Inthehourimmediatelybeforeus,Ishallinviteyoutoconsiderthesimplerkindsofreligioushappiness,leavingthemorecomplexsortstobetreatedonalaterday。
Inmanypersons,happinessiscongenitalandirreclaimable。
“Cosmicemotion“inevitablytakesinthemtheformofenthusiasmandfreedom。Ispeaknotonlyofthosewhoareanimallyhappy。
Imeanthosewho,whenunhappinessisofferedorproposedtothem,positivelyrefusetofeelit,asifitweresomethingmeanandwrong。Wefindsuchpersonsineveryage,passionatelyflingingthemselvesupontheirsenseofthegoodnessoflife,inspiteofthehardshipsoftheirowncondition,andinspiteofthesinistertheologiesintowhichtheymayheborn。Fromtheoutsettheirreligionisoneofunionwiththedivine。Thehereticswhowentbeforethereformationarelavishlyaccusedbythechurchwritersofantinomianpractices,justasthefirstChristianswereaccusedofindulgenceinorgiesbytheRomans。
Itisprobablethatthereneverhasbeenacenturyinwhichthedeliberaterefusaltothinkilloflifehasnotbeenidealizedbyasufficientnumberofpersonstoformsects,openorsecret,whoclaimedallnaturalthingstobepermitted。SaintAugustine’smaxim,Diligeetquodvisfac——ifyoubutlove[God],youmaydoasyouincline——ismorallyoneoftheprofoundestofobservations,yetitispregnant,forsuchpersons,withpassportsbeyondtheboundsofconventionalmorality。Accordingtotheircharacterstheyhavebeenrefinedorgross;buttheirbeliefhasbeenatalltimessystematicenoughtoconstituteadefinitereligiousattitude。Godwasforthemagiveroffreedom,andthestingofevilwasovercome。SaintFrancisandhisimmediatediscipleswere,onthewhole,ofthiscompanyofspirits,ofwhichthereareofcourseinfinitevarieties。
Rousseauintheearlieryearsofhiswriting,Diderot,B。deSaintPierre,andmanyoftheleadersoftheeighteenthcenturyanti-Christianmovementwereofthisoptimistictype。TheyowedtheirinfluencetoacertainauthoritativenessintheirfeelingthatNature,ifyouwillonlytrusthersufficiently,isabsolutelygood。
Itistobehopedthatweallhavesomefriend,perhapsmoreoftenfemininethanmasculine,andyoungthanold,whosesoulisofthissky-bluetint,whoseaffinitiesareratherwithflowersandbirdsandallenchantinginnocenciesthanwithdarkhumanpassions,whocanthinknoillofmanorGod,andinwhomreligiousgladness,beinginpossessionfromtheoutset,needsnodeliverancefromanyantecedentburden。
“Godhastwofamiliesofchildrenonthisearth。”saysFrancisW。
Newman,[32]“theonce-bornandthetwice-born。”andtheonce-bornhedescribesasfollows:“TheyseeGod,notasastrictJudge,notasaGloriousPotentate;butastheanimatingSpiritofabeautifulharmoniousworld,BeneficentandKind,MercifulaswellasPure。Thesamecharactersgenerallyhavenometaphysicaltendencies:theydonotlookbackintothemselves。Hencetheyarenotdistressedbytheirownimperfections:yetitwouldbeabsurdtocallthemself-righteous;fortheyhardlythinkofthemselvesATALL。Thischildlikequalityoftheirnaturemakestheopeningofreligionveryhappytothem:fortheynomoreshrinkfromGod,thanachildfromanemperor,beforewhomtheparenttrembles:infact,theyhavenovividconceptionofANY
ofthequalitiesinwhichthesevererMajestyofGodconsists。[33]HeistothemtheimpersonationofKindnessandBeauty。Theyreadhischaracter,notinthedisorderedworldofman,butinromanticandharmoniousnature。Ofhumansintheyknowperhapslittleintheirownheartsandnotverymuchintheworld;andhumansufferingdoesbutmeltthemtotenderness。
Thus,whentheyapproachGod,noinwarddisturbanceensues;andwithoutbeingasyetspiritual,theyhaveacertaincomplacencyandperhapsromanticsenseofexcitementintheirsimpleworship。”
TheSoul;itsSorrowsanditsAspirations,3dedition,
