首页 >出版文学> Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton>第8章
  IfMrs。RobyhadsimplypleadedherignoranceofOsricDane'sworksasareasonforwithdrawing,theLunchClub,inviewofherrecentprowess,mighthaveapprovedsuchevidenceofdiscretion;
  buttocouplethisexcusewiththebrazenannouncementthatshewasforegoingtheprivilegeforthepurposeofjoiningabridge-
  party,wasonlyonemoreinstanceofherdeplorablelackofdiscrimination。
  Theladiesweredisposed,however,tofeelthatherdeparture——
  nowthatshehadperformedthesoleserviceshewaseverlikelytorenderthem——wouldprobablymakeforgreaterorderanddignityintheimpendingdiscussion,besidesrelievingthemofthesenseofself-distrustwhichherpresencealwaysmysteriouslyproduced。
  Mrs。Ballingerthereforerestrictedherselftoaformalmurmurofregret,andtheothermemberswerejustgroupingthemselvescomfortablyaboutOsricDanewhenthelatter,totheirdismay,startedupfromthesofaonwhichshehadbeendeferentiallyenthroned。
  “Ohwait——dowait,andI'llgowithyou!”shecalledouttoMrs。
  Roby;and,seizingthehandsofthedisconcertedmembers,sheadministeredaseriesoffarewellpressureswiththemechanicalhasteofarailway-conductorpunchingtickets。
  “I'msosorry——I'dquiteforgotten——“sheflungbackatthemfromthethreshold;andasshejoinedMrs。Roby,whohadturnedinsurpriseatherappeal,theotherladieshadthemortificationofhearinghersay,inavoicewhichshedidnottakethepainstolower:“Ifyou'llletmewalkalittlewaywithyou,IshouldsoliketoaskyouafewmorequestionsaboutXingu……“
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  Theincidenthadbeensorapidthatthedoorclosedonthedepartingpairbeforetheothermembershadhadtimetounderstandwhatwashappening。ThenasenseoftheindignityputuponthembyOsricDane'sunceremoniousdesertionbegantocontendwiththeconfusedfeelingthattheyhadbeencheatedoutoftheirduewithoutexactlyknowinghoworwhy。
  Therewasanawkwardsilence,duringwhichMrs。Ballinger,withaperfunctoryhand,rearrangedtheskilfullygroupedliteratureatwhichherdistinguishedguesthadnotsomuchasglanced;thenMissVanVluycktartlypronounced:“Well,Ican'tsaythatI
  considerOsricDane'sdepartureagreatloss。“
  Thisconfessioncrystallisedthefluidresentmentoftheothermembers,andMrs。Leveretexclaimed:“Idobelieveshecameonpurposetobenasty!”
  ItwasMrs。Plinth'sprivateopinionthatOsricDane'sattitudetowardtheLunchClubmighthavebeenverydifferenthaditwelcomedherinthemajesticsettingofthePlinthdrawing-rooms;
  butnotlikingtoreflectontheinadequacyofMrs。Ballinger'sestablishmentshesoughtaround-aboutsatisfactionindepreciatinghersavoirfaire。
  “Isaidfromthefirstthatweoughttohavehadasubjectready。
  It'swhatalwayshappenswhenyou'reunprepared。Nowifwe'donlygotupXingu——“
  TheslownessofMrs。Plinth'smentalprocesseswasalwaysallowedforbytheClub;butthisinstanceofitwastoomuchforMrs。
  Ballinger'sequanimity。
  “Xingu!”shescoffed。“Why,itwasthefactofourknowingsomuchmoreaboutitthanshedid——unpreparedthoughwewere——thatmadeOsricDanesofurious。Ishouldhavethoughtthatwasplainenoughtoeverybody!”
  ThisretortimpressedevenMrs。Plinth,andLauraGlyde,movedbyanimpulseofgenerosity,said:“Yes,wereallyoughttobegratefultoMrs。Robyforintroducingthetopic。ItmayhavemadeOsricDanefurious,butatleastitmadehercivil。“
  “Iamgladwewereabletoshowher,“addedMissVanVluyck,“thatabroadandup-to-datecultureisnotconfinedtothegreatintellectualcentres。“
  Thisincreasedthesatisfactionoftheothermembers,andtheybegantoforgettheirwrathagainstOsricDaneinthepleasureofhavingcontributedtoherdefeat。
  MissVanVluyckthoughtfullyrubbedherspectacles。“Whatsurprisedmemost,“shecontinued,“wasthatFannyRobyshouldbesouponXingu。“
  Thisfrankadmissionthrewaslightchillonthecompany,butMrs。Ballingersaidwithanairofindulgentirony:“Mrs。Robyalwayshastheknackofmakingalittlegoalongway;still,wecertainlyoweheradebtforhappeningtorememberthatshe'dheardofXingu。“AndthiswasfeltbytheothermemberstobeagracefulwayofcancellingonceforalltheClub'sobligationtoMrs。Roby。
  EvenMrs。Leverettookcouragetospeedatimidshaftofirony:
  “IfancyOsricDanehardlyexpectedtotakealessoninXinguatHillbridge!”
  Mrs。Ballingersmiled。“Whensheaskedmewhatwerepresented——
  doyouremember?——IwishI'dsimplysaidwerepresentedXingu!”
  Alltheladieslaughedappreciativelyatthissally,exceptMrs。
  Plinth,whosaid,afteramoment'sdeliberation:“I'mnotsureitwouldhavebeenwisetodoso。“
  Mrs。Ballinger,whowasalreadybeginningtofeelasifshehadlaunchedatOsricDanetheretortwhichhadjustoccurredtoher,lookedironicallyatMrs。Plinth。“MayIaskwhy?”sheenquired。
  Mrs。Plinthlookedgrave。“Surely,“shesaid,“IunderstoodfromMrs。Robyherselfthatthesubjectwasoneitwasaswellnottogointotoodeeply?”
  MissVanVluyckrejoinedwithprecision:“Ithinkthatappliedonlytoaninvestigationoftheoriginofthe——ofthe——“;andsuddenlyshefoundthatherusuallyaccuratememoryhadfailedher。“It'sapartofthesubjectIneverstudiedmyself,“sheconcludedlamely。
  “NorI,“saidMrs。Ballinger。
  LauraGlydebenttowardthemwithwidenedeyes。“Andyetitseems——doesn'tit?——thepartthatisfullestofanesotericfascination?”
  “Idon'tknowonwhatyoubasethat,“saidMissVanVluyckargumentatively。
  “Well,didn'tyounoticehowintenselyinterestedOsricDanebecameassoonassheheardwhatthebrilliantforeigner——heWAS
  aforeigner,wasn'the?——hadtoldMrs。Robyabouttheorigin——theoriginoftherite——orwhateveryoucallit?”
  Mrs。Plinthlookeddisapproving,andMrs。Ballingervisiblywavered。Thenshesaidinadecisivetone:“Itmaynotbedesirabletotouchonthe——onthatpartofthesubjectingeneralconversation;but,fromtheimportanceitevidentlyhastoawomanofOsricDane'sdistinction,Ifeelasifweoughtnottobeafraidtodiscussitamongourselves——withoutgloves——thoughwithcloseddoors,ifnecessary。“
  “I'mquiteofyouropinion,“MissVanVluyckcamebrisklytohersupport;“oncondition,thatis,thatallgrossnessoflanguageisavoided。“
  “Oh,I'msureweshallunderstandwithoutthat,“Mrs。Leverettittered;andLauraGlydeaddedsignificantly:“Ifancywecanreadbetweenthelines,“whileMrs。Ballingerrosetoassureherselfthatthedoorswerereallyclosed。
  Mrs。Plinthhadnotyetgivenheradhesion。“Ihardlysee,“shebegan,“whatbenefitistobederivedfrominvestigatingsuchpeculiarcustoms——“
  ButMrs。Ballinger'spatiencehadreachedtheextremelimitoftension。“Thisatleast,“shereturned;“thatweshallnotbeplacedagaininthehumiliatingpositionoffindingourselveslessuponourownsubjectsthanFannyRoby!”
  EventoMrs。Plinththisargumentwasconclusive。Shepeeredfurtivelyabouttheroomandloweredhercommandingtonestoask:
  “Haveyougotacopy?”
  “A——acopy?”stammeredMrs。Ballinger。Shewasawarethattheothermemberswerelookingatherexpectantly,andthatthisanswerwasinadequate,soshesupporteditbyaskinganotherquestion。“Acopyofwhat?”
  HercompanionsbenttheirexpectantgazeonMrs。Plinth,who,inturn,appearedlesssureofherselfthanusual。“Why,of——of——
  thebook,“sheexplained。
  “Whatbook?”snappedMissVanVluyck,almostassharplyasOsricDane。
  Mrs。BallingerlookedatLauraGlyde,whoseeyeswereinterrogativelyfixedonMrs。Leveret。Thefactofbeingdeferredtowassonewtothelatterthatitfilledherwithaninsanetemerity。“Why,Xingu,ofcourse!”sheexclaimed。
  AprofoundsilencefollowedthisdirectchallengetotheresourcesofMrs。Ballinger'slibrary,andthelatter,afterglancingnervouslytowardtheBooksoftheDay,returnedinadeprecatingvoice:“It'snotathingonecarestoleaveabout。“
  “IshouldthinkNOT!”exclaimedMrs。Plinth。
  “ItISabook,then?”saidMissVanVluyck。
  Thisagainthrewthecompanyintodisarray,andMrs。Ballinger,withanimpatientsigh,rejoined:“Why——thereISabook——
  naturally……“
  “ThenwhydidMissGlydecallitareligion?”
  LauraGlydestartedup。“Areligion?Inever——“
  “Yes,youdid,“MissVanVluyckinsisted;“youspokeofrites;
  andMrs。Plinthsaiditwasacustom。“
  MissGlydewasevidentlymakingadesperateefforttoreinforceherstatement;butaccuracyofdetailwasnotherstrongestpoint。Atlengthshebeganinadeepmurmur:“SurelytheyusedtodosomethingofthekindattheEleusinianmysteries——“
  “Oh——“saidMissVanVluyck,onthevergeofdisapproval;andMrs。Plinthprotested:“Iunderstoodtherewastobenoindelicacy!”
  Mrs。Ballingercouldnotcontrolherirritation。“Really,itistoobadthatweshouldnotbeabletotalkthematteroverquietlyamongourselves。Personally,IthinkthatifonegoesintoXinguatall——“
  “Oh,sodoI!”criedMissGlyde。
  “AndIdon'tseehowonecanavoiddoingso,ifonewishestokeepupwiththeThoughtoftheDay——“
  Mrs。Leveretutteredanexclamationofrelief。“There——that'sit!”sheinterposed。
  “What'sit?”thePresidentcurtlytookherup。
  “Why——it'sa——aThought:Imeanaphilosophy。“
  ThisseemedtobringacertainrelieftoMrs。BallingerandLauraGlyde,butMissVanVluycksaiddogmatically:“ExcusemeifI
  tellyouthatyou'reallmistaken。Xinguhappenstobealanguage。“
  “Alanguage!”theLunchClubcried。
  “Certainly。Don'tyourememberFannyRoby'ssayingthattherewereseveralbranches,andthatsomewerehardtotrace?Whatcouldthatapplytobutdialects?”
  Mrs。Ballingercouldnolongerrestrainacontemptuouslaugh。
  “Really,iftheLunchClubhasreachedsuchapassthatithastogotoFannyRobyforinstructiononasubjectlikeXingu,ithadalmostbetterceasetoexist!”
  “It'sreallyherfaultfornotbeingclearer,“LauraGlydeputin。
  “Oh,clearnessandFannyRoby!”Mrs。Ballingershrugged。“I
  daresayweshallfindshewasmistakenonalmosteverypoint。“
  “Whynotlookitup?”saidMrs。Plinth。
  AsarulethisrecurrentsuggestionofMrs。Plinth'swasignoredintheheatofdiscussion,andonlyresortedtoafterwardintheprivacyofeachmember'shome。ButonthepresentoccasionthedesiretoascribetheirownconfusionofthoughttothevagueandcontradictorynatureofMrs。Roby'sstatementscausedthemembersoftheLunchClubtoutteracollectivedemandforabookofreference。
  AtthispointtheproductionofhertreasuredvolumegaveMrs。
  Leveret,foramoment,theunusualexperienceofoccupyingthecentrefront;butshewasnotabletoholditlong,forAppropriateAllusionscontainednomentionofXingu。
  “Oh,that'snotthekindofthingwewant!”exclaimedMissVanVluyck。ShecastadisparagingglanceoverMrs。Ballinger'sassortmentofliterature,andaddedimpatiently:“Haven'tyouanyusefulbooks?”
  “OfcourseIhave,“repliedMrs。Ballingerindignantly;“butI
  keeptheminmyhusband'sdressing-room。“
  Fromthisregion,aftersomedifficultyanddelay,theparlour-
  maidproducedtheW-ZvolumeofanEncyclopaediaand,indeferencetothefactthatthedemandforithadcomefromMissVanVluyck,laidtheponderoustomebeforeher。
  TherewasamomentofpainfulsuspensewhileMissVanVluyckrubbedherspectacles,adjustedthem,andturnedtoZ;andamurmurofsurprisewhenshesaid:“Itisn'there。“
  “Isuppose,“saidMrs。Plinth,“it'snotfittobeputinabookofreference。“
  “Oh,nonsense!”exclaimedMrs。Ballinger。“TryX。“
  MissVanVluyckturnedbackthroughthevolume,peeringshort-
  sightedlyupanddownthepages,tillshecametoastopandremainedmotionless,likeadogonapoint。
  “Well,haveyoufoundit?”Mrs。Ballingerenquired,afteraconsiderabledelay。
  “Yes。I'vefoundit,“saidMissVanVluyckinaqueervoice。
  Mrs。Plinthhastilyinterposed:“Ibegyouwon'treaditaloudifthere'sanythingoffensive。“
  MissVanVluyck,withoutanswering,continuedhersilentscrutiny。
  “Well,whatISit?”exclaimedLauraGlydeexcitedly。
  “DOtellus!”urgedMrs。Leveret,feelingthatshewouldhavesomethingawfultotellhersister。
  MissVanVluyckpushedthevolumeasideandturnedslowlytowardtheexpectantgroup。
  “It'sariver。“
  “ARIVER?”
  “Yes:inBrazil。Isn'tthatwhereshe'sbeenliving?”
  “Who?FannyRoby?Oh,butyoumustbemistaken。You'vebeenreadingthewrongthing,“Mrs。Ballingerexclaimed,leaningoverhertoseizethevolume。
  “It'stheonlyXINGUintheEncyclopaedia;andsheHASbeenlivinginBrazil,“MissVanVluyckpersisted。
  “Yes:herbrotherhasaconsulshipthere,“Mrs。Levereteagerlyinterposed。
  “Butit'stooridiculous!I——we——whyweALLrememberstudyingXingulastyear——ortheyearbeforelast,“Mrs。Ballingerstammered。
  “IthoughtIdidwhenYOUsaidso,“LauraGlydeavowed。
  “Isaidso?”criedMrs。Ballinger。
  “Yes。Yousaidithadcrowdedeverythingelseoutofyourmind。“
  “Well,YOUsaidithadchangedyourwholelife!”
  “Forthatmatter,MissVanVluycksaidshehadnevergrudgedthetimeshe'dgivenit。“
  Mrs。Plinthinterposed:“ImadeitclearthatIknewnothingwhateveroftheoriginal。“
  Mrs。Ballingerbrokeoffthedisputewithagroan。“Oh,whatdoesitallmatterifshe'sbeenmakingfoolsofus?IbelieveMissVanVluyck'sright——shewastalkingoftheriverallthewhile!”
  “Howcouldshe?It'stoopreposterous,“MissGlydeexclaimed。
  “Listen。“MissVanVluyckhadrepossessedherselfoftheEncyclopaedia,andrestoredherspectaclestoanosereddenedbyexcitement。“'TheXingu,oneoftheprincipalriversofBrazil,risesontheplateauofMatoGrosso,andflowsinanortherlydirectionforalengthofnolessthanonethousandonehundredandeighteenmiles,enteringtheAmazonnearthemouthofthelatterriver。TheuppercourseoftheXinguisauriferousandfedbynumerousbranches。Itssourcewasfirstdiscoveredin1884bytheGermanexplorervondenSteinen,afteradifficultanddangerousexpeditionthrougharegioninhabitedbytribesstillintheStoneAgeofculture。'“
  TheladiesreceivedthiscommunicationinastateofstupefiedsilencefromwhichMrs。Leveretwasthefirsttorally。“ShecertainlyDIDspeakofitshavingbranches。“
  Thewordseemedtosnapthelastthreadoftheirincredulity。
  “Andofitsgreatlength,“gaspedMrs。Ballinger。
  “Shesaiditwasawfullydeep,andyoucouldn'tskip——youjusthadtowadethrough,“MissGlydesubjoined。
  TheideaworkeditswaymoreslowlythroughMrs。Plinth'scompactresistances。“Howcouldtherebeanythingimproperaboutariver?”sheinquired。
  “Improper?”
  “Why,whatshesaidaboutthesource——thatitwascorrupt?”
  “Notcorrupt,buthardtogetat,“LauraGlydecorrected。“Someonewho'dbeentherehadtoldherso。Idaresayitwastheexplorerhimself——doesn'titsaytheexpeditionwasdangerous?”
  “'Difficultanddangerous,'“readMissVanVluyck。
  Mrs。Ballingerpressedherhandstoherthrobbingtemples。
  “There'snothingshesaidthatwouldn'tapplytoariver——tothisriver!”Sheswungaboutexcitedlytotheothermembers。“Why,doyourememberhertellingusthatshehadn'tread'TheSupremeInstant'becauseshe'dtakenitonaboatingpartywhileshewasstayingwithherbrother,andsomeonehad'shied'itoverboard——
  'shied'ofcoursewasherownexpression?”
  Theladiesbreathlesslysignifiedthattheexpressionhadnotescapedthem。
  “Well——andthendidn'tshetellOsricDanethatoneofherbookswassimplysaturatedwithXingu?Ofcourseitwas,ifsomeofMrs。Roby'srowdyfriendshadthrownitintotheriver!”
  ThissurprisingreconstructionofthesceneinwhichtheyhadjustparticipatedleftthemembersoftheLunchClubinarticulate。AtlengthMrs。Plinth,aftervisiblylabouringwiththeproblem,saidinaheavytone:“OsricDanewastakenintoo。“
  Mrs。Leverettookcourageatthis。“Perhapsthat'swhatMrs。
  Robydiditfor。ShesaidOsricDanewasabrute,andshemayhavewantedtogiveheralesson。“
  MissVanVluyckfrowned。“Itwashardlyworthwhiletodoitatourexpense。“
  “Atleast,“saidMissGlydewithatouchofbitterness,“shesucceededininterestingher,whichwasmorethanwedid。“
  “Whatchancehadwe?”rejoinedMrs。Ballinger。“Mrs。Robymonopolisedherfromthefirst。AndTHAT,I'venodoubt,washerpurpose——togiveOsricDaneafalseimpressionofherownstandingintheClub。Shewouldhesitateatnothingtoattractattention:weallknowhowshetookinpoorProfessorForeland。“
  “Sheactuallymakeshimgivebridge-teaseveryThursday,“Mrs。
  Leveretpipedup。
  LauraGlydestruckherhandstogether。“Why,thisisThursday,andit'sTHEREshe'sgone,ofcourse;andtakenOsricwithher!”
  “Andthey'reshriekingoverusatthismoment,“saidMrs。
  Ballingerbetweenherteeth。
  Thispossibilityseemedtoopreposteroustobeadmitted。“Shewouldhardlydare,“saidMissVanVluyck,“confesstheimposturetoOsricDane。“
  “I'mnotsosure:IthoughtIsawhermakeasignassheleft。
  Ifshehadn'tmadeasign,whyshouldOsricDanehaverushedoutafterher?”
  “Well,youknow,we'dallbeentellingherhowwonderfulXinguwas,andshesaidshewantedtofindoutmoreaboutit,“Mrs。
  Leveretsaid,withatardyimpulseofjusticetotheabsent。
  Thisreminder,farfrommitigatingthewrathoftheothermembers,gaveitastrongerimpetus。
  “Yes——andthat'sexactlywhatthey'rebothlaughingovernow,“
  saidLauraGlydeironically。
  Mrs。Plinthstoodupandgatheredherexpensivefursabouthermonumentalform。“Ihavenowishtocriticise,“shesaid;“butunlesstheLunchClubcanprotectitsmembersagainsttherecurrenceofsuch——suchunbecomingscenes,Iforone——“
  “Oh,sodoI!”agreedMissGlyde,risingalso。
  MissVanVluyckclosedtheEncyclopaediaandproceededtobuttonherselfintoherjacket。“Mytimeisreallytoovaluable——“shebegan。
  “Ifancyweareallofonemind,“saidMrs。Ballinger,lookingsearchinglyatMrs。Leveret,wholookedattheothers。
  “Ialwaysdeprecateanythinglikeascandal——“Mrs。Plinthcontinued。
  “Shehasbeenthecauseofoneto-day!”exclaimedMissGlyde。
  Mrs。Leveretmoaned:“Idon'tseehowsheCOULD!”andMissVanVluycksaid,pickinguphernote-book:“Somewomenstopatnothing。“
  “——butif,“Mrs。Plinthtookupherargumentimpressively,“anythingofthekindhadhappenedinMYhouse“itneverwouldhave,hertoneimplied,“IshouldhavefeltthatIowedittomyselfeithertoaskforMrs。Roby'sresignation——ortooffermine。“
  “Oh,Mrs。Plinth——“gaspedtheLunchClub。
  “Fortunatelyforme,“Mrs。Plinthcontinuedwithanawfulmagnanimity,“thematterwastakenoutofmyhandsbyourPresident'sdecisionthattherighttoentertaindistinguishedguestswasaprivilegevestedinheroffice;andIthinktheothermemberswillagreethat,asshewasaloneinthisopinion,sheoughttobealoneindecidingonthebestwayofeffacingits——itsreallydeplorableconsequences。“
  AdeepsilencefollowedthisunexpectedoutbreakofMrs。Plinth'slong-storedresentment。
  “Idon'tseewhyIshouldbeexpectedtoaskhertoresign——“
  Mrs。Ballingeratlengthbegan;butLauraGlydeturnedbacktoremindher:“Youknowshemadeyousaythatyou'dgotonswimminglyinXingu。“
  Anill-timedgiggleescapedfromMrs。Leveret,andMrs。Ballingerenergeticallycontinued“——butyouneedn'tthinkforamomentthatI'mafraidto!”
  Thedoorofthedrawing-roomclosedontheretreatingbacksoftheLunchClub,andthePresidentofthatdistinguishedassociation,seatingherselfatherwriting-table,andpushingawayacopyof“TheWingsofDeath“tomakeroomforherelbow,drewforthasheetoftheclub'snote-paper,onwhichshebegantowrite:“MydearMrs。Roby——“
  TheEndofXinguTHEVERDICT
  June1908
  IhadalwaysthoughtJackGisburnratheracheapgenius——thoughagoodfellowenough——soitwasnogreatsurprisetometohearthat,intheheightofhisglory,hehaddroppedhispainting,marriedarichwidow,andestablishedhimselfinavillaontheRiviera。ThoughIratherthoughtitwouldhavebeenRomeorFlorence。
  “Theheightofhisglory“——thatwaswhatthewomencalledit。I
  canhearMrs。GideonThwing——hislastChicagositter——deploringhisunaccountableabdication。“Ofcourseit'sgoingtosendthevalueofmypicture'wayup;butIdon'tthinkofthat,Mr。
  Rickham——thelosstoArrtisallIthinkof。“Theword,onMrs。
  Thwing'slips,multiplieditsRSasthoughtheywerereflectedinanendlessvistaofmirrors。AnditwasnotonlytheMrs。Thwingswhomourned。HadnottheexquisiteHermiaCroft,atthelastGraftonGalleryshow,stoppedmebeforeGisburn's“Moon-dancers“
  tosay,withtearsinhereyes:“Weshallnotlookuponitslikeagain“?
  Well!——eventhroughtheprismofHermia'stearsIfeltabletofacethefactwithequanimity。PoorJackGisburn!Thewomenhadmadehim——itwasfittingthattheyshouldmournhim。Amonghisownsexfewerregretswereheard,andinhisowntradehardlyamurmur。Professionaljealousy?Perhaps。Ifitwere,thehonourofthecraftwasvindicatedbylittleClaudeNutley,who,inallgoodfaith,broughtoutintheBurlingtonaveryhandsome“obituary“onJack——oneofthoseshowyarticlesstockedwithrandomtechnicalitiesthatIhaveheardIwon'tsaybywhom
  comparedtoGisburn'spainting。Andso——hisresolvebeingapparentlyirrevocable——thediscussiongraduallydiedout,and,asMrs。Thwinghadpredicted,thepriceof“Gisburns“wentup。
  Itwasnottillthreeyearslaterthat,inthecourseofafewweeks'idlingontheRiviera,itsuddenlyoccurredtometowonderwhyGisburnhadgivenuphispainting。Onreflection,itreallywasatemptingproblem。Toaccusehiswifewouldhavebeentooeasy——hisfairsittershadbeendeniedthesolaceofsayingthatMrs。Gisburnhad“draggedhimdown。“ForMrs。
  Gisburn——assuch——hadnotexistedtillnearlyayearafterJack'sresolvehadbeentaken。Itmightbethathehadmarriedher——
  sincehelikedhisease——becausehedidn'twanttogoonpainting;butitwouldhavebeenhardtoprovethathehadgivenuphispaintingbecausehehadmarriedher。
  Ofcourse,ifshehadnotdraggedhimdown,shehadequally,asMissCroftcontended,failedto“lifthimup“——shehadnotledhimbacktotheeasel。Toputthebrushintohishandagain——
  whatavocationforawife!ButMrs。Gisburnappearedtohavedisdainedit——andIfeltitmightbeinterestingtofindoutwhy。
  ThedesultorylifeoftheRivieralendsitselftosuchpurelyacademicspeculations;andhaving,onmywaytoMonteCarlo,caughtaglimpseofJack'sbalustradedterracesbetweenthepines,Ihadmyselfbornethitherthenextday。
  Ifoundthecoupleatteabeneaththeirpalm-trees;andMrs。
  Gisburn'swelcomewassogenialthat,intheensuingweeks,I
  claimeditfrequently。Itwasnotthatmyhostesswas“interesting“:onthatpointIcouldhavegivenMissCroftthefullestreassurance。ItwasjustbecauseshewasNOT
  interesting——ifImaybepardonedthebull——thatIfoundherso。
  ForJack,allhislife,hadbeensurroundedbyinterestingwomen:
  theyhadfosteredhisart,ithadbeenrearedinthehot-houseoftheiradulation。Anditwasthereforeinstructivetonotewhateffectthe“deadeningatmosphereofmediocrity“IquoteMissCroftwashavingonhim。
  IhavementionedthatMrs。Gisburnwasrich;anditwasimmediatelyperceptiblethatherhusbandwasextractingfromthiscircumstanceadelicatebutsubstantialsatisfaction。Itis,asarule,thepeoplewhoscornmoneywhogetmostoutofit;andJack'selegantdisdainofhiswife'sbigbalanceenabledhim,withanappearanceofperfectgood-breeding,totransmuteitintoobjectsofartandluxury。Tothelatter,Imustadd,heremainedrelativelyindifferent;buthewasbuyingRenaissancebronzesandeighteenth-centurypictureswithadiscriminationthatbespoketheamplestresources。
  “Money'sonlyexcuseistoputbeautyintocirculation,“wasoneoftheaxiomshelaiddownacrosstheSevresandsilverofanexquisitelyappointedluncheon-table,when,onalaterday,IhadagainrunoverfromMonteCarlo;andMrs。Gisburn,beamingonhim,addedformyenlightenment:“Jackissomorbidlysensitivetoeveryformofbeauty。“
  PoorJack!Ithadalwaysbeenhisfatetohavewomensaysuchthingsofhim:thefactshouldbesetdowninextenuation。Whatstruckmenowwasthat,forthefirsttime,heresentedthetone。
  Ihadseenhim,sooften,baskingundersimilartributes——wasittheconjugalnotethatrobbedthemoftheirsavour?No——for,oddlyenough,itbecameapparentthathewasfondofMrs。
  Gisburn——fondenoughnottoseeherabsurdity。Itwashisownabsurdityheseemedtobewincingunder——hisownattitudeasanobjectforgarlandsandincense。
  “Mydear,sinceI'vechuckedpaintingpeopledon'tsaythatstuffaboutme——theysayitaboutVictorGrindle,“washisonlyprotest,asherosefromthetableandstrolledoutontothesunlitterrace。
  Iglancedafterhim,struckbyhislastword。VictorGrindlewas,infact,becomingthemanofthemoment——asJackhimself,onemightputit,hadbeenthemanofthehour。Theyoungerartistwassaidtohaveformedhimselfatmyfriend'sfeet,andI
  wonderedifatingeofjealousyunderlaythelatter'smysteriousabdication。Butno——foritwasnottillafterthateventthattheroseDubarrydrawing-roomshadbeguntodisplaytheir“Grindles。“
  IturnedtoMrs。Gisburn,whohadlingeredtogivealumpofsugartoherspanielinthedining-room。
  “WhyHAShechuckedpainting?”Iaskedabruptly。
  Sheraisedhereyebrowswithahintofgood-humouredsurprise。
  “Oh,hedoesn'tHAVEtonow,youknow;andIwanthimtoenjoyhimself,“shesaidquitesimply。
  Ilookedaboutthespaciouswhite-panelledroom,withitsfamille-vertevasesrepeatingthetonesofthepaledamaskcurtains,anditseighteenth-centurypastelsindelicatefadedframes。
  “Hashechuckedhispicturestoo?Ihaven'tseenasingleoneinthehouse。“
  AslightshadeofconstraintcrossedMrs。Gisburn'sopencountenance。“It'shisridiculousmodesty,youknow。Hesaysthey'renotfittohaveabout;he'ssentthemallawayexceptone——myportrait——andthatIhavetokeepupstairs。“
  Hisridiculousmodesty——Jack'smodestyabouthispictures?Mycuriositywasgrowinglikethebean-stalk。Isaidpersuasivelytomyhostess:“Imustreallyseeyourportrait,youknow。“
  Sheglancedoutalmosttimorouslyattheterracewhereherhusband,lounginginahoodedchair,hadlitacigaranddrawntheRussiandeerhound'sheadbetweenhisknees。
  “Well,comewhilehe'snotlooking,“shesaid,withalaughthattriedtohidehernervousness;andIfollowedherbetweenthemarbleEmperorsofthehall,andupthewidestairswithterra-
  cottanymphspoisedamongflowersateachlanding。
  Inthedimmestcornerofherboudoir,amidaprofusionofdelicateanddistinguishedobjects,hungoneofthefamiliarovalcanvases,intheinevitablegarlandedframe。ThemereoutlineoftheframecalledupallGisburn'spast!
  Mrs。Gisburndrewbackthewindow-curtains,movedasideajardinierefullofpinkazaleas,pushedanarm-chairaway,andsaid:“Ifyoustandhereyoucanjustmanagetoseeit。Ihaditoverthemantel-piece,buthewouldn'tletitstay。“
  Yes——Icouldjustmanagetoseeit——thefirstportraitofJack'sIhadeverhadtostrainmyeyesover!Usuallytheyhadtheplaceofhonour——saythecentralpanelinapaleyelloworroseDubarrydrawing-room,oramonumentaleaselplacedsothatittookthelightthroughcurtainsofoldVenetianpoint。Themoremodestplacebecamethepicturebetter;yet,asmyeyesgrewaccustomedtothehalf-light,allthecharacteristicqualitiescameout——allthehesitationsdisguisedasaudacities,thetricksofprestidigitationbywhich,withsuchconsummateskill,hemanagedtodivertattentionfromtherealbusinessofthepicturetosomeprettyirrelevanceofdetail。Mrs。Gisburn,presentinganeutralsurfacetoworkon——forming,asitwere,soinevitablythebackgroundofherownpicture——hadlentherselfinanunusualdegreetothedisplayofthisfalsevirtuosity。ThepicturewasoneofJack's“strongest,“ashisadmirerswouldhaveputit——itrepresented,onhispart,aswellingofmuscles,acongestingofveins,abalancing,straddlingandstraining,thatremindedoneofthecircus-clown'sironiceffortstoliftafeather。Itmet,inshort,ateverypointthedemandoflovelywomantobepainted“strongly“becauseshewastiredofbeingpainted“sweetly“——andyetnottoloseanatomofthesweetness。
  “It'sthelasthepainted,youknow,“Mrs。Gisburnsaidwithpardonablepride。“Thelastbutone,“shecorrectedherself——
  “buttheotherdoesn'tcount,becausehedestroyedit。“
  “Destroyedit?”IwasabouttofollowupthiscluewhenIheardafootstepandsawJackhimselfonthethreshold。
  Ashestoodthere,hishandsinthepocketsofhisvelveteencoat,thethinbrownwavesofhairpushedbackfromhiswhiteforehead,hisleansunburntcheeksfurrowedbyasmilethatliftedthetipsofaself-confidentmoustache,Ifelttowhatadegreehehadthesamequalityashispictures——thequalityoflookingclevererthanhewas。
  Hiswifeglancedathimdeprecatingly,buthiseyestravelledpasthertotheportrait。
  “Mr。Rickhamwantedtoseeit,“shebegan,asifexcusingherself。Heshruggedhisshoulders,stillsmiling。
  “Oh,Rickhamfoundmeoutlongago,“hesaidlightly;then,passinghisarmthroughmine:“Comeandseetherestofthehouse。“
  Heshowedittomewithakindofnaivesuburbanpride:thebath-rooms,thespeaking-tubes,thedress-closets,thetrouser-
  presses——allthecomplexsimplificationsofthemillionaire'sdomesticeconomy。Andwhenevermywonderpaidtheexpectedtributehesaid,throwingouthischestalittle:“Yes,Ireallydon'tseehowpeoplemanagetolivewithoutthat。“
  Well——itwasjusttheendonemighthaveforeseenforhim。Onlyhewas,throughitallandinspiteofitall——ashehadbeenthrough,andinspiteof,hispictures——sohandsome,socharming,sodisarming,thatonelongedtocryout:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourleisure!”asonceonehadlongedtosay:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourwork!”
  But,withthecryonmylips,mydiagnosissufferedanunexpectedcheck。
  “Thisismyownlair,“hesaid,leadingmeintoadarkplainroomattheendofthefloridvista。Itwassquareandbrownandleathery:no“effects“;nobric-a-brac,noneoftheairofposingforreproductioninapictureweekly——aboveall,noleastsignofeverhavingbeenusedasastudio。
  ThefactbroughthometometheabsolutefinalityofJack'sbreakwithhisoldlife。
  “Don'tyoueverdabblewithpaintanymore?”Iasked,stilllookingaboutforatraceofsuchactivity。
  “Never,“hesaidbriefly。
  “Orwater-colour——oretching?”
  Hisconfidenteyesgrewdim,andhischeekspaledalittleundertheirhandsomesunburn。
  “Neverthinkofit,mydearfellow——anymorethanifI'dnevertouchedabrush。“
  Andhistonetoldmeinaflashthatheneverthoughtofanythingelse。
  Imovedaway,instinctivelyembarrassedbymyunexpecteddiscovery;andasIturned,myeyefellonasmallpictureabovethemantel-piece——theonlyobjectbreakingtheplainoakpanellingoftheroom。
  “Oh,byJove!”Isaid。
  Itwasasketchofadonkey——anoldtireddonkey,standingintherainunderawall。
  “ByJove——aStroud!”Icried。
  Hewassilent;butIfelthimclosebehindme,breathingalittlequickly。
  “Whatawonder!Madewithadozenlines——butoneverlastingfoundations。Youluckychap,wheredidyougetit?”
  Heansweredslowly:“Mrs。Stroudgaveittome。“
  “Ah——Ididn'tknowyouevenknewtheStrouds。Hewassuchaninflexiblehermit。“
  “Ididn't——tillafter……Shesentformetopainthimwhenhewasdead。“
  “Whenhewasdead?You?”
  Imusthaveletalittletoomuchamazementescapethroughmysurprise,forheansweredwithadeprecatinglaugh:“Yes——she'sanawfulsimpleton,youknow,Mrs。Stroud。Heronlyideawastohavehimdonebyafashionablepainter——ah,poorStroud!Shethoughtitthesurestwayofproclaiminghisgreatness——offorcingitonapurblindpublic。AndatthemomentIwasTHE
  fashionablepainter。“
  “Ah,poorStroud——asyousay。WasTHAThishistory?”
  “Thatwashishistory。Shebelievedinhim,gloriedinhim——orthoughtshedid。Butshecouldn'tbearnottohaveallthedrawing-roomswithher。Shecouldn'tbearthefactthat,onvarnishingdays,onecouldalwaysgetnearenoughtoseehispictures。Poorwoman!She'sjustafragmentgropingforotherfragments。StroudistheonlywholeIeverknew。“
  “Youeverknew?Butyoujustsaid——“
  Gisburnhadacurioussmileinhiseyes。
  “Oh,Iknewhim,andheknewme——onlyithappenedafterhewasdead。“
  Idroppedmyvoiceinstinctively。“Whenshesentforyou?”
  “Yes——quiteinsensibletotheirony。Shewantedhimvindicated——
  andbyme!”
  Helaughedagain,andthrewbackhisheadtolookupatthesketchofthedonkey。“ThereweredayswhenIcouldn'tlookatthatthing——couldn'tfaceit。ButIforcedmyselftoputithere;andnowit'scuredme——curedme。That'sthereasonwhyI
  don'tdabbleanymore,mydearRickham;orratherStroudhimselfisthereason。“
  Forthefirsttimemyidlecuriosityaboutmycompanionturnedintoaseriousdesiretounderstandhimbetter。
  “Iwishyou'dtellmehowithappened,“Isaid。
  Hestoodlookingupatthesketch,andtwirlingbetweenhisfingersacigarettehehadforgottentolight。Suddenlyheturnedtowardme。
  “I'dratherliketotellyou——becauseI'vealwayssuspectedyouofloathingmywork。“
  Imadeadeprecatinggesture,whichhenegativedwithagood-
  humouredshrug。
  “Oh,Ididn'tcareastrawwhenIbelievedinmyself——andnowit'sanaddedtiebetweenus!”
  Helaughedslightly,withoutbitterness,andpushedoneofthedeeparm-chairsforward。“There:makeyourselfcomfortable——andherearethecigarsyoulike。“
  Heplacedthematmyelbowandcontinuedtowanderupanddowntheroom,stoppingnowandthenbeneaththepicture。
  “Howithappened?Icantellyouinfiveminutes——anditdidn'ttakemuchlongertohappen……IcanremembernowhowsurprisedandpleasedIwaswhenIgotMrs。Stroud'snote。Ofcourse,deepdown,IhadalwaysFELTtherewasnoonelikehim——
  onlyIhadgonewiththestream,echoedtheusualplatitudesabouthim,tillIhalfgottothinkhewasafailure,oneofthekindthatareleftbehind。ByJove,andheWASleftbehind——
  becausehehadcometostay!Therestofushadtoletourselvesbesweptalongorgounder,buthewashighabovethecurrent——oneverlastingfoundations,asyousay。
  “Well,Iwentofftothehouseinmymostegregiousmood——rathermoved,Lordforgiveme,atthepathosofpoorStroud'scareeroffailurebeingcrownedbythegloryofmypaintinghim!OfcourseImeanttodothepicturefornothing——ItoldMrs。Stroudsowhenshebegantostammersomethingaboutherpoverty。IremembergettingoffaprodigiousphraseaboutthehonourbeingMINE——oh,Iwasprincely,mydearRickham!Iwasposingtomyselflikeoneofmyownsitters。
  “ThenIwastakenupandleftalonewithhim。Ihadsentallmytrapsinadvance,andIhadonlytosetuptheeaselandgettowork。Hehadbeendeadonlytwenty-fourhours,andhediedsuddenly,ofheartdisease,sothattherehadbeennopreliminaryworkofdestruction——hisfacewasclearanduntouched。Ihadmethimonceortwice,yearsbefore,andthoughthiminsignificantanddingy。NowIsawthathewassuperb。
  “Iwasgladatfirst,withamerelyaestheticsatisfaction:gladtohavemyhandonsucha'subject。'Thenhisstrangelife-
  likenessbegantoaffectmequeerly——asIblockedtheheadinI
  feltasifhewerewatchingmedoit。Thesensationwasfollowedbythethought:ifheWEREwatchingme,whatwouldhesaytomywayofworking?Mystrokesbegantogoalittlewild——Ifeltnervousanduncertain。
  “Once,whenIlookedup,Iseemedtoseeasmilebehindhisclosegrayishbeard——asifhehadthesecret,andwereamusinghimselfbyholdingitbackfromme。Thatexasperatedmestillmore。Thesecret?Why,Ihadasecretworthtwentyofhis!Idashedatthecanvasfuriously,andtriedsomeofmybravuratricks。Buttheyfailedme,theycrumbled。Isawthathewasn'twatchingtheshowybits——Icouldn'tdistracthisattention;hejustkepthiseyesonthehardpassagesbetween。ThoseweretheonesIhadalwaysshirked,orcoveredupwithsomelyingpaint。Andhowhesawthroughmylies!
  “Ilookedupagain,andcaughtsightofthatsketchofthedonkeyhangingonthewallnearhisbed。Hiswifetoldmeafterwarditwasthelastthinghehaddone——justanotetakenwithashakinghand,whenhewasdowninDevonshirerecoveringfromapreviousheartattack。Justanote!Butittellshiswholehistory。
  Thereareyearsofpatientscornfulpersistenceineveryline。A
  manwhohadswumwiththecurrentcouldneverhavelearnedthatmightyup-streamstroke……
  “Iturnedbacktomywork,andwentongropingandmuddling;thenIlookedatthedonkeyagain。Isawthat,whenStroudlaidinthefirststroke,heknewjustwhattheendwouldbe。Hehadpossessedhissubject,absorbedit,recreatedit。WhenhadI
  donethatwithanyofmythings?Theyhadn'tbeenbornofme——I
  hadjustadoptedthem……
  “Hangit,Rickham,withthatfacewatchingmeIcouldn'tdoanotherstroke。Theplaintruthwas,Ididn'tknowwheretoputit——IHADNEVERKNOWN。Only,withmysittersandmypublic,ashowysplashofcolourcoveredupthefact——Ijustthrewpaintintotheirfaces……Well,paintwastheonemediumthosedeadeyescouldseethrough——seestraighttothetotteringfoundationsunderneath。Don'tyouknowhow,intalkingaforeignlanguage,evenfluently,onesayshalfthetimenotwhatonewantstobutwhatonecan?Well——thatwasthewayIpainted;andashelaythereandwatchedme,thethingtheycalledmy'technique'collapsedlikeahouseofcards。Hedidn'tsneer,youunderstand,poorStroud——hejustlaytherequietlywatching,andonhislips,throughthegraybeard,Iseemedtohearthequestion:'Areyousureyouknowwhereyou'recomingout?'
  “IfIcouldhavepaintedthatface,withthatquestiononit,I
  shouldhavedoneagreatthing。ThenextgreatestthingwastoseethatIcouldn't——andthatgracewasgivenme。But,oh,atthatminute,Rickham,wasthereanythingonearthIwouldn'thavegiventohaveStroudalivebeforeme,andtohearhimsay:'It'snottoolate——I'llshowyouhow'?
  “ItWAStoolate——itwouldhavebeen,evenifhe'dbeenalive。I
  packedupmytraps,andwentdownandtoldMrs。Stroud。OfcourseIdidn'ttellherTHAT——itwouldhavebeenGreektoher。
  IsimplysaidIcouldn'tpainthim,thatIwastoomoved。Sheratherlikedtheidea——she'ssoromantic!Itwasthatthatmadehergivemethedonkey。Butshewasterriblyupsetatnotgettingtheportrait——shedidsowanthim'done'bysomeoneshowy!AtfirstIwasafraidshewouldn'tletmeoff——andatmywits'endIsuggestedGrindle。Yes,itwasIwhostartedGrindle:ItoldMrs。Stroudhewasthe'coming'man,andshetoldsomebodyelse,andsoitgottobetrue……AndhepaintedStroudwithoutwincing;andshehungthepictureamongherhusband'sthings……“
  Heflunghimselfdowninthearm-chairnearmine,laidbackhishead,andclaspinghisarmsbeneathit,lookedupatthepictureabovethechimney-piece。
  “IliketofancythatStroudhimselfwouldhavegivenittome,ifhe'dbeenabletosaywhathethoughtthatday。“
  And,inanswertoaquestionIputhalf-mechanically——“Beginagain?”heflashedout。“WhentheonethingthatbringsmeanywherenearhimisthatIknewenoughtoleaveoff?”
  Hestoodupandlaidhishandonmyshoulderwithalaugh。“OnlytheironyofitisthatIAMstillpainting——sinceGrindle'sdoingitforme!TheStroudsstandalone,andhappenonce——butthere'snoexterminatingourkindofart。“
  TheEndofTheVerdictTHERECKONING
  August,1902
  I
  “Themarriagelawofthenewdispensationwillbe:THOUSHALTNOT
  BEUNFAITHFUL——TOTHYSELF。“
  Adiscreetmurmurofapprovalfilledthestudio,andthroughthehazeofcigarettesmokeMrs。ClementWestall,asherhusbanddescendedfromhisimprovisedplatform,sawhimmergedinacongratulatorygroupofladies。Westall'sinformaltalkson“TheNewEthics“haddrawnabouthimaneagerfollowingofthementallyunemployed——thosewho,ashehadoncephrasedit,likedtohavetheirbrain-foodcutupforthem。Thetalkshadbegunbyaccident。Westall'sideaswereknowntobe“advanced,“buthithertotheiradvancehadnotbeeninthedirectionofpublicity。Hehadbeen,inhiswife'sopinion,almostpusillanimouslycarefulnottolethispersonalviewsendangerhisprofessionalstanding。Oflate,however,hehadshownapuzzlingtendencytodogmatize,tothrowdownthegauntlet,toflaunthisprivatecodeinthefaceofsociety;andtherelationofthesexesbeingatopicalwayssureofanaudience,afewadmiringfriendshadpersuadedhimtogivehisafter-dinneropinionsalargercirculationbysummingthemupinaseriesoftalksattheVanSiderenstudio。
  TheHerbertVanSiderenswereacouplewhosubsisted,socially,onthefactthattheyhadastudio。VanSideren'spictureswerechieflyvaluableasaccessoriestothemiseenscenewhichdifferentiatedhiswife's“afternoons“fromtheblightingfunctionsheldinlongNewYorkdrawing-rooms,andpermittedhertooffertheirfriendswhiskey-and-sodainsteadoftea。Mrs。VanSideren,forherpart,wasskilledinmakingthemostofthekindofatmospherewhichalay-figureandaneaselcreate;andifattimesshefoundtheillusionhardtomaintain,andlostcouragetotheextentofalmostwishingthatHerbertcouldpaint,shepromptlyovercamesuchmomentsofweaknessbycallinginsomefreshtalent,someextraneousre-enforcementofthe“artistic“
  impression。ItwasinquestofsuchaidthatshehadseizedonWestall,coaxinghim,somewhattohiswife'ssurprise,intoaflatteredparticipationinherfraud。Itwasvaguelyfelt,intheVanSiderencircle,thatalltheaudacitieswereartistic,andthatateacherwhopronouncedmarriageimmoralwassomehowasdistinguishedasapainterwhodepictedpurplegrassandagreensky。TheVanSiderensetweretiredoftheconventionalcolor-
  schemeinartandconduct。
  JuliaWestallhadlonghadherownviewsontheimmoralityofmarriage;shemightindeedhaveclaimedherhusbandasadisciple。Intheearlydaysoftheirunionshehadsecretlyresentedhisdisinclinationtoproclaimhimselfafollowerofthenewcreed;hadbeeninclinedtotaxhimwithmoralcowardice,withafailuretoliveuptotheconvictionsforwhichtheirmarriagewassupposedtostand。Thatwasinthefirstburstofpropagandism,when,womanlike,shewantedtoturnherdisobedienceintoalaw。Nowshefeltdifferently。Shecouldhardlyaccountforthechange,yetbeingawomanwhoneverallowedherimpulsestoremainunaccountedfor,shetriedtodosobysayingthatshedidnotcaretohavethearticlesofherfaithmisinterpretedbythevulgar。Inthisconnection,shewasbeginningtothinkthatalmosteveryonewasvulgar;certainlytherewerefewtowhomshewouldhavecaredtointrustthedefenceofsoesotericadoctrine。AnditwaspreciselyatthispointthatWestall,discardinghisunspokenprinciples,hadchosentodescendfromtheheightsofprivacy,andstandhawkinghisconvictionsatthestreet-corner!
  ItwasUnaVanSiderenwho,onthisoccasion,unconsciouslyfocusseduponherselfMrs。Westall'swanderingresentment。Inthefirstplace,thegirlhadnobusinesstobethere。Itwas“horrid“——Mrs。Westallfoundherselfslippingbackintotheoldfemininevocabulary——simply“horrid“tothinkofayounggirl'sbeingallowedtolistentosuchtalk。ThefactthatUnasmokedcigarettesandsippedanoccasionalcocktaildidnotintheleasttarnishacertainradiantinnocencywhichmadeherappearthevictim,ratherthantheaccomplice,ofherparents'vulgarities。
  JuliaWestallfeltinahothelplesswaythatsomethingoughttobedone——thatsomeoneoughttospeaktothegirl'smother。AndjustthenUnaglidedup。
  “Oh,Mrs。Westall,howbeautifulitwas!”Unafixedherwithlargelimpideyes。“Youbelieveitall,Isuppose?”sheaskedwithseraphicgravity。
  “All——what,mydearchild?”
  Thegirlshoneonher。“Aboutthehigherlife——thefreerexpansionoftheindividual——thelawoffidelitytoone'sself,“
  shegliblyrecited。
  Mrs。Westall,toherownwonder,blushedadeepandburningblush。
  “MydearUna,“shesaid,“youdon'tintheleastunderstandwhatit'sallabout!”
  MissVanSiderenstared,withaslowlyansweringblush。“Don'tYOU,then?”shemurmured。
  Mrs。Westalllaughed。“Notalways——oraltogether!ButIshouldlikesometea,please。“
  Unaledhertothecornerwhereinnocentbeveragesweredispensed。AsJuliareceivedhercupshescrutinizedthegirlmorecarefully。Itwasnotsuchagirlishface,afterall——
  definitelineswereformingundertherosyhazeofyouth。ShereflectedthatUnamustbesix-and-twenty,andwonderedwhyshehadnotmarried。Anicestockofideasshewouldhaveasherdower!IfTHEYweretobeapartofthemoderngirl'strousseau——
  Mrs。Westallcaughtherselfupwithastart。Itwasasthoughsomeoneelsehadbeenspeaking——astrangerwhohadborrowedherownvoice:shefeltherselfthedupeofsomefantasticmentalventriloquism。ConcludingsuddenlythattheroomwasstiflingandUna'steatoosweet,shesetdownhercup,andlookedaboutforWestall:tomeethiseyeshadlongbeenherrefugefromeveryuncertainty。Shemetthemnow,butonly,asshefelt,intransit;theyincludedherparentheticallyinalargerflight。
  Shefollowedtheflight,anditcarriedhertoacornertowhichUnahadwithdrawn——oneofthepalmynookstowhichMrs。VanSiderenattributedthesuccessofherSaturdays。Westall,amomentlater,hadovertakenhislook,andfoundaplaceatthegirl'sside。Shebentforward,speakingeagerly;heleanedback,listening,withthedepreciatorysmilewhichactedasafiltertoflattery,enablinghimtoswallowthestrongestdoseswithoutapparentgrossnessofappetite。Juliawincedatherowndefinitionofthesmile。
  Onthewayhome,inthedesertedwinterdusk,Westallsurprisedhiswifebyasuddenboyishpressureofherarm。“DidIopentheireyesabit?DidItellthemwhatyouwantedmeto?”heaskedgaily。
  Almostunconsciously,sheletherarmslipfromhis。“WhatI
  wanted——?”
  “Why,haven'tyou——allthistime?”Shecaughtthehonestwonderofhistone。“Isomehowfanciedyou'dratherblamedmefornottalkingmoreopenly——before——You'vemademefeel,attimes,thatIwassacrificingprinciplestoexpediency。“
  Shepausedamomentoverherreply;thensheaskedquietly:“Whatmadeyoudecidenotto——anylonger?”
  Shefeltagainthevibrationofafaintsurprise。“Why——thewishtopleaseyou!”heanswered,almosttoosimply。
  “Iwishyouwouldnotgoon,then,“shesaidabruptly。
  Hestoppedinhisquickwalk,andshefelthisstarethroughthedarkness。
  “Notgoon——?”
  “Callahansom,please。I'mtired,“brokefromherwithasuddenrushofphysicalweariness。
  Instantlyhissolicitudeenvelopedher。Theroomhadbeeninfernallyhot——andthenthatconfoundedcigarettesmoke——hehadnoticedonceortwicethatshelookedpale——shemustn'tcometoanotherSaturday。Shefeltherselfyielding,asshealwaysdid,tothewarminfluenceofhisconcernforher,thefeminineinherleaningonthemaninhimwithaconsciousintensityofabandonment。Heputherinthehansom,andherhandstoleintohisinthedarkness。Atearortworose,andsheletthemfall。
  Itwassodelicioustocryoverimaginarytroubles!
  Thatevening,afterdinner,hesurprisedherbyrevertingtothesubjectofhistalk。Hecombinedaman'sdislikeofuncomfortablequestionswithanalmostfeminineskillineludingthem;andsheknewthatifhereturnedtothesubjecthemusthavesomespecialreasonfordoingso。
  “YouseemnottohavecaredforwhatIsaidthisafternoon。DidIputthecasebadly?”
  “No——youputitverywell。“
  “Thenwhatdidyoumeanbysayingthatyouwouldrathernothavemegoonwithit?”
  Sheglancedathimnervously,herignoranceofhisintentiondeepeninghersenseofhelplessness。
  “Idon'tthinkIcaretohearsuchthingsdiscussedinpublic。“
  “Idon'tunderstandyou,“heexclaimed。Againthefeelingthathissurprisewasgenuinegaveanairofobliquitytoherownattitude。Shewasnotsurethatsheunderstoodherself。
  “Won'tyouexplain?”hesaidwithatingeofimpatience。
  Hereyeswanderedaboutthefamiliardrawing-roomwhichhadbeenthesceneofsomanyoftheireveningconfidences。Theshadedlamps,thequiet-coloredwallshungwithmezzotints,thepalespringflowersscatteredhereandthereinVeniceglassesandbowlsofoldSevres,recalled,shehardlyknewwhy,theapartmentinwhichtheeveningsofherfirstmarriagehadbeenpassed——awildernessofrosewoodandupholstery,withapictureofaRomanpeasantabovethemantel-piece,andaGreekslavein“statuarymarble“betweenthefolding-doorsofthebackdrawing-room。Itwasaroomwithwhichshehadneverbeenabletoestablishanycloserrelationthanthatbetweenatravellerandarailwaystation;andnow,asshelookedaboutatthesurroundingswhichstoodforherdeepestaffinities——theroomforwhichshehadleftthatotherroom——shewasstartledbythesamesenseofstrangenessandunfamiliarity。Theprints,theflowers,thesubduedtonesoftheoldporcelains,seemedtotypifyasuperficialrefinementthathadnorelationtothedeepersignificancesoflife。
  Suddenlysheheardherhusbandrepeatinghisquestion。
  “Idon'tknowthatIcanexplain,“shefaltered。
  Hedrewhisarm-chairforwardsothathefacedheracrossthehearth。Thelightofareading-lampfellonhisfinelydrawnface,whichhadakindofsurface-sensitivenessakintothesurface-refinementofitssetting。
  “Isitthatyounolongerbelieveinourideas?”heasked。
  “Inourideas——?”
  “TheideasIamtryingtoteach。TheideasyouandIaresupposedtostandfor。“Hepausedamoment。“Theideasonwhichourmarriagewasfounded。“