Andsothehappydaywouldpassandbed-timecome,andwithitunbiddendreams。
Geoffreythoughtnoillofallthis,asofcourseheoughttohavethought。Hewasnottheraveninglionoffiction——sorarely,ifever,tobemetwithinreallife——goingaboutseekingwhomhemightdevour。
HehadabsolutelynodesignsonBeatrice’saffections,anymorethanshehadonhis,andhehadforgottenthatfirstfellprescienceofeviltocome。Onceortwice,itistrue,qualmsofdoubtdidcrosshismindintheearlierdaysoftheirintimacy。Butheputthembyasabsurd。Hewasnobelieverinthetenderhelplessnessoffull-grownwomen,hisexperiencehavingbeenthattheyareamplycapable——and,forthemostpart,morethancapable——oflookingafterthemselves。ItseemedtohimathingridiculousthatsuchapersonasBeatrice,whowascompetenttoformopinionsandajudgmentuponalltheimportantquestionsoflife,shouldbetreatedasachild,andthatheshouldremovehimselffromBryngellylestheryoungaffectionsshouldbecomeentangled。Hefeltsurethattheywouldneverbeentrappedinanydirectionwhatsoeverwithoutherfullconsent。
Thenheceasedtothinkaboutthematteratall。Indeed,themereideaofsuchathinginvolvedasuppositionthatwouldonlyhavebeenacceptabletoaconceitedman——namely,thattherewasapossibilityofthisyounglady’sfallinginlovewithhim。Whatrighthadhetosupposeanythingofthesort?Itwasanimpertinence。Thattherewasanothersortofpossibility——namely,ofhisbecomingmoreattachedtoherthanwasaltogetherdesirable——did,however,occurtohimonceortwice。Butheshruggedhisshouldersandputitby。Afterall,itwashislookout,andhedidnotmuchcare。Itwoulddohernoharmattheworst。Butverysoonalltheseshadowyforebodingsofdawningtroublevanishedquite。Theywerelostinthebroad,sweetlightsoffriendship。By-and-by,whenfriendship’sdaywasdone,theymightariseagain,calledbyothernamesandwearingasternerface。
Itwasridiculous——ofcourseitwasridiculous;hewasnotgoingtofallinlovelikeaboyathistimeoflife;allhefeltwasgratitudeandinterest——allshefeltwasamusementinhissociety。Asfortheintimacy——feltratherthanexpressed——theintimacythatcouldalreadyalmostenabletheonetodivinetheother’sthought,thatcouldshapehermoodtohisandhistohers,thatcouldcausethesamethingofbeautytobeacommonjoy,anddiscoverunityofmindinopinionsthemostopposite——why,itwasonlynaturalbetweenpeoplewhohadtogetherpassedaperilterribletothinkof。Sotheytookthegoodsthegodsprovided,anddriftedsoftlyon——whithertheydidnotstoptoinquire。
Oneday,however,alittleincidenthappenedthatoughttohaveopenedtheeyesofboth。Theyhadarranged,orrathertherewasatacitunderstanding,thattheyshouldgoouttogetherintheafternoon。
GeoffreywastotakehisgunandBeatriceabook,butitchancedthat,justbeforedinner,asshewalkedbackfromthevillage,whereshehadgonetobuysomethreadtomendEffie’sclothes,BeatricecamefacetofacewithMr。Davies。ItwastheirfirstmeetingwithoutwitnessessincetheSundayofwhichtheeventshavebeendescribed,and,naturally,therefore,ratheranawkwardone。Owenstoppedshortsothatshecouldnotpasshimwithabow,andthenturnedandwalkedbesideher。Afteraremarkortwoabouttheweather,thespringsofconversationrandry。
“YourememberthatyouarecominguptotheCastlethisafternoon?”hesaid,atlength。
“TotheCastle!“sheanswered。“No,Ihaveheardnothingofit。”
“Didnotyoursistertellyoushemadeanengagementforherselfandyouaweekormoreago?Youaretobringthelittlegirl;shewantstoseetheviewfromthetopofthetower。”
ThenBeatriceremembered。Elizabethhadtoldher,andshehadthoughtitbesttoacceptthesituation。Thewholethinghadgoneoutofhermind。
“Oh,Ibegyourpardon!Idoremembernow,butIhavemadeanotherplan——howstupidofme!“
“Youhadforgotten。”hesaidinhisheavyvoice;“itiseasyforyoutoforgetwhatIhavebeenlookingforwardtoforawholeweek。Whatisyourplan——togooutwalkingwithMr。Bingham,Isuppose?”
“Yes。”answeredBeatrice,“togooutwithMr。Bingham。”
“Ah!yougooutwithMr。Binghameverydaynow。”
“AndwhatifIdo?”saidBeatricequickly;“surely,Mr。Davies,IhavearighttogooutwithwhomIlike?”
“Yes,ofcourse;buttheengagementtocometotheCastlewasmadefirst;areyounotgoingtokeepit?”
“OfcourseIamgoingtokeepit;IalwayskeepmyengagementswhenI
haveany。”
“Verywell,then;Ishallexpectyouatthreeo’clock。”
Beatricewentonhomeinacuriouslyirritatedconditionofmind。Shedidnot,naturally,wanttogototheCastle,andshedidwanttogooutwithGeoffrey。However,therewasnohelpforit。
WhenshecameintodinnershefoundthatGeoffreywasnotthere。Hehad,itseemed,gonetolunchwithDr。Chambers,whomhehadmetonthebeach。BeforehereturnedtheywereallthreestartingfortheCastle,BeatriceleavingamessagetothiseffectwithBetty。
Aboutaquarterofanhourafterwards,GeoffreycamebacktofetchhisgunandBeatrice,butBeatricewasgone,andallthathecouldextractfromBettywasthatshehadgonetoseeMr。Davies。
Hewasperfectlyfurious,thoughallthewhileheknewhowunreasonablewashisanger。Hehadbeenlookingforwardtotheexpedition,andthissuddenchangeofplanwastoomuchforhistemper。Offhestarted,however,topassathoroughlymiserableafternoon。HeseemedtomissBeatricemoreeachstepandgraduallytogrowmoreandmoreangryatwhathecalledher“rudeness。”OfcourseitneveroccurredtohimthatwhathewasreallyangryatwashergoingtoseeMr。Davies,orthat,intruth,hersocietyhadbecomesodelightfultohimthattobedeprivedofitevenforanafternoonwastobewretched。Totopeverything,heonlygotthreegoodshotsthatafternoon,andhemissedthemall,whichmadehimcrosserthanever。
AsforBeatrice,sheenjoyedherselfjustaslittleattheCastleasGeoffreydidonthebeach。OwenDaviestookthemthroughthegreatunusedroomsandshowedthemthepictures,butshehadseenthembefore,andthoughsomeofthemwereveryfine,didnotcaretolookatthemagain——atanyrate,notthatafternoon。ButElizabethgazedatthemwitheagereyesandmentallyappraisedtheirvalue,wonderingiftheywouldeverbehers。
“Whatisthispicture?”sheasked,pointingtoabeautifulportraitofaDutchBurgomasterbyRembrandt。
“That。”answeredDaviesheavily,forheknewnothingofpaintingandcaredless,“thatisaVelasquez,valuedforprobateat£3,000——no。”
referringtothecatalogueandreading,“Ibegyourpardon,thenextistheVelasquez;thatisaRembrandtinthemaster’sbeststyle,showingallhiswonderfulmasteryoverlightandshade。Itwasvaluedforprobateat£4,000guineas。”
“Fourthousandguineas!“saidElizabeth,“fancyhavingathingworthfourthousandguineashangingonawall!“
Andsotheywenton,ElizabethaskingquestionsandOwenansweringthembythehelpofthecatalogue,till,toBeatrice’srelief,theycameatlengthtotheendofthepictures。Thentheytooksometeainthelittlesittingroomofthemasterofallthismagnificence。Owen,tohergreatannoyance,satoppositetoBeatrice,staringatherwithallhiseyeswhileshedrankhertea,withEffiesittinginherlap,andElizabeth,observingit,bitherlipinjealousy。Shehadthoughtitwelltobringhersisterhere;itwouldnotdotoletMr。DaviesthinkshewaskeepingBeatriceoutofhisway,buthismuteidolworshipwastryingtoherfeelings。Afterteatheywenttothetopofthetower,andEffierejoicedexceedinglyintheview,whichwasverybeautiful。HereOwengotawordwithElizabeth。
“Yoursisterseemstobeputoutaboutsomething。”hesaid。
“Idaresay。”sheansweredcarelessly;“Beatricehasanuncertaintemper。IthinkshewantedtogooutshootingwithMr。Binghamthisafternoon。”
HadOwenbeenalessreligiouspersonhemighthavesworn;asitwas,heonlysaid,“Mr。Bingham——itisalwaysMr。Binghamfrommorningtonight!Whenishegoingaway?”