Ionceheardaladydescribethepleasureitgavehertothinkthatshe“couldalwayscuddleuptoGod。”
IntheRomishChurchsuchcharactersfindamorecongenialsoiltogrowinthaninProtestantism,whosefashionsoffeelinghavebeensetbymindsofadecidedlypessimisticorder。ButeveninProtestantismtheyhavebeenabundantenough;andinitsrecent“liberal“developmentsofUnitarianismandlatitudinarianismgenerally,mindsofthisorderhaveplayedandstillareplayingleadingandconstructiveparts。Emersonhimselfisanadmirableexample。TheodoreParkerisanother——hereareacoupleofcharacteristicpassagesfromParker’scorrespondence。[34]
[34]JohnWeiss:LifeofTheodoreParker,i。152,32。
“Orthodoxscholarssay:’Intheheathenclassicsyoufindnoconsciousnessofsin。’Itisverytrue——Godbethankedforit。
Theywereconsciousofwrath,ofcruelty,avarice,drunkenness,lust,sloth,cowardice,andotheractualvices,andstruggledandgotridofthedeformities,buttheywerenotconsciousof’enmityagainstGod,’anddidn’tsitdownandwhineandgroanagainstnon-existentevil。Ihavedonewrongthingsenoughinmylife,anddothemnow;Imissthemark,drawbow,andtryagain。
ButIamnotconsciousofhatingGod,orman,orright,orlove,andIknowthereismuch’healthinme’,andinmybody,evennow,theredwellethmanyagoodthing,spiteofconsumptionandSaintPaul。”InanotherletterParkerwrites:“Ihaveswuminclearsweetwatersallmydays;andifsometimestheywerealittlecold,andthestreamranadverseandsomethingrough,itwasnevertoostrongtobebreastedandswumthrough。Fromthedaysofearliestboyhood,whenIwentstumblingthroughthegrass,……uptothegray-beardedmanhoodofthistime,thereisnonebuthasleftmehoneyinthehiveofmemorythatInowfeedonforpresentdelight。WhenIrecalltheyears……Iamfilledwithasenseofsweetnessandwonderthatsuchlittlethingscanmakeamortalsoexceedinglyrich。ButImustconfessthatthechiefestofallmydelightsisstillthereligious。”
Anothergoodexpressionofthe“once-born“typeofconsciousness,developingstraightandnatural,withnoelementofmorbidcompunctionorcrisis,iscontainedintheanswerofDr。EdwardEverettHale,theeminentUnitarianpreacherandwriter,tooneofDr。Starbuck’scirculars。Iquoteapartofit:——
“Iobserve,withprofoundregret,thereligiousstruggleswhichcomeintomanybiographies,asifalmostessentialtotheformationofthehero。Ioughttospeakofthese,tosaythatanymanhasanadvantage,nottobeestimated,whoisborn,asI
was,intoafamilywherethereligionissimpleandrational;whoistrainedinthetheoryofsuchareligion,sothatheneverknows,foranhour,whatthesereligiousorirreligiousstrugglesare。IalwaysknewGodlovedme,andIwasalwaysgratefultohimfortheworldheplacedmein。Ialwayslikedtotellhimso,andwasalwaysgladtoreceivehissuggestionstome……I
canrememberperfectlythatwhenIwascomingtomanhood,thehalf-philosophicalnovelsofthetimehadadealtosayabouttheyoungmenandmaidenswhowerefacingthe’problemoflife。’I
hadnoideawhateverwhattheproblemoflifewas。Tolivewithallmymightseemedtomeeasy;tolearnwheretherewassomuchtolearnseemedpleasantandalmostofcourse;tolendahand,ifonehadachance,natural;andifonedidthis,why,heenjoyedlifebecausehecouldnothelpit,andwithoutprovingtohimselfthatheoughttoenjoyit……AchildwhoisearlytaughtthatheisGod’schild,thathemayliveandmoveandhavehisbeinginGod,andthathehas,therefore,infinitestrengthathandfortheconqueringofanydifficulty,willtakelifemoreeasily,andprobablywillmakemoreofit,thanonewhoistoldthatheisbornthechildofwrathandwhollyincapableofgood。”
Starbuck:PsychologyofReligion,pp。
