DialecticallymindedreadersofthisfarragowillatleastrecognizetheregionofthoughtofwhichMr。Clarkwrites,asfamiliar。Inhislatestpamphlet,“Tennyson’sTrancesandtheAnaestheticRevelation。”Mr。Blooddescribesitsvalueforlifeasfollows:——
“TheAnaestheticRevelationistheInitiationofManintotheImmemorialMysteryoftheOpenSecretofBeing,revealedastheInevitableVortexofContinuity。Inevitableistheword。Itsmotiveisinherent——itiswhathastobe。Itisnotforanyloveorhate,norforjoynorsorrow,norgoodnorill。End,beginning,orpurpose,itknowsnotof。
“Itaffordsnoparticularofthemultiplicityandvarietyofthingsbutitfillsappreciationofthehistoricalandthesacredwithasecularandintimatelypersonalilluminationofthenatureandmotiveofexistence,whichthenseemsreminiscent——asifitshouldhaveappeared,orshallyetappear,toeveryparticipantthereof。
“Althoughitisatfirststartlinginitssolemnity,itbecomesdirectlysuchamatterofcourse——soold-fashioned,andsoakintoproverbsthatitinspiresexultationratherthanfear,andasenseofsafety,asidentifiedwiththeaboriginalandtheuniversal。Butnowordsmayexpresstheimposingcertaintyofthepatientthatheisrealizingtheprimordial,AdamicsurpriseofLife。
“Repetitionoftheexperiencefindsiteverthesame,andasifitcouldnotpossiblybeotherwise。Thesubjectresumeshisnormalconsciousnessonlytopartiallyandfitfullyrememberitsoccurrence,andtotrytoformulateitsbafflingimport——withonlythisconsolatoryafterthought:thathehasknowntheoldesttruth,andthathehasdonewithhumantheoriesastotheorigin,meaning,ordestinyoftherace。Heisbeyondinstructionin’spiritualthings。’
“Thelessonisoneofcentralsafety:theKingdomiswithin。
Alldaysarejudgmentdays:buttherecanbenoclimactericpurposeofeternity,noranyschemeofthewhole。Theastronomerabridgestherowofbewilderingfiguresbyincreasinghisunitofmeasurement:somaywereducethedistractingmultiplicityofthingstotheunityforwhicheachofusstands。
“ThishasbeenmymoralsustenancesinceIhaveknownofit。InmyfirstprintedmentionofitIdeclared:’Theworldisnomorethealienterrorthatwastaughtme。Spurningthecloud-grimedandstillsultrybattlementswhencesolatelyJehovanthundersboomed,mygraygullliftsherwingagainstthenightfall,andtakesthedimleagueswithafearlesseye。’Andnow,aftertwenty-sevenyearsofthisexperience,thewingisgrayer,buttheeyeisfearlessstill,whileIrenewanddoublyemphasizethatdeclaration。Iknow——ashavingknown——themeaningofExistence:thesanecentreoftheuniverse——atoncethewonderandtheassuranceofthesoul——forwhichthespeechofreasonhasasyetnonamebuttheAnaestheticRevelation。”——Ihaveconsiderablyabridgedthequotation。
Thishasthegenuinereligiousmysticring!IjustnowquotedJ。
A。Symonds。Healsorecordsamysticalexperiencewithchloroform,asfollows:——
’Afterthechokingandstiflinghadpassedaway,Iseemedatfirstinastateofutterblankness;thencameflashesofintenselight,alternatingwithblackness,andwithakeenvisionofwhatwasgoingonintheroomaroundme,butnosensationoftouch。I
thoughtthatIwasneardeath;when,suddenly,mysoulbecameawareofGod,whowasmanifestlydealingwithme,handlingme,sotospeak,inanintensepersonalpresentreality。Ifelthimstreaminginlikelightuponme……IcannotdescribetheecstasyIfelt。Then,asIgraduallyawokefromtheinfluenceoftheanaesthetics,theoldsenseofmyrelationtotheworldbegantoreturn,thenewsenseofmyrelationtoGodbegantofade。I
suddenlyleapttomyfeetonthechairwhereIwassitting,andshriekedout,’Itistoohorrible,itistoohorrible,itistoohorrible,’meaningthatIcouldnotbearthisdisillusionment。
ThenIflungmyselfontheground,andatlastawokecoveredwithblood,callingtothetwosurgeonswhowerefrightened,’Whydidyounotkillme?Whywouldyounotletmedie?’Onlythinkofit。TohavefeltforthatlongdatelessecstasyofvisiontheveryGod,inallpurityandtendernessandtruthandabsolutelove,andthentofindthatIhadafterallhadnorevelation,butthatIhadbeentrickedbytheabnormalexcitementofmybrain。
“Yet,thisquestionremains,Isitpossiblethattheinnersenseofrealitywhichsucceeded,whenmyfleshwasdeadtoimpressionsfromwithout,totheordinarysenseofphysicalrelations,wasnotadelusionbutanactualexperience?IsitpossiblethatI,inthatmoment,feltwhatsomeofthesaintshavesaidtheyalwaysfelt,theundemonstrablebutirrefragablecertaintyofGod?”
