Andrews’excellentadviceandsoughtrefugeatthepostoffice。
"TherecomesJohnHenryCarter,"saidMarilla。
JohnHenrycamewadingthroughthehailstoneswitharatherscaredgrin。
"Oh,ain’tthisawful,MissCuthbert?Mr。Harrisonsentmeovertoseeifyoushadcomeoutallright。"
"We’renoneofuskilled,"saidMarillagrimly,"andnoneofthebuildingswasstruck。Ihopeyougotoffequallywell。"
"Yas’m。Notquitesowell,ma’am。Wewasstruck。ThelightningknockedoverthekitchenchimblyandcomedowntheflueandknockedoverGinger’scageandtoreaholeinthefloorandwentintothesullar。Yas’m。"
"WasGingerhurt?"queriedAnne。
"Yas’m。Hewashurtprettybad。Hewaskilled。"LateronAnnewentovertocomfortMr。Harrison。Shefoundhimsittingbythetable,strokingGinger’sgaydeadbodywithatremblinghand。
"PoorGingerwon’tcallyouanymorenames,Anne,"hesaidmournfully。
AnnecouldneverhaveimaginedherselfcryingonGinger’saccount,butthetearscameintohereyes。
"HewasallthecompanyIhad,Anne……andnowhe’sdead。Well,well,I’manoldfooltocaresomuch。I’llletonIdon’tcare。
Iknowyou’regoingtosaysomethingsympatheticassoonasI
stoptalking……butdon’t。IfyoudidI’dcrylikeababy。
Hasn’tthisbeenaterriblestorm?Iguessfolkswon’tlaughatUncleAbe’spredictionsagain。Seemsasifallthestormsthathe’sbeenprophesyingallhislifethatneverhappenedcameallatonce。Beatsallhowhestrucktheverydaythough,don’tit?
Lookatthemesswehavehere。Imusthustleroundandgetsomeboardstopatchupthatholeinthefloor。"
Avonleafolksdidnothingthenextdaybutvisiteachotherandcomparedamages。Theroadswereimpassableforwheelsbyreasonofthehailstones,sotheywalkedorrodeonhorseback。Themailcamelatewithilltidingsfromallovertheprovince。Houseshadbeenstruck,peoplekilledandinjured;thewholetelephoneandtelegraphsystemhadbeendisorganized,andanynumberofyoungstockexposedinthefieldshadperished。
UncleAbewadedouttotheblacksmith’sforgeearlyinthemorningandspentthewholedaythere。ItwasUncleAbe’shouroftriumphandheenjoyedittothefull。ItwouldbedoingUncleAbeaninjusticetosaythathewasgladthestormhadhappened;butsinceithadtobehewasverygladhehadpredictedit……totheveryday,too。UncleAbeforgotthathehadeverdeniedsettingtheday。
Asforthetriflingdiscrepancyinthehour,thatwasnothing。
GilbertarrivedatGreenGablesintheeveningandfoundMarillaandAnnebusilyengagedinnailingstripsofoilclothoverthebrokenwindows。
"Goodnessonlyknowswhenwe’llgetglassforthem,"saidMarilla。
"Mr。BarrywentovertoCarmodythisafternoonbutnotapanecouldhegetforloveormoney。LawsonandBlairwerecleanedoutbytheCarmodypeoplebyteno’clock。WasthestormbadatWhiteSands,Gilbert?"
"Ishouldsayso。IwascaughtintheschoolwithallthechildrenandIthoughtsomeofthemwouldgomadwithfright。Threeofthemfainted,andtwogirlstookhysterics,andTommyBlewettdidnothingbutshriekatthetopofhisvoicethewholetime。"
"Ionlysquealedonce,"saidDavyproudly。"Mygardenwasallsmashedflat,"hecontinuedmournfully,"butsowasDora’s,"headdedinatonewhichindicatedthattherewasyetbalminGilead。
Annecamerunningdownfromthewestgable。
"Oh,Gilbert,haveyouheardthenews?Mr。LeviBoulter’soldhousewasstruckandburnedtotheground。ItseemstomethatI’mdreadfullywickedtofeelgladoverTHAT,whensomuchdamagehasbeendone。Mr。BoultersayshebelievestheA。V。I。S。magickedupthatstormonpurpose。"
"Well,onethingiscertain,"saidGilbert,laughing,"`Observer’
hasmadeUncleAbe’sreputationasaweatherprophet。`UncleAbe’sstorm’willgodowninlocalhistory。Itisamostextraordinarycoincidencethatitshouldhavecomeontheverydayweselected。
Iactuallyhaveahalfguiltyfeeling,asifIreallyhad`magicked’
itup。Wemayaswellrejoiceovertheoldhousebeingremoved,forthere’snotmuchtorejoiceoverwhereouryoungtreesareconcerned。
Nottenofthemhaveescaped。"
"Ah,well,we’lljusthavetoplantthemoveragainnextspring,"
saidAnnephilosophically。"Thatisonegoodthingaboutthisworld……therearealwayssuretobemoresprings。"
XXV
AnAvonleaScandalOneblitheJunemorning,afortnightafterUncleAbe’sstorm,AnnecameslowlythroughtheGreenGablesyardfromthegarden,carryinginherhandstwoblightedstalksofwhitenarcissus。
"Look,Marilla,"shesaidsorroly,holdinguptheflowersbeforetheeyesofagrimlady,withherhaircoifedinagreenginghamapron,whowasgoingintothehousewithapluckedchicken,"thesearetheonlybudsthestormspared……andeventheyareimperfect。
I’msosorry……IwantedsomeforMatthew’sgrave。HewasalwayssofondofJunelilies。"
"Ikindofmissthemmyself,"admittedMarilla,"thoughitdoesn’tseemrighttolamentoverthemwhensomanyworsethingshavehappened……allthecropsdestroyedaswellasthefruit。"
"Butpeoplehavesowntheiroatsoveragain,"saidAnnecomfortingly,"andMr。Harrisonsayshethinksifwehaveagoodsummertheywillcomeoutallrightthoughlate。Andmyannualsareallcomingupagain……butoh,nothingcanreplacetheJunelilies。PoorlittleHesterGraywillhavenoneeither。Iwentallthewaybacktohergardenlastnightbuttherewasn’tone。I’msureshe’llmissthem。"
"Idon’tthinkit’srightforyoutosaysuchthings,Anne,I
reallydon’t,"saidMarillaseverely。"HesterGrayhasbeendeadforthirtyyearsandherspiritisinheaven……Ihope。"
"Yes,butIbelieveshelovesandremembershergardenherestill,"
saidAnne。"I’msurenomatterhowlongI’dlivedinheavenI’dliketolookdownandseesomebodyputtingflowersonmygrave。IfIhadhadagardenherelikeHesterGray’sitwouldtakememorethanthirtyyears,eveninheaven,toforgetbeinghomesickforitbyspells。"
"Well,don’tletthetwinshearyoutalkinglikethat,"wasMarilla’sfeebleprotest,asshecarriedherchickenintothehouse。
Annepinnedhernarcissionherhairandwenttothelanegate,whereshestoodforawhilesunningherselfintheJunebrightnessbeforegoingintoattendtoherSaturdaymorningduties。Theworldwasgrowinglovelyagain;oldMotherNaturewasdoingherbesttoremovethetracesofthestorm,and,thoughshewasnottosucceedfullyformanyamoon,shewasreallyaccomplishingwonders。
"IwishIcouldjustbeidlealldaytoday,"Annetoldabluebird,whowassingingandswingingonawillowbough,"butaschoolma’am,whoisalsohelpingtobringuptwins,can’tindulgeinlaziness,birdie。Howsweetyouaresinging,littlebird。YouarejustputtingthefeelingsofmyheartintosongeversomuchbetterthanIcouldmyself。Why,whoiscoming?"