“Inanotherweek,Ibelieve。Beatricewillbesorry,Ithink;shemakesagreatcompanionofhim。AndnowIthinkthatwemustbegettinghome。”andshewent,leavingthispoisonedshafttorankleinhisbreast。
AftertheyhadreturnedtothevicarageandBeatricehadheardEffieherprayersandtuckedherupinhersmallwhitebed,shewentdowntothegatetobequietforalittlewhilebeforesupper。Geoffreyhadnotyetcomein。
Itwasalovelyautumnevening;theseaseemedtosleep,andthelittleclouds,fromwhichthesunsetfireshadpaled,laylikewreathsofsmokeupontheinfinitebluesky。WhyhadnotMr。Binghamcomeback,shewondered;hewouldscarcelyhavetimetodress。Supposingthatanaccidenthadhappenedtohim。Nonsense!whataccidentcouldhappen?Hewassobigandstrongheseemedtodefyaccidents;andyethaditnotbeenforhertherewouldbelittleenoughleftofhisstrengthto-day。Ah!shewasgladthatshehadlivedtobeabletosavehimfromdeath。Therehecame,loominglikeagiantintheeveningmist。
Therewasasmallhand-gatebesidethelargeoneonwhichsheleant。
Geoffreystalkedstraightuptoitasthoughhedidnotseeher;hesawherwellenough,buthewascrosswithher。
Sheallowedhimtopassthroughthegate,whichheshutslowly,perhapstogiveheranopportunityofspeaking,ifshewishedtodoso;thenthinkingthathedidnotseehershespokeinhersoft,musicalvoice。
“Didyouhavegoodsport,Mr。Bingham?”
“No。”heansweredshortly;“Isawverylittle,andImissedallI
saw。”
“Iamsosorry,exceptforthebirds。Ihatethebirdstobekilled。
Didyounotseemeinthiswhitedress?Isawyoufiftyyardsaway。”
“Yes,MissGranger。”heanswered,“Isawyou。”
“Andyouweregoingbywithoutspeakingtome;itwasveryrudeofyou——whatisthematter?”
“NotsorudeasitwasofyoutoarrangetowalkoutwithmeandthentogoandseeMr。Daviesinstead。”
“Icouldnothelpit,Mr。Bingham;itwasanoldengagement,whichI
hadforgotten。”
“Quiteso,ladiesgenerallyhaveanexcusefordoingwhattheywanttodo。”
“Itisnotanexcuse,Mr。Bingham。”Beatriceanswered,withdignity;
“thereisnoneedformetomakeexcusestoyouaboutmymovements。”
“Ofcoursenot,MissGranger;butitwouldbemorepolitetotellmewhenyouchangeyourmind——nexttime,youknow。However,IhavenodoubtthattheCastlehasattractionsforyou。”
Sheflashedonelookathimandturnedtogo,andasshedidsohisheartrelented;hegrewashamed。
“MissGranger,don’tgo;forgiveme。Idonotknowwhathasbecomeofmymanners,IspokeasIshouldnot。Thefactis,Iwasputoutatyournotcoming。Totellyouthehonesttruth,Imissedyoudreadfully。”
“Youmissedme。Thatisveryniceofyou;onelikestobemissed。But,ifyoumissedmeforoneafternoon,howwillyougetonaweekhencewhenyougoawayandmissmealtogether?”
Beatricespokeinabanteringtone,andlaughedasshespoke,butthelaughendedinsomethinglikeasigh。Helookedatherforamoment,lookedtillshedroppedhereyes。
“Heavenonlyknows!“heansweredsadly。
“Letusgoin。”saidBeatrice,inaconstrainedvoice;“howchilltheairhasturned。”
CHAPTERXV
ONLYGOOD-NIGHT
Fivemoredayspassed,alltooquickly,andoncemoreMondaycameround。Itwasthe22ndofOctober,andtheMichaelmasSittingsbeganonthe24th。Onthemorrow,Tuesday,GeoffreywastoreturntoLondon,theretomeetLadyHonoriaandgettoworkatChambers。Thatverymorning,indeed,abrief,thebiggesthehadyetreceived——itwasmarkedthirtyguineas——hadbeenforwardedtohimfromhischambers,withanotefromhisclerktotheeffectthatthecasewasexpectedtobeinthespecialjurylistonthefirstdayofthesittings,andthattheclerkhadmadeanappointmentforhimwiththesolicitorsfor5。15
ontheTuesday。Thebriefwassenttohimbyhisuncle’sfirm,andmarked,“WithyoutheAttorney-General,andMr。Candleton,Q。C……”thewell-knownleaderoftheProbateandDivorceCourtBar。NeverbeforehadGeoffreyfoundhimselfinsuchhonourablecompany,thatisonthebackofabrief,andnotalittlewasheelatedthereby。
Butwhenhecametolookintothecasehisjoyabatedsomewhat,foritwasoneofthemostperplexingthathehadeverknown。Thewillcontested,whichwasthatofaYorkshiremoney-lender,disposedofpropertytothevalueofover£80,000,andwaspropoundedbyanieceofthetestatorwho,whenhedied,ifnotactuallyweakinhismind,wasinhisdotage,andsuperstitioustothevergeofinsanity。Theniecetowhomallthepropertywasleft——totheexclusionofthesonanddaughterofthedeceased,bothmarried,andlivingawayfromhome——stayedwiththetestatorandlookedafterhim。Shortlybeforehisdeath,however,heandthisniecehadviolentlyquarrelledonaccountofanintimacywhichthelatterhadformedwithamarriedmanofbadrepute,whowasadischargedlawyer’sclerk。Soserioushadbeenthequarrelthatonlythreedaysbeforehisdeaththetestatorhadsentforalawyerandformally,bymeansofacodicil,deprivedthenieceofasumof£2,000whichhehadlefther,alltherestofhispropertybeingdividedbetweenhissonanddaughter。Threedaysafterwards,however,hedulyexecutedafreshwill,inthepresenceoftwoservants,bywhichheleftallhispropertytotheniece,totheentireexclusionofhisownchildren。Thiswill,thoughveryshort,wasinproperformandwaswrittenbynobodyknewwhom。Theservantsstatedthatthetestatorbeforesigningitwasperfectlyacquaintedwithitscontents,fortheniecehadmadehimrepeatthemintheirpresence。Theyalsodeclared,however,thatheseemedinaterriblefright,andsaidtwice,“It’sbehindme;it’sbehindme!“
Withinanhourofthesigningofthewillthetestatorwasfounddead,apparentlyfromtheeffectsoffear,buttheniecewasnotintheroomatthetimeofdeath。Theonlyotherremarkablecircumstanceinthecasewasthatthedisreputableloveroftheniecehadbeenseenhangingaboutthehouseatdusk,thetestatorhavingdiedatteno’clockatnight。Therewasalsoafurtherfact。Theson,onreceivingamessagefromtheniecethathisfatherwasseriouslyworse,hadhurriedwithextraordinaryspeedtothehouse,passingsomeoneorsomething——hecouldnottellwhat——thatseemedtoberunning,apparentlyfromthewindowofthesickman’sroom,whichwasonthegroundfloor,andbeneathwhichfootmarkswereafterwardsfound。Ofthesefootmarkstwocastshadbeentaken,ofwhichphotographswereforwardedwiththebrief。Theyhadbeenmadebynakedfeetofsmallsize,andineachcasethelittlejointofthethirdtoeoftherightfootseemedtobemissing。Butallattemptstofindthefeetthatmadethemhadhithertofailed。Thewillwascontestedbythenextofkin,forwhomGeoffreywasoneofthecounsel,upontheusualgroundsofundueinfluenceandfraud;butasitseemedatpresentwithsmallprospectofsuccess,for,thoughthecircumstancesweresuperstitiousenough,therewasnottheslightestevidenceofeither。Thiscuriouscase,ofwhichtheoutlinesareherewritten,isbrieflysetout,becauseitprovedtobethefoundationofGeoffrey’senormouspracticeandreputationattheBar。
