimesforthesummer。
  Thedreadedtrialdidnotapproachforseveralyearsaftershehadceasedtobeabud;andthenitcamewhenherfatherwasagainwillingtoservehiscountryindiplomacy,eitherattheHague,oratBrussels,orevenatBerne。Reasonsofpoliticalgeographypreventedhisappointmentanywhere,butGeneralTriscoehavingarrangedhisaffairsforgoingabroadonthemissionhehadexpected,decidedtogowithoutit。Hewasreallyveryfitforbothoftheofficeshehadsought,andsofarasamancandeservepublicplacebypublicservice,hehaddeservedit。
  Hispessimismwasuncommonlywellgrounded,andifitdidnotgoverydeep,itmightwellhavereachedthebottomofhisnature。
  Hisdaughterhadbeguntodivinehimattheearlyagewhenparentssupposethemselvesstilltobemysteriestotheirchildren。Shedidnotthinkitnecessaryevertoexplainhimtoothers;perhapsshewouldnothavefounditpossible;andnowaftershepartedfromMrs。EltwinandwenttositdownbesideMrs。Marchshedidnotrefertoherfather。ShesaidhowsweetshehadfoundtheoldladyfromOhio;andwhatsortofplacedidMrs。MarchsupposeitwaswhereMrs。Eltwinlived?Theyseemedtohaveeverythingthere,likeanyplace。ShehadwantedtoaskMrs。
  Eltwiniftheysatontheirsteps;butshehadnotquitedared。
  Burnamycameby,slowly,andatMrs。March’ssuggestionhetookoneofthechairsonherotherside,tohelpherandMissTriscoelookattheChannelIslandsandwatchtheapproachofthesteamertoCherbourg,wheretheNorumbiawastolandagain。TheyoungpeopletalkedacrossMrs。
  Marchtoeachother,andsaidhowcharmingtheislandswere,intheirgray-greeninsubstantiality,withvalleysfurrowingthemfarinward,likeairycleftsinlowbanksofclouds。Itseemedallthenicernottoknowjustwhichwaswhich;butwhentheshipdrewnearertoCherbourg,hesuggestedthattheycouldseebetterbygoingroundtotheothersideoftheship。MissTriscoe,asattheothertimeswhenshehadgoneoffwithBurnamy,markedherallegiance,toMrs。Marchbyleavingawrapwithher。
  Everyonewasrestlessinbreakingwiththeoldlifeatsea。Therehadbeenanequalunrestwhentheshipfirstsailed;peoplehadfirstcomeaboardinthedemoralizationofseveringtheirtieswithhome,andtheyshrankfromformingothers。Thenthecharmoftheidle,eventlesslifegrewuponthem,andunitedtheminafondreluctancefromtheinevitableend。
  Nowthatthebeginningoftheendhadcome,thepangsofdisintegrationwerefeltinalltheonce-more-repellantparticles。BurnamyandMissTriscoe,astheyhungupontherail,ownedtoeachotherthattheyhatedtohavethevoyageover。TheyhadlikedleavingPlymouthandbeingatseaagain;theywishedthattheyneednotberemindedofanotherdebarkationbytheenergyofthecraneinhoistingtheCherbourgbaggagefromthehold。
  TheyapprovedofthepicturesquenessofthreeFrenchvesselsofwarthatpassed,draggingtheirkrakenshapeslowthroughthelevelwater。AtCherbourganemotionalFrenchtendercameouttotheship,verydifferentinherclamorousvoicesandexcitedfiguresfromthesteadyself-controloftheEnglishtenderatPlymouth;andtheythoughttheFrenchfortificationsmuchmoreonshowthantheEnglishhadbeen。NothingmarkedtheiryouthfuldatesomuchtotheMarches,whopresentlyjoinedthem,astheirfailuretorealizethatinthispeacefulseathegreatbattlebetweentheKearsargeandtheAlabamawasfought。Theeldercoupletriedtoaffecttheirimaginationswiththefactwhichreanimatedthespectreofadreadfulwarforthemselves;buttheyhadtopassonand,leavetheyoungpeopleunmoved。
  Mrs。Marchwonderediftheynoticedthedebarkationofthepivotalgirl,whomshesawstandingonthedeckofthetender,withherhandsatherwaist,andgivingnowthissideandnowthatsideofherfacetotheyoungmenwavingtheirhatstoherfromtherailoftheship。Burnamywasnotoftheirnumber,andheseemednottoknowthatthegirlwasleavinghimfinallytoMissTriscoe。IfMissTriscoeknewitshedidnothingthewholeofthatlong,lastafternoontoprofitbythefact。
  BurnamyspentagreatpartofitinthechairbesideMrs。March,andheshowedanintolerableresignationtothegirl’sabsence。
  “Yes。”saidMarch,takingtheplaceBurnamyleftatlast,“thatterriblepatienceofyouth!”