Anexpresswagonwasjoltingupthelane,withtwopeopleonthefrontseatandabigtrunkbehind。WhenitdrewnearAnnerecognizedthedriverasthesonofthestationagentatBrightRiver;buthiscompanionwasastranger……ascrapofawomanwhosprangnimblydownatthegatealmostbeforethehorsecametoastandstill。Shewasaveryprettylittleperson,evidentlynearerfiftythanforty,butwithrosycheeks,sparklingblackeyes,andshiningblackhair,surmountedbyawonderfulbefloweredandbeplumedbonnet。Inspiteofhavingdriveneightmilesoveradustyroadshewasasneatasifshehadjuststeppedoutoftheproverbialbandbox。
"IsthiswhereMr。JamesA。Harrisonlives?"sheinquiredbriskly。
"No,Mr。Harrisonlivesoverthere,"saidAnne,quitelostinastonishment。
"Well,IDIDthinkthisplaceseemedtootidy……MUCHtootidyforJamesA。
tobelivinghere,unlesshehasgreatlychangedsinceIknewhim,"chirpedthelittlelady。"IsittruethatJamesA。isgoingtobemarriedtosomewomanlivinginthissettlement?"
"No,ohno,"criedAnne,flushingsoguiltilythatthestrangerlookedcuriouslyather,asifshehalfsuspectedherofmatrimonialdesignsonMr。Harrison。
"ButIsawitinanIslandpaper,"persistedtheFairUnknown。"A
friendsentamarkedcopytome……friendsarealwayssoreadytodosuchthings。JamesA。’snamewaswritteninover`newcitizen。’"
"Oh,thatnotewasonlymeantasajoke,"gaspedAnne。"Mr。HarrisonhasnointentionofmarryingANYBODY。Iassureyouhehasn’t。"
"I’mverygladtohearit,"saidtherosylady,climbingnimblybacktoherseatinthewagon,"becausehehappenstobemarriedalready。
_I_amhiswife。Oh,youmaywelllooksurprised。Isupposehehasbeenmasqueradingasabachelorandbreakingheartsrightandleft。
Well,well,JamesA。,"noddingvigorouslyoverthefieldsatthelongwhitehouse,"yourfunisover。Iamhere……thoughIwouldn’thavebotheredcomingifIhadn’tthoughtyouwereuptosomemischief。
Isuppose,"turningtoAnne,"thatparrotofhisisasprofaneasever?"
"Hisparrot……isdead……ITHINK,"gaspedpoorAnne,whocouldn’thavefeltsureofherownnameatthatprecisemoment。
"Dead!Everythingwillbeallrightthen,"criedtherosyladyjubilantly。"IcanmanageJamesA。ifthatbirdisoutoftheway。"
WithwhichcrypticutteranceshewentjoyfullyonherwayandAnneflewtothekitchendoortomeetMarilla。
"Anne,whowasthatwoman?"
"Marilla,"saidAnnesolemnly,butwithdancingeyes,"doIlookasifIwerecrazy?"
"Notmoresothanusual,"saidMarilla,withnothoughtofbeingsarcastic。
"Wellthen,doyouthinkIamawake?"
"Anne,whatnonsensehasgotintoyou?Whowasthatwoman,Isay?"
"Marilla,ifI’mnotcrazyandnotasleepshecan’tbesuchstuffasdreamsaremadeof……shemustbereal。Anyway,I’msureIcouldn’thaveimaginedsuchabonnet。ShesayssheisMr。Harrison’swife,Marilla。"
Marillastaredinherturn。
"Hiswife!AnneShirley!Thenwhathashebeenpassinghimselfoffasanunmarriedmanfor?"
"Idon’tsupposehedid,really,"saidAnne,tryingtobejust。
"Heneversaidhewasn’tmarried。Peoplesimplytookitforgranted。OhMarilla,whatwillMrs。Lyndesaytothis?"
TheyfoundoutwhatMrs。Lyndehadtosaywhenshecameupthatevening。Mrs。Lyndewasn’tsurprised!Mrs。Lyndehadalwaysexpectedsomethingofthesort!Mrs。LyndehadalwaysknowntherewasSOMETHINGaboutMr。Harrison!
"Tothinkofhisdesertinghiswife!"shesaidindignantly。
"It’slikesomethingyou’dreadofintheStates,butwhowouldexpectsuchathingtohappenrighthereinAvonlea?"
"Butwedon’tknowthathedesertedher,"protestedAnne,determinedtobelieveherfriendinnocenttillhewasprovedguilty。"Wedon’tknowtherightsofitatall。"
"Well,wesoonwill。I’mgoingstraightoverthere,"saidMrs。
Lynde,whohadneverlearnedthattherewassuchawordasdelicacyinthedictionary。"I’mnotsupposedtoknowanythingaboutherarrival,andMr。HarrisonwastobringsomemedicineforThomasfromCarmodytoday,sothatwillbeagoodexcuse。I’llfindoutthewholestoryandcomeinandtellyouonthewayback。"
Mrs。LynderushedinwhereAnnehadfearedtotread。NothingwouldhaveinducedthelattertogoovertotheHarrisonplace;
butshehadhernaturalandpropershareofcuriosityandshefeltsecretlygladthatMrs。Lyndewasgoingtosolvethemystery。
SheandMarillawaitedexpectantlyforthatgoodlady’sreturn,butwaitedinvain。Mrs。LyndedidnotrevisitGreenGablesthatnight。
Davy,arrivinghomeatnineo’clockfromtheBoulterplace,explainedwhy。
"ImetMrs。LyndeandsomestrangewomanintheHollow,"hesaid,"andgracious,howtheyweretalkingbothatonce!Mrs。Lyndesaidtotellyoushewassorryitwastoolatetocalltonight。
Anne,I’mawfulhungry。WehadteaatMilty’satfourandIthinkMrs。Boulterisrealmean。Shedidn’tgiveusanypreservesorcake……andeventhebreadwasskurce。"
"Davy,whenyougovisitingyoumustnevercriticizeanythingyouaregiventoeat,"saidAnnesolemnly。"Itisverybadmanners。"
"Allright……I’llonlythinkit,"saidDavycheerfully。
"Dogiveafellowsomesupper,Anne。"
AnnelookedatMarilla,whofollowedherintothepantryandshutthedoorcautiously。
"Youcangivehimsomejamonhisbread,IknowwhatteaatLeviBoulter’sisapttobe。"
Davytookhissliceofbreadandjamwithasigh。
"It’sakindofdisappointingworldafterall,"heremarked。
"Miltyhasacatthattakesfits……she’stookafitregulareverydayforthreeweeks。Miltysaysit’sawfulfuntowatchher。
Iwentdowntodayonpurposetoseeherhaveonebutthemeanoldthingwouldn’ttakeafitandjustkepthealthyashealthy,thoughMiltyandmehungroundalltheafternoonandwaited。Butnevermind"……Davybrightenedupastheinsidiouscomfortoftheplumjamstoleintohissoul……"maybeI’llseeherinonesometimeyet。
Itdoesn’tseemlikelyshe’dstophavingthemallatoncewhenshe’sbeensointhehabitofit,doesit?Thisjamisawfulnice。"
Davyhadnosorrowsthatplumjamcouldnotcure。
Sundayprovedsorainythattherewasnostirringabroad;butbyMondayeverybodyhadheardsomeversionoftheHarrisonstory。TheschoolbuzzedwithitandDavycamehome,fullofinformation。
"Marilla,Mr。Harrisonhasanewwife……well,notezacklynew,butthey’vestoppedbeingmarriedforquiteaspell,Miltysays。
Ialwayss’posedpeoplehadtokeeponbeingmarriedoncethey’dbegun,butMiltysaysno,there’swaysofstoppingifyoucan’tagree。
Miltysaysonewayisjusttostartoffandleaveyourwife,andthat’swhatMr。Harrisondid。MiltysaysMr。Harrisonlefthiswifebecauseshethrowedthingsathim……HARDthings……andArtySloanesaysitwasbecauseshewouldn’tlethimsmoke,andNedClaysaysitwas’causesheneverletupscoldinghim。Iwouldn’tleaveMY
wifeforanythinglikethat。I’djustputmyfootdownandsay,`Mrs。Davy,you’vejustgottodowhat’llpleaseME’causeI’maMAN。’
THAT’DsettleherprettyquickIguess。ButAnnettaClaysaysSHEleftHIMbecausehewouldn’tscrapehisbootsatthedoorandshedoesn’tblameher。I’mgoingrightovertoMr。Harrison’sthisminutetoseewhatshe’slike。"
Davysoonreturned,somewhatcastdown。
"Mrs。Harrisonwasaway……she’sgonetoCarmodywithMrs。RachelLyndetogetnewpaperfortheparlor。AndMr。HarrisonsaidtotellAnnetogooverandseehim`causehewantstohaveatalkwithher。Andsay,thefloorisscrubbed,andMr。Harrisonisshaved,thoughtherewasn’tanypreachingyesterday。"
TheHarrisonkitchenworeaveryunfamiliarlooktoAnne。Thefloorwasindeedscrubbedtoawonderfulpitchofpurityandsowaseveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom;thestovewaspolisheduntilshecouldseeherfaceinit;thewallswerewhitewashedandthewindowpanessparkledinthesunlight。BythetablesatMr。Harrisoninhisworkingclothes,whichonFridayhadbeennotedforsundryrentsandtattersbutwhichwerenowneatlypatchedandbrushed。
Hewassprucelyshavedandwhatlittlehairhehadwascarefullytrimmed。
"Sitdown,Anne,sitdown,"saidMr。HarrisoninatonebuttwodegreesremovedfromthatwhichAvonleapeopleusedatfunerals。
"Emily’sgoneovertoCarmodywithRachelLynde……she’sstruckupalifelongfriendshipalreadywithRachelLynde。Beatsallhowcontrarywomenare。Well,Anne,myeasytimesareover……allover。
It’sneatnessandtidinessformefortherestofmynaturallife,Isuppose。"
Mr。Harrisondidhisbesttospeakdolefully,butanirrepressibletwinkleinhiseyebetrayedhim。
"Mr。Harrison,youaregladyourwifeiscomeback,"criedAnne,shakingherfingerathim。"Youneedn’tpretendyou’renot,becauseIcanseeitplainly。"
Mr。Harrisonrelaxedintoasheepishsmile。
"Well……well……I’mgettingusedtoit,"heconceded。"Ican’tsayIwassorrytoseeEmily。Amanreallyneedssomeprotectioninacommunitylikethis,wherehecan’tplayagameofcheckerswithaneighborwithoutbeingaccusedofwantingtomarrythatneighbor’ssisterandhavingitputinthepaper。"
"NobodywouldhavesupposedyouwenttoseeIsabellaAndrewsifyouhadn’tpretendedtobeunmarried,"saidAnneseverely。
"Ididn’tpretendIwas。Ifanybody’dhaveaskedmeifIwasmarriedI’dhavesaidIwas。Buttheyjusttookitforgranted。
Iwasn’tanxioustotalkaboutthematter……Iwasfeelingtoosoreoverit。ItwouldhavebeennutsforMrs。RachelLyndeifshehadknownmywifehadleftme,wouldn’titnow?"
"Butsomepeoplesaythatyoulefther。"
"Shestartedit,Anne,shestartedit。I’mgoingtotellyouthewholestory,forIdon’twantyoutothinkworseofmethanI
deserve……norofEmilyneither。Butlet’sgooutontheveranda。
Everythingissofearfulneatinherethatitkindofmakesmehomesick。
IsupposeI’llgetusedtoitafterawhilebutiteasesmeuptolookattheyard。Emilyhasn’thadtimetotidyitupyet。"
AssoonastheywerecomfortablyseatedontheverandaMr。Harrisonbeganhistaleofwoe。
"IlivedinScottsford,NewBrunswick,beforeIcamehere,Anne。
Mysisterkepthouseformeandshesuitedmefine;shewasjustreasonablytidyandsheletmealoneandspoiledme……soEmilysays。
Butthreeyearsagoshedied。BeforeshediedsheworriedalotaboutwhatwastobecomeofmeandfinallyshegotmetopromiseI’dgetmarried。
SheadvisedmetotakeEmilyScottbecauseEmilyhadmoneyofherownandwasapatternhousekeeper。Isaid,saysI,`EmilyScottwouldn’tlookatme。’
