`Ihavenotfalleninlovewithyou,MrBoldwood-certainlyImustsaythat。’Sheallowedaverysmallsmiletocreepforthefirsttimeoverherseriousfaceinsayingthis,andthewhiterowofupperteeth,andkeenly-cutlipsalreadynoticed,suggestedanideaofheartlessness,whichwasimmediatelycontradictedbythepleasanteyes。
`Butyouwilljustthink-inkindnessandcondescensionthink-ifyoucannotbearwithmeasahusband!IfearIamtoooldforyou,butbelievemeIwilltakemorecareofyouthanwouldmanyamanofyourownage。Iwillprotectandcherishyouwithallmystrength-Iwillindeed!
Youshallhavenocares-beworriedbynohouseholdaffairs,andlivequiteatease,MissEverdene。Thedairysuperintendenceshallbedonebyaman-Icanafforditwell-youshallneverhavesomuchastolookoutofdoorsathaymakingtime,ortothinkofweatherintheharvest。
Iratherclingtothechaise,becauseitisthesamemypoorfatherandmotherdrove,butifyoudon’tlikeitIwillsellit,andyoushallhaveapony-carriageofyourown。Icannotsayhowfaraboveeveryotherideaandobjectonearthyouseemtome-nobodyknows-Godonlyknows-howmuchyouaretome!’
Bathsheba’sheartwasyoung,anditswelledwithsympathyforthedeep-naturedmanwhospokesosimply。
`Don’tsayit:don’t!Icannotbearyoutofeelsomuch,andmetofeelnothing。AndIamafraidtheywillnoticeus,MrBoldwood。Willyouletthematterrestnow?Icannotthinkcollectedly。Ididnotknowyouweregoingtosaythistome。O,Iamwickedtohavemadeyousufferso!’Shewasfrightenedaswellasagitatedathisvehemence。
`Saythen,thatyoudon’tabsolutelyrefuse。Donotquiterefuse?’
`Icandonothing。Icannotanswer。
`Imayspeaktoyouagainonthesubject?’
`Yes。’
`Imaythinkofyou?’
`Yes,Isupposeyoumaythinkofme。’
`Andhopetoobtainyou?’
`No-donothope!Letusgoon。’
`Iwillcalluponyouagaintomorrow。’
`No-pleasenot。Givemetime。’
`Yes-Iwillgiveyouanytime,’hesaidearnestlyandgratefully。
`Iamhappiernow。’
`No-Ibegyou!Don’tbehappierifhappinessonlycomesfrommyagreeing。
Beneutral,MrBoldwood!Imustthink。’
`Iwillwait,’hesaid。
Andthensheturnedaway。Boldwooddroppedhisgazetotheground,andstoodlonglikeamanwhodidnotknowwherehewas。Realitiesthenreturneduponhimlikethepainofawoundreceivedinanexcitementwhicheclipsesit,andhe,too,thenwenton。
CHAPTERTWENTYPerplexity-bindingtheShears-AQuarrel`HeissodisinterestedandkindtooffermeallthatIcandesire,’Bathshebamused。
YetFarmerBoldwood,whetherbynaturekindorthereversetokind,didnotexercisekindnesshere。Therarestofferingsofthepurestlovesarebutaself-indulgence,andnogenerosityatall。
Bathsheba,notbeingtheleastinlovewithhim,waseventuallyabletolookcalmlyathisoffer。Itwasonewhichmanywomenofherownstationintheneighbourhood,andnotafewofhigherrank,wouldhavebeenwildtoacceptandproudtopublish。Ineverypointofview,rangingfrompolitictopassionate,itwasdesirablethatshe,alonelygirlshouldmarry,andmarrythisearnest,well-to-do,andrespectedman。Hewasclosetoherdoors:hisstandingwassufficient:hisqualitieswereevensupererogatory。
Hadshefelt,whichshedidnot,anywishwhateverforthemarriedstateintheabstract,shecouldnotreasonablyhaverejectedhim,beingawomanwhofrequentlyappealedtoherunderstandingfordeliverancefromherwhims。
Boldwoodasameanstomarriagewasunexceptionable:sheesteemedandlikedhim,yetshedidnotwanthim。Itappearsthatordinarymentakewivesbecausepossessionisnotpossiblewithoutmarriage,andthatordinarywomenaccepthusbandsbecausemarriageisnotpossiblewithoutpossession;
withtotallydifferingaimsthemethodisthesameonbothsides。Buttheunderstoodincentiveonthewoman’spartwaswantinghere。Besides,Bathsheba’spositionasabsolutemistressofafarmandhousewasanovelone,andthenoveltyhadnotyetbeguntowearoff。
Butadisquietfilledherwhichwassomewhattohercredit,foritwouldhaveaffectedfew。Beyondthementionedreasonswithwhichshecombatedherobjections,shehadastrongfeelingthat,havingbeentheonewhobeganthegame,sheoughtinhonestytoaccepttheconsequences。Stillthereluctanceremained。ShesaidinthesamebreaththatitwouldbeungenerousnottomarryBoldwood,andthatshecouldn’tdoittosaveherlife。
Bathsheba’swasanimpulsivenatureunderadeliberateaspect。AnElizabethinbrainandaMaryStuartinspirit,sheoftenperformedactionsofthegreatesttemeritywithamannerofextremediscretion。Manyofherthoughtswereperfectsyllogisms;unluckilytheyalwaysremainedthoughts。Onlyafewwereirrationalassumptions;but,unfortunately,theyweretheoneswhichmostfrequentlygrewintodeeds。
ThenextdaytothatofthedeclarationshefoundGabrielOakatthebottomofhergarden,grindinghisshearsforthesheep-shearing。Allthesurroundingcottagesweremoreorlessscenesofthesameoperation;thescurrofwhettingspreadintotheskyfromallpartsofthevillageasfromanarmouryprevioustoacampaign。Peaceandwarkisseachotherattheirhoursofpreparation-sickles,scythes,shears,andpruning-hooksrankingwithswords,bayonets,andlances,intheircommonnecessityforpointandedge。
CainyBallturnedthehandleofGabriel’sgrindstone,hisheadperformingamelancholysee-sawupanddownwitheachturnofthewheel。OakstoodsomewhatasErosisrepresentedwhenintheactofsharpeninghisarrows:
hisfigureslightlybent,theweightofhisbodythrownoverontheshears,andhisheadbalancedsideways,withacriticalcompressionofthelipsandcontractionoftheeyelidstocrowntheattitude。
Hismistresscameupandlookedupontheminsilenceforaminuteortwo;thenshesaid——
`Cain,gotothelowermeadandcatchthebaymare。I’llturnthewinchofthegrindstone。Iwanttospeaktoyou,Gabriel。’
Caindeparted,andBathshebatookthehandle。Gabrielhadglancedupinintensesurprise,quelleditsexpression,andlookeddownagain。Bathshebaturnedthewinch,andGabrielappliedtheshears。
Thepeculiarmotioninvolvedinturningawheelhasawonderfultendencytobenumbthemind。ItisasortofattenuatedvarietyofIxion’spunishment,andcontributesadismalchaptertothehistoryofgaols。Thebraingetsmuddled,theheadgrowsheavy,andthebody’scentreofgravityseemstosettlebydegreesinaleadenlumpsomewherebetweentheeyebrowsandthecrown。Bathshebafelttheunpleasantsymptomsaftertwoorthreedozenturns。
`Willyouturn,Gabriel,andletmeholdtheshears?’shesaid。`Myheadisinawhirl,andIcan’ttalk。’
Gabrielturned。Bathshebathenbegan,withsomeawkwardness,allowingherthoughtstostrayoccasionallyfromherstorytoattendtotheshears,whichrequiredalittlenicetyinsharpening。
`IwantedtoaskyouifthemenmadeanyobservationsonmygoingbehindthesedgewithMrBoldwoodyesterday?’
`Yes,theydid,’saidGabriel。`Youdon’tholdtheshearsright,miss-Iknewyouwouldn’tknowtheway-holdlikethis。’
Herelinquishedthewinch,andenclosinghertwohandscompletelyinhisowntakingeachaswesometimesclaspachild’shandinteachinghimtowrite,graspedtheshearswithher。`Inclinetheedgeso’hesaid。
Handsandshearswereinclinedtosuitthewords,andheldthusforapeculiarlylongtimebytheinstructorashespoke。
`Thatwilldo,’exclaimedBathsheba。`Loosemyhands。Iwon’thavethemheld!Turnthewinch。’
Gabrielfreedherhandsquietly,retiredtohishandle,andthegrindingwenton。
`Didthementhinkitodd?’shesaidagain。
`Oddwasnottheidea,miss。’
`Whatdidtheysay?’
`ThatFarmerBoldwood’snameandyourownwerelikelytobeflungoverpulpittogetherbeforetheyearwasout。’
`Ithoughtsobythelookofthem!Why,there’snothinginit。Amorefoolishremarkwasnevermade,andIwantyoutocontradictit:that’swhatIcamefor。’
Gabriellookedincredulousandsad,butbetweenhismomentsofincredulity,relieved。
`Theymusthaveheardourconversation,’shecontinued。
`Well,then,Bathsheba!’saidOak,stoppingthehandle,andgazingintoherfacewithastonishment。
`MissEverdene,youmean,’shesaidwithdignity。
`Imeanthis,thatifMrBoldwoodreallyspokeofmarriage,Ibain’tgoingtotellastoryandsayhedidn’ttopleaseyou。Ihavealreadytriedtopleaseyoutoomuchformyowngood!’
Bathshebaregardedhimwithround-eyedperplexity。Shedidnotknowwhethertopityhimfordisappointedloveofher,ortobeangrywithhimforhavinggotoverit-histonebeingambiguous。
`IsaidIwantedyoujusttomentionthatitwasnottrueIwasgoingtobemarriedtohim,’shemurmured,withaslightdeclineinherassurance。
`Icansaythattothemifyouwish,MissEverdene。AndIcouldlikewisegiveanopinionto’eeonwhatyouhavedone。’
`Idaresay。ButIdon’twantyouropinion。’
`Isupposenot,’saidGabrielbitterly,andgoingonwithhisturning;
hiswordsrisingandfallinginaregularswellandcadenceashestoopedorrosewiththewinch,whichdirectedthem,accordingtohisposition,perpendicularlyintotheearth,orhorizontallyalongthegarden,hiseyesbeingfixedonaleafupontheground。
WithBathshebaahastenedactwasarashact;but,asdoesnotalwayshappen,timegainedwasprudenceensured。Itmustbeadded,however,thattimewasveryseldomgained。AtthisperiodthesingleopinionintheparishonherselfandherdoingsthatshevaluedassounderthanherownwasGabrielOak’s。Andtheoutspokenhonestyofhischaracterwassuchthatonanysubject,eventhatofherlovefor,ormarriagewith,anotherman,thesamedisinterestednessofopinionmightbecalculatedon,andbehadfortheasking。Thoroughlyconvincedoftheimpossibilityofhisownsuit,ahighresolveconstrainedhimnottoinjurethatofanother。Thisisalover’smoststoicalvirtue,asthelackofitisalover’smostvenialsin。Knowinghewouldreplytrulysheaskedthequestion,painfulasshemusthaveknownthesubjectwouldbe。Suchistheselfishnessofsomecharmingwomen。Perhapsitwansomeexcuseforherthustorturinghonestytoherownadvantage,thatshehadabsolutelynoothersoundjudgementwithineasyreach。
`Well,whatisyouropinionofmyconduct,’shesaidquietly。
`Thatitisunworthyofanythoughtful,andmeek,andcomelywoman。’
InaninstantBathsheba’sfacecolouredwiththeangrycrimsonofaDanbysunset。Butsheforboretoutterthisfeeling,andthereticenceofhertongueonlymadetheloquacityofherfacethemorenoticeable。
ThenextthingGabrieldidwastomakeamistake。
`Perhapsyoudon’tliketherudenessofmyreprimandingyou,forIknowitisrudeness;butIthoughtitwoulddogood。’
Sheinstantlyrepliedsarcastically——
`Onthecontrary,myopinionofyouissolow,thatIseeinyourabusethepraiseofdiscerningpeople!’
`Iamgladyoudon’tmindit,forIsaidithonestlyandwitheveryseriousmeaning。’
`Isee。But,unfortunately,whenyoutrynottospeakinjestyouareamusing-justaswhenyouwishtoavoidseriousnessyousometimessayasensibleword。’
Itwasahardhit,butBathshebahadunmistakablylosthertemper,andonthataccountGabrielhadneverinhislifekepthisownbetter。Hesaidnothing。Shethenbrokeout——
`Imayask,Isuppose,whereinparticularmyunworthinesslies?Inmynotmarryingyou,perhaps!’
`Notbyanymeans,’saidGabrielquietly。`Ihavelonggivenupthinkingofthatmatter。’
`Orwishingit,Isuppose,’shesaid;anditwasapparentthatsheexpectedanunhesitatingdenialofthissupposition。
WhateverGabrielfelt,hecoollyechoedherwords——
`Orwishingiteither。’
Awomanmaybetreatedwithabitternesswhichissweettoher,andwitharudenesswhichisnotoffensive。BathshebawouldhavesubmittedtoanindignantchastisementforherlevityhadGabrielprotestedthathewaslovingheratthesametime;theimpetuosityofpassionunrequitedisbearable,evenifitstingsandanathematizes-thereisatriumphinthehumiliation,andatendernessinthestrife。Thiswaswhatshehadbeenexpecting,andwhatshehadnotgot。Tobelecturedbecausethelecturersawherinthecoldmorninglightofopen-shuttereddisillusionwasexasperating。
Hehadnotfinished,either。Hecontinuedinamoreagitatedvoice:——
`MyopinionissinceyouaskitthatyouaregreatlytoblameforplayingpranksuponamanlikeMrBoldwood,merelyasapastime。Leadingonamanyoudon’tcareforisnotapraiseworthyaction。Andeven,MissEverdene,ifyouseriouslyinclinedtowardshim,youmighthavelethimfinditoutinsomewayoftrueloving-kindness,andnotbysendinghimavalentine’sletter。’
Bathshebalaiddowntheshears。
`Icannotallowanymanto-tocriticizemyprivateconduct!’sheexclaimed。
`NorwillIforaminute。Soyou’llpleaseleavethefarmattheendoftheweek!’
Itmayhavebeenapeculiarity-atanyrateitwasafact-thatwhenBathshebawasswayedbyanemotionofanearthlysortherlowerliptrembled;
whenbyarefinedemotion,herupperorheavenwardone。Hernetherlipquiverednow。
`Verywell,soIwill,’saidGabrielcalmly。Hehadbeenheldtoherbyabeautifulthreadwhichitpainedhimtospoilbybreaking,ratherthanbyachainhecouldnotbreak。`Ishouldbeevenbetterpleasedtogoatonce,’headded。
`Goatoncethen,inHeaven’sname!’saidshe,hereyesflashingathidthoughnevermeetingthem。`Don’tletmeseeyourfaceanymore。’
`Verywell,MissEverdene-soitshallbe。’
Andhetookhisshearsandwentawayfromherinplaciddignity,asMosesleftthepresenceofPharaoh。
CHAPTERTWENTY-ONETroublesintheFold-AMessageGabrielOakhadceasedtofeedtheWeatherburyflockforaboutfour-and-twentyhours,whenonSundayafternoontheelderlygentlemenJosephPoorgrass,MatthewMoon,Fray,andhalf-a-dozenothers,camerunninguptothehouseofthemistressoftheUpperFarm。
`Whateveristhematter,men?’shesaid,meetingthematthedoorjustasshewascomingoutonherwaytochurch,andceasinginamomentfromtheclosecompressionofhertworedlips,withwhichshehadaccompaniedtheexertionofpullingonatightglove。
`Sixty!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
`Seventy!’saidMoon。
`Fifty-nine!’saidSusanTall’shusband。
`-Sheephavebrokefence,’saidFray。
`-Andgotintoafieldofyoungclover,’saidTall。
`-Youngclover!’saidMoon。
`-Clover!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
`Andtheybegettingblasted,’saidHeneryFray。
`Thattheybe,’saidJoseph。
`Andwillalldieasdeadasnits,iftheybain’tgotoutandcured!’
saidTall。
Joseph’scountenancewasdrawnintolinesandpuckersbyhisconcern。
Fray’sforeheadwaswrinkledbothperpendicularlyandcrosswise,afterthepatternofaportcullis,expressiveofadoubledespair。LabanTall’slipswerethin,andhisfacewasrigid。Matthew’sjawssank,andhiseyesturnedwhicheverwaythestrongestmusclehappenedtopullthem。
`Yes,’saidJoseph,`andIwassittingathomelookingforEphesians,andsaysItomyself,“’TisnothingbutCorinthiansandThessaloniansinthisdangedTestament。”whenwhoshouldcomeinbutHenerythere:“Joseph。”
hesaid,“thesheephaveblastedtheirselves-“’
WithBathshebaitwasamomentwhenthoughtwasspeechandspeechexclamation。
Moreover,shehadhardlyrecoveredherequanimitysincethedisturbancewhichshehadsufferedfromOak’sremarks。
`That’senough-that’senough-Oyoufools!’shecried,throwingtheparasolandPrayer-bookintothepassage,andrunningoutofdoorsinthedirectionsignified。’tocometome,andnotgoandgetthemoutdirectly!
O,thestupidnumskulls!’
Hereyeswereattheirdarkestandbrightestnow。Bathsheba’sbeautybelongingrathertothedemonianthantotheangelicschool,sheneverlookedsowellaswhenshewasangry-andparticularlywhentheeffectwasheightenedbyaratherdashingvelvetdresscarefullyputonbeforeaglass。
Alltheancientmenraninajumbledthrongafterhertothecloverfield,Josephsinkingdowninthemidstwhenabouthalfway,likeanindividualwitheringinaworldwhichwasmoreandmoreinsupportable。Havingoncereceivedthestimulusthatherpresencealwaysgavethemtheywentroundamongthesheepwithawill。Themajorityoftheafflictedanimalswerelyingdown,andcouldnotbestirred。Thesewerebodilyliftedout,andtheothersdrivenintotheadjoiningfield。Here,afterthelapseofafewminutes,severalmorefelldown,andlayhelplessandlividastherest。
Bathsheba,withasad,burstingheart,lookedattheseprimestspecimensofherprimeflockastheyrolledthere——SwolnwithwindandtherankmisttheydrewManyofthemfoamedatthemouth,theirbreathingbeingquickandshort,whilstthebodiesofallwerefearfullydistended。
`O,whatcanIdo’whatcanIdo!’saidBathsheba,helplessly。`Sheeparesuchunfortunateanimals!-there’salwayssomethinghappeningtothem!
Ineverknewaflockpassayearwithoutgettingintosomescrapeorother。’
`There’sonlyonewayofsavingthem,’saidTall。
`Whatway?Tellmequick!’
`Theymustbepiercedinthesidewithathingmadeonpurpose。
`Canyoudoit?CanI?’
`No’ma’am。Wecan’t,noryouneither。Itmustbedoneinaparticularspot。Ifyegototherightorleftbutaninchyoustabtheeweandkillher。Notevenashepherdcandoit,asarule。’
`Thentheymustdie,’shesaid,inaresignedtone。
`Onlyonemanintheneighbourhoodknowstheway,’saidJoseph,nowjustcomeup。Hecouldcure’emallifhewerehere。’
`Whoishe?Let’sgethim!’
`ShepherdOak,’saidMatthew。`Ah,he’saclevermanintalents!’
`Ah,thatheisso!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
`True-he’stheman,’saidLabanTall。
`Howdareyounamethatmaninmypresence!’shesaidexcitedly。`I
toldyounevertoalludetohim,norshallyouifyoustaywithme。Ah!’
sheadded,brightening,`FarmerBoldwoodknows!’
`Ono’ma’am,’saidMatthew。’twoofhisstoreewesgotintosomevetchest’otherday,andwerejustlikethese。Hesentamanonhorsebackherepost-hasteforGable,andGablewentandsaved`em。FarmerBoldwoodhevgotthethingtheydoitwith。’tisahollerpipe,withasharpprickerinside。Isn’tit,Joseph?’
`Ay-ahollerpipe,’echoedJoseph。’that’swhat’tis。’
`Ay,sure-that’sthemachine,’chimedinHeneryFrayreflectively,withanOrientalindifferencetotheflightoftime。
`Well,’burstoutBathsheba,`don’tstandtherewithyour“ayes“andyour“sures“,talkingatme!Getsomebodytocurethesheepinstantly!’
Allthenstalkedoffinconsternation,togetsomebodyasdirected,withoutanyideaofwhoitwastobe。Inaminutetheyhadvanishedthroughthegate,andshestoodalonewiththedyingflock。
`NeverwillIsendforhim-never!’shesaidfirmly。
Oneoftheewesherecontracteditsmuscleshorribly,extendeditself,andjumpedhighintotheair。Theleapwasanastonishingone。Theewefellheavily,andlaystill。
Bathshebawentuptoit。Thesheepwasdead。
`O,whatshallIdo-whatshallIdo’sheagainexclaimed,wringingherhands。`Iwon’tsendforhim。No,Iwon’t!’
Themostvigorousexpressionofaresolutiondoesnotalwayscoincidewiththegreatestvigouroftheresolutionitself。Itisoftenflungoutasasortofproptosupportadecayingconvictionwhich,whilststrong,requirednoenunciationtoproveitso。The`No,’Iwon’t’ofBathshebameantvirtually,`IthinkImust。’
Shefollowedherassistantsthroughthegate,andliftedherhandtooneofthem。Labanansweredtohersignal。
`WhereisOakstaying?’
`AcrossthevalleyatNestCottage。
`Jumponthebaymare,andrideacross,andsayhemustreturninstantly-thatIsayso。
Tallscrambledofftothefield,andintwominuteswasonPoll,thebay,bare-backed,andwithonlyahalterbywayofrein。Hediminisheddownthehill。
Bathshebawatched。Sodidalltherest。TallcanteredalongthebridlepaththroughSixteenAcres,Sheeplands,MiddleField,TheFlats,CappelsPiece,shrankalmosttoapoint,crossedthebridge,andascendedfromthevalleythroughSpringmeadandWhitepitsontheotherside。ThecottagetowhichGabrielhadretiredbeforetakinghisfinaldeparturefromthelocalitywasvisibleasawhitespotontheoppositehill,backedbybluefirs。Bathshebawalkedupanddown。Themenenteredthefieldandendeavouredtoeasetheanguishofthedumbcreaturesbyrubbingthem。Nothingavailed。
Bathshebacontinuedwalking。Thehorsewasseendescendingthehill,andthewearisomeserieshadtoberepeatedinreverseorder:Whitepits,Springmead,Cappel’sPiece,TheFlats,MiddleField,Sheeplands,SixteenAcres。ShehopedTallhadhadpresenceofmindenoughtogivethemareuptoGabriel,andreturnhimselfonfoot。Theridernearedthem。ItwasTall。
`Owhatfolly!’saidBathsheba。
Gabrielwasnotvisibleanywhere。
`Perhapsheisalreadygone!’shesaid。
Tallcameintotheinclosure,andleaptoffhisfacetragicasMorton’safterthebattleofShrewsbury。
`Well?’saidBathsheba,unwillingtobelievethatherverballettre-de-cachetcouldpossiblyhavemiscarried。
`Hesaysbeggarsmustn’tbechoosers,’repliedLaban。
`What!’saidtheyoungfarmer,openinghereyesanddrawinginherbreathforanoutburst。JosephPoorgrassretiredafewstepsbehindahurdle。
`Hesaysheshallnotcomeonlessyourequestentocomecivillyandinapropermanner,asbecomesany’oomanbeggingafavour。’
`Oh,oh,that’shisanswer!Wheredoeshegethisairs?WhoamI,then,tobetreatedlikethat?ShallIbegtoamanwhohasbeggedtome?’
Anotheroftheflocksprangintotheair,andfelldead。
Themenlookedgrave,asiftheysuppressedopinion。
Bathshebaturnedaside,hereyesfulloftears。Thestraitshewasinthroughprideandshrewishnesscouldnotbedisguisedlonger:sheburstoutcryingbitterly;theyallsawit;andsheattemptednofurtherconcealment。
`Iwouldn’tcryaboutit,miss,’saidWilliamSmallburycompassionately。
`Whynotaskhimsofterlike?I’msurehe’dcomethen。Gableisatruemaninthatway。
Bathshebacheckedhergriefandwipedhereyes。`O,itisawickedcrueltytome-itis-itis!’shemurmured。`AndhedrivesmetodowhatIwouldn’t;
yes,hedoes!-Tall,comeindoors。’
Afterthiscollapse,notverydignifiedfortheheadofanestablishment,shewentintothehouse,Tallatherheels。Hereshesatdownandhastilyscribbledanotebetweenthesmallconvulsivesobsofconvalescencewhichfollowafitofcryingasaground-swellfollowsastorm。Thenotewasnonethelesspoliteforbeingwritteninahurry。Shehelditatadistance,wasabouttofoldit,thenaddedthesewordsatthebottom:——`Donotdesertme,Gabriel!’Shelookedalittleredderinrefoldingit,andclosedherlips,asiftherebytosuspendtilltoolatetheactionofconscienceinexaminingwhethersuchstrategywerejustifiable。Thenotewasdespatchedasthemessagehadbeen,andBathshebawaitedindoorsfortheresult。
Itwasananxiousquarterofanhourthatintervenedbetweenthemessenger’sdepartureandthesoundofthehorse’strampagainoutside。Shecouldnotwatchthistime,but,leaningovertheoldbureauatwhichshehadwrittentheletter,closedhereyes,asiftokeepoutbothhopeandfear。
Thecase,however,wasapromisingone。Gabrielwasnotangry:hewassimplyneutral,althoughherfirstcommandhadbeensohaughty。Suchimperiousnesswouldhavedamnedalittlelessbeauty;andontheotherhand,suchbeautywouldhaveredeemedalittlelessimperiousness。
Shewentoutwhenthehorsewasheard,andlookedup。Amounted,figurepassedbetweenherandthesky,anddrewontowardsthefieldofsheep,theriderturninghisfaceinreceding。Gabriellookedather。Itwasamomentwhenawoman’seyesandtonguetelldistinctlyoppositetales。Bathshebalookedhallofgratitude,andshesaid:——
`O,Gabriel,howcouldyouservemesounkindly!’
Suchatenderly-shapedreproachforhispreviousdelaywastheonespeechinthelanguagethathecouldpardonfornotbeingcommendationofhisreadinessnow。
Gabrielmurmuredaconfusedreply,andhastenedon。Sheknewfromthelookwhichsentenceinhernotehadbroughthim。Bathshebafollowedtothefield。
Gabrielwasalreadyamongtheturgid,prostrateforms。Hehadflungoffhiscoat,rolleduphisshirt-sleeves,andtakenfromhispockettheinstrumentofsalvation。Itwasasmalltubeortrochar,withalancepassingdowntheinside;andGabrielbegantouseitwithadexteritythatwouldhavegracedahospital-surgeon。Passinghishandoverthesheep’sleftflank,andselectingtheproperpoint,hepuncturedtheskinandrumenwiththelanceasitstoodinthetube;thenhesuddenlywithdrewthelance,retainingthetubeinitsplace。Acurrentofairrushedupthetube,forcibleenoughtohaveextinguishedacandleheldattheorifice。
Ithasbeensaidthatmereeaseaftertormentisdelightforatime;
andthecountenancesofthesepoorcreaturesexpresseditnow。Forty-nineoperationsweresuccessfullyperformed。Owingtothegreathurrynecessitatedbythefar-gonestateofsomeoftheflock,Gabrielmissedhisaiminonecase,andinoneonly-strikingwideofthemark,andinflictingamortalblowatonceuponthesufferingewe。Fourhaddied;threerecoveredwithoutanoperation。Thetotalnumberofsheepwhichhadthusstrayedandinjuredthemselvessodangerouslywasfifty-seven。
Whenthelove-ledmanhadceasedfromhislaboursBathshebacameandlookedhimintheface。
`Gabriel,willyoustayonwithme?’shesaid,smilingwinningly,andnottroublingtobringherlipsquitetogetheragainattheend,becausetherewasgoingtobeanothersmilesoon。
`Iwill,’saidGabriel。
Andshesmiledonhimagain。
CHAPTERTWENTY-TWOTheGreatBarnandtheSheep-shearersMenthinawaytoinsignificanceandoblivionquiteasoftenbynotmakingthemostofgoodspiritswhentheyhavethemasbylackinggoodspiritswhentheyareindispensable。Gabriellately,forthefirsttimesincehisprostrationbymisfortune,hadbeenindependentinthoughtandvigorousinactiontoamarkedextent-conditionswhich,powerlesswithoutanopportunityasanopportunitywithoutthemisbarren,wouldhavegivenhimasureliftupwardswhenthefavourableconjunctionshouldhaveoccurred。ButthisincurableloiteringbesideBathshebaEverdenestolehistimeruinously。
Thespringtidesweregoingbywithoutfloatinghimoff,andtheneapmightsooncomewhichcouldnot。
ItwasthefirstdayofJune,andthesheep-shearingseasonculminated,thelandscape,eventotheleanestpasture,beingallhealthandcolour。
Everygreenwasyoung,everyporewasopen,andeverystalkwasswollenwithracingcurrentsofjuice。Godwaspalpablypresentinthecountry,andthedevilhadgonewiththeworldtotown。Flossycatkinsofthelaterkinds,fern-sproutslikebishops’croziers,thesquare-headedmoschatel,theoddcuckoo-pint,-likeanapoplecticsaintInanicheofmalachite,-snow-whiteladies’-smocks,thetoothwort,approximatingtohumanflesh,theenchanter’snight-shade,andtheblack-petaleddoleful-bells,wereamongthequainterobjectsofthevegetableworldinandaboutWeatherburyatthisteemingtime;andoftheanimal,themetamorphosedfiguresofMrJanCoggan,themaster-shearer;thesecondandthirdshearers,whotravelledintheexerciseoftheircalling,anddonotrequiredefinitionbyname;
HeneryFraythefourthshearer,SusanTall’shusbandthefifth,JosephPoorgrassthesixth,youngCainBallasassistant-shearer,andGabrielOakasgeneralsupervisor。Noneofthesewereclothedtoanyextentworthmentioning,eachappearingtohavehitinthematterofraimentthedecentmeanbetweenahighandlowcasteHindoo。Anangularityoflineament,andafixityoffacialmachineryingeneral,proclaimedthatseriousworkwastheorderoftheday。
Theyshearedinthegreatbarn,calledforthenoncetheShearing-barn,whichonground-planresembledachurchwithtransepts。Itnotonlyemulatedtheformoftheneighbouringchurchoftheparish,butviedwithitinantiquity。Whetherthebarnhadeverformedoneofagroupofconventualbuildingsnobodyseemedtobeaware;notraceofsuchsurroundingsremained。
Thevastporchesatthesides,loftyenoughtoadmitawaggonladentoitshighestwithcorninthesheaf,werespannedbyheavy-pointedarchesofstone,broadlyandboldlycut,whoseverysimplicitywastheoriginofagrandeurnotapparentinerectionswheremoreornamenthasbeenattempted。
Theduskyfilmed,chestnutroof,bracedandtiedinbyhugecollars,curves,anddiagonals,wasfarnoblerindesign,becausemorewealthyinmaterial,thanninetenthsofthoseinourmodernchurches。Alongeachsidewallwasarangeofstridingbuttresses,throwingdeepshadowsonthespacesbetweenthemwhichwereperforatedbylancetopenings,combiningintheirproportionsthepreciserequirementsbothofbeautyandventilation。
Onecouldsayaboutthisbarn,whatcouldhardlybesaidofeitherthechurchorthecastle,akintoitinageandstyle,thatthepurposewhichhaddictateditsoriginalerectionwasthesamewiththattowhichit`wasstillapplied。Unlikeandsuperiortoeitherofthosetwotypicalremnantsofmediæ;valism,theoldbarnembodiedpracticeswhichhadsufferednomutilationatthehandsoftime。Hereatleastthespiritoftheancientbuilderswasatonewiththespiritofthemodernbeholder。Standingbeforethisabradedpile,theeyeregardeditspresentusage,theminddweltuponitspasthistory,withasatisfiedsenseoffunctionalcontinuitythroughout-afeelingalmostofgratitude,andquiteofpride,atthepermanenceoftheideawhichhadheapeditup。Theactthatfourcenturieshadneitherprovedittobefoundedonamistake,inspiredanyhatredofitsprose,norgivenrisetoanyreactionthathadbattereditdown,investedthissimplegreyeffortofoldmindswitharepose,ifnotagrandeur,whichatoocuriousreflectionwasapttodisturbinitsecclesiasticalandmilitarycompeers。Foroncemediæ;valismandmodernismhadacommonstandpoint。
Thelanceolatewindows,thetime-eatenarch-stonesandchamfers,theorientationoftheaxis,themistychestnutworkoftherafters,referredtonoexplodedfortifyingartofworn-outreligiouscreed。Thedefenceandsalvationofthebodybydailybreadisstillastudy,areligion,andadesire。
Todaythelargesidedoorswerethrownopentowardsthesuntoadmitabountifullighttotheimmediatespotoftheshearers’operations,whichwasthewoodthreshing-floorinthecentre,formedofthickoak,blackwithageandpolishedbythebeatingofflailsformanygenerations,tillithadgrownasslipperyandasrichinhueasthestate-roomfloorsofanElizabethanmansion。Heretheshearersknelt,thesunslantinginupontheirbleachedshirts,tannedarms,andthepolishedshearstheyflourished,causingthesetobristlewithathousandraysstrongenoughtoblindaweak-eyedman。Beneaththemacaptivesheeplaypanting,quickeningitspantsasmisgivingmergedinterror,tillitquiveredlikethehotlandscapeoutside。
Thispictureoftodayinitsframeoffourhundredyearsagodidnotproducethatmarkedcontrastbetweenancientandmodernwhichisimpliedbythecontrastofdate。Incomparisonwithcities,Weatherburywasimmutable。
Thecitizen’sThenistherustic’sNow。InLondon,twentyorthirtyyearsagoareoldtimes;inParistenyears,orfive;inWeatherburythreeorfourscoreyearswereincludedinthemerepresent,andnothinglessthanacenturysetamarkonitsfaceortone。Fivedecadeshardlymodifiedthecutofagaiter,theembroideryofasmockfrock,bythebreadthofahair。Tengenerationsfailedtoaltertheturnofasinglephrase。
IntheseWessexnooksthebusyoutsider’sancienttimesareonlyold;hisoldtimesarestillnew;hispresentisfuturity。
Sothebarnwasnaturaltotheshearers,andtheshearerswereinharmonywiththebarn。
Thespaciousendsofthebuilding,answeringecclesiasticallytonaveandchancelextremities,werefencedoffwithhurdles,thesheepbeingallcollectedinacrowdwithinthesetwoenclosures;andinoneangleacatching-penwasformed,inwhichthreeorfoursheepwerecontinuouslykeptreadyfortheshearerstoseizewithoutlossoftime。Inthebackground,mellowedbytawnyshade,werethethreewomen,MaryannMoney,andTemperanceandSobernessMiller,gatheringupthefleecesandtwistingropesofwoolwithawimblefortyingthemround。Theywereindifferentlywellassistedbytheoldmaltster,who,whenthemaltingseasonfromOctobertoAprilhadpassed,madehimselfusefuluponanyoftheborderingfarmsteads。
BehindallwasBathsheba,carefullywatchingthementoseethattherewasnocuttingorwoundingthroughcarelessness,andthattheanimalswereshornclose。Gabriel,whoflittedandhoveredunderherbrighteyeslikeamoth,didnotshearcontinuously,halfhistimebeingspentinattendingtotheothersandselectingthesheepforthem。Atthepresentmomenthewasengagedinhandingroundamugofmildliquor,suppliedfromabarrelinthecorner,andcutpiecesofbreadandcheese。
Bathsheba,afterthrowingaglancehere,acautionthere,andlecturingoneoftheyoungeroperatorswhohadallowedhislastfinishedsheeptogooffamongtheflockwithoutre-stampingitwithherinitials,cameagaintoGabriel,asheputdowntheluncheontodragafrightenedewetohisshear-station,flingingitoveruponitsbackwithadexteroustwistofthearm。Heloppedoffthetressesaboutitshead,andopeneduptheneckandcollar,hismistressquietlylookingon。
`Sheblushesattheinsult,’murmuredBathsheba,watchingthepinkflushwhicharoseandoverspreadtheneckandshouldersoftheewewheretheywereleftbarebytheclickingshears-aflushwhichwasenviable,foritsdelicacy,bymanyqueensofcoteries,andwouldhavebeencreditable,foritspromptness,toanywomanintheworld。
PoorGabriel’ssoulwasfedwithaluxuryofcontentbyhavingheroverhim,hereyescriticallyregardinghisskilfulshears,whichapparentlyweregoingtogatherupapieceofthefleshateveryclose,andyetneverdidso。LikeGuildenstern,Oakwashappyinthathewasnotoverhappy。
Hehadnowishtoconversewithher:thathisbrightladyandhimselfformedonegroup,exclusivelytheirown,andcontainingnoothersintheworld,wasenough。
Sothechatterwasallonherside。Thereisaloquacitythattellsnothing,whichwasBathsheba’s;andthereisasilencewhichsaysmuch:
thatwasGabriel’s。Fullofthisdimandtemperateblisshewentontoflingtheeweoveruponherotherside,coveringherheadwithhisknee,graduallyrunningtheshearslineafterlineroundherdewlap,thenceaboutherflankandback,andfinishingoverthetail。
`Welldone,anddonequickly!’saidBathsheba,lookingatherwatchasthelastsnipresounded。
`Howlong,miss?’saidGabriel,wipinghisbrow。
`Three-and-twentyminutesandahalfsinceyoutookthefirstlockfromitsforehead。ItisthefirsttimethatIhaveeverseenonedoneinlessthanhalfanhour。’
Theclean,sleekcreaturearosefromitsfleece-howperfectlylikeAphroditerisingfromthefoam’shouldhavebeenseentoberealized-
lookingstartledandshyatthelossofitsgarment,whichlayonthefloorinonesoftcloud,unitedthroughout,theportionvisiblebeingtheinnersurfaceonly,whichneverbeforeexposed,waswhiteassnow,andwithoutflaworblemishoftheminutestkind。
`CainBall!’
`Yes,MisterOak;hereIbe!’
Cainynowrunsforwardwiththetar-pot。`B。E。’isnewlystampedupontheshornskin,andawaythesimpledamleaps,panting,overtheboardintotheshirtlessflockoutside。ThenupcomesMaryann;throwsthelooselocksintothemiddleofthefleece,rollsitup,andcarriesitintothebattlegroundasthree-and-a-halfpoundsofunadulteratedwarmthforthewinterenjoymentofpersonsunknownandfaraway,whowill,however,neverexperiencethesuperlativecomfortderivablefromthewoolasithereexists,newandpure-beforetheunctuousnessofitsnaturewhilstinalivingstatehasdried,stiffened,andbeenwashedout-renderingitjustnowassuperiortoanythingwoollenascreamissuperiortomilk-and-water。
ButheartlesscircumstancecouldnotleaveentireGabriel’shappinessofthismorning。Therams,oldewes,andtwo-sheareweshaddulyundergonetheirstripping,andthemenwereproceedingwiththeshearlingsandhogs,whenOak’sbeliefthatshewasgoingtostandpleasantlybyandtimehimthroughanotherperformancewaspainfullyinterruptedbyFarmerBoldwood’sappearanceintheextremestcornerofthebarn。Nobodyseemedtohaveperceivedhisentry,buttherehecertainlywas。Boldwoodalwayscarriedwithhimasocialatmosphereofhisown,whicheverybodyfeltwhocamenearhim;
andthetalk,whichBathsheba’spresencehadsomewhatsuppressed,wasnowtotallysuspended。
HecrossedovertowardsBathsheba,whoturnedtogreethimwithacarriageofperfectease。Hespoketoherinlowtones,andsheinstinctivelymodulatedherowntothesamepitch,andhervoiceultimatelyevencaughttheinflectionofhis。Shewasfarfromhavingawishtoappearmysteriouslyconnectedwithhim;butwomanattheimpressionableagegravitatestothelargerbodynotonlyinherchoiceofwords,whichisapparenteveryday,buteveninhershadesoftoneandhumourwhentheinfluenceisgreat。
WhattheyconversedaboutwasnotaudibletoGabriel,whowastooindependenttogetnear,thoughtooconcernedtodisregard。Theissueoftheirdialoguewasthetakingofherhandbythecourteousfarmertohelpheroverthespreading-boardintothebrightJunesunlightoutside。Standingbesidethesheepalreadyshorn,theywentontalkingagain。Concerningtheflock?
Apparentlynot。Gabrieltheorized,notwithouttruth,thatinquietdiscussionofanymatterwithinreachofthespeakers’eyes,theseareusuallyfixeduponit。Bathshebademurelyregardedacontemptiblestrawlyingupontheground,inawaywhichsuggestedlessovinecriticismthanwomanlyembarrassment。
Shebecamemoreorlessredinthecheek,thebloodwaveringinuncertainfluxandrefluxoverthesensitivespacebetweenebbandflood。Gabrielshearedon,constrainedandsad。
SheleftBoldwood’sside,andhewalkedupanddownalonefornearlyaquarterofanhour。Thenshereappearedinhernewriding-habitofmyrtle-green,whichfittedhertothewaistasarindfitsitsfruit;andyoungBobCogganledonhermare,Boldwoodfetchinghisownhorsefromthetreeunderwhichithadbeentied。
Oak’seyescouldnotforsakethem;andinendeavouringtocontinuehisshearingatthesametimethathewatchedBoldwood’smanner,hesnippedthesheepinthegroin。Theanimalplunged;Bathshebainstantlygazedtowardsit,andsawtheblood。
`OGabriel!’sheexclaimed,withsevereremonstrance,`youwhoaresostrictwiththeothermen-seewhatyouaredoingyourself’
Toanoutsidertherewasnotmuchtocomplainofinthisremark;buttoOak,whoknewBathshebatobewellawarethatsheherselfwasthecauseofthepoorewe’swound,becauseshehadwoundedtheewe’sshearerinastillmorevitalpart,ithadastingwhichtheabidingsenseofhisinferioritytobothherselfandBoldwoodwasnotcalculatedtoheal。Butamanlyresolvetorecognizeboldlythathehadnolongeralover’sinterestinher,helpedhimoccasionallytoconcealafeeling。
`Bottle!’heshouted,inanunmovedvoiceofroutine。CainyBallranup,thewoundwasanointed,andtheshearingcontinued。
BoldwoodgentlytossedBathshebaintothesaddle,andbeforetheyturnedawaysheagainspokeouttoOakwiththesamedominativeandtantalizinggraciousness。
`IamgoingnowtoseeMrBoldwood’sLeicesters。Takemyplaceinthebarn,Gabriel,andkeepthemencarefullytotheirwork。’
Thehorses’headswereputabout,andtheytrottedaway。
Boldwood’sdeepattachmentwasamatterofgreatinterestamongailaroundhim;but,afterhavingbeenpointedoutforsomanyyearsastheperfectexemplarofthrivingbachelorship,hislapsewasananticlimaxsomewhatresemblingthatofStJohnLong’sdeathbyconsumptioninthemidstofhisproofsthatitwasnotafataldisease。
`Thatmeansmatrimony,’saidTemperanceMiller,followingthemoutofsightwithhereyes。
`Ireckonthat’sthesizeo’t,’saidCoggan,workingalongwithoutlookingup。
`Well,betterwedoverthemixenthanoverthemoor,’saidLabanTall,turninghissheep。
HeneryFrayspoke,exhibitingmiserableeyesatthesametime:`Idon’tseewhyamaidshouldtakeahusbandwhenshe’sboldenoughtofightherownbattles,anddon’twantahome;for’tiskeepinganotherwomanout。
Butletitbe,for’tisapityheandsheshouldtroubletwohouses。’
Asusualwithdecidedcharacters,BathshebainvariablyprovokedthecriticismofindividualslikeHeneryFray。Heremblazonedcultwastobetoopronouncedinherobjections,andnotsufficientlyovertinherlikings。
Welearnthatitisnottherayswhichbodiesabsorb,butthosewhichtheyreject,thatgivethemthecolourstheyareknownby;andinthesamewaypeoplearespecializedbytheirdislikesandantagonisms,whilsttheirgoodwillislookeduponasnoattributeatall。
Henerycontinuedinamorecomplaisantmood:`Ioncehintedmymindtoheronafewthings,asnearlyasabatteredframedaredtodosotosuchafrowardpiece。Youallknow,neighbours,whatamanIbe,andhowIcomedownwithmypowerfulwordswhenmyprideisboilingwi’scarn?’
`Wedo,wedo,Henery。
`SoIsaid,“MissEverdene,there’splacesempty,andthere’sgiftedmenwilling;butthespite“-no’notthespite-Ididn’tsayspite-
“butthevillainyofthecontrarikind。”Isaidmeaningwomankind,“keepsemout。”Thatwasn’ttoostrongforher,say?’
`Passablywellput。’
`Yes;andIwouldhavesaidit,haddeathandsalvationovertookmeforit。SuchismyspiritwhenIhaveamind。’
`Atrueman,andproudasalucifer。’
`Youseetheartfulness?Why,’twasaboutbeingbailyreally;butI
didn’tputitsoplainthatshecouldunderstandmymeaning,soIcouldlayitonallthestronger。Thatwasmydepth!……However,lethermarryanshewill。Perhaps’tishightime。IbelieveFarmerBoldwoodkissedherbehindthespear-bed’atthesheep-washingt’otherday-thatIdo。’
`Whatalie!’saidGabriel。
`Ah,neighbourOak-how’stknow?’saidHenerymildly。
`Becauseshetoldmeallthatpassed,’saidOak,withapharisaicalsensethathewasnotasothershearersinthismatter。
`Yehavearighttobelieveit,’saidHenery,withdudgeon;`averytrueright。ButImidseealittledistanceintothings!Tobelong-headedenoughforabaily’splaceisapoormeretrifle-yetatriflemorethannothing。However,Ilookrounduponlifequitecool。Doyouheedme,neighbours?
Mywords,thoughmadeassimpleasIcan,midberatherdeepforsomeheads。’
`Oyes,Henery,wequiteheedye。’
`Astrangeoldpiece,goodmen-whirledaboutfromheretoyonder,asifIwerenothing!Alittlewarped,too。ButIhavemydepths;ha,andevenmygreatdepths!Imightgirdatacertainshepherd,braintobrain。
Butno-Ono!’
`Astrangeoldpiece,yesay!’interposedthemaltster,inaquerulousvoice。`Atthesametimeyebenooldmanworthnaming-nooldmanatall。Yerteethbain’thalfgoneyet;andwhat’saoldman’sstandingifsobehisteethbain’tgone?Weren’tIstaleinwedlockaforeyewereoutofarms?’tisapoorthingtobesixty,whenthere’speoplefarpastfour-score-aboastweakaswater。’
ItwastheunvaryingcustominWeatherburytosinkminordifferenceswhenthemaltsterhadtobepacified。
`Weakaswater!yes,’saidJanCoggan。`Malter,wefeelyetobeawonderfulveteranman,andnobodycangainsayit。’
`Nobody,’saidJosephPoorgrass。`Yebeaveryrareoldspectacle,malter,andwealladmireyeforthatgift。’
`Ay,andasayoungman,whenmysenseswereinprosperity,Iwaslikewiselikedbyagood-fewwhoknowedme,’saidthemaltster。
`’Ithoutdoubtyouwas——’ithoutdoubt。’
Thebentandhoarymanwassatisfied,andsoapparentlywasHeneryFray。
ThatmattersshouldcontinuepleasantMaryannspoke,who,whatwithherbrowncomplexion,andtheworkingwrapperofrustylinsey,hadatpresentthemellowhueofanoldsketchinoils-notablysomeofNicholasPoussin’s:——
`Doanybodyknowofacrookedman,oralame,oranysecondhandfellowatallthatwoulddoforpoorme?’saidMaryann。`AperfectoneIdon’texpecttogetatmytimeoflife。IfIcouldhearofsuchathing’twoulddomemoregoodthantoastandale。’
Cogganfurnishedasuitablereply。Oakwentonwithhisshearing,andsaidnotanotherword。Pestilentmoodshadcome,andteasedawayhisquiet。
Bathshebahadshownindicationsofanointinghimabovehisfellowsby’
installinghimasthebailiffthatthefarmimperativelyrequired。Hedidnotcovetthepostrelativelytothefarm:inrelationtoherself,asbelovedbyhimandunmarriedtoanother,hehadcovetedit。Hisreadingsofherseemednowtobevapouryandindistinct。Hislecturetoherwas,hethought,oneoftheabsurdestmistakes。FarfromcoquettingwithBoldwood,shehadtrifledwithhimselfinthusfeigningthatshehadtrifledwithanother。
Hewasinwardlyconvincedthat,inaccordancewiththeanticipationsofhiseasy-goingandworse-educatedcomrades,thatdaywouldseeBoldwoodtheacceptedhusbandofMissEverdene。GabrielatthistimeofhislifehadoutgrowntheinstinctivedislikewhicheveryChristianboyhasforreadingtheBible,perusingitnowquitefrequently,andheinwardlysaid,“`Ifindmorebitterthandeaththewomanwhoseheartissnaresandnets!“’
Thiswasmereexclamation-thefrothofthestorm。HeadoredBathshebajustthesame。
`Weworkfolkshallhavesomelordlyjunketingto-night,’saidCainyBall,castingforthhisthoughtsinanewdirection。’thismorningIseeemmakingthegreatpuddensinthemilking-pails-lumpsoffatasbigasyerthumb,MisterOak!I’veneverseedsuchsplendidlargeknobsoffatbeforeinthedaysofmylife-theyneverusedtobebiggerthanahorse-bean。Andtherewasagreatblackcrockuponthebrandisewithhislegsa-stickingout,butIdon’tknowwhatwasinwithin。’
`Andthere’stwobushelsofbiffinsforapple-pies,’saidMaryann。
`Well,Ihopetodomydutybyitall,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inapleasant,masticatingmannerofanticipation。`Yes;victualsanddrinkisacheerfulthing,andgivesnervestothenerveless,iftheformofwordsmaybeused。’tisthegospelofthebody,withoutwhichweperish,sotospeakit。’
CHAPTERTWENTY-THREEEventide-ASecondDeclarationFortheshearing-supperalongtablewasplacedonthegrass-plotbesidethehouse,theendofthetablebeingthrustoverthesillofthewideparlourwindowandafootortwointotheroom。MissEverdenesatinsidethewindow,facingdownthetable。Shewasthusattheheadwithoutminglingwiththemen。
ThiseveningBathshebawasunusuallyexcited,herredcheeksandlipscontrastinglustrouslywiththemazyskeinsofhershadowyhair。Sheseemedtoexpectassistance,andtheseatatthebottomofthetablewasatherrequestleftvacantuntilaftertheyhadbegunthemeal。ShethenaskedGabrieltotaketheplaceandthedutiesappertainingtothatend,whichhedidwithgreatreadiness。
AtthismomentMrBoldwoodcameinatthegate,andcrossedthegreentoBathshebaatthewindow。Heapologizedforhislateness:hisarrivalwasevidentlybyarrangement。
`Gabriel,’saidshe,`willyoumoveagain,please,andletMrBoldwoodcomethere?’
Oakmovedinsilencebacktohisoriginalseat。
Thegentleman-farmerwasdressedincheerfulstyle,inanewcoatandwhitewaistcoat,quitecontrastingwithhisusualsobersuitsofgrey。
Inwardly,toehewasblithe,andconsequentlychattytoanexceptionaldegree。SoalsowasBathshebanowthathehadcome,thoughtheuninvitedpresenceofPennyways,thebailiffwhohadbeendismissedfortheft,disturbedherequanimityforawhile。
Supperbeingended,Cogganbeganonhisownprivateaccount,withoutreferencetolisteners:——I’velostmylove,andIcarenot,I’velostmylove,andIcarenot;
IshallsoonhaveanotherThat’sbetterthant’other;
I’velostmylove,andIcarenot。Thislyric,whenconcluded,wasreceivedwithasilentlyappreciativegazeatthetable,implyingthattheperformance,likeaworkbythoseestablishedauthorswhoareindependentofnoticesinthepapers,wasawell-knowndelightwhichrequirednoapplause。
`Now,MasterPoorgrass,yoursong!’saidCoggan。
`Ibeallbutinliquor,andthegiftiswantinginme,’saidJoseph,diminishinghimself。
`Nonsense;wou’stneverbesoungrateful,Joseph-never!’saidCoggan,expressinghurtfeelingsbyaninflectionofvoice。`Andmistressislookinghardatye,asmuchastosay,“Singatonce,JosephPoorgrass。”’
`Faith,sosheis;well,Imustsufferit!……Justeyemyfeatures,andseeifthetell-talebloodoverheatsmemuch,neighbours?’
`No,yerblushesbequitereasonable,’saidCoggan。
`Ialwaystriestokeepmycoloursfromrisingwhenabeauty’seyesgetfixedonme,’saidJosephdiffidently;`butifsobe’tiswilledtheydo,theymust。
`Now,Joseph,yoursong,please,’saidBathshebafromthewindow。`Well,really,ma’am,’herepliedinayieldingtone。`Idon’tknowwhattosay。
Itwouldbeapoorplainballetofmyowncomposure。’
`Hear,hear!’saidthesupper-party。
Poorgrass,thusassured,trilledforthaflickeringyetcommendablepieceofsentiment,thetuneofwhichconsistedofthekey-noteandanother,thelatterbeingthesoundchieflydweltupon。Thiswassosuccessfulthatherashlyplungedintoasecondinthesamebreath,afterafewfalsestarts:——Isow’-edth’-e……
Isow’-ed。
Isow’-edtheeseeds’of’love’,I-itwas’all’i’-intheespring’,I-inApril’,Ma’-ay,a’-ndsunny’June’,`Whensma’-allbi’-irdsthey’do’sing;`Wellputoutofhand,’saidCoggan,attheendoftheverse。“`Theydosing“wasaverytakingparagraph。’
`Ay;andtherewasaprettyplaceat“seedsoflove“,and’twaswellheavedout。Though“love“isanastyhighcornerwhenaman’svoiceisgettingcrazed。Nextverse,MasterPoorgrass。’
ButduringthisrenderingyoungBobCogganexhibitedoneofthoseanomalieswhichwillafflictlittlepeoplewhenotherpersonsareparticularlyserious:
intryingtocheckhislaughter,hepusheddownhisthroatasmuchofthetableclothashecouldgetholdofwhen,aftercontinuinghermeticallysealedforashorttime,hismirthburstoutthroughhisnose。Josephperceivedit,andwithhecticcheeksofindignationinstantlyceasedsinging。CogganboxedBob’searsimmediately。
`Goon,Joseph-goon,andnevermindtheyoungscamp,’saidCoggan。
`’Tisaverycatchingballet。Nowthenagain-thenextbar;I’llhelpyetoflourishuptheshrillnoteswhereyerwindisratherwheezy:thewi’-il-lo’-owtree’will’twist’,Andthewil’-low’tre’-eewi’-illtwineButthesingercouldnotbesetgoingagain。BobCogganwassenthomeforhisillmanners,andtranquillitywasrestoredbyJacobSmallbury,whovolunteeredaballadasinclusiveandinterminableasthatwithwhichtheworthytoperoldSilenusamusedonasimilaroccasiontheswainsChromisandMnasylus,andotherjollydogsofhisday。
Itwasstillthebeamingtimeofevening,thoughnightwasstealthilymakingitselfvisiblelowdownupontheground,thewesternlinesoflightrakingtheearthwithoutalightinguponittoanyextent,orilluminatingthedeadlevelsatall。Thesunhadcreptroundthetreeasalasteffortbeforedeath,andthenbegantosink,theshearers’lowerpartsbecomingsteepedinembrowningtwilight,whilsttheirheadsandshoulderswerestillenjoyingday,touchedwithayellowofself-sustainedbrilliancythatseemedinherentratherthanacquired。
Thesunwentdowninanochreousmist;buttheysat,andtalkedon,andgrewasmerryasthegodsinHomer’sheaven。Bathshebastillremainedenthronedinsidethewindow,andoccupiedherselfinknitting,fromwhichshesometimeslookeduptoviewthefadingsceneoutside。Theslowtwilightexpandedandenvelopedthemcompletelybeforethesignsofmovingwereshown。
GabrielsuddenlymissedFarmerBoldwoodfromhisplaceatthebottomofthetable。HowlonghehadbeengoneOakdidnotknow;buthehadapparentlywithdrawnintotheencirclingdusk。WhilsthewasthinkingofthisLiddybroughtcandlesintothebackpartoftheroomoverlookingtheshearers,andtheirlivelynewflamesshonedownthetableandoverthemen,anddispersedamongthegreenshadowsbehind。
Bathsheba’sform,stillinitsoriginalposition,wasnowagaindistinctbetweentheireyesandthelight,whichrevealedthatBoldwoodhadgoneinsidetheroom,andwassittingnearher。
Nextcamethequestionoftheevening。WouldMissEverdenesingtothemthesongshealwayssangsocharmingly-`TheBanksofAllanWater’-beforetheywenthome?
Afteramoment’sconsiderationBathshebaassented,beckoningtoGabriel,whohastenedupintothecovetedatmosphere。
`Haveyoubroughtyourflute?’shewhispered。
`Yes,miss。’
`Playtomysinging,then。’
Shestoodupinthewindow-opening,facingthemen,thecandlesbehindher。Gabrielonherrighthand,immediatelyoutsidethesashframe。Boldwoodhaddrawnuponherleft,withintheroom。Hersingingwassoftandrathertremulousatfirst,butitsoonswelledtoasteadyclearness。Subsequenteventscausedoneoftheversestoberememberedformanymonths,andevenyears,bymorethanoneofthosewhoweregatheredthere:Forhisbrideasoldiersoughther,Andawinningtonguehadhe:
OnthebanksofAllanWaterNonewasgayasshe!InadditiontothedulcetpipingofGabriel’sfluteBoldwoodsuppliedabassinhiscustomaryprofoundvoice,utteringhisnotessosoftly,however,astoabstainentirelyfrommakinganythinglikeanordinaryduetofthesong;theyratherformedarichunexploredshadow,whichthrewhertonesintorelief。Theshearersreclinedagainsteachotherasatsuppersintheearlyagesoftheworld,andsosilentandabsorbedweretheythatherbreathingcouldalmostbeheardbetweenthebars;andattheendoftheballad,whenthelasttoneloiteredontoaninexpressibleclose,therearosethatbuzzofpleasurewhichistheattarofapplause。
ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatGabrielcouldnotavoidnotingthefarmer’sbearingtonighttowardstheirentertainer。Yettherewasnothingexceptionalinhisactionsbeyondwhatappertainedtohistimeofperformingthem。ItwaswhentherestwerealllookingawaythatBoldwoodobservedher;whentheyregardedherheturnedaside;whentheythankedorpraisedhewassilent;whentheywereinattentivehemurmuredhisthanks。Themeaninglayinthedifferencebetweenactionsnoneofwhichhadanymeaningofitselfandthenecessityofbeingjealous,whichloversaretroubledwith,didnotleadOaktounderestimatethesesigns。
Bathshebathenwishedthemgood-night,withdrewfromthewindow,andretiredtothebackpartoftheroom,Boldwoodthereuponclosingthesashandtheshutters,andremaininginsidewithher。Oakwanderedawayunderthequietandscentedtrees。RecoveringfromthesofterimpressionsproducedbyBathsheba’svoice,theshearersrosetoleave,CogganturningtoPennywaysashepushedbackthebenchtopassout:
`Iliketogivepraisewherepraiseisdue,andthemandeservesit-that`adoso,’heremarked,lookingattheworthythiefasifhewerethemasterpieceofsomeworld-renownedartist。
`I’msureIshouldneverhavebelieveditifwehadn’tprovedit,sotoallude,’hiccuppedJosephPoorgrass,`thateverycup,everyoneofthebestknivesandforks,andeveryemptybottlebeintheirplaceasperfectnowasatthebeginning,andnotonestoleatall。’
`I’msureIdon’tdeservehalfthepraiseyougiveme,’saidthevirtuousthiefgrimly。
`Well,I’llsaythisforPennyways,’addedCoggan,`thatwheneverhedoreallymakeuphismindtodoanoblethingintheshapeofagoodaction,asIcouldseebyhisfacehedidto-nightaforesittingdown,he’sgenerallyabletocarryitout。Yes,I’mproudtosay,neighbours,thathe’sstolenothingatall。’
`Well,’tisanhonestdeed,andwethankyeforit,Pennyways,’saidJoseph;towhichopiniontheremainderofthecompanysubscribedunanimously。
Atthistimeofdeparture,whennothingmorewasvisibleoftheinsideoftheparlourthanathinandstillchinkoflightbetweentheshutters,apassionatescenewasincourseofenactmentthere。
MissEverdeneandBoldwoodwerealone。Hercheekshadlostagreatdealoftheirhealthfulfirefromtheveryseriousnessofherposition;buthereyewasbrightwiththeexcitementofatriumph-thoughitwasatriumphwhichhadratherbeencontemplatedthandesired。
Shewasstandingbehindalowarm-chair,fromwhichshehadjustrisen,andhewaskneelinginit-inclininghimselfoveritsbacktowardsher,andholdingherhandinbothherown。Hisbodymovedrestlessly,anditwaswithwhatKeatsdaintilycallsatoohappyhappiness。Thisunwontedabstractionbyloveofalldignityfromamanofwhomithadeverseemedthechiefcomponent,was,initsdistressingincongruity,apaintoherwhichquenchedmuchofthepleasureshederivedfromtheproofthatshewasidolized。
`Iwilltrytoloveyou,’shewassaying,inatremblingvoicequiteunlikeherusualself-confidence。`AndifIcanbelieveinanywaythatIshallmakeyouagoodwifeIshallindeedbewillingtomarryyou。But,MrBoldwood,hesitationonsohighamatterishonourableinanywoman,andIdon’twanttogiveasolemnpromisetonight。Iwould,ratheraskyoutowaitafewweekstillIcanseemysituationbetter。’
`Butyouhaveeveryreasontobelievethatthen——’
`Ihaveeveryreasontohopethatattheendofthefiveorsixweeks,betweenthistimeandharvest,thatyousayyouaregoingtobeawayfromhome,Ishallbeabletopromisetobeyourwife,’shesaidfirmly。`Butrememberthisdistinctly,Idon’tpromiseyet。’
`Itisenough;Idon’taskmore。Icanwaitonthosedearwords。Andnow,MissEverdene,good-night!’
`Good-night,’shesaidgraciously-almosttenderly;andBoldwoodwithdrewwithaserenesmile。