Onecanbutrecognizeinsuchwritersasthesethepresenceofatemperamentorganicallyweightedonthesideofcheerandfatallyforbiddentolinger,asthoseofoppositetemperamentlinger,overthedarkeraspectsoftheuniverse。Insomeindividualsoptimismmaybecomequasi-pathological。Thecapacityforevenatransientsadnessoramomentaryhumilityseemscutofffromthemasbyakindofcongenitalanaesthesia。[36]
“Iknownottowhatphysicallawsphilosopherswillsomedayreferthefeelingsofmelancholy。Formyself,Ifindthattheyarethemostvoluptuousofallsensations。”writesSaintPierre,andaccordinglyhedevotesaseriesofsectionsofhisworkonNaturetothePlaisirsdelaRuine,PlaisirsdesTombeaux,RuinesdelaNature,PlaisirsdelaSolitude——eachofthemmoreoptimisticthanthelast。
Thisfindingofaluxuryinwoeisverycommonduringadolescence。Thetruth-tellingMarieBashkirtseffexpressesitwell:——
“Inhisdepressionanddreadfuluninterruptedsuffering,Idon’tcondemnlife。Onthecontrary,Ilikeitandfinditgood。Canyoubelieveit?Ifindeverythinggoodandpleasant,evenmytears,mygrief。Ienjoyweeping,Ienjoymydespair。Ienjoybeingexasperatedandsad。Ifeelasiftheseweresomanydiversions,andIlovelifeinspiteofthemall。Iwanttoliveon。ItwouldbecrueltohavemediewhenIamsoaccommodating。
Icry,Igrieve,andatthesametimeIampleased——no,notexactlythat——Iknownothowtoexpressit。Buteverythinginlifepleasesme。Ifindeverythingagreeable,andintheverymidstofmyprayersforhappiness,Ifindmyselfhappyatbeingmiserable。ItisnotIwhoundergoallthis——mybodyweepsandcries;butsomethinginsideofmewhichisabovemeisgladofitall。”
JournaldeMarieBashkirtseff,i。67。
ThesupremecontemporaryexampleofsuchaninabilitytofeelevilisofcourseWaltWhitman。
“Hisfavoriteoccupation。”writeshisdisciple,Dr。Bucke“seemedtobestrollingorsaunteringaboutoutdoorsbyhimself,lookingatthegrass,thetrees,theflowers,thevistasoflight,thevaryingaspectsofthesky,andlisteningtothebirds,thecrickets,thetreefrogs,andallthehundredsofnaturalsounds。
Itwasevidentthatthesethingsgavehimapleasurefarbeyondwhattheygivetoordinarypeople。UntilIknewtheman。”
continuesDr。Bucke,“ithadnotoccurredtomethatanyonecouldderivesomuchabsolutehappinessfromthesethingsashedid。Hewasveryfondofflowers,eitherwildorcultivated;
likedallsorts。Ithinkheadmiredlilacsandsunflowersjustasmuchasroses。Perhaps,indeed,nomanwhoeverlivedlikedsomanythingsanddislikedsofewasWaltWhitman。Allnaturalobjectsseemedtohaveacharmforhim。Allsightsandsoundsseemedtopleasehim。HeappearedtolikeandIbelievehedidlikeallthemen,women,andchildrenhesawthoughIneverknewhimtosaythathelikedanyone,buteachwhoknewhimfeltthathelikedhimorher,andthathelikedothersalso。I
neverknewhimtoargueordispute,andheneverspokeaboutmoney。Healwaysjustified,sometimesplayfully,sometimesquiteseriously,thosewhospokeharshlyofhimselforhiswritings,andIoftenthoughtheeventookpleasureintheoppositionofenemies。WhenIfirstknew[him],Iusedtothinkthathewatchedhimself,andwouldnotallowhistonguetogiveexpressiontofretfulness,antipathy,complaint,andremonstrance。Itdidnotoccurtomeaspossiblethatthesementalstatescouldbeabsentinhim。Afterlongobservation,however,Isatisfiedmyselfthatsuchabsenceorunconsciousnesswasentirelyreal。Heneverspokedeprecatinglyofanynationalityorclassofmen,ortimeintheworld’shistory,oragainstanytradesoroccupations——notevenagainstanyanimals,insects,orinanimatethings,noranyofthelawsofnature,noranyoftheresultsofthoselaws,suchasillness,deformity,anddeath。Henevercomplainedorgrumbledeitherattheweather,pain,illness,oranythingelse。Heneverswore。Hecouldnotverywell,sinceheneverspokeinangerandapparentlyneverwasangry。Heneverexhibitedfear,andIdonotbelieveheeverfeltit。”