Hereadthebriefthroughtwice,thoughtitoverwell,andcouldmakelittleofit。Itwasperfectlyobvioustohimthattherehadbeenfoulplaysomewhere,buthefoundhimselfquiteunabletoformaworkablehypothesis。Wasthepersonwhohadbeenseenrunningawayconcernedinthematter?——ifitwasaperson。Ifso,washetheauthorofthefootprints?Ofcoursetheex-lawyer’sclerkhadsomethingtodowithit,butwhat?InvaindidGeoffreycudgelhisbrains;everyideathatoccurredtohimbrokedownsomewhereorother。
“Weshalllosethis。”hesaidaloudindespair;“suspiciouscircumstancesarenotenoughtoupsetawill。”andthen,addressingBeatrice,whowassittingatthetable,working:
“Here,MissGranger,youhaveasmatteringoflaw,seeifyoucanmakeanythingofthis。”andhepushedtheheavybrieftowardsher。
Beatricetookitwithalaugh,andforthenextthree-quartersofanhourherfairbrowwaspuckeredupinawayquainttosee。Atlastshefinishedandshutthebriefup。“Letmelookatthephotographs。”shesaid。
Geoffreyhandedthemtoher。Sheverycarefullyexaminedfirstoneandthentheother,andasshedidsoalightofintelligencebrokeoutuponherface。
“Well,Portia,haveyougotit?”heasked。
“Ihavegotsomething。”sheanswered。“Idonotknowifitisright。
Don’tyousee,theoldmanwassuperstitious;theyfrightenedhimfirstofallbyaghostlyvoiceorsomesuchthingintosigningthewill,andthentodeathafterhehadsignedit。Thelawyer’sclerkpreparedthewill——hewouldknowhowtodoit。Thenhewassmuggledintotheroomunderthebed,orsomewhere,dressedupasaghostperhaps。Thesendingforthesonbytheniecewasablind。Thethingthatwasseenrunningawaywasaboy——thosefootprintsweremadebyaboy。IhaveseensomanythousandsonthesandsherethatIcouldsweartoit。Hewasattractedtothehousefromtheroad,whichwasquitenear,bycatchingsightofsomethingunusualthroughtheblind;
thebriefsaystherewerenocurtainsorshutters。Nowlookatthephotographsofthefootprints。SeeinNo。1,foundoutsidethewindow,thetoesarepresseddowndeeplyintothemud。Theownerofthefeetwasstandingontip-toetogetabetterview。ButinNo。2,whichwasfoundnearwherethesonthoughthesawapersonrunning,thetoesarespreadoutquitewide。Thatisthefootprintofsomeonewhowasinagreathurry。Nowitisnotprobablethataboyhadanythingtodowiththetestator’sdeath。Why,then,wastheboyrunningsohard?Iwilltellyou:becausehewasfrightenedatsomethinghehadseenthroughtheblind。Sofrightenedwashe,thathewillnotcomeforward,oranswertheadvertisementsandinquiries。Findaboyinthattownwhohasajointmissingonthethirdtoeoftherightfoot,andyouwillsoonknowallaboutit。”
“ByJove。”saidGeoffrey,“whatacriminallawyeryouwouldmake!I
believethatyouhavegotit。Buthowarewetofindthisboywiththemissingtoe-joint?Everypossibleinquiryhasalreadybeenmadeandfailed。Nobodyhasseensuchaboy,whosedeficiencywouldprobablybeknownbyhisparents,orschoolfellows。”
“Yes。”saidBeatrice,“ithasfailedbecausetheboyhastakentowearingshoes,whichindeedhewouldalwayshavetodoatschool。Hisparents,ifhehasany,wouldperhapsnotspeakofhisdisfigurement,andnooneelsemightknowofit,especiallyifhewereanew-comerintheneighbourhood。Itisquitepossiblethathetookoffhisbootsinordertocreepuptothewindow。AndnowIwilltellyouhowIshouldsettoworktofindhim。Ishouldhaveeverybathing-placeintheriverrunningthroughthetown——thereisariver——carefullywatchedbydetectives。Inthisweather“theautumnwasanunusuallywarmone
“boysofthatclassoftenpaddleandsometimesbathe。Iftheywatchcloseenough,theywillprobablyfindaboywithamissingtoejointamongthenumber。”
“Whatagoodidea。”saidGeoffrey。“Iwilltelegraphtothelawyersatonce。Icertainlybelievethatyouhavegottheclue。”
AndasitturnedoutafterwardsBeatricehadgotit;hersuppositionswererightinalmosteveryparticular。Theboy,whoprovedtobethesonofapedlarwhohadrecentlycomeintothetown,wasfoundwading,andbyaclevertrick,whichneednotbedetailed,frightenedintotellingthetruth,ashehadpreviouslyfrightenedhimselfintoholdinghistongue。Hehadeven,asBeatriceconjectured,takenoffhisbootstocreepuptothewindow,andasheranawayinhisfright,haddroppedthemintoaditchfullofwater。Theretheywerefound,andwentfartoconvincethejuryofthetruthofhisstory。ThusitwasthatBeatrice’squickwitlaidthefoundationsofGeoffrey’sgreatsuccess。
ThisparticularMondaywasafielddayattheVicarage。Joneshadprovedobdurate;nopoweronearthcouldinducehimtopaythe£34
11s。4d。dueonaccountoftithe。ThereforeMr。Granger,fortifiedbyajudgmentdulyobtained,hadannouncedhisintentionofdistraininguponJones’shayandcattle。Joneshadrepliedwithinsolentdefiance。
Ifanybailiff,orauctioneer,orsuchpeoplecametosellhishayhewouldkillhim,orthem。
SosaidJones,andsummonedhissupporters,manyofwhomowedtithe,andnoneofwhomwishedtopayit,todobattleinhiscause。Forhispart,Mr。Grangerretainedanauctioneerofundoubtedcouragewhowastoarriveonthisveryafternoon,supportedbysixpolicemen,andcarryoutthesale。Beatricefeltnervousaboutthewholething,butElizabethwasverydetermined,andtheoldclergymanwasnowbombasticandnowdespondent。Theauctioneerarriveddulybytheoneo’clocktrain。Hewasatallable-bodiedman,notunlikeGeoffreyinappearance,indeedattwentyyardsdistanceitwouldhavebeendifficulttotellthemapart。Thesalewasfixedforhalf-pasttwo,andMr。Johnson——thatwastheauctioneer’sname——wenttotheinntogethisdinnerbeforeproceedingtobusiness。Hewasinformedofthehostiledemonstrationwhichawaitedhim,andthatanEnglishmemberofParliamenthadbeensentdownespeciallytoheadthemob,butbeingamanofmettlepooh-poohedthewholeaffair。
“Allbark,sir。”hesaidtoGeoffrey,“allbarkandnobite;I’mnotafraidofthesepeople。Why,iftheywon’tbidforthestuff,Iwillbuyitinmyself。”
“Allright。”saidGeoffrey,“butIadviseyoutolookout。Ifancythattheoldmanisaroughcustomer。”
ThenGeoffreywentbacktohisdinner。
Astheysatatthemeal,throughagapinthefirtreestheysawthatthegreatmajorityofthepopulationofBryngellywasstreaminguptowardsthesceneofthesale,sometoagitate,andsometoseethefun。
“Itisprettywelltimetobeoff。”saidGeoffrey。“Areyoucoming,Mr。Granger?”
“Well。”answeredtheoldgentleman,“Iwishedtodoso,butElizabeththinksthatIhadbetterkeepaway。Andafterall,youknow。”headdedairily,“perhapsitisaswellforaclergymannottomixhimselfuptoomuchinthesetemporalmatters。No,Iwanttogoandseeaboutsomepigsattheotherendoftheparish,andIthinkthatIshalltakethisopportunity。”
“Youarenotgoing,Mr。Bingham,areyou?”askedBeatriceinavoicewhichbetrayedheranxiety。
“Oh,yes。”heanswered,“ofcourseIam。Iwouldnotmissthechanceforworlds。Why,BeechamBonesisgoingtobethere,thememberofParliamentwhohasjustdonehisfourmonthsforincitingtooutrage。
Weareoldfriends;Iwasatschoolwithhim。Poorfellow,hewasmadeveninthosedays,andIwanttochaffhim。”
“Ithinkthatyouhadfarbetternotgo,Mr。Bingham。”saidBeatrice;
“theyareaveryroughset。”
“Everybodyisnotsocowardlyasyouare。”putinElizabeth。“Iamgoingatanyrate。”
“That’sright,MissElizabeth。”saidGeoffrey;“wewillprotecteachotherfromtherevolutionaryfuryofthemob。Come,itistimetostart。”
Andsotheywent,leavingBeatriceapreytomelancholyforebodings。
Shewaitedinthehouseforthebestpartofanhour,makingpretencetoplaywithEffie。Thenheranxietygotthebetterofher;sheputonherhatandstarted,leavingEffieinchargeoftheservantBetty。
BeatricewalkedquicklyalongtheclifftillshecameinsightofJones’sfarm。Fromwhereshestoodshecouldmakeoutagreatcrowdofmen,andeven,whenthewindturnedtowardsher,catchthenoiseofshouting。Presentlysheheardasoundlikethereportofagun,sawthecrowdbreakupinviolentconfusion,andthenclustertogetheragaininadensemass。
“Whatcoulditmean?”Beatricewondered。
Asthethoughtcrossedhermind,sheperceivedtwomenrunningtowardsherwithalltheirspeed,followedbyawoman。ThreeminutesmoreandshesawthatthewomanwasElizabeth。
Themenwerepassinghernow。
“Whatisit?”shecried。
“/Murder!/“theyansweredwithonevoice,andspedontowardsBryngelly。
AnothermomentandElizabethwasathand,horrorwrittenonherpaleface。
Beatriceclutchedather。“/Who/isit?”shecried。
“Mr。Bingham。”gaspedhersister。“Goandhelp;he’sshotdead!“Andshetoowasgone。
Beatrice’skneesloosened,hertongueclavetotheroofofhermouth;
thesolidearthspunroundandround。“Geoffreykilled!Geoffreykilled!“shecriedinherheart;butthoughherearsseemedtohearthesoundofthem,nowordscamefromherlips。“Oh,whatshouldshedo?Whereshouldshehideherselfinhergrief?”
Afewyardsfromthepathgrewastuntedtreewithalargeflatstoneatitsroot。ThitherBeatricestaggeredandsankuponthestone,whilestillthesolidearthspunroundandround。
Presentlyhermindclearedalittle,andakeenerpangofpainshotthroughhersoul。Shehadbeenstunnedatfirst,nowshefelt。
“Perhapsitwasnottrue;perhapsElizabethhadbeenmistakenorhadonlysaidittotormenther。”Sherose。Sheflungherselfuponherknees,therebythestone,andprayed,thisfirsttimeformanyyears——sheprayedwithallhersoul。“Oh,God,ifThouart,sparehimhislifeandmethisagony。”Inherdreadfulpangsofgriefherfaithwasthusre-born,and,asallhumanbeingsmustintheirhourofmortalagony,BeatricerealisedherdependenceontheUnseen。Sherose,andweakwithemotionsankbackontothestone。Thepeoplewerestreamingpasthernow,talkingexcitedly。Somebodycameuptoherandstoodoverher。
Oh,Heaven,itwasGeoffrey!
“Isityou?”shegasped。“Elizabethsaidthatyouweremurdered。”
“No,no。ItwasnotI;itisthatpoorfellowJohnson,theauctioneer。
Jonesshothim。Iwasstandingnexthim。IsupposeyoursisterthoughtthatIfell。Hewasnotunlikeme,poorfellow。”
Beatricelookedathim,wentred,wentwhite,thenburstintoafloodoftears。
Astrangepangseizeduponhisheart。Itthrilledthroughhim,shakinghimtothecore。Whywasthiswomansodeeplymoved?Coulditbe——?
Nonsense;hestifledthethoughtbeforeitwasborn。
“Don’tcry。”Geoffreysaid,“thepeoplewillseeyou,Beatrice“forthefirsttimehecalledherbyherchristianname;“praydonotcry。
Itdistressesme。Youareupset,andnowonder。ThatfellowBeechamBonesoughttobehanged,andItoldhimso。Itishiswork,thoughhenevermeantittogosofar。He’sfrightenedenoughnow,Icantellyou。”
Beatricecontrolledherselfwithaneffort。
“Whathappened。”hesaid,“Iwilltellyouaswewalkalong。No,don’tgouptothefarm。Heisnotapleasantsight,poorfellow。WhenIgotupthere,BeechamBoneswasspoutingawaytothemob——hislonghairflyingabouthisback——excitingthemtoresistlawsmadebybrutalthievinglandlords,andallthatkindofgibberish;tellingthemthattheywouldbesupportedbyagreatpartyinParliament,&c。,&c。Thepeople,however,tookitallgood-naturedlyenough。Theyhadabeautifuleffigyofyourfatherswingingonapole,withaplacardonhisbreast,onwhichwaswritten,’Therobberofthewidowandtheorphan,’andtheyweresingingWelshsongs。OnlyIsawJones,whowasmorethanhalfdrunk,cursingandswearinginWelshandEnglish。Whentheauctioneerbegantosell,JoneswentintothehouseandBoneswentwithhim。Afterenoughhadbeensoldtopaythedebt,andwhilethemobwasstilllaughingandshouting,suddenlythebackdoorofthehouseopenedandoutrushedJones,nowquitedrunk,aguninhishandandBoneshangingontohiscoat-tails。Iwastalkingtotheauctioneeratthemoment,andmybeliefisthatthebrutethoughtthatIwasJohnson。Atanyrate,beforeanythingcouldbedoneheliftedthegunandfired,atme,asIthink。Thecharge,however,passedmyheadandhitpoorJohnsonfullintheface,killinghimdead。Thatisallthestory。”
“Andquiteenough,too。”saidBeatricewithashudder。“Whattimeswelivein!Ifeelquitesick。”
Supperthatnightwasaverymelancholyaffair。OldMr。Grangerwasaltogetherthrownoffhisbalance;andevenElizabeth’sironnerveswereshaken。
“Itcouldnotbeworse,itcouldnotbeworse。”moanedtheoldman,risingfromthetableandwalkingupanddowntheroom。
“Nonsense,father。”saidElizabeththepractical。“Hemighthavebeenshotbeforehehadsoldthehay,andthenyouwouldnothavegotyourtithe。”
Geoffreycouldnothelpsmilingatthiswayoflookingatthings,fromwhich,however,Mr。Grangerseemedtodrawalittlecomfort。Fromconstantlythinkingaboutit,andthedailypressureofnecessity,moneyhadcometobemoretotheoldmanthananythingelseintheworld。
HardlywasthemealdonewhenthreereportersarrivedandtookdownGeoffrey’sstatementofwhathadoccurred,forpublicationinvariouspapers,whileBeatricewentawaytoseeaboutpackingEffie’sthings。
TheyweretostartbyatrainleavingforLondonathalf-pasteightonthefollowingmorning。WhenBeatricecamebackitwashalf-pastten,andinhisirritationofmindMr。Grangerinsisteduponeverybodygoingtobed。ElizabethshookhandswithGeoffrey,congratulatinghimonhisescapeasshedidso,andwentatonce;butBeatricelingeredalittle。Atlastshecameforwardandheldoutherhand。
“Good-night,Mr。Bingham。”shesaid。
“Good-night。Ihopethatthisisnotgood-byealso。”headdedwithsomeanxiety。
“Ofcoursenot。”brokeinMr。Granger。“Beatricewillgoandseeyouoff。Ican’t;Ihavetogoandmeetthecoronerabouttheinquest,andElizabethisalwaysbusyinthehouse。Luckilytheywon’twantyou;
thereweresomanywitnesses。”
“Thenitisonlygood-night。”saidBeatrice。
Shewenttoherroom。Elizabeth,whosharedit,wasalreadyasleep,orpretendingtobeasleep。ThenBeatriceundressedandgotintobed,butrestshecouldnot。Itwas“onlygood-night。”alastgood-night。Hewasgoingaway——backtohiswife,backtothegreatrushingworld,andtothelifeinwhichshehadnoshare。Verysoonhewouldforgether。
Otherinterestswouldarise,otherwomenwouldbecomehisfriends,andhewouldforgettheWelshgirlwhohadattractedhimforawhile,orrememberheronlyasthecompanionofaroughadventure。Whatdiditmean?Whywasherheartsosore?Whyhadshefeltasthoughsheshoulddiewhentheytoldherthathewasdead?
Thentheanswerroseinherbreast。Shelovedhim;itwasuselesstodenythetruth——shelovedhimbody,andheartandsoul,withallhermindandallherstrength。Shewashis,andhisalone——to-day,to-morrow,andforever。Hemightgofromhersight,shemightnever,neverseehimmore,butlovehimshealwaysmust。Andhewasmarried!
Well,itwashermisfortune;itcouldnotaffectthesolemntruth。
Whatshouldshedonow,howshouldsheendureherlifewhenhereyesnolongersawhiseyes,andherearsneverheardhisvoice?Shesawthefuturestretchitselfbeforeherasavision。Shesawherselfforgottenbythismanwhomsheloved,orfromtimetotimerememberedonlywithafaintregret。Shesawherselfgrowingslowlyold,herbeautyfadingyearlyfromherfaceandform,companionedonlybythelovethatgrowsnotold。Oh,itwasbitter,bitter!andyetshewouldnothaveitotherwise。Eveninherpainshefeltitbettertohavefoundthisdeepandruinousjoy,tohavewrestledwiththeAngelandbeenworsted,thannevertohavelookeduponhisface。Ifshecouldonlyknowthatwhatshegavewasgivenbackagain,thathelovedherasshelovedhim,shewouldbecontent。Shewasinnocent,shehadnevertriedtodrawhimtoher;shehadusednotouchorlook,nowoman’sartsorluressuchasherbeautyplacedathercommand。Therehadbeennowordspoken,scarcelyameaningglancehadpassedbetweenthem,nothingbutfrankandfreecompanionshipasofmanwithman。Sheknewhedidnotlovehiswifeandthathiswifedidnotlovehim——thisshecould/see/。Butshehadnevertriedtowinhimfromher,andthoughshesinnedinthought,thoughherheartwasguilty——oh,herhandswereclean!
Herrestlessnessovercameher。Shecouldnolongerlieinbed。
Elizabeth,watchingthroughherveilofsleep,sawBeatricerise,putonawrapper,and,goingtothewindow,throwitwide。Atfirstshethoughtofinterfering,forElizabethwasaprudentpersonanddidnotlikedraughts;buthersister’smovementsexcitedhercuriosity,andsherefrained。Beatricesatdownonthefootofherbed,andleaningherarmuponthewindow-silllookedoutuponthelovelyquietnight。
Howdarkthepinetreesmassedagainstthesky;howsoftwasthewhisperofthesea,andhowvasttheheaventhroughwhichthestarssailedon。
Whatwasit,then,thisloveofhers?Wasitmereearthlypassion?No,itwasmore。Itwassomethinggrander,purer,deeper,andquiteundying。Whencecameit,then?Ifshewas,asshehadthought,onlyachildofearth,whencecamethisdeepdesirewhichwasnotoftheearth?Hadshebeenwrong,hadsheasoul——somethingthatcouldlovewiththebodyandthroughthebodyandbeyondthebody——somethingofwhichthebodywithitsyearningswasbuttheenvelope,thehandorinstrument?Oh,nowitseemedtoBeatricethatthiswasso,andthatcalledintobeingbyherlovesheandhersoulstoodfacetofaceacknowledgingtheirunity。Onceshehadheldthatitwasphantasy:
thatsuchspiritualhopeswerebutexhalationsfromaheartunsatisfied;thatwhenloveescapesusontheearth,inourdespair,weswearitisimmortal,andthatweshallfinditintheheavens。NowBeatricebelievedthisnomore。Lovehadkissedherontheeyes,andathiskisshersleepingspiritwasawakened,andshesawavisionofthetruth。
Yes,shelovedhim,andmustalwayslovehim!Butshecouldneverknowonearththathewashers,andifshehadaspirittobefreedaftersomefewyears,wouldnothisspirithaveforgottenhersinthatfarhereafteroftheirmeeting?
Shedroppedherbrowuponherarmandsoftlysobbed。Whatwasthereleftforhertodoexcepttosob——tillherheartbroke?
Elizabeth,lyingwithwide-openears,heardthesobs。Elizabeth,peeringthroughthemoonlight,sawhersister’sformtrembleintheconvulsionofhersorrow,andsmiledasmileofmalice。
“Thethingisdone。”shethought;“shecriesbecausethemanisgoing。
Don’tcry,Beatrice,don’tcry!Wewillgetyourplaythingbackforyou。Oh,withsuchabaititwillbeeasy。Heisassweetonyouasyouonhim。”
Therewassomethingevil,somethingalmostdevilish,inthissceneoftheonewatchingwomanholdingacluetoandenjoyingthesecrettorturesoftheother,plottingthewhiletoturnthemtoherinnocentrival’sdestructionandherownadvantage。Elizabeth’sjealousywasindeedbitterasthegrave。
SuddenlyBeatriceceasedsobbing。Sheliftedherhead,andbyasuddenimpulsethrewoutthepassionofherheartwithallherconcentratedstrengthofmindtowardsthemansheloved,murmuringasshedidsosomepassionate,despairingwordswhichsheknew。
AtthismomentGeoffrey,sleepingsoundly,dreamedthathesawBeatriceseatedbyherwindowandlookingathimwitheyeswhichnoearthlyobstaclecouldblind。Shewasspeaking;herlipsmoved,butthoughhecouldhearnovoicethewordsshespokefloatedintohismind——
“BeagodandholdmeWithacharm!
BeamanandfoldmeWiththinearm。
Teachme,onlyteach,Love!
AsIoughtIwillspeakthyspeech,Love,Thinkthythought——
Meet,ifthourequireit,Bothdemands,LayingfleshandspiritInthyhands。
Thatshallbeto-morrowNotto-night:
ImustburysorrowOutofsight。
Mustalittleweep,Love,Foolishme!
