Thepsychologicalreasonsforthislienearthesurface。Whenwedropabstractionsandtakewhatwecallourwillintheact,weseethatitisaverycomplexfunction。Itinvolvesbothstimulationsandinhibitions;itfollowsgeneralizedhabits;itisescortedbyreflectivecriticisms;anditleavesagoodorabadtasteofitselfbehind,accordingtothemanneroftheperformance。Theresultisthat,quiteapartfromtheimmediatepleasurewhichanysensibleexperiencemaygiveus,ourowngeneralmoralattitudeinprocuringorundergoingtheexperiencebringswithitasecondarysatisfactionordistaste。Somemenandwomen,indeed,therearewhocanliveonsmilesandtheword“yes“forever。Butforothersindeedformost,thisistootepidandrelaxedamoralclimate。Passivehappinessisslackandinsipid,andsoongrowsmawkishandintolerable。Someausterityandwintrynegativity,someroughness,danger,stringency,andeffort,some“no!no!”mustbemixedin,toproducethesenseofanexistencewithcharacterandtextureandpower。Therangeofindividualdifferencesinthisrespectisenormous;butwhateverthemixtureofyesesandnoesmaybe,thepersonisinfalliblyawarewhenhehasstruckitintherightproportionFORHIM。This,hefeels,ismypropervocation,thisistheOPTIMUM,thelaw,thelifeformetolive。HereIfindthedegreeofequilibrium,safety,calm,andleisurewhichI
need,orhereIfindthechallenge,passion,fight,andhardshipwithoutwhichmysoul’senergyexpires。
Everyindividualsoul,inshort,likeeveryindividualmachineororganism,hasitsownbestconditionsofefficiency。Agivenmachinewillrunbestunderacertainsteam-pressure,acertainamperage;anorganismunderacertaindiet,weight,orexercise。
Youseemtodobest,Iheardadoctorsaytoapatient,atabout140millimetersofarterialtension。Anditisjustsowithoursundrysouls:somearehappiestincalmweather;someneedthesenseoftension,ofstrongvolition,tomakethemfeelaliveandwell。Fortheselattersouls,whateverisgainedfromdaytodaymustbepaidforbysacrificeandinhibition,orelseitcomestoocheapandhasnozest。
Nowwhencharactersofthislattersortbecomereligious,theyareapttoturntheedgeoftheirneedofeffortandnegativityagainsttheirnaturalself;andtheasceticlifegetsevolvedasaconsequence。
WhenProfessorTyndallinoneofhislecturestellsusthatThomasCarlyleputhimintohisbath-tubeverymorningofafreezingBerlinwinter,heproclaimedoneofthelowestgradesofasceticism。EvenwithoutCarlyle,mostofusfinditnecessarytooursoul’shealthtostartthedaywitharathercoolimmersion。Alittlefartheralongthescalewegetsuchstatementsasthis,fromoneofmycorrespondents,anagnostic:——
“OftenatnightinmywarmbedIwouldfeelashamedtodependsoonthewarmth,andwheneverthethoughtwouldcomeovermeI
wouldhavetogetup,nomatterwhattimeofnightitwas,andstandforaminuteinthecold,justsoastoprovemymanhood。”
Suchcasesasthesebelongsimplytoourhead1。Inthenextcaseweprobablyhaveamixtureofheads2and3——theasceticismbecomesfarmoresystematicandpronounced。ThewriterisaProtestant,whosesenseofmoralenergycoulddoubtlessbegratifiedonnolowerterms,andItakehiscasefromStarbuck’smanuscriptcollection。
“Ipracticedfastingandmortificationoftheflesh。Isecretlymadeburlapshirts,andputtheburrsnexttheskin,andworepebblesinmyshoes。Iwouldspendnightsflatonmybackonthefloorwithoutanycovering。”
TheRomanChurchhasorganizedandcodifiedallthissortofthing,andgivenitamarket-valueintheshapeof“merit。”
Butweseethecultivationofhardshipcroppingoutundereveryskyandineveryfaith,asaspontaneousneedofcharacter。ThuswereadofChanning,whenfirstsettledasaUnitarianminister,that——
“Hewasnowmoresimplethanever,andseemedtohavebecomeincapableofanyformofself-indulgence。Hetookthesmallestroominthehouseforhisstudy,thoughhemighteasilyhavecommandedonemorelight,airy,andineverywaymoresuitable;
andchoseforhissleepingchamberanatticwhichhesharedwithayoungerbrother。Thefurnitureofthelattermighthaveansweredforthecellofananchorite,andconsistedofahardmattressonacot-bedstead,plainwoodenchairsandtable,withmattingonthefloor。Itwaswithoutfire,andtocoldhewasthroughoutlifeextremelysensitive;buthenevercomplainedorappearedinanywaytobeconsciousofinconvenience。’I
