首页 >出版文学> At the Back of the North Wind>第3章
  CHAPTERVII
  THECATHEDRAL
  IMUSTnotgoondescribingwhatcannotbedescribed,fornothingismorewearisome。
  Beforetheyreachedthesea,DiamondfeltNorthWind’shairjustbeginningtofallabouthim。
  “Isthestormover,NorthWind?”hecalledout。
  “No,Diamond。Iamonlywaitingamomenttosetyoudown。
  Youwouldnotliketoseetheshipsunk,andIamgoingtogiveyouaplacetostopintillIcomebackforyou。”
  “Oh!thankyou。”saidDiamond。“Ishallbesorrytoleaveyou,NorthWind,butIwouldrathernotseetheshipgodown。AndI’mafraidthepoorpeoplewillcry,andIshouldhearthem。Oh,dear!“
  “Thereareagoodmanypassengersonboard;andtotellthetruth,Diamond,Idon’tcareaboutyourhearingthecryyouspeakof。
  Iamafraidyouwouldnotgetitoutofyourlittleheadagainforalongtime。”
  “Buthowcanyoubearitthen,NorthWind?ForIamsureyouarekind。
  Ishallneverdoubtthatagain。”
  “IwilltellyouhowIamabletobearit,Diamond:Iamalwayshearing,througheverynoise,throughallthenoiseIammakingmyselfeven,thesoundofafar-offsong。Idonotexactlyknowwhereitis,orwhatitmeans;andIdon’thearmuchofit,onlytheodourofitsmusic,asitwere,flittingacrossthegreatbillowsoftheoceanoutsidethisairinwhichImakesuchastorm;butwhatIdohearisquiteenoughtomakemeabletobearthecryfromthedrowningship。
  Soitwouldyouifyoucouldhearit。”
  “No,itwouldn’t。”returnedDiamond,stoutly。“Fortheywouldn’thearthemusicofthefar-awaysong;andiftheydid,itwouldn’tdothemanygood。YouseeyouandIarenotgoingtobedrowned,andsowemightenjoyit。”
  “Butyouhaveneverheardthepsalm,andyoudon’tknowwhatitislike。Somehow,Ican’tsayhow,ittellsmethatallisright;
  thatitiscomingtoswallowupallcries。”
  “Butthatwon’tdothemanygood——thepeople,Imean。”persistedDiamond。
  “Itmust。Itmust。”saidNorthWind,hurriedly。“Itwouldn’tbethesongitseemstobeifitdidnotswallowupalltheirfearandpaintoo,andsetthemsingingitthemselveswiththerest。
  Iamsureitwill。Anddoyouknow,eversinceIknewIhadhair,thatis,eversinceitbegantogooutandaway,thatsonghasbeencomingnearerandnearer。OnlyImustsayitwassomethousandyearsbeforeIheardit。”
  “Buthowcanyousayitwascomingnearerwhenyoudidnothearit?”
  askeddoubtinglittleDiamond。
  “SinceIbegantohearit,Iknowitisgrowinglouder,thereforeI
  judgeitwascomingnearerandneareruntilIdidhearitfirst。
  I’mnotsoveryold,youknow——afewthousandyearsonly——andIwasquiteababywhenIheardthenoisefirst,butIknewitmustcomefromthevoicesofpeopleeversomucholderandwiserthanIwas。
  Ican’tsingatall,exceptnowandthen,andIcannevertellwhatmysongisgoingtobe;IonlyknowwhatitisafterIhavesungit——
  Butthiswillneverdo。Willyoustophere?”
  “Ican’tseeanywheretostop。”saidDiamond。“Yourhairisalldownlikeadarkness,andIcan’tseethroughitifIknockmyeyesintoiteversomuch。”
  “Look,then。”saidNorthWind;and,withonesweepofhergreatwhitearm,shesweptyardsdeepofdarknesslikeagreatcurtainfrombeforethefaceoftheboy。
  Andlo!itwasabluenight,litupwithstars。Whereitdidnotshinewithstarsitshimmeredwiththemilkofthestars,exceptwhere,justoppositetoDiamond’sface,thegreytowersofacathedralblottedouteachitsownshapeofskyandstars。
  “Oh!what’sthat?”criedDiamond,struckwithakindofterror,forhehadneverseenacathedral,anditrosebeforehimwithanawfulrealityinthemidstofthewidespaces,conqueringemptinesswithgrandeur。
  “Averygoodplaceforyoutowaitin。”saidNorthWind。“Butweshallgoin,andyoushalljudgeforyourself。”
  Therewasanopendoorinthemiddleofoneofthetowers,leadingoutupontheroof,andthroughittheypassed。ThenNorthWindsetDiamondonhisfeet,andhefoundhimselfatthetopofastonestair,whichwenttwistingawaydownintothedarknessforonlyalittlelightcameinatthedoor。Itwasenough,however,toallowDiamondtoseethatNorthWindstoodbesidehim。Helookeduptofindherface,andsawthatshewasnolongerabeautifulgiantess,butthetallgraciousladyhelikedbesttosee。Shetookhishand,and,givinghimthebroadpartofthespiralstairtowalkon,ledhimdownagoodway;then,openinganotherlittledoor,ledhimoutuponanarrowgallerythatranallroundthecentralpartofthechurch,ontheledgesofthewindowsoftheclerestory,andthroughopeningsinthepartsofthewallthatdividedthewindowsfromeachother。
  Itwasverynarrow,andexceptwhentheywerepassingthroughthewall,Diamondsawnothingtokeephimfromfallingintothechurch。
  Itlaybelowhimlikeagreatsilentgulfhollowedinstone,andheheldhisbreathforfearashelookeddown。
  “Whatareyoutremblingfor,littleDiamond?”saidthelady,asshewalkedgentlyalong,withherhandheldoutbehindherleadinghim,fortherewasnotbreadthenoughforthemtowalksidebyside。
  “Iamafraidoffallingdownthere。”answeredDiamond。“Itissodeepdown。”
  “Yes,rather。”answeredNorthWind;“butyouwereahundredtimeshigherafewminutesago。”
  “Ah,yes,butsomebody’sarmwasaboutmethen。”saidDiamond,puttinghislittlemouthtothebeautifulcoldhandthathadaholdofhis。
  “Whatadearlittlewarmmouthyou’vegot!“saidNorthWind。
  “Itisapityyoushouldtalknonsensewithit。Don’tyouknowI
  haveaholdofyou?”