Andsofallasleep,Love,Lovedbythee。”
Geoffreyheardtheminhisheart。Thentheyweregone,thevisionofBeatricewasgone,andsuddenlyheawoke。
Oh,whatwasthisfloodofinarticulate,passion-ladenthoughtthatbeatuponhisbraintellingofBeatrice?Waveafterwaveitcame,utterlyoverwhelminghim,liketheheavybreathofflowersstirredbyanightwind——likeamessagefromanotherworld。Itwasreal;itwasnodream,nofancy;shewaspresentwithhimthoughshewasnotthere;
herthoughtmingledwithhisthought,herbeingbeatuponhisown。Hisheartthrobbed,hislimbstrembled,hestrovetounderstandandcouldnot。Butinthemysteryofthatdreadcommunion,thepassionhehadtroddendownandrefusedacknowledgmenttooklifeandformwithinhim;
itgrewliketheIndian’smagictree,fromseedtoblade,frombladetobud,andfrombudtobloom。Inthatmomentitbecamecleartohim:
heknewhelovedher,andknowingwhatsuchalovemustmean,forhimifnotforher,Geoffreysankbackandgroaned。
AndBeatrice?Ofasuddensheceasedspeakingtoherself;shefeltherthoughtflungbacktoherweightedwithanother’sthought。Shehadbrokenthroughthebarriersofearth;thequickelectricmessageofherhearthadfoundapathtohimshelovedandcomebackanswered。
Butinwhattonguewasthatanswerwrit?Alas!shecouldnotreadit,anymorethanhecouldreadthemessage。Atfirstshedoubted;surelyitwasimagination。Thensheremembereditwasabsolutelyprovedthatpeopledyingcouldsendavisionofthemselvestoothersfaraway;andifthatcouldbe,whynotthis?No,itwastruth,asolemntruth;sheknewhefeltherthought,sheknewthathislifebeatuponherlife。
Oh,herewasmystery,andherewashope,forifthiscouldbe,andit/was/,whatmightnotbe?Ifherblindstrengthofhumanlovecouldsooversteptheboundariesofhumanpower,and,bythesheermightofitsvolition,mockthephysicalbarriersthathemmedherin,whathadshetofearfromdistance,fromseparation,ay,fromdeathitself?Shehadgraspedacluewhichmightoneday,beforetheseemingendorafter——
whatdiditmatter?——laystrangesecretsopentohergaze。Shehadheardawhisperinanunknowntonguethatcouldstillbelearned,answeringLife’sagonizingcrywithasongofglory。Ifonlyhelovedher,somedayallwouldbewell。Somedaythebarrierswouldfall。
Crumblingwiththeflesh,theywouldfallandsethernakedspiritfreetoseekitsotherself。Andthen,havingfoundherlove,whatmorewastheretoseek?WhatotheranswerdidshedesiretoalltheproblemsofherlifethanthisofUnityattainedatlast——UnityattainedinDeath!
Andifhedidnotloveher,howcouldheanswerher?Surelythatmessagecouldnotpassexceptalongthegoldenchordoflove,whichevermakesitssweetestmusicwhenPainstrikesitwithahandoffear。
Thetroubledglorypassed——itthrobbeditselfaway;thespiritualgustsofthoughtgrewcontinuallyfainter,till,liketheechoesofadyingharp,likethebreathofafallinggale,theyslowlysanktonothingness。ThenweariedwithanextremeofwildemotionBeatricesoughtherbedagainandpresentlywaslostinsleep。
WhenGeoffreywokeonthenextmorning,afteralittlereflection,hecametothedecisionthathehadexperiencedaverycuriousandmovingdream,consequentontheexcitingeventsofthepreviousday,oronthepainofhisimpendingdeparture。Herose,packedhisbag——
everythingelsewasready——andwentintobreakfast。Beatricedidnotappeartillitwashalfover。Shelookedverypale,andsaidthatshehadbeenpackingEffie’sthings。Geoffreynoticedthatshebarelytouchedhisfingerswhenherosetoshakehandswithher,andthatshestudiouslyavoidedhisglance。Thenhebegantowonderifshealsohadstrangelydreamed。
Nextcamethebustleofdeparture。EffiewasdespatchedintheflywiththeluggageandBetty,thefatWelshservant,tolookafterher。
BeatriceandGeoffreyweretowalktothestation。
“Timeforyoutobegoing,Mr。Bingham。”saidMr。Granger。“There,good-bye,good-bye!Godblessyou!Neverhadsuchcharminglodgersbefore。Hopeyouwillcomebackagain,I’msure。Bytheway,theyarecertaintosummonyouasawitnessatthetrialofthatvillainJones。”
“Good-bye,Mr。Granger。”Geoffreyanswered;“youmustcomeandseemeintown。Achangewilldoyougood。”
“Well,perhapsImay。Ihavenothadachangefortwenty-fiveyears。
Nevercouldaffordit。Aren’tyougoingtosaygood-byetoElizabeth?”
“Good-bye,MissGranger。”saidGeoffreypolitely。“Manythanksforallyourkindness。Ihopeweshallmeetagain。”
“Doyou?”answeredElizabeth;“sodoI。Iamsurethatweshallmeetagain,andIamsurethatIshallbegladtoseeyouwhenwedo,Mr。
Bingham。”sheaddeddarkly。
InanotherminutehehadlefttheVicarageand,withBeatriceathisside,waswalkingsmartlytowardsthestation。
“Thisisverymelancholy。”hesaid,afterafewmoments’silence。
“Goingawaygenerallyis。”sheanswered——“eitherforthosewhogoorthosewhostaybehind。”sheadded。
“Orforboth。”hesaid。
Thencameanotherpause;hebrokeit。
“MissBeatrice,mayIwritetoyou?”
“Certainly,ifyoulike。”
“Andwillyouanswermyletters?”
“Yes,Iwillanswerthem。”
“IfIhadmyway,then,youshouldspendagooddealofyourtimeinwriting。”hesaid。“Youdon’tknow。”headdedearnestly,“whatadelightithasbeentometolearntoknowyou。Ihavehadnogreaterpleasureinmylife。”
“Iamglad。”Beatriceansweredshortly。
“Bytheway。”Geoffreysaidpresently,“thereissomethingIwanttoaskyou。Youareasgoodasareferencebookforquotations,youknow。
Somelineshavebeenhauntingmeforthelasttwelvehours,andI
cannotrememberwheretheycomefrom。”
“Whatarethey?”sheasked,lookingup,andGeoffreysaw,orthoughthesaw,astrangefearshininginhereyes。
“Herearefourofthem。”heansweredunconcernedly;“wehavenotimeforlongquotations:
“’Thatshallbeto-morrow,Notto-night:
ImustburysorrowOutofsight。’“
Beatriceheard——heardtheverylineswhichhadbeenuponherlipsinthewildmidnightthathadgone。Herheartseemedtostop;shebecamewhiteasthedead,stumbled,andnearlyfell。Withasupremeeffortsherecoveredherself。
“Ithinkthatyoumustknowthelines,Mr。Bingham。”shesaidinalowvoice。“TheycomefromapoemofBrowning’s,called’AWoman’sLastWord。’“
Geoffreymadenoanswer;whatwashetosay?Forawhiletheywalkedoninsilence。Theyweregettingclosetothestationnow。Separation,perhapsforever,wasverynear。Anovermasteringdesiretoknowthetruthtookholdofhim。
“MissBeatrice。”hesaidagain,“youlookpale。Didyousleepwelllastnight?”
“No,Mr。Bingham。”
“Didyouhavecuriousdreams?”
“Yes,Idid。”sheanswered,lookingstraightbeforeher。
Heturnedashadepaler。Thenitwastrue!
“Beatrice。”hesaidinahalfwhisper,“whatdotheymean?”
“Asmuchasanythingelse,oraslittle。”sheanswered。
“Whatarepeopletodowhodreamsuchdreams?”hesaidagain,inthesameconstrainedvoice。
“Forgetthem。”shewhispered。
“Andiftheycomeback?”
