Alicelaughedwithanundercurrentofprotest,perhapsbecauseshehadseenherparents’wholelife,sofarassheknewit,passedinthissortofstruggle。“ImeanthatIhatemyownlifebecausethereseemsnothingformetodowithit。Iliketohavepeopledosomething。”
“Doyoureally?”askedMaveringsoberly,asifstruckbythenoveltyoftheidea。
“Yes!“shesaid,withexaltation。“IfIwereaman——“
Heburstintoaringinglaugh。“Ohno;don’t!“
“Why?”shedemanded,withprovisionalindignation。
“Becausethentherewouldn’tbeanyMissPasmer。”
ItseemedtoAlicethatthisjokingwasratheranunwarrantedliberty。
Againshecouldnothelpjoininginhislight-heartedness;butshecheckedherselfsoabruptly,andputonalooksoaustere,thathewasquelledbyit。
“Imean。”hebegan——“thatistosay——ImeanthatIdon’tunderstandwhyladiesarealwayssayingthat。Iamsuretheycandowhattheylike,asitis。”
“Doyoumeanthateverythingisopentothemnow?”sheasked,disentanglingaclusteroftheberriesfromthoseinherlap,andbeginningafreshbunch。
“Yes。”saidMavering。“Somethinglikethat——yes。Theycandoanythingtheylike。Lotsofthemdo。”
“Ohyes,Iknow。”saidthegirl。“Butpeopledon’tlikethemto。”
“Why,whatwouldyouliketobe?”heasked。
Shedidnotanswer,butsortedovertheclustersinherlap。“We’vegotenoughnow,haven’twe?”shesaid。
“Oh,nothalf。”hesaid。“Butifyou’retiredyoumustletmemakeupsomeofthebunches。”
“No,no!Iwanttodothemallmyself。”shesaid,gesturinghisofferedhandsaway,withalittlenetherappealinherlaughingrefusal“Soastofeelthatyou’vebeenofsomeuseintheworld?”hesaid,droppingcontentedlyonthegroundnearher,andwatchingherindustry。
“Doyouthinkthatwouldbeverywrong?”sheasked。“Whatmadethatfriendofyours——Mr。Boardman——gointojournalism?”
“Oh,virtuouspoverty。You’renotthinkingofbecominganewspaperwoman,MissPasmer!“
“Whynot?”Sheputthefinalclusterintothebunchinhand,andbegantowindawitheofsweet-grassaroundthestems。Hedroppedforwardonhiskneestohelpher,andtogethertheymanagedtheknot。Theywerebothflushedalittlewhenitwastied,andwereserious。
“Whyshouldn’tonebeanewspaperwoman,ifHarvardgraduatesaretobejournalists?”
“Well,youknow,onlyacertainkindare。”
“Whatkind?”
“Well,notexactlywhatyou’dcallthegentlemanlysort。”
“IthoughtMr。Boardmanwasagreatfriendofyours?”
“Heis。Heisoneofthebestfellowsintheworld。Butyoumusthaveseenthathewasn’taswell。”
“Ishouldthinkhe’dbegladhewasdoingsomethingatonce。IfIwerea——“Shestopped,andtheylaughedtogether。“ImeanthatIshouldhatetobesolonggettingreadytodosomethingasmenare。”
“Thenyou’dratherbeginmakingwall-paperatoncethanstudyinglaw?”
“Oh,Idon’tsaythat。I’mnotcompetenttoadvise。ButIshouldliketofeelthatIwasdoingsomething。Isupposeit’shereditary。”
Maveringstaredalittle。“Oneofmyfather’ssistershasgoneintoasisterhood。She’sinEngland。”
“Isshea——Catholic?”askedMavering。
“Sheisn’taRomanCatholic。”
“Ohyes!“Hedroppedforwardonhiskneesagaintohelphertiethebunchshehadfinished。Itwasnotsoeasyasthefirst。
“Oh,thankyou!“shesaid,withunnecessaryfervour。
“Butyoushouldn’tliketogointoasisterhood,Isuppose?”saidMavering,readytolaugh。
“Oh,Idon’tknow。Whynot?”Shelookedathimwithaflyingglance,anddroppedhereyes。
“Oh,noreason,ifyouhaveafancyforthatkindofthing。”
“Thatkindofthing?”repeatedAliceseverely。
“Oh,Idon’tmeananythingdisrespectfultoit。”saidMavering,throwinghisanxietyoffinthelaughhehadbeenholdingback。“AndIbegyourpardon。ButIdon’tsupposeyou’reinearnest。”
“Ohno,I’mnotinearnest。”saidthegirl,lettingherwristsfalluponherknees,andtheclustersdropfromherhands。“I’mnotinearnestaboutanything;that’sthetruth——that’stheshame。Wouldn’tyoulike。”
shebrokeoff,“tobeapriest,andgoroundamongthesepeopleuphereontheirfrozenislandsinthewinter?”
“No。”shoutedMavering,“Icertainlyshouldn’t。Idon’tseehowanybodystandsit。PonkwassetFallsisbadenoughinthewinter,andcomparedtothisregionPonkwassetFallsisametropolis。Ibelieveingettingallthegoodyoucanoutoftheworldyouwerebornin——ofcoursewithouthurtinganybodyelse。”Hestretchedhislegsoutonthebedofsweet-
fern,wherehehadthrownhimself,andrestedhisheadonhishandliftedonhiselbow。“Ithinkthisiswhatthisplaceisfitfor——apicnic;andIwisheveryonewelloutofitforninemonthsoftheyear。”
“Idon’t。”saidthegirl,withapassionateregretinhervoice。“Itwouldbeheavenlyherewith——Butyou——no,you’redifferent。Youalwayswanttoshareyourhappiness。”
“Ishouldn’tcallthathappiness。Butdon’tyou?”askedMavering。
“No。I’mselfish。”
“Youdon’texpectmetobebelievethat,Isuppose。”
“Yes。”shewenton,“itmustbeselfishness。Youdon’tbelieveI’mso,becauseyoucan’timagineit。Butit’strue。IfIweretobehappy,I
shouldbeverygreedyaboutit;Icouldn’tenduretoletanyoneelsehaveapartinit。Soit’sbestformetobewretched,don’tyousee——togivemyselfupentirelytodoingforothers,andnotexpectanyonetodoanythingforme;thenIcanbeofsomeuseintheworld。That’swhyI
shouldliketogointoasisterhood。”
Maveringtreateditasthebestkindofjoke,andhewasconfirmedinthisviewofitbyherlaughingwithhim,afterafirstglanceofwhathethoughtmockpiteousness。
XVI。
ThecloudssailedacrosstheirregularspaceofpaleblueNorthernskywhichthebreakinthewoodsopenedforthemoverhead。Itwassostillthattheyheard,andsmiledtohear,thebrokenvoicesoftheothers,whohadgonetogetberriesinanotherdirection——MissAnderson’shoarsemurmurandMunt’sartificialbass。Somewordscamefromthepartyontherocks。
“Isn’titperfect?”criedtheyoungfellowinuttercontent。
“Yes,tooperfect。”answeredthegirl,rousingherselffromthereverieinwhichtheyhadbothlostthemselves,shedidnotknowhowlong。
“Shallyougatheranymore?”
“No;Iguessthere’senough。Let’scountthem。”Hestoopedoveronhishand’sandknees,andmadeasmuchofcountingthebunchesashecould。
“There’saboutonebunchandahalfapiece。Howshallwecarrythem?
Weoughttocomeintocampasimpressivelyaspossible。”
“Yes。”saidAlice,lookingintohisfacewithdreamyabsence。Itwasgoingthroughhermind,fromsomeromanceshehadread,Whatifheweresomesylvancreature,withthatgaiety,thatnaturalgladnessandsweetnessofhis,sofarfromanyhappinessthatwaspossibletoher?
Oughtnotshetobeafraidofhim?Shewasthinkingshewasnotafraid。
“I’lltellyou。”hesaid。“Tiethestemsofallthebunchestogether,andswingthemoverapole,likegrapesofEshcol。Don’tyouknowthepicture?”
“Ohyes。”
“Holdon!I’llgetthepole。”Hecutawhitebirchsapling,andsweptoffitstwigsandleaves,thenhetiedthebunchestogether,andslungthemoverthemiddleofthepole。
“Well?”sheasked。
“Nowwemustresttheendsonourshoulders。”
“Doyouthinkso?”sheasked,withthereluctancethatcomplies。
“Yes,butnotrightaway。I’llcarrythemoutofthewoods,andwe’llformtheprocessionjustbeforewecomeinsight。”
Everyoneontheledgerecognisedthetableauwhenitappeared,andsaluteditwithcheersandhand-clapping。Mrs。Pasmerbentalookonherdaughterwhichshefacedimpenetrably。
“Wherehaveyoubeen?”“Wethoughtyouwerelost!““Wewerejustorganisingasearchexpedition!“differentonesshoutedatthem。
Theladywiththecoffee-potwaskneelingoveritwithherhandonit。
“Havesomecoffee,youpoorthings!Youmustbealmoststarved。”
“Welookedaboutforyoueverywhere。”saidMunt,“andshoutedourselvesdumb。”
MissAndersonpassednearAlice。“Iknewwhereyouwereallthetime!“
Thenthewholepartyfelltopraisingthenovelconceptionofthebouquetsofblueberries,andthetalkbegantoflowawayfromAliceandMaveringinvariouschannels。
Allthathadhappenedafewminutesagointheblueberrypatchseemedafar-offdream;therealityhaddiedoutofthelooksandwords。
Heranaboutfromonetoanother,servingeveryone;inalittlewhilethewholeaffairwasinhishospitablehands,andhislaughinterspersedandbrightenedthetalk。
Shegotalittlebackoftheothers,andsatlookingwistfullyoutoverthebay,withherhandsinherlap。
“Holdonjusthalfaminute,MissPasmer!don’tmove!“exclaimedtheamateurphotographer,whoisnowofallexcursions;hejumpedtohisfeet,andranforhisapparatus。Shesatstill,topleasehim;butwhenhehaddevelopedhispicture,inadarkcorneroftherocks,roofedwithawaterproof,heaccusedherofhavingchangedherposition。“Butit’sgoingtobesplendid。”hesaid,withanotherlookatit。
Hetookseveralpicturesofthewholeparty,forwhichtheyfellintovariousattitudesofconsciousness。Thenheshoutedtoaboat-loadofsailorswhohadbeachedtheircraftwhiletheygatheredsomedriftfortheirgalleyfire。Theyhadflungtheirarm-loadsintotheboat,andhadbentthemselvestoshoveitintothewater。
“Keepstill!don’tmove!“heyelledatthem,withtheimperiousnessoftheamateurphotographer,andtheyobeyedwiththehelplessnessofhisvictims。Buttheylookedround。
“Oh,idiots!“groanedtheartist。
“Ialwayswonderwhatthatkindofpeoplethinkofuskindofpeople。”
saidMrs。Brinkley,withhereyeonthephotographer’ssubjects。
“Yes,Iwonderwhattheydo?”saidMissCotton,pleasedwiththespeculativeturnwhichthetalkmighttakefromthis。“Isupposetheyenvyus?”shesuggested。
“Well,notallofthem;andthosethatdo,notrespectfully。Theyview,usasthepossessorsofill-gottengains,whowouldbeinaverydifferentplaceifwehadourdeserts。”
“Doyoureallythinkso?”
“Yes,Ithinkso;butIdon’tknowthatIreallythinkso。That’sanothermatter。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withthewhimsicalresentmentwhichMissCotton’sconscientiouspursuitseemedalwaystorouseinher。
“Isupposed。”continuedMissCotton,“thatitwasonlyamongthepoorinthecities,whohavebeginmisledbyagitators,thatthe-well-to-doclasseswereregardedwithsuspicion。”
“Itseemstohavebegunagreatwhileago。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“andnotexactlywithagitators。Itwasconsideredverydifficultforustogetintothekingdomofheaven,youknow。”
“Yes,Iknow。”assentedMissCotton。
“Andtherecertainlyaresomethingsagainstus。Evenwhenthechancewasgivenustosellallwehadandgiveittothepoor,wecouldn’tbringourmindstoit,andwentawayexceedingsorrowful。”
“Iwonder。”saidMissCotton,“whetherthosethingswereeverintendedtobetakenliterally?”
“Let’shopenot。”saidJohnMunt,seeinghischancetomakealaugh。
Mrs。Stamwellsaid,“Well,Ishalltakeanothercupofcoffee,atanyrate。”andherhardihoodraisedanotherlaugh。
“ThatalwaysseemstomethemostpitifulthinginthewholeBible。”saidAlice,fromherplace。“Toseetherightsoclearly,andnottobestrongenoughtodoit。”
“Mydear,ithappenseveryday。”saidMrs。Brinkley。
“Ialwaysfeltsorryforthatpoorfellow,too。”saidMavering。“Heseemedtobeagoodfellow,anditwasprettyhardlinesforhim。”
Alicelookedroundathimwithdeepeninggravity。
“Confoundthosefellows!“saidthephotographer,glancingathishastilydevelopedplate。“Theymoved。”
XVII。
Thepicnicpartygathereditselfupafterthelunch,andwhilesomeofthemen,emulousofMavering’spublicspirit,helpedsomeoftheladiestopackthedishesandbasketsawayunderthewagonseats,othersthrewacorkedbottleintothewater,andthrewstonesatit。Afewoftheladiesjoinedthem,butnobodyhitthebottle,whichwasfinallyleftbobbingaboutonthetide。
Mrs。Brinkleyaddressedthedefeatedgroup,ofwhomherhusbandwasone,astheycameupthebeachtowardthewagons。“Doyouthinkthatdisplaywascalculatedtoinspirethelowermiddleclasseswithrespectfulenvy?”
Herhusbandmadehimselfspokesmanfortherest:“No;butyoucan’ttellhowthey’dhavefeltifwe’dhitit。”
Theyallnowclimbedtoahigherlevel,grassyandsmooth,onthebluff,fromwhichtherewasaparticularview;andMaveringcame,carryingthewrapsofMrs。PasmerandAlice,withwhichheassociatedhisovercoat。A
bookfelloutofoneofthepocketswhenhethrewitdown。
MissAndersonpickedthevolumeup。“Browning!HereadsBrowning!
Superioryoungman!“
“Oh,don’tsaythat!“pleadedMavering。
“Oh,readsomethingaloud!“criedanotheroftheyoungladies。
“Isn’tBrowningratherseriousforapicnic?”heasked,withaglanceatAlice;hestillhadadoubtoftheeffectoftherheumaticuncle’sdanceuponher,andwouldhavebeengladtogivehersomeotheraestheticimpressionofhim。
“Ohno!“saidMrs。Brinkley,“nothingismoreappropriatetoapicnicthanconundrums;theyalwayshavethem。Chooseagoodtoughone。”
“Idon’tknowanythingtougherthanthe’LegendofPernik’——orlovelier。”
hesaid,andhebegantoread,simply,andwithapassionatepleasureinthesubtlestudy,feelingitscontroloverhishearers。
Thegentlemenlaysmokingaboutattheirease;attheendadeepsighwentupfromtheladies,cutshortbythequestionwhichtheyimmediatelyfellinto。
Theycouldnotagree,buttheysaid,oneafteranother:“Butyoureadbeautifully,Mr。Mavering!““Beautifully!““Yes,indeed!“
“Well,I’mgladthereisonepointclear。”hesaid,puttingthebookaway,and“I’mafraidyou’llthinkI’mrathersentimental。”headded,inalowvoicetoAlice,“carryingpoetryaroundwithme。”
“Ohno!“sherepliedintensely;“Ithankyou。”
“Ithankyou。”heretorted,andtheireyesmetinadeeplook。
Oneoftheoutercircleofsmokerscameupwithhiswatchinhishand,andaddressedthecompany,“Doyouknowwhattimeit’sgottobe?It’sfouro’clock。”
Theyallsprangupwithaclamourofsurprise。
Mrs。Pasmer,undercoverofthenoise,said,inalowtone,toherdaughter,“Alice,Ithinkyou’dbetterkeepalittlemorewithmenow。”
“Yes。”saidthegirl,inasympathywithhermotherinwhichshedidnotalwaysfindherself。
ButwhenMavering,whomtheirtacittreatyconcerned,turnedtowardthem,andputhimselfinchargeofAlice,Mrs。Pasmerfoundherselfdispossessedbythecharmofhisconfidence,andrelinquishedhertohim。
TheyweregoingtowalktotheCastleRocksbythepaththatnowlosesandnowfindsitselfamongthefastnessesoftheforest,stretchingtotheloftiestoutlookonthebay。Thesavagewoodlandispenetratedonlybythisforgetfulpath,thatpassesnowandthenaverthebridgeofaravine,andofferstotheeyeoneitherhandthemysterydeepeningintowilderandweirdertractsofsolitude。Thepartyresolveditselfintotwosandthrees,andthesestraggledfarapart,outofconversationalreachofoneanother。Mrs。PasmerfoundherselfwalkingandtalkingwithJohnMunt。
“Mr。Pasmerhasn’tmuchinterestintheseexcursions。”hesuggested。
“No;henevergoes。”sheanswered,and,byoneoftheagileintellectualprocessesnaturaltowomen,shearrivedatthequestion,“YouandtheMaveringsareoldfriends,Mr。Munt?”
“Ican’tsayabouttheson,butI’mhisfather’sfriend,andIsupposethatI’mhisfriendtoo。Everybodyseemstobeso。”suggestedMunt。
“OhYes。”Mrs。Pasmerassented;“heappearstobeauniversalfavourite。”
“WeusedtoexpectgreatthingsofElbridgeMaveringincollege。WewererathermoreromanticthantheHarvardmenarenowadays,andwebelievedinoneanothermorethantheydo。Perhapsweidealisedoneanother。
But,anyway,ourclassthoughtMaveringcoulddoanything。Youknowabouthistasteforetchings?”
“Yes。”saidMrs。Pasmer,withasighofdeepappreciation。“Whatgiftedpeople!“
“Iunderstandthatthesoninheritsallhisfather’stalent。”
“Hesketchesdelightfully。”
“AndMaveringwrote。Why,hewasourclasspoet!“criedMunt,rememberingthefactwithsurpriseandgratificationtohimself。“Hewasatremendoussatirist。”
“Really?Andheseemssoamiablenow。”
“Oh,itwasonlyonpaper。”
“Perhapshestillkeepsitup——onwall-paper?”suggestedMrs。Pasmer。
Muntlaughedatthelittlejokewithagood-willthatflatteredtheveteranflatterer。“Ishouldliketoaskhimthatsometime。Willyoulendittome?”
“Yes,ifsuchasayerofgoodthingswilldeigntoborrow——“
“Oh,Mrs。Pasmer!“criedMunt,otherwisespeechless。
“Andthemother?DoyouknowMrs。Mavering?”
“Mrs。MaveringI’veneverseen。”
“Oh!“saidMrs。Pasmer,withadisappointmentforwhichMunttriedtoconsoleher。
“I’veneverevenbeenattheirplace。Heaskedmeonceagreatwhileago;butyouknowhowthosethingsare。I’veheardthatsheusedtobeveryprettyandverygay。Theywentaboutagreatdeal,toSaratogaandCapeMayandsuchplaces——ratheroutofourbeat。”
“Andnow?”
“Andnowshe’sbeenaninvalidforagreatmanyyears。Bedridden,I
believe。Paralysis,Ithink。”
Yes;Mrs。Saintsburysaidsomethingofthekind。”
“Well。”saidMunt,anxioustoaddtothestoreofknowledgewhichthisremarklethimunderstandhehadnotmateriallyincreased,“IthinkMrs。
Maveringwastheoriginofthewall-paper——orhermoney。Maveringwaspoor;herfatherhadstartedit,andMaveringturnedinhistalent。”
“Howveryinteresting!Andisthatthereason——itsbeingancestral——thatMr。Maveringwisheshissontogointoit?”
“Ishegoingintoit?”askedMunt。
“He’scomeupheretothinkaboutit。”
“Ishouldsupposeitwouldbeaverygoodthing。”saidMunt。
“Whataveryremarkableforest!“saidMrs。Pasmer,examiningitoneitherside,andturningquiteround。Thisgaveher,fromherplaceinthevanofthestragglingprocession,aglimpseofAliceandDanMaveringfarintherear。
“Don’tyouknow。”hewassayingtothegirlatthesamemoment,“it’slikesomeofthoseDoreillustrationstotheInferno,ortheWanderingJew。”
“Ohyes。IwastryingtothinkwhatitwasmademethinkIhadseenitbefore。”sheanswered。“Itmustbethat。Buthowstrangeitis!“sheexclaimed,“thatsensationofhavingbeentherebefore——insomeplacebeforewhereyoucan’tpossiblyhavebeen。”
“Anddoyoufeelithere?”heasked,asvividlyinterestedasiftheytwohadbeenthefirsttonoticethephenomenonwhichhasbeenapsychicalconsolationtosomanyyoungobservers。
“Yes。”shecried。
“IhopeIwaswithyou。”hesaid,withasuddenturnoflevity,whichdidnotdispleaseher,forthereseemedtobeatenderearnestnesslurkinginit。“Icouldn’tbeartothinkofyourbeingaloneinsuchahowlingwilderness。”
“Oh,Iwaswithalargepicnic。”sheretortedgaily。“Youmighthavebeenamongtherest。Ididn’tnotice。”
“Well,thenexttime,Iwishyou’dlookcloser。Idon’tlikebeingleftout。”Theyweresofarbehindtherestthathedevotedhimselfentirelytoher,andtheyhadgrownmoreandmoreconfidential。
Theycametoanarrowfoot-bridgeoveradeepgorge。Thehand-railhadfallenaway。Hesprangforwardandgaveherhishandforthepassage。
“Whohelpedyouoverhere?”hedemanded。“Don’tsayIdidn’t。”
“Perhapsitwasyou。”shemurmured,lettinghimkeepthefingerstowhichheclungamomentaftertheyhadcrossedthebridge。Thenshetookthemaway,andsaid:“ButIcan’tbesure。Thereweresomanyothers。”
“Otherfellows?”hedemanded,placinghimselfbeforeheronthenarrowpath,sothatshecouldnotgetby。“Trytoremember,MissPasmer。Thisisveryimportant。Itwouldbreakmyheartifitwasreallysomeoneelse。”Shestoleaglanceathisface,butitwassmiling,thoughhisvoicewassoearnest。“Iwanttohelpyouoverallthebadplaces,andI
don’twantanyoneelsetohaveahandinit。”
Thevoiceandthefacestillbeliedeachother,andbetweenthemthegirlchosetofeelherselftrifledwithbytheartistictemperament。“Ifyou’llpleasestepoutoftheway,Mr。Mavering。”shesaidseverely,“I
shallnotneedanybody’shelpjusthere。”
Heinstantlymovedaside,andtheywerebothsilent,tillshesaid,asshequickenedherpacetoovertaketheothersinfront,“Idon’tseehowyoucanhelplikingnatureinsuchaplaceasthis。”
“Ican’t——humannature。”hesaid。Itwasmerefolly;andanabstractfollyatthat;butthefacethatshehelddownandawayfromhimflushedwithsweetconsciousnessasshelaughed。
Onthecliffbeetlingabovethebay,whereshesattolookoutoverthesadnorthernsea,litwiththefishingsailtheyhadseenbefore,andthesurgewashedintotherockycovesfarbeneaththem,hethrewhimselfatherfeet,andmadeheraloneinthecompanythatcameandwentandtriedthisviewandthatfromthedifferentpointswherethepicnichostessinsistedtheyshouldenjoyit。Shelefttheyoungcoupletothemselves,andMrs。PasmerseemedtohaveforgottenthatshehadbiddenAlicetobealittlemorewithher。
Alicehadforgottenittoo。ShesatlisteningtoMavering’stalkwithacertainfascination,butnotsomuchapparentlybecausethemeaningofthewordspleasedherasthesoundofhisvoice,themotionofhislipsinspeaking,charmedher。Atfirsthewasserious,andevenmelancholy,asifhewereafraidhehadoffendedher;butapparentlyhesoonbelievedthathehadbeenforgiven,andbegantoburlesquehisownmood,butstillwithadeferenceandawatchfulobservanceofherchangesoffeelingwhichwasdelicatelyflatteringinitsway。Nowandthenwhensheansweredsomethingitwasnotalwaystothepurpose;heaccusedherofnothearingwhathesaid,butshewouldhaveitthatshedid,andthenhetriedtotestherbyproofsandquestions。Itdidnotmatterforanythingthatwasspokenordone;speechandactionofwhateversortweremeremasksoftheiryoungjoyineachother,sothatwhenhesaid,afterhehadquotedsomelinesbefittingthescenetheylookedouton;“NowwasthatfromTennysonorfromTupper?”andsheanswered,“Neither;itwasfromShakespeare。”theyjoined,inthesamehappylaugh,andtheylaughednowandthenwithoutsayinganything。Neitherthisnorthatmadethemmoregladorless;theywereinatrance,vulnerabletonothingbutthesummonswhichmustcometoleavetheirdreambehind,andissueintothewakingworld。
Inhopeorinexperiencesuchamomenthascometoall,anditissoprettytothosewhorecogniseitfromtheoutsidethatnoonehasthehearttohurryitawaywhileitcanbehelped。TheaffairbetweenAliceandMaveringhadevidentlyhermother’ssanction,andalltherestwereeagertohelpiton。Whenthepartyhadstartedtoreturn,theycalledtothem,andletthemcomebehindtogether。AtthecarriagestheyhadwhatMissAndersoncalledanewdeal,andAliceandMaveringfoundthemselvestogetherintherearseatofthelast。
Thefogbegantocomeinfromthesea,andfollowedthemthroughthewoods。Whentheyemergeduponthehighwayitwrappedthemdenselyround,andformedalittleworld,cosy,intimate,wheretheytwodweltalonewiththesefriendsoftheirs,eachofwhomtheypraisedfordelightfulqualities。Thehorsesbeatalongthroughthemist,inwhichthereseemednoprogress,andtheylivedinablissfularrestoftime。MissAndersoncalledbackfromthefrontseat,“Myearbuyns;you’retalkin’aboutme。”
“Whichear?”criedMavering。
“Oh,theleft,ofcouyse。”
“Thenit’smerelyhabit,Julie。Yououghttohaveheardthenicethingsweweresayingaboutyou。”Alicecalled。
“I’dliketohearallthenicethingsyou’vebeensaying。”
Thisseemedthelasteffectofsubtlewit。Maveringbrokeoutinhislaugh,andAlice’slaughrangaboveit。
Mrs。Pasmerlookedinvoluntarilyroundfromthecarriageahead。
“Theyseemtobehavingagoodtime。”saidMrs。Brinkleyatherside。
“Yes;IhopeAliceisn’toverdoing。”
“I’mafraidyou’redreadfullytired。”saidMaveringtothegirl,inalowvoice,asheliftedherfromherplacewhentheyreachedthehotelthroughtheprovisionaldarkness,andfoundthatafterallitwasonlydinner-time。
“Ohno。Ifeelasifthepicnicwerejustbeginning。”
“Thenyouwillcometo-night?”
“Iwillseewhatmammasays。”
“ShallIaskher?”
“Oh,perhapsnot。”saidthegirl,repressinghisardour,butnotseverely。
XVIII。
Theyweregoingtohavesometheatricalsatoneofthecottages,andtheladyatwhosehousetheyweretobegivenmadehastetoinviteallthepicnicpartybeforeitdispersed。Mrs。Pasmeracceptedwithamentalreservation,meaningtosendanexcuselaterifshechose;andbeforeshedecidedthepointshekeptherhusbandfromgoingafterdinnerintothereading-room,wherehespentnearlyallhistimeoverapaperandacigar,orinsittingabsolutelysilentandunoccupied,andmadehimgototheirownroomwithher。
“ThereissomethingthatImustspeaktoyouabout。”shesaid,closingthedoor,“andyoumustdecideforyourselfwhetheryouwishtoletitgoanyfurther。”
“Whatgoanyfurther?”askedMr。Pasmer,sittingdownandputtinghishandtothepocketthatheldhiscigar-casewiththesameseriesofmotions。
“No,don’tsmoke。”shesaid,stayinghishandimpatiently。“Iwantyoutothink。”
“HowcanIthinkifIdon’tsmoke?”
“Verywell;smoke,then。DoyouwantthisaffairwithyoungMaveringtogoanyfarther?”
“Oh!“saidPasmer,“Ithoughtyouhadbeenlookingafterthat。”Hehadinfactrelegatedthattothecompanyofthegreatquestionsexteriortohispersonalcomfortwhichshealwaysdecided。
“Ihavebeenlookingafterit,butnowthetimehascomewhenyoumust,asafather,takesomeinterestinit。”
Pasmer’snoblemaskofaface,fromthepointofhisfullwhitebeardtohisfineforehead,crossedbyhisimpressiveblackeyebrows,expressedallthedignifiedconcernwhichafatheroughttofeelinsuchanaffair;
butwhathewasreallyfeelingwasagravereluctancetohavetointerveneinanyway。“Whatdoyouwantmetosaytohim?”heasked。
“Why,Idon’tknowthathe’sgoingtoaskyouanything。Idon’tknowwhetherhe’ssaidanythingtoAliceyet。”saidMrs。Pasmer,withsomeexasperation。
Herhusbandwassilent,buthissilenceinsinuatedadegreeofwonderthatsheshouldapproachhimprematurelyonsuchapoint。
“Theyhavebeenthrowntogetherallday,andthereisnousetoconcealfromourselvesthattheyareverymuchtakenwitheachother?”
“Ithought。”Pasmersaid,“thatyousaidthatfromthebeginning。Didn’tyouwantthemtobetakenwitheachother?”
“Thatiswhatyouaretodecide。”
Pasmersilentlyrefusedtoassumetheresponsibility。
“Well?”demandedhiswife,afterwaitingforhimtospeak。
“Wellwhat?”
“Whatdoyoudecide?”
“Whatistheuseofdecidingathingwhenitisallover?”
“Itisn’toveratall。Itcanbebrokenoffatanymoment。”
“Well,breakitoff,then,ifyoulike。”
Mrs。Pasmerresumedtheresponsibilitywithasigh。Shefelttheburden,thepenalty,ofpower,afterhavingsolongenjoyeditssweets,andshewouldwillinglyhaveabdicatedthesovereigntywhichshehadspentherwholemarriedlifeinestablishing。Buttherewasnoonetotakeitup。
“No,Ishallnotbreakitoff。”shesaidresentfully;“Ishallletitgoon。”Thenseeingthatherhusbandwasnotshakenbyherthreatfromhislong-confirmedsubjection,sheadded:“Itisn’tanidealaffair,butI
thinkitwillbeaverygoodthingforAlice。HeisnotwhatIexpected,butheisthoroughlynice,andIshouldthinkhisfamilywasnice。I’vebeentalkingwithMr。Muntaboutthemto-day,andheconfirmsallthatEttaSaintsburysaid。Idon’tthinktherecanbeanydoubtofhisintentionsincominghere。Heisn’taparticularlyartlessyoungman,buthe’sbeensufficientlyfrankaboutAlicesincehe’sbeenhere。”Herhusbandsmokedon。“Hisfatherseemstohavetakenupthebusinessfromtheartisticside,andMr。Maveringwon’tbeexpectedtoenterintothecommercialpartatonce。Ifitwasn’tforAlice,Idon’tbelievehewouldthinkofthebusinessforamoment;hewouldstudylaw。Ofcourseit’salittleembarrassingtohaveherengagedatoncebeforeshe’sseenanythingofsocietyhere,butperhapsit’sallforthebest,afterall:
themainthingisthatsheshouldbesatisfied,andIcanseethatshe’sonlytoomuchso。Yes,she’sverymuchtakenwithhim;andIdon’twonder。Heischarming。”
ItwasnotthefirsttimethatMrs。Pasmerhadreasonedinthisround;
buttheutteranceofherthoughtsseemedtothrowanewlightonthem,andshetookacouragefromthemthattheydidnotalwaysimpart。Shearrivedatthefinalopinionexpressed,withathroboftendernessfortheyoungfellowwhomshebelievedeagertotakeherdaughterfromher,andnowforthefirsttimesheexperiencedadesolationintheprospect,asifitwereanaccomplishedfact。Shewasmorallyabundleoffinesses,butatthebottomofherheartherdaughterwasalltheworldtoher。Shehadmadethegirlheridol,andif,likesomeotherheathen,shehadnotalwaysusedheridolwiththegreatestdeference,ifshehadoftenexpectedtheimpossiblefromit,andmadeitpayforherdisappointment,stillshehadneverswervedfromherworshipofit。Shesuddenlyaskedherself,Whatifthisyoungfellow,socharmingandsogood,shouldsowhollymonopoliseherchildthatsheshouldnolongerhaveanyshareinher?WhatifAlice,whohadsolongformedherfirstcareandchiefobjectinlife,shouldcontentedlyloseherselfintheloveandcareofanother,andbothshouldignoreherrighttoher?SheansweredherselfwithapangthatthismighthappenwithanyoneAlicemarried,andthatitwouldbenoworse,attheworst,withDanMaveringthanwithanother,whileherhusbandremainedimpartiallysilent。Alwayskeepingwithinthelinestowhichhiswife’ssupremacyhaddrivenhim,hefeltsafethere,andwasnottobeeasilycoaxedoutofthem。
Mrs。Pasmerroseandlefthim,withhisperfectacquiescence,andwentintoherdaughter’sroom。ShefoundAlicethere,withaprettyeveningdresslaidoutonherbed。Mrs。Pasmerwasveryfondofthatdress,andatthethoughtofAliceinitherspiritsroseagain。
“Oh,areyougoing,Alice?”
“Why,yes。”answeredthegirl。“Didn’tyouaccept?”
“Why,yes。”Mrs。Pasmeradmitted。“Butaren’tyoutired?”
“Oh,notintheleast。IfeelasfreshasIdidthismorning。Don’tyouwantmetogo?”
“Ohyes,certainly,Iwantyoutogo——ifyouthinkyou’llenjoyit。”
“Enjoyit?Why,whyshouldn’tIenjoyit,mamma!“Whatareyouthinkingabout?It’sgoingtobethegreatestkindoffun。”
“Butdoyouthinkyououghttolookateverythingsimplyasfun?”askedthemother,withunwonteddidacticism。
“Howeverything?Whatareyouthinkingabout,mamma?”
“Oh,nothing!I’msogladyou’regoingtowearthatdress。”
“Why,ofcourse!It’smybest。Butwhatarcyoudrivingat,mamma?”
Mrs。Pasmerwasreallyseekinginherdaughterthatcomfortofadistinctvolitionwhichshehadfailedtofindinherhusband,andshewishedtoassureherselfofitmoreandmore,thatshemightsharewithsomeonetheresponsibilitywhichhehadrefusedanypartin。
“Nothing。ButI’mgladyouwishsomuchtogo。”Thegirldroppedherhandsandstared。“Youmusthaveenjoyedyourselfto-day。”sheadded,asifthatwereanexplanation。
“OfcourseIenjoyedmyself!Butwhathasthattodowithmywantingtogoto-night?”
“Oh,nothing。ButIhope,Alice,thatthereisonethingyouhavelookedfullyintheface。”
“Whatthing?”falteredthegirl,andnowshowedherselfunabletoconfrontitbydroppinghereyes。
“Well,whateveryoumayhaveheardorseen,nobodyelseisindoubtaboutit。WhatdoyousupposehasbroughtMr。Maveringhere!“
“Idon’tknow。”Thedenialnotonlyconfessedthatshedidknow,butitinformedhermotherthatallwasasyettacitbetweentheyoungpeople。
“Verywell,then,Iknow。”saidMrs。Pasmer;“andthereisonethingthatyoumustknowbeforelong,Alice。”
“What?”sheaskedfaintly。
“Yourownmind。”saidhermother。“Idon’taskyouwhatitis,andI
shallwaittillyoutellme。OfcourseIshouldn’thavelethimstayhereifIhadobjected——“
“Omamma!“murmuredthegirl,dyedwithshametohavethefactssoboldlytouched,butnot,probably,toodeeplydispleased。
“Yes。AndIknowthathewouldneverhavethoughtofgoingintothatbusinessifhehadnotexpected——hoped——“
“Mamma!“
“Andyououghttoconsider——“
“Oh,don’t!don’t!don’t!“imploredthegirl。
“That’sall。”saidhermother,turningfromAlice,whohadhiddenherfaceinherhands,toinspectthecostumeonthebed。Sheliftedonepieceofitafteranother,turneditover,lookedatit,andlaiditdown。“Youcannevergetsuchadressinthiscountry。”
Shewentoutoftheroom,asthegirldroppedherfaceinthepillow。Anhourlatertheymetequippedfortheevening’spleasure。Tothekeenglancethathermothergaveher,thedaughter’seyeshadthebrightnessofeyesthathavebeenweeping,buttheywerealsobrightwiththatknowledgeofherownmindwhichMrs。Pasmerhaddesiredforher。Shemethermother’sglancefearlessly,evenproudly,andshecarriedherstylishcostumewithasplendourtowhichonlyoccasionscouldstimulateher。
Theydramatisedaperfectunconsciousnesstoeachother,butMrs。Pasmerwasbynomeanssatisfiedwiththedecisionwhichshehadreadinherdaughter’slooks。Somehowitdidnotrelieveheroftheresponsibility,anditdidnotchangethenatureofthecase。Itwasgratifying,ofcourse,toseeAlicetheobjectofapassionsosincereandsoardent;sofarthetriumphwascomplete,andtherewasreallynothingobjectionableintheyoungmanandhiscircumstances,thoughtherewasnothingverydistinguished。ButtheaffairwasaltogetherdifferentfromanythingthatMrs。Pasmerhadimagined。ShehadsupposedandintendedthatAliceshouldmeetsomeoneinBoston,andgothroughacourseofsocietybeforereachinganydecisivestep。Therewastobeawholeseasoninwhichtolookthegroundcarefullyover,andthegroundwastobeallwithincertainwell-ascertainedandguardedprecincts。Butthisthathadhappenedwasoutsideoftheseprecincts,ofatleastontheirmereoutskirts。ClassDay,ofcourse,wasallright;andshecouldnotsaythatthesummercolonyatCampobellowasnotthoroughlyandessentiallyBoston;andyetshefeltthatcertaininfluences,certainsanctions,wereabsent。Totellthetruth,shewouldnothavecaredforthefeelingsofMavering’sfamilyinregardtothematter,exceptastheymightafterwardconcernAlice,andthetimehadnotcomewhenshecouldrecognisetheirexistenceinregardtotheaffair;andyetshecouldhavewishedthatevenasitwashisfamilycouldhaveseenandapproveditfromthestart。
Itwouldhavebeenmoreregular。
WithAliceitwasasimplermatter,andofcoursedeeper。Forheritwasonlyaquestionofhimselfandherself;nooneelseexistedtothesublimeegotismofherlove。Shedidnotcallitbythatname;shedidnotpermitittoassertitselfbyanyname;itwasamereformlessjoyinhersoul,atrustfulandblissfulexpectance,whichshenownomorebelievedhecoulddisappointthanthatshecoulddiewithinthathour。
Alltherebellionthatshehadsometimesfeltattheanomalousattitudeexactedofhersexinregardtosuchmatterswasgone。Shenolongerthoughtitstrangethatagirlshouldbeexpectedtoignoretheadmirationofayoungmantillheexplicitlydeclaredit,andshouldthenbefullypossessedofallthematerialsofadecisiononthemostmomentousquestioninlife;forsheknewthatthisstateofignorancecouldneverreallyexist;shehadknownfromthefirstmomentthathehadthoughtherbeautiful。To-nightshewasradiantforhim。Hereyesshonewiththelookinwhichtheyshouldmeetandgivethemselvestoeachotherbeforetheyspoke——thelookinwhichtheyhadmetalready,inwhichtheyhadlivedthatwholeday。
XIX。
Theevening’sentertainmentwassomethingthatmustfailbeforeanaudiencewhichwasnotverykind。Theyweretopresentaburlesqueofclassicfable,andtheparts,withtheirgeneralintention,hadbeendistributedtothedifferentactors;butnothinghadbeenwrittendown,and,beyondthesituationsandafewpointsofdialogue,allhadtobeimprovised。Thecostumesandpropertieshadbeeninventedfromsuchthingsascametohand。Sheetssculpturesquelydrapedthedeitieswhotookpart;afox-peltfromthehearthdiddutyastheleopardskinofBacchus;afeatherdusterservedNeptuneforatrident;thelyreofApollowasadust-pan;agull’sbreastfurnishedJovewithhisgreybeard。
Thefablewasadaptedtomodernlife,andthescenehadbeenlaidinCampobello,thepeculiaritiesofwhichweretobesatirisedthroughout。
TheprincipalsituationwastobeapassagebetweenJupiter,representedbyMavering,andJuno,whomMissAndersonpersonated;itwastobeasceneofconjugalreproachesandreprisals,andtoendinreconciliation,inwhichthefatherofthegodssacrificedhimselfonthealtarofdomesticpeacebypromisingtobringhisfamilytoCampobelloeveryyear。
ThiswastobefollowedbyasketchoftheJudgmentofParis,inwhichJunoandPallasweretobepersonatedbytwoyoungmen,andMissAndersontookthepartofVenus。
Theprettydrawing-roomoftheTrevors——youngpeoplefromAlbany,andcousinsofMissAnderson——wascurtainedoffatoneendforastage,andbeyondtheslidingdoorswhichdivideditinhalfweresetchairsforthespectators。Peoplehadcomeinwhateverdresstheyliked;themenweremostlyinmorningcoats;theladieshadgenerallymadesomeattemptateveningtoilet,buttheyjoinedinadmiringAlicePasmer’scostume,andoneofthemsaidthattheywouldletitrepresentthemall,andexpresswhateachmighthavedoneifshewould。Therewasnotmuchtimefortheirtributes;allthelampswerepresentlytakenawayandsetalongthefloorinfrontofthecurtainasfoot-lights,leavingthecompanyinadarknesswhichMrs。Brinkleypronouncedsepulchral。Shemadeherreproachestothemasterofthehouse,whohadeffectedthistranspositionofthelamps。“Iwasjustthinkingsomeveryprettyandvaluablethingsaboutyourcharmingcottage,Mr。Trevor:arugonabarefloor,atrimofvarnishedpine,awallwithhalfadozensimpleetchingsonit,anopenfire,andamantelpiecewithoutbric-a-brac,howentirelysatisfyingitallis!Andhowitupbraidsusforheapingupupholsteryaswedointown!“
“Goon。”saidthehost。“Thosearebeautifulthoughts。”
“ButIcan’tgooninthedark。”retortedMrs。Brinkley。“Youcan’tthinkinthedark,muchlesstalk!Canyou,Mrs。Pasmer?”Mrs。Pasmer,withAlicenexttoher,satjustinfrontofMrs。Brinkley。
“No。”sheassented;“butifIcould——YOUcanthickanywhere,Mrs。
Brinkley——Mrs。Trevor’slovelyhousewouldinspiremetoit。”
“Twobirdswithonestone——thankyou,Mrs。Pasmer,formypartofthecompliment。Pickyourselfup,Mr。Trevor。”
“Oh,thankyou,I’mallright。”saidTrevor,pantingaftertheladies’
meanings,asamanmust。“Isupposethinkingandtalkinginthedarkisagooddeallikesmokinginthedark。”
“No;thinkingandtalkingarenotatalllikesmokingunderanyconditions。Whyintheworldshouldtheybe?”
“Oh,Ican’tgetanyfunoutofacigarunlessIcanseethesmoke。”thehostexplained。
“Doyoufollowhim,Mrs。Pasmer?”
“Yes,perfectly。”
“Thankyou,Mrs。Pasmer。”saidTrevor。
“I’llgetyoutotellmehowyoudiditsometime。”saidMrs。Brinkley。
“Butyourhouseisagem,Mr。Trevor。”
“Isn’tit?”criedTrevor。“Iwantmywifetoliveheretheyearround。”
ItwastheTrevors’firstsummerintheircottage,andtheexperiencedreaderwilleasilyrecognisehismood。“Butshe’ssuchaworldlyspirit,shewon’t。”
“Oh,Idon’tknowabouttheyearround。Doyou,Mrs。Pasmer?”
“Ishould。”saidAlice,withthesuddennessofyouth,breakingintothetalkwhichshehadnotbeensupposedtotakeanyinterestin。
“Isitpropertokissayounglady’shand?”saidTrevorgratefully,appealingtoMrs。Brinkley。
“Itisn’tverycustomaryinthenineteenthcentury。”saidMrs。Brinkley。
“Butyoumightkissherfan。Hemightkissherfan,mightn’the,Mrs。
Pasmer?”
“Certainly。Alice,holdoutyourfaninstantly。”
Thegirlhumouredthejoke,laughing。
Trevorpressedhislipstotheperfumedsticks。“IwilltellMrs。
Trevor。”hesaid,“andthatwilldecideher。”
“Itwilldecidehernottocomehereatallnextyearifyoutellherall。”
“Henevertellsmeall。”saidMrs。Trevor,catchingsomuchofthetalkasshecameinfromsomehospitablecaresinthedining-room。“They’reincapableofit。Whathashebeendoingnow?”
“Nothing。OrIwilltellyouwhenwearealone,Mrs。Trevor。”saidMrs。
Brinkley,withburlesquesympathy。“Weoughtn’ttohaveasceneonbothsidesofthefoot-lights。”
Aboyishface,allexcitement,wasthrustoutbetweenthecurtainsformingtheprosceniumofthelittletheatre。“Allready,Mrs。Trevor?”
“Yes,allready,Jim。”
Hedashedthecurtainsapart,andmarredtheeffectofhisowndisappearancefromthescenebytrippingoverthelonglegsofJove,stretchedouttothefront,wherehesatonMrs。Trevor’srichestrug,proppedwithsofacushionsoneitherhand。
“Soperishalltheimpiousraceoftitans,enemiesofthegods!“saidMaveringsolemnly,astheboyfellsprawling。“Picktheearth-borngiantup,Vulcan,myson。”
Theboywasverysmallforhisage;everyonesawthattheaccidenthadnotbeenpremeditated,andwhenVulcanappeared,withanexaggeratedlimp,andcarriedtheboyoff,aburstoflaughterwentupfromthecompany。
Itdidnotmatterwhattheplaywastohavebeenafterthat;itallturnedupontheaccident。Junocameon,andbegantoreproachJupiterforhiscarelessness。“I’vesentMercuryupstairsfortheaynica;buthesaysit’snouse:thatboywon’tbeabletopassballforaweek。HowoftenhaveItoldyounottositwithyourfeetoutthatway!Iknewyou’dhurtsomebody。”
“Ididn’thavemyfeetout。”retortedJupiter。“Besides。”headded,withdignity,andaburlesqueofmaritalspecialpleadingwhicheverywifeandhusbandrecognised,“Ialwayssitwithmyfeetoutso,andIalwayswill,solongasI’vethespiritofagod。”
“Isn’thedelicious?”buzzedMrs。Pasmer,leaningbackwardtowhispertoMrs。Brinkley;itwasnotthatshethoughtwhatDanhadjustsaidwassoveryfanny,butpeopleareimmoderatelyapplausiveofamateurdramatics,andshewasfeelingveryfondoftheyoungfellow。
Theimprovisationwentwildlyandadventurouslyon,andthecurtainsdroppedtogetheramidstthefacileacclaimoftheaudience:
“It’sverywellforJupiterthathehappenedtothinkofthecurtain。”
saidMrs。Brinkley。“Theycouldn’thavekeptitupatthatlevelmuchlonger。”
“Oh,doyouthinkso?”softlymurmuredMrs。Pasmer。“Itseemedasiftheycouldhavekeptitupallnightiftheyliked。”
“Idoubtit。Mr。Trevor。”saidMrs。Brinkleytothehost,whohadcomeupforhercongratulations,“doyoualwayshavesuchbrilliantperformances?”
“Well,wehavesofar。”heansweredmodestly;andMrs。Brinkleylaughedwithhim。ThiswasthefirstentertainmentatTrevorcottage。
“’Sh!“wentupallroundthem,andMrs。Trevorcalledacrosstheroom,inareproachfulwhisperloudenoughforeveryonetohear,“Mydear!——
enjoyingyourself!“whileMaveringstoodbetweenthepartedcurtainswaitingfortheattentionofthecompany。
“Onaccountofanaccidenttothecall-boyandthementalexhaustionofsomeofthedeities,thenextpiecewillbeomitted,andtheperformancewillbeginwiththeoneafter。Whiletheaudienceiswaiting,Mercurywillgoroundandtakeupacollectionforthevictimoftherecentaccident,whowillprobablybeindisposedforlife。Thecollectorwillbeaccompaniedbyapoliceman,andmaybesafelytrusted。”
HedisappearedbehindthecurtainwithapasandrswirlofhisdraperiesliketheLordChancellorinIolanthe,andtheaudienceagainabandoneditselftoapplause。
“Howverywittyheis!“saidMissCotton,whosatnearJohnMunt。“Don’tyouthinkhe’sreallywitty?”
“Yes。”Muntassentedcritically。“Butyoushouldhaveknownhisfather。”
“Oh,doyouknowhisfather?”
“Iwasincollegewithhim。”
“Oh,dotellmeabouthim,andallMr。Mavering’sfamily。We’resointerested,youknow,onaccountof——Isn’titprettytohavethatlittleloveidylgoingonhere?Iwonder——I’vebeenwonderingallthetime——
whatshethinksofallthis。Doyousupposeshequitelikesit?”Hiscostumeissoveryremarkable!“MissCotton,intheabsenceofanyladyofherintimatecircle,wasappealingconfidentiallytoJohnMunt。
“Why,doyouthinkthere’sanythingseriousbetweenthem?”heasked,droppinghisheadforwardaspeopledoinchurchwhentheywishtowhispertosomeoneinthesamepew。
“Why,yes,itseemsso。”murmuredMissCotton。“Hisadmirationisquiteundisguised,isn’tit?”
“Amannevercantell。”saidMunt。“Wehavetoleavethosethingstoyouladies。”
“Oh,everyone’stalkingofit,Iassureyou。Andyouknowhisfamily?”
“Iknewhisfatheronceratherbetterthananybodyelse。”
“Indeed!“
“Yes。”MuntsketchedratheraflatteredportraitoftheelderMavering,hisability,hisgoodness,hisshyness,whichhehadalwayshadtomakesuchahardfightwith。MuntwassensibleofanaccessofpopularityinknowingDanMavering’speople,andhedidnotsparehiscolours。
“Thenitisn’tfromhisfatherthathegetseverything。Heisn’tintheleastshy。”saidMissCotton。
“Thatmustbethemother。”
“Andthemother?”
“ThemotherIdon’tknow。”
MissCottonsighed。“SometimesIwishthathedidshowalittlemoretrepidation。ItwouldseemasifheweremorealivetothegreatdifferencethatthereisbetweenAlicePasmerandothergirls。”
Muntlaughedaman’slaugh。“Iguesshe’sprettywellalivetothat,ifhe’sinlovewithher。”
“Oh,inacertainway,ofcourse,butnotinthehighestway。Now,forinstance,ifhefeltallherfinenessas——aswedo,Idon’tbelievehe’dbewillingtoappearbeforeherjustlikethat。”Thefatherofthegodsworeadamasktableclothofapalegoldenhueandaclassicpattern;hisarmswerebare,andratherabsurdlywhite;onhisfeetapairoflawn-
tennisshoeshadaverystrikingeffectofsandals。
“Itseemstome。”MissCottonpursued;“thatifhereallyappreciatedherinthehighestway,hewouldwishnevertodoanundignifiedortrivialthinginherpresence。”
“Oh,perhapsit’sthatthatpleasesherinhim。Theysaywe’realwaystakenwithopposites。”
“Yes——doyouthinkso?”askedMissCotton。
Thecurtainswereflungapart,andtheJudgmentofParisfollowedrathertamelyuponwhathadgonebefore,thoughthetwoyoungfellowswhodidJunoandMinervawereveryamusing,andthedialoguewasfullofhits。
Someoftheaudience,anappreciativeminority,wereofopinionthatMaveringandMissAndersonsurpassedthemselvesinit;shepromisedhimthemostbeautifulandculturedwifeinGreece。“Thatsettlesit。”heanswered。Theycameoutarminarm,andParis,havingputonastripedtenniscoatoverhisshort-sleevedGreektunic,movedroundamongthecompanyfortheircongratulations,Venusostentatiouslyshowingtheappleshehadwon。
“Icanhaydlykeepfromeatingit。”sheexplainedtoAlice;beforewhomshedroppedMavering’sarm。“I’mawfullyhungry。It’shaydwoyk。”
Alicestoodwithherheaddrawnback,lookingattheexcitedgirlwithasmile,inwhichseemedtohoversomewherealatentbitterness。
Mavering,withaflushedfaceandaflyingtongue,wasexchangingsallieswithhermother,whosmotheredhiminflatteries。
Mrs。Trevorcametowardthegroup,andannouncedsupper。“Mr。Paris,willyoutakeMissAphroditeout?”
MissAndersonsweptalowbowofrenunciation,andtacitlyrelinquishedMaveringtoAlice。
“Oh,no,no!“saidAlice,shrinkingbackfromhim,withanintensificationofheruncertainsmile。“Ameremortal?”
“Oh,howverygood!“saidMrs。Trevor。
Therebegantobe,withoutanyone’sintendingit,thatsortoftacitmisunderstandingwhichisalltheworsebecauseitcanonlyfollowuponatacitunderstandinglikethatwhichhadestablisheditselfbetweenAliceandMavering。Theylaughedandjokedtogethergailyaboutallthatwenton;theywereperfectlygoodfriends;hesawthatsheandhermotherwerepromptlyserved;hebroughtthemsaladandice-creamandcoffeehimself,onlywaitingofficiallyuponMissAndersonfirst,andAlicethankedhim,withthepolitestdeprecationofhisdevotion;butiftheireyesmet,itwasdefensively,andthesecuritybetweenthemwasgone。Maveringvaguelyfelttheloss,withoutknowinghowtoretrieveit,anditmadehimgoonmoredesperatelywithMissAnderson。Helaughedandjokedrecklessly,andAlicebegantomarkamoreexplicitdispleasurewithher。
Shemadehermothergoratherearly。
Onherpart,MissAndersonseemedtofindreasonforresentmentinAlice’sbearingtowardher。Asifshehadsaidtoherselfthatherfrankloyaltyhadbeenthrownawayuponacoldandunresponsivenature,andthatherharmlessfolliesintheplayhadbeenmetwithunjustsuspicions,shebegantomakereprisals,shebeganindeadearnesttoflirtwithMavering。Beforetheeveningpassedshehadmadehimseemtakenwithher;buthowjustlyshehaddonethis,andwithhowmuchfaultofhis,noonecouldhavesaid。Thereweresomewhodidnotnoticeitatall,butthesewerenotpeoplewhoknewMavering,orknewAliceverywell。
XX。
ThenextmorningAlicewaswalkingslowlyalongtheroadtowardthefishingvillage,whensheheardrapid,plungingstridesdownthewoodedhillsideonherright。SheknewthemforMavering’s,andshedidnotaffectsurprisewhenhemadeafinalleapintotheroad,andshortenedhispacebesideher。
“MayIjoinyou,MissPasmer?”
“Iamonlygoingdowntotheherring-houses。”shebegan。
“Andyou’llletmegowithyou?”saidtheyoungfellow。“Thefactis——
you’realwayssofrankthatyoumakeeverythingelseseemsilly——I’vebeenwaitingupthereinthewoodsforyoutocomeby。Mrs。Pasmertoldmeyouhadstartedthisway,andIcutacrosslotstoovertakeyou,andthen,whenyoucameinsight,IhadtoletyoupassbeforeIcouldscrewmycourageuptothepointofrunningafteryou。Howisthatforopen-
mindedness?”
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