  “Patience?Folly!Stupidity!Theyoughttobetogethereveryinstant!
  Dotheysupposethatlifeisfullofsuchchances?Dotheythinkthatfatehasnothingtodobut——“
  Shestoppedforafitclimax,andhesuggested,“Hangroundandwaitonthem?”
  “Yes!It’stheironechanceinalife-time,probably。”
  “Thenyou’vequitedecidedthatthey’reinlove?”Hesankcomfortablyback,andputuphiswearylegsonthechair’sextensionwiththeconvictionthatlovehadnosuchjoyasthattooffer。
  “I’vedecidedthatthey’reintenselyinterestedineachother。”
  “Thenwhatmorecanweaskofthem?Andwhydoyoucarewhattheydoordon’tdowiththeirchance?Whydoyouwishtheirlovewell,ifit’sthat?Ismarriagesuchaverycertaingood?”
  “Itisn’tallthatitmightbe,butit’sallthatthereis。Whatwouldourliveshavebeenwithoutit?”sheretorted。
  “Oh,weshouldhavegoton。It’ssuchatremendousriskthatwe,oughttogoroundbeggingpeopletothinktwice,tocountahundred,oranonillion,beforetheyfallinlovetothemarrying-point。Idon’tmindtheirflirting;thatamusesthem;butmarryingisadifferentthing。
  IdoubtifPapaTriscoewouldtakekindlytothenotionofason-in-lawhehadn’tselectedhimself,andhisdaughterdoesn’tstrikemeasayoungladywhohasanywisdomtothrowawayonachoice。Shehasherlittlecharm;herlittlegiftofbeauty,ofgrace,ofspirit,andtheotherthingsthatgowithherageandsex;butwhatcouldshedoforafellowlikeBurnamy,whohashiswaytomake,whohastheladderoffametoclimb,withanoldmotheratthebottomofittolookafter?Youwouldn’twanthimtohaveaneyeonMissTriscoe’smoney,evenifshehadmoney,andIdoubtifshehasmuch。It’sallveryprettytohaveagirllikeherfascinatedwithayouthofhissimpletraditions;thoughBurnamyisn’taltogetherpastoralinhisideals,andhelooksforwardtoaplaceintheveryworldshebelongsto。Idon’tthinkit’sforustopromotetheaffair。”
  “Well,perhapsyou’reright。”shesighed。“Iwillletthemalonefromthisout。Thankgoodness,Ishallnothavethemundermyeyesverylong。”
  “Oh,Idon’tthinkthere’sanyharmdoneyet。”saidherhusband,withalaugh。
  Atdinnerthereseemedsolittleharmofthekindhemeantthatshesufferedfromanillogicaldisappointment。Theyoungpeoplegotthroughthemealwithnotalkthatseemedinductive;Burnamyleftthetablefirst,andMissTriscoeborehisgoingwithoutapparentdiscouragement;
  shekeptonchattingwithMarchtillhiswifetookhimawaytotheirchairsondeck。
  Therewereafewmoreshipsinsightthantherewereinmid-ocean;butthelatetwilightthickenedovertheNorthSeaquitelikethenightaftertheyleftNewYork,exceptthatitwascolder;andtheirheartsturnedtotheirchildren,whohadbeeninabeyancefortheweekpast,witharemorsefulpang。“Well,shesaid,“IwishweweregoingtobeinNewYorkto-morrow,insteadofHamburg。”
  “Oh,no!Oh,no!”heprotested。“Notsobadasthat,mydear。Thisisthelastnight,andit’shardtomanage,asthelastnightalwaysis。I
  supposethelastnightonearth——“
  “Basil!”sheimplored。
  “Well,Iwon’t,then。ButwhatIwantistoseeaDutchlugger。I’veneverseenaDutchlugger,and——“
  Shesuddenlypressedhisarm,andinobediencetothesignalhewassilent;thoughitseemedafterwardsthatheoughttohavegoneontalkingasifhedidnotseeBurnamyandMissTriscoeswingingslowlyby。Theywerewalkingclosetogether,andshewasleaningforwardandlookingupintohisfacewhilehetalked。
  “Now。”Mrs。Marchwhispered,longaftertheywereoutofhearing,“letusgoinstantly。Iwouldn’tforworldshavethemseeusherewhentheygetfoundagain。Theywouldfeelthattheyhadtostopandspeak,andthatwouldspoileverything。Come!