  “Yes;butI’mwalkingonmyownlegs,andtheymightslip。
  Ican’ttrustmyselfsowellasyourarms。”
  “ButIhaveaholdofyou,Itellyou,foolishchild。”
  “Yes,butsomehowIcan’tfeelcomfortable。”
  “Ifyouweretofall,andmyholdofyouweretogiveway,Ishouldbedownafteryouinalessmomentthanalady’swatchcantick,andcatchyoulongbeforeyouhadreachedtheground。”
  “Idon’tlikeitthough。”saidDiamond。
  “Oh!oh!oh!“hescreamedthenextmoment,bentdoublewithterror,forNorthWindhadletgoherholdofhishand,andhadvanished,leavinghimstandingasifrootedtothegallery。
  Sheleftthewords,“Comeafterme。”soundinginhisears。
  Butmovehedarednot。Inamomentmorehewouldfromveryterrorhavefallenintothechurch,butsuddenlytherecameagentlebreathofcoolwinduponhisface,anditkeptblowinguponhiminlittlepuffs,andateverypuffDiamondfelthisfaintnessgoingaway,andhisfearwithit。Couragewasrevivinginhislittleheart,andstillthecoolwaftsofthesoftwindbreatheduponhim,andthesoftwindwassomightyandstrongwithinitsgentleness,thatinaminutemoreDiamondwasmarchingalongthenarrowledgeasfearlessforthetimeasNorthWindherself。
  Hewalkedonandon,withthewindowsallinarowononesideofhim,andthegreatemptynaveofthechurchechoingtoeveryoneofhisbravestridesontheother,untilatlasthecametoalittleopendoor,fromwhichabroaderstairledhimdownanddownanddown,tillatlastallatoncehefoundhimselfinthearmsofNorthWind,whoheldhimclosetoher,andkissedhimontheforehead。
  Diamondnestledtoher,andmurmuredintoherbosom,——“Whydidyouleaveme,dearNorthWind?”
  “BecauseIwantedyoutowalkalone。”sheanswered。
  “Butitissomuchnicerhere!“saidDiamond。
  “Idaresay;butIcouldn’tholdalittlecowardtomyheart。
  Itwouldmakemesocold!“
  “ButIwasn’tbraveofmyself。”saidDiamond,whommyolderreaderswillhavealreadydiscoveredtobeatruechildinthis,thathewasgiventometaphysics。“Itwasthewindthatblewinmyfacethatmademebrave。Wasn’titnow,NorthWind?”
  “Yes:Iknowthat。Youhadtobetaughtwhatcouragewas。
  Andyoucouldn’tknowwhatitwaswithoutfeelingit:thereforeitwasgivenyou。Butdon’tyoufeelasifyouwouldtrytobebraveyourselfnexttime?”
  “Yes,Ido。Buttryingisnotmuch。”
  “Yes,itis——averygreatdeal,foritisabeginning。Andabeginningisthegreatestthingofall。Totrytobebraveistobebrave。
  Thecowardwhotriestobebraveisbeforethemanwhoisbravebecauseheismadeso,andneverhadtotry。”
  “Howkindyouare,NorthWind!“
  “Iamonlyjust。Allkindnessisbutjustice。Weoweit。”
  “Idon’tquiteunderstandthat。”
  “Nevermind;youwillsomeday。Thereisnohurryaboutunderstandingitnow。”
  “Whoblewthewindonmethatmademebrave?”
  “Idid。”
  “Ididn’tseeyou。”
  “Thereforeyoucanbelieveme。”
  “Yes,yes;ofcourse。Buthowwasitthatsuchalittlebreathcouldbesostrong?”
  “ThatIdon’tknow。”
  “Butyoumadeitstrong?”
  “No:Ionlyblewit。Iknewitwouldmakeyoustrong,justasitdidthemanintheboat,youremember。ButhowmybreathhasthatpowerIcannottell。ItwasputintoitwhenIwasmade。
  ThatisallIknow。ButreallyImustbegoingaboutmywork。”
  “Ah!thepoorship!Iwishyouwouldstophere,andletthepoorshipgo。”
  “ThatIdarenotdo。WillyoustopheretillIcomeback?”
  “Yes。Youwon’tbelong?”
  “NotlongerthanIcanhelp。Trustme,youshallgethomebeforethemorning。”
  InamomentNorthWindwasgone,andthenextDiamondheardamoaningaboutthechurch,whichgrewandgrewtoaroaring。
  Thestormwasupagain,andheknewthatNorthWind’shairwasflying。
  Thechurchwasdark。Onlyalittlelightcamethroughthewindows,whichwerealmostallofthatpreciousoldstainedglasswhichissomuchlovelierthanthenew。ButDiamondcouldnotseehowbeautifultheywere,fortherewasnotenoughoflightinthestarstoshowthecoloursofthem。Hecouldonlyjustdistinguishthemfromthewalls,Helookedup,butcouldnotseethegalleryalongwhichhehadpassed。Hecouldonlytellwhereitwasfarupbythefaintglimmerofthewindowsoftheclerestory,whosesillsmadepartofit。Thechurchgrewverylonelyabouthim,andhebegantofeellikeachildwhosemotherhasforsakenit。
  Onlyheknewthattobeleftaloneisnotalwaystobeforsaken。
  Hebegantofeelhiswayabouttheplace,andforawhilewentwanderingupanddown。Hislittlefootstepswakedlittleansweringechoesinthegreathouse。Itwasn’ttoobigtomindhim。
  Itwasasifthechurchknewhewasthere,andmeanttomakeitselfhishouse。Soitwentongivingbackananswertoeverystep,untilatlengthDiamondthoughtheshouldliketosaysomethingoutloud,andseewhatthechurchwouldanswer。Buthefoundhewasafraidtospeak。Hecouldnotutterawordforfearoftheloneliness。
  Perhapsitwasaswellthathedidnot,forthesoundofaspokenwordwouldhavemadehimfeeltheplaceyetmoredesertedandempty。
  Buthethoughthecouldsing。Hewasfondofsinging,andathomeheusedtosing,totunesofhisown,allthenurseryrhymesheknew。
  Sohebegantotry`Heydiddlediddle’,butitwouldn’tdo。
  Thenhetried`LittleBoyBlue’,butitwasnobetter。Neitherwould`SingaSongofSixpence’singitselfatall。Thenhetried`PooroldCockytoo’,buthewouldn’tdo。Theyallsoundedsosilly!