“Forgetthemagain。”
“Andiftheywillnotbeforgotten?”
Sheturnedandlookedhimfullintheeyes。
“Dieofthem。”shesaid;“thentheywillbeforgotten,or——“
“Orwhat,Beatrice?”
“Hereisthestation。”saidBeatrice,“andBettyisquarrellingwiththeflyman。”
FiveminutesmoreandGeoffreywasgone。
CHAPTERXVI
THEFLATNEARTHEEDGWAREROAD
Geoffrey’sjourneytotownwasnotaltogetheracheerfulone。Tobeginwith,Effieweptcopiouslyatpartingwithherbeloved“auntie。”asshecalledBeatrice,andwouldnotbecomforted。TheprospectofrejoininghermotherandthevolubleAnnehadnocharmsforEffie。
Theyallthreegotonbestapart。Geoffreyhimselfhadalsomuchtothinkabout,andfoundlittlesatisfactioninthethinking。Hethrewhismindbackovertheeventsofthepastfewweeks。HerememberedhowhehadfirstseenBeatrice’sfacethroughthethickmistontheRedRocks,andhowherbeautyhadstruckhimasnobeautyeverhadbefore。
Thenhethoughtoftheadventureoftheirshipwreck,andofthedesperatecouragewithwhichshehadsavedhislife,almostatthecostofherown。Hethought,too,ofthatscenewhenonthefollowingdayhehadenteredtheroomwhereshewasasleep,whenthewanderingrayoflighthadwaveredfromherbreasttohisown,whenthatstrangepresentimentoftheultimateinterminglingoftheirliveshadflasheduponhim,andwhenshehadawakenedwithanunearthlygreetingonherlips。WhileEffieslowlysobbedherselftosilenceinthecorneroppositetohim,onebyone,herecalledeveryphaseandsceneoftheirever-growingintimacy,tillthereviewculminatedinhismysteriousexperienceofthepastnight,andthememoryofBeatrice’spartingwords。
OfallmenGeoffreywasamongthoseleastinclinedtoanysortofsuperstition;fromboyhoodhehadbeennotedforcommonsense,andasomewhatdisbelievingturnofmind。Buthehadintellect,andimaginationwhichissimplyintellectetherealised。Withoutthese,withhispeculiarmentalconstitution,hewould,forinstance,probablyhavebeenareligioussceptic;havingthem,hewasnothingofthesort。Sointhismatterofhisexperienceofthepreviousnight,andgenerallyofthestrangeandalmostunnaturalsympathyinwhichhefoundhimselfwiththislady,commonsenseandtheresultsofhisobservationandexperiencepointedtothewholethingbeingnonsense——
theresultof“propinquity,Sir,propinquity。”andaprettyface——andnothingmore。
Butherehisintellectandhisimaginationsteppedin,tellinghimplainlythatitwasnotnonsense,thathehadnotmerelymadeadonkeyofhimselfoveranhysterical,orpossiblyalove-sickgirl。Theytoldhimthatbecauseathingisamysteryitisnotnecessarilyafolly,thoughmysteriesareforthemostpartdealtinbyfools。Theysuggestedthattheremaybemanythingsandforcesaboveusandaroundus,invisibleasanelectriccurrent,intangibleaslight,yetexistentandcapableofmanifestationundercertainrareandfavourableconditions。
AndwasitnotpossiblethatsuchconditionsshoulduniteinawomanlikeBeatrice,whocombinedinherselfabeautyofbodywhichwasonlyoutpassedbythebeautyofhermind?Itwasnoanswertosaythatmostwomencouldneverinspiretheunearthlypassionwithwhichhehadbeenshakensometenhourspast,orthatmostmencouldneverbecomeawareoftheinspiration。Hasnothumanitypowersandperceptionsdeniedtothecattleofthefields,andmaytherenotbemenandwomenasfarremovedfromtheirfellowsinthisrespectasthesearefromthecattle?
Buttheweakpointofmysteriousoccurrencesisthattheyleadnowhere,anddonotmateriallyalterthefactsoflife。Onecannot,forinstance,pleadamysteryinacourtoflaw;so,droppingtheimaginativesideofthequestionasonebeyondhim,Geoffreycametoitspracticalaspect,onlytofinditequallythorny。
Oddasitmayseem,GeoffreydidnottothismomentknowtheexactpositionwhichheoccupiedinthemindofBeatrice,orthatsheoccupiedinhis。Hewasnotinlovewithher,atleastnotinawayinwhichhehadeverexperiencedtheinfluenceofthat,onthewhole,inconvenientanddisagreeablepassion。Atanyratehearguedfromthehypothesisthathewasnotinlovewithher。Thisherefusedtoadmitnowinthelightofday,thoughhehadadmitteditfullyinthewatchesofthenight。Itwouldnotdotoadmitit。Buthewasforcedtoacknowledgethatshehadcreptintohislifeandpossesseditsocompletelythatthenandformonthsafterwards,exceptindeepsleeporinhoursofseverementalstrain,notasinglehalfhourwouldpasswithoutbringingitsthoughtofBeatrice。Everythingthatwasbeautiful,orgrand,orelevating,remindedhimofher——andwhathighercomplimentcouldamistresshave?Ifhelistenedtogloriousmusic,thevoiceofBeatricespoketohimthroughthenotes;ifhewatchedthecloudsrollinginheavypompacrossabrokenskyhethoughtofBeatrice;ifsomechancepoemornovelmovedhim,whyBeatricewasinhismindtosharethepleasure。Allofwhichwasveryinteresting,andinsomewaysdelightful,butunderourcurrentsystemnototherwisethaninconvenienttoamarriedman。
AndnowBeatricewasgone,andhemustcomebacktohisdailytoil,sweetenedbyHonoria’sbittercomplaintsoftheirpoverty,andseehernomore。ThethoughtmadeGeoffrey’sheartachewithaphysicalpain,buthisreasontoldhimthatitwasbestso。Afterall,therewerenobonesbroken;therehadbeennolovescenes,nokiss,nowordsthatcannotberecalled;whatevertherewaslaybeneaththesurface,andwhileappearanceswerekeptupallwaswell。Nodoubtitwasanhypocrisy,butthenhypocrisyisoneofthegreatpillarsofcivilization,andhowdoesitmatterwhattheheartsayswhilethelipsaresilent?TheRecordingAngelcanalonereadhearts,andhemustoftenfindthemsingularlycontradictoryanduntrustworthywritings。
Dieofthem,dieofherdreams!No,Beatricewouldnotdieofthem,andcertainlyheshouldnot。Probablyintheendshewouldmarrythatpiousearthlylump,OwenDavies。Itwasnotpleasanttothinkof,itwasevendreadful,butreallyifsheweretoaskhimhisopinion,“asafriend。”heshouldtellheritwasthebestthingthatshecoulddo。
Ofcourseitwouldbehypocrisyagain,thelipswouldgivehisheartthelie;butwhentheheartrisesinrebellionagainsttheintelligenceitmustbesuppressed。Unfortunately,however,thoughasmallmember,itisverystrong。
TheyreachedLondonatlast,andashadbeenarranged,Anne,theFrench/bonne/,metthematthestationtotakeEffiehome。Geoffreynoticedthatshelookedsmarterandlesstohistastethanever。
However,sheembracedEffiewithanenthusiasmwhichthechildscarcelyrespondedto,andatthesametimecarriedonanocularflirtationwithaticketcollector。Althoughearlyintheyearforyellowfogs,Londonwasplungedinadensegloom。IthadbeenmistythatmorningatBryngelly,andbecomemoreandmoresoasthedayadvanced;but,thoughitwasnotyetfouro’clock,Londonwasdarkasnight。Luckily,however,itisnotfarfromPaddingtontotheflatneartheEdgwareRoad,whereGeoffreylived,sohavingpersonallyinstructedthecabman,heleftAnnetoconvoyEffieandtheluggage,andwentontotheTemplebyUndergroundRailwaywithaneasymind。
ShortlyafterGeoffreyreachedhischambersinPumpCourtthesolicitorarrivedashadbeenarranged,nothisuncle——whowas,helearned,veryunwell——butapartner。TohisdelighthethenfoundthatBeatrice’sghosttheorywasperfectlyaccurate;theboywiththemissingtoe-jointhadbeendiscoveredwhosawthewholehorribletragedythroughacrackintheblind;moreoverthetruthhadbeenwrungfromhimandhewouldbeproducedatthetrial——indeedaproofofhisevidencewasalreadyforthcoming。Alsosomespecimensoftheex-lawyer’sclerk’shandwritinghadbeenobtained,andweredeclaredbytwoexpertstobeidenticalwiththewritingonthewill。Onething,however,disturbedhim:neithertheAttorney-GeneralnorMr。
Candletonwasyetintown,sonoconferencewaspossiblethatevening。
However,bothwereexpectedthatnight——theAttorney-GeneralfromDevonshireandMr。CandletonfromtheContinent;sothecasebeingfirstonthelist,itwasarrangedthattheconferenceshouldtakeplaceatteno’clockonthefollowingmorning。
OnarrivinghomeGeoffreywasinformedthatLadyHonoriawasdressing,andhadleftamessagesayinghemustbequickanddolikewiseasagentlemanwascomingtodinner。Accordinglyhewenttohisownroom——
whichwasattheotherendoftheflat——andputonhisdressclothes。
Beforegoingtothedining-room,however,hesaidgood-nighttoEffie——whowasinbed,butnotasleep——andaskedherwhattimeshehadreachedhome。
“Attwentyminutespastfive,daddy。”Effiesaidpromptly。
“Twentyminutespastfive!Why,youdon’tmeantosaythatyouwereanhourcomingthatlittleway!Didyougetblockedinthefog?”
