Oh,Anne,Anne,Ididn’tmeantosaythat……itjustslippedoutbeforeIthought。HemadeaSPLENDIDsplash。Buthelookedsofunnywhenhecrawledout,allwetandmuddy。Thegirlslaughedmore’never,butGraciedidn’tlaugh。Shelookedsorry。Gracie’sanicegirlbutshe’sgotasnubnose。WhenIgetbigenoughtohaveagirlIwon’thaveonewithasnubnose……I’llpickonewithaprettynoselikeyours,Anne。"
"Aboywhomakessuchamessofsyrupalloverhisfacewhenheiseatinghispuddingwillnevergetagirltolookathim,"saidMarillaseverely。
"ButI’llwashmyfacebeforeIgocourting,"protestedDavy,tryingtoimprovemattersbyrubbingthebackofhishandoverthesmears。"AndI’llwashbehindmyearstoo,withoutbeingtold。
Irememberedtothismorning,Marilla。Idon’tforgethalfasoftenasIdid。But……"andDavysighed……"there’ssomanycornersaboutafellowthatit’sawfulhardtorememberthemall。Well,ifIcan’tgotoMissLavendar’sI’llgooverandseeMrs。Harrison。
Mrs。Harrison’sanawfulnicewoman,Itellyou。Shekeepsajarofcookiesinherpantrya-purposeforlittleboys,andshealwaysgivesmethescrapingsoutofapanshe’smixedupaplumcakein。
Agoodmanyplumssticktothesides,yousee。Mr。Harrisonwasalwaysaniceman,buthe’stwiceasnicesincehegotmarriedoveragain。Iguessgettingmarriedmakesfolksnicer。Whydon’tYOU
getmarried,Marilla?Iwanttoknow。"
Marilla’sstateofsingleblessednesshadneverbeenasorepointwithher,sosheansweredamiably,withanexchangeofsignificantlookswithAnne,thatshesupposeditwasbecausenobodywouldhaveher。
"Butmaybeyouneveraskedanybodytohaveyou,"protestedDavy。
"Oh,Davy,"saidDoraprimly,shockedintospeakingwithoutbeingspokento,"it’stheMENthathavetodotheasking。"
"Idon’tknowwhytheyhavetodoitALWAYS,"grumbledDavy。
"Seemstomeeverything’sputonthemeninthisworld。
CanIhavesomemorepudding,Marilla?"
"You’vehadasmuchaswasgoodforyou,"saidMarilla;butshegavehimamoderatesecondhelping。
"Iwishpeoplecouldliveonpudding。Whycan’tthey,Marilla?
Iwanttoknow。"
"Becausethey’dsoongettiredofit。"
"I’dliketotrythatformyself,"saidskepticalDavy。"ButI
guessit’sbettertohavepuddingonlyonfishandcompanydaysthannoneatall。TheyneverhaveanyatMiltyBoulter’s。
Miltysayswhencompanycomeshismothergivesthemcheeseandcutsitherself……onelittlebitapieceandoneoverformanners。"
"IfMiltyBoultertalkslikethatabouthismotheratleastyouneedn’trepeatit,"saidMarillaseverely。
"Blessmysoul,"……DavyhadpickedthisexpressionupfromMr。Harrisonanduseditwithgreatgusto……"Miltymeantitasacompelment。He’sawfulproudofhismother,causefolkssayshecouldscratchalivingonarock。"
"I……Isupposethempeskyhensareinmypansybedagain,"
saidMarilla,risingandgoingouthurriedly。
TheslanderedhenswerenowherenearthepansybedandMarilladidnotevenglanceatit。Instead,shesatdownonthecellarhatchandlaugheduntilshewasashamedofherself。
WhenAnneandPaulreachedthestonehousethatafternoontheyfoundMissLavendarandCharlottatheFourthinthegarden,weeding,raking,clipping,andtrimmingasiffordearlife。
MissLavendarherself,allgayandsweetinthefrillsandlacessheloved,droppedhershearsandranjoyouslytomeetherguests,whileCharlottatheFourthgrinnedcheerfully。
"Welcome,Anne。Ithoughtyou’dcometoday。Youbelongtotheafternoonsoitbroughtyou。Thingsthatbelongtogetheraresuretocometogether。Whatalotoftroublethatwouldsavesomepeopleiftheyonlyknewit。Buttheydon’t……andsotheywastebeautifulenergymovingheavenandearthtobringthingstogetherthatDON’Tbelong。Andyou,Paul……why,you’vegrown!You’rehalfaheadtallerthanwhenyouwereherebefore。"
"Yes,I’vebeguntogrowlikepigweedinthenight,asMrs。Lyndesays,"
saidPaul,infrankdelightoverthefact。"Grandmasaysit’stheporridgetakingeffectatlast。Perhapsitis。Goodnessknows……"
Paulsigheddeeply……"I’veeatenenoughtomakeanyonegrow。
Idohope,nowthatI’vebegun,I’llkeepontillI’mastallasfather。
Heissixfeet,youknow,MissLavendar。"
Yes,MissLavendardidknow;theflushonherprettycheeksdeepenedalittle;shetookPaul’shandononesideandAnne’sontheotherandwalkedtothehouseinsilence。
"Isitagooddayfortheechoes,MissLavendar?"queriedPaulanxiously。
ThedayofhisfirstvisithadbeentoowindyforechoesandPaulhadbeenmuchdisappointed。
"Yes,justthebestkindofaday,"answeredMissLavendar,rousingherselffromherreverie。"Butfirstweareallgoingtohavesomethingtoeat。Iknowyoutwofolksdidn’twalkallthewaybackherethroughthosebeechwoodswithoutgettinghungry,andCharlottatheFourthandIcaneatanyhouroftheday……wehavesuchobligingappetites。Sowe’lljustmakearaidonthepantry。
Fortunatelyit’slovelyandfull。IhadapresentimentthatIwasgoingtohavecompanytodayandCharlottatheFourthandIprepared。"
"Ithinkyouareoneofthepeoplewhoalwayshavenicethingsintheirpantry,"declaredPaul。"Grandma’slikethattoo。Butshedoesn’tapproveofsnacksbetweenmeals。Iwonder,"headdedmeditatively,"ifIOUGHTtoeatthemawayfromhomewhenIknowshedoesn’tapprove。"
"Oh,Idon’tthinkshewoulddisapproveafteryouhavehadalongwalk。Thatmakesadifference,"saidMissLavendar,exchangingamusedglanceswithAnneoverPaul’sbrowncurls。
"IsupposethatsnacksAREextremelyunwholesome。ThatiswhywehavethemsooftenatEchoLodge。We……CharlottatheFourthandI……liveindefianceofeveryknownlawofdiet。Weeatallsortsofindigestiblethingswheneverwehappentothinkofit,bydayornight;andweflourishlikegreenbaytrees。Wearealwaysintendingtoreform。Whenwereadanyarticleinapaperwarningusagainstsomethingwelikewecutitoutandpinituponthekitchenwallsothatwe’llrememberit。Butwenevercansomehow……untilafterwe’vegoneandeatenthatverything。Nothinghaseverkilledusyet;butCharlottatheFourthhasbeenknowntohavebaddreamsafterwehadeatendoughnutsandmincepieandfruitcakebeforewewenttobed。"
"GrandmaletsmehaveaglassofmilkandasliceofbreadandbutterbeforeIgotobed;andonSundaynightssheputsjamonthebread,"
saidPaul。"SoI’malwaysgladwhenit’sSundaynight……formorereasonsthanone。Sundayisaverylongdayontheshoreroad。
Grandmasaysit’salltooshortforherandthatfatherneverfoundSundaystiresomewhenhewasalittleboy。Itwouldn’tseemsolongifIcouldtalktomyrockpeoplebutIneverdothatbecauseGrandmadoesn’tapproveofitonSundays。Ithinkagooddeal;butI’mafraidmythoughtsareworldly。GrandmasaysweshouldneverthinkanythingbutreligiousthoughtsonSundays。Butteacherheresaidoncethateveryreallybeautifulthoughtwasreligious,nomatterwhatitwasabout,orwhatdaywethoughtiton。ButIfeelsureGrandmathinksthatsermonsandSundaySchoollessonsaretheonlythingsyoucanthinktrulyreligiousthoughtsabout。AndwhenitcomestoadifferenceofopinionbetweenGrandmaandteacherIdon’tknowwhattodo。Inmyheart"……
PaullaidhishandonhisbreastandraisedveryseriousblueeyestoMissLavendar’simmediatelysympatheticface……"Iagreewithteacher。
Butthen,yousee,GrandmahasbroughtfatherupHERwayandmadeabrilliantsuccessofhim;andteacherhasneverbroughtanybodyupyet,thoughshe’shelpingwithDavyandDora。Butyoucan’ttellhowthey’llturnouttilltheyAREgrownup。SosometimesIfeelasifitmightbesafertogobyGrandma’sopinions。"
"Ithinkitwould,"agreedAnnesolemnly。"Anyway,IdaresaythatifyourGrandmaandIbothgotdowntowhatwereallydomean,underourdifferentwaysofexpressingit,we’dfindoutwebothmeantmuchthesamething。You’dbettergobyherwayofexpressingit,sinceit’sbeentheresultofexperience。We’llhavetowaituntilweseehowthetwinsdoturnoutbeforewecanbesurethatmywayisequallygood。"
Afterlunchtheywentbacktothegarden,wherePaulmadetheacquaintanceoftheechoes,tohiswonderanddelight,whileAnneandMissLavendarsatonthestonebenchunderthepoplarandtalked。
"Soyouaregoingawayinthefall?"saidMissLavendarwistfully。
"Ioughttobegladforyoursake,Anne……butI’mhorribly,selfishlysorry。Ishallmissyousomuch。Oh,sometimes,Ithinkitisofnousetomakefriends。Theyonlygooutofyourlifeafterawhileandleaveahurtthatisworsethantheemptinessbeforetheycame。"
"ThatsoundslikesomethingMissElizaAndrewsmightsaybutneverMissLavendar,"saidAnne。"NOTHINGisworsethanemptiness……andI’mnotgoingoutofyourlife。Therearesuchthingsaslettersandvacations。Dearest,I’mafraidyou’relookingalittlepaleandtired。"
"Oh……hoo……hoo……hoo,"wentPaulonthedyke,wherehehadbeenmakingnoisesdiligently……notallofthemmelodiousinthemaking,butallcomingbacktransmutedintotheverygoldandsilverofsoundbythefairyalchemistsovertheriver。MissLavendarmadeanimpatientmovementwithherprettyhands。
"I’mjusttiredofeverything……evenoftheechoes。Thereisnothinginmylifebutechoes……echoesoflosthopesanddreamsandjoys。
They’rebeautifulandmocking。OhAnne,it’shorridofmetotalklikethiswhenIhavecompany。It’sjustthatI’mgettingoldanditdoesn’tagreewithme。IknowI’llbefearfullycrankybythetimeI’msixty。ButperhapsallIneedisacourseofbluepills。"
AtthismomentCharlottatheFourth,whohaddisappearedafterlunch,returned,andannouncedthatthenortheastcornerofMr。JohnKimball’spasturewasredwithearlystrawberries,andwouldn’tMissShirleyliketogoandpicksome。
"Earlystrawberriesfortea!"exclaimedMissLavendar。"Oh,I’mnotsooldasIthought……andIdon’tneedasinglebluepill!
