首页 >出版文学> Anna Karenina (安娜·卡列尼娜)>第3章
  Asheapproachedher,hisbeautifuleyesshonewithanespeciallytenderlight,andwithafaint,happyandmodestlytriumphantsmilesoitseemedtoLevin,bowingcarefullyandrespectfullyoverher,heheldouthissmallbroadhandtoher。
  Greetingandsayingafewwordstoeveryone,hesatdownwithoutonceglancingatLevin,whohadnevertakenhiseyesoffhim。
  `Letmeintroduceyou,’saidthePrincess,indicatingLevin。`ConstantinDmitrievichLevin,CountAlexeiKirillovichVronsky。’
  Vronskygotupand,lookingcordiallyatLevin,shookhandswithhim。
  `IbelieveIwastohavedinedwithyouthiswinter,’hesaid,smilinghissimpleandopensmile;`butyouhadunexpectedlyleftforthecountry。’
  `ConstantinDmitrievichdespisesandhatesthetown,andustownspeople,’saidCountessNordstone。
  `Mywordsmustmakeadeepimpressiononyou,sinceyourememberthemsowell,’saidLevin,and,suddenlybecomingconsciousthathehadsaidjustthesamethingbefore,hereddened。
  VronskylookedatLevinandCountessNordstone,andsmiled。
  `Areyoualwaysinthecountry?’heinquired。`Ishouldthinkitmustbedullinthewinter。’
  `It’snotdullifonehasworktodo;besides,one’snotdullbyoneself,’Levinrepliedabruptly。
  `Iamfondofthecountry,’saidVronsky,noticing,yetaffectingnottonotice,Levin’stone。
  `ButIhope,Count,youwouldnotconsenttoliveinthecountryalways,’saidCountessNordstone。
  `Idon’tknow;Ihavenevertriedforlong。Iexperiencedaqueerfeelingonce,’hewenton。`Ineverlongedsoforthecountry-Russiancountry,withbastshoesandpeasants-aswhenIwasspendingawinterwithmymotherinNice。Niceitselfisdullenough,youknow。And,indeed,NaplesandSorrentoareonlypleasantforashorttime。Andit’sjusttherethatRussiacomesbacktoone’smindmostvividly,andespeciallythecountry。It’sasthough……’
  Hetalkedon,addressingbothKittyandLevin,turninghisserene,friendlyeyesfromonetotheother,andsayingobviouslyjustwhatcameintohishead。
  NoticingthatCountessNordstonewantedtosaysomething,hestoppedshortwithoutfinishingwhathehadbegun,andlistenedattentivelytoher。
  Theconversationdidnotflagforaninstant,sothattheoldPrincess,whoalwayskeptinreserve,incaseasubjectshouldbelacking,twoheavyguns-theclassicalandprofessionaleducation,anduniversalmilitaryservice-hadnottomoveouteitherofthem,whileCountessNordstonehadnochanceofchaffingLevin。
  Levinwantedto,andcouldnot,takepartinthegeneralconversation;sayingtohimselfeveryinstant,`Nowgo,’hestilldidnotgo,asthoughwaitingforsomething。
  Theconversationfellupontableturningandspirits,andCountessNordstone,whobelievedinspiritualism,begantodescribethemiraclesshehadseen。
  `Ah,Countess,youreallymusttakeme;forpity’ssakedotakemetoseethem!Ihaveneverseenanythingextraordinary,thoughIamalwaysonthelookoutforiteverywhere,’saidVronsky,smiling。
  `Verywell-nextSaturday,’answeredCountessNordstone。`Butyou,ConstantinDmitrievich-areyouabeliever?’sheaskedLevin。
  `Whydoyouaskme?YouknowwhatIshallsay。’
  `ButIwanttohearyouropinion。’
  `Myopinion,’answeredLevin,`ismerelythatthistableturningprovesthateducatedsociety-socalled-isnohigherthanthepeasants。Theybelieveintheevileye,andinwitchcraftandconjurations,whilewe……’
  `Oh,thenyouaren’tabeliever?’
  `Ican’tbelieve,Countess。’
  `ButifI’veseenformyself?’
  `Thepeasantwomen,too,tellustheyhaveseenhobgoblins。’
  `ThenyouthinkItellalie?’
  Andshelaughedamirthlesslaugh。
  `Oh,no,Masha,ConstantinDmitrievichmerelysaidhecouldnotbelieve,’saidKitty,blushingforLevin,andLevinsawthis,and,stillmoreexasperated,wouldhaveanswered;butVronskywithhisbrightfranksmilerushedtothesupportoftheconversation,whichwasthreateningtobecomedisagreeable。
  `Youdonotadmitthepossibilityatall?’hequeried。`Butwhynot?Weadmittheexistenceofelectricity,ofwhichweknownothing。Whyshouldtherenotbesomenewforce,stillunknowntous,which……’
  `Whenelectricitywasdiscovered,’Levininterruptedhurriedly,`itwasonlythephenomenonthatwasdiscovered,anditwasunknownfromwhatitproceededandwhatwereitseffects,andagespassedbeforeitsapplicationswereconceived。Butthespiritualists,onthecontrary,havebegunwithtableswritingforthem,andspiritsappearingtothem,andhaveonlylaterstartedsayingthatitisanunknownforce。’
  VronskylistenedattentivelytoLevin,ashealwaysdidlisten,obviouslyinterestedinhiswords。
  `Yes,butthespiritualistssaywedon’tknowatpresentwhatthisforceis,butthereisaforce,andthesearetheconditionsinwhichitacts。Letthescientificmenfindoutwhattheforceconsistsof。No,Idon’tseewhythereshouldnotbeanewforce,ifit……’
  `Why,becausewithelectricity,’Levininterruptedagain,`everytimeyourubtaragainstwool,acertainphenomenonismanifested;butinthiscaseitdoesnothappeneverytime,andsoitfollowsitisnotanaturalphenomenon。’
  Feelingprobablythattheconversationwastakingatonetooseriousforadrawingroom,Vronskymadenorejoinder,butbywayoftryingtochangetheconversation,hesmiledbrightly,andturnedtotheladies。
  `Doletustryatonce,Countess,’hesaid;butLevinwouldfinishsayingwhathethought。
  `Ithink,’hewenton,`thatthisattemptofthespiritualiststoexplaintheirmiraclesassomesortofnewnaturalforceismostfutile。Theyboldlytalkofspiritualforce,andthentrytosubjectittomaterialexperiment。’
  Everyonewaswaitingforhimtofinish,andhefeltthis。
  `Why,Ithinkyouwouldbeafirst-ratemedium,’saidCountessNordstone,`there’ssomethingenthusiasticaboutyou。’
  Levinopenedhismouth,wasabouttosaysomething,reddened,andsaidnothing。
  `Doletustrytableturningatonce,please,’saidVronsky。`Princess,willyouallowit?
  AndVronskystoodup,lookingaboutforalittletable。
  Kittygotuptofetchatable,and,asshepassed,hereyesmetLevin’s。Shefeltforhimwithherwholeheart,themorebecauseshewaspityinghimforasufferingofwhichshewasherselfthecause。`Ifyoucanforgiveme,forgiveme,’saidhereyes,`Iamsohappy。’
  `Ihatethemall,andyou,andmyself,’hiseyesresponded,andhetookuphishat。Buthewasnotdestinedtoescape。justastheywerearrangingthemselvesroundthetable,andLevinwasonthepointofretiring,theoldPrincecamein,and,aftergreetingtheladies,addressedLevin。
  `Ah!’hebeganjoyously。`Beenherelong,myboy?Ididn’tevenknowyouwereintown。Verygladtoseeyou。’TheoldPrinceembracedLevin,and,talkingtohim,didnotobserveVronsky,whohadrisen,andwascalmlywaitingtillthePrinceshouldturntohim。
  Kittyfelthowgrievousherfather’scordialitywastoLevinafterwhathadhappened。Shesaw,too,howcoldlyherfatherrespondedatlasttoVronsky’sbow,andhowVronskylookedwithamiableperplexityatherfather,tryingandfailingtounderstandhowandwhyanyonecouldbehostilelydisposedtowardhim,andsheflushed。
  `Prince,letushaveConstantinDmitrievich,’saidCountessNordstone,`wewanttotryanexperiment。’
  `Whatexperiment?Tableturning?Well,youmustexcuseme,ladiesandgentlemen,buttomyminditisbetterfuntoplaytheringgame,’saidtheoldPrince,lookingatVronsky,andguessingthatithadbeenhissuggestion。`There’ssomesenseinthat,anyway。’
  VronskylookedwonderinglyatthePrincewithhisfirmeyes,and,withafaintsmile,beganimmediatelytalkingtoCountessNordstoneofthegreatballthatwastocomeoffnextweek。
  `Ihopeyouwillbethere?’hesaidtoKitty。AssoonastheoldPrinceturnedawayfromhim,Levinslippedoutunnoticed,andthelastimpressionhecarriedawaywithhimofthateveningwasthesmiling,happyfaceofKittyansweringVronsky’sinquiryabouttheball。
  AttheendoftheeveningKittytoldhermotherofherconversationwithLevin,andinspiteofallthepityshefeltforLevin,shewasgladatthethoughtthatshehadreceivedaproposal。Shehadnodoubtthatshehadactedrightly。Butaftershehadgonetobed,shecouldnotsleepforalongwhile。Oneimpressionpursuedherrelentlessly。ItwasLevin’sface,withhisscowlingbrows,andhiskindeyeslookingoutindarkdejectionbelowthem,ashestoodlisteningtoherfather,andglancingatherandatVronsky。Andshefeltsosorryforhimthattearscameintohereyes。Butimmediatelyshethoughtofthemanforwhomshehadgivenhimup。Shevividlyrecalledhismanly,firmface,hisnoblecalmness,andthegoodnaturesoconspicuoustowardeveryone。Sherememberedtheloveforherofthemansheloved,andoncemoreallwasgladnessinhersoul,andshelayonthepillowsmilingwithhappiness。`I’msorry,I’msorry;butwhatcouldIdo?It’snotmyfault,’shesaidtoherself;butaninnervoicetoldherotherwise。WhethershefeltremorseathavingcaptivatedLevin,orathavingrefusedhim,shedidnotknow。Butherhappinesswaspoisonedbydoubts。`Lord,havepityonus;Lord,havepity,Lord,havepity!’shesaidovertoherselftillshefellasleep。
  Meanwhiletheretookplacebelow,inthePrince’slittlestudy,oneofthescenessooftenrepeatedbetweentheparentsonaccountoftheirfavoritedaughter。
  `What?I’lltellyouwhat!’shoutedthePrince,brandishinghisarms,andatoncewrappinghissquirrel-lineddressinggownroundhimagain。`Thatyou’venopride,nodignity;thatyou’redisgracing,ruiningyourdaughterbythisvulgar,stupidmatchmaking!’
  `But,really,formercy’ssake,Prince,whathaveIdone?’saidthePrincess,almostcrying。
  She,pleasedandhappyafterherconversationwithherdaughter,hadgonetothePrincetosaygoodnightasusual,andthoughshehadnointentionoftellinghimofLevin’sproposalandKitty’srefusal,stillshehintedtoherhusbandthatshefanciedthingswerepracticallysettledwithVronsky,andwouldbedefinitelysoassoonashismotherarrived。Andthereupon,atthosewords,thePrincehadallatonceflownintoapassion,andbeguntouseunseemlylanguage。
  `Whathaveyoudone?I’lltellyouwhat。Firstofall,you’retryingtoallureaneligiblegentleman,andallMoscowwillbetalkingofit,andwithgoodreason。Ifyouhaveeveningparties,inviteeveryone,don’tpickoutthepossiblesuitors。Inviteallthesewhelps[sothePrincestyledtheyouthsofMoscow];engageapianoplayer,andletthemdance-andnotasyoudidtonight:onlythewooers,anddoingyourmatching。Itmakesmesick-sicktoseeit-andyou’vegoneontillyou’veturnedthepoorlas’sshead。Levin’sathousandtimesthebetterman。AsforthisPeterburgswell-they’returnedoutbymachinery,allononepattern,andallpreciousrubbish。Butifhewereaprinceoftheblood,mydaughterneednotrunafteranyone。’
  `ButwhathaveIdone?’
  `Why,you’ve……’ThePrincewasyellingwrathfully。
  `Iknowifoneweretolistentoyou,’interruptedthePrincess,`weshouldnevermarryoffourdaughter。Ifit’stobeso,we’dbettergointothecountry。’
  `Well,wehadbetter。’
  `Butdowaitaminute。DoIwheedlethem?Idon’twheedlethemintheleast。Ayoungman,andaveryniceone,hasfalleninlovewithher,andshe,Ifancy……’
  `Oh,yes,youfancy!Andhowifshereallyisinlove,andhe’snomorethinkingofmarriagethanIam!……Oh,thatIshouldlivetoseeit!……`Ah-spiritualism!Ah-Nice!Ah-theball!’’’AndthePrince,imaginingthathewasmimickinghiswife,madeamincingcurtsyateachword。`AndthisishowwepreparewretchednessforKatenka;andshe’sreallygotthenotionintoherhead……’
  `Butwhatmakesyousupposeso?’
  `Idon’tsuppose;Iknow。Forsuchthingswehaveeyes;womenfolkhaven’t。Iseeamanwhohasseriousintentions,that’sLevin:andIseeaquail,likethiscackler,who’sonlyamusinghimself。’
  `Oh,well,whenonceyougetanideaintoyourhead!……’
  `Well,you’llremembermywords,buttoolate,justaswithDashenka。’
  `Well,well,wewon’ttalkofit,’thePrincessstoppedhim,recollectingherunluckyDolly。
  `Byallmeans,andgoodnight!’
  Andsigningeachotherwiththecross,thehusbandandwifepartedwithakiss,feelingthateachremainedofhisorherownopinion。
  ThePrincesshadatfirstbeenquitecertainthatthateveninghadsettledKitty’sfortune,andthattherecouldbenodoubtofVronsky’sintentions,butherhusband’swordshaddisturbedher。Andreturningtoherownroom,interrorbeforetheunknownfuture,she,too,likeKitty,repeatedseveraltimesinherheart,`Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity!’
  Vronskyhadneverhadarealhomelife。Hismotherhadbeeninheryouthabrilliantsocietywoman,whohadhadduringhermarriedlife,andstillmoreafterward,manyloveaffairsnotoriousinthewholefashionableworld。Hisfatherhescarcelyremembered,andhehadbeeneducatedintheCorpsofPages。
  Leavingtheschoolveryyoungasabrilliantofficer,hehadatoncegotintothecircleofwealthyPeterburgarmymen。AlthoughhedidgomoreorlessintoPeterburgsociety,hisloveaffairshadalwayshithertobeenoutsideit。
  InMoscowhehadforthefirsttimefelt,afterhisluxuriousandcoarselifeatPeterburg,allthecharmofintimacywithasweetandinnocentgirlofhisownrank,whocaredforhim。ItneverevenenteredhisheadthattherecouldbeanyharminhisrelationswithKitty。Atballshedancedprincipallywithher。Hewasaconstantvisitoratherhouse。Hetalkedtoheraspeoplecommonlydotalkinsociety-allsortsofnonsense,butnonsensetowhichhecouldnothelpattachingaspecialmeaninginhercase。Althoughhesaidnothingtoherthathecouldnothavesaidbeforeeverybody,hefeltthatshewasbecomingmoreandmoredependentuponhim,andthemorehefeltthis,thebetterhelikedit,andthetendererwashisfeelingforher。HedidnotknowthatthismodeofbehaviorinrelationtoKittyhadadefinitecharacter,thatitiscourtingyounggirlswithnointentionofmarriage,andthatsuchcourtingisoneoftheevilactionscommonamongbrilliantyoungmensuchashewas。Itseemedtohimthathewasthefirstwhohaddiscoveredthispleasure,andhewasenjoyinghisdiscovery。
  Ifhecouldhaveheardwhatherparentsweresayingthatevening,ifhecouldhaveputhimselfatthepointofviewofthefamily,andhaveheardthatKittywouldbeunhappyifhedidnotmarryher,hewouldhavebeengreatlyastonished,andwouldnothavebelievedit。Hecouldnotbelievethatwhatgavesuchgreatanddelicatepleasuretohim,andabovealltoher,couldbewrong。Stilllesscouldhehavebelievedthatheoughttomarry。
  Marriagehadneverpresenteditselftohimasapossibility。Henotonlydislikedfamilylife,butafamily,andespeciallyahusband,inaccordancewiththeviewsgeneralinthebachelorworldinwhichhelived,wereconceivedassomethingalien,repellent,and,aboveall,ridiculous。ButthoughVronskyhadnottheleastsuspicionofwhattheparentsweresaying,hefeltoncomingawayfromtheShcherbatsky’sthatthesecretspiritualbondwhichexistedbetweenhimandKittyhadgrownsomuchstrongerthateveningthatsomestepmustbetaken。Butwhatstepcouldandshouldbetakenhecouldnotimagine。
  `Whatissoexquisite,’hethought,ashereturnedfromtheShcherbatsky’s,carryingawaywithhim,ashealwaysdid,adeliciousfeelingofpurityandfreshness,arisingpartlyfromthefactthathehadnotbeensmokingforawholeevening,andwithitanewfeelingoftendernessatherloveforhim-`whatissoexquisiteisthatnotawordhasbeensaidbymeorbyher,yetweunderstandeachothersowellinthisunseenlanguageoflooksandtones,thatthiseveningmoreclearlythanevershetoldmeshelovesme。Andhowsweetly,simply,andmostofall,howtrustfully!Ifeelmyselfbetter,purer。IfeelthatIhaveaheart,andthatthereisagreatdealofgoodinmeThosesweet,lovingeyes!Whenshesaid:``IndeedIdo……’’’
  `Well,whatthen?Oh,nothing。It’sgoodforme,andgoodforher。’Andhebeganwonderingwheretofinishtheevening。
  Hepassedinreviewtheplaceshemightgoto。`Club?agameofbezique;champagnewithIgnatov?No,I’mnotgoing。ChateaudesFleurs;thereIshallfindOblonsky,songs,thecancan。No,I’msickofit。That’swhyIliketheShcherbatsky’s,becauseI’mgrowingbetter。I’llgohome。’HewentstraighttohisroomatDussot’sHotel,orderedsupper,andthenundressed,andassoonashisheadtouchedthepillow,fellintoasoundsleep。
  Nextday,ateleveno’clockinthemorning,VronskydrovetothestationofthePeterburgrailwaytomeethismother,andthefirstpersonhecameacrossonthegreatflightofstepswasOblonsky,whowasexpectinghissisterbythesametrain。
  `Ah!YourExcellency!’criedOblonsky,`Whomareyoumeeting?’
  `Mymother,’Vronskyresponded,smiling,aseveryonedidwhometOblonsky。Heshookhandswithhim,andtogethertheyascendedthesteps。`SheistobeherefromPeterburgtoday。’
  `Iwaslookingoutforyoutilltwoo’clocklastnight。WheredidyougofromtheShcherbatsky’s?’
  `Home,’answeredVronsky。`ImustownIfeltsowellcontentyesterdayaftertheShcherbatsky’sthatIdidn’tcaretogoanywhere。’
  ```Icantellthegallantsteed’sbysome……Idon’tknowwhat……``pace’s;Icantellyouths``bytheirfaces,’’’declaimedStepanArkadyevich,justashehaddonebeforetoLevin。
  Vronskysmiledwithalookthatseemedtosaythathedidnotdenyit,buthepromptlychangedthesubject。
  `Andwhomareyoumeeting?’heasked。
  `I?I’vecometomeetaprettywoman,’saidOblonsky。
  `Sothat’sit!’
  `Honisoitquimalypense!MysisterAnna。’
  `Ah!that’sMadameKarenina,’saidVronsky。
  `Youknowher,nodoubt?’
  `IthinkIdo。Orperhapsnot……Ireallyamnotsure,’Vronskyansweredheedlessly,withavaguerecollectionofsomethingstiffandtediousevokedbythenameKarenina。
  `ButAlexeiAlexandrovich,mycelebratedbrother-in-law,yousurelymustknow。Alltheworldknowshim。’
  `Iknowhimbyreputationandbysight。Iknowthathe’sclever,learned,religioussomewhat……Butyouknowthat’snot……notinmyline,’saidVronskyinEnglish。
  `Yes,he’saveryremarkableman;ratheraconservative,butaveryniceman,’observedStepanArkadyevich,`averyniceman。’
  `Oh,well,somuchthebetterforhim,’saidVronskysmiling。`Oh,you’vecome,’hesaid,addressingatalloldfootmanofhismother’sstandingatthedoor;`comehere。’
  BesidesthecharmOblonskyhadingeneralforeveryone,VronskyhadfeltoflatespeciallydrawntohimbythefactthatinhisimaginationhewasassociatedwithKitty。
  `Well,whatdoyousay?ShallwegiveasupperonSundayforthediva?’hesaidtohimwithasmile,takinghisarm。
  `Ofcourse。I’mcollectingsubscriptions。Oh,didyoumaketheacquaintanceofmyfriendLevin?’askedStepanArkadyevich。
  `Yes;butheleftratherearly。’
  `He’sacapitalfellow,’pursuedOblonsky。`Isn’the?’
  `Idon’tknowwhyitis,’respondedVronsky,`inallMoscowpeople-presentcompanyofcourseexcepted,’heputinjestingly,`there’ssomethinguncompromising。Theyareallonthedefensive,losetheirtempers,asthoughtheyallwanttomakeonefeelsomething……’
  `Yes,that’strue,it’sso,’saidStepanArkadyevich,laughingcheerfully。
  `Willthetrainbeinsoon?’Vronskyaskedarailwayofficial。
  `Thetrain’ssignaled,’answeredtheman。
  Theapproachofthetrainwasmoreandmoreevidentbythepreparatorybustleinthestation,therushofporters,themovementofgendarmesandattendants,andcrowdingpeoplemeetingthetrain。Throughthefrostyvaporcouldbeseenworkmeninshortsheepskinsandsoftfeltbootscrossingtherailsofthecurvingline。Thehissoftheboilercouldbeheardonthedistantrails,andtherumbleofsomethingheavy。
  `No,’saidStepanArkadyevich,whofeltagreatinclinationtotellVronskyofLevin’sintentionsinregardtoKitty。`No,youhaven’tgotatrueimpressionofLevin。He’saverynervousman,andissometimesoutofhumor,it’strue,butthenheisoftenverycharming。Hehassuchatrue,honestnature,andaheartofgold。Butyesterdaytherewerespecialreasons,’pursuedStepanArkadyevich,withameaningsmile,totallyobliviousofthegenuinesympathyhehadfeltthedaybeforeforhisfriend,andfeelingthesamesympathynow,onlyforVronsky。`Yes,therewerereasonswhyhecouldnothelpbeingeitherparticularlyhappyorparticularlyunhappy。’
  Vronskystoodstillandaskeddirectly:`Howso?Doyoumeanheproposedtoyourbelle-soeuryesterday?’
  `Maybe,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Ifanciedsomethingofthesortyesterday。Yes,ifhewentawayearly,andwasoutofhumortoo,suchmustbethecase……He’sbeensolonginlove,andI’mverysorryforhim。’
  `Sothat’sit!……Ishouldimagine,though,shemightreckononabettermatch,’saidVronsky,settinghischeststraightandwalkingaboutagain,`thoughIdon’tknowhim,ofcourse,’headded。`Yes,thatisahatefulposition!That’swhymostfellowsprefertohavetodowiththeClaras。Ifyoudon’tsucceedwiththemitonlyprovesthatyou’venotenoughcash,butinthiscaseone’sdignityisinthebalance。Buthere’sthetrain。’
  Theenginehadalreadywhistledinthedistance。Afewinstantslatertheplatformbegantoshake,and,withpuffsofsteamhanginglowintheairfromthefrost,theenginerolledup,withtherodofthemiddlewheelrhythmicallymovingupanddown,andthebowed,muffledfigureoftheenginedrivercoveredwithhoarfrost。Behindthetender,settingtheplatformmoreandmoreslowlyandmorepowerfullyshaking,cametheluggagevanwithadogwhininginit。Atlastthepassengercarriagesrolledin,quiveringbeforecomingtoastandstill。
  Asmartguardjumpedout,givingawhistle,andafterhimonebyonetheimpatientpassengersbegantogetdown:anofficeroftheguards,holdinghimselferect,andlookingseverelyabouthim;animbleyoungmerchantwithabag,smilinggaily;apeasantwithasackoverhisshoulder。
  Vronsky,standingbesideOblonsky,watchedthecarriagesandthepassengers,totallyobliviousofhismother。WhathehadjustheardaboutKittyexcitedanddelightedhim。Unconsciouslyhestraightenedhischest,andhiseyesflashed。Hefelthimselfaconqueror。
  `CountessVronskaiaisinthatcompartment,’saidthesmartguard,goinguptoVronsky。
  Theguard’swordsrousedhim,andforcedhimtothinkofhismotherandhisapproachingmeetingwithher。Hedidnotinhisheartrespecthismother,and,withoutacknowledgingittohimself,hedidnotloveher,thoughinaccordancewiththeideasofthesetinwhichhelived,andwithhisownupbringing,hecouldnothaveconceivedofanybehaviortohismothernotinthehighestdegreerespectfulandobedient,andthemoreexternallyobedientandrespectful,thelessinhisheartherespectedandlovedher。
  Vronskyfollowedtheguardtothecarriage,andatthedoorofthecompartmenthestoppedshorttomakeroomforaladywhowasgettingout。
  Withthehabitualfeelingofamanoftheworld,fromoneglanceatthislady’sappearanceVronskyclassifiedherasbelongingtothebestsociety。Hebeggedpardon,andwasgettingintothecarriage,butfelthemustglanceatheroncemore;notbecauseshewasverybeautiful,notbecauseofthateleganceandmodestgracewhichwereapparentinherwholefigure,butbecauseintheexpressionofhercharmingface,asshepassedclosebyhim,therewassomethingpeculiarlycaressingandsoft。Ashelookedround,shetooturnedherhead。Hershininggrayeyes,thatlookeddarkbecauseofherthicklashes,restedwithfriendlyattentiononhisface,asthoughshewererecognizinghim,andthenpromptlyturnedawaytothepassingcrowd,asthoughseekingsomeone。InthatbrieflookVronskyhadtimetonoticethesuppressedanimationwhichplayedoverherface,andflittedbetweenthebrillianteyesandthefaintsmilethatcurvedherredlips。Itwasasthoughhernatureweresobrimmingoverwithsomethingthat,againstherwill,itshoweditselfnowintheflashofhereyes,andnowinhersmile。Deliberatelysheshroudedthelightinhereyes,butitshoneagainstherwillinherfaintlyperceptiblesmile。
  Vronskysteppedintothecarriage。Hismother,adried-upoldladywithblackeyesandringlets,screweduphereyes,scanningherson,andsmiledslightlywithherthinlips。Gettingupfromtheseatandhandinghermaidahandbag,shegaveherlittlewrinkledhandtohersontokiss,andliftinghisheadfromherhand,kissedhimonthecheek。
  `Yougotmytelegram?Quitewell?ThankGod。’
  `Youhadagoodjourney?’saidherson,sittingdownbesideher,andinvoluntarilylisteningtoawoman’svoiceoutsidethedoor。Heknewitwasthevoiceoftheladyhehadmetatthedoor。
  `AllthesameIdon’tagreewithyou,’saidthelady’svoice。
  `It’sthePeterburgview,madame。’
  `NotPeterburg,butsimplyfeminine,’sheresponded。
  `Well,well,allowmetokissyourhand。’
  `Good-by,IvanPetrovich。Andwouldyouseeifmybrotherishere,andsendhimtome?’saidtheladyinthedoorway,andsteppedbackagainintothecompartment。
  `Well,haveyoufoundyourbrother?’saidCountessVronskaia,addressingthelady。
  VronskyunderstoodnowthatthiswasMadameKarenina。
  `Yourbrotherishere,’hesaid,standingup。`Excuseme,Ididnotknowyou,and,indeed,ouracquaintancewassoslight,’saidVronskybowing,`thatnodoubtyoudonotrememberme。’
  `Oh,no,’saidshe,`IshouldhaveknownyoubecauseyourmotherandIhavebeentalking,Ithink,ofnothingbutyoualltheway。’Asshespokeshelettheanimationthatwouldinsistoncomingoutshowitselfinhersmile。`Andstillnosignofmybrother。’
  `Docallhim,Aliosha,’saidtheoldcountess。
  Vronskysteppedoutontotheplatformandshouted:`Oblonsky!Here!’
  MadameKarenina,however,didnotwaitforherbrother,butcatchingsightofhimshesteppedoutwithherlight,resolutestep。Andassoonasherbrotherhadreachedher,withagesturethatstruckVronskybyitsdecisionanditsgrace,sheflungherleftarmaroundhisneck,drewhimrapidlytoher,andkissedhimwarmly。Vronskylookedon,nevertakinghiseyesfromher,andsmiled,hecouldnothavesaidwhy。Butrecollectingthathismotherwaswaitingforhim,hewentbackagainintothecarriage。
  `She’sverysweet,isn’tshe?’saidtheCountessofMadameKarenina。`Herhusbandputherwithme,andIwasdelightedtohaveher。We’vebeentalkingalltheway。Andsoyou,Ihear……vousfilezleparfaitamour。Tantmieux,moncher,tantmieux。’
  `Idon’tknowwhatyouarereferringto,maman,’heansweredcoldly。`Come,maman,letusgo。’
  MadameKareninaenteredthecarriageagaintosaygood-bytotheCountess。
  `Well,Countess,youhavemetyourson,andImybrother,’shesaidgaily。`Andallmystoriesareexhausted;Ishouldhavenothingmoretotellyou。’
  `Oh,no,’saidtheCountess,takingherhand。`Icouldgoallaroundtheworldwithyouandneverbedull。Youareoneofthosedelightfulwomeninwhosecompanyit’ssweeteithertobesilentortochat。Nowpleasedon’tfretoveryourson;youcan’texpectnevertobeparted。’
  MadameKareninastoodquitestill,holdingherselfveryerect,andhereyesweresmiling。
  `AnnaArkadyevna,’theCountesssaidinexplanationtoherson,`hasalittlesoneightyearsold,Ibelieve,andshehasneverbeenpartedfromhimbefore,andshekeepsfrettingoverleavinghim。’
  `Yes,theCountessandIhavebeentalkingallthetime,Iofmysonandsheofhers,’saidMadameKarenina,andagainasmilelightedupherface-acaressingsmileintendedforhim。
  `Iamafraidthatyoumusthavebeendreadfullybored,’hesaid,promptlycatchingtheballofcoquetryshehadflunghim。Butapparentlyshedidnotcaretopursuetheconversationinthatstrain,andsheturnedtotheoldCountess。
  `Thankyousomuch。Thetimehaspassedsoquickly。Good-by,Countess。’
  `Good-by,mylove,’answeredtheCountess。`Letmekissyourprettyface。Ispeakplainly,atmyage,andItellyousimplythatI’velostmyhearttoyou。’
  Stereotypedasthephrasewas,MadameKareninaobviouslybelieveditandwasdelightedbyit。Sheflushed,bentdownslightly,andputhercheektotheCountes’sslips,drewherselfupagain,and,withthesamesmileflutteringbetweenherlipsandhereyes,shegaveherhandtoVronsky。Hepressedthelittlehandshegavehim,andwasdelighted,asthoughatsomethingspecial,bytheenergeticsqueezewithwhichshefreelyandvigorouslyshookhishand。Shewentoutwiththerapidstepwhichboreherratherfullydevelopedfigurewithsuchstrangelightness。
  `Verycharming,’saidtheCountess。
  Thatwaspreciselywhathersonwasthinking。Hiseyesfollowedhertillhergracefulfigurewasoutofsight,andthenthesmileremainedonhisface。Hesawoutofthewindowhowshewentuptoherbrother,putherarminhis,andbegantellinghimsomethinganimatedly-obviouslysomethingthathadnothingtodowithhim,Vronsky,andatthathefeltannoyed。
  `Well,maman,areyouperfectlywell?’herepeated,turningtohismother。
  `Everythinghasbeendelightful。Alexandrehasbeenverygood,andMariehasgrownverypretty。She’sveryinteresting。’
  Andshebegantellinghimagainofwhatinterestedhermost-thechristeningofhergrandson,forwhichshehadbeenstayinginPeterburg,andthespecialfavorshownhereldersonbytheCzar。
  `Here’sLavrentii,’saidVronsky,lookingoutofthewindow;`nowwecango,ifyoulike。’
  TheoldbutlerwhohadtraveledwiththeCountesscametothecarriagetoannouncethateverythingwasready,andtheCountessgotuptogo。
  `Come;there’snotsuchacrowdnow,’saidVronsky。
  Themaidtookahandbagandthelapdog,thebutlerandaportertheotherbaggage。Vronskygavehismotherhisarm;butjustastheyweregettingoutofthecarriageseveralmenransuddenlybywithpanic-strickenfaces。Thestationmaster,too,ranbyinhisextraordinarilycoloredcap。Obviouslysomethingunusualhadhappened。Thecrowdwasrunningtothetailendofthetrain。
  `What?……What?……Where?……Flunghimself!……Crushed!……’washeardamongthecrowd。
  StepanArkadyevich,withhissisteronhisarm,turnedback。Theytoolookedscared,andstoppedatthecarriagedoortoavoidthecrowd。
  Theladiesgotin,whileVronskyandStepanArkadyevichfollowedthecrowdtofindoutdetailsofthedisaster。
  Awatchman,eitherdrunkortoomuchmuffledupinthebitterfrost,hadnotheardthetrainmovingback,andhadbeencrushed。
  BeforeVronskyandOblonskycamebacktheladiesheardthefactsfromthebutler。
  OblonskyandVronskyhadbothseenthemutilatedcorpse。Oblonskywasevidentlydistressed。Hefrownedandseemedreadytocry。
  `Ah,howawful!Ah,Anna,ifyouhadseenit!Ah,howawful!’hekeptrepeating。
  Vronskydidnotspeak;hishandsomefacewasserious,butperfectlycalm。
  `Ah,ifyouhadseenit,Countess,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Andhiswifewasthere……Itwasawfultoseeher!……Sheflungherselfonthebody。Theysayhewastheonlysupportofanimmensefamily。Howawful!’
  `Couldn’tonedoanythingforher?’saidMadameKareninainanagitatedwhisper。
  Vronskyglancedather,andimmediatelygotoutofthecarriage。
  `I’llbebackdirectly,maman,’heremarked,turningroundinthedoorway。
  Whenhecamebackafewminuteslater,StepanArkadyevichwasalreadyinconversationwiththeCountessaboutanewsinger,whileshewasimpatientlylookingtowardthedoor,waitingforherson。
  `Nowletusbeoff,’saidVronsky,comingin。
  Theywentouttogether。Vronskywasinfrontwithhismother。BehindwalkedMadameKareninawithherbrother。JustastheyweregoingoutofthestationthestationmasterovertookVronsky。
  `Yougavemyassistanttwohundredroubles。Wouldyoukindlyexplainforwhosebenefityouintendthem?’
  `Forthewidow,’saidVronsky,shrugginghisshoulders。`Ishouldhavethoughttherewasnoneedtoask。’
  `Yougavethat?’criedOblonskybehind,and,pressinghissister’shand,headded:`Mostcharming,mostcharming!Isn’theafinefellow?Good-by,Countess。’
  Andheandhissisterstoodstill,lookingforhermaid。
  WhentheywentouttheVronsky’scarriagehadalreadydrivenaway。Peoplecominginwerestilltalkingofwhathadhappened。
  `Whatahorribledeath!’saidagentleman,passingby。`Theysayhewascutintwo。’
  `Onthecontrary,Ithinkit’stheeasiest-instantaneous,’observedanother。
  `Howisittheydon’ttakeproperprecautions?’athirdwassaying。
  MadameKareninaseatedherselfinthecarriage,andStepanArkadyevichsawwithsurprisethatherlipswerequivering,andthatshewaswithdifficultyrestraininghertears。
  `Whatisit,Anna?’heasked,whentheyhaddrivenafewhundredsagenes。
  `It’sanomenofevil,’shesaid。
  `Whatnonsense!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`You’vecome,that’sthechiefthing。Youcan’tconceivehowI’mrestingmyhopesonyou。’
  `HaveyouknownVronskylong?sheasked。
  `Yes。Youknowwe’rehopinghewillmarryKitty。’
  `Yes?’saidAnnasoftly。`Comenow,letustalkofyou,’sheadded,tossingherhead,asthoughshewouldphysicallyshakeoffsomethingsuperfluousoppressingher。`Letustalkofyouraffairs。Igotyourletter,andhereIam。’
  `Yes,allmyhopesareinyou,’saidStepanArkadyevich。
  `Well,tellmeallaboutit。’
  AndStepanArkadyevichbeganhisstory。
  OnreachinghomeOblonskyhelpedhissisterout,sighed,pressedherhand,andsetofftohisoffice。
  WhenAnnaenteredthetinydrawingroom,shefoundDollysittingtherewithawhite-headedplumplittleboy,alreadyresemblinghisfather;shewaslisteningtoalessoninFrenchreading。Astheboyread,hekepttwistingandtryingtotearoffabuttonthatwasnearlyoffhisjacket。Hismotherhadseveraltimestakenhishandfromit,buttheplumplittlehandwentbacktothebuttonagain。Hismotherpulledthebuttonoffandputitinherpocket。
  `Keepyourhandsstill,Grisha,’shesaid,andshetookupherwork,acoverletshehadlongbeenmaking。Shealwayssettoworkonitatdepressedmoments,andnowsheknittedatitnervously,twitchingherfingersandcountingthestitches。Thoughshehadsentwordthedaybeforetoherhusbandthatitwasnothingtoherwhetherhissistercameornot,shehadmadeeverythingreadyforherarrival,andwasexpectinghersister-in-lawwithagitation。
  Dollywascrushedbyhersorrow,utterlyswallowedupbyit。StillshedidnotforgetthatAnna,hersister-in-law,wasthewifeofoneofthemostimportantpersonagesinPeterburg,andwasaPeterburggrandedame。And,thankstothiscircumstance,shedidnotcarryoutherthreattoherhusband-thatistosay,shehadnotforgottenthathersister-in-lawwascoming。`And,afterall,Annaisinnowisetoblame,’thoughtDolly。`Iknownothingsavetheverybestabouther,andIhaveseennothingbutkindnessandaffectionfromhertowardmyself。’ItwastruethatasfarasshecouldrecallherimpressionsatPeterburgattheKarenin’s,shedidnotliketheirhouseholditself;therewassomethingartificialaboutthewholearrangementoftheirfamilylife。`ButwhyshouldInotreceiveher?Ifonlyshedoesn’ttakeitintoherheadtoconsoleme!’thoughtDolly。`AllconsolationsandexhortationsandChristianforgiveness-Ihavethoughtallthisoverathousandtimes,andit’sallnouse。’
  AllthesedaysDollyhadbeenalonewithherchildren。Shedidnotwanttotalkofhersorrow,butwiththatsorrowinherheartshecouldnottalkofoutsidematters。
  SheknewthatinonewayoranothershewouldtellAnnaeverything,andshewasalternatelygladatthethoughtofspeakingfreely,andangryatthenecessityofspeakingofherhumiliationwithher,hissister,andofhearingherready-madephrasesofexhortationandconsolation。
  Shehadbeenonthelookoutforher,glancingatherwatcheveryminute,and,asoftenhappens,letslipthatpreciseminutewhenhervisitorarrived,sothatshedidnothearthebell。
  Catchingthesoundofskirtsandoflightstepsatthedoor,shelookedround,andhercarewornfaceunconsciouslyexpressednotgladness,butwonder。Shegotupandembracedhersister-in-law。
  `What,herealready?’shesaidasshekissedher。
  `Dolly,howgladIamtoseeyou!’
  `Iamglad,too,’saidDolly,faintlysmiling,andtryingbytheexpressionofAnna’sfacetofindoutwhethersheknew。`Mostlikelysheknows,’shethought,noticingthesympathyinAnna’sface。`Well,comealong,I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shewenton,tryingtodeferaslongaspossiblethetimeofexplanation。
  `IsthisGrisha?Heavens,howhe’sgrown!’saidAnna;andkissinghim,nevertakinghereyesoffDolly,shestoodstillandflushed。`No,please,letusstayhere。’
  Shetookoffhershawlandherhat,andcatchingitinalockofherblackhair,whichwasamassofcurls,shetossedherheadandshookherhairdown。
  `Youareradiantwithhealthandhappiness!’saidDolly,almostwithenvy。
  `I?……Yes,’saidAnna。`Mercifulheavens,Tania!You’rethesameageasmySeriozha,’sheadded,addressingthelittlegirlassheranin。Shetookherinherarmsandkissedher。`Delightfulchild,delightful!Showmethemall。’
  Shementionedthem,notonlyrememberingthenames,buttheyears,months,characters,illnessesofallthechildren,andDollycouldnotbutappreciatethat。
  `Verywell,wewillgotothem,’shesaid。`It’sapityVassia’sasleep。’
  Afterseeingthechildren,theysatdown,alonenow,inthedrawingroom,tocoffee。Annatookthetray,andthenpusheditawayfromher。
  `Dolly,’shesaid,`hehastoldme。’
  DollylookedcoldlyatAnna;shewaswaitingnowforhypocriticallysympatheticphrases,butAnnasaidnothingofthesort。
  `Dolly,darling,’shesaid,`Idon’twanttointercedeforhim,nortotrytocomfortyou-that’simpossible。But,mydearest,I’msimplysorry,sorryfrommyheartforyou!’
  Underthethicklashesofhershiningeyestearssuddenlyglittered。Shemovednearertohersister-in-lawandtookherhandinherown,vigorousandlittle。Dollydidnotshrinkaway,butherfacedidnotloseitsfrigidexpression。Shesaid:
  `Tocomfortmeisimpossible。Everything’slostafterwhathashappened,everything’sover!’
  Anddirectlyshehadsaidthis,herfacesuddenlysoftened。Annaliftedthewasted,thinhandofDolly,kisseditandsaid:
  `But,Dolly,what’stobedone,what’stobedone?Howisitbesttoactinthisawfulposition-that’swhatyoumustthinkof。’
  `All’sover,andthere’snothingmore,’saidDolly。`Andtheworstofitallis,yousee,thatIcan’tcasthimoff:therearethechildren-myhandsaretied。AndIcan’tlivewithhim!It’satortureformetoseehim。’
  `Dolly,darling,hehasspokentome,butIwanttohearitfromyou:tellmeallaboutit。’
  Dollylookedatherinquiringly。
  SympathyandloveunfeignedwereapparentonAnna’sface。
  `Verywell,’shesuddenlysaid。`ButIwillbeginatthebeginning。YouknowhowIwasmarried。WiththeeducationmamangaveusIwasmorethaninnocent-Iwasfoolish。Iknewnothing。Theysay,Iknow,mentelltheirwivesoftheirformerlives,butStiva’-shecorrectedherself-`StepanArkadyevichtoldmenothing。You’llhardlybelieveit,buttillnowIimaginedthatIwastheonlywomanhehadknown。SoIlivedeightyears。YoumustunderstandthatIwasnotonlyfarfromsuspectinginfidelity,butIregardeditasimpossible,andthen-trytoimagineit-withsuchconceptionstofindoutsuddenlyallthehorror,alltheloathsomeness……Youmusttryandunderstandme。Tobefullyconvincedofone’shappiness,andallatonce……’continuedDolly,holdingbackhersobs,`Togetaletter……Hislettertohismistress,agovernessinmyemploy。No,it’stooawful!’Shehastilypulledoutherhandkerchiefandhidherfaceinit。`Icanunderstandifitwerepassion,’shewenton,afterabriefsilence,`buttodeceivemedeliberately,slyly……Andwithwhom?……Togoonbeingmyhusbandwhileheandshe……It’sawful!Youcan’tunderstand……’
  `Oh,yes,Iunderstand!Iunderstand!Dolly,dearest,Idounderstand,’saidAnna,pressingherhand。
  `Anddoyouimagineherealizesalltheawfulnessofmyposition?Dollyresumed。`Notintheslightest!He’shappyandcontented。’
  `Oh,no!’Annainterposedquickly。`He’stobepitied,he’sweigheddownbyremorse……’
  `Ishecapableofremorse?’Dollyinterrupted,gazingintentlyintohersister-in-law’sface。
  `Yes。Iknowhim。Icouldnotlookathimwithoutfeelingsorryforhim。Webothknowhim。He’sgood-natured,buthe’sproud,andnowhe’ssohumiliated。Whattouchedmemost……’AndhereAnnaguessedwhatwouldtouchDollymost。`He’storturedbytwothings:thathe’sashamedforthechildren’ssake,andthat,lovingyou-yes,yes,lovingyoubeyondeverythingonearth,’shehurriedlyinterruptedDolly,whowouldhaverejoined-`hehashurtyou,piercedyoutotheheart。``No,no,shecannotforgiveme,’’hekeepsonsaying。’
  Dollylookedpensivelypasthersister-in-lawasshelistenedtoherwords。
  `Yes,Icanseethathispositionisawful;it’sworsefortheguiltythantheinnocent,’shesaid,`ifhefeelsthatallthemiserycomesfromhisfault。ButhowamItoforgivehim,howamItobehiswifeagainafterher?Formetolivewithhimnowwouldbetorture,justbecauseIlovemypastloveforhim……’
  Andsobscutshortherwords。
  Butasthoughofsetdesign,eachtimeshewassoftenedshebegantospeakagainofwhatexasperatedher。
  `She’syoung,yousee,she’spretty,’shewenton。`Doyouknow,Anna,myyouthandmybeautyaregone,takenbywhom?Byhimandhischildren。Ihaveworkedforhim,andallIhadhasgoneinhisservice,andnowofcourseanyfresh,vulgarcreaturehasmorecharmforhim。Nodoubttheytalkedofmetogether,or,worsestill,theyweresilentaboutme……Doyouunderstand?’
  Againhereyesglowedwithhatred。
  `Andafterthathewilltellme……What!AmItobelievehim?Never!No,everythingisover,everythingthatonceconstitutedmycomfort,therewardofmyworkandofmysufferings……Wouldyoubelieveit?IwasteachingGrishajustnow:oncethiswasajoytome,nowitisatorture。WhathaveItostriveandtoilfor?Whytohavechildren?What’ssoawfulisthatallatoncemyheart’sturned,andinsteadofloveandtenderness,Ihavenothingbuthatredforhim;yes,hatred。Icouldkillhimand……’
  `DarlingDolly,Iunderstand,butdon’ttortureyourselfYouaresoinsulted,soexcited,thatyoulookatmanythingsmistakenly。’
  Dollygrewcalmer,andfortwominutesbothweresilent。
  `What’stobedone?Thinkforme,Anna,helpme。Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIseenothing。’
  Annacouldnotfindanything,butherheartechoedinstantlytoeachword,toeachchangeofexpressiononhersister-in-law’sface。
  `OnethingIwouldsay,’beganAnna。`Iamhissister,Iknowhischaracter,thatfacultyofforgettingeverything,everything’shewavedherhandbeforeherforehead,`thatfacultyforbeingcompletelycarriedaway,butforcompletelyrepenting,too。Hecannotbelieveit,hecannotcomprehendnow,howhecouldhaveactedashedid。’
  `No;heunderstands,andunderstood!’Dollybrokein。`ButI……Youareforgettingme……Doesthatmakeiteasierforme?’
  `Waitaminute。Whenhetoldme,IwillownIdidnotrealizeallthehorrorofyourposition。Isawnothingbuthim,andthatthefamilywasbrokenup。Ifeltsorryforhim,butaftertalkingtoyou,Iseeit,asawoman,quitedifferently。Iseeyouragony,andIcan’ttellyouhowsorryIamforyou!But,Dolly,darling,whileIfullyrealizeyoursufferings,thereisonethingIdon’tknow;Idon’tknow……Idon’tknowhowmuchlovethereisstillinyourheartforhim。Thatyouknow-whetherthereisenoughforyoutobeabletoforgivehim。Ifthereis-forgivehim!’
  `No,’Dollywasbeginning,butAnnacuthershort,kissingherhandoncemore。
  `Iknowmoreoftheworldthanyoudo,’shesaid。IknowhowmenlikeStivalookatit。Youspeakofhistalkingofyouwithher。Thatneverhappened。Suchmenareunfaithful,buttheirownhomeandwifearesacredtothem。Somehoworotherthesewomenarestilllookedonwithcontemptbythem,anddonottouchontheirfeelingfortheirfamily。Theydrawasortoflinethatcan’tbecrossedbetweenthemandtheirfamilies。Idon’tunderstandit,butitisso。’
  `Yes,buthehaskissedher……’
  `Dolly,hush,darling。IsawStivawhenhewasinlovewithyou。Irememberthetimewhenhecametomeandcried,talkingofyou,andofwhatapoetryandloftinessyouwereforhim,andIknowthatthelongerhehaslivedwithyoutheloftieryouhavebeeninhiseyes。Youknowwehavesometimeslaughedathimforputtinginateveryword:`Dolly’samarvelouswoman。’havealwaysbeenadivinityforhim,andyouarethatstill,andthishasnotbeenapassionoftheheart……
  `Butifitberepeated?’
  `Itcannotbe,asIunderstandit……
  `Yes,butcouldyouforgiveit?’
  `Idon’tknow,Ican’tjudge……No,Icanjudge,’saidAnna,thinkingamoment;andgraspingthepositioninherthoughtandweighingitinherinnerbalance,sheadded:`Yes,Ican,Ican,Ican。Yes,Icouldforgive。Icouldnotbethesame,no;butIcouldforgive,andforgiveasthoughithadneverbeen,neverbeenatall……’
  `Oh,ofcourse,’Dollyinterposedquickly,asthoughsayingwhatshehadmorethanoncethought,`elseitwouldnotbeforgiveness。Ifoneforgives,itmustbecompletely,completely。Come,letusgo;I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shesaid,gettingup,andonthewaysheembracedAnna。`Mydear,howgladIamyoucame。Ithasmadethingsbetter,eversomuchbetter。’
  ThewholeofthatdayAnnaspentathome-thatis,attheOblonsky’s,andreceivednoone,thoughsomeofheracquaintanceshadalreadyheardofherarrival,andcametocallthesameday。AnnaspentthewholemorningwithDollyandthechildren。Shemerelysentabriefnotetoherbrothertotellhimthathemustnotfailtodineathome。`Come,Godismerciful,’shewrote。
  Oblonskydiddineathome:theconversationwasgeneral,andhiswife,speakingtohim,addressedhimas`Stiva,’asshehadnotdoneforsometimepast。Intherelationsofhusbandandwifethesameestrangementstillremained,buttherewasnotalkofseparation,andStepanArkadyevichsawthepossibilityofexplanationandreconciliation。
  ImmediatelyafterdinnerKittycamein。SheknewAnnaArkadyevna,butonlyveryslightly,andshecamenowtohersister’swithsometrepidation,attheprospectofmeetingthisfashionablePeterburglady,ofwhomeveryonespokesohighly。ButshemadeafavorableimpressiononAnnaArkadyevna-sheperceivedthatatonce。Annawasunmistakablyadmiringherlovelinessandheryouth:beforeKittyknewwhereshewasshefoundherselfnotmerelyunderAnna’ssway,butinlovewithher,asyounggirlsdofallinlovewitholderandmarriedwomen。Annadidnotresembleafashionablelady,orthemotherofaboyeightyearsold。Intheelasticityofhermovements,thefreshnessandtheanimationwhichpersistedinherfaceandbrokeoutinhersmileandherglance,shewouldratherhavepassedforagirloftwenty,haditnotbeenforaseriousand,attimes,amournfullookinhereyes,whichstruckandattractedKitty。KittyfeltthatAnnawasperfectlysimpleandwasconcealingnothing,butthatshehadanotherhigherworldofinterests,complexandpoetic,whichwereinaccessibletoKitty。
  Afterdinner,whenDollywithdrewtoherownroom,Annarosequicklyandwentuptoherbrother,whowasjustlightingacigar。
  `Stiva,’shesaidtohim,winkinggaily,makingthesignofthecrossoverhim,andglancingtowardthedoor,`go,andGodhelpyou。
  Hetossedawayhiscigar,havingunderstoodher,anddepartedthroughthedoorway。
  WhenStepanArkadyevichhaddisappeared,shewentbacktothesofawhereshehadbeensitting,surroundedbythechildren。Eitherbecausethechildrensawthattheirmotherwasfondofthisaunt,orthattheythemselvessensedaspecialcharminher,thetwoelderones,andtheyoungerfollowingtheirlead,aschildrensooftendo,hadclungabouttheirnewauntsincebeforedinner,andwouldnotleaveherside。Andithadbecomeasortofgameamongthemtositascloseaspossibletotheiraunt,totouchher,holdherlittlehand,kissit,playwithherring,oreventouchtheflounceofherskirt。
  `Come,come,asweweresittingbefore,’saidAnnaArkadyevna,sittingdowninherplace。
  AndagainGrishapokedhislittlefaceunderherarm,andnestledwithhisheadonhergown,beamingwithprideandhappiness。
  `Andwhenisyournextball?’sheaskedKitty。
  `Nextweek-andasplendidball。Oneofthoseballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself。’
  `Why,arethereballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself?’Annasaid,withtenderirony。
  `It’sstrange,butthereare。AttheBobrishchev’sonealwaysenjoysoneself,andattheNikitin’stoo,whileattheMezhkov’sit’salwaysdull。Haven’tyounoticedit?’
  `No,mydear,formetherearenoballsnowwhereoneenjoysoneself,’saidAnna,andKittydetectedinhereyesthatpeculiarworldwhichwasnotrevealedtoher。`Formetherearesomewhicharelessdullandtiresomethanothers。’
  `Howcanyoubedullataball?’
  `WhyshouldnotIbedullataball?’inquiredAnna。
  KittyperceivedthatAnnaknewwhatanswerwouldfollow。
  `Becauseyoualwayslooktheloveliestofall。’
  Annahadthefacultyofblushing。Sheblushed,andsaid:
  `Inthefirstplaceit’sneverso;andsecondly,ifitwere,whatdifferencewoulditmaketome?’
  `Areyoucomingtothisball?askedKitty。
  `Iimagineitwon’tbepossibletoavoidgoing。Here,takeit,’shesaidtoTania,whowaspullingthelooselyfittingringoffherwhite,slender-tippedfinger。
  `Ishallbesogladifyougo。Ishouldsoliketoseeyouataball。’
  `Anyway,ifIdogo,Ishallcomfortmyselfwiththethoughtthatit’sapleasuretoyou……Grisha,don’tpullmyhair。It’suntidyenoughwithoutthat,’shesaid,puttingupastrayinglock,whichGrishahadbeenplayingwith。
  `Iimagineyouattheballinlilac。’
  `Andwhyinlilac,precisely?’askedAnna,smiling。`Now,children,runalong,runalong。Doyouhear?MissHooleiscallingyoutotea,’shesaidtearingthechildrenfromher,andsendingthemofftothediningroom。
  `Iknowwhyyoupressmetocometotheball。Youexpectagreatdealofthisball,andyouwanteveryonetobethereandtakepartinit。’
  `Howdoyouknow?Yes!’
  `Oh!Whatahappytimeyouareat,’pursuedAnna。`Iremember,andIknowthisbluehaze,likethemistonthemountainsinSwitzerland。Thismist,whichcoverseverythinginthatblissfultimewhenchildhoodisjustending,andoutofthatvastcircle,happyandgay,thereisapathgrowingnarrowerandnarrower,anditisdelightfulandalarmingtoentertheballroom,brightandsplendidasitis……Whohasnotbeenthroughit?’
  Kittysmiledwithoutspeaking。`Buthowdidshegothroughit?HowIshouldliketoknowallherlovestory!’thoughtKitty,recallingtheunromanticappearanceofAlexeiAlexandrovich,herhusband。
  `Iknowsomething。Stivatoldme,andIcongratulateyou。Ilikedhimsomuch,’Annacontinued。`ImetVronskyattherailwaystation。’
  `Oh,washethere?’askedKitty,blushing。`WhatwasitStivatoldyou?’
  `Stivablabbedaboutitall。AndIshouldbesoglad。ItraveledyesterdaywithVronsky’smother,’shewenton;`andhismothertalkedwithoutapauseofhim;he’sherfavorite。Iknowmothersarepartial,but……’
  `Whatdidhismothertellyou?’
  `Oh,agreatdeal!AndalthoughIknowthathe’sherfavorite,onecanstillseehowchivalrousheis……Well,forinstance,shetoldmethathehadwantedtogiveupallhispropertytohisbrother;thathehaddonesomethingextraordinarywhenhewasquiteachild-savedawomanfromthewater。He’sahero,infact,’saidAnna,smilingandrecollectingthetwohundredroubleshehadgivenatthestation。
  ButshedidnottellKittyaboutthetwohundredroubles。Forsomereasonitwasdisagreeabletohertothinkofit。Shefeltthattherewassomethingthathadtodowithherinit,andsomethingthatoughtnottohavebeen。
  `Shepressedmeverymuchtogoandseeher,’Annawenton;`andIshallbegladtogotoseehertomorrow。StivaisstayingalongwhileinDolly’sroom,thankGod,’Annaadded,changingthesubject,andgettingup,Kittyfancied,displeasedwithsomething。
  `No,I’mfirst!No,I!’screamedthechildren,whohadfinishedtea,runninguptotheirAuntAnna。
  `Alltogether,’saidAnna,andsheranlaughingtomeetthem,and,embracingthem,threwallthechildren,shriekingwithdelight,intoaswarmingheap。