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第40章

  Aweekhadpassed,andMrs。CharmondhadleftHintockHouse。
  MiddletonAbbey,theplaceofhersojourn,wasabouttwentymilesdistantbyroad,eighteenbybridle-pathsandfootways。
  Graceobserved,forthefirsttime,thatherhusbandwasrestless,thatatmomentsheevenwasdisposedtoavoidher。Thescrupulouscivilityofmereacquaintanceshipcreptintohismanner;yet,whensittingatmeals,heseemedhardlytohearherremarks。Herlittledoingsinterestedhimnolonger,whiletowardsherfatherhisbearingwasnotfarfromsupercilious。Itwasplainthathismindwasentirelyoutsideherlife,whereaboutsoutsideitshecouldnottell;insomeregionofscience,possibly,orofpsychologicalliterature。ButherhopethathewasagainimmersinghimselfinthoselucubrationswhichbeforehermarriagehadmadehislightalandmarkinHintock,wasfoundedsimplyontheslenderfactthatheoftensatuplate。
  OneeveningshediscoveredhimleaningoveragateonRub-DownHill,thegateatwhichWinterbornehadoncebeenstanding,andwhichopenedonthebrinkofasteep,slantingdowndirectlyintoBlackmoorVale,ortheValeoftheWhiteHart,extendingbeneaththeeyeatthispointtoadistanceofmanymiles。Hisattentionwasfixedonthelandscapefaraway,andGrace’sapproachwassonoiselessthathedidnothearher。Whenshecamecloseshecouldseehislipsmovingunconsciously,astosomeimpassionedvisionarytheme。
  Shespoke,andFitzpiersstarted。“Whatareyoulookingat?”sheasked。
  “Oh!IwascontemplatingouroldplaceofBuckbury,inmyidleway。”hesaid。
  Ithadseemedtoherthathewaslookingmuchtotherightofthatcradleandtombofhisancestraldignity;butshemadenofurtherobservation,andtakinghisarmwalkedhomebesidehimalmostinsilence。ShedidnotknowthatMiddletonAbbeylayinthedirectionofhisgaze。“AreyougoingtohaveoutDarlingthisafternoon?”sheasked,presently。Darlingbeingthelight-graymarewhichWinterbornehadboughtforGrace,andwhichFitzpiersnowconstantlyused,theanimalhavingturnedoutawonderfulbargain,incombiningaperfectdocilitywithanalmosthumanintelligence;moreover,shewasnottooyoung。Fitzpierswasunfamiliarwithhorses,andhevaluedthesequalities。
  “Yes。”hereplied,“butnottodrive。Iamridingher。I
  practisecrossingahorseasoftenasIcannow,forIfindthatI
  cantakemuchshortercutsonhorseback。”
  Hehad,infact,takentheseridingexercisesforaboutaweek,onlysinceMrs。Charmond’sabsence,hisuniversalpracticehithertohavingbeentodrive。
  Somefewdayslater,FitzpiersstartedonthebackofthishorsetoseeapatientintheaforesaidVale。Itwasaboutfiveo’clockintheeveningwhenhewentaway,andatbedtimehehadnotreachedhome。Therewasnothingverysingularinthis,thoughshewasnotawarethathehadanypatientmorethanfiveorsixmilesdistantinthatdirection。TheclockhadstruckonebeforeFitzpiersenteredthehouse,andhecametohisroomsoftly,asifanxiousnottodisturbher。
  Thenextmorningshewasstirringconsiderablyearlierthanhe。
  Intheyardtherewasaconversationgoingonaboutthemare;themanwhoattendedtothehorses,Darlingincluded,insistedthatthelatterwas“hag-rid;“forwhenhehadarrivedatthestablethatmorningshewasinsuchastateasnohorsecouldbeinbyhonestriding。Itwastruethatthedoctorhadstabledherhimselfwhenhegothome,sothatshewasnotlookedafterasshewouldhavebeenifhehadgroomedandfedher;butthatdidnotaccountfortheappearanceshepresented,ifMr。Fitzpiers’sjourneyhadbeenonlywherehehadstated。ThephenomenalexhaustionofDarling,asthusrelated,wassufficienttodevelopawholeseriesoftalesaboutridingwitchesanddemons,thenarrationofwhichoccupiedaconsiderabletime。
  Gracereturnedin-doors。Inpassingthroughtheouterroomshepickedupherhusband’sovercoatwhichhehadcarelesslyflungdownacrossachair。Aturnpiketicketfelloutofthebreast-
  pocket,andshesawthatithadbeenissuedatMiddletonGate。HehadthereforevisitedMiddletonthepreviousnight,adistanceofatleastfive-and-thirtymilesonhorseback,thereandback。
  Duringthedayshemadesomeinquiries,andlearnedforthefirsttimethatMrs。CharmondwasstayingatMiddletonAbbey。Shecouldnotresistaninference——strangeasthatinferencewas。
  Afewdayslaterhepreparedtostartagain,atthesametimeandinthesamedirection。Sheknewthatthestateofthecottagerwholivedthatwaywasamerepretext;shewasquitesurehewasgoingtoMrs。Charmond。Gracewasamazedatthemildnessofthepassionwhichthesuspicionengenderedinher。Shewasbutlittleexcited,andherjealousywaslanguideventodeath。Ittoldtalesofthenatureofheraffectionforhim。Intruth,herantenuptialregardforFitzpiershadbeenratherofthequalityofawetowardsasuperiorbeingthanoftendersolicitudeforalover。Ithadbeenbaseduponmysteryandstrangeness——themysteryofhispast,ofhisknowledge,ofhisprofessionalskill,ofhisbeliefs。Whenthisstructureofidealswasdemolishedbytheintimacyofcommonlife,andshefoundhimasmerelyhumanastheHintockpeoplethemselves,anewfoundationwasindemandforanenduringandstanchaffection——asympatheticinterdependence,whereinmutualweaknessesweremadethegroundsofadefensivealliance。Fitzpiershadfurnishednoneofthatsingle-mindedconfidenceandtruthoutofwhichalonesuchasecondunioncouldspring;henceitwaswithacontrollableemotionthatshenowwatchedthemarebroughtround。
  “I’llwalkwithyoutothehillifyouarenotinagreathurry。”
  shesaid,ratherloath,afterall,tolethimgo。
  “Do;there’splentyoftime。”repliedherhusband。Accordinglyheledalongthehorse,andwalkedbesideher,impatientenoughnevertheless。Thustheyproceededtotheturnpikeroad,andascendedRub-DownHilltothegatehehadbeenleaningoverwhenshesurprisedhimtendaysbefore。Thiswastheendofherexcursion。Fitzpiersbadeheradieuwithaffection,evenwithtenderness,andsheobservedthathelookedweary-eyed。
  “Whydoyougoto-night?”shesaid。“Youhavebeencalleduptwonightsinsuccessionalready。”
  “Imustgo。”heanswered,almostgloomily。“Don’twaitupforme。”Withthesewordshemountedhishorse,passedthroughthegatewhichGraceheldopenforhim,andambleddownthesteepbridle-tracktothevalley。
  Sheclosedthegateandwatchedhisdescent,andthenhisjourneyonward。Hiswaywaseast,theeveningsunwhichstoodbehindherbackbeamingfulluponhimassoonashegotoutfromtheshadeofthehill。Notwithstandingthisuntowardproceedingshewasdeterminedtobeloyalifheprovedtrue;andthedeterminationtoloveone’sbestwillcarryaheartalongwaytowardsmakingthatbestanever-growingthing。Theconspicuouscoatoftheactivethoughblanchingmaremadehorseandridereasyobjectsforthevision。ThoughDarlinghadbeenchosenwithsuchpainsbyWinterborneforGrace,shehadneverriddenthesleekcreature;
  butherhusbandhadfoundtheanimalexceedinglyconvenient,particularlynowthathehadtakentothesaddle,plentyofstayingpowerbeingleftinDarlingyet。Fitzpiers,likeothersofhischaracter,whiledespisingMelburyandhisstation,didnotatalldisdaintospendMelbury’smoney,orappropriatetohisownusethehorsewhichbelongedtoMelbury’sdaughter。
  AndsotheinfatuatedyoungsurgeonwentalongthroughthegorgeousautumnlandscapeofWhiteHartVale,surroundedbyorchardslustrouswiththeredsofapple-crops,berries,andfoliage,thewholeintensifiedbythegildingofthedecliningsun。Theearththisyearhadbeenprodigallybountiful,andnowwasthesuprememomentofherbounty。Inthepoorestspotsthehedgeswerebowedwithhawsandblackberries;acornscrackedunderfoot,andthebursthusksofchestnutslayexposingtheirauburncontentsasifarrangedbyanxioussellersinafruit-
  market。Inallthisproudshowsomekernelswereunsoundasherownsituation,andshewonderediftherewereoneworldintheuniversewherethefruithadnoworm,andmarriagenosorrow。
  HerrTannhauserstillmovedon,hisploddingsteedrenderinghimdistinctlyvisibleyet。CouldshehaveheardFitzpiers’svoiceatthatmomentshewouldhavefoundhimmurmuring——
  “。TowardstheloadstarofmyonedesireIflitted,evenasadizzymothintheowletlight。”
  Buthewasasilentspectacletohernow。Soonheroseoutofthevalley,andskirtedahighplateauofthechalkformationonhisright,whichrestedabruptlyuponthefruitydistrictofloamyclay,thecharacterandherbageofthetwoformationsbeingsodistinctthatthecalcareousuplandappearedbutasadepositofafewyears’antiquityuponthelevelvale。Hekeptalongtheedgeofthishigh,unenclosedcountry,andtheskybehindhimbeingdeepviolet,shecouldstillseewhiteDarlinginreliefuponit——
  amerespecknow——aWouvermanseccentricityreducedtomicroscopicdimensions。Uponthishighgroundhegraduallydisappeared。
  Thusshehadbeheldthepetanimalpurchasedforherownuse,inpureloveofher,byonewhohadalwaysbeentrue,impressedtoconveyherhusbandawayfromhertothesideofanew-foundidol。
  Whileshewasmusingonthevicissitudesofhorsesandwives,shediscernedshapesmovingupthevalleytowardsher,quitenearathand,thoughtillnowhiddenbythehedges。SurelytheywereGilesWinterborne,withhistwohorsesandcider-apparatus,conductedbyRobertCreedle。Up,upwardtheycrept,astraybeamofthesunalightingeverynowandthenlikeastaronthebladesofthepomace-shovels,whichhadbeenconvertedtosteelmirrorsbytheactionofthemalicacid。Sheopenedthegatewhenhecameclose,andthepantinghorsesrestedastheyachievedtheascent。
  “Howdoyoudo,Giles?”saidshe,underasuddenimpulsetobefamiliarwithhim。
  Herepliedwithmuchmorereserve。“Youaregoingforawalk,Mrs。Fitzpiers?”headded。“Itispleasantjustnow。”
  “No,Iamreturning。”saidshe。
  Thevehiclespassedthrough,thegateslammed,andWinterbornewalkedbyhersideintherearoftheapple-mill。
  HelookedandsmeltlikeAutumn’sverybrother,hisfacebeingsunburnttowheat-color,hiseyesblueascorn-flowers,hisbootsandleggingsdyedwithfruit-stains,hishandsclammywiththesweetjuiceofapples,hishatsprinkledwithpips,andeverywhereabouthimthatatmosphereofciderwhichatitsfirstreturneachseasonhassuchanindescribablefascinationforthosewhohavebeenbornandbredamongtheorchards。Herheartrosefromitslatesadnesslikeareleasedspring;hersensesrevelledinthesuddenlapsebacktonatureunadorned。Theconsciousnessofhavingtobegenteelbecauseofherhusband’sprofession,theveneerofartificialitywhichshehadacquiredatthefashionableschools,werethrownoff,andshebecamethecrude,countrygirlofherlatent,earliestinstincts。
  Naturewasbountiful,shethought。NosoonerhadshebeenstarvedoffbyEdgarFitzpiersthananotherbeing,impersonatingbareandundilutedmanliness,hadarisenoutoftheearth,readytohand。
  Thiswasanexcursionoftheimaginationwhichshedidnotencourage,andshesaidsuddenly,todisguisetheconfusedregardwhichhadfollowedherthoughts,“Didyoumeetmyhusband?”
  Winterborne,withsomehesitation,“Yes。”
  “Wheredidyoumeethim?”
  “AtCalfhayCross。IcomefromMiddletonAbbey;Ihavebeenmakingthereforthelastweek。”
  “Haven’ttheyamilloftheirown?”
  “Yes,butit’soutofrepair。”
  “Ithink——IheardthatMrs。Charmondhadgonetheretostay?”
  “Yes。Ihaveseenheratthewindowsonceortwice。”
  Gracewaitedanintervalbeforeshewenton:“DidMr。FitzpierstakethewaytoMiddleton?”
  “Yes。ImethimonDarling。”Asshedidnotreply,headded,withagentlerinflection,“Youknowwhythemarewascalledthat?”
  “Ohyes——ofcourse。”sheanswered,quickly。
  Theyhadrisensofaroverthecrestofthehillthatthewholewestskywasrevealed。Betweenthebrokencloudstheycouldseefarintotherecessesofheaven,theeyejourneyingonunderaspeciesofgoldenarcades,andpastfieryobstructions,fanciedcairns,logan-stones,stalactitesandstalagmiteoftopaz。Deeperthanthistheirgazepassedthinflakesofincandescence,tillitplungedintoabottomlessmediumofsoftgreenfire。
  Herabandonmenttotheluscioustimeafterhersenseofill-usage,herrevoltforthenonceagainstsociallaw,herpassionatedesireforprimitivelife,mayhaveshowedinherface。Winterbornewaslookingather,hiseyeslingeringonaflowerthatsheworeinherbosom。Almostwiththeabstractionofasomnambulisthestretchedouthishandandgentlycaressedtheflower。
  Shedrewback。“Whatareyoudoing,GilesWinterborne!”sheexclaimed,withalookofseveresurprise。Theevidentabsenceofallpremeditationfromtheact,however,speedilyledhertothinkthatitwasnotnecessarytostanduponherdignityhereandnow。
  “Youmustbearinmind,Giles。”shesaid,kindly,“thatwearenotaswewere;andsomepeoplemighthavesaidthatwhatyoudidwastakingaliberty。”
  Itwasmorethansheneedhavetoldhim;hisactionofforgetfulnesshadmadehimsoangrywithhimselfthatheflushedthroughhistan。“Idon’tknowwhatIamcomingto!”heexclaimed,savagely。“Ah——Iwasnotoncelikethis!”Tearsofvexationwereinhiseyes。
  “No,now——itwasnothing。Iwastooreproachful。”
  “ItwouldnothaveoccurredtomeifIhadnotseensomethinglikeitdoneelsewhere——atMiddletonlately。”hesaid,thoughtfully,afterawhile。
  “Bywhom?”
  “Don’taskit。”
  Shescannedhimnarrowly。“Iknowquitewellenough。”shereturned,indifferently。“Itwasbymyhusband,andthewomanwasMrs。Charmond。Associationofideasremindedyouwhenyousawme。Giles——tellmeallyouknowaboutthat——pleasedo,Giles!
  Butno——Iwon’thearit。Letthesubjectcease。Andasyouaremyfriend,saynothingtomyfather。”
  Theyreachedaplacewheretheirwaysdivided。Winterbornecontinuedalongthehighwaywhichkeptoutsidethecopse,andGraceopenedagatethatenteredit。