Theybothlaughed,andDanlookedabouttheroom,whichhefoundwasaprivatehotelparlour,softenedtoamoredomesticeffectbythesignsofitsprolongedoccupationbytworefinedwomen。Onatablestoodaleatherphotographenvelopewiththreecabinetpicturesinit。Alongthetoplayasprayofwitheredforceythia。Dan’swanderingeyesrestedonit。MissAndersonwentandsoftlyclosedthedooropeningintothenextroom。
“Iwasafraidourtalkingmightdisturbmyaunt。”shesaid,andonherwaybacktohimshepickedupthephotographcaseandbroughtittothelight。
“Thesearemyfatherandmother。WeliveatYonkers;butI’mwithmyauntagooddealofthetimeintown——evenwhenI’mathome。”Shelaughedatherowncontradictorystatement,andputthecasebackwithoutexplainingthethirdfigure——afigureinuniform。Danconjecturedamilitarybrother,orfromherindifferenceperhapsamilitiabrother,andthenforgotabouthim。ButthepartialYonkersresidenceaccountedfortraitsofunconventionalityinMissAndersonwhichhehadnotbeenabletoreconcilewiththenotionofanexclusivelyNewYorkbreeding。Hefelttherelief,thesympathy,thecertaintyofintelligencewhicheverypersonwhoselifehasbeenpartlyspentinthecountryfeelsatfindingthatasuspectedcockneyhasalsohadtheoutlookintonatureandsimplicity。
OntheYonkersbasistheybecamemoreintimate,morepersonal,andDantoldheraboutPonkwassetFallsandhismotherandsisters;hetoldherabouthisfather,andshesaidsheshouldliketoseehisfather;shethoughthemustbelikeherfather。
“Allatonce,andfornoreasonthathecouldthinkofafterward,except,perhaps,thedesiretoseethecasewithhereyes,hebegantotellherofhisaffairwithAlice,andhowandwhyitwasbrokenoff;hetoldthewholetruthinregardtothat,anddidnotsparehimself。
Shelistenedwithoutoncespeaking,butwithoutapparentsurpriseattheconfidence,thoughshemayhavefeltsurprised。Attimesshelookedasifherthoughtswereawayfromwhathewassaying。
Heendedwith,“I’msureIdon’tknowwhyI’vetoldyouallthis。ButI
wantedyoutoknowaboutme。Theworst。”
MissAndersonsaid,lookingdown,“Ialwaysthoughtshewasaveryconscientiousgiyl。”Thenafterapause,inwhichsheseemedtobeovercominganembarrassmentinbeingobligedtospeakofanotherinsuchaconviction,“Ithinkshewasverymoybid。ShewaslikeeversomanyNewEnglandgiylsthatI’vemet。Theyseemtowantsomeexcuseforsuffering;
andtheymustsufferevenifit’sthroughsomebodyelse。Idon’tknow;
they’reromantic,NewEnglandgiylsare;theyhavetoomanyideals。”
Danfeltabalminthis;hetoohadnoticedasuperfluityofidealsinAlice,hehadbornetheburdenofrealisingsomeofthem;theyallseemedtorelateinobjectionabledegreetohisperfectionation。Sohesaidgloomily,“Shewasverygood。AndIwastoblame。”
“Ohyes!“saidMissAnderson,catchingherbreathinaqueerway;“sheseyvedyouright。”
Sheroseabruptly,asifsheheardherauntspeak,andDanperceivedthathehadbeenmakingalongcall。
Hewentawaydazedanddissatisfied;heknewnowthatheoughtnottohavetoldMissAndersonabouthisaffair,unlesshemeantmorebyhisconfidencethanhereallydid——unlesshemeanttofollowitup。
Hetookleaveofher,andaskedhertomakehisadieuxtoheraunt;butthenextdayhecamedowntotheboattoseethemoff。Itseemedtohimthattheirinterviewhadendedtoohastily;hefeltsoreandrestlessoverit;hehopedthatsomethingmoreconclusivemighthappen。ButattheboatMissAndersonandherauntwereinseparable。MissVanHooksaidshehopedtheyshouldsoonseehimattheHygeia,andherepliedthathewasnotsurethatheshouldbeabletocomeafterall。
MissAndersoncalledsomethingafterhimasheturnedfromthemtogoashore。Heranbackeagerlytoknowwhatitwas。“BetterlookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofyours。”sherepeated。
“Oh!ohyes。”hesaid,indefinitelydisappointed。“Ishallkeepasharpeyeonhim。”Hewasdisappointed,buthecouldnothavesaidwhathehadhopedorexpectedhertosay。HewashumbledbeforehimselfforhavingtoldMissAndersonabouthisaffairwithAlice,andhadwishedshewouldsaysomethingthathemightscramblebacktohisself-esteemupon。Hehadtoldherallthatpartlyfrommereweakness,fromhislongingforthesympathywhichhewasalwayssoreadytogive,andpartlyfromthewillingnesstoposebeforeherasabrokenheart,todazzleherbytheironyandpersiflagewithwhichhecouldtreatsuchatragicalmatter;buthecouldnotfeelthathehadsucceeded。ThesumofhercommenthadbeenthatAlicehadservedhimright。Hedidnotknowwhethershereallybelievedthatormerelysaidittopunishhimforsomereason;buthecouldneverletitbethelastword。Hetingledasheturnedtowavehishandkerchieftoherontheboat,withthesuspicionthatshewaslaughingathim;andhecouldnotconsolehimselfwithanyheroofanovelwhohadgothimselfintojustsuchabox。Therewerealwayscircumstances,incidents,mitigations,thatkepttheherostillahero,andennobledtheboxintoanunjustprisoncell。
L。
OnthelongsunnypiazzaoftheHygeiaMrs。BrinkleyandMissVanHooksatandtalkedinacommunityofinterestwhichtheyhadnotdiscoveredduringthesummerbeforeatCampobello,andwithanequalityofhearingwhichthesoundofthewaveswashingalmostattheirfeetestablishedbetweenthem。
InthispleasantnoiseMissVanHookheardaswellasanyone,andMrs。
Brinkleygraduallyrealisedthatitwasthetroubleofhavingtolifthervoicethathadkeptherfromcultivatingaveryagreeableacquaintancebefore。Theladiessatinasecludedcorner,wearinglightwrapsthattheyhadoftenfoundcomfortableatCampobelloinAugust,andfromtimetotimeattestedtoeachothertheirastonishmentthattheyneedednomoreatOldPointinearlyApril。
Theydidthisnotonlyasajusttributetotheamiableclimate,butasarelieffromthetopicwhichhadbeenabsorbingthem,andtowhichtheyconstantlyreturned。
“No。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasortoffinality,“Ithinkitisthebestthingthatcouldpossiblyhavehappenedtohim。Heisbearingitinaverymanlyway,butIfancyhehasfeltitdeeply,poorfellow。He’sneverbeeninBostonsince,andIdon’tbelievehe’dcomehereifhe’danyideahowmanyBostonpeopletherewereinthehotel——weswarm!Itwouldbeverypainfultohim。”
“Yes。”saidMissVanHook,“youngpeopleseemtofeelthosethings。”
“Ofcoursehe’sgoingtogetoverit。That’swhatyoungpeopledotoo。
Athisagehecan’thelpbeingcaughtwitheveryprettyfaceandeveryprettyfigure,eveninthemidstofhiswoe,andit’sonlyaquestionoftimetillheseizessomeprettyhandandgetsdrawnoutofitaltogether。”
“Ithinkthatwouldbethecasewithmyniece,too。”saidMissVanHook,“ifshewasn’tkeptinitbyasenseofloyalty。Idon’tbelieveshereallydaresmuchforLieutenantWillinganymore;butheseesnosocietywherehe’sstationed,ofcourse,andhisconstancyisa——arebukeanda——
a——anincentivetoher。TheywereengagedalongtimeagojustafterheleftWestPoint——andwe’vealwaysbeeninhopesthathewouldberemovedtosomepostwherehecouldmeetotherladiesandbecomeinterestedinsomeoneelse。Butheneverhas,andsotheaffairremains。It’smostundesirabletheyshouldmarry,andinthemeantimeshewon’tbreakitoff,andit’sspoilingherchancesinlife。”
“Itistoobad。”sighedMrs。Brinkley,“butofcourseyoucandonothing。
Iseethat。”
“No,wecandonothing。Wehavetriedeverything。IusedtothinkitwasbecauseshewassodullthereatYonkerswithherfamily,andbroodedupontheoneideaallthetime,thatshecouldnotgetoverit;andatfirstitdidseemwhenshecametomethatshewouldgetoverit。Sheisveryfondofgaiety——ofyoungmen’ssociety,andshe’shadplentyoflittleflirtationsthatdidn’tmeananything,andneveramountedtoanything。
Everynowandthenaletterwouldcomefromthewildswherehewasstationed,andspoilitall。Sheseemedtofeelasortofchivalrousobligationbecausehewassofaroffandhelplessandlonely。”
“Yes,Iunderstand。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Whatapityshecouldn’tbemadetofeelthatthatdidn’tdeepentheobligationatall。”
“I’vetriedtomakeher。”saidMissVanHook,“andI’vebeeneverywherewithher。OnewinterwewereuptheNile,andanotherinNice,andlastwinterwewereinRome。Shemetyoungmeneverywhere,andhadoffersuponoffers;butitwasofnouse。Sheremainedjustthesame,andtillshemetMr。MaveringinWashingtonIdon’tbelieve——“
MissVanHookstopped,andMrs。Brinkleysaid,“Andyetshealwaysseemedtomeparticularlypracticalandlevel-headed——asthemensay。”
“Sosheis。Butsheisreallyveryromanticaboutsomethings;andwhenitcomestoamatterofthatkind,girlsareaboutallalike,don’tyouthink?”
“Ohyes。”saidMrs。Brinkleyhopelessly,andbothladieslookedoutoverthewater,wherethewavescamerollinginoneafteranothertowastethemselvesontheshoreasfutilelyasiftheyhadbeenlives。
IntheeveningMissAndersongottwolettersfromtheclerk,atthehourwhentheladiesallflockedtohisdeskwiththeeagernessforletterswhichissoengaginginthem。Oneshepulledopenandglancedatwithasortofimpassionedindifference;theothershereadinoneintensemoment,andthenranitintoherpocket,andwithherhandstillonithurriedvividlyflushingtoherroom,andreadandreaditagainwithconstantlymountingemotion。
“WORMLEY’sHOTEL,Washington,April7,188。
“DEARMISSANDERSON,——IhavebeenactingonyourpartingadvicetolookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofmine,andIhavediscoveredthatheisanunmitigatedscamp。ConsequentlythereisnothingmoretokeepmeinWashington,andIshouldnowlikeyouradviceaboutcomingtoFortressMonroe。Doyoufinditmalarial?Ontheboatyourauntaskedmetocome,butyousaidnothingaboutit,andIwaslefttosupposethatyoudidnotthinkitwouldagreewithme。Doyoustillthinkso?orwhatdoyouthink?IknowyouthinkitwasuncalledforandinextremelybadtasteformetotellyouwhatIdidtheotherday;andIhavethoughtsotoo。
Thereisonlyonethingthatcouldjustifyit——thatis,Ithinkitmightjustifyit——ifyouthoughtso。ButIdonotfeelsurethatyouwouldliketoknowit,or,ifyouknewit,wouldlikeit。I’vebeenratherslowcomingtotheconclusionmyself,andperhapsit’sonlythebeginningoftheend;andnottheconclusion——ifthereissuchadifference。ButthequestionnowiswhetherImaycomeandtellyouwhatIthinkitis——
justifymyself,ormakethingsworsethantheyarenow。Idon’tknowthattheycanbeworse,butIthinkIshouldliketotry。Ithinkyourpresencewouldinspireme。
“WashingtonisawildernesssinceMiss——VanHookleft。Itisnotahowlingwildernesssimplybecauseithasnotenoughleftinittohowl;
butithasalltheothermeritsofawilderness。
“Yourssincerely,“D。F。MAVERING。”
Afterasecondperusalofthisnote,MissAndersonrecurredtotheotherletterwhichshehadneglectedforit,andreaditwitheyesfromwhichthetearsslowlyfelluponit。Thenshesatalongtimeathertablewithbothlettersbeforeher,anddidnotmove,excepttotakeherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketanddryhereyes,fromwhichthetearsbeganatoncetodripagain。Atlastshestartedforward,andcaughtpenandpapertowardher,bitingherlipandfrowningasiftokeepherselffirm,andshesaidtothecentralfigureinthephotographcasewhichstoodatthebackofthetable,“Iwill,Iwill!Youareaman,anyway。”
Shesatdown,andbyaseriesofimpulsesshewrotealetter,withwhichshegaveherselfnopausetillsheputitintheclerk’shands,towhomsherandownstairswithit,kickingherskirtintowildwhirlsassheran,andcatchingherfootinitandstumbling。
“Willitgo——goto-night?”shedemandedtragically。
“Justintime。”saidtheclerk,withoutlookingup,andapparentlynotthinkingthathertonebetrayedanyunusualamountofemotioninaladypostingaletter;hewasusedtointensityonsuchoccasions。
Theletterran——
“DEARMR。MAVERING,——WeshallnowbeheresoshortatimethatIdonotthinkitadvisableforyoutocome。
“Yourletterwasratherenigmatical,andIdonotknowwhetherI
understooditexactly。Isupposeyoutoldmewhatyoudidforgoodreasonsofyourown,andIdidnotthinkmuchaboutit。Ibelievethequestionoftastedidnotcomeupinmymind。
“Myauntjoinsmeinkindestregards。
“Yoursverysincerely,“JULIAV。H。ANDERSON。”
“P。S——IthinkthatIoughttoreturnyourletter。Iknowthatyouwouldnotobjecttomykeepingit,butitdoesnotseemright。Iwishtoaskyourcongratulations。IhavebeenengagedforseveralyearstoLieutenantWilling,oftheArmy。HehasbeentransferredfromhispostinMontanatoFortHamiltonatNewYork,andwearetobemarriedinJune。
ThenextmorningMrs。Brinkleycameupfrombreakfastinasortofduplexexcitement,whichshetriedtoimparttoherhusband;hestoodwithhisbacktowardthedoor,bendingforwardtotheglassforamoreaccurateviewofhisface,fromwhichhehadscrapedhalfthelatherinshaving。
Shehadtwocardsinherhand:“MissVanHookandMissAndersonhavegone。
Theywentthismorning。IfoundtheirP。P。C。’sbymyplate。”
Mr。Brinkleymadeaninarticulatenoiseforcomment,andassumedthecontemptuoussneerwhichsomemenfindconvenientforshavingthelowerlip。
“Andguesswho’scome,ofallpeopleintheworld?”
“Idon’tknow。”saidBrinkley,seizinghischancetospeak。
“ThePasmers!——Aliceandhermother!Isn’titawful?”
Mr。Brinkleyhadentereduponaverydifficultspotatthecornerofhisleftjaw。Hefinisheditbeforehesaid,“Idon’tseeanythingawfulaboutit,solongasPasmerhasn’tcometoo。”
“ButDanMavering!He’sinWashington,andhemaycomedownhereanyday。
Justthinkhowshockingthatwouldbe!“
“Isn’tthatratheratheory?”askedMr。Brinkley,findingsuchopportunitiesforconversationashecould。“IdaresayMrs。Pasmerwouldbeverygladtoseehim。”
“I’venodoubtshewould。”saidMrs。Brinkley。Butit’stheworstthingthatcouldhappen——forhim。AndIfeellikewritinghimnottocome——
telegraphinghim。”
“YouknowhowthemanmadeafortuneinChicago。”saidherhusband,dryinghisrazortenderlyonatowelbeforebeginningtostropit。“Iadviseyoutoletthewholethingalone。Itdoesn’tconcernusinanywaywhatever。”
“Then。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“thereoughttobeacommitteetotakeitinhandandwarnhim。”
“Idaresayyoucouldmakeoneupamongtheladies。Butdon’tbethefirsttomoveinthematter。”
“Ireallybelieve。”saidhiswife,withhermindtakenoffthepointbytheattractivenessofasurmisewhichhadjustoccurredtoher,“thatMrs。
PasmerwouldbecapableoffollowinghimdownifsheknewhewasinWashington。”
“Yes,ifsheknow。Butsheprobablydoesn’t。”
“Yes。”saidMrs。Brinkleydisappointedly。“IthinkthesuddendepartureoftheVanHooksmusthavehadsomethingtodowithDanMavering。”
“Seemsaveryinfluentialyoungman。”saidherhusband。“Heattractsandrepelspeoplerightandleft。DidyouspeaktothePasmers?”
“No;you’dbetter,whenyougodown。They’vejustcomeintothedining-
room。Thegirllookslikedeath。”
“Well,I’lltalktoheraboutMavering。That’llcheerherup。”
Mrs。Brinkleylookedathimforaninstantasifshereallythoughthimcapableofit。Thenshejoinedhiminhislaugh。
Mrs。BrinkleyhadtheorisedAlicePasmerassimplyandprimitivelyselfish,liketherestofthePasmersinwhomthefamilytraitsprevailed。
WhenMaveringstoppedcomingtoherhouseafterhisengagementshejustlysuspectedthatitwasbecauseAlicehadforbiddenhim,andshehadrejoicedatthebrokenengagementasanescapeforDan;shehadfranklysaidso,andshehadreceivedhimbackintofullfavouratthefirstmomentinWashington。ShelikedMissAnderson,andshehadhoped,withtheinterestwhichwomenfeelineverysuchaffair,thatherflirtationwithhimmightbecomeserious。Butnowthishadapparentlynothappened。
JuliaAndersonwasgonewithmystifyingprecipitation,andAlicePasmerhadcomewithanunexpectednesswhichhadtheaspectoffatality。
Mrs。Brinkleyfeltbound,ofcourse,sincetherewasnoopenenmitybetweenthem,tomeetthePasmersontheneutralgroundoftheHygeiawithconventionalamiability。Shewasreallytouchedbytheabsentwannessofthegirlslook,andbythelater-comingrecognitionwhichshapedhermouthintoapatheticsnide。Alicedidnotlooklikedeathquite,asMrs。
Brinkleyhadtoldherhusband,withthenecessityhersexhasforputtingitssuperlativesbeforeitspositives;butshewaspaleandthin,andshemovedwithalanguidstepwhentheyallmetatnightafterMrs。BrinkleyhadkeptoutofthePasmers’wayduringtheday。
“Shehasbeenillallthelatterpartofthewinter。”saidMrs。PasmertoMrs。Brinkleythatnightinthecornerofthespreadinghotelparlours,wheretheyfoundthemselves。Mrs。Pasmerdidnotlookwellherself;shespokewithhereyesfixedanxiouslyonthedoorAlicehadjustpassedoutof。“Sheisgoingtobed,butIknowIshallfindherawakewheneverI
go。”
“Perhaps。”suggestedMrs。Brinkley,“thissoft,heavyseaairwillputhertosleep。”Shetriedtospeakdrilyandindifferently,butshecouldnot;
shewas,infact,verymuchinterestedbythesituation,andshewastouched,inspiteofherdistasteforthemboth,bytheevidentunhappinessofmotheranddaughter。Sheknewwhatitcamefrom,andshesaidtoherselfthattheydeservedit;butthisdidnotaltogetherfortifyheragainsttheirpathos。“Icanhardlykeepawakemyself。”sheaddedgruffly。
“Ihopeitmayhelpher。”saidMrs。Pasmer;“thedoctorstronglyurgedourcoming。”
Mr。Pasmerisn’twithyou。”saidMrs。Brinkley,feelingthatitwasdecenttosaysomethingabouthim。
“No;hewasdetained。”Mrs。Pasmerdidnotexplainthecauseofhisdetention,andthetwoladiesslowlywavedtheirfansamomentinsilence。
“AretheremanyBostonPeopleinthehouse?”Mrs。Pasmerasked。
“It’sfullofthem。”criedMrs。Brinkley。
“Ihadscarcelynoticed。”sighedMrs。Pasmer;andMrs。Brinkleyknewthatthiswasnottrue。“Alicetakesupallmythoughts。”sheadded;andthismightbetrueenough。Sheleanedalittleforwardandasked,inalow,entreatingvoiceoverherfan,“Mrs。Brinkley,haveyouseenMr。Maveringlately?”
Mrs。Brinkleyconsideredthisalittletoobold,alittletoobrazen。HadtheyactuallycomeSouthinpursuitofhim?Itwasshameless,andsheletMrs:Pasmerknowsomethingofherfeelingintheshortnesswithwhichsheanswered,“IsawhiminWashingtontheotherday——foramoment。”SheshortenedthetimeshehadspentinDan’scompanysoastocutMrs。Pasmerofffromasmuchcomfortaspossible,andshestaredatherinopenastonishment。
Mrs。PasmerdroppedhereyesandfingeredtheedgeofherfanwithasubmissivenessthatseemedtoMrs。Brinkleytheperfectionofduplicity;
shewantedtoshakeher。“Iknew。”sighedMrs。Pasmer,“thatyouhadalwaysbeensuchafriendofhis。”
Itisthelaststrawwhichbreaksthecamel’sback;Mrs。Brinkleyfelthermoralvertebraegiveway;shealmostheardthemcrack;butiftherewasreallyadetonation,thedrownedthenoisewithaharshlaugh。“Oh,hehadotherfriendsinWashington。ImethimeverywherewithMissAnderson。”ThisstatementconflictedwiththetheoryofhersingleinstantwithDan,butshefeltthatinsuchacause,inthecauseofgivingpaintoawomanlikeMrs。Pasmer,thedeflectionfromexacttruthwasjustifiable。Shehurriedon:“Iratherexpectedhemightrundownhere,butnowthatthey’regone,Idon’tsupposehe’llcome。YourememberMissAnderson’saunt,MissVanHook?”
“Ohyes。”saidMrs。Pasmer。
“Shewasherewithher。”
“MissVanHookwassuchaNewYorktype——ofacertainkind。”saidMrs。
Pasmer。Sherose,withasmileatoncesoconventional,soheroic,andsopitifulthatMrs。Brinkleyfelttheremorseofagenerousvictor。
Shewenttoherroom,hardeningherheart,andsheburstinwithafloodofvolubleexasperationthatthreatenedalltheneighbouringroomswithoverflow。
“Well,shecried,“theyhaveshowntheirhandscompletely。TheyhavecomeheretohoundDanMaveringdown,andgethimintotheirtoilsagain。Why,thewomanactuallysaidasmuch!ButIfancyIhavegivenherafitofinsomniathatwillenablehertoshareherdaughter’svigils。ReallysuchimpudenceIneverheardof!“
“Doyouwanteverybodyinthecorridortohearofit?”askedBrinkley,frombehindanewspaper。
“Iknowonething。”continuedMrs。Brinkley,droppinghervoiceacoupleofoctaves。TheywillnevergethimhereifIcanhelpit。Hewon’tcome,anyway,nowMissAndersonisgone;butI’llmakeassurancedoublysurebywritinghimnottocome;I’lltellhimthey’vegone;andthanwearegoingtoo。”
“YouhadbetterrememberthemaninChicago。”saidherhusband。
“Well,thisismybusiness——orI’llmakeitmybusiness!“criedMrs。
Brinkley。Shewentontalkingrapidly,risingwithgreatexcitementinhervoiceattimes,andthenrememberingtospeaklower;andherhusbandapparentlyreadonthroughmostofhertalk,thoughnowandthenhemadesomecommentthatseemedofalmostinspiredaptness。
“Thewaytheybothmadeuptomewasdisgusting。ButIknowthegirlisjustatoolinhermother’shands。Hermotherseemedactuallypassiveincomparison。ForskilfulwheedlingIcouldfalldownandworshipthatwoman;Ireallyadmireher。Aslongasthegirlwaswithusshekeptherselfinthebackgroundandputthegirlatme。Itwassimplyamasterpiece。”
“Howdoyouknowsheputheratyou?”askedBrinkley。
“How?Bythewaysheseemednottodoit!AndbecausefromwhatIknowofthatstupidPasmerprideitwouldbeperfectlyimpossibleforanyonewhowasaPasmertotakeherdeprecatorymannertowardmeofherself。Yououghttohaveseenit!Itwassimplyperfect。”
“Perhaps。”saidBrinkley,witharemotedreaminess,“shewastrulysorry。”
“Trulystuff!No,indeed;shehatesmeasmuchasever——more!“
“Well,then,maybeshe’sdoingitbecauseshehatesyou——doingitforhersoul’sgood——sortofpenance,sortofatonementtoMavering。”
Mrs。Brinkleyturnedroundfromherdressing-tabletoseewhatherhusbandmeant,butthenewspaperhidhim。Weallknowthatourownnaturesaremixedandcontradictory,butweeachattributetoothersalogicalconsistencywhichweneverfindinanyoneoutofthenovels。AlicePasmerwascoldandreticent,andMrs。Brinkley,whohadlivedhalfacenturyinaworldfullofparadoxes,couldnotimaginehersubjecttogustsofpassionatefrankness;sheknewthegirltobeproudanddistant,andshecouldnotconceiveofanabjecthumilityandlongingforsympathyinherheart。IfAlicefelt,whenshesawMrs。Brinkley,thatshehadaprovidentialopportunitytopunishherselfforherinjusticetoDan,thefactcouldnotbeestablisheduponMrs。Brinkley’stheoryofher。Iftheasceticimpulseisthemostpurelyselfishimpulseinhumannature,Mrs。
Brinkleymightnothavebeenmistakeninsuspectingherofanignoblemotive,thoughitmighthavehadforthegirlthelastsublimityofself-
sacrifice。Thewomanwhodislikedherandpitiedherknewthatshehadnoarts,andratherthanadoptsosimpleatheoryofherbehaviourasherhusbandhadadvancedsheheldallthemorestrenuouslytoherowntheorythatAlicewaspractisinghermother’sarts。Thiswasinevitable,partlyfromthesenseofMrs。Pasmer’sartfulnesswhicheverybodyhad,andpartlyfromtheallegiancewhichwepay——andwomenespeciallyliketopay——tothetraditionoftheplaywrightsandthenovelists,thatsocialresultsofallkindsaretheworkofdeep,andmoreorlessdarkling,designonthepartofotherwomen——suchotherwomenasMrs。Pasmer。
Mrs。Brinkleycontinuedtotalk,butthegodspokenomorefrombehindthenewspaper;andafterwardMrs。Brinkleylayalongtimeawake;hardeningherheart。Butshewashauntedtothevergeofherdreamsbythatgirl’ssicklook,byherlanguidwalk,andbytheeffectwhichshehadseenherownwordstakeuponMrs。Pasmer——aneffectsoadmirablydisowned,soperfectlyobvious。Beforeshecouldgettosleepshewasobligedtomakeacompromisewithherheart,inpursuanceofwhich,whenshefoundMrs。
Pasmeratbreakfastaloneinthemorning,shewentuptoher,andsaid,holdingherhandamoment,“Ihopeyourdaughtersleptwelllastnight。”
“No。”saidMrs。Pasmer,slippingherhandaway,“Ican’tsaythatshedid。”Therewasprobablynoresentmentexpressedinthewayshewithdrewherhand,buttheotherthoughttherewas。
“IwishIcoulddosomethingforher。”shecried。
“Oh,thankyou。”saidMrs。Pasmer。“It’sverygoodofyou。”AndMrs。
Brinkleyfanciedshesmiledratherbitterly。
Mrs。BrinkleywentoutupontheseawardverandahofthehotelwiththisbitternessofMrs。Pasmer’ssmileinherthoughts;anditdisposedhertofeelmorekeenlythequalityofMissPasmer’ssmile。Shefoundthegirlstandingthereataremotepointofthatlongstretchofplanking,andlookingoutoverthewater;sheheldwithbothhandsacrossherbreastthesoftchuddahshawlwhichthewindcaughtandflutteredawayfromherwaist。Shewasalone,saidasMrs。Brinkley’scompunctionsgoadedhernearer,shefanciedthatthesawAlicemasteraprimarydislikeinherface,andputonalookofpatheticpropitiation。ShedidnotcomeforwardtomeetMrs。Brinkley,wholikedbetterherwaitingtobeapproached;butshesmiledgratefullywhenMrs。Brinkleyputoutherhand,andshetookitwithaverycoldone。
“Youmustfinditchillyhere。”saidtheelderwoman。
“IhadbetterbeoutintheairallIcould,thedoctorsaid。”answeredAlice。
“Well,then,comewithmeroundthecorner;there’sasortofrecessthere,andyouwon’tbeblowntopierces。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withauthority。Theysatdowntogetherintherecess,andsheadded:“IusedtositherewithMissVanHook;shecouldhearbetterinthenoisethewavesmade。Ihopeitisn’ttoomuchforyou。”
“Ohno。”saidAlice。“Mammasaidyoutoldhertheywerehere。”Mrs。
Brinkleyreassuredherselffromthis;MissVanHook’snamehadratherslippedout;butofcourseMrs。PasmerhadnotrepeatedwhatshehadsaidaboutDaninthisconnection。“IwishIcouldhaveseenJulia。”Alicewenton。“ItwouldhavebeenquitelikeCampobelloagain。”
“Oh,quite。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withashortbreath,andnotknowingwhitherthistended。Alicedidnotleaveherindoubt。
“Ishouldliketohaveseenher,andbeggedherforthewayItreatedherthelastpartofthetimethere。IfeelasifIcouldmakemywholelifeareparation。”sheaddedpassionately。
Mrs。Brinkleybelievedthatthiswasthemerefrenzyofsentimentality,theexaltationofaselfishasceticism;butatthebreakinthegirl’svoiceandtheaversionofherfaceshecouldnothelpathrillofmotherlytendernessforher。Shewantedtotellhershewasanunconscioushumbug,bentnowasalwaysonherownadvantage,andreallyindifferenttoothersshealsowantedtocomforther,andtellherthatsheexaggerated,andwasnottoblame。Shedidneither,butwhenAliceturnedherfacebacksheseemedencouragedbyMrs。Brinkley’slooktogoon:“Ididn’tappreciateherthen;shewasverygenerousandhigh-minded——toohigh-mindedformetounderstand,even。Butwedon’tseemtoknowhowgoodothersaretillwewrongthem。”
“Yes,thatisverytrue。”saidMrs。Brinkley。SheknewthatAlicewasobviouslyreferringtothebreachbetweenherselfandMissAndersonfollowingthenightoftheTrevortheatricals,andthedislikeforherthatshehadshownwithafranknesssomeoftheladieshadthoughtbrutal。
Mrs。Brinkleyalsobelievedthatherwordshadatacitmeaning,andshewouldhavelikedtohavethehardnesstosayshehadseenanunnamedvictimofAlicedoinghisbesttoconsoletheothershehadspecified。
Butshemerelysaiddrily,“Yes,perhapsthat’sthereasonwhywe’reallowedtoinjurepeople。”
“Itmustbe。”saidAlicesimply。“DidMissAndersoneverspeakofme?”
“No;Ican’trememberthatsheeverdid。”Mrs。BrinkleydidnotfeelboundtosaythatsheandMissVanHookhaddiscussedheratlarge,andagreedperfectlyabouther。
“Ishouldliketoseeher;Ishouldliketowritetoher。”
Mrs。Brinkleyfeltthatsheoughtnottosufferthisintimatetendencyinthetalk:
“Youmustfindagreatmanyotheracquaintancesinthehotel,MissPasmer。”
“SomeoftheFranklandgirdsarehere,andthetwoBellinghams。Ihavehardlyspokentothemyet。Doyouthinkthatwhereyouhaveevenbeenintheright,ifyouhavebeenharsh,ifyouhavebeenhasty,ifyouhaven’tmadeallowances,yououghttooffersomeatonement?”
“Really,Ican’tsay。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasmileofdistaste。“I’mafraidyourquestionisn’tquiteinmylineofthinking;it’smoreinMissCotton’sway。You’dbetteraskhersometime。”
“No。”saidAlicesadly;“shewouldflatterme。”
“Ah!Ialwayssupposedshewasveryconscientious。”
“She’sconscientious,butshelikesmetoowell。”
“Oh!“commentedMrs。Brinkleytoherself,“thenyouknowIdon’tlikeyou,andyou’llusemeinoneway,ifyoucan’tinanother。Verywell!“Butshefoundthegirl’strusttouchingsomehow,thoughthesentimentalityofherappealseemedastawdryasever。
“Iknewyouwouldbejust。”addedAlicewistfully。
“Oh,Idon’tknowaboutatonements!“saidMrs。Brinkley,withaneffectofcarelessness。“Itseemstomethatweusuallymakethemforourownsake。”
“Ihavethoughtofthat。”saidAlice,withalookofexpectation。
“Andweusuallyastonishotherpeoplewhenweofferthem。”
“Eithertheydon’tlikeit,orelsetheydon’tfeelsomuchinjuredaswehadsupposed。”
“0h,butthere’snoquestion——“
“IfMissAnderson——“
“MissAnderson?Oh——ohyes!“
“IfMissAndersonforexample。”pursuedMrs。Brinkley,“feltaggrievedwithyou。ButreallyI’venorighttoenterintoyouraffairs,MissPasmer。”
“OhYes,yes!——do!Iaskedyouto。”thegirlimplored。
“Idoubtifitwillhelpmattersforhertoknowthatyouregretanything;
andifsheshouldn’thappentohavethoughtthatyouwereunjusttoher,itwouldmakeheruncomfortablefornothing。”
“Doyouthinkso?”askedthegirl,withadisappointmentthatbetrayeditselfinhervoiceandeyes。
“IneverfeelImyselfcompetenttoadvise。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Icancriticise——anybodycan——andIdo,prettyfreely;butadviceisamoreseriousmatter。Eachofusmustactfromherself——fromwhatshethinksisright。”
“Yes,Isee。Thankyousomuch,Mrs。Brinkley。”
“Afterall,wehavearighttodoourselvesgood,evenwhenwepretendthatit’sgoodtoothers,ifwedon’tdothemanyharm。”
“Yes,Isee。”Alicelookedaway,andthenseemedabouttospeakagain;
butoneofMrs。Brinkley’sacquaintancecameup,andthegirlrosewithafrightenedairandwentaway。
“Alice’stalkwithyouthismorningdidhersomuchgood!“saidMrs。
Pasmer,later。“ShehasalwaysfeltsobadlyaboutMissAnderson!“
Mrs。BrinkleysawthatMrs。PasmerwishedtoconfinethemeaningoftheirtalktoMissAnderson,andsheassented,withapenetrationofwhichshesawthatMrs。Pasmerwasgratefullyaware。
ShegrewmoretolerantofboththePasmersasthedangerofgreaterintimacyfromthem,whichseemedtothreatenatfirstseemedtopassaway。
Shehadnotrespondedtotheiradvances,buttherewasnoreasonwhysheshouldnotbeciviltothem;therehadneverbeenanyopenquarrelwiththem。Sheoftenfoundherselfintalkwiththem,andwasamusedtonotethatshewastheonlyBostonianwhomtheydidnotkeepalooffrom。
Itcouldnotbesaidthatshecametolikeeitherofthembetter。ShestillsuspectedMrs。Pasmerofdesign,thoughshedevelopednonebeyondmanoeuvringAliceoutofthewayofpeoplewhomshewishedtoavoid;andshestillfoundthegirl,asshealwaysthoughther,asegotist,whosebestimpulsestowardothershadafinalaiminherself。Shethoughtherverycrudeinherideas——cruderthanshehadseemedatCampobello,whereshehadperhapsbeensoftenedbyheraffinitionwiththegentlerandkindliernatureofDanMavering。Mrs。Brinkleywasnevertiredofsayingthathehadmadethemostfortunateescapeintheworld,andthoughBrinkleyownedhewastiredofhearingit,shecontinuedtosayitwithagreatvarietyofspeculation。SherecognisedthatinmostgirlsofAlice’sagemanytraitsareinsolution,waitingtheirprecipitationintocharacterbythechemicalcontactwhichtimeandchancesmustbring,andthatitwasnotfairtojudgeherbythepresentfermentofhereditarytendencies;butsherejoicedallthesamethatitwasnotDanMavering’scharacterwhichwastogivefixitytohers。Themoreshesawofthegirlthemoreshewasconvincedthattwosuchpeoplecouldonlymakeeachotherunhappy;fromdaytoday,almostfromhourtohour,sheresolvedtowritetoMaveringandtellhimnottocome。
ShewassurethatthePasmerswishedtohavetheaffaironagain,andpartofherfascinationwithagirlwhomsheneitherlikednorapprovedwasherbeliefthatAlice’shealthhadbrokenunderthestrainofherregretsandherdespair。Shedidnotgetbetterfromthechangeofair;shegrewmorelistlessandlanguid,andmoredependentuponMrs。Brinkley’scharysympathy。Theolderwomanaskedherselfagainandagainwhatmadethegirlclingtoher?WasshegoingtoaskherfinallytointercedewithDan?orwasitreallyadespairingatonementtohim,themostdisagreeablesacrificeshecouldoffer,asMr。Brinkleyhadstupidlysuggested?ShebelievedthatAlice’sselfishnessandmorbidsentimentwereequaltoeither。
Brinkleygenerallytookthegirl’spartagainsthiswife,andinaheavyjocosewaytriedtocheerherup。Hedidlittlethingsforher;fetchedandcarriedchairsandcushionsandrugs,andgavehisattentionstheairofpleasantries。Oneofhisofficeswastogettheladies’lettersforthemintheevening,andonenighthecameinbeamingwithaletterforeachofthemwheretheysattogetherintheparlour。Hedistributedthemintotheirlaps。
“Hello!I’vemadeamistake。”hesaid,puttingdownhisheadtotakebacktheletterhehaddroppedinMissPasmer’slap。“I’vegivenyoumywife’sletter。”
Thegirlglancedatit,gaveamoaningkindofcry,andfellbeakinherchair,hidingherfaceinherhands。
Mrs。Brinkley,possessedherselfoftheotherletter,and,thoughpasttheagewhenladieswishtokilltheirhusbandsfortheirstupidity,shegaveBrinkleyalookofmassacrewhichmystifiedevenmorethanitmurderedhisinnocence。Hehadtolearnlaterfromhiswife’smoreelicitfurywhatthewomenhadallknowninstantly。
HeshowedhisusefulnessingatheringAliceupandgettinghertohermother’sroom。”
“Oh,Mrs。Brinkley。”imploredMrs。Pasmer,followinghertothedoor,“isMr。Maveringcominghere?”
“Idon’tknow——Ican’tsay——Ihaven’treadtheletteryet。”
“Oh,doletmeknowwhenyou’vereadit,won’tyou?Idon’tknowwhatweshalldo。”
Mrs。Brinkleyreadtheletterinherownroom。“Yougodown。”shesaidtoherhusband,withunabatedferocity;“andtelegraphDanMaveringatWormley’snottocame。Saywe’regoingawayatonce。”
ThenshesentMrs。Pasmeraslipofpaperonwhichshehadwritten,“Notcoming。”
Ithasbeentheexperienceofeveryonetohavesomealienconcerncomeintohislifeandtormenthimwithmoreanxietythananyaffairofhisovn。Thisis,perhaps,ahintfromtheinfinitesympathywhichfeelsforusallthatnoneofuscanhopetofreehimselffromthetroublesofothers,thatweareeachboundtoeachbytieswhich,forthemostpart,wecannotperceive,butwhich,atthemomenttheirstresscomes,wecannotbreak。
Mrs。Brinkleylayawakeandragedimpotentlyagainsthercomplicitywiththeunhappinessofthatdistastefulgirlandhermorethandistastefulmother。Inherrevoltagainstitsherenouncedtheinterestshehadfeltinthatsillyboy,andhisridiculouslovebusiness,soreallyunimportanttoherwhateverturnittook。Sheaskedherselfwhatitmatteredtoherwhetherthosechildrenmarredtheirlivesonewayoranotherway。TherewasaluridmomentbeforeshesleptwhenshewishedBrinkleytogodownandrecallhertelegram;butherefusedtobeafoolatsomuchinconveniencetohimself。
Mrs。BrinkleycametobreakfastfeelingsomuchmorehaggardthanshefoundeitherofthePasmerslooking,thatshewasabletothrowoffherlingeringremorseforhavingtoldMaveringnottocome。Shehadtheadvantagealsoofdoubtastoherprecisemotiveinhavingdoneso;shehadeitherdonesobecauseshehadjudgeditbestforhimnottoseeMissPasmeragain,orelseshehaddonesotorelievethegirlfromthepainofanencounterwhichhermotherevidentlydreadedforher。Ifonemotiveseemedatmomentsoutrageouslymeddlingandpresumptuous,theotherwassonoblygoodandkindthatitmorethancounterbalanceditinMrs。
Brinkley’smind,whoknewverywellinspiteofherdoubtthatshehad,actedfromamixtureofboth。Withthisconviction,itwasbothacomfortandapangtofindbytheregisterofthehotel,whichshefurtivelyconsulted,thatDanhadnotarrivedbythemorningboat,asshegroundlesslyfearedandhopedhemighthavedone。
Inanycase,however,andattheendofalltheends,shehadthatgirlonherhandsmorethanever;andbelievingasshedidthatDanandAlicehadonlytomeetinordertobereconciled,shefeltthatthegirlwhomshehadbalkedofherpreywasherinnocentvictim。Whatrighthadshetointerfere?Washenothernaturalprey?Ifhelikedbeingaprey,whowaslawfullytoforbidhim?Hewasnotperfect;hewouldknowhowtotakecareofhimselfprobably;inmarriagethingsequalisedthemselves。Shelookedatthegirl’sthincheeksandlack-lustreeyes,andpitiedandhatedherwiththatstrangemixtureoffeelingwhichourvictimsaspireinus。
ShewalkedoutontheverandahwiththePasmersafterbreakfast,andchattedawhileaboutindifferentthings;andAlicemadeanefforttoignoretheeventofthenightbeforewithapathoswhichwrungMrs。
Brinkley’sheart,andwithagayresolutionwhichoughttohavebeenagreatpleasuretosuchaveterandissemblerashermother。Shesaidshehadneverfoundtheairsodelicious;shereallybelieveditwouldbegintodohergoodnow;butitwasalittlefreshjustthere,andwithhereyessheinvitedhermothertocomewithherroundthecornerintothatshelteredrecess,andinvitedMrs。Brinkleynottocome。
Itwasthateffectofresentmentwhichislightereventhanatouch,thewaftofthearrow’sfeather;butitcouldwoundaguiltyheart,andMrs。
Brinkleysatdownwhereshewas,realisingwithapangthatthetimewhenshemighthavebeeneverythingtothisunhappygirlhadjustpassedforever,andhenceforthshecouldbenothing。Sheremainedmusingsadlyuponthecontradictionsshehadfeltinthegirl’scharacter,theconfusionofgoodandevil,thepotentialitiesofmiseryandharm,thepotentialitiesofblissandgood;andshefeltlessandlesssatisfiedwithherself。ShehadreallypresumedtointerferewithFate;perhapsshehadinterferedwithProvidence。Shewouldhavegivenanythingtorecallheract;andthenwithaflashsherealisedthatitwasquitepossibletorecallit。
ShecouldtelegraphMaveringtocome;andsherose,humblyandgratefully,asiffromanansweredprayer,togoanddoso。
Shewasnotatallayoungwoman,andmanythingshadcomeandgoneinherlifethatoughttohavefortifiedheragainstsurprise;butshewantedtoscreamlikealittlefrightenedgirlasDanMaveringsteppedoutoftheparlourdoortowardher。Thehabitofnotscreaming,however,prevailed,andshemadeatolerablysuccessfulefforttotreathimwithdecentcomposure。Shegavehimarigidhand。“Whereintheworlddidyoucomefrom?Didyougetmytelegram?”
“No。Didyougetmyletter?”
“Yes。”
“Well,ItookanotiontocomerightonafterIwrote,andIstartedonthesametrainwithit。ButtheysaiditwasnousetryingtogetintotheHygeia,andIstoppedlastnightatthelittlehotelinHampton。I’vejustwalkedover,andMr。Brinkleytoldmeyouwereoutheresomewhere。
That’sthewholestory,Ibelieve。”Hegavehisnervouslaugh,butitseemedtoMrs。Brinkleythatithadnotmuchjoyinit。
“Hush!“shesaidinvoluntarily,recedingtoherchairandsinkingbackintoitagain。Helookedsurprised。“YouknowtheVanHooksaregone?”
Helaughedharshly。“Ishouldthinktheyweredeadfromyourmanner,Mrs。
Brinkley。ButIdidn’tcometoseetheVanHooks。WhatmadeyouthinkI
did?”
Hegaveheralookwhichshefoundsodishonest,soreallyinsincere,thatsheresolvedtoabandonhimtoProvidenceassoonasshecould。“Oh,I
didn’tknowbuttherehadbeensomelittleunderstandingatWashington。”
“Perhapsontheirpart。Theywerepeoplewhoseemedtotakeagoodmanythingsforgranted,buttheycouldhardlyexpecttocontrolotherpeople’smovements。”
HelookedsharplyatMrs。Brinkley,asiftoquestionhowmuchsheknew;
butshehadnowmeasuredhim,andshesaid,“Oh!thenthevisit’stome?”
“Entirely。”criedDan。Theoldsweetnesscameintohislaughingeyesagain,andwenttoMrs。Brinkley’sheart。Shewishedhimtobehappy,somehow;shewouldhavedoneanythingforhim;shewishedsheknewwhattodo。OughtshetotellhimthePasmerswerethere?Oughtshetomakeupsomeexcuseandgethimawaybeforehemetthem?Shefeltherselfgettingmoreandmorebewilderedandhelpless。ThosewomenmightcomeroundthatcorneranymomentandthensheknowthefirstsightofAlice’sfacewoulddoorundoeverythingwithDan。Didshewishthemreconciled?Didshewishthemforeverparted?Shenolongerknewwhatshewished;sheonlyknewthatshehadnorighttowishanything。ShecontinuedtotalkonwithDan,whogrewmoreandmoreatease,anddidmostofthetalking,whileMrs。Brinkley’swholebeingnarroweditselftothequestion。WouldthePasmerscomebackthatway,orwouldtheygoroundthefurthercorner,andgetintothehotelbyanotherdoor?
