Willyouhaveaglassofsherry?——no。ThenshallwejoinLadyHonoria?”
Thisspeechquitecrushedthevulgarbutnotill-meaningSaint,andGeoffreywassorryforitamomentafterhehadmadeit。Buthewaswearyandoutoftemper。Whydidhiswifebringsuchpeopletothehouse?Veryshortlyafterwardstheirguesttookhisleave,reflectingthatBinghamwasaconceitedass,andaltogethertoomuchforhim。
“AndIdon’tbelievethathehasgotathousandayear。”hereflectedtohimself,“andthetitleishiswife’s。Isupposethatiswhathemarriedherfor。She’samuchbettersortthanheis,anyway,thoughIdon’tquitemakeherouteither——onecan’tgoveryfarwithher。Butsheisthedaughterofapeerandworthcultivating,butnotwhenBinghamisathome——notifIknowit。”
“WhathaveyousaidtoMr。Dunstantomakehimgoawaysosoon,Geoffrey?”askedhiswife。
“Saidtohim?oh,Idon’tknow。Heofferedtogivemeapairofguns,andItoldhimthatIdidnotacceptpresentsfrommyacquaintances。
Really,Honoria,Idon’twanttointerferewithyourwayoflife,butIdonotunderstandhowyoucanassociatewithsuchpeopleasthisMr。
Dunstan。”
“Associatewithhim!“answeredLadyHonoria。“DoyousupposeIwanttoassociatewithhim?DoyousupposethatIdon’tknowwhatthemanis?
Butbeggarscannotbechoosers;hemaybeacad,buthehasthirtythousandayear,andwesimplycannotaffordtothrowawayanacquaintancewiththirtythousandayear。Itistoobadofyou,Geoffrey。”shewentonwithrisingtemper,“whenyouknowallthatI
mustputupwithinourmiserablepoverty-strickenlife,totakeeveryopportunityofmakingyourselfdisagreeabletothepeopleIthinkitwisetoasktocomeandseeus。HereIreturnfromcomforttothiswretchedplace,andthefirstthingthatyoudoismakeafuss。Mr。
Dunstanhasgotboxesatseveralofthebesttheaters,andheofferedtoletmehaveonewheneverIliked——andnowofcoursethereisanendofit。Itistoobad,Isay!“
“Itisreallycurious,Honoria。”saidherhusband,“toseewhatobligationsyouarereadytoputyourselfunderinsearchofpleasure。
Itisnotdignifiedofyoutoacceptboxesattheatresfromthisgentleman。”
“Nonsense。Thereisnoobligationaboutit。Ifhegaveusabox,ofcoursehewouldmakeapointoflookinginduringtheevening,andthentellinghisfriendsthatitwasLadyHonoriaBinghamhewasspeakingto——thatistheexchange。Iwanttogotothetheatre;hewantstogetintogoodsociety——thereyouhavethethinginanutshell。Itisdoneeveryday。Thefactofthematteris,Geoffrey。”
shewenton,lookingverymuchasthoughshewereabouttoburstintoafloodofangrytears,“asIsaidjustnow,beggarscannotbechoosers——Icannotlivelikethewifeofabanker’sclerk。Imusthave/some/amusement,and/some/comfort,beforeIbecomeanoldwoman。Ifyoudon’tlikeit,whydidyouentrapmeintothiswretchedmarriage,beforeIwasoldenoughtoknowbetter,orwhydoyounotmakeenoughmoneytokeepmeinawaysuitabletomyposition?”
“Wehavearguedthatquestionbefore,Honoria。”saidGeoffrey,keepinghistemperwithdifficulty,“andnowthereisanotherthingIwishtosaytoyou。DoyouknowthatdetestablewomanAnnestoppedformorethanhalfanhouratPaddingtonStationthisevening,flirtingwithaticketcollector,insteadofbringingEffiehomeatonce,asItoldhertodo。Iamveryangryaboutit。Sheisnottobereliedon;weshallhavesomeaccidentwiththechildbeforewehavedone。Cannotyoudischargeherandgetanothernurse?”
“No,Icannot。SheistheonecomfortIhave。WhereamIgoingtofindanotherwomanwhocanmakedresseslikeAnne——shesavesmeahundredayear——Idon’tcareifsheflirtedwithfiftyticketcollectors。I
supposeyougotthisstoryfromEffie;thechildoughttobewhippedfortale-bearing,andIdaresaythatitisnottrue。”
“Effiewillcertainlynotbewhipped。”answeredGeoffreysternly。“I
warnyouthatitwillgoverybadlywithanybodywholaysafingeronher。”
“Oh,verywell,ruinthechild。Goyourownway,Geoffrey!AtanyrateIamnotgoingtostopheretolistentoanymoreabuse。Good-night。”
andshewent。
Geoffreysatdown,andlitacigarette。“Apleasanthome-coming。”hethoughttohimself。“Honoriashallhavemoneyasmuchasshecanspend——ifIkillmyselftogetit,sheshallhaveit。Whatalife,whatalife!IwonderifBeatricewouldtreatherhusbandlikethis——ifshehadone。”
Helaughedaloudattheabsurdityoftheidea,andthenwithagestureofimpatiencethrewhiscigaretteintothefireandwenttohisroomtotryandgetsomesleep,forhewasthoroughlywearied。
CHAPTERXVII
GEOFFREYWINSHISCASE
Beforeteno’clockonthefollowingmorning,havingalreadyspenttwohoursoverhisbrief,thathehadnowthoroughlymastered,Geoffreywasathischambers,whichhehadsomedifficultyinreachingowingtothethickfogthatstillhungoverLondon,andindeedallEngland。
TohissurprisenothinghadbeenheardeitheroftheAttorney-GeneralorofMr。Candleton。Thesolicitorswereindespair;butheconsoledthembysayingthatoneortheotherwassuretoturnupintime,andthatafewwordswouldsufficetoexplaintheadditionallightwhichhadbeenthrownonthecase。Heoccupiedhishalfhour,however,inmakingafewroughnotestoguidehiminthealtogetherimprobableeventofhisbeingcalledontoopen,andthenwentintocourt。Thecasewasfirstonthelist,andtherewereagoodmanycounselengagedontheotherside。Justasthejudgetookhisseat,thesolicitor,withanexpressionofdismay,handedGeoffreyatelegramwhichhadthatmomentarrivedfromMr。Candleton。ItwasdatedfromCalaisonthepreviousnight,andran,“Amunabletocrossonaccountofthickfog。YouhadbettergetsomebodyelseinParsonsandDouse。”
“Andwehaven’tgotanotherbriefprepared。”saidtheagonisedsolicitor。““Whatismore,IcanhearnothingoftheAttorney-General,andhisclerkdoesnotseemtoknowwhereheis。Youmustaskforanadjournment,Mr。Bingham;youcan’tmanagethecasealone。”
“Verywell。”saidGeoffrey,andonthecasebeingcalledheroseandstatedthecircumstancestothecourt。ButtheCourtwascrusty。Ithadgotthefogdownitsthroat,andaltogetherItdidn’tseemtoseeit。Moreovertheotherside,markingitsadvantage,objectedstrongly。
Thewitnesses,broughtatgreatexpense,werethere;hisLordshipwasthere,thejurywasthere;ifthiscasewasnottakentherewasnootherwithwhichtheycouldgoon,&c。,&c。
Thecourttookthesameview,andlecturedGeoffreyseverely。Everycounselinacase,theCourtremembered,whenItwasattheBar,usedtobeabletoopenthatcaseatamoment’snotice,andthoughthingshad,Itimplied,nodoubtdeterioratedtoaconsiderableextentsincethosepalmydays,everycounseloughtstilltobepreparedtodosoonemergency。
Ofcourse,however,ifhe,Geoffrey,toldthecourtthathewasabsolutelyunpreparedtogoonwiththecase,Itwouldhavenooptionbuttograntanadjournment。
“Iamperfectlypreparedtogoonwithit,mylord。”Geoffreyinterposedcalmly。
“Verywell。”saidtheCourtinamollifiedtone,“thengoon!IhavenodoubtthatthelearnedAttorney-Generalwillarrivepresently。”
Then,asisnotunusualinaprobatesuit,followedanargumentastowhoshouldopenit,theplaintifforthedefendant。Geoffreyclaimedthatthisrightclearlylaywithhim,andtheopposingcounselraisednogreatobjection,thinkingthattheywoulddowelltoleavetheopeninginthehandsofaratherinexperiencedman,whowouldverylikelyworkhissidemoreharmthangood。So,somewhattothehorrorofthesolicitors,whothoughtwithlongingoftheeloquenceoftheAttorney-General,andtheunrivalledexperienceandfinesseofMr。