recollect,’sayshisbrother,’afteronemostseverenight,thatinthemorninghesportivelythusalludedtohissuffering:“Ifmybedweremycountry,IshouldbesomewhatlikeBonaparte:I
havenocontrolexceptoverthepartwhichIoccupy,theinstantImove,frosttakespossession。”’Insicknessonlywouldhechangeforthetimehisapartmentandacceptafewcomforts。Thedresstoothathehabituallyadoptedwasofmostinferiorquality;andgarmentswereconstantlywornwhichtheworldwouldcallmean,thoughanalmostfeminineneatnesspreservedhimfromtheleastappearanceofneglect。”[177]
[177]MemoirsofW。E。Channing,Boston,1840,i。196。
Channing’sasceticism,suchasitwas,wasevidentlyacompoundofhardihoodandloveofpurity。Thedemocracywhichisanoffshootoftheenthusiasmofhumanity,andofwhichIwillspeaklaterundertheheadofthecultofpoverty,doubtlessborealsoashare。Certainlytherewasnopessimisticelementinhiscase。
Inthenextcasewehaveastronglypessimisticelement,sothatitbelongsunderhead4。JohnCennickwasMethodism’sfirstlaypreacher。In1735hewasconvictedofsin,whilewalkinginCheapside——
“Andatonceleftoffsing-singing,card-playing,andattendingtheatres。Sometimeshewishedtogotoapopishmonastery,tospendhislifeindevoutretirement。Atothertimeshelongedtoliveinacave,sleepingonfallenleaves,andfeedingonforestfruits。Hefastedlongandoften,andprayedninetimesaday……Fancyingdrybreadtoogreatanindulgenceforsogreatasinnerashimself,hebegantofeedonpotatoes,acorns,crabs,andgrass;andoftenwishedthathecouldliveonrootsandherbs。Atlength,in1737,hefoundpeacewithGod,andwentonhiswayrejoicing。”[178]
[178]L。Tyerman:TheLifeandTimesoftheRev。JohnWesley,i。
274。
Inthispoormanwehavemorbidmelancholyandfear,andthesacrificesmadearetopurgeoutsin,andtobuysafety。ThehopelessnessofChristiantheologyinrespectofthefleshandthenaturalmangenerallyhas,insystematizingfear,madeofitonetremendousincentivetoself-mortification。Itwouldbequiteunfair,however,inspiteofthefactthatthisincentivehasoftenbeenworkedinamercenarywayforhortatorypurposes,tocallitamercenaryincentive。Theimpulsetoexpiateanddopenanceis,initsfirstintention,fartooimmediateandspontaneousanexpressionofself-despairandanxietytobeobnoxioustoanysuchreproach。Intheformoflovingsacrifice,ofspendingallwehavetoshowourdevotion,asceticdisciplineoftheseverestsortmaybethefruitofhighlyoptimisticreligiousfeeling。
M。Vianney,thecureofArs,wasaFrenchcountrypriest,whoseholinesswasexemplary。Wereadinhislifethefollowingaccountofhisinnerneedofsacrifice:——
“’Onthispath,’M。Vianneysaid,“itisonlythefirststepthatcosts。Thereisinmortificationabalmandasavorwithoutwhichonecannotlivewhenonceonehasmadetheiracquaintance。
Thereisbutonewayinwhichtogiveone’sselftoGod——thatis,togiveone’sselfentirely,andtokeepnothingforone’sself。Thelittlethatonekeepsisonlygoodtotroubleoneandmakeonesuffer。’Accordinglyheimposeditonhimselfthatheshouldneversmellaflower,neverdrinkwhenparchedwiththirst,neverdriveawayafly,nevershowdisgustbeforearepugnantobject,nevercomplainofanythingthathadtodowithhispersonalcomfort,neversitdown,neverleanuponhiselbowswhenhewaskneeling。TheCureofArswasverysensitivetocold,buthewouldnevertakemeanstoprotecthimselfagainstit。Duringaveryseverewinter,oneofhismissionariescontrivedafalsefloortohisconfessionalandplacedametalcaseofhotwaterbeneath。Thetricksucceeded,andtheSaintwasdeceived:’Godisverygood,’hesaidwithemotion。’Thisyear,throughallthecold,myfeethavealwaysbeenwarm。’
“[179]
[179]A。Mounin:LeCured’Ars,viedeM。J。B。M。Vianney,1864,p。545,abridged。
InthiscasethespontaneousimpulsetomakesacrificesforthepureloveofGodwasprobablytheuppermostconsciousmotive。Wemayclassit,then,underourhead3。Someauthorsthinkthattheimpulsetosacrificeisthemainreligiousphenomenon。Itisaprominent,auniversalphenomenoncertainly,andliesdeeperthananyspecialcreed。Here,forinstance,iswhatseemstobeaspontaneousexampleofit,simplyexpressingwhatseemedrightatthetimebetweentheindividualandhisMaker。CottonMather,theNewEnglandPuritandivine,isgenerallyreputedarathergrotesquepedant;yetwhatismoretouchinglysimplethanhisrelationofwhathappenedwhenhiswifecametodie?
