CHAPTERONEDescriptionofFarmerOak-AnIncidentWhenFarmerOaksmiled,thecornersofhismouthspreadtilltheywerewithinanunimportantdistanceofhisears,hiseyeswerereducedtochinks,anddivergingwrinklesappearedroundthem,extendinguponhiscountenanceliketheraysinarudimentarysketchoftherisingsun。
HisChristiannamewasGabriel,andonworkingdayshewasayoungmanofsoundjudgement,easymotions,properdress,andgeneralgoodcharacter。
OnSundayshewasamanofmistyviews,rathergiventopostponing,andhamperedbyhisbestclothesandumbrella:uponthewhole,onewhofelthimselftooccupymorallythatvastmiddlespaceofLaodiceanneutralitywhichlaybetweentheCommunionpeopleoftheparishandthedrunkensection,-thatis,hewenttochurch,butyawnedprivatelybythetimethecongregationreachedtheNicenecreed,andthoughtofwhattherewouldbefordinnerwhenhemeanttobelisteningtothesermon。Or,tostatehischaracterasitstoodinthescaleofpublicopinion,whenhisfriendsandcriticswereintantrums,hewasconsideredratherabadman;whentheywerepleased,hewasratheragoodman;whentheywereneither,hewasamanwhosemoralcolourwasakindofpepper-and-saltmixture。
SincehelivedsixtimesasmanyworkingdaysasSundays,Oak’sappearanceinhisoldclotheswasmostpeculiarlyhisown-thementalpictureformedbyhisneighboursinimagininghimbeingalwaysdressedinthatway。Heworealow-crownedfelthat,spreadoutatthebasebytightjammingupontheheadforsecurityinhighwinds,andacoatlikeDrJohnson’s;hislowerextremitiesbeingencasedinordinaryleatherleggingsandbootsemphaticallylarge,affordingtoeachfootaroomyapartmentsoconstructedthatanywearermightstandinariveralldaylongandknownothingofdamp-theirmakerbeingaconscientiousmanwhoendeavouredtocompensateforanyweaknessinhiscutbyunstinteddimensionandsolidity。
MrOakcarriedabouthim,bywayofwatch,whatmaybecalledasmallsilverclock;inotherwords,itwasawatchastoshapeandintention,andasmallclockastosic。ThisinstrumentbeingseveralyearsolderthanOak’sgrandfather,hadthepeculiarityofgoingeithertoofastornotatall。Thesmallerofitshands,too,occasionallyslippedroundonthepivot,andthus,thoughtheminutesweretoldwithprecision,nobodycouldbequitecertainofthehourtheybelongedto。ThestoppingpeculiarityofhiswatchOakremediedbythumpsandshakes,andheescapedanyevilconsequencesfromtheothertwodefectsbyconstantcomparisonswithandobservationsofthesunandstars,andbypressinghisfaceclosetotheglassofhisneighbours’windows,tillhecoulddiscernthehourmarkedbythegreen-facedtime-keeperswithin。ItmaybementionedthatOak’sfobbeingdifficultofaccess,byreasonofitssomewhathighsituationinthewaistbandofhistrouserswhichalsolayataremoteheightunderhiswaistcoat,thewatchwasasanecessitypulledoutbythrowingthebodytooneside,compressingthemouthandfacetoameremassofruddyfleshonaccountoftheexertion,anddrawingupthewatchbyitschain,likeabucketfromawell。
Butsomethoughtfulpersons,whohadseenhimwalkingacrossoneofhisfieldnacertainDecembermorning-sunnyandexceedinglymild-mighthaveregardedGabrielOakinotheraspectsthanthese。Inhisaceonemightnoticethatmanyofthehuesandcurvesofyouthhadtarriedontomanhood:
thereevenremainedinhisremotercranniessomerelicsoftheboy。Hisheightandbreadthwouldhavebeensufficienttomakehispresenceimposing,hadtheybeenexhibitedwithdueconsideration。Butthereisawaysomemenhave,ruralandurbanalike,forwhichthemindismoreresponsiblethanfleshandsinew:itisawayofclingtheirdimensionsbytheirmannerofshowingthem。Andfromaquietmodestythatwouldhavebecomeavestal,whichseemedcontinuallytoimpressuponhimthathehadnogreatclaimontheworld’sroom,Oakwalkedunassumingly,andwithafaintlyperceptiblebend,yetdistinctfromabowingoftheshoulders。Thismaybesaidtobeadefectinanindividualifhedependsforhisvaluationmoreuponhisappearancethanuponhiscapacitytowearwell,whichOakdidnot。
Hehadjustreachedthetimeoflifeatwhich`young’isceasingtobetheprefixof`man’inspeakingofone。Hewasatthebrightestperiodofmasculinegrowth,forhisintellectandhisemotions`wereclearlyseparated:
hehadpassedthetimeduringwhichtheinfluenceofyouthindiscriminatelyminglestheminthecharacterofimpulse,andhehadnotyetarrivedatthestagewhereintheybecomeunitedagain,inthecharacterofprejudice,bytheinfluenceofawifeandfamilyinshort,hewastwenty-eight,andabachelor。
ThefieldhewasinthismorningslopedtoaridgecalledNorcombeHill。
ThroughaspurofthishillranthehighwaybetweenEmminsterandChalk-Newton。
Casuallyglancingoverthehedge,Oaksawcomingdowntheinclinebeforehimanornamentalspringwaggon;paintedyellow`andgailymarked,drawnbytwohorses,awaggonerwalkingalongsidebearingawhipperpendicularly。
Thewaggonwasladenwithhouseholdgoodsandwindowplants,andontheapexofthewholesatawoman,youngandattractive。Gabrielhadnotbeheldthesightformorethanhalfaminute,whenthevehiclewasbroughttoastandstilljustbeneathhiseyes。
`Thetailboardofthewaggonisgone,Miss,’saidthewaggoner。
`ThenIhearditfall,’saidthegirl,inasoft,thoughnotparticularlylowvoice。`IheardanoiseIcouldnotaccountforwhenwewerecomingupthehill。’
`I’llrunback。’
`Do’sheanswered。
Thesensiblehorsesstoodperfectlystill,andthewaggoner’sstepssankenterandhunterinthedistance。
Thegirlonthesummitoftheloadsatmotionless,surroundedbytablesandchairswiththeirlegsupwards,backedbyanoaksettle,andornamentedinfrontbypotsofgeraniums,myrtles,andcactuses,togetherwithacagedcanary-allprobablyfromthewindowsofthehousejustvacated。Therewasalsoacatinawillowbasket,fromthepartly-openedlidofwhichshegazedwithhalf-closedeyes,andaffectionatelysurveyedthesmallbirdsaround。
Thehandsomegirlwaitedforsometimeidlyinherplace,andtheonlysoundheardinthestillnesswasthehoppingofthecanaryupanddowntheperchesofitsprison。Thenshelookedattentivelydownwards。Itwasnotatthebird,noratthecat;itwasatanoblongpackagetiedinpaper,andlyingbetweenthem。Sheturnedherheadtolearnifthewaggonerwerecoming。Hewasnotyetinsight;andhereyescreptbacktothepackage,herthoughtsseemingtorunuponwhatwasinsideit。Atlengthshedrewthearticleintoherlabanduntiedthepapercovering;asmallswinglooking-glasswasdisclosed,inwhichsheproceededtosurveyherselfattentively。Shepartedherlipsandsmiled。
Itwasafinemorning,andthesunlighteduptoascarletglowthecrimsonjacketshewore,andpaintedasoftlustreuponherbrightfaceanddarkhair。Themyrtles,geraniums,andcactusespackedaroundherwerefreshandgreen,andatsuchaleaflessseasontheyinvestedthewholeconcernofhorses,waggon,furniture,andgirlwithapeculiarvernalcharm。
WhatPossessedhertoindulgeinsuchaperformanceinthesightofthesparrows,blackbirds,andunperceivedfarmerwhowerealoneitsspectators,-whetherthesmilebeganasafactitiousone,totesthercapacityinthatart,-nobodyknows;itendedcertainlyinarealsmile。Sheblushedatherself,andseeingherreflectionblush,blushedthemore。
Thechangefromthecustomaryspotandnecessaryoccasionofsuchanact-fromthedressinghourinabedroomtoatimeoftravellingoutofdoors-lenttotheidledeedanoveltyitdidnotintrinsicallypossess。
Thepicturewasadelicateone。Woman’sprescriptiveinfirmityhadstalkedintothesunlight,whichhadclotheditinthefreshnessofanoriginalityAcynicalinferencewasirresistiblebyGabrielOakasheregardedthescene,generousthoughhefainwouldhavebeen。Therewasnonecessitywhateverforherlookingintheglass。Shedidnotadjustherhat,orpatherhair,orpressadimpleintoshape,ordoonethingtosicthatanysuchintentionhadbeenhermotiveintakinguptheglass。ShesimplyobservedherselfasafairproductofNatureinthefemininekind,herthoughtsseemingtoglideintofar-offthoughlikelydramasinwhichmenwouldplayapart-vistasofprobabletriumphs-thesmilesbeingofaphasesuggestingthatheartswereimaginedaslostandwon。Still,thiswasbutconjecture,andthewholeseriesofactionswassoidlyputforthastomikeitrashtoassertthatintentionhadanypartinthematall。
Thewaggoner’sstepswereheardreturning。Sheputtheglassinthepaper,andthewholeagainintoitsplace。
Whenthewaggonhadpassedon,Gabrielwithdrewfromhispointofespial,anddescendingintotheroad,followedthevehicletotheturnpike-gatesomewaybeyondthebottomofthehill,wheretheobjectofhiscontemplationnowhaltedforthepaymentoftoll。Abouttwentystepsstillremainedbetweenhimandthegate,whenheheardadispute。Itwasadifferenceconcerningtwopencebetweenthepersonswiththewaggonandthemanatthetoll-bar。
`Mis’ess’snieceisuponthetopofthethings,andshesaysthat’senoughthatI’veofferedye,yougreatmiser,andshewon’tpayanymore。’
Thesewerethewaggoner’swords。
`Verywell;thenmis’ess’sniececan’tpass,’saidtheturnpike-keeper,closingthegate。
Oaklookedfromonetotheotherofthedisputants,andfellintoareverie。Therewassomethinginthetoneoftwopenceremarkablyinsignificant。
Threepencehadadefinitevalueasmoney-itwasanappreciableinfringementonaday’swages,and,assuch,ahigglingmatter:buttwopence-`Here,’
hesaid,steppingforwardandhandingtwopencetothegatekeeper;`lettheyoungwomanpass。’Helookedupatherthen;sheheardhiswords,andlookeddown。
Gabriel’sfeaturesadheredthroughouttheirformsoexactlytothemiddlelinebetweenthebeautyofStJohnandtheuglinessofJudasIscariot,asrepresentedinawindowofthechurchheattended,thatnotasinglelineamentcouldbeselectedandcalledworthyeitherofdistinctionornotoriety。Thered-jacketedanddark-hairedmaidenseemedtothinksotoo’
forshecarelesslyglancedoverhim,andtoldhermantodriveon。ShemighthavelookedherthankstoGabrielonaminutescale,butshedidnotspeakthem;moreprobablyshefeltnone,foringainingherapassagehehadlostherherpoint,andweknowhowwomentakeafavourofthatkind。
Thegatekeepersurveyedtheretreatingvehicle。`That’sahandsomemaid,’
hesaidtoOak。
`Butshehasherfaults,’saidGabriel。
`True,farmer。’
`Andthegreatestofthemis-well,whatitisalways。’
`Beatingpeopledown?ay,’tisso。’
`Ono。’
`What,then?’
Gabriel,perhapsalittlepiquedbythecomelytraveller’sindifference,glancedbacktowherehehadwitnessedherperformanceoverthehedge,andsaid,`Vanity。’
CHAPTERTWONight-TheFlock-AnInterior-AnotherInteriorItwasnearlymidnightontheeveofStThomas’s,theshortestdayintheyear。AdesolatingwindwanderedfromthenorthoverthehillwhereonOakhadwatchedtheyellowwaggonanditsoccupantinthesunshineofafewdaysearlier。
NorcombeHill-notfarfromlonelyToller-Down-wasoneofthespotswhichsuggesttoapasser-bythatheisinthepresenceofashapeapproachingtheindestructibleasnearlyasanytobefoundonearth。Itwasafeaturelessconvexityofchalkandsoil-anordinaryspecimenofthosesmoothly-outlinedprotuberancesoftheglobewhichmayremainundisturbedonsomegreatdayofconfusionwhenfargranderheightsanddizzygraniteprecipicestoppledown。
Thehillwascoveredonitsnorthernsidebyanancientanddecayingplantationofbeeches,whoseuppervergeformedalineoverthecrest,fringingitsarchedcurveagainstthesly,likeamane。To-nightthesetreesshelteredthesouthernslopefromthekeenestblasts,whichsmotethewoodandflounderedthroughitwithasoundasofgrumbling,orgushedoveritscrowningboughsinaweakenedmoan。Thedryleavesintheditchsimmeredandboiledinthesamebreezes,atongueofairoccasionallyferretingoutafew,andsendingthemspinningacrossthegrass。Agrouportwoofthelatestindateamongstthedeadmultitudehadremainedtillthisverymid-wintertimeonthetwigswhichborethem,andinfallingrattledagainstthetrunkswithsmarttaps。
Betweenthishalf-woodedhalf-nakedhill,andthevaguestillhorizonthatitssummitindistinctlycommanded,wasamysterioussheetoffathomlessshade-thesoundsfromwhichsuggestedthatwhatitconcealedboresomereducedresemblancetofeatureshere。Thethingrasses,moreorlesscoatingthehill,weretouchedbythewindinbreezesofdifferingpowers,andalmostofdifferingnatures-onerubbingthebladesheavily,anotherrakingthempiercingly,anotherbrushingthemlikeasoftbroom。Theinstinctiveactofhumankindwastostandandlisten,andlearnhowthetreesontherightandthetreesontheleftwailedorchauntedtoeachotherintheregularantiphoniesofacathedralchoir;howhedgesandothershapestoleewardthencaughtthenote,loweringittothetenderestsob;andhowthehurryinggustthenplungedintothesouth,tobeheardnomore。
Theskywasclear-remarkablyclear-andthetwinklingofallthestarsseemedtobebutthrobsofonebody,timedbyacommonpulse。TheNorthStarwasdirectlyinthewind’seye,andsinceeveningtheBearhadswungrounditoutwardlytotheeast,tillhewasnowatarightanglewiththemeridian。Adifferenceofcolourinthestars-oftenerreadofthanseeninEngland-wasreallyperceptiblehere。ThesovereignbrilliancyofSiriuspiercedtheeyewithasteelyglitter,thestarcalledCapellawasyellow,AldebaranandBetelguexshonewithafieryred。
Topersonsstandingaloneonahillduringaclearmidnightsuchasthis,therolloftheworldeastwardisalmostapalpablemovement。Thesensationmaybecausedbythepanoramicglideofthestarspastearthlyobjects,whichisperceptibleinafewminutesofstillness,orbythebetteroutlookuponspacethatahillaffords,orbythewind,orbythesolitude;butwhateverbeitsorigintheimpressionofridingalongisvividandabiding。Thepoetryofmotionisaphrasemuchinuse,andtoenjoytheepicformofthatgratificationitisnecessarytostandonahillatasmallhourofthenight,and,havingfirstexpandedwithasenseofdifferencefromthemassofcivilizedmankind,whoaredreamwraptanddisregardfulofallsuchproceedingsatthistime,longandquietlywatchyourstatelyprogressthroughthestars。Aftersuchanocturnalreconnoitreitishardtogetbacktoearth,andtobelievethattheconsciousnessofsuchmajesticspeedingisderivedfromatinyhumanframe。
Suddenlyanunexpectedseriesofsoundsbegantobeheardinthisplaceupagainstthesly。Theyhadaclearnesswhichwastobefoundnowhereinthewind,andasilencewhichwastobefoundnowhereinnature。TheywerethenotesofFarmerOak’sflute。
Thetunewasnotfloatingunhinderedintotheopenair:itseemedmuffledinsomeway,andwasaltogethertoocurtailedinpowertospreadhighorwide。Itcamefromthedirectionofasmalldarkobjectundertheplantationhedge-ashepherd’shut-nowpresentinganoutlinetowhichanuninitiatedpersonmighthavebeenpuzzledtoattacheithermeaningoruse。
TheimageasawholewasthatofasmallNoah’sArkonasmallArarat,allowingthetraditionaryoutlinesandgeneralformoftheArkwhicharefollowedbytoy-makers-andbythesemeansareestablishedinmen’simaginationsamongtheirfirmest,becauseearliestimpressions-topassasanapproximatepattern。Thehutstoodonlittle,wheels,whichraiseditsflooraboutafootfromtheground。Suchshepherds’hutsaredraggedintothefieldswhenthelambingseasoncomeson,tosheltertheshepherdinhisenforcednightlyattendance。
ItwasonlylatterlythatpeoplehadbeguntocallGabriel`Farmer’
Oak。DuringthetwelvemonthprecedingthistimehehadbeenenabledbysustainedeffortsofindustryandchronicgoodspiritstoleasethesmallsheepArmofwhichNorcombeHillwasaportion,andstockitwithtwohundredsheep。Previouslyhehadbeenabailiffforashorttime,andearlierstillashepherdonly,havingfromhischildhoodassistedhisetherintendingtheflocksoflargeproprietors,tilloldGabrielsanktorest。
Thisventure,unaidedandalone,intothepathsoffarmingasmasterandnotasman,withanadvanceofsheepnotyetpaidfor,wasacriticaljuncturewithGabrielOak,andherecognizedhispositionclearly。Thefirstmovementinhisnewprogresswasthelambingofhisewes,andsheephavingbeenhisspecialityfromhisyouth,hewiselyrefrainedfromdeputingthetaskoftendingthematthisseasontoahirelingoranovice。
Thewindcontinuedtobeataboutthecornersofthehut,buttheflute-playingceased。Arectangularspaceoflightappearedinthesideofthehut,andintheopeningtheoutlineofFarmerOak’sfigure。Hecarriedalanterninhishand,andclosingthedoorbehindhimcameforwardandbusiedhimselfaboutthisnookofthefieldfornearlytwentyminutes,thelanternlightappearinganddisappearinghereandthere,andbrighteninghimordarkeninghimashestoodbeforeorbehindit。
Oak’smotions,thoughtheyhadaquietenergy,wereslow,andtheirdeliberatenessaccordedwellwithhis’occupation。Fitnessbeingthebasisofbeauty,nobodycouldhavedeniedthathissteadyswingsandturnsinandabouttheflockhadelementsofgrace。Yet,althoughifoccasiondemandedhecoulddoorthinkathingwithasmercurialadashascanthemenoftownswhoaremoretothemannerborn,hisspecialpower,morally,physically,andmentally,wasstatic,owinglittleornothingtomomentumasarule。
Acloseexaminationofthegroundhereabout,evenbythewanstarlightonly,revealedhowaportionofwhatwouldhavebeencasuallycalledawildslopehadbeenappropriatedbyFarmerOakforhisgreatpurposethiswinter。Detachedhurdlesthatchedwithstrawwerestuckintothegroundatvariousscatteredpoints,amidandunderwhichthewhitishformsofhismeekewesmovedandrustled。Theringofthesheep-bell,whichhadbeensilentduringhisabsence,recommenced,intonesthathadmoremellownessthanclearness,owingtoanincreasinggrowthofsurroundingwool。ThiscontinuedtillOakwithdrewagainfromtheflock。Hereturnedtothehut,bringinginhisarmsanew-bornlamb,consistingoffourlegslargeenoughforafull-grownsheepunitedbyaseeminglyinconsiderablemembraneabouthalfthesubstanceofthelegscollectively,whichconstitutedtheanimal’sentirebodyjustatpresent。
Thelittlespeckoflifeheplacedonawispofhaybeforethesmallstove,whereacanofmilkwassimmering。Oakextinguishedthelanternbyblowingintoitandthenpinchingthesnuff,thecotbeinglightedbyacandlesuspendedbyatwistedwire。Aratherhardcouch,formedbyafewcornsacksthrowncarelesslydown,coveredhalfthefloorofthislittlehabitation,andheretheyoungmanstretchedhimselfalong,loosenedhiswoollencravat,andclosedhiseyes。Inaboutthetimeapersonunaccustomedtobodilylabourwouldhavedecideduponwhichsidetolie,FarmerOakwasasleep。
Theinsideofthehut,asitnowpresenteditself,wascosyandalluring,andthescarlethandfuloffireinadditiontothecandle,reflectingitsowngenialcolouruponwhateveritcouldreach,flungassociationsofenjoymentevenoverutensilsandtools。Inthecornerstoodthesheencrook,andalongashelfatonesidewererangedbottlesandcanistersofthesimplepreparationspertainingtoovinesurgeryandphysic;spiritsofwine,turpentine,tar,magnesia,ginger,andcastor-oilbeingthechief。Onatriangularshelfacrossthecornerstoodbread,bacon,cheese,andacupforaleorcider,whichwassuppliedfromaflagonbeneath。Besidetheprovisionslaytheflute,whosenoteshadlatelybeencalledforthbythelonelywatchertobeguileatedioushowThehousewasventilatedbytworoundholes,likethelightsofaship’scabin,withwoodslides。
Thelamb,revivedbythewarmth,begantobleat,andthesoundenteredGabriel’searsandbrainwithaninstantmeaning,asexpectedsoundswill。
Passingfromtheprofoundestsleeptothemostalertwakefulnesswiththesameeasethathadaccompaniedthereverseoperation,helookedathiswatch,foundthatthehour-handhadshiftedagain,putonhishat,tookthelambinhisarms,andcarrieditintothedarkness。Afterplacingthelittlecreaturewithitsmotherhestoodandcarefullyexaminedthesky,toascertainthetimeofnightfromthealtitudesofthestars。
TheDog-starandAldebaran,pointingtotherestlessPleiades,werehalf-wayuptheSouthernsly,andbetweenthemhungOrion,whichgorgeousconstellationneverburntmorevividlythannow,asitsoaredforthabovetherimofthelandscape。CastorandPolluxwiththeirquietshinewerealmostonthemeridian:thebarrenandgloomySquareofPegasuswascreepingroundtothenorth-west;farawaythroughtheplantationVegasparkledlikealampsuspendedamidtheleaflesstrees,andCassiopeia’schairstooddaintilypoisedontheuppermostboughs。
`Oneo’clock,’saidGabriel。
BeingamannotwithoutafrequentconsciousnessthattherewassomecharminthisMeheled,hestoodstillafterlookingattheskyasausefulinstrument,andregardeditinanappreciativespirit,asaworkofartsuperlativelybeautiful。Foramomentheseemedimpressedwiththespeakinglonelinessofthescene,orratherwiththecompleteabstractionfromallitscompassofthesightsandsoundsofman。Humanshapes,interferences,troubles,andjoyswereallasiftheywerenot,andthereseemedtobeontheshadedhemisphereoftheglobenosentientbeingsavehimself;hecouldfancythemallgoneroundtothesunnyside。
Occupiedthus,witheyesstretchedafar,Oakgraduallyperceivedthatwhathehadpreviouslytakentobeastarlowdownbehindtheoutskirtsoftheplantationwasinrealitynosuchthing。Itwasanartificiallight,almostcloseathand。
Tofindthemselvesutterlyaloneatnightwherecompanyisdesirableandexpectedmakessomepeoplefearful;butacasemoretryingbyfartothenervesistodiscoversomemysteriouscompanionshipwhenintuition,sensation,memory,analogy,testimony,probability,induction-everykindofevidenceinthelogician’slist-haveunitedtopersuadeconsciousnessthatitisquiteinisolation。
FarmerOakwenttowardstheplantationandpushedthroughitslowerboughstothewindyside。Adimmassunderthesloperemindedhimthatashedoccupiedaplacehere,thesitebeingacuttingintotheslopeofthehill,sothatatitsbackparttheroofwasalmostlevelwiththeground。
Infrontitwasformedofboardsnailedtopostsandcoveredwithtarasapreservative。Throughcrevicesintheroofandsidespreadstreaksanddotsoflight,acombinationofwhichmadetheradiancethathadattractedhim。Oaksteppedupbehind,where,leaningdownupontheroofandputtinghiseyeclosetoahole,hecouldseeintotheinteriorclearly。
Theplacecontainedtwowomenandtwocows。Bythesideofthelatterasteamingbran-mashstoodinabucket。Oneofthewomenwaspastmiddleage。Hercompanionwasapparentlyyoungandgraceful;hecouldformnodecidedopinionuponherlooks,herpositionbeingalmostbeneathhiseye,sothathesawherinabird’s-eyeview,asMilton’sSatanfirstsawParadise。
Sheworenobonnetorhat,buthadenvelopedherselfinalargecloak,whichwascarelesslyflungoverherheadasacovering。
`There,nowwe’llgohome,’saidtheelderofthetworestingherknucklesuponherhips,andlookingattheirgoings-onasawhole。`IdohopeDaisywillfetchroundagainnow。Ihaveneverbeenmorefrightenedinmylife,butIdon’tmindbreakingmyrestifsherecovers。’
Theyoungwoman,whoseeyelidswereapparentlyinclinedtofalltogetheronthesmallestprovocationofsilence,yawnedwithoutpartingherlipstoanyinconvenientextent,whereuponGabrielcaughttheinfectionandslightlyyawnedinsympathy。
`Iwishwewererichenoughtopayamantodothesethings,’shesaid。
`Aswearenot,wemustdothemourselves,’saidtheother;`foryoumusthelpmeifyoustay。’
`Well,myhatisgone,however,’continuedtheyounger。`Itwentoverthehedge,Ithink。Theideaofsuchaslightwindcatchingit。’
ThecowstandingerectwasoftheDevonbreed,andwasencasedinatightwarmhideofrichIndianred,asabsolutelyuniformfromeyestotailasiftheanimalhadbeendippedinadyeofthatcolour,herlongbackbeingmathematicallylevel。Theotherwasspotted,greyandwhite。
BesideherOaknownoticedalittlecalfaboutadayold,lookingidioticallyatthetwowomen,whichshowedthatithadnotlongbeenaccustomedtothephenomenonofeyesight,andoftenturningtothelantern,whichitapparentlymistookforthemoon,inheritedinstincthavingasyethadlittletimeforcorrectionbyexperience。BetweenthesheepandthecowsLicinahadbeenbusyonNorcombeHilllately。
`Ithinkwehadbettersendforsomeoatmeal,’saidtheelderwoman;
`there’snomorebran。’
`Yes,aunt;andI’llrideoverforitassoonasitislight。’
`Butthere’snoside-saddle。’
`Icanrideontheother:trustme。’
Oak,uponhearingtheseremarks,becamemorecurioustoobserveherfeatures,butthisprospectbeingdeniedhimbythehoodingeffectofthecloakandbyhisaerialposition,hefelthimselfdrawinguponhisfancyfortheirdetails。Inmakingevenhorizontalandclearinspectionswecolourandmouldaccordingtothewantswithinuswhateveroureyesbringin。
HadGabrielbeenablefromthefirsttogetadistinctviewofhercountenance,hisestimateofitasveryhandsomeorslightlysowouldhavebeenashissoulrequiredadivinityatthemomentorwasreadysuppliedwithone。
Havingforsometimeknownthewantofasatisfactoryformtofillanincreasingvoidwithinhim,hispositionmore-overaffordingthewidestscopeforhisfancy,hepaintedherabeauty。
ByoneofthosewhimsicalcoincidencesinwhichNature,likeabusymother,seemstospareamomentfromherunremittinglabourstoturnandmakeherchildrensmile,thegirlnowdroppedthecloak,andforthtumbledropesofblackhairoveraredjacket。Oakknewherinstantlyastheheroineoftheyellowwaggon,myrtles,andlooking-glass:prosily,asthewomanwhoowedhimtwopence。
Theyplacedthecalfbesideitsmotheragain,tookupthelantern,andwentout,thelightsinkingdownthehilltillitwasnomorethananebula。
GabrielOakreturnedtohisflock。
CHAPTERTHREEAGirlonHorseback-ConversationThesluggishdaybegantobreak。Evenitspositionterrestriallyisoneoftheelementsofanewinterest,andfornoparticularreasonsavethattheincidentofthenighthadoccurredthereOakwentagainintotheplantation。
Lingeringandmusinghereheheardthestepsofahorseatthefootofthehill,andsoonthereappearedinviewanauburnponywithagirlonitsback,ascendingbythepathleadingpastthecattle-shed。Shewastheyoungwomanofthenightbefore。Gabrielinstantlythoughtofthehatshehadmentionedashavinglostinthewind;possiblyshehadcometolookforit。Hehastilyscannedtheditch,andafterwalkingabouttenyardsalongitfoundthehatamongtheleaves。Gabrieltookitinhishandandreturnedtohishut。Hereheensconcedhimself,andpeepedthroughtheloopholeinthedirectionoftherider’sapproach。
Shecameupandlookedaround-thenontheothersideofthehedge。
Gabrielwasabouttoadvanceandrestorethemissingarticle,whenanunexpectedperformanceinducedhimtosuspendtheactionforthepresent。Itwasnotabridle-path-merelyapedestrian’strack,andtheboughsspreadhorizontallyataheightnotgreaterthansevenfeetabovetheground,whichmadeitimpossibletorideerectbeneaththem。Thegirl,whoworenoriding-habit,lookedaroundforamoment,asiftoassureherselfthatallhumanitywasoutofview,thendexterouslydroppedbackwardsflatuponthepony’sback,herheadoveritstail,herfeetagainstitsshoulders,andhereyestothesky。Therapidityofherglideintothispositionwasthatofakingfisher-itsnoiselessnessthatofahawk。Gabriel’seyeshadscarcelybeenabletofollowher。Thetalllankponyseemedusedtosuchdoings,andambledalongunconcerned。Thusshepassedunderthelevelboughs。
Theperformerseemedquiteathomeanywherebetweenahorse’sheadanditstail,andthenecessityforthisabnormalattitudehavingceasedwiththepassageoftheplantation,shebegantoadoptanother,evenmoreobviouslyconvenientthanthefirst。Shehadnoside-saddle,anditwasvaryapparentthatafirmseatuponthesmoothleatherbeneathherwasunattainablesideways。
Springingtoheraccustomedperpendicularlikeabowedsapling,andsatisfyingherselfthatnobodywasinsight,sheseatedherselfinthemannerdemandedbythesaddle,thoughhardlyBedofthewoman,andtrottedoffinthedirectionofTewnellMill。
Oakwasamused,perhapsalittleastonished,andhangingupthehatinhishutwentagainamonghisewes。Anhourpassed,thegirlreturned,properlyseatednow,withabagofbraninfrontofher。Onnearingthecattle-shedshewasmetbyaboybringingamilking-pail,whoheldthereinsoftheponywhilstsheslidoff。Theboyledawaythehorse,leavingthepailwiththeyoungwoman。
Soonsoftspiritsalternatingwithloudspiritscameinregularsuccessionfromwithintheshed,theobvioussoundsofapersonmilkingacow。Gabrieltookthelosthatinhishand,andwaitedbesidethepathshewouldfollowinleavingthehill。
Shecame,thepailinonehand,hangingagainstherknee。Theleftarmwasextendedasabalance,enoughofitbeingshownbaretomakeOakwishthattheeventhadhappenedinthesummer,whenthewholewouldhavebeenrevealed。Therewasabrightairandmannerabouthernow,bywhichsheseemedtoimplythatthedesirabilityofherexistencecouldnotbequestioned;
andthisrathersaucyassumptionfiledinbeingoffensivebecauseabeholderfeltittobe,uponthewhole,true。Likeexceptionalemphasisinthetoneofagenius,thatwhichwouldhavemademediocrityridiculouswasanadditiontorecognizedpower。ItwaswithsomesurprisethatshesawGabriel’slicerisinglikethemoonbehindthehedge。
Theadjustmentofthefarmer’shazyconceptionsofhercharmstotheportraitofherselfshenowpresentedhimwithwaslessadiminutionthanadifference。Thestarting-pointselectedbythejudgementwasherheight。
Sheseemedtall,butthepailwasasmallone,andthehedgediminutive;
hence,makingallowanceforerrorbycomparisonwiththese,shecouldhavebeennotabovetheheighttobechosenbywomenasbest。Allfeaturesofconsequenceweresevereandregular。ItmayhavebeenobservedbypersonswhogoabouttheshireswitheyesforbeautythatinEnglishwomenaclassically-formedfaceisseldomfoundtobeunitedwithafigureofthesamepattern,thehighly-finishedfeaturesbeinggenerallytoolargefortheremainderoftheframe;thatagracefulandproportionatefigureofeightheadsusuallygoesoffintorandomfacialcurveswithoutthrowingaNympheantissueoveramilkmaid,letitbesaidthatherecriticismcheckeditselfasoutofplace,andlookedatherproportionswithalongconsciousnessofpleasure。
Fromthecontoursofherfigureinitsupperpartshemusthavehadabeautifulneckandshoulders;butsinceherinfancynobodyhadeverseenthem。Hadshebeenputintoalowdressshewouldhaverunandthrustherheadintoabush。Yetshewasnotashygirlbyanymeans;itwasmerelyherinstincttodrawthelinedividingtheseenfromtheunseenhigherthantheydoitintowns。
Thatthegirl’sthoughtshoveredaboutherfaceandformassoonasshecaughtOak’seyesconningthesamepagewasnatural,andalmostcertain。
Theself-consciousnessshownwouldhavebeenvanityifalittlemorepronounced,dignityifalittleless。Raysofmalevisionseemtohaveaticklingeffectuponvirginfacesinruraldistricts;shebrushedherswithherhand,asifGabrielhadbeenirritatingitspinksurfacebyactualtouch,andthefreeairofherpreviousmovementswasreducedatthesametimetoachastenedphaseofitself。Yetitwasthemanwhoblushed,themaidnotatall。
`Ifoundahat,’saidOak。
`Itismine。’saidshe,and,fromasenseofproportion,keptdowntoasmallsmileaninclinationtolaughdistinctly:`itflewawaylastnight。’
`Oneo’clockthismorning?’
`All-itwas。’Shewassurprised。`Howdidyouknow?’shesaid。
`Iwashere。’
`YouareFarmerOak,areyounot?’
`Thatorthereabouts。I’mlatelycometothisplace。’
`Alargefarm?’sheinquired,castinghereyesround,andswingingbackherhair,whichwasblackintheshadedhollowsofitsmass;butitbeingnowanhourpastsunrisetheraystoucheditsprominentcurveswithacolouroftheirown。
`No;notlarge。Aboutahundred。’Inspeakingoffarmstheword`acres’
isomittedbythenatives,byanalogytosucholdexpressionsas`astagoften’。
`Iwantedmyhatthismorning,’shewenton。`IhadtoridetoTewnellMill。’
`Yes,youhad。’
`Howdoyouknow?’
`Where?’sheinquired,amisgivingbringingeverymuscleofherlineamentsandframetoastandstill。
`Here-goingthroughtheplantation,andalldownthehill,’saidFarmerOak,withanaspectexcessivelyknowingwithregardtosomematterinhismind,ashegazedataremotepointinthedirectionnamed,andthenturnedbacktomeethiscolloquist’seyes。
Aperceptioncausedhimtowithdrawhisowneyesfromhersassuddenlyasifhehadbeencaughtinatheft。Recollectionofthestrangeanticsshehadindulgedinwhenpassingthroughthetreeswassucceededinthegirlbyanettledpalpitation,andthatbyahotface。Itwasatimetoseeawomanreddenwhowasnotgiventoreddeningasarule;notapointinthemilkmaidbutwasofthedeepestrose-colour。FromtheMaiden’sBlush,throughallvarietiesoftheProvencedowntotheCrimsonTuscanythecountenanceofOak’sacquaintancequicklygraduated;whereuponhe,inconsiderateness,turnedawayhishead。
Thesympatheticmanstilllookedtheotherway,andwonderedwhenshewouldrecovercoolnesssufficienttojustifyhiminfacingheragain。Heheardwhatseemedtobetheflittingofadeadleafuponthebreeze,andlooked。Shehadgoneaway。
WithanairbetweenthatofTragedyandComedyGabrielreturnedtohiswork。
Fivemorningsandeveningspassed。Theyoungwomancameregularlytomilkthehealthycowortoattendtothesickone,butneverallowedhervisiontostrayinthedirectionofOak’sperson。Hiswantoftacthaddeeplyoffendedher-notbyseeingwhathecouldnothelp,butbylettingherknowthathehadseenit。For,aswithoutlawthereisnosin,withouteyesthere’isnoindecorum;andsheappearedtofeelthatGabriel’sespialhadmadeheranindecorouswomanwithoutherownconnivance。Itwasfoodforgreatregretwithhim;itwasalsoacontretempswhichtouchedintolifealatentheathehadexperiencedinthatdirection。
Theacquaintanceshipmight,however,haveendedinaslowforgettingbutforanincidentwhichoccurredattheendofthesameweek。Oneafternoonitbegantofreeze,andthefrostincreasedwithevening,whichdrewonlikeastealthytighteningofbonds。Itwasatimewhenincottagesthebreathofthesleepersfreezestothesheets;whenroundthedrawing-roomfireofathick-walledmansionthesitters’backsarecold,evenwhilsttheirfacesareallaglow。Manyasmallbirdwenttobedsupperlessthatnightamongthebareboughs。
Asthemilking-hourdrewnearOakkepthisusualwatchuponthecowshed。
Atlasthefeltcold,andshakinganextraquantityofbeddingroundtheyeaningewesheenteredthehutandheapedmorefueluponthestove。Thewindcameinatthebottomofthedoor,andtopreventitOaklaidasackthereandwheeledthecotroundalittlemoretothesouth。Thenthewindspoutedinataventilatingholeofwhichtherewasoneoneachsideofthehut。
Gabrielhadalwaysknownthatwhenthefirewaslightedandthedoorclosedoneofthesemustbekeptopen-thatchosenbeingalwaysonthesideawayfromthewind。Closingtheslidetowindwardheturnedtoopentheother;onsecondthoughtsthefarmerconsideredthathewouldfirstsitdown,leavingbothclosedforaminuteortwo,tillthetemperatureofthehutwasalittleraised。Hesatdown。
Hisheadbegantoacheinanunwontedmannerand,fancyinghimselfwearybyreasonofthebrokenrestsoftheprecedingnights,Oakdecidedtogetup,opentheslide,andthenallowhimselftoAllasleep。Hefellasleep,however,withouthavingperformedthenecessarypreliminary。
HowlongheremainedunconsciousGabrielneverknew。Duringthefirststagesofhisreturntoperceptionpeculiardeedsseemedtobeincourseofenactment。Hisdogwashowling,hisheadwasachingfearfully-somebodywaspullinghimabout,handswerelooseninghisneckerchief。
Onopeninghiseyeshefoundthateveninghadsunktoduskinastrangemannerofunexpectedness。Theyounggirlwiththeremarkablypleasantlipsandwhiteteethwasbesidehim。Morethanthis-astonishinglymore-hisheadwasuponherlap,hisfaceandneckweredisagreeablywet,andherfingerswereunbuttoninghiscollar。
`Whateveristhematter?’saidOakvacantly。
Sheseemedtoexperiencemirth,butoftooinsignificantakindtostartenjoyment。
`Nothingnow,’sheanswered,`sinceyouarenotdead。Itisawonderyouwerenotsuffocatedinthishutofyours。’
`Ah,thehut!’murmuredGabriel。`Igavetenpoundsforthathut。ButI’llsellit,andsitunderthatchedhurdlesastheydidinoldtimes,andcurluptosleepinalockofstraw!Itplayedmenearlythesametricktheotherday!’Gabriel,bywayofemphasis,broughtdownhisfistuponthefloor。
`Itwasnotexactlythefaultofthehut,’sheobservedinatonewhichshowedhertobethatnoveltyamongwomen-onewhofinishedathoughtbeforebeginningthesentencewhichwastoconveyit。`Youshould,Ithink,haveconsidered,andnothavebeensofoolishastoleavetheslidesclosed。’
`Yes,IsupposeIshould,’saidOakabsently。Hewasendeavouringtocatchandappreciatethesensationofbeingthuswithher,hisheaduponherdress,beforetheeventpassedonintotheheapofbygonethings。Hewishedsheknewhisimpressions;buthewouldassoonhavethoughtofcarryinganodourinanetasofattemptingtoconveytheintangibilitiesofhisfeelinginthecoarsemeshesoflanguage。Soheremainedsilent。
Shemadehimsitup,andthenOakbeganwipinghisfaceandshakinghimselflikeaSamson。`HowcanIthank’ee?’hemidatlastgratefully,someofthenatural,rustyredhavingreturnedtohisface。
`Oh,nevermindthat,’midthegirl,smiling,andallowinghersmiletoholdgoodforGabriel’snextremark,whateverthatmightprovetobe。
`Howdidyoufindme?’
`IheardyourdoghowlingandscratchingatthedoorofthehutwhenIcametothemilkingitwassolucky,Daisy’smilkingisalmostoverfortheseason,andIshallnotcomehereafterthisweekorthenext。
Thedogsawme,andjumpedovertome,andlaidholdofmyskirt。Icameacrossandlookedroundthehuttheveryfirstthingtoseeiftheslideswereclosed。Myunclehasahutlikethisone,andIhaveheardhimtellhisshepherdnottogotosleepwithoutleavingaslideopen。Iopenedthedoor,andthereyouwerelikedead。Ithrewthemilkoveryou,astherewasnowater,forgettingitwaswarm,andnouse。’
`IwonderifIshouldhavedied?’Gabrielsaidinalowvoice,whichwasrathermeanttotravelbacktohimselfthantoher。
`Ono!’thegirlreplied。Sheseemedtopreferalesstragicprobability;
tohavesavedamanfromdeathinvolvedtalkthatshouldharmonizewiththedignityofsuchadeed-andsheshunnedit。
`IbelieveyousavedmyMe,Miss-Idon’tknowyourname。Iknowyouraunt’s,butnotyours。
`Iwouldjustassoonnottellit-rathernot。ThereisnoreasoneitherwhyIshould,asyouprobablywillneverhavemuchtodowithme。’
`StillIshouldliketoknow。’
`Youcaninquireatmyaunt’s-shewilltellyou。’
`MynameisGabrielOak。’
`Andmineisn’t。Youseemfondofyoursinspeakingitsodecisively,GabrielOak。’
`Yousee,itistheonlyoneIshalleverhave,andImustmakethemostofit。’
`Ialwaysthinkminesoundsoddanddisagreeable。’
`Ishouldthinkyoumightsoongetanewone。’
`Mercy!-howmanyopinionsyoukeepaboutyouconcerningotherpeople,GabrielOak。’
`Well,Miss-excusethewords-Ithoughtyouwouldlikethem。ButIcan’tmatchyou,Iknow,inmappingoutmyminduponmytongue。Ineverwasverycleverinmyinside。ButIthankyou。Come,givemeyourhand!’
Shehesitated,somewhatdisconcertedatOak’sold-fashionedearnestconclusiontoadialoguelightlycarriedon。`Verywell,’shesaid,andgavehimherhand,compressingherlipstoademureimpassivity。Hehelditbutaninstant,andinhisfearofbeingtoodemonstrative,swervedtotheoppositeextreme,touchingherfingerswiththelightnessofasmall-heartedperson。
`Iamsorry,’hesaidtheinstantafter。
`Whatfor?’
`Lettingyourhandgosoquick。’
`Youmayhaveitagainifyoulike;thereitis。’Shegavehimherhandagain。
Oakhelditlongerthistime-indeed,curiouslylong。`Howsoftitis-beingwintertime,too-notchappedorrough,oranything!’hesaid。
`There-that’slongenough,’saidshe,thoughwithoutpullingitaway。
`ButIsupposeyouarethinkingyouwouldliketokissit?Youmayifyouwantto。
`Iwasn’tthinkingofanysuchthing,’saidGabrielsimply;`butIwill——’
`Thatyouwon’t!’Shesnatchedbackherhand。
Gabrielfelthimselfguiltyofanotherwantoftact。
`Nowfindoutmyname,’shesaidteasingly;andwithdrew。
CHAPTERFOURGabriel’sResolve-TheVisit-TheMistakeTheonlysuperiorityinwomenthatistolerabletotherivalsexis,asarule,thatoftheunconsciouskind;butasuperioritywhichrecognizesitselfmaysometimespleasebysuggestingpossibilitiesofcapturetothesubordinatedman。
Thiswell-favouredandcomelygirlsoonmadeappreciableinroadsupontheemotionalconstitutionofyoungFarmerOak。
Lovebeinganextremelyexactingusurerasenseofexorbitantprofit,spiritually,byanexchangeofhearts,beingatthebottomofpurepassions,asthatofexorbitantprofit,bodilyormaterially,isatthebottomofthoseofloweratmosphere,everymorningOak’sfeelingswereassensitiveasthemoney-marketincalculationsuponhischances。HisdogwaitedhismealsinawaysolikethatinwhichOakwaitedforthegirl’spresencethatthefarmerwasquitestruckwiththeresemblance,feltitlowering,andwouldnotlookatthedog。However,hecontinuedtowatchthroughthehedgeforherregularcoming,andthushissentimentstowardsherweredeepenedwithoutanycorrespondingeffectbeingproduceduponherself。
Oakhadnothingfinishedandreadytosayasyet,andnotbeingabletoframelovephraseswhichendwheretheybegin;passionatetales——Fullofsoundandfury-Signifyingnothing-hesaidnowordatall。
Bymakinginquirieshefoundthatthegirl’snamewasBathshebaEverdene,andthatthecowwouldgodryinaboutsevendays。Hedreadedtheeighthday。
Atlasttheeighthdaycame。Thecowhadceasedtogivemilkforthatyear,andBathshebaEverdenecameupthehillnomore。Gabrielhadreachedapitchofexistencehenevercouldhaveanticipatedashorttimebefore。
Helikedsaying`Bathsheba’asaprivateenjoymentinsteadofwhistling;
turnedoverhistastetoblackhair,thoughhehadswornbybrowneversincehewasaboy,isolatedhimselftillthespacehefilledinthepubliceyewascontemptiblysmall。Loveisapossiblestrengthinanactualweakness。
Marriagetransformsadistractionintoasupport,thepowerofwhichshouldbe,andhappilyoftenis,indirectproportiontothedegreeofimbecilityitsupplants。Oakbegannowtoseelightinthisdirection,andsaidtohimself,`I’llmakehermywife,oruponmysoulIshallbegoodfornothing!’
AllthiswhilehewasperplexinghimselfaboutanerrandonwhichhemightconsistentlyvisitthecottageofBathsheba’saunt。
Hefoundhisopportunityinthedeathofaewe,motherofalivinglamb。
Onadaywhichhadasummerfaceandawinterconstitution-afineJanuarymorning,whentherewasjustenoughblueskyvisibletomakecheerfully-disposedpeoplewishformore,andanoccasionalgleamofsilverysunshine,OakputthelambintoarespectableSundaybasket,andstalkedacrossthefieldstothehouseofMrsHurst,theaunt-George,thedog,walkingbehind,withacountenanceofgreatconcernattheseriousturnpastoralaffairsseemedtobetaking。
Gabrielhadwatchedthebluewood-smokecurlingfromthechimneywithstrangemeditation。Ateveninghehadfancifullytraceditdownthechimneytothespotofitsorigin-seenthehearthandBathshebabesideit-besideitinherout-doordress;fortheclothesshehadwornonthehillwerebyassociationequallywithherpersonincludedinthecompassofhisaffection;
theyseemedatthisearlytimeofhisloveanecessaryingredientofthesweetmixturecalledBathshebaEverdene。
Hehadmadeatoiletofanicely-adjustedkind-ofanaturebetweenthecarefullyneatandthecarelesslyornate-ofadegreebetweenfinemarket-dayandwet-Sundayselection。Hethoroughlycleanedhissilverwatch-chainwithwhiting,putnewlacingstrapstohisboots,lookedtothebrasseyelet-holes,wenttotheinmostheartoftheplantationforanewwalking-stick,andtrimmeditvigorouslyonhiswayback,-tookanewhandkerchieffromthebottomofhisclothes-box,putonthelightwaistcoatpatternedalloverwithsprigsofanelegantflowerunitingthebeautiesofbothroseandlilywithoutthedefectsofeither,andusedallthehair-oilhepossesseduponhisusuallydry,sandy,andinextricablycurlyhair,tillhehaddeepenedittoasplendidlynovelcolour,betweenthatofguanoandRomancement,makingitsticktohisheadlikemaceroundanutmeg,’orwetseaweedroundaboulderaftertheebb。
Nothingdisturbedthestillnessofthecottagesavethechatterofaknotofsparrowsontheeaves;onemightfancyscandalandrumourtobenolessthestapletopicoftheselittlecoteriesonroofsthanofthoseunderthem。Itseemedthattheomenwasanunpropitiousone,for,astheratheruntowardcommencementofOak’sovertures,justashearrivedbythegardengatehesawacatinside,goingintovariousarchedshapesandfiendishconvulsionsatthesightofhisdogGeorge。Thedogtooknonotice,forhehadarrivedatanageatwhichallsuperfluousbarkingwascynicallyavoidedasawasteofbreath-infact,heneverbarkedevenatthesheepexcepttoorder,whenitwasdonewithanabsolutelyneutralcountenance,asasortofCommination-servicewhich,thoughoffensive,hadtobegonethroughoncenowandthentofrightentheflockfortheirowngood。
Avoicecamefrombehindsomelaurel-bushesintowhichthecathadrun:
`Poordear!Didanastybruteofadogwanttokillit;-didhe,poordear!’
`Ibegyerpardon,’saidOaktothevoice,`butGeorgewaswalkingonbehindmewithatemperasmildasmilk。’
AlmostbeforehehadceasedspeakingOakwasseizedwithamisgivingastowhoseearwastherecipientofhisanswer。Nobodyappeared,andheheardthepersonretreatamongthebushes。
Gabrielmeditated,andsodeeplythathebroughtsmallfurrowsintohisforeheadbysheerforceofreverie。Wheretheissueofaninterviewisaslikelytobeavastchangefortheworeasforthebetter,anyinitialdifferencefromexpectationcausesnippingsensationsoffailure。Oakwentuptothedooralittleabashed:hismentalrehearsalandtherealityhadhadnocommongroundsofopening。
Bathsheba’sauntwasindoors。`WillyoutellMissEverdenethatsomebodywouldbegladtospeaktoher?’saidMrOak。Callingone’sselfmerelySomebody,withoutgivinganame,isnottobetakenasanexampleoftheill-breedingoftheruralworld:itspringsfromarefinedmodestyofwhichtownspeople,withtheircardsandannouncements,havenonotionwhatever。
Bathshebawasout。Thevoicehadevidentlybeenhers。
`Willyoucomein,MrOak?’
`Oh,thank’ee,’saidGabriel,followinghertothefireplace。`I’vebroughtalambforMissEverdene。Ithoughtshemightlikeonetorear;
girlsdo。’
`Shemight,’saidMrsHurstmusingly;`thoughshe’sonlyavisitorhere。
IfyouwillwaitaminuteBathshebawillbein。’
`Yes,Iwillwait,’saidGabriel,sittingdown。`Thelambisn’treallythebusinessIcameabout,MrsHurst。Inshort,Iwasgoingtoaskherifshe’dliketobemarried。’
`Andwereyouindeed?’
`Yes。BecauseifshewouldIshouldbeverygladtomarryher。D’yeknowifshe’sgotanyotheryoungmanhangingaboutheratall?’
`Letmethink,’saidMrsHurst,pokingthefiresuperfluously……`Yes-blessyou,eversomanyyoungmen。Yousee,FarmerOak,she’ssogood-looking,andanexcellentscholarbesides-shewasgoingtobeagovernessonce,youknow,onlyshewastoowild。Notthatheryoungmenevercomehere-but,Lord,inthenatureofwomen,shemusthaveadozen!’
`That’sunfortunate,’saidFarmerOak,contemplatingacrackinthestonefloorwithsorrow。`I’monlyanevery-sortofman,andmyonlychancewasinbeingthefirstcomer……Well,there’snouseinmywaiting,forthatwasallIcameabout;soI’lltakemyselfoffhome-along,MrsHurst。’
WhenGabrielhadgoneabouttwohundredyardsalongthedown,hehearda`hoi-hoi!’utteredbehindhim,inapipingnoteofmoretreblequalitythanthatinwhichtheexclamationusuallyembodiesitselfwhenshoutedacrossafield。Helookedround,andsawagirlracingafterhim,wavingawhitehandkerchief。
Oakstoodstill-andtherunnerdrewnearer。ItwasBathshebaEverdene。
Gabriel’scolourdeepened:herswasalreadydeep,not,asitappeared,fromemotion,butfromrunning。
`FarmerOak-I——’shesaid,pausingforwantofbreath,pullingupinfrontofhimwithaslantedace,andputtingherhandtoherside。
`Ihavejustcalledtoseeyou,’saidGabrielpendingherfurtherspeech。
`Yes-Iknowthat,’shesaid,pantinglikearobin,herfaceredandmoistfromherexertions,likeapeonypetalbeforethesundriesoffthedew。`Ididn’tknowyouhadcometoasktohaveme,orIshouldhavecomeinfromthegardeninstantly。Iranafteryoutosay-thatmyauntmadeamistakeinendingyouawayfromcourtingme。’
Gabrielbanded。`I’msorrytohavemadeyourunsofast,mydear,’hesaid,withagratefulsenseoffavourstocome。`Waitabittillyou’vefoundyourbreath。’
`-Itwasquiteamistake-aunt’stellingyouIhadayoungmanalready,’
Bathshebawenton。`Ihaven’tasweetheartatall-andIneverhadone,andIthoughtthat,astimesgowithwomen,itwassuchapitytosendyouawaythinkingthatIhadseveral。’
`ReallyandtrulyIamgladtohearthat!’saidFarmerOak,smilingoneofhislongspecialsmiles,andblushingwithgladness。Heheldouthishandtotakehers,which,whenshehadeasedhersidebypressingitthere,wasprettilyextendeduponherbosomtostillherloud-beatingheart。
Directlyheseizeditsheputitbehindher,sothatitslippedthroughhisfingerslikeaneel。
`Ihaveanicesnuglittlefarm,’saidGabriel,withhalfadegreelessassurancethanwhenhehadseizedherhand。
`Yes;youhave。’
`Amanhasadvancedmemoneytobeginwith,butstill,itwillsoonbepaidoff,andthoughIamonlyanevery-daysortofmanIhavegotonalittlesinceIwasaboy’Gabrieluttered`alittle’inatonetoshowherthatitwasthecomplacentformof`agreatdeal’。Hecontinued:`Whenwebemarried,IamquitesureIcanworktwiceashardasIdonow。’
Hewentforwardandstretchedouthisarmagain。Bathshebahadovertakenhimatapointbesidewhichstoodalowstuntedhollybush,nowladenwithredberries。Seeinghisadvancetaketheformofanattitudethreateningapossibleenclosure,ifnotcompression,ofherperson,sheedgedoffroundthebush。
`Why,FarmerOak,’shesaidoverthetop,lookingathimwithroundedeyes,`IneversaidIwasgoingtomarryyou。’
`Well-thatisatale!’saidOakwithdismay。`Torunafteranybodylikethis,andthensayyoudon’twanthim!’
`WhatImeanttotellyouwasonlythis,’shesaideagerly,andyethalfconsciousoftheabsurdityofthepositionshehadmadeforherself-`thatnobodyhasgotmeyetasasweetheart,insteadofmyhavingadozen,asmyauntsaid;Ihatetobethoughtmen’spropertyinthatway,thoughpossiblyIshallbehadsomeday。Why,ifI’dwantedyouIshouldn’thaverunafteryoulikethis;’twouldhavebeentheforwardestthing!
Buttherewasnoharminhurryingtocorrectapieceoffalsenewsthathadbeentoldyou。’
`Oh,no-noharmatall。’Butthereissuchathingasbeingtoogenerousinexpressingajudgementimpulsively,andOakaddedwithamoreappreciativesenseofallthecircumstances-`Well,Iamnotquitecertainitwasnoharm。’
`Indeed,Ihadn’ttimetothinkbeforestartingwhetherIwantedtomarryornot,foryou’dhavebeengoneoverthehill。’
`Come,’saidGabriel,fresheningagain;`thinkaminuteortwo。I’llwaitawhile,MissEverdene。Willyoumarryme?DoBathsheba。Iloveyoufarmorethancommon!’
`I’lltrytothink,’sheobservedrathermoretimorously;`ifIcanthinkoutofdoors;mymindspreadsawayso。’
`Butyoucangiveaguess。’
`Thengivemetime。’Bathshebalookedthoughtfullyintothedistance,awayfromthedirectioninwhichGabrielstood。
`Icanmakeyouhappy,’saidhetothebackofherhead,acrossthebush。`Youshallhaveapianoinayearortwo-farmers’wivesategettingtohavepianosnow-andI’llpractiseupthefluterightwelltoplaywithyouintheevenings。’
`Yes,Ishouldlikethat。’
`Andhaveoneofthoselittleten-poundgigsformarket-andniceflowers,andbirds-cocksandhensImean,becausetheybeuseful,’continuedGabriel,feelingbalancedbetweenpoetryandpracticality。
`Ishouldlikeitverymuch。’
`Andaframeforcucumbers-likeagentlemanandlady。’
`Yes。’
`Andwhentheweddingwasover,we’dhaveitputinthenewspaperlistofmarriages。’
`DearlyIshouldlikethat!’
`Andthebabiesinthebirths-everymanjackof`em!Andathomebythefire,wheneveryoulookup,thereIshallbe-andwheneverIlookup,therewillbeyou。’
`Wait,wait,anddon’tbeimproper!’
Hercountenancefell,andshewassilentawhile。Heregardedtheredberriesbetweenthemoverandoveragain,tosuchanextentthathollyseemedinhisafterlifetobeacyphersignifyingaproposalofmarriage。
Bathshebadecisivelyturnedtohim。
`No;’tisnouse,’shesaid。`Idon’twanttomarryyou。’
`Try。’
`I’vetriedhardallthetimeI’vebeenthing;foramarriagewouldbeveryniceinonesense。PeoplewouldtalkaboutmeandthinkIhadwonmybattle,andIshouldfeeltriumphant,andallthat。Butahusband——’
`Well!’
`Why,he’dalwaysbethere,asyousay;wheneverIlookedup,therehe’dbe。’
`Ofcoursehewould-I,thatis。’
`Well,whatImeanisthatIshouldn’tmindbeingabrideatawedding,ifIcouldbeonewithouthavingahusband。Butsinceawomancan’tshowoffinthatwaybyherself,Ishan’tmarry-atleastyet。’
`That’saterriblewoodenstory!’
AtthiscriticismofherstatementBathshebamadeanadditiontoherdignitybyaslightsweepawayfromhim。
`UponmyheartandsoulIdon’tknowwhatamaidcansaystupiderthanthat,’saidOak。`Butdearest,’hecontinuedinapalliativevoice,`don’tbelikeit!’Oaksighedadeephonestsigh-nonethelesssointhat,beinglikethesighofapineplantation,itwasrathernoticeableasadisturbanceoftheatmosphere。`Whywon’tyouhaveme?’heappealed,creepingroundthehollytoreachherside。
`Icannot,’shesaid,retreating。
`Butwhy?’hepersisted,standingstillatlastindespairofeverreachingher,andfacingoverthebush。
`BecauseIdon’tloveyou。’
`Yes,but——’
Shecontractedayawntoaninoffensivesmallness,sothatitwashardlyill-manneredatall。`Idon’tloveyou,shesaid。
`ButIloveyou-and,asformyself,Iamcontenttobeliked。’
`OMrOak-that’sveryfine!You’dgettodespiseme。’
`Never,’saidMrOak,soearnestlythatheseemedtobecoming,bytheforceofhiswords,straightthroughthebushandintoherarms。`Ishalldoonethinginthislife-onethingcertain-thatis,loveyou,andlongforyou,andkeepwantingyoutillIdie。’Hisvoicehadagenuinepathosnow,andhislargebrownhandsperceptiblytrembled。
`Itseemsdreadfullywrongnottohaveyouwhenyoufeelsomuch!’shesaidwithalittledistress,andlookinghopelesslyaroundforsomemeansofescapefromhermoraldilemma。`HowIwishIhadn’trunafteryou!’
However,sheseemedtohaveashortcutforgettingbacktocheerfulnessandsetherfacetosignify’archness。`Itwouldn’tdo,MrOak。Iwantsomebodytotameme;Iamtooindependent;andyouwouldneverbeableto,Iknow。’
Oakcasthiseyesdownthefieldinawayimplyingthatitwasuselesstoattemptargument。
`MrOak,’shesaid,withluminousdistinctnessandcommonsense,youarebetteroffthanI。Ihavehardlyapennyintheworld-Iamstayingwithmyauntformybaresustenance。Iambettereducatedthanyou-andIdon’tloveyouabit;that’smysideofthecase。Nowyours:youareafarmerjustbeginning,andyououghtincommonprudence,ifyoumarryatallwhichyoushouldcertainlynotthinkofdoingatpresenttomarryawomanwithmoney,whowouldstockalargerfarmforyouthanyouhavenow。
Gabriellookedatherwithalittlesurpriseandmuchadmiration。
`That’stheverythingIhadbeenthinkingmyself!’henaï;velysaid。FarmerOakhadone-and-a-halfChristiancharacteristicstoomanytosucceedwithBathsheba:hishumility,andasuperfluousmoietyofhonesty。
Bathshebawasdecidedlydisconcerted。
`Well,then,whydidyoucomeanddisturbme?’shesaid,almostangrily,ifnotquite,anenlargingredspotrisingineachcheek。
`Ican’tdowhatIthinkwouldhe-wouldbe——’
`Right?’
`No:wise。’
`Youhavemadeanadmissionnow,MrOak,’sheclaimedwithevenmorehauteur,androckingherheaddisdainfully。`Afterthat,doyouthinkIcouldmarryyou?NotifIknowit。’