Thepartofourbodilylifethatentersintoourconsciousnessisverysmallascomparedwiththatofwhichwehavenoconsciousness。
Whatcompleterproofcanwehavethatlivingnessconsistsindeedratherthaninconsciousnessofdeed?
“Theforegoingremarksarenotintendedtoapplysomuchtovicariousactioninvirtue,wewillsay,ofasettlement,ortestamentarydispositionthatcannotbesetaside。Suchactionisapttobetoounintelligent,toofarfromvariationandquickchangetorankastruevicariousaction;indeeditisnotrarelyfoundtoeffecttheveryoppositeofwhatthepersonwhomadethesettlementorwilldesired。Theyaremeanttoapplytothatmoreintelligentandversatileactionengenderedbyaffectionateremembrance。Nevertheless,eventhecompulsoryvicariousactiontakeninconsequenceofawill,andindeedtheveryname“will“
itself,shewsthatthoughwecannottakeeitherfleshormoneywithus,wecanleaveourwill-powerbehindusinveryefficientoperation。
“ThisvicariouslifeonwhichIhaveinsisted,Ifearatunnecessarylength,foritissoobviousthatnonecanhavefailedtorealiseitislivedbyeveryoneofusbeforedeathaswellasafterit,andislittlelessimportanttousthanthatofwhichwearetosomeextentconsciousinourownpersons。Aman,wewillsay,haswrittenabookwhichdelightsordispleasesthousandsofwhomheknowsnothing,andwhoknownothingofhim。Thebook,wewillsuppose,hasconsiderable,oratanyratesomeinfluenceontheactionofthesepeople。Letussupposethewriterfastasleepwhileothersareenjoyinghiswork,andactinginconsequenceofit,perhapsatlongdistancesfromhim。Whichishistruestlife——
theoneheisleadinginthem,orthatequallyunconsciousliferesidinginhisownsleepingbody?Cantherebeadoubtthatthevicariouslifeisthemoreefficient?
“Orwhenwearewaking,howpowerfullydoesnotthelifewearelivinginotherspainordelightus,accordingasothersthinkillorwellofus?Howtrulydowenotrecogniseitaspartofourownexistence,andhowgreataninfluencedoesnotthefearofapresenthellinmen’sbadthoughts,andthehopeofapresentheavenintheirgoodones,influenceourownconduct?Havewenothereatrueheavenandatruehell,ascomparedwiththeefficiencyofwhichthesegrossmaterialonessofalselyengraftedontotheSunchild’steachingarebutastheflintimplementsofaprehistoricrace?’Ifaman,’saidtheSunchild,’fearnotman,whomhehathseen,neitherwillhefearGod,whomhehathnotseen。’“
Myfatheragainassuresmethatheneversaidthis。ReturningtoDr。Gurgoyle,hecontinued:-“Itmaybeurgedthatonaman’sdeathoneofthegreatfactorsofhislifeissoannihilatedthatnokindoftruelifecanbeanyfurtherconcededtohim。Fortoliveistobeinfluenced,aswellastoinfluence;andwhenamanisdeadhowcanhebeinfluenced?Hecanhaunt,buthecannotanymorebehaunted。Hecancometous,butwecannotgotohim。Onceasing,therefore,tobeimpressionable,sogreatapartofthatwhereinhislifeconsistedisremoved,thatnotruelifecanbeconcededtohim。
“Idonotpretendthatamanisasfullyaliveafterhisso-calleddeathasbeforeit。Heisnot。AllIcontendforis,thataconsiderableamountofefficientlifestillremainstosomeofus,andthatalittleliferemainstoallofus,afterwhatwecommonlyregardasthecompletecessationoflife。Inanswer,then,tothosewhohavejusturgedthatthedestructionofoneofthetwogreatfactorsoflifedestroyslifealtogether,Ireplythatthesamemustholdgoodasregardsdeath。
“Iftoliveistobeinfluencedandtoinfluence,andifamancannotbeheldaslivingwhenhecannolongerbeinfluenced,surelytodieistobenolongerableeithertoinfluenceorbeinfluenced,andamancannotbehelddeaduntilboththesetwofactorsofdeatharepresent。Iffailureofthepowertobeinfluencedvitiateslife,presenceofthepowertoinfluencevitiatesdeath。Andnoonewilldenythatamancaninfluenceformanyalongyearafterheisvulgarlyreputedasdead。
“Itseems,then,thatthereisnosuchthingaseitherabsolutelifewithoutanyalloyofdeath,norabsolutedeathwithoutanyalloyoflife,until,thatistosay,allposthumouspowertoinfluencehasfadedaway。Andthis,perhaps,iswhattheSunchildmeantbysayingthatinthemidstoflifeweareindeath,andsoalsothatinthemidstofdeathweareinlife。
“Andthereisthis,too。Nomancaninfluencefullyuntilhecannomorebeinfluenced——thatistosay,tillafterhisso-calleddeath。Tillthen,his’he’isstillunsettled。Weknownotwhatotherinfluencesmaynotbebroughttobearuponhimthatmaychangethecharacteroftheinfluencehewillexertonourselves。
Therefore,heisnotfullylivingtillheisnolongerliving。Heisanincompletework,whichcannothavefulleffecttillfinished。
Andasforhisvicariouslife——whichwehaveseentobeveryreal——
thiscanbe,andis,influencedbyjustappreciation,unduepraiseorcalumny,andissubject,itmaybe,tosecularvicissitudesofgoodandevilfortune。
“Ifthisisnottrue,letushavenomoretalkabouttheimmortalityofgreatmenandwomen。TheSunchildwasneverwearyoftalkingtousaswethensometimesthought,alittletediously
aboutagreatpoetofthatnationtowhichitpleasedhimtofeignthathebelonged。Howplainlycanwenotnowseethathiswordswerespokenforourlearning——fortheenforcementofthattrueviewofheavenandhellonwhichIamfeeblytryingtoinsist?Thepoet’sname,hesaid,wasShakespeare。Whilsthewasalive,veryfewpeopleunderstoodhisgreatness;whereasnow,aftersomethreehundredyears,heisdeemedthegreatestpoetthattheworldhaseverknown。’Canthisman,’heasked,’besaidtohavebeentrulyborntillmanyalongyearafterhehadbeenreputedastrulydead?
Whilehewasintheflesh,washemorethanamereembryogrowingtowardsbirthintothatlifeoftheworldtocomeinwhichhenowshinessogloriously?Whatasmallthingwasthatfleshandbloodlife,ofwhichhewasaloneconscious,ascomparedwiththatfleshlesslifewhichhelivesbutknowsnotinthelivesofmillions,andwhich,haditeverbeenfullyrevealedeventohisimagination,wemaybesurethathecouldnothavereached?’
“TheseweretheSunchild’swords,asrepeatedtomebyoneofhischosenfriendswhilehewasyetamongstus。Which,then,ofthisman’stwolivesshouldwedeembestworthhaving,ifwecouldchooseoneorother,butnotboth?Thefeltortheunfelt?Whowouldnotgocheerfullytoblockorstakeifheknewthatbydoingsohecouldwinsuchlifeasthispoetlives,thoughhealsoknewthatonhavingwonithecouldknownomoreaboutit?Doesnotthisprovethatinourheartofheartswedeemanunfeltlife,intheheavenofmen’slovingthoughts,tobebetterworthhavingthananywecanreasonablyhopeforandstillfeel?
“Andtheconverseofthisistrue;manyamanhasunhesitatinglylaiddownhisfeltlifetoescapeunfeltinfamyinthehellofmen’shatredandcontempt。Asbodyisthesacrament,oroutwardandvisiblesign,ofmind;soisposteritythesacramentofthosewholiveafterdeath。Eachisthemechanismthroughwhichtheotherbecomeseffective。
“Igrantthatmanylivebutashorttimewhenthebreathisoutofthem。Fewseedsgerminateascomparedwiththosethatrotorareeaten,andmostofthisworld’sdenizensarelittlemorethanstill-bornasregardsthelargerlife,whilenoneareimmortaltotheendoftime。Buttheendoftimeisnotworthconsidering;notafewliveasmanycenturiesaseithertheyorweneedthinkabout,andsurelytheworld,sofaraswecanguessitsobject,wasmaderathertobeenjoyedthantolast。’Comeandgo’pervadesallthingsofwhichwehaveknowledge,andiftherewasanyprovisionmade,itseemstohavebeenforashortlifeandamerryone,withenoughchanceofextensionbeyondthegravetobeworthtryingfor,ratherthanfortheperpetuityevenofthebestandnoblest。
“Granted,again,thatfewliveafterdeathaslongorasfullyastheyhadhopedtodo,whilemany,whenquick,canhavehadnonebutthefaintestideaoftheimmortalitythatawaitedthem;itisneverthelesstruethatnonearesostill-bornondeathasnottoenterintoalifeofsomesort,howevershortandhumble。Ashortlifeoralongonecannomorebebargainedforintheunseenworldthanintheseen;as,however,careonthepartofparentscandomuchforthelongerlifeandgreaterwell-beingoftheiroffspringinthisworld,sotheconductofthatoffspringinthisworlddoesmuchbothtosecureforitselflongertenureoflifeinthenext,andtodeterminewhetherthatlifeshallbeoneofrewardorpunishment。
“’Rewardorpunishment,’somereaderwillperhapsexclaim;’whatmockery,whentheessenceofrewardandpunishmentliesintheirbeingfeltbythosewhohaveearnedthem。’Icandonothingwiththosewhoeithercryforthemoon,ordenythatithastwosides,onthegroundthatwecanseebutone。Herecomesinfaith,ofwhichtheSunchildsaid,thatthoughwecandolittlewithit,wecandonothingwithoutit。Faithdoesnotconsist,assomehavefalselyurged,inbelievingthingsoninsufficientevidence;thisisnotfaith,butfaithlessnesstoallthatweshouldholdmostfaithfully。Faithconsistsinholdingthattheinstinctsofthebestmenandwomenareinthemselvesanevidencewhichmaynotbesetasidelightly;andthebestmenandwomenhaveeverheldthatdeathisbetterthandishonour,anddesirableifhonouristobewonthereby。
“Itfollows,then,thatthoughourconsciousfleshandbloodlifeistheonlyonethatwecanfullyapprehend,yetwedoalsoindeedmove,evenhere,inanunseenworld,wherein,whenourpalpablelifeisended,weshallcontinuetoliveforashorterorlongertime——reapingroughly,thoughnotinfallibly,muchaswehavesown。
Ofthisunseenworldthebestmenandwomenwillbealmostasheedlesswhileinthefleshastheywillbewhentheirlifeinfleshisover;for,astheSunchildoftensaid,’TheKingdomofHeavencomethnotbyobservation。’Itwillbeallinalltothem,andatthesametimenothing,forthebetterpeopletheyare,thelesstheywillthinkofanythingbutthispresentlife。
“Whatanineffablecontradictionintermshavewenothere。Whatareversal,isitnot,ofallthisworld’scanons,thatweshouldholdeventhebestofallthatwecanknoworfeelinthislifetobeapoorthingascomparedwithhopesthefulfilmentofwhichwecannevereitherfeelorknow。Yetweallholdthis,howeverlittlewemayadmitittoourselves。Fortheworldatheartdespisesitsowncanons。”
IcannotquotefurtherfromDr。Gurgoyle’spamphlet;sufficeitthathepresentlydealtwiththosewhosaythatitisnotrightofanymantoaimatthrustinghimselfinamongthelivingwhenhehashadhisday。“Lethimdie。”saythey,“andletdieashisfathersbeforehim。”Hearguedthataswehadarighttopesterpeopletillwegotourselvesborn,soalsowehavearighttopesterthemforextensionoflifebeyondthegrave。Life,whetherbeforethegraveorafterwards,islikelove——allreasonisagainstit,andallhealthyinstinctforit。Instinctonsuchmattersistheolderandsaferguide;noone,therefore,shouldseektoeffacehimselfasregardsthenextworldmorethanasregardsthis。Ifheistobeeffaced,letotherseffacehim;donotlethimcommitsuicide。
Freelywehavereceived;freely,therefore,letustakeasmuchmoreaswecanget,andletitbeastand-upfightbetweenourselvesandposteritytoseewhetheritcangetridofusorno。
Ifitcan,letit;ifitcannot,itmustputupwithus。Itcanbettercareforitselfthanwecanforourselveswhenthebreathisoutofus。
Nottheleastimportantduty,hecontinued,ofposteritytowardsitselfliesinpassingrighteousjudgementontheforbearswhostandupbeforeit。Theyshouldbeallowedthebenefitofadoubt,andpeccadilloesshouldbeignored;butwhennodoubtexiststhatamanwasengrainedlymeanandcowardly,hisreputationmustremaininthePurgatoryofTimeforatermvaryingfrom,say,ahundredtotwothousandyears。Afterahundredyearsitmaygenerallycomedown,thoughitwillstillbeunderacloud。Aftertwothousandyearsitmaybementionedinanysocietywithoutholdingupofhandsinhorror。Oursenseofmoralguiltvariesinverselyasthesquaresofitsdistanceintimeandspacefromourselves。
Notsowithheroism;thislosesnolustrethroughtimeanddistance。Goodisgold;itisrare,butitwillnottarnish。Evilislikedirtywater——plentifulandfoul,butitwillrunitselfclearoftaint。
TheDoctorhavingthusexpatiatedonhisownopinionsconcerningheavenandhell,concludedbytiltingatthosewhichallright-
mindedpeopleholdamongourselves。Ishalladheretomydeterminationnottoreproducehisarguments;sufficeitthatthoughlessflippantthanthoseoftheyoungstudentwhomIhavealreadyreferredto,theyweremoreplausible;andthoughIcouldeasilydemolishthem,thereaderwillprobablypreferthatIshouldnotsetthemupforthemerepleasureofknockingthemdown。Here,then,ItakemyleaveofgoodDr。Gurgoyleandhispamphlet;
neithercanIinterruptmystoryfurtherbysayinganythingabouttheothertwopamphletspurchasedbymyfather。
CHAPTERXII:GEORGEFAILSTOFINDMYFATHER,WHEREONYRAMCAUTIONS
THEPROFESSORS
Onthemorningaftertheinterviewwithhersondescribedinaforegoingchapter,YramtoldherhusbandwhatshehadgatheredfromtheProfessors,andsaidthatshewasexpectingHiggseverymoment,inasmuchasshewasconfidentthatGeorgewouldsoonfindhim。
“Dowhatyoulike,mydear。”saidtheMayor。“Ishallkeepoutoftheway,foryouwillmanagehimbetterwithoutme。YouknowwhatIthinkofyou。”
Hethenwentunconcernedlytohisbreakfast,atwhichtheProfessorsfoundhimsomewhattaciturn。Indeedtheysethimdownasoneofthedullestandmostuninterestingpeopletheyhadevermet。
WhenGeorgereturnedandtoldhismotherthatthoughhehadatlastfoundtheinnatwhichmyfatherhadslept,myfatherhadleftandcouldnotbetraced,shewasdisconcerted,butafterafewminutesshesaid-
“Hewillcomebackhereforthededication,buttherewillbesuchcrowdsthatwemaynotseehimtillheisinsidethetemple,anditwillsavetroubleifwecanlayholdonhimsooner。Therefore,rideeithertoClearwaterorFairmead,andseeifyoucanfindhim。
TryFairmeadfirst;itismoreoutoftheway。Ifyoucannothearofhimthere,comeback,getanotherhorse,andtryClearwater。Ifyoufailheretoo,wemustgivehimup,andlookoutforhiminthetempleto-morrowmorning。”
“AreyougoingtosayanythingtotheProfessors?“
“NotifyoucanbringHiggsherebeforenight-fall。IfyoucannotdothisImusttalkitoverwithmyhusband;Ishallhavesomehoursinwhichtomakeupmymind。Nowgo——thesoonerthebetter。”
Itwasnearlyeleven,andinafewminutesGeorgewasonhisway。
BynoonhewasatFairmead,wherehetriedalltheinnsinvainfornewsofapersonansweringthedescriptionofmyfather——fornotknowingwhatnamemyfathermightchoosetogive,hecouldtrustonlytodescription。HeconcludedthatsincemyfathercouldnotbeheardofinFairmeadbyoneo’clockasitnearlywasbythetimehehadbeenroundalltheinnshemusthavegonesomewhereelse;hethereforerodebacktoSunch’ston,madeahastylunch,gotafreshhorse,androdetoClearwater,wherehemetwithnobettersuccess。AtalltheinnsbothatFairmeadandClearwaterheleftwordthatifthepersonhehaddescribedcamelaterintheday,hewastobetoldthattheMayoressparticularlybeggedhimtoreturnatoncetoSunch’ston,andcometotheMayor’shouse。
NowallthetimethatGeorgewasatFairmeadmyfatherwasinsidetheMusicalBank,whichhehadenteredbeforegoingtoanyinn。
Herehehadbeensittingfornearlyacoupleofhours,resting,dreaming,andreadingBishopGurgoyle’spamphlet。IfhehadlefttheBankfiveminutesearlier,hewouldprobablyhavebeenseenbyGeorgeinthemainstreetofFairmead——ashefoundoutonreachingtheinnwhichheselectedandorderingdinner。
HehadhardlygotinsidethehousebeforethewaitertoldhimthatyoungMr。Strong,theRangerfromSunch’ston,hadbeenenquiringforhimandhadleftamessageforhim,whichwasdulydelivered。
Myfather,thoughinrealitysomewhatdisquieted,showednouneasiness,andsaidhowsorryhewastohavemissedseeingMr。
Strong。“But。”headded,“itdoesnotmuchmatter;Ineednotgobackthisafternoon,forIshallbeatSunch’stonto-morrowmorningandwillgostraighttotheMayor’s。”
Hehadnosuspicionthathewasdiscovered,buthewasagooddealpuzzled。PresentlyheinclinedtotheopinionthatGeorge,stillbelievinghimtobeProfessorPanky,hadwantedtoinvitehimtothebanquetonthefollowingday——forhehadnoideathatHankyandPankywerestayingwiththeMayorandMayoress。OrperhapstheMayorandhiswifedidnotlikesodistinguishedaman’shavingbeenunabletofindalodginginSunch’ston,andwantedhimtostaywiththem。Illsatisfiedashewaswithanytheoryhecouldform,heneverthelessreflectedthathecouldnotdobetterthanstaywherehewasforthenight,inasmuchasnoonewouldbelikelytolookforhimasecondtimeatFairmead。Hethereforeorderedhisroomatonce。
ItwasnearlysevenbeforeGeorgegotbacktoSunch’ston。InthemeantimeYramandtheMayorhadconsideredthequestionwhetheranythingwastobesaidtotheProfessorsorno。Theywereconfidentthatmyfatherwouldnotcommithimself——why,indeed,shouldhehavedyedhishairandotherwisedisguisedhimself,ifhehadnotintendedtoremainundiscovered?Ohno;theprobabilitywasthatifnothingwassaidtotheProfessorsnow,nothingneedeverbesaid,formyfathermightbeescortedbacktothestatuesbyGeorgeontheSundayeveningandbetoldthathewasnottoreturn。Moreover,eventhoughsomethinguntowardweretohappenafterall,theProfessorswouldhavenoreasonforthinkingthattheirhostesshadknownoftheSunchild’sbeinginSunch’ston。
Ontheotherhand,theywereherguests,anditwouldnotbehandsometokeepHanky,atanyrate,inthedark,whentheknowledgethattheSunchildwaslisteningtoeverywordhesaidmightmakehimmodifyhissermonnotalittle。Itmightoritmightnot,butthatwasamatterforhim,nother。Theonlyquestionforherwaswhetherornoitwouldbesharppracticetoknowwhatsheknewandsaynothingaboutit。Herhusbandhatedfinesseasmuchasshedid,andtheysettleditthatthoughthequestionwasaniceone,themoreproperthingtodowouldbetotelltheProfessorswhatitmightsopossiblyconcernoneorbothofthemtoknow。
OnGeorge’sreturnwithoutnewsofmyfather,theyfoundhethoughtjustastheydid;soitwasarrangedthattheyshouldlettheProfessorsdineinpeace,buttellthemabouttheSunchild’sbeingagaininErewhonassoonasdinnerwasover。
“Happily。”saidGeorge,“theywilldonoharm。TheywillwishHiggs’spresencetoremainunknownasmuchaswedo,andtheywillbegladthatheshouldbegotoutofthecountryimmediately。”
“Notso,mydear。”saidYram。“’Outofthecountry’willnotdoforthosepeople。Nothingshortof’outoftheworld’willsatisfythem。”
“That。”saidGeorgepromptly,“mustnotbe。”
“Certainlynot,mydear,butthatiswhattheywillwant。Idonotlikehavingtotellthem,butIamafraidwemust。”
“Nevermind。”saidtheMayor,laughing。“Tellthem,andletusseewhathappens。”
Theythendressedfordinner,whereHankyandPankyweretheonlyguests。WhendinnerwasoverYramsentawayherotherchildren,Georgealoneremaining。HesatoppositetheProfessors,whiletheMayorandYramwereatthetwoendsofthetable。
“Iamafraid,dearProfessorHanky。”saidYram,“thatIwasnotquiteopenwithyoulastnight,butIwantedtimetothinkthingsover,andIknowyouwillforgivemewhenyourememberwhatanumberofguestsIhadtoattendto。”ShethenreferredtowhatHankyhadtoldheraboutthesupposedranger,andshewedhimhowobviousitwasthatthismanwasaforeigner,whohadbeenforsometimeinErewhonmorethanseventeenyearsago,buthadhadnocommunicationwithitsincethen。Havingpointedsufficiently,asshethought,totheSunchild,shesaid,“YouseewhoIbelievethismantohavebeen。HaveIsaidenough,orshallIsaymore?“
“Iunderstandyou。”saidHanky,“andIagreewithyouthattheSunchildwillbeinthetempleto-morrow。Itisaseriousbusiness,butIshallnotaltermysermon。HemustlistentowhatImaychoosetosay,andIwishIcouldtellhimwhatafoolhewasforcominghere。Ifhebehaveshimself,wellandgood:yoursonwillarresthimquietlyafterservice,andbynighthewillbeintheBluePool。Yoursonisboundtothrowhimthereasaforeigndevil,withouttheformalityofatrial。Itwouldbeamostpainfuldutytome,butunlessIamsatisfiedthatthatmanhasbeenthrownintotheBluePool,Ishallhavenooptionbuttoreportthematteratheadquarters。If,ontheotherhand,thepoorwretchmakesadisturbance,Icansetthecrowdontotearhiminpieces。”
Georgewasfurious,butheremainedquitecalm,andlefteverythingtohismother。
“IhavenothingtodowiththeBluePool。”saidYramdrily。“Myson,Idoubtnot,willknowhowtodohisduty;butifyouletthepeoplekillthisman,hisbodywillremain,andaninquestmustbeheld,forthematterwillhavebeentoonotorioustobehushedup。
AllHiggs’smeasurementsandallmarksonhisbodywererecorded,andthesealonewouldidentifyhim。Myfather,too,whoisstillmasterofthegaol,andmanyanother,couldsweartohim。Shouldthebodyprove,asnodoubtitwould,tobethatoftheSunchild,whatistobecomeofSunchildism?“
Hankysmiled。“Itwouldnotbeproved。Themeasurementsofamanoftwentyorthereaboutswouldnotcorrespondwiththisman’s。AllweProfessorsshouldattendtheinquest,andhalfBridgefordisnowinSunch’ston。Nomatterthoughnine-tenthsofthemarksandmeasurementscorresponded,solongasthereisatenththatdoesnotdoso,weshouldnotbefleshandbloodifwedidnotignoretheninepointsandinsistonlyonthetenth。Aftertwentyyearsweshallfindenoughtoserveourturn。Thinkofwhatallthelearningofthecountryiscommittedto;thinkofthechangeinallourideasandinstitutions;thinkoftheKingandofCourtinfluence。Ineednotenlarge。WeshallnotpermitthebodytobetheSunchild’s。Nomatterwhatevidenceyoumayproduce,weshallsneeritdown,andsaywemusthavemorebeforeyoucanexpectustotakeyouseriously;ifyoubringmore,weshallpaynoattention;andthemoreyoubringthemoreweshalllaughatyou。
Nodoubtthoseamonguswhoarebywayofbeingcandidwilladmitthatyourargumentsoughttobeconsidered,butyoumustnotexpectthatitwillbeanypartoftheirdutytoconsiderthem。
“AndeventhoughweadmittedthatthebodyhadbeenproveduptothehilttobetheSunchild’s,doyouthinkthatsuchatrifleasthatcouldaffectSunchildism?Hardly。Sunch’stonisnomatchforBridgefordandtheKing;ouronlydifficultywouldlieinsettlingwhichwasthemostplausiblewayofthemanyplausiblewaysinwhichthedeathcouldbeexplained。Weshouldhatchuptwentytheoriesinlessthantwentyhours,andthelaststateofSunchildismwouldbestrongerthanthefirst。Forthepeoplewantit,andsolongastheywantittheywillhaveit。Atthesametimethesupposedidentificationofthebody,evenbysomefewignorantpeoplehere,mightleadtoalocalheresythatisaswellavoided,anditwillbebetterthatyoursonshouldarrestthemanbeforethededication,ifhecanbefound,andthrowhimintotheBluePoolwithoutanyonebutourselvesknowingthathehasbeenhereatall。”
Ineednotdwellonthedeepdisgustwithwhichthisspeechwaslistenedto,buttheMayor,andYram,andGeorgesaidnotaword。
“But,Mayoress。”saidPanky,whohadnotopenedhislipssofar,“areyousurethatyouarenottoohastyinbelievingthisstrangertobetheSunchild?PeoplearecontinuallythinkingthatsuchandsuchanotheristheSunchildcomedownagainfromthesun’spalaceandgoingtoandfroamongus。Howmanysuchstories,sometimesveryplausiblytold,havewenothadduringthelasttwentyyears?
Theynevertakeroot,anddieoutofthemselvesassuddenlyastheyspringup。Thatthemanisapoachercanhardlybedoubted;I
thoughtsothemomentIsawhim;butIthinkIcanalsoprovetoyouthatheisnotaforeigner,and,therefore,thatheisnottheSunchild。HequotedtheSunchild’sprayerwithacorruptionthatcanhaveonlyreachedhimfromanErewhoniansource——“
HereHankyinterruptedhimsomewhatbrusquely。“Theman,Panky。”
saidhe,“wastheSunchild;andhewasnotapoacher,forhehadnoideathathewasbreakingthelaw;nevertheless,asyousay,Sunchildismonthebrainhasbeenacommonformofmaniaforseveralyears。SeveralpersonshaveevenbelievedthemselvestobetheSunchild。Wemustnotforgetthis,ifitshouldgetaboutthatHiggshasbeenhere。”
Then,turningtoYram,hesaidsternly,“Butcomewhatmay,yoursonmusttakehimtotheBluePoolatnightfall。”
“Sir。”saidGeorge,withperfectsuavity,“youhavespokenasthoughyoudoubtedmyreadinesstodomyduty。Letmeassureyouverysolemnlythatwhenthetimecomesformetoact,Ishallactasdutymaydirect。”
“Iwillanswerforhim。”saidYram,withevenmorethanherusualquick,franksmile,“thathewillfulfilhisinstructionstotheletter,unless。”sheadded,“someblackandwhitehorsescomedownfromheavenandsnatchpoorHiggsoutofhisgrasp。Suchthingshavehappenedbeforenow。”
“Ishouldadviseyoursontoshootthemiftheydo。”saidHankydrilyandsub-defiantly。
Heretheconversationclosed;butitwasuselesstryingtotalkofanythingelse,sotheProfessorsaskedYramtoexcusethemiftheyretiredearly,inviewofthefactthattheyhadafatiguingdaybeforethem。Thisexcusetheirhostessreadilyaccepted。
“Donotletustalkanymorenow。”saidYramassoonastheyhadlefttheroom。“Itwillbequitetimeenoughwhenthededicationisover。ButIratherthinktheblackandwhitehorseswillcome。”
“Ithinksotoo,mydear。”saidtheMayorlaughing。
“Theyshallcome。”saidGeorgegravely;“butwehavenotyetgotenoughtomakesureofbringingthem。Higgswillperhapsbeabletohelpmeto-morrow。”
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“Nowwhat。”saidPankyastheywentupstairs,“doesthatwomanmean——forshemeanssomething?Blackandwhitehorsesindeed!“
“Idonotknowwhatshemeanstodo。”saidtheother,“butIknowthatshethinksshecanbestus。”
“Iwishwehadnoteatenthosequails。”
“Nonsense,Panky;noonesawusbutHiggs,andtheevidenceofaforeigndevil,insuchstraitsashis,couldnotstandforamoment。Wedidnoteatthem。No,no;shehassomethingthatshethinksbetterthanthat。Besides,itisabsolutelyimpossiblethatsheshouldhaveheardwhathappened。WhatIdonotunderstandis,whysheshouldhavetoldusabouttheSunchild’sbeinghereatall。
Whynothaveleftustofinditoutortoknownothingaboutit?I
donotunderstandit。”
Sotrueisit,asEuclidlongsinceobserved,thatthelesscannotcomprehendthatwhichisthegreater。True,however,asthisis,itisalsosometimestruethatthegreatercannotcomprehendtheless。Hankywentmusingtohisownroomandthrewhimselfintoaneasychairtothinkthepositionover。Afterafewminuteshewenttoatableonwhichhesawpen,ink,andpaper,andwroteashortletter;thenherangthebell。
Whentheservantcamehesaid,“Iwanttosendthisnotetothemanagerofthenewtemple,anditisimportantthatheshouldhaveitto-night。Bepleased,therefore,totakeittohimanddeliveritintohisownhands;butIhadratheryousaidnothingaboutittotheMayororMayoress,nortoanyofyourfellow-servants。Slipoutunperceivedifyoucan。Whenyouhavedeliveredthenote,askforanansweratonce,andbringittome。”
Sosaying,heslippedasumequaltoaboutfiveshillingsintotheman’shand。
Theservantreturnedinabouttwentyminutes,forthetemplewasquitenear,andgaveanotetoHanky,whichran,“Yourwishesshallbeattendedtowithoutfail。”
“Good!“saidHankytotheman。“Nooneinthehouseknowsofyourhavingrunthiserrandforme?“
“Noone,sir。”
“Thankyou!Iwishyouaverygoodnight。”
CHAPTERXIII:AVISITTOTHEPROVINCIALDEFORMATORYATFAIRMEAD
Havingfinishedhisearlydinner,andnotfearingthatheshouldbeeitherrecognisedatFairmeadoragainenquiredafterfromSunch’ston,myfatherwentoutforastrollroundthetown,toseewhatelsehecouldfindthatshouldbenewandstrangetohim。HehadnotgonefarbeforehesawalargebuildingwithaninscriptionsayingthatitwastheProvincialDeformatoryforBoys。Underneaththelargerinscriptiontherewasasmallerone——oneofthosecorruptversionsofmyfather’ssayings,which,ondippingintotheSayingsoftheSunchild,hehadfoundtobesovexatiouslycommon。
Theinscriptionran:-
“Whentherighteousmanturnethawayfromtherighteousnessthathehathcommitted,anddoeththatwhichisalittlenaughtyandwrong,hewillgenerallybefoundtohavegainedinamiabilitywhathehaslostinrighteousness。”SunchildSayings,chap。xxii。v。15。
Thecaseofthelittlegirlthathehadwatchedearlierinthedayhadfilledhimwithagreatdesiretoseetheworkingofoneofthesecuriousinstitutions;hethereforeresolvedtocallontheheadmasterwhosenamehefoundtobeTurvey,andenquireaboutterms,allegingthathehadaboywhoseincorrigiblerectitudewasgivinghimmuchanxiety。Theinformationhehadgainedintheforenoonwouldbeenoughtosavehimfromappearingtoknownothingofthesystem。Onhavingrungthebell,heannouncedhimselftotheservantasaMr。Senoj,andaskedifhecouldseethePrincipal。
Almostimmediatelyhewasusheredintothepresenceofabeaming,dapper-looking,littleoldgentleman,quickofspeechandmovement,inspiteofsomelittleportliness。
“Ts,ts,ts。”hesaid,whenmyfatherhadenquiredabouttermsandaskedwhetherhemightseethesystematwork。“HowunfortunatethatyoushouldhavecalledonaSaturdayafternoon。Wealwayshaveahalf-holiday。Butstay——yes——thatwilldoverynicely;I
willsendforthemintoschoolasameansofstimulatingtheirrefractorysystem。”
Hecalledhisservantandtoldhimtoringtheboysintoschool。
Then,turningtomyfatherhesaid,“Standhere,sir,bythewindow;youwillseethemallcometroopingin。H’m,h’m,Iamsorrytoseethemstillcomebackassoonastheyhearthebell。I
supposeIshalldingsomerecalcitrancyintothemsomeday,butitisuphillwork。Doyouseethehead-boy——thethirdofthosethatarecomingupthepath?Ishallhavetogetridofhim。Doyouseehim?heisgoingbacktowhipupthelaggers——andnowhehasboxedaboy’sears:thatboyisoneofthemosthopefulundermycare。Ifeelsurehehasbeenusingimproperlanguage,andmyhead-boyhascheckedhiminsteadofencouraginghim。”Andsoontilltheboyswereallinschool。
“Yousee,mydearsir。”hesaidtomyfather,“weareinanimpossibleposition。WehavetoobeyinstructionsfromtheGrandCouncilofEducationatBridgeford,andtheyhaveestablishedtheseinstitutionsinconsequenceoftheSunchild’shavingsaidthatweshouldaimatpromotingthegreatesthappinessofthegreatestnumber。This,nodoubt,isasoundprinciple,andthegreatestnumberarebynaturesomewhatdull,conceited,andunscrupulous。
Theydonotlikethosewhoarequick,unassuming,andsincere;how,then,consistentlywiththefirstprincipleseitherofmoralityorpoliticaleconomyasrevealedtousbytheSunchild,canweencouragesuchpeopleifwecanbringsincerityandmodestyfairlyhometothem?Wecannotdoso。Andwemustcorrecttheyoungasfaraspossiblefromforminghabitswhich,unlessindulgedinwiththegreatestmoderation,aresuretoruinthem。
“Icannotpretendtoconsidermyselfverysuccessful。Idomybest,butIcanonlyaimatmakingmyschoolareflectionoftheoutsideworld。Intheoutsideworldwehavetotoleratemuchthatisprejudicialtothegreatesthappinessofthegreatestnumber,partlybecausewecannotalwaysdiscoverintimewhomaybeletaloneasbeinggenuinelyinsincere,andwhoareinrealitymaskingsincerityunderagarbofflippancy,andpartlyalsobecausewewishtoerronthesideoflettingtheguiltyescape,ratherthanofpunishingtheinnocent。Thusmanypeoplewhoareperfectlywellknowntobelongtothestraightforwardclassesareallowedtoremainatlarge,andmaybeevenseenhobnobbingwiththeguardiansofpublicimmorality。Indeeditisnotinthepublicinterestthatstraightforwardnessshouldbeextirpatedrootandbranch,forthepresenceofasmallmodicumofsincerityactsasawholesomeirritanttotheacademicismofthegreatestnumber,stimulatingittoconsciousnessofitsownhappystate,andgivingitsomethingtolookdownupon。Moreover,weholditusefultohaveacertainnumberofmelancholyexamples,whosenotoriousfailureshallserveasawarningtothosewhoneglectcultivatingthatpowerofimmoralself-controlwhichshallpreventthemfromsaying,oreventhinking,anythingthatshallnotimmediatelyandpalpablyministertothehappiness,andhencemeettheapproval,ofthegreatestnumber。”
Bythistimetheboyswereallinschool。“Thereisnotonepriginthewholelot。”saidtheheadmastersadly。“Iwishtherewas,butonlythoseboyscomeherewhoarenotoriouslytoogoodtobecomecurrentcoinintheworldunlesstheyarehardenedwithanalloyofvice。Ishouldhavelikedtoshowyouourgambling,book-
making,andspeculationclass,buttheassistant-masterwhoattendstothisbranchofourcurriculumisgonetoSunch’stonthisafternoon。Hehasfriendswhohaveaskedhimtoseethededicationofthenewtemple,andhewillnotbebacktillMonday。IreallydonotknowwhatIcandobetterforyouthanexaminetheboysinCounselsofImperfection。
Sosaying,hewentintotheschoolroom,overthefireplaceofwhichmyfather’seyecaughtaninscription,“Resistgood,anditwillflyfromyou。Sunchild’sSayings,xvii。2。”Then,takingdownacopyoftheworkjustnamedfromashelfabovehisdesk,heranhiseyeoverafewofitspages。
Hecalledupaclassofabouttwentyboys。
“Now,myboys。”hesaid,“Whyisitsonecessarytoavoidextremesoftruthfulness?“
“Itisnotnecessary,sir。”saidoneyoungster,“andthemanwhosaysthatitissoisascoundrel。”
“Comehere,myboy,andholdoutyourhand。”Whenhehaddoneso,Mr。Turveygavehimtwosharpcutswithacane。“Therenow,godowntothebottomoftheclassandtrynottobesoextremelytruthfulinfuture。”Then,turningtomyfather,hesaid,“Ihatecaningthem,butitistheonlywaytoteachthem。Ireallydobelievethatboywillknowbetterthantosaywhathethinksanothertime。”
Herepeatedhisquestiontotheclass,andthehead-boyanswered,“Because,sir,extremesmeet,andextremetruthwillbemixedwithextremefalsehood。”
“Quiteright,myboy。Truthislikereligion;ithasonlytwoenemies——thetoomuchandthetoolittle。Youranswerismoresatisfactorythansomeofyourrecentconducthadledmetoexpect。”
“But,sir,youpunishedmeonlythreeweeksagofortellingyoualie。”
“Ohyes;why,soIdid;Ihadforgotten。Butthenyouoverdidit。
Stillitwasastepintherightdirection。”
“Andnow,myboy。”hesaidtoaveryfrankandingenuousyouthabouthalfwayuptheclass,“andhowistruthbestreached?“
“Throughthefallingoutofthieves,sir。”
“Quiteso。Thenitwillbenecessarythatthemoreearnest,careful,patient,self-sacrificing,enquirersaftertruthshouldhaveagooddealofthethiefaboutthem,thoughtheyareveryhonestpeopleatthesametime。Nowwhatdoestheman“whoonenquirymyfatherfoundtobenoneotherthanMr。Turveyhimself
“sayabouthonesty?“
“Hesays,sir,thathonestydoesnotconsistinneverstealing,butinknowinghowandwhereitwillbesafetodoso。”
“Remember。”saidMr。Turveytomyfather,“hownecessaryitisthatweshouldhaveaplentifulsupplyofthieves,ifhonestmenareevertocomebytheirown。”
Hespokewiththeutmostgravity,evidentlyquiteeasyinhismindthathisschemewastheonlyonebywhichtruthcouldbesuccessfullyattained。
“Butprayletmehaveanycriticismyoumayfeelinclinedtomake。”
“Ihavenone。”saidmyfather。“Yoursystemcommendsitselftocommonsense;itistheoneadoptedinthelawcourts,anditliesattheveryfoundationofpartygovernment。Ifyouracademicbodiescansupplythecountrywithasufficientnumberofthieves——
whichIhavenodoubttheycan——thereseemsnolimittotheamountoftruththatmaybeattained。If,however,Imaysuggesttheonlydifficultythatoccurstome,itisthatacademicthievesshewnogreatalacrityinfallingout,butinclinerathertobackeachotherupthroughthickandthin。”
“Ah,yes。”saidMr。Turvey,“thereisthatdifficulty;neverthelesscircumstancesfromtimetotimearisetogetthembytheearsinspiteofthemselves。Butfromwhateverpointofviewyoumaylookatthequestion,itisobviouslybettertoaimatimperfectionthanperfection;forifweaimsteadilyatimperfection,weshallprobablygetitwithinareasonabletime,whereastotheendofourdaysweshouldneverreachperfection。Moreover,fromaworldlypointofview,thereisnomistakesogreatasthatofbeingalwaysright。”Hethenturnedtohisclassandsaid-
“AndnowtellmewhatdidtheSunchildtellusaboutGodandMammon?“
Thehead-boyanswered:“Hesaidthatwemustserveboth,fornomancanserveGodwellandtrulywhodoesnotserveMammonalittlealso;andnomancanserveMammoneffectuallyunlessheserveGodlargelyatthesametime。”
“Whatwerehiswords?“
“Hesaid,’Cursedbetheythatsay,“ThoushaltnotserveGodandMammon,foritisthewholedutyofmantoknowhowtoadjusttheconflictingclaimsofthesetwodeities。”’
Heremyfatherinterposed。“IknewtheSunchild;andImorethanonceheardhimspeakofGodandMammon。Henevervariedtheformofthewordsheused,whichweretotheeffectthatamanmustserveeitherGodorMammon,butthathecouldnotserveboth。”
“Ah!“saidMr。Turvey,“thatnodoubtwashisexotericteaching,butProfessorsHankyandPankyhaveassuredmemostsolemnlythathisesotericteachingwasasIhavegivenit。Bytheway,thesegentlemenareboth,Iunderstand,atSunch’ston,andIthinkitquitelikelythatIshallhaveavisitfromthemthisafternoon。
IfyoudonotknowthemIshouldhavegreatpleasureinintroducingyoutothem;IwasatBridgefordwithbothofthem。”
“Ihavehadthepleasureofmeetingthemalready。”saidmyfather,“andasyouarebynomeanscertainthattheywillcome,Iwillaskyoutoletmethankyouforallthatyouhavebeengoodenoughtoshewme,andbidyougood-afternoon。Ihavearatherpressingengagement——“
“Mydearsir,youmustpleasegivemefiveminutesmore。IshallexaminetheboysintheMusicalBankCatechism。”Hepointedtooneofthemandsaid,“Repeatyourdutytowardsyourneighbour。”
“Mydutytowardsmyneighbour。”saidtheboy,“istobequitesurethatheisnotlikelytoborrowmoneyofmebeforeIlethimspeaktomeatall,andthentohaveaslittletodowithhimas——“
Atthispointtherewasaloudringatthedoorbell。“HankyandPankycometoseeme,nodoubt。”saidMr。Turvey。“Idohopeitisso。Youmuststayandseethem。”
“Mydearsir。”saidmyfather,puttinghishandkerchiefuptohisface,“Iamtakensuddenlyunwellandmustpositivelyleaveyou。”
HesaidthisinsoperemptoryatonethatMr。Turveyhadtoyield。
Myfatherheldhishandkerchieftohisfaceashewentthroughthepassageandhall,butwhentheservantopenedthedoorhetookitdown,fortherewasnoHankyorPanky——noone,infact,butapoor,wizenedoldmanwhohadcome,ashedideveryotherSaturdayafternoon,towinduptheDeformatoryclocks。
Nevertheless,hehadbeenscared,andwasinaverywicked-fleeth-
when-no-man-pursuethframeofmind。Hewenttohisinn,andshuthimselfupinhisroomforsometime,takingnotesofallthathadhappenedtohiminthelastthreedays。Butevenathisinnhenolongerfeltsafe。HowdidheknowbutthatHankyandPankymighthavedrivenoverfromSunch’stontoseeMr。Turvey,andmightputupatthisveryhouse?ortheymightevenbegoingtospendthenighthere。Hedidnotventureoutofhisroomtillaftersevenbywhichtimehehadmaderoughnotesofasmuchoftheforegoingchaptersashadcometohisknowledgesofar。MuchofwhatIhavetoldasnearlyasIcouldintheorderinwhichithappened,hedidnotlearntilllater。AftergivingthemerestoutlineofhisinterviewwithMr。Turvey,hewroteanoteasfollows:-“IsupposeImusthaveheldforthaboutthegreatesthappinessofthegreatestnumber,butIhadquiteforgottenit,thoughIrememberrepeatedlyquotingmyfavouriteproverb,’Everymanforhimself,andthedeviltakethehindmost。’Tothistheyhavepaidnoattention。”
BysevenhispanicaboutHankyandPankyended,foriftheyhadnotcomebythistime,theywerenotlikelytodoso。NotknowingthattheywerestayingattheMayor’s,hehadrathersettleditthattheywouldnowstrolluptotheplacewheretheyhadlefttheirhoardandbringitdownassoonasnighthadfallen。Anditisquitepossiblethattheymighthavefoundsomeexcusefordoingthis,whendinnerwasover,iftheirhostesshadnotundesignedlyhinderedthembytellingthemabouttheSunchild。Whentheconversationrecordedintheprecedingchapterwasover,itwastoolateforthemtomakeanyplausibleexcuseforleavingthehouse;
wemaybesure,therefore,thatmuchmorehadbeensaidthanYramandGeorgewereabletorememberandreporttomyfather。
AfteranotherstrollaboutFairmead,duringwhichhesawnothingbutwhatonalargerscalehehadalreadyseenatSunch’ston,hereturnedtohisinnatabouthalf-pasteight,andorderedsupperinapublicroomthatcorrespondedwiththecoffee-roomofanEnglishhotel。
CHAPTERXIV:MYFATHERMAKESTHEACQUAINTANCEOFMRBALMY,AND
WALKSWITHHIMNEXTDAYTOSUNCH’STON
Uptothispoint,thoughhehadseenenoughtoshewhimthemaindriftofthegreatchangesthathadtakenplaceinErewhonianopinions,myfatherhadnotbeenabletogleanmuchaboutthehistoryofthetransformation。Hecouldseethatithadallgrownoutofthesupposedmiracleofhisballoonascent,andhecouldunderstandthattheignorantmasseshadbeensoastoundedbyaneventsocontrarytoalltheirexperience,thattheirfaithinexperiencewasutterlyroutedanddemoralised。Itamanandawomanmightrisefromtheearthanddisappearintothesky,whatelsemightnothappen?Iftheyhadbeenwronginthinkingsuchathingimpossible,inhowmuchelsemighttheynotbemistakenalso?
Thegroundwasshakenundertheirveryfeet。understandthatasingleincontrovertiblemiracleofthefirstmagnitudeshoulduprootthehedgesofcautioninthemindsofthecommonpeople,buthecouldnotunderstandhowsuchmenasHankyandPanky,whoevidentlydidnotbelievethattherehadbeenanymiracleatall,hadbeenledtothrowthemselvessoenergeticallyintoamovementsosubversiveofalltheirtraditions,when,asitseemedtohim,iftheyhadheldouttheymighthaveprickedtheballoonbubbleeasilyenough,andmaintainedeverythinginstatuquo。
How,again,hadtheyconvertedtheKing——iftheyhadconvertedhim?
TheQueenhadhadfullknowledgeofallthepreparationsfortheascent。TheKinghadhadeverythingexplainedtohim。Theworkmenandworkwomenwhohadmadetheballoonandthegascouldtestifythatnonebutnaturalmeanshadbeenmadeuseof——meanswhich,ifagainemployedanynumberoftimes,wouldeffectalikeresult。
Howcoulditbethatwhenthemeansofresistanceweresoampleandsoeasy,themovementshouldneverthelesshavebeenirresistible?
Forhaditnotbeenirresistible,wasittobebelievedthatastutemenlikeHankyandPankywouldhaveletthemselvesbedrawnintoit?
Whatthenhadbeenitsinnerhistory?Myfatherhadsofullydeterminedtomakehiswaybackonthefollowingevening,thathesawnochanceofgettingtoknowthefacts——unless,indeed,heshouldbeabletolearnsomethingfromHanky’ssermon;hewasthereforenotsorrytofindanelderlygentlemanofgravebutkindlyaspectseatedoppositetohimwhenhesatdowntosupper。
Theexpressiononthisman’sfacewasmuchlikethatoftheearlyChristiansasshewnintheS。GiovanniLateranobas-reliefsatRome,andagain,thoughlessaggressivelyself-confident,likethatonthefacesofthosewhohavejoinedtheSalvationArmy。IfhehadbeeninEngland,myfatherwouldhavesethimdownasaSwedenborgian;thisbeingimpossible,hecouldonlynotethatthestrangerbowedhishead,evidentlysayingashortgracebeforehebegantoeat,asmyfatherhadalwaysdonewhenhewasinErewhonbefore。Iwillnotsaythatmyfatherhadneveromittedtosaygraceduringthewholeofthelasttwentyyears,buthesaiditnow,andunfortunatelyforgettinghimself,hesaiditintheEnglishlanguage,notloud,butneverthelessaudibly。
Myfatherwasalarmedatwhathehaddone,buttherewasnoneed,forthestrangerimmediatelysaid,“Ihear,sir,thatyouhavethegiftoftongues。TheSunchildoftenmentionedittous,ashavingbeenvouchsafedlongsincetocertainofthepeople,towhom,forourlearning,hesawfittofeignthathebelonged。Hethusforeshadowedpropheticallyitsmanifestationalsoamongourselves。
Allwhich,however,youmustknowaswellasIdo。Canyouinterpret?“
Myfatherwasmuchshocked,butherememberedhavingfrequentlyspokenofthepowerofspeakinginunknowntongueswhichwaspossessedbymanyoftheearlyChristians,andhealsorememberedthatintimesofhighreligiousenthusiasmthispowerhadrepeatedlybeenimparted,orsupposedtobeimparted,todevoutbelieversinthemiddleages。Itgrateduponhimtodeceiveonewhowassoobviouslysincere,buttoavoidimmediatediscomfiturehefellinwithwhatthestrangerhadsaid。
“Alas!sir。”saidhe,“thatrarerandmorepreciousgifthasbeenwithheldfromme;norcanIspeakinanunknowntongue,unlessasitisborneinuponmeatthemoment。Icouldnotevenrepeatthewordsthathavejustfallenfromme。”
“That。”repliedthestranger,“isalmostinvariablythecase。
Theseilluminationsofthespiritarebeyondhumancontrol。YouspokeinsolowatonethatIcannotinterpretwhatyouhavejustsaid,butshouldyoureceiveasecondinspirationlater,Ishalldoubtlessbeabletointerpretitforyou。Ihavebeensingularlygiftedinthisrespect——moreso,perhaps,thananyotherinterpreterinErewhon。”
Myfathermentallyvowedthatnosecondinspirationshouldbevouchsafedtohim,butpresentlyrememberinghowanxioushewasforinformationonthepointstoucheduponatthebeginningofthischapter,andseeingthatfortunehadsenthimthekindofmanwhowouldbeabletoenlightenhim,hechangedhismind;nothing,hereflected,wouldbemorelikelytomakethestrangertalkfreelywithhim,thantheaffordinghimanopportunityforshowingoffhisskillasaninterpreter。
Something,therefore,hewouldsay,butwhat?Noonecouldtalkmorefreelywhenthetrainofhisthoughts,ortheconversationofothers,gavehimhiscue,butwhentoldtosayanunattached“something。”hecouldnoteventhinkof“Howdoyoudothismorning?itisaveryfineday;“andthemorehecudgelledhisbrainsfor“something。”themoretheygavenoresponse。Hecouldnotevenconversefurtherwiththestrangerbeyondplain“yes“and“no“;sohewentonwithhissupper,andinthinkingofwhathewaseatinganddrinkingforthemomentforgottoransackhisbrain。Nosoonerhadheleftoffransackingit,thanitsuggestedsomething——
not,indeed,averybrilliantsomething,butstillsomething。Onhavinggraspedit,helaiddownhisknifeandfork,andwiththeairofonedistraughthesaid-
“MynameisNorval,ontheGrampianHillsMyfatherfeedshisflock——afrugalswain。”
“Iheardyou。”exclaimedthestranger,“andIcaninterpreteverywordofwhatyouhavesaid,butitwouldnotbecomemetodoso,foryouhaveconveyedtomeamessagemorecomfortingthanIcanbringmyselftorepeateventohimwhohasconveyedit。”
Havingsaidthishebowedhishead,andremainedforsometimewrappedinmeditation。Myfatherkeptarespectfulsilence,butafteralittletimeheventuredtosayinalowtone,howgladhewastohavebeenthemediumthroughwhomacomfortingassurancehadbeenconveyed。Presently,onfindinghimselfencouragedtorenewtheconversation,hethrewoutadeferentialfeelerastothecausesthatmighthaveinducedMr。BalmytocometoFairmead。
“Perhaps。”hesaid,“you,likemyself,havecometothesepartsinordertoseethededicationofthenewtemple;IcouldnotgetalodginginSunch’ston,soIwalkeddownherethismorning。”
This,itseemed,hadbeenMr。Balmy’sowncase,exceptthathehadnotyetbeentoSunch’ston。Havingheardthatitwasfulltooverflowing,hehaddeterminedtopassthenightatFairmead,andwalkoverinthemorning——startingsoonafterseven,soastoarriveingoodtimeforthededicationceremony。Whenmyfatherheardthis,heproposedthattheyshouldwalktogether,towhichMr。Balmygladlyconsented;itwasthereforearrangedthattheyshouldgotobedearly,breakfastsoonaftersix,andthenwalktoSunch’ston。Myfatherthenwenttohisownroom,whereheagainsmokedasurreptitiouspipeupthechimney。
Nextmorningthetwomenbreakfastedtogether,andsetoutastheclockwasstrikingseven。Thedaywaslovelybeyondthepowerofwords,andstillfresh——forFairmeadwassome2500feetabovethesea,andthesundidnotgetabovethemountainsthatoverhungitontheeastside,tillaftereighto’clock。ManypersonswerealsostartingforSunch’ston,andtherewasaprocessiongotupbytheMusicalBankManagersofthetown,whowalkedinit,robedinrichdressesofscarletandwhiteembroideredwithmuchgoldthread。
TherewasabannerdisplayinganopenchariotinwhichtheSunchildandhisbridewereseated,beamingwithsmiles,andinattitudessuggestingthattheywerebowingtopeoplewhowerebelowthem。
Thechariotwas,ofcourse,drawnbythefourblackandwhitehorsesofwhichthereaderhasalreadyheard,andtheballoonhadbeenignored。Readersofmyfather’sbookwillperhapsrememberthatmymotherwasnotseenatall——shewassmuggledintothecaroftheballoonalongwithsundryrugs,underwhichshelayconcealedtilltheballoonhadlefttheearth。Allthiswentfornothing。IthasbeensaidthatthoughGodcannotalterthepast,historianscan;itisperhapsbecausetheycanbeusefultoHiminthisrespectthatHetoleratestheirexistence。Painters,myfathernowrealised,candoallthathistorianscan,withevengreatereffect。
Womenheadedtheprocession——theyoungeronesdressedinwhite,withveilsandchapletsofroses,bluecornflower,andpheasant’seyeNarcissus,whiletheolderwomenweremoresoberlyattired。
TheBankManagersandthebannerheadedthemen,whoweremostlypeasants,butamongthemwereafewwhoseemedtobeofhigherrank,andthese,forthemostpart,thoughbynomeansallofthem,woretheirclothesreversed——asIhaveforgottentosaywasdonealsobyMr。Balmy。Bothmenandwomenjoinedinsingingalitanythewordsofwhichmyfathercouldnotcatch;thetunewasonehehadbeenusedtoplayonhisapologyforaflutewhenhewasinprison,being,infact,noneotherthan“Home,SweetHome。”Therewasnoharmony;theynevergotbeyondthefirstfourbars,butthesetheymusthaverepeated,myfatherthought,atleastahundredtimesbetweenFairmeadandSunch’ston。“Well。”saidhetohimself,“howeverlittleelseImayhavetaughtthem,Iatanyrategavethemthediatonicscale。”
Henowsethimselftoexploithisfellow-traveller,fortheysoongotpasttheprocession。
“Thegreatestmiracle。”saidhe,“inconnectionwiththiswholematter,hasbeen——soatleastitseemstome——nottheascentoftheSunchildwithhisbride,butthereadinesswithwhichthepeoplegenerallyacknowledgeditsmiraculouscharacter。Iwasoneofthosethatwitnessedtheascent,butIsawnosignsthatthecrowdappreciateditssignificance。Theywereastounded,buttheydidnotfalldownandworship。”
“Ah。”saidtheother,“butyouforgetthelongdroughtandtherainthattheSunchildimmediatelyprevailedontheair-godtosendus。
Hehadannouncedhimselfasabouttoprocureitforus;itwasonthisgroundthattheKingassentedtothepreparationofthosematerialmeansthatwerenecessarybeforethehorsesofthesuncouldattachthemselvestothechariotintowhichtheballoonwasimmediatelytransformed。Thosehorsesmightnotbedefiledbycontactwiththisgrossearth。Itoowitnessedtheascent;atthemoment,Igrantyou,Isawneitherchariotnorhorses,andalmostallthosepresentsharedmyowntemporaryblindness;thewholeactionfromthemomentwhentheballoonlefttheearth,movedsorapidly,thatwewereflustered,andhardlyknewwhatitwasthatwewerereallyseeing。ItwasnottilltwoorthreeyearslaterthatIfoundthescenepresentingitselftomysoul’simaginarysightinthefullsplendourwhichwasnodoubtwitnessed,butnotapprehended,bymybodilyvision。”
“There。”saidmyfather,“youconfirmanopinionthatIhavelongheld——Nothingissomisleadingasthetestimonyofeye-witnesses。”
“Aspiritualenlightenmentfromwithin。”returnedMr。Balmy,“ismoretobereliedonthananymerelyphysicalaffluencefromexternalobjects。Now,whenIshutmyeyes,Iseetheballoonascendalittleway,butalmostimmediatelytheheavensopen,thehorsesdescend,theballoonistransformed,andthegloriouspageantcareersonwardtillitvanishesintotheheavenofheavens。
HundredswithwhomIhaveconversedassuremethattheirexperiencehasbeenthesameasmine。Hasyoursbeendifferent?“
“Ohno,notatall;butIalwaysseesomestorkscirclingroundtheballoonbeforeIseeanyhorses。”
“Howstrange!Ihaveheardothersalsosaythattheysawthestorksyoumention;butletmedomyutmostIcannotforcethemintomymentalimageofthescene。Thisshows,asyouweresayingjustnow,howincompletethetestimonyofaneye-witnessoftenis。
Itisquitepossiblethatthestorkswerethere,butthehorsesandthechariothaveimpressedthemselvesmorevividlyonmymindthananythingelsehas。”
“Quiteso;andIamnotwithouthopethatevenatthislatehoursomefurtherdetailsmayyetberevealedtous。”
“Itispossible,butweshouldbeascautiousinacceptinganyfreshdetailsasinrejectingthem。Shouldsomeheresyobtainwideacceptance,visionswillperhapsbegrantedtousthatmaybeusefulinrefutingit,butotherwiseIexpectnothingmore。”
“NeitherdoI,butIhaveheardpeoplesaythatinasmuchastheSunchildsaidhewasgoingtointerviewtheair-godinordertosendusrain,hewasmoreprobablysontotheair-godthantothesun。Nowhereisaheresywhich——“
“But,mydearsir。”saidMr。Balmy,interruptinghimwithgreatwarmth,“hespokeofhisfatherinheavenasendowedwithattributesfarexceedinganythatcanbeconceivablyascribedtotheair-god。Thepoweroftheair-goddoesnotextendbeyondourownatmosphere。”
“Praybelieveme。”saidmyfather,whosawbytheecstaticgleaminhiscompanion’seyethattherewasnothingtobedonebuttoagreewithhim,“thatIaccept——“
“Hearmetotheend。”repliedMr。Balmy。“WhoeverheardtheSunchildclaimrelationshipwiththeair-god?Hecouldcommandtheair-god,andevidentlydidso,haltingnodoubtforthisbeneficentpurposeonhisjourneytowardshisultimatedestination。Canwesupposethattheair-god,whohadevidentlyintendedwithholdingtherainfromusforanindefiniteperiod,shouldhavesoimmediatelyrelinquishedhisdesignsagainstusattheinterventionofanylessexaltedpersonagethanthesun’sownoffspring?
Impossible!“
“Iquiteagreewithyou。”exclaimedmyfather,“itisoutofthe——“
“LetmefinishwhatIhavetosay。Whentheraincamesocopiouslyfordays,eventhosewhohadnotseenthemiraculousascentfounditsconsequencescomesodirectlyhometothem,thattheyhadnodifficultyinacceptingthereportofothers。Therewasnotafarmerorcottagerinthelandbutheavedasighofreliefatrescuefromimpendingruin,andtheyallknewitwastheSunchildwhohadpromisedtheKingthathewouldmaketheair-godsendit。
Soabundantly,youwillremember,diditcome,thatwehadtopraytohimtostopit,whichinhisowngoodtimehewaspleasedtodo。”
“Iremember。”saidmyfather,whowasatlastabletoedgeinaword,“thatitnearlyfloodedmeoutofhouseandhome。Andyet,inspiteofallthis,IhearthattherearemanyatBridgefordwhoarestillhardenedunbelievers。”
“Alas!youspeaktootruly。BridgefordandtheMusicalBanksforthefirstthreeyearsfoughttoothandnailtoblindthosewhomitwastheirfirstdutytoenlighten。IwasaProfessorofthehypotheticallanguage,andyoumayperhapsrememberhowIwasdrivenfrommychaironaccountofthefearlessnesswithwhichI
expoundedthedeepermysteriesofSunchildism。”
“Yes,Irememberwellhowcruelly——“butmyfatherwasnotallowedtogetbeyond“cruelly。”
“ItwasIwhoexplainedwhytheSunchildhadrepresentedhimselfasbelongingtoapeopleinmanyrespectsanalogoustoourown,whennosuchpeoplecanhaveexisted。ItwasIwhodetectedthatthesupposednationspokenofbytheSunchildwasaninventiondesignedinordertogiveusinstructionbythelightofwhichwemightmoreeasilyremodelourinstitutions。IhavesometimesthoughtthatmygiftofinterpretationwasvouchsafedtomeinrecognitionofthehumbleservicesthatIwasherebyallowedtorender。Bytheway,youhavereceivednoilluminationthismorning,haveyou?“
“Ineverdo,sir,whenIaminthecompanyofonewhoseconversationIfindsupremelyinteresting。ButyouweretellingmeaboutBridgeford:IlivehundredsofmilesfromBridgeford,andhaveneverunderstoodthesuddenness,andcompleteness,withwhichmenlikeProfessorsHankyandPankyandDr。Downiechangedfront。
DotheybelieveasyouandIdo,ordidtheymerelygowiththetimes?IspentacoupleofhourswithHankyandPankyonlytwoeveningsago,andwasnotsomuchimpressedasIcouldhavewishedwiththedepthoftheirreligiousfervour。”
“Theyaresincerenow——moreespeciallyHanky——butIcannotthinkI
amjudgingthemharshly,ifIsaythattheywerenotsoatfirst。
Evennow,Ifear,thattheyaremorecarnallythanspirituallyminded。Seehowtheyhavefoughtfortheaggrandisementoftheirownorder。ItismainlytheirdoingthattheMusicalBankshaveusurpedthespiritualauthorityformerlyexercisedbythestraighteners。”
“Butthestraighteners。”saidmyfather,“couldnotco-existwithSunchildism,anditishardtoseehowtheclaimsoftheBankscanbereasonablygainsaid。”
“Perhaps;andafteralltheBanksareourmainbulwarkagainsttheevilsthatIfearwillfollowfromtherepealofthelawsagainstmachinery。ThishasalreadyledtothedevelopmentofamaterialismwhichminimizesthemiraculouselementintheSunchild’sascent,asourownpeopleminimizethematerialmeansthatwerethenecessaryprologuetothemiraculous。”
Thusdidtheyconverse;butIwillnotpursuetheirconversationfurther。ItwillbeenoughtosaythatinfurtherfloodsoftalkMr。BalmyconfirmedwhatGeorgehadsaidabouttheBankshavinglosttheirholduponthemasses。Thatholdwasweakeveninthetimeofmyfather’sfirstvisit;butwhenthepeoplesawthehostilityoftheBankstoamovementwhichfarthegreaternumberofthemaccepted,itseemedasthoughbothBridgefordandtheBanksweredoomed,forBridgefordwasheartandsoulwiththeBanks。
Hanky,itappeared,thoughunderthirty,andnotyetaProfessor,graspedthesituation,andsawthatBridgefordmusteithermovewiththetimes,orgo。HeconsultedsomeofthemostsagaciousHeadsofHousesandProfessors,withtheresultthatacommitteeofenquirywasappointed,whichinduecoursereportedthattheevidencefortheSunchild’shavingbeentheonlychildofthesunwasconclusive。Itwasaboutthistime——thatistosaysomethreeyearsafterhisascent——that“Higgsism。”asithadbeenhithertocalled,became“Sunchildism。”and“Higgs“the“Sunchild。”
MyfatheralsolearnedtheKing’sfuryathisescapeforhewouldcallitnothingelsewithmymother。Thiswassogreatthatthoughhehadhithertobeen,andhadeversinceprovedhimselftobe,ahumaneruler,heorderedtheinstantexecutionofallwhohadbeenconcernedinmakingeitherthegasortheballoon;andhiscruelorderswerecarriedoutwithinacoupleofhours。AtthesametimeheorderedthedestructionbyfireoftheQueen’sworkshops,andofallremnantsofanymaterialsusedinmakingtheballoon。ItissaidtheQueenwassomuchgrievedandoutragedforitwasherdoingthatthematerialground-work,sotospeak,hadbeenprovidedforthemiraclethatsheweptnightanddaywithoutceasingthreewholemonths,andneveragainallowedherhusbandtoembraceher,tillhehadalsoembracedSunchildism。
Whentheraincame,publicindignationattheKing’sactionwasraisedalmosttorevolutionpitch,andtheKingwasfrightenedatoncebythearrivalofthepromiseddownfallandthedispleasureofhissubjects。Buthestillheldout,anditwasonlyafterconcessionsonthepartoftheBridgefordcommittee,thatheatlastconsentedtotheabsorptionofSunchildismintotheMusicalBanksystem,andtoitsestablishmentasthereligionofthecountry。Thefar-reachingchangesinErewhonianinstitutionswithwhichthereaderisalreadyacquaintedfollowedasamatterofcourse。
“Iknowthedifficulty。”saidmyfatherpresently,“withwhichtheKingwaspersuadedtoallowthewayinwhichtheSunchild’sdressshouldbeworntobeamatterofopinion,notdogma。Iseewehaveadopteddifferentfashions。Haveyouanydecidedopinionsuponthesubject?“
“Ihave;butIwillaskyounottopressmeforthem。LetthismatterremainastheKinghasleftit。”
Myfatherthoughtthathemightnowventureonashot。Sohesaid,“Ihavealwaysunderstood,too,thattheKingforcedtherepealofthelawsagainstmachineryontheBridgefordcommittee,asanotherconditionofhisassent?“
“Certainly。Heinsistedonthis,partlytogratifytheQueen,whohadnotyetforgivenhim,andwhohadsetherheartonhavingawatch,andpartlybecauseheexpectedthatadevelopmentofthecountry’sresources,inconsequenceofafreeruseofmachinery,wouldbringmoremoneyintohisexchequer。Bridgefordfoughthardandwiselyhere,buttheyhadgainedsomuchbytheMusicalBankManagersbeingrecognisedastheauthorisedexponentsofSunchildism,thattheythoughtitwisetoyield——apparentlywithagoodgrace——andthusgildthepillwhichhisMajestywasabouttoswallow。Buteventhentheyfearedtheconsequencesthatarealreadybeginningtoappear,allwhich,ifImistakenot,willassumefarmoreseriousproportionsinthefuture。”
“See。”saidmyfathersuddenly,“wearecomingtoanotherprocession,andtheyhavegotsomebanners,letuswalkalittlequickerandovertakeit。”
“Horrible!“repliedMr。Balmyfiercely。“Youmustbeshort-
sighted,oryoucouldneverhavecalledmyattentiontoit。Letusgetitbehindusasfastaspossible,andnotsomuchaslookatit。”
“Ohyes,yes。”saidmyfather,“itisindeedhorrible,Ihadnotseenwhatitwas。”
Hehadnotthefaintestideawhatthematterwas,butheletMr。
Balmywalkalittleaheadofhim,sothathecouldseethebanners,themostimportantofwhichhefoundtodisplayaballoonpureandsimple,withonefigureinthecar。True,atthetopofthebannertherewasasmudgewhichmightbetakenforalittlechariot,andsomeverylittlehorses,buttheballoonwastheonlythinginsistedon。Asfortheprocession,itconsistedentirelyofmen,whomasmallerbannerannouncedtobeworkmenfromtheFairmeadironandsteelworks。Therewasathirdbanner,whichsaid,“ScienceaswellasSunchildism。”
CHAPTERXV:THETEMPLEISDEDICATEDTOMYFATHER,ANDCERTAIN
EXTRACTSAREREADFROMHISSUPPOSEDSAYINGS
“Itisenoughtobreakone’sheart。”saidMr。Balmywhenhehadoutstrippedtheprocession,andmyfatherwasagainbesidehim。
“’Aswellas,’indeed!Weknowwhatthatmeans。Whereverthereisafactorythereisahot-bedofunbelief。’Aswellas’!Whyitisadefiance。”
“What,Iwonder。”saidmyfatherinnocently,“musttheSunchild’sfeelingsbe,ashelooksdownonthisprocession。Fortherecanbelittledoubtthatheisdoingso。”
“Therecanbenodoubtatall。”repliedMr。Balmy,“thatheistakingnoteofit,andofallelsethatishappeningthisdayinErewhon。Heavengrantthathebenotsoangeredastochastisetheinnocentaswellastheguilty。”
“Idoubt。”saidmyfather,“hisbeingsoangryevenwiththisprocession,asyouthinkheis。”
Here,fearinganoutburstofindignation,hefoundanexcuseforrapidlychangingtheconversation。Moreoverhewasangrywithhimselfforplayinguponthispoorgoodcreature。Hehadnotdonesoofmaliceprepense;hehadbeguntodeceivehim,becausehebelievedhimselftobeindangerifhespokethetruth;andthoughheknewtheparttobeanunworthyone,hecouldnotescapefromcontinuingtoplayit,ifhewastodiscoverthingsthathewasnotlikelytodiscoverotherwise。
Often,however,hehadcheckedhimself。Ithadbeenonthetipofhistonguetobeilluminatedwiththewords,SukohandSukopweretwoprettymen,Theylayinbedtilltheclockstruckten,andtofollowitupwith,NowwiththedropsofthismostYknarctimeMylovelooksfresh,inordertoseehowMr。BalmywouldinterprettheassertionheremadeabouttheProfessors,andwhatstatementhewouldconnectwithhisownErewhonianname;buthehadrestrainedhimself。
Themorehesaw,andthemoreheheard,themoreshockedhewasatthemischiefhehaddone。Seehowhehadunsettledthelittlemindthispoor,dear,goodgentlemanhadeverhad,tillhewasnowamereslavetopreconception。Andhowmanymorehadhenotinlikemannerbroughttothevergeofidiocy?Howmanyagainhadhenotmademorecorruptthantheywerebefore,eventhoughhehadnotdeceivedthem——asforexample,HankyandPanky。Andtheyoung?howcouldsuchalieasthatachariotandfourhorsescamedownoutofthecloudsenterseriouslyintothelifeofanyone,withoutdistortinghismentalvision,ifnotruiningit?
Andyet,themorehereflected,themorehealsosawthathecoulddonogoodbysayingwhohewas。Mattershadgonesofarthatthoughhespokewiththetonguesofmenandangelshewouldnotbelistenedto;andevenifhewere,itmighteasilyprovethathehadaddedharmtothatwhichhehaddonealready。No。AssoonashehadheardHanky’ssermon,hewouldbegintoworkhiswayback,andiftheProfessorshadnotyetremovedtheirpurchase,hewouldrecoverit;buthewouldpinabagcontainingaboutfivepoundsworthofnuggetsontothetreeinwhichtheyhadhiddenit,and,ifpossible,hewouldfindsomewayofsendingtheresttoGeorge。
HeletMr。Balmycontinuetalking,gladthatthisgentlemanrequiredlittlemorethanmonosyllabicanswers,andstillmoreglad,inspiteofsomeagitation,toseethattheywerenownearingSunch’ston,towardswhichagreatconcourseofpeoplewashurryingfromClearwater,andmoredistanttownsonthemainroad。Manywholefamilieswerecoming,——thefathersandmotherscarryingthesmallerchildren,andalsotheirownshoesandstockings,whichtheywouldputonwhennearingthetown。Mostofthepilgrimsbroughtprovisionswiththem。AllworeEuropeancostumes,butonlyafewofthemworeitreversed,andthesewerealmostinvariablyofhighersocialstatusthanthegreatbodyofthepeople,whoweremainlypeasants。