Candleton,Geoffreywascalledupontoopenthecaseforthedefendants,propoundingthefirstwill。
Herosewithoutfearorhesitation,andwithbutoneprayerinhisheart,thatnountimelyAttorney-Generalwouldputinanappearance。
Hehadgothischance,thechanceforwhichmanyablemenhavetowaitlongyears,andheknewit,andmeanttomakethemostofit。
Naturallyabrilliantspeaker,Geoffreywasnot,assomanygoodspeakersare,subjecttofitsofnervousness,andhewas,moreover,thoroughlymasterofhiscase。Infiveminutesjudge,juryandcounselwerealllisteningtohimwithattention;intentheywereabsorbedinthelucidandsuccinctstatementofthefactswhichhewasunfoldingtothem。Hisghosttheorywasatfirstreceivedwithasmile,butpresentlycounselontheothersideceasedtosmile,andbegantolookuneasy。Ifhecouldprovewhathesaid,therewasanendoftheircase。Whenhehadbeenspeakingforaboutfortyminutesoneoftheopposingcounselinterruptedhimwithsomeremark,andatthatmomenthenoticedthattheAttorney-General’sclerkwastalkingtothesolicitorbeneathhim。
“Botherit,heiscoming。”thoughtGeoffrey。
Butno,thesolicitorbendingforwardinformedhimthattheAttorney-
GeneralhadbeenunavoidablydetainedbysomeimportantGovernmentmatter,andhadreturnedhisbrief。
“Well,wemustgetonaswecan。”Geoffreysaid。
“Ifyoucontinuelikethatweshallgetonverywell。”whisperedthesolicitors,andthenGeoffreyknewthathewasdoingwell。
“Yes,Mr。Bingham!“saidhisLordship。
ThenGeoffreywentonwithhisstatement。
Atlunchtimeitwasaquestionwhetheranotherleadershouldbebriefed。Geoffreysaidthatsofarashewasconcernedhecouldgetonalone。Hekneweverypointofthecase,andhehadgotafriendto“takeanote“forhimwhilehewasspeaking。
Aftersomehesitationthesolicitorsdecidednottobrieffreshcounselatthisstageofthecase,buttoleaveitentirelyinhishands。
Itwouldbeuselesstofollowthedetailsofthisremarkablewillsuit,whichlastedtwodays,andattractedmuchattention。Geoffreywonitandwonittriumphantly。Hisaddresstothejuryonthewholecasewaslongrememberedinthecourts,risingasitdidtoaveryhighlevelofforensiceloquence。Fewwhosawiteverforgotthesightofhishandsomefaceandcommandingpresenceashecrushedthecaseofhisopponentslikeaneggshell,andthenwithcalmandoverwhelmingforcedenouncedthewomanwhowithherloverhadconcoctedthecruelplotthatrobbedheruncleoflifeandhercousinsoftheirproperty,tillatthelast,pointingtowardsherwithoutstretchedhand,hebrandedhertothejuryasamurderess。
Fewinthatcrowdedcourthaveforgottenthetragicscenethatfollowed,whenthetremblingwoman,wornoutbythelonganxietyofthetrial,andutterlyunnervedbyheraccuser’sbrilliantinvective,rosefromherseatandcried:
“Wedidit——itistruethatwedidittogetthemoney,butwedidnotmeantofrightenhimtodeath。”andthenfellfaintingtotheground——
orGeoffreyBingham’squietwordsashesatdown:
“Mylordandgentlemenofthejury,Idonotthinkitnecessarytocarrymycaseanyfurther。”
Therewasnoapplause,theoccasionwastoodramaticallysolemn,buttheimpressionmadebothuponthecourtandtheoutsidepublic,towhomsuchasceneispeculiarlyfittedtoappeal,wasdeepandlasting。
Geoffreyhimselfwasunderlittledelusionaboutthematter。Hehadnoconceitinhiscomposition,butneitherhadheanyfalsemodesty。Hemerelyacceptedthesituationasreallypowerfulmendoacceptsuchevents——withthankfulness,butwithoutsurprise。Hehadgothischanceatlast,andlikeanyotherableman,whateverhiswalkoflife,hehadrisentoit。Thatwasall。Mostmengetsuchchancesinsomeshapeorform,andareunabletoavailthemselvesofthem。Geoffreywasoneoftheexceptions;asBeatricehadsaid,hewasborntosucceed。Ashesatdown,heknewthathewasamademan。
Andyetwhilehewalkedhomethatnight,hisearsstillfullofthecongratulationswhichhadrainedinonhimfromeveryquarter,hewasconsciousofacertainpride。HewillhavefeltasGeoffreyfeltthatnight,whoselotithasbeentofightlongandstrenuouslyagainstcircumstancessoadverseastobealmostoverwhelming,knowinginhisheartthathewasborntoleadandnottofollow;andwhoatlast,byonementaleffort,withnofriendlyhandtohelp,andnofriendlyvoicetoguide,hassucceededinburstingaroadthroughthedifficultieswhichhemmedhimin,andhassuddenlyfoundhimself,notabovecompetitionindeed,butstillabletomeetit。Hewillnothavebeentooproudofthatendeavour;itwillhaveseemedbutalittlethingtohim——athingfulloffaultsandimperfections,andfallingfarshortofhisideal。Hewillnotevenhaveattachedagreatimportancetohissuccess,because,ifheisapersonofthiscalibre,hemustrememberhowsmallitis,whenallissaidanddone;thateveninhisdaytherearethosewhocanbeathimonhisownground;andalsothatallworldlysuccess,likethemostperfectflower,yetbearsinittheelementsofdecay。Buthewillhavereflectedwithhumblesatisfactiononthoselongyearsofpatientstrivingwhichhaveatlengthliftedhimtoaneminencewhencehecanclimbonandon,scarcelyencumberedbythejostlingcrowd;tillatlength,wornout,thetimecomesforhimtofall。
SoGeoffreythoughtandfelt。Thethingwastobedone,andhehaddoneit。Honoriashouldhavemoneynow;sheshouldnolongerbeabletotwithimwiththeirpoverty。Yes,andabetterthoughtstill,Beatricewouldbegladtohearofhislittletriumph。
Hereachedhomeratherlate。Honoriawasgoingouttodinnerwithadistinguishedcousin,andwasalreadydressing。Geoffreyhaddeclinedtheinvitation,whichwasashortone,becausehehadnotexpectedtobebackfromchambers。Inthisenthusiasm,however,hewenttohiswife’sroomtotellheroftheevent。
“Well。”shesaid,“whathaveyoubeendoing?Ithinkthatyoumighthavearrangedtocomeoutwithme。Mygoingoutsomuchbymyselfdoesnotlookwell。Oh,Iforgot;ofcourseyouareinthatcase。”
“Yes——thatis,Iwas。Ihavewonthecase。Hereisaveryfairreportofitinthe/St。James’sGazette/ifyoucaretoreadit。”
“Goodheavens,Geoffrey!HowcanyouexpectmetoreadallthatstuffwhenIamdressing?”
“Idon’texpectyouto,Honoria;only,asIsay,Ihavewonthecase,andIshallgetplentyofworknow。”
“Willyou?Iamgladtohearit;perhapsweshallbeabletoescapefromthishorridflatifyoudo。There,Anne!Jevousl’aitoujoursdit,cetterobenemevapasbien。”
“Mais,milady,larobevaparfaitement——“
“Thatisyouropinion。”grumbledLadyHonoria。“Well,itisn’tmine。
Butitwillhavetodo。Good-night,Geoffrey;IdaresaythatyouwillhavegonetobedwhenIgetback。”andshewasgone。
Geoffreypickeduphis/St。James’sGazette/withasigh。Hefelthurt,andknewthathewasafoolforhispains。LadyHonoriawasnotasympatheticperson;itwasnotfairtoexpectitfromher。Stillhefelthurt。HewentupstairsandheardEffieherprayers。
“Wherehasyoubeed,daddy?——totheSmokyTown?”TheTemplewaseuphemisticallyknowntoEffieastheSmokyTown。
“Yes,dear。”
“YougototheSmokyTowntomakebreadandbutter,don’tyou,daddy?”