`Youaskherandsee,’saysmysister;andjusttoeasehermindIpromisedherIwould……andIdid。AndEmilysaidshe’dhaveme。Neverwassosurprisedinmylife,Anne……asmartprettylittlewomanlikeherandanoldfellowlikeme。ItellyouIthoughtatfirstIwasinluck。
Well,weweremarriedandtookalittleweddingtriptoSt。Johnforafortnightandthenwewenthome。Wegothomeatteno’clockatnight,andIgiveyoumyword,Anne,thatinhalfanhourthatwomanwasatworkhousecleaning。Oh,Iknowyou’rethinkingmyhouseneededit……
you’vegotaveryexpressiveface,Anne;yourthoughtsjustcomeoutonitlikeprint……butitdidn’t,notthatbad。IthadgotprettymixedupwhileIwaskeepingbachelor’shall,Iadmit,butI’dgotawomantocomeinandcleanitupbeforeIwasmarriedandthere’dbeenconsiderablepaintingandfixingdone。ItellyouifyoutookEmilyintoabrandnewwhitemarblepalaceshe’dbeintothescrubbingassoonasshecouldgetanolddresson。Well,shecleanedhousetilloneo’clockthatnightandatfourshewasupandatitagain。Andshekeptonthatway……far’sIcouldseesheneverstopped。Itwasscourandsweepanddusteverlasting,exceptonSundays,andthenshewasjustlongingforMondaytobeginagain。ButitwasherwayofamusingherselfandIcouldhavereconciledmyselftoitifshe’dleftmealone。Butthatshewouldn’tdo。She’dsetouttomakemeoverbutshehadn’tcaughtmeyoungenough。Iwasn’tallowedtocomeintothehouseunlessI
changedmybootsforslippersatthedoor。Idarsn’tsmokeapipeformylifeunlessIwenttothebarn。AndIdidn’tusegoodenoughgrammar。Emily’dbeenaschoolteacherinherearlylifeandshe’dnevergotoverit。Thenshehatedtoseemeeatingwithmyknife。Well,thereitwas,pickandnageverlasting。ButI
s’pose,Anne,tobefair,_I_wascantankeroustoo。Ididn’ttrytoimproveasImighthavedone……Ijustgotcrankyanddisagreeablewhenshefoundfault。Itoldheronedayshehadn’tcomplainedofmygrammarwhenIproposedtoher。Itwasn’tanoverlytactfulthingtosay。Awomanwouldforgiveamanforbeatinghersoonerthanforhintingshewastoomuchpleasedtogethim。Well,webickeredalonglikethatanditwasn’texactlypleasant,butwemighthavegotusedtoeachotherafteraspellifithadn’tbeenforGinger。Gingerwastherockwesplitonatlast。Emilydidn’tlikeparrotsandshecouldn’tstandGinger’sprofanehabitsofspeech。Iwasattachedtothebirdformybrotherthesailor’ssake。Mybrotherthesailorwasapetofminewhenwewerelittletadsandhe’dsentGingertomewhenhewasdying。Ididn’tseeanysenseingettingworkedupoverhisswearing。There’snothingIhateworse’nprofanityinahumanbeing,butinaparrot,that’sjustrepeatingwhatit’sheardwithnomoreunderstandingofitthanI’dhaveofChinese,allowancesmightbemade。ButEmilycouldn’tseeitthatway。Womenain’tlogical。ShetriedtobreakGingerofswearingbutshehadn’tanybettersuccessthanshehadintryingtomakemestopsaying`I
seen’and`themthings。’SeemedasifthemoreshetriedtheworseGingergot,sameasme。
"Well,thingswentonlikethis,bothofusgettingraspier,tilltheCLIMAXcame。Emilyinvitedourministerandhiswifetotea,andanotherministerandHISwifethatwasvisitingthem。I’dpromisedtoputGingerawayinsomesafeplacewherenobodywouldhearhim……Emilywouldn’ttouchhiscagewithaten-footpole……andImeanttodoit,forIdidn’twanttheministerstohearanythingunpleasantinmyhouse。Butitslippedmymind……Emilywasworryingmesomuchaboutcleancollarsandgrammarthatitwasn’tanywonder……andIneverthoughtofthatpoorparrottillwesatdowntotea。Justasministernumberonewasintheverymiddleofsayinggrace,Ginger,whowasontheverandaoutsidethediningroomwindow,liftedupHISvoice。ThegobblerhadcomeintoviewintheyardandthesightofagobbleralwayshadanunwholesomeeffectonGinger。Hesurpassedhimselfthattime。
Youcansmile,Anne,andIdon’tdenyI’vechuckledsomeoveritsincemyself,butatthetimeIfeltalmostasmuchmortifiedasEmily。
IwentoutandcarriedGingertothebarn。Ican’tsayIenjoyedthemeal。IknewbythelookofEmilythattherewastroublebrewingforGingerandJamesA。WhenthefolkswentawayI
startedforthecowpastureandonthewayIdidsomethinking。
IfeltsorryforEmilyandkindoffanciedIhadn’tbeensothoughtfulofherasImight;andbesides,IwonderediftheministerswouldthinkthatGingerhadlearnedhisvocabularyfromme。Thelongandshortofitwas,IdecidedthatGingerwouldhavetobemercifullydisposedofandwhenI’ddruvthecowshomeIwentintotellEmilyso。
ButtherewasnoEmilyandtherewasaletteronthetable……justaccordingtotheruleinstorybooks。EmilywritthatI’dhavetochoosebetweenherandGinger;she’dgonebacktoherownhouseandthereshewouldstaytillIwentandtoldherI’dgotridofthatparrot。
"Iwasallriledup,Anne,andIsaidshemightstaytilldoomsdayifshewaitedforthat;andIstucktoit。Ipackedupherbelongingsandsentthemafterher。Itmadeanawfullotoftalk……ScottsfordwasprettynearasbadasAvonleaforgossip……andeverybodysympathizedwithEmily。ItkeptmeallcrossandcantankerousandIsawI’dhavetogetoutorI’dneverhaveanypeace。
IconcludedI’dcometotheIsland。I’dbeenherewhenIwasaboyandIlikedit;butEmilyhadalwayssaidshewouldn’tliveinaplacewherefolkswerescaredtowalkoutafterdarkforfearthey’dfallofftheedge。So,justtobecontrary,Imovedoverhere。Andthat’sallthereistoit。Ihadn’teverheardawordfromoraboutEmilytillIcomehomefromthebackfieldSaturdayandfoundherscrubbingthefloorbutwiththefirstdecentdinnerI’dhadsincesheleftmeallreadyonthetable。
Shetoldmetoeatitfirstandthenwe’dtalk……bywhichI
concludedthatEmilyhadlearnedsomelessonsaboutgettingalongwithaman。Soshe’shereandshe’sgoingtostay……seeingthatGinger’sdeadandtheIsland’ssomebiggerthanshethought。
There’sMrs。Lyndeandhernow。No,don’tgo,Anne。StayandgetacquaintedwithEmily。ShetookquiteanotiontoyouSaturday……
wantedtoknowwhothathandsomeredhairedgirlwasatthenexthouse。"
Mrs。HarrisonwelcomedAnneradiantlyandinsistedonherstayingtotea。
"JamesA。hasbeentellingmeallaboutyouandhowkindyou’vebeen,makingcakesandthingsforhim,"shesaid。"Iwanttogetacquaintedwithallmynewneighborsjustassoonaspossible。Mrs。Lyndeisalovelywoman,isn’tshe?Sofriendly。"
WhenAnnewenthomeinthesweetJunedusk,Mrs。Harrisonwentwithheracrossthefieldswherethefireflieswerelightingtheirstarrylamps。
"Isuppose,"saidMrs。Harrisonconfidentially,"thatJamesA。hastoldyouourstory?"
