Preciselythesethoughtshadoccurredtohimatthefirsttimeofseeingher;buthenowwentalittlefurtherwiththem,andconsideredthatastherehadbeennocarriageseenorheardlatelyinthatspotshecouldnothavecomeaverylongdistance。ShemustbesomebodystayingatHintockHouse?PossiblyMrs。Charmond,ofwhomhehadheardsomuch——atanyrateaninmate,andthisprobabilitywassufficienttosetamildradianceinthesurgeon’ssomewhatdullsky。
Fitzpierssatdowntothebookhehadbeenperusing。IthappenedtobethatofaGermanmetaphysician,forthedoctorwasnotapracticalman,exceptbyfits,andmuchpreferredtheidealworldtothereal,andthediscoveryofprinciplestotheirapplication。
Theyoungladyremainedinhisthoughts。Hemighthavefollowedher;buthewasnotconstitutionallyactive,andpreferredaconjecturalpursuit。However,whenhewentoutforaramblejustbeforeduskheinsensiblytookthedirectionofHintockHouse,whichwasthewaythatGracehadbeenwalking,ithavinghappenedthathermindhadrunonMrs。Charmondthatday,andshehadwalkedtothebrowofahillwhencethehousecouldbeseen,returningbyanotherroute。
Fitzpiersinhisturnreachedtheedgeoftheglen,overlookingthemanor-house。Theshutterswereshut,andonlyonechimneysmoked。ThemereaspectoftheplacewasenoughtoinformhimthatMrs。Charmondhadgoneawayandthatnobodyelsewasstayingthere。FitzpiersfeltavaguedisappointmentthattheyoungladywasnotMrs。Charmond,ofwhomhehadheardsomuch;andwithoutpausinglongertogazeatacarcassfromwhichthespirithadflown,hebenthisstepshomeward。
LaterintheeveningFitzpierswassummonedtovisitacottagepatientabouttwomilesdistant。Likethemajorityofyoungpractitionersinhispositionhewasfarfromhavingassumedthedignityofbeingdrivenhisroundsbyaservantinabroughamthatflashedthesunlightlikeamirror;hiswayofgettingaboutwasbymeansofagigwhichhedrovehimself,hitchingthereinofthehorsetothegatepost,shutterhook,orgardenpalingofthedomicileundervisitation,orgivingpenniestolittleboystoholdtheanimalduringhisstay——pennieswhichwerewellearnedwhenthecasestobeattendedwereofacertaincheerfulkindthatworeoutthepatienceofthelittleboys。
Onthisaccountoftravellingalone,thenightjourneyswhichFitzpiershadfrequentlytotakeweredismalenough,aseriousapparentperversityinnaturerulingthatwhenevertherewastobeabirthinaparticularlyinaccessibleandlonelyplace,thateventshouldoccurinthenight。Thesurgeon,havingbeenoflateyearsatownman,hatedthesolitarymidnightwoodland。Hewasnotaltogetherskilfulwiththereins,anditoftenoccurredtohismindthatifinsomeremotedepthsofthetreesanaccidentweretohappen,thefactofhisbeingalonemightbethedeathofhim。Hencehemadeapracticeofpickingupanycountrymanorladwhomhechancedtopassby,andunderthedisguiseoftreatinghimtoanicedrive,obtainedhiscompanionshiponthejourney,andhisconvenientassistanceinopeninggates。
ThedoctorhadstartedonhiswayoutofthevillageonthenightinquestionwhenthelightofhislampsfelluponthemusingformofWinterborne,walkingleisurelyalong,asifhehadnoobjectinlife。Winterbornewasabetterclassofcompanionthanthedoctorusuallycouldget,andheatoncepulledupandaskedhimifhewouldlikeadrivethroughthewoodthatfinenight。
Gilesseemedrathersurprisedatthedoctor’sfriendliness,butsaidthathehadnoobjection,andaccordinglymountedbesideMr。
Fitzpiers。
Theydrovealongundertheblackboughswhichformedanetworkuponthestars,allthetreesofaspeciesalikeinonerespect,andnotwoofthemalikeinanother。Lookingupastheypassedunderahorizontalboughtheysometimessawobjectslikelargetadpoleslodgeddiametricallyacrossit,whichGilesexplainedtobepheasantsthereatroost;andtheysometimesheardthereportofagun,whichremindedhimthatothersknewwhatthosetadpoleshapesrepresentedaswellashe。
Presentlythedoctorsaidwhathehadbeengoingtosayforsometime:
“Isthereayoungladystayinginthisneighborhood——averyattractivegirl——withalittlewhiteboaroundherneck,andwhitefurroundhergloves?”
WinterborneofcourseknewinamomentthatGrace,whomhehadcaughtthedoctorpeeringat,wasrepresentedbytheseaccessaries。Withawarygrimness,partlyinhischaracter,partlyinducedbythecircumstances,heevadedananswerbysaying,“IsawayoungladytalkingtoMrs。Charmondtheotherday;perhapsitwasshe。”
FitzpiersconcludedfromthisthatWinterbornehadnotseenhimlookingoverthehedge。“Itmighthavebeen。”hesaid。“Sheisquiteagentlewoman——theoneImean。ShecannotbeapermanentresidentinHintockorIshouldhaveseenherbefore。Nordoesshelooklikeone。”
“SheisnotstayingatHintockHouse?”
“No;itisclosed。”
“Thenperhapssheisstayingatoneofthecottages,orfarm-
houses?”
“Ohno——youmistake。Shewasadifferentsortofgirlaltogether。”AsGileswasnobody,Fitzpierstreatedhimaccordingly,andapostrophizedthenightincontinuation:
“’Shemoveduponthisearthashapeofbrightness,Apower,thatfromitsobjectsscarcelydrewOneimpulseofherbeing——inherlightnessMostlikesomeradiantcloudofmorningdew,Whichwandersthroughthewasteair’spathlessblue,Tonourishsomefardesert:shedidseemBesideme,gatheringbeautyasshegrew,LikethebrightshadeofsomeimmortaldreamWhichwalks,whentempestssleep,thewaveoflife’sdarkstream。’“
TheconsummatecharmofthelinesseemedtoWinterborne,thoughhedivinedthattheywereaquotation,tobesomehowtheresultofhislostlove’scharmsuponFitzpiers。
“Youseemtobemightilyinlovewithher,sir。”hesaid,withasensationofheart-sickness,andmorethaneverresolvednottomentionGracebyname。
“Ohno——Iamnotthat,Winterborne;peoplelivinginsulated,asI
dobythesolitudeofthisplace,getchargedwithemotivefluidlikeaLeyden-jarwithelectric,forwantofsomeconductorathandtodisperseit。Humanloveisasubjectivething——theessenceitselfofman,asthatgreatthinkerSpinozathephilosophersays——ipsahominisessentia——itisjoyaccompaniedbyanideawhichweprojectagainstanysuitableobjectinthelineofourvision,justastherainbowirisisprojectedagainstanoak,ash,orelmtreeindifferently。Sothatifanyotheryoungladyhadappearedinsteadoftheonewhodidappear,Ishouldhavefeltjustthesameinterestinher,andhavequotedpreciselythesamelinesfromShelleyabouther,asaboutthisoneIsaw。Suchmiserablecreaturesofcircumstanceareweall!”
“Well,itiswhatwecallbeinginlovedownintheseparts,whetherorno。”saidWinterborne。
“YouarerightenoughifyouadmitthatIaminlovewithsomethinginmyownhead,andnothinginitselfoutsideitatall。”
“Isitpartofacountrydoctor’sdutiestolearnthatviewofthings,mayIask,sir?”saidWinterborne,adoptingtheSocratic{Greekword:irony}withsuchwell-assumedsimplicitythatFitzpiersanswered,readily,“Ohno。Therealtruthis,Winterborne,thatmedicalpracticeinplaceslikethisisaveryrule-of-thumbmatter;abottleofbitterstuffforthisandthatoldwoman——thebittererthebetter——
compoundedfromafewsimplestereotypedprescriptions;
occasionalattendanceatbirths,wheremerepresenceisalmostsufficient,sohealthyandstrongarethepeople;andalanceforanabscessnowandthen。Investigationandexperimentcannotbecarriedonwithoutmoreappliancesthanonehashere——thoughI
haveattempteditalittle。”
Gilesdidnotenterintothisviewofthecase;whathehadbeenstruckwithwasthecuriousparallelismbetweenMr。Fitzpiers’smannerandGrace’s,asshownbythefactofbothofthemstrayingintoasubjectofdiscoursesoengrossingtothemselvesthatitmadethemforgetitwasforeigntohim。
NothingfurtherpassedbetweenhimselfandthedoctorinrelationtoGracetilltheywereontheirwayback。Theyhadstoppedataway-sideinnforaglassofbrandyandciderhot,andwhentheywereagaininmotion,Fitzpiers,possiblyalittlewarmedbytheliquor,resumedthesubjectbysaying,“Ishouldlikeverymuchtoknowwhothatyoungladywas。”
“Whatdifferencecanitmake,ifshe’sonlythetreeyourrainbowfallson?”
“Ha!ha!True。”
“Youhavenowife,sir?”
“Ihavenowife,andnoideaofone。IhopetodobetterthingsthanmarryandsettleinHintock。Notbutthatitiswellforamedicalmantobemarried,andsometimes,begad,’twouldbepleasantenoughinthisplace,withthewindroaringroundthehouse,andtherainandtheboughsbeatingagainstit。Ihearthatyoulostyourlife-holdsbythedeathofSouth?”
“Idid。Ilostinmorewaysthanone。”
TheyhadreachedthetopofHintockLaneorStreet,ifitcouldbecalledsuchwherethree-quartersoftheroad-sideconsistedofcopseandorchard。OneofthefirsthousestobepassedwasMelbury’s。Alightwasshiningfromabedroomwindowfacinglengthwiseofthelane。Winterborneglancedatit,andsawwhatwascoming。Hehadwithheldananswertothedoctor’sinquirytohinderhisknowledgeofGrace;but,ashethoughttohimself,“whohathgatheredthewindinhisfists?whohathboundthewatersinagarment?”hecouldnothinderwhatwasdoomedtoarrive,andmightjustaswellhavebeenoutspoken。Astheycameuptothehouse,Grace’sfigurewasdistinctlyvisible,drawingthetwowhitecurtainstogetherwhichwereusedhereinsteadofblinds。
“Why,theresheis!”saidFitzpiers。“Howdoesshecomethere?”
“Inthemostnaturalwayintheworld。Itisherhome。Mr。
Melburyisherfather。”
“Oh,indeed——indeed——indeed!Howcomeshetohaveadaughterofthatstamp?”
Winterbornelaughedcoldly。“Won’tmoneydoanything。”hesaid,“ifyou’vepromisingmaterialtoworkupon?Whyshouldn’taHintockgirl,takenearlyfromhome,andputunderproperinstruction,becomeasfinishedasanyotheryounglady,ifshe’sgotbrainsandgoodlookstobeginwith?”
“Noreasonatallwhysheshouldn’t。”murmuredthesurgeon,withreflectivedisappointment。“OnlyIdidn’tanticipatequitethatkindoforiginforher。”
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