MissBrodiegavehimherhandwithsomehesitation。”I’mverygladtomeetyou,Mr。Rae,butisthisquitetheusualmethod?Imeantosay,I’veheardofhavingadvicehurledatone’shead,butI
can’tsaythatIeverwaspresentatademonstrationofthemethod。””Oh,”saidMr。Rae,withblandandgallantcourtesy,”themethod,mydearyounglady,varieswiththesubjectinhand。””Ah,thesubject!””Andwiththeobjectinview。””Oh,Isee。””Butpraybeseated。Andnowexplainthismostwonderfulphenomenon。”Hetappedtheletter。”Oh,thatisquitesimple,”saidMissBrodie。”IsetthecaseofyoungMr。Cameronbeforemyuncle,andofcourseheatoncesawthattheonlythingtodowaswithdrawtheprosecution。”
Mr。Raestoodgazingsteadilyatherasifstrivingtotakeinthemeaningofherwords,thewhilescrewinguphisearmostviolentlytillitstuckoutlikeahornuponthesideofhisshiny,baldhead。”Permitmetosay,MissBrodie,”hesaid,withadeliberateandmeasuredemphasis,”thatyoumustbeamostextraordinaryyounglady。”AtthispointMr。Rae’ssmilebrokeforthinallitsglory。”Oh,thankyou,Mr。Rae,”repliedMissBrodie,smilingresponsivelyathim。”Youaremost——”ButMr。Rae’ssmilehadvanished。”What!Ibegyourpardon!”MissBrodie’ssmilingresponsewasabruptlyarrestedbyfindingherselfgazingatafacewhosegravesolemnityrebukedhersmileasunwarrantedlevity。”Notatall,notatall!”saidMr。Rae。”Butnow,therearemattersdemandingimmediateaction。First,Mr。Sherattmustreceiveandactuponthisletterwithoutdelay。”Ashespokehewasscribblinghastilyanote。”Mr。Dunn,myyoungmenhavegonefortheday。MightItroubleyou?””Mostcertainly,”criedMr。Dunn。”Isananswerwanted?””Bringhimwithyou,ifpossible;indeed,bringhimwhetheritispossibleornot。Butwait,itispastthehourappointed。AlreadytheofficerhasgoneforyoungCameron。Wemustsavehimthehumiliationofarrest。””Oh,couldInotwarnhim?”criedMissBrodieeagerly。”No,”sheadded,”Robwillgo。Heisinthewaitingroomnow,poorlittlechap。Itwillbeajoytohim。””ItisjustaswellRobshouldknownothing。HeisawfullyfondofCameron。Itwouldbreakhisheart,”saidMr。Dunn。”Oh,ofcourse!Quiteunnecessarythatheshouldknowanything。
WesimplywishCameronhereattheearliestpossiblemoment。”
Dunnwentwithhisyoungbrotherdownthestairsandouttothestreet。”Now,Rob,youaretogotoCameron’slodgingsandtellhimthatMr。Raewantshim,andthatIwanthim。Holdon,youngster!”hecried,grabbingRobbythecollar,”doyouunderstand?ItisveryimportantthatCameronshouldgethereasquickashepossiblycan,and——Isay,Rob,”thebigbrother’seyestraveledoverthedarkeningstreetsthatledupintotheoldtown,”you’renotafraid?””Aweebit,”saidRob,tuggingatthegrasponhiscollar;”butI
don’tcareifIam。””Goodboy!”criedhisbrother。”Goodlittlebrick!Iwouldn’tletyougo,butit’ssimplygottobedone,oldchap。Nowfly!”Heheldhimjustamomentlongertoslaphimontheback,thenreleasedhishold。DunnstoodwatchingthelittlefiguretearinguptheNorthBridge。”Greatlittlesoul!”hemuttered。”NowforoldSheratt!”
HeputhisheaddownandbegantoborethroughthecrowdtowardMr。
Sheratt’shouse。Whenhehadgonebutalittledistancehewasbroughtupshortbyabangfullinthestomach。”Why,whatthedeuce!””Dodgastye!Whaurareye’reeen?”ItwasDavie,breathlessandfuriousfromtheimpact。”Wadyewalkowerme,dangye?”criedthelittlemanagain。DaviewasFreeKirk,andthereforelimitedintherangeofhisvocabulary。”Oh!Thatyou,Davie?I’msorryIdidn’tseeyou。””A’mno’asbigasahoose,buta’mveesible。”AndDaviewalkedwrathfullyabouthisbusiness。”Oh,quite,”acknowledgedDunncheerfully,hurryingon;”andtangible,aswell。””He’scomin’,”criedDavieoverhisshoulder;”butgarithadbeenmasel’,”headdedgrudgingly,”catchme!”
ButDunnwastoofaronhiswaytomakereply。AlreadyhismindwasonthemeetingofthelawyersinMr。Rae’soffice,andwonderingwhatwouldcomeofit。OnthissubjecthemeditateduntilhereachedMr。Sheratt’shome。Twiceherangthebell,stillmeditating。”ByJove,sheisstunning!She’sawonder!”heexclaimedtohimselfashestoodinMr。Sheratt’sdrawing-room。”She’sgot’emallskinnedamile,asMartinwouldsay。”ItissafetoaffirmthatMr。Dunnwasnotreferringtothemiddle-agedandhighlyrespectablemaidwhohadopenedthedoortohim。Itisequallysafetoaffirmthatthiswastheunanimousverdictofthethreemenwho,halfanhourlater,broughttheirdeliberationstoaconclusion,franklyacknowledgingtoeachotherthatwhattheyhadoneandallfailedtoachieve,theladyhadaccomplished。
CHAPTERVI
THEWASTER’SREFUGE”Isay,youblessedColonial,what’scomeoveryou?”Linklaterwasobviouslydisturbed。Hehadjustreturnedfromasummer’syachtingthroughtheNorwayfjords,brownandburstingwithlife。Thelasthalf-hourhehadbeenpouringforthhisexperiencestohisfriendMartin。Theseexperiencesweresomeofthemexciting,someofthemofdoubtfulethicalquality,butallofthemtoLinklateratleastinteresting。DuringtherecitalitwasgraduallyborneinuponhimthathisfriendMartinwaschanged。Linklater,astheconsciousnessofthechangeinhisfriendgrewuponhim,waspreparedtoresentit。”Whatthedeuceisthematterwithyou?”heenquired。”Areyouill?””Neverbetter。Icouldatthispresentmomentsituponyourfatandfloridcarcass。””Well,whattheniswrong?Isay,youhaven’t——itisn’tagirl,isit?””Nothingsoluckyforabloomin’Colonialinthislandofwealthandculture。IfIonlydared!””There’ssomething,”insistedLinklater;”butI’venodoubtitwilldevelop。Meantimeletusgoout,and,inyourownpicturesquevocabulary,letus’hittheflowingbowl。’””No,Sir!”criedMartinemphatically。”Nomore!Iamonthewaterwagon,andhavebeenallsummer。””Iknewitwassomething,”repliedLinklatergloomily,”butI
didn’tthinkitwasquitesobadasthat。Nowonderyou’vehadahardsummer!””Bestsummerever!”criedMartin。”IonlywishIhadstartedtwoyearsagowhenIcametothisbibulousburgh。””Howcameit?Religion?””No;justhorsesense,andtheoldchief。””Dunn!”exclaimedLinklater。”Ialwaysknewhewasagainstthatsortofthingintraining,butIdidn’tthinkhewouldcarryittothislength。””Yes,Dunn!Isay,oldboy,I’venodoubtyouthinkyouknowhim,Ithoughtso,too,butI’velearnedsomethissummer。Here’sayarn,anditisimpressive。DunnhadplannedanextensivewalkingtourintheHighlands;youknowhecameoutofhisexamsawfullyfagged。Well,atthisparticularmomentithappenedthatBalfourMurray——youknowthechapthathasbeenrunningthatsettlementjointintheCanongateforthelasttwoyears——proposestoDunnthatheshouldspendafewweeksinleadingtheyounghopefulsinthatinterestinganduncleanlyneighbourhoodintopathsofvirtueandhighercitizenshipbywayofsoccerandkindredathleticstunts。Dunninhisinnocenceagrees,whereuponBalfourMurraypromptlydevelopsasharpattackofpneumonia,necessitatingrestandchangeofair,leavingthepooroldchiefinthedeadlybreach。
Ofcourse,everybodyknowswhatthechiefwoulddoinanydeadlybreachaffair。HegaveuphisHighlandtour,shoulderedthewholeCanongatebusiness,organisedthethingasneverbefore,inveigledallhisfriendsintothesamedeadlybreach,amongthenumberyourhumbleservant,whoatthetimewasfiercelyendeavouringinthelastlapofthecoursetoatoneforatwoyears’loaf,organisedachampionteamwhichhaslickedthespotsoffeverythinginsight,andinshort,hasmadethewholebusinessahowlingsuccess;atthecost,however,ofallworldlydelights,includinghisHighlandtourandtheInternational。””Oh,Isay!”moanedLinklater。”Itmakesmequiteilltothinkoftheoldchiefgoingoffthisway。”
Martinnoddedsympathetically。”Kindof’Daysthatarenomore,’
’Lostleader’feeling,eh?””Exactly,exactly!Oh,it’srotten!Andyou,too!He’sgotyouonthissamepiousline。””Lookhere,”shoutedMartin,withmenaceinhisvoice,”areyouclassifyingmewiththeoldchief?Don’tbeadernedfool。”
Linklaterbrightenedperceptibly。”Nowyou’regettingalittlenatural,”hesaidinahopefultone。”Oh,Isupposeyou’dliketohearmestringoutalotofdamns。””Well,itmighthelp。Iwouldn’tfeelquitesolonely。Butdon’tviolate——””I’ddoitifIthoughtitwouldreallyincreaseyourcomfort,thoughIknowI’dfeellikeaninfernalass。I’vegotnewlightuponthis’damning’business。I’vecometoregarditastherefugeofthementallyinert,nottosayimbecile,whohavelostthecapacityfororiginalityandforceinspeech。Forme,Iamcured。””Ah!”saidLinklater。”Dunnagain,Isuppose。””Notabit!Clearcaseofpsychologicalreaction。AfterlisteningtotheCanongateexpertsIwasimmediatelyconsciousofanoverwhelmingandmortifyingsenseofinadequacy,ofamateurishness;
henceIquit。Besides,ofcourse,thechiefismakingratherapointofupliftingtheCanongateformsofspeech。”
Linklatergazedsteadilyatthisfriend,thensaidwithmournfuldeliberation,”Youdon’tdrink,youdon’tswear,youdon’tsmoke——””Oh,that’syourgrouch,isit?”criedMartin。”Forgiveme;here’smypouch,oldchap;orwait,here’ssomethingaltogetherfinerthananythingyou’vebeenaccustomedto。IwasatoldKingston’slastnight,andtheoldboywouldhavemeloadupwithhisfinest。YouknowI’vebeenworkingwithhimthissummer。Awfullyfineforme!
Dunngotmeon;orrather,hisgovernor。Thereyouarenow!Smokethatwithreverence。””Ah,”sighedLinklater,ashedrewinhisfirstwhiff,”thereisstillsomethinglefttolivefor。Nowtellme,whataboutCameron?””Oh,Cameron!Cameron’sallupatree。ThelasttimeIsawhim,byJove,Iwasgladitwasintheopendaylightandonafrequentedstreet。HisfaceandmannersuggestedRoderickDhu,TheBlackDouglas,andalltherestofthatinterestinggangofcutthroats。
Ican’tbringmyselftotalkofCameron。He’sbeentheoldchief’srelaxationduringdog-days。ItmakesmehottoseeDunnwiththatchap。””Why,what’sthetrouble?””Hetriedhimoutinhalfadozenpositions,ineveryoneofwhichheprovedadeadfailure。ThelastwasinMr。Rae’soffice,alawyer,youknow,Writer,touseyourlucidandluminousspeech。
Thatexperimentprovedtheclimax。”AtthememoryofthatexperienceMartinlaughedloudandlong。”Itwasfunny!Mr。Rae,thecool,dignified,methodical,exactmanofthelaw,strugglingtolickintoshapethishaughtyHighlandchieftain,whoinhisheartscornedthewholesillybusiness。Theresult,thecompletedisorganisationofMr。Rae’sbusiness,andtotaldemoralisationofMr。Rae’sofficestaff,whooneandallsworeallegiancetotheyoungchief。Finally,whenMr。Raehadreachedthedepthsofdesperation,Camerongraciouslydeignedtoinformhisbossthathefoundtheofficeanditsclaimsquiteinsupportable。””Oh,itmusthavebeenfunny。Whathappened?””Whathappened?YoubetoldRaefellonhisneckwithtearsofjoy,andsenthimoffwithahandsomehonorarium,asyourgentlespeechhasit。Thatwasafortnightago。ThenDunn,indespair,tookCameronofftohisnativehaunts,andthereheistothisday。
Bythesametoken,thisistheveryafternoonthatDunnreturns。
Letusgotomeethimwithcornetsandcymbals!Theunexpectedpleasureofyourreturnmademequiteforget。Butwon’therevelinyou,oldboy!””Idon’tknowaboutthat,”saidLinklatergloomily。”I’veakindoffeelingthatI’vedroppedoutofthiscombination。””What?”ThenMartinfelluponhim。
ButifMartin’sattemptstorelievehisfriendofmelancholyforebodingswerenotwhollysuccessful,Dunn’sshoutofjoyandhisdouble-handedshakeashegrappledLinklatertohim,drovefromthatyoungman’sheartthelastlingeringshadeofdoubtastohisstandingwithhisfriends。
OnhiswayhomeDunndroppedintoMartin’sdiggingsfora”crack,”
andforanhourthethreefriendsreviewedthesummer’shappenings,eachfindingintheexperienceoftheothersaskeenajoyasinhisown。
Linklater’sholidayhadbeenthemostfruitfulinexcitingincident。FortwomonthsheandhiscrewhaddodgedaboutamongquaintNorwegianharboursandinandoutoffjordsofwonderfulbeauty。Stormstheyhadweatheredandcalmstheyhadendured;lazydaystheyhadspent,swimming,fishing,loafing;andwilddaysinfightinggalesandhigh-runningseasthatthreatenedtoburythemandtheircrewbeneaththeirwhite-toppedmountainouspeaks。”Isay,thatmusthavebeengreat,”criedDunnwithenthusiasticdelightinhisfriend’sexperiences。”Itsoundsgood,eveninthetelling,”criedMartin,whohadbeenlisteningwithenviousears。”Nowmyexperiencesarequiteother。
Oneworddescribesthem,grind,grind,grind,dayinanddayout,inagallantbutfutileattempttojustifythewisdomofmylateexaminersingrantingmemyTriple。””Don’tlistentohim,Linklater,”saidDunn。”Ihappentoknowthathecamethroughwithbannersflyinganddrumsbeating;andhehasturnedintonoendofasurgeon。I’veheardoldKingstononhim。””Butwhataboutyou,Dunn?”askedLinklater,withakindofcuriousuncertaintyinhisvoice,asifdreadingataleofcalamity。”Oh,I’veloafedabouttownalittle,golfingabitandslummingabitforachapthatgotill,andinsparemomentslookingafterMartinhere。””AndtheInternational?”
Dunnhesitated。”Comeon,oldchap,”saidMartin,”takeyourmedicine。””Well,”admittedDunn,”Ihadtochuckit。But,”hehastenedtoadd,”Nesbitthasgotthethinginfineshape,thoughofcourselackingthetwobrilliantquartersoflastyearandthehalf——forCameron’soutofit——it’sratherroughonNesbitt。””Oh,Isay!It’srotten,it’sreallyghastly!Howcouldyoudoit,Dunn?”saidLinklater。”Icouldweeptearsofblood。”
TothisDunnmadenoreply。Hisdisappointmentwasevenyettookeenforhimtotreatitlightly。”Anythingelseseemedquiteimpossible,”atlengthhesaid;”Ihadtochuckit。””Bytheway,”saidMartin,”how’sCameron?”
AgainDunnpaused。”IwishIcouldtellyou。He’shadhardluckthissummer。Hesomehowcan’tgetholdofhimself。Infact,I’mquiteworriedaboutCameron。Ican’ttellyouchapsthewholestory,butlastspringhehadareallybadjolt。””Well,what’shegoingtodo?”Martinasked,somewhatimpatiently。”IwishIknew,”repliedDunngloomily。”Thereseemsnothinghecangetherethat’ssuitable。I’mafraidhewillhavetotrytheColonies;Canadaforpreference。””Oh,Isay,Dunn,”exclaimedMartin,”itcan’treallybeasbadasallthat?”
Dunnlaughed。”Iapologise,oldchap。Thatwasratherabadbreak,wasn’tit?Butallthesame,toaScotchman,andespeciallytoaHighlander,toleavehomeandfriendsandallthatsortofthing,youknow——””No,hedoesn’tknow,”criedLinklater。”Thebarbarian!Howcouldhe?””No,thankGod,”repliedMartinfervently,”Idon’tknow!TomymindanymanthathasachancetogotoCanadaonagoodjoboughttocallinhisfriendsandneighbourstorejoicewithhim。””ButIsay,thatremindsme,”saidDunn。”Mr。Raeiscomingtohaveatalkwithmygovernorandmeaboutthisverythingto-morrownight。I’dlikeawfullyifyoucoulddropin,Martin;andyou,too,Linklater。”
Linklaterdeclined。”Myfolkshavesomethingon,Ifear。”
Martinhesitated,protestingthattherewas”altogethertoomuchofthiscoddlingbusiness”inthematterofCameron’sfuture。”Besides,myworkisrathercrowdingme。””Oh,mypiousancestors!Work!”exclaimedLinklaterindisgust。”Atthisseasonoftheyear!Come,Martin,thisposeisunworthyofyou。””Ifyoucould,oldman,”saidDunnearnestly,”wewon’tkeepyoulong。Itwouldbeagreathelptousall。””Allright,I’llcome,”saidMartin。”There’llbenoonetherebutMr。Rae。We’lljusthaveasmokeandachat。”
ButinthisexpectationDunnwasreckoningwithouthisyoungbrother,Rob,who,eversinceacertainmomentousevening,hadenteredintoacovenantofcomradeshipwiththeyoungladywhohadfiguredsoprominentlyinthedeliveranceofhisbelovedCameronfrompendingevil,andwhoduringthesummerhadallowednoweektopasswithoutspendingatleastapartofadaywithher。Onthisparticularevening,havingobtainedleavefromhismother,theyounggentlemanhadsucceededinpersuadinghisfriendtoacceptaninvitationtodinner,assuringherthatnoonewouldbethereexceptJack,whowastoarrivehomethedaybefore。
TheconclaveofCameron’sfriendsfoundthemselves,therefore,unexpectedlyreinforcedbythepresenceofMissBrodie,totheunmingledjoyofallofthem,althoughinMartin’scasehisjoywastingedwithacertainfear,forhestoodinaweoftheyounglady,bothbecauseofherreputationforcleverness,andbecauseofthegrandairwhich,whenitpleasedher,shecouldassume。Martin,too,stoodinwholesomeaweofDoctorDunn,whosequietdignityandold-timecourtesyexercisedachasteninginfluenceupontheyoungman’ssomewhatpicturesquestyleoflanguageandexuberanceofmetaphor。ButwithMrs。Dunnhefeltquiteatease,forwiththatgentle,kindlysoul,herboys’friendswereherfriendsandwithoutquestionshetookthemtohermotherlyheart。
ImmediatelyuponMr。Rae’sarrivalCameron’sfuturebecamethesubjectofconversation,anditrequiredonlythebriefestdiscussiontoarriveatthemelancholy,inevitableconclusionthat,asMr。Raeputit,”forayoungmanofhispeculiartemperament,training,andhabits,Scotlandwasclearlyimpossible。””ButIhavenodoubt,”continuedthatexcellentadviser,”thatinCanada,wherethedemandforahighstandardofefficiencyislessexacting,andwhereopeningsaremoreplentiful,theyoungmanwilldoverywellindeed。”
Martintookthelawyerupsomewhatsharply。”Inotherwords,I
understandyoutomeanthatthemanwhoisafailureinScotlandmaybecomeasuccessinCanada。””Exactlyso。Wouldyounotsayso,Mr。Martin?””Itdependsentirelyuponthecauseoffailure。Iffailurearisesfromunfitness,hischancesinCanadaareinfinitelylessthaninScotland。””Andwhy?”inquiredMissBrodiesomewhatimpatiently。
Martinhesitated。Itwasextremelydifficultintheatmosphereofthathometocriticiseonewhomheknewtobeconsideredasafriendofthefamily。”Why,pray?”repeatedMissBrodie。”Well,