“WhenIsawtowhatapointofresignationIwasnowcalledoftheLord。”hesays,“Iresolved,withhishelp,thereintoglorifyhim。So,twohoursbeforemylovelyconsortexpired,I
kneeledbyherbedside,andItookintomytwohandsadearhand,thedearestintheworld。Withherthusinmyhands,IsolemnlyandsincerelygaveherupuntotheLord:andintokenofmyrealRESIGNATION,Igentlyputheroutofmyhands,andlaidawayamostlovelyhand,resolvingthatIwouldnevertouchitmore。
Thiswasthehardest,andperhapsthebravestactionthateverI
did。She……toldmethatshesignedandsealedmyactofresignation。Andthoughbeforethatshecalledformecontinually,sheafterthisneveraskedformeanymore。”[180]
[180]B。Wendell:CottonMather,NewYork,nodate,p。198。
FatherVianney’sasceticismtakeninitstotalitywassimplytheresultofapermanentfloodofhighspiritualenthusiasm,longingtomakeproofofitself。TheRomanChurchhas,initsincomparablefashion,collectedallthemotivestowardsasceticismtogether,andsocodifiedthemthatanyonewishingtopursueChristianperfectionmayfindapracticalsystemmappedoutforhiminanyoneofanumberofready-mademanuals。[181]
ThedominantChurchnotionofperfectionisofcoursethenegativeoneofavoidanceofsin。Sinproceedsfromconcupiscence,andconcupiscencefromourcarnalpassionsandtemptations,chiefofwhicharepride,sensualityinallitsforms,andthelovesofworldlyexcitementandpossession。Allthesesourcesofsinmustberesisted;anddisciplineandausteritiesareamostefficaciousmodeofmeetingthem。Hencetherearealwaysinthesebookschaptersonself-mortification。
Butwheneveraprocedureiscodified,themoredelicatespiritofitevaporates,andifwewishtheundilutedasceticspirit——thepassionofself-contemptwreakingitselfonthepoorflesh,thedivineirrationalityofdevotionmakingasacrificialgiftofallithasitssensibilities,namelytotheobjectofitsadoration——wemustgotoautobiographies,orotherindividualdocuments。
[181]ThatoftheearlierJesuit,Rodriguez,whichhasbeentranslatedintoalllanguages,isoneofthebestknown。A
convenientmodernmanual,verywellputtogether,isL’AscetiqueChretienne,byM。J。Ribet,Paris,Poussielgue,nouvelleedition,1898。
SaintJohnoftheCross,aSpanishmysticwhoflourished——orratherwhoexisted,fortherewaslittlethatsuggestedflourishingabouthim——inthesixteenthcentury,willsupplyapassagesuitableforourpurpose。
“Firstofall,carefullyexciteinyourselfanhabitualaffectionatewillinallthingstoimitateJesusChrist。Ifanythingagreeableoffersitselftoyoursenses,yetdoesnotatthesametimetendpurelytothehonorandgloryofGod,renounceitandseparateyourselffromitfortheloveofChrist,whoallhislifelonghadnoothertasteorwishthantodothewillofhisFatherwhomhecalledhismeatandnourishment。Forexample,youtakesatisfactioninHEARINGofthingsinwhichthegloryofGodbearsnopart。Denyyourselfthissatisfaction,mortifyyourwishtolisten。YoutakepleasureinSEEINGobjectswhichdonotraiseyourmindtoGod:refuseyourselfthispleasure,andturnawayyoureyes。Thesamewithconversationsandallotherthings。Actsimilarly,sofarasyouareable,withalltheoperationsofthesenses,strivingtomakeyourselffreefromtheiryokes。
“Theradicalremedyliesinthemortificationofthefourgreatnaturalpassions,joy,hope,fear,andgrief。Youmustseektodeprivetheseofeverysatisfactionandleavethemasitwereindarknessandthevoid。Letyoursoulthereforeturnalways: