DaryaAlexandrovnaspentthesummerwithherchildrenatPokrovskoe,athersisterKittyLevin’s。Thehouseonherownestatewasquiteinruins,andLevinandhiswifehadpersuadedhertospendthesummerwiththem。StepanArkadyevichgreatlyapprovedofthearrangement。Hesaidhewasverysorryhisofficialdutiespreventedhimfromspendingthesummerinthecountrywithhisfamily,whichwouldhavebeenthegreatesthappinessforhim;andremaininginMoscow,hecamedowntothecountryfromtimetotimeforadayortwo。BesidestheOblonskys,withalltheirchildrenandtheirgoverness,theoldPrincess,too,cametostaythatsummerwiththeLevins,assheconsidereditherdutytowatchoverherinexperienceddaughterinherinterestingcondition。Moreover,Varenka,Kitty’sfriendabroad,keptherpromisetocometoKittywhenshewasmarried,andstayedwithherfriend。AllofthesewerefriendsorrelationsofLevin’swife。Andthoughhelikedthemall,heratherregrettedhisownLevinworldandways,whichwassmotheredbythisinfluxofthe`Shcherbatskyelement,’ashecalledittohimself。OfhisownrelationstherestayedwithhimonlySergeiIvanovich,buthetoowasamanoftheKoznishevandnottheLevinstamp,sothattheLevinspiritwasutterlyobliterated。
IntheLevins’house,solongdeserted,therewerenowsomanypeoplethatalmostalltheroomswereoccupied,andalmosteverydayithappenedthattheoldPrincess,sittingdowntotable,countedthemallover,andputthethirteenthgrandsonorgranddaughterataseparatetable。AndKitty,withhercarefulhousekeeping,hadnolittletroubletogetallthechickens,turkeysandgeese,ofwhichsomanywereneededtosatisfythesummerappetitesofthevisitorsandchildren。
Thewholefamilyweresittingatdinner。Dolly’schildren,withtheirgovernessandVarenka,weremakingplansforgoingtolookformushrooms。SergeiIvanovich,whowaslookeduptobyallthepartyforhisintellectandlearning,witharespectthatalmostamountedtoawe,surprisedeveryonebyjoiningintheconversationaboutmushrooms。
`Takemewithyou。Iamveryfondofpickingmushrooms,’hesaid,lookingatVarenka;`Ithinkit’saveryfineoccupation。’
`Oh,weshallbedelighted,’answeredVarenkacoloring。KittyexchangedmeaningglanceswithDolly。TheproposalofthelearnedandintellectualSergeiIvanovichtogolookingformushroomswithVarenkaconfirmedcertaintheoriesofKitty’swithwhichhermindhadbeenverybusyoflate。Shemadehastetoaddresssomeremarktohermother,sothatherlookshouldnotbenoticed。AfterdinnerSergeiIvanovichsatwithhiscupofcoffeeatthedrawing-roomwindow,andwhilehetookpartinaconversationhehadbegunwithhisbrother,hewatchedthedoorthroughwhichthechildrenwouldstartonthemushroom-pickingexpedition。Levinwassittingonthewindowsillnearhisbrother。
Kittystoodbesideherhusband,evidentlyawaitingtheendofaconversationthathadnointerestforher,inordertotellhimsomething。
`Youhavechangedinmanyrespectssinceyourmarriage,andforthebetter,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smilingtoKitty,andobviouslylittleinterestedintheconversation,`butyouhaveremainedtruetoyourpassionfordefendingthemostparadoxicaltheories。’
`Katia,it’snotgoodforyoutostand,’herhusbandsaidtoher,drawingupachairforherandlookingsignificantlyather。
`Oh,andthere’snotimeeither,’addedSergeiIvanovich,seeingthechildrenrunningout。
AttheheadofthemallTaniagallopedsideways,inhertightlydrawnstockings,andwavingabasketandSergeiIvanovich’shat,sheranstraightuptohim。
BoldlyrunninguptoSergeiIvanovichwithsmilingeyes,solikeherfather’sfineeyes,shehandedhimhishatandmadeasthoughshewouldputitonforhim,softeningherfreedombyashyandfriendlysmile。
`Varenka’swaiting,’shesaid,carefullyputtinghishaton,seeingfromSergeiIvanovich’ssmilethatshemightdoso。
Varenkawasstandingatthedoor,dressedinayellowprintgown,withawhitekerchiefonherhead。
`I’mcoming,I’mcoming,VarvaraAndreevna,’saidSergeiIvanovich,finishinghiscupofcoffee,andputtingintotheirseparatepocketshishandkerchiefandcigarcase。
`AndhowsweetmyVarenkais!Eh?’saidKittytoherhusband,assoonasSergeiIvanovichrose。ShespokesothatSergeiIvanovichcouldhear,anditwasclearthatshemeanthimtodoso。`Andhowgood-lookingsheis-sucharefinedbeauty!Varenka!’Kittyshouted。`Shallyoubeinthemillforest?We’llcomeouttoyou。’
`Youcertainlyforgetyourcondition,Kitty,’saidtheoldPrincess,hurriedlycomingoutatthedoor。`Youmustn’tshoutlikethat。’
Varenka,hearingKitty’svoiceandhermother’sreprimand,wentwithlight,rapidstepsuptoKitty。Therapidityofhermovement,herflushedandeagerface,everythingbetrayedthatsomethingoutofthecommonwasgoingoninher。Kittyknewwhatthisthingwasandhadbeenwatchingherintently。ShecalledVarenkaatthatmomentmerelyinordermentallytogiveherablessingfortheimportanteventwhich,asKittyfancied,wasboundtocometopassthatdayafterdinnerintheforest。
`Varenka,Ishouldbeveryhappyifacertainsomethingweretohappen,’shewhisperedasshekissedher。
`Andareyoucomingwithus?’VarenkasaidtoLevininconfusion,pretendingnottohaveheardwhathadbeensaid。
`Iamcoming,butonlyasfarasthethreshingfloor,andthereIshallstop。’
`Why,whatdoyouwantthere?’saidKitty。
`Imustgotohavealookatthenewwagons,andtomakemycalculations,’saidLevin;`andwherewillyoube?’
`Ontheterrace。’
Ontheterracewereassembledalltheladiesoftheparty。Theyalwayslikedsittingthereafterdinner,andthatdaytheyhadworktodotheretoo。Besidesthesewingofbaby’schemisesandknittingofswaddles,withwhichallofthemwerebusy,thatafternoonjamwasbeingmadeontheterracebyamethodnewtoAgathyaMikhailovna,withouttheadditionofwater。Kittyhadintroducedthisnewmethod,whichhadbeeninuseinherhome。AgathyaMikhailovna,towhomthetaskofjammakinghadalwaysbeenintrusted,consideringthatwhathadbeendoneintheLevinhouseholdcouldnotbeamiss,hadneverthelessputwaterwiththestrawberries,maintainingthatthejamcouldnotbemadewithoutit。Shehadbeencaughtintheact,andwasnowmakingraspberryjambeforeeveryone,anditwastobeprovedtoherconclusivelythatjamcouldbeverywellmadewithoutwater。
AgathyaMikhailovna,herfaceheatedandangry,herhairuntidy,andherthinarmsbaretotheelbows,wasswayingthepreservingpaninacircularmotionoverthecharcoalstove,lookingdarklyattheraspberriesanddevoutlyhopingtheywouldstickandnotcookproperly。ThePrincess,consciousthatAgathyaMikhailovna’swrathmustbechieflydirectedagainsther,asthepersonresponsiblefortheraspberryjammaking,triedtoappeartobeabsorbedinotherthingsandnotinterestedintheraspberries,talkingofothermatters,butcaststealthyglancesinthedirectionofthestove。
`Ialwaysbuymymaids’dressesmyself,atthebargainsale,’thePrincesssaid,continuingthepreviousconversation。`Isn’tittimetoskimit,mydear?’sheadded,addressingAgathyaMikhailovna。`There’snottheslightestneedforyoutodoit,andit’shotforyou,’shesaid,stoppingKitty。
`I’lldoit,’saidDolly,and,gettingup,shecarefullypassedthespoonoverthefrothingsugar,andfromtimetotimeshookofftheclingingjamfromthespoonbyknockingitonaplatethatwascoveredwithyellow-redscumandblood-coloredsyrup。`Howthey’lllickthisatteatime!’shethoughtofherchildren,rememberinghowsheherselfasachildhadwonderedhowitwasthegrown-uppeopledidnoteatwhatwasbestofall-thescumofthejam。
`Stivasaysit’smuchbettertogivemoney,’Dollytookupmeanwhiletheweightysubjectunderdiscussion-ofwhatpresentsshouldbemadetoservants。`But……’
`Money’soutofthequestion!’thePrincessandKittyexclaimedwithonevoice。`Theyappreciateapresent……’
`Well,lastyear,forinstance,IboughtourMatrionaSemionovna,notapoplin,butsomethingofthatsort,’saidthePrincess。
`Iremembershewaswearingitonyournameday。’
`Acharmingpattern-sosimpleandrefined-Ishouldhavelikeditmyself,ifshehadn’thadit。SomethinglikeVarenka’s。Soprettyandinexpensive。’
`Well,nowIthinkit’sdone,’saidDolly,droppingthesyrupfromthespoon。
`Whenitsetsasitdrops,it’sready。Cookitalittlelonger,AgathyaMikhailovna。’
`Theflies!’saidAgathyaMikhailovnaangrily。`It’llbejustthesame,’sheadded。
`Ah!Howsweetitis!Don’tfrightenit!’Kittysaidsuddenly,lookingatasparrowthathadsettledonthestepandwaspeckingatthecenterofaraspberry。
`Yes,butyoukeepalittlefurtherfromthestove,’saidhermother。
`AproposdeVarenka,’saidKitty,speakinginFrench,astheyhadbeendoingallthewhile,sothatAgathyaMikhailovnashouldnotunderstandthem,`youknow,maman,Isomehowexpectthingstobesettledtoday。YouknowwhatImean。Howsplendiditwouldbe!’
`Butwhatafamousmatchmakersheis!’saidDolly。`Howcarefullyandcleverlyshethrowsthemtogether!……’
`No-tellme,mamma,whatdoyouthink?’
`Why,whatisonetothink?He’``he’meantSergeiIvanovich`mightatanytimehavebeenoneofthebestmatchesinRussia;now,ofcourse,he’snotquiteayoungman,stillIknoweversomanygirlswouldbegladtomarryhim,evennow……She’saverynicegirl,buthemight……’
`Oh,no,mamma,dounderstandwhy,forhimandforhertoo,nothingbettercouldbeimagined。Inthefirstplace,she’scharming!’saidKitty,crookingoneofherfingers。
`Hethinksherveryattractive,that’scertain,’assentedDolly。
`Thenheoccupiessuchapositioninsocietythathehasnoneedtolookforeitherfortuneorpositioninhiswife。Allheneedsisagood,sweetwife-arestfulone。’
`Well,withherhewouldcertainlyberestful,’Dollyassented。
`Thirdly,thatsheshouldlovehim。Andsoitis……thatis,itwouldbesosplendid!……Ilookforwardtoseeingthemcomingoutoftheforest-andeverythingsettled。Ishallseeatoncebytheireyes。Ishouldbesodelighted!Whatdoyouthink,Dolly?’
`Butdon’texciteyourself。It’snotatallthethingforyoutobeexcited,’saidhermother。
`Oh,I’mnotexcited,mamma。Ifancyhewillproposetohertoday。’
`Ah,that’ssostrange-howandwhenamanproposes!……Thereisasortofbarrier,andallatonceit’sbrokendown,’saidDolly,smilingpensivelyandrecallingherpastwithStepanArkadyevich。
`Mamma,howdidpapaproposetoyou?’Kittyaskedsuddenly。
`Therewasnothingoutoftheway-itwasverysimple,’answeredthePrincess,butherfacebeamedalloverattherecollection。
`Oh,buthowwasit?Youlovedhim,atanyrate,beforeyouwereallowedtospeak?’
Kittyfeltapeculiarpleasureinbeingablenowtotalktohermotheronequaltermsaboutthosequestionsofsuchparamountinterestinawoman’slife。
`OfcourseIdid;hehadcometostaywithusinthecountry。’
`Buthowwasitsettledbetweenyou,mamma?’
`Youimagine,Idaresay,thatyouinventedsomethingquitenew?It’salwaysjustthesame:itwassettledbytheeyes,bysmiles……’
`Howwellyousaidthat,mamma!It’sjustbytheeyes,bysmilesthatit’sdone,’Dollyassented。
`Butwhatwordsdidhesay?’
`WhatdidKostiasaytoyou?’
`Hewroteitinchalk。Itwaswonderful……Howlongagoitseems!’shesaid。
Andthethreewomenallfelltomusingonthesamething。Kittywasthefirsttobreakthesilence。Sherememberedallthatlastwinterbeforehermarriage,andherpassionforVronsky。
`There’sonething……thatoldloveaffairofVarenka’s,’shesaid,anaturalchainofideasbringinghertothispoint。`IshouldhavelikedtosaysomethingtoSergeiIvanovich,topreparehim。They’reall-allmen,Imean,’-sheadded,`awfullyjealousoverourpast。’
`Notall,’saidDolly。`Youjudgebyyourownhusband。ItmakeshimmiserableevennowtorememberVronsky。Eh?that’strue,isn’tit?’
`Yes’,Kittyanswered,apensivesmileinhereyes。
`ButIreallydon’tknow,’themotherputinindefenseofhermotherlycareofherdaughter,`whattherewasinyourpastthatcouldworryhim?ThatVronskypaidyouattentions-thathappenstoeverygirl。’
`Oh,yes,butwedidn’tmeanthat,’Kittysaid,flushingalittle
`No,letmespeak,’hermotherwenton,`why,youyourselfwouldnotletmehaveatalkwithVronsky。Don’tyouremember?’
`Oh,mamma!’saidKitty,withanexpressionofsuffering。
`There’snokeepingyouyoungpeopleinchecknowadays……Yourfriendshipcouldnothavegonebeyondwhatwassuitable。Ishouldmyselfhavecalleduponhimtoexplainhimself。But,mydarling,it’snotrightforyoutobeagitated。Pleaserememberthat,andcalmyourself。’
`I’mperfectlycalm,maman。’
`HowhappyitwasforKittythatAnnacamethen,’saidDolly,`andhowunhappyforher。Itturnedoutquitetheopposite,’shesaid,struckbyherownideas。`ThenAnnawassohappy,andKittythoughtherselfunhappy。Nowitisjusttheopposite。Ioftenthinkofher。’
`Afinepersontothinkabout!Horrid,repulsivewoman-noheart,’saidhermother,whocouldnotforgetthatKittyhadmarriednotVronsky,butLevin。
`Whatdoyouwanttotalkofitfor?’Kittysaidwithannoyance。`Ineverthinkaboutit,andIdon’twanttothinkofit……AndIdon’twanttothinkofit,’shesaid,catchingthesoundofherhusband’sfamiliarsteponthestepsoftheterrace。
`What’sthatyoudon’twanttothinkabout?’inquiredLevin,comingontotheterrace。
Butnooneansweredhim,andhedidnotrepeatthequestion。
`I’msorryI’vebrokeninonyourfemininekingdom,’hesaid,lookingroundoneveryonediscontentedly,andperceivingthattheyhadbeentalkingofsomethingwhichtheywouldnottalkaboutbeforehim。
ForasecondhefeltthathewassharingthefeelingofAgathyaMikhailovna,vexationattheirmakingjamwithoutwater,and,onthewhole,attheoutside,Shcherbatskyauthority。Hesmiled,however,andwentuptoKitty。
`Well,howareyou?’heaskedher,lookingatherwiththeexpressionwithwhicheveryonelookedathernow。
`Oh,verywell,’saidKitty,smiling,`andhowhavethingsgonewithyou?’
`Thewagonheldthreetimesasmuchasthetelegadid。Well,arewegoingforthechildren?I’veorderedthehorsestobeputin。’
`What!YouwanttotakeKittyinthewidedroshky?’hermothersaidreproachfully。
`Yes-atwalkingpace,Princess。’
Levinnevercalledtheprincess`maman’asmenoftendocalltheirmothers-in-law,andthePrincessdislikedhisnotdoingso。ButthoughhelikedandrespectedthePrincess,Levincouldnotcallhersowithoutasenseofprofaninghisfeelingforhisdeadmother。
`Comewithus,maman,’saidKitty。
`Idon’tliketoseesuchimprudence。’
`Well,I’llwalkthen,I’msowell。’Kittygotupandwenttoherhusbandandtookhishand。
`Youmaybewell,buteverythinginmoderation,’saidthePrincess。
`Well,AgathyaMikhailovna,isthejamdone?’saidLevin,smilingtoAgathyaMikhailovna,andtryingtocheerherup。`Isitallrightinthenewway?’
`Isupposeit’sallright。Accordingtoournotionsit’sboiledtoolong。’
`It’llbeallthebetter,AgathyaMikhailovna,itwon’tturnsour,eventhoughtheiceinouricehousehasbeguntomeltalready,sothatwe’venocoolplacetostoreit,’saidKitty,atoncediviningherhusband’smotive,andaddressingtheoldhousekeeperwiththesamefeeling;`butyourpicklesaresogood,thatmammasaysshenevertastedanylikethem,’sheadded,smiling,andputtingherkerchiefstraight。
AgathyaMikhailovnalookedsulkilyatKitty。
`Youneedn’ttrytoconsoleme,mistress。Ineedonlytolookatyouwithhim,andIfeelhappy,’shesaid,andsomethingintheroughfamiliarityofthatwithhimtouchedKitty。
`Comealongwithustolookformushrooms,youwillshowusthebestplaces。’
AgathyaMikhailovnasmiledandshookherhead,asthoughtosay:`Iwouldevenliketobeangrywithyou,butIcan’t。’
`Doit,please,accordingtomyrecipe,’saidthePrincess;`putsomepaperoverthejam,andmoistenitwithalittlerum,and,evenwithoutice,itwillnevergrowmoldy。’
Kittywasparticularlygladofachanceofbeingalonewithherhusband,forshehadnoticedtheshadeofmortificationthathadpassedoverhisface-alwayssoquicktoreflecteveryfeeling-atthemomentwhenhehadcomeontotheterraceandaskedwhattheyweretalkingof,andhadgotnoanswer。
Whentheyhadsetoffonfootaheadoftheothers,andhadgottenoutofsightofthehouseontothebeaten,dustyroad,sprinkledwithearsofryeandwithseparategrains,sheclungfastertohisarmandpresseditclosertoher。Hehadquiteforgottenthemomentaryunpleasantimpression,andalonewithherhefelt,nowthatthethoughtofherapproachingmotherhoodwasneverforamomentabsentfromhismind,anewanddeliciousbliss,quitepurefromallalloyofsense,inbeingneartothewomanheloved。Therewasnoneedofspeech,yethelongedtohearthesoundofhervoice,which,likehereyes,hadchangedsinceshehadbecomepregnant。Inhervoice,asinhereyes,therewasthatsoftnessandgravitywhichisfoundinpeoplecontinuallyconcentratedonsomecherishedpursuit。
`Soyou’renottired?Leanmoreonme,’saidhe。
`No,I’msogladofachanceofbeingalonewithyou,andImustown,thoughI’mhappywiththem,Isighforourwintereveningsalone。’
`Thatwasgood,butthisisevenbetter。Botharebetter,’hesaid,squeezingherhand。
`Doyouknowwhatweweretalkingaboutwhenyoucamein?’
`Aboutjam?’
`Oh,yes,aboutjamtoo;but,afterward,abouthowmenpropose。’
`Ah!’saidLevin,listeningmoretothesoundofhervoicethantoherwords,andallthewhilepayingattentiontotheroad,whichpassednowthroughtheforest,andavoidingplaceswhereshemightmakeafalsestep。
`AndaboutSergeiIvanovichandVarenka。You’venoticed?……I’mveryanxiousforit,’shewenton。`Whatdoyouthinkaboutit?’Andshepeepedintohisface。
`Idon’tknowwhattothink,’Levinanswered,smiling。`Sergeiseemsverystrangetomeinthatway。Itoldyou,youknow……’
`Yes,thathewasinlovewiththatgirlwhodied……’
`ThatwaswhenIwasachild;Iknowaboutitfromhearsayandtradition。Irememberhimthen。Hewaswonderfullysweet。ButI’vewatchedhimsincewithwomen;heisfriendly,someofthemhelikes,butonefeelsthattohimthey’resimplypeople,notwomen。’
`Yes,butnowwithVarenka……Ifancythere’ssomething……’
`Perhapsthereis……Butonehastoknowhim……He’sapeculiar,wonderfulperson。Helivesaspirituallifeonly。He’stoopure,tooexaltedanature。’
`Why?Wouldthislowerhim,then?’
`No,buthe’ssousedtoaspirituallifethathecan’treconcilehimselfwithactualfact,andVarenkaisafterallfact。’
Levinhadgrownusedbynowtoutteringhisthoughtboldly,withouttakingthetroubleofclothingitinexactlanguage。Heknewthathiswife,insuchmomentsoflovingtendernessasnow,wouldunderstandwhathemeanttosayfromahint,andshedidunderstandhim。
`Yes,butthere’snotsomuchofthatactualfactaboutherasaboutme。Icanseethathewouldneverhavecaredforme。Sheisaltogetherspiritual。’
`Oh,no,heissofondofyou,andIamalwayssogladwhenmypeoplelikeyou……’
`Yes,he’sverygoodtome;but……’
`It’snotasitwaswithpoorNikolenka……Youreallycaredforeachother,’Levinfinished。`Whynotspeakofhim?’headded。`Isometimesblamemyselffornotdoingso;itendsinone’sforgetting。Ah,howterribleanddearhewas!……Yes,whatwerewetalkingabout?’Levinsaid,afterapause。
`Youthinkhecan’tfallinlove,’saidKitty,translatingintoherownlanguage。
`It’snotsomuchthathecan’tfallinlove,’Levinsaid,smiling,`buthehasnottheweaknessnecessary……I’vealwaysenviedhim,andevennow,whenI’msohappy,Istillenvyhim。’
`Youenvyhimfornotbeingabletofallinlove?’
`Ienvyhimforbeingbetterthanme,’saidLevin。`Hedoesnotliveforhimself。Hiswholelifeissubordinatedtohisduty。Andthat’swhyhecanbecalmandcontented。’
`Andyou?’Kittyasked,withanironicalandlovingsmile。
Shecouldneverhaveexplainedthechainofthoughtthatmadehersmile;butthelastlinkinitwasthatherhusband,inexaltinghisbrotherandabasinghimself,wasnotquitesincere。Kittyknewthatthisinsinceritycamefromhisloveforhisbrother,fromhissenseofshameatbeingtoohappy,and,aboveall,fromhisunflaggingcravingtobebetter-shelovedthistraitinhim,andsoshesmiled。
`Andyou?Whatareyoudissatisfiedwith?’sheasked,withthesamesmile。
Herdisbeliefinhisself-dissatisfactiondelightedhim,andunconsciouslyhetriedtodrawherintogivingutterancetothegroundsofherdisbelief。
`Iamhappy,butdissatisfiedwithmyself……’hesaid。
`Why,howcanyoubedissatisfiedwithyourselfifyouarehappy?’
`Well,howshallIsay?……InmyheartIreallycarefornothingwhateverbutthatyoushouldnotstumble-see?Oh,butreallyyoumustn’tskipaboutlikethat!’hecried,breakingofftoscoldherfortooagileamovementinsteppingoverabranchthatlayinthepath。`ButwhenIthinkaboutmyself,andcomparemyselfwithothers,especiallywithmybrother,IfeelI’mapoorcreature。’
`Butinwhatway?’Kittypursuedwiththesamesmile。`Don’tyou,too,workforothers?Whataboutyourfarmsteading,andyouragriculture,andyourbook?……’
`Oh,butIfeel,andparticularlyjustnow-it’syourfault,’hesaid,pressingherhand-`thatallthatdoesn’tcount。Idoit,inaway,halfheartedly。IfIcouldcareforallthatasIcareforyou!……Insteadofthat,Idoitinthesedayslikeataskthatissetme。’
`Well,whatwouldyousayaboutpapa?’askedKitty。`Isheapoorcreaturethen,ashedoesnothingforthepublicgood?’
`He?No!Butthen,onemusthavethesimplicity,thestraight-forwardness,thegoodnessofyourfather:andIhaven’tgotthat。Idonothing,andIfretaboutit。It’sallyourdoing。Beforeyou-andthistoo,’headdedwithaglancetowardherwaistthatsheunderstood-`Iputallmyenergiesintowork;nowIcan’t,andI’mashamed;Idoitjustasthoughitwereatasksetme;I’mpretending……’
`Well,butwouldyouliketochangethisminutewithSergeiIvanovich?’saidKitty。`Wouldyouliketodothisworkforthegeneralgood,andtolovethetasksetyou,ashedoes,andnothingelse?’
`Ofcoursenot,’saidLevin。`ButI’msohappythatIdon’tunderstandanything。Soyouthinkhe’llproposetohertoday?’headdedafterabriefsilence。
`Ithinkso,andIdon’tthinkso。Only,I’mawfullyanxiousforit。Here,waitaminute。’Shestoopeddownandpickedawilddaisyattheedgeofthepath。`Come,count:hewill,hewon’t,’shesaid,givinghimtheflower。
`Hewill,hewon’t,’saidLevin,tearingoffthewhitepetals。
`No,no!’Kitty,snatchingathishand,stoppedhim。Shehadbeenwatchinghisfingerswithagitation。`Youpickedofftwo。’
`Oh,butsee,thislittleoneshan’tcounttomakeup,’saidLevin,tearingoffalittlehalf-grownpetal。`Here’sthedroshkyovertakingus。’
`Aren’tyoutired,Kitty?’calledthePrincess。
`Notintheleast。’
`Ifyouareyoucangetin,asthehorsesarequietandwalking。’
Butitwasnotworth-whiletogetin;theywerequiteneartheplace,andallwalkedontogether。
Varenka,withherwhitekerchiefonherblackhair,surroundedbythechildren,gailyandgood-humoredlylookingafterthem,andatthesametimevisiblyexcitedatthepossibilityofreceivingadeclarationfromthemanshecaredfor,wasveryattractive。SergeiIvanovichwalkedbesideher,andneverleftoffadmiringher。Lookingather,herecalledallthedelightfulthingshehadheardfromherlips,allthegoodheknewabouther,andbecamemoreandmoreconsciousthatthefeelinghehadforherwassomethingspecialthathehadfeltlong,longago,andonlyonce,inhisearlyyouth。Thefeelingofhappinessinbeingnearhercontinuallygrew,andatlastreachedsuchapointthat,asheputahuge,slender-stalkedmushroomwithrolledbrims,inherbasket,helookedstraightintoherface,andnoticingtheflushofgladandalarmedexcitementthatoverspreadherface,hewasconfusedhimself,andsmiledtoherinsilenceasmilethatsaidtoomuch。
`Ifso,’hesaidtohimself,`Ioughttothinkitoverandmakeupmymind,andnotgivewaylikeaboytotheimpulseofamoment。’
`I’mgoingtopickbymyselfapartfromalltherest,orelsemyeffortswillmakenoshow,’hesaid,andhelefttheedgeoftheforestwheretheywerewalkingonlowsilkygrassbetweenoldbirchtreesstandingfarapart,andwentmoreintotheheartofthewood,wherebetweenthewhitebirchtrunksthereweregraytrunksofaspenanddarkbushesofhazel。Walkingsomefortypacesaway,SergeiIvanovich,knowinghewasoutofsight,stoodstillbehindabushyspindletreeinfullflowerwithitsrosy-redcatkins。Itwasperfectlystillallroundhim。Onlyoverhead,inthebirchesunderwhichhestood,theflies,likeaswarmofbees,buzzedunceasingly,andfromtimetotimethechildren’svoicesfloatedacrosstohim。Allatonceheheard,notfarfromtheedgeofthewood,thesoundofVarenka’scontraltovoice,callingGrisha,andasmileofdelightpassedoverSergeiIvanovich’sface。Consciousofthissmile,heshookhisheaddisapprovinglyathisownstateand,takingoutacigar,hebeganlightingit。Foralongwhilehecouldnotgetamatchtolightagainstthetrunkofabirchtree。Thesoftpellicleofthewhitebarkstuckaroundthephosphorus,andthelightwentout。Atlastoneofthematchesburned,andthefragrantcigarsmoke,hoveringuncertainlyinflat,widecoils,stretchedawayforwardandupwardoverabushundertheoverhangingbranchesofabirchtree。Watchingthestreakofsmoke,SergeiIvanovichwalkedgentlyon,deliberatingonhisposition。
`Whynot?’hethought。`Ifitwereonlyaflashinthepan,orapassion,ifitwereonlythisattraction-thismutualattractionIcancallitamutualattraction,yetifIfeltthatitwasincontradictionwiththewholebentofmylife;ifIfeltthatingivingwaytothisattractionIshouldbefalsetomyvocationandmyduty……Butit’snotso。TheonlythingIcansayagainstitisthat,whenIlostMarie,IsaidtomyselfthatIwouldremainfaithfultohermemory。That’stheonlythingIcansayagainstmyfeeling……That’sagreatthing,’SergeiIvanovichsaidtohimself,feelingatthesametimethatthisconsiderationhadnottheslightestimportanceforhimpersonally,butwouldonlyperhapsdetractfromhisromanticcharacterintheeyesofothers。`Butapartfromthat,howevermuchIsearched,Ishouldneverfindanythingtosayagainstmyfeeling。IfIwerechoosingbyconsiderationsofintellectalone,Icouldnothavefoundanythingbetter。’
Howevermanywomenandgirlshethoughtofwhomheknew,hecouldnotthinkofagirlwhounitedtosuchadegreeall-positivelyall-thequalitieshewouldwishtoseeinhiswife。Shehadallthecharmandfreshnessofyouth,butshewasnotachild;andifshelovedhim,shelovedhimconsciously,asawomanoughttolove;thatwasonething。Anotherpoint:shewasnotonlyfarfrombeingworldly,buthadanunmistakabledistasteforworldlysociety,andatthesametimesheknewtheworld,andhadallthewaysofawomanofthebestsociety,whichwereabsolutelyessentialtoSergeiIvanovich’sconceptionofthewomanwhowastosharehislife。Thirdly:shewasreligious,andnotlikeachild,unconsciouslyreligiousandgood,asKitty,forexample,was,butherlifewasfoundedonreligiousprinciples。Evenintriflingmatters,SergeiIvanovichfoundinherallthathewantedinhiswife:shewaspoorandaloneintheworld,soshewouldnotbringwithheramassofrelationsandtheirinfluenceintoherhusband’shouse,ashesawnowinKitty’scase。Shewouldoweeverythingtoherhusband,whichwaswhathehadalwaysdesired,too,forhisfuturefamilylife。Andthisgirl,whounitedallthesequalities,lovedhim。Hewasamodestman,buthecouldnothelpseeingit。Andhelovedher。Therewasoneconsiderationagainstit-hisage。Buthecameofalong-livedfamily,hehadnotasinglegrayhair,noonewouldhavetakenhimforforty,andherememberedVarenka’ssayingthatitwasonlyinRussiathatmenoffiftythoughtthemselvesold,andthatinFranceamanoffiftyconsidershimselfdanslaforcedel’age,whileamanoffortyisunjeunehomme。Butwhatdidthemerereckoningofyearsmatterwhenhefeltasyounginheartashehadbeentwentyyearsago?Wasitnotyouthtofeelashefeltnow,whencomingfromtheothersidetotheedgeofthewoodhesawintheglowinglightoftheslantingsunbeamsthegracefulfigureofVarenkainheryellowgownwithherbasket,walkinglightlybythetrunkofanoldbirchtree,andwhenthisimpressionofthesightofVarenkablendedsoharmoniouslywiththebeautyoftheview,oftheyellowoatfieldlyingbathedintheslantingsunshine,and,beyondit,thedistantancientforest,fleckedwithyellowandmeltingintotheblueofthedistance?Hisheartthrobbedjoyously。Asoftenedfeelingcameoverhim。Hefeltthathehadmadeuphismind。Varenka,whohadjustcroucheddowntopickamushroom,rosewithasupplemovementandlookedround。Flingingawaythecigar,SergeiIvanovichadvancedwithresolutestepstowardher。
`VarvaraAndreevna,whenIwasveryyoung,IsetbeforemyselftheidealofthewomanIlovedandshouldbehappytocallmywife。Ihavelivedthroughalonglife,andnowforthefirsttimeIhavemetwhatIsought-inyou。Iloveyou,andofferyoumyhand。’
SergeiIvanovichwassayingthistohimselfwhilehewastenpacesfromVarenka。Kneelingdown,withherhandsoverthemushroomstoguardthemfromGrisha,shewascallinglittleMasha。
`Comehere,littleones!Therearesomany!’shewassayinginhersweet,deepvoice。
SeeingSergeiIvanovichapproaching,shedidnotgetupanddidnotchangeherposition,buteverythingtoldhimthatshefelthispresenceandwasgladofit。
`Well,didyoufindsome?’sheaskedfromunderthewhitekerchief,turningherhandsome,gentlysmilingfacetohim。
`Notone,’saidSergeiIvanovich。`Didyou?’
Shedidnotanswer,busywiththechildrenwhothrongedabouther。
`Thatonetoo,nearthetwig,’shepointedouttolittleMashaalittlefungus,splitinhalfacrossitsrosycapbythedrygrassfromunderwhichitthrustitself。VarenkagotupwhileMashapickedthefungus,breakingitintotwowhitehalves。`Thisbringsbackmychildhood,’sheadded,movingapartfromthechildren,toSergeiIvanovich’sside。
Theywalkedonforafewstepsinsilence。Varenkasawthathewantedtospeak;sheguessedofwhat,andfeltfaintwithjoyandpanic。Theyhadwalkedsofarawaythatnoonecouldhearthemnow,butstillhedidnotbegin。ItwouldhavebeenbetterforVarenkatobesilent。Afterasilenceitwouldhavebeeneasierforthemtosaywhattheywantedtosay,thanaftertalkingaboutmushrooms。Butagainstherownwill,asitwereaccidentally,Varenkasaid:
`Soyoufoundnothing?Inthemiddleofthewoodtherearealwaysfewer,though。’
SergeiIvanovichsighedandmadenoanswer。Hewasannoyedthatshehadspokenaboutthemushrooms。Hewantedtobringherbacktothefirstwordsshehadutteredaboutherchildhood;butafterapauseofsomelength,asthoughagainsthisownwill,hemadeanobservationinresponsetoherlastwords。
`Ihaveheardthatthewhiteediblefungiarefoundprincipallyattheedgeofthewood,thoughIcan’ttellthemapart。’
Someminutesmorepassed;theymovedstillfartherawayfromthechildren,andwerequitealone。Varenka’sheartthrobbedsothatshehearditbeating,andfeltthatshewasturningred,andpale,andredagain。
TobethewifeofamanlikeKoznishev,afterherpositionwithMadameStahl,wastoherimaginationtheheightofhappiness。Besides,shewasalmostcertainthatshewasinlovewithhim。Andthismomentitwouldhavetobedecided。Shefeltfrightened。Shedreadedbothhisspeakingandhisnotspeaking。
Noworneveritmustbesaid-SergeiIvanovichfeltthattoo。Everythingintheexpression,theflushedcheeksandthedowncasteyesofVarenkabetrayedapainfulsuspense。SergeiIvanovichsawit,andfeltsorryforher。Hefelteventhattosaynothingnowwouldbeaslighttoher。Rapidlyinhisownmindheranoveralltheargumentsinsupportofhisdecision。Heevensaidovertohimselfthewordsinwhichhemeanttoputhisproposal,butinsteadofthosewords,someutterlyunexpectedreflectionthatoccurredtohimmadehimask:
`Whatisthedifferencebetweenthe``birch’mushroomandthe``white’mushroom?’
Varenka’slipsquiveredwithemotionassheanswered:
`Inthetoppartthereisscarcelyanydifference-it’sinthestalk。’
Andassoonasthesewordswereuttered,bothheandshefeltthatitwasover,thatwhatwastohavebeensaidwouldnotbesaid;andtheiremotion,whichuptothenhadbeencontinuallygrowingmoreintense,begantosubside。
`Thebirchmushroom’sstalksuggestsadarkman’schinaftertwodayswithoutshaving,’saidSergeiIvanovich,speakingquitecalmlynow。
`Yes,that’strue,’answeredVarenkasmiling,andunconsciouslythedirectionoftheirwalkchanged。Theybegantoturntowardthechildren。Varenkafeltbothhurtandashamed;atthesametimeshefeltasenseofrelief。
Whenhehadgothomeagain,andwentoverthewholesetofarguments,SergeiIvanovichthoughthispreviousdecisionhadbeenamistakenone。HecouldnotbefalsetothememoryofMarie。
`Gently,children,gently!’Levinshoutedquiteangrilytothechildren,standingbeforehiswifetoprotectherwhenthecrowdofchildrenflewwithshrieksofdelighttomeetthem。
BehindthechildrenSergeiIvanovichandVarenkawalkedoutoftheforest。KittyhadnoneedtoaskVarenka;shesawfromthecalmandsomewhatcrestfallenfacesofboththatherplanshadnotcomeoff。
`Well?’herhusbandquestionedherastheyweregoinghomeagain。
`Nobites,’saidKitty,hersmileandmannerofspeakingrecallingherfather,alikenessLevinoftennoticedwithpleasure。
`Nobites,how?’
`I’llshowyou,’shesaid,takingherhusband’shand,liftingittohermouth,andjustfaintlybrushingitwithclosedlips。`Likeakissonapriest’shand。’
`Whichonedidn’tbite?’hesaid,laughing。
`Both。Butitshouldhavebeenlikethis……’
`Therearesomepeasantscoming……’
`Oh,theydidn’tsee。’
Duringthetimeofthechildren’steathegrownupssatonthebalconyandtalkedasthoughnothinghadhappenedthoughtheyall,especiallySergeiIvanovichandVarenka,wereverywellawarethattherehadhappenedaneventwhich,thoughnegative,wasofverygreatimportance。Theybothhadthesamefeeling,ratherlikethatofaschoolboyafteranunluckyexamination,whichhaslefthiminthesameclassorshuthimoutofschoolforever。Everyonepresent,alsofeelingthatsomethinghadhappened,talkedeagerlyaboutextraneoussubjects。LevinandKittywereparticularlyhappyandconsciousoftheirlovethatevening。Andtheirhappinessintheirloveseemedtoimplyadisagreeablereferencetothosewhowouldhavelikedtofeelthesameandcouldnot-andtheyfeltaprickofconscience。
`Markmywords,Alexandrewillnotcome,’saidtheoldPrincess。
ThateveningtheywereexpectingStepanArkadyevichtocomedownbytrain,andtheoldPrincehadwrittenthatpossiblyhemightcometoo。
`AndIknowwhy,’thePrincesswenton;`hesaysthatnewlymarriedcouplesoughttobeleftaloneforawhileatfirst。’
`Butpapahasleftusalone。We’veneverseenhim,’saidKitty。`Besides,we’renotnewlymarried!-we’reoldmarriedpeoplebynow。
`Onlyifhedoesn’tcome,Ishallsaygood-bytoyou,children,’saidthePrincess,sighingmournfully。
`Whatnonsense,mamma!’boththedaughtersfelluponheratonce。`Howdoyousupposeheisfeeling?Why,now……’
AndsuddenlytherewasanunexpectedquiverinthePrincess’svoice。Herdaughtersweresilent,andlookedatoneanother。`Mamanalwaysfindssomethingtobemiserableabout,’theysaidinthatglance。TheydidnotknowthathappyasthePrincesswasinherdaughter’shouse,andusefulasshefeltherselftobethere,shehadbeenextremelymiserable,bothonherownaccountandherhusband’s,eversincetheyhadmarriedofftheirlastandfavoritedaughter,andtheirfamilynesthadbeenleftempty。
`Whatisit,AgathyaMikhailovna?’KittyaskedsuddenlyofAgathyaMikhailovna,whowasstandingwithamysteriousair,andafacefullofmeaning。
`Aboutsupper。’
`Well,that’sright,’saidDolly;`yougoandarrangeaboutit,andI’llgoandhearGrisharepeathislesson,orelsehewillhavedonenothingallday。’
`That’smyduty!No,Dolly,I’mgoing,’saidLevin,jumpingup。
Grisha,whowasbynowatahighschool,hadtogooverthelessonsoftheterminthesummerholidays。DaryaAlexandrovna,whohadbeenstudyingLatinwithhersoninMoscowbefore,hadmadeitaruleoncomingtotheLevins’togooverwithhim,atleastonceaday,themostdifficultlessonsofLatinandarithmetic。Levinhadofferedtotakeherplace,butthemother,havingonceoverheardLevin’slesson,andnoticingthatitwasnotgivenexactlyastheteacherinMoscowhadgivenit,saidresolutely,thoughwithmuchembarrassmentandanxietynottomortifyLevin,thattheymustkeepstrictlytothebookastheteacherhaddone,andthatshehadbetterundertakeitagainherself。LevinwasamazedbothatStepanArkadyevich,who,byneglectinghisduty,threwuponthemotherthesupervisionofstudiesofwhichshehadnocomprehension,andattheteachersforteachingthechildrensobadly。Buthepromisedhissister-in-lawtogivethelessonsexactlyasshewished。AndhewentonteachingGrisha,notinhisownway,butbythebook,andsotooklittleinterestinit,andoftenforgotthehourofthelesson。Soithadbeentoday。
`No,I’mgoing,Dolly,yousitstill,’hesaid。`We’lldoitallproperly,accordingtothebook。OnlywhenStivacomes,andwegooutshooting,thenweshallhavetomissit。’
AndLevinwenttoGrisha。
VarenkawassayingthesamethingtoKitty。Eveninthehappy,well-orderedhouseholdoftheLevins,Varenkahadsucceededinmakingherselfuseful。
`I’llseetothesupper,yousitstill,’shesaid,andgotuptogotoAgathyaMikhailovna。
`Yes,yes,mostlikelythey’venotbeenabletogetchickens。Ifso,our……’
`AgathyaMikhailovnaandIwillseeaboutit,’andVarenkavanishedwithher。
`Whatafinegirl!’saidthePrincess。
`Notmerelyfine,maman;she’sanexquisitegirl;there’snooneelselikeher。’
`SoyouareexpectingStepanArkadyevichtoday?’saidSergeiIvanovich,evidentlynotdisposedtopursuetheconversationaboutVarenka。`Itwouldbedifficulttofindtwosons-in-lawmoreunlikethanyours,’hesaidwithasubtlesmile。`Onemobilityitself,onlylivinginsociety,likeafishinwater;theotherourKostia,lively,alert,quickineverything,but,assoonasheisinsociety,heeithersinksintoapathy,orstruggleshelplesslylikeafishonland。’
`Yes,he’sveryheedless,’saidthePrincess,addressingSergeiIvanovich。`I’veintended,indeed,toaskyoutotellhimthatit’soutofthequestionforher’sheindicatedKitty`tostayhere;thatshepositivelymustcometoMoscow。Hetalksofgettingadoctordown……’
`Maman,he’lldoeverything;hehasagreedtoeverything,’Kittysaid,angrywithhermotherforappealingtoSergeiIvanovichtojudgeinsuchamatter。
Inthemiddleoftheirconversationtheyheardthesnortingofhorsesandthesoundofwheelsonthegravel。
Dollyhadnottimetogetuptogoandmeetherhusband,whenfromthewindowoftheroombelow,whereGrishawashavinghislesson,LevinleapedoutandhelpedGrishaoutafterhim。
`It’sStiva!’Levinshoutedfromunderthebalcony。`We’vefinished,Dolly,don’tbeafraid!’headded,andstartedrunninglikeaboytomeetthecarriage。
`Is,ea,id,ejus,ejus,ejus!’shoutedGrisha,skippingalongtheavenue。
`Andsomeoneelsetoo!Papa,ofcourse!’criedLevin,stoppingattheentranceoftheavenue。`Kitty,don’tcomedownthesteepstaircase-goaround。’
ButLevinhadbeenmistakenintakingthepersonsittinginthecarriagefortheoldPrince。AshegotnearertothecarriagehesawbesideStepanArkadyevichnotthePrince,butahandsome,stoutyoungmaninaScotchcap,withlongendsofribbonbehind。ThiswasVassenkaVeslovsky,adistantcousinoftheShcherbatskys,abrilliantyounggentlemaninPeterburgandMoscowsociety-acapitalfellow,andakeensportsman,’asStepanArkadyevichsaid,introducinghim。
NotawhitabashedbythedisappointmentcausedbyhishavingcomeinplaceoftheoldPrince,VeslovskygreetedLevingaily,claimingacquaintancewithhiminthepast,andsnatchingupGrishaintothecarriage,liftedhimoverthepointerthatStepanArkadyevichhadbroughtwithhim。
Levindidnotgetintothecarriage,butwalkedbehind。HewasrathervexedatthenonarrivaloftheoldPrince,whomhelikedmoreandmorethemorehesawhim,andalsothearrivalofthisVassenkaVeslovsky,aquitealienandsuperfluousperson。Heseemedtohimstillmorealienandsuperfluouswhen,onapproachingthestepswherethewholeparty,childrenandgrownups,weregatheredtogetherinmuchanimation,LevinsawVassenkaVeslovsky,withaparticularlywarmandgallantair,kissingKitty’shand。
`YourwifeandIarecousinsandveryoldfriends,’saidVassenkaVeslovsky,oncemoreshakingLevin’shandwithgreatwarmth。
`Well,arethereplentyofbirds?’StepanArkadyevichsaidtoLevin,hardlyleavingtimeforeveryonetoexchangegreetings。`We’vecomewiththemostsavageintentions。Why,maman,they’venotbeeninMoscowsince!Look,Tania,here’ssomethingforyou!Getit,please,it’sinthecarriage,behind!’hetalkedinalldirections。`Howprettyyou’vegrown,Dollenka,’hesaidtohiswife,oncemorekissingherhand,holdingitinoneofhis,andpattingitwiththeother。
Levin,whoaminutebeforehadbeeninthehappiestframeofmind,nowlookeddarklyateveryone,andeverythingdispleasedhim。
`Whowasithekissedyesterdaywiththeselips?’hethought,lookingatStepanArkadyevich’stenderdemonstrationstohiswife。HelookedatDolly,andhedidnotlikehereither。
`Shedoesn’tbelieveinhislove。Sowhatisshepleasedabout?Revolting!’thoughtLevin。
HelookedatthePrincess,whohadbeensodeartohimaminutebefore,andhedidnotlikethemannerinwhichshewelcomedthisVassenka,withhisribbons,justasthoughshewereinherownhouse。
EvenSergeiIvanovich,whohadcomeouttooonthesteps,seemedtohimunpleasantwiththeshowofcordialitywithwhichhemetStepanArkadyevich,thoughLevinknewthathisbrotherneitherlikednorrespectedOblonsky。
AndVarenka-evensheseemedhateful,withherairsaintenitouchemakingtheacquaintanceofthisgentleman,whileallthewhileshewasthinkingofnothingbutgettingmarried。
AndmorehatefulthananyonewasKitty,forfallinginwiththetoneofgaietywithwhichthisgentlemanregardedhisvisitinthecountry,asthoughitwereaholidayforhimselfandeveryoneelse。And,moreunpleasantthaneverythingelse,wasthatpeculiarsmilewithwhichsherespondedtohissmile。
Noisilytalking,theyallwentintothehouse;butassoonastheywereallseated,Levinturnedandwentout。
Kittysawsomethingwaswrongwithherhusband。Shetriedtoseizeamomenttospeaktohimalone,buthemadehastetogetawayfromher,sayinghewaswantedatthecountinghouse。Itwaslongsincehisownworkontheestatehadseemedtohimsoimportantasatthatmoment。`It’sallholidayforthem,’hethought;`butthesearenoholidaymatters,theywon’twait,andthere’snolivingwithoutthem。’
Levincamebacktothehouseonlywhentheysenttosummontosupper。OnthestairswerestandingKittyandAgathyaMikhailovna,consultingaboutwinesforsupper。
`Butwhyareyoumakingallthisfuss?Havewhatweusuallydo。’
`No,Stivadoesn’tdrink……Kostia,stop,what’sthematter?’Kittybegan,hurryingafterhim,buthestroderuthlesslyawaytothediningroomwithoutwaitingforher,andatoncejoinedinthelivelygeneralconversationwhichwasbeingmaintainedtherebyVassenkaVeslovskyandStepanArkadyevich。
`Well,whatdoyousay,arewegoingshootingtomorrow?’saidStepanArkadyevich。
`Please,dolet’sgo,’saidVeslovsky,movingtoanotherchair,wherehesatdownsideways,withonefatlegcrossedunderhim。
`Ishallbedelighted,wewillgo。Andhaveyouhadanyshootingyetthisyear?’saidLevintoVeslovsky,lookingintentlyathisleg,butspeakingwiththatforcedamiabilitythatKittyknewsowellinhim,andthatwassooutofkeepingwithhim。`Ican’tanswerforourfindingdoublesnipe,butthereareplentyofjacksnipe。Onlyweoughttostartearly。You’renottired?Aren’tyoutired,Stiva?’
`Metired?I’veneverbeentiredyet。Supposewestayupallnight。Let’sgoforawalk!’
`Yes,really,let’snotgotobedatall!Capital!’Veslovskychimedin。
`Oh,weallknowyoucandowithoutsleep,andkeepotherpeopleuptoo,’Dollysaidtoherhusband,withthatfaintnoteofironyinhervoicewhichshealmostalwayshadnowwithherhusband。`Buttomythinking,it’stimeforbednow……I’mgoing,Idon’twantsupper。’
`No,dostayalittle,Dollenka,’saidStepanArkadyevich,goingroundtohersidebehindthetablewheretheywerehavingsupper。`I’vesomuchstilltotellyou。’
`Nothingreally,Isuppose。’
`DoyouknowVeslovskyhasbeenatAnna’s,andhe’sgoingtothemagain?Youknowthey’rehardlyseventyverstasfromyou,andItoomustcertainlygooverthere。Veslovsky,comehere!’
Vassenkacrossedovertotheladies,andsatdownbesideKitty。
`Ah,dotellme,please;youhavevisitedher?Howwasshe?’DaryaAlexandrovnaappealedtohim。
Levinwasleftattheotherendofthetable,andthoughneverpausinginhisconversationwiththePrincessandVarenka,hesawthattherewasaneagerandmysteriousconversationgoingonbetweenStepanArkadyevich,Dolly,Kitty,andVeslovsky。Andthatwasnotall。Hesawonhiswife’sfaceanexpressionofrealfeelingasshegazedwithfixedeyesonthehandsomefaceofVassenka,whowastellingthemsomethingwithgreatanimation。
`It’sexceedinglyniceattheirplace,’VeslovskywastellingthemaboutVronskyandAnna。`Ican’t,ofcourse,takeituponmyselftojudge,butintheirhouseyoufeeltherealfeelingofhome。’
`Whatdotheyintenddoing?’
`IbelievetheythinkofgoingtoMoscowforthewinter。’
`Howjollyitwouldbeforusalltogoovertothemtogether!Whenareyougoingthere?’StepanArkadyevichaskedVassenka。
`I’mspendingJulythere。’
`Willyougo?’StepanArkadyevichsaidtohiswife。
`I’vebeenwantingtoalongwhile;Ishallcertainlygo,’saidDolly。`Iamsorryforher,andIknowher。She’sasplendidwoman。Iwillgoalone,whenyougoback,andthenIshallbeinnoone’sway。Anditwillbebetterindeedwithoutyou。’
`Tobesure,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Andyou,Kitty?’
`I?WhyshouldIgo?’Kittysaid,flushingallover,andsheglancedroundatherhusband。
`DoyouknowAnnaArkadyevna,then?’Veslovskyaskedher。`She’saveryfascinatingwoman?’
`Yes,’sheansweredVeslovsky,crimsoningstillmore。Shegotupandwalkedacrosstoherhusband。
`Areyougoingshooting,then,tomorrow?’shesaid。
Hisjealousyhadinthesefewmoments,especiallyattheflushthathadoverspreadhercheekswhileshewastalkingtoVeslovsky,gonefarindeed。Nowasheheardherwords,heconstruedtheminhisownfashion。Strangeasitwastohimafterwardtorecallit,itseemedtohimatthemomentclearthatinaskingwhetherhewasgoingshooting,allshecaredtoknowwaswhetherhewouldgivethatpleasuretoVassenkaVeslovsky,withwhom,ashefancied,shewasinlove。
`Yes,I’mgoing,’heansweredherinanunnaturalvoice,disagreeabletohimself。
`No,betterspendthedayheretomorrow,orDollywon’tseeanythingofherhusband,andsetoffthedayafter,’saidKitty。
ThemotiveofKitty’swordswasinterpretedbyLevinthus:`Don’tseparatemefromhim。Idon’tcareaboutyourgoing,butdoletmeenjoythesocietyofthisdelightfulyoungman。’
`Oh,ifyouwish,we’llstayheretomorrow,’Levinanswered,withpeculiaramiability。
Vassenkameanwhile,utterlyunsuspectingthemiseryhispresencehadoccasioned,gotupfromthetableafterKitty,andwatchingherwithsmilingandadmiringeyes,hefollowedher。
Levinsawthatlook。Heturnedwhite,andforaminutehecouldhardlybreathe。`Howdarehelookatmywifelikethat!’wasthefeelingthatboiledwithinhim。
`Tomorrow,then?Do,please,letusgo,’saidVassenka,sittingdownonachair,andagaincrossinghislegashishabitwas。
Levin’sjealousywentfurtherstill。Alreadyhesawhimselfadeceivedhusband,lookeduponbyhiswifeandherloverassimplynecessarytoprovidethemwiththeconveniencesandpleasuresoflife……ButinspiteofthathemadepoliteandhospitableinquiriesofVassenkaabouthisshooting,hisgun,andhisboots,andagreedtogoshootingnextday。
HappilyforLevin,theoldPrincesscutshorthisagoniesbygettingupherselfandadvisingKittytogotobed。ButevenatthispointLevincouldnotescapeanotheragony。Ashesaidgoodnighttohishostess,Vassenkawouldagainhavekissedherhand,butKitty,reddening,drewbackherhandandsaidwithana?vebluntness,forwhichtheoldPrincessscoldedherafterward:
`Wedon’tlikethatfashion。’
InLevin’seyesshewastoblameforhavingallowedsuchrelationstoarise,andstillmoretoblameforshowingsoawkwardlythatshedidnotlikethem。
`Why,howcanonewanttogotobed!’saidStepanArkadyevich,who,afterdrinkingseveralglassesofwineatsupper,wasnowinhismostcharmingandlyricalhumor。`Look,Kitty,’hesaid,pointingtothemoon,whichhadjustrisenbehindthelindentrees,`howexquisite!Veslovsky,thisisthetimeforaserenade。Youknow,hehasasplendidvoice;wepractisedsongstogetheralongtheroad。Hehasbroughtsomelovelysongswithhim-twonewones。VarvaraAndreevnaandhemustsingsomeduets。’
Whenthepartyhadbrokenup,StepanArkadyevichwalkedalongwhileabouttheavenuewithVeslovsky;theirvoicescouldbeheardsingingoneofthenewsongs。
Levin,hearingthesevoices,satscowlinginaneasychairinhiswife’sbedroom,andmaintainedanobstinatesilencewhensheaskedhimwhatwaswrong。Butwhenatlastwithatimidglanceshehazardedthequestion:`WasthereperhapssomethingyoudislikedaboutVeslovsky?’-itallburstout,andhetoldherall。Hewashurthimselfbywhathewassaying,andthatexasperatedhimallthemore。
Hestoodfacingherwithhiseyesglitteringmenacinglyunderhisscowlingbrows,andhesqueezedhisstrongarmsacrosshischest,asthoughhewerestrainingeverynervetoholdhimselfin。Theexpressionofhisfacewouldhavebeengrim,andevencruel,ifithadnotatthesametimehadalookofsufferingwhichtouchedher。Hisjawsweretwitching,andhisvoicekeptbreaking。
`YoumustunderstandthatI’mnotjealous,that’sanastyword。Ican’tbejealous,andbelievethat……Ican’tsaywhatIfeel,butthisisawful……I’mnotjealous,butI’mwounded,humiliatedthatanybodydarethink,thatanybodydarelookatyouwitheyeslikethat……’
`Eyeslikewhat?’saidKitty,tryingasconscientiouslyaspossibletorecalleverywordandgestureofthateveningandeveryshadeimpliedinthem。
Attheverybottomofherheartshedidthinktherehadbeensomething,preciselyatthemomentwhenhehadcrossedoverafterhertotheotherendofthetable;butshedarednotowniteventoherself,andwouldhavebeenevenmoreunabletobringherselftosaysotohim,andsoincreasehissuffering。
`AndwhatcantherepossiblybeattractiveaboutmeasIamnow?……’
`Ah!’hecried,clutchingathishead,`Youshouldn’tsaythat!……Ifyouhadbeenattractive,then……’
`Oh,no,Kostia,oh,waitaminute,oh,dolisten!’shesaid,lookingathimwithanexpressionofpainedcommiseration。`Why,whatcanyoubethinkingabout!Whenformethere’snooneintheworld,noone,noone!……Wouldyoulikemenevertoseeanyone?
Forthefirstminuteshehadbeenoffendedathisjealousy;shewasangrythattheslightestamusement,eventhemostinnocent,shouldbeforbiddenher;butnowshewouldreadilyhavesacrificed,notmerelysuchtrifles,buteverything,forhispeaceofmind,tosavehimfromtheagonyhewassuffering。
`Youmustunderstandthehorrorandcomedyofmyposition,’hewentoninadesperatewhisper;`thathe’sinmyhouse,thathe’sdonenothingpositivelyimproper-onecantakeexceptiononlytohisfreeandeasyairsandthewayhetuckshislegsinunderhim。Hethinksit’sthebestpossibleform,andsoI’mobligedtobeciviltohim。’
`But,Kostia,you’reexaggerating,’saidKitty,atthebottomofherheartrejoicingatthedepthofhisloveforher,shownnowinhisjealousy。
`Themostawfulpartofitallisthatyou’rejustasyoualwaysare,andespeciallynowwhentomeyou’resomethingsacred,andwe’resohappy,soparticularlyhappy-andallofasuddenalittlewretch……He’snotalittlewretch;whyshouldIabusehim?Ihavenothingtodowithhim。Butwhyshouldmy,andyour,happiness……’
`Doyouknow,Iunderstandnowwhatitallcamefrom,’Kittywasbeginning。
`Well,what?What?’
`Isawhowyoulookedwhileweweretalkingatsupper。’
`Well,well!’Levinsaidindismay。
Shetoldhimwhattheyhadbeentalkingabout。Andasshetoldhim,shewasbreathlesswithemotion。Levinwassilentforaspace,thenhescannedherpaleanddistressedface,andsuddenlyheclutchedathishead。
`Katia,I’vebeenworryingyou!Darling,forgiveme!It’smadness!Katia,I’macriminal。Andhowcouldyoubesodistressedatsuchidiocy?’
`Oh,Iwassorryforyou。’
`Forme?Forme?HowmadIam!……Butwhymakeyoumiserable?It’sawfultothinkthatanyoutsidercanshatterourhappiness。’
`It’shumiliatingtoo,ofcourse。’
`Oh,thenI’llkeephimhereallthesummer,andwilloverwhelmhimwithcivility,’saidLevin,kissingherhands。`Youshallsee。Tomorrow……oh,yes,wearegoingtomorrow。’
Nextday,beforetheladieswereup,thecarriagesfortheshootingparty,thedroshkyandatrap,wereatthedoor,andLaska,awaresinceearlymorningthattheyweregoingshooting,aftermuchwhininganddartingtoandfro,hadsatherselfdowninthedroshkybesidethecoachman,and,disapprovingofthedelay,wasexcitedlywatchingthedoorfromwhichthesportsmenstilldidnotissue。ThefirsttocomeoutwasVassenkaVeslovsky,innewhighbootsthatreachedhalfwayuphisthickthighs,inagreenblouse,withanewcartridgebelt,redolentofleather,andinhisScotchcapwithribbons,withabrand-newEnglishgunwithoutasling。Laskaflewuptohim,welcomedhim,and,jumpingup,askedhiminherownwaywhethertheotherswerecomingsoon;butgettingnoanswerfromhim,shereturnedtoherpostofobservationandsankintoreposeagain,herheadononeside,andoneearprickeduptolisten。Atlastthedooropenedwithacreak,andStepanArkadyevich’sspot-and-tanpointerKrakflewout,runningroundandroundandturningoverintheair。StepanArkadyevichhimselffollowedwithaguninhishandandacigarinhismouth。`Soho,soho,Krak!’hecriedencouraginglytothedog,whoputhispawsuponhischest,catchingathisgamebag。StepanArkadyevichwasdressedinbroguesandputtees,intorntrousersandashortcoat。Onhisheadtherewasawreckofahatofindefiniteform,buthisgunofanewpatentwasaperfectgem,andhisgamebagandcartridgebelt,thoughworn,wereoftheverybestquality。
VassenkaVeslovskyhadhadnonotionbeforethatitwastrulychicforasportsmantobeintatters,buttohavehisshootingoutfitofthebestquality。HesawitnowashelookedatStepanArkadyevich,radiantinhisrags,graceful,well-fed,andjoyous,atypicalRussiannobleman。Andhemadeuphismindthatnexttimehewentshootinghewouldcertainlyadoptthesamegetup。
`Well,andwhataboutourhost?’heasked。
`Ayoungwife,’saidStepanArkadyevich,smiling。
`Yes,andsuchacharmingone!’
`Hecamedowndressed。Nodoubthe’srunuptoheragain。’
StepanArkadyevichguessedright。Levinhadrunupagaintohiswifetoaskheroncemoreifsheforgavehimforhisidiocyyesterday,and,moreover,tobegherinChrist’snametobemorecareful。Thegreatthingwasforhertokeepawayfromthechildren-theymightanyminutejostleagainsther。Thenhehadoncemoretohearherdeclarethatshewasnotangrywithhimforgoingawayfortwodays,andtobeghertobesuretosendanotenextmorningbyaservantonhorseback,towritehim,ifitwerebuttwowordsonly,tolethimknowthatallwaswellwithher。
Kittywasdistressed,asshealwayswas,atpartingforacoupleofdaysfromherhusband,butwhenshesawhiseagerfigure,lookingbigandstronginhisshootingbootsandhiswhiteblouse,andasortofsportsmanelationandexcitementincomprehensibletoher,sheforgotherownchagrinforthesakeofhispleasure,andsaidgood-bytohimcheerfully。
`Pardon,gentlemen!’hesaid,runningoutonthesteps。`Haveyouputthelunchin?Whyisthechestnutontheright?Well,itdoesn’tmatter。Laska,down;goandliedown!’
`Putthemwiththeherdofheifers,’hesaidtotheherdsmanwhowaswaitingforhimatthestepstoaskhimwhatwastobedonewiththegeldoxen。`Excuseme,herecomesanothervillain。’
Levinjumpedoutofthedroshky,inwhichhehadalreadytakenhisseat,tomeetthecarpenter,whocametowardthestepswitharuleinhishand。
`Youdidn’tcometothecountinghouseyesterday,andnowyou’redetainingme。Well,whatisit?’
`Wouldyourhonorletmemakeanotherturning?There’sonlythreestepstoadd。Andwemakeitjustfitatthesametime。Itwillbemuchmoreconvenient。’
`Youshouldhavelistenedtome,’Levinansweredwithannoyance。`Isaid:Putthelinesandthenfitinthesteps。Nowthere’snosettingitright。DoasItoldyou,andmakeanewstaircase。’
Thepointwasthatinthewingthatwasbeingbuiltthecarpenterhadspoiledthestaircase,fittingittogetherwithoutcalculatingthespaceitwastofill,sothatthestepswereallslopingwhenitwasputinplace。Nowthecarpenterwantedtokeepthesamestaircase,byaddingthreesteps。
`Itwillbemuchbetter。’
`Butwhere’syourstaircasecomingoutwithitsthreesteps?’
`Why,uponmyword,sir,’thecarpentersaidwithacontemptuoussmile。`Itcomesoutrightattheveryspot。Itstartshere,’hesaid,withapersuasivegesture,`thenit’llgoup,andgoupandcomeout。’
`Butthreestepswilladdtothelengthtoo……whereisittocomeout?’
`Why,tobesure,it’llgoup,andcomeout,’thecarpentersaidobstinatelyandconvincingly。
`It’llreachtheceilingandthewall。’
`Uponmyword!Why,it’llgoup,andgoup,andcomeoutlikethis。’
Levintookoutaramrodandbegansketchinghimthestaircaseinthedust。
`There,doyousee?’
`Asyourhonorlikes,’saidthecarpenter,withasuddengleaminhiseyes,obviouslyunderstandingthethingatlast。`Itseemsit’llbebesttomakeanewone。’
`Well,then,doitasyou’retold,’Levinshouted,seatinghimselfinthedroshky。`Down!Holdthedogs,Philip!’
Levinfeltnowatleavingbehindallhisfamilyandhouseholdcaressuchaneagersenseofjoyinlifeandexpectationthathewasnotdisposedtotalk。Besidesthat,hehadthatfeelingofconcentratedexcitementthateverysportsmanexperiencesasheapproachesthesceneofaction。Ifhehadanythingonhismindatthatmoment,itwasonlythedoubtwhethertheywouldstartanythingintheKolpenskymarsh,whetherLaskawouldshowtoadvantageincomparisonwithKrak,andwhetherhewouldshootwellthatdayhimself。Nottodisgracehimselfbeforeanewspectator-nottobeoutdonebyOblonsky-thattoowasathoughtthatcrossedhisbrain。
Oblonskywasfeelingthesame,andhetoowasnottalkative。VassenkaVeslovskyalonekeptupaceaselessflowofcheerfulchatter。Ashelistenedtohimnow,Levinfeltashamedtothinkhowunfairhehadbeentohimthedaybefore。Vassenkawasreallyafinefellow,simple,goodhearted,andverygood-humored。IfLevinhadmethimbeforehewasmarried,hewouldhavemadefriendswithhim。Levinratherdislikedhisholidayattitudetolifeandasortoffreeandeasyassumptionofelegance。Itwasasthoughheassumedahighdegreeofimportanceinhimselfthatcouldnotbedisputed,becausehehadlongnailsandastylishcap,andeverythingelsetocorrespond;butthiscouldbeforgivenforthesakeofhisgoodnatureandgoodbreeding。Levinlikedhimforhisgoodeducation,forspeakingFrenchandEnglishwithsuchanexcellentaccent,andforbeingamanofhisworld。
Vassenkawasextremelydelightedwiththeleftoutrigger,ahorseoftheDonsteppes。Hekeptpraisinghimenthusiastically。`Howfineitmustbegallopingoverthesteppesonasteppehorse!Eh?Isn’tit?’hesaid。Hehadimaginedridingonasteppehorseassomethingwildandromantic,anditturnedoutnothingofthesort。Buthissimplicity,particularlyinconjunctionwithhisgoodlooks,hisamiablesmile,andthegraceofhismovements,wasveryattractive。EitherbecausehisnaturewassympathetictoLevin,orbecauseLevinwastryingtoatoneforhissinsofthepreviouseveningbyseeingnothingbutwhatwasgoodinhim-atanyrate,helikedhissociety。
Aftertheyhaddriventhreeverstasfromhome,Veslovskyallatoncefeltforacigarandhispocketbook,anddidnotknowwhetherhehadlostthemorleftthemonthetable。Inthepocketbooktherewerethreehundredandseventyroubles,andsothemattercouldnotbeleftinuncertainty。
`Doyouknowwhat,Levin,I’llgallophomeonthatoutrigger。Thatwillbesplendid。Eh?’hesaid,preparingtogetout。
`No,whyshouldyou?’answeredLevin,calculatingthatVassenkacouldhardlyweighlessthansixpoods。`I’llsendthecoachman。’
Thecoachmanrodebackontheoutrigger,andLevinhimselfdrovetheremainingpair。