InBostontherumourofDan’sbrokenengagementwasfollowedpromptlybyadenialofit;boththerumourandthedenialwereapparentlyauthoritative;butitgivestheeffectofalittlegreatersagacitytodistrustrumoursofallkinds,andmostpeoplewenttobed,aftertheteasanddinnersandreceptionsandclubsatwhichthefactwasfirstdebated,intheself-persuasionthatitwasnotso。Thenextdaytheyfoundtherumourstillpersistent;thedenialwasstillintheairtoo,butitseemedweaker;attheendofthethirddayithadbecomeaquestionastowhichbroketheengagement,andwhy;bytheendofaweekitwasknownthatAlicehadbrokentheengagement,butthereasoncouldnotbeascertained。
Thiswasnotforwantofasking,moreorlessdirect。Pasmer,ofcourse,wentandcameathisclubwithperfectimmunity。Menarequiteascuriousaswomen,buttheysetbusinessboundstotheircuriosity,anddonotdreamofpassingthese。Withwomenwhohavenobusinessoftheirown,andcannotquellthemselveswiththereflectionthatthisthingorthatisnottheiraffair,thereisnoquestionsointimatethattheywillnotputittosomeotherwoman;perhapsitisnotsointimate,orperhapsitwillnotseemso;atanyrate,theychanceit。Mrs。Pasmerwasgiveneveryopportunitytoexplainthefactstotheladieswhomshemet,andifshewasmuchafflictedbyAlice’sbehaviour,shehadameasureofconsolationinusingherskilltobaffletheresearchofheracquaintance。Aftereachencounterofthekindshehadthepleasureofreflectingthatabsolutelynothingmorethanshemeanthadbecomeknown。Thecaseneverbecamefullyknownthroughher;itwasthegirlherselfwhotoldittoMissCottoninoneofthosemomentsofconfidencewhicharenecessarytoburdenedminds;
anditisdoubtfulifmorethantwoorthreepeopleeverclearlyunderstoodit;mostpreferredoneorotherofseveralmistakenversionswhichsocietyfinallysettleddownto。
Theparoxysmofself-doubt,almostself-accusal,inwhichAlicecametoMissCotton,movedthelattertothedeepestsympathy,andleftherwithmisgivingswhichbecameanintolerableanguishtoherconscience。Thechildwassoafflictedatwhatshehaddone,notbecauseshewishedtobereconciledwithherlover,butbecauseshewasafraidshehadbeenunjust,beencruellyimpatientandperemptorywithhim;sheseemedtoMissCottonsoabsolutelyaloneandfriendlesswithhergreattrouble,shewassohelpless,sohopeless,shewassoanxioustodoright,andsofearfulshehaddonewrong,thatMissCottonwouldnothavebeenMissCottonifshehadnottakenherinherarmsandassuredherthatineverythingshehaddoneshehadbeensublimelyandnoblyright,alessontoallhersexinsuchmattersforever。Shetoldherthatshehadalwaysadmiredher,butthatnowsheidolisedher;thatshefeltlikegoingdownonherkneesandsimplyworshippingher。
“Oh,don’tsaythat,MissCotton!“pleadedAlice,pullingawayfromherembrace,butstillclingingtoherwithhertremulous,coldlittlehands。
“Ican’tbearit!I’mwickedandhardyoudon’tknowhowbadIam;andI’mafraidofbeingweak,ofdoingmoreharmyet。Oh,Iwrongedhimcruellyineverlettinghimgetengagedtome!Butnowwhatyou’vesaidwillsupportme。IfyouthinkI’vedoneright——ItmustseemstrangetoyouthatIshouldcometoyouwithmytroubleinsteadofmymother;butI’vebeentoher,and——andwethinkalikeonsofewsubjects,don’tyouknow——“
“Yes,yes;Iknow,dear!“saidMissCotton,inthetenderfollyofherheart,withthesatisfactionwhicheverywomanfeelsinbeingmoresufficienttoanotherintroublethanhernaturalcomforters。
“AndIwantedtoknowhowyousawit;andnow,ifyoufeelasyousay,I
canneverdoubtmyselfagain。”
ShetempestedoutofMissCotton’shouse,alltearfulundertheveilshehadpulleddown,andassheshutthedoorofhercoupe,MissCotton’sheartjumpedintoherthroatwithanimpulsetorunafterher,torecallher,torecant,tomodifyeverything。
FromthatmomentMissCotton’stroublebegan,anditbecameatormentthatmountedandgavehernopeacetillsheimpartedit。Shesaidtoherselfthatsheshouldsuffertotheutmostinthismatter,andifshespoketoanyone,itmustnotbetosameonewhohadagreedwithheraboutAlice,buttosomehard,skepticalnature,someonewhowouldlookatitfromatotallydifferentpointofview,andwouldpunishherforhererror,ifshehadcommittedanerror,insupportingandconsolingAlice。AllthetimeshewasthinkingofMrs。Brinkley;Mrs。Brinkleyhadcomeintohermindatonce;butitwasonlyafterrepeatedstrugglesthatshecouldgetthestrengthtogotoher。
Mrs。Brinkley,sacredlypledgedtosecrecy,listenedwithasufficientlydismayingairtothestorywhichMissCottontoldherintheextremityofherfearanddoubt。
“Well。”shesaidattheend,“haveyouwrittentoMr。Mavering?”
“WrittentoMr。Mavering?”gaspedMissCotton。
“Yes——totellhimshewantshimback。”
“Wantshimback?”MissCottonechoedagain。
“That’swhatshecametoyoufor。”
“Oh,Mrs。Brinkley!“moanedMissCotton,andshestaredatherinmutereproach。
Mrs。Brinkleylaughed。“Idon’tsaysheknewthatshecameforthat;butthere’snodoubtthatshedid;andshewentawaybitterlydisappointedwithyourconsolationandsupport。Shedidn’twantanythingofthekind——
youmaycomfortyourselfwiththatreflection,MissCotton。”
“Mrs。Brinkley。”saidMissCotton,withaseveritywhichoughttohavebeenextremelyeffectivefromsomildaperson,“doyoumeantoaccusethatpoorchildofdissimulation——ofdeceit——insuch——a——a——“
“No!“shoutedMrs。Brinkley;“shedidn’tknowwhatshewasdoinganymorethanyoudid;andshewenthomeperfectlyheart-broken;andIhopeshe’llstayso,forthegoodofallpartiesconcerned。”
MissCottonwassobewilderedbyMrs。Brinkley’sinterpretationofAlice’slatentmotivesthatsheletthetruculenthostilityofheraspirationpassunheeded。Shelookedhelplesslyabout,andseemedfaint,sothatMrs。
Brinkley,withoutappearingtonoticeherstate,interposedthequestionofalittlesherry。Whenithadbeenbrought,andMissCottonhadsippedtheglassthattrembledinonehandwhileheremotionshatteredabiscuitwiththeother,Mrs。Brinkleywenton:“I’mgladtheengagementisbroken,andIhopeitwillneverbemended。Ifwhatyoutellmeofherreasonforbreakingitistrue——“
“Oh,Ifeelsoguiltyfortellingyou!I’dnorightto!Pleaseneverspeakofit!“pleadedMissCotton。
“ThenIfeelmorethaneverthatitwasallamistake,andthattohelpitonagainwouldbea——crime。”
MissCottongaveasmalljumpattheword,asifshehadalreadycommittedthecrime:shehadlongedtodoit。
“Yes;Imeantosaythattheyarebetterpartedthanplighted。Ifmatchesaremadeinheaven,Ibelievesomeofthemareunmadetheretoo。They’renotadaptedtoeachother;there’stoogreatadisparity。”
“Youmean。”beganMissCotton,fromherprepossessionofAlice’ssuperiority,“thatshe’saltogetherhisinferior,intellectuallyandmorally。”
“Oh,Ican’tadmitthat!“criedMissCotton,gladtohaveMrs。Brinkleygotoofar,andpluckingupcouragefromherexcess。
“Intellectuallyandmorally。”repeatedMrs。Brinkley,withthemountingconvictionwhichladiesseemtogetfrommerepersistence。“IsawthatgirlatCampobello;Iwatchedher。”
“Ineverfeltthatyoudidherjustice!“criedMissCotton,withthevalourofahen-sparrow。“Therewasanantipathy。”
“Therecertainlywasn’tasympathy,I’mhappytosay。”retortedMrs。
Brinkley。“Iknowher,andIknowherfamily,rootandbranch。ThePasmersarethedullestandmostselfishpeopleintheworld。”
“Oh,Idon’tthinkthat’shercharacter。”saidMissCotton,rufflingherfeathersdefensively。
“NeitherdoI。Shehasnofixedcharacter。Nogirlhas。Nobodyhas。Weallhavetwentydifferentcharacters——morecharactersthangowns——andweputthemonandtakethemoffjustasoftenfordifferentoccasions。I
knowyouthinkeachpersonispermanentlythisorthat;butmyexperienceisthathalfthetimethey’retheotherthing。”
“Thenwhy。”saidMissCotton,winkinghard,assomeweakpeopledowhentheythicktheyaremakingapoint,“doyousaythatAliceisdullandselfish?”
“Idon’t——notalways,ornotsimplyso。That’sthecharacterofthePasmerblood,butit’scrossedwithtwentydifferentcurrentsinher;andfromsomebodythatthePasmerdulnessandselfishnessmusthavedrivenmadshegotacrazystreakofpiety;andthat’sgotmixedupinheragainwithanonsensicalidealofduty;andeverythingshedoesshenotonlythinksisright,butshethinksit’sreligious,andshethinksit’sunselfish。”
“Ifyou’dseenher,ifyou’dheardher,thismorning。”saidMissCotton,“youwouldn’tsaythat,Mrs。Brinkley。”
Mrs。Brinkleyrefusedthiswithanimpatientgesture。“Itisn’twhatsheisnow,orseemstobe,orthinkssheis。It’swhatshe’sgoingtofinallyhardeninto——what’sgoingtobeherprevailingcharacter。NowDanMaveringhasjustthefaultsthatwillmakesuchagirlthinkherowndefectsarevirtues,becausethey’resodifferent。ItellyouAlicePasmerhasneithertheheadnorthehearttoappreciatethegoodness,theloveliness,ofafellowlikeDanMavering。”
“Ithinkshefeelshissweetnessfully。”urgedMissCotton。“Butshecouldn’tendurehisuncertainty。Withherthetruthisfirstofallthings。”
“Thenshe’salittlegoose。Ifshehadthesensetoknowit,shewouldknowthathemightdelayandtemporiseandbeataboutthebush,buthewouldbetruewhenitwasnecessary。Ihaven’ttheleastdoubtintheworldbutthatpoorfellowwasgoingoninperfectsecurity,becausehefeltthatitwouldbesoeasyforhimtogiveup,andsupposeditwouldbejustaseasyforher。Idon’tsupposehehadamisgiving,anditmusthavecomeuponhimlikeathunder-clap。”
“Don’tyouthink。”timidlysuggestedMissCotton,“thattruthisthefirstessentialinmarriage?”
“Ofcourseitis。AndifthisgirlwasworthyofDanMavering,ifshewerecapableoflovinghimoranybodyelseunselfishly,shewouldhavefelthistruthevenifshecouldn’thaveseenit。Ibelievethisminutethatthatmanoeuvring,humbuggingmotherofhersisabetterwoman,akinderwoman,thansheis。”
“Alicesayshermothertookhispart。”saidMissCotton,withasigh。
“Shetookyourviewofit。”
“She’sasensiblewoman。ButIhopeshewon’tbeabletogethimintohertoilsagain。”continuedMrs。Brinkley,recurringtotheconventionalestimateofMrs。Pasmer。
“Ican’thelpfeeling——believing——thatthey’llcometogethersomehowstill。”murmuredMissCotton。Itseemedtoherthatshehadallalongwishedthis;andshetriedtorememberifwhatshehadsaidtocomfortAlicemightbeconstruedasadversetoareconciliation。
“Ihopetheywon’t,then。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“fortheycouldn’thelpbeingunhappytogether,withtheirtemperaments。There’sonething,MissCotton,that’smoreessentialinmarriagethanMissPasmer’sinstantaneoushonesty,andthat’spatience。”
“Patiencewithwrong?”demandedMissCotton。
“Yes,evenwithwrong;butImeantpatiencewitheachother。Marriageisaperpetualpardon,concession,surrender;it’saneverlastinggivingup;
that’sthedivinethingaboutit;andthat’sjustwhatMissPassercouldneverconceiveof,becausesheisself-righteousandconceitedandunyielding。Shewouldmakehimmiserable。”
MissCottonroseinabewildermentwhichdidnotpermithertogoatonce。
Therewassomethinginhermindwhichshewishedtourge,butshecouldnotmakeitout,thoughshefingeredinvaguegeneralities。Whenshegotablockawayfromthehouseitsuddenlycametoher。Love!Iftheylovedeachother,wouldnotallbewellwiththem?ShewouldhavelikedtorunbackandputthatquestiontoMrs。Brinkley;butjustthenshemetBrinkleylumberingheavilyhomeward;sheheardhishardbreathingfromtheexertionofbowingtoherashepassed。
Hiswifemethiminthehall,andwentuptokisshim。Hesmeltabominablyoftobaccosmoke。
“Hullo!“saidherhusband。“Whatareyouafter?”
“Nothing。”saidhiswife,enjoyinghisjoke。“Comeinhere;IwanttotellyouhowIhavejustsatuponMissCotton。”
XLVIII。
TherelationsbetweenDanandhisfatherhadalwaysbeenkindlyandtrustful;theynowbecame,inadegreethattouchedandflatteredtheyoungfellow,confidential。Withtherestofthefamilytheresoonceasedtobeanyreferencetohisengagement;hissisterswereglad,eachinherway,tohavehimbackagain;and,whatevertheymayhavesaidbetweenthemselves,theysaidnothingtohimaboutAlice。Hismotherappearedtohavefinishedwiththematterthefirstnight;shehadhertheory,andshediditjustice;andwhenMrs。Maveringhadoncedoneathingjustice,shedidnotbringitupagainunlesssomebodydisputedit。ButnobodyhaddefendedMrs。PasmerafterDan’sfeebleprotestinherbehalf;Mrs。
Mavering’stheorywasacceptedwithobedienceifnotconviction;thewholeaffairdropped,exceptbetweenDanandhisfather。
Danwascertainlynotsogayasheusedtobe;hewasgladtofindthathewasnotsogay。Therehadbeenasortofmercyinthesuddennessoftheshock;itbenumbedhim,andtherealstressandpaincameduringthelongweeksthatfollowed,whennothingoccurredtovarythesituationinanymanner;hedidnothearawordaboutAlicefromBoston,noranyrumourofherpeople。
AtfirsthehadintendedtogobackwithBoardmanandfaceitout;butthereseemednouseinthis,andwhenitcametothepointhefounditimpossible。Boardmanwentbackalone,andheputDan’sthingstogetherinhisroomsatBostonandsentthemtohim,sothatDanremainedathome。
Hesetabouthelpinghisfatheratthebusinesswithunaffecteddocility。
Hetriednottopose,andhedidhisbesttobearhislossandhumiliationwithmanlyfortitude。Buthiswholelifehadnotsetsostronglyinonedirectionthatitcouldbesharplyturnedasidenow,andnotinmomentsofforgetfulnesspressagainstthebarriersalmosttobursting。Nowandthen,whenhecametohimselffromthewontedtendency,andrememberedthatAliceandhe,whohadbeenallinalltoeachother,werenownothing,thepainwassosharp,soastonishing,thathecouldnotkeepdownagroan,whichhethentriedtoturnoffwithacough,orasnatchofsong,orawhistle,lookingwildlyroundtoseeifanyonehadnoticed。
Oncethishappenedwhenhisfatherandhewerewalkingsilentlyhomefromtheworks,andhisfathersaid,withouttouchinghimorshowinghissympathyexceptinhistoneofhumorouslyfrankrecognition,“Doesitstillhurtalittleoccasionally,Dan?”
“Yes,sir,ithurts。”saidtheson;andheturnedhisfaceaside,andwhistledthroughhisteeth。
“Well,it’satrial,Isuppose。”saidhisfather,withhisgentle,softhalf-lisp。“Buttherearegreatertrials。”
“How,greater?”askedDan,withsadincredulity。“I’velostallthatmadelifeworthliving;andit’sallmyownfault,too。”
“Yes。”saidhisfather;“Ithinkshewasagoodgirl。”
“Good!“criedDan;thewordseemedtochokehim。
“Still,Idoubtifit’sallyourfault。”Danlookedroundathim。Headded,“AndIthinkit’sperhapsforthebestasitis。”
Danhalted,andthensaid,“Oh,Isupposeso。”withdrearyresignation,astheywalkedon。
“Letusgoroundbythepaddock。”saidhisfather,“andseeifPat’sputthehorsesupyet。Youcanhardlyrememberyourmother,beforeshebecameaninvalid,Isuppose。”headded,asDanmechanicallyturnedasidewithhimfromthepaththatledtothehouseintothatleadingtothebarn。
“No;Iwassuchalittlefellow。”saidDan。
“Womengiveupagreatdealwhentheymarry。”saidtheelder。“It’snotstrangethattheyexaggeratethesacrifice,andexpectmoreinreturnthanit’sinthenatureofmentogivethem。Ishouldhavebeensorrytohaveyoumarryawomanofanexactingdisposition。”
“I’mafraidshewasexacting。”saidDan。“Butsheneveraskedmorethanwasright。”
“Andit’sdifficulttodoallthat’sright。”suggestedtheelder。
“I’msureyoualwayshave,father。”saidtheson。
Thefatherdidnotrespond。“Iwishyoucouldrememberyourmotherwhenshewaswell。”hesaid。Presentlyheadded,“Ithinkitisn’tbestforawomantobetoomuchinlovewithherhusband。”
Dantookthistohimself,andhelaughedharshly。“She’sbeenabletodissembleherloveatlast。”
Hisfatherwenton,“Womenkeeptheromanticfeelinglongerthanmen;itdiesoutofusverysoon——perhapstoosoon。”
“YouthinkIcouldn’thavecometotime?”askedDan。“Well,asit’sturnedout,Iwon’thaveto。”
“Nomancanbeallawomanwisheshimtobe。”saidhisfather。“It’sbetterforthedisappointmenttocomebeforeit’stoolate。”
“Iwastoblame。”saidDanstoutly。“Shewasallright。”
“Youweretoblameintheparticularinstance。”hisfatheranswered。“Butingeneralthefaultwasinher——orhertemperament。Aslongastheromancelastedshemighthavedeludedherself,andbelievedyouwereallsheimaginedyou;butromancecan’tlast,evenwithwomen。Idonlikeyourfaults,andIdon’twantyoutoexcusethemtoyourself。Idon’tlikeyourchancingthings,andleavingthemtocomeoutallrightofthemselves;butI’vealwaystriedtomakeyouchildrenseeallyourqualitiesintheirtrueproportionandrelation。”
“Yes;Iknowthat,sir。”saidDan。
“Perhaps。”continuedhisfather,astheyswungeasilyalong,shouldertoshoulder,“ImayhavegonetoofarinthatdirectionbecauseIwasafraidthatyoumighttakeyourmothertooseriouslyintheother——thatyoumightnotunderstandthatshejudgedyoufromhernervesandnotherconvictions。It’spartofhermalady,ofhersuffering,thatherinheritedPuritanismcloudsherjudgment,andmakesherseeallfaultsasofonesizeandequallydamning。Iwishyoutoknowthatshewasnotalwaysso,butwasonceabletodistinguishdifferencesinerror,andtorealisethatevilisofill-will。”
“Yes;Iknowthat。”saidDan。“Sheisnow——whenshefeelswell。”
“Harmcomesfrommanythings,butevilisoftheheart。Iwouldn’thaveyoucondemnyourselftooseverelyforharmthatyoudidn’tintend——that’sremorse——that’sinsanity;andIwouldn’thaveyoufallunderthecondemnationofanother’sinvalidjudgment。”
“Thankyou,father。”saidDan。
Theyhadcomeuptothepaddockbehindthebarn,andtheylaidtheirarmsonthefencewhiletheylookedoveratthehorses,whichwerestillthere。
Thebeasts,intheirroughwintercoats,somebedaubedwithfrozenclotsofthemudinwhichtheyhadbeenrollingearlierintheafternoon,stoodmotionlessinthethin,keenbreezethatcreptoverthehillsidefromtheMarchsunset,andblewtheirmanesandtailsouttowardDanandhisfather。Dan’sponysenthimagleamofrecognitionfromunderhisfrowsybangs,butdidnotstir。
“Bunchlookslikeacaterpillar。”hesaid,recallingthetimewhenhisfatherhadgivenhimthepony;hewasaboythen,andtheponywasasmuchtohim,itwentthroughhismind,asAlicehadeverbeen。Wasitallajest,anirony?heaskedhimself。
“He’sgettingprettyold。”saidhisfather。“Let’ssee:youwereonlytwelve。”
“Ten。”saidDan。“We’vehadhimthirteenyears。”
Someofthehorsesprickeduptheirearsatthesoundoftheirvoices。
Oneofthembitanother’sneck;thevictimthrewuphisheelsandsquealed。
Patcalledfromthestable,“Heigh,youdivils!“
“Ithinkhe’dbettertakethemin。”saidDan’sfather;andhecontinued,asifitwereallthesamesubject,“Ihopeyou’llhaveseensomethingmoreoftheworldbeforeyoufallinlovethenexttime。”
“Thankyou;therewon’tbeanynexttime。Butdoyouconsidertheworldsuchaschoolofmorals;then?Isupposeditwasaverybadplace。”
“Weseemtohavebeenallbornintoit。”saidthefather。Heliftedhisarmsfromthefence,andDanmechanicallyfollowedhimintothestable。
Awarm,homelysmellofhayandofhorsesfilledtheplace;alanternglimmered,afaintblot,intheloftwherePatwaspitchingsomehayforwardtotheedgeoftheboards;thenaphthagasweaklyflaredfromthejetsbesidetheharness-room,whenceasmellofleatherissuedandmingledwiththeothersmell。Thesimple,earthywholesomenessoftheplaceappealedtoDanandcomfortedhim。Thehaybegantotumblefromtheloftwithapleasantrustlingsound。
HisfathercalleduptoPat,“Ithinkyou’dbettertakethehorsesinnow。”
“Yes,sir:I’vegotthebox-stallsreadyfor’em。”
DanrememberedhowheandEuniceusedtogetintothebox-stallwithhispony,andplayatcircuswithit;hestooduponthepony,andhissisterwasthering-master。Thepictureofhiscarelesschildhoodreflectedadeeperpathosuponhistroubledpresent,andhesighedagain。
Hisfathersaid,astheymovedonthroughthebarn:“SomeofthebestpeopleI’veeverknownwerewhatwerecalledworldlypeople。Theyareapttobesincere,andtheyhavenoneofthespiritualpride,theconceitofself-righteousness,whichoftencomestopeoplewhoareshutupbyconscienceorcircumstancetothestudyoftheirownmotivesandactions。”
“Idon’tthinkshewasoneofthatkind。”saidDan。
“Oh,Idon’tknowthatshewas。Butthechancesofhappiness,ofgoodness,wouldbegreaterwithalessself-centredperson——foryou。”
“Ah,Yes!Forme!“saidDanbitterly。“BecauseIhadn’titinmetobefrankwithher。Withamanlikeme,awomanhadbetterbealittlescampish,too!Father,Icouldgetovertheloss;shemighthavedied,andIcouldhavegotoverthat;butIcan’tgetoverbeingtoblame。”
“Idon’tthinkI’dindulgeinanyremorse。”saidhisfather。“There’snothingsouseless,sodepraving,asthat。Ifyouseeyou’rewrong,it’sforyourwarning,notforyourdestruction。”
Danwasnotreallyfeelingveryremorseful;hehadneverfeltthathewasmuchtoblame;buthehadanintellectualperceptionofthecase,andhethoughtthatheoughttofeelremorseful;itwasthispersuasionthathetookforanemotion。Hecontinuedtolookverydisconsolate。
“Come。”saidhisfather,touchinghisarm,“Idon’twantyoutobrooduponthesethings。Itcandonomannerofgood。IwantyoutogotoNewYorknextweekandlookafterthatLafflinprocess。Ifit’swhathethinks——ifhecanreallycasthisbrasspatternswithoutair-holes——itwillrevolutioniseourbusiness。Iwanttogetholdofhim。”
ThePortuguesecookwasstandinginthebasementdoorwhichtheypassedatthebackofthehouse。Hesalutedfatherandsonwithaglitteringsmile。
“Hello,Joe!“saidDan。
“Ah,Joe!“saidhisfather;hetouchedhishattothecook,whosnatchedhiscapoff。
“Whatabrickyouare,father!“thoughtDan。HisheartleapedatthenotionofgettingawayfromPonkwasset;heperceivedhowithadbeenirkinghimtostay。“IfyouthinkIcouldmanageitwithLafflin“
“Oh,Ithinkyoucould。He’sanotherslipperychap。”
Danlaughedforpleasureandpainathisfather’sjoke。
XLIX。
InNewYorkDanfoundthatLafflinhadgonetoWashingtontolookupsomethinginconnectionwithhispatent。Inhiseagernesstogetawayfromhome,Danhadsupposedthathisfathermeanttomakeaholidayforhim,andhelearnedwithalittlesurprisethathewasquiteinearnestaboutgettingholdoftheinvention。hewrotehomeofLafflin’sabsence;
andhegotatelegraminreplyorderinghimtofollowontoWashington。
ThesunwasshiningwarmontheasphaltwhenhesteppedoutofthePennsylvaniaDepotwithhisbaginhishand,andputitintothehansomthatdroveupforhim。TheskyoverheadwasofanintensebluethatmadehimremembertheBostonskyaspaleandgrey;whenthehansomtiltedoutintotheAvenuehehadajoyousglimpseoftheWhiteHouse;oftheCapitolswimminglikeaballooninthecloudlessair。AkeenMarchbreezesweptthedustbeforehim,andthroughitsveiltheclassicTreasuryBuildingshowedlikeoneedificestandingperfectamidruinrepresentedbythejag-
toothirregularitiesofthebusinessarchitecturealongthewidestreet。
HehadneverbeeninWashingtonbefore,andhehadaconfusedsenseofhavinggotbacktoRome,whichherememberedfromhisboyishvisit。
ThroughouthisstayheseemedtobecomingupagainstthefacadeoftheTempleofNeptune;butitwasthePatentOffice,ortheTreasuryBuilding,ortheWhiteHouse,andunderthegaySouthernskythisreversiontothesensationsofahappiertimebeganatonce,andmadeitselfalastingrelief。Hefeltaliftinhisspiritsfromthefirst。TheygavehimaroomatWormley’s,wherethechairscomportedthemselvesasself-
respectfullyupontwoorthreelegsastheywouldhavedoneatBostonuponfour;thecookingwasexcellent,andamercenarywelcomeglitteredfromallthekindblackfacesaroundhim。AfterthequietofPonkwassetandtherushofNewYork,thelazyeaseofthehotelpleasedhim;theclackofbootsoveritspavements,thecloudsoftobaccosmoke,theSouthernandWesternaccents,thespectacleofpeopleunexpectedlyencounteringandrecognisingeachotherintheofficeandthedining-room,allhelpedtorestorehimtoahopefullermood。Withoutaskinghishearttoocuriouslywhy,hefounditlighter;hefeltthathewasstillyoung。
Intheweatherhehadstruckacoldwave,andthewindwasbitterinthestreets,buttheywerefullofsun;hefoundthegrassgreeninshelteredplaces,andinoneoftheCircleshepluckedablossomedsprayfromanadventurousforceythia。ThishappenedwhenhewaswalkingfromWormley’stotheArlingtonbyaroundaboutwayofhisowninvoluntaryinvention,andhehadtheflowersinhisbutton-holewhenLafflinwaspointedouttohiminthereadingroomthere,andheintroducedhimself。Lafflinhadputhishatfarbackonhishead,andwasintenselychewingatoothpick,withanairofrapturefromeverythingabouthim。HeseemedaverysimplesoultoDan’sinexperienceofmen,andtheyoungfellowhadnodifficultyincommittinghimtoafairconditionalarrangement。HewasgoingtostaysomedaysinWashington,andhepromisedotherinterviews,sothatDanthoughtitbesttostaytoo。HeusedasheetoftheArlingtonletter-
paperinwritinghisfatherofwhathehaddone;andthen,asLafflinhadlefthim,hepostedhisletterattheclerk’sdesk,andwanderedoutthroughacorridordifferentfromthatwhichhehadcomeinby。Itledbythedooroftheladiesparlour,andatthesoundofwomen’svoicesDanhalted。Fornootherreasonthanthatsuchvoicesalwaysirresistiblyalluredhim,hewentin,puttingonanairofhavingcometolookforsomeone。Thereweretwoorthreegroupsofladiesreceivingfriendsindifferentpartsoftheroom。Atthewindowagirl’sfiguresilhouetteditselfagainstthekeenlight,andasheadvancedintotheroom,peeringabout,itturnedwithacertainvividnessthatseemedfamiliar。Thisyounglady,whoevershewas,hadtheadvantageofDaninseeinghimwiththelightonhisface,andhewasstillinthedarkabouther,whensheadvancedswiftlyuponhim,holdingoutherhand。
“Youdon’tseemtoknowyouroldfriends,Mr。Mavering。”andthemanlytoneslefthimnodoubt。
Hefeltarushofgladness,andheclaspedherhandandclungtoitasifhewerenotgoingtoletitgoagain,bubblingoutincoherenciesofpleasureatmeetingher。“Why,MissAnderson!Youhere?”Whatapieceofluck!OfcourseIcouldn’tseeyouagainstthewindow——makeyouout!
Butsomethinglookedfamiliar——andthewayyouturned!Andwhenyoustartedtowardme!I’mawfullyglad!When——whereareyou——thatis——“
MissAndersonkeptlaughingwithhim,andbubbledbackthatshewasverygladtoo,andshewasstayingwithherauntinthathotel,andtheyhadbeenthereamonth,anddidn’thethinkWashingtonwascharming?Butitwastoobadhehadjustgottherewiththatblizzard。Theweatherhadbeenperfectlydivinetillthedaybeforeyesterday。
Hetookthesprayofforceythiaoutofhisbuttonhole。“Icanbelieveit。
Ifoundthisinone,ofthesquares,andIthinkitbelongstoyou。”He。
offereditwithabowandalaugh,andshetookitinthesamehumour。
“Whatisthelanguageofforceythia?”sheasked。
“Ithasnone——onlyexpressivesilence,youknow。”
Amiddle-agedladycamein,andMissAndersonsaid,“Myaunt,Mr。
Mavering。”
“Mr。Maveringwillhardlyrememberme。”saidthelady,givinghimherhand。Heprotestedthatheshouldindeed,butshehadreallymadebutavagueimpressionuponhimatCampobello。HeknewthatshewastherewithMissAnderson;hehadbeenpolitetoherashewastoallwomen;buthehadnotnoticedhermuch,andinhishearthehadaslightforher,ascomparedwiththeBostonpeoplehewasmorenaturallythrownwith;hecertainlyhadnotrememberedthatshewasalittlehardofhearing。
MissVanHookwasinasteel-greyeffectofdress,and,shehadcarriedthisupintoherhair,ofwhichsheworntwoshortverticalcurlsoneachtemple。
Shedidnotsitdown,andDanperceivedthattheladiesweregoingout。
Inhertailor-madesuitofclose-fittingsergeandherParisbonnet,carriedlikeacrestonherprettylittlehead,MissAndersonwascharming。Shehadashortveilthatcameacrossthebaseofherlivelynose,andlefthermouthandchintomakethemostofthemselves,unprejudicedbyitsirregularity。
Danfeltitahardshiptopartwiththem,buthepreparedtotakehimselfoff。MissAndersonaskedhimhowlonghewastobeinWashington,andsaidhemustcometoseethem;theymeanttostaytwoweeksyet,andthentheyweregoingtoOldPointComfort;theyhadtheirroomsengaged。
Hewalkeddowntotheircarriagewiththeladiesandputthemintoit,andMissAndersonstillkepthimtalkingthere。
Herauntsaid:“Whyshouldn’tyoucomewithus,Mr。Mavering?We’regoingtoMrs。SecretaryMiller’sreception。”
Dangavehimselfaglance。“Idon’tknow——ifyouwantme?”
“Wewantyou。”saidMissAnderson。“Verywell,then,I’llgo。”
Hegotin,andtheybeganrollingoverthatsmoothWashingtonasphaltwhichmakestalkinacarriageaseasyasinadrawing-room。Dankeptsayingtohimself,“Nowshe’sgoingtobringupCampobello;“butMissAndersonneverrecurredtotheirformermeeting,andexceptforthesenseofoldacquaintancewhichwasmanifestinhertreatmentofhimhemighthavethoughtthattheyhadnevermetbefore。ShetalkedofWashingtonanditsinformaldelights;andofthoseplanswhichheraunthadmade,likeeveryonewhospendsamonthinWashington,tospendalltheremainingwintersofherlifethere。
ItseemedtoDanthatMissAndersonwasavoidingCampobelloonhisaccount;heknewfromwhatAlicehadtoldhimthattherehadbeenmuchsurmiseabouttheiraffairafterhehadlefttheisland,andhesuspectedthatMissAndersonthoughtthesubjectwaspainfultohim。Hewishedtoreassureher。HeaskedatthefirstbreakinthetalkaboutWashington,“HowaretheTrevors?”
“Oh,quitewell。”shesaid,promptlyavailingherselfoftheopening。
“HaveyouseenanyofourCampobellofriendslatelyinBoston?”
“No;I’vebeenathomeforthelastmonth——inthecountry。”Hescannedherfacetoseeifsheknewanythingofhisengagement。ButsheseemedhonestlyignorantofeverythingsinceCampobello;shewasnotjustthekindofNewYorkgirlwhowouldvisitinBoston,orhavefriendslivingthere;probablyshehadneverheardofhisengagement。SomehowthisseemedtosimplifymattersforDan。ShedidnotaskspecificallyafterthePasmers;butthatmighthavebeenbecauseofthesortofbreakinherfriendshipwithAliceafterthatnightattheTrevors’;shedidnotaskspecificallyafterMrs。Brinkleyoranyoftheothers。
AtMrs。SecretaryMiller’sdoortherewasarapidarrivalanddepartureofcarriages,ofcoupes,ofhansoms,andofherdics,allmanagedbyamaninplainlivery,whoopenedandshutthedoors,andsentthedriversoffwithouttheinterventionofapoliceman;itisthegeniusofWashington,whichdistinguishesitfromeveryothercapital,fromeveryothercity,tomakenoshowofformality,ofanymannerofconstraintanywhere。Peoplewereswarminginandout;comingandgoingonfootaswellasbycarriage。
Theblandestofcolouredunclesreceivedtheircardsinthehallandputthemintoavasttrayheapedupwithpasteboard,smilingaffectionatelyuponthemasiftheyhaddonehimafavour。
“Don’tyoulikethem?”askedDanofMissAnderson;hemeanttheSouthernnegroes。
“Iadoyethem。”sheresponded,withequalfervour。“Youmuststudysomenewtypesherefornextsummer。”sheadded。
Danlaughedandwincedtoo。“Yes!“Thenbesaidsolemnly,“IamnotgoingtoCampobellonextsummer。”
Theyfeltintoastreamofpeopletendingtowardanarchwaybetweenthedrawing-rooms,whereMrs。SecretaryMillerstoodwithtwoladyfriendswhowerehelpingherreceive。Theysmiledwearilybutkindlyuponthecrowd,forwhomtheSecretary’swifehadalookofimpartialhospitality。Shecouldnothaveknownmorethanoneinfifty;andshemetthemallwiththislookatfirst,breakingintoincredulousrecognitionwhenshefoundafriend。“Don’tgoawayyet。”shesaidcordially,toMissVanHookandherniece,andsheheldtheirhandsforamomentwithagentlelookofreliefandappealwhichincludedDan。“LetmeintroduceyoutoMrs。TolliverandtoMissDixon。”
TheseladiessaidthatitwasnotnecessaryinregardtoMissAndersonandMissVanHook;andasthecrowdpushedthemon,Danfeltthattheyhadbeenreceivedwithdistinction。
Thecrowdexpressedthenationalvarietyofrichandpoor,plainandfashionable,urbaneandrustic;theyelbowedandshoulderedeachotheruponaperfectequalityinaplacewhereallwereasfreetocomeastotheWhiteHouse,andtheyjostledquaintgroupsofalmond-eyedlegationsintheyellowsandpurplesoftheEast,wholookeddreamilyonasifpuzzledpastallsurmisebythescene。CertainyounggentlemenwiththeunmistakableairofbeingEuropeanorSouthAmericanattachesfoundtheirwayaboutontheirlittlefeet,whichthestalwartbootsoftherepublicanmassesmusthaveimperilled;andsmiledwithafaintdiplomaticsuperiority,notvisiblyadmitted,butallthesameindisputable。SeveraloftheseseemedtoknowMissAnderson,andtookherpresentationofMaveringwithexaggeratedeffusion。
“Iwanttointroduceyoutomycousinoveryonder。”shesaid,gettingridofaminuteBrazilianunder-secretary,andputtingherhandonDan’sarmtodirecthim:“Mrs。JusticeAverill。”
MissVanHook,keepingherlookofseverevigilance,reallyfollowedherenergeticniece,whotookthelead,asayoungladymustwheneversheandherchaperonmeetonequalterms。
Mrs。JusticeAverill,whowasfromthefarWestsomewhere,receivedDanwiththeeaseofthefarEast,andwastalkingLondonandParistohimbeforetheendofthethirdminute。ItgaveDanasenseofliberation,ofexpansion;hefilledhislungswiththecosmopolitanairinasortofintoxication;withoutformulatingit,hefelt,withtheastonishmentwhichmustalwaysattendtheBostonian’sperceptionofthefact,thatthereisagreatsociallifeinAmericaoutsideofBoston。AtCampobellohehadthoughtMissAndersonaveryjollygirl,bright,anduptoallsortsofthings;butinthepresenceoftheportableBostontherehecouldnothelpregardingherwithasortoftolerancewhichhenowblushedfor;hethoughthehadbeenagreatass。Sheseemedtoknowallsortsofnicepeople,andshestrovewithgeneroushospitalitytomakehimhaveagoodtime。ShesaiditwasCabinetDay,andthatallthesecretaries’wiveswerereceiving,andshetoldhimhehadbettermaketheroundswiththem。
Heassentedverywillingly,andatsixo’clockhewasalreadysomuchinthespiritofthisfreeandsimplesociety,somuchopenerandthereforesomuchwiserthananyother,thatheprofessedaprofounddisappointmentwiththetwoorthreeCabinetladieswhosefailuretoreceivebroughthispleasuretoaprematureclose。
“ButIsupposeyou’regoingtoMrs。Whittington’sto-night!“MissAndersonsaidtohim,astheydroveuptoWormley’s,whereshesethimdown。MissVanHookhadlongceasedtosayanything;Danthoughtheraperfectduenna。“Youknowyoucangolatethere。”sheadded。
“No,Ican’tgoatall。”saidDan。“Idon’tknowthem。”
“They’reNewEnglandpeople。”urgedMissAnderson;asiftomakehimtrytothinkthathewasaskedtoMrs。Whittington’s。
“Idon’tknowmorethanhalfthepopulationofNewEngland。”saidDan,withapparentlevity,butrealforlornness。
“Ifyou’dliketogo——ifyou’resureyou’venootherengagement——“
“Oh,I’mcertainofthat?”
“——wewouldcomeforyou。”
“Do!“
“Athalf-pastten,then。”
MissAndersonexplainedtoheraunt,whocordiallyconfirmedherinvitation,andtheybothshookhandswithhimuponit,andhebackedoutofthecarriagewithagrinofhappinessonhisface;itremainedtherewhilehewroteouttheorderforhisdinner,whichtheyrequireatWormley’sinholograph。Thewaiterreflectedhissmilewithethnicalwarm-heartedness。ForamomentDantriedtothinkwhatitwashehadforgotten;hethoughtitwassomeotherdish;thenherememberedthatitwashisbrokenheart。Hetriedtosubduehimself;buttherewassomethingintheairoftheplace,theclimate,perhaps,orapleasantsenseofitsfacilesociallife,thatkepthimbuoyantinspiteofhimself。Hewentoutafterdinner,andsawpartofapoorplay,andreturnedintimetodressforhisappointmentwithMissAnderson。Herauntwaswithher,ofcourse;sheseemedtoDanmoreindefatigablethanshewasbyday。Hecouldnotthinkhersuperfluous;andshewasverygood-natured。Shemadelittleremarksfullofconventionalwisdom,andappealedtohisjudgmentonseveralpointsastheydrovealong。Whentheycametoastreetlampwhereshecouldseehim,henoddedandsaidyes,orno,respectfully。
BetweentimeshetalkedwithMissAnderson,wholecturedhimuponWashingtonsociety,andpreparedhimforthedifferencehewastofindbetweenMrs。Whittington’seveningofinvitedguestsandtheCabinetladies’afternoonofvolunteerguests。
“Volunteerguestsisgood。”helaughed。“Doyoumeanthatanybodycango?”
“Anybodythatisabletobeabout。ThisisCabinetDay。There’saSupremeCourtDayandaSenators’Day,andaRepresentatives’Day。Doyoumeantosayyouweren’tgoingtocalluponyourSenator?”
“Ididn’tknowIhadany。”
“NeitherdidItillIcamehere。Butyou’vegottwo;everybody’sgottwo。
AndthePresident’swifereceivesthreetimesaweek,andthePresidenthastwoorthreedays。TheysaythepublicdaysattheWhiteHousearegreatfun。I’vebeentosomeoftheinvited,orsemi-invitedorofficialevenings。”
HecouldnotseethatdifferencefromthegreatpublicreceptionswhichMissAndersonhadpromisedhimatMrs。Whittington’s,thoughhepretendedafterwardthathehaddoneso。Thepeopleweremoreuniformlywelldressed,therewerenotsomanyofthem,andthehostesswassureofknowingheracquaintancesatfirstglance;buttherewasthesameease,thesameunconstraint,thesameabsenceofprovincialanxietywhichmakesaWashingtonalighterandfriendlierLondon。Therewererathermoresallowattaches;intheirlow-cutwhitewaistcoats,withsmallbrassbuttons,theymovedmoreconsciouslyabout,andlookedweightierpersonagesthanseveralforeignministerswhowerepresent。
DanwassoonlostfromthesideofMissAnderson,whomoreandmoreseemedtohimimportantsocially。Sheseemed,inherpresentleadership;toknowmoreoflife,thanhe;tobematurer。Butshedidnotabusehersuperiority;shekeptaneffectofherlastsummer’sfriendlinessforhimthroughout。Severaltimes,findingherselfnearhim;sheintroducedhimtopeople。
Guestskeptarrivingtillmidnight。Amongthelatest,whenDanhadlosthimselffarfromBostonintalkwithayoungladyfromRichmond,whospokewithaslurofhervowelsthatfascinatedhim,cameMr。andMrs。Brinkley。
HefelthimselfgrowpaleandinattentivetohisprettyVirginian。ThataccentofMrs。Brinkley’srecalledhimtohishistory。Hehopedthatshewouldnotseehim;butinanothermomenthewasgreetingherwithawarmthwhichBostoniansseldomshowinmeetingatBoston。
“WhendidyoucometoWashington?”sheasked,tryingtokeepherconsciousnessoutofhereyes,whichsheletdwellkindlyuponhim。
“Daybeforeyesterday——no,yesterday。Itseemsamonth,I’veseenanddonesomuch。”hesaid,withhislaugh。“MissAnderson’sbeenshowingmethewholeofWashingtonsociety。Haveyoubeenherelong?”
“Sincemorning。”saidMrs。Brinkley。Andsheadded,“MissAnderson?”
“Yes——Campobello,don’tyouknow?”
“Ohyes。Isshehereto-night?”
“Icamewithherandheraunt。”
“Ohyes。”
“HowisallBoston?”askedDanboldly。
“Idon’tknow;I’mjustgoingdowntoOldPointComforttoask。EveryotherhouseontheBackBayhasbeenabandonedfortheHygeia。”Mrs。
Brinkleystopped,andthensheasked。“Areyoujustupfromthere?”
“No;butIdon’tknowbutIshallgo。”
“Hello,Mavering!“saidMr。Brinkley,comingupandtakinghishandintohisfatgrasp。“OnyourwaytoFortressMonroe?Bettercomewithus。
Why;Munt!“
HeturnedtogreetthisotherBostonian,whohadhardlyexpressedhisjoyatmeetingwithhisfellow-townsmenwhenthehostessrustledsoftlyup,andsaid,withtheironymoreorlessfriendly,whicheverybodyusesinspeakingofBoston,orrecognisingtheintellectualpre-eminenceofitspeople,“I’mnotgoingtoletyoukeepthisfeastofreasonalltoyourselves。Iwantyoutoleaventhewholelump。”andshebegantodispersethem,andtointroducethemaboutrightandleft。
DantriedtofindhisVirginianagain,butshewasgone。HefoundMissAnderson;shewaswithheraunt。“Shallwebetearingyouaway?”sheasked。
“Ohno。I’mquitereadytogo。”
Hisnerveswereinatremble。ThoseBostonfacesandvoiceshadbroughtitallbackagain;itseemedasifhehadmetAlice。Hewassilentandincoherentastheydrovehome,butMissAndersonapparentlydidnotwanttotalkmuch,andapparentlydidnotnoticehisreticence。
Hefellasleepwiththepanginhisheartwhichhadbeentheresooften。
WhenDancamedowntobreakfasthefoundtheBrinkleysatapleasantplacebyoneofthewindows,andaftertheyhadexchangedapleasedsurprisewithhimthattheyshouldallhappentobeinthesamehotel,theyaskedhimtositattheirtable。
Therewasabrightsunshining,andtheachewasgoneoutofDan’sheart。
HebegantochattergailywithMrs。BrinkleyaboutWashington。
“Oh,bettercomeontoFortressMonroe。”saidherhusband。“Bettercomeonwithus。”
“No,Ican’tjustyet。”saidDan。“I’vegotsomebusinessherethatwillkeepmeforawhile。PerhapsImayrundowntherealittlelater。”
“MissAndersonseemstohaveagooddealofbusinessinWashingtontoo。”
observedBrinkley,withsomehazynotionofsayingapleasantrallyingthingtotheyoungman。Hewonderedattheglarehiswifegavehim。WiththosepannedoystersbeforehimhehadforgottenallaboutDan’sloveaffairwithMissPasmer。
Mrs。BrinkleyhastenedtomakethementionofMissAndersonasimpersonalaspossible。
“Itwassonicetomeetheragain。Sheissuchanhonest,wholesomecreature,andsobrightandfullofsense。Shealwaysmademethinkofthebroaddaylight。Ialwayslikedthatgirl。”
“Yes;isn’tshejolly?”saidDanjoyously。“Sheseemstoknoweverybodyhere。It’sagreatpieceofluckforme。They’regoingtotakeahouseinWashingtonnextwinter。”
“Yes;Iknowthatstage。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Heraunt’sanamusinglyNew-Yorkrespectability。Idon’tthinkyou’dfindjustsuchMissMitfordcurlsashersinallBoston。”
“Yes,theyareliketheportraits,aren’tthey?”saidDan;delighted。
“She’sverynice,don’tyouthink?”
“Very。ButMissAndersonismorethanthat。IwasdisposedtobecriticalofheratCampobelloforawhile,butsheworeextremelywell。
Allatonceyoufoundyourselfadmiringheruncommoncommon-sense。
“Yes。That’sjustit。”criedDan。“Sheissosensible!“
“Ithinkshe’sverypretty。”saidMrs。Brinkley。”
“Well,hernose。”suggestedDan。“Itseemsalittlecapricious。”
“It’satriflebizarre,Isuppose。Butwhatbeautifuleyes!Andherfigure!Ideclarethatgirl’scarriageissomethingsuperb。”
“Yes,shehasamagnificentwalk。”
“Walkswithhercarriage。”musedBrinkleyaloud。
Hiswifedidnotregardhim。“Idon’tknowwhatMissAnderson’sprinciplesare,butherpracticesareperfect。Ineverknewherdoanunkindorshabbything。Sheseemsverygoodandverywise。Andthatdeepvoiceofhershassuchacharm。It’ssorestful。Youfeelasifyoucouldreposeuponitforathousandyears。Well!Youwillgetdownbeforeweleave?”
“Yes,Iwill。”saidDan。“I’mhereafteramanwho’safterapatent,andassoonasIcanfinishupmybusinesswithhimIbelieveIwillrundowntoFortressMonroe。”
“Thiseleven-o’clocktrainwillgetyouthereatsix。”saidBrinkley。
“Bettertelegraphforyourrooms。”
“Or,letusknow。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“andwe’llsecurethemforyou。”
“Oh,thankyou。”saidDan。
Hewentaway,feelingthatMrs。Brinkleywasthepleasantestwomanheevermet。HeknewthatshehadtalkedMissAndersonsofullyinordertotakeawaytheimplicationofherhusband’sjoke,andheadmiredhertact。HethoughtofthisasheloiteredalongthestreetfromWormley’stotheArlington,wherehewasgoingtofindMissAnderson,byanappointmentofthenightbefore,andtakeawalkwithher;andthinkingoftactmadehimthinkofMrs。Pasmer。Mrs。Pasmerwasfulloftact;andhowkindshehadalwaysbeentohim!Shehadreallybeenlikeamothertohim;hewassureshehadunderstoodhim;hebelievedshehaddefendedhim;withafutilityofwhichhefeltthepathos,hemadeherdefendhimnowtoAlice。Alicewasveryhardandcold,aswhenhesawherlast;hermother’swordsfelluponherasuponastone;evenMrs。Pasmer’stears,whichDanmadehershed,hadnoeffectuponthehaughtygirl。Notthathecarednow。
Theblizzardofthepreviousdayshadwhirledaway;thesunshinelaystill,withawarmglistenandsparkle,ontheasphaltwhichseemedtobaskinit,andwhichitsoftenedtothefoot。HeloiteredbythegateofthelittleparkorplantationwherethestatueofGeneralJacksonisridingacock-horsetoBanburyCross,andlookedoverattheFrench-
ItalianclassicismoftheWhiteHousearchitecturewithapensivejoyatfindingpleasureinit,andthenhewentontotheArlington。
MissAndersonwaswaitingforhimintheparlour,andtheywentalongwalkuptheavenuesandacrosshalfthealphabetinthestreets,andthroughtheprettysquaresandcircles,wherethestatuesweresometimesbeautifulandalwayspicturesque;andthesparrowsmadeavernalchirpinginthenakedtreesandonthegreengrass。Intwoorthreetheysatdownontheironbenchesandrested。
Theytalkedandtalked——aboutthepeopletheyknew,andofwhomtheyfoundthattheythoughtsurprisinglyalike,andaboutthemselves,whomtheyfoundsurprisinglyalikeinagreatmanythings,andthensurprisinglyunlike。Danbroughtforwardsomepointsofidentitywhichhe,andAlicehadfoundinthemselves;itwasjustthesamewithMissAnderson。Shefoundherselfratherwarmwiththeseal-skinsacqueshehadputon;shelethimcarryitonhisarmwhiletheywalked,andthenlayitoverhershoulderswhentheysatdown。Hefeltapangofself-reproach,asifhehadbeeninconstanttoAlice。Thiswasanoldhabitoffeeling,formedduringthemonthsoftheirengagement,when,atherinspiration,hewasalwaysbringinghimselftobookaboutsomething。Herepliedtoherbitterly,inthecolloquywhichbegantoholditselfinhismind,andtoldherthatshehadnoclaimuponhimnow;thatifhisthoughtswanderedfromheritwasherfault,nothis;thatsheherselfhadsetthemfree。Butinfacthewaslikeallyoungmen,withathousand,potentialitiesofloving。
Therewasnoaspectofbeautythatdidnottenderlymovehim;hecouldnothelpasoftthrillatthesightofanyprettyshape,thesoundofanypiquantvoice;andAlicehadmerelybeenthesynthesisofallthatwasmostcharmingtothisfancy。Thisisatruthwhichitistheconventionofthepoetsandthenoveliststodeny;butitisalsotruethatshemighthaveremainedthesumofallthatwasloveliestifshewould;orifshecould。
ItwaschieflybecauseshewouldnotorcouldnotthathisglancerecognisedthecharmofMissAnderson’sbackhair,bothinitsstrayinggossamerandintheloosemassinwhichitwascaughtupunderherhat,whenhelaidhersacqueonhershoulders。TheymetthatafternoonataSenator’s,andinthehouseofadistinguishedcitizen,towhosewifeDanhadbeenpresentedatMrs。Whittington’s,andwhohadsomehowgothisaddress,andsenthimacardforherevening。Theyencounteredherewithajocoseoldfriendliness,andaprofessionofbeingtiredofalwaysmeetingMissAndersonandMr。Mavering。Hebroughthersaladandice,andtheymadeanappointmentforanotherwalkinthemorning,ifitwasfine。
Hecarriedhersomeflowers。Asuccessionoffinedaysfollowed,andtheywalkedeverymorning。SometimesDanwaslate,andexplainedthatitwashispatent-rightmanhadkepthim。Shewasinterestedinthepatent-rightman,whomDanbegantofindnotquitesosimpleasatfirst,butshewasnotexactingwithhimabouthiswantofpunctuality;shewasveryeasy-
going;shewasnotalwaysreadyherself。Whenhebegantobeataboutthebush,totalkinsincerities,andtolosehimselfinintentionlessplausibilities,shewaitedwithserenepatienceforhimtohavedone,andmethimontheirhabitualgroundoffranknessandrealityasifhehadnotleftit。Hegottotellingherallhisstepswithhispatent-rightman,whoseemedtobegrowingmoteandmoreslippery,andwhopresentlydevelopedademandforfunds。Thenshegavehimsomeveryshrewd,practicaladvice,andtoldhimtogorightintothehotelofficeandtelegraphtohisfatherwhileshewasputtingonherbonnet。
“Yes。”hesaid,“that’swhatIthoughtofdoing。”Butheadmiredherforadvisinghim;hesaidtohimselfthatMissAndersonwasthekindofgirlhisfatherwouldadmire。Shewasgood,andshewasoftheworldtoo;
thatwaswhathisfathermeant。Heimaginedhimselfarrivinghomeandsaying,“Wellfather,youknowthatdespatchIsentyou,aboutLafflin’swantingmoney?”andtellinghimaboutMissAnderson。Thenhefanciedheracquaintedwithhissistersandvisitingthem,andhisfathermoreandmorefondofher,andperhapsindeclininghealth,andeagertoseehissonsettledinlife;andhepicturedhimselftellingherthathehaddonewithloveforever,butifshecouldacceptrespect,fidelity,gratitude,hewasreadytodevotehislifetoher。Sherefusedhim,buttheyalwaysremainedgoodfriendsandcomrades;shemarriedanother,perhapsBoardman,whileDanwaswritingouthistelegram,andhebrokeintowhisperedmaledictionsonhisfolly,whichattractedthenoticeoftheoperator。
OnemorningwhenhesentuphisnametoMissAnderson,whomhedidnotfindinthehotelparlour,theservantcamebackwithwordthatMissVanHookwouldliketohavehimcomeuptotheirrooms。ButitwasMissAndersonwhomethimatthedoor。
“ItseemedratherformaltosendyouwordthatMissVanHookwasindisposed,andMissAndersonwouldbeunabletowalkthismorning,andIthoughtperhapsyou’drathercomeupandgetmyregretsinperson。
AndIwantedyoutoseeourview。”
Sheledthewaytothewindowforit,buttheydidnotlookatit,thoughtheysatdownthereapparentlyforthepurpose。Danputhishatbesidehischair,andobservedsomeinattentivecivilitiesininquiringafterMissVanHook’shealth,andinhearingthatitwasmerelyabadheadache,oneofasortinwhichherniecehatedtoleavehertoserveherselfwiththewetcompresseswhichMissVanHookalwaysboreonherforeheadforit。
“Onething:it’sdecidedustobeoffforFortressMonroeatlast。Weshallgobytheboatto-morrow,ifmyaunt’sbetter。”
“To-morrow?”saidDan。“What’stobecomeofmewhenyou’regone?”
“Oh,weshallnottakethewholepopulationwithus。”suggestedMissAnderson。
“Iwishyouwouldtakeme。ItoldMrs。BrinkleyIwouldcomewhileshewasthere,butI’mafraidIcan’tgetoff。Lafflinisdevelopingintoallsortsofstrangepropositions。”
“Ithinkyou’dbetterlookoutforthatman。”saidMissAnderson。
“Oh,Idonothingwithoutconsultingmyfather。ButIshallmissyou。”
“Thankyou。”saidthegirlgravely。
“Idon’tmeaninabusinesscapacityonly。”
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