Aweekhadpassed,andMrs。CharmondhadleftHintockHouse。
MiddletonAbbey,theplaceofhersojourn,wasabouttwentymilesdistantbyroad,eighteenbybridle-pathsandfootways。
Graceobserved,forthefirsttime,thatherhusbandwasrestless,thatatmomentsheevenwasdisposedtoavoidher。Thescrupulouscivilityofmereacquaintanceshipcreptintohismanner;yet,whensittingatmeals,heseemedhardlytohearherremarks。Herlittledoingsinterestedhimnolonger,whiletowardsherfatherhisbearingwasnotfarfromsupercilious。Itwasplainthathismindwasentirelyoutsideherlife,whereaboutsoutsideitshecouldnottell;insomeregionofscience,possibly,orofpsychologicalliterature。ButherhopethathewasagainimmersinghimselfinthoselucubrationswhichbeforehermarriagehadmadehislightalandmarkinHintock,wasfoundedsimplyontheslenderfactthatheoftensatuplate。
OneeveningshediscoveredhimleaningoveragateonRub-DownHill,thegateatwhichWinterbornehadoncebeenstanding,andwhichopenedonthebrinkofasteep,slantingdowndirectlyintoBlackmoorVale,ortheValeoftheWhiteHart,extendingbeneaththeeyeatthispointtoadistanceofmanymiles。Hisattentionwasfixedonthelandscapefaraway,andGrace’sapproachwassonoiselessthathedidnothearher。Whenshecamecloseshecouldseehislipsmovingunconsciously,astosomeimpassionedvisionarytheme。
Shespoke,andFitzpiersstarted。“Whatareyoulookingat?”sheasked。
“Oh!IwascontemplatingouroldplaceofBuckbury,inmyidleway。”hesaid。
Ithadseemedtoherthathewaslookingmuchtotherightofthatcradleandtombofhisancestraldignity;butshemadenofurtherobservation,andtakinghisarmwalkedhomebesidehimalmostinsilence。ShedidnotknowthatMiddletonAbbeylayinthedirectionofhisgaze。“AreyougoingtohaveoutDarlingthisafternoon?”sheasked,presently。Darlingbeingthelight-graymarewhichWinterbornehadboughtforGrace,andwhichFitzpiersnowconstantlyused,theanimalhavingturnedoutawonderfulbargain,incombiningaperfectdocilitywithanalmosthumanintelligence;moreover,shewasnottooyoung。Fitzpierswasunfamiliarwithhorses,andhevaluedthesequalities。
“Yes。”hereplied,“butnottodrive。Iamridingher。I
practisecrossingahorseasoftenasIcannow,forIfindthatI
cantakemuchshortercutsonhorseback。”
Hehad,infact,takentheseridingexercisesforaboutaweek,onlysinceMrs。Charmond’sabsence,hisuniversalpracticehithertohavingbeentodrive。
Somefewdayslater,FitzpiersstartedonthebackofthishorsetoseeapatientintheaforesaidVale。Itwasaboutfiveo’clockintheeveningwhenhewentaway,andatbedtimehehadnotreachedhome。Therewasnothingverysingularinthis,thoughshewasnotawarethathehadanypatientmorethanfiveorsixmilesdistantinthatdirection。TheclockhadstruckonebeforeFitzpiersenteredthehouse,andhecametohisroomsoftly,asifanxiousnottodisturbher。
Thenextmorningshewasstirringconsiderablyearlierthanhe。
Intheyardtherewasaconversationgoingonaboutthemare;themanwhoattendedtothehorses,Darlingincluded,insistedthatthelatterwas“hag-rid;“forwhenhehadarrivedatthestablethatmorningshewasinsuchastateasnohorsecouldbeinbyhonestriding。Itwastruethatthedoctorhadstabledherhimselfwhenhegothome,sothatshewasnotlookedafterasshewouldhavebeenifhehadgroomedandfedher;butthatdidnotaccountfortheappearanceshepresented,ifMr。Fitzpiers’sjourneyhadbeenonlywherehehadstated。ThephenomenalexhaustionofDarling,asthusrelated,wassufficienttodevelopawholeseriesoftalesaboutridingwitchesanddemons,thenarrationofwhichoccupiedaconsiderabletime。
Gracereturnedin-doors。Inpassingthroughtheouterroomshepickedupherhusband’sovercoatwhichhehadcarelesslyflungdownacrossachair。Aturnpiketicketfelloutofthebreast-
pocket,andshesawthatithadbeenissuedatMiddletonGate。HehadthereforevisitedMiddletonthepreviousnight,adistanceofatleastfive-and-thirtymilesonhorseback,thereandback。
Duringthedayshemadesomeinquiries,andlearnedforthefirsttimethatMrs。CharmondwasstayingatMiddletonAbbey。Shecouldnotresistaninference——strangeasthatinferencewas。
Afewdayslaterhepreparedtostartagain,atthesametimeandinthesamedirection。Sheknewthatthestateofthecottagerwholivedthatwaywasamerepretext;shewasquitesurehewasgoingtoMrs。Charmond。Gracewasamazedatthemildnessofthepassionwhichthesuspicionengenderedinher。Shewasbutlittleexcited,andherjealousywaslanguideventodeath。Ittoldtalesofthenatureofheraffectionforhim。Intruth,herantenuptialregardforFitzpiershadbeenratherofthequalityofawetowardsasuperiorbeingthanoftendersolicitudeforalover。Ithadbeenbaseduponmysteryandstrangeness——themysteryofhispast,ofhisknowledge,ofhisprofessionalskill,ofhisbeliefs。Whenthisstructureofidealswasdemolishedbytheintimacyofcommonlife,andshefoundhimasmerelyhumanastheHintockpeoplethemselves,anewfoundationwasindemandforanenduringandstanchaffection——asympatheticinterdependence,whereinmutualweaknessesweremadethegroundsofadefensivealliance。Fitzpiershadfurnishednoneofthatsingle-mindedconfidenceandtruthoutofwhichalonesuchasecondunioncouldspring;henceitwaswithacontrollableemotionthatshenowwatchedthemarebroughtround。
“I’llwalkwithyoutothehillifyouarenotinagreathurry。”
shesaid,ratherloath,afterall,tolethimgo。
“Do;there’splentyoftime。”repliedherhusband。Accordinglyheledalongthehorse,andwalkedbesideher,impatientenoughnevertheless。Thustheyproceededtotheturnpikeroad,andascendedRub-DownHilltothegatehehadbeenleaningoverwhenshesurprisedhimtendaysbefore。Thiswastheendofherexcursion。Fitzpiersbadeheradieuwithaffection,evenwithtenderness,andsheobservedthathelookedweary-eyed。
“Whydoyougoto-night?”shesaid。“Youhavebeencalleduptwonightsinsuccessionalready。”
“Imustgo。”heanswered,almostgloomily。“Don’twaitupforme。”Withthesewordshemountedhishorse,passedthroughthegatewhichGraceheldopenforhim,andambleddownthesteepbridle-tracktothevalley。
Sheclosedthegateandwatchedhisdescent,andthenhisjourneyonward。Hiswaywaseast,theeveningsunwhichstoodbehindherbackbeamingfulluponhimassoonashegotoutfromtheshadeofthehill。Notwithstandingthisuntowardproceedingshewasdeterminedtobeloyalifheprovedtrue;andthedeterminationtoloveone’sbestwillcarryaheartalongwaytowardsmakingthatbestanever-growingthing。Theconspicuouscoatoftheactivethoughblanchingmaremadehorseandridereasyobjectsforthevision。ThoughDarlinghadbeenchosenwithsuchpainsbyWinterborneforGrace,shehadneverriddenthesleekcreature;
butherhusbandhadfoundtheanimalexceedinglyconvenient,particularlynowthathehadtakentothesaddle,plentyofstayingpowerbeingleftinDarlingyet。Fitzpiers,likeothersofhischaracter,whiledespisingMelburyandhisstation,didnotatalldisdaintospendMelbury’smoney,orappropriatetohisownusethehorsewhichbelongedtoMelbury’sdaughter。
AndsotheinfatuatedyoungsurgeonwentalongthroughthegorgeousautumnlandscapeofWhiteHartVale,surroundedbyorchardslustrouswiththeredsofapple-crops,berries,andfoliage,thewholeintensifiedbythegildingofthedecliningsun。Theearththisyearhadbeenprodigallybountiful,andnowwasthesuprememomentofherbounty。Inthepoorestspotsthehedgeswerebowedwithhawsandblackberries;acornscrackedunderfoot,andthebursthusksofchestnutslayexposingtheirauburncontentsasifarrangedbyanxioussellersinafruit-
market。Inallthisproudshowsomekernelswereunsoundasherownsituation,andshewonderediftherewereoneworldintheuniversewherethefruithadnoworm,andmarriagenosorrow。
HerrTannhauserstillmovedon,hisploddingsteedrenderinghimdistinctlyvisibleyet。CouldshehaveheardFitzpiers’svoiceatthatmomentshewouldhavefoundhimmurmuring——
“。TowardstheloadstarofmyonedesireIflitted,evenasadizzymothintheowletlight。”
Buthewasasilentspectacletohernow。Soonheroseoutofthevalley,andskirtedahighplateauofthechalkformationonhisright,whichrestedabruptlyuponthefruitydistrictofloamyclay,thecharacterandherbageofthetwoformationsbeingsodistinctthatthecalcareousuplandappearedbutasadepositofafewyears’antiquityuponthelevelvale。Hekeptalongtheedgeofthishigh,unenclosedcountry,andtheskybehindhimbeingdeepviolet,shecouldstillseewhiteDarlinginreliefuponit——
amerespecknow——aWouvermanseccentricityreducedtomicroscopicdimensions。Uponthishighgroundhegraduallydisappeared。
Thusshehadbeheldthepetanimalpurchasedforherownuse,inpureloveofher,byonewhohadalwaysbeentrue,impressedtoconveyherhusbandawayfromhertothesideofanew-foundidol。
Whileshewasmusingonthevicissitudesofhorsesandwives,shediscernedshapesmovingupthevalleytowardsher,quitenearathand,thoughtillnowhiddenbythehedges。SurelytheywereGilesWinterborne,withhistwohorsesandcider-apparatus,conductedbyRobertCreedle。Up,upwardtheycrept,astraybeamofthesunalightingeverynowandthenlikeastaronthebladesofthepomace-shovels,whichhadbeenconvertedtosteelmirrorsbytheactionofthemalicacid。Sheopenedthegatewhenhecameclose,andthepantinghorsesrestedastheyachievedtheascent。
“Howdoyoudo,Giles?”saidshe,underasuddenimpulsetobefamiliarwithhim。
Herepliedwithmuchmorereserve。“Youaregoingforawalk,Mrs。Fitzpiers?”headded。“Itispleasantjustnow。”
“No,Iamreturning。”saidshe。
Thevehiclespassedthrough,thegateslammed,andWinterbornewalkedbyhersideintherearoftheapple-mill。
HelookedandsmeltlikeAutumn’sverybrother,hisfacebeingsunburnttowheat-color,hiseyesblueascorn-flowers,hisbootsandleggingsdyedwithfruit-stains,hishandsclammywiththesweetjuiceofapples,hishatsprinkledwithpips,andeverywhereabouthimthatatmosphereofciderwhichatitsfirstreturneachseasonhassuchanindescribablefascinationforthosewhohavebeenbornandbredamongtheorchards。Herheartrosefromitslatesadnesslikeareleasedspring;hersensesrevelledinthesuddenlapsebacktonatureunadorned。Theconsciousnessofhavingtobegenteelbecauseofherhusband’sprofession,theveneerofartificialitywhichshehadacquiredatthefashionableschools,werethrownoff,andshebecamethecrude,countrygirlofherlatent,earliestinstincts。
Naturewasbountiful,shethought。NosoonerhadshebeenstarvedoffbyEdgarFitzpiersthananotherbeing,impersonatingbareandundilutedmanliness,hadarisenoutoftheearth,readytohand。
Thiswasanexcursionoftheimaginationwhichshedidnotencourage,andshesaidsuddenly,todisguisetheconfusedregardwhichhadfollowedherthoughts,“Didyoumeetmyhusband?”
Winterborne,withsomehesitation,“Yes。”
“Wheredidyoumeethim?”
“AtCalfhayCross。IcomefromMiddletonAbbey;Ihavebeenmakingthereforthelastweek。”
“Haven’ttheyamilloftheirown?”
“Yes,butit’soutofrepair。”
“Ithink——IheardthatMrs。Charmondhadgonetheretostay?”
“Yes。Ihaveseenheratthewindowsonceortwice。”
Gracewaitedanintervalbeforeshewenton:“DidMr。FitzpierstakethewaytoMiddleton?”
“Yes。ImethimonDarling。”Asshedidnotreply,headded,withagentlerinflection,“Youknowwhythemarewascalledthat?”
“Ohyes——ofcourse。”sheanswered,quickly。
Theyhadrisensofaroverthecrestofthehillthatthewholewestskywasrevealed。Betweenthebrokencloudstheycouldseefarintotherecessesofheaven,theeyejourneyingonunderaspeciesofgoldenarcades,andpastfieryobstructions,fanciedcairns,logan-stones,stalactitesandstalagmiteoftopaz。Deeperthanthistheirgazepassedthinflakesofincandescence,tillitplungedintoabottomlessmediumofsoftgreenfire。
Herabandonmenttotheluscioustimeafterhersenseofill-usage,herrevoltforthenonceagainstsociallaw,herpassionatedesireforprimitivelife,mayhaveshowedinherface。Winterbornewaslookingather,hiseyeslingeringonaflowerthatsheworeinherbosom。Almostwiththeabstractionofasomnambulisthestretchedouthishandandgentlycaressedtheflower。
Shedrewback。“Whatareyoudoing,GilesWinterborne!”sheexclaimed,withalookofseveresurprise。Theevidentabsenceofallpremeditationfromtheact,however,speedilyledhertothinkthatitwasnotnecessarytostanduponherdignityhereandnow。
“Youmustbearinmind,Giles。”shesaid,kindly,“thatwearenotaswewere;andsomepeoplemighthavesaidthatwhatyoudidwastakingaliberty。”
Itwasmorethansheneedhavetoldhim;hisactionofforgetfulnesshadmadehimsoangrywithhimselfthatheflushedthroughhistan。“Idon’tknowwhatIamcomingto!”heexclaimed,savagely。“Ah——Iwasnotoncelikethis!”Tearsofvexationwereinhiseyes。
“No,now——itwasnothing。Iwastooreproachful。”
“ItwouldnothaveoccurredtomeifIhadnotseensomethinglikeitdoneelsewhere——atMiddletonlately。”hesaid,thoughtfully,afterawhile。
“Bywhom?”
“Don’taskit。”
Shescannedhimnarrowly。“Iknowquitewellenough。”shereturned,indifferently。“Itwasbymyhusband,andthewomanwasMrs。Charmond。Associationofideasremindedyouwhenyousawme。Giles——tellmeallyouknowaboutthat——pleasedo,Giles!
Butno——Iwon’thearit。Letthesubjectcease。Andasyouaremyfriend,saynothingtomyfather。”
Theyreachedaplacewheretheirwaysdivided。Winterbornecontinuedalongthehighwaywhichkeptoutsidethecopse,andGraceopenedagatethatenteredit。
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