Op。cit。,pp。78-80,abridged。Isubjoin,alsoabridgingit,anotherinterestinganaestheticrevelationcommunicatedtomeinmanuscriptbyafriendinEngland。Thesubject,agiftedwoman,wastakingetherforasurgicaloperation。
“IwonderedifIwasinaprisonbeingtortured,andwhyI
rememberedhavinghearditsaidthatpeople’learnthroughsuffering,’andinviewofwhatIwasseeing,theinadequacyofthissayingstruckmesomuchthatIsaid,aloud,’tosufferIS
tolearn。’
“WiththatIbecameunconsciousagain,andmylastdreamimmediatelyprecededmyrealcomingto。Itonlylastedafewseconds,andwasmostvividandrealtome,thoughitmaynotbeclearinwords。
“AgreatBeingorPowerwastravelingthroughthesky,hisfootwasonakindoflightningasawheelisonarail,itwashispathway。Thelightningwasmadeentirelyofthespiritsofinnumerablepeopleclosetooneanother,andIwasoneofthem。
Hemovedinastraightline,andeachpartofthestreakorflashcameintoitsshortconsciousexistenceonlythathemighttravel。IseemedtobedirectlyunderthefootofGod,andI
thoughthewasgrindinghisownlifeupoutofmypain。ThenI
sawthatwhathehadbeentryingwithallhismighttodowastoCHANGEHISCOURSE,toBENDthelineoflightningtowhichhewastied,inthedirectioninwhichhewantedtogo。Ifeltmyflexibilityandhelplessness,andknewthathewouldsucceed。Hebendedme,turninghiscornerbymeansofmyhurt,hurtingmemorethanIhadeverbeenhurtinmylife,andattheacutestpointofthis,ashepassed,ISAW。IunderstoodforamomentthingsthatIhavenowforgotten,thingsthatnoonecouldrememberwhileretainingsanity。Theanglewasanobtuseangle,andIrememberthinkingasIwokethathadhemadeitarightoracuteangle,Ishouldhavebothsufferedand’seen’stillmore,andshouldprobablyhavedied。
“HewentonandIcameto。Inthatmomentthewholeofmylifepassedbeforeme,includingeachlittlemeaninglesspieceofdistress,andIUNDERSTOODthem。THISwaswhatithadallmeant,THISwasthepieceofworkithadallbeencontributingtodo。I
didnotseeGod’spurpose,Ionlysawhisintentnessandhisentirerelentlessnesstowardshismeans。Hethoughtnomoreofmethanamanthinksofhurtingacorkwhenheisopeningwine,orhurtingacartridgewhenheisfiring。Andyet,onwaking,myfirstfeelingwas,anditcamewithtears,’Dominenonsumdigna,’forIhadbeenliftedintoapositionforwhichIwastoosmall。IrealizedthatinthathalfhourunderetherIhadservedGodmoredistinctlyandpurelythanIhadeverdoneinmylifebefore,orthanIamcapableofdesiringtodo。Iwasthemeansofhisachievingandrevealingsomething,Iknownotwhatortowhom,andthat,totheexactextentofmycapacityforsuffering。
“Whileregainingconsciousness,Iwonderedwhy,sinceIhadgonesodeep,IhadseennothingofwhatthesaintscalltheLOVEofGod,nothingbuthisrelentlessness。AndthenIheardananswer,whichIcouldonlyjustcatch,saying,’KnowledgeandLoveareOne,andtheMEASUREissuffering’——Igivethewordsastheycametome。WiththatIcamefinallytointowhatseemedadreamworldcomparedwiththerealityofwhatIwasleaving,andIsawthatwhatwouldbecalledthe’cause’ofmyexperiencewasaslightoperationunderinsufficientether,inabedpushedupagainstawindow,acommoncitywindowinacommoncitystreet。
IfIhadtoformulateafewofthethingsIthencaughtaglimpseof,theywouldrunsomewhatasfollows:——
“Theeternalnecessityofsufferinganditseternalvicariousness。Theveiledandincommunicablenatureoftheworstsufferings;——thepassivityofgenius,howitisessentiallyinstrumentalanddefenseless,moved,notmoving,itmustdowhatitdoes;——theimpossibilityofdiscoverywithoutitsprice;——finally,theexcessofwhatthesuffering’seer’orgeniuspaysoverwhathisgenerationgains。Heseemslikeonewhosweatshislifeouttoearnenoughtosaveadistrictfromfamine,andjustashestaggersback,dyingandsatisfied,bringingalacofrupeestobuygrainwith,Godliftsthelacaway,droppingONErupee,andsays,’Thatyoumaygivethem。
Thatyouhaveearnedforthem。TherestisforME。’Iperceivedalsoinawaynevertobeforgotten,theexcessofwhatweseeoverwhatwecandemonstrate。