“Yes,dear,tomakebreadandbutter。”
“Anddidyoumakeany,daddy?”
“Yes,Effie,agooddealto-day。”
“Thenwhereisit?Inyourpocket?”
“No,love,notexactly。Iwonabiglawsuitto-day,andIshallgetagreatmanypenniesforit。”
“Oh。”answeredEffiemeditatively,“Iamgladthatyoudidwin。Youdoliketowin,doesn’tyou,daddy,dear。”
“Yes,love。”
“ThenIwillgiveyouakiss,daddy,becauseyoudidwin。”andshesuitedtheactiontotheword。
Geoffreywentfromthelittleroomwithasoftenedheart。Hedressedandatesomedinner。
ThenhesatdownandwrotealonglettertoBeatrice,tellingherallaboutthetrial,andnotsparingherhisreasonsforadoptingeachparticulartacticandlineofargumentwhichconducedtothegreatresult。
Andthoughhisletterwasfoursheetsinlength,heknewthatBeatricewouldnotbeboredathavingtoreadit。
CHAPTERXVIII
THERISINGSTAR
Asmightbeexpected,thememorablecaseofParsonsandDouseprovedtobetheturningpointinGeoffrey’scareer,whichwasthenceforwardoneofbrilliantandstartlingsuccess。Ontheverynextmorningwhenhereachedhischambersitwastofindthreeheavybriefsawaitinghim,andtheyprovedtobebuttheheraldsofanuninterruptedflowoflucrativebusiness。Ofcourse,hewasnotaQueen’sCounsel,butnowthathisgreatnaturalpowersofadvocacyhadbecomegenerallyknown,solicitorsfrequentlyemployedhimalone,orgavehimanotherjunior,sothathemightbringthosepowerstobearuponjuries。Nowitwas,too,thatGeoffreyreapedthefruitsofthearduouslegalstudieswhichhehadfollowedwithoutcessationfromthetimewhenhefoundhimselfthrownuponhisownresources,andwhichhadmadeasoundlawyerofhimaswellasabrilliantandeffectiveadvocate。Soon,evenwithhisgreatcapacityforwork,hehadasmuchbusinessashecouldattendto。Whenfortunegivesgoodgifts,shegenerallydoessowithalavishhand。
Thusitcametopassthat,aboutthreeweeksafterthetrialofParsonsandDouse,Geoffrey’sunclethesolicitordied,andtohissurpriselefthimtwentythousandpounds,“believing。”hesaidinhiswill,whichwasdatedthreedaysbeforethetestator’sdeath,“thatthissumwillassisthimtorisetotheheadofhisprofession。”
Nowthatithaddawneduponherthatherhusbandreallywasasuccess,Honoria’smannertowardshimmodifiedveryconsiderably。Sheevenbecameamiable,andonceortwicealmostaffectionate。WhenGeoffreytoldherofthetwentythousandpoundsshewasradiant。
“Why,weshallbeabletogobacktoBoltonStreetnow。”shesaid,“andasluckwillhaveit,ouroldhouseistolet。Isawabillinthewindowyesterday。”
“Yes。”hesaid,“youcangobackassoonasyoulike。”
“Andcanwekeepacarriage?”
“No,notyet;Iamdoingwell,butnotwellenoughforthat。Nextyear,ifIlive,youwillbeabletohaveacarriage。Don’tbegintogrumble,Honoria。Ihavegot£150tospare,andifyoucaretocomeroundtoajeweller’syoucanspenditonwhatyoulike。”
“Oh,youdelightfulperson!“saidhiswife。
Sotheywenttothejeweller’s,andLadyHonoriaboughtornamentstothevalueof£150,andcarriedthemhomeandhungoverthem,asanotherclassofwomanmighthangoverherfirst-bornchild,admiringthemwithatenderecstasy。Wheneverhehadasumofmoneythathecouldaffordtopartwith,Geoffreywouldtakeherthustoajeweller’soradressmaker’s,andstandbycoldlywhilesheboughtthingstoitsvalue。LadyHonoriawasdelighted。Itneverenteredintohermindthatinasensehewastakingarevengeuponher,andthateveryfreshexhibitionofherrejoicingsoverthegoodthingsthusprovidedaddedtohiscontemptforher。
ThosewerehappydaysforLadyHonoria!Sherejoicedinthisreturnofwealthlikeaschool-boyatthecomingoftheholidays,orahalf-
frozenwandererattherisingofthesun。Shehadbeenmiserableduringallthisnightofpoverty,asmiserableashernatureadmittedof,nowshewashappyagain,assheunderstoodhappiness。Forbred,educated,civilized——whatyouwill——outofthemorehumanpassions,LadyHonoriahadreplacedthembythisidol-worshipofwealth,orratherofwhatwealthbrings。Itgaveherapositivephysicalsatisfaction;herbeauty,whichhadbeguntofade,camebacktoher;
shelookedfiveyearsyounger。AndallthewhileGeoffreywatchedherwithanever-growingscorn。
Onceitbrokeout。TheBoltonStreethousehadbeenfurnished;hegaveherfifteenhundredpoundstodoit,andwithwhatthingstheyownedshemanagedverywellonthat。Theymovedintoit,andHonoriahadsetherselfupwithasufficientsupplyofgranddressesandjewellery,suitabletoherrecoveredposition。Onedayhowever,itoccurredtoherthatEffiewasachildofremarkablebeauty,who,ifproperlydressed,wouldlookveryniceinthedrawing-roomattea-time。Sosheorderedalovelycostumeforher——thisdeponentisnotabletodescribeit,butitconsistedlargelyofvelvetandlace。Geoffreyheardnothingofthisdress,butcominghomeratherearlyoneafternoon——itwasonaSaturday,hefoundthechildbeingshownofftoaroomfullofvisitors,anddressedinastrangeandwonderfulattirewithwhich,notunnaturally,shewasvastlypleased。Hesaidnothingatthetime,butwhenatlengththedroppingfireofcallershadceased,heaskedwhoputEffieintothatdress。
“Idid。”saidLadyHonoria,“andaprettypennyithascost,Icantellyou。ButIcan’thavethechildcomedownsopoorlyclothed,itdoesnotlookwell。”
“Thenshecanstayupstairs。”saidGeoffreyfrowning。
“Whatdoyoumean?”askedhiswife。
“ImeanthatIwillnothaveherdeckedoutinthosefineclothes。
Theyarequiteunsuitabletoherage。Thereisplentyoftimeforhertotaketovanity。”
“Ireallydon’tunderstandyou,Geoffrey。Whyshouldnotthechildbehandsomelydressed?”
