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第36章

  Heappearedtotakenoheed,andshesaidasecondtime,“Mr。
  Winterborne!”
  Evennowheseemednottohear,thoughapersoncloseenoughtohimtoseetheexpressionofhisfacemighthavedoubtedit;andshesaidathirdtime,withatimidloudness,“Mr。Winterborne!
  What,haveyouforgottenmyvoice?”Sheremainedwithherlipspartedinawelcomingsmile。
  Heturnedwithoutsurprise,andcamedeliberatelytowardsthewindow。“Whydoyoucallme?”hesaid,withasternnessthattookhercompletelyunawares,hisfacebeingnowpale。“Isitnotenoughthatyouseemeheremoilingandmuddlingformydailybreadwhileyouaresittingthereinyoursuccess,thatyoucan’trefrainfromopeningoldwoundsbycallingoutmyname?”
  Sheflushed,andwasstruckdumbforsomemoments;butsheforgavehisunreasoninganger,knowingsowellinwhatithaditsroot。
  “IamsorryIoffendedyoubyspeaking。”shereplied,meekly。
  “Believeme,Ididnotintendtodothat。Icouldhardlysitheresonearyouwithoutawordofrecognition。”
  Winterborne’shearthadswollenbig,andhiseyesgrownmoistbythistime,somuchhadthegentleanswerofthatfamiliarvoicemovedhim。Heassuredherhurriedly,andwithoutlookingather,thathewasnotangry。Hethenmanagedtoaskher,inaclumsy,constrainedway,ifshehadhadapleasantjourney,andseenmanyinterestingsights。Shespokeofafewplacesthatshehadvisited,andsothetimepassedtillhewithdrewtotakehisplaceatoneoftheleverswhichpulledroundthescrew。
  Forgottenhervoice!Indeed,hehadnotforgottenhervoice,ashisbitternessshowed。Butthoughintheheatofthemomenthehadreproachedherkeenly,hissecondmoodwasafarmoretenderone——thatwhichcouldregardherrenunciationofsuchasheashergloryandherprivilege,hisownfidelitynotwithstanding。Hecouldhavedeclaredwithacontemporarypoet——
  “IfIforget,Thesaltcreekmayforgettheocean;
  IfIforgetTheheartwhenceflowsmyheart’sbrightmotion,MayIsinkmeanlierthantheworstAbandoned,outcast,crushed,accurst,IfIforget。
  “Thoughyouforget,Nowordofmineshallmaryourpleasure;
  Thoughyouforget,Youfilledmybarrenlifewithtreasure,Youmaywithdrawthegiftyougave;
  Youstillarequeen,Istillamslave,Thoughyouforget。”
  Shehadtearsinhereyesatthethoughtthatshecouldnotremindhimofwhatheoughttohaveremembered;thatnotherselfbutthepressureofeventshaddissipatedthedreamsoftheirearlyyouth。
  Gracewasthusunexpectedlyworstedinherencounterwithheroldfriend。Shehadopenedthewindowwithafaintsenseoftriumph,buthehadturneditintosadness;shedidnotquitecomprehendthereasonwhy。Intruthitwasbecauseshewasnotcruelenoughinhercruelty。Ifyouhavetousetheknife,useit,saythegreatsurgeons;andforherownpeaceGraceshouldhavecontemnedWinterbornethoroughlyornotatall。Asitwas,onclosingthewindowanindescribable,somemighthavesaiddangerous,pityquaveredinherbosomforhim。
  Presentlyherhusbandenteredtheroom,andtoldherwhatawonderfulsunsettherewastobeseen。
  “Ihavenotnoticedit。ButIhaveseensomebodyouttherethatweknow。”shereplied,lookingintothecourt。
  Fitzpiersfollowedthedirectionofhereyes,andsaidhedidnotrecognizeanybody。
  “Why,Mr。Winterborne——thereheis,cider-making。Hecombinesthatwithhisotherbusiness,youknow。”
  “Oh——thatfellow。”saidFitzpiers,hiscuriositybecomingextinct。
  She,reproachfully:“What,callMr。Winterborneafellow,Edgar?
  ItistrueIwasjustsayingtomyselfthatInevercouldhavemarriedhim;butIhavemuchregardforhim,andalwaysshall。”
  “Well,dobyallmeans,mydearone。IdaresayIaminhuman,andsupercilious,andcontemptiblyproudofmypooroldramshacklefamily;butIdohonestlyconfesstoyouthatIfeelasifI
  belongedtoadifferentspeciesfromthepeoplewhoareworkinginthatyard。”
  “Andfrommetoo,then。Formybloodisnobetterthantheirs。”
  Helookedatherwithadrollsortofawakening。Itwas,indeed,astartlinganomalythatthiswomanofthetribewithoutshouldbestandingtherebesidehimashiswife,ifhissentimentswereashehadsaid。Intheirtravelstogethershehadrangedsounerringlyathislevelinideas,tastes,andhabitsthathehadalmostforgottenhowhishearthadplayedhavocwithhisprinciplesintakinghertohim。
  “AhYOU——youarerefinedandeducatedintosomethingquitedifferent。”hesaid,self-assuringly。
  “Idon’tquiteliketothinkthat。”shemurmuredwithsoftregret。
  “AndIthinkyouunderestimateGilesWinterborne。Remember,IwasbroughtupwithhimtillIwassentawaytoschool,soIcannotberadicallydifferent。Atanyrate,Idon’tfeelso。Thatis,nodoubt,myfault,andagreatblemishinme。ButIhopeyouwillputupwithit,Edgar。”
  Fitzpierssaidthathewouldendeavortodoso;andasitwasnowgettingonfordusk,theypreparedtoperformthelaststageoftheirjourney,soastoarriveatHintockbeforeitgrewverylate。
  Inlessthanhalfanhourtheystarted,thecider-makersintheyardhavingceasedtheirlaborsandgoneaway,sothattheonlysoundsaudibletherenowwerethetricklingofthejuicefromthetightlyscrewedpress,andthebuzzofasinglewasp,whichhaddrunkitselfsotipsythatitwasunconsciousofnightfall。Gracewasverycheerfulatthethoughtofbeingsooninhersylvanhome,butFitzpierssatbesideheralmostsilent。Anindescribableoppressivenesshadovertakenhimwiththenearapproachofthejourney’sendandtherealitiesoflifethatlaythere。
  “Youdon’tsayaword,Edgar。”sheobserved。“Aren’tyougladtogetback?Iam。”
  “Youhavefriendshere。Ihavenone。”
  “Butmyfriendsareyours。”
  “Ohyes——inthatsense。”
  Theconversationlanguished,andtheydrewneartheendofHintockLane。Ithadbeendecidedthattheyshould,atleastforatime,takeuptheirabodeinherfather’sroomyhouse,onewingofwhichwasquiteattheirservice,beingalmostdisusedbytheMelburys。
  Workmenhadbeenpainting,papering,andwhitewashingthissetofroomsintheweddedpair’sabsence;andsoscrupuloushadbeenthetimber-dealerthatthereshouldoccurnohitchordisappointmentontheirarrival,thatnotthesmallestdetailremainedundone。
  Tomakeitallcompleteaground-floorroomhadbeenfittedupasasurgery,withanindependentouterdoor,towhichFitzpiers’sbrassplatewasscrewed——formereornament,suchasignbeingquitesuperfluouswhereeverybodyknewthelatitudeandlongitudeofhisneighborsformilesround。
  Melburyandhiswifewelcomedthetwainwithaffection,andallthehousewithdeference。Theywentuptoexploretheirrooms,thatopenedfromapassageonthelefthandofthestaircase,theentrancetowhichcouldbeshutoffonthelandingbyadoorthatMelburyhadhungforthepurpose。Afriendlyfirewasburninginthegrate,althoughitwasnotcold。Fitzpierssaiditwastoosoonforanysortofmeal,theyonlyhavingdinedshortlybeforeleavingSherton-Abbas。Hewouldwalkacrosstohisoldlodging,tolearnhowhislocumtenenshadgotoninhisabsence。
  InleavingMelbury’sdoorhelookedbackatthehouse。Therewaseconomyinlivingunderthatroof,andeconomywasdesirable,butinsomewayhewasdissatisfiedwiththearrangement;itimmersedhimsodeeplyinson-in-lawshiptoMelbury。Hewentontohisformerresidence。Hisdeputywasout,andFitzpiersfellintoconversationwithhisformerlandlady。
  “Well,Mrs。Cox,what’sthebestnews?”heaskedofher,withcheeryweariness。
  Shewasalittlesouredatlosingbyhismarriagesoprofitableatenantasthesurgeonhadprovedtobedulinghisresidenceunderherroof;andthemoresointherebeinghardlytheremotestchanceofhergettingsuchanothersettlerintheHintocksolitudes。“’TiswhatIdon’twishtorepeat,sir;leastofalltoyou。”shemumbled。
  “Nevermindme,Mrs。Cox;goahead。”
  “Itiswhatpeoplesayaboutyourhastymarrying,Dr。Fitzpiers。
  Whereastheywon’tbelieveyouknowsuchcleverdoctrinesinphysicastheyoncesupposedofye,seeingasyoucouldmarryintoMr。Melbury’sfamily,whichisonlyHintock-born,suchasme。”
  “Theyarekindlywelcometotheiropinion。”saidFitzpiers,notallowinghimselftorecognizethathewinced。“Anythingelse?”
  “Yes;SHE’Scomehomeatlast。”
  “Who’sshe?”
  “Mrs。Charmond。”
  “Oh,indeed!”saidFitzpiers,withbutslightinterest。“I’veneverseenher。”
  “Shehasseenyou,sir,whetherorno。”
  “Never。”
  “Yes;shesawyouinsomehotelorstreetforaminuteortwowhileyouwereawaytravelling,andaccidentallyheardyourname;
  andwhenshemadesomeremarkaboutyou,MissEllis——that’shermaid——toldheryouwasonyourwedding-towerwithMr。Melbury’sdaughter;andshesaid,’Heoughttohavedonebetterthanthat。
  Ifearhehasspoiledhischances,’shesays。”
  Fitzpiersdidnottalkmuchlongertothischeeringhousewife,andwalkedhomewithnoverybriskstep。Heenteredthedoorquietly,andwentstraightup-stairstothedrawing-roomextemporizedfortheirusebyMelburyinhisandhisbride’sabsence,expectingtofindherthereashehadlefther。Thefirewasburningstill,buttherewerenolights。Helookedintothenextapartment,fittedupasalittledining-room,butnosupperwaslaid。Hewenttothetopofthestairs,andheardachorusofvoicesinthetimber-merchant’sparlorbelow,Grace’sbeingoccasionallyintermingled。
  Descending,andlookingintotheroomfromthedoor-way,hefoundquitealargegatheringofneighborsandotheracquaintances,praisingandcongratulatingMrs。Fitzpiersonherreturn,amongthembeingthedairyman,FarmerBawtree,andthemaster-blacksmithfromGreatHintock;alsothecooper,thehollow-turner,theexciseman,andsomeothers,withtheirwives,wholivedhardby。
  Grace,girlthatshewas,hadquiteforgottenhernewdignityandherhusband’s;shewasinthemidstofthem,blushing,andreceivingtheircomplimentswithallthepleasureofold-
  comradeship。
  Fitzpiersexperiencedaprofounddistasteforthesituation。
  Melburywasnowhereintheroom,butMelbury’swife,perceivingthedoctor,cametohim。“Wethought,GraceandI。”shesaid,“thatastheyhavecalled,hearingyouwerecome,wecoulddonolessthanaskthemtosupper;andthenGraceproposedthatweshouldallsuptogether,asitisthefirstnightofyourreturn。”
  BythistimeGracehadcomeroundtohim。“Isitnotgoodofthemtowelcomemesowarmly?”sheexclaimed,withtearsoffriendshipinhereyes。“AftersomuchgoodfeelingIcouldnotthinkofourshuttingourselvesupawayfromtheminourowndining-room。”
  “Certainlynot——certainlynot。”saidFitzpiers;andheenteredtheroomwiththeheroicsmileofamartyr。