Girls,whenyoucomebackwithyourstrawberrieswe’llhaveteaouthereunderthesilverpoplar。I’llhaveitallreadyforyouwithhome-growncream。"
AnneandCharlottatheFourthaccordinglybetookthemselvesbacktoMr。Kimball’spasture,agreenremoteplacewheretheairwasassoftasvelvetandfragrantasabedofvioletsandgoldenasamber。
"Oh,isn’titsweetandfreshbackhere?"breathedAnne。"IjustfeelasifIweredrinkinginthesunshine。"
"Yes,ma’am,sodoI。That’sjustexactlyhowIfeeltoo,ma’am,"
agreedCharlottatheFourth,whowouldhavesaidpreciselythesamethingifAnnehadremarkedthatshefeltlikeapelicanofthewilderness。AlwaysafterAnnehadvisitedEchoLodgeCharlottatheFourthmountedtoherlittleroomoverthekitchenandtriedbeforeherlookingglasstospeakandlookandmovelikeAnne。Charlottacouldneverflatterherselfthatshequitesucceeded;butpracticemakesperfect,asCharlottahadlearnedatschool,andshefondlyhopedthatintimeshemightcatchthetrickofthatdaintyupliftofchin,thatquick,starryoutflashingofeyes,thatfashionofwalkingasifyouwereaboughswayinginthewind。ItseemedsoeasywhenyouwatchedAnne。CharlottatheFourthadmiredAnnewholeheartedly。Itwasnotthatshethoughthersoveryhandsome。
DianaBarry’sbeautyofcrimsoncheekandblackcurlswasmuchmoretoCharlottatheFourth’stastethanAnne’smoonshinecharmofluminousgrayeyesandthepale,everchangingrosesofhercheeks。
"ButI’dratherlooklikeyouthanbepretty,"shetoldAnnesincerely。
Annelaughed,sippedthehoneyfromthetribute,andcastawaythesting。
Shewasusedtotakinghercomplimentsmixed。PublicopinionneveragreedonAnne’slooks。Peoplewhohadheardhercalledhandsomemetherandweredisappointed。Peoplewhohadheardhercalledplainsawherandwonderedwhereotherpeople’seyeswere。Anneherselfwouldneverbelievethatshehadanyclaimtobeauty。
Whenshelookedintheglassallshesawwasalittlepalefacewithsevenfrecklesonthenosethereof。Hermirrorneverrevealedtohertheelusive,ever-varyingplayoffeelingthatcameandwentoverherfeatureslikearosyilluminatingflame,orthecharmofdreamandlaughteralternatinginherbigeyes。
WhileAnnewasnotbeautifulinanystrictlydefinedsenseofthewordshepossessedacertainevasivecharmanddistinctionofappearancethatleftbeholderswithapleasurablesenseofsatisfactioninthatsoftlyroundedgirlhoodofhers,withallitsstronglyfeltpotentialities。ThosewhoknewAnnebestfelt,withoutrealizingthattheyfeltit,thathergreatestattractionwastheauraofpossibilitysurroundingher……thepoweroffuturedevelopmentthatwasinher。Sheseemedtowalkinanatmosphereofthingsabouttohappen。
Astheypicked,CharlottatheFourthconfidedtoAnneherfearsregardingMissLavendar。Thewarm-heartedlittlehandmaidenwashonestlyworriedoverheradoredmistress’condition。
"MissLavendarisn’twell,MissShirley,ma’am。I’msuresheisn’t,thoughshenevercomplains。Shehasn’tseemedlikeherselfthislongwhile,ma’am……notsincethatdayyouandPaulwereheretogetherbefore。Ifeelsureshecaughtcoldthatnight,ma’am。
Afteryouandhimhadgoneshewentoutandwalkedinthegardenforlongafterdarkwithnothingbutalittleshawlonher。
TherewasalotofsnowonthewalksandIfeelsureshegotachill,ma’am。EversincethenI’venoticedheractingtiredandlonesomelike。Shedon’tseemtotakeaninterestinanything,ma’am。
Sheneverpretendscompany’scoming,norfixesupforit,nornothing,ma’am。It’sonlywhenyoucomesheseemstochirkupabit。Andtheworstsignofall,MissShirley,ma’am……"CharlottatheFourthloweredhervoiceasifshewereabouttotellsomeexceedinglyweirdandawfulsymptomindeed……"isthatshenevergetscrossnowwhenIbreaksthings。Why,MissShirley,ma’am,yesterdayI
brukhergreenandyallerbowlthat’salwaysstoodonthebookcase。
HergrandmotherbroughtitoutfromEnglandandMissLavendarwasawfulchoiceofit。Iwasdustingitjustascareful,MissShirley,ma’am,anditslippedout,sofashion,aforeIcouldgrabholtofit,andbrukintoaboutfortymillyunpieces。ItellyouIwassorryandscared。IthoughtMissLavendarwouldscoldmeawful,ma’am;
andI’druthershehadthantakeitthewayshedid。Shejustcomeinandhardlylookedatitandsaid,`It’snomatter,Charlotta。
Takeupthepiecesandthrowthemaway。’Justlikethat,MissShirley,ma’am……`takeupthepiecesandthrowthemaway,’asifitwasn’thergrandmother’sbowlfromEngland。Oh,sheisn’twellandIfeelawfulbadaboutit。She’sgotnobodytolookafterherbutme。"
CharlottatheFourth’seyesbrimmedupwithtears。Annepattedthelittlebrownpawholdingthecrackedpinkcupsympathetically。
"IthinkMissLavendarneedsachange,Charlotta。Shestaysherealonetoomuch。Can’tweinducehertogoawayforalittletrip?"
Charlottashookherhead,withitsrampantbows,disconsolately。
"Idon’tthinkso,MissShirley,ma’am。MissLavendarhatesvisiting。
She’sonlygotthreerelationssheevervisitsandshesaysshejustgoestoseethemasafamilyduty。Lasttimewhenshecomehomeshesaidshewasn’tgoingtovisitforfamilydutynomore。
`I’vecomehomeinlovewithloneliness,Charlotta,’shesaystome,`andIneverwanttostrayfrommyownvineandfigtreeagain。
Myrelationstrysohardtomakeanoldladyofmeandithasabadeffectonme。’Justlikethat,MissShirley,ma’am。
’Ithasaverybadeffectonme。’SoIdon’tthinkitwoulddoanygoodtocoaxhertogovisiting。"
"Wemustseewhatcanbedone,"saidAnnedecidedly,assheputthelastpossibleberryinherpinkcup。"JustassoonasIhavemyvacationI’llcomethroughandspendawholeweekwithyou。
We’llhaveapicniceverydayandpretendallsortsofinterestingthings,andseeifwecan’tcheerMissLavendarup。"
"Thatwillbetheverything,MissShirley,ma’am,"exclaimedCharlottatheFourthinrapture。ShewasgladforMissLavendar’ssakeandforherowntoo。WithawholeweekinwhichtostudyAnneconstantlyshewouldsurelybeabletolearnhowtomoveandbehavelikeher。
WhenthegirlsgotbacktoEchoLodgetheyfoundthatMissLavendarandPaulhadcarriedthelittlesquaretableoutofthekitchentothegardenandhadeverythingreadyfortea。Nothingevertastedsodeliciousasthosestrawberriesandcream,eatenunderagreatblueskyallcurdledoverwithfluffylittlewhiteclouds,andinthelongshadowsofthewoodwithitslispingsanditsmurmurings。
AfterteaAnnehelpedCharlottawashthedishesinthekitchen,whileMissLavendarsatonthestonebenchwithPaulandheardallabouthisrockpeople。Shewasagoodlistener,thissweetMissLavendar,butjustatthelastitstruckPaulthatshehadsuddenlylostinterestintheTwinSailors。
"MissLavendar,whydoyoulookatmelikethat?"heaskedgravely。
"HowdoIlook,Paul?"
