thenherememberedhiswearingafullbeard。
Hedressedhimselfasquicklyashecould,andwentdownintothehotelvestibule,wherehehadnoticedpeoplesellingflowerstheeveningbefore,buttherewasnoonetherewiththemnow,andnoneoftheflorists’shopsonthestreetwereopenyet。HecouldnotfindanythingtillhewenttotheProvidenceDepot,andthemantherehadtotakesomeofhisyesterday’sflowersoutoftherefrigeratorwherehekeptthem;hewasnotsuretheywouldbeveryfresh;buttheheavyrosebudshadfallenopen,andtheyweresuperb。Dantookalltherewere,andwhentheyhadbeensprinkledwithwater,andwrappedincottonbatting,andtiedroundwithpaper,itwasstillonlyquarterofeight,andheleftthemwiththemantillhecouldgethisbreakfastattheDepotrestaurant。Thereithadaconsolingeffectofnotbeingsoearly;manypeoplewerealreadybreakfasting,andwhenDansaid,withhisorder,“Hurryitup,please。”heknewthathewastakenforapassengerjustarrivedordeparting。Byafantasticimpulseheorderedeggsandbaconagain;hefelt,itafinederisionofthepastandasealoftriumphuponthepresenttohavethesamebreakfastafterhisacceptanceashehadorderedafterhisrejection;
hewouldtellAliceaboutit,anditwouldamuseher。Heimaginedhowhewouldsayit,andshewouldlaugh;butshewouldbefullofaravishingcompassionforhispastsuffering。Theywerelongbringingthebreakfast;
whenitcamehedespatcheditsoquicklythatitwasonlyhalfaftereightwhenhepaidhischeckatthecounter。Hetriedtobefiveminutesmoregettinghisflowers,butthemanhadthemallreadyforhim,anditdidnottakehimtenseconds。Hehadsaidhewouldcarrythemathalf-pastnine;butthinkingitoveronabenchintheGarden,hedecidedthathehadbettergosooner;theymightbreakfastearlier,andtherewouldbenofunifAlicedidnotfindtherosesbesideherplate:thatwasthewholeidea。ItwasnottillhestoodatthedoorofthePasmerapartmentthat。
hereflectedthathewasnotaccomplishinghiswishtoseeAlicebyleavingherthoseflowers;hewasafool,fornowhewouldhavetopostponecomingalittle,becausehehadalreadycome。
Thegirlwhoansweredthebelldidnotunderstandthechargehegaveherabouttheroses,andherepeatedhiswords。Someonepassingthroughtheroombeyondseemedtohesitateandpauseatthesoundofhisvoice。CoulditbeAlice?Thenheshouldseeher,afterall!Thegirllookedoverhershoulder,andsaid,“Mrs。Pasmer。”
Mrs。Pasmercameforward,andhefellintoacomplicatedexplanationandapology。Attheendshesaid,“Youhadbettergivethemyourself。Shewillbeheredirectly。”Theywereintheroomnow,andMrs。Pasmermadethetimepassinrapidtalk;butDanfeltthatheoughttoapologisefromtimetotime。“No!“shesaid,lettingherselfgo。“Stayandbreakfastwithus,Mr。Mavering。Weshallbesogladtohaveyou。”
AtlastAlicecamein,andtheydecorouslyshookhands。Mrs。Pasmerturnedawayasmileattheirdecorum。“Iwillseethatthere’saplaceforyou。”shesaid,leavingthem。
Theywereinstantlyineachother’sarms。Itseemedtohimthatallthishadhappenedbecausehehadsostronglywishedit。
“Whatisit,Dan?”Whatdidyoucomefor?”sheasked。
“Toseeifitwasreallytrue,Alice。Icouldn’tbelieveit。”
“Well——letmego——youmustn’t——it’stoosilly。Ofcourseit’strue。”Shepulledherselffree。“Ismyhairtumbled?Yououghtn’ttohavecome;
it’sridiculous;butI’mgladyoucame。I’vebeenthinkingitallover,andI’vegotagreatmanythingstosaytoyou。Butcometobreakfastnow。”
Shehadabusiness-likewayoftreatingthesituationthatwasmoreintoxicatingthansentimentwouldhavebeen,andgaveitmoreactuality。
Mrs。Pasmerwasaloneatthetable,andexplainedthatAlice’sfatherneverbreakfastedwiththem,orveryseldom。“Whereareyourflowers?”
sheaskedAlice。
“Flowers?Whatflowers?”
“ThatMr。Maveringbrought。”
Theyalllookedatoneanother。Danranoutandbroughtinhisroses。
“Theyweretryingtogetawayintheexcitement,Iguess,Mrs。Pasmer;I
foundthembehindthedoor。”Hehadflungthemthere,withoutknowingit,whenMrs。PasmerlefthimwithAlice。
Heexpectedhertojoinhimandhermotherinbeingamusedatthis,buthewasaswellpleasedtohavehertouchedathishavingbroughtthem,andtoturntheirgaietyoffinpraiseoftheroses。Shegotavaseforthem,andsetitonthetable。Henoticedforthefirsttimetheprettyhouse-
dressshehadon,withitsbarredcorsageandunder-skirt,andtheheavysilkenropeknottedrounditatthewaist,anddroppinginheavytuftsorballsinfront。
ThebreakfastwasContinentalinitssimplicity,andMrs。PasmersaidthattheyhadalwayskeptuptheirParishabitofalightbreakfast,eveninLondon,whereitwasnotsoeasytofollowforeigncustomsasitwasinAmerica。Shewasafraidhemightfindittoolight。Thenhetoldallabouthismorning’sadventure,endingwithhisbreakfastattheProvidenceDepot。Mrs。Pasmerenteredintothefunofit,butshesaiditwasforonlyonceinaway,andhemustnotexpecttobeletinifhecameatthathouranothermorning。Hesaidno;heunderstoodwhatanextraordinarypieceofluckitwasforhimtobethere;andhewastheretobebiddentodowhatevertheywished。Hesaidsomuchinrecognitionoftheirgoodness,thathebecameabashedbyit。Mrs。Pasmersatattheheadofthetable,andAliceacrossitfromhim,sofaroffthatsheseemedpartedfromhimbyaninsuperablemoraldistance。Awarmflushseemedtorisefromhisheartintohisthroatandstiflehim。Hewishedtoshedtears。
HiseyeswerewetwithgratefulhappinessinansweringMrs。Pasmerthathewouldnothaveanymorecoffee。“Then。”shesaid,“wewillgointothedrawing-room;“butsheallowedhimandAlicetogoalone。
Hewasstillinthatillusionofaweandofdistance,andhesubmittedtotheinterpositionofanothertablebetweentheirchairs。
“Iwishtotalkwithyou。”shesaid,soseriouslythathewasfrightened,andsaidtohimself:“Nowsheisgoingtobreakitoff。Shehasthoughtitover,andshefindsshecan’tendureme。”
“Well?”hesaidhuskily。
Yououghtn’ttohavecomehere,youknow,thismorning。”
“Iknowit。”hevaguelyconceded。“ButIdidn’texpecttogetin。”
“Well,nowyou’rehere,wemayaswelltalk。Youmusttellyourfamilyatonce。”
“Yes;I’mgoingtowritetothemassoonasIgetbacktomyroom。I
couldn’tlastnight。”
“Butyoumustn’twrite;youmustgo——andpreparetheirminds。”
“Go?”heechoed。“Oh,thatisn’tnecessary!Myfatherknewaboutitfromthebeginning,andIguessthey’vealltalkeditover。Theirmindsareprepared。”Thesenseofhisimmeasurablesuperioritytoanyone’soppositionbegantodissipateDan’sunnaturalawe;atthepleadingfacewhichAliceputon,restingonecheekagainstthebackofoneofherclaspedhands,andleaningonthetablewithherelbows,hebegantobeteasedbythatsilkenroperoundherwaist。
“Butyoudon’tunderstand,dear。”shesaid;andshesaid“dear“asiftheywereoldmarriedpeople。“Youmustgotoseethem,andtellthem;andthensomeofthemmustcometoseeme——yourfatherandsisters。”
“Why,ofcourse。”Hiseyenowbecamefastenedtooneofthefluffysilkenballs。
“AndthenmammaandImustgotoseeyourmother,mustn’twe?”
“It’llbeveryniceofyou——yes。Youknowshecan’tcometoyou。”
“Yes,that’swhatIthought,and——Whatareyoulookingat?”shedrewherselfbackfromthetableandfollowedthedirectionofhiseyewithawoman’sinstinctiveapprehensionofdisarray。
Hewasashamedtotell。“Oh,nothing。Iwasjustthinking。”
“What?”
“Well,Idon’tknow。Thatitseemssostrangeanyoneelseshouldhaveanytodowithit——myfamilyandyours。ButIsupposetheymust。Yes,it’sallright。”
“Why,ofcourse。Ifyourfamilydidn’tlikeit——“
“Itwouldn’tmakeanydifferencetome。”saidDanresolutely。
“Itwouldtome。”sheretorted,withtenderreproach。“Doyousupposeitwouldbepleasanttogointoafamilythatdidn’tlikeyon?Supposepapaandmammadidn’tlikeyou?”
“ButIthoughttheydid。”saidMavering,withhismindstillpartlyontheropeandthefluffyball,butkeepinghiseyesaway。
“Yes,theydo。”saidAlice。“Butyourfamilydon’tknowmeatall;andyourfather’sonlyseenmeonce。Can’tyouunderstand?I’mafraidwedon’tlookatitseriouslyenough——earnestly——andoh,Idowishtohaveeverythingdoneasitshouldbe!Sometimes,whenIthinkofit,itmakesmetremble。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitallthemorning,and——and——
praying。”
Danwantedtofallonhiskneestoher。TheideaofAliceinprayerwasfascinating“Iwishourlifetobeginwithothers,andnotwithourselves。Ifwe’reintrustedwithsomuchhappiness,doesn’titmeanthatwe’retodogoodwithit——togiveittoothersasifitweremoney?”
ThenoblenessofthisthoughtstirredDangreatly;hiseyeswanderedbacktothesilkenrope;butnowitseemedtohimanemblemofvoluntarysufferingandself-sacrifice,likeadevotee’shempengirdle。Heperceivedthattheloveofthisangelicgirlwouldelevatehimandhallowhiswholelifeifhewouldletit。Heansweredher,fervently,thathewouldbeguidedbyherinthisasineverything;thatheknewhewasselfish,andhewasafraidhewasnotverygood;butitwasnotbecausehehadnotwishedtobeso;itwasbecausehehadnothadanyincentive。Hethoughthowmuchnoblerandbetterthiswasthanthetalkhehadusuallyhadwithgirls。Hesaidthatofcoursehewouldgohomeandtellhispeople;hesawnowthatitwouldmakethemhappieriftheycouldhearitdirectlyfromhim。Hehadonlythoughtofwritingbecausehecouldnotbeartothinkoflettingadaypasswithoutseeingher;butifhetooktheearlymorningtrainhecouldgetbackthesamenight,andstillhavethreehoursatPonkwassetFalls,andhewouldgothenextday,ifshesaidso。
“Goto-day,Dan。”shesaid,andshestretchedoutherhandimpressivelyacrossthetabletowardhim。Heseizeditwithagushoftenderness,andtheydrewtogetherintheirresolutiontoliveforothers。Hesaidhewouldgoatonce。Butthenexttraindidnotleavetilltwoo’clock,andtherewasplentyoftime。Inthemeanwhileitwasintheaccomplishmentoftheirhighaimsthattheysatdownonthesofatogetherandtalkedoftheirfuture;Aliceconditioneditwhollyuponhispeople’sapprovalofher,whichseemedwildlyunnecessarytoMavering,andamusedhimimmensely。
“Yes。”shesaid,“Iknowyouwillthinkmestrangeinagreatmanythings;
butIshallneverkeepanythingfromyou,andI’mgoingtotellyouthatI
wenttomatinsthismorning。”
“Tomatins?”echoedDan。HewouldnotquitehavelikedheraCatholic;herememberedwithreliefthatshehadsaidshewasnotaRomanCatholic;
thoughwhenhecametothink,hewouldnothavecaredagreatdeal。
NothingcouldhavechangedherfrombeingAlice。
“Yes,Iwishedtoconsecratethefirstmorningofourengagement;andI’malwaysgoing。IdeterminedthatIwouldgobeforebreakfast——thatwaswhatmadebreakfastsolate。Don’tyoulikeit?”sheaskedtimidly。
“Likeit!“hesaid。“I’mgoingwithyou:“
“Ohno!“sheturneduponhim。“Thatwouldn’tdo。”Shebecamegraveagain。“I’mgladyouapproveofit,forIshouldfeelthattherewassomethingwantingtoourhappiness。Ifmarriageisasacrament,whyshouldn’tanengagementbe?”
“Itis。”saidDan,andhefeltthatitwasholy;tillthenhehadneverrealisedthatmarriagewasasacrament,thoughhehadoftenheardthephrase。
Attheendofanhourtheytookatenderleaveofeachother,hastenedbythesoundofMrs。Pasmer’svoicewithout。Aliceescapedfromonedoorbeforehermotherenteredbytheother。Danremained,tryingtolookunconcerned,buthewassensibleofsucceedingsopoorlythathethoughthehadbetterofferhishandtoMrs。Pasmeratonce。HetoldherthathewasgoinguptoPonkwassetFallsattwoo’clock,andaskedhertopleaserememberhimtoMr。Pasmer。
Shesaidshewould,andaskedhimifheweretobegonelong。
“Ohno;justovernight——tillIcantellthemwhat’shappened。”HefeltitacomforttobetrivialwithMrs。Pasmer,afterbracinguptoAlice’sideals。“Isupposethey’llhavetoknow。”
“Whatanexemplaryson!“saidMrs。Pasmer。“Yes,Isupposetheywill。”
“IsupposeditwouldbeenoughifIwrote,butAlicethinksI’dbetterreportinperson。”
“Ithinkyouhad,indeed!Anditwillbeagoodthingforyoubothtohavethetimeforclarifyingyourideas。Didshetellyoushehadbeenatmatinsthismorning?”AlightoflaughtertrembledinMrs。Pasmer’seyes,andMaveringcouldnotkeeparesponsivegleamoutofhisown。Inaninstantthededicationofhisengagementbymorningprayerceasedtobeahighandsolemnthought,andbecamedeliciouslyamusing;andthislaughingAliceoverwithhermotherdidmoretorealisethefactthatshewashisthananythingelsehadyetdone。
Inthatdarkpassageoutsidehefelttwoarmsgotenderlyroundhisneck;
andasoftshapestrainitselftohisheart。“Iknowyouhavebeenlaughingaboutme。Butyoumay。I’myoursnow,eventolaughat,ifyouwant。”
“Youareminetofalldownandworship。”hevowed,withaninstantrevulsionoffeeling。
Alicedidn’tsayanything;hefeltherhandfumblingabouthiscoatlapel。
“Whereisyourbreastpocket?”sheasked;andhetookholdofherhand,whichleftacarte-de-visite-shapedsomethinginhis。
“Itisn’tverygood。”shemurmured,aswellasshecould,withherlipsagainsthischeek,“butIthoughtyou’dliketoshowthemsomeproofofmyexistence。Ishallhavenoneofyourswhileyou’regone。”
“OAlice!youthinkofeverything!“
Hisheartwaspiercedbythesoftreproachimpliedinherwords;hehadnotthoughttoaskherforherphotograph,butshehadthoughttogiveit;
shemusthavefeltitstrangethathehadnotaskedforit,andshehadmeanttoslipitinhispocketandlethimfinditthere。Butevenhispangofself-upbraidingwasapartofhistransport。Heseemedtofloatdownthestairs;hismindwasinadeliriouswhirl。“Ishallgomad。”hesaidtohimselfintheexcessofhisjoy——“Ishalldie!“
XXVIII。
ThepartingscenewithAlicepersistedinMavering’sthoughtfaronthewaytoPonkwassetFalls。Henowsucceededinsayingeverythingtoher:
howdeeplyhefelthergivinghimherphotographtocheerhiminhisseparationfromher;howmuchheappreciatedherforethoughtinprovidinghimwithsomeanswerwhenhismotherandsistersshouldaskhimaboutherlooks。Hetookoutthepicture,andpretendedtotheotherpassengerstobelookingverycloselyatit,andsomanagedtokissit。Hetoldherthatnowheunderstoodwhatlovereallywas;howpowerful;howitdidconquereverything;thatithadchangedhimandmadehimalreadyabetterman。Hemadeherrefuseallmeritinthework。
Whenhebegantoformulatethefactsforcommunicationtohisfamily,lovedidnotseemsopotent;hefoundhimselfashamedofhispassion,oratleastunwillingtoletitbeitsownexcuseeven;hehadawishtogiveitalmostanyotherappearance。UntilhecameinsightofthestationandtheWorks,ithadnotseemedpossibleforanyonetoobjecttoAlice。Hehadbeengoinghomeasamatterofformtoreceivetheadhesionofhisfamily。Butnowhewasforcedtoseethatshemightbeconsideredcritically,evenreluctantly。ThiswouldonlybebecausehisfamilydidnotunderstandhowperfectAlicewas;buttheymightnotunderstand。
Withhisfathertherewouldbenodifficulty。HisfatherhadseenAliceandadmiredher;hewouldbeallright。Danfoundhimselfhopingthisratheranxiously,asiffromtheinstinctiveneedofhisfather’ssupportwithhismotherandsisters。HestoppedattheWorkswhenheleftthetrain,andfoundhisfatherinhisprivateofficebeyondthebook-keeper’spicket-fence,whichhepenetrated,withanodtotheaccountant。
“Hello,Dan!“saidhisfather,lookingup;and“Hello,father!“saidDan。
Beingalone,thefatherandsonnotonlyshookhands,butkissedeachother,astheyusedtodoinmeetingafteranabsencewhenDanwasyounger。
Hehadclosedhisfather’sdoorwithhislefthandingivinghisright,andnowhesaidatonce,“Father,I’vecomehometotellyouthatI’mengagedtobemarried。”
Danhadprearrangedhisfather’sbehaviouratthisannouncement,buthenowperceivedthathewouldhavetomodifythesceneifitweretorepresentthefacts。Hisfatherdidnotbrightenalloveranddemand,“MissPasmer,ofcourse?”hecontrivedtohidewhateverstartthenewshadgivenhim,andwassometimeinasking,withhissoftlisp,“Isn’tthatrathersudden,Dan?”
“Well,notforme。”saidDan,laughinguneasily。It’s——youknowher,father——MissPasmer。”
“Ohyes。”saidhisfather,certainlynotwithdispleasure,andyetnotwithenthusiasm。
“I’vehadeversinceClassDaytothinkitover,andit——cametoaclimaxyesterday。”
“Andthenyoustoppedthinking。”saidhisfather——togaintime,itappearedtoDan。
“Yes,sir。”saidDan。“Ihaven’tthoughtsince。”
“Well。”saidhisfather,withanamusementwhichwasnotunfriendly。Headded,afteramoment,“ButIthoughtthathadbeenbrokenoff。”andDan’sinstinctpenetratedtothelurkingfactthathisfathermusthavetalkedtheruptureoverwithhismother,andnotwhollyregrettedit。
“Therewasakindof——hitchatonetime。”headmitted;“butit’sallrightnow。”
“Well,well。”saidhisfather,“thisisgreatnews——greatnews。”andheseemedtobeshapinghimselftothenewpostureofaffairs,whilegivingitaconditionalrecognition。“She’sabeautifulcreature。”
“Isn’tshe?”criedDan,withalittlebreakinhisvoice,forhehadfoundhisfather’smannerrathertrying。“Andshe’sgoodtoo。Iassureyouthatsheis——sheissimplyperfecteveryway。”
“Well。”saidtheelderMavering,risingandpullingdowntherollingtopofhisdesk,“I’mgladtohearit,foryoursake,Dan。Haveyoubeenupatthehouseyet?”
“No;I’mjustoffthetrain。”
“Howishermother——howisMrs。Pasmer?Allwell?”
“Yes,sir。”saidDan;“they’reallverywell。Youdon’tknowMr。Pasmer,Ibelieve,sir,doyou?”
“Notsincecollege。Whatsortofpersonishe?”
“He’sveryrefinedandquiet。Veryhandsome。Verycourteous。Veryniceindeed。”
“Ah!that’sgood。”saidElbridgeMavering,withtheeffectofnothavingbeenveryattentivetohisson’sanswer。
Theywalkedupthelongslopeofthehillsideonwhichthehousestood,overlookingthevalleywheretheWorkswere,andfrontingtheplateauacrosstheriverwherethevillageofoperatives’houseswasscattered。
Thepalinglightofwhathadbeenaveryredsunsetflushedthem,andbroughtoutthepicturesquenesswhichthearchitect,whodesignedthemforaparticulareffectintheviewfromtheowner’smansion,hadintended。
Agoodcarriageroadfollowedtheeasiestlineofascenttowardsthisedifice,andreachedagateway。Withinitbegantodescribeacurveborderedwithasphaltedfootwaystothebroadverandahofthehouse,andthendescendedagaintothegate。Thegroundsenclosedwereplantedwithdeciduousshrubs,whichhadnowmostlydroppedtheirleaves,andclumpsoffirsdarkeningintheeveninglightwiththegleamofsomegardenstatuesshiveringaboutthelawnnextthehouse。ThebreezegrewcolderandstifferasthefatherandsonmountedtowardthemansionwhichDanusedtobelievewaslikeachateau,withitsMansard-roofanddormerwindowsandchimneys。Itnowblockeditsspacesharplyoutofthethinpinkofthewesternsky,anditslightssparkledwithawintrykeennesswhichhadoftenthrilledDanwhenheclimbedthehillfromthestationinformerhomecomings。Theirbrilliancygavehimastrangesinkingoftheheartfornoreason。HeandhisfatherhadkeptupasortofdesultorytalkaboutAlice,andhecouldnothavesaidthathisfatherhadseemedindifferent;
hehadtouchedtheaffaironlytooacquiescently;itwaspainfullylikeeverythingelse。Whentheycameinfullsightofthehouse,Danleftthesubject,asherealisedpresently,fromareasonlessfearofbeingoverheard。
“Itseemsmuchlaterhere,sir,thanitdoesinBoston。”hesaid,glancingroundatthemaples,whichstoodragged,withhalftheirleavesblownfromthem。
“Yes;we’reinthehills,andwe’refurthernorth。”answeredhisfather。
“There’sMinnie。”
Danhadseenhissisterontheverandah,pausingatsightofhim,andpuzzledtomakeoutwhowaswithherfather。Hehadanimpulsetohailherwithashout,buthecouldnot。Inhislastwalkwithherhehadtoldherthatheshouldnevermarry,andtheyhadplannedtolivetogether。Itwasajoke;butnowhefeltasifhehadcometorobherofsomething,andhewalkedsoberlyonwithhisfather。
“Why,Dan,yougood-for-nothingfellow!“shecalledoutwhenhecamenearenoughtobeunmistakable,andrandownthestepstokisshim。“Whatintheworldareyoudoinghere?Whendidyoucome?Whydidn’tyouhollo,insteadoflettingmestandhereguessing?You’renotsick,areyou?”
Thefathergothimselfindoorsunnoticedintheexcitementofthebrother’sarrival。ThiswouldhavebeenthebestmomentforDantotellhissisterofhisengagement;heknewit,butheparriedhercuriosityabouthiscoming;andthenhissisterEunicecameout,andhecouldnotspeak。Theyallwenttogetherintothehouseflamingwithnaphthagas,andwiththesteamheatalreadyon,andDansaidhewouldtakehisbagtohisroom,andthencomedownagain。Heknewthathehadleftthemtothinkthattherewassomethingverymysteriousinhiscoming,andwhilehewashedawaythegrimeofhisjourneyhewasplanninghowtoappearperfectlynaturalwhenheshouldgetbacktohissisters。Herecollectedthathehadnotaskedeitherthemorhisfatherhowhismotherwas,butitwascertainlynotbecausehismindwasnotfullofher。Alicenowseemedveryremotefromhim,furthereventhanhisgun,orhisboyishcollectionofmothsandbutterflies,onwhichhiseyefellinrovingabouthisroom。
Forabitterinstantitseemedtohimasiftheywereallaliketoys,andinasuddendespairheaskedhimselfwhathadbecomeofhishappiness。ItwasscarcelyhalfadaysincehehadpartedintransportfromAlice。
Hemadepretextstokeepfromreturningatoncetohissisters,anditwasnearlyhalfanhourbeforehewentdowntothem。Bythattimehisfatherwaswiththeminthelibrary,andtheywerewaitingteaforhim。
XXIX。
Afamilyofrichpeopleinthecountry,apartfromintellectualinterests,isapttogormandise;andtheMaveringsalwayssatdowntoaluxurioustable,whichwasmostabundantandtemptingatthemealtheycalledtea,whentheinventionofthePortugueseman-cookwastaxedtosupplythedemandsofappetitesatonceeagerandfastidious。Theyprolongedthemealasmuchaspossibleinwinter,andDanusedtoliketogethomejustintimeforteawhenhecameupfromHarvard;itwasalwaysveryjolly,andhebroughtaboy’shungertoitsabundance。Thedining-room,fullofshininglight,andtreatedfromthelow-downgrate,wasapleasantplace。
Butnowhisspiritsfailedtorisewiththephysicalcheer;hewasalmostbashfullysilent;hesatcowedinthepresenceofhissisters,andcarewornintheplacewhereheusedtobesogayandbold。Theywerewaitingtohavehimbeginabouthimself,ashealwaysdidwhenhehadbeenaway,andwerereadytosympathisewithhisegotism,whatevernewturnittook。Hemystifiedthembyaskingaboutthemandtheiraffairs,andbydealinginfutilegeneralities,insteadoflaunchingoutwithanybusinessthathehappenedatthetimetobefullof。Buthedidnotattendtotheiranswerstohisquestions;hewasabsent-minded,andonlyknewthathisfacewasflushed,andthathewasobviouslyillatease。
Hisyoungersisterturnedfromhimimpatientlyatlast。“Father,whatisthematterwithDan?”
Herboldrecognitionoftheircommonconstraintbrokeitdown。Danlookedathisfatherwithhelplessconsent,andhisfathersaidquietly,“Hetellsmehe’sengaged。”
“Whatnonsense!“saidhissisterEunice。
“Why,Dan!“criedMinnie;andhefeltareproachinherwordswhichthewordsdidnotexpress。Asilencefollowed,inwhichthefatheralongwentonwithhissupper。ThegirlssatstaringatDanwithincredulouseyes。
Hebecamesuddenlyangry。
“Idon’tknowwhat’ssoveryextraordinaryaboutit,orwhythereshouldbesuchapother。”hebegan;andheknewthathewasinsolentlyignoringabundantreasonsforpother,iftherehadbeenanypother。“Yes,I’mengaged。”
Heexpectednowthattheywouldbelievehim,andaskwhomhewasengagedto;butapparentlytheywerestillunabletorealiseit。Hewasobligedtogoon。“I’mengagedtoMissPasmer。”
“ToMissPasmer!“repeatedEunice。
“ButIthought——“Minniebegan,andthenstopped。
Dancommandedhistemperbyastrongeffort,andcondescendedtoexplain。
“Therewasamisunderstanding,butit’sallrightnow;Ionlymetheryesterday,and——it’sallright。”HehadtokeeponignoringwhathadpassedbetweenhimandhissistersduringthemonthhespentathomeafterhisreturnfromCampobello。Hedidnotwishtodoso;hewouldhavebeengladtolaughoverthatepochofill-concealedheart-breakwiththem;butthewaytheyhadtakenthefactofhisengagementmadeitimpossible。Hewasforcedtokeepthematadistance;theyforcedhim。“I’mglad。”headdedbitterly,“thatthenewsseemstobesoagreeabletomyfamily。
Thankyouforyourcordialcongratulations。”Heswallowedalargecupoftea,andkeptlookingdown。
“Howsilly!“saidEunice,whowasmuchtheoldestofthethree。“Didyouexpectustofalluponyourneckbeforewecouldbelieveitwasn’tahoaxoffather’s?”
“Ahoax!“Danburstout。
“Isuppose。”saidMinnie,withmockmeekness,“thatifwe’retobedevoured,it’snousesayingwedidn’troilthebrook。I’msureI
congratulateyou,Dan,withallmyheart。”sheadded,withatremblingvoice。
“IcongratulateMissPasmer。”saidEunice,“onsecuringsuchaveryreasonablehusband。”
WhenEunicefirstbecameayoungladyshewassomucholderthanDanthatinhismother’sabsenceshesometimesauthorisedherselftoboxhisears,tillshewasfinallyoverthrowninbattlebythegrowingboy。Shestillfeltherselfsomuchhistutelarygeniusthatshecouldnotlettheideaofhisengagementaweher,orkeepherfromgivinghimaneededlesson。
Danjumpedtohisfeet,andpassionatelythrewhisnapkinonhischair。
“There,thatwilldo,Eunice!“interposedthefather。“Sitdown,Dan,anddon’tbeanass,ifyouareengaged。Doyouexpecttocomeupherewithabombshellinyourpocket,andexplodeitamonguswithoutcausinganycommotion?Wealldesireyourhappiness,andwearegladifyouthinkyou’vefoundit,butwewanttohavetimetorealiseit。Wehadonlyadjustedourmindstotheapparentfactthatyouhadn’tfounditwhenyouwereherebefore。”Hisfatherbeganveryseverely,butwhenheendedwiththisrecognitionofwhattheyhadallblinkedtillthen,theylaughedtogether。
“Mypillowisn’tdryyet,withthetearsIshedforyou,Dan。”saidMinniedemurely。
“Ishallhavetocountermandmymourning。”saidEunice,“andwearloudercoloursthanever。Unless。”sheadded,“MissPasmerchangeshermindagain。”
Thisdivinationofthepastgavethemallachanceforanotherlaugh,andDan’ssistersbegantoreconcilethemselvestothefactofhisengagement,ifnottoMissPasmer。Inwhatwasabstractlysodisagreeabletherewasthecomfortthattheycouldjokeabouthishappiness;theyhadnotfeltfreetomakelightofhismiserywhenhewasathomebefore。Theybegantoaskallthequestionstheycouldthinkofastohowandwhen,andtheyassimilatedthefactmoreandmoreinacquiringtheseparticularsandmakingamockofthemandhim。
“Ofcourseyouhaven’tgotherphotograph。”suggestedEunice。“Youknowwe’veneverhadthepleasureofmeetingtheyoungladyyet。”
“Yes。”Danowned,blushing,“Ihave。ShethoughtImightliketoshowittomother:Butitisn’t——“
“Averygoodone——theyneverare。”saidMinnie。
“Anditwastakenseveralyearsago——theyalwaysare。”saidEunice。
“Andshedoesn’tphotographwell,anyway。”
“Andthisonewasjustafteralongfitofsickness。”
Dandrewitoutofhispocket,aftersomefumblingforit,whilehetoleratedtheirgibes。
Euniceputhernosetoit。“Ihopeit’syourcigarettesitsmellsof。”
shesaid。
“Yes;shedoesn’tusetheweed。”answeredDan。
“Oh,Ididn’tmeanthat,exactly。”returnedhissister,holdingthepictureoffatarm’slength,andviewingitcriticallywithcontractedeyes。
Dancouldnothelplaughing。“Idon’tthinkit’sbeennearanyothercigar-case。”heansweredtranquilly。
Minnielookedatitverynearto,coveringallbutthefacewithherhand。
“Dan,she’slovely!“shecried,andDan’sheartleapedintohisthroatAshegratefullymethissister’seyes。
“You’lllikeher,Min。”
Eunicetookthephotographfromherforasecondscrutiny。“She’scertainlyverystylish。Ratherabeakofanose,andalittletoobird——
likeonthewhole。Butsheisn’tsobad。Isitlikeher?”sheaskedwithaglanceatherfather。
“Imightsay——afterlooking。”hereplied。
“True!Ididn’tknowbutDanhadshownittoyouassoonasyoumet。Heseemedtobeinsuchahurrytoletusallknow。”
Thefathersaid,“Idon’tthinkitflattersher。”andhelookedatitmorecarefully。“Notmuchofhermotherthere?”hesuggestedtoDan。
“No,sir;she’smorelikeherfather。”
“Well,afterallthisexcitement,IbelieveI’llhaveanothercupoftea,andtakesomethingtoeat,ifMissPasmer’sphotographdoesn’tobject。”
saidEunice,andshereplenishedhercupandplate。
“Whatcolouredhairandeyeshasshe,Dan?”askedMinnie。
Hehadtothinksoastobeexact。“Well,youmightsaytheywereblack,hereyebrowsaresodark。ButIbelievethey’reasortofgreyish-blue。”
“Notanuncommoncolourforeyes。”saidEunice,“butratherpeculiarforhair。”
Theygottomakingfunofthepicture,andDantoldthemaboutAliceandherfamily;thefatherleftthematthetable,andthencamebackwithwordfromDan’smotherthatshewasreadytoseehim。
XXX。
Byeighto’clockintheeveningthepainwithwhicheverydaybeganforMrs。Maveringwaslulled,andherjarrednerveswerestayedbytheopiatestillshefellasleepaboutmidnight。Inthisintervalthefamilygatheredintoherroom,andbroughthertheirnewsandthecheeroftheirhealth。
Thegirlschatteredononesideofherbed,andtheirfathersatwithhisnewspaperontheother,andreadaloudthepassageswhichhethoughtwouldinteresther,whileshelayproppedamongherpillows,brilliantlyeagerfortheworldopeningthisglimpseofitselftohershiningeyes。Thatwasonhergoodnights,whenthedrugsdidtheirwork,butthereweretimeswhentheyfailed,andtheday’sagonyprolongeditselfthroughtheevening,andthesleepwonatlastwasaheavystupor。Thenthesufferer’stempergavewayunderthestress;shebecamethetormentshesuffered,andtoretheheartssheloved。Mostofall,sheafflictedthemanwhohadbeensofaithfultohermisery,andmaddenedhimtoreprisals,ofwhichheafterwardabjectlyrepented。Hertonguewassharpenedbypain,andpitilesslyskilledtoinculpateandtopunish;itpiercedandburnedlikefirebutwhenagooddaycameagainshemadeituptothevictimsbytheangelicsweetnessandsanitywhichtheyfeltwasherrealself;thecrueltywasonlythemaskofhersuffering。
Whenshewasbettertheybroughttoherroomanybodywhowasstayingwiththem,andshelikedthemtobejollyinthespaciouschamber。Thepleasantestthingsofthehousewereassembled,andallitscomfortsconcentrated,intheplacewhichsheandtheyknewsheshouldquitbutonce。Itwasmadegaywithflowersandpictures;itwasthesalonforthosefortunatehourswhenshebecamethelightestandblithestofthecompanyinit,andmadetheyoungestguestforgetthattherewassicknessorpainintheworldbythespiritwithwhichsheignoredherown。Herlaughbecameyoungagain;shejoked;sheenteredintowhattheyweredoingandreadingandthinking,andsentthemawayfullofthesympathywhichinthismoodofhersshehadforeverymoodinothers。Girlssighedouttheirwonderandenvytoherdaughterswhentheylefther;theyoungmenwhomshecaptivatedwithherdivinationoftheirpassionsorambitionswentawaycelebratinghersupernaturalknowledgeofhumannature。Thenexteveningaftersomenightofrareandhappyexcitement,thefamilysawhernursecarryingthepicturesandflowersandvasesoutofherroom,insignofherrenunciationofthemall,andassembledsilently,shrinkingly,inherchamber,totakeeachtheirportionofheranguish,oftheblameandthepenalty。Thehouseholdadjusteditselftoherhumours,forshewassupremeinit。
WhenDanusedtocomehomefromHarvardsheputonaprettycapforhim,anddistinguishedhimascompanybycertainlaceshidingherwastedframe,andgivingtheirpatheticcoquetrytohertransparentwrists。Hewasherfavourite,andthegirlsacknowledgedhimso,andmadetheirfunofherforspoilinghim。Hefoundoutashegrewupthatherbrokenhealthdatedfromhisbirth,andatfirstthisdeeplyaffectedhim;buthisyounglifesoonlostthekeennessoftheimpression,andhelovedhismotherbecauseshelovedhim,andnotbecauseshehadbeendyingforhimsomanyyears。
Ashenowcameintoherroom,andthewaiting-womanwentoutofitwithherusual,“Well,Mr。Dan!“thetendernesswhichfilledhimatsightofhismotherwasmixedwiththatsenseofguiltwhichhadtormentedhimattimeseversincehemethissisters。Hewasgoingtotakehimselffromher;herealisedthat。
“Well,Dan!“shecalled,sogailythathesaidtohimself,“No,fatherhasn’ttoldheranythingaboutit。”andwasinstantlyabletoanswerherascheerfully,“Well,mother!“
Hebentoverhertokissher,andtheodourofthecleanlinenminglingwiththatoftheopium,andthecolognewithwhichshehadtriedtobanishitsscent,openedtohimoneofthosevastreachesofassociationswhichperfumescanunlock,andhesawherlyingtherethroughthoseyearsofpain,asmanyashalfhislife,andsuddenlythetearsgushedintohiseyes,andhefellonhisknees,andhidhisfaceinthebed-clothesandsobbed。
Shekeptsmoothinghishead,whichshookunderherthinhand,andsaying,“PoorDan!poorDan!“butdidnotquestionhim。Heknewthatsheknewwhathehadcometotellher,andthathistears,whichhadnotbeenmeantforthat,hadmadeinterestwithherforhimandhiscause,andthatshewasalreadyonhisside。
Hetriedboyishlytodignifythesituationwhenheliftedhisface,andhesaid,“Ididn’tmeantocomeboohooingtoyouinthisway,andI’mashamedofmyself。”
“Iknow,Dan;butyou’vebeenwroughtup,andIdon’twonder。Youmustn’tmindyourfatherandyoursisters。Ofcourse,they’rerathersurprised,andtheydon’tlikeyourtakingyourselffromthem——we,noneofusdo。”
AtthesehonestwordsDantriedtobecomehonesttoo。Atleasthedroppedhispretenceofdignity,andbecameasalittlechildinhissimplegreedforsympathy。“Butitisn’tnecessarilythat;isit,mother?”
“Yes,it’sallthat,Dan;andit’sallright,becauseit’sthat。Wedon’tlikeit,butournotlikingithasnothingtodowithitsbeingrightorwrong。”
“Isupposedthatfatherwouldhavebeenpleased,anyway;forhehasseenher,and——and。Ofcoursethegirlshaven’t,butIthinktheymighthavetrustedmyjudgmentalittle。I’mnotquiteafool。”
Hismothersmiled。“Oh,itisn’taquestionofthewisdomofyourchoice;
it’stheunexpectedness。Weallsawthatyouwereveryunhappywhenyouwereherebefore,andwesupposedithadgonewrong。”
“Ithad,mother。”saidDan。“SherefusedmeatCampobello。Butitwasamisunderstanding,andassoonaswemet——“
“Iknewyouhadmetagain,andwhatyouhadcomehomefor,andItoldyourfatherso,whenhecametosayyouwerehere。”
“Didyou,mother?”heasked,charmedatherhavingguessedthat。
“Yes。Shemustbeagoodgirltosendyoustraighthometotellus。”
“YouknewIwouldn’thavethoughtofthatmyself。”saidDanjoyously。“I
wantedtowrite;Ithoughtthatwoulddojustaswell。Ihatedtoleaveher,butshemademecome。Sheisthebest,andthewisest,andthemostunselfish-Omother,Ican’ttellyouabouther!Youmustseeher。Youcan’trealisehertillyouseeher,mother。You’lllikeeachother,I’msureofthat。You’rejustalike。”ItseemedtoDanthattheywereexactlyalike。
“Thenperhapswesha’n’t。”suggestedhismother。“Letmeseeherpicture。”
“HowdidyouknowIhadit?Ifithadn’tbeenforher,Ishouldn’thavebroughtany。SheputitintomypocketjustasIwasleaving。Shesaidyouwouldallwanttoseewhatshelookedlike。”
Hehadtakenitoutofhispocket,andheheldit,smilingfondlyuponit。
Aliceseemedtosmilebackathim。Hehadlostherinthereluctanceofhisfatherandsisters;andnowhismother——itwashismotherwhohadgivenhertohimagain。Hethoughthowtenderlyhelovedhismother。
Whenhecouldyieldherthephotograph,shelookedlongandsilentlyatit。“Shehasagreatdealofcharacter,Dan。”
“Thereyou’vehitit,mother!I’dratheryouwouldhavesaidthatthananythingelse。Butdon’tyouthinkshe’sbeautiful?She’sthegentlestcreature,whenyoucometoknowher!Iwasawfullyafraidofheratfirst。Ithoughtshewasveryhaughty。Butsheisn’tatall。She’sreallyveryself-depreciatory;shethinkssheisn’tgoodenoughforme。
Yououghttohearhertalk,mother,asIhave。She’sfullofthenoblestideals——ofbeingofsomeuseintheworld,ofbeingself-devoted,and——allthatkindofthing。Andyoucanseethatshe’scapableofit。Heraunt’sinaProtestantsisterhood。”hesaid,withasolemnitywhichdidnotseemtocommunicateitselftohismother,forMrs。Maveringsmiled。Dansmiledtoo,andsaid:“ButIcan’ttellyouaboutAlice,mother。She’sperfect。”
Hisheartoverflowedwithprouddelightinher,andhewasfoolenoughtoadd,“She’ssoaffectionate!“
Hismotherkeptherselffromlaughing。“Idaresaysheis,Dan——withyou。”Thenshehidallbuthereyeswiththephotograph,andgaveway。
“Whatadonkey!“saidDan,meaninghimself。“IfIgoon,Ishalldisgustyouwithher。WhatImeanisthatsheisn’tatallproud,asIusedtothinkshewas。”
“Nogirlis,underthecircumstances。Shehasallshecandotobeproudofyou。”
“Doyouthinkso,mother?”“hesaid,enrapturedwiththenotion。“I’vedonemybest——ormyworst——nottogiveheranyreasontobeso。”
“Shedoesn’t’wantany——thelessthebetter。Yousillyboy!Don’tyousupposeshewantstomakeyououtofwholeclothjustasyoudowithher?
Shedoesn’twantanyfactstostartwith;they’dbeintheway。Well,now,Icanmakeout,withyourhelp,whattheyoungladyis;butwhatarethefatherandmother?They’reratherimportantinthesecases。”
“Oh,they’rethenicestkindofpeople。”saidDan,inoptimisticgeneralisation。“You’dlikeMrs。Pasmer。She’sawfullynice。”
“DoyousaythatbecauseyouthinkIwouldn’t?”askedhismother。“Isn’tsheratherslyandhum-bugging?”
“Well,yes,sheis,toacertainextent。”Danadmitted,withalaugh。
“Butshedoesn’tmeananyharmbyit。She’sextremelykind-hearted。”
“Toyou?Idaresay。AndMr。Pasmerisratherunderherthumb?”
“Well,yes,youmightsaythumb。”Danconsented,feelingituselesstodefendthePasmersagainstthisanalysis。
“Wewon’tsayheel。”returnedhismother;“we’retoopolite。Andyourfathersayshehadthereputationincollegeofbeingoneofthemostselfishfellowsintheworld。He’sneverdoneanythingsincebutlosemostofhismoney。He’sbeenabsolutelyidleanduselessallhisdays。”
Sheturnedhervividblueeyessuddenlyuponherson’s。
Danwinced。“Youknowhowhardfatherisuponpeoplewhohaven’tdoneanything。It’samaniaofhis。OfcourseMr。Pasmerdoesn’tshowtoadvantagewherethere’sno——noleisureclass。”
“Poorman!“
Danwasgoingtosay,“He’sveryamiable,though。”buthewasafraidofhismother’sretorting,“Toyou?”andheheldhispeace,lookingchapfallen。
Whetherhismothertookpityonhimornot,hernextsallywasconsoling。
“ButyourAlicemaynottakeaftereitherofthem。Herfatheristheworstofhisbreed,itseems;therestareusefulpeople,fromwhatyourfatherknows,andthere’sagreatdealtobehopedforcollaterally。Shehadanuncleincollegeatthesametimewhowaseverythingthatherfatherwasnot。”
“OneofherauntsisinoneofthoseProtestantreligioushousesinEngland。”repeatedDan。
“Oh!“saidhismothershortly,“Idon’tknowthatIlikethatparticularly。Butprobablysheisn’tuselessthere。IsAliceveryreligious?”
“Well,Isuppose。”saidDan,withasmileforthedevotionsthatcameintohisthought,“she’swhatwouldbecalled’Piscopalpious。”
Mrs。Maveringreferredtothephotograph,whichshestillheldinherhand。“Well,she’spureandgood,atanyrate。Isupposeyoulookforwardtoalongengagement?”
Danwassomewhattakenabackatasuppositionsoverycontrarytowhatwasinhismind。“Well,Idon’tknow。Why?”
“Itmightbesaidthatyouareveryyoung。HowoldisAgnes——Alice,I
mean?”
“Twenty-one。Butnow,lookhere,mother!It’snouseconsideringsuchathingintheabstract,isit?”
“No。”saidhismother,withasmileforwhatmightbecoming。
“ThisisthewayI’vebeenviewingit;Imaysayit’sthewayAlicehasbeenviewingit——orMrs。Pasmer,rather。”
“DecidedlyMrs。Pasmer,rather。Betterbehonest,Dan。”
“I’lldomybest。Iwasthinking,hoping,thatis,thatasI’mgoingrightintothebusiness——havegoneintoitalready,infact——andcouldbeginlifeatonce,thatperhapstherewouldn’tbemuchsenseinwaitingagreatwhile。”
“Yes?”
“That’sall。Thatis,ifyouandfatherareagreed。”Hereflecteduponthisprovision,andadded,withalaughofconfusionandpleasure:“ItseemstobesoverymuchmoreofafamilyaffairthanIusedtothinkitwas。”
“Youthoughtitconcernedjustyouandher?”saidhismother,witharchsympathy。
“Well,yes。”
“Poorfellow!Sheknewbetterthanthat,youmaybesure。Atanyrate,hermotherdid。”
“WhatMrs。Pasmerdoesn’tknowisn’tprobablyworthknowing。”saidDan,withanamusedsenseofheromniscience。
“Ithoughtso。”sighedhismother,smilingtoo。“Andnowyoubegintofindoutthatitconcernsthefamiliesinalltheirbranchesonbothsides。”
“Oh,ifitstoppedatthefamiliesandtheirramifications!Butitseemstotakeinsocietyandthegeneralpublic。”
“Soitdoes——morethanyoucanrealise。Youcan’tgetmarriedtoyourselfalone,asyoungpeoplethink;andifyoudon’tmarryhappily,yousinagainstthepeaceandcomfortofthewholecommunity。”
“Yes,that’swhatI’mchieflylookingoutfornow。Idon’twantanyofthosepeopleinCentralAfricatosuffer。That’sthereasonIwanttomarryAliceattheearliestopportunity。ButIsupposethere’llhavetobeaMaveringembassytothehighcontractingpowersoftheotherpartnow?”
“Yourfatherandoneofthegirlshadbettergodown。”
“Yes?”
“AndinviteMr。andMrs。Pasmerandtheirdaughtertocomeuphere。”
“Allonprobation?”
“Ohno。Ifyou’repleased,Dan——“
Iam,mother——measurably。”Theybothlaughedatthismildwayofputtingit。
“Why,thenit’stobesupposedthatwe’reallpleased。Youneedn’tbringthewholePasmerfamilyhometolivewithyou,ifyoudomarrythemall。”
“No。”saidDan,andsuddenlybebecameverydistraught。ItflashedthroughhimthathismotherwasexpectinghimtocomehomewithAlicetolive,andthatshewouldnotbeatallpleasedwithhisschemeofaEuropeansojourn,whichMrs。Pasmerhadsocordiallyadopted。Hewasamazedthathehadnotthoughtofthat,butherefusedtoseeanydifficultywhichhishappinesscouldnotcopewith。
“No,there’sthatviewofit。”hesaidjollily;andheburiedhismomentaryanxietyoutofsight,and,asitwere,danceduponitsgrave。
Nevertheless,hehadadesiretogetquicklyawayfromthespot。“IhopetheMaveringembassywon’tbeagreatwhilegettingreadytogo。”hesaid。
“Ofcourseit’sallright;butIshouldn’twantanappearanceofreluctanceexactly,youknow,mother;andifthereshouldbemuchofanintervalbetweenmygettingbackandtheircomingon,don’tyouknow,why,thecatmightletherselfoutofthebag。”
“Whatcat?”askedhismotherdemurely。
“Well,youknow,youhaven’treceivedmyengagementwithunmingledenthusiasm,and——andIsupposetheywouldfinditoutfromme——frommymanner;and——andIwishthey’dcomealongprettysoon,mother。”
“Poorboy!I’mafraidthecatgotoutofthebagwhenMrs。Pasmercametotheyearsofdiscretion。Butyousha’n’tbeleftapreytoher。Theyshallgobackwithyou。Ringthebell,andlet’stalkitoverwiththemnow。”
Danjoyfullyobeyed。Hecouldseethathismotherwasallonfirewithinterestinhisaffair,andthattheideaofsomehowcircumventingMrs。
Pasmerbypromptactionwasfascinatingher。
Hissisterscameupatonce,andhisfatherfollowedamomentlater。Theyalltooktheircuefromthemother’sgaiety,andbegantalkingandlaughing,exceptthefather,whosatlookingonwithasmileattheirlivelyspiritsandthejokesofwhichDanbecamethevictim。Eachfamilyhasitsownfantasticmedium,inwhichitgetsaffairstorelievethemoftheirconcreteseriousness,andtheMaveringsnowdidthiswithDan’sengagement,andplayedwithitasanairyabstraction。TheydebatedthecharacteroftheembassywhichwastobesentdowntoBostonontheirbehalf,anditwasdecidedthatEunicehadbettergowithherfather,asrepresentingmorefullytheageandrespectabilityofthefamily:atfirstglancethePasmerswouldtakeherforDan’smother,andthiswouldbeatremendousadvantage。
“AndifIliketheridiculouslittlechit。”saidEunice,“IthinkIshallletDanmarryheratonce。Iseenoreasonwhyheshouldn’tandI
couldn’tstandalongengagement;Ishouldbreakitoff。”
“Iguessthereareotherswhowillhavesomethingtosayaboutthat。”
retortedtheyoungersister。“I’vealwayswantedalongengagementinthisfamily,andasthereseemstobenochanceforitwiththeladies,I
wishtomakethemostofDan’s。Ialwayslikeitwheretheherogetssickandtheheroinenurseshim。IwantDantogetsick,andhaveAlicecomehereandtakecareofhim。”
“No;thismarriagemusttakeplaceatonce。Whatdoyousay,father?”
askedEunice。
Herfathersat,enjoyingthetalk,atthefootofthebed,withatendencytodoze。“YoumightaskDan。”hesaid,withalazycastofhiseyetowardhisson。
“Danhasnothingtodowithit。”
“Danshallnotbeconsulted。”
Thetwogirlsstormedupontheirfatherwiththeirdifferentreasons。
“NowIwilltellyouGirls,bestill!“theirmotherbrokein。“Listentome:Ihaveanidea。”
“Listentoher:shehasanidea!“echoedEunice,inrecitative。
“Willyoubequiet?”demandedthemother。
“Wewillbedu-u-mb!“
Whentheybecameso,atthevergeoftheirmother’spatience,ofwhichtheyknewthelimits,shewenton:“IthinkDanhadbettergetmarriedatonce。”
“There,Minnie!“
“ButwhatdoesDansay?”
“Iwill——makethesacrifice。”saidDanmeekly。
“Nobleboy!That’sexactlywhatWashingtonsaidtohismotherwhensheaskedhimnottogotosea。”saidMinnie。
“Andthenhewentintothemilitia,andmadeitallrightwithhimselfthatway。”saidEunice。“Dancan’tplayhisfilialpietyonthisfamily。
Goon,mother。”
“Iwanthimtobringhiswifehome,andlivewithus。”continuedhismother。
“IntheLpart!“criedMinnie,claspingherhandsinrapture。“I’vealwayssaidwhataperfectlittleapartmentitwasbyitself。”
“Well,don’tsayitagain,then。”returnedhersister。“Alwaysisoftenenough。Well,intheLpartGoon,mother!Don’taskwhereyouwere,whenit’ssoexciting。”
“Idon’tcarewhetherit’sintheLpartornot。There’splentyofroominthegreatbarnofaplaceeverywhere。”
“ButwhatabouthistakingcareofthebusinessinBoston?”suggestedEunice,lookingatherfather。
“There’snohurryaboutthat。”
“Andabouttheexcursiontoaestheticcentresabroad?”Minnieadded。
“Thatcouldbemanaged。”saidherfather,withthesameironicalsmile。
ThemotherandthegirlswentonwildlyplanningDan’sfutureforhim。Itwasallinastrainofextravagantburlesque。Buthecouldnottakehispartinitwithhisusualzest。Helaughedandjokedtoo,butatthebottomofhisheartwasanuneasyremembranceofthedifferentfuturehehadtalkedoverwithMrs。Pasmersoconfidently。Buthesaidtohimselfbuoyantlyatlastthatitwouldcomeoutallright。Hismotherwouldgivein,orelseAlicecouldreconcilehermothertowhateverseemedreallybest。
Hepartedfromhismotherwithfondgaiety。Hissisterscameoutoftheroomwithhim。
“I’mperfectlysorewithlaughing。”saidMinnie。“Itseemslikeoldtimes——doesn’tit,Dan?——suchagalewithmother。”
XXXI。
Anengagementmustalwaysbealittleincredibleatfirsttothefamiliesofthebetrothed,andespeciallytothefamilyoftheyoungman;inthegirl’s,themother,atleast,willhaveamorerealisingsenseofthesituation。Ifthereareeldersisterswhohavebeenaccustomedtoregardtheirbrotherasveryyoung,hewillseemalltheyoungerbecauseinsuchamatterhehastreatedhimselfasifhewereaman;andEuniceMaveringsaid,afterseeingthePasmers,“Well,Dan,it’sallwellenough,I
suppose,butitseemstooridiculous。”
“What’sridiculousaboutit,Ishouldliketoknow?”hedemanded。
“Oh,Idon’tknow。Who’lllookafteryouwhenyou’remarried?Oh,I
forgotMa’amPasmer!“
“Iguessweshallbeabletolookafterourselves。”saidDan;alittlesulkily。
“Yes,ifyou’llbeallowedto。”insinuatedhissister。
TheyspokeattheendofatalkinwhichhehadfrettedatthereticenceofbothhissisterandhisfatherconcerningthePasmers,whomtheyhadjustbeentosee。Hewasvexedwithhisfather,becausehefeltthathehadbeeninfluencedbyEunice,andhadsomehowgonebackonhim。HewasvexedandhewasgrievedbecausehisfatherhadleftthematthedoorofthehotelwithoutsayinganythinginpraiseofAlice,beyondthegeneralitiesthatwouldnotcarryfavourwithEunice;andhewasdepressedwithacertainsenseofAlice’sfatherandmother,whichseemedtohaveimparteditselftohimfromtheothers,andtobetheMaveringopinionofthem。HecouldnolongerseeMrs。Pasmerharmlessiftrivial,andgood-
heartedifinveteratelyscheming;hecouldnotseethedignityandrefinementwhichhehadbelievedinMr。Pasmer;theyhadbothsufferedasortofshrinkageorcollapse,fromwhichhecouldnotrehabilitatethem。
Butthiswouldhavebeennothingifhissister’sandhisfather’seyes,throughwhichheseemedtohavebeenlooking,hadnotshownhimAliceinalightinwhichsheappearedstrangeandqueeralmosttoeccentricity。Hewashurtatthiseffectfromtheirwantofsympathy,hispridewastouched,andhesaidtohimselfthatheshouldnotfishforEunice’spraise;buthefoundhimselfsaying,withoutsurprise,“IsupposeyouwilldowhatyoucantoprejudicemotherandMin。”
“Isn’tthatalittleprevious?”askedEunice。“HaveIsaidanythingagainstMissPasmer?”
“Youhaven’tbecauseyoucouldn’t。”saidDan,withfoolishbitterness。
“Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’sahumanbeing,Isuppose——atleastthatwastheimpressionIgotfromherparentage。”
“Whathaveyougottosayagainstherparents?”demandedDansavagely。
“Oh,nothing。Ididn’tcomedowntoBostontodenouncethePasmerfamily。”
“Isupposeyoudidn’tliketheirbeinginaflat;you’dhavelikedtofindtheminahouseonCommonwealthAvenueorBeaconStreet。”
“I’llownI’masnob。”saidEunice,withmaddeningmeekness。“So’sfather。”
“Theyareconnectedwiththebestfamiliesinthecity,andtheyareinthebestsociety。Theydowhattheyplease,andtheylivewheretheylike。TheyhavebeensolonginEuropethattheydon’tcareforthosesillydistinctions。Butwhatyousaydoesn’tharmthem。It’ssimplydisgracefultoyou;that’sall。”saidDanfuriously。
“I’mgladit’snoworse,Dan。”saidhissister,withatranquilsmile。
“Andifyou’llstopprancingupanddowntheroom,andtakeaseat,andbehaveyourselfinaChristianmanner,I’lltalkwithyou;andifyoudon’t,Iwon’t。DoyousupposeI’mgoingtobebulliedintolikingthem?”
“Youcanlikethemornot,asyouplease。”saidDansullenly;buthesatdown,andwaiteddecentlyforhissistertospeak。“Butyoucan’tabusethem——atleastinmypresence。”
“Ididn’tknowmenlosttheirheadsaswellastheirhearts。”saidEunice。
“Perhapsit’sonlyanexchange,though,andit’sMissPasmer’shead。”Danstarted,butdidnotsayanything,andEunicesmoothlycontinued:“No,I
don’tbelieveitis。Shelookedlikeasensiblegirl,andshetalkedsensibly。Ishouldthinkshehadaverygoodhead。Shehasgoodmanners,andshe’sextremelypretty,andverygraceful。I’msurprisedsheshouldbeinlovewithsuchasimpleton。”
“Oh,goon!Abusemeasmuchasyoulike。”saidDan。HewasatoncesoothedbyherpraiseofAlice。
“No,itisn’tnecessarytogoon;thecaseisalittletooobvious。ButI
thinkshewilldoverywell。Ihopeyou’renotmarryingthewholefamily,though。Isupposethatit’salwaysaquestionofwhichshallbescoopedup。Theywillwanttoscoopyouup,andweshallwanttoscoopherup。I
daresayMa’amPasmerhasherlittleplan;whatisit?”
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