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  SaintTeresaisasemphatic,andmuchmoredetailed。YoumayperhapsrememberapassageIquotedfromherinmyfirstlecture。[261]Therearemanysimilarpagesinherautobiography。
  Whereinliteratureisamoreevidentlyveraciousaccountoftheformationofanewcentreofspiritualenergy,thanisgiveninherdescriptionoftheeffectsofcertainecstasieswhichindepartingleavethesouluponahigherlevelofemotionalexcitement?
  “Often,infirmandwroughtuponwithdreadfulpainsbeforetheecstasy,thesoulemergesfromitfullofhealthandadmirablydisposedforaction……asifGodhadwilledthatthebodyitself,alreadyobedienttothesoul’sdesires,shouldshareinthesoul’shappiness……ThesoulaftersuchafavorisanimatedwithadegreeofcouragesogreatthatifatthatmomentitsbodyshouldbetorntopiecesforthecauseofGod,itwouldfeelnothingbuttheliveliestcomfort。Thenitisthatpromisesandheroicresolutionsspringupinprofusioninus,soaringdesires,horroroftheworld,andtheclearperceptionofourpropernothingness……Whatempireiscomparabletothatofasoulwho,fromthissublimesummittowhichGodhasraisedher,seesallthethingsofearthbeneathherfeet,andiscaptivatedbynooneofthem?Howashamedsheisofherformerattachments!
  Howamazedatherblindness!Whatlivelypityshefeelsforthosewhomsherecognizesstillshroudedinthedarkness!……Shegroansathavingeverbeensensitivetopointsofhonor,attheillusionthatmadehereverseeashonorwhattheworldcallsbythatname。Nowsheseesinthisnamenothingmorethananimmenselieofwhichtheworldremainsavictim。Shediscovers,inthenewlightfromabove,thatingenuinehonorthereisnothingspurious,thattobefaithfultothishonoristogiveourrespecttowhatdeservestoberespectedreally,andtoconsiderasnothing,oraslessthannothing,whatsoeverperishesandisnotagreeabletoGod……Shelaughswhensheseesgravepersons,personsoforison,caringforpointsofhonorforwhichshenowfeelsprofoundestcontempt。Itissuitabletothedignityoftheirranktoactthus,theypretend,anditmakesthemmoreusefultoothers。ButsheknowsthatindespisingthedignityoftheirrankforthepureloveofGodtheywoulddomoregoodinasingledaythantheywouldeffectintenyearsbypreservingit……Shelaughsatherselfthatthereshouldeverhavebeenatimeinherlifewhenshemadeanycaseofmoney,whensheeverdesiredit……Oh!ifhumanbeingsmightonlyagreetogethertoregarditassomuchuselessmud,whatharmonywouldthenreignintheworld!Withwhatfriendshipwewouldalltreateachotherifourinterestinhonorandinmoneycouldbutdisappearfromearth!Formyownpart,Ifeelasifitwouldbearemedyforallourills。”
  Mysticalconditionsmay,therefore,renderthesoulmoreenergeticinthelineswhichtheirinspirationfavors。Butthiscouldbereckonedanadvantageonlyincasetheinspirationwereatrueone。Iftheinspirationwereerroneous,theenergywouldbeallthemoremistakenandmisbegotten。Sowestandoncemorebeforethatproblemoftruthwhichconfrontedusattheendofthelecturesonsaintliness。Youwillrememberthatweturnedtomysticismpreciselytogetsomelightontruth。Domysticalstatesestablishthetruthofthosetheologicalaffectionsinwhichthesaintlylifehasitsroot?
  Inspiteoftheirrepudiationofarticulateself-description,mysticalstatesingeneralassertaprettydistincttheoreticdrift。Itispossibletogivetheoutcomeofthemajorityofthemintermsthatpointindefinitephilosophicaldirections。
  Oneofthesedirectionsisoptimism,andtheotherismonism。Wepassintomysticalstatesfromoutofordinaryconsciousnessasfromalessintoamore,asfromasmallnessintoavastness,andatthesametimeasfromanunresttoarest。Wefeelthemasreconciling,unifyingstates。Theyappealtotheyes-functionmorethantotheno-functioninus。Inthemtheunlimitedabsorbsthelimitsandpeacefullyclosestheaccount。Theirverydenialofeveryadjectiveyoumayproposeasapplicabletotheultimatetruth——He,theSelf,theAtman,istobedescribedby“No!no!”