Thesuspenseseemedinterminable;theymusthavealreadygonethatotherway。Suddenlysheheardthepushingbackofchairsinthatrecess。Shecouldnotbearit。Shejumpedtoherfeet。
“Justwaitamoment,Mr。Mavering!I’lljoinyouagain。Mr。Brinkleyisexpecting——Imust——“……
OnemorningofthefollowingJuneMrs。BrinkleysatwellforwardinthebeautifulchurchwhereDanandAliceweretobemarried。Thelovelydaybecameastilllovelierdaywithin,enrichedbythedyesofthestainedwindowsthroughwhichitstreamed;thestillplacewasdimyetbrightwithit;thefigurespaintedonthewallshadasoftdistinctness;abodyoflightseemedtoirradiatefromthedepthsofthedomelikelamp-light。
Therewasasubduedmurmurofvoicesamongthepeopleinthepews:theywereinasacrededificewithoutbeingexactlyatchurch,andtheymighttalk;nowandthenamuffled,nervouslaughescaped。Adelicatescentofflowersfromthemassesinthechancelmixedwiththelightandtheprevailingsilence。Therewasasoft,continuousrustleofdraperyastheladiesadvancedupthethicklycarpetedaislesonthearmsoftheyoungushersandcompressedthemselvesintoplaceinthepews。
TwoorthreepeoplewhomshedidnotknowwereputintothepewwithMrs。
Brinkley,butshekeptherseatnexttheaisle;presentlyanusherbroughtupaladywhosatdownbesideher,andthenforamomentortwoseemedtosinkandrise,asifonthespringsofanintenseexcitement。
ItwasMissCotton,who,whilethisprocessofquiescinglasted,appearednottoknowMrs。Brinkley。Whenshebecameawareofher,allwaslostagain。“Mrs。Brinkley!“shecried,aswellasonecancryinwhisper。
“Isitpossible?”
“Ihavemydoubts。”Mrs。Brinkleywhisperedback。“Butwe’llsupposethecase。”
“Oh,it’salltoogoodtohetrue!HowIenvyyoubeingthemeansofbringingthemtogether,Mrs。Brinkley!“
“Means?”
“Yes——theyoweitalltoyou;youneedn’ttrytodenyit;he’stoldeveryone!“
“Iwassureshehadn’t。”saidMrs。Brinkley,rememberinghowAlicehadmarkedanincreasingignoranceofanypartshemighthavehadintheaffairfromthefirstmomentofherreconciliationwithDan;shehadtheeffectoffeelingthatshehadsacrificedenoughtoMrs。Brinkley;andMrs。Brinkleyhadbeenrestoredtoalltheoriginalstrengthofherconvictionthatshewasasolemnlittleunconsciousegotist,andDanwasasunselfishandgoodashewasunequaltoherexactions。
“Ohno?”saidMissCotton。“Shecouldn’t!“implyingthatAlicewouldbetoodelicatetospeakofit。
“Doyouseeanyofhisfamilyhere?”askedMrs。Brinkley。
“Yes;overthere——upfront。”MissCottonmotioned,withhereyestowardapewinwhichMrs。Brinkleydistinguishedanelderlygentleman’sdown-
mistedbaldheadandthebackofayounglady’sbonnet。“Hisfatherandsister;theother’sabridemaid;motherbed-riddenandcouldn’tcome。”
“Theymighthavebroughtherinan-arm-chair。”suggestedMrs。Brinkleyironically,“onsuchanoccasion。Butperhapstheydon’ttakemuchinterestinsuchapatched-upaffair。”
“Ohyes,theydo!“exclaimedMissCotton。“TheyidoliseAlice。”
“AndMrs。PasmerandMister,too?”
“Idon’tsupposethatsomuchmatters。”
“Theyknowhowtoacquiesce,I’venodoubt。”
“Ohyes!You’veheard?Theyoungpeoplearegoingabroadfirstwithherfamilyforayear,andthentheycomebacktolivewithhis——wheretheWorksare。”
“Poorfellow!“saidMrs。Brinkley。
“Why,Mrs。Brinkley,doyoustillfeelthatway?”askedMissCotton,withacertaindistress。Itseemstomethatifevertwoyoungpeoplehadthepromiseofhappiness,theyhave。Justseewhattheirlovehasdoneforthemalready!“
“Andyoustillthinkthatinthesecaseslovecandoeverything?”
MissCottonwasabouttoreply,whensheobservedthatthepeopleaboutherhadstoppedtalking。Thebridegroom,withhisbestman,inwhomhisfewacquaintancesthererecognisedBoardmanwithsomesurprise,cameoverthechancelfromoneside。
MissCottonbentclosetoMrs。Brinkleyandwhisperedrapidly:“AlicefoundoutMr。Maveringwishedit,andinsistedonhishavinghim。Itwasagreatconcession,butshe’sperfectlymagnanimous。Poorfellow!howhedoeslook!“
Alice,onherfather’sarm,withherbridemaids,ofwhomthefirstwasMinnieMavering,mountedthechancelsteps,whereMr。Pasmerremainedstandingtillheadvancedtogiveawaythebride。Hebehavedwithgreatdignity,butseemeddeeplyaffected;theladiesinthefrontpewssaidtheycouldseehisfacetwitch;butheneverlookedhandsomer。
Thefiveclergymencarnefromthebackofthechancelintheirwhitesurplices。Theceremonyproceededtotheend。
Theyoungcoupledroveatoncetothestation,wheretheyweretotakethetrainforNewYork,andwaitthereadayortwoforMrs。andMr。Pasmerbeforetheyallsailed。
Astheydrovealong,AliceheldDan’swristinthecoldclutchofhertremblinglittleunglovedhand,onwhichherweddingringshone。“O
dearest!letusbegood!“shesaid。“Iwilltrymybest。Iwilltrynottobeexactingandunreasonable,andIknowIcan。Iwon’tevenmakeanyconditions,ifyouwillalwaysbefrankandopenwithme,andtellmeeverything。”
Heleanedoverandkissedherbehindthedrawncurtains。“Iwill,Alice!
Iwillindeed!Iwon’tkeepanythingfromyouafterthis。”
HeresolvedtotellherallaboutJuliaAndersonattherightmoment,whenAlicewasinthemood,andassoonashethoroughlyunderstoodwhathehadreallymeanthimself。
Ifhehadbeendifferentshewouldnothaveaskedhimtobefrankandopen;ifshehadbeendifferent,hemighthavebeenfrankandopen。Thiswasthebeginningoftheirmarriedlife。
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