“Whynot!Greatheaven,Honoria,doyousupposethatIwanttoseeEffiegrowuplikeyou,toleadalifeofemptypleasure-seekingidleness,andmakeagodofluxury。Ihadratherseeher“——hewasgoingtoadd,“deadfirst。”butcheckedhimselfandsaid——“havetoworkforherliving。Dressyourselfupasmuchasyoulike,butleavethechildalone。”
LadyHonoriawasfurious,butshewasalsoalittlefrightened。Shehadneverheardherhusbandspeakquitelikethisbefore,andtherewassomethingunderneathhiswordsthatshedidnotquiteunderstand。
StilllessdidsheunderstandwhenontheMondayGeoffreysuddenlytoldherthathehadfiftypoundsforhertospendassheliked;thenaccompaniedhertoamantleshop,andstoodpatientlyby,smilingcoldlywhilesheinvesteditinlaceandembroideries。Honoriathoughtthathewasmakingreparationforhissharpwords,andsohewas,buttohimself,andinanothersense。Everytimehegavehermoneyinthisfashion,Geoffreyfeltlikeamanwhohaspaidoffadebtofhonour。
Shehadtauntedhimagainandagainwithherpoverty——thepovertyshesaidthathehadbroughther;foreverytaunthewouldheapuponherallthosethingsinwhichhersouldelighted。Hewouldglutherwithwealthas,inherhourofvictory,QueenTomyrisglutteddeadCyruswiththebloodofmen。
Itwasanoddwayoftakingarevenge,andonethatsuitedLadyHonoriaadmirably;butthoughitsvictimfeltnosting,itgaveGeoffreymuchsecretrelief。Alsohewascurious;hewishedtoseeiftherewasanybottomtosuchawoman’sdesireforluxury,ifitwouldnotbringsatietywithit。ButLadyHonoriawasaverybadsubjectforsuchanexperiment。Shenevershowedtheleastsignofbeingsatiated,eitherwithfinethings,withpleasures,orwithsocialdelights。Theywerehernaturalelement,andhemightassoonhaveexpectedafishtowearyofthewater,oraneagleoftherushingair。
Thewinterworeawayandthespringcame。Oneday,itwasinApril,Geoffrey,whowasamoderateLiberalbypersuasion,casuallyannouncedatdinnerthathewasgoingtostandforParliamentintheUnionistinterest。TherepresentationofoneofthefewMetropolitandivisionswhichhadthenreturnedaHomeRulerhadfallenvacant。AsitchancedheknewtheheadUnionistwhipverywell。Theyhadbeenfriendssincetheywereladsatschooltogether,andthisgentleman,havingheardGeoffreymakeabrilliantspeechincourt,wassuddenlystruckwiththeideathathewastheverymantoleadaforlornhope。
TheupshotofitwasthatGeoffreywasaskedifhewouldstand,andrepliedthathemusthavetwodaystothinkitover。WhathereallywantedthetwodaysforwastoenablehimtowritetoBeatriceandreceiveananswerfromher。Hehadanalmostsuperstitiousfaithinherjudgment,anddidnotliketoactwithoutit。Aftercarefullyweighingtheprosandcons,hisownviewwasthatheshoulddowelltostand。Probablyhewouldbedefeated,anditmightcosthimfivehundredpounds。Ontheotherhanditwouldcertainlymakehisnameknownasapolitician,andhewasnowinafairwaytoearnsolargeanincomethathecouldwellaffordtoriskthemoney。Theonlygreatobjectionwhichhesaw,wasthatifhehappenedtogetin,itmustmeanthathewouldhavetoworkalldayandallnighttoo。Well,hewasstrongandthemoreworkhedidthebetter——itkepthimfromthinking。
InduecourseBeatrice’sanswercame。Herviewcoincidedwithhisown;
sherecommendedhimtotaketheopportunity,andpointedoutthatwithhisgrowinglegalreputationtherewasnoofficeintheStatetowhichhemightnotaspire,whenhehadonceprovedhimselfacapablememberofParliament。Geoffreyreadtheletterthrough;thenimmediatelysatdownandwrotetohisfriendthewhip,acceptingthesuggestionoftheGovernment。
Thenextfortnightwasahardoneforhim,butGeoffreywasasgoodamanontheplatformasincourt,andhehad,moreover,theveryvaluableknackofsuitinghimselftohisaudience。Ashiscanvasswentonitwasgenerallyrecognisedthattheseatwhichhadbeenconsideredhopelesswasnowdoubtful。Agreatamountofpublicinterestwasconcentratedontheelection,bothupontheUnionistandtheSeparatistside,eachclaimingthattheresultofthepollwouldshowtotheiradvantage。TheHomeRulepartystrainedeverynerveagainsthim,beingmostanxioustoshowthatthefreeandindependentelectorsofthissingledivision,andthereforeofthecountryatlarge,heldtheGovernmentpolicyinparticularhorror。Letterswereobtainedfromgreatauthoritiesandfreelyprinted。Irishmembers,freshfromgaol,werebroughtdowntodetailtheirgrievances。Itwasevensuggestedthatoneofthemshouldappearontheplatforminprisongarb——inshort,everyelectioneeringengineknowntopoliticalsciencewasbroughttobeartoforwardthefortunesofeitherside。
AstimewentonLadyHonoria,whohadbeensomewhatindifferentatfirst,grewquiteexcitedabouttheresult。Foronethingshefoundthatthecontestattachedanimportancetoherselfintheeyesofthetrulygreat,whichwasnotwithoutitscharm。Onthedayofthepollshedroveaboutalldayinanopencarriageunderabrightblueparasol,havingEffiewhohadbecomeveryboredbyherside,andtwonoblelordsonthefrontseat。Asaconsequencetheresultwasuniversallydeclaredbyacertainsectionofthepresstobeentirelyduetotheeffortsofanunprincipledbuttitledandlovelywoman。Itwasevensaidthat,likeanotherladyofrankinapastgeneration,shekissedabutcherinordertowinhisvote。ButthosewhomadetheremarkdidnotknowLadyHonoria;shewasincapableofkissingabutcher,orindeedanybodyelse。Herinclinationsdidnotlieinthatdirection。
IntheendGeoffreywasreturnedbyamagnificentmajorityoftenvotes,reducedonascrutinytoseven。HetookhisseatintheHouseonthefollowingnightamidstloudUnionistcheering。Inthecourseoftheevening’sdebateaprominentmemberoftheGovernmentmadeallusiontohisreturnasaproofofthetriumphofUnionistprinciples。ThereonaveryleadingmemberoftheSeparatistoppositionretortedthatitwasnothingofthesort,“thatitwasamatterofcommonnotorietythatthehonourablemember’sreturnwasowingtotheunusualandmostuncommonabilitydisplayedbyhiminthecourseofhiscanvass,aidedasitwas,byartfullyappliedandaristocraticfeminineinfluence。”ThiswasadelicateallusiontoHonoriaandherblueparasol。
AsGeoffreyandhiswifeweredrivingbacktoBoltonStreet,afterthedeclarationofthepoll,alittleincidentoccurred。Geoffreytoldthecoachmantostopatthefirsttelegraphofficeand,gettingoutofthecarriage,wiredtoBeatrice,“Inbytenvotes。”
“Whohaveyoubeentelegraphingto,Geoffrey?”askedLadyHonoria。
“ItelegraphedtoMissGranger。”heanswered。
“Ah!Soyoustillkeepupacorrespondencewiththatpupilteachergirl。”
“Yes,Ido。IwishthatIhadafewmoresuchcorrespondents。”
“Indeed。Youareeasytoplease。IthoughtheroneofthemostdisagreeableyoungwomenwhomIevermet。”
“Thenitdoesnotsaymuchforyourtaste,Honoria。”
Hiswifemadenofurtherremark,butshehadherthoughts。Honoriapossessedgoodpoints:amongothersshewasnotajealousperson;shewastoocoldandtooindifferenttobejealous。Butshedidnotliketheideaofanotherwomanobtaininganinfluenceoverherhusband,who,asshenowbegantorecognise,wasoneofthemostbrilliantmenofhisday,andwhomightwellbecomeoneofthemostwealthyandpowerful。Clearlyheexistedfor/her/benefit,notforthatofanyotherwoman。Shewasnofool,andshesawthataconsiderableintimacymustexistbetweenthetwo。OtherwiseGeoffreywouldnothavethoughtoftelegraphingtoBeatriceatsuchamoment。
WithinaweekofhiselectionGeoffreymadeaspeech。Itwasnotalongspeech,norwasituponanyveryimportantissue;butitwasexceedinglygoodofitskind,goodenoughtobereportedverbatimindeed,andthoselisteningtoitrecognisedthattheyhadtodealwithanewmanwhowouldonedaybeaverybigman。ThereisnoplacewhereanablepersonfindshislevelquickerthanintheHouseofCommons,composedasitisforthemostpart,ofmoreorlesswealthyorfranticmediocrities。ButGeoffreywasnotamediocrity,hewasanexceedinglyableandpowerfulman,andthisfacttheHousequicklyrecognised。
ForthenextfewmonthsGeoffreyworkedasmenrarelywork。Alldayhewasathischambersorincourt,andatnighthesatintheHouse,gettinguphisbriefswhenhecould。Buthealwaysdidgetthemup;nosolicitorshadtocomplainthattheinterestsoftheirclientwereneglectedbyhim;alsohestillfoundtimetowritetoBeatrice。Fortheresthewentoutbutlittle,andexceptinthewayofbusinessassociatedwithveryfew。Indeedhegrewmoreandmoresilentandreserved,tillatlasthewonthereputationofbeingcoldandhard。
Notthathewasreallyso。Hethrewhimselfheadandsoulintohisworkwithafixeddeterminationtoreachthetopofthetree。Heknewthatheshouldnotcareverymuchaboutitwhenhegotthere,butheenjoyedthestruggle。
Geoffreywasnotatrulyambitiousman;hewasnomereself-seeker。Heknewthefollyofambitiontoowell,anditsendwasalwaysclearlybeforehiseyes。Heoftenthoughttohimselfthatifhecouldhavechosenhislot,hewouldhaveaskedforacottagewithagoodgarden,fivehundredayear,andsomebodytocarefor。Butperhapshewouldsoonhaveweariedofhiscottage。Heworkedtostiflethought,andtosomeextenthesucceeded。Buthewasatbottomanaffectionate-naturedman,andhecouldnotstiflethelongingforsympathywhichwashissecretweakness,thoughhispridewouldneverallowhimtoshowit。
Whatdidhecareforhistriumphswhenhehadnobodywithwhomtosharethem?Allhecouldshareweretheirfruits,andthesehegaveawayfreelyenough。ItwasbutlittlethatGeoffreyspentuponhisowngratification。Acertainshareofhisgainsheputby,therestwentinexpenses。ThehouseinBoltonStreetwasaverygayplaceinthosedays,butitsmastertookbutlittlepartinitsgaieties。
Andwhatwasthefact?ThelongerheremainedseparatedfromBeatricethemoreintenselydidhelongforhersociety。Itwasofnouse;tryashewould,hecouldnotputthatsweetfacefromhismind;itdrewhimasamagnetdrawsaneedle。Successdidnotbringhimhappiness,exceptinthesensethatitrelievedhimfrommoneycares。
Peopleofcoarsetemperamentonlycanfindrealsatisfactioninworldlytriumphs,andeat,drink,andbemerry,forto-morrowtheydie!MenlikeGeoffreysoonlearnthatthisalsoisvanity。Onthecontrary,ashismindgrewmoreandmoreweariedwiththestrainofwork,melancholytookaneverstrongerholdofit。Hadhegonetoadoctor,hemighthavebeentoldthathisliverwasoutoforder,whichwasverylikelytrue。Butthiswouldnotmendmatters。“Whataworld。”
hemighthavecried,“whataworldtoliveinwhenalltheman’shappinessdependsuponhisliver!“Hecontractedanaccursedhabitoflookingontheblacksideofthings;troublealwayscaughthiseye。
Itwasnowonderfulcase。Menoflargemindareveryrarelyhappymen。
Itisyourlittleanimal-mindedindividualwhocanbehappy。Thuswomen,whoreflectless,areasaclassmuchhappierandmorecontentedthanmen。Butthelarge-mindedmanseestoofar,andguessestoomuchofwhathecannotsee。Helooksforward,andnotesthedustyendofhislaboriousdays;helooksaroundandshuddersattheunceasingmiseryofacoarsestrugglingworld;thesightofthepitifulbeggarbabecravingbreadontotteringfeet,pierceshisheart。Hecannotconsolehimselfwithareflectionthatthechildhadnobusinesstobeborn,orthatifhedenudedhimselfofhislastpoundhewouldnotmateriallyhelptheclasswhichbredit。
Andabovethegarishlightsofearthlyjoysandthedimreekofearthlywretchedness,heseesthesolemnfirmamentthatveilshisrace’sdestiny。Forsuchaman,insuchamood,evenreligionhasterrorsaswellashopes,andwhilethegloomgathersabouthismindthesearewithhimmoreandmore。Whatliesbeyondthatarchingmysterytowhosehorizonhedailydrawsmoreclose——whosedoorsmayevennowbeopeningforhim?Ahundredhandspointoutahundredroadstoknowledge——theyarelosthalfway。Onlythecoldspiritualfirmament,unlitbyanyguidingstars,unbrightenedbythefloodofhumanday,andunshadowedbytheveilsofhumannight,stillbendsabovehisheadinawfulchangelessness,andstillhiswearyfeetdrawclosertotheportalsoftheWest。
Itisverysadandwrong,butitisnotaltogetherhisfault;itisratherafaultoftheage,ofover-education,ofover-strivingtobewise。Cultivatethesearchingspiritanditwillgrowandrendyou。
Thespiritwouldsoar,itwouldsee,butthefleshweighsitdown,andinallfleshthereislittlelight。Yet,attimes,broodingonsomeunnaturalheightofThought,itseyesseemtobeopened,anditcatchesgleamsofterrifyingdaystocome,orperchance,discernsthehopelessgatesofanimmeasurablenight。
Oh,forthatsimplerfaithwhicheverrecedesfartherfromthekenofthecultivated,questioningmind!Therealonecanpeacebefound,andforthefoolishwhodiscardit,settingupman’swisdomatasign,soonthehumanlotwillbeonelongfear。Grownscientificandwearywiththeweightofknowledge,theywillrejecttheirancientGods,andnosmug-facedPositivismwillbringthemconsolation。Science,hereandthereilluminingthegloomofdestinywithitspoorelectriclights,criesoutthattheyareguidingstars。Buttheyarenostars,andtheywillflareaway。Letusprayfordarkness,moredarkness,lest,toourbewilderedsight,theydobutservetoshowthatwhichshallmurderHope。
SothinkGeoffreyandhiskin,andintheirunexpresseddismay,turn,seekingrefugefromtheirphysicalandspiritualloneliness,butforthemostpartfindingnone。Nature,stillstronginthem,pointstothedearfellowshipofwoman,andtheymaketheventuretofindamate,notacompanion。ButasitchancedinGeoffrey’scasehedidfindsuchacompanioninBeatrice,afterhehad,bymarriage,builtupanimpassablewallbetweenthem。
Andyethelongedforhersocietywithanintensitythatalarmedhim。
Hehadherlettersindeed,butwhatareletters!Onetouchofabelovedhandisworthathousandletters。InthemidstofhisgreatsuccessGeoffreywaswretchedatheart,yetitseemedtohimthatifheoncemorecouldhaveBeatriceathisside,thoughonlyasafriend,hewouldfindrestandhappiness。
Whenaman’sheartisthussetuponanobject,hisreasonissoonconvincedofitsinnocence,evenofitsdesirability,andakindlyfatewillgenerallycontrivetogivehimtheopportunityofruinwhichhesoardentlydesires。
CHAPTERXIX
GEOFFREYHASAVISITOR
AndBeatrice——hadshefaredbetterduringtheselongmonths?Alas,notatall。ShehadgoneawayfromtheBryngellyStationonthatautumnmorningoffarewellsickatheart,andsickatheartshehadremained。
Throughallthelongwintermonthssorrowandbitternesshadbeenherportion,andnowinthehappinessofspring,sorrowandbitternesswerewithherstill。Shelovedhim,shelongedforhispresence,anditwasdeniedtoher。Shecouldnotconsoleherselfascansomewomen,nordidherdeeppassionwearaway;onthecontrary,itseemedtogrowandgatherwitheverypassingweek。Neitherdidshewishtoloseit,shelovedtoowellforthat。Itwasbettertobethustormentedbyconscienceandbyhopelessnessthantolosehercauseofpain。
OneconsolationBeatricehadandoneonly:sheknewthatGeoffreydidnotforgether。Hisletterstoldherthis。Theselettersindeedwereeverythingtoher——awomancangetsomuchmorecomfortoutofaletterthanaman。Nexttoreceivingthemshelovedtoanswerthem。
Shewasagoodandevenabrilliantletterwriter,butoftenandoftenshewouldtearupwhatshehadwrittenandbeginagain。TherewasnotmuchnewsinBryngelly;itwasdifficulttomakeherlettersamusing。
Alsothefarcicalnatureofthewholeproceedingseemedtoparalyseher。Itwasridiculous,havingsomuchtosay,tobeabletosaynothing。NotthatBeatricewishedtoinditelove-letters——suchanideahadnevercrossedhermind,butrathertowriteastheyhadtalked。
Yetwhenshetriedtodosotheresultswerenotsatisfactorytoher,thewordslookedstrangeonpaper——shecouldnotsendthem。
InGeoffrey’smeteor-likeadvancetofameandfortuneshetookthekeenestjoyandinterest,farmorethanhedidindeed。Though,likethatofmostotherintelligentcreatures,hersoulturnedwithloathingfromthedrearyfustianofpolitics,shewouldreligiouslysearchtheparliamentarycolumnfrombeginningtoendonthechanceoffindinghisnameorthenoticeofaspeechbyhim。Thelawreportsalsofurnishedherwithahappyhunting-groundinwhichsheoftenfoundhergame。
Buttheyweremiserablemonths。Toriseinthemorning,togothroughtheroundofdailyduty——thinkingofGeoffrey;tocomehomewearied,andfinallytoseekrefugeinsleepanddreamsofhim——thiswasthesumofthem。Thentherewereothertroubles。Tobeginwith,thingshadgonefrombadtoworseattheVicarage。Thetithesscarcelycameinatall,andeverydaytheirpovertypinchedthemcloser。HaditnotbeenforBeatrice’ssalaryitwasdifficulttoseehowthefamilycouldhavecontinuedtoexist。Shegaveitalmostalltoherfathernow,onlykeepingbackaverysmallsumforhernecessaryclothingandsuchsundriesasstampsandwritingpaper。Eventhen,Elizabethgrumbledbitterlyatherextravaganceincontinuingtobuyadailypaper,askingwhatbusinessshehadtospendsixpenceaweekonsuchaneedlessluxury。ButBeatricewouldnotmakeuphermindtodockthepaperwithitsoccasionalmentionofGeoffrey。
Again,OwenDavieswasaperpetualanxietytoher。Hisinfatuationforherselfwasbecomingnotorious;everybodysawitexceptherfather。
Mr。Granger’smindwassooccupiedwithquestionsconnectedwithtithethatfortunatelyforBeatricelittleelsecouldfindanentry。Owendoggedherabout;hewouldwaitwholehoursoutsidetheschoolorbytheVicaragegatemerelytospeakafewwordstoher。Sometimeswhenatlengthsheappearedheseemedtobestruckdumb,hecouldsaynothing,butwouldgazeatherwithhisdulleyesinafashionthatfilledherwithvaguealarm。Heneverventuredtospeaktoherofhisloveindeed,buthelookedit,whichwasalmostasbad。Anotherthingwasthathehadgrownjealous。TheseedwhichElizabethhadplantedinhismindhadbroughtforthabundantly,thoughofcourseBeatricedidnotknowthatthiswashersister’sdoing。
OntheverymorningthatGeoffreywentawayMr。DavieshadmetherasshewaswalkingbackfromthestationandaskedherifMr。Binghamhadgone。Whensherepliedthatthiswasso,shehaddistinctlyheardhimmurmur,“ThankGod!thankGod!“SubsequentlyshediscoveredalsothathebribedtheoldpostmantokeepcountoftheletterswhichshesentandreceivedfromGeoffrey。
ThesethingsfilledBeatricewithalarm,buttherewasworsebehind。
Mr。Daviesbegantosendherpresents,firstsuchthingsasprizepigeonsandfowls,thenjewellery。Thepigeonsandfowlsshecouldnotwellreturnwithoutexcitingremark,butthejewelleryshesentbackbyoneoftheschoolchildren。Firstcameabracelet,thenalocketwithhisphotographinside,andlastly,acasethat,whensheopenedit,whichhercuriosityledhertodo,nearlyblindedherwithlight。
Itwasadiamondnecklace,andshehadneverseensuchdiamondsbefore,butfromtheirsizeandlustresheknewthateachstonemustbeworthhundredsofpounds。Beatriceputitinherpocketandcarriedituntilshemethim,whichshedidinthecourseofthatafternoon。
“Mr。Davies。”shesaidbeforehecouldspeak,andhandinghimthepackage,“thishasbeensenttomebymistake。Willyoukindlytakeitback?”
Hetookit,abashed。
“Mr。Davies。”shewenton,lookinghimfullintheeyes,“Ihopethattherewillbenomoresuchmistakes。PleaseunderstandthatIcannotacceptpresentsfromyou。”
“IfMr。Binghamhadsentit,youwouldhaveacceptedit。”hemutteredsulkily。
Beatriceturnedandflashedsuchalookonhimthathefellbackandlefther。Butitwastrue,andsheknewthatitwastrue。IfGeoffreyhadgivenherasixpencewithaholeinit,shewouldhavevalueditmorethanallthediamondsonearth。Oh!whatapositionwashers。Anditwaswrong,too。Shehadnorighttolovethehusbandofanotherwoman。Butrightorwrongthefactremained:shedidlovehim。
Andtheworstofitwasthat,asshewellknew,soonerorlaterallthisaboutMr。Daviesmustcometotheearsofherfather,andthenwhatwouldhappen?Onethingwascertain。Inhispresentpoverty-
strickenconditionhewouldmoveheavenandearthtobringabouthermarriagetothisrichman。Herfatherneverhadbeenveryscrupulouswheremoneywasconcerned,andthepinchofwantwasnotlikelytomakehimmoreso。
Nor,wemaybesure,didallthisescapethejealouseyeofElizabeth。
Thingslookedblackforher,butshedidnotintendtothrowupthecardsonthataccount。Onlyitwastimetoleadtrumps。Inotherwords,BeatricemustbefatallycompromisedintheeyesofOwenDavies,ifbyanymeansthiscouldbebroughtabout。Sofarthingshadgonewellforherschemes。BeatriceandGeoffreylovedeachother,ofthatElizabethwascertain。Buttheexistenceofthissecret,underhandaffectionwouldavailhernaughtunlessitcouldberipenedintoacts。Everybodyisfreetoindulgeinsecretpredilections,butifoncetheyaregivenwayto,ifonceawoman’scharacteriscompromised,thentheworldavailsitselfofitsopportunitiesanddestroysher。Whatman,thoughtElizabeth,wouldmarryacompromisedwoman?IfBeatricecouldbecompromised,OwenDavieswouldnottakehertowife——thereforethismustbebroughtabout。
Itsoundswickedandunnatural。“Impossiblethatsistershouldsotreatsister。”thereaderofthishistorymaysay,thinkingofherown,andofheraffectionateandrespectablesurroundings。Butitisnotimpossible。Ifyou,whodoubt,willstudythelawreports,andnoworseoccupationcanbewishedtoyou,youwillfindthatsuchthingsarepossible。Humannaturecanrisetostrangeheights,anditcanalsofalltodepthsbeyondyourfathoming。Becauseathingiswithoutparallelinyourownsmallexperienceitinnowayfollowsthatitcannotbe。
Elizabethwasaveryremorselessperson;shewasmore——shewasawomanactuatedbypassionandbygreed:thetwostrongestmotivesknowntothehumanheart。Butwithherrecklessnesssheunitedaconsiderabledegreeofintelligence,orratherofintellect。Hadshebeenasavageshemighthaveremovedhersisterfromherpathbyamoreexpeditiousway;beingwhatshewas,shemerelystrovetoeffectthesameendbyamethodnotpunishablebylaw,inshort,bymurderingherreputation。
Wouldsheberesponsibleifhersisterwentwrong,andwasthusutterlydiscreditedintheeyesofthismanwhowishedtomarryher,andwhomElizabethwishedtomarry?Ofcoursenot;thatwasBeatrice’saffair。Butshecouldgivehereverychanceoffallingintotemptation,andthisitwasherfixeddesigntodo。
Circumstancessoongaveheranopportunity。TheneedofmoneybecameverypressingattheVicarage。Theyhadliterallynolongerthewherewithaltolive。Thetithepayersabsolutelyrefusedtofulfiltheirobligations。Asithappened,Jones,themanwhohadmurderedtheauctioneer,wasneverbroughttotrial。Hediedshortlyafterhisarrestinafitof/deliriumtremens/andnervousprostrationbroughtonbythesuddencessationofasupplyofstimulants,andanexamplewaslost,that,hadhebeendulyhanged,mighthavebeenmadeoftheresultsofdefyingthelaw。Mr。Grangerwasnowtoopoortoinstituteanyfurtherproceedings,which,inthestateofpublicfeelinginWales,mightormightnotsucceed;hecouldonlysubmit,andsubmissionmeantbeggary。Indeedhewasalreadyabeggar。InthisstateofaffairshetookcounselwithElizabeth,pointingoutthattheymusteithergetmoneyorstarve。Nowtheonlypossiblewaytogetmoneywasbyborrowingit,andMr。Granger’ssuggestionwasthatheshouldapplytoOwenDavies,whohadplenty。Indeedhewouldhavedonesolongago,butthatthesquirehadthereputationofbeinganexceedinglyclose-fistedman。
ButthispropositiondidnotatallsuitElizabeth’sbook。HergreatobjecthadbeentoconcealMr。Davies’sdesiresasregardsBeatricefromherfather,andherdailydreadwasthathemightbecomeacquaintedwiththemfromsomeoutsidesource。SheknewverywellthatifherfatherwentuptotheCastletoborrowmoneyitwouldbelent,orrathergiven,freelyenough;butshealsoknewthatthelenderwouldalmostcertainlytaketheopportunity,theveryfavourableopportunity,tounfoldhiswishesasregardstheborrower’sdaughter。
Theonethingwouldnaturallyleadtotheother——thepromiseofherfather’ssupportofOwen’ssuitwouldbetheconsiderationforthemoneyreceived。Howgladlythatsupportwouldbegivenwasalsoobvioustoher,andwithherfatherpushingBeatriceontheonesideandOwenDaviespushingherontheother,howcouldElizabethbesurethatshewouldnotyield?Beatricewouldbetheverypersontobecarriedawaybyanideaofduty。Theirfatherwouldtellherthathehadgotthemoneyonthisundertaking,anditwasquitepossiblethatherpridemightbringhertofulfilabondthusgiven,howeverdistastefulthedeedmightbetoherpersonally。No,herfathermustatallhazardsbepreventedfromseekingassistancefromOwenDavies。
Andyetthemoneymustbehadfromsomewhere,ortheywouldberuined。
Ah,shehadit——GeoffreyBinghamshouldlendthemoney!Hecouldwellafforditnow,andsheshrewdlyguessedthathewouldnotgrudgethecoatoffhisbackifhethoughtthatbygivingithemightdirectlyorindirectlyhelpBeatrice。Herfathermustgouptotowntoseehim,shewouldhavenoletter-writing;oneneverknowshowalettermayberead。HemustseeMr。Bingham,andifpossiblebringhimdowntoBryngelly。InamomenteverydetailoftheplotbecamecleartoElizabeth’smind,andthenshespoke。
“YoumustnotgotoMr。Davies,father。”shesaid;“heisahardman,andwouldonlyrefuseandputyouinafalseposition;youmustgotoMr。Bingham。Listen:heisrichnow,andheisveryfondofyouandofBeatrice。Hewilllendyouahundredpoundsatonce。YoumustgotoLondonbytheearlytrainto-morrow,anddrivestraighttohischambersandseehim。Itwillcosttwopoundstogetthereandback,butthatcannotbehelped;itissaferthanwriting,andIamsurethatyouwillnotgofornothing。Andseehere,father,bringMr。
Binghambackwithyouforafewdaysifyoucan。Itwillbealittlereturnforhiskindness,andIknowthatheisnotwell。Beatricehadaletterfromhiminwhichhesaidthathewassooverworkedthathethoughthemusttakealittlerestsoon。BringhimbackforWhit-
Sunday。”
Mr。Grangerhesitated,demurred,andfinallyyielded。Theweak,querulousoldfarmerclergyman,wornoutwithmanydailycaresandquiteunsupportedbymentalresources,wasbutatoolinElizabeth’sablehands。Hedidnotindeedfeelanyhumiliationattheideaoftryingtoborrowthecash,forhisnaturewasnotfinelystrung,andmoneytroubleshadmadehimcalloustothevergeofunscrupulousness;
buthedidnotliketheideaofajourneytoLondon,wherehehadnotbeenformorethantwentyyears,andtheexpenditurethatitentailed。
StillheactedasElizabethbadehim,eventokeepingtheexpeditionsecretfromBeatrice。Beatrice,ashersisterexplainedtohim,wasproudasLucifer,andmightraiseobjectionsifsheknewthathewasgoingtoLondontoborrowmoneyofMr。Bingham。Thisindeedshewouldcertainlyhavedone。
Onthefollowingafternoon——itwastheFridaybeforeWhit-Sunday,andthelastdayoftheEastersittings——Geoffreysatinhischambers,intheworstpossiblespirits,thoroughlystaleandwornoutwithwork。
Therewasaconsultationgoingon,andhisclient,apig-headedNorfolkfarmer,whowasbentuponproceedingtotrialwithsomeextraordinaryactionfortrespassagainsthisownlandlord,waspresentwithhissolicitor。Geoffreyinafewshort,clearwordshadexplainedtheabsurdityofthewholething,andstronglyadvisedhimtosettle,fortheclienthadinsistedonseeinghim,refusingtobeputoffwithawrittenopinion。Butthefarmerwasnotsatisfied,andthesolicitorwasnowendeavouringtoletthepurelightoflawintothedarknessofhisinjuredsoul。
Geoffreythrewhimselfbackinhischair,pushedthedarkhairfromhisbrow,andpretendedtolisten。Butinaminutehismindwasfaraway。Heavens,howtiredhewas!Well,therewouldberestforafewdays——tillTuesday,whenhehadamatterthatmustbeattendedto——theHousehadrisenandsohadthecourts。Whatshouldhedowithhimself?
Honoriawishedtogoandstaywithherbrother,LordGarsington,and,forawonder,totakeEffiewithher。Hedidnotlikeit,buthesupposedthatheshouldhavetoconsent。Onethingwas,/he/wouldnotgo。HecouldnotendureGarsington,Dunstan,andalltheirset。ShouldherundowntoBryngelly?Thetemptationwasverygreat;thatwouldbehappinessindeed,buthiscommonsenseprevailedagainstit。No,itwasbetterthatheshouldnotgothere。HewouldleaveBryngellyalone。IfBeatricewishedhimtocomeshewouldhavesaidso,andshehadneverevenhintedatsuchathing,andifshehadhedidnotthinkthathewouldhavegone。Buthelackedthehearttogoanywhereelse。
Hewouldstopintown,rest,andreadanovel,forGeoffrey,whenhefoundtime,wasnotabovethisfrivolousoccupation。Possibly,undercertaincircumstances,hemightevenhavebeencapableofwritingone。
Atthatmomenthisclerkentered,andhandedhimaslipofpaperwithsomethingwrittenonit。Heopeneditidlyandread:
“Revd。Mr。Grangertoseeyou。Toldhimyouwereengaged,buthesaidhewouldwait。”
Geoffreystartedviolently,soviolentlythatboththesolicitorandtheobstinatefarmerlookedup。
“TellthegentlemanthatIwillseehiminaminute。”hesaidtotheretreatingclerk,andthen,addressingthefarmer,“Well,sir,IhavesaidallthatIhavetosay。Icannotadviseyoutocontinuethisaction。Indeed,ifyouwishtodoso,youmustreallydirectyoursolicitortoretainsomeothercounsel,asIwillnotbeapartytowhatcanonlymeanawasteofmoney。Goodafternoon。”andherose。
Thefarmerwasconvoyedoutgrumbling。InanothermomentMr。Grangerentered,dressedinasomewhatthreadbaresuitofblack,andhisthinwhitehairhanging,asusual,overhiseyes。Geoffreyglancedathimwithapprehension,andashedidsonoticedthathehadagedgreatlyduringthelastsevenmonths。HadhecometotellhimsomeillnewsofBeatrice——thatshewasill,ordead,orgoingtobemarried?
“Howdoyoudo,Mr。Granger?”hesaid,ashestretchedouthishand,andcontrollinghisvoiceaswellashecould。“Howareyou?Thisisamostunexpectedpleasure。”
“Howdoyoudo,Mr。Bingham?”answeredtheoldman,whileheseatedhimselfnervouslyinachair,placinghishatwithatremblinghanduponthefloorbesidehim。“Yes,thankyou,Iamprettywell,notverygrand——wornoutwithtroubleasthesparksflyupwards。”headded,withavagueautomaticrecollectionofthescripturalquotation。
“IhopethatMissElizabethandBe——thatyourdaughtersarewellalso。”saidGeoffrey,unabletorestrainhisanxiety。
“Yes,yes,thankyou,Mr。Bingham。Elizabethisn’tverygrandeither,complainsofapaininherchest,alittlebiliousperhaps——shealwaysisbiliousinthespring。”
“AndMissBeatrice?”
