首页 >出版文学> FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD>第4章
  Dinnerbeingover,Bathsheba,forwantofabettercompanion,hadaskedLiddytocomeandsitwithher。Themouldypilewasdrearyinwinter-timebeforethecandleswerelightedandtheshuttersclosed;theatmosphereoftheplaceseemedasoldasthewalls;everynookbehindthefurniturehadatemperatureofitsown,forthefirewasnotkindledinthispartofthehouseearlyintheday;andBathsheba’snewpiano,whichwasanoldoneinotherannals,lookedparticularlyslopingandoutoflevelonthewarpedfloorbeforenightthrewashadeoveritslessprominentanglesandhidtheunpleasantnessLiddy,likealittlebrook,thoughshallow,wasalwaysrippling;herpresencehadnotsomuchweightastotaskthought,andyetenoughtoexerciseit。
  OnthetablelayanoldquartoBible,boundinleather。Liddylookingatitsaid,——
  `Didyoueverfindout,miss,whoyouaregoingtomarrybymeansoftheBibleandkey?’
  `Don’tbesofoolish,Liddy。Asifsuchthingscouldbe。’
  `Well,there’sagooddealinit,allthesame。’
  `Nonsense,child。’
  `Anditmakesyourheartbeatfearful。Somebelieveinit;somedon’t;
  Ido。’
  `Verywell,let’stryit,’saidBathsheba,boundingfromherseatwiththattotaldisregardofconsistencywhichcanbeindulgedintowardsadependant,andenteringintothespiritofdivinationatonce。`Goandgetthefrontdoorkey。’
  Liddyfetchedit。`Iwishitwasn’tSunday,’shesaid,onreturning。
  `Perhaps’tiswrong。’
  `What’srightweekdaysisrightSundays,’repliedhermistressinatonewhichwasaproofinitself。
  Thebookwasopened-theleaves,drabwithage,beingquitewornawayatmuch-readversesbytheforefingersofunpractisedreadersinformerdays,wheretheyweremovedalongunderthelineasanaidtothevision。
  ThespecialverseintheBookofRuthwassoughtoutbyBathsheba,andthesublimewordsmethereye。Theyslightlythrilledandabashedher。
  ItwasWisdomintheabstractfacingFollyintheconcrete。Follyintheconcreteblushed,persistedinherintention,andplacedthekeyonthebook。Arustypatchimmediatelyupontheverse,causedbypreviouspressureofanironsubstancethereon,toldthatthiswasnotthefirsttimetheoldvolumehadbeenusedforthepurpose。
  `Nowkeepsteady,andbesilent,’saidBathsheba。
  Theversewasrepeated;thebookturnedround;Bathshebablushedguiltily。
  `Whodidyoutry?’saidLiddycuriously。
  `Ishallnottellyou。’
  `DidyounoticeMrBoldwood’sdoingsinchurchthismorning,miss?’
  Liddycontinued,adumbratingbytheremarkthetrackherthoughtshadtaken。
  `No,indeed,’saidBathsheba,withsereneindifference。
  `Hispewisexactlyoppositeyours,miss。’
  `Iknowit。’
  `Andyoudidnotseehisgoingson!’
  `CertainlyIdidnot,Itellyou。’
  Liddyassumedasmallerphysiognomy,andshutherlipsdecisively。
  Thismorewasunexpected,andproportionatelydisconcerting。`Whatdidhedo?’Bathshebasaidperforce。
  `Didn’tturnhisheadtolookatyouoncealltheservice。’
  `Whyshouldhe?’againdemandedhermistress,wearinganettledlook。
  `Ididn’taskhimto。’
  `Oh,no。Buteverybodyelsewasnoticingyou;anditwasoddhedidn’t。
  There,’tislikehim。Richandgentlemanly,whatdoeshecare?’
  BathshebadroppedintoasilenceintendedtoexpressthatshehadopinionsonthemattertooabstruseforLiddy’scomprehension,ratherthanthatshehadnothingtosay。
  `Dearme-IhadnearlyforgottenthevalentineIboughtyesterday,’
  sheexclaimedatlength。
  `Valentine!whofor,miss?’saidLiddy。`FarmerBoldwood?’
  ItwasthesinglenameamongallpossiblewrongonesthatjustatthismomentseemedtoBathshebamorepertinentthantheright。
  `Well,no。ItisonlyforlittleTeddyCoggan。Ihavepromisedhimsomething,andthiswillbeaprettysurpriseforhim。Liddy,youmayaswellbringmemydeskandI’lldirectitatonce。
  Bathshebatookfromherdeskagorgeouslyilluminatedandembosseddesigninpost-octavo,whichhadbeenboughtonthepreviousmarket-dayatthechiefstationer’sinCasterbridge。Inthecentrewasasmallovalenclosure;
  thiswasleftblank,thatthesendermightinserttenderwordsmoreappropriatetothespecialoccasionthananygeneralitiesbyaprintercouldpossiblybe。
  `Here’saplaceforwriting,’saidBathsheba。`WhatshallIput?’
  `Somethingofthissort,Ishouldthink,’returnedLiddypromptly:——`Theroseisred,Thevioletblue,Carnation’ssweet,Andsoareyou。’`Yes,thatshallbeit。Itjustsuitsitselftoachubby-facedchildlikehim,’saidBathsheba。Sheinsertedthewordsinasmallthoughlegiblehandwriting;enclosedthesheetinanenvelope,anddippedherpenforthedirection。
  `WhatfunitwouldbetosendittothestupidoldBoldwood,andhowhewouldwonder!’saidtheirrepressibleLiddy,liftinghereyebrows,andindulginginanawfulmirthonthevergeoffearasshethoughtofthemoralandsocialmagnitudeofthemancontemplated。
  Bathshebapausedtoregardtheideaatfilllength。Boldwood’shadbeguntobeatroublesomeimage-aspeciesofDanielinherkingdomwhopersistedinkneelingeastwardwhenreasonandcommonsensesaidthathemightjustaswellfollowsuitwiththerest,andaffordhertheofficialglanceofadmirationwhichcostnothingatall。Shewasfarfrombeingseriouslyconcernedabouthisnonconformity。Still,itwasfaintlydepressingthatthemostdignifiedandvaluablemanintheparishshouldwithholdhiseyes,andthatagirllikeLiddyshouldtalkaboutit。SoLiddy’sideawasatfirstratherharassingthanpiquant。
  `No,Iwon’tdothat。Hewouldn’tseeanyhumourinit。’
  `He’dworrytodeath,’saidthepersistentLiddy。
  `Really,Idon’tcareparticularlytosendittoTeddy,’remarkedhermistress。`He’sratheranaughtychildsometimes。’
  `Yes-thatheis。’
  `Let’stoss,asmendo,’saidBathshebaidly。`Nowthen,head,Boldwood;
  tail,Teddy。No,wewon’ttossmoneyonaSunday,thatwouldbetemptingthedevilindeed。’
  `Tossthishymn-book;therecan’tbenosinfulnessinthat,miss。’
  `Verywell。Open,Boldwood-shut,Teddy。No;it’smoreliketofallopen。Open,Teddy-shut,Boldwood。’
  Thebookwentflutteringintheairandcamedownshut。
  Bathsheba,asmallyawnuponhermouth,tookthepen,andwithoff-handserenitydirectedthemissivetoBoldwood。
  `Nowlightacandle,Liddy。Whichsealshallweuse?Here’saunicornshead-there’snothinginthat。What’sthis?-twodoves-no。Itoughttobesomethingextraordinary,oughtitnot,Lidd?Here’sonewithamotto-Irememberitissomefunnyone,butIcan’treadit。`We’lltrythis,andifitdoesn’tdowe’llhaveanother。’
  Alargeredsealwasdulyaffixed。Bathshebalookedcloselyatthehotwaxtodiscoverthewords。
  `Capital!’sheexclaimed,throwingdowntheletterfrolicsomely。`’Twouldupsetthesolemnityofaparsonandclerktoo。’
  Liddylookedatthewordsoftheseal,andread——`MARRYME。’Thesameeveningtheletterwassent,andwasdulysortedinCasterbridgepost-officethatnight,tobereturnedtoWeatherburyagaininthemorning。
  SoveryidlyandunreflectinglywasthisdeeddoneofloveasaspectacleBathshebahadafairknowledge;butoflovesubjectivelysheknewnothing。
  CHAPTERFOURTEENEffectoftheLetter-SunriseAtduskontheeveningofStValentine’sDayBoldwoodsatdowntosupperasusual,byabeamingfireofagedlogs。Uponthemantelshelfbeforehimwasatime-piece,surmountedbyaspreadeagle,andupontheeagle’swingswastheletterBathshebahadsent。Herethebachelorsgazewascontinuallylisteningitself,tillthelargeredsealbecameasablotofbloodontheretinaofhiseye;andasheateanddrankhestillreadinfancythewordsthereon,althoughtheyweretooremoteforhissight——`MARRYME。’Thepertinjunctionwaslikethosecrystalsubstances,which,colourlessthemselves,assumethetoneofobjectsaboutthem。Here,inthequietofBoldwood’sparlour,whereeverythingthatwasnotgravewasextraneous,andwheretheatmospherewasthatofaPuritanSundaylastingalltheweek,theletteranditsdictumchangedtheirtenorfromthethoughtlessnessoftheirorigintoadeepsolemnity,imbibedfromtheiraccessoriesnow。
  Sincethereceiptofthemissiveinthemorning,Boldwoodhadfeltthesymmetryofhisexistencetobeslowlygettingdistortedinthedirectionofanidealpassion。ThedisturbancewasasthefirstfloatingweedtoColumbus*-thecontemptiblylittlesuggestingpossibilitiesoftheinfinitelygreat。
  Thelettermusthavehadanoriginandamotive。Thatthelatterwasofthesmallestmagnitudecompatiblewithitsexistenceatall,Boldwood,ofcourse,didnotknow。Andsuchanexplanationdidnotstrikehimasapossibilityeven。Itisforeigntoamystifiedconditionofmindtorealizeofthemystifierthattheprocessesofapprovingacoursesuggestedbycircumstance,andofstrikingoutacoursefrominnerimpulse,wouldlookthesameintheresult。Thevastdifferencebetweenstartingatrainofevents,anddirectingintoaparticulargrooveaseriesalreadystarted,israrelyapparenttothepersonconfoundedbytheissue。
  WhenBoldwoodwenttobedheplacedthevalentineinthecornerofthelooking-glass。Hewasconsciousofitspresence,evenwhenhisbackwasturneduponit。ItwasthefirsttimeinBoldwood’slifethatsuchaneventhadoccurred。Thesamefascinationthatcausedhimtothinkitanactwhichhadadeliberatemotivepreventedhimfromregardingitasanimpertinence。
  Helookedagainatthedirection。Themysteriousinfluencesofnightinvestedthewritingwiththepresenceoftheunknownwriter。Somebody’s-somewoman’s-handhadtravelledsoftlyoverthepaperbearinghisname;
  herunrevealedeyeshadwatchedeverycurveassheformedit;herbrainhadseenhiminimaginationthewhile。`Whyshouldshehaveimaginedhim?
  Hermouth-werethelipsredorpale,plumporcreased?-hadcurveditselftoacertainexpressionasthepenwenton-thecornershadmovedwithalltheirnaturaltremulousness:whathadbeentheexpression?
  Thevisionofthewomanwriting,asasupplementtothewordswritten,hadnoindividuality。Shewasamistyshape,andwellshemightbe,consideringthatheroriginalwasatthatmomentsoundasleepandobliviousofallloveandletter-writingunderthesky。WheneverBoldwooddozedshetookaform,andcomparativelyceasedtobeavision:whenheawoketherewastheletterjustifyingthedream。
  Themoonshoneto-night,anditslightwasnotofacustomarykind。
  Hiswindowadmittedonlyareflectionofitsrays,andthepalesheenhadthatreverseddirectionwhichsnowgives,comingupwardandlightinguphisceilinginanunnaturalway,castingshadowsinstrangeplaces,andputtinglightswhereshadowshadusedtobe。
  Thesubstanceoftheepistlehadoccupiedhimbutlittleincomparisonwiththefactofitsarrival。Hesuddenlywonderedifanythingmoremightbefoundintheenvelopethanwhathehadwithdrawn。Hejumpedoutofbedintheweirdlight,tooktheletter,pulledouttheflimsysheet,shooktheenvelope-searchedit。Nothingmorewasthere。Boldwoodlooked,ashehadahundredtimestheprecedingday,attheinsistentredseal:`Marryme,’hesaidaloud。
  Thesolemnandreservedyeomanagainclosedtheletter,andstuckitintheframeoftheglass。Indoingsohecaughtsightofhisreflectedfeatures,waninexpression,andinsubstantialinform。Hesawhowcloselycompressedwashismouth,andthathiseyeswerewide-spreadandvacant。
  Feelinguneasyanddissatisfiedwithhimselfforthisnervousexcitabilityhereturnedtobed。
  Thenthedawndrewon。Thefillpoweroftheclearheavenwasnotequaltothatofacloudyskyatnoon,whenBoldwoodaroseanddressedhimself。
  Hedescendedthestairsandwentouttowardsthegateofafieldtotheeast,leaningoverwhichhepausedandlookedaround。
  Itwasoneoftheusualslowsunrisesofthistimeoftheyear,andthesky,purevioletinthezenith,wasleadentothenorthward,andmurkytotheeast,where,overthesnowydownorewe-lease*onWeatherburyUpperFarm,andapparentlyrestingupontheridge,theonlyhalfofthesunyetvisibleburntrayless,likearedandflamelessfireshiningoverawhitehearthstone。Thewholeeffectresembledasunsetaschildhoodresemblesage。
  Inotherdirectionsthefieldsandskyweresomuchofonecolourbythesnowthatitwasdifficultinahastyglancetotellwhereaboutsthehorizonoccurred;andingeneraltherewashere,too,thatbefore-mentionedpreternaturalinversionoflightandshadewhichattendstheprospectwhenthegarishbrightnesscommonlyintheskyisfoundontheearth,andtheshadesofearthareinthesky。Overthewesthungthewastingmoon,nowdullandgreenish-yellow,liketarnishedbrass。
  Boldwoodwaslistlesslynotinghowthefrosthadhardenedandglazedthesurfaceofthesnow,tillitshoneintheredeasternlightwiththepolishofmarble;how,insomeportionsoftheslope,witheredgrass-bents,encasedinicicles,bristledthroughthesmoothwancoverletinthetwistedandcurvedshapesofoldVenetianglass;andhowthefoot-printsofafewbirds,whichhadhoppedoverthesnowwhilstitlayinthestateofasoftfleece,werenowfrozentoashortpermanency。Ahalf-mufflednoiseoflightwheelsinterruptedhim。Boldwoodturnedbackintotheroad。Itwasthemail-cart-acrazytwo-heeledvehicle,hardlyheavyenoughtoresistapuffofwind。Thedriverheldoutaletter。Boldwoodseizeditandopenedit,expectinganotheranonymousone-sogreatlyarepeople’sideasofprobabilityameresensethatprecedentwillrepeatitself。
  `Idon’tthinkitisforyou,sir,’saidtheman,whenhesawBoldwood’saction。`Thoughthereisnoname,Ithinkitisforyourshepherd。’
  Boldwoodlookedthenattheaddress——TotheNewShepherd,WeatherburyFarm,NearCasterbridge。`Oh-whatamistake!-itisnotmine。Norisitformyshepherd。ItisforMissEverdene’s。Youhadbettertakeitontohim-GabrielOak-andsayIopeneditinmistake。’
  Atthismomentontheridge,upagainsttheblazingsky,afigurewasvisible,liketheblacksnuffinthemidstofacandle-flame。Thenitmovedandbegantobustleaboutvigorouslyfromplacetoplace,carryingsquareskeletonmasses,whichwereriddledbythesamerays。Asmallfigureonallfoursfollowedbehind。ThetallformwasthatofGabrielOak;thesmallonethatofGeorge;thearticlesincourseoftransitwerehurdles。
  `Wait,’saidBoldwood。`That’sthemanonthehill。I’lltakethelettertohimmyself。’
  ToBoldwooditwasnownolongermerelyalettertoanotherman。Itwasanopportunity。Exhibitingafacepregnantwithintention,heenteredthesnowyfield。
  Gabriel,atthatminute,descendedthehilltowardstheright。Theglowstretcheddowninthisdirectionnow,andtouchedthedistantroofofWarren’sMalthouse-whithertheshepherdwasapparentlybent。Boldwoodfollowedatadistance。
  CHAPTERFIFTEENAMorningMeeting-TheLetteragainThescarletandorangelightoutsidethemalthousedidnotpenetratetoitsinterior,whichwas,asusual,lightedbyarivalglowofsimilarhue,radiatingfromthehearth。
  Themaltster,afterhavinglaindowninhisclothesforafewhours,wasnowsittingbesideathree-leggedtable,breakfastingoffbreadandbacon。Thiswaseatenontheplatelesssystem,whichisperformedbyplacingasliceofbreaduponthetable,themeatflatuponthebread,amustardplasteruponthemeat,andapinchofsaltuponthewhole,thencuttingthemverticallydownwardswithalargepocket-knifetillwoodisreached,whentheseveredlumpisimpaledontheknife,elevated,andsenttheproperwayoffood。
  Themaltster’slackofteethappearednottosensiblydiminishhispowersasamill。Hehadbeenwithoutthemforsomanyyearsthattoothlessnesswasfeltlesstobeadefectthanhardgumsanacquisition。Indeed,heseemedtoapproachthegraveasahyperboliccurveapproachesastraightline-lessdirectlyashegotnearer,tillitwasdoubtfulifhewouldeverreachitatall。
  Intheashpitwasaheapofpotatoesroasting,andaboilingpipkinofcharredbread,called`coffee’,forthebenefitofwhomsoevershouldcall,for`Warren’swasasortofclubhouse,usedasanalternativetotheinn。
  `Isay,saysI,wegetafineday,andthendowncomesasnapperatnight,’wasaremarknowsuddenlyheardspreadingintothemalthousefromthedoor,whichhadbeenopenedthepreviousmoment。TheformofHeneryFrayadvancedtothefire,stampingthesnowfromhisbootswhenabouthalfwaythere。Thespeechandentryhadnotseemedtobeatallanabruptbeginningtothemaltster,introductorymatterbeingoftenomittedinthisneighbourhood,bothfromwordanddeed,andthemaltsterhavingthesamelatitudeallowedhim,didnothurrytoreply。Hepickedupafragmentofcheesebypeckinguponitwithhisknife,asabutcherpicksupskewers。
  Heneryappearedinadrabkerseymeregreatcoat,buttonedoverhissmock-frock,thewhiteskirtsofthelatterbeingvisibletothedistanceofaboutafootbelowthecoat-tails,which,whenyougotusedtothestyleofdress,lookednaturalenough,andevenornamental-itcertainlywascomfortable。
  MatthewMoon,JosephPoorgrass,andothercartersandwaggonersfollowedathisheels,withgreatlanternsdanglingfromtheirhands,whichshowedthattheyhadjustcomefromthecart-horsestables,wheretheyhadbeenbusilyengagedsincefouro’clockthatmorning。
  `Andhowisshegettingonwithoutabaily?’themaltsterinquired。
  Heneryshookhishead,andsmiledoneofthebittersmiles,draggingallthefleshofhisforeheadintoacorrugatedheapinthecentre。
  `She’llrueit-surely,surely!’hesaid。`BenjyPennywayswerenotatruemanoranhonestbaily-asbigabetrayerasJoeyIscariothimself。
  Buttothinkshecancarryonalone!’Heallowedhisheadtoswinglaterallythreeorfourtimesinsilence。`Neverinallmycreepingup-never!’
  Thiswasrecognizedbyallastheconclusionofsomegloomyspeechwhichhadbeenexpressedinthoughtaloneduringtheshakeofthehead;Henerymeanwhileretainedseveralmarksofdespairuponhisface,toimplythattheywouldberequiredforuseagaindirectlyheshouldgoonspeaking。
  `Allwillberuined,andourselvestoo,orthere’snomeatingentlemen’shouses!’saidMarkClark。
  `Aheadstrongmaid,that’swhatsheis-andwon’tlistentonoadviceatall。Prideandvanityhaveruinedmanyacobbler’sdog。Dear,dear,whenIthinko’it,Isorrowslikeamanintravel!’
  `True,Henery,youdo,I’veheardye,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inavoiceofthoroughattestation,andwithawire-drawnsmileofmisery。
  `’Twoulddoamartelmannoharmtohavewhat’sunderherbonnet,’saidBillySmallbury,whohadjustentered,bearinghisonetoothbeforehim。
  `Shecanspaikreallanguage,andmusthavesomesensesomewhere。Doyefollerme?’
  `Ido;butnobaily-Ideservedthatplace,’wailedHenery,signifyingwastedgeniusbygazingblanklyatvisionsofahighdestinyapparentlyvisibletohimonBillySmallbury’ssmock-frock。`There,’twastobe,I
  suppose。Yourlotisyourlot,andScriptureisnothing;forifyoudogoodyoudon’tgetrewardedaccordingtoyourworks,butbecheatedinsomemeanwayoutofyourrecompense。
  `No,no;Idon’tagreewith’eethere,’saidMarkClark。`God’saperfectgentlemaninthatrespect。’
  `Goodworksgoodpay,sotospeakit,’attestedJosephPoorgrass。
  Ashortpauseensued,andasasortofentr’acteHeneryturnedandblewoutthelanterns,whichtheincreaseofdaylightrenderednolongernecessaryeveninthemalthouse,withitsonepaneofglass。
  `Iwonderwhatafarmer-womancanwantwithaharpsichord,dulcimer,pianner,orwhatever’tistheyd’callit?’saidthemaltster。`Liddysaithshe’veanewone。’
  `Gotapianner?’
  `Ay。Seemsherolduncle’sthingswerenotgoodenoughforher。She’veboughtallbuteverythingnew。There’sheavychairsforthestout,weakandwiryonesfortheslender;greatwatches,gettingontothesizeofclocks,tostanduponthechimbley-piece。’
  `Pictures,forthemostpartwonderfulframes。’
  `Andlonghorse-hairsettlesforthedrunk,withhorse-hairpillowsateachend,’saidMrClark。`Likewiselooking-glassesforthepretty,andlyingbooksforthewicked。’
  Afirmloudtreadwasnowheardstampingoutside;thedoorwasopenedaboutsixinches,andsomebodyontheothersideexclaimed——
  `Neighbours,haveyegotroomforafewnew-bornlambs?’
  `Ay,sure,shepherd,’saidtheconclave。
  Thedoorwasflungbacktillitkickedthewallandtrembledfromtoptobottomwiththeblow。MrOakappearedintheentrywithasteamingface,haybandswoundabouthisanklestokeepoutthesnow,aleatherstraproundhiswaistoutsidethesmock-frock,andlookingaltogetheranepitomeoftheworld’shealthandvigour。Fourlambshunginvariousembarrassingattitudesoverhisshoulders,andthedogGeorge,whomGabrielhadcontrivedtofetchfromNorcombe,stalkedsolemnlybehind。
  `Well,ShepherdOak,andhow’slambingthisyear,ifImidsayit?’
  inquiredJosephPoorgrass。
  `Terribletrying,’midOak。`I’vebeenwetthroughtwicea-day,eitherinsnoworrain,thislastfortnight。CainyandIhaven’ttinedoureyestonight。’
  `Agoodfewtwins,too,Ihear?’
  `Toomanybyhalf。Yes;’tisaveryqueerlambingthisyear。`Weshan’thavedonebyLadyDay。’
  `Andlastyear’tweralloverbySexajessamineSunday,’Josephremarked。
  `Bringontherest,Cain,’saidGabriel,`andthenrunbacktotheewes。
  I’llfollowyousoon。’
  CainyBall-acheery-facedyounglad,withasmallcircularorificebywayofmouth,advancedanddepositedtwoothers,andretiredashewasbidden。Oakloweredthelambsfromtheirunnaturalelevation,wrappedtheminhay,andplacedthemroundthefire。
  `We’venolambing-huthere,asIusedtohaveatNorcombe,’saidGabriel,`and’tissuchaplaguetobringtheweaklyonestoahouse。If’twasn’tforyourplacehere,malter,Idon’tknowwhatIshoulddo,thiskeenweather。
  Andhowisitwithyouto-day,malter?’
  `Oh,neithersicknorsorry,shepherd;butnoyounger。`Ay-Iunderstand。’
  `Sitdown,ShepherdOak,’continuedtheancientmanofmalt。`AndhowwastheoldplaceatNorcombe,whenyewentforyourdog?Ishouldliketoseetheoldfamiliarspot;butfaith,Ishouldn’tknowasoultherenow。’
  `Isupposeyouwouldn’t。’Tisalteredverymuch。’
  `IsittruethatDickyHill’swoodencider-houseispulleddown?’
  `Oyes-yearsago’andDicky’scottagejustaboveit。’
  “Well,tobesure!’
  `Yes;andTompkins’soldapple-treeisrootedthatusedtobeartwohogsheadsofcider,andnohelpfromothertrees。’
  `Rooted?-youdon’tsayit!Ah!stirringtimeswelivein-stirringtimes。’
  `Andyoucanmindtheoldwellthatusedtobeinthemiddleoftheplace?That’sturnedintoasolidironpumpwithalargestonetrough,andallcomplete。’
  `Dear,dear-howthefaceofnationsalter,andwhatwelivetoseenowadays!Yes-and’tisthesamehere。They’vebeentalkingbutnowofthemis’ess’sstrangedoings。’
  `Whathaveyoubeensayingabouther?’inquiredOak,sharplyturningtotherest,andgettingverywarm。
  `Thesemiddle-agedmenhavebeenpullingheroverthecoalsforprideandvanity,’saidMarkClark;`butIsay,letherhaveropeenough。Blessherprettyface-shouldn’tIliketodoso-uponhercherrylips!’ThegallantMarkClarkheremadeapeculiarandwell-knownsoundwithhisown。
  `Mark,’saidGabrielsternly,`nowyoumindthis:noneofthatdalliance-talk-thatsmack-and-coddlestyleofyours-aboutMissEverdene。Idon’tallowit。Doyouhear?’
  `Withallmyheart,asI’vegotnochance,’repliedMrClarkcordially。
  `Isupposeyou’vebeenspeakingagainsther?’saidOak,turningtoJosephPoorgrasswithaverygrimlook。
  `No,no-notawordI——’tisarealjoyfulthingthatshe’snoworse,that’swhatIsay,’saidJoseph,tremblingandblushingwithterror。`Matthewjustsaid-’
  `MatthewMoon,whathaveyoubeensaying?’askedOak。
  `I?WhyyeknowIwouldn’tharmaworm-no,notoneundergroundworm?’
  saidMatthewMoon,lookingveryuneasy。
  `Well,somebodyhas-andlookhere,neighbours。’Gabriel,thoughoneofthequietestandmostgentlemenonearth,rosetotheoccasion,withmartialpromptnessandvigour。`That’smyfist。’Hereheplacedhisfist,rathersmallerinsizethanacommonloaf,inthemathematicalcentreofthemaltster’slittletable,andwithitgaveabumportwothereon,asiftoensurethattheireyesallthoroughlytookintheideaoffistinessbeforehewentfurther。`Now-thefirstmanintheparishthatIhearprophesyingbadofourmistress,why’herethefistwasraisedandletfall,asThormighthavedonewithhishammerinassayingit-`he’llsmellandtastethat-orI’maDutchman。’
  AllearnestlyexpressedbytheirfeaturesthattheirmindsdidnotwandertoHollandforamomentonaccountofthisstatement,butweredeploringthedifferencewhichgaverisetothefigure;andMarkClarkcried`Hear,hear;justwhatIshouldha’said。’ThedogGeorgelookedupatthesametimeaftertheshepherd’smenace,and,thoughheunderstoodEnglishbutimperfectly,begantogrowl。
  `Now,don’tyetakeonso’shepherd,andsitdown!’saidHenery,withadeprecatingpeacefulnessequaltoanythingofthekindinChristianity。
  `Wehearthatyebeaextraordinarygoodandcleverman,shepherd,’
  saidJosephPoorgrasswithconsiderableanxietyfrombehindthemaltster’sbedstead,whitherhehadretiredforsafety。`’Tisagreatthingtobeclever,I’msure,’headded,makingmovementsassociatedwithstatesofmindratherthanbody;`wewishwewere,don’twe,neighbours?’
  `Ay,thatwedo,sure,’saidMatthewMoon,withasmallanxiouslaughtowardsOak,toshowhowveryfriendlydisposedhewaslikewise。
  `Who’sbeentellingyouI’mclever?’saidOak。
  `’Tisblowedaboutfrompillartopostquitecommon,saidMatthew。`Wehearthatyecantellthetimeaswellbythestarsaswecanbythesunandmoon,shepherd。’
  `Yes,Icandoalittlethatway,’saidGabriel,asamanofmediumsentimentsonthesubject。
  `Andthatyecanmakesundials,andprentfolks’namesupontheirwaggonsalmostlikecopper-plate,withbeautifulflourishes,andgreatlongtails。
  Aexcellentfinethingforyetobesuchacleverman,shepherd。JosephPoorgrassusedtoprenttoFarmerJamesEverdene’swaggonsbeforeyoucame,and`acouldnevermindwhichwaytoturntheJ’sandE’s-couldye,Joseph?’
  Josephshookhisheadtoexpresshowabsolutewasthefactthathecouldn’t。
  `Andsoyouusedtodo’emthewrongway,likethis,didn’tye,Joseph?’
  Matthewmarkedonthedustyfloorwithhiswhip-handleJAMES`AndhowFarmerJameswouldcuss,andcalltheeafool,wouldn’the,Joseph,when’aseedhisnamelookingsoinside-out-like?’continuedMatthewMoon,withfeeling。
  `Ay——’awould,’saidJosephmeekly。`But,yousee,Iwasn’tsomuchtoblue,forthemJ’sandE’sbesuchtryingsonso’witchesforthememorytomindwhethertheyfacebackwardorforward;andIalwayshadsuchaforgetfulmemory,too。’
  `’Tisabadafflictionforye,beingsuchamanofcalamitiesinotherways。’
  `Well,’tis;butahappyProvidenceorderedthatitshouldbenoworse,andIfeelmythanks。Astoshepherd,there,I’msuremis’essoughttohavemadeyeherbaily-suchafittingmanfor’tasyoube。’
  `Idon’tmindowningthatIexpectedit,’saidOakfrankly。`Indeed,Ihopedfortheplace。Atthesametime,MissEverdenehasarighttobeherownbailyifshechoose-andtokeepmedowntobeacommonshepherdonly。’Oakdrewaslowbreath,lookedsadlyintothebrightashpit,andseemedlostinthoughtsnotofthemosthopefulhue。
  Thegenialwarmthofthefirenowbegantostimulatethenearlylifelesslambstobleatandmovetheirlimbsbrisklyuponthehay,andtorecognizeforthefirsttimethefactthattheywereborn。Theirnoiseincreasedtoachorusofbaas,uponwhichOakpulledthemilk-canfrombeforethefire,andtakingasmalltea-potfromthepocketofhissmock-frock,filleditwithmilk,andtaughtthoseofthehelplesscreatureswhichwerenottoberestoredtotheirdamshowtodrinkfromthespout-atricktheyacquiredwithastonishingaptitude。
  `Andshedon’tevenletyehavetheskinsofthedeadlambs,Ihear?’
  resumedJosephPoorgrass,hiseyeslingeringontheoperationsofOakwiththenecessarymelancholy。
  `Idon’thavethem,’saidGabriel。
  `Yebeverybadlyused,shepherd,’hazardedJosephagain,inthehopeofgettingOakasanallyinlamentationafterall。`Ithinkshe’stookagainstye-thatIdo。’
  `Ono-notatall,’repliedGabrielhastily,andasighescapedhim,whichthedeprivationoflambskinscouldhardlyhavecaused。
  Beforeanyfurtherremarkhadbeenaddedashadedarkenedthedoor,andBoldwoodenteredthemalthouse,bestowinguponeachanodofaqualitybetweenfriendlinessandcondescension。
  `Ah!Oak,Ithoughtyouwerehere,’hesaid。`Imetthemail-carttenminutesago,andaletterwasputintomyhand,whichIopenedwithoutreadingtheaddress。Ibelieveitisyours。Youmustexcusetheaccident,please。’
  `Oyes-notabitofdifference,MrBoldwood-notabit,’saidGabrielreadily。Hehadnotacorrespondentonearth,norwasthereapossiblelettercomingtohimwhosecontentsthewholeparishwouldnothavebeenwelcometoperuse。
  Oaksteppedaside,andreadthefollowinginanunknownhand:——`DearFriend——
  Idonotknowyourname,butIthinkthesefewlineswillreachyou,whichIwritetothankyouforyourkindnesstomethenightIleftWeatherburyinarecklessway。IalsoreturnthemoneyIoweyou,whichyouwillexcusemynotkeepingasagift。Allhasendedwell,andIamhappytosayIamgoingtobemarriedtotheyoungmanwhohascourtedmeforsometime-
  SergeantTroy,ofthe11thDragoonGuards,nowquarteredinthistown。
  Hewould,Iknow,objecttomyhavingreceivedanythingexceptasaloan,beingamanofgreatrespectabilityandhighhonour-indeed,anoblemanbyblood。
  `Ishouldbemuchobligedtoyouifyouwouldkeepthecontentsofthisletterasecretforthepresent,dearfriend。WemeantosurpriseWeatherburybycomingtheresoonashusbandandwife,thoughIblushtostateittoonenearlyastranger。ThesergeantgrewupinWeatherbury。Thankingyouagainforyourkindness,Iam,yoursincerewell-wisher,FANNYROBIN’`Haveyoureadit,MrBoldwood?’saidGabriel;`ifnot,youhadbetterdoso。IknowyouareinterestedinFannyRobin。’
  Boldwoodreadtheletterandlookedgrieved。
  `Fanny-poorFanny!theendsheissoconfidentofhasnotyetcome,sheshouldremember-andmaynevercome。Iseeshegivesnoaddress。’
  `WhatsortofamanisthisSergeantTroy?’saidGabriel。
  `H’m-I’mafraidnotonetobuildmuchhopeuponinsuchacaseasthis,’thefarmermurmured,`thoughhe’sacleverfellow,anduptoeverything。
  Aslightromanceattachestohim,too。HismotherwasaFrenchgoverness,anditseemsthatasecretattachmentexistedbetweenherandthelateLordSevern。Shewasmarriedtoapoormedicalman,andsoonafteraninfantwasborn;andwhilemoneywasforthcomingallwentonwell。Unfortunatelyforherboy,hisbestfriendsdied;andhegotthenasituationassecondclerkatalawyer’sinCasterbridge。Hestayedthereforsometime,andmighthaveworkedhimselfintoadignifiedpositionofsomesorthadhenotindulgedinthewildfreakofenlisting。IhavemuchdoubtifeverlittleFannywillsurpriseusinthewayshementions-verymuchdoubt。
  Asillygirl-sillygirl!’
  Thedoorwashurriedlyburstopenagain,andincamerunningCainyBalloutofbreath,hismouthredandopen,likethebellofapennytrumpet,fromwhichhecoughedwithnoisyvigourandgreatdistensionofface。
  `Now,CainBall,’saidOaksternly,`whywillyourunsofastandloseyourbreathso?I’malwaystellingyouofit。’
  `O-I-apuffofmeebreath-went-thewrongway,please,MisterOak,andmademecough-hok-hok!’
  `Well-whathaveyoucomefor?’
  `I’veruntotellye,’saidthejuniorshepherd,supportinghisexhaustedyouthfulframeagainstthedoorpost,`thatyoumustcomedirectly。Twomoreeweshavetwinned-that’swhat’sthematter,ShepherdOak。’
  `Oh,that’sit,’saidOak,jumpingupanddismissingforthepresenthisthoughtsonpoorFanny。`Youareagoodboytorunandtellme,Cain,andyoushallsmellalargeplumpuddingsomedayasatreat。But,beforewego,Cainy,bringthetarpot,andwe’llmarkthislotandhavedonewith’em。’
  Oaktookfromhisillimitablepocketsamarkingiron,dippeditintothepot,andimprintedonthebuttocksoftheinfantsheeptheinitialsofherhedelightedtomuseon-`B。E。’,whichsignifiedtoalltheregionroundthathenceforththelambsbelongedtoFarmerBathshebaEverdene,andtonooneelse。
  `Now,Cainy,shoulderyourtwo’andoffGoodmorning,MrBoldwood。’
  Theshepherdliftedthesixteenlargelegsandfoursmallbodieshehadhimselfbrought,andvanishedwiththeminthedirectionofthelambingfieldhardby-theirframesbeingnowinasleekandhopefulstate,pleasantlycontrastingwiththeirdeath’s-doorplightofhalfanhourbefore。
  Boldwoodfollowedhimalittlewayupthefield,hesitated,andturnedback。Hefollowedhimagainwithalastresolve,annihilatingreturn。Onapproachingthenookinwhichthefoldwasconstructed,thefarmerdrewouthispocket-book,unfastenedit,andallowedittolieopenonhishand。
  Aletterwasrevealed-Bathsheba’s。
  `Iwasgoingtoaskyou,Oak,’hesaid,withunrealcarelessness,`ifyouknowwhosewritingthisis?’
  Oakglancedintothebook,andrepliedinstantly,withaflushedface,`MissEverdene’s。’
  Oakhadcolouredsimplyattheconsciousnessofsoundinghername。Henowfeltastrangelydistressingqualmfromanewthought。Thelettercouldofcoursebenootherthananonymous,ortheinquirywouldnothavebeennecessary。
  Boldwoodmistookhisconfusion:sensitivepersonsarealwaysreadywiththeir`IsitI?’inpreferencetoobjectivereasoning。
  `Thequestionwasperfectlyfair,’hereturned-andtherewassomethingincongruousintheseriousearnestnesswithwhichheappliedhimselftoanargumentonavalentine。`Youknowitisalwaysexpectedthatprivyinquirieswillbemade:that’swherethe-funlies。’Iftheword`fun’
  hadbeen`torture’,itcouldnothavebeenutteredwithamoreconstrainedandrestlesscountenancethanwasBoldwood’sthen。
  SoonpartingfromGabriel,thelonelyandreservedmanreturnedtohishousetobreakfast-feelingtwingesofshameandregretathavingsofarexposedhismoodbythosefeveredquestionstoastranger。Heagainplacedtheletteronthemantelpiece,andsatdowntothinkofthecircumstancesattendingitbythelightofGabriel’sinformation。
  CHAPTERSIXTEENAllSaints’andAllSouls’Onaweek-daymorningasmallcongregation,consistingmainlyofwomenandgirls,rosefromitskneesinthemouldynaveofachurchcalledAllSaints’,inthedistantbarrack-townbefore-mentioned,attheendofaservicewithoutasermon。Theywereabouttodisperse,whenasmartfootstep,enteringtheporchandcomingupthecentralpassage,arrestedtheirattention。
  Thestepechoedwitharingunusualinachurch:itwastheclinkofspurs。
  Everybodylooked。Ayoungcavalrysoldierinareduniform,withthethreechevronsofasergeantuponhissleeve,strodeuptheaisle,withanembarrassmentwhichwasonlythemoremarkedbytheintensevigourofhisstep,andbythedeterminationuponhisfacetoshownone。Aslightflushhadmountedhischeekbythetimehehadrunthegauntletbetweenthesewomen:but,passingonthroughthechancelarch,heneverpausedtillhecameclosetothealtarrailing。Hereforamomenthestoodalone。
  Theofficiatingcurate,whohadnotyetdoffedhissurplice,perceivedthenewcomer,andfollowedhimtothecommunion-space。Hewhisperedtothesoldier,andthenbeckonedtotheclerk,whoinhisturnwhisperedtoanelderlywoman,apparentlyhiswife,andtheyalsowentupthechancelsteps。
  `’Tisawedding!’murmuredsomeofthewomen,brightening。`let’swait!’
  Themajorityagainsatdown。
  Therewasacreakingofmachinerybehind,andsomeoftheyoungonesturnedtheirheads。Fromtheinteriorfaceofthewestwallofthetowerprojectedalittlecanopywithaquarter-jackandsmallbellbeneathit,theautomatonbeingdrivenbythesameclockmachinerythatstruckthelargebellinthetower。Betweenthetowerandthechurchwasaclosescreen,thedoorofwhichwaskeptshutduringservices,hidingthisgrotesqueclockworkfromsight。Atpresent,however,thedoorwasopen,andtheegressofthejack,theblowsonthebell,andthemannikin’sretreatintothenookagain,werevisibletomany,andaudiblethroughoutthechurch。
  Thejackhadstruckhalf-pasteleven。
  `Where’sthewoman?’whisperedsomeofthespectators。
  Theyoungsergeantstoodstillwiththeabnormalrigidityoftheoldpillarsaround。Hefacedthesouth-east,andwasassilentashewasstill。
  Thesilencegrewtobeanoticeablethingastheminuteswenton,andnobodyelseappeared,andnotasoulmoved。Thetattleofthequarter-jackagainfromitsniche,itsblowsforthree-quarters,itsfussyretreat,werealmostpainfullyabrupt,andcausedmanyofthecongregationtostartpalpably。
  `Iwonderwherethewomanis!’avoicewhisperedagain。
  Therebegannowthatslightshiftingoffeet,thatartificialcoughingamongseveral,whichbetraysanervoussuspense。Atlengththerewasatitter。Butthesoldiernevermoved。Therehestood,hisfacetothesouth-east,uprightasacolumn,hiscapinhishand。
  Theclockedtickedon。Thewomenthrewofftheirnervousness,andtittersandgigglingbecamemorefrequent。Thencameadeadsilence。Everyonewaswaitingfortheend。Somepersonsmayhavenoticedhowextraordinarilythestrikingofquartersseemstoquickentheflightoftime。Itwashardlycrediblethatthejackhadnotgotwrongwiththeminuteswhentherattlebeganagain,thepuppetemerged,andthefourquarterswerestruckfitfullyasbefore。Onecouldalmostbepositivethattherewasamaliciousleeruponthehideouscreature’sface,andamischievousdelightinitstwitchings。
  Thenfollowedthedullandremoteresonanceofthetwelveheavystrokesinthetowerabove。Thewomenwereimpressed,andtherewasnogigglethistime。
  Theclergymanglidedintothevestry,andtheclerkvanished。Thesergeanthadnotyetturned;everywomaninthechurchwaswaitingtoseehisface,andheappearedtoknowit。Atlasthedidturn,andstalkedresolutelydownthenave,bravingthemall,withacompressedlip。Twobowedandtoothlessoldalmsmenthenlookedateachotherandchuckled,innocentlyenough;
  butthesoundhadastrangeweirdeffectinthatplace。
  Oppositetothechurchwasapavedsquare,aroundwhichseveraloverhangingwoodbuildingsofoldtimecastapicturesqueshade。Theyoungmanonleavingthedoorwenttocrossthesquare,when,inthemiddle,hemetalittlewoman。Theexpressionofherface,whichhadbeenoneofintenseanxiety,sankatthesightofhisnearlytoterror。
  `Well?’hesaid,inasuppressedpassion,fixedlylookingather。
  `OFrank-Imadeamistake!-IthoughtthatchurchwiththespirewasAllSaints’,andIwasatthedoorathalf-pasteleventoaminuteasyousaid。Iwaitedtillaquartertotwelve,andfoundthenthatIwasinAllSouls’。ButIwasn’tmuchfrightened,forIthoughtitcouldbeto-morrowaswell。’
  `Youfool,forsofoolingme!Butsaynomore。’
  `Shallitbeto-morrow,Frank?’sheaskedblankly。
  `To-morrow!’andhegaveventtoahoarselaugh。`Idon’tgothroughthatexperienceagainforsometime;Iwarrantyou!’
  `Butafterall,’sheexpostulatedinatremblingvoice,`themistakewasnotsuchaterriblething!Now,dearFrank,whenshallitbe?’
  `Ah,when?Godknows!’hesaid,withalightirony,andturningfromherwalkedrapidlyaway。
  CHAPTERSEVENTEENIntheMarket-placeOnSaturdayBoldwoodwasinCasterbridgemarket-houseasusual,whenthedisturberofhisdamsentered,andbecamevisibletohim。Adamhadawakenedfromhisdeepsleep,andbehold!therewasEve。Thefarmertookcourage,andforthefirsttimereallylookedather。
  Materialcausesandemotionaleffectsarenottobearrangedinregularequation。Theresultfromcapitalemployedintheproductionofanymovementofamentalnatureissometimesastremendousasthecauseitselfisabsurdlyminute。Whenwomenareinafreakishmoodtheirusualintuition,eitherfromcarelessnessorinherentdefect,seeminglyfailstoteachthemthis,andhenceitwasthatBathshebawasfatedtobeastonishedto-day。
  Boldwoodlookedather-notslily,critically,orunderstandingly,butblanklyatgaze,inthewayareaperlooksupatapassingtrain-
  assomethingforeigntohiselement,andbutdimlyunderstood。ToBoldwoodwomenhadbeenremotephenomenaratherthannecessarycomplements-cometsofsuchuncertainaspect,movement,andpermanence,thatwhethertheirorbitswereasgeometrical,unchangeable,andassubjecttolawsashisown,orasabsolutelyerraticastheysuperficiallyappeared,hehadnotdeemedithisdutytoconsider。
  Hesawherblackhair,hercorrectfacialcurvesandprofile,andtheroundnessofherchinandthroat。Hesawthenthesideofhereyelids,eyes,andlashes,andtheshapeofherear。Nexthenoticedherfigure,herskirt,andtheverysolesofhershoes。
  Boldwoodthoughtherbeautiful,butwonderedwhetherhewasrightinhisthought,foritseemedimpossiblethatthisromanceintheflesh,ifsosweetasheimagined,couldhavebeengoingonlongwithoutcreatingacommotionofdelightamongmen,andprovokingmoreinquirythanBathshebahaddone,eventhoughthatwasnotalittle。Tothebestofhisjudgementneithernaturenorartcouldimprovethisperfectoneofanimperfectmany。
  Hisheartbegantomovewithinhim。Boldwood,itmustberemembered,thoughfortyyearsofage,hadneverbeforeinspectedawomanwiththeverycentreandforceofhisglance;theyhadstruckuponallhissensesatwideangles。
  `Wasshereallybeautiful?Hecouldnotassurehimselfthathisopinionwastrueevennow。Hefurtivelysaidtoaneighbour,`IsMissEverdeneconsideredhandsome?’
  `Oyes;shewasagooddealnoticedthefirsttimeshecame,ifyouremember。Averyhandsomegirlindeed。’
  Amanisnevermorecredulousthaninreceivingfavourableopinionsonthebeautyofawomanheishalforquite,inlovewith;amerechild’swordonthepointhastheweightofanR。A。’sBoldwoodwassatisfiednow。
  Andthischarmingwomanhadineffectsaidtohim,`Marryme。’
  `Whyshouldshehavedonethatstrangething?Boldwood’sblindnesstothedifferencebetweenapprovingofwhatcircumstancessuggest,andoriginatingwhattheydonotsuggest,waswellmatchedbyBathsheba’sinsensibilitytothepossiblygreatissuesoflittlebeginnings。
  Shewasatthismomentcoollydealingwithadashingyoungfarmer,addingupaccountswithhimasindifferentlyasifhisfacehadbeenthepagesofaledger。ItwasevidentthatsuchanatureashishadnoattractionforawomanofBathsheba’staste。ButBoldwoodgrewhotdowntohishandswithanincipientjealousy;hetrodforthefirsttimethethresholdof`theinjuredlover’shell’Hisfirstimpulsewastogoandthrusthimselfbetweenthem。Thiscouldbedone,butonlyinoneway-byaskingtoseeasampleofhercorn。Boldwoodrenouncedtheidea。Hecouldnotmaketherequest;itwasdebasinglovelinesstoaskittobuyandsell,andjarredwithhisconceptionsofher。
  AllthistimeBathshebawasconsciousofhavingbrokenintothatdignifiedstrongholdatlast。Hiseyes,sheknew,werefollowinghereverywhere。
  Thiswasatriumph;andhaditcomenaturally,suchatriumphwouldhavebeenthesweetertoherforthispiquingdelay。Butithadbeenbroughtaboutbymisdirectedingenuity,andshevalueditonlyasshevaluedanartificialflowerorawaxfruit。
  Beingawomanwithsomegoodsenseinreasoningonsubjectswhereinherheartwasnotinvolved,BathshebagenuinelyrepentedthatafreakwhichhadoweditsexistenceasmuchtoLiddyastoherself,shouldeverhavebeenundertaken,todisturbtheplacidityofamansherespectedtoohighlytodeliberatelytease。
  Shethatdaynearlyformedtheintentionofbegginghispardonontheverynextoccasionoftheirmeeting。Theworstfeaturesofthisarrangementwerethat,ifhethoughtsheridiculedhim,anapologywouldincreasetheoffencebybeingdisbelieved;andifhethoughtshewantedhimtowooher,itwouldreadlikeadditionalevidenceofherforwardness。
  CHAPTEREIGHTEENBoldwoodinMeditation-RegretBoldwoodwastenantofwhatwascalledLittleWeatherburyFarm,andhispersonwasthenearestapproachtoaristocracythatthisremoterquarteroftheparishcouldboastof。Genteelstrangers,whosegodwastheirtown,whomighthappentobecompelledtolingeraboutthisnookforaday,heardthesoundoflightwheels,andprayedtoseegoodsociety,tothedegreeofasolitarylord,orsquireattheveryleast,butitwasonlyMrBoldwoodgoingoutfortheday。Theyheardthesoundofwheelsyetoncemore,andwerere-animatedtoexpectancy:itwasonlyMrBoldwoodcominghomeagain。
  Hishousestoodrecessedfromtheroad,andthestables,whicharetoafarmwhatafireplaceistoaroom,werebehind,theirlowerportionsbeinglostamidbushesoflaurel。Insidethebluedoor,openhalfwaydown,weretobeseenatthistimethebacksandtailsofhalf-a-dozenwarmandcontentedhorsesstandingintheirstalls;andasthusviewed,theypresentedalternationsofroanandbay,inshapeslikeaMoorisharch,thetailbeingastreakdownthemidstofeach。Overthese,andlosttotheeyegazinginfromtheouterlight,themouthsofthesameanimalscouldbeheardbusilysustainingtheabove-namedwarmthandplumpnessbyquantitiesofoatsandhay。Therestlessandshadowyfigureofacolt`wanderedaboutaloose-boxattheend,whilstthesteadygrindofalltheeaterswasoccasionallydiversifiedbytherattleofaropeorthestampofafoot。
  PacingupanddownattheheelsoftheanimalswasFarmerBoldwoodhimselfThisplacewashisalmonryandcloistersinone:here,afterlookingtothefeedingofhisfour-footeddependants,thecelibatewouldwalkandmeditateofaneveningtillthemoon’sraysstreamedinthroughthecobwebbedwindows,ortotaldarknessenvelopedthescene。
  Hissquare-framedperpendicularityshowedmorefullynowthaninthecrowdandbustleofthemarket-house。Inthismeditativewalkhisfootmetthefloorwithheelandtoesimultaneously,andhisfinereddish-fleshedfacewasbentdownwardsjustenoughtorenderobscurethestillmouthandthewell-roundedthoughratherprominentandbroadchin。Afewclearandthread-likehorizontallinesweretheonlyinterruptiontotheotherwisesmoothsurfaceofhislargeforehead。
  ThephasesofBoldwood’slifewereordinaryenough,buthiswasnotanordinarynature。Thatstillness,whichstruckcasualobserversmorethananythingelseinhischaracterandhabit,andseemedsopreciselyliketherestofinanition,mayhavebeentheperfectbalanceofenormousantagonisticforces-positivesandnegativesinfineadjustment。Hisequilibriumdisturbed,hewasinextremityatonce。Ifanemotionpossessedhimatall,itruledhim;afeelingnotmasteringhimwasentirelylatent。Stagnantorrapid,itwasneverslow。Hewasalwayshitmortally,orhewasmissed。
  Hehadnolightandcarelesstouchesinhisconstitution,eitherforgoodorforevil。Stemintheoutlinesofaction,mildinthedetails,hewasseriousthroughoutall。Hesawnoabsurdsidestothefolliesoflife,andthus,thoughnotquitecompanionableintheeyesofmerrymenandscoffers,andthosetowhomallthingsshowlifeasajest,hewasnotintolerabletotheearnestandthoseacquaintedwithgrief。Beingamanwhoreadallthedramasoflifeseriously,ifhefailedtopleasewhentheywerecomedies,therewasnofrivoloustreatmenttoreproachhimforwhentheychancedtoendtragically。
  Bathshebawasfarfromdreamingthatthedarkandsilentshape-uponwhichshehadsocarelesslythrownaseedwasahotbedoftropicintensityHadsheknownBoldwood’smoodsherblamewouldhavebeenfearful,andthestainuponherheartineradicable。Moreover,hadsheknownherpresentpowerforgoodoreviloverthisman,shewouldhavetrembledatherresponsibility。
  Luckilyforherpresent,unluckilyforherfuturetranquillity,herunderstandinghadnotyettoldherwhatBoldwoodwas。Nobodyknewentirely;forthoughitwaspossibletoformguessesconcerninghiswildcapabilitiesfromoldfloodmarksfaintlyvisible,hehadneverbeenseenatthehightideswhichcausedthem。
  FarmerBoldwoodcametothestable-doorandlookedforthacrossthelevelfields。Beyondthefirstenclosurewasahedge,andontheothersideofthisameadowbelongingtoBathsheba’sfarm。
  Itwasnowearlyspring-thetimeofgoingtograsswiththesheep,whentheyhavethefirstfeedofthemeadows,beforethesearelaidupformowing。Thewind,whichhadbeenblowingeastforseveralweeks,hadveeredtothesouthward,andthemiddleofspringhadcomeabruptly-almostwithoutabeginning。ItwasthatperiodinthevernalquarterwhenwemaysupposetheDryadstobewakingfortheseason。Thevegetableworldbeginstomoveandswellandthesapstorise,tillinthecompletestsilenceoflonegardensandtracklessplantations,whereeverythingseemshelplessandstillafterthebondandslaveryoffrost,therearebustlings,strainings,unitedthrusts,andpulls-all-together,incomparisonwithwhichthepowerfultugsofcranesandpulleysinanoisycityarebutpigmyefforts。
  Boldwood,lookingintothedistantmeadows,sawtherethreefigures。
  TheywerethoseofMissEverdene,ShepherdOak,andCainyBall。
  WhenBathsheba’sfigureshoneuponthefarmer’seyesitlightedhimupasthemoonlightsupagreattower。Aman’sbodyisastheshell,orthetablet,ofhissoul,asheisreservedoringenuous,overflowingorself-contained。TherewasachangeinBoldwood’sexteriorfromitsformerimpassibleness;andhisfaceshowedthathewasnowlivingoutsidehisdefencesforthefirsttime,andwithafearfulsenseofexposure。Itistheusualexperienceofstrongnatureswhentheylove。
  Atlasthearrivedataconclusion。Itwastogoacrossandinquireboldlyofher。
  Theinsulationofhisheartbyreserveduringthesemanyyears,withoutachannelofanykindfordisposableemotion,hadworkeditseffect。Ithasbeenobservedmorethanoncethatthecausesoflovearechieflysubjective,andBoldwoodwasalivingtestimonytothetruthoftheproposition。Nomotherexistedtoabsorbhisdevotion,nosisterforhistenderness,noidletiesforsense。Hebecamesurchargedwiththecompound,whichwasgenuinelover’slove。
  Heapproachedthegateofthemeadow。Beyonditthegroundwasmelodiouswithripples,andtheskywithlarks;thelowbleatingoftheflockminglingwithboth。Mistressandmanwereengagedintheoperationofmakingalamb`take’,whichisperformedwheneveranewehaslostherownoffspring,oneofthetwinsofanotherewebeinggivenherasasubstitute。Gabrielhadskinnedthedeadlamb,andwastyingtheskinoverthebodyofthelivelambinthecustomarymanner,whilstBathshebawasholdingopenalittlepenoffourhurdles,intowhichthemotherandfoistedlambweredriven,wheretheywouldremaintilltheoldsheepconceivedanaffectionfortheyoungone。
  Bathshebalookedupatthecompletionofthemanoeuvreandsawthefarmerbythegate,wherehewasoverhungbyawillowtreeinfullbloom。Gabriel,towhomherfacewasastheuncertaingloryofanAprilday,wasveryregardfulofitsfaintestchanges,andinstantlydiscernedthereonthemarkofsomeinfluencefromwithout,intheformofakeenlyself-consciousreddening。
  HealsoturnedandbeheldBoldwood。
  AtonceconnectingthesesignswiththeletterBoldwoodhadshownhim,Gabrielsuspectedherofsomecoquettishprocedurebeginbythatmeans,andcarriedonsince,heknewnothow。
  FarmerBoldwoodhadreadthepantomimedenotingthattheywereawareofhispresence,andtheperceptionwasastoomuchlightturnedurnhisnewsensibility。Hewasstillintheroad,andbymovingonhehopedthatneitherwouldrecognizethathehadoriginallyintendedtoenterthefield。
  Hepassedbywithanutterandoverwhelmingsensationofignorance,shyness,anddoubt。Perhapsinhermannerthereweresignsthatshewishedtoseehim-perhapsnot-hecouldnotreadawoman。Thecabalaofthiseroticphilosophyseemedtoconsistofthesubtlestmeaningsexpressedinmisleadingways。Everyturn,look,word,andaccentcontainedamysteryquitedistinctfromitsobviousimport,andnotonehadeverbeenponderedbyhimuntilnow。
  AsforBathsheba,shewasnotdeceivedintothebeliefthatFarmerBoldwoodhadwalkedbyonbusinessorinidleness。Shecollectedtheprobabilitiesofthecase,andconcludedthatshewasherselfresponsibleforBoldwood’sappearancethere。Ittroubledhermuchtoseewhatagreatflamealittlewildfirewaslikelytokindle。Bathshebawasnoschemerformarriage,norwasshedeliberatelyatriflerwiththeaffectionsofmen,andacensorsexperienceonseeinganactualflirtafterobservingherwouldhavebeenafeelingofsurprisethatBathshebacouldbesodifferentfromsuchaone,andyetsolikewhataflirtissupposedtobe。
  Sheresolvedneveragain,bylookorbysign,tointerruptthesteadyflowofthisman’slife。Butaresolutiontoavoidanevilisseldomframedtilltheevilissofaradvancedastomakeavoidanceimpossible。
  CHAPTERNINETEENTheSheep-washing-TheOfferBoldwooddideventuallycalluponher。Shewasnotathome。`Ofcoursenot,’hemurmured。IncontemplatingBathshebaasawoman,hehadforgottentheaccidentsofherpositionasanagriculturist-thatbeingasmuchofafarmer,andasextensiveafarmer,ashimself,herprobablewhereabouts`wasout-of-doorsatthistimeoftheyear。This,andtheotheroversightsBoldwood`wasguiltyofwerenaturaltothemood,andstillmorenaturaltothecircumstances。Thegreataidstoidealizationinlovewerepresenthere:occasionalobservationofherfromadistance,andtheabsenceofsocialintercoursewithher-visualfamiliarity,oralstrangeness。Thesmallerhumanelementswerekeptoutofsight;thepettinessesthatentersolargelyintoallearthlylivinganddoingweredisguisedbytheaccidentofloverandloved-onenotbeingonvisitingterms;andtherewashardlyawakenedathoughtinBoldwoodthatsorryhouseholdrealitiesappertainedtoher,orthatshe,likeallothers,hadmomentsofcommonplace,whentobeleastplainlyseenwastobemostprettilyremembered。Thusamildsortofapotheosistookplaceinhisfancy,whilstshestilllivedandbreathedwithinhisownhorizon,atroubledcreaturelikehimself。
  ItwastheendofMaywhenthefarmerdeterminedtobenolongerrepulsedbytrivialitiesordistractedbysuspense。Hehadbythistimegrownusedtobeinginlove;thepassionnowstartledhimlessevenwhenittorturedhimmore,andhefelthimselfadequatetothesituation。Oninquiringforheratherhousetheyhadtoldhimshewasatthesheep-washing,andhewentofftoseekherthere。
  Thesheep-washingpoolwasaperfectlycircularbasinofbrickworkinthemeadows,fulloftheclearestwater。Tobirdsonthewingitsglassysurface,reflectingthelightsly,musthavebeenvisibleformilesaroundasaglisteningCyclops’eyeinagreenface。Thegrassaboutthemarginatthisseasonwasasighttorememberlong-inaminorsortofway。Itsactivityinsuckingthemoisturefromtherichdampsodwasalmostaprocessobservablebytheeye。Theoutskirtsofthislevelwater-meadowwerediversifiedbyroundedandhollowpastures,wherejustnoweveryflowerthatwasnotabuttercupwasadaisy。Theriverslidalongnoiselesslyasashade,theswellingreedsandsedgeformingaflexiblepalisadeuponitsmoistbrink。
  Tothenorthofthemeadweretrees,theleavesofwhichwerenew,soft,andmoist,notyethavingstiffenedanddarkenedundersummersunanddrought,theircolourbeingyellowbesideagreen-greenbesideayellow。Fromtherecessesofthisknotoffoliagetheloudnotesofthreecuckooswereresoundingthroughthestillair。
  Boldwoodwentmeditatingdowntheslopeswithhiseyesonhisboots,whichtheyellowpollenfromthebuttercupshadbronzedinartisticgradations。
  Atributaryofthemainstreamflowedthroughthebasinofthepoolbyaninletandoutletatoppositepointsofitsdiameter。ShepherdOak,JanCoggan,Moon,Poorgrass,CainBall,andseveralotherswereassembledhere,alldrippingwettotheveryrootsoftheirhair,andBathshebawasstandingbyInanewriding-habit-themostelegantshehadeverworn-thereinsofherhorsebeingloopedoverherarm。Flagonsofciderwererollingaboutupontheden。ThemeeksheepwerepushedintothepoolbyCogganandMatthewMoon,whostoodbythelowerhatch,immersedtotheirwaists;thenGabriel,whostoodonthebrink,thrustthemunderastheyswamalong,withaninstrumentlikeacrutch,formedforthepurpose,andalsoforassistingtheexhaustedanimalswhenthewoolbecamesaturatedandtheybegantosink。Theywereletoutagainstthestream,andthroughtheupperopening,allimpuritiesflowingawaybelow。CainyBallandJoseph,whoperformedthislatteroperation,wereifpossiblewetterthantherest;theyresembleddolphinsunderafountain,everyprotuberanceandangleoftheirclothesdribblingforthasmallrill。
  Boldwoodcamecloseandbadehergoodmorningwithsuchconstraintthatshecouldnotbutthinkhehadsteppedacrosstothewashingforitsownsake,hopingnottofindherthere;more,shefanciedhisbrowsevereandhiseyeslighting。Bathshebaimmediatelycontrivedtowithdraw,andglidedalongbytherivertillshewasastone’sthrowoffSheheardfootstepsbrushingthegrass,andhadaconsciousnessthatlovewasencirclingherlikeaperfume。Insteadofturningorwaiting,Bathshebawentfurtheramongthehighsedges,butBoldwoodseemeddetermined,andpressedontilltheywerecompletelypastthebendoftheriver。Here,withoutbeingseen,theycouldhearthesplashingandshoutsofthewashersabove。
  `MissEverdene!’saidthefarmer。
  Shetrembled,turned,andsaid`Goodmorning。’Histonewassoutterlyremovedfromallshehadexpectedasabeginning。Itwaslownessandquietaccentuated;anemphasisofdeepmeanings,theirform,atthesametime,beingscarcelyexpressed。Silencehassometimesaremarkablepowerofshowingitselfasthedisembodiedsouloffeelingwanderingwithoutitscarcase,anditisthenmoreimpressivethanspeech。Inthesameway,tosayalittleisoftentotellmorethantosayagreatdeal。Boldwoodtoldeverythinginthatword。
  Astheconsciousnessexpandsonlearningthatwhatwasfanciedtobetherumbleofwheelsisthereverberationofthunder,sodidBathsheba’satherintuitiveconviction。
  `Ifeel-almosttoomuch-tothink,’hesaid,withasolemnsimplickty。
  `Ihavecometospeaktoyouwithoutpreface。MylifeisnotmyownsinceIhavebeheldyouclearly,MissEverdene-Icometomakeyouanofferofmarriage。’
  Bathshebatriedtopreserveanabsolutelyneutralcountenance,andallthemotionshemadewasthatofclosinglipswhichhadpreviouslybeenalittleparted。
  `Iamnowforty-oneyearsold,’hewenton。`Imayhavebeencalledaconfirmedbachelor,andIwasaconfirmedbachelor。Ihadneveranyviewsofmyselfasahusbandinmyearlierdays,norhaveImadeanycalculationonthesubjectsinceIhavebeenolder。Butweallchange,andmychange,inthismatter,camewithseeingyou。Ihavefeltlately,moreandmore,thatmypresentwayoflivingisbadineveryrespect。Beyondallthings,Iwantyouasmywife。’
  `Ifeel,MrBoldwood,thatthoughIrespectyoumuch,Idonotfeel-whatwouldjustifymeto-inacceptingyouroffer,’shestammered。
  ThisgivingbackofdignityfordignityseemedtoopenthesluicesoffeelingthatBoldwoodhadasyetkeptclosed。
  `Mylifeisaburdenwithoutyou,’heexclaimed,inalowvoice。`I
  wantyou-IwantyoutoletmesayIloveyouagainandagain!’
  Bathshebaanswerednothing,andthemareuponherarmseemedsoimpressedthatinsteadofcroppingtheherbageshelookedup。
  `IthinkandhopeyoucareenoughformetolistentowhatIhavetotell!’
  Bathsheba’smomentaryimpulseathearingthiswastoaskwhyhethoughtthat,tillsherememberedthat,farfrombeingaconceitedassumptiononBoldwood’spart,itwasbutthenaturalconclusionofseriousreflectionbasedondeceptivepremisesofherownoffering。
  `IwishIcouldsaycourteousflatteriestoyou,’thefarmercontinuedinaneasiertone,`andputmytuggedfeelingintoagracefulshape:butIhaveneitherpowernorpatiencetolearnsuchthings。Iwantyouformywife-sowildlythatnootherfeelingcanabideinme;butIshouldnothavespokenouthadInotbeenledtohope。’
  `Thevalentineagain!Othatvalentine!’shesaidtoherself,butnotawordtohim。
  `Ifyoucanlovemesayso’MissEverdene。Ifnot-don’tsayno!’
  `MrBoldwood,itispainfultohavetosayIamsurprised,sothatI
  don’tknowhowtoansweryouwithproprietyandrespect-butamonlyjustabletospeakoutmyfeelingImeanmymeaning;thatIamafraidIcan’tmarryyou,muchasIrespectyou。Youaretoodignifiedformetosuityou,sir。’
  `But,MissEverdene!’
  `I-Ididn’t-IknowIoughtnevertohavedreamtofsendingthatvalentine-forgiveme,sir-itwasawantonthingwhichnowomanwithanyself-respectshouldhavedone。Ifyouwillonlypardonmythoughtlessness,Ipromiseneverto——’
  `No,no,no。Don’tsaythoughtlessness!Makemethinkitwassomethingmore-thatitwasasortofpropheticinstinct-thebeginningofafeelingthatyouwouldlikeme。Youtorturemetosayitwasdoneinthoughtlessness-Ineverthoughtofitinthatlight,andIcan’tendureit。Ah!IwishIknewhowtowinyou!butthatIcan’tdo-IcanonlyaskifIhavealreadygotyou。IfIhavenot,anditisnottruethatyouhavecomeunwittinglytomeasIhavetoyou,Icansaynomore。’