"JustasifyouwerelookingthroughmeatsomebodyIputyouinmindof,"
saidPaul,whohadsuchoccasionalflashesofuncannyinsightthatitwasn’tquitesafetohavesecretswhenhewasabout。
"YoudoputmeinmindofsomebodyIknewlongago,"saidMissLavendardreamily。
"Whenyouwereyoung?"
"Yes,whenIwasyoung。DoIseemveryoldtoyou,Paul?"
"Doyouknow,Ican’tmakeupmymindaboutthat,"saidPaulconfidentially。"Yourhairlooksold……Ineverknewayoungpersonwithwhitehair。Butyoureyesareasyoungasmybeautifulteacher’swhenyoulaugh。Itellyouwhat,MissLavendar"……
Paul’svoiceandfacewereassolemnasajudge’s……"Ithinkyouwouldmakeasplendidmother。Youhavejusttherightlookinyoureyes……thelookmylittlemotheralwayshad。Ithinkit’sapityyouhaven’tanyboysofyourown。"
"Ihavealittledreamboy,Paul。"
"Oh,haveyoureally?Howoldishe?"
"AboutyourageIthink。HeoughttobeolderbecauseIdreamedhimlongbeforeyouwereborn。ButI’llneverlethimgetanyolderthanelevenortwelve;becauseifIdidsomedayhemightgrowupaltogetherandthenI’dlosehim。"
"Iknow,"noddedPaul。"That’sthebeautyofdream-people……theystayanyageyouwantthem。YouandmybeautifulteacherandmemyselfaretheonlyfolksintheworldthatIknowofthathavedream-people。Isn’titfunnyandniceweshouldallknoweachother?ButIguessthatkindofpeoplealwaysfindeachotherout。
Grandmaneverhasdream-peopleandMaryJoethinksI’mwrongintheupperstorybecauseIhavethem。ButIthinkit’ssplendidtohavethem。
YOUknow,MissLavendar。Tellmeallaboutyourlittledream-boy。"
"Hehasblueeyesandcurlyhair。Hestealsinandwakensmewithakisseverymorning。Thenalldayheplayshereinthegarden……
andIplaywithhim。Suchgamesaswehave。Werunracesandtalkwiththeechoes;andItellhimstories。Andwhentwilightcomes……"
"Iknow,"interruptedPauleagerly。"Hecomesandsitsbesideyou……
SO……becauseofcourseattwelvehe’dbetoobigtoclimbintoyourlap……andlayshisheadonyourshoulder……SO……andyouputyourarmsabouthimandholdhimtight,tight,andrestyourcheekonhishead……
yes,that’stheveryway。Oh,youDOknow,MissLavendar。"
Annefoundthetwoofthemtherewhenshecameoutofthestonehouse,andsomethinginMissLavendar’sfacemadeherhatetodisturbthem。
"I’mafraidwemustgo,Paul,ifwewanttogethomebeforedark。
MissLavendar,I’mgoingtoinvitemyselftoEchoLodgeforawholeweekprettysoon。"
"IfyoucomeforaweekI’llkeepyoufortwo,"threatenedMissLavendar。
XXVIII
ThePrinceComesBacktotheEnchantedPalaceThelastdayofschoolcameandwent。Atriumphant"semi-annualexamination"washeldandAnne’spupilsacquittedthemselvessplendidly。Attheclosetheygaveheranaddressandawritingdesk。Allthegirlsandladiespresentcried,andsomeoftheboyshaditcastuptothemlateronthattheycriedtoo,althoughtheyalwaysdeniedit。
Mrs。HarmonAndrews,Mrs。PeterSloane,andMrs。WilliamBellwalkedhometogetherandtalkedthingsover。
"IdothinkitissuchapityAnneisleavingwhenthechildrenseemsomuchattachedtoher,"sighedMrs。PeterSloane,whohadahabitofsighingovereverythingandevenfinishedoffherjokesthatway。
"Tobesure,"sheaddedhastily,"weallknowwe’llhaveagoodteachernextyeartoo。"
"Janewilldoherduty,I’venodoubt,"saidMrs。Andrewsratherstiffly。
"Idon’tsupposeshe’lltellthechildrenquitesomanyfairytalesorspendsomuchtimeroamingaboutthewoodswiththem。ButshehashernameontheInspector’sRollofHonorandtheNewbridgepeopleareinaterriblestateoverherleaving。"
"I’mrealgladAnneisgoingtocollege,"saidMrs。Bell。
"Shehasalwayswanteditanditwillbeasplendidthingforher。"
"Well,Idon’tknow。"Mrs。Andrewswasdeterminednottoagreefullywithanybodythatday。"Idon’tseethatAnneneedsanymoreeducation。
She’llprobablybemarryingGilbertBlythe,ifhisinfatuationforherlaststillhegetsthroughcollege,andwhatgoodwillLatinandGreekdoherthen?Iftheytaughtyouatcollegehowtomanageamantheremightbesomesenseinhergoing。"
Mrs。HarmonAndrews,soAvonleagossipwhispered,hadneverlearnedhowtomanageher"man,"andasaresulttheAndrewshouseholdwasnotexactlyamodelofdomestichappiness。
"IseethattheCharlottetowncalltoMr。AllanisupbeforethePresbytery,"saidMrs。Bell。"Thatmeanswe’llbelosinghimsoon,Isuppose。"
"They’renotgoingbeforeSeptember,"saidMrs。Sloane。"Itwillbeagreatlosstothecommunity……thoughIalwaysdidthinkthatMrs。Allandressedrathertoogayforaminister’swife。
Butwearenoneofusperfect。DidyounoticehowneatandsnugMr。Harrisonlookedtoday?Ineversawsuchachangedman。HegoestochurcheverySundayandhassubscribedtothesalary。"
"Hasn’tthatPaulIrvinggrowntobeabigboy?"saidMrs。Andrews。
"Hewassuchamiteforhisagewhenhecamehere。IdeclareI
hardlyknewhimtoday。He’sgettingtolookalotlikehisfather。"
"He’sasmartboy,"saidMrs。Bell。
"He’ssmartenough,but"……Mrs。Andrewsloweredhervoice……"I
believehetellsqueerstories。Graciecamehomefromschoolonedaylastweekwiththegreatestrigmarolehehadtoldheraboutpeoplewholiveddownattheshore……storiestherecouldn’tbeawordoftruthin,youknow。ItoldGracienottobelievethem,andshesaidPauldidn’tintendherto。Butifhedidn’twhatdidhetellthemtoherfor?"