  andhehadneverthoughtthemsillybefore。Sohewasquiet,andlistenedtotheechoesthatcameoutofthedarkcornersinanswertohisfootsteps。
  Atlasthegaveagreatsigh,andsaid,“I’msotired。”Buthedidnothearthegentleechothatansweredfromfarawayoverhishead,foratthesamemomenthecameagainstthelowestofafewstepsthatstretchedacrossthechurch,andfelldownandhurthisarm。
  Hecriedalittlefirst,andthencrawledupthestepsonhishandsandknees。Atthetophecametoalittlebitofcarpet,onwhichhelaydown;andtherehelaystaringatthedullwindowthatrosenearlyahundredfeetabovehishead。
  Nowthiswastheeasternwindowofthechurch,andthemoonwasatthatmomentjustontheedgeofthehorizon。Thenext,shewaspeepingoverit。Andlo!withthemoon,St。JohnandSt。Paul,andtherestofthem,begantodawninthewindowintheirlovelygarments。
  Diamonddidnotknowthatthewonder-workingmoonwasbehind,andhethoughtallthelightwascomingoutofthewindowitself,andthatthegoodoldmenwereappearingtohelphim,growingoutofthenightandthedarkness,becausehehadhurthisarm,andwasverytiredandlonely,andNorthWindwassolongincoming。
  Sohelayandlookedatthembackwardsoverhishead,wonderingwhentheywouldcomedownorwhattheywoulddonext。Theywereverydim,forthemoonlightwasnotstrongenoughforthecolours,andhehadenoughtodowithhiseyestryingtomakeouttheirshapes。
  Sohiseyesgrewtired,andmoreandmoretired,andhiseyelidsgrewsoheavythattheywouldkeeptumblingdownoverhiseyes。
  Hekeptliftingthemandliftingthem,buteverytimetheywereheavierthanthelast。Itwasnouse:theyweretoomuchforhim。
  Sometimesbeforehehadgotthemhalfup,downtheywereagain;
  andatlengthhegaveitupquite,andthemomenthegaveitup,hewasfastasleep。
  CHAPTERVIII
  THEEASTWINDOW
  THATDiamondhadfallenfastasleepisveryevidentfromthestrangethingshenowfanciedastakingplace。Forhethoughtheheardasoundasofwhisperingupinthegreatwindow。Hetriedtoopenhiseyes,buthecouldnot。Andthewhisperingwentonandgrewlouderandlouder,untilhecouldheareverywordthatwassaid。
  HethoughtitwastheApostlestalkingabouthim。Buthecouldnotopenhiseyes。
  “Andhowcomeshetobelyingthere,St。Peter?”saidone。
  “IthinkIsawhimawhileagoupinthegallery,undertheNicodemuswindow。Perhapshehasfallendown。
  “Whatdoyouthink,St。Matthew?”
  “Idon’tthinkhecouldhavecrepthereafterfallingfromsuchaheight。Hemusthavebeenkilled。”
  “Whatarewetodowithhim?Wecan’tleavehimlyingthere。
  Andwecouldnotmakehimcomfortableuphereinthewindow:
  it’srathercrowdedalready。Whatdoyousay,St。Thomas?”
  “Let’sgodownandlookathim。”
  Therecamearustling,andachinking,forsometime,andthentherewasasilence,andDiamondfeltsomehowthatalltheApostleswerestandingroundhimandlookingdownonhim。Andstillhecouldnotopenhiseyes。
  “Whatisthematterwithhim,St。Luke?”askedone。
  “There’snothingthematterwithhim。”answeredSt。Luke,whomusthavejoinedthecompanyoftheApostlesfromthenextwindow,onewouldthink。“He’sinasoundsleep。”
  “Ihaveit。”criedanother。“ThisisoneofNorthWind’stricks。
  Shehascaughthimupanddroppedhimatourdoor,likeawitheredleaforafoundlingbaby。Idon’tunderstandthatwoman’sconduct,Imustsay。Asifwehadn’tenoughtodowithourmoney,withoutgoingtakingcareofotherpeople’schildren!That’snotwhatourforefathersbuiltcathedralsfor。”
  NowDiamondcouldnotbeartohearsuchthingsagainstNorthWind,who,heknew,neverplayedanybodyatrick。Shewasfartoobusywithherownworkforthat。Hestruggledhardtoopenhiseyes,butwithoutsuccess。
  “Sheshouldconsiderthatachurchisnotaplaceforpranks,nottomentionthatweliveinit。”saidanother。
  “Itcertainlyisdisrespectfulofher。Butshealwaysisdisrespectful。
  Whatrighthasshetobangatourwindowsasshehasbeendoingthewholeofthisnight?Idaresaythereisglassbrokensomewhere。
  Iknowmybluerobeisinadreadfulmesswiththerainfirstandthedustafter。Itwillcostmeshillingstocleanit。”
  ThenDiamondknewthattheycouldnotbeApostles,talkinglikethis。
  Theycouldonlybethesextonsandvergersandsuch-like,whogotupatnight,andputontherobesofdeansandbishops,andcalledeachothergrandnames,asthefoolishservantshehadheardhisfathertellofcallthemselveslordsandladies,aftertheirmastersandmistresses。AndhewassoangryattheirdaringtoabuseNorthWind,thathejumpedup,crying——“NorthWindknowsbestwhatsheisabout。
  Shehasagoodrighttoblowthecobwebsfromyourwindows,forshewassenttodoit。Shesweepsthemawayfromgranderplaces,Icantellyou,forI’vebeenwithheratit。”
  Thiswaswhathebegantosay,butashespokehiseyescamewideopen,andbehold,therewereneitherApostlesnorvergersthere——
  notevenawindowwiththeeffigiesofholymeninit,butadarkheapofhayallabouthim,andthelittlepanesintheroofofhisloftglimmeringblueinthelightofthemorning。OldDiamondwascomingawakedownbelowinthestable。Inamomentmorehewasonhisfeet,andshakinghimselfsothatyoungDiamond’sbedtrembledunderhim。
  “He’sgrandatshakinghimself。”saidDiamond。“IwishIcouldshakemyselflikethat。ButthenIcanwashmyself,andhecan’t。
  WhatfunitwouldbetoseeOldDiamondwashinghisfacewithhishoofsandironshoes!Wouldn’titbeapicture?”
  Sosaying,hegotupanddressedhimself。Thenhewentoutintothegarden。Theremusthavebeenatremendouswindinthenight,foralthoughallwasquietnow,therelaythelittlesummer-housecrushedtotheground,andoveritthegreatelm-tree,whichthewindhadbrokenacross,beingmuchdecayedinthemiddle。
  Diamondalmostcriedtoseethewildernessofgreenleaves,whichusedtobesofarupintheblueair,tossingaboutinthebreeze,andlikingitbestwhenthewindblewitmost,nowlyingsoneartheground,andwithoutanyhopeofevergettingupintothedeepairagain。
  “Iwonderhowoldthetreeis!“thoughtDiamond。“Itmusttakealongtimetogetsoneartheskyasthatpoortreewas。”
  “Yes,indeed。”saidavoicebesidehim,forDiamondhadspokenthelastwordsaloud。
  Diamondstarted,andlookingaroundsawaclergyman,abrotherofMrs。Coleman,whohappenedtobevisitingher。Hewasagreatscholar,andwasinthehabitofrisingearly。
  “Whoareyou,myman?”headded。
  “LittleDiamond。”answeredtheboy。
  “Oh!Ihaveheardofyou。Howdoyoucometobeupsoearly?”
  “BecausetheshamApostlestalkedsuchnonsense,theywakedmeup。”
  Theclergymanstared。Diamondsawthathehadbetterhaveheldhistongue,forhecouldnotexplainthings。
  “Youmusthavebeendreaming,mylittleman。”saidhe。“Dear!dear!“
  hewenton,lookingatthetree,“therehasbeenterribleworkhere。
  Thisisthenorthwind’sdoing。Whatapity!Iwishwelivedatthebackofit,I’msure。”
  “Whereisthatsir?”askedDiamond。
  “AwayintheHyperboreanregions。”answeredtheclergyman,smiling。
  “Ineverheardoftheplace。”returnedDiamond。
  “Idaresaynot。”answeredtheclergyman;“butifthistreehadbeentherenow,itwouldnothavebeenblowndown,forthereisnowindthere。”
  “But,please,sir,ifithadbeenthere。”saidDiamond,“weshouldnothavehadtobesorryforit。”
  “Certainlynot。”
  “Thenweshouldn’thavehadtobegladforit,either。”
  “You’requiteright,myboy。”saidtheclergyman,lookingathimverykindly,asheturnedawaytothehouse,withhiseyesbenttowardstheearth。ButDiamondthoughtwithinhimself,“IwillaskNorthWindnexttimeIseehertotakemetothatcountry。
  Ithinkshedidspeakaboutitoncebefore。”
  CHAPTERIX
  HOWDIAMONDGOTTOTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND
  WHENDiamondwenthometobreakfast,hefoundhisfatherandmotheralreadyseatedatthetable。Theywerebothbusywiththeirbreadandbutter,andDiamondsathimselfdowninhisusualplace。
  Hismotherlookedupathim,and,afterwatchinghimforamoment,said:
  “Idon’tthinktheboyislookingwell,husband。”
  “Don’tyou?Well,Idon’tknow。Ithinkhelooksprettybobbish。
  Howdoyoufeelyourself,Diamond,myboy?”
  “Quitewell,thankyou,father;atleast,IthinkI’vegotalittleheadache。”
  “There!Itoldyou。”saidhisfatherandmotherbothatonce。
  “Thechild’sverypoorly“addedhismother。
  “Thechild’squitewell。”addedhisfather。
  Andthentheybothlaughed。
  “Yousee。”saidhismother,“I’vehadaletterfrommysisteratSandwich。”
  “Sleepyoldhole!“saidhisfather。
  “Don’tabusetheplace;there’sgoodpeopleinit。”saidhismother。
  “Right,oldlady。”returnedhisfather;“onlyIdon’tbelievetherearemorethantwopairofcarriage-horsesinthewholeblessedplace。”
  “Well,peoplecangettoheavenwithoutcarriages——orcoachmeneither,husband。NotthatIshouldliketogowithoutmycoachman,youknow。Butabouttheboy?”
  “Whatboy?”
  “Thatboy,there,staringatyouwithhisgoggle-eyes。”
  “HaveIgotgoggle-eyes,mother?”askedDiamond,alittledismayed。
  “Nottoogoggle。”saidhismother,whowasquiteproudofherboy’seyes,onlydidnotwanttomakehimvain。
  “Nottoogoggle;onlyyouneednotstareso。”
  “Well,whatabouthim?”saidhisfather。
  “ItoldyouIhadgotaletter。”
  “Yes,fromyoursister;notfromDiamond。”
  “La,husband!you’vegotoutofbedthewronglegfirstthismorning,Idobelieve。”
  “Ialwaysgetoutwithbothatonce。”saidhisfather,laughing。
  “Well,listenthen。Hisauntwantstheboytogodownandseeher。”
  “Andthat’swhyyouwanttomakeoutthatheain’tlookingwell。”
  “Nomoreheis。Ithinkhehadbettergo。”
  “Well,Idon’tcare,ifyoucanfindthemoney。”saidhisfather。
  “I’llmanagethat。”saidhismother;andsoitwasagreedthatDiamondshouldgotoSandwich。
  IwillnotdescribethepreparationsDiamondmade。Youwouldhavethoughthehadbeengoingonathreemonths’voyage。NorwillI
  describethejourney,forourbusinessisnowattheplace。
  Hewasmetatthestationbyhisaunt,acheerfulmiddle-agedwoman,andconveyedinsafetytothesleepyoldtown,ashisfathercalledit。
  Andnowonderthatitwassleepy,foritwasnearlydeadofoldage。
  Diamondwentaboutstaringwithhisbeautifulgoggle-eyes,atthequaintoldstreets,andtheshops,andthehouses。
  Everythinglookedverystrange,indeed;forherewasatownabandonedbyitsnurse,thesea,likeanoldoysterleftontheshoretillitgapedforweariness。ItusedtobeoneofthefivechiefseaportsinEngland,butitbegantoholditselftoohigh,andtheconsequencewastheseagrewlessandlessintimatewithit,graduallydrewback,andkeptmoretoitself,tillatlengthitleftithighanddry:Sandwichwasaseaportnomore;theseawentonwithitsowntide-businessalongwayoff,andforgotit。
  Ofcourseitwenttosleep,andhadnomoretodowithships。
  That’swhatcomestocitiesandnations,andboysandgirls,whosay,“Icandowithoutyourhelp。I’menoughformyself。”
  Diamondsoonmadegreatfriendswithanoldwomanwhokeptatoyshop,forhismotherhadgivenhimtwopenceforpocket-moneybeforeheleft,andhehadgoneintohershoptospendit,andshegottalkingtohim。Shelookedveryfunny,becauseshehadnotgotanyteeth,butDiamondlikedher,andwentoftentohershop,althoughhehadnothingtospendthereafterthetwopencewasgone。
  Oneafternoonhehadbeenwanderingratherwearilyaboutthestreetsforsometime。Itwasahotday,andhefelttired。
  Ashepassedthetoyshop,hesteppedin。
  “PleasemayIsitdownforaminuteonthisbox?”hesaid,thinkingtheoldwomanwassomewhereintheshop。Buthegotnoanswer,andsatdownwithoutone。Aroundhimwereagreatmanytoysofallprices,fromapennyuptoshillings。Allatonceheheardagentlewhirringsomewhereamongstthem。Itmadehimstartandlookbehindhim。Therewerethesailsofawindmillgoingroundandroundalmostclosetohisear。Hethoughtatfirstitmustbeoneofthosetoyswhicharewoundupandgowithclockwork;
  butno,itwasacommonpennytoy,withthewindmillattheendofawhistle,andwhenthewhistleblowsthewindmillgoes。
  Butthewonderwasthattherewasnooneatthewhistleendblowing,andyetthesailswereturningroundandround——nowfaster,nowslower,nowfasteragain。
  “Whatcanitmean?”saidDiamond,aloud。
  “Itmeansme。”saidthetiniestvoicehehadeverheard。
  “Whoareyou,please?”askedDiamond。
  “Well,really,Ibegintobeashamedofyou。”saidthevoice。
  “Iwonderhowlongitwillbebeforeyouknowme;orhowoftenImighttakeyouinbeforeyougotsharpenoughtosuspectme。
  Youareasbadasababythatdoesn’tknowhismotherinanewbonnet。”
  “Notquitesobadasthat,dearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“forI
  didn’tseeyouatall,andindeedIdon’tseeyouyet,althoughI
  recogniseyourvoice。Dogrowalittle,please。”
  “Notahair’s-breadth。”saidthevoice,anditwasthesmallestvoicethateverspoke。“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
  “Iamcometoseemyaunt。But,please,NorthWind,whydidn’tyoucomebackformeinthechurchthatnight?”
  “Idid。Icarriedyousafehome。AllthetimeyouweredreamingabouttheglassApostles,youwerelyinginmyarms。”
  “I’msoglad。”saidDiamond。“Ithoughtthatmustbeit,onlyI
  wantedtohearyousayso。Didyousinktheship,then?”
  “Yes。”
  “Anddrowneverybody?”
  “Notquite。Oneboatgotawaywithsixorsevenmeninit。”
  “Howcouldtheboatswimwhentheshipcouldn’t?”
  “OfcourseIhadsometroublewithit。Ihadtocontriveabit,andmanagethewavesalittle。Whenthey’reoncethoroughlywakedup,Ihaveagooddealoftroublewiththemsometimes。
  They’reapttogetstupidwithtumblingovereachother’sheads。
  That’swhenthey’refairlyatit。However,theboatgottoadesertislandbeforenoonnextday。”
  “Andwhatgoodwillcomeofthat?”
  “Idon’tknow。Iobeyedorders。Goodbye。”
  “Oh!stay,NorthWind,dostay!“criedDiamond,dismayedtoseethewindmillgetslowerandslower。
  “Whatisit,mydearchild?”saidNorthWind,andthewindmillbeganturningagainsoswiftlythatDiamondcouldscarcelyseeit。
  “Whatabigvoiceyou’vegot!andwhatanoiseyoudomakewithit?
  Whatisityouwant?Ihavelittletodo,butthatlittlemustbedone。”
  “Iwantyoutotakemetothecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。”
  “That’snotsoeasy。”saidNorthWind,andwassilentforsolongthatDiamondthoughtshewasgoneindeed。Butafterhehadquitegivenherup,thevoicebeganagain。
  “IalmostwisholdHerodotushadheldhistongueaboutit。
  Muchheknewofit!“
  “Whydoyouwishthat,NorthWind?”
  “Becausethenthatclergymanwouldneverhaveheardofit,andsetyouwantingtogo。Butweshallsee。Weshallsee。Youmustgohomenow,mydear,foryoudon’tseemverywell,andI’llseewhatcanbedoneforyou。Don’twaitforme。I’vegottobreakafewofoldGoody’stoys;she’sthinkingtoomuchofhernewstock。
  Twoorthreewilldo。There!gonow。”
  Diamondrose,quitesorry,andwithoutawordlefttheshop,andwenthome。
  Itsoonappearedthathismotherhadbeenrightabouthim,forthatsameafternoonhisheadbegantoacheverymuch,andhehadtogotobed。
  Heawokeinthemiddleofthenight。Thelatticewindowofhisroomhadblownopen,andthecurtainsofhislittlebedwereswingingaboutinthewind。
  “IfthatshouldbeNorthWindnow!“thoughtDiamond。
  Butthenextmomentheheardsomeoneclosingthewindow,andhisauntcametohisbedside。Sheputherhandonhisface,andsaid——
  “How’syourhead,dear?”
  “Better,auntie,Ithink。”
  “Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?”
  “Oh,yes!Ishould,please。”
  Sohisauntgavehimsomelemonade,forshehadbeenusedtonursingsickpeople,andDiamondfeltverymuchrefreshed,andlaidhisheaddownagaintogoveryfastasleep,ashethought。
  Andsohedid,butonlytocomeawakeagain,asafreshburstofwindblewthelatticeopenasecondtime。ThesamemomenthefoundhimselfinacloudofNorthWind’shair,withherbeautifulface,setinitlikeamoon,bendingoverhim。
  “Quick,Diamond!“shesaid。“Ihavefoundsuchachance!“
  “ButI’mnotwell。”saidDiamond。
  “Iknowthat,butyouwillbebetterforalittlefreshair。
  Youshallhaveplentyofthat。”
  “Youwantmetogo,then?”
  “Yes,Ido。Itwon’thurtyou。”
  “Verywell。”saidDiamond;andgettingoutofthebed-clothes,hejumpedintoNorthWind’sarms。
  “Wemustmakehastebeforeyourauntcomes。”saidshe,assheglidedoutoftheopenlatticeandleftitswinging。
  ThemomentDiamondfeltherarmsfoldaroundhimhebegantofeelbetter。Itwasamoonlessnight,andverydark,withglimpsesofstarswhenthecloudsparted。
  “Iusedtodashthewavesabouthere。”saidNorthWind,“wherecowsandsheeparefeedingnow;butweshallsoongettothem。
  Theretheyare。”
  AndDiamond,lookingdown,sawthewhiteglimmerofbreakingwaterfarbelowhim。
  “Yousee,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,“itisverydifficultformetogetyoutothebackofthenorthwind,forthatcountryliesintheverynorthitself,andofcourseIcan’tblownorthwards。”
  “Whynot?”askedDiamond。
  “Youlittlesilly!“saidNorthWind。“Don’tyouseethatifI
  weretoblownorthwardsIshouldbeSouthWind,andthatisasmuchastosaythatonepersoncouldbetwopersons?”
  “Buthowcanyouevergethomeatall,then?”
  “Youarequiteright——thatismyhome,thoughInevergetfartherthantheouterdoor。Isitonthedoorstep,andhearthevoicesinside。
  Iamnobodythere,Diamond。”
  “I’mverysorry。”
  “Why?”
  “Thatyoushouldbenobody。”
  “Oh,Idon’tmindit。Dearlittleman!youwillbeverygladsomedaytobenobodyyourself。Butyoucan’tunderstandthatnow,andyouhadbetternottry;forifyoudo,youwillbecertaintogofancyingsomeegregiousnonsense,andmakingyourselfmiserableaboutit。”
  “ThenIwon’t。”saidDiamond。
  “There’sagoodboy。Itwillallcomeingoodtime。”
  “Butyouhaven’ttoldmehowyougettothedoorstep,youknow。”
  “Itiseasyenoughforme。Ihaveonlytoconsenttobenobody,andthereIam。IdrawintomyselfandthereIamonthedoorstep。
  Butyoucaneasilysee,oryouhavelesssensethanIthink,thattodragyou,youheavything,alongwithme,wouldtakecenturies,andIcouldnotgivethetimetoit。”
  “Oh,I’msosorry!“saidDiamond。
  “Whatfornow,pet?”
  “ThatI’msoheavyforyou。IwouldbelighterifIcould,butI
  don’tknowhow。”
  “Yousillydarling!Why,IcouldtossyouahundredmilesfrommeifIliked。ItisonlywhenIamgoinghomethatIshallfindyouheavy。”
  “Thenyouaregoinghomewithme?”
  “Ofcourse。DidInotcometofetchyoujustforthat?”
  “Butallthistimeyoumustbegoingsouthwards。”
  “Yes。OfcourseIam。”
  “Howcanyoubetakingmenorthwards,then?”
  “Averysensiblequestion。Butyoushallsee。Iwillgetridofafewoftheseclouds——onlytheydocomeupsofast!
  It’sliketryingtoblowabrookdry。There!Whatdoyouseenow?”
  “IthinkIseealittleboat,awaythere,downbelow。”
  “Alittleboat,indeed!Well!She’sayachtoftwohundredtons;
  andthecaptainofitisafriendofmine;forheisamanofgoodsense,andcansailhiscraftwell。I’vehelpedhimmanyatimewhenhelittlethoughtit。I’veheardhimgrumblingatme,whenIwasdoingtheverybestIcouldforhim。Why,I’vecarriedhimeightymilesaday,againandagain,rightnorth。”
  “Hemusthavedodgedforthat。”saidDiamond,whohadbeenwatchingthevessels,andhadseenthattheywentotherwaysthanthewindblew。
  “Ofcoursehemust。Butdon’tyousee,itwasthebestIcoulddo?
  Icouldn’tbeSouthWind。Andbesidesitgavehimashareinthebusiness。Itisnotgoodatall——mindthat,Diamond——todoeverythingforthoseyoulove,andnotgivethemashareinthedoing。
  It’snotkind。It’smakingtoomuchofyourself,mychild。
  IfIhadbeenSouthWind,hewouldonlyhavesmokedhispipeallday,andmadehimselfstupid。”
  “Buthowcouldhebeamanofsenseandgrumbleatyouwhenyouweredoingyourbestforhim?”
  “Oh!youmustmakeallowances。”saidNorthWind,“oryouwillneverdojusticetoanybody——Youdounderstand,then,thatacaptainmaysailnorth——“
  “Inspiteofanorthwind——yes。”supplementedDiamond。
  “Now,Idothinkyoumustbestupid,my,dear“saidNorthWind。
  “Supposethenorthwinddidnotblowwherewouldhebethen?”
  “Whythenthesouthwindwouldcarryhim。”
  “Soyouthinkthatwhenthenorthwindstopsthesouthwindblows。
  Nonsense。IfIdidn’tblow,thecaptaincouldn’tsailhiseightymilesaday。NodoubtSouthWindwouldcarryhimfaster,butSouthWindissittingonherdoorstepthen,andifIstoppedtherewouldbeadeadcalm。Soyouareallwrongtosayhecansailnorthinspiteofme;hesailsnorthbymyhelp,andmyhelpalone。
  Youseethat,Diamond?”
  “Yes,Ido,NorthWind。Iamstupid,butIdon’twanttobestupid。”
  “Goodboy!Iamgoingtoblowyounorthinthatlittlecraft,oneofthefinestthateversailedthesea。Hereweare,rightoverit。
  Ishallbeblowingagainstyou;youwillbesailingagainstme;
  andallwillbejustaswewantit。Thecaptainwon’tgetonsofastashewouldlike,buthewillgeton,andsoshallwe。
  I’mjustgoingtoputyouonboard。Doyouseeinfrontofthetiller——
  thatthingthemanisworking,nowtooneside,nowtotheother——
  aroundthinglikethetopofadrum?”
  “Yes。”saidDiamond。
  “Belowthatiswheretheykeeptheirsparesails,andsomestoresofthatsort。Iamgoingtoblowthatcoveroff。ThesamemomentIwilldropyouondeck,andyoumusttumblein。Don’tbeafraid,itisofnodepth,andyouwillfallonsail-cloth。Youwillfinditniceandwarmanddry-onlydark;andyouwillknowIamnearyoubyeveryrollandpitchofthevessel。Coilyourselfupandgotosleep。
  Theyachtshallbemycradleandyoushallbemybaby。”
  “Thankyou,dearNorthWind。Iamnotabitafraid。”saidDiamond。
  Inamomenttheywereonalevelwiththebulwarks,andNorthWindsentthehatchoftheafter-storerattlingawayoverthedecktoleeward。Thenext,Diamondfoundhimselfinthedark,forhehadtumbledthroughtheholeasNorthWindhadtoldhim,andthecoverwasreplacedoverhishead。Awayhewentrollingtoleeward,forthewindbeganallatoncetoblowhard。Heheardthecallofthecaptain,andtheloudtramplingofthemenoverhishead,astheyhauledatthemainsheettogettheboomonboardthattheymighttakeinareefinthemainsail。Diamondfeltaboutuntilhehadfoundwhatseemedthemostcomfortableplace,andtherehesnuggleddownandlay。
  Hoursafterhours,agreatmanyofthem,wentby;andstillDiamondlaythere。Heneverfeltintheleasttiredorimpatient,forastrangepleasurefilledhisheart。Thestrainingofthemasts,thecreakingoftheboom,thesingingoftheropes,thebangingoftheblocksastheyputthevesselabout,allfellinwiththeroaringofthewindabove,thesurgeofthewavespasthersides,andthethudwithwhicheverynowandthenonewouldstrikeher;
  whilethroughitallDiamondcouldhearthegurgling,rippling,talkingflowofthewateragainstherplanks,assheslippedthroughit,lyingnowonthisside,nowonthat——likeasubduedairrunningthroughthegrandmusichisNorthWindwasmakingabouthimtokeephimfromtiringastheyspedontowardsthecountryatthebackofherdoorstep。
  HowlongthislastedDiamondhadnoidea。Heseemedtofallasleepsometimes,onlythroughthesleepheheardthesoundsgoingon。
  Atlengththeweatherseemedtogetworse。Theconfusionandtramplingoffeetgrewmorefrequentoverhishead;thevessellayovermoreandmoreonherside,andwentroaringthroughthewaves,whichbangedandthumpedatherasifinanger。Allatoncearoseaterribleuproar。Thehatchwasblownoff;acoldfiercewindsweptinuponhim;andalongarmcamewithitwhichlaidholdofhimandliftedhimout。Thesamemomenthesawthelittlevesselfarbelowhimrightingherself。Shehadtakeninallhersailsandlaynowtossingonthewaveslikeasea-birdwithfoldedwings。
  Ashortdistancetothesouthlayamuchlargervessel,withtwoorthreesailsset,andtowardsitNorthWindwascarryingDiamond。
  ItwasaGermanship,onitswaytotheNorthPole。
  “Thatvesseldowntherewillgiveusaliftnow。”saidNorthWind;
  “andafterthatImustdothebestIcan。”
  Shemanagedtohidehimamongsttheflagsofthebigship,whichwereallsnuglystowedaway,andonandontheyspedtowardsthenorth。Atlengthonenightshewhisperedinhisear,“Comeondeck,Diamond;“andhegotupatonceandcreptondeck。
  Everythinglookedverystrange。Hereandthereonallsideswerehugemassesoffloatingice,lookinglikecathedrals,andcastles,andcrags,whileawaybeyondwasabluesea。
  “Isthesunrisingorsetting?”askedDiamond。
  “Neitherorboth,whichyouplease。Icanhardlytellwhichmyself。
  Ifheissettingnow,hewillberisingthenextmoment。”
  “Whatastrangelightitis!“saidDiamond。“Ihaveheardthatthesundoesn’tgotobedallthesummerintheseparts。
  MissColemantoldmethat。Isupposehefeelsverysleepy,andthatiswhythelighthesendsoutlookssolikeadream。”
  “Thatwillaccountforitwellenoughforallpracticalpurposes。”
  saidNorthWind。
  Someoftheicebergsweredriftingnorthwards;onewaspassingveryneartheship。NorthWindseizedDiamond,andwithasingleboundlightedononeofthem——ahugething,withsharppinnaclesandgreatclefts。Thesameinstantawindbegantoblowfromthesouth。
  NorthWindhurriedDiamonddownthenorthsideoftheiceberg,steppingbyitsjagsandsplintering;forthisberghadnevergotfarenoughsouthtobemeltedandsmoothedbythesummersun。
  Shebroughthimtoacavenearthewater,wheresheentered,and,lettingDiamondgo,satdownasifwearyonaledgeofice。
  Diamondseatedhimselfontheotherside,andforawhilewasenrapturedwiththecolouroftheairinsidethecave。Itwasadeep,dazzling,lovelyblue,deeperthanthedeepestblueofthesky。
  Theblueseemedtobeinconstantmotion,liketheblacknesswhenyoupressyoureyeballswithyourfingers,boilingandsparkling。
  ButwhenhelookedacrosstoNorthWindhewasfrightened;
  herfacewaswornandlivid。
  “Whatisthematterwithyou,dearNorthWind?”hesaid。
  “Nothingmuch。Ifeelveryfaint。Butyoumustn’tmindit,forIcanbearitquitewell。SouthWindalwaysblowsmefaint。
  Ifitwerenotforthecoolofthethickicebetweenmeandher,Ishouldfaintaltogether。Indeed,asitis,IfearImustvanish。”
  Diamondstaredatherinterror,forhesawthatherformandfaceweregrowing,notsmall,buttransparent,likesomethingdissolving,notinwater,butinlight。Hecouldseethesideofthebluecavethroughherveryheart。Andshemeltedawaytillallthatwasleftwasapaleface,likethemooninthemorning,withtwogreatlucideyesinit。
  “Iamgoing,Diamond。”shesaid。
  “Doesithurtyou?”askedDiamond。