“Oh,Ithinkshe’swell——veryquiet,youknow,andalittlepale,perhaps;butsheisalwaysquiet——astrangewomanBeatrice,Mr。
Bingham,averystrangewoman,quitebeyondme!Idonotunderstandher,anddon’ttryto。Notlikeotherwomenatall,takesnopleasureinthingsseemingly;curious,withhergoodlooks——verycurious。ButnobodyunderstandsBeatrice。”
Geoffreybreathedasighofrelief。“Andhowaretithesbeingpaid,Mr。Granger?notverygrandly,Ifear。IsawthatscoundrelJonesdiedinprison。”
Mr。Grangerwokeupatonce。Beforehehadbeentalkingalmostatrandom;thesubjectofhisdaughtersdidnotgreatlyinteresthim。
Whatdidinteresthimwasthismoneyquestion。Norwasitverywonderful;thepoornarrow-mindedoldmanhadthoughtaboutmoneytillhecouldscarcelyfindroomforanythingelse,indeednothingelsereallytouchedhimclosely。Hebrokeintoalongstoryofhiswrongs,and,drawingapaperfromhisbreastpocket,withshakingfingerpointedouttoGeoffreyhowthathisclericalincomeforthelastsixmonthshadbeenattherateofonlyfortypoundsayear,uponwhichsumevenaWelshclergymancouldnotconsiderhimselfpassingrich。
Geoffreylistenedandsympathised;thencameapause。
“That’showwe’vebeengettingonatBryngelly,Mr。Bingham。”Mr。
Grangersaidpresently,“starving,prettywellstarving。It’sonlyyouwhohavebeenmakingmoney;we’vebeensittingonthesamedock-leafwhileyouhavebecomeagreatman。IfithadnotbeenforBeatrice’ssalary——she’sbehavedverywellaboutthesalary,hasBeatrice——IamsureIdon’tunderstandhowthepoorgirlclothesherselfonwhatshekeeps;Iknowthatshehadtogowithoutawarmcloakthiswinter,becauseshegotacoughfromit——weshouldhavebeenintheworkhouse,andthat’swhereweshallbeyet。”andherubbedthebackofhiswitheredhandacrosshiseyes。
Geoffreygasped。Beatricewithscarcelyenoughmeanstoclotheherself——Beatriceshiveringandbecomingillfromthewantofacloakwhile/he/livedinluxury!Itmadehimsicktothinkofit。Foramomenthecouldsaynothing。
“Ihavecomehere——I’vecome。”wentontheoldmaninabrokenvoice,brokennotsomuchbyshameathavingtomaketherequestasfromfearlestitshouldberefused,“toaskyouifyoucouldlendmealittlemoney。Idon’tknowwheretoturn,Idon’tindeed,orIwouldnotdoit,Mr。Bingham。Ihavespentmylastpoundtogethere。IfyoucouldlendmeahundredpoundsI’dgiveyounoteofhandforitandtrytopayitbacklittlebylittle;wemighttaketwentypoundsayearfromBeatrice’ssalary——“
“Don’t,please——donottalkofsuchathing!“ejaculatedthehorrifiedGeoffrey。“Wherethedevilismycheque-book?Oh,Iknow,IleftitinBoltonStreet。Here,thiswilldoaswell。”andhetookupadraftnotemadeouttohisorder,and,rapidlysigninghisnameonthebackofit,handedittoMr。Granger。ItwasinpaymentofthefeesinthegreatcaseofParsonsandDouseandsomeothermatters。Mr。Grangertookthedraft,and,holdingitclosetohiseyes,glancedattheamount;itwas£200。
“ButthisisdoublewhatIaskedfor。”hesaiddoubtfully。“AmItoreturnyou£100?”
“No,no。”answeredGeoffrey,“Idaresaythatyouhavesomedebtstopay。ThankHeaven,IcangetonverywellandearnmoremoneythanI
want。Notenoughclothing——itisshockingtothinkof!“headded,moretohimselfthantohislistener。
Theoldmanrose,hiseyesfulloftears。“Godblessyou。”hesaid,“Godblessyou。Idonotknowhowtothankyou——Idon’tindeed。”andhecaughtGeoffrey’shandbetweenhistremblingpalmsandpressedit。
“Pleasedonotsayanymore,Mr。Granger;itreallyisonlyamatterofmutualobligation。No,no,Idon’twantanynoteofhand。IfIweretodieitmightbeusedagainstyou。Youcanpaymewheneveritisconvenient。”
“Youaretoogood,Mr。Bingham。”saidtheoldclergyman。“Wherecouldanothermanbefoundwhowouldlendme£200withoutsecurity?”whereindeed!“Bytheway。”headded,“Iforgot;mymindisinsuchawhirl。WillyoucomebackwithmeforafewdaystoBryngelly?Weshallallbesopleasedifyoucan。Docome,Mr。Bingham;youlookasthoughyouwantachange,youdoindeed。”
Geoffreydroppedhishandheavilyonthedesk。ButhalfanhourbeforehehadmadeuphismindnottogotoBryngelly。Andnow——
ThevisionofBeatricerosebeforehiseyes。Beatricewhohadgonecoldallwinterandnevertoldhimonewordoftheirbitingpoverty——
thelongingforthesightofBeatricecameintohisheart,andlikeahurricanesweptthedefencesofhisreasontothelevelground。
Temptationoverwhelmedhim;henolongerstruggledagainstit。Hemustseeher,ifitwasonlytosaygood-bye。
“Thankyou。”hesaidquietly,liftinghisbowedhead。“Yes,Ihavenothingparticulartodoforthenextdayortwo。IthinkthatIwillcome。Whendoyougoback?”
“Well,Ithoughtoftakingthenightmail,butIfeelsotired。I
reallydon’tknow。IthinkIshallgobythenineo’clocktrainto-morrow。”
“Thatwillsuitmeverywell。”saidGeoffrey;“andnowwhatareyougoingtodoto-night?Youhadbettercomeanddineandsleepatmyhouse。Nodressclothes?Oh,nevermind;therearesomepeoplecomingbuttheywon’tcare;aclergymanisalwaysdressed。ComealongandI
willgetthatdraftcashed。Thebankisshut,butIcanmanageit。”
CHAPTERXX
BACKATBRYNGELLY
GeoffreyandMr。GrangerreachedBoltonStreetaboutsixo’clock。Thedrawing-roomwasstillfullofcallers。LadyHonoria’syoungmenmusteredingreatforceinthosedays。TheywereveryinoffensiveyoungmenandGeoffreyhadnoparticularobjectiontothem。Onlyhefounditdifficulttorememberalltheirnames。WhenGeoffreyenteredthedrawing-roomtherewerenofewerthanfiveofthem,tosaynothingoftwostrayladies,allsuperblydressedandsittingmetaphoricallyatHonoria’sveryprettyfeet。Otherwisetheircontributionstothegeneralstoreofamusementdidnotamounttomuch,forherladyshipdidmostofthetalking。
GeoffreyintroducedMr。Granger,whomHonoriacouldnotatfirstremember。Nordidshereceivetheannouncementthathewasgoingtodineandstaythenightwithanyparticularenthusiasm。TheyoungmenmeltedawayatGeoffrey’sadventlikemistsbeforearisingsun。Hegreetedthemcivillyenough,butwithhimtheyhadnothingincommon。
Totellthetruththeywerealittleafraidofhim。Thismanwithhisdarkhandsomefacesealedwiththestampofintellect,hispowerful-
lookingformilldressed,accordingtotheirstandardandhisgreatandgrowingreputation,wasapersonwithwhomtheyhadnosympathy,andwho,theyfelt,hadnosympathywiththem。Wetalkasthoughthereisoneheavenandonehellforallofus,butheremustbesomemistake。Animpassablegulfyawnsbetweenthedifferentclassesofmankind。WhathassuchamanasGeoffreytodowiththefeeblemaleandfemalebutterfliesofaLondondrawing-room?Thereisonlyonelinkbetweenthem:theyliveonthesameplanet。
Whenthefineyoungmenandthetwostrayladieshadmeltedaway,GeoffreytookMr。Grangeruptohisroom。ComingdownstairsagainhefoundLadyHonoriawaitingforhiminthestudy。
“Isthatindividualreallygoingtodineandsleephere?”sheasked。
“Certainly,Honoria,andhehasbroughtnodressclothes。”heanswered。
“Really,Geoffrey,itistoobadofyou。”saidtheladywithsomepardonableirritation。“Whydoyoubringpeopletodinnerinthispromiscuousway?Itwillquiteupsetthetable。JustfancyaskinganoldWelshclergymantodine,whohasnottheslightestpretensionstobeingagentleman,whenonehasthePrimeMinisterandaBishopcoming——andaclergymanwithoutdressclothestoo。Whathashecomefor?”
“Hecametoseemeonbusiness,andastothepeoplecomingtodinner,iftheydon’tlikeittheycangrumblewhentheygohome。Bytheway,Honoria,IamgoingdowntoWalesforadayortwoto-morrow。Iwantachange。”
“Indeed!GoingtoseethelovelyBeatrice,Isuppose。Youhadbetterbecareful,Geoffrey。Thatgirlwillgetyouintoamess,andifshedoesthereareplentyofpeoplewhoarereadytomakeanexampleofyou。Youhaveenemiesenough,Icantellyou。Iamnotjealous,itisnotinmyline,butyouaretoointimatewiththatgirl,andyouwillbesorryforitoneday。”
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