"AnnesaysPaulisagenius,"saidMrs。Sloane。
"Hemaybe。YouneverknowwhattoexpectofthemAmericans,"
saidMrs。Andrews。Mrs。Andrews’onlyacquaintancewiththeword"genius"wasderivedfromthecolloquialfashionofcallinganyeccentricindividual"aqueergenius。"Sheprobablythought,withMaryJoe,thatitmeantapersonwithsomethingwronginhisupperstory。
BackintheschoolroomAnnewassittingaloneatherdesk,asshehadsatonthefirstdayofschooltwoyearsbefore,herfaceleaningonherhand,herdewyeyeslookingwistfullyoutofthewindowtotheLakeofShiningWaters。Herheartwassowrungoverthepartingwithherpupilsthatforamomentcollegehadlostallitscharm。ShestillfelttheclaspofAnnettaBell’sarmsaboutherneckandheardthechildishwail,"I’llNEVERloveanyteacherasmuchasyou,MissShirley,never,never。"
Fortwoyearsshehadworkedearnestlyandfaithfully,makingmanymistakesandlearningfromthem。Shehadhadherreward。Shehadtaughtherscholarssomething,butshefeltthattheyhadtaughthermuchmore……lessonsoftenderness,self-control,innocentwisdom,loreofchildishhearts。Perhapsshehadnotsucceededin"inspiring"anywonderfulambitionsinherpupils,butshehadtaughtthem,morebyherownsweetpersonalitythanbyallhercarefulprecepts,thatitwasgoodandnecessaryintheyearsthatwerebeforethemtolivetheirlivesfinelyandgraciously,holdingfasttotruthandcourtesyandkindness,keepingalooffromallthatsavoredoffalsehoodandmeannessandvulgarity。Theywere,perhaps,allunconsciousofhavinglearnedsuchlessons;buttheywouldrememberandpracticethemlongaftertheyhadforgottenthecapitalofAfghanistanandthedatesoftheWarsoftheRoses。
"Anotherchapterinmylifeisclosed,"saidAnnealoud,asshelockedherdesk。Shereallyfeltverysadoverit;buttheromanceintheideaofthat"closedchapter"didcomfortheralittle。
AnnespentafortnightatEchoLodgeearlyinhervacationandeverybodyconcernedhadagoodtime。
ShetookMissLavendaronashoppingexpeditiontotownandpersuadedhertobuyaneworgandydress;thencametheexcitementofcuttingandmakingittogether,whilethehappyCharlottatheFourthbastedandsweptupclippings。MissLavendarhadcomplainedthatshecouldnotfeelmuchinterestinanything,butthesparklecamebacktohereyesoverherprettydress。
"Whatafoolish,frivolouspersonImustbe,"shesighed。
"I’mwholesomelyashamedtothinkthatanewdress……
evenitisaforget-me-notorgandy……shouldexhilaratemeso,whenagoodconscienceandanextracontributiontoForeignMissionscouldn’tdoit。"
MidwayinhervisitAnnewenthometoGreenGablesforadaytomendthetwins’stockingsandsettleupDavy’saccumulatedstoreofquestions。
IntheeveningshewentdowntotheshoreroadtoseePaulIrving。
Asshepassedbythelow,squarewindowoftheIrvingsittingroomshecaughtaglimpseofPaulonsomebody’slap;butthenextmomenthecameflyingthroughthehall。
"Oh,MissShirley,"hecriedexcitedly,"youcan’tthinkwhathashappened!Somethingsosplendid。Fatherishere……
justthinkofthat!Fatherishere!Comerightin。Father,thisismybeautifulteacher。YOUknow,father。"
StephenIrvingcameforwardtomeetAnnewithasmile。Hewasatall,handsomemanofmiddleage,withiron-grayhair,deep-set,darkblueeyes,andastrong,sadface,splendidlymodeledaboutchinandbrow。Justthefaceforaheroofromance,Annethoughtwithathrillofintensesatisfaction。Itwassodisappointingtomeetsomeonewhooughttobeaheroandfindhimbaldorstooped,orotherwiselackinginmanlybeauty。AnnewouldhavethoughtitdreadfuliftheobjectofMissLavendar’sromancehadnotlookedthepart。
"Sothisismylittleson’s`beautifulteacher,’ofwhomIhaveheardsomuch,"saidMr。Irvingwithaheartyhandshake。"Paul’slettershavebeensofullofyou,MissShirley,thatIfeelasifI
wereprettywellacquaintedwithyoualready。IwanttothankyouforwhatyouhavedoneforPaul。Ithinkthatyourinfluencehasbeenjustwhatheneeded。Motherisoneofthebestanddearestofwomen;butherrobust,matter-of-factScotchcommonsensecouldnotalwaysunderstandatemperamentlikemyladdie’s。Whatwaslackinginheryouhavesupplied。Betweenyou,IthinkPaul’straininginthesetwopastyearshasbeenasnearlyidealasamotherlessboy’scouldbe。"
Everybodylikestobeappreciated。UnderMr。Irving’spraiseAnne’sface"burstflowerlikeintorosybloom,"andthebusy,wearymanoftheworld,lookingather,thoughthehadneverseenafairer,sweeterslipofgirlhoodthanthislittle"downeast"
schoolteacherwithherredhairandwonderfuleyes。
Paulsatbetweenthemblissfullyhappy。
"Ineverdreamedfatherwascoming,"hesaidradiantly。"EvenGrandmadidn’tknowit。Itwasagreatsurprise。Asageneralthing……"
Paulshookhisbrowncurlsgravely……"Idon’tliketobesurprised。
Youloseallthefunofexpectingthingswhenyou’resurprised。
Butinacaselikethisitisallright。FathercamelastnightafterIhadgonetobed。AndafterGrandmaandMaryJoehadstoppedbeingsurprisedheandGrandmacameupstairstolookatme,notmeaningtowakemeuptillmorning。ButIwokerightupandsawfather。
ItellyouIjustsprangathim。"
"Withahuglikeabear’s,"saidMr。Irving,puttinghisarmsaroundPaul’sshouldersmilingly。"Ihardlyknewmyboy,hehadgrownsobigandbrownandsturdy。"
"Idon’tknowwhichwasthemostpleasedtoseefather,GrandmaorI,"
continuedPaul。"Grandma’sbeeninkitchenalldaymakingthethingsfatherlikestoeat。Shewouldn’ttrustthemtoMaryJoe,shesays。
That’sHERwayofshowinggladness。_I_likebestjusttositandtalktofather。ButI’mgoingtoleaveyouforalittlewhilenowifyou’llexcuseme。ImustgetthecowsforMaryJoe。Thatisoneofmydailyduties。"
WhenPaulhadscamperedawaytodohis"dailyduty"Mr。IrvingtalkedtoAnneofvariousmatters。ButAnnefeltthathewasthinkingofsomethingelseunderneathallthetime。Presentlyitcametothesurface。
"InPaul’slastletterhespokeofgoingwithyoutovisitanold……
friendofmine……MissLewisatthestonehouseinGrafton。
Doyouknowherwell?"
"Yes,indeed,sheisaverydearfriendofmine,"wasAnne’sdemurereply,whichgavenohintofthesuddenthrillthattingledoverherfromheadtofootatMr。Irving’squestion。Anne"feltinstinctively"thatromancewaspeepingatheraroundacorner。
Mr。Irvingroseandwenttothewindow,lookingoutonagreat,golden,billowingseawhereawildwindwasharping。Forafewmomentstherewassilenceinthelittledark-walledroom。ThenheturnedandlookeddownintoAnne’ssympatheticfacewithasmile,half-whimsical,half-tender。
"Iwonderhowmuchyouknow,"hesaid。
"Iknowallaboutit,"repliedAnnepromptly。"Yousee,"sheexplainedhastily,"MissLavendarandIareveryintimate。Shewouldn’ttellthingsofsuchasacrednaturetoeverybody。Wearekindredspirits。"
"Yes,Ibelieveyouare。Well,Iamgoingtoaskafavorofyou。
IwouldliketogoandseeMissLavendarifshewillletme。WillyouaskherifImaycome?"
Wouldshenot?Oh,indeedshewould!Yes,thiswasromance,thevery,therealthing,withallthecharmofrhymeandstoryanddream。
Itwasalittlebelated,perhaps,likearosebloominginOctoberwhichshouldhavebloomedinJune;butnonethelessarose,allsweetnessandfragrance,withthegleamofgoldinitsheart。
NeverdidAnne’sfeetbearheronamorewillingerrandthanonthatwalkthroughthebeechwoodstoGraftonthenextmorning。
ShefoundMissLavendarinthegarden。Annewasfearfullyexcited。
Herhandsgrewcoldandhervoicetrembled。
"MissLavendar,Ihavesomethingtotellyou……somethingveryimportant。
Canyouguesswhatitis?"
AnneneversupposedthatMissLavendarcouldGUESS;butMissLavendar’sfacegrewverypaleandMissLavendarsaidinaquiet,stillvoice,fromwhichallthecolorandsparklethatMissLavendar’svoiceusuallysuggestedhadfaded。
"StephenIrvingishome?"
"Howdidyouknow?Whotoldyou?"criedAnnedisappointedly,vexedthathergreatrevelationhadbeenanticipated。
"Nobody。Iknewthatmustbeit,justfromthewayyouspoke。"
"Hewantstocomeandseeyou,"saidAnne。"MayIsendhimwordthathemay?"
