首页 >出版文学> Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton>第6章
  “Thenyoudon'tknowwhathewrote?You'renotsureitWAShisname?”
  Thekitchen-maidwasnotsure,butsupposeditwas,sincehehadwrittenitinanswertoherinquiryastowhomsheshouldannounce。
  “AndwhenyoucarriedthepaperintoMr。Boyne,whatdidhesay?”
  Thekitchen-maiddidnotthinkthatMr。Boynehadsaidanything,butshecouldnotbesure,forjustasshehadhandedhimthepaperandhewasopeningit,shehadbecomeawarethatthevisitorhadfollowedherintothelibrary,andshehadslippedout,leavingthetwogentlementogether。
  “Butthen,ifyoulefttheminthelibrary,howdoyouknowthattheywentoutofthehouse?”
  Thisquestionplungedthewitnessintomomentaryinarticulateness,fromwhichshewasrescuedbyTrimmle,who,bymeansofingeniouscircumlocutions,elicitedthestatementthatbeforeshecouldcrossthehalltothebackpassageshehadheardthegentlemenbehindher,andhadseenthemgooutofthefrontdoortogether。
  “Then,ifyousawthegentlemantwice,youmustbeabletotellmewhathelookedlike。“
  Butwiththisfinalchallengetoherpowersofexpressionitbecameclearthatthelimitofthekitchen-maid'sendurancehadbeenreached。Theobligationofgoingtothefrontdoorto“showin“avisitorwasinitselfsosubversiveofthefundamentalorderofthingsthatithadthrownherfacultiesintohopelessdisarray,andshecouldonlystammerout,aftervariouspantingeffortsatevocation,“Hishat,mum,wasdifferent-like,asyoumightsay——“
  “Different?Howdifferent?”Maryflashedoutather,herownmind,inthesameinstant,leapingbacktoanimageleftonitthatmorning,buttemporarilylostunderlayersofsubsequentimpressions。
  “Hishathadawidebrim,youmean?andhisfacewaspale——ayoungishface?”Marypressedher,withawhite-lippedintensityofinterrogation。Butifthekitchen-maidfoundanyadequateanswertothischallenge,itwassweptawayforherlistenerdowntherushingcurrentofherownconvictions。Thestranger——thestrangerinthegarden!WhyhadMarynotthoughtofhimbefore?
  Sheneedednoonenowtotellherthatitwashewhohadcalledforherhusbandandgoneawaywithhim。Butwhowashe,andwhyhadBoyneobeyedhiscall?
  IV
  Itleapedoutathersuddenly,likeagrinoutofthedark,thattheyhadoftencalledEnglandsolittle——“suchaconfoundedlyhardplacetogetlostin。“
  ACONFOUNDEDLYHARDPLACETOGETLOSTIN!Thathadbeenherhusband'sphrase。Andnow,withthewholemachineryofofficialinvestigationsweepingitsflash-lightsfromshoretoshore,andacrossthedividingstraits;now,withBoyne'snameblazingfromthewallsofeverytownandvillage,hisportraithowthatwrungher!hawkedupanddownthecountryliketheimageofahuntedcriminal;nowthelittlecompact,populousisland,sopoliced,surveyed,andadministered,revealeditselfasaSphinx-likeguardianofabysmalmysteries,staringbackintohiswife'sanguishedeyesasifwiththemaliciousjoyofknowingsomethingtheywouldneverknow!
  InthefortnightsinceBoyne'sdisappearancetherehadbeennowordofhim,notraceofhismovements。Eventheusualmisleadingreportsthatraiseexpectancyintorturedbosomshadbeenfewandfleeting。Noonebutthebewilderedkitchen-maidhadseenhimleavethehouse,andnooneelsehadseen“thegentleman“whoaccompaniedhim。Allinquiriesintheneighborhoodfailedtoelicitthememoryofastranger'spresencethatdayintheneighborhoodofLyng。AndnoonehadmetEdwardBoyne,eitheraloneorincompany,inanyoftheneighboringvillages,orontheroadacrossthedowns,orateitherofthelocalrailway-stations。ThesunnyEnglishnoonhadswallowedhimascompletelyasifhehadgoneoutintoCimmeriannight。
  Mary,whileeveryexternalmeansofinvestigationwasworkingatitshighestpressure,hadransackedherhusband'spapersforanytraceofantecedentcomplications,ofentanglementsorobligationsunknowntoher,thatmightthrowafaintrayintothedarkness。ButifanysuchhadexistedinthebackgroundofBoyne'slife,theyhaddisappearedascompletelyastheslipofpaperonwhichthevisitorhadwrittenhisname。Thereremainednopossiblethreadofguidanceexcept——ifitwereindeedanexception——theletterwhichBoynehadapparentlybeenintheactofwritingwhenhereceivedhismysterioussummons。Thatletter,readandrereadbyhiswife,andsubmittedbyhertothepolice,yieldedlittleenoughforconjecturetofeedon。
  “IhavejustheardofElwell'sdeath,andwhileIsupposethereisnownofartherriskoftrouble,itmightbesafer——“Thatwasall。The“riskoftrouble“waseasilyexplainedbythenewspaperclippingwhichhadapprisedMaryofthesuitbroughtagainstherhusbandbyoneofhisassociatesintheBlueStarenterprise。
  TheonlynewinformationconveyedintheletterwasthefactofitsshowingBoyne,whenhewroteit,tobestillapprehensiveoftheresultsofthesuit,thoughhehadassuredhiswifethatithadbeenwithdrawn,andthoughtheletteritselfdeclaredthattheplaintiffwasdead。Ittookseveralweeksofexhaustivecablingtofixtheidentityofthe“Parvis“towhomthefragmentarycommunicationwasaddressed,butevenaftertheseinquirieshadshownhimtobeaWaukeshalawyer,nonewfactsconcerningtheElwellsuitwereelicited。Heappearedtohavehadnodirectconcerninit,buttohavebeenconversantwiththefactsmerelyasanacquaintance,andpossibleintermediary;andhedeclaredhimselfunabletodivinewithwhatobjectBoyneintendedtoseekhisassistance。
  Thisnegativeinformation,solefruitofthefirstfortnight'sfeverishsearch,wasnotincreasedbyajotduringtheslowweeksthatfollowed。Maryknewthattheinvestigationswerestillbeingcarriedon,butshehadavaguesenseoftheirgraduallyslackening,astheactualmarchoftimeseemedtoslacken。Itwasasthoughthedays,flyinghorror-struckfromtheshroudedimageoftheoneinscrutableday,gainedassuranceasthedistancelengthened,tillatlasttheyfellbackintotheirnormalgait。Andsowiththehumanimaginationsatworkonthedarkevent。Nodoubtitoccupiedthemstill,butweekbyweekandhourbyhouritgrewlessabsorbing,tookuplessspace,wasslowlybutinevitablycrowdedoutoftheforegroundofconsciousnessbythenewproblemsperpetuallybubblingupfromthevaporouscaldronofhumanexperience。
  EvenMaryBoyne'sconsciousnessgraduallyfeltthesameloweringofvelocity。Itstillswayedwiththeincessantoscillationsofconjecture;buttheywereslower,morerhythmicalintheirbeat。
  Thereweremomentsofoverwhelminglassitudewhen,likethevictimofsomepoisonwhichleavesthebrainclear,butholdsthebodymotionless,shesawherselfdomesticatedwiththeHorror,acceptingitsperpetualpresenceasoneofthefixedconditionsoflife。
  Thesemomentslengthenedintohoursanddays,tillshepassedintoaphaseofstolidacquiescence。Shewatchedthefamiliarroutineoflifewiththeincuriouseyeofasavageonwhomthemeaninglessprocessesofcivilizationmakebutthefaintestimpression。Shehadcometoregardherselfaspartoftheroutine,aspokeofthewheel,revolvingwithitsmotion;shefeltalmostlikethefurnitureoftheroominwhichshesat,aninsensateobjecttobedustedandpushedaboutwiththechairsandtables。AndthisdeepeningapathyheldherfastatLyng,inspiteoftheurgententreatiesoffriendsandtheusualmedicalrecommendationof“change。“Herfriendssupposedthatherrefusaltomovewasinspiredbythebeliefthatherhusbandwouldonedayreturntothespotfromwhichhehadvanished,andabeautifullegendgrewupaboutthisimaginarystateofwaiting。
  Butinrealityshehadnosuchbelief:thedepthsofanguishinclosingherwerenolongerlightedbyflashesofhope。ShewassurethatBoynewouldnevercomeback,thathehadgoneoutofhersightascompletelyasifDeathitselfhadwaitedthatdayonthethreshold。Shehadevenrenounced,onebyone,thevarioustheoriesastohisdisappearancewhichhadbeenadvancedbythepress,thepolice,andherownagonizedimagination。Insheerlassitudehermindturnedfromthesealternativesofhorror,andsankbackintotheblankfactthathewasgone。
  No,shewouldneverknowwhathadbecomeofhim——noonewouldeverknow。ButthehouseKNEW;thelibraryinwhichshespentherlong,lonelyeveningsknew。Foritwasherethatthelastscenehadbeenenacted,herethatthestrangerhadcome,andspokenthewordwhichhadcausedBoynetoriseandfollowhim。
  Thefloorshetrodhadfelthistread;thebooksontheshelveshadseenhisface;andthereweremomentswhentheintenseconsciousnessoftheold,duskywallsseemedabouttobreakoutintosomeaudiblerevelationoftheirsecret。Buttherevelationnevercame,andsheknewitwouldnevercome。Lyngwasnotoneofthegarrulousoldhousesthatbetraythesecretsintrustedtothem。Itsverylegendprovedthatithadalwaysbeenthemuteaccomplice,theincorruptiblecustodianofthemysteriesithadsurprised。AndMaryBoyne,sittingfacetofacewithitsportentoussilence,feltthefutilityofseekingtobreakitbyanyhumanmeans。
  V
  “Idon'tsayitWASN'Tstraight,yetdon'tsayitWASstraight。
  Itwasbusiness。“
  Mary,atthewords,liftedherheadwithastart,andlookedintentlyatthespeaker。
  When,halfanhourbefore,acardwith“Mr。Parvis“onithadbeenbroughtuptoher,shehadbeenimmediatelyawarethatthenamehadbeenapartofherconsciousnesseversinceshehadreaditattheheadofBoyne'sunfinishedletter。Inthelibraryshehadfoundawaitingherasmallneutral-tintedmanwithabaldheadandgoldeye-glasses,anditsentastrangetremorthroughhertoknowthatthiswasthepersontowhomherhusband'slastknownthoughthadbeendirected。
  Parvis,civilly,butwithoutvainpreamble,——inthemannerofamanwhohashiswatchinhishand,——hadsetforththeobjectofhisvisit。Hehad“runover“toEnglandonbusiness,andfindinghimselfintheneighborhoodofDorchester,hadnotwishedtoleaveitwithoutpayinghisrespectstoMrs。Boyne;withoutaskingher,iftheoccasionoffered,whatshemeanttodoaboutBobElwell'sfamily。
  ThewordstouchedthespringofsomeobscuredreadinMary'sbosom。Didhervisitor,afterall,knowwhatBoynehadmeantbyhisunfinishedphrase?Sheaskedforanelucidationofhisquestion,andnoticedatoncethatheseemedsurprisedathercontinuedignoranceofthesubject。Wasitpossiblethatshereallyknewaslittleasshesaid?
  “Iknownothing——youmusttellme,“shefalteredout;andhervisitorthereuponproceededtounfoldhisstory。Itthrew,eventoherconfusedperceptions,andimperfectlyinitiatedvision,aluridglareonthewholehazyepisodeoftheBlueStarMine。Herhusbandhadmadehismoneyinthatbrilliantspeculationatthecostof“gettingahead“ofsomeonelessalerttoseizethechance;thevictimofhisingenuitywasyoungRobertElwell,whohad“puthimon“totheBlueStarscheme。
  Parvis,atMary'sfirststartledcry,hadthrownherasoberingglancethroughhisimpartialglasses。
  “BobElwellwasn'tsmartenough,that'sall;ifhehadbeen,hemighthaveturnedroundandservedBoynethesameway。It'sthekindofthingthathappenseverydayinbusiness。Iguessit'swhatthescientistscallthesurvivalofthefittest,“saidMr。
  Parvis,evidentlypleasedwiththeaptnessofhisanalogy。
  Maryfeltaphysicalshrinkingfromthenextquestionshetriedtoframe;itwasasthoughthewordsonherlipshadatastethatnauseatedher。
  “Butthen——youaccusemyhusbandofdoingsomethingdishonorable?”
  Mr。Parvissurveyedthequestiondispassionately。“Oh,no,I
  don't。Idon'tevensayitwasn'tstraight。“Heglancedupanddownthelonglinesofbooks,asifoneofthemmighthavesuppliedhimwiththedefinitionhesought。“Idon'tsayitWASN'Tstraight,andyetIdon'tsayitWASstraight。Itwasbusiness。“Afterall,nodefinitioninhiscategorycouldbemorecomprehensivethanthat。
  Marysatstaringathimwithalookofterror。Heseemedtoherliketheindifferent,implacableemissaryofsomedark,formlesspower。
  “ButMr。Elwell'slawyersapparentlydidnottakeyourview,sinceIsupposethesuitwaswithdrawnbytheiradvice。“
  “Oh,yes,theyknewhehadn'talegtostandon,technically。Itwaswhentheyadvisedhimtowithdrawthesuitthathegotdesperate。Yousee,he'dborrowedmostofthemoneyhelostintheBlueStar,andhewasupatree。That'swhyheshothimselfwhentheytoldhimhehadnoshow。“
  ThehorrorwassweepingoverMaryingreat,deafeningwaves。
  “Heshothimself?HekilledhimselfbecauseofTHAT?“
  “Well,hedidn'tkillhimself,exactly。Hedraggedontwomonthsbeforehedied。“Parvisemittedthestatementasunemotionallyasagramophonegrindingoutits“record。“
  “Youmeanthathetriedtokillhimself,andfailed?Andtriedagain?”
  “Oh,hedidn'thavetotryagain,“saidParvis,grimly。
  Theysatoppositeeachotherinsilence,heswinginghiseye-
  glassthoughtfullyabouthisfinger,she,motionless,herarmsstretchedalongherkneesinanattitudeofrigidtension。
  “Butifyouknewallthis,“shebeganatlength,hardlyabletoforcehervoiceaboveawhisper,“howisitthatwhenIwroteyouatthetimeofmyhusband'sdisappearanceyousaidyoudidn'tunderstandhisletter?”
  Parvisreceivedthiswithoutperceptiblediscomfiture。“Why,I
  didn'tunderstandit——strictlyspeaking。Anditwasn'tthetimetotalkaboutit,ifIhad。TheElwellbusinesswassettledwhenthesuitwaswithdrawn。NothingIcouldhavetoldyouwouldhavehelpedyoutofindyourhusband。“
  Marycontinuedtoscrutinizehim。“Thenwhyareyoutellingmenow?”
  StillParvisdidnothesitate。“Well,tobeginwith,Isupposedyouknewmorethanyouappearto——ImeanaboutthecircumstancesofElwell'sdeath。Andthenpeoplearetalkingofitnow;thewholematter'sbeenrakedupagain。AndIthought,ifyoudidn'tknow,yououghtto。“
  Sheremainedsilent,andhecontinued:“Yousee,it'sonlycomeoutlatelywhatabadstateElwell'saffairswerein。Hiswife'saproudwoman,andshefoughtonaslongasshecould,goingouttowork,andtakingsewingathome,whenshegottoosick——
  somethingwiththeheart,Ibelieve。Butshehadhisbedriddenmothertolookafter,andthechildren,andshebrokedownunderit,andfinallyhadtoaskforhelp。Thatattractedattentiontothecase,andthepaperstookitup,andasubscriptionwasstarted。EverybodyouttherelikedBobElwell,andmostoftheprominentnamesintheplacearedownonthelist,andpeoplebegantowonderwhy——“
  Parvisbrokeofftofumbleinaninnerpocket。“Here,“hecontinued,“here'sanaccountofthewholethingfromthe'Sentinel'——alittlesensational,ofcourse。ButIguessyou'dbetterlookitover。“
  HeheldoutanewspapertoMary,whounfoldeditslowly,remembering,asshedidso,theeveningwhen,inthatsameroom,theperusalofaclippingfromthe“Sentinel“hadfirstshakenthedepthsofhersecurity。
  Assheopenedthepaper,hereyes,shrinkingfromtheglaringhead-lines,“WidowofBoyne'sVictimForcedtoAppealforAid,“
  randownthecolumnoftexttotwoportraitsinsertedinit。Thefirstwasherhusband's,takenfromaphotographmadetheyeartheyhadcometoEngland。Itwasthepictureofhimthatshelikedbest,theonethatstoodonthewriting-tableup-stairsinherbedroom。Astheeyesinthephotographmethers,shefeltitwouldbeimpossibletoreadwhatwassaidofhim,andclosedherlidswiththesharpnessofthepain。
  “Ithoughtifyoufeltdisposedtoputyournamedown——“sheheardParviscontinue。
  Sheopenedhereyeswithaneffort,andtheyfellontheotherportrait。Itwasthatofayoungishman,slightlybuilt,inroughclothes,withfeaturessomewhatblurredbytheshadowofaprojectinghat-brim。Wherehadsheseenthatoutlinebefore?
  Shestaredatitconfusedly,herhearthammeringinherthroatandears。Thenshegaveacry。
  “Thisistheman——themanwhocameformyhusband!”
  SheheardParvisstarttohisfeet,andwasdimlyawarethatshehadslippedbackwardintothecornerofthesofa,andthathewasbendingaboveherinalarm。Withanintenseeffortshestraightenedherself,andreachedoutforthepaper,whichshehaddropped。
  “It'stheman!Ishouldknowhimanywhere!”shecriedinavoicethatsoundedinherownearslikeascream。
  Parvis'svoiceseemedtocometoherfromfaroff,downendless,fog-muffledwindings。
  “Mrs。Boyne,you'renotverywell。ShallIcallsomebody?ShallIgetaglassofwater?”
  “No,no,no!”Shethrewherselftowardhim,herhandfranticallyclenchingthenewspaper。“Itellyou,it'stheman!IKNOWhim!
  Hespoketomeinthegarden!”
  Parvistookthejournalfromher,directinghisglassestotheportrait。“Itcan'tbe,Mrs。Boyne。It'sRobertElwell。“
  “RobertElwell?”Herwhitestareseemedtotravelintospace。
  “ThenitwasRobertElwellwhocameforhim。“
  “CameforBoyne?Thedayhewentaway?”Parvis'svoicedroppedashersrose。Hebentover,layingafraternalhandonher,asiftocoaxhergentlybackintoherseat。“Why,Elwellwasdead!
  Don'tyouremember?”
  Marysatwithhereyesfixedonthepicture,unconsciousofwhathewassaying。
  “Don'tyourememberBoyne'sunfinishedlettertome——theoneyoufoundonhisdeskthatday?Itwaswrittenjustafterhe'dheardofElwell'sdeath。“ShenoticedanoddshakeinParvis'sunemotionalvoice。“Surelyyourememberthat!”heurgedher。
  Yes,sheremembered:thatwastheprofoundesthorrorofit。
  Elwellhaddiedthedaybeforeherhusband'sdisappearance;andthiswasElwell'sportrait;anditwastheportraitofthemanwhohadspokentoherinthegarden。Sheliftedherheadandlookedslowlyaboutthelibrary。ThelibrarycouldhavebornewitnessthatitwasalsotheportraitofthemanwhohadcomeinthatdaytocallBoynefromhisunfinishedletter。Throughthemistysurgingsofherbrainsheheardthefaintboomofhalf-
  forgottenwords——wordsspokenbyAlidaStaironthelawnatPangbournebeforeBoyneandhiswifehadeverseenthehouseatLyng,orhadimaginedthattheymightonedaylivethere。
  “Thiswasthemanwhospoketome,“sherepeated。
  ShelookedagainatParvis。Hewastryingtoconcealhisdisturbanceunderwhatheimaginedtobeanexpressionofindulgentcommiseration;buttheedgesofhislipswereblue。
  “Hethinksmemad;butI'mnotmad,“shereflected;andsuddenlythereflasheduponherawayofjustifyingherstrangeaffirmation。
  Shesatquiet,controllingthequiverofherlips,andwaitingtillshecouldtrusthervoicetokeepitshabituallevel;thenshesaid,lookingstraightatParvis:“Willyouanswermeonequestion,please?WhenwasitthatRobertElwelltriedtokillhimself?”
  “When——when?”Parvisstammered。
  “Yes;thedate。Pleasetrytoremember。“
  Shesawthathewasgrowingstillmoreafraidofher。“Ihaveareason,“sheinsistedgently。
  “Yes,yes。OnlyIcan'tremember。Abouttwomonthsbefore,I
  shouldsay。“
  “Iwantthedate,“sherepeated。
  Parvispickedupthenewspaper。“Wemightseehere,“hesaid,stillhumoringher。Heranhiseyesdownthepage。“Hereitis。
  LastOctober——the——“
  Shecaughtthewordsfromhim。“The20th,wasn'tit?”Withasharplookather,heverified。“Yes,the20th。ThenyouDID
  know?”
  “Iknownow。“Herwhitestarecontinuedtotravelpasthim。
  “Sunday,the20th——thatwasthedayhecamefirst。“
  Parvis'svoicewasalmostinaudible。“CameHEREfirst?”
  “Yes。“
  “Yousawhimtwice,then?”
  “Yes,twice。“Shebreatheditathimwithdilatedeyes。“Hecamefirstonthe20thofOctober。IrememberthedatebecauseitwasthedaywewentupMeldonSteepforthefirsttime。“Shefeltafaintgaspofinwardlaughteratthethoughtthatbutforthatshemighthaveforgotten。
  Parviscontinuedtoscrutinizeher,asiftryingtointercepthergaze。
  “Wesawhimfromtheroof,“shewenton。“Hecamedownthelime-
  avenuetowardthehouse。Hewasdressedjustasheisinthatpicture。Myhusbandsawhimfirst。Hewasfrightened,andrandownaheadofme;buttherewasnoonethere。Hehadvanished。“
  “Elwellhadvanished?”Parvisfaltered。
  “Yes。“Theirtwowhispersseemedtogropeforeachother。“I
  couldn'tthinkwhathadhappened。Iseenow。HeTRIEDtocomethen;buthewasn'tdeadenough——hecouldn'treachus。Hehadtowaitfortwomonths;andthenhecamebackagain——andNedwentwithhim。“
  ShenoddedatParviswiththelookoftriumphofachildwhohassuccessfullyworkedoutadifficultpuzzle。Butsuddenlysheliftedherhandswithadesperategesture,pressingthemtoherburstingtemples。
  “Oh,myGod!IsenthimtoNed——Itoldhimwheretogo!Isenthimtothisroom!”shescreamedout。
  Shefeltthewallsoftheroomrushtowardher,likeinwardfallingruins;andsheheardParvis,alongwayoff,asifthroughtheruins,cryingtoher,andstrugglingtogetather。
  Butshewasnumbtohistouch,shedidnotknowwhathewassaying。Throughthetumultsheheardbutoneclearnote,thevoiceofAlidaStair,speakingonthelawnatPangbourne。
  “Youwon'tknowtillafterward,“itsaid。“Youwon'tknowtilllong,longafterward。“
  TheEndofAfterwardTHEFULNESSOFLIFE
  December1893
  I。
  Forhoursshehadlaininakindofgentletorpor,notunlikethatsweetlassitudewhichmastersoneinthehushofamidsummernoon,whentheheatseemstohavesilencedtheverybirdsandinsects,and,lyingsunkinthetasselledmeadow-grasses,onelooksupthroughalevelroofingofmaple-leavesatthevastshadowless,andunsuggestiveblue。Nowandthen,atever-
  lengtheningintervals,aflashofpaindartedthroughher,liketherippleofsheet-lightningacrosssuchamidsummersky;butitwastootransitorytoshakeherstupor,thatcalm,delicious,bottomlessstuporintowhichshefeltherselfsinkingmoreandmoredeeply,withoutadisturbingimpulseofresistance,aneffortofreattachmenttothevanishingedgesofconsciousness。
  Theresistance,theeffort,hadknowntheirhourofviolence;butnowtheywereatanend。Throughhermind,longharriedbygrotesquevisions,fragmentaryimagesofthelifethatshewasleaving,tormentinglinesofverse,obstinatepresentmentsofpicturesoncebeheld,indistinctimpressionsofrivers,towers,andcupolas,gatheredinthelengthofjourneyshalfforgotten——
  throughhermindtherenowonlymovedafewprimalsensationsofcolorlesswell-being;avaguesatisfactioninthethoughtthatshehadswallowedhernoxiouslastdraughtofmedicine……andthatsheshouldneveragainhearthecreakingofherhusband'sboots——thosehorribleboots——andthatnoonewouldcometobotherheraboutthenextday'sdinner……orthebutcher'sbook……
  Atlasteventhesedimsensationsspentthemselvesinthethickeningobscuritywhichenvelopedher;adusknowfilledwithpalegeometricroses,circlingsoftly,interminablybeforeher,nowdarkenedtoauniformblue-blackness,thehueofasummernightwithoutstars。Andintothisdarknessshefeltherselfsinking,sinking,withthegentlesenseofsecurityofoneupheldfrombeneath。Likeatepidtideitrosearoundher,glidingeverhigherandhigher,foldinginitsvelvetyembraceherrelaxedandtiredbody,nowsubmergingherbreastandshoulders,nowcreepinggradually,withsoftinexorableness,overherthroattoherchin,toherears,tohermouth……Ah,nowitwasrisingtoohigh;
  theimpulsetostrugglewasrenewed;……hermouthwasfull;……
  shewaschoking……Help!
  “Itisallover,“saidthenurse,drawingdowntheeyelidswithofficialcomposure。
  Theclockstruckthree。Theyremembereditafterward。Someoneopenedthewindowandletinablastofthatstrange,neutralairwhichwalkstheearthbetweendarknessanddawn;someoneelseledthehusbandintoanotherroom。Hewalkedvaguely,likeablindman,onhiscreakingboots。
  II。
  Shestood,asitseemed,onathreshold,yetnotangiblegatewaywasinfrontofher。Onlyawidevistaoflight,mildyetpenetratingasthegatheredglimmerofinnumerablestars,expandedgraduallybeforehereyes,inblissfulcontrasttothecavernousdarknessfromwhichshehadoflateemerged。
  Shesteppedforward,notfrightened,buthesitating,andashereyesbegantogrowmorefamiliarwiththemeltingdepthsoflightabouther,shedistinguishedtheoutlinesofalandscape,atfirstswimmingintheopalineuncertaintyofShelley'svaporouscreations,thengraduallyresolvedintodistinctershape——thevastunrollingofasunlitplain,aerialformsofmountains,andpresentlythesilvercrescentofariverinthevalley,andabluestencillingoftreesalongitscurve——somethingsuggestiveinitsineffablehueofanazurebackgroundofLeonardo's,strange,enchanting,mysterious,leadingontheeyeandtheimaginationintoregionsoffabulousdelight。Asshegazed,herheartbeatwithasoftandrapturoussurprise;soexquisiteapromiseshereadinthesummonsofthathyalinedistance。
  “Andsodeathisnottheendafterall,“insheergladnesssheheardherselfexclaimingaloud。“Ialwaysknewthatitcouldn'tbe。IbelievedinDarwin,ofcourse。Idostill;butthenDarwinhimselfsaidthathewasn'tsureaboutthesoul——atleast,Ithinkhedid——andWallacewasaspiritualist;andthentherewasSt。GeorgeMivart——“
  Hergazelostitselfintheetherealremotenessofthemountains。
  “Howbeautiful!Howsatisfying!”shemurmured。“PerhapsnowI
  shallreallyknowwhatitistolive。“
  Asshespokeshefeltasuddenthickeningofherheart-beats,andlookingupshewasawarethatbeforeherstoodtheSpiritofLife。
  “Haveyouneverreallyknownwhatitistolive?”theSpiritofLifeaskedher。
  “Ihaveneverknown,“shereplied,“thatfulnessoflifewhichweallfeelourselvescapableofknowing;thoughmylifehasnotbeenwithoutscatteredhintsofit,likethescentofearthwhichcomestoonesometimesfaroutatsea。“
  “Andwhatdoyoucallthefulnessoflife?”theSpiritaskedagain。
  “Oh,Ican'ttellyou,ifyoudon'tknow,“shesaid,almostreproachfully。“Manywordsaresupposedtodefineit——loveandsympathyarethoseincommonestuse,butIamnotevensurethattheyaretherightones,andsofewpeoplereallyknowwhattheymean。“
  “Youweremarried,“saidtheSpirit,“yetyoudidnotfindthefulnessoflifeinyourmarriage?”
  “Oh,dear,no,“shereplied,withanindulgentscorn,“mymarriagewasaveryincompleteaffair。“
  “Andyetyouwerefondofyourhusband?”
  “Youhavehitupontheexactword;Iwasfondofhim,yes,justasIwasfondofmygrandmother,andthehousethatIwasbornin,andmyoldnurse。Oh,Iwasfondofhim,andwewerecountedaveryhappycouple。ButIhavesometimesthoughtthatawoman'snatureislikeagreathousefullofrooms:thereisthehall,throughwhicheveryonepassesingoinginandout;thedrawing-
  room,whereonereceivesformalvisits;thesitting-room,wherethemembersofthefamilycomeandgoastheylist;butbeyondthat,farbeyond,areotherrooms,thehandlesofwhosedoorsperhapsareneverturned;nooneknowsthewaytothem,nooneknowswhithertheylead;andintheinnermostroom,theholyofholies,thesoulsitsaloneandwaitsforafootstepthatnevercomes。“
  “Andyourhusband,“askedtheSpirit,afterapause,“nevergotbeyondthefamilysitting-room?”
  “Never,“shereturned,impatiently;“andtheworstofitwasthathewasquitecontenttoremainthere。Hethoughtitperfectlybeautiful,andsometimes,whenhewasadmiringitscommonplacefurniture,insignificantasthechairsandtablesofahotelparlor,Ifeltlikecryingouttohim:'Fool,willyouneverguessthatcloseathandareroomsfulloftreasuresandwonders,suchastheeyeofmanhathnotseen,roomsthatnostephascrossed,butthatmightbeyourstolivein,couldyoubutfindthehandleofthedoor?'“
  “Then,“theSpiritcontinued,“thosemomentsofwhichyoulatelyspoke,whichseemedtocometoyoulikescatteredhintsofthefulnessoflife,werenotsharedwithyourhusband?”
  “Oh,no——never。Hewasdifferent。Hisbootscreaked,andhealwaysslammedthedoorwhenhewentout,andheneverreadanythingbutrailwaynovelsandthesportingadvertisementsinthepapers——and——and,inshort,weneverunderstoodeachotherintheleast。“
  “Towhatinfluence,then,didyouowethoseexquisitesensations?”
  “Icanhardlytell。Sometimestotheperfumeofaflower;
  sometimestoaverseofDanteorofShakespeare;sometimestoapictureorasunset,ortooneofthosecalmdaysatsea,whenoneseemstobelyinginthehollowofabluepearl;sometimes,butrarely,toawordspokenbysomeonewhochancedtogiveutterance,attherightmoment,towhatIfeltbutcouldnotexpress。“
  “Someonewhomyouloved?”askedtheSpirit。
  “Ineverlovedanyone,inthatway,“shesaid,rathersadly,“norwasIthinkingofanyonepersonwhenIspoke,butoftwoorthreewho,bytouchingforaninstantuponacertainchordofmybeing,hadcalledforthasinglenoteofthatstrangemelodywhichseemedsleepinginmysoul。Ithasseldomhappened,however,thatIhaveowedsuchfeelingstopeople;andnooneevergavemeamomentofsuchhappinessasitwasmylottofeeloneeveningintheChurchofOrSanMichele,inFlorence。“
  “Tellmeaboutit,“saidtheSpirit。
  “ItwasnearsunsetonarainyspringafternooninEasterweek。
  Thecloudshadvanished,dispersedbyasuddenwind,andasweenteredthechurchthefierypanesofthehighwindowsshoneoutlikelampsthroughthedusk。Apriestwasatthehighaltar,hiswhitecopealividspotintheincense-ladenobscurity,thelightofthecandlesflickeringupanddownlikefirefliesabouthishead;afewpeoplekneltnearby。WestolebehindthemandsatdownonabenchclosetothetabernacleofOrcagna。
  “Strangetosay,thoughFlorencewasnotnewtome,Ihadneverbeeninthechurchbefore;andinthatmagicallightIsawforthefirsttimetheinlaidsteps,theflutedcolumns,thesculpturedbas-reliefsandcanopyofthemarvellousshrine。Themarble,wornandmellowedbythesubtlehandoftime,tookonanunspeakablerosyhue,suggestiveinsomeremotewayofthehoney-
  coloredcolumnsoftheParthenon,butmoremystic,morecomplex,acolornotbornofthesun'sinveteratekiss,butmadeupofcryptaltwilight,andtheflameofcandlesuponmartyrs'tombs,andgleamsofsunsetthroughsymbolicpanesofchrysopraseandruby;suchalightasilluminesthemissalsinthelibraryofSiena,orburnslikeahiddenfirethroughtheMadonnaofGianBelliniintheChurchoftheRedeemer,atVenice;thelightoftheMiddleAges,richer,moresolemn,moresignificantthanthelimpidsunshineofGreece。
  “Thechurchwassilent,butforthewailofthepriestandtheoccasionalscrapingofachairagainstthefloor,andasIsatthere,bathedinthatlight,absorbedinraptcontemplationofthemarblemiraclewhichrosebeforeme,cunninglywroughtasacasketofivoryandenrichedwithjewel-likeincrustationsandtarnishedgleamsofgold,Ifeltmyselfborneonwardalongamightycurrent,whosesourceseemedtobeintheverybeginningofthings,andwhosetremendouswatersgatheredastheywentallthemingledstreamsofhumanpassionandendeavor。LifeinallitsvariedmanifestationsofbeautyandstrangenessseemedweavingarhythmicaldancearoundmeasImoved,andwhereverthespiritofmanhadpassedIknewthatmyfoothadoncebeenfamiliar。
  “AsIgazedthemediaevalbossesofthetabernacleofOrcagnaseemedtomeltandflowintotheirprimalformssothatthefoldedlotusoftheNileandtheGreekacanthuswerebraidedwiththerunicknotsandfish-tailedmonstersoftheNorth,andalltheplasticterrorandbeautybornofman'shandfromtheGangestotheBalticquiveredandmingledinOrcagna'sapotheosisofMary。Andsotheriverboremeon,pastthealienfaceofantiquecivilizationsandthefamiliarwondersofGreece,tillI
  swamuponthefiercelyrushingtideoftheMiddleAges,withitsswirlingeddiesofpassion,itsheaven-reflectingpoolsofpoetryandart;Iheardtherhythmicblowofthecraftsmen'shammersinthegoldsmiths'workshopsandonthewallsofchurches,theparty-criesofarmedfactionsinthenarrowstreets,theorgan-
  rollofDante'sverse,thecrackleofthefagotsaroundArnoldofBrescia,thetwitteroftheswallowstowhichSt。Francispreached,thelaughteroftheladieslisteningonthehillsidetothequipsoftheDecameron,whileplague-struckFlorencehowledbeneaththem——allthisandmuchmoreIheard,joinedinstrangeunisonwithvoicesearlierandmoreremote,fierce,passionate,ortender,yetsubduedtosuchawfulharmonythatIthoughtofthesongthatthemorningstarssangtogetherandfeltasthoughitweresoundinginmyears。Myheartbeattosuffocation,thetearsburnedmylids,thejoy,themysteryofitseemedtoointolerabletobeborne。Icouldnotunderstandeventhenthewordsofthesong;butIknewthatiftherehadbeensomeoneatmysidewhocouldhavehearditwithme,wemighthavefoundthekeytoittogether。
  “Iturnedtomyhusband,whowassittingbesidemeinanattitudeofpatientdejection,gazingintothebottomofhishat;butatthatmomentherose,andstretchinghisstiffenedlegs,said,mildly:'Hadn'twebetterbegoing?Theredoesn'tseemtobemuchtoseehere,andyouknowthetabled'hotedinnerisathalf-pastsixo'clock。“
  Herrecitalended,therewasanintervalofsilence;thentheSpiritofLifesaid:“Thereisacompensationinstoreforsuchneedsasyouhaveexpressed。“
  “Oh,thenyouDOunderstand?”sheexclaimed。“Tellmewhatcompensation,Ientreatyou!”
  “Itisordained,“theSpiritanswered,“thateverysoulwhichseeksinvainonearthforakindredsoultowhomitcanlaybareitsinmostbeingshallfindthatsoulhereandbeunitedtoitforeternity。“
  Agladcrybrokefromherlips。“Ah,shallIfindhimatlast?”
  shecried,exultant。
  “Heishere,“saidtheSpiritofLife。
  Shelookedupandsawthatamanstoodnearwhosesoulforinthatunwontedlightsheseemedtoseehissoulmoreclearlythanhisfacedrewhertowardhimwithaninvincibleforce。
  “Areyoureallyhe?”shemurmured。
  “Iamhe,“heanswered。
  Shelaidherhandinhisanddrewhimtowardtheparapetwhichoverhungthevalley。
  “Shallwegodowntogether,“sheaskedhim,“intothatmarvellouscountry;shallweseeittogether,asifwiththeself-sameeyes,andtelleachotherinthesamewordsallthatwethinkandfeel?”
  “So,“hereplied,“haveIhopedanddreamed。“
  “What?”sheasked,withrisingjoy。“Thenyou,too,havelookedforme?”
  “Allmylife。“
  “Howwonderful!Anddidyounever,neverfindanyoneintheotherworldwhounderstoodyou?”
  “Notwholly——notasyouandIunderstandeachother。“
  “Thenyoufeelit,too?Oh,Iamhappy,“shesighed。
  Theystood,handinhand,lookingdownovertheparapetupontheshimmeringlandscapewhichstretchedforthbeneaththemintosapphirinespace,andtheSpiritofLife,whokeptwatchnearthethreshold,heardnowandthenafloatingfragmentoftheirtalkblownbackwardlikethestrayswallowswhichthewindsometimesseparatesfromtheirmigratorytribe。
  “Didyouneverfeelatsunset——“
  “Ah,yes;butIneverheardanyoneelsesayso。Didyou?”
  “Doyourememberthatlineinthethirdcantoofthe'Inferno?'“
  “Ah,thatline——myfavoritealways。Isitpossible——“
  “YouknowthestoopingVictoryinthefriezeoftheNikeApteros?”
  “Youmeantheonewhoistyinghersandal?Thenyouhavenoticed,too,thatallBotticelliandMantegnaaredormantinthoseflyingfoldsofherdrapery?”
  “Afterastorminautumnhaveyouneverseen——“
  “Yes,itiscurioushowcertainflowerssuggestcertainpainters——
  theperfumeoftheincarnation,Leonardo;thatoftherose,Titian;thetuberose,Crivelli——“
  “Ineversupposedthatanyoneelsehadnoticedit。“
  “Haveyouneverthought——“
  “Oh,yes,oftenandoften;butIneverdreamedthatanyoneelsehad。“
  “Butsurelyyoumusthavefelt——“
  “Oh,yes,yes;andyou,too——“
  “Howbeautiful!Howstrange——“
  Theirvoicesroseandfell,likethemurmuroftwofountainsansweringeachotheracrossagardenfullofflowers。Atlength,withacertaintenderimpatience,heturnedtoherandsaid:
  “Love,whyshouldwelingerhere?Alleternityliesbeforeus。
  Letusgodownintothatbeautifulcountrytogetherandmakeahomeforourselvesonsomebluehillabovetheshiningriver。“
  Ashespoke,thehandshehadforgotteninhiswassuddenlywithdrawn,andhefeltthatacloudwaspassingovertheradianceofhersoul。
  “Ahome,“sherepeated,slowly,“ahomeforyouandmetoliveinforalleternity?”
  “Whynot,love?AmInotthesoulthatyourshassought?”
  “Y-yes——yes,Iknow——but,don'tyousee,homewouldnotbelikehometome,unless——“
  “Unless?”hewonderinglyrepeated。
  Shedidnotanswer,butshethoughttoherself,withanimpulseofwhimsicalinconsistency,“Unlessyouslammedthedoorandworecreakingboots。“
  Buthehadrecoveredhisholduponherhand,andbyimperceptibledegreeswasleadinghertowardtheshiningstepswhichdescendedtothevalley。
  “Come,Omysoul'ssoul,“hepassionatelyimplored;“whydelayamoment?Surelyyoufeel,asIdo,thateternityitselfistooshorttoholdsuchblissasours。ItseemstomethatIcanseeourhomealready。HaveInotalwaysseemitinmydreams?Itiswhite,love,isitnot,withpolishedcolumns,andasculpturedcorniceagainsttheblue?Grovesoflaurelandoleanderandthicketsofrosessurroundit;butfromtheterracewherewewalkatsunset,theeyelooksoutoverwoodlandsandcoolmeadowswhere,deep-boweredunderancientboughs,astreamgoesdelicatelytowardtheriver。Indoorsourfavoritepictureshanguponthewallsandtheroomsarelinedwithbooks。Think,dear,atlastweshallhavetimetoreadthemall。Withwhichshallwebegin?Come,helpmetochoose。Shallitbe'Faust'orthe'VitaNuova,'the'Tempest'or'LesCapricesdeMarianne,'orthethirty-firstcantoofthe'Paradise,'or'Epipsychidion'or“Lycidas'?Tellme,dear,whichone?”
  Ashespokehesawtheanswertremblingjoyouslyuponherlips;
  butitdiedintheensuingsilence,andshestoodmotionless,resistingthepersuasionofhishand。
  “Whatisit?”heentreated。
  “Waitamoment,“shesaid,withastrangehesitationinhervoice。“Tellmefirst,areyouquitesureofyourself?Istherenooneonearthwhomyousometimesremember?”
  “NotsinceIhaveseenyou,“hereplied;for,beingaman,hehadindeedforgotten。
  Stillshestoodmotionless,andhesawthattheshadowdeepenedonhersoul。
  “Surely,love,“herebukedher,“itwasnotthatwhichtroubledyou?FormypartIhavewalkedthroughLethe。Thepasthasmeltedlikeacloudbeforethemoon。IneverliveduntilIsawyou。“
  Shemadenoanswertohispleadings,butatlength,rousingherselfwithavisibleeffort,sheturnedawayfromhimandmovedtowardtheSpiritofLife,whostillstoodnearthethreshold。
  “Iwanttoaskyouaquestion,“shesaid,inatroubledvoice。
  “Ask,“saidtheSpirit。
  “Alittlewhileago,“shebegan,slowly,“youtoldmethateverysoulwhichhasnotfoundakindredsoulonearthisdestinedtofindonehere。“
  “Andhaveyounotfoundone?”askedtheSpirit。
  “Yes;butwillitbesowithmyhusband'ssoulalso?”
  “No,“answeredtheSpiritofLife,“foryourhusbandimaginedthathehadfoundhissoul'smateonearthinyou;andforsuchdelusionseternityitselfcontainsnocure。“
  Shegavealittlecry。Wasitofdisappointmentortriumph?
  “Then——thenwhatwillhappentohimwhenhecomeshere?”
  “ThatIcannottellyou。Somefieldofactivityandhappinesshewilldoubtlessfind,induemeasuretohiscapacityforbeingactiveandhappy。“
  Sheinterrupted,almostangrily:“Hewillneverbehappywithoutme。“
  “Donotbetoosureofthat,“saidtheSpirit。
  Shetooknonoticeofthis,andtheSpiritcontinued:“Hewillnotunderstandyouhereanybetterthanhedidonearth。“
  “Nomatter,“shesaid;“Ishallbetheonlysufferer,forhealwaysthoughtthatheunderstoodme。“
  “Hisbootswillcreakjustasmuchasever——“
  “Nomatter。“
  “Andhewillslamthedoor——“
  “Verylikely。“
  “Andcontinuetoreadrailwaynovels——“
  Sheinterposed,impatiently:“Manymendoworsethanthat。“
  “Butyousaidjustnow,“saidtheSpirit,“thatyoudidnotlovehim。“
  “True,“sheanswered,simply;“butdon'tyouunderstandthatI
  shouldn'tfeelathomewithouthim?Itisallverywellforaweekortwo——butforeternity!Afterall,Inevermindedthecreakingofhisboots,exceptwhenmyheadached,andIdon'tsupposeitwillacheHERE;andhewasalwayssosorrywhenhehadslammedthedoor,onlyheneverCOULDremembernotto。Besides,nooneelsewouldknowhowtolookafterhim,heissohelpless。
  Hisinkstandwouldneverbefilled,andhewouldalwaysbeoutofstampsandvisiting-cards。Hewouldneverremembertohavehisumbrellare-covered,ortoaskthepriceofanythingbeforeheboughtit。Why,hewouldn'tevenknowwhatnovelstoread。I
  alwayshadtochoosethekindheliked,withamurderoraforgeryandasuccessfuldetective。“
  Sheturnedabruptlytoherkindredsoul,whostoodlisteningwithamienofwonderanddismay。
  “Don'tyousee,“shesaid,“thatIcan'tpossiblygowithyou?”
  “Butwhatdoyouintendtodo?”askedtheSpiritofLife。
  “WhatdoIintendtodo?”shereturned,indignantly。“Why,I
  meantowaitformyhusband,ofcourse。IfhehadcomeherefirstHEwouldhavewaitedformeforyearsandyears;anditwouldbreakhisheartnottofindmeherewhenhecomes。“Shepointedwithacontemptuousgesturetothemagicvisionofhillandvaleslopingawaytothetranslucentmountains。“Hewouldn'tgiveafigforallthat,“shesaid,“ifhedidn'tfindmehere。“
  “Butconsider,“warnedtheSpirit,“thatyouarenowchoosingforeternity。Itisasolemnmoment。“
  “Choosing!”shesaid,withahalf-sadsmile。“Doyoustillkeepupherethatoldfictionaboutchoosing?IshouldhavethoughtthatYOUknewbetterthanthat。HowcanIhelpmyself?Hewillexpecttofindmeherewhenhecomes,andhewouldneverbelieveyouifyoutoldhimthatIhadgoneawaywithsomeoneelse——
  never,never。“
  “Sobeit,“saidtheSpirit。“Here,asonearth,eachonemustdecideforhimself。“
  Sheturnedtoherkindredsoulandlookedathimgently,almostwistfully。“Iamsorry,“shesaid。“Ishouldhavelikedtotalkwithyouagain;butyouwillunderstand,Iknow,andIdaresayyouwillfindsomeoneelseagreatdealcleverer——“
  Andwithoutpausingtohearhisanswershewavedhimaswiftfarewellandturnedbacktowardthethreshold。
  “Willmyhusbandcomesoon?”sheaskedtheSpiritofLife。
  “Thatyouarenotdestinedtoknow,“theSpiritreplied。
  “Nomatter,“shesaid,cheerfully;“Ihavealleternitytowaitin。“
  Andstillseatedaloneonthethreshold,shelistensforthecreakingofhisboots。
  TheEndofTheFulnessofLifeAVENETIANNIGHT'SENTERTAINMENT
  December1903
  Thisisthestorythat,inthedining-roomoftheoldBeaconStreethousenowtheAldebaranClub,JudgeAnthonyBracknell,ofthefamousEastIndiafirmofBracknell&Saulsbee,whentheladieshadwithdrawntotheovalparlourandMaria'sharpwasthrowingitsgauzywebofsoundacrosstheCommon,usedtorelatetohisgrandsons,abouttheyearthatBuonapartemarcheduponMoscow。
  I
  “HimVenice!”saidtheLascarwiththebigearrings;andTonyBracknell,leaningonthehighgunwaleofhisfather'sEastIndiaman,theHepzibahB。,sawfaroff,acrossthemorningsea,afaintvisionoftowersanddomesdissolvedingoldenair。
  ItwasarareFebruarydayoftheyear1760,andayoungTony,newlyofage,andboundonthegrandtouraboardthecrackmerchantmanofoldBracknell'sfleet,felthisheartleapupasthedistantcitytrembledintoshape。VENICE!Thename,sincechildhood,hadbeenamagician'swandtohim。InthehalloftheoldBracknellhouseatSalemtherehungaseriesofyellowingprintswhichUncleRichardSaulsbeehadbroughthomefromoneofhislongvoyages:viewsofheathenmosquesandpalaces,oftheGrandTurk'sSeraglio,ofSt。Peter'sChurchinRome;and,inacorner——thecornernearesttherackwheretheoldflintlockshung——abusymerrypopulousscene,entitled:ST。MARK'SSQUAREIN
  VENICE。Thispicture,fromthefirst,hadsingularlytakenlittleTony'sfancy。Hisunformulatedcriticismontheotherswasthattheylackedaction。True,intheviewofSt。Peter'sanexperienced-lookinggentlemaninafull-bottomedwigwaspointingoutthefairlyobviousmonumenttoabashfulcompanion,whohadpresumablynotventuredtoraisehiseyestoit;while,atthedoorsoftheSeraglio,agroupofturbanedinfidelsobservedwithlesshesitancytheapproachofaveiledladyonacamel。ButinVenicesomanythingswerehappeningatonce——more,Tonywassure,thanhadeverhappenedinBostoninatwelve-monthorinSaleminalonglifetime。Forhere,bytheirgarb,werepeopleofeverynationonearth,Chinamen,Turks,Spaniards,andmanymore,mixedwithaparti-colouredthrongofgentry,lacqueys,chapmen,hucksters,andtallpersonagesinparsons'gownswhostalkedthroughthecrowdwithanairofmastery,astringofparasitesattheirheels。Andallthesepeopleseemedtobedivertingthemselveshugely,chafferingwiththehucksters,watchingtheanticsoftraineddogsandmonkeys,distributingdolestomaimedbeggarsorhavingtheirpocketspickedbyslippery-lookingfellowsinblack——thewholewithsuchanairofeaseandgood-humourthatonefeltthecut-pursestobeasmuchapartoftheshowasthetumblingacrobatsandanimals。
  AsTonyadvancedinyearsandexperiencethischildishmumminglostitsmagic;butnotsotheearlyimaginingsithadexcited。
  Fortheoldpicturehadbeenbutthespring-boardoffancy,thefirststepofacloud-ladderleadingtoalandofdreams。WiththesedreamsthenameofVeniceremainedassociated;andallthatobservationorreportsubsequentlybroughthimconcerningtheplaceseemed,onasoberwarrantyoffact,toconfirmitsclaimtostandmidwaybetweenrealityandillusion。Therewas,forinstance,aslenderVeniceglass,gold-powderedaswithlily-
  pollenorthedustofsunbeams,that,standinginthecornercabinetbetwixttwoLowestoftcaddies,seemed,amongitslifelessneighbours,topalpitatelikeanimpaledbutterfly。Therewas,farther,agoldchainofhismother's,spunofthatsamesun-
  pollen,sothread-like,impalpable,thatitslippedthroughthefingerslikelight,yetsostrongthatitcarriedaheavypendantwhichseemedheldinairasifbymagic。MAGIC!ThatwasthewordwhichthethoughtofVeniceevoked。Itwasthekindofplace,Tonyfelt,inwhichthingselsewhereimpossiblemightnaturallyhappen,inwhichtwoandtwomightmakefive,aparadoxelopewithasyllogism,andaconclusiongivethelietoitsownpremiss。Wasthereeverayoungheartthatdidnot,onceandagain,longtogetawayintosuchaworldasthat?Tony,atleast,hadfeltthelongingfromthefirsthourwhentheaxiomsinhishorn-bookhadbroughthometohimhisheavyresponsibilitiesasaChristianandasinner。Andnowherewashiswishtakingshapebeforehim,asthedistanthazeofgoldshapeditselfintotowersanddomesacrossthemorningsea!
  TheReverendOziasMounce,Tony'sgovernorandbear-leader,wasjustputtingahandtothethirdclauseofthefourthpartofasermononFree-WillandPredestinationastheHepzibahB。'sanchorrattledoverboard。Tony,inhishastetobeashore,wouldhavemadeoneplungewiththeanchor;buttheReverendOzias,onbeingrousedfromhislucubrations,earnestlyprotestedagainstleavinghisargumentinsuspense。WhatwasthetrifleofanarrivalatsomePapisticalforeigncity,wheretheverychurchesworeturbanslikesomanyMoslemidolators,totheimportantfactofMr。Mounce'ssumminguphisconclusionsbeforetheMuseofTheologytookflight?Heshouldbehappy,hesaid,ifthetideserved,tovisitVenicewithMr。Bracknellthenextmorning。
  Thenextmorning,ha!——Tonymurmuredasubmissive“Yes,sir,“
  winkedatthesubjugatedcaptain,buckledonhissword,pressedhishatdownwithaflourish,andbeforetheReverendOziashadarrivedathisnextdeduction,wasskimmingmerrilyshorewardintheHepzibah'sgig。
  Amomentmoreandhewasinthethickofit!Herewastheveryworldoftheoldprint,onlysuffusedwithsunlightandcolour,andbubblingwithmerrynoises。Whatasceneitwas!Asquareenclosedinfantasticpaintedbuildings,andpeopledwithathrongasfantastic:abawling,laughing,jostling,sweatingmob,parti-coloured,parti-speeched,cracklingandsputteringunderthehotsunlikeadishoffrittersoverakitchenfire。Tony,agape,shoulderedhiswaythroughthepress,awareatoncethat,spiteofthetumult,theshrillness,thegesticulation,therewasnoundercurrentofclownishness,notendencytohorse-play,asinsuchcrowdsonmarket-dayathome,butakindoffacetioussuavitywhichseemedtoincludeeverybodyinthecircumferenceofonehugejoke。Insuchanairthesenseofstrangenesssoonworeoff,andTonywasbeginningtofeelhimselfvastlyathome,whenaliftofthetideborehimagainstadroll-lookingbell-ringingfellowwhocarriedabovehisheadatallmetaltreehungwithsherbet-glasses。
  Theencountersettheglassesspinningandthreeorfourspunoffandclatteredtothestones。Thesherbet-sellercalledonallthesaints,andTony,clappingalordlyhandtohispocket,tossedhimaducatbymistakeforasequin。Thefellow'seyesshotoutoftheirorbits,andjustthenapersonable-lookingyoungmanwhohadobservedthetransactionsteppeduptoTonyandsaidpleasantly,inEnglish:
  “Iperceive,sir,thatyouarenotfamiliarwithourcurrency。“
  “Doeshewantmore?”saysTony,verylordly;whereattheotherlaughedandreplied:“Youhavegivenhimenoughtoretirefromhisbusinessandopenagaming-houseoverthearcade。“
  Tonyjoinedinthelaugh,andthisincidentbridgingthepreliminaries,thetwoyoungmenwerepresentlyhobnobbingoveraglassofCanaryinfrontofoneofthecoffee-housesaboutthesquare。TonycountedhimselfluckytohaverunacrossanEnglish-speakingcompanionwhowasgood-naturedenoughtogivehimacluetothelabyrinth;andwhenhehadpaidfortheCanaryinthecoinhisfriendselectedtheysetoutagaintoviewthetown。TheItaliangentleman,whocalledhimselfCountRialto,appearedtohaveaverynumerousacquaintance,andwasabletopointouttoTonyallthechiefdignitariesofthestate,themenoftonandladiesoffashion,aswellasanumberofothercharactersofakindnotopenlymentionedintakingacensusofSalem。
  Tony,whowasnotaversefromreadingwhennothingbetteroffered,hadperusedthe“MerchantofVenice“andMr。Otway'sfinetragedy;butthoughthesepieceshadgivenhimanotionthatthesocialusagesofVenicedifferedfromthoseathome,hewasunpreparedforthesurprisingappearanceandmannersofthegreatpeoplehisfriendnamedtohim。ThegravestSenatorsoftheRepublicwentinprodigiousstripedtrousers,shortcloaksandfeatheredhats。Onenoblemanworearuffanddoctor'sgown,anotherablackvelvettunicslashedwithrose-colour;whilethePresidentofthedreadedCouncilofTenwasaterriblestruttingfellowwitharapier-likenose,abuffleatherjerkinandatrailingscarletcloakthatthecrowdwascarefulnottostepon。
  Itwasallvastlydiverting,andTonywouldgladlyhavegoneonforever;buthehadgivenhiswordtothecaptaintobeatthelanding-placeatsunset,andherewasduskalreadycreepingovertheskies!Tonywasamanofhonour;andhavingpressedontheCountahandsomedamasceneddaggerselectedfromoneofthegoldsmiths'shopsinanarrowstreetlinedwithsuchwares,heinsistedonturninghisfacetowardtheHepzibah'sgig。TheCountyieldedreluctantly;butastheycameoutagainonthesquaretheywerecaughtinagreatthrongpouringtowardthedoorsofthecathedral。
  “TheygotoBenediction,“saidtheCount。“Abeautifulsight,withmanylightsandflowers。Itisapityyoucannottakeapeepatit。“
  Tonythoughtsotoo,andinanotherminutealeglessbeggarhadpulledbacktheleathernflapofthecathedraldoor,andtheystoodinahazeofgoldandperfumethatseemedtoriseandfallonthemightyundulationsoftheorgan。Herethepresswasasthickaswithout;andasTonyflattenedhimselfagainstapillar,heheardaprettyvoiceathiselbow:——“Oh,sir,oh,sir,yoursword!”
  HeturnedatsoundofthebrokenEnglish,andsawagirlwhomatchedthevoicetryingtodisengageherdressfromthetipofhisscabbard。SheworeoneofthevoluminousblackhoodswhichtheVenetianladiesaffected,andunderitsprojectingeavesherfacespiedoutathimassweetasanestingbird。
  Inthedusktheirhandsmetoverthescabbard,andasshefreedherselfashredofherlaceflounceclungtoTony'senchantedfingers。Lookingafterher,hesawshewasonthearmofapompous-lookinggraybeardinalongblackgownandscarletstockings,who,onperceivingtheexchangeofglancesbetweentheyoungpeople,drewtheladyawaywithathreateninglook。
  TheCountmetTony'seyewithasmile。“OneofourVenetianbeauties,“saidhe;“thelovelyPolixenaCador。SheisthoughttohavethefinesteyesinVenice。“
  “ShespokeEnglish,“stammeredTony。
  “Oh——ah——precisely:shelearnedthelanguageattheCourtofSaintJames's,whereherfather,theSenator,wasformerlyaccreditedasAmbassador。SheplayedasaninfantwiththeroyalprincesofEngland。“
  “Andthatwasherfather?”
  “Assuredly:youngladiesofDonnaPolixena'srankdonotgoabroadsavewiththeirparentsoraduenna。“
  JustthenasofthandslidintoTony's。Hisheartgaveafoolishbound,andheturnedabouthalf-expectingtomeetagainthemerryeyesunderthehood;butsawinsteadaslenderbrownboy,insomekindoffancifulpage'sdress,whothrustafoldedpaperbetweenhisfingersandvanishedinthethrong。Tony,inatingle,glancedsurreptitiouslyattheCount,whoappearedabsorbedinhisprayers。Thecrowd,attheringingofabell,hadinfactbeenoversweptbyasuddenwaveofdevotion;andTonyseizedthemomenttostepbeneathalightedshrinewithhisletter。
  “Iamindreadfultroubleandimploreyourhelp。Polixena“——heread;buthardlyhadheseizedthesenseofthewordswhenahandfellonhisshoulder,andastern-lookingmaninacockedhat,andbearingakindofrodormace,pronouncedafewwordsinVenetian。
  Tony,withastart,thrusttheletterinhisbreast,andtriedtojerkhimselffree;buttheharderhejerkedthetightergrewtheother'sgrip,andtheCount,presentlyperceivingwhathadhappened,pushedhiswaythroughthecrowd,andwhisperedhastilytohiscompanion:“ForGod'ssake,makenostruggle。Thisisserious。KeepquietanddoasItellyou。“
  Tonywasnochicken-heart。Hehadsomethingofanameforpugnacityamongtheladsofhisownageathome,andwasnotthemantostandinVenicewhathewouldhaveresentedinSalem;butthedevilofitwasthatthisblackfellowseemedtobepointingtotheletterinhisbreast;andthissuspicionwasconfirmedbytheCount'sagitatedwhisper。
  “ThisisoneoftheagentsoftheTen——ForGod'ssake,nooutcry。“Heexchangedawordortwowiththemace-bearerandagainturnedtoTony。“Youhavebeenseenconcealingaletteraboutyourperson——“
  “Andwhatofthat?”saysTonyfuriously。
  “Gently,gently,mymaster。AletterhandedtoyoubythepageofDonnaPolixenaCador——Ablackbusiness!Oh,averyblackbusiness!ThisCadorisoneofthemostpowerfulnoblesinVenice——Ibeseechyou,notaword,sir!Letmethink——
  deliberate——“
  HishandonTony'sshoulder,hecarriedonarapiddialoguewiththepotentateinthecockedhat。
  “Iamsorry,sir——butouryoungladiesofrankareasjealouslyguardedastheGrandTurk'swives,andyoumustbeanswerableforthisscandal。ThebestIcandoistohaveyoutakenprivatelytothePalazzoCador,insteadofbeingbroughtbeforetheCouncil。Ihavepleadedyouryouthandinexperience“——Tonywincedatthis——“andIthinkthebusinessmaystillbearranged。“