“Andsoon!——thesethingsmayseemtoyoudelusions,ortruisms;
butformetheyaredarktruths,andthepowertoputthemintoevensuchwordsasthesehasbeengivenmebyanetherdream。”
Withthiswemakeconnectionwithreligiousmysticismpureandsimple。Symonds’squestiontakesusbacktothoseexampleswhichyouwillremembermyquotinginthelectureontheRealityoftheUnseen,ofsuddenrealizationoftheimmediatepresenceofGod。
Thephenomenoninoneshapeoranotherisnotuncommon。
“Iknow。”writesMr。Trine,“anofficeronourpoliceforcewhohastoldmethatmanytimeswhenoffduty,andonhiswayhomeintheevening,therecomestohimsuchavividandvitalrealizationofhisonenesswiththisInfinitePower,andthisSpiritofInfinitePeacesotakesholdofandsofillshim,thatitseemsasifhisfeetcouldhardlykeeptothepavement,sobuoyantandsoexhilarateddoeshebecomebyreasonofthisinflowingtide。”[236]
InTunewiththeInfinite,p。
Certainaspectsofnatureseemtohaveapeculiarpowerofawakeningsuchmysticalmoods。[237]MostofthestrikingcaseswhichIhavecollectedhaveoccurredoutofdoors。Literaturehascommemoratedthisfactinmanypassagesofgreatbeauty——thisextract,forexample,fromAmiel’sJournalIntime:——
ThelargerGodmaythenswallowupthesmallerone。ItakethisfromStarbuck’smanuscriptcollection:——
“IneverlosttheconsciousnessofthepresenceofGoduntilI
stoodatthefootoftheHorseshoeFalls,Niagara。ThenIlosthimintheimmensityofwhatIsaw。Ialsolostmyself,feelingthatIwasanatomtoosmallforthenoticeofAlmightyGod。”
IsubjoinanothersimilarcasefromStarbuck’scollection:——
“InthattimetheconsciousnessofGod’snearnesscametomesometimes。IsayGod,todescribewhatisindescribable。A
presence,Imightsay,yetthatistoosuggestiveofpersonality,andthemomentsofwhichIspeakdidnotholdtheconsciousnessofapersonality,butsomethinginmyselfmademefeelmyselfapartofsomethingbiggerthanI,thatwascontrolling。Ifeltmyselfonewiththegrass,thetrees,birds,insects,everythinginNature。Iexultedinthemerefactofexistence,ofbeingapartofitall——thedrizzlingrain,theshadowsoftheclouds,thetree-trunks,andsoon。Intheyearsfollowing,suchmomentscontinuedtocome,butIwantedthemconstantly。Iknewsowellthesatisfactionoflosingselfinaperceptionofsupremepowerandlove,thatIwasunhappybecausethatperceptionwasnotconstant。”Thecasesquotedinmythirdlecture,pp。65,66,69,arestillbetteronesofthistype。Inheressay,TheLossofPersonality,inTheAtlanticMonthlyvol。lxxxv。p。195,MissEthelD。Pufferexplainsthatthevanishingofthesenseofself,andthefeelingofimmediateunitywiththeobject,isduetothedisappearance,intheserapturousexperiences,ofthemotoradjustmentswhichhabituallyintermediatebetweentheconstantbackgroundofconsciousnesswhichistheSelfandtheobjectintheforeground,whateveritmaybe。Imustreferthereadertothehighlyinstructivearticle,whichseemstometothrowlightuponthepsychologicalconditions,thoughitfailstoaccountfortheraptureortherevelation-valueoftheexperienceintheSubject’seyes。
“ShallIeveragainhaveanyofthoseprodigiousreverieswhichsometimescametomeinformerdays?Oneday,inyouth,atsunrise,sittingintheruinsofthecastleofFaucigny;andagaininthemountains,underthenoondaysun,aboveLavey,lyingatthefootofatreeandvisitedbythreebutterflies;oncemoreatnightupontheshinglyshoreoftheNorthernOcean,mybackuponthesandandmyvisionrangingthroughtheMilkyWay;——suchgrandandspacious,immortal,cosmogonicreveries,whenonereachestothestars,whenoneownstheinfinite!Momentsdivine,ecstatichours;inwhichourthoughtfliesfromworldtoworld,piercesthegreatenigma,breatheswitharespirationbroad,tranquil,anddeepastherespirationoftheocean,sereneandlimitlessasthebluefirmament;……instantsofirresistibleintuitioninwhichonefeelsone’sselfgreatastheuniverse,andcalmasagod。Whathours,whatmemories!
Thevestigestheyleavebehindareenoughtofilluswithbeliefandenthusiasm,asiftheywerevisitsoftheHolyGhost。”[238]