"Yes,ofcourse,"flutteredMissLavendar。"Thereisnoreasonwhyheshouldn’t。Heisonlycomingasanyoldfriendmight。"
AnnehadherownopinionaboutthatasshehastenedintothehousetowriteanoteatMissLavendar’sdesk。
"Oh,it’sdelightfultobelivinginastorybook,"shethoughtgaily。
"Itwillcomeoutallrightofcourse……itmust……andPaulwillhaveamotherafterhisownheartandeverybodywillbehappy。
ButMr。IrvingwilltakeMissLavendaraway……anddearknowswhatwillhappentothelittlestonehouse……andsotherearetwosidestoit,asthereseemstobetoeverythinginthisworld。"
TheimportantnotewaswrittenandAnneherselfcarriedittotheGraftonpostoffice,whereshewaylaidthemailcarrierandaskedhimtoleaveitattheAvonleaoffice。
"It’ssoveryimportant,"Anneassuredhimanxiously。ThemailcarrierwasarathergrumpyoldpersonagewhodidnotatalllookthepartofamessengerofCupid;andAnnewasnonetoocertainthathismemorywastobetrusted。Buthesaidhewoulddohisbesttorememberandshehadtobecontentedwiththat。
CharlottatheFourthfeltthatsomemysterypervadedthestonehousethatafternoon……amysteryfromwhichshewasexcluded。
MissLavendarroamedaboutthegardeninadistractedfashion。
Anne,too,seemedpossessedbyademonofunrest,andwalkedtoandfroandwentupanddown。CharlottatheFourthenduredittillatienceceasedtobeavirtue;thensheconfrontedAnneontheoccasionofthatromanticyoungperson’sthirdaimlessperegrinationthroughthekitchen。
"Please,MissShirley,ma’am,"saidCharlottatheFourth,withanindignanttossofherverybluebows,"it’splaintobeseenyouandMissLavendarhavegotasecretandIthink,beggingyourpardonifI’mtooforward,MissShirley,ma’am,thatit’srealmeannottotellmewhenwe’veallbeensuchchums。"
"Oh,Charlottadear,I’dhavetoldyouallaboutitifitweremysecret……butit’sMissLavendar’s,yousee。However,I’lltellyouthismuch……andifnothingcomesofityoumustneverbreatheawordaboutittoalivingsoul。Yousee,PrinceCharmingiscomingtonight。Hecamelongago,butinafoolishmomentwentawayandwanderedafarandforgotthesecretofthemagicpathwaytotheenchantedcastle,wheretheprincesswasweepingherfaithfulheartoutforhim。Butatlastheremembereditagainandtheprincessiswaitingstill……becausenobodybutherowndearprincecouldcarryheroff。"
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,whatisthatinprose?"gaspedthemystifiedCharlotta。
Annelaughed。
"Inprose,anoldfriendofMissLavendar’siscomingtoseehertonight。"
"Doyoumeananoldbeauofhers?"demandedtheliteralCharlotta。
"ThatisprobablywhatIdomean……inprose,"answeredAnnegravely。
"ItisPaul’sfather……StephenIrving。Andgoodnessknowswhatwillcomeofit,butletushopeforthebest,Charlotta。"
"Ihopethathe’llmarryMissLavendar,"wasCharlotta’sunequivocalresponse。
"Somewomen’sintendedfromthestarttobeoldmaids,andI’mafraidI’moneofthem,MissShirley,ma’am,becauseI’veawfullittlepatiencewiththemen。
ButMissLavendarneverwas。AndI’vebeenawfulworried,thinkingwhatonearthshe’ddowhenIgotsobigI’dHAVEtogotoBoston。Thereain’tanymoregirlsinourfamilyanddearknowswhatshe’ddoifshegotsomestrangerthatmightlaughatherpretendingsandleavethingslyingroundoutoftheirplaceandnotbewillingtobecalledCharlottatheFifth。
Shemightgetsomeonewhowouldn’tbeasunluckyasmeinbreakingdishesbutshe’dnevergetanyonewho’dloveherbetter。"
Andthefaithfullittlehandmaidendashedtotheovendoorwithasniff。
TheywentthroughtheformofhavingteaasusualthatnightatEchoLodge;butnobodyreallyateanything。AfterteaMissLavendarwenttoherroomandputonhernewforget-me-notorgandy,whileAnnedidherhairforher。Bothweredreadfullyexcited;
butMissLavendarpretendedtobeverycalmandindifferent。
"Imustreallymendthatrentinthecurtaintomorrow,"shesaidanxiously,inspectingitasifitweretheonlythingofanyimportancejustthen。"Thosecurtainshavenotwornaswellastheyshould,consideringthepriceIpaid。Dearme,CharlottahasforgottentodustthestairrailingAGAIN。IreallyMUST
speaktoheraboutit。"
AnnewassittingontheporchstepswhenStephenIrvingcamedownthelaneandacrossthegarden。
"Thisistheoneplacewheretimestandsstill,"hesaid,lookingaroundhimwithdelightedeyes。"ThereisnothingchangedaboutthishouseorgardensinceIwasheretwenty-fiveyearsago。
Itmakesmefeelyoungagain。"
"Youknowtimealwaysdoesstandstillinanenchantedpalace,"saidAnneseriously。"Itisonlywhentheprincecomesthatthingsbegintohappen。"
Mr。Irvingsmiledalittlesadlyintoherupliftedface,allastarwithitsyouthandpromise。
"Sometimestheprincecomestoolate,"hesaid。HedidnotaskAnnetotranslateherremarkintoprose。Likeallkindredspiritshe"understood。"
"Oh,no,notifheistherealprincecomingtothetrueprincess,"
saidAnne,shakingherredheaddecidedly,assheopenedtheparlordoor。
WhenhehadgoneinsheshutittightlybehindhimandturnedtoconfrontCharlottatheFourth,whowasinthehall,all"nodsandbecksandwreathedsmiles。"
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,"shebreathed,"Ipeekedfromthekitchenwindow……andhe’sawfulhandsome……andjusttherightageforMissLavendar。Andoh,MissShirley,ma’am,doyouthinkitwouldbemuchharmtolistenatthedoor?"
"Itwouldbedreadful,Charlotta,"saidAnnefirmly,"sojustyoucomeawaywithmeoutofthereachoftemptation。"
"Ican’tdoanything,andit’sawfultohangroundjustwaiting,"sighedCharlotta。"Whatifhedon’tproposeafterall,MissShirley,ma’am?
Youcanneverbesureofthemmen。Myoldersister,CharlottatheFirst,thoughtshewasengagedtooneonce。ButitturnedoutHEhadadifferentopinionandshesaysshe’llnevertrustoneofthemagain。
AndIheardofanothercasewhereamanthoughthewantedonegirlawfulbadwhenitwasreallyhersisterhewantedallthetime。
Whenamandon’tknowhisownmind,MissShirley,ma’am,how’sapoorwomangoingtobesureofit?"
"We’llgotothekitchenandcleanthesilverspoons,"saidAnne。
"That’sataskwhichwon’trequiremuchthinkingfortunately……
forICOULDN’Tthinktonight。Anditwillpassthetime。"
Itpassedanhour。Then,justasAnnelaiddownthelastshiningspoon,theyheardthefrontdoorshut。Bothsoughtcomfortfearfullyineachother’seyes。
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,"gaspedCharlotta,"ifhe’sgoingawaythisearlythere’snothingintoitandneverwillbe。"Theyflewtothewindow。
Mr。Irvinghadnointentionofgoingaway。HeandMissLavendarwerestrollingslowlydownthemiddlepathtothestonebench。
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,he’sgothisarmaroundherwaist,"
whisperedCharlottatheFourthdelightedly。"Hemusthaveproposedtoherorshe’dneverallowit。"
AnnecaughtCharlottatheFourthbyherownplumpwaistanddancedheraroundthekitchenuntiltheywerebothoutofbreath。
"Oh,Charlotta,"shecriedgaily,"I’mneitheraprophetessnorthedaughterofaprophetessbutI’mgoingtomakeaprediction。
There’llbeaweddinginthisoldstonehousebeforethemapleleavesarered。Doyouwantthattranslatedintoprose,Charlotta?"
"No,Icanunderstandthat,"saidCharlotta。"Aweddingain’tpoetry。Why,MissShirley,ma’am,you’recrying!Whatfor?"
"Oh,becauseit’sallsobeautiful……andstorybookish……andromantic……andsad,"saidAnne,winkingthetearsoutofhereyes。"It’sallperfectlylovely……butthere’salittlesadnessmixedupinittoo,somehow。"
"Oh,ofcoursethere’sareskinmarryinganybody,"concededCharlottatheFourth,"but,whenall’ssaidanddone,MissShirley,ma’am,there’smanyaworsethingthanahusband。"
XXIX
PoetryandProseForthenextmonthAnnelivedinwhat,forAvonlea,mightbecalledawhirlofexcitement。ThepreparationofherownmodestoutfitforRedmondwasofsecondaryimportance。MissLavendarwasgettingreadytobemarriedandthestonehousewasthesceneofendlessconsultationsandplanningsanddiscussions,withCharlottatheFourthhoveringontheoutskirtsofthingsinagitateddelightandwonder。
Thenthedressmakercame,andtherewastheraptureandwretchednessofchoosingfashionsandbeingfitted。AnneandDianaspenthalftheirtimeatEchoLodgeandtherewerenightswhenAnnecouldnotsleepforwonderingwhethershehaddonerightinadvisingMissLavendartoselectbrownratherthannavyblueforhertravelingdress,andtohavehergraysilkmadeprincess。
EverybodyconcernedinMissLavendar’sstorywasveryhappy。
PaulIrvingrushedtoGreenGablestotalkthenewsoverwithAnneassoonashisfatherhadtoldhim。
"IknewIcouldtrustfathertopickmeoutanicelittlesecondmother,"
hesaidproudly。"It’safinethingtohaveafatheryoucandependon,teacher。IjustloveMissLavendar。Grandmaispleased,too。Shesaysshe’srealgladfatherdidn’tpickoutanAmericanforhissecondwife,because,althoughitturnedoutallrightthefirsttime,suchathingwouldn’tbelikelytohappentwice。Mrs。LyndesaysshethoroughlyapprovesofthematchandthinksitslikelyMissLavendarwillgiveupherqueernotionsandbelikeotherpeople,nowthatshe’sgoingtobemarried。ButIhopeshewon’tgiveherqueernotionsup,teacher,becauseIlikethem。AndIdon’twanthertobelikeotherpeople。
Therearetoomanyotherpeoplearoundasitis。YOUknow,teacher。"
CharlottatheFourthwasanotherradiantperson。
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,ithasallturnedoutsobeautiful。
WhenMr。IrvingandMissLavendarcomebackfromtheirtowerI’mtogouptoBostonandlivewiththem……andmeonlyfifteen,andtheothergirlsneverwenttilltheyweresixteen。Ain’tMr。Irvingsplendid?Hejustworshipsthegroundshetreadsonanditmakesmefeelsoqueersometimestoseethelookinhiseyeswhenhe’swatchingher。Itbeggarsdescription,MissShirley,ma’am。
I’mawfulthankfulthey’resofondofeachother。It’sthebestway,whenall’ssaidanddone,thoughsomefolkscangetalongwithoutit。
I’vegotanauntwhohasbeenmarriedthreetimesandsaysshemarriedthefirsttimeforloveandthelasttwotimesforstrictlybusiness,andwashappywithallthreeexceptatthetimesofthefunerals。
ButIthinkshetookaresk,MissShirley,ma’am。"
"Oh,it’sallsoromantic,"breathedAnnetoMarillathatnight。
"IfIhadn’ttakenthewrongpaththatdaywewenttoMr。Kimball’sI’dneverhaveknownMissLavendar;andifIhadn’tmetherI’dneverhavetakenPaulthere……andhe’dneverhavewrittentohisfatheraboutvisitingMissLavendarjustasMr。IrvingwasstartingforSanFrancisco。Mr。IrvingsayswheneverhegotthatletterhemadeuphismindtosendhispartnertoSanFranciscoandcomehereinstead。
Hehadn’theardanythingofMissLavendarforfifteenyears。Somebodyhadtoldhimthenthatshewastobemarriedandhethoughtshewasandneveraskedanybodyanythingabouther。Andnoweverythinghascomeright。
AndIhadahandinbringingitabout。Perhaps,asMrs。Lyndesays,everythingisforeordainedanditwasboundtohappenanyway。Butevenso,it’snicetothinkonewasaninstrumentusedbypredestination。Yesindeed,it’sveryromantic。"
"Ican’tseethatit’ssoterriblyromanticatall,"saidMarillarathercrisply。MarillathoughtAnnewastooworkedupaboutitandhadplentytodowithgettingreadyforcollegewithout"traipsing"
toEchoLodgetwodaysoutofthreehelpingMissLavendar。"Inthefirstplacetwoyoungfoolsquarrelandturnsulky;thenSteveIrvinggoestotheStatesandafteraspellgetsmarriedupthereandisperfectlyhappyfromallaccounts。Thenhiswifediesandafteradecentintervalhethinkshe’llcomehomeandseeifhisfirstfancy’llhavehim。Meanwhile,she’sbeenlivingsingle,probablybecausenobodyniceenoughcamealongtowanther,andtheymeetandagreetobemarriedafterall。Now,whereistheromanceinallthat?"
"Oh,thereisn’tany,whenyouputitthatway,"gaspedAnne,ratherasifsomebodyhadthrowncoldwateroverher。"Isupposethat’showitlooksinprose。Butit’sverydifferentifyoulookatitthroughpoetry……and_I_thinkit’snicer……"Annerecoveredherselfandhereyesshoneandhercheeksflushed……"tolookatitthroughpoetry。"
Marillaglancedattheradiantyoungfaceandrefrainedfromfurthersarcasticcomments。Perhapssomerealizationcametoherthatafterallitwasbettertohave,likeAnne,"thevisionandthefacultydivine"……thatgiftwhichtheworldcannotbestowortakeaway,oflookingatlifethroughsometransfiguring……orrevealing?……medium,wherebyeverythingseemedapparelledincelestiallight,wearingagloryandafreshnessnotvisibletothosewho,likeherselfandCharlottatheFourth,lookedatthingsonlythroughprose。
"When’stheweddingtobe?"sheaskedafterapause。
"ThelastWednesdayinAugust。Theyaretobemarriedinthegardenunderthehoneysuckletrellis……theveryspotwhereMr。Irvingproposedtohertwenty-fiveyearsago。Marilla,thatISromantic,eveninprose。There’stobenobodythereexceptMrs。IrvingandPaulandGilbertandDianaandI,andMissLavendar’scousins。Andtheywillleaveonthesixo’clocktrainforatriptothePacificcoast。WhentheycomebackinthefallPaulandCharlottatheFourtharetogouptoBostontolivewiththem。
ButEchoLodgeistobeleftjustasitis……onlyofcoursethey’llsellthehensandcow,andboardupthewindows……andeverysummerthey’recomingdowntoliveinit。I’msoglad。ItwouldhavehurtmedreadfullynextwinteratRedmondtothinkofthatdearstonehouseallstrippedanddeserted,withemptyrooms……orfarworsestill,withotherpeoplelivinginit。ButIcanthinkofitnow,justasI’vealwaysseenit,waitinghappilyforthesummertobringlifeandlaughterbacktoitagain。"
Therewasmoreromanceintheworldthanthatwhichhadfallentotheshareofthemiddle-agedloversofthestonehouse。
AnnestumbledsuddenlyonitoneeveningwhenshewentovertoOrchardSlopebythewoodcutandcameoutintotheBarrygarden。
DianaBarryandFredWrightwerestandingtogetherunderthebigwillow。
Dianawasleaningagainstthegraytrunk,herlashescastdownonverycrimsoncheeks。OnehandwasheldbyFred,whostoodwithhisfacebenttowardher,stammeringsomethinginlowearnesttones。
Therewerenootherpeopleintheworldexcepttheirtwoselvesatthatmagicmoment;soneitherofthemsawAnne,who,afteronedazedglanceofcomprehension,turnedandspednoiselesslybackthroughthesprucewood,neverstoppingtillshegainedherowngableroom,whereshesatbreathlesslydownbyherwindowandtriedtocollectherscatteredwits。
"DianaandFredareinlovewitheachother,"shegasped。
"Oh,itdoesseemso……so……soHOPELESSLYgrownup。"
Anne,oflate,hadnotbeenwithouthersuspicionsthatDianawasprovingfalsetothemelancholyByronicheroofherearlydreams。
Butas"thingsseenaremightierthanthingsheard,"orsuspected,therealizationthatitwasactuallysocametoherwithalmosttheshockofperfectsurprise。Thiswassucceededbyaqueer,littlelonelyfeeling……asif,somehow,Dianahadgoneforwardintoanewworld,shuttingagatebehindher,leavingAnneontheoutside。
"Thingsarechangingsofastitalmostfrightensme,"Annethought,alittlesadly。"AndI’mafraidthatthiscan’thelpmakingsomedifferencebetweenDianaandme。I’msureIcan’ttellherallmysecretsafterthis……shemighttellFred。AndwhatCANsheseeinFred?He’sveryniceandjolly……buthe’sjustFredWright。"
Itisalwaysaverypuzzlingquestion……whatcansomebodyseeinsomebodyelse?Buthowfortunateafterallthatitisso,forifeverybodysawalike……well,inthatcase,astheoldIndiansaid,"Everybodywouldwantmysquaw。"ItwasplainthatDianaDIDseesomethinginFredWright,howeverAnne’seyesmightbeholden。
DianacametoGreenGablesthenextevening,apensive,shyyounglady,andtoldAnnethewholestoryintheduskyseclusionoftheeastgable。Bothgirlscriedandkissedandlaughed。
"I’msohappy,"saidDiana,"butitdoesseemridiculoustothinkofmebeingengaged。"
"Whatisitreallyliketobeengaged?"askedAnnecuriously。
"Well,thatalldependsonwhoyou’reengagedto,"answeredDiana,withthatmaddeningairofsuperiorwisdomalwaysassumedbythosewhoareengagedoverthosewhoarenot。"It’sperfectlylovelytobeengagedtoFred……butIthinkitwouldbesimplyhorridtobeengagedtoanyoneelse。"
"There’snotmuchcomfortfortherestofusinthat,seeingthatthereisonlyoneFred,"laughedAnne。
"Oh,Anne,youdon’tunderstand,"saidDianainvexation。"Ididn’tmeanTHAT……it’ssohardtoexplain。Nevermind,you’llunderstandsometime,whenyourownturncomes。"
"Blessyou,dearestofDianas,Iunderstandnow。Whatisanimaginationforifnottoenableyoutopeepatlifethroughotherpeople’seyes?"