  only,saytheUpanishads[263]——thoughitseemsonthesurfacetobeano-function,isadenialmadeonbehalfofadeeperyes。
  WhosocallstheAbsoluteanythinginparticular,orsaysthatitisTHIS,seemsimplicitlytoshutitofffrombeingTHAT——itisasifhelessenedit。Sowedenythe“this。”negatingthenegationwhichitseemstoustoimply,intheinterestsofthehigheraffirmativeattitudebywhichwearepossessed。Thefountain-headofChristianmysticismisDionysiustheAreopagite。
  Hedescribestheabsolutetruthbynegativesexclusively。
  Muller’stranslation,partii。p。
  “Thecauseofallthingsisneithersoulnorintellect;norhasitimagination,opinion,orreason,orintelligence;norisitreasonorintelligence;norisitspokenorthought。Itisneithernumber,nororder,normagnitude,norlittleness,norequality,norinequality,norsimilarity,nordissimilarity。Itneitherstands,normoves,norrests。Itisneitheressence,noreternity,nortime。Evenintellectualcontactdoesnotbelongtoit。Itisneithersciencenortruth。Itisnotevenroyaltyorwisdom;notone;notunity;notdivinityorgoodness;norevenspiritasweknowit。”etc。,adlibitum。[264]
  T。Davidson’stranslation,inJournalofSpeculativePhilosophy,1893,vol。
  ButthesequalificationsaredeniedbyDionysius,notbecausethetruthfallsshortofthem,butbecauseitsoinfinitelyexcelsthem。Itisabovethem。ItisSUPER-lucent,SUPER-splendent,SUPER-essential,SUPER-sublime,SUPEREVERYTHINGthatcanbenamed。LikeHegelinhislogic,mysticsjourneytowardsthepositivepoleoftruthonlybythe“MethodederAbsolutenNegativitat。”
  “DeuspropterexcellentiamnonimmeritoNihilvocatur。”
  ScotusErigena,quotedbyAndrewSeth:TwoLecturesonTheism,NewYork,1897,p
  Thuscometheparadoxicalexpressionsthatsoaboundinmysticalwritings。AswhenEckharttellsofthestilldesertoftheGodhead,“whereneverwasseendifference,neitherFather,Son,norHolyGhost,wherethereisnooneathome,yetwherethesparkofthesoulismoreatpeacethaninitself。”[266]AswhenBoehmewritesofthePrimalLove,that“itmayfitlybecomparedtoNothing,foritisdeeperthananyThing,andisasnothingwithrespecttoallthings,forasmuchasitisnotcomprehensiblebyanyofthem。Andbecauseitisnothingrespectively,itisthereforefreefromallthings,andisthatonlygood,whichamancannotexpressorutterwhatitis,therebeingnothingtowhichitmaybecompared,toexpressitby。”[OraswhenAngelusSilesiussings:——
  “GottisteinlauterNichts,ihnruhrtkeinNunnochHier;
  Jemehrdunachihmgreiffst,jemehrentwinderdir。”[
  J。Royce:StudiesinGoodandEvil,p。
  JacobBellmen’sDialoguesontheSupersensualLife,translatedbyBernardHolland,London,1901,p。
  CherubinischerWandersmann,Strophe
  Tothisdialecticaluse,bytheintellect,ofnegationasamodeofpassagetowardsahigherkindofaffirmation,thereiscorrelatedthesubtlestofmoralcounterpartsinthesphereofthepersonalwill。Sincedenialofthefiniteselfanditswants,sinceasceticismofsomesort,isfoundinreligiousexperiencetobetheonlydoorwaytothelargerandmoreblessedlife,thismoralmysteryintertwinesandcombineswiththeintellectualmysteryinallmysticalwritings。
  “Love。”continuesBehmen,isNothing,for“whenthouartgoneforthwhollyfromtheCreatureandfromthatwhichisvisible,andartbecomeNothingtoallthatisNatureandCreature,thenthouartinthateternalOne,whichisGodhimself,andthenthoushaltfeelwithintheethehighestvirtueofLove。ThetreasureoftreasuresforthesouliswhereshegoethoutoftheSomewhatintothatNothingoutofwhichallthingsmaybemade。
  Thesoulheresaith,IHAVENOTHING,forIamutterlystrippedandnaked;ICANDONOTHING,forIhavenomannerofpower,butamaswaterpouredout;IAMNOTHING,forallthatIamisnomorethananimageofBeing,andonlyGodistomeIAM;andso,sittingdowninmyownNothingness,IgiveglorytotheeternalBeing,andWILLNOTHINGofmyself,thatsoGodmaywillallinme,beinguntomemyGodandallthings。”
  Op。cit。,pp。42,74,abridged。
  InPaul’slanguage,Ilive,yetnotI,butChristlivethinme。
  OnlywhenIbecomeasnothingcanGodenterinandnodifferencebetweenhislifeandmineremainoutstanding。
  FromaFrenchbookItakethismysticalexpressionofhappinessinGod’sindwellingpresence:——
  “Jesushascometotakeuphisabodeinmyheart。Itisnotsomuchahabitation,anassociation,asasortoffusion。Oh,newandblessedlife!lifewhichbecomeseachdaymoreluminous……Thewallbeforeme,darkafewmomentssince,issplendidatthishourbecausethesunshinesonit。Whereveritsraysfalltheylightupaconflagrationofglory;thesmallestspeckofglasssparkles,eachgrainofsandemitsfire;evensothereisaroyalsongoftriumphinmyheartbecausetheLordisthere。Mydayssucceedeachother;yesterdayabluesky;todayacloudedsun;anightfilledwithstrangedreams;butassoonastheeyesopen,andIregainconsciousnessandseemtobeginlifeagain,itisalwaysthesamefigurebeforeme,alwaysthesamepresencefillingmyheart……FormerlythedaywasdulledbytheabsenceoftheLord。Iusedtowakeinvadedbyallsortsofsadimpressions,andIdidnotfindhimonmypath。To-dayheiswithme;andthelightcloudinesswhichcoversthingsisnotanobstacletomycommunionwithhim。Ifeelthepressureofhishand,Ifeelsomethingelsewhichfillsmewithaserenejoy;
  shallIdaretospeakitout?Yes,foritisthetrueexpressionofwhatIexperience。TheHolySpiritisnotmerelymakingmeavisit;itisnomeredazzlingapparitionwhichmayfromonemomenttoanotherspreaditswingsandleavemeinmynight,itisapermanenthabitation。Hecandepartonlyifhetakesmewithhim。Morethanthat;heisnototherthanmyself:heisonewithme。Itisnotajuxtaposition,itisapenetration,aprofoundmodificationofmynature,anewmannerofmybeing。”
  QuotedfromtheMS。ofanoldmanbyWilfredMonod:IIVit:
  sixmeditationssurlemysterechretien,pp。
  ThisovercomingofalltheusualbarriersbetweentheindividualandtheAbsoluteisthegreatmysticachievement。InmysticstateswebothbecomeonewiththeAbsoluteandwebecomeawareofouroneness。Thisistheeverlastingandtriumphantmysticaltradition,hardlyalteredbydifferencesofclimeorcreed。InHinduism,inNeoplatonism,inSufism,inChristianmysticism,inWhitmanism,wefindthesamerecurringnote,sothatthereisaboutmysticalutterancesaneternalunanimitywhichoughttomakeacriticstopandthink,andwhichbringsitaboutthatthemysticalclassicshave,ashasbeensaid,neitherbirthdaynornativeland。PerpetuallytellingoftheunityofmanwithGod,theirspeechantedateslanguages,andtheydonotgrowold。[271]
  CompareM。Maeterlinck:L’OrnementdesNocesspirituellesdeRuysbroeck,Bruxelles,1891,Introduction,p。xix。
  “ThatartThou!”saytheUpanishads,andtheVedantistsadd:
  “Notapart,notamodeofThat,butidenticallyThat,thatabsoluteSpiritoftheWorld。”“Aspurewaterpouredintopurewaterremainsthesame,thus,OGautama,istheSelfofathinkerwhoknows。Waterinwater,fireinfire,etherinether,noonecandistinguishthem:likewiseamanwhosemindhasenteredintotheSelf。”[272]“’Everyman,’saystheSufiGulshan-Raz,whoseheartisnolongershakenbyanydoubt,knowswithcertaintythatthereisnobeingsaveonlyOne。InhisdivinemajestytheME,andWE,theTHOU,arenotfound,forintheOnetherecanbenodistinction。Everybeingwhoisannulledandentirelyseparatedfromhimself,hearsresoundoutsideofhimthisvoiceandthisecho:IAMGOD:hehasaneternalwayofexisting,andisnolongersubjecttodeath。’“[273]InthevisionofGod,saysPlotinus,“whatseesisnotourreason,butsomethingpriorandsuperiortoourreason。Hewhothusseesdoesnotproperlysee,doesnotdistinguishorimaginetwothings。Hechanges,heceasestobehimself,preservesnothingofhimself。AbsorbedinGod,hemakesbutonewithhim,likeacentreofacirclecoincidingwithanothercentre。”[274]“Here。”writesSuso,“thespiritdies,andyetisallaliveinthemarvelsoftheGodhead……andislostinthestillnessofthegloriousdazzlingobscurityandofthenakedsimpleunity。ItisinthismodelessWHEREthatthehighestblissistobefound。”“IchbinsogrossalsGott。”singsAngelusSilesiusagain,“Eristalsichsoklein;Erkannnichtubermich,ichunterihmnichtsein。”]
  Upanishads,M。Muller’stranslation,ii。
  Schmolders:Op。cit。,p。
  Enneads,Bouillier’stranslation。Paris,1861,iii。
  Comparepp。473-477,andvol。i。p。
  Autobiography,pp。