"Yes。"
"ThenIneedn’ttellit,forJamesA。isajustmanandhewouldtellthetruth。Theblamewasfarfrombeingallonhisside。
Icanseethatnow。Iwasn’tbackinmyownhouseanhourbeforeI
wishedIhadn’tbeensohastybutIwouldn’tgivein。IseenowthatIexpectedtoomuchofaman。AndIwasrealfoolishtomindhisbadgrammar。Itdoesn’tmatterifamandoesusebadgrammarsolongasheisagoodprovideranddoesn’tgopokingroundthepantrytoseehowmuchsugaryou’veusedinaweek。IfeelthatJamesA。
andIaregoingtoberealhappynow。IwishIknewwho`Observer’
is,sothatIcouldthankhim。Iowehimarealdebtofgratitude。"
AnnekeptherowncounselandMrs。Harrisonneverknewthathergratitudefounditswaytoitsobject。Annefeltratherbewilderedoverthefar-reachingconsequencesofthosefoolish"notes。"Theyhadreconciledamantohiswifeandmadethereputationofaprophet。
Mrs。LyndewasintheGreenGableskitchen。ShehadbeentellingthewholestorytoMarilla。
"Well,andhowdoyoulikeMrs。Harrison?"sheaskedAnne。
"Verymuch。Ithinkshe’sarealnicelittlewoman。"
"That’sexactlywhatsheis,"saidMrs。Rachelwithemphasis,"andasI’vejustbeensayin’toMarilla,IthinkweoughtalltooverlookMr。Harrison’speculiaritiesforhersakeandtrytomakeherfeelathomehere,that’swhat。Well,Imustgetback。
Thomas’llbewearyingforme。IgetoutalittlesinceElizacameandhe’sseemedalotbetterthesepastfewdays,butIneverliketobelongawayfromhim。IhearGilbertBlythehasresignedfromWhiteSands。He’llbeofftocollegeinthefall,Isuppose。"
Mrs。RachellookedsharplyatAnne,butAnnewasbendingoverasleepyDavynoddingonthesofaandnothingwastobereadinherface。
ShecarriedDavyaway,herovalgirlishcheekpressedagainsthiscurlyyellowhead。AstheywentupthestairsDavyflungatiredarmaboutAnne’sneckandgaveherawarmhugandastickykiss。
"You’reawfulnice,Anne。MiltyBoulterwroteonhisslatetodayandshowedittoJennieSloane,"`Rosesredandvi’letsblue,Sugar’ssweet,andsoareyou"
andthat’spressesmyfeelingsforyouezackly,Anne。"
XXVI
AroundtheBendThomasLyndefadedoutoflifeasquietlyandunobtrusivelyashehadlivedit。Hiswifewasatender,patient,unweariednurse。
SometimesRachelhadbeenalittlehardonherThomasinhealth,whenhisslownessormeeknesshadprovokedher;butwhenhebecameillnovoicecouldbelower,nohandmoregentlyskillful,novigilmoreuncomplaining。
"You’vebeenagoodwifetome,Rachel,"heoncesaidsimply,whenshewassittingbyhiminthedusk,holdinghisthin,blanchedoldhandinherwork-hardenedone。"Agoodwife。I’msorryIain’tleavingyoubetteroff;butthechildrenwilllookafteryou。
They’reallsmart,capablechildren,justliketheirmother。
Agoodmother……agoodwoman……"
Hehadfallenasleepthen,andthenextmorning,justasthewhitedawnwascreepingupoverthepointedfirsinthehollow,MarillawentsoftlyintotheeastgableandwakenedAnne。
"Anne,ThomasLyndeisgone……theirhiredboyjustbroughttheword。
I’mgoingrightdowntoRachel。"
OnthedayafterThomasLynde’sfuneralMarillawentaboutGreenGableswithastrangelypreoccupiedair。OccasionallyshelookedatAnne,seemedonthepointofsayingsomething,thenshookherheadandbuttoneduphermouth。AfterteashewentdowntoseeMrs。Rachel;
andwhenshereturnedshewenttotheeastgable,whereAnnewascorrectingschoolexercises。
"HowisMrs。Lyndetonight?"askedthelatter。
"She’sfeelingcalmerandmorecomposed,"answeredMarilla,sittingdownonAnne’sbed……aproceedingwhichbetokenedsomeunusualmentalexcitement,forinMarilla’scodeofhouseholdethicstositonabedafteritwasmadeupwasanunpardonableoffense。
"Butshe’sverylonely。Elizahadtogohometoday……hersonisn’twellandshefeltshecouldn’tstayanylonger。"
"WhenI’vefinishedtheseexercisesI’llrundownandchatawhilewithMrs。Lynde,"saidAnne。"IhadintendedtostudysomeLatincompositiontonightbutitcanwait。"
"IsupposeGilbertBlytheisgoingtocollegeinthefall,"saidMarillajerkily。"Howwouldyouliketogotoo,Anne?"
Annelookedupinastonishment。
"Iwouldlikeit,ofcourse,Marilla。Butitisn’tpossible。"
"Iguessitcanbemadepossible。I’vealwaysfeltthatyoushouldgo。
I’veneverfelteasytothinkyouweregivingitalluponmyaccount。"
"ButMarilla,I’veneverbeensorryforamomentthatIstayedhome。
I’vebeensohappy……Oh,thesepasttwoyearshavejustbeendelightful。"
"Oh,yes,Iknowyou’vebeencontentedenough。Butthatisn’tthequestionexactly。Yououghttogoonwithyoureducation。You’vesavedenoughtoputyouthroughoneyearatRedmondandthemoneythestockbroughtinwilldoforanotheryear……andthere’sscholarshipsandthingsyoumightwin。"
"Yes,butIcan’tgo,Marilla。Youreyesarebetter,ofcourse;
butIcan’tleaveyoualonewiththetwins。Theyneedsomuchlookingafter。"
"Iwon’tbealonewiththem。That’swhatImeanttodiscusswithyou。
IhadalongtalkwithRacheltonight。Anne,she’sfeelingdreadfulbadoveragoodmanythings。She’snotleftverywelloff。Itseemstheymortgagedthefarmeightyearsagotogivetheyoungestboyastartwhenhewentwest;andthey’veneverbeenabletopaymuchmorethantheinterestsince。AndthenofcourseThomas’illnesshascostagooddeal,onewayoranother。ThefarmwillhavetobesoldandRachelthinksthere’llbehardlyanythingleftafterthebillsaresettled。
Shesaysshe’llhavetogoandlivewithElizaandit’sbreakingherhearttothinkofleavingAvonlea。Awomanofheragedoesn’tmakenewfriendsandinterestseasy。And,Anne,asshetalkedaboutitthethoughtcametomethatIwouldaskhertocomeandlivewithme,butIthoughtIoughttotalkitoverwithyoufirstbeforeIsaidanythingtoher。IfIhadRachellivingwithmeyoucouldgotocollege。
Howdoyoufeelaboutit?"
"Ifeel……asif……somebody……hadhandedme……themoon……andI
didn’tknow……exactly……whattodo……withit,"saidAnnedazedly。
"ButasforaskingMrs。Lyndetocomehere,thatisforyoutodecide,Marilla。Doyouthink……areyousure……youwouldlikeit?Mrs。Lyndeisagoodwomanandakindneighbor,but……but……"
"Butshe’sgotherfaults,youmeantosay?Well,shehas,ofcourse;
butIthinkI’dratherputupwithfarworsefaultsthanseeRachelgoawayfromAvonlea。I’dmissherterrible。She’stheonlyclosefriendI’vegothereandI’dbelostwithouther。We’vebeenneighborsforforty-fiveyearsandwe’veneverhadaquarrel……thoughwecamerathernearitthattimeyouflewatMrs。Rachelforcallingyouhomelyandredhaired。Doyouremember,Anne?"
"IshouldthinkIdo,"saidAnneruefully。"Peopledon’tforgetthingslikethat。HowIhatedpoorMrs。Rachelatthatmoment!"
"Andthenthat`apology’youmadeher。Well,youwereahandful,inallconscience,Anne。Ididfeelsopuzzledandbewilderedhowtomanageyou。Matthewunderstoodyoubetter。"
"Matthewunderstoodeverything,"saidAnnesoftly,asshealwaysspokeofhim。
"Well,IthinkitcouldbemanagedsothatRachelandIwouldn’tclashatall。Italwaysseemedtomethatthereasontwowomencan’tgetalonginonehouseisthattheytrytosharethesamekitchenandgetineachother’sway。Now,ifRachelcamehere,shecouldhavethenorthgableforherbedroomandthespareroomforakitchenaswellasnot,forwedon’treallyneedaspareroomatall。Shecouldputherstovethereandwhatfurnitureshewantedtokeep,andberealcomfortableandindependent。She’llhaveenoughtoliveonofcourse……herchildren’llseetothat……soallI’dbegivingherwouldbehouseroom。Yes,Anne,farasI’mconcernedI’dlikeit。"
"Thenaskher,"saidAnnepromptly。"I’dbeverysorrymyselftoseeMrs。Rachelgoaway。"
"Andifshecomes,"continuedMarilla,"Youcangotocollegeaswellasnot。She’llbecompanyformeandshe’lldoforthetwinswhatI
can’tdo,sothere’snoreasonintheworldwhyyoushouldn’tgo。"
Annehadalongmeditationatherwindowthatnight。Joyandregretstruggledtogetherinherheart。Shehadcomeatlast……suddenlyandunexpectedly……tothebendintheroad;andcollegewasaroundit,withahundredrainbowhopesandvisions;butAnnerealizedaswellthatwhensheroundedthatcurveshemustleavemanysweetthingsbehind……
allthelittlesimpledutiesandinterestswhichhadgrownsodeartoherinthelasttwoyearsandwhichshehadglorifiedintobeautyanddelightbytheenthusiasmshehadputintothem。Shemustgiveupherschool……
andshelovedeveryoneofherpupils,eventhestupidandnaughtyones。
ThemerethoughtofPaulIrvingmadeherwonderifRedmondweresuchanametoconjurewithafterall。
"I’veputoutalotoflittlerootsthesetwoyears,"Annetoldthemoon,"andwhenI’mpulledupthey’regoingtohurtagreatdeal。Butit’sbesttogo,Ithink,and,asMarillasays,there’snogoodreasonwhyIshouldn’t。
Imustgetoutallmyambitionsanddustthem。"
Annesentinherresignationthenextday;andMrs。Rachel,afterahearttohearttalkwithMarilla,gratefullyacceptedtheofferofahomeatGreenGables。Sheelectedtoremaininherownhouseforthesummer,however;thefarmwasnottobesolduntilthefallandthereweremanyarrangementstobemade。
"IcertainlyneverthoughtoflivingasfarofftheroadasGreenGables,"
sighedMrs。Racheltoherself。"Butreally,GreenGablesdoesn’tseemasoutoftheworldasitusedtodo……Annehaslotsofcompanyandthetwinsmakeitreallively。Andanyhow,I’dratherliveatthebottomofawellthanleaveAvonlea。"
ThesetwodecisionsbeingnoisedabroadspeedilyoustedthearrivalofMrs。Harrisoninpopulargossip。SageheadswereshakenoverMarillaCuthbert’srashstepinaskingMrs。Racheltolivewithher。
Peopleopinedthattheywouldn’tgetontogether。Theywereboth"toofondoftheirownway,"andmanydolefulpredictionsweremade,noneofwhichdisturbedthepartiesinquestionatall。Theyhadcometoaclearanddistinctunderstandingoftherespectivedutiesandrightsoftheirnewarrangementsandmeanttoabidebythem。
"Iwon’tmeddlewithyounoryouwithme,"Mrs。Rachelhadsaiddecidedly,"andasforthetwins,I’llbegladtodoallIcanforthem;butIwon’tundertaketoanswerDavy’squestions,that’swhat。I’mnotanencyclopedia,neitheramIaPhiladelphialawyer。You’llmissAnneforthat。"
"SometimesAnne’sanswerswereaboutasqueerasDavy’squestions,"
saidMarilladrily。"Thetwinswillmissherandnomistake;butherfuturecan’tbesacrificedtoDavy’sthirstforinformation。
WhenheasksquestionsIcan’tanswerI’lljusttellhimchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。ThatwashowIwasbroughtup,andIdon’tknowbutwhatitwasjustasgoodawayasallthesenew-fanglednotionsfortrainingchildren。"
"Well,Anne’smethodsseemtohaveworkedfairlywellwithDavy,"
saidMrs。Lyndesmilingly。"Heisareformedcharacter,that’swhat。"
"Heisn’tabadlittlesoul,"concededMarilla。"IneverexpectedtogetasfondofthosechildrenasIhave。Davygetsroundyousomehow……andDoraisalovelychild,althoughsheis……kindof……well,kindof……"
"Monotonous?Exactly,"suppliedMrs。Rachel。"Likeabookwhereeverypageisthesame,that’swhat。Dorawillmakeagood,reliablewomanbutshe’llneversetthepondonfire。Well,thatsortoffolksarecomfortabletohaveround,evenifthey’renotasinterestingastheotherkind。"
GilbertBlythewasprobablytheonlypersontowhomthenewsofAnne’sresignationbroughtunmixedpleasure。Herpupilslookeduponitasasheercatastrophe。AnnettaBellhadhystericswhenshewenthome。AnthonyPyefoughttwopitchedandunprovokedbattleswithotherboysbywayofrelievinghisfeelings。BarbaraShawcriedallnight。PaulIrvingdefiantlytoldhisgrandmotherthatsheneedn’texpecthimtoeatanyporridgeforaweek。
"Ican’tdoit,Grandma,"hesaid。"Idon’treallyknowifIcaneatANYTHING。Ifeelasiftherewasadreadfullumpinmythroat。
I’dhavecriedcominghomefromschoolifJakeDonnellhadn’tbeenwatchingme。IbelieveIwillcryafterIgotobed。Itwouldn’tshowonmyeyestomorrow,wouldit?Anditwouldbesucharelief。