“No,daddy,but——“
“Butwhat,dear?”
“Annedidtellmenottosay!“
“ButItellyoutosay,dear——nevermindAnne!“
“Annestoppedandtalkedtotheticket-manforalong,longtime。”
“Oh,didshe?”hesaid。
AtthatmomenttheparlourmaidcametosaythatLadyHonoriaandthe“gentleman“werewaitingfordinner。GeoffreyaskedhercasuallywhattimeMissEffiehadreachedhome。
“Abouthalf-pastfive,sir。Annesaidthecabwasblockedinthefog。”
“Verywell。TellherladyshipthatIshallbedowninaminute。”
“Daddy。”saidthechild,“Ihaven’tsaidmyprayers。Motherdidnotcome,andAnnesaiditwasallnonsenseaboutprayers。Auntiedidalwayshearmemyprayers。”
“Yes,dear,andsowillI。There,kneeluponmylapandsaythem。”
Inthemiddleoftheprayers——whichEffiedidnotrememberaswellasshemighthavedone——theparlourmaidarrivedagain。
“Please,sir,herladyship——“
“TellherladyshipIamcoming,andthatifsheisinahurryshecangotodinner!Goon,love。”
Thenhekissedherandputhertobedagain。
“Daddy。”saidEffie,ashewasgoing,“shallIseeauntieBeatriceanymore?”
“Ihopeso,dear。”
“Andshallyouseeheranymore?Youwanttoseeher,don’tyou,daddy?Shedidloveyouverymuch!“
Geoffreycouldbearitnolonger。Thetruthisalwayssharperwhenitcomesfromthemouthofbabesandsucklings。Withahurriedgood-nighthefled。
Inthelittledrawing-roomhefoundLadyHonoria,verywelldressed,andalsoherfriend,whosenamewasMr。Dunstan。Geoffreyknewhimatonceforanexceedinglywealthymanofsmallbirth,andlessbreeding,butaburningandashininglightintheGarsingtonset。Mr。Dunstanwasanxioustoraisehimselfinsociety,andhethoughtthatnotwithstandingherpoverty,LadyHonoriamightbeusefultohiminthisrespect。Hencehispresencethereto-night。
“Howdoyoudo,Geoffrey?”saidhiswife,advancingtogreethimwithakissofpeace。“Youlookverywell。Butwhatanimmensetimeyouhavebeendressing。PoorMr。Dunstanisstarving。Letmesee。YouknowMr。Dunstan,Ithink。Dinner,Mary。”
Geoffreyapologisedforbeinglate,andshookhandspolitelywithMr。
Dunstan——SaintDunstanhewasgenerallycalledonaccountofhisratherclericalappearanceandinsarcasticallusiontohissomewhatshadyreputation。Thentheywentintodinner。
“Sorrythereisnoladyforyou,Geoffrey;butyoumusthavehadplentyofladies’societylately。Bytheway,howisMiss——MissGranger?Wouldyoubelieveit,Mr。Dunstan?thatshockinghusbandofminehasbeenpassingthelastmonthinthecompanyofoneoftheloveliestgirlsIeversaw,whoknowsLatinandlawandeverythingelseunderthesun。Shebeganbysavinghislife,theywereupsettogetheroutofacanoe,youknow。Isn’titromantic?”
SaintDunstanmadesomeappropriate——or,ratherinappropriate——remarktotheeffectthathehopedMr。Binghamhadmadethemostofsuchunrivalledopportunities,adding,withadeepsigh,thatnolovelyyoungladyhadeversavedhislifethathemightliveforher,&c。,&c。
HereGeoffreybrokeinwithoutmuchceremony。TohimitseemedadesecrationtolistenwhilethispersonwasmakinghisfeeblejokesaboutBeatrice。
“Well,dear。”hesaid,addressinghiswife,“andwhathaveyoubeendoingwithyourselfallthistime?”
“Mourningforyou,Geoffrey,andenjoyingmyselfexceedinglyintheintervals。Wehavehadadelightfultime,havewenot,Mr。Dunstan?
Mr。DunstanhasalsobeenstayingattheHall,youknow。”
“Howcoulditbeotherwisewhenyouwerethere,LadyHonoria?”
answeredtheSaintinthatstrainofcomplimentaffectedbysuchmen,andwhich,totellthetruth,jarredonitsobject,whowasafterallalady。
“Youknow,Geoffrey。”shewenton,“theGarsingtonshavere-furnishedthelargehallandtheirdrawing-room。Itcosteighteenhundredpounds,buttheresultislovely。Thedrawing-roomisdoneinhand-
paintedwhitesatin,wallsandall,andthehallinoldoak。”
“Indeed!“heanswered,reflectingthewhilethatLordGarsingtonmightaswellhavepaidsomeofhisdebtsbeforehespenteighteenhundredpoundsonhisdrawing-roomfurniture。
ThentheSaintandLadyHonoriadriftedintoalongandanimatedconversationabouttheirfellowguests,whichGeoffreyscarcelytriedtofollow。Indeed,thedinnerwasadulloneforhim,andheaddedlittleornothingtothestockoftalk。
Whenhiswifelefttheroom,however,hehadtosaysomething,sotheyspokeofshooting。TheSainthadaredeemingfeature——hewassomewhatofasportsman,thoughapoorone,andhedescribedtoGeoffreyanewpairofhammerlessguns,whichhehadboughtforatriflingsumofahundredandfortyguineas,recommendingthepatterntohisnotice。
“Yes。”answeredGeoffrey,“Idaresaythattheyareverynice;but,yousee,theyarebeyondme。Apoormancannotaffordsomuchforapairofguns。”
“Oh,ifthatisall。”answeredhisguest,“Iwillsellyouthese;theyarealittlelonginthestockforme,andyoucanpaymewhenyoulike。Or,hangitall,Ihaveplentyofguns。I’llbegenerousandgivethemtoyou。IfIcannotaffordtobegenerous,Idon’tknowwhocan!“
“Thankyouverymuch,Mr。Dunstan。”answeredGeoffreycoldly,“butI
amnotinthehabitofacceptingsuchpresentsfrommy——acquaintances。
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