Shewalkedupthesoftgrassyride,screenedoneitherhandbynut-bushes,justnowheavywithclustersoftwosandthreesandfours。Alittlewayon,thetrackshepursuedwascrossedbyasimilaroneatrightangles。HereGracestopped;somefewyardsupthetransverseridethebuxomSukeDamsonwasvisible——hergowntuckeduphighthroughherpocket-hole,andnobonnetonherhead——
intheactofpullingdownboughsfromwhichshewasgatheringandeatingnutswithgreatrapidity,herloverTimTangsstandingnearherengagedinthesamepleasantmeal。
Crack,crackwentSuke’sjawseverysecondortwo。ByanautomaticchainofthoughtGrace’smindrevertedtothetooth-
drawingscenedescribedbyherhusband;andforthefirsttimeshewonderedifthatnarrativewerereallytrue,Susan’sjawsbeingsoobviouslysoundandstrong。Graceturneduptowardsthenut-
gatherers,andconqueredherreluctancetospeaktothegirlwhowasalittleinadvanceofTim。“Good-evening,Susan。”shesaid。
“Good-evening,MissMelbury“crack。
“Mrs。Fitzpiers。”
“Ohyes,ma’am——Mrs。Fitzpiers。”saidSuke,withapeculiarsmile。
Grace,nottobedaunted,continued:“Takecareofyourteeth,Suke。Thataccountsforthetoothache。”
“Idon’tknowwhatanacheis,eitherintooth,ear,orhead,thanktheLord“crack。
“Northelossofone,either?”
“Seeforyourself,ma’am。”Shepartedherredlips,andexhibitedthewholedoublerow,fullupandunimpaired。
“Youhaveneverhadonedrawn?”
“Never。”
“Somuchthebetterforyourstomach。”saidMrs。Fitzpiers,inanalteredvoice。Andturningawayquickly,shewenton。
Asherhusband’scharacterthusshapeditselfunderthetouchoftime,Gracewasalmoststartledtofindhowlittleshesufferedfromthatjealousexcitementwhichisconventionallyattributedtoallwivesinsuchcircumstances。Butthoughpossessedbynoneofthatfelinewildnesswhichitwashermoraldutytoexperience,shedidnotfailtoknowthatshehadmadeafrightfulmistakeinhermarriage。Acquiescenceinherfather’swisheshadbeendegradationtoherself。Peoplearenotgivenpremonitionsfornothing;sheshouldhaveobeyedherimpulseonthatearlymorning,andsteadfastlyrefusedherhand。
Oh,thatplausibletalewhichherthenbetrothedhadtoldheraboutSuke——thedramaticaccountofherentreatiestohimtodrawtheachingenemy,andthefineartistictouchhehadgiventothestorybyexplainingthatitwasalovelymolarwithoutaflaw!
Shetracedtheremainderofthewoodlandtrackdazedbythecomplicationsofherposition。Ifhisprotestationstoherbeforetheirmarriagecouldbebelieved,herhusbandhadfeltaffectionofsomesortforherselfandthiswomansimultaneously;andwasnowagainspreadingthesameemotionoverMrs。Charmondandherselfconjointly,hismannerbeingstillkindandfondattimes。
Butsurely,ratherthanthat,hemusthaveplayedthehypocritetowardsherineachcasewithelaboratecompleteness;andthethoughtofthissickenedher,foritinvolvedtheconjecturethatifhehadnotlovedher,hisonlymotiveformakingherhiswifemusthavebeenherlittlefortune。YethereGracemadeamistake,fortheloveofmenlikeFitzpiersisunquestionablyofsuchqualityastobeardivisionandtransference。Hehadindeed,oncedeclared,thoughnottoher,thatononeoccasionhehadnoticedhimselftobepossessedbyfivedistinctinfatuationsatthesametime。Thereinitdifferedfromthehighestaffectionasthelowerordersoftheanimalworlddifferfromadvancedorganisms,partitioncausing,notdeath,butamultipliedexistence。Hehadlovedhersincerely,andhadbynomeansceasedtolovehernow。
Butsuchdoubleandtreblebarrelledheartswerenaturallybeyondherconception。
OfpoorSukeDamson,Gracethoughtnomore。Shehadhadherday。
“IfhedoesnotlovemeIwillnotlovehim!”saidGrace,proudly。
Andthoughtheseweremerewords,itwasasomewhatformidablethingforFitzpiersthatherheartwasapproximatingtoastateinwhichitmightbepossibletocarrythemout。Thatveryabsenceofhotjealousywhichmadehiscoursessoeasy,andonwhich,indeed,hecongratulatedhimself,meant,unknowntoeitherwifeorhusband,moremischiefthantheinconvenientwatchfulnessofajaundicedeye。
Hersleepthatnightwasnervous。Thewingallottedtoherandherhusbandhadneverseemedsolonely。Atlastshegotup,putonherdressing-gown,andwentdown-stairs。Herfather,whosleptlightly,heardherdescend,andcametothestair-head。
“Isthatyou,Grace?What’sthematter?”hesaid。
“NothingmorethanthatIamrestless。EdgarisdetainedbyacaseatOwlscombeinWhiteHartVale。”
“Buthow’sthat?Isawthewoman’shusbandatGreatHintockjustaforebedtime;andshewasgoingonwell,andthedoctorgonethen。”
“Thenhe’sdetainedsomewhereelse。”saidGrace。“Nevermindme;
hewillsoonbehome。Iexpecthimaboutone。”
Shewentbacktoherroom,anddozedandwokeseveraltimes。Oneo’clockhadbeenthehourofhisreturnonthelastoccasion;butitpassednowbyalongway,andFitzpiersdidnotcome。Justbeforedawnsheheardthemenstirringintheyard;andtheflashesoftheirlanternsspreadeverynowandthenthroughherwindow-blind。Sherememberedthatherfatherhadtoldhernottobedisturbedifshenoticedthem,astheywouldberisingearlytosendofffourloadsofhurdlestoadistantsheep-fair。Peepingout,shesawthembustlingabout,thehollow-turneramongtherest;hewasloadinghiswares——wooden-bowls,dishes,spigots,spoons,cheese-vats,funnels,andsoon——upononeofherfather’swagons,whocarriedthemtothefairforhimeveryyearoutofneighborlykindness。
Thesceneandtheoccasionwouldhaveenlivenedherbutthatherhusbandwasstillabsent;thoughitwasnowfiveo’clock。Shecouldhardlysupposehim,whateverhisinfatuation,tohaveprolongedtoalaterhourthantenanostensiblyprofessionalcallonMrs。CharmondatMiddleton;andhecouldhaveriddenhomeintwohoursandahalf。What,then,hadbecomeofhim?Thathehadbeenoutthegreaterpartofthetwoprecedingnightsaddedtoheruneasiness。
Shedressedherself,descended,andwentout,theweirdtwilightofadvancingdaychillingtheraysfromthelanterns,andmakingthemen’sfaceswan。AssoonasMelburysawherhecameround,showinghisalarm。
“Edgarisnotcome。”shesaid。“AndIhavereasontoknowthathe’snotattendinganybody。Hehashadnorestfortwonightsbeforethis。Iwasgoingtothetopofthehilltolookforhim。”
“I’llcomewithyou。”saidMelbury。
Shebeggedhimnottohinderhimself;butheinsisted,forhesawapeculiarandrigidgloominherfaceoverandaboveheruneasiness,anddidnotlikethelookofit。Tellingthemenhewouldbewiththemagainsoon,hewalkedbesideherintotheturnpike-road,andpartlyupthehillwhenceshehadwatchedFitzpiersthenightbeforeacrosstheGreatWhiteHartorBlackmoorValley。Theyhaltedbeneathahalf-deadoak,hollow,anddisfiguredwithwhitetumors,itsrootsspreadingoutlikeaccipitrineclawsgraspingtheground。Achillywindcircledroundthem,uponwhosecurrentstheseedsofaneighboringlime-
tree,supportedparachute-wisebythewingattached,flewoutoftheboughsdownwardlikefledglingsfromtheirnest。Thevalewaswrappedinadimatmosphereofunnaturalness,andtheeastwaslikealividcurtainedgedwithpink。TherewasnosignnorsoundofFitzpiers。
“Itisnousestandinghere。”saidherfather。“Hemaycomehomefiftyways。why,lookhere!——herebeDarling’stracks——turnedhomewardandnearlyblowndryandhard!Hemusthavecomeinhoursagowithoutyourseeinghim。”
“Hehasnotdonethat。”saidshe。
Theywentbackhastily。Onenteringtheirowngatestheyperceivedthatthemenhadleftthewagons,andwerestandingroundthedoorofthestablewhichhadbeenappropriatedtothedoctor’suse。“Isthereanythingthematter?”criedGrace。
“Ohno,ma’am。All’swellthatendswell。”saidoldTimothyTangs。“I’veheardofsuchthingsbefore——amongworkfolk,thoughnotamongyourgentlepeople——that’strue。”
Theyenteredthestable,andsawthepaleshapeofDarlingstandinginthemiddleofherstall,withFitzpiersonherback,soundasleep。Darlingwasmunchinghayaswellasshecouldwiththebitinhermonth,andthereins,whichhadfallenfromFitzpiers’shand,hunguponherneck。
Gracewentandtouchedhishand;shookitbeforeshecouldarousehim。Hemoved,started,openedhiseyes,andexclaimed,“Ah,Felice!。Oh,it’sGrace。Icouldnotseeinthegloom。What——amIinthesaddle?”
“Yes。”saidshe。“Howdoyoucomehere?”
Hecollectedhisthoughts,andinafewminutesstammered,“Iwasridingalonghomewardthroughthevale,very,verysleepy,havingbeenupsomuchoflate。WhenIcameoppositeHolywellspringthemareturnedherheadthatway,asifshewantedtodrink。Ilethergoin,andshedrank;Ithoughtshewouldneverfinish。Whileshewasdrinking,theclockofOwlscombeChurchstrucktwelve。I
distinctlyremembercountingthestrokes。FromthatmomentI
positivelyrecollectnothingtillIsawyouherebymyside。”
“Thename!Ifithadbeenanyotherhorsehe’dhavehadabrokenneck!”murmuredMelbury。
“’Tiswonderful,sure,howaquiethosswillbringamanhomeatsuchtimes!”saidJohnUpjohn。“Andwhat’smorewonderfulthankeepingyourseatinadeep,slumberingsleep?I’veknowedmendrowzeoffwalkinghomefromrandieswherethemeadandotherliquorshavegoneroundwell,andkeepwalkingformorethanamileonendwithoutwaking。Well,doctor,Idon’tcarewhothemanis,’tisamercyyouwasn’tadrownded,orasplintered,orahangeduptoatreelikeAbsalom——alsoahandsomegentlemanlikeyerself,astheprophetssay。”
“True。”murmuredoldTimothy。“Fromthesoulofhisfoottothecrownofhisheadtherewasnoblemishinhim。”
“Orleastwiseyoumightha’beena-wowndedintotattersa’most,andnodoctortojineyourfewlimbstogetherwithinsevenmile!”
Whilethisgrimaddresswasproceeding,Fitzpiershaddismounted,andtakingGrace’sarmwalkedstifflyin-doorswithher。Melburystoodstaringatthehorse,which,inadditiontobeingveryweary,wasspatteredwithmud。TherewasnomudtospeakofabouttheHintocksjustnow——onlyintheclammyhollowsofthevalebeyondOwlscombe,thestiffsoilofwhichretainedmoistureforweeksaftertheuplandsweredry。Whiletheywererubbingdownthemare,Melbury’smindcoupledwiththeforeignqualityofthemudthenamehehadheardunconsciouslymutteredbythesurgeonwhenGracetookhishand——“Felice。”WhowasFelice?Why,Mrs。
Charmond;andshe,asheknew,wasstayingatMiddleton。
MelburyhadindeedpouncedupontheimagethatfilledFitzpiers’shalf-awakenedsoul——whereintherehadbeenapictureofarecentinterviewonalawnwithacapriciouslypassionatewomanwhohadbeggedhimnottocomeagainintoneswhosevibrationincitedhimtodisobey。“Whatareyoudoinghere?Whydoyoupursueme?
Anotherbelongstoyou。Iftheyweretoseeyoutheywouldseizeyouasathief!”AndshehadturbulentlyadmittedtohiswringingquestionsthathervisittoMiddletonhadbeenundertakenlessbecauseoftheinvalidrelativethaninshamefacedfearofherownweaknessifsheremainednearhishome。AtriumphthenitwastoFitzpiers,poorandhamperedashehadbecome,torecognizehisrealconquestofthisbeauty,delayedsomanyyears。HiswastheselfishpassionofCongreve’sMillamont,towhomlove’ssupremedelightlayin“thatheartwhichothersbleedfor,bleedforme。”
WhenthehorsehadbeenattendedtoMelburystooduneasilyhereandthereabouthispremises;hewasrudelydisturbedinthecomfortableviewswhichhadlatelypossessedhimonhisdomesticconcerns。ItistruethathehadforsomedaysdiscernedthatGracemoreandmoresoughthiscompany,preferredsupervisinghiskitchenandbakehousewithherstep-mothertooccupyingherselfwiththelighterdetailsofherownapartments。Sheseemednolongerabletofindinherownhearthanadequatefocusforherlife,andhence,likeaweakqueen-beeafterleadingofftoanindependenthome,hadhoveredagainintotheparenthive。Buthehadnotconstruedtheseandotherincidentsofthekindtillnow。
Somethingwaswronginthedove-cot。Aghastlysensethathealonewouldberesponsibleforwhateverunhappinessshouldbebroughtuponherforwhomhealmostsolelylived,whomtoretainunderhisroofhehadfacedthenumerousinconveniencesinvolvedingivingupthebestpartofhishousetoFitzpiers。Therewasnoroomfordoubtthat,hadheallowedeventstotaketheirnaturalcourse,shewouldhaveacceptedWinterborne,andrealizedhisolddreamofrestitutiontothatyoungman’sfamily。
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