Winterbornesawthatsomethinghadgonewrongwithhisformerfriend,andthrowingdowntheswitchhewasabouttointerweave,herespondedonlytooreadilytothemoodofthetimber-dealer。
“Issheill?”hesaid,hurriedly。
“No,no。”Melburystoodwithoutspeakingforsomeminutes,andthen,asthoughhecouldnotbringhimselftoproceed,turnedtogoaway。
WinterbornetoldoneofhismentopackupthetoolsforthenightandwalkedafterMelbury。
“HeavenforbidthatIshouldseemtooinquisitive,sir。”hesaid,“especiallysincewedon’tstandasweusedtostandtooneanother;butIhopeitiswellwiththemalloveryourway?”
“No。”saidMelbury——“no。”Hestopped,andstruckthesmoothtrunkofayoungash-treewiththeflatofhishand。“Iwouldthathisearhadbeenwherethatrindis!”heexclaimed;“Ishouldhavetreatedhimtolittlecomparedwiwhathedeserves。”
“Now。”saidWinterborne,“don’tbeinahurrytogohome。I’veputsomeciderdowntowarminmyshelterhere,andwe’llsitanddrinkitandtalkthisover。”
MelburyturnedunresistinglyasGilestookhisarm,andtheywentbacktowherethefirewas,andsatdownunderthescreen,theotherwoodmenhavinggone。Hedrewoutthecider-mugfromtheashesandtheydranktogether。
“Giles,yououghttohavehadher,asIsaidjustnow。”repeatedMelbury。“I’lltellyouwhyforthefirsttime。”
HethereupontoldWinterborne,aswithgreatrelief,thestoryofhowhewonawayGiles’sfather’schosenone——bynothingworsethanalover’scajoleries,itistrue,butbymeanswhich,exceptinlove,wouldcertainlyhavebeenpronouncedcruelandunfair。HeexplainedhowhehadalwaysintendedtomakereparationtoWinterbornethefatherbygivingGracetoWinterbornetheson,tillthedeviltemptedhiminthepersonofFitzpiers,andhebrokehisvirtuousvow。
“HowhighlyIthoughtofthatman,tobesure!Who’dhavesupposedhe’dhavebeensoweakandwrong-headedasthis!Yououghttohavehadher,Giles,andthere’sanendon’t。”
WinterborneknewhowtopreservehiscalmunderthisunconsciouslycrueltearingofahealingwoundtowhichMelbury’sconcentrationonthemorevitalsubjecthadblindedhim。TheyoungmanendeavoredtomakethebestofthecaseforGrace’ssake。
“Shewouldhardlyhavebeenhappywithme。”hesaid,inthedry,unimpassionedvoiceunderwhichhehidhisfeelings。“Iwasnotwellenougheducated:toorough,inshort。Icouldn’thavesurroundedherwiththerefinementsshelookedfor,anyhow,atall。”
“Nonsense——youarequitewrongthere。”saidtheunwiseoldman,doggedly。“Shetoldmeonlythisdaythatshehatesrefinementsandsuchlike。Allthatmytroubleandmoneyboughtforherinthatwayisthrownawayuponherquite。She’dfainbelikeMartySouth——thinko’that!That’sthetopofherambition!Perhapsshe’sright。Giles,shelovedyou——undertherind;and,what’smore,shelovesyestill——worseluckforthepoormaid!”
IfMelburyonlyhadknownwhatfireshewasrecklesslystirringuphemighthaveheldhispeace。Winterbornewassilentalongtime。
Thedarknesshadclosedinroundthem,andthemonotonousdripofthefogfromthebranchesquickenedasitturnedtofinerain。
“Oh,shenevercaredmuchforme。”Gilesmanagedtosay,ashestirredtheemberswithabrand。
“Shedid,anddoes,Itellye。”saidtheother,obstinately。
“However,allthat’svaintalkingnow。WhatIcometoaskyouaboutisamorepracticalmatter——howtomakethebestofthingsastheyare。Iamthinkingofadesperatestep——ofcallingonthewomanCharmond。Iamgoingtoappealtoher,sinceGracewillnot。’Tisshewhoholdsthebalanceinherhands——nothe。Whileshe’sgotthewilltoleadhimastrayhewillfollow——poor,unpractical,lofty-notioneddreamer——andhowlongshe’lldoitdependsuponherwhim。DidyeeverhearanythingabouthercharacterbeforeshecametoHintock?”
“She’sbeenabitofacharmerinhertime,Ibelieve。”repliedGiles,withthesamelevelquietude,asheregardedtheredcoals。
“Onewhohassmiledwhereshehasnotlovedandlovedwhereshehasnotmarried。BeforeMr。Charmondmadeherhiswifeshewasaplay-actress。”
“Hey?”Buthowcloseyouhavekeptallthis,Giles!Whatbesides?”
“Mr。Charmondwasarichman,engagedintheirontradeinthenorth,twentyorthirtyyearsolderthanshe。Hemarriedherandretired,andcamedownhereandboughtthisproperty,astheydonowadays。”
“Yes,yes——Iknowallaboutthat;buttheotherIdidnotknow。I
fearitbodesnogood。ForhowcanIgoandappealtotheforbearanceofawomaninthismatterwhohasmadecross-lovesandcrookedentanglementshertradeforyears?Ithankye,Giles,forfindingitout;butitmakesmyplantheharderthatsheshouldhavebelongedtothatunstabletribe。”
Anotherpauseensued,andtheylookedgloomilyatthesmokethatbeataboutthehurdleswhichshelteredthem,throughwhoseweavingsalargedropofrainfellatintervalsandspatsmartlyintothefire。Mrs。CharmondhadbeennofriendtoWinterborne,buthewasmanly,anditwasnotinhishearttoletherbecondemnedwithoutatrial。
“Sheissaidtobegenerous。”heanswered。“Youmightnotappealtoherinvain。”
“Itshallbedone。”saidMelbury,rising。“Forgoodorforevil,toMrs。CharmondI’llgo。”
Atnineo’clockthenextmorningMelburydressedhimselfupinshiningbroadcloth,creasedwithfoldingandsmellingofcamphor,andstartedforHintockHouse。Hewasthemoreimpelledtogoatoncebytheabsenceofhisson-in-lawinLondonforafewdays,toattend,reallyorostensibly,someprofessionalmeetings。HesaidnothingofhisdestinationeithertohiswifeortoGrace,fearingthattheymightentreathimtoabandonsoriskyaproject,andwentoutunobserved。Hehadchosenhistimewithaview,ashesupposed,ofconvenientlycatchingMrs。Charmondwhenshehadjustfinishedherbreakfast,beforeanyotherbusinesspeopleshouldbeabout,ifanycame。Ploddingthoughtfullyonward,hecrossedagladelyingbetweenLittleHintockWoodsandtheplantationwhichabuttedonthepark;andthespotbeingopen,hewasdiscernedtherebyWinterbornefromthecopseonthenexthill,whereheandhismenwereworking。Knowinghismission,theyoungermanhasteneddownfromthecopseandmanagedtointerceptthetimber-
merchant。
“Ihavebeenthinkingofthis,sir。”hesaid,“andIamofopinionthatitwouldbebesttoputoffyourvisitforthepresent。”
ButMelburywouldnotevenstoptohearhim。Hismindwasmadeup,theappealwastobemade;andWinterbornestoodandwatchedhimsadlytillheenteredthesecondplantationanddisappeared。
Melburyrangatthetradesmen’sdoorofthemanor-house,andwasatonceinformedthattheladywasnotyetvisible,asindeedhemighthaveguessedhadhebeenanybodybutthemanhewas。
Melburysaidhewouldwait,whereupontheyoungmaninformedhiminaneighborlywaythat,betweenthemselves,shewasinbedandasleep。
“Nevermind。”saidMelbury,retreatingintothecourt,“I’llstandabouthere。”Chargedsofullywithhismission,heshrankfromcontactwithanybody。
Buthewalkedaboutthepavedcourttillhewastired,andstillnobodycametohim。Atlastheenteredthehouseandsatdowninasmallwaiting-room,fromwhichhegotglimpsesofthekitchencorridor,andofthewhite-cappedmaidsflittingjauntilyhitherandthither。Theyhadheardofhisarrival,buthadnotseenhimenter,and,imagininghimstillinthecourt,discussedfreelythepossiblereasonofhiscalling。Theymarvelledathistemerity;
forthoughmostofthetongueswhichhadbeenletlooseattributedthechiefblame-worthinesstoFitzpiers,theseofherhouseholdpreferredtoregardtheirmistressasthedeepersinner。
Melburysatwithhishandsrestingonthefamiliarknobbedthornwalking-stick,whosegrowinghehadseenbeforeheenjoyeditsuse。Thescenetohimwasnotthematerialenvironmentofhisperson,butatragicvisionthattravelledwithhimlikeanenvelope。Throughthisvisiontheincidentsofthemomentbutgleamedconfusedlyhereandthere,asanouterlandscapethroughthehigh-coloredscenesofastainedwindow。Hewaitedthusanhour,anhourandahalf,twohours。Hebegantolookpaleandill,whereuponthebutler,whocamein,askedhimtohaveaglassofwine。Melburyrousedhimselfandsaid,“No,no。Isshealmostready?”
“Sheisjustfinishingbreakfast。”saidthebutler。“Shewillsoonseeyounow。Iamjustgoinguptotellheryouarehere。”
“What!haven’tyoutoldherbefore?”saidMelbury。
“Ohno。”saidtheother。“Youseeyoucamesoveryearly。”
Atlastthebellrang:Mrs。Charmondcouldseehim。Shewasnotinherprivatesitting-roomwhenhereachedit,butinaminuteheheardhercomingfromthefrontstaircase,andsheenteredwherehestood。
AtthistimeofthemorningMrs。Charmondlookedherfullageandmore。Shemightalmosthavebeentakenforthetypicalfemmedetrenteans,thoughshewasreallynotmorethansevenoreightandtwenty。Therebeingnofireintheroom,shecameinwithashawlthrownlooselyroundhershoulders,andobviouslywithouttheleastsuspicionthatMelburyhadcalleduponanyothererrandthantimber。Felicewas,indeed,theonlywomanintheparishwhohadnotheardtherumorofherownweaknesses;shewasatthismomentlivinginafool’sparadiseinrespectofthatrumor,thoughnotinrespectoftheweaknessesthemselves,which,ifthetruthbetold,causedhergravemisgivings。
“Dositdown,Mr。Melbury。Youhavefelledallthetreesthatweretobepurchasedbyyouthisseason,excepttheoaks,I
believe。”
“Yes。”saidMelbury。
“Howverynice!Itmustbesocharmingtoworkinthewoodsjustnow!”
Shewastoocarelesstoaffectaninterestinanextraneousperson’saffairssoconsummatelyastodeceiveinthemanneroftheperfectsocialmachine。Henceherwords“verynice。”“socharming。”wereutteredwithaperfunctorinessthatmadethemsoundabsurdlyunreal。
“Yes,yes。”saidMelbury,inareverie。Hedidnottakeachair,andshealsoremainedstanding。Restinguponhisstick,hebegan:
“Mrs。Charmond,Ihavecalleduponamoreseriousmatter——atleasttome——thantree-throwing。AndwhatevermistakesImakeinmymannerofspeakinguponittoyou,madam,domethejusticetoset’emdowntomywantofpractice,andnottomywantofcare。”
Mrs。Charmondlookedillatease。Shemighthavebeguntoguesshismeaning;butapartfromthat,shehadsuchdreadofcontactwithanythingpainful,harsh,orevenearnest,thathispreliminariesalonewereenoughtodistressher。“Yes,whatisit?”shesaid。
“Iamanoldman。”saidMelbury,“whom,somewhatlateinlife,Godthoughtfittoblesswithonechild,andsheadaughter。Hermotherwasaverydearwifetome,butshewastakenawayfromuswhenthechildwasyoung,andthechildbecamepreciousastheappleofmyeyetome,forshewasallIhadlefttolove。ForhersakeentirelyImarriedassecondwifeahomespunwomanwhohadbeenkindasamothertoher。Induetimethequestionofhereducationcameon,andIsaid,’Iwilleducatethemaidwell,ifI
liveuponbreadtodoit。’OfherpossiblemarriageIcouldnotbeartothink,foritseemedlikeadeaththatsheshouldcleavetoanotherman,andgrowtothinkhishouseherhomeratherthanmine。ButIsawitwasthelawofnaturethatthisshouldbe,andthatitwasforthemaid’shappinessthatsheshouldhaveahomewhenIwasgone;andImadeupmymindwithoutamurmurtohelpitonforhersake。InmyyouthIhadwrongedmydeadfriend,andtomakeamendsIdeterminedtogiveher,mymostpreciouspossession,tomyfriend’sson,seeingthattheylikedeachotherwell。
Thingscameaboutwhichmademedoubtifitwouldbeformydaughter’shappinesstodothis,inasmuchastheyoungmanwaspoor,andshewasdelicatelyreared。Anothermancameandpaidcourttoher——oneherequalinbreedingandaccomplishments;ineverywayitseemedtomethatheonlycouldgiveherthehomewhichhertraininghadmadeanecessityalmost。Iurgedheron,andshemarriedhim。But,ma’am,afatalmistakewasattherootofmyreckoning。Ifoundthatthiswell-borngentlemanIhadcalculatedonsosurelywasnotstanchofheart,andthatthereinlayadangerofgreatsorrowformydaughter。Madam,hesawyou,andyouknowtherest。Ihavecometomakenodemands——toutternothreats;Ihavecomesimplyasafatheringreatgriefaboutthisonlychild,andIbeseechyoutodealkindlywithmydaughter,andtodonothingwhichcanturnherhusband’sheartawayfromherforever。Forbidhimyourpresence,ma’am,andspeaktohimonhisdutyasonewithyourpoweroverhimwellcando,andIamhopefulthattherentbetweenthemmaybepatchedup。
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