“Thenyoudon'tknowwhathewrote?You'renotsureitWAShisname?”
Thekitchen-maidwasnotsure,butsupposeditwas,sincehehadwrittenitinanswertoherinquiryastowhomsheshouldannounce。
“AndwhenyoucarriedthepaperintoMr。Boyne,whatdidhesay?”
Thekitchen-maiddidnotthinkthatMr。Boynehadsaidanything,butshecouldnotbesure,forjustasshehadhandedhimthepaperandhewasopeningit,shehadbecomeawarethatthevisitorhadfollowedherintothelibrary,andshehadslippedout,leavingthetwogentlementogether。
“Butthen,ifyoulefttheminthelibrary,howdoyouknowthattheywentoutofthehouse?”
Thisquestionplungedthewitnessintomomentaryinarticulateness,fromwhichshewasrescuedbyTrimmle,who,bymeansofingeniouscircumlocutions,elicitedthestatementthatbeforeshecouldcrossthehalltothebackpassageshehadheardthegentlemenbehindher,andhadseenthemgooutofthefrontdoortogether。
“Then,ifyousawthegentlemantwice,youmustbeabletotellmewhathelookedlike。“
Butwiththisfinalchallengetoherpowersofexpressionitbecameclearthatthelimitofthekitchen-maid'sendurancehadbeenreached。Theobligationofgoingtothefrontdoorto“showin“avisitorwasinitselfsosubversiveofthefundamentalorderofthingsthatithadthrownherfacultiesintohopelessdisarray,andshecouldonlystammerout,aftervariouspantingeffortsatevocation,“Hishat,mum,wasdifferent-like,asyoumightsay——“
“Different?Howdifferent?”Maryflashedoutather,herownmind,inthesameinstant,leapingbacktoanimageleftonitthatmorning,buttemporarilylostunderlayersofsubsequentimpressions。
“Hishathadawidebrim,youmean?andhisfacewaspale——ayoungishface?”Marypressedher,withawhite-lippedintensityofinterrogation。Butifthekitchen-maidfoundanyadequateanswertothischallenge,itwassweptawayforherlistenerdowntherushingcurrentofherownconvictions。Thestranger——thestrangerinthegarden!WhyhadMarynotthoughtofhimbefore?
Sheneedednoonenowtotellherthatitwashewhohadcalledforherhusbandandgoneawaywithhim。Butwhowashe,andwhyhadBoyneobeyedhiscall?
IV
Itleapedoutathersuddenly,likeagrinoutofthedark,thattheyhadoftencalledEnglandsolittle——“suchaconfoundedlyhardplacetogetlostin。“
ACONFOUNDEDLYHARDPLACETOGETLOSTIN!Thathadbeenherhusband'sphrase。Andnow,withthewholemachineryofofficialinvestigationsweepingitsflash-lightsfromshoretoshore,andacrossthedividingstraits;now,withBoyne'snameblazingfromthewallsofeverytownandvillage,hisportraithowthatwrungher!hawkedupanddownthecountryliketheimageofahuntedcriminal;nowthelittlecompact,populousisland,sopoliced,surveyed,andadministered,revealeditselfasaSphinx-likeguardianofabysmalmysteries,staringbackintohiswife'sanguishedeyesasifwiththemaliciousjoyofknowingsomethingtheywouldneverknow!
InthefortnightsinceBoyne'sdisappearancetherehadbeennowordofhim,notraceofhismovements。Eventheusualmisleadingreportsthatraiseexpectancyintorturedbosomshadbeenfewandfleeting。Noonebutthebewilderedkitchen-maidhadseenhimleavethehouse,andnooneelsehadseen“thegentleman“whoaccompaniedhim。Allinquiriesintheneighborhoodfailedtoelicitthememoryofastranger'spresencethatdayintheneighborhoodofLyng。AndnoonehadmetEdwardBoyne,eitheraloneorincompany,inanyoftheneighboringvillages,orontheroadacrossthedowns,orateitherofthelocalrailway-stations。ThesunnyEnglishnoonhadswallowedhimascompletelyasifhehadgoneoutintoCimmeriannight。
Mary,whileeveryexternalmeansofinvestigationwasworkingatitshighestpressure,hadransackedherhusband'spapersforanytraceofantecedentcomplications,ofentanglementsorobligationsunknowntoher,thatmightthrowafaintrayintothedarkness。ButifanysuchhadexistedinthebackgroundofBoyne'slife,theyhaddisappearedascompletelyastheslipofpaperonwhichthevisitorhadwrittenhisname。Thereremainednopossiblethreadofguidanceexcept——ifitwereindeedanexception——theletterwhichBoynehadapparentlybeenintheactofwritingwhenhereceivedhismysterioussummons。Thatletter,readandrereadbyhiswife,andsubmittedbyhertothepolice,yieldedlittleenoughforconjecturetofeedon。
“IhavejustheardofElwell'sdeath,andwhileIsupposethereisnownofartherriskoftrouble,itmightbesafer——“Thatwasall。The“riskoftrouble“waseasilyexplainedbythenewspaperclippingwhichhadapprisedMaryofthesuitbroughtagainstherhusbandbyoneofhisassociatesintheBlueStarenterprise。
TheonlynewinformationconveyedintheletterwasthefactofitsshowingBoyne,whenhewroteit,tobestillapprehensiveoftheresultsofthesuit,thoughhehadassuredhiswifethatithadbeenwithdrawn,andthoughtheletteritselfdeclaredthattheplaintiffwasdead。Ittookseveralweeksofexhaustivecablingtofixtheidentityofthe“Parvis“towhomthefragmentarycommunicationwasaddressed,butevenaftertheseinquirieshadshownhimtobeaWaukeshalawyer,nonewfactsconcerningtheElwellsuitwereelicited。Heappearedtohavehadnodirectconcerninit,buttohavebeenconversantwiththefactsmerelyasanacquaintance,andpossibleintermediary;andhedeclaredhimselfunabletodivinewithwhatobjectBoyneintendedtoseekhisassistance。
Thisnegativeinformation,solefruitofthefirstfortnight'sfeverishsearch,wasnotincreasedbyajotduringtheslowweeksthatfollowed。Maryknewthattheinvestigationswerestillbeingcarriedon,butshehadavaguesenseoftheirgraduallyslackening,astheactualmarchoftimeseemedtoslacken。Itwasasthoughthedays,flyinghorror-struckfromtheshroudedimageoftheoneinscrutableday,gainedassuranceasthedistancelengthened,tillatlasttheyfellbackintotheirnormalgait。Andsowiththehumanimaginationsatworkonthedarkevent。Nodoubtitoccupiedthemstill,butweekbyweekandhourbyhouritgrewlessabsorbing,tookuplessspace,wasslowlybutinevitablycrowdedoutoftheforegroundofconsciousnessbythenewproblemsperpetuallybubblingupfromthevaporouscaldronofhumanexperience。
EvenMaryBoyne'sconsciousnessgraduallyfeltthesameloweringofvelocity。Itstillswayedwiththeincessantoscillationsofconjecture;buttheywereslower,morerhythmicalintheirbeat。
Thereweremomentsofoverwhelminglassitudewhen,likethevictimofsomepoisonwhichleavesthebrainclear,butholdsthebodymotionless,shesawherselfdomesticatedwiththeHorror,acceptingitsperpetualpresenceasoneofthefixedconditionsoflife。
Thesemomentslengthenedintohoursanddays,tillshepassedintoaphaseofstolidacquiescence。Shewatchedthefamiliarroutineoflifewiththeincuriouseyeofasavageonwhomthemeaninglessprocessesofcivilizationmakebutthefaintestimpression。Shehadcometoregardherselfaspartoftheroutine,aspokeofthewheel,revolvingwithitsmotion;shefeltalmostlikethefurnitureoftheroominwhichshesat,aninsensateobjecttobedustedandpushedaboutwiththechairsandtables。AndthisdeepeningapathyheldherfastatLyng,inspiteoftheurgententreatiesoffriendsandtheusualmedicalrecommendationof“change。“Herfriendssupposedthatherrefusaltomovewasinspiredbythebeliefthatherhusbandwouldonedayreturntothespotfromwhichhehadvanished,andabeautifullegendgrewupaboutthisimaginarystateofwaiting。
Butinrealityshehadnosuchbelief:thedepthsofanguishinclosingherwerenolongerlightedbyflashesofhope。ShewassurethatBoynewouldnevercomeback,thathehadgoneoutofhersightascompletelyasifDeathitselfhadwaitedthatdayonthethreshold。Shehadevenrenounced,onebyone,thevarioustheoriesastohisdisappearancewhichhadbeenadvancedbythepress,thepolice,andherownagonizedimagination。Insheerlassitudehermindturnedfromthesealternativesofhorror,andsankbackintotheblankfactthathewasgone。
No,shewouldneverknowwhathadbecomeofhim——noonewouldeverknow。ButthehouseKNEW;thelibraryinwhichshespentherlong,lonelyeveningsknew。Foritwasherethatthelastscenehadbeenenacted,herethatthestrangerhadcome,andspokenthewordwhichhadcausedBoynetoriseandfollowhim。
Thefloorshetrodhadfelthistread;thebooksontheshelveshadseenhisface;andthereweremomentswhentheintenseconsciousnessoftheold,duskywallsseemedabouttobreakoutintosomeaudiblerevelationoftheirsecret。Buttherevelationnevercame,andsheknewitwouldnevercome。Lyngwasnotoneofthegarrulousoldhousesthatbetraythesecretsintrustedtothem。Itsverylegendprovedthatithadalwaysbeenthemuteaccomplice,theincorruptiblecustodianofthemysteriesithadsurprised。AndMaryBoyne,sittingfacetofacewithitsportentoussilence,feltthefutilityofseekingtobreakitbyanyhumanmeans。
V
“Idon'tsayitWASN'Tstraight,yetdon'tsayitWASstraight。
Itwasbusiness。“
Mary,atthewords,liftedherheadwithastart,andlookedintentlyatthespeaker。
When,halfanhourbefore,acardwith“Mr。Parvis“onithadbeenbroughtuptoher,shehadbeenimmediatelyawarethatthenamehadbeenapartofherconsciousnesseversinceshehadreaditattheheadofBoyne'sunfinishedletter。Inthelibraryshehadfoundawaitingherasmallneutral-tintedmanwithabaldheadandgoldeye-glasses,anditsentastrangetremorthroughhertoknowthatthiswasthepersontowhomherhusband'slastknownthoughthadbeendirected。
Parvis,civilly,butwithoutvainpreamble,——inthemannerofamanwhohashiswatchinhishand,——hadsetforththeobjectofhisvisit。Hehad“runover“toEnglandonbusiness,andfindinghimselfintheneighborhoodofDorchester,hadnotwishedtoleaveitwithoutpayinghisrespectstoMrs。Boyne;withoutaskingher,iftheoccasionoffered,whatshemeanttodoaboutBobElwell'sfamily。
ThewordstouchedthespringofsomeobscuredreadinMary'sbosom。Didhervisitor,afterall,knowwhatBoynehadmeantbyhisunfinishedphrase?Sheaskedforanelucidationofhisquestion,andnoticedatoncethatheseemedsurprisedathercontinuedignoranceofthesubject。Wasitpossiblethatshereallyknewaslittleasshesaid?
“Iknownothing——youmusttellme,“shefalteredout;andhervisitorthereuponproceededtounfoldhisstory。Itthrew,eventoherconfusedperceptions,andimperfectlyinitiatedvision,aluridglareonthewholehazyepisodeoftheBlueStarMine。Herhusbandhadmadehismoneyinthatbrilliantspeculationatthecostof“gettingahead“ofsomeonelessalerttoseizethechance;thevictimofhisingenuitywasyoungRobertElwell,whohad“puthimon“totheBlueStarscheme。
Parvis,atMary'sfirststartledcry,hadthrownherasoberingglancethroughhisimpartialglasses。
“BobElwellwasn'tsmartenough,that'sall;ifhehadbeen,hemighthaveturnedroundandservedBoynethesameway。It'sthekindofthingthathappenseverydayinbusiness。Iguessit'swhatthescientistscallthesurvivalofthefittest,“saidMr。
Parvis,evidentlypleasedwiththeaptnessofhisanalogy。
Maryfeltaphysicalshrinkingfromthenextquestionshetriedtoframe;itwasasthoughthewordsonherlipshadatastethatnauseatedher。
“Butthen——youaccusemyhusbandofdoingsomethingdishonorable?”
Mr。Parvissurveyedthequestiondispassionately。“Oh,no,I
don't。Idon'tevensayitwasn'tstraight。“Heglancedupanddownthelonglinesofbooks,asifoneofthemmighthavesuppliedhimwiththedefinitionhesought。“Idon'tsayitWASN'Tstraight,andyetIdon'tsayitWASstraight。Itwasbusiness。“Afterall,nodefinitioninhiscategorycouldbemorecomprehensivethanthat。
Marysatstaringathimwithalookofterror。Heseemedtoherliketheindifferent,implacableemissaryofsomedark,formlesspower。
“ButMr。Elwell'slawyersapparentlydidnottakeyourview,sinceIsupposethesuitwaswithdrawnbytheiradvice。“
“Oh,yes,theyknewhehadn'talegtostandon,technically。Itwaswhentheyadvisedhimtowithdrawthesuitthathegotdesperate。Yousee,he'dborrowedmostofthemoneyhelostintheBlueStar,andhewasupatree。That'swhyheshothimselfwhentheytoldhimhehadnoshow。“
ThehorrorwassweepingoverMaryingreat,deafeningwaves。
“Heshothimself?HekilledhimselfbecauseofTHAT?“
“Well,hedidn'tkillhimself,exactly。Hedraggedontwomonthsbeforehedied。“Parvisemittedthestatementasunemotionallyasagramophonegrindingoutits“record。“
“Youmeanthathetriedtokillhimself,andfailed?Andtriedagain?”
“Oh,hedidn'thavetotryagain,“saidParvis,grimly。
Theysatoppositeeachotherinsilence,heswinginghiseye-
glassthoughtfullyabouthisfinger,she,motionless,herarmsstretchedalongherkneesinanattitudeofrigidtension。
“Butifyouknewallthis,“shebeganatlength,hardlyabletoforcehervoiceaboveawhisper,“howisitthatwhenIwroteyouatthetimeofmyhusband'sdisappearanceyousaidyoudidn'tunderstandhisletter?”
Parvisreceivedthiswithoutperceptiblediscomfiture。“Why,I
didn'tunderstandit——strictlyspeaking。Anditwasn'tthetimetotalkaboutit,ifIhad。TheElwellbusinesswassettledwhenthesuitwaswithdrawn。NothingIcouldhavetoldyouwouldhavehelpedyoutofindyourhusband。“
Marycontinuedtoscrutinizehim。“Thenwhyareyoutellingmenow?”
StillParvisdidnothesitate。“Well,tobeginwith,Isupposedyouknewmorethanyouappearto——ImeanaboutthecircumstancesofElwell'sdeath。Andthenpeoplearetalkingofitnow;thewholematter'sbeenrakedupagain。AndIthought,ifyoudidn'tknow,yououghtto。“
Sheremainedsilent,andhecontinued:“Yousee,it'sonlycomeoutlatelywhatabadstateElwell'saffairswerein。Hiswife'saproudwoman,andshefoughtonaslongasshecould,goingouttowork,andtakingsewingathome,whenshegottoosick——
somethingwiththeheart,Ibelieve。Butshehadhisbedriddenmothertolookafter,andthechildren,andshebrokedownunderit,andfinallyhadtoaskforhelp。Thatattractedattentiontothecase,andthepaperstookitup,andasubscriptionwasstarted。EverybodyouttherelikedBobElwell,andmostoftheprominentnamesintheplacearedownonthelist,andpeoplebegantowonderwhy——“
Parvisbrokeofftofumbleinaninnerpocket。“Here,“hecontinued,“here'sanaccountofthewholethingfromthe'Sentinel'——alittlesensational,ofcourse。ButIguessyou'dbetterlookitover。“
HeheldoutanewspapertoMary,whounfoldeditslowly,remembering,asshedidso,theeveningwhen,inthatsameroom,theperusalofaclippingfromthe“Sentinel“hadfirstshakenthedepthsofhersecurity。
Assheopenedthepaper,hereyes,shrinkingfromtheglaringhead-lines,“WidowofBoyne'sVictimForcedtoAppealforAid,“
randownthecolumnoftexttotwoportraitsinsertedinit。Thefirstwasherhusband's,takenfromaphotographmadetheyeartheyhadcometoEngland。Itwasthepictureofhimthatshelikedbest,theonethatstoodonthewriting-tableup-stairsinherbedroom。Astheeyesinthephotographmethers,shefeltitwouldbeimpossibletoreadwhatwassaidofhim,andclosedherlidswiththesharpnessofthepain。
“Ithoughtifyoufeltdisposedtoputyournamedown——“sheheardParviscontinue。
Sheopenedhereyeswithaneffort,andtheyfellontheotherportrait。Itwasthatofayoungishman,slightlybuilt,inroughclothes,withfeaturessomewhatblurredbytheshadowofaprojectinghat-brim。Wherehadsheseenthatoutlinebefore?
Shestaredatitconfusedly,herhearthammeringinherthroatandears。Thenshegaveacry。
“Thisistheman——themanwhocameformyhusband!”
SheheardParvisstarttohisfeet,andwasdimlyawarethatshehadslippedbackwardintothecornerofthesofa,andthathewasbendingaboveherinalarm。Withanintenseeffortshestraightenedherself,andreachedoutforthepaper,whichshehaddropped。
“It'stheman!Ishouldknowhimanywhere!”shecriedinavoicethatsoundedinherownearslikeascream。
Parvis'svoiceseemedtocometoherfromfaroff,downendless,fog-muffledwindings。
“Mrs。Boyne,you'renotverywell。ShallIcallsomebody?ShallIgetaglassofwater?”
“No,no,no!”Shethrewherselftowardhim,herhandfranticallyclenchingthenewspaper。“Itellyou,it'stheman!IKNOWhim!
Hespoketomeinthegarden!”
Parvistookthejournalfromher,directinghisglassestotheportrait。“Itcan'tbe,Mrs。Boyne。It'sRobertElwell。“
“RobertElwell?”Herwhitestareseemedtotravelintospace。
“ThenitwasRobertElwellwhocameforhim。“
“CameforBoyne?Thedayhewentaway?”Parvis'svoicedroppedashersrose。Hebentover,layingafraternalhandonher,asiftocoaxhergentlybackintoherseat。“Why,Elwellwasdead!
Don'tyouremember?”
Marysatwithhereyesfixedonthepicture,unconsciousofwhathewassaying。
“Don'tyourememberBoyne'sunfinishedlettertome——theoneyoufoundonhisdeskthatday?Itwaswrittenjustafterhe'dheardofElwell'sdeath。“ShenoticedanoddshakeinParvis'sunemotionalvoice。“Surelyyourememberthat!”heurgedher。
Yes,sheremembered:thatwastheprofoundesthorrorofit。
Elwellhaddiedthedaybeforeherhusband'sdisappearance;andthiswasElwell'sportrait;anditwastheportraitofthemanwhohadspokentoherinthegarden。Sheliftedherheadandlookedslowlyaboutthelibrary。ThelibrarycouldhavebornewitnessthatitwasalsotheportraitofthemanwhohadcomeinthatdaytocallBoynefromhisunfinishedletter。Throughthemistysurgingsofherbrainsheheardthefaintboomofhalf-
forgottenwords——wordsspokenbyAlidaStaironthelawnatPangbournebeforeBoyneandhiswifehadeverseenthehouseatLyng,orhadimaginedthattheymightonedaylivethere。
“Thiswasthemanwhospoketome,“sherepeated。
ShelookedagainatParvis。Hewastryingtoconcealhisdisturbanceunderwhatheimaginedtobeanexpressionofindulgentcommiseration;buttheedgesofhislipswereblue。
“Hethinksmemad;butI'mnotmad,“shereflected;andsuddenlythereflasheduponherawayofjustifyingherstrangeaffirmation。
Shesatquiet,controllingthequiverofherlips,andwaitingtillshecouldtrusthervoicetokeepitshabituallevel;thenshesaid,lookingstraightatParvis:“Willyouanswermeonequestion,please?WhenwasitthatRobertElwelltriedtokillhimself?”
“When——when?”Parvisstammered。
“Yes;thedate。Pleasetrytoremember。“
Shesawthathewasgrowingstillmoreafraidofher。“Ihaveareason,“sheinsistedgently。
“Yes,yes。OnlyIcan'tremember。Abouttwomonthsbefore,I
shouldsay。“
“Iwantthedate,“sherepeated。
Parvispickedupthenewspaper。“Wemightseehere,“hesaid,stillhumoringher。Heranhiseyesdownthepage。“Hereitis。
LastOctober——the——“
Shecaughtthewordsfromhim。“The20th,wasn'tit?”Withasharplookather,heverified。“Yes,the20th。ThenyouDID
know?”
“Iknownow。“Herwhitestarecontinuedtotravelpasthim。
“Sunday,the20th——thatwasthedayhecamefirst。“
Parvis'svoicewasalmostinaudible。“CameHEREfirst?”
“Yes。“
“Yousawhimtwice,then?”
“Yes,twice。“Shebreatheditathimwithdilatedeyes。“Hecamefirstonthe20thofOctober。IrememberthedatebecauseitwasthedaywewentupMeldonSteepforthefirsttime。“Shefeltafaintgaspofinwardlaughteratthethoughtthatbutforthatshemighthaveforgotten。
Parviscontinuedtoscrutinizeher,asiftryingtointercepthergaze。
“Wesawhimfromtheroof,“shewenton。“Hecamedownthelime-
avenuetowardthehouse。Hewasdressedjustasheisinthatpicture。Myhusbandsawhimfirst。Hewasfrightened,andrandownaheadofme;buttherewasnoonethere。Hehadvanished。“
“Elwellhadvanished?”Parvisfaltered。
“Yes。“Theirtwowhispersseemedtogropeforeachother。“I
couldn'tthinkwhathadhappened。Iseenow。HeTRIEDtocomethen;buthewasn'tdeadenough——hecouldn'treachus。Hehadtowaitfortwomonths;andthenhecamebackagain——andNedwentwithhim。“
ShenoddedatParviswiththelookoftriumphofachildwhohassuccessfullyworkedoutadifficultpuzzle。Butsuddenlysheliftedherhandswithadesperategesture,pressingthemtoherburstingtemples。
“Oh,myGod!IsenthimtoNed——Itoldhimwheretogo!Isenthimtothisroom!”shescreamedout。
Shefeltthewallsoftheroomrushtowardher,likeinwardfallingruins;andsheheardParvis,alongwayoff,asifthroughtheruins,cryingtoher,andstrugglingtogetather。
Butshewasnumbtohistouch,shedidnotknowwhathewassaying。Throughthetumultsheheardbutoneclearnote,thevoiceofAlidaStair,speakingonthelawnatPangbourne。
“Youwon'tknowtillafterward,“itsaid。“Youwon'tknowtilllong,longafterward。“
TheEndofAfterwardTHEFULNESSOFLIFE
December1893
I。
Forhoursshehadlaininakindofgentletorpor,notunlikethatsweetlassitudewhichmastersoneinthehushofamidsummernoon,whentheheatseemstohavesilencedtheverybirdsandinsects,and,lyingsunkinthetasselledmeadow-grasses,onelooksupthroughalevelroofingofmaple-leavesatthevastshadowless,andunsuggestiveblue。Nowandthen,atever-
lengtheningintervals,aflashofpaindartedthroughher,liketherippleofsheet-lightningacrosssuchamidsummersky;butitwastootransitorytoshakeherstupor,thatcalm,delicious,bottomlessstuporintowhichshefeltherselfsinkingmoreandmoredeeply,withoutadisturbingimpulseofresistance,aneffortofreattachmenttothevanishingedgesofconsciousness。
Theresistance,theeffort,hadknowntheirhourofviolence;butnowtheywereatanend。Throughhermind,longharriedbygrotesquevisions,fragmentaryimagesofthelifethatshewasleaving,tormentinglinesofverse,obstinatepresentmentsofpicturesoncebeheld,indistinctimpressionsofrivers,towers,andcupolas,gatheredinthelengthofjourneyshalfforgotten——
throughhermindtherenowonlymovedafewprimalsensationsofcolorlesswell-being;avaguesatisfactioninthethoughtthatshehadswallowedhernoxiouslastdraughtofmedicine……andthatsheshouldneveragainhearthecreakingofherhusband'sboots——thosehorribleboots——andthatnoonewouldcometobotherheraboutthenextday'sdinner……orthebutcher'sbook……
Atlasteventhesedimsensationsspentthemselvesinthethickeningobscuritywhichenvelopedher;adusknowfilledwithpalegeometricroses,circlingsoftly,interminablybeforeher,nowdarkenedtoauniformblue-blackness,thehueofasummernightwithoutstars。Andintothisdarknessshefeltherselfsinking,sinking,withthegentlesenseofsecurityofoneupheldfrombeneath。Likeatepidtideitrosearoundher,glidingeverhigherandhigher,foldinginitsvelvetyembraceherrelaxedandtiredbody,nowsubmergingherbreastandshoulders,nowcreepinggradually,withsoftinexorableness,overherthroattoherchin,toherears,tohermouth……Ah,nowitwasrisingtoohigh;
theimpulsetostrugglewasrenewed;……hermouthwasfull;……
shewaschoking……Help!
“Itisallover,“saidthenurse,drawingdowntheeyelidswithofficialcomposure。
Theclockstruckthree。Theyremembereditafterward。Someoneopenedthewindowandletinablastofthatstrange,neutralairwhichwalkstheearthbetweendarknessanddawn;someoneelseledthehusbandintoanotherroom。Hewalkedvaguely,likeablindman,onhiscreakingboots。
II。
Shestood,asitseemed,onathreshold,yetnotangiblegatewaywasinfrontofher。Onlyawidevistaoflight,mildyetpenetratingasthegatheredglimmerofinnumerablestars,expandedgraduallybeforehereyes,inblissfulcontrasttothecavernousdarknessfromwhichshehadoflateemerged。
Shesteppedforward,notfrightened,buthesitating,andashereyesbegantogrowmorefamiliarwiththemeltingdepthsoflightabouther,shedistinguishedtheoutlinesofalandscape,atfirstswimmingintheopalineuncertaintyofShelley'svaporouscreations,thengraduallyresolvedintodistinctershape——thevastunrollingofasunlitplain,aerialformsofmountains,andpresentlythesilvercrescentofariverinthevalley,andabluestencillingoftreesalongitscurve——somethingsuggestiveinitsineffablehueofanazurebackgroundofLeonardo's,strange,enchanting,mysterious,leadingontheeyeandtheimaginationintoregionsoffabulousdelight。Asshegazed,herheartbeatwithasoftandrapturoussurprise;soexquisiteapromiseshereadinthesummonsofthathyalinedistance。
“Andsodeathisnottheendafterall,“insheergladnesssheheardherselfexclaimingaloud。“Ialwaysknewthatitcouldn'tbe。IbelievedinDarwin,ofcourse。Idostill;butthenDarwinhimselfsaidthathewasn'tsureaboutthesoul——atleast,Ithinkhedid——andWallacewasaspiritualist;andthentherewasSt。GeorgeMivart——“
Hergazelostitselfintheetherealremotenessofthemountains。
“Howbeautiful!Howsatisfying!”shemurmured。“PerhapsnowI
shallreallyknowwhatitistolive。“
Asshespokeshefeltasuddenthickeningofherheart-beats,andlookingupshewasawarethatbeforeherstoodtheSpiritofLife。
“Haveyouneverreallyknownwhatitistolive?”theSpiritofLifeaskedher。
“Ihaveneverknown,“shereplied,“thatfulnessoflifewhichweallfeelourselvescapableofknowing;thoughmylifehasnotbeenwithoutscatteredhintsofit,likethescentofearthwhichcomestoonesometimesfaroutatsea。“
“Andwhatdoyoucallthefulnessoflife?”theSpiritaskedagain。
“Oh,Ican'ttellyou,ifyoudon'tknow,“shesaid,almostreproachfully。“Manywordsaresupposedtodefineit——loveandsympathyarethoseincommonestuse,butIamnotevensurethattheyaretherightones,andsofewpeoplereallyknowwhattheymean。“
“Youweremarried,“saidtheSpirit,“yetyoudidnotfindthefulnessoflifeinyourmarriage?”
“Oh,dear,no,“shereplied,withanindulgentscorn,“mymarriagewasaveryincompleteaffair。“
“Andyetyouwerefondofyourhusband?”
“Youhavehitupontheexactword;Iwasfondofhim,yes,justasIwasfondofmygrandmother,andthehousethatIwasbornin,andmyoldnurse。Oh,Iwasfondofhim,andwewerecountedaveryhappycouple。ButIhavesometimesthoughtthatawoman'snatureislikeagreathousefullofrooms:thereisthehall,throughwhicheveryonepassesingoinginandout;thedrawing-
room,whereonereceivesformalvisits;thesitting-room,wherethemembersofthefamilycomeandgoastheylist;butbeyondthat,farbeyond,areotherrooms,thehandlesofwhosedoorsperhapsareneverturned;nooneknowsthewaytothem,nooneknowswhithertheylead;andintheinnermostroom,theholyofholies,thesoulsitsaloneandwaitsforafootstepthatnevercomes。“
“Andyourhusband,“askedtheSpirit,afterapause,“nevergotbeyondthefamilysitting-room?”
“Never,“shereturned,impatiently;“andtheworstofitwasthathewasquitecontenttoremainthere。Hethoughtitperfectlybeautiful,andsometimes,whenhewasadmiringitscommonplacefurniture,insignificantasthechairsandtablesofahotelparlor,Ifeltlikecryingouttohim:'Fool,willyouneverguessthatcloseathandareroomsfulloftreasuresandwonders,suchastheeyeofmanhathnotseen,roomsthatnostephascrossed,butthatmightbeyourstolivein,couldyoubutfindthehandleofthedoor?'“
“Then,“theSpiritcontinued,“thosemomentsofwhichyoulatelyspoke,whichseemedtocometoyoulikescatteredhintsofthefulnessoflife,werenotsharedwithyourhusband?”
“Oh,no——never。Hewasdifferent。Hisbootscreaked,andhealwaysslammedthedoorwhenhewentout,andheneverreadanythingbutrailwaynovelsandthesportingadvertisementsinthepapers——and——and,inshort,weneverunderstoodeachotherintheleast。“
“Towhatinfluence,then,didyouowethoseexquisitesensations?”
“Icanhardlytell。Sometimestotheperfumeofaflower;
sometimestoaverseofDanteorofShakespeare;sometimestoapictureorasunset,ortooneofthosecalmdaysatsea,whenoneseemstobelyinginthehollowofabluepearl;sometimes,butrarely,toawordspokenbysomeonewhochancedtogiveutterance,attherightmoment,towhatIfeltbutcouldnotexpress。“
“Someonewhomyouloved?”askedtheSpirit。
“Ineverlovedanyone,inthatway,“shesaid,rathersadly,“norwasIthinkingofanyonepersonwhenIspoke,butoftwoorthreewho,bytouchingforaninstantuponacertainchordofmybeing,hadcalledforthasinglenoteofthatstrangemelodywhichseemedsleepinginmysoul。Ithasseldomhappened,however,thatIhaveowedsuchfeelingstopeople;andnooneevergavemeamomentofsuchhappinessasitwasmylottofeeloneeveningintheChurchofOrSanMichele,inFlorence。“
“Tellmeaboutit,“saidtheSpirit。
“ItwasnearsunsetonarainyspringafternooninEasterweek。
Thecloudshadvanished,dispersedbyasuddenwind,andasweenteredthechurchthefierypanesofthehighwindowsshoneoutlikelampsthroughthedusk。Apriestwasatthehighaltar,hiswhitecopealividspotintheincense-ladenobscurity,thelightofthecandlesflickeringupanddownlikefirefliesabouthishead;afewpeoplekneltnearby。WestolebehindthemandsatdownonabenchclosetothetabernacleofOrcagna。
“Strangetosay,thoughFlorencewasnotnewtome,Ihadneverbeeninthechurchbefore;andinthatmagicallightIsawforthefirsttimetheinlaidsteps,theflutedcolumns,thesculpturedbas-reliefsandcanopyofthemarvellousshrine。Themarble,wornandmellowedbythesubtlehandoftime,tookonanunspeakablerosyhue,suggestiveinsomeremotewayofthehoney-
coloredcolumnsoftheParthenon,butmoremystic,morecomplex,acolornotbornofthesun'sinveteratekiss,butmadeupofcryptaltwilight,andtheflameofcandlesuponmartyrs'tombs,andgleamsofsunsetthroughsymbolicpanesofchrysopraseandruby;suchalightasilluminesthemissalsinthelibraryofSiena,orburnslikeahiddenfirethroughtheMadonnaofGianBelliniintheChurchoftheRedeemer,atVenice;thelightoftheMiddleAges,richer,moresolemn,moresignificantthanthelimpidsunshineofGreece。
“Thechurchwassilent,butforthewailofthepriestandtheoccasionalscrapingofachairagainstthefloor,andasIsatthere,bathedinthatlight,absorbedinraptcontemplationofthemarblemiraclewhichrosebeforeme,cunninglywroughtasacasketofivoryandenrichedwithjewel-likeincrustationsandtarnishedgleamsofgold,Ifeltmyselfborneonwardalongamightycurrent,whosesourceseemedtobeintheverybeginningofthings,andwhosetremendouswatersgatheredastheywentallthemingledstreamsofhumanpassionandendeavor。LifeinallitsvariedmanifestationsofbeautyandstrangenessseemedweavingarhythmicaldancearoundmeasImoved,andwhereverthespiritofmanhadpassedIknewthatmyfoothadoncebeenfamiliar。
“AsIgazedthemediaevalbossesofthetabernacleofOrcagnaseemedtomeltandflowintotheirprimalformssothatthefoldedlotusoftheNileandtheGreekacanthuswerebraidedwiththerunicknotsandfish-tailedmonstersoftheNorth,andalltheplasticterrorandbeautybornofman'shandfromtheGangestotheBalticquiveredandmingledinOrcagna'sapotheosisofMary。Andsotheriverboremeon,pastthealienfaceofantiquecivilizationsandthefamiliarwondersofGreece,tillI
swamuponthefiercelyrushingtideoftheMiddleAges,withitsswirlingeddiesofpassion,itsheaven-reflectingpoolsofpoetryandart;Iheardtherhythmicblowofthecraftsmen'shammersinthegoldsmiths'workshopsandonthewallsofchurches,theparty-criesofarmedfactionsinthenarrowstreets,theorgan-
rollofDante'sverse,thecrackleofthefagotsaroundArnoldofBrescia,thetwitteroftheswallowstowhichSt。Francispreached,thelaughteroftheladieslisteningonthehillsidetothequipsoftheDecameron,whileplague-struckFlorencehowledbeneaththem——allthisandmuchmoreIheard,joinedinstrangeunisonwithvoicesearlierandmoreremote,fierce,passionate,ortender,yetsubduedtosuchawfulharmonythatIthoughtofthesongthatthemorningstarssangtogetherandfeltasthoughitweresoundinginmyears。Myheartbeattosuffocation,thetearsburnedmylids,thejoy,themysteryofitseemedtoointolerabletobeborne。Icouldnotunderstandeventhenthewordsofthesong;butIknewthatiftherehadbeensomeoneatmysidewhocouldhavehearditwithme,wemighthavefoundthekeytoittogether。
“Iturnedtomyhusband,whowassittingbesidemeinanattitudeofpatientdejection,gazingintothebottomofhishat;butatthatmomentherose,andstretchinghisstiffenedlegs,said,mildly:'Hadn'twebetterbegoing?Theredoesn'tseemtobemuchtoseehere,andyouknowthetabled'hotedinnerisathalf-pastsixo'clock。“
Herrecitalended,therewasanintervalofsilence;thentheSpiritofLifesaid:“Thereisacompensationinstoreforsuchneedsasyouhaveexpressed。“
“Oh,thenyouDOunderstand?”sheexclaimed。“Tellmewhatcompensation,Ientreatyou!”
“Itisordained,“theSpiritanswered,“thateverysoulwhichseeksinvainonearthforakindredsoultowhomitcanlaybareitsinmostbeingshallfindthatsoulhereandbeunitedtoitforeternity。“
Agladcrybrokefromherlips。“Ah,shallIfindhimatlast?”
shecried,exultant。
“Heishere,“saidtheSpiritofLife。
Shelookedupandsawthatamanstoodnearwhosesoulforinthatunwontedlightsheseemedtoseehissoulmoreclearlythanhisfacedrewhertowardhimwithaninvincibleforce。
“Areyoureallyhe?”shemurmured。
“Iamhe,“heanswered。
Shelaidherhandinhisanddrewhimtowardtheparapetwhichoverhungthevalley。
“Shallwegodowntogether,“sheaskedhim,“intothatmarvellouscountry;shallweseeittogether,asifwiththeself-sameeyes,andtelleachotherinthesamewordsallthatwethinkandfeel?”
“So,“hereplied,“haveIhopedanddreamed。“
“What?”sheasked,withrisingjoy。“Thenyou,too,havelookedforme?”
“Allmylife。“
“Howwonderful!Anddidyounever,neverfindanyoneintheotherworldwhounderstoodyou?”
“Notwholly——notasyouandIunderstandeachother。“
“Thenyoufeelit,too?Oh,Iamhappy,“shesighed。
Theystood,handinhand,lookingdownovertheparapetupontheshimmeringlandscapewhichstretchedforthbeneaththemintosapphirinespace,andtheSpiritofLife,whokeptwatchnearthethreshold,heardnowandthenafloatingfragmentoftheirtalkblownbackwardlikethestrayswallowswhichthewindsometimesseparatesfromtheirmigratorytribe。
“Didyouneverfeelatsunset——“
“Ah,yes;butIneverheardanyoneelsesayso。Didyou?”
“Doyourememberthatlineinthethirdcantoofthe'Inferno?'“
“Ah,thatline——myfavoritealways。Isitpossible——“
“YouknowthestoopingVictoryinthefriezeoftheNikeApteros?”
“Youmeantheonewhoistyinghersandal?Thenyouhavenoticed,too,thatallBotticelliandMantegnaaredormantinthoseflyingfoldsofherdrapery?”
“Afterastorminautumnhaveyouneverseen——“
“Yes,itiscurioushowcertainflowerssuggestcertainpainters——
theperfumeoftheincarnation,Leonardo;thatoftherose,Titian;thetuberose,Crivelli——“
“Ineversupposedthatanyoneelsehadnoticedit。“
“Haveyouneverthought——“
“Oh,yes,oftenandoften;butIneverdreamedthatanyoneelsehad。“
“Butsurelyyoumusthavefelt——“
“Oh,yes,yes;andyou,too——“
“Howbeautiful!Howstrange——“
Theirvoicesroseandfell,likethemurmuroftwofountainsansweringeachotheracrossagardenfullofflowers。Atlength,withacertaintenderimpatience,heturnedtoherandsaid:
“Love,whyshouldwelingerhere?Alleternityliesbeforeus。
Letusgodownintothatbeautifulcountrytogetherandmakeahomeforourselvesonsomebluehillabovetheshiningriver。“
Ashespoke,thehandshehadforgotteninhiswassuddenlywithdrawn,andhefeltthatacloudwaspassingovertheradianceofhersoul。
“Ahome,“sherepeated,slowly,“ahomeforyouandmetoliveinforalleternity?”
“Whynot,love?AmInotthesoulthatyourshassought?”
“Y-yes——yes,Iknow——but,don'tyousee,homewouldnotbelikehometome,unless——“
“Unless?”hewonderinglyrepeated。
Shedidnotanswer,butshethoughttoherself,withanimpulseofwhimsicalinconsistency,“Unlessyouslammedthedoorandworecreakingboots。“
Buthehadrecoveredhisholduponherhand,andbyimperceptibledegreeswasleadinghertowardtheshiningstepswhichdescendedtothevalley。
“Come,Omysoul'ssoul,“hepassionatelyimplored;“whydelayamoment?Surelyyoufeel,asIdo,thateternityitselfistooshorttoholdsuchblissasours。ItseemstomethatIcanseeourhomealready。HaveInotalwaysseemitinmydreams?Itiswhite,love,isitnot,withpolishedcolumns,andasculpturedcorniceagainsttheblue?Grovesoflaurelandoleanderandthicketsofrosessurroundit;butfromtheterracewherewewalkatsunset,theeyelooksoutoverwoodlandsandcoolmeadowswhere,deep-boweredunderancientboughs,astreamgoesdelicatelytowardtheriver。Indoorsourfavoritepictureshanguponthewallsandtheroomsarelinedwithbooks。Think,dear,atlastweshallhavetimetoreadthemall。Withwhichshallwebegin?Come,helpmetochoose。Shallitbe'Faust'orthe'VitaNuova,'the'Tempest'or'LesCapricesdeMarianne,'orthethirty-firstcantoofthe'Paradise,'or'Epipsychidion'or“Lycidas'?Tellme,dear,whichone?”
Ashespokehesawtheanswertremblingjoyouslyuponherlips;
butitdiedintheensuingsilence,andshestoodmotionless,resistingthepersuasionofhishand。
“Whatisit?”heentreated。
“Waitamoment,“shesaid,withastrangehesitationinhervoice。“Tellmefirst,areyouquitesureofyourself?Istherenooneonearthwhomyousometimesremember?”
“NotsinceIhaveseenyou,“hereplied;for,beingaman,hehadindeedforgotten。
Stillshestoodmotionless,andhesawthattheshadowdeepenedonhersoul。
“Surely,love,“herebukedher,“itwasnotthatwhichtroubledyou?FormypartIhavewalkedthroughLethe。Thepasthasmeltedlikeacloudbeforethemoon。IneverliveduntilIsawyou。“
Shemadenoanswertohispleadings,butatlength,rousingherselfwithavisibleeffort,sheturnedawayfromhimandmovedtowardtheSpiritofLife,whostillstoodnearthethreshold。
“Iwanttoaskyouaquestion,“shesaid,inatroubledvoice。
“Ask,“saidtheSpirit。
“Alittlewhileago,“shebegan,slowly,“youtoldmethateverysoulwhichhasnotfoundakindredsoulonearthisdestinedtofindonehere。“
“Andhaveyounotfoundone?”askedtheSpirit。
“Yes;butwillitbesowithmyhusband'ssoulalso?”
“No,“answeredtheSpiritofLife,“foryourhusbandimaginedthathehadfoundhissoul'smateonearthinyou;andforsuchdelusionseternityitselfcontainsnocure。“
Shegavealittlecry。Wasitofdisappointmentortriumph?
“Then——thenwhatwillhappentohimwhenhecomeshere?”
“ThatIcannottellyou。Somefieldofactivityandhappinesshewilldoubtlessfind,induemeasuretohiscapacityforbeingactiveandhappy。“
Sheinterrupted,almostangrily:“Hewillneverbehappywithoutme。“
“Donotbetoosureofthat,“saidtheSpirit。
Shetooknonoticeofthis,andtheSpiritcontinued:“Hewillnotunderstandyouhereanybetterthanhedidonearth。“
“Nomatter,“shesaid;“Ishallbetheonlysufferer,forhealwaysthoughtthatheunderstoodme。“
“Hisbootswillcreakjustasmuchasever——“
“Nomatter。“
“Andhewillslamthedoor——“
“Verylikely。“
“Andcontinuetoreadrailwaynovels——“
Sheinterposed,impatiently:“Manymendoworsethanthat。“
“Butyousaidjustnow,“saidtheSpirit,“thatyoudidnotlovehim。“
“True,“sheanswered,simply;“butdon'tyouunderstandthatI
shouldn'tfeelathomewithouthim?Itisallverywellforaweekortwo——butforeternity!Afterall,Inevermindedthecreakingofhisboots,exceptwhenmyheadached,andIdon'tsupposeitwillacheHERE;andhewasalwayssosorrywhenhehadslammedthedoor,onlyheneverCOULDremembernotto。Besides,nooneelsewouldknowhowtolookafterhim,heissohelpless。
Hisinkstandwouldneverbefilled,andhewouldalwaysbeoutofstampsandvisiting-cards。Hewouldneverremembertohavehisumbrellare-covered,ortoaskthepriceofanythingbeforeheboughtit。Why,hewouldn'tevenknowwhatnovelstoread。I
alwayshadtochoosethekindheliked,withamurderoraforgeryandasuccessfuldetective。“
Sheturnedabruptlytoherkindredsoul,whostoodlisteningwithamienofwonderanddismay。
“Don'tyousee,“shesaid,“thatIcan'tpossiblygowithyou?”
“Butwhatdoyouintendtodo?”askedtheSpiritofLife。
“WhatdoIintendtodo?”shereturned,indignantly。“Why,I
meantowaitformyhusband,ofcourse。IfhehadcomeherefirstHEwouldhavewaitedformeforyearsandyears;anditwouldbreakhisheartnottofindmeherewhenhecomes。“Shepointedwithacontemptuousgesturetothemagicvisionofhillandvaleslopingawaytothetranslucentmountains。“Hewouldn'tgiveafigforallthat,“shesaid,“ifhedidn'tfindmehere。“
“Butconsider,“warnedtheSpirit,“thatyouarenowchoosingforeternity。Itisasolemnmoment。“
“Choosing!”shesaid,withahalf-sadsmile。“Doyoustillkeepupherethatoldfictionaboutchoosing?IshouldhavethoughtthatYOUknewbetterthanthat。HowcanIhelpmyself?Hewillexpecttofindmeherewhenhecomes,andhewouldneverbelieveyouifyoutoldhimthatIhadgoneawaywithsomeoneelse——
never,never。“
“Sobeit,“saidtheSpirit。“Here,asonearth,eachonemustdecideforhimself。“
Sheturnedtoherkindredsoulandlookedathimgently,almostwistfully。“Iamsorry,“shesaid。“Ishouldhavelikedtotalkwithyouagain;butyouwillunderstand,Iknow,andIdaresayyouwillfindsomeoneelseagreatdealcleverer——“
Andwithoutpausingtohearhisanswershewavedhimaswiftfarewellandturnedbacktowardthethreshold。
“Willmyhusbandcomesoon?”sheaskedtheSpiritofLife。
“Thatyouarenotdestinedtoknow,“theSpiritreplied。
“Nomatter,“shesaid,cheerfully;“Ihavealleternitytowaitin。“
Andstillseatedaloneonthethreshold,shelistensforthecreakingofhisboots。
TheEndofTheFulnessofLifeAVENETIANNIGHT'SENTERTAINMENT
December1903
Thisisthestorythat,inthedining-roomoftheoldBeaconStreethousenowtheAldebaranClub,JudgeAnthonyBracknell,ofthefamousEastIndiafirmofBracknell&Saulsbee,whentheladieshadwithdrawntotheovalparlourandMaria'sharpwasthrowingitsgauzywebofsoundacrosstheCommon,usedtorelatetohisgrandsons,abouttheyearthatBuonapartemarcheduponMoscow。
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“HimVenice!”saidtheLascarwiththebigearrings;andTonyBracknell,leaningonthehighgunwaleofhisfather'sEastIndiaman,theHepzibahB。,sawfaroff,acrossthemorningsea,afaintvisionoftowersanddomesdissolvedingoldenair。
ItwasarareFebruarydayoftheyear1760,andayoungTony,newlyofage,andboundonthegrandtouraboardthecrackmerchantmanofoldBracknell'sfleet,felthisheartleapupasthedistantcitytrembledintoshape。VENICE!Thename,sincechildhood,hadbeenamagician'swandtohim。InthehalloftheoldBracknellhouseatSalemtherehungaseriesofyellowingprintswhichUncleRichardSaulsbeehadbroughthomefromoneofhislongvoyages:viewsofheathenmosquesandpalaces,oftheGrandTurk'sSeraglio,ofSt。Peter'sChurchinRome;and,inacorner——thecornernearesttherackwheretheoldflintlockshung——abusymerrypopulousscene,entitled:ST。MARK'SSQUAREIN
VENICE。Thispicture,fromthefirst,hadsingularlytakenlittleTony'sfancy。Hisunformulatedcriticismontheotherswasthattheylackedaction。True,intheviewofSt。Peter'sanexperienced-lookinggentlemaninafull-bottomedwigwaspointingoutthefairlyobviousmonumenttoabashfulcompanion,whohadpresumablynotventuredtoraisehiseyestoit;while,atthedoorsoftheSeraglio,agroupofturbanedinfidelsobservedwithlesshesitancytheapproachofaveiledladyonacamel。ButinVenicesomanythingswerehappeningatonce——more,Tonywassure,thanhadeverhappenedinBostoninatwelve-monthorinSaleminalonglifetime。Forhere,bytheirgarb,werepeopleofeverynationonearth,Chinamen,Turks,Spaniards,andmanymore,mixedwithaparti-colouredthrongofgentry,lacqueys,chapmen,hucksters,andtallpersonagesinparsons'gownswhostalkedthroughthecrowdwithanairofmastery,astringofparasitesattheirheels。Andallthesepeopleseemedtobedivertingthemselveshugely,chafferingwiththehucksters,watchingtheanticsoftraineddogsandmonkeys,distributingdolestomaimedbeggarsorhavingtheirpocketspickedbyslippery-lookingfellowsinblack——thewholewithsuchanairofeaseandgood-humourthatonefeltthecut-pursestobeasmuchapartoftheshowasthetumblingacrobatsandanimals。
AsTonyadvancedinyearsandexperiencethischildishmumminglostitsmagic;butnotsotheearlyimaginingsithadexcited。
Fortheoldpicturehadbeenbutthespring-boardoffancy,thefirststepofacloud-ladderleadingtoalandofdreams。WiththesedreamsthenameofVeniceremainedassociated;andallthatobservationorreportsubsequentlybroughthimconcerningtheplaceseemed,onasoberwarrantyoffact,toconfirmitsclaimtostandmidwaybetweenrealityandillusion。Therewas,forinstance,aslenderVeniceglass,gold-powderedaswithlily-
pollenorthedustofsunbeams,that,standinginthecornercabinetbetwixttwoLowestoftcaddies,seemed,amongitslifelessneighbours,topalpitatelikeanimpaledbutterfly。Therewas,farther,agoldchainofhismother's,spunofthatsamesun-
pollen,sothread-like,impalpable,thatitslippedthroughthefingerslikelight,yetsostrongthatitcarriedaheavypendantwhichseemedheldinairasifbymagic。MAGIC!ThatwasthewordwhichthethoughtofVeniceevoked。Itwasthekindofplace,Tonyfelt,inwhichthingselsewhereimpossiblemightnaturallyhappen,inwhichtwoandtwomightmakefive,aparadoxelopewithasyllogism,andaconclusiongivethelietoitsownpremiss。Wasthereeverayoungheartthatdidnot,onceandagain,longtogetawayintosuchaworldasthat?Tony,atleast,hadfeltthelongingfromthefirsthourwhentheaxiomsinhishorn-bookhadbroughthometohimhisheavyresponsibilitiesasaChristianandasinner。Andnowherewashiswishtakingshapebeforehim,asthedistanthazeofgoldshapeditselfintotowersanddomesacrossthemorningsea!
TheReverendOziasMounce,Tony'sgovernorandbear-leader,wasjustputtingahandtothethirdclauseofthefourthpartofasermononFree-WillandPredestinationastheHepzibahB。'sanchorrattledoverboard。Tony,inhishastetobeashore,wouldhavemadeoneplungewiththeanchor;buttheReverendOzias,onbeingrousedfromhislucubrations,earnestlyprotestedagainstleavinghisargumentinsuspense。WhatwasthetrifleofanarrivalatsomePapisticalforeigncity,wheretheverychurchesworeturbanslikesomanyMoslemidolators,totheimportantfactofMr。Mounce'ssumminguphisconclusionsbeforetheMuseofTheologytookflight?Heshouldbehappy,hesaid,ifthetideserved,tovisitVenicewithMr。Bracknellthenextmorning。
Thenextmorning,ha!——Tonymurmuredasubmissive“Yes,sir,“
winkedatthesubjugatedcaptain,buckledonhissword,pressedhishatdownwithaflourish,andbeforetheReverendOziashadarrivedathisnextdeduction,wasskimmingmerrilyshorewardintheHepzibah'sgig。
Amomentmoreandhewasinthethickofit!Herewastheveryworldoftheoldprint,onlysuffusedwithsunlightandcolour,andbubblingwithmerrynoises。Whatasceneitwas!Asquareenclosedinfantasticpaintedbuildings,andpeopledwithathrongasfantastic:abawling,laughing,jostling,sweatingmob,parti-coloured,parti-speeched,cracklingandsputteringunderthehotsunlikeadishoffrittersoverakitchenfire。Tony,agape,shoulderedhiswaythroughthepress,awareatoncethat,spiteofthetumult,theshrillness,thegesticulation,therewasnoundercurrentofclownishness,notendencytohorse-play,asinsuchcrowdsonmarket-dayathome,butakindoffacetioussuavitywhichseemedtoincludeeverybodyinthecircumferenceofonehugejoke。Insuchanairthesenseofstrangenesssoonworeoff,andTonywasbeginningtofeelhimselfvastlyathome,whenaliftofthetideborehimagainstadroll-lookingbell-ringingfellowwhocarriedabovehisheadatallmetaltreehungwithsherbet-glasses。
Theencountersettheglassesspinningandthreeorfourspunoffandclatteredtothestones。Thesherbet-sellercalledonallthesaints,andTony,clappingalordlyhandtohispocket,tossedhimaducatbymistakeforasequin。Thefellow'seyesshotoutoftheirorbits,andjustthenapersonable-lookingyoungmanwhohadobservedthetransactionsteppeduptoTonyandsaidpleasantly,inEnglish:
“Iperceive,sir,thatyouarenotfamiliarwithourcurrency。“
“Doeshewantmore?”saysTony,verylordly;whereattheotherlaughedandreplied:“Youhavegivenhimenoughtoretirefromhisbusinessandopenagaming-houseoverthearcade。“
Tonyjoinedinthelaugh,andthisincidentbridgingthepreliminaries,thetwoyoungmenwerepresentlyhobnobbingoveraglassofCanaryinfrontofoneofthecoffee-housesaboutthesquare。TonycountedhimselfluckytohaverunacrossanEnglish-speakingcompanionwhowasgood-naturedenoughtogivehimacluetothelabyrinth;andwhenhehadpaidfortheCanaryinthecoinhisfriendselectedtheysetoutagaintoviewthetown。TheItaliangentleman,whocalledhimselfCountRialto,appearedtohaveaverynumerousacquaintance,andwasabletopointouttoTonyallthechiefdignitariesofthestate,themenoftonandladiesoffashion,aswellasanumberofothercharactersofakindnotopenlymentionedintakingacensusofSalem。
Tony,whowasnotaversefromreadingwhennothingbetteroffered,hadperusedthe“MerchantofVenice“andMr。Otway'sfinetragedy;butthoughthesepieceshadgivenhimanotionthatthesocialusagesofVenicedifferedfromthoseathome,hewasunpreparedforthesurprisingappearanceandmannersofthegreatpeoplehisfriendnamedtohim。ThegravestSenatorsoftheRepublicwentinprodigiousstripedtrousers,shortcloaksandfeatheredhats。Onenoblemanworearuffanddoctor'sgown,anotherablackvelvettunicslashedwithrose-colour;whilethePresidentofthedreadedCouncilofTenwasaterriblestruttingfellowwitharapier-likenose,abuffleatherjerkinandatrailingscarletcloakthatthecrowdwascarefulnottostepon。
Itwasallvastlydiverting,andTonywouldgladlyhavegoneonforever;buthehadgivenhiswordtothecaptaintobeatthelanding-placeatsunset,andherewasduskalreadycreepingovertheskies!Tonywasamanofhonour;andhavingpressedontheCountahandsomedamasceneddaggerselectedfromoneofthegoldsmiths'shopsinanarrowstreetlinedwithsuchwares,heinsistedonturninghisfacetowardtheHepzibah'sgig。TheCountyieldedreluctantly;butastheycameoutagainonthesquaretheywerecaughtinagreatthrongpouringtowardthedoorsofthecathedral。
“TheygotoBenediction,“saidtheCount。“Abeautifulsight,withmanylightsandflowers。Itisapityyoucannottakeapeepatit。“
Tonythoughtsotoo,andinanotherminutealeglessbeggarhadpulledbacktheleathernflapofthecathedraldoor,andtheystoodinahazeofgoldandperfumethatseemedtoriseandfallonthemightyundulationsoftheorgan。Herethepresswasasthickaswithout;andasTonyflattenedhimselfagainstapillar,heheardaprettyvoiceathiselbow:——“Oh,sir,oh,sir,yoursword!”
HeturnedatsoundofthebrokenEnglish,andsawagirlwhomatchedthevoicetryingtodisengageherdressfromthetipofhisscabbard。SheworeoneofthevoluminousblackhoodswhichtheVenetianladiesaffected,andunderitsprojectingeavesherfacespiedoutathimassweetasanestingbird。
Inthedusktheirhandsmetoverthescabbard,andasshefreedherselfashredofherlaceflounceclungtoTony'senchantedfingers。Lookingafterher,hesawshewasonthearmofapompous-lookinggraybeardinalongblackgownandscarletstockings,who,onperceivingtheexchangeofglancesbetweentheyoungpeople,drewtheladyawaywithathreateninglook。
TheCountmetTony'seyewithasmile。“OneofourVenetianbeauties,“saidhe;“thelovelyPolixenaCador。SheisthoughttohavethefinesteyesinVenice。“
“ShespokeEnglish,“stammeredTony。
“Oh——ah——precisely:shelearnedthelanguageattheCourtofSaintJames's,whereherfather,theSenator,wasformerlyaccreditedasAmbassador。SheplayedasaninfantwiththeroyalprincesofEngland。“
“Andthatwasherfather?”
“Assuredly:youngladiesofDonnaPolixena'srankdonotgoabroadsavewiththeirparentsoraduenna。“
JustthenasofthandslidintoTony's。Hisheartgaveafoolishbound,andheturnedabouthalf-expectingtomeetagainthemerryeyesunderthehood;butsawinsteadaslenderbrownboy,insomekindoffancifulpage'sdress,whothrustafoldedpaperbetweenhisfingersandvanishedinthethrong。Tony,inatingle,glancedsurreptitiouslyattheCount,whoappearedabsorbedinhisprayers。Thecrowd,attheringingofabell,hadinfactbeenoversweptbyasuddenwaveofdevotion;andTonyseizedthemomenttostepbeneathalightedshrinewithhisletter。
“Iamindreadfultroubleandimploreyourhelp。Polixena“——heread;buthardlyhadheseizedthesenseofthewordswhenahandfellonhisshoulder,andastern-lookingmaninacockedhat,andbearingakindofrodormace,pronouncedafewwordsinVenetian。
Tony,withastart,thrusttheletterinhisbreast,andtriedtojerkhimselffree;buttheharderhejerkedthetightergrewtheother'sgrip,andtheCount,presentlyperceivingwhathadhappened,pushedhiswaythroughthecrowd,andwhisperedhastilytohiscompanion:“ForGod'ssake,makenostruggle。Thisisserious。KeepquietanddoasItellyou。“
Tonywasnochicken-heart。Hehadsomethingofanameforpugnacityamongtheladsofhisownageathome,andwasnotthemantostandinVenicewhathewouldhaveresentedinSalem;butthedevilofitwasthatthisblackfellowseemedtobepointingtotheletterinhisbreast;andthissuspicionwasconfirmedbytheCount'sagitatedwhisper。
“ThisisoneoftheagentsoftheTen——ForGod'ssake,nooutcry。“Heexchangedawordortwowiththemace-bearerandagainturnedtoTony。“Youhavebeenseenconcealingaletteraboutyourperson——“
“Andwhatofthat?”saysTonyfuriously。
“Gently,gently,mymaster。AletterhandedtoyoubythepageofDonnaPolixenaCador——Ablackbusiness!Oh,averyblackbusiness!ThisCadorisoneofthemostpowerfulnoblesinVenice——Ibeseechyou,notaword,sir!Letmethink——
deliberate——“
HishandonTony'sshoulder,hecarriedonarapiddialoguewiththepotentateinthecockedhat。
“Iamsorry,sir——butouryoungladiesofrankareasjealouslyguardedastheGrandTurk'swives,andyoumustbeanswerableforthisscandal。ThebestIcandoistohaveyoutakenprivatelytothePalazzoCador,insteadofbeingbroughtbeforetheCouncil。Ihavepleadedyouryouthandinexperience“——Tonywincedatthis——“andIthinkthebusinessmaystillbearranged。“