"Youmustbemybridesmaid,youknow,Anne。Promisemethat……
whereveryoumaybewhenI’mmarried。"
"I’llcomefromtheendsoftheearthifnecessary,"promisedAnnesolemnly。
"Ofcourse,itwon’tbeforeversolongyet,"saidDiana,blushing。
"Threeyearsattheveryleast……forI’monlyeighteenandmothersaysnodaughterofhersshallbemarriedbeforeshe’stwenty-one。
Besides,Fred’sfatherisgoingtobuytheAbrahamFletcherfarmforhimandhesayshe’sgottohaveittwothirdspaidforbeforehe’llgiveittohiminhisownname。Butthreeyearsisn’tanytoomuchtimetogetreadyforhousekeeping,forIhaven’taspeckoffancyworkmadeyet。ButI’mgoingtobegincrochetingdoiliestomorrow。
MyraGillishadthirty-sevendoilieswhenshewasmarriedandI’mdeterminedIshallhaveasmanyasshehad。"
"Isupposeitwouldbeperfectlyimpossibletokeephousewithonlythirty-sixdoilies,"concededAnne,withasolemnfacebutdancingeyes。
Dianalookedhurt。
"Ididn’tthinkyou’dmakefunofme,Anne,"shesaidreproachfully。
"Dearest,Iwasn’tmakingfunofyou,"criedAnnerepentantly。
"Iwasonlyteasingyouabit。Ithinkyou’llmakethesweetestlittlehousekeeperintheworld。AndIthinkit’sperfectlylovelyofyoutobeplanningalreadyforyourhomeo’dreams。"
Annehadnosoonerutteredthephrase,"homeo’dreams,"thanitcaptivatedherfancyandsheimmediatelybegantheerectionofoneofherown。Itwas,ofcourse,tenantedbyanidealmaster,dark,proud,andmelancholy;butoddlyenough,GilbertBlythepersistedinhangingabouttoo,helpingherarrangepictures,layoutgardens,andaccomplishsundryothertaskswhichaproudandmelancholyheroevidentlyconsideredbeneathhisdignity。AnnetriedtobanishGilbert’simagefromhercastleinSpainbut,somehow,hewentonbeingthere,soAnne,beinginahurry,gaveuptheattemptandpursuedheraerialarchitecturewithsuchsuccessthather"homeo’dreams"wasbuiltandfurnishedbeforeDianaspokeagain。
"Isuppose,Anne,youmustthinkit’sfunnyIshouldlikeFredsowellwhenhe’ssodifferentfromthekindofmanI’vealwayssaidI
wouldmarry……thetall,slenderkind?ButsomehowIwouldn’twantFredtobetallandslender……because,don’tyousee,hewouldn’tbeFredthen。Ofcourse,"addedDianaratherdolefully,"wewillbeadreadfullypudgycouple。Butafterallthat’sbetterthanoneofusbeingshortandfatandtheothertallandlean,likeMorganSloaneandhiswife。Mrs。Lyndesaysitalwaysmakesherthinkofthelongandshortofitwhensheseesthemtogether。"
"Well,"saidAnnetoherselfthatnight,asshebrushedherhairbeforehergiltframedmirror,"IamgladDianaissohappyandsatisfied。Butwhenmyturncomes……ifiteverdoes……Idohopethere’llbesomethingalittlemorethrillingaboutit。ButthenDianathoughtsotoo,once。I’veheardhersaytimeandagainshe’dnevergetengagedanypokycommonplaceway……he’dHAVEtodosomethingsplendidtowinher。Butshehaschanged。PerhapsI’llchangetoo。ButIwon’t……andI’mdeterminedIwon’t。Oh,Ithinktheseengagementsaredreadfullyunsettlingthingswhentheyhappentoyourintimatefriends。"
XXX
AWeddingattheStoneHouseThelastweekinAugustcame。MissLavendarwastobemarriedinit。
TwoweekslaterAnneandGilbertwouldleaveforRedmondCollege。
Inaweek’stimeMrs。RachelLyndewouldmovetoGreenGablesandsetupherlaresandpenatesintheerstwhilespareroom,whichwasalreadypreparedforhercoming。ShehadsoldallhersuperfluoushouseholdplenishingsbyauctionandwasatpresentrevelinginthecongenialoccupationofhelpingtheAllanspackup。Mr。AllanwastopreachhisfarewellsermonthenextSunday。Theoldorderwaschangingrapidlytogiveplacetothenew,asAnnefeltwithalittlesadnessthreadingallherexcitementandhappiness。
"Changesain’ttotallypleasantbutthey’reexcellentthings,"
saidMr。Harrisonphilosophically。"Twoyearsisaboutlongenoughforthingstostayexactlythesame。Iftheystayedputanylongertheymightgrowmossy。"
Mr。Harrisonwassmokingonhisveranda。Hiswifehadself-sacrificinglytoldthathemightsmokeinthehouseifhetookcaretositbyanopenwindow。Mr。Harrisonrewardedthisconcessionbygoingoutdoorsaltogethertosmokeinfineweather,andsomutualgoodwillreigned。
AnnehadcomeovertoaskMrs。Harrisonforsomeofheryellowdahlias。
SheandDianaweregoingthroughtoEchoLodgethateveningtohelpMissLavendarandCharlottatheFourthwiththeirfinalpreparationsforthemorrow’sbridal。MissLavendarherselfneverhaddahlias;
shedidnotlikethemandtheywouldnothavesuitedthefineretirementofherold-fashionedgarden。ButflowersofanykindwereratherscarceinAvonleaandtheneighboringdistrictsthatsummer,thankstoUncleAbe’sstorm;andAnneandDianathoughtthatacertainoldcream-coloredstonejug,usuallykeptsacredtodoughnuts,brimmedoverwithyellowdahlias,wouldbejustthethingtosetinadimangleofthestonehousestairs,againstthedarkbackgroundofredhallpaper。
"Is’poseyou’llbestartingoffforcollegeinafortnight’stime?"
continuedMr。Harrison。"Well,we’regoingtomissyouanawfullot,Emilyandme。Tobesure,Mrs。Lynde’llbeoverthereinyourplace。
Thereain’tnobodybutasubstitutecanbefoundforthem。"
TheironyofMr。Harrison’stoneisquiteuntransferabletopaper。
Inspiteofhiswife’sintimacywithMrs。Lynde,thebestthatcouldbesaidoftherelationshipbetweenherandMr。Harrisonevenunderthenewregime,wasthattheypreservedanarmedneutrality。
"Yes,I’mgoing,"saidAnne。"I’mverygladwithmyhead……andverysorrywithmyheart。"
"Is’poseyou’llbescoopingupallthehonorsthatarelyingroundlooseatRedmond。"
"Imaytryforoneortwoofthem,"confessedAnne,"butI
don’tcaresomuchforthingslikethatasIdidtwoyearsago。
WhatIwanttogetoutofmycollegecourseissomeknowledgeofthebestwayoflivinglifeanddoingthemostandbestwithit。
Iwanttolearntounderstandandhelpotherpeopleandmyself。"
Mr。Harrisonnodded。
"That’stheideaexactly。That’swhatcollegeoughttobefor,insteadofforturningoutalotofB。A。’s,sochockfullofbook-learningandvanitythatthereain’troomforanythingelse。
You’reallright。Collegewon’tbeabletodoyoumuchharm,Ireckon。"
DianaandAnnedroveovertoEchoLodgeaftertea,takingwiththemallthefloweryspoilthatseveralpredatoryexpeditionsintheirownandtheirneighbors’gardenshadyielded。Theyfoundthestonehouseagogwithexcitement。CharlottatheFourthwasflyingaroundwithsuchvimandbrisknessthatherbluebowsseemedreallytopossessthepowerofbeingeverywhereatonce。LikethehelmetofNavarre,Charlotta’sbluebowswavedeverinthethickestofthefray。
"Praisebetogoodnessyou’vecome,"shesaiddevoutly,"forthere’sheapsofthingstodo……andthefrostingonthatcakeWON’Tharden……andthere’sallthesilvertoberubbedupyet……
andthehorsehairtrunktobepacked……andtheroostersforthechickensaladarerunningouttherebeyantthehenhouseyet,crowing,MissShirley,ma’am。AndMissLavendarain’ttobetrustedtodoathing。IwasthankfulwhenMr。Irvingcameafewminutesagoandtookheroffforawalkinthewoods。
Courting’sallrightinitsplace,MissShirley,ma’am,butifyoutrytomixitupwithcookingandscouringeverything’sspoiled。
That’sMYopinion,MissShirley,ma’am。"
AnneandDianaworkedsoheartilythatbyteno’clockevenCharlottatheFourthwassatisfied。Shebraidedherhairininnumerableplaitsandtookherwearylittlebonesofftobed。
"ButI’msureIshan’tsleepablessedwink,MissShirley,ma’am,forfearthatsomething’llgowrongatthelastminute……thecreamwon’twhip……orMr。Irving’llhaveastrokeandnotbeabletocome。"
"Heisn’tinthehabitofhavingstrokes,ishe?"askedDiana,thedimpledcornersofhermouthtwitching。ToDiana,CharlottatheFourthwas,ifnotexactlyathingofbeauty,certainlyajoyforever。
"They’renotthingsthatgobyhabit,"saidCharlottatheFourthwithdignity。"TheyjustHAPPEN……andthereyouare。ANYBODY
canhaveastroke。Youdon’thavetolearnhow。Mr。Irvinglooksalotlikeanuncleofminethathadoneoncejustashewassittingdowntodinneroneday。Butmaybeeverything’llgoallright。Inthisworldyou’vejustgottohopeforthebestandpreparefortheworstandtakewhateverGodsends。"
"TheonlythingI’mworriedaboutisthatitwon’tbefinetomorrow,"
saidDiana。"UncleAbepredictedrainforthemiddleoftheweek,andeversincethebigstormIcan’thelpbelievingthere’sagooddealinwhatUncleAbesays。"
Anne,whoknewbetterthanDianajusthowmuchUncleAbehadtodowiththestorm,wasnotmuchdisturbedbythis。Shesleptthesleepofthejustandweary,andwasrousedatanunearthlyhourbyCharlottatheFourth。