Butanyway,Ican’teatporridge。I’mgoingtoneedallmystrengthofmindtobearupagainstthis,Grandma,andIwon’thaveanylefttograpplewithporridge。OhGrandma,Idon’tknowwhatI’lldowhenmybeautifulteachergoesaway。MiltyBoultersayshebetsJaneAndrewswillgettheschool。IsupposeMissAndrewsisverynice。ButIknowshewon’tunderstandthingslikeMissShirley。"
Dianaalsotookaverypessimisticviewofaffairs。
"Itwillbehorriblylonesomeherenextwinter,"shemourned,onetwilightwhenthemoonlightwasraining"airysilver"throughthecherryboughsandfillingtheeastgablewithasoft,dream-likeradianceinwhichthetwogirlssatandtalked,Anneonherlowrockerbythewindow,DianasittingTurkfashiononthebed。"YouandGilbertwillbegone……andtheAllanstoo。TheyaregoingtocallMr。AllantoCharlottetownandofcoursehe’llaccept。It’stoomean。We’llbevacantallwinter,Isuppose,andhavetolistentoalongstringofcandidates……andhalfofthemwon’tbeanygood。"
"Ihopetheywon’tcallMr。BaxterfromEastGraftonhere,anyhow,"
saidAnnedecidedly。"Hewantsthecallbuthedoespreachsuchgloomysermons。Mr。Bellsayshe’saministeroftheoldschool,butMrs。Lyndesaysthere’snothingwhateverthematterwithhimbutindigestion。Hiswifeisn’taverygoodcook,itseems,andMrs。Lyndesaysthatwhenamanhastoeatsourbreadtwoweeksoutofthreehistheologyisboundtogetakinkinitsomewhere。
Mrs。Allanfeelsverybadlyaboutgoingaway。Shesayseverybodyhasbeensokindtohersinceshecamehereasabridethatshefeelsasifshewereleavinglifelongfriends。Andthen,there’sthebaby’sgrave,youknow。Shesaysshedoesn’tseehowshecangoawayandleavethat……itwassuchalittlemiteofathingandonlythreemonthsold,andshesayssheisafraiditwillmissitsmother,althoughsheknowsbetterandwouldn’tsaysotoMr。Allanforanything。Shesaysshehasslippedthroughthebirchgrovebackofthemansenearlyeverynighttothegraveyardandsungalittlelullabytoit。ShetoldmeallaboutitlasteveningwhenIwasupputtingsomeofthoseearlywildrosesonMatthew’sgrave。
IpromisedherthataslongasIwasinAvonleaIwouldputflowersonthebaby’sgraveandwhenIwasawayIfeltsurethat……"
"ThatIwoulddoit,"suppliedDianaheartily。"OfcourseIwill。
AndI’llputthemonMatthew’sgravetoo,foryoursake,Anne。"
"Oh,thankyou。Imeanttoaskyoutoifyouwould。AndonlittleHesterGray’stoo?Pleasedon’tforgethers。Doyouknow,I’vethoughtanddreamedsomuchaboutlittleHesterGraythatshehasbecomestrangelyrealtome。Ithinkofher,backthereinherlittlegardeninthatcool,still,greencorner;andIhaveafancythatifIcouldstealbacktheresomespringevening,justatthemagictime’twixtlightanddark,andtiptoesosoftlyupthebeechhillthatmyfootstepscouldnotfrightenher,Iwouldfindthegardenjustasitusedtobe,allsweetwithJuneliliesandearlyroses,withthetinyhousebeyonditallhungwithvines;andlittleHesterGraywouldbethere,withhersofteyes,andthewindrufflingherdarkhair,wanderingabout,puttingherfingertipsunderthechinsoftheliliesandwhisperingsecretswiththeroses;
andIwouldgoforward,oh,sosoftly,andholdoutmyhandsandsaytoher,`LittleHesterGray,won’tyouletmebeyourplaymate,forIlovetherosestoo?’Andwewouldsitdownontheoldbenchandtalkalittleanddreamalittle,orjustbebeautifullysilenttogether。AndthenthemoonwouldriseandIwouldlookaroundme……andtherewouldbenoHesterGrayandnolittlevine-hunghouse,andnoroses……onlyanoldwastegardenstarredwithJuneliliesamidthegrasses,andthewindsighing,oh,sosorrowfullyinthecherrytrees。AndIwouldnotknowwhetherithadbeenrealorifIhadjustimagineditall。"
Dianacrawledupandgotherbackagainsttheheadboardofthebed。
Whenyourcompanionoftwilighthoursaidsuchspookythingsitwasjustaswellnottobeabletofancytherewasanythingbehindyou。
"I’mafraidtheImprovementSocietywillgodownwhenyouandGilbertarebothgone,"sheremarkeddolefully。
"Notabitoffearofit,"saidAnnebriskly,comingbackfromdreamlandtotheaffairsofpracticallife。"Itistoofirmlyestablishedforthat,especiallysincetheolderpeoplearebecomingsoenthusiasticaboutit。Lookwhattheyaredoingthissummerfortheirlawnsandlanes。Besides,I’llbewatchingforhintsatRedmondandI’llwriteapaperforitnextwinterandsenditover。Don’ttakesuchagloomyviewofthings,Diana。
Anddon’tgrudgememylittlehourofgladnessandjubilationnow。
Lateron,whenIhavetogoaway,I’llfeelanythingbutglad。"
"It’sallrightforyoutobeglad……you’regoingtocollegeandyou’llhaveajollytimeandmakeheapsoflovelynewfriends。"
"IhopeIshallmakenewfriends,"saidAnnethoughtfully。
"Thepossibilitiesofmakingnewfriendshelptomakelifeveryfascinating。ButnomatterhowmanyfriendsImakethey’llneverbeasdeartomeastheoldones……especiallyacertaingirlwithblackeyesanddimples。Canyouguesswhosheis,Diana?"
"Butthere’llbesomanyclevergirlsatRedmond,"sighedDiana,"andI’monlyastupidlittlecountrygirlwhosays`Iseen’
sometimes……thoughIreallyknowbetterwhenIstoptothink。
Well,ofcoursethesepasttwoyearshavereallybeentoopleasanttolast。IknowSOMEBODYwhoisgladyouaregoingtoRedmondanyhow。
Anne,I’mgoingtoaskyouaquestion……aseriousquestion。Don’tbevexedanddoanswerseriously。DoyoucareanythingforGilbert?"
"Eversomuchasafriendandnotabitinthewayyoumean,"saidAnnecalmlyanddecidedly;shealsothoughtshewasspeakingsincerely。
Dianasighed。Shewished,somehow,thatAnnehadanswereddifferently。
"Don’tyoumeanEVERtobemarried,Anne?"
"Perhaps……someday……whenImeettherightone,"saidAnne,smilingdreamilyupatthemoonlight。
"Buthowcanyoubesurewhenyoudomeettherightone?"persistedDiana。
"Oh,Ishouldknowhim……SOMETHINGwouldtellme。Youknowwhatmyidealis,Diana。"
"Butpeople’sidealschangesometimes。"
"Minewon’t。AndICOULDN’Tcareforanymanwhodidn’tfulfillit。"
"Whatifyounevermeethim?"
"ThenIshalldieanoldmaid,"wasthecheerfulresponse。"Idaresayitisn’tthehardestdeathbyanymeans。"
"Oh,Isupposethedyingwouldbeeasyenough;it’sthelivinganoldmaidIshouldn’tlike,"saidDiana,withnointentionofbeinghumorous。"AlthoughIwouldn’tmindbeinganoldmaidVERYmuchifIcouldbeonelikeMissLavendar。ButInevercouldbe。WhenI’mforty-fiveI’llbehorriblyfat。Andwhiletheremightbesomeromanceaboutathinoldmaidtherecouldn’tpossiblybeanyaboutafatone。Oh,mindyou,NelsonAtkinsproposedtoRubyGillisthreeweeksago。Rubytoldmeallaboutit。Shesayssheneverhadanyintentionoftakinghim,becauseanyonewhomarriedhimwillhavetogoinwiththeoldfolks;butRubysaysthathemadesuchaperfectlybeautifulandromanticproposalthatitsimplysweptheroffherfeet。Butshedidn’twanttodoanythingrashsosheaskedforaweektoconsider;andtwodayslatershewasatameetingoftheSewingCircleathismother’sandtherewasabookcalled`TheCompleteGuidetoEtiquette,’lyingontheparlortable。Rubysaidshesimplycouldn’tdescribeherfeelingswheninasectionofitheaded,`TheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriage,’
shefoundtheveryproposalNelsonhadmade,wordforword。Shewenthomeandwrotehimaperfectlyscathingrefusal;andshesayshisfatherandmotherhavetakenturnswatchinghimeversinceforfearhe’lldrownhimselfintheriver;butRubysaystheyneedn’tbeafraid;forintheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriageittoldhowarejectedlovershouldbehaveandthere’snothingaboutdrowninginTHAT。AndshesaysWilburBlairisliterallypiningawayforherbutshe’sperfectlyhelplessinthematter。"
Annemadeanimpatientmovement。
"Ihatetosayit……itseemssodisloyal……but,well,Idon’tlikeRubyGillisnow。IlikedherwhenwewenttoschoolandQueen’stogether……thoughnotsowellasyouandJaneofcourse。
ButthislastyearatCarmodysheseemssodifferent……so……so……"
"Iknow,"noddedDiana。"It’stheGilliscomingoutinher……
shecan’thelpit。Mrs。LyndesaysthatifeveraGillisgirlthoughtaboutanythingbuttheboysshenevershoweditinherwalkandconversation。Shetalksaboutnothingbutboysandwhatcomplimentstheypayher,andhowcrazytheyallareaboutheratCarmody。Andthestrangethingis,theyARE,too……"Dianaadmittedthissomewhatresentfully。"LastnightwhenIsawherinMr。Blair’sstoreshewhisperedtomethatshe’djustmadeanew`mash。’
Iwouldn’taskherwhoitwas,becauseIknewshewasdyingtoBEasked。
Well,it’swhatRubyalwayswanted,Isuppose。Yourememberevenwhenshewaslittleshealwayssaidshemeanttohavedozensofbeauswhenshegrewupandhavetheverygayesttimeshecouldbeforeshesettleddown。
She’ssodifferentfromJane,isn’tshe?Janeissuchanice,sensible,lady-likegirl。"
"DearoldJaneisajewel,"agreedAnne,"but,"sheadded,leaningforwardtobestowatenderpatontheplump,dimpledlittlehandhangingoverherpillow,"there’snobodylikemyownDianaafterall。
Doyourememberthateveningwefirstmet,Diana,and`swore’
eternalfriendshipinyourgarden?We’vekeptthat`oath,’I
think……we’veneverhadaquarrelnorevenacoolness。Ishallneverforgetthethrillthatwentovermethedayyoutoldmeyoulovedme。Ihadhadsuchalonely,starvedheartallthroughmychildhood。I’mjustbeginningtorealizehowstarvedandlonelyitreallywas。Nobodycaredanythingformeorwantedtobebotheredwithme。Ishouldhavebeenmiserableifithadn’tbeenforthatstrangelittledream-lifeofmine,whereinIimaginedallthefriendsandloveIcraved。ButwhenIcametoGreenGableseverythingwaschanged。AndthenImetyou。Youdon’tknowwhatyourfriendshipmeanttome。Iwanttothankyouhereandnow,dear,forthewarmandtrueaffectionyou’vealwaysgivenme。"
"Andalways,alwayswill,"sobbedDiana。"IshallNEVERloveanybody……anyGIRL……halfaswellasIloveyou。AndifIeverdomarryandhavealittlegirlofmyownI’mgoingtonameherANNE。"
XXVII
AnAfternoonattheStoneHouse"Whereareyougoing,alldressedup,Anne?"Davywantedtoknow。
"Youlookbullyinthatdress。"
Annehadcomedowntodinnerinanewdressofpalegreenmuslin……thefirstcolorshehadwornsinceMatthew’sdeath。Itbecameherperfectly,bringingoutallthedelicate,flower-liketintsofherfaceandtheglossandburnishofherhair。
"Davy,howmanytimeshaveItoldyouthatyoumustn’tusethatword,"
sherebuked。"I’mgoingtoEchoLodge。"
"Takemewithyou,"entreatedDavy。
"IwouldifIweredriving。ButI’mgoingtowalkandit’stoofarforyoureight-year-oldlegs。Besides,PaulisgoingwithmeandI
fearyoudon’tenjoyyourselfinhiscompany。"
"Oh,IlikePaullotsbetter’nIdid,"saidDavy,beginningtomakefearfulinroadsintohispudding。"SinceI’vegotprettygoodmyselfIdon’tmindhisbeinggoodersomuch。IfIcankeeponI’llcatchupwithhimsomeday,bothinlegsandgoodness。
’Sides,Paul’srealnicetoussecondprimerboysinschool。
Hewon’tlettheotherbigboysmeddlewithusandheshowsuslotsofgames。"
"HowcamePaultofallintothebrookatnoonhouryesterday?"
askedAnne。"Imethimontheplayground,suchadrippingfigurethatIsenthimpromptlyhomeforclotheswithoutwaitingtofindoutwhathadhappened。"
"Well,itwaspartlyazacksident,"explainedDavy。"Hestuckhisheadinonpurposebuttherestofhimfellinzacksidentally。
WewasalldownatthebrookandPrillieRogersongotmadatPaulaboutsomething……she’sawfulmeanandhorridanyway,ifsheIS
pretty……andsaidthathisgrandmotherputhishairupincurlragseverynight。Paulwouldn’thavemindedwhatshesaid,Iguess,butGracieAndrewslaughed,andPaulgotawfulred,’causeGracie’shisgirl,youknow。He’sCLEANGONEonher……bringsherflowersandcarriesherbooksasfarastheshoreroad。Hegotasredasabeetandsaidhisgrandmotherdidn’tdoanysuchthingandhishairwasborncurly。Andthenhelaiddownonthebankandstuckhisheadrightintothespringtoshowthem。Oh,itwasn’tthespringwedrinkoutof……"seeingahorrifiedlookonMarilla’sface……"itwasthelittleonelowerdown。Butthebank’sawfulslippyandPaulwentrightin。Itellyouhemadeabullysplash。
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