Sheadmittedthattheydid,thoughsheshouldnothaveseenanydifferenceinthemifhehadnotpointeditout。
“Theyhadagoodcropofbitter-sweets;theycouldn’tgrindthemall“noddingtowardsanorchardwheresomeheapsofappleshadbeenleftlyingeversincetheingathering。
Shesaid“Yes。”butlookingatanotherorchard。
“Why,youarelookingatJohn-apple-trees!Youknowbitter-sweets——
youusedtowellenough!”
“IamafraidIhaveforgotten,anditisgettingtoodarktodistinguish。”
Winterbornedidnotcontinue。ItseemedasiftheknowledgeandinterestwhichhadformerlymovedGrace’smindhadquitediedawayfromher。Hewonderedwhetherthespecialattributesofhisimageinthepasthadevaporatedliketheseotherthings。
Howeverthatmightbe,thefactatpresentwasmerelythis,thatwherehewasseeingJohn-applesandfarm-buildingsshewasbeholdingafarremoterscene——ascenenolessinnocentandsimple,indeed,butmuchcontrasting——abroadlawninthefashionablesuburbofafastcity,theevergreenleavesshiningintheeveningsun,amidwhichboundinggirls,gracefullycladinartisticarrangementsofblue,brown,red,black,andwhite,wereplayingatgames,withlaughterandchat,inalltheprideoflife,thenotesofpianoandharptremblingintheairfromtheopenwindowsadjoining。Moreover,theyweregirls——andthiswasafactwhichGraceMelbury’sdelicatefemininitycouldnotlosesightof——whoseparentsGileswouldhaveaddressedwithadeferentialSirorMadam。Besidethisvisionedscenethehomelyfarmsteadsdidnotquiteholdtheirownfromherpresenttwenty-
yearpointofsurvey。Forallhiswoodlandsequestration,Gilesknewtheprimitivesimplicityofthesubjecthehadstarted,andnowsoundedadeepernote。
“’Twasveryoddwhatwesaidtoeachotheryearsago;Ioftenthinkofit。ImeanoursayingthatifwestilllikedeachotherwhenyouweretwentyandItwenty-five,we’d——“
“Itwaschild’stattle。”
“H’m!”saidGiles,suddenly。
“Imeanwewereyoung。”saidshe,moreconsiderately。Thatgruffmannerofhisinmakinginquiriesremindedherthathewasunalteredinmuch。
“Yes。Ibegyourpardon,MissMelbury;yourfatherSENTmetomeetyouto-day。”
“Iknowit,andIamgladofit。”
Heseemedsatisfiedwithhertoneandwenton:“Atthattimeyouweresittingbesidemeatthebackofyourfather’scoveredcar,whenwewerecominghomefromgypsying,allthepartybeingsqueezedintogetherastightassheepinanauction-pen。Itgotdarkeranddarker,andIsaid——Iforgettheexactwords——butIputmyarmroundyourwaistandthereyouletitstaytillyourfather,sittinginfrontsuddenlystoppedtellinghisstorytoFarmerBollen,tolighthispipe。Theflashshoneintothecar,andshowedusallupdistinctly;myarmflewfromyourwaistlikelightning;yetnotsoquicklybutthatsomeof’emhadseen,andlaughedatus。Yetyourfather,toouramazement,insteadofbeingangry,wasmildasmilk,andseemedquitepleased。Haveyouforgotallthat,orhaven’tyou?”
Sheownedthatsheremembereditverywell,nowthathementionedthecircumstances。“But,goodness!Imusthavebeeninshortfrocks。”shesaid。
“Comenow,MissMelbury,thatwon’tdo!Shortfrocks,indeed!Youknowbetter,aswellasI。”
Gracethereupondeclaredthatshewouldnotarguewithanoldfriendshevaluedsohighlyasshevaluedhim,sayingthewordswiththeeasyelusivenessthatwillbepoliteatallcosts。Itmightpossiblybetrue,sheadded,thatshewasgettingoningirlhoodwhenthateventtookplace;butifitwereso,thenshewasvirtuallynolessthananoldwomannow,sofardidthetimeseemremovedfromherpresent。“Doyoueverlookatthingsphilosophicallyinsteadofpersonally?”sheasked。
“Ican’tsaythatIdo。”answeredGiles,hiseyeslingeringfaraheaduponadarkspot,whichprovedtobeabrougham。
“Ithinkyoumay,sometimes,withadvantage。”saidshe。“Lookatyourselfasapitcherdriftingonthestreamwithotherpitchers,andconsiderwhatcontrivancesaremostdesirableforavoidingcracksingeneral,andnotonlyforsavingyourpoorone。ShallI
tellyouallaboutBathorCheltenham,orplacesontheContinentthatIvisitedlastsummer?”