  “It’sveryuncomfortable。”sheanswered;“butIdon’tmindit,forIshallcomeallrightagainbeforelong。IthoughtIshouldbeabletogowithyoualltheway,butIcannot。Youmustnotbefrightenedthough。Justgostraighton,andyouwillcomeallright。
  You’llfindmeonthedoorstep。”
  Asshespoke,herfacetoofadedquiteaway,onlyDiamondthoughthecouldstillseehereyesshiningthroughtheblue。
  Whenhewentcloser,however,hefoundthatwhathethoughthereyeswereonlytwohollowsintheice。NorthWindwasquitegone;
  andDiamondwouldhavecried,ifhehadnottrustedhersothoroughly。
  Sohesatstillintheblueairofthecavernlisteningtothewashandrippleofthewaterallaboutthebaseoftheiceberg,asitspedonandonintotheopenseanorthwards。Itwasanexcellentcrafttogowiththecurrent,fortherewastwiceasmuchofitbelowwaterasabove。Butalightsouthwindwasblowingtoo,andsoitwentfast。
  AfteralittlewhileDiamondwentoutandsatontheedgeofhisfloatingisland,andlookeddownintotheoceanbeneathhim。
  Thewhitesidesofthebergreflectedsomuchlightbelowthewater,thathecouldseefardownintothegreenabyss。SometimeshefanciedhesawtheeyesofNorthWindlookingupathimfrombelow,butthefancyneverlastedbeyondthemomentofitsbirth。Andthetimepassedhedidnotknowhow,forhefeltasifhewereinadream。
  Whenhegottiredofthegreenwater,hewentintothebluecave;
  andwhenhegottiredofthebluecavehewentoutandgazedallabouthimonthebluesea,eversparklinginthesun,whichkeptwheelingaboutthesky,nevergoingbelowthehorizon。Buthechieflygazednorthwards,toseewhetheranylandwereappearing。
  Allthistimeheneverwantedtoeat。Hebrokeofflittlebitsofthebergnowandthenandsuckedthem,andhethoughtthemverynice。
  Atlength,onetimehecameoutofhiscave,hespiedfaroffonthehorizon,ashiningpeakthatroseintotheskylikethetopofsometremendousiceberg;andhisvesselwasbearinghimstraighttowardsit。Asitwentonthepeakroseandrosehigherandhigherabovethehorizon;andotherpeaksroseafterit,withsharpedgesandjaggedridgesconnectingthem。Diamondthoughtthismustbetheplacehewasgoingto;andhewasright;forthemountainsroseandrose,tillhesawthelineofthecoastattheirfeetandatlengththeicebergdroveintoalittlebay,allaroundwhichwereloftyprecipiceswithsnowontheirtops,andstreaksoficedowntheirsides。Thebergfloatedslowlyuptoaprojectingrock。
  Diamondsteppedonshore,andwithoutlookingbehindhimbegantofollowanaturalpathwhichledwindinglytowardsthetopoftheprecipice。
  Whenhereachedit,hefoundhimselfonabroadtableofice,alongwhichhecouldwalkwithoutmuchdifficulty。Beforehim,ataconsiderabledistance,rosealoftyridgeofice,whichshotupintofantasticpinnaclesandtowersandbattlements。Theairwasverycold,andseemedsomehowdead,fortherewasnottheslightestbreathofwind。
  Inthecentreoftheridgebeforehimappearedagapliketheopeningofavalley。Butashewalkedtowardsit,gazing,andwonderingwhetherthatcouldbethewayhehadtotake,hesawthatwhathadappearedagapwastheformofawomanseatedagainsttheicefrontoftheridge,leaningforwardswithherhandsinherlap,andherhairhangingdowntotheground。
  “ItisNorthWindonherdoorstep。”saidDiamondjoyfully,andhurriedon。
  Hesooncameuptotheplace,andtheretheformsat,likeoneofthegreatfiguresatthedoorofanEgyptiantemple,motionless,withdroopingarmsandhead。ThenDiamondgrewfrightened,becauseshedidnotmovenorspeak。HewassureitwasNorthWind,buthethoughtshemustbedeadatlast。Herfacewaswhiteasthesnow,hereyeswereblueastheairintheice-cave,andherhairhungdownstraight,likeicicles。Shehadonagreenishrobe,likethecolourinthehollowsofaglacierseenfromfaroff。
  Hestoodupbeforeher,andgazedfearfullyintoherfaceforafewminutesbeforeheventuredtospeak。Atlength,withagreateffortandatremblingvoice,hefalteredout——
  “NorthWind!“
  “Well,child?”saidtheform,withoutliftingitshead。
  “Areyouill,dearNorthWind?”
  “No。Iamwaiting。”
  “Whatfor?”
  “TillI’mwanted。”
  “Youdon’tcareformeanymore。”saidDiamond,almostcryingnow。
  “YesIdo。OnlyIcan’tshowit。Allmyloveisdownatthebottomofmyheart。ButIfeelitbubblingthere。”
  “Whatdoyouwantmetodonext,dearNorthWind?”saidDiamond,wishingtoshowhislovebybeingobedient。
  “Whatdoyouwanttodoyourself?”
  “Iwanttogointothecountryatyourback。”
  “Thenyoumustgothroughme。”
  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。”
  “ImeanjustwhatIsay。YoumustwalkonasifIwereanopendoor,andgorightthroughme。”
  “Butthatwillhurtyou。”
  “Notintheleast。Itwillhurtyou,though。”
  “Idon’tmindthat,ifyoutellmetodoit。”
  “Doit。”saidNorthWind。
  Diamondwalkedtowardsherinstantly。Whenhereachedherknees,heputouthishandtolayitonher,butnothingwastheresaveanintensecold。Hewalkedon。Thenallgrewwhiteabouthim;
  andthecoldstunghimlikefire。Hewalkedonstill,gropingthroughthewhiteness。Itthickenedabouthim。Atlast,itgotintohisheart,andhelostallsense。Iwouldsaythathefainted——onlywhereasincommonfaintsallgrowsblackaboutyou,hefeltswallowedupinwhiteness。ItwaswhenhereachedNorthWind’sheartthathefaintedandfell。Butashefell,herolledoverthethreshold,anditwasthusthatDiamondgottothebackofthenorthwind。