"Oh,MissShirley,ma’am,it’sawfultocallyousoearly,"camewailingthroughthekeyhole,"butthere’ssomuchtodoyet……andoh,MissShirley,ma’am,I’mskeeredit’sgoingtorainandIwishyou’dgetupandtellmeyouthinkitain’t。"Anneflewtothewindow,hopingagainsthopethatCharlottatheFourthwassayingthismerelybywayofrousinghereffectually。Butalas,themorningdidlookunpropitious。BelowthewindowMissLavendar’sgarden,whichshouldhavebeenagloryofpalevirginsunshine,laydimandwindless;andtheskyoverthefirswasdarkwithmoodyclouds。
"Isn’tittoomean!"saidDiana。
"Wemusthopeforthebest,"saidAnnedeterminedly。"Ifitonlydoesn’tactuallyrain,acool,pearlygraydaylikethiswouldreallybenicerthanhotsunshine。"
"Butitwillrain,"mournedCharlotta,creepingintotheroom,afigureoffun,withhermanybraidswoundaboutherhead,theends,tiedupwithwhitethread,stickingoutinalldirections。"It’llholdofftillthelastminuteandthenpourcatsanddogs。Andallthefolkswillgetsopping……andtrackmudalloverthehouse……
andtheywon’tbeabletobemarriedunderthehoneysuckle……andit’sawfulunluckyfornosuntoshineonabride,saywhatyouwill,MissShirley,ma’am。_I_knewthingsweregoingtoowelltolast。"
CharlottatheFourthseemedcertainlytohaveborrowedaleafoutofMissElizaAndrews’book。
Itdidnotrain,thoughitkeptonlookingasifitmeantto。
Bynoontheroomsweredecorated,thetablebeautifullylaid;
andupstairswaswaitingabride,"adornedforherhusband。"
"Youdolooksweet,"saidAnnerapturously。
"Lovely,"echoedDiana。
"Everything’sready,MissShirley,ma’am,andnothingdreadfulhashappenedYET,"wasCharlotta’scheerfulstatementasshebetookherselftoherlittlebackroomtodress。Outcameallthebraids;
theresultantrampantcrinklinesswasplaitedintotwotailsandtied,notwithtwobowsalone,butwithfour,ofbrand-newribbon,brightlyblue。ThetwoupperbowsrathergavetheimpressionofovergrownwingssproutingfromCharlotta’sneck,somewhatafterthefashionofRaphael’scherubs。ButCharlottatheFourththoughtthemverybeautiful,andaftershehadrustledintoawhitedress,sostifflystarchedthatitcouldstandalone,shesurveyedherselfinherglasswithgreatsatisfaction……asatisfactionwhichlasteduntilshewentoutinthehallandcaughtaglimpsethroughthespareroomdoorofatallgirlinsomesoftlyclinginggown,pinningwhite,star-likeflowersonthesmoothripplesofherruddyhair。
"Oh,I’llNEVERbeabletolooklikeMissShirley,"thoughtpoorCharlottadespairingly。"Youjusthavetobebornso,Iguess……
don’tseem’sifanyamountofpracticecouldgiveyouthatAIR。"
Byoneo’clocktheguestshadcome,includingMr。andMrs。Allan,forMr。AllanwastoperformtheceremonyintheabsenceoftheGraftonministeronhisvacation。Therewasnoformalityaboutthemarriage。MissLavendarcamedownthestairstomeetherbridegroomatthefoot,andashetookherhandsheliftedherbigbrowneyestohiswithalookthatmadeCharlottatheFourth,whointerceptedit,feelqueererthanever。Theywentouttothehoneysucklearbor,whereMr。Allanwasawaitingthem。Theguestsgroupedthemselvesastheypleased。AnneandDianastoodbytheoldstonebench,withCharlottatheFourthbetweenthem,desperatelyclutchingtheirhandsinhercold,tremulouslittlepaws。
Mr。Allanopenedhisbluebookandtheceremonyproceeded。JustasMissLavendarandStephenIrvingwerepronouncedmanandwifeaverybeautifulandsymbolicthinghappened。Thesunsuddenlyburstthroughthegrayandpouredafloodofradianceonthehappybride。Instantlythegardenwasalivewithdancingshadowsandflickeringlights。
"Whatalovelyomen,"thoughtAnne,assherantokissthebride。
Thenthethreegirlslefttherestoftheguestslaughingaroundthebridalpairwhiletheyflewintothehousetoseethatallwasinreadinessforthefeast。
"Thanksbetogoodness,it’sover,MissShirley,ma’am,"breathedCharlottatheFourth,"andthey’remarriedsafeandsound,nomatterwhathappensnow。Thebagsofriceareinthepantry,ma’am,andtheoldshoesarebehindthedoor,andthecreamforwhippingisonthesullarsteps。"
AthalfpasttwoMr。andMrs。Irvingleft,andeverybodywenttoBrightRivertoseethemoffontheafternoontrain。AsMissLavendar……Ibegherpardon,Mrs。Irving……steppedfromthedoorofheroldhomeGilbertandthegirlsthrewthericeandCharlottatheFourthhurledanoldshoewithsuchexcellentaimthatshestruckMr。Allansquarelyonthehead。ButitwasreservedforPaultogivetheprettiestsend-off。Hepoppedoutoftheporchringingfuriouslyahugeoldbrassdinnerbellwhichhadadornedthediningroommantel。Paul’sonlymotivewastomakeajoyfulnoise;butastheclangordiedaway,frompointandcurveandhillacrosstherivercamethechimeof"fairyweddingbells,"
ringingclearly,sweetly,faintlyandmorefaint,asifMissLavendar’sbelovedechoeswerebiddinghergreetingandfarewell。
Andso,amidthisbenedictionofsweetsounds,MissLavendardroveawayfromtheoldlifeofdreamsandmake-believestoafullerlifeofrealitiesinthebusyworldbeyond。
TwohourslaterAnneandCharlottatheFourthcamedownthelaneagain。
GilberthadgonetoWestGraftononanerrandandDianahadtokeepanengagementathome。AnneandCharlottahadcomebacktoputthingsinorderandlockupthelittlestonehouse。Thegardenwasapooloflategoldensunshine,withbutterflieshoveringandbeesbooming;
butthelittlehousehadalreadythatindefinableairofdesolationwhichalwaysfollowsafestivity。
"Ohdearme,don’titlooklonesome?"sniffedCharlottatheFourth,whohadbeencryingallthewayhomefromthestation。"Aweddingain’tmuchcheerfullerthanafuneralafterall,whenit’sallover,MissShirley,ma’am。"
Abusyeveningfollowed。Thedecorationshadtoberemoved,thedisheswashed,theuneatendelicaciespackedintoabasketforthedelectationofCharlottatheFourth’syoungbrothersathome。
Annewouldnotrestuntileverythingwasinapple-pieorder;afterCharlottahadgonehomewithherplunderAnnewentoverthestillrooms,feelinglikeonewhotrodalonesomebanquethalldeserted,andclosedtheblinds。ThenshelockedthedoorandsatdownunderthesilverpoplartowaitforGilbert,feelingverytiredbutstillunweariedlythinking"long,longthoughts。"
"Whatareyouthinkingof,Anne?"askedGilbert,comingdownthewalk。Hehadlefthishorseandbuggyoutattheroad。
"OfMissLavendarandMr。Irving,"answeredAnnedreamily。"Isn’titbeautifultothinkhoweverythinghasturnedout……howtheyhavecometogetheragainafteralltheyearsofseparationandmisunderstanding?"
"Yes,it’sbeautiful,"saidGilbert,lookingsteadilydownintoAnne’supliftedface,"butwouldn’tithavebeenmorebeautifulstill,Anne,iftherehadbeenNOseparationormisunderstanding……
iftheyhadcomehandinhandallthewaythroughlife,withnomemoriesbehindthembutthosewhichbelongedtoeachother?"
ForamomentAnne’sheartflutteredqueerlyandforthefirsttimehereyesfalteredunderGilbert’sgazeandarosyflushstainedthepalenessofherface。Itwasasifaveilthathadhungbeforeherinnerconsciousnesshadbeenlifted,givingtoherviewarevelationofunsuspectedfeelingsandrealities。Perhaps,afterall,romancedidnotcomeintoone’slifewithpompandblare,likeagayknightridingdown;perhapsitcrepttoone’ssidelikeanoldfriendthroughquietways;perhapsitrevealeditselfinseemingprose,untilsomesuddenshaftofilluminationflungathwartitspagesbetrayedtherhythmandthemusic,perhaps……
perhaps……loveunfoldednaturallyoutofabeautifulfriendship,asagolden-heartedroseslippingfromitsgreensheath。
Thentheveildroppedagain;buttheAnnewhowalkedupthedarklanewasnotquitethesameAnnewhohaddrivengailydownittheeveningbefore。Thepageofgirlhoodhadbeenturned,asbyanunseenfinger,andthepageofwomanhoodwasbeforeherwithallitscharmandmystery,itspainandgladness。
Gilbertwiselysaidnothingmore;butinhissilencehereadthehistoryofthenextfouryearsinthelightofAnne’srememberedblush。Fouryearsofearnest,happywork……andthentheguerdonofausefulknowledgegainedandasweetheartwon。
Behindtheminthegardenthelittlestonehousebroodedamongtheshadows。Itwaslonelybutnotforsaken。Ithadnotyetdonewithdreamsandlaughterandthejoyoflife;thereweretobefuturesummersforthelittlestonehouse;meanwhile,itcouldwait。Andovertheriverinpurpledurancetheechoesbidedtheirtime。
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