“Withallmyheart。”
Shethendescribedplacesandpersonsinsuchtermsasmighthavebeenusedforthatpurposebyanywomantoanymanwithinthefourseas,soentirelyabsentfromthatdescriptionwaseverythingspeciallyappertainingtoherownexistence。Whenshehaddoneshesaid,gayly,“NowdoyoutellmeinreturnwhathashappenedinHintocksinceIhavebeenaway。”
“Anythingtokeeptheconversationawayfromherandme。”saidGileswithinhim。
ItwastruecultivationhadsofaradvancedinthesoilofMissMelbury’smindastoleadhertotalkbyroteofanythingsaveofthatsheknewwell,andhadthegreatestinterestindeveloping——
thatistosay,herself。
Hehadnotproceededfarwithhissomewhatbaldnarrationwhentheydrewnearthecarriagethathadbeenprecedingthemforsometime。MissMelburyinquiredifheknewwhosecarriageitwas。
Winterborne,althoughhehadseenit,hadnottakenitintoaccount。Onexamination,hesaiditwasMrs。Charmond’s。
Gracewatchedthevehicleanditseasyroll,andseemedtofeelmorenearlyakintoitthantotheoneshewasin。
“Pooh!Wecanpolishoffthemileageaswellasthey,cometothat。”saidWinterborne,readinghermind;andrisingtoemulationatwhatitbespoke,hewhippedonthehorse。ThisitwaswhichhadbroughtthenoseofMr。Melbury’soldgrayclosetothebackofMrs。Charmond’smuch-eclipsingvehicle。
“There’sMartySouthSittingupwiththecoachman。”saidhe,discerningherbyherdress。
“Ah,poorMarty!Imustaskhertocometoseemethisveryevening。Howdoesshehappentoberidingthere?”
“Idon’tknow。Itisverysingular。”
Thusthesepeoplewithconvergingdestinieswentalongtheroadtogether,tillWinterborne,leavingthetrackofthecarriage,turnedintoLittleHintock,wherealmostthefirsthousewasthetimber-merchant’s。Pencilsofdancinglightstreamedoutofthewindowssufficientlytoshowthewhitelaurestinusflowers,andglanceoverthepolishedleavesoflaurel。Theinterioroftheroomscouldbeseendistinctly,warmedupbythefire-flames,whichintheparlorwerereflectedfromtheglassofthepicturesandbookcase,andinthekitchenfromtheutensilsandware。
“Letuslookatthedearplaceforamomentbeforewecallthem。”
shesaid。
Inthekitchendinnerwaspreparing;forthoughMelburydinedatoneo’clockatothertimes,to-daythemealhadbeenkeptbackforGrace。Aricketyoldspitwasinmotion,itsendbeingfixedinthefire-dog,andthewholekeptgoingbymeansofacordconveyedoverpulleysalongtheceilingtoalargestonesuspendedinacorneroftheroom。OldGrammerOlivercameandwounditupwitharattlelikethatofamill。
IntheparloralargeshadeofMrs。Melbury’sheadfellonthewallandceiling;butbeforethegirlhadregardedthisroommanymomentstheirpresencewasdiscovered,andherfatherandstep-
mothercameouttowelcomeher。
ThecharacteroftheMelburyfamilywasofthatkindwhichevincessomeshynessinshowingstrongemotionamongeachother:atraitfrequentinruralhouseholds,andonewhichstandsincuriouslyinverserelationtomostofthepeculiaritiesdistinguishingvillagersfromthepeopleoftowns。Thushidingtheirwarmerfeelingsundercommonplacetalkallround,Grace’sreceptionproducednoextraordinarydemonstrations。Butthatmorewasfeltthanwasenactedappearedfromthefactthatherfather,intakingherin-doors,quiteforgotthepresenceofGileswithout,asdidalsoGraceherself。Hesaidnothing,buttookthegigroundtotheyardandcalledoutfromthespar-housethemanwhoparticularlyattendedtothesematterswhentherewasnoconversationtodrawhimoffamongthecopse-workersinside。
Winterbornethenreturnedtothedoorwiththeintentionofenteringthehouse。
Thefamilyhadgoneintotheparlor,andwerestillabsorbedinthemselves。Thefirewas,asbefore,theonlylight,anditirradiatedGrace’sfaceandhandssoastomakethemlookwondrouslysmoothandfairbesidethoseofthetwoelders;shiningalsothroughtheloosehairabouthertemplesassunlightthroughabrake。Herfatherwassurveyingherinadazedconjecture,somuchhadshedevelopedandprogressedinmannerandstaturesincehelasthadseteyesonher。
Observingthesethings,Winterborneremaineddubiousbythedoor,mechanicallytracingwithhisfingerscertaintime-wornletterscarvedinthejambs——initialsofby-gonegenerationsofhouseholderswhohadlivedanddiedthere。
No,hedeclaredtohimself,hewouldnotenterandjointhefamily;theyhadforgottenhim,anditwasenoughforto-daythathehadbroughtherhome。Still,hewasalittlesurprisedthatherfather’seagernesstosendhimforGraceshouldhaveresultedinsuchananticlimaxasthis。
Hewalkedsoftlyawayintothelanetowardshisownhouse,lookingbackwhenhereachedtheturning,fromwhichhecouldgetalastglimpseofthetimber-merchant’sroof。HehazardedguessesastowhatGracewassayingjustatthatmoment,andmurmured,withsomeself-derision,“nothingaboutme!”Helookedalsointheotherdirection,andsawagainsttheskythethatchedhipandsolitarychimneyofMarty’scottage,andthoughtofhertoo,strugglingbravelyalongunderthathumbleshelter,amongherspar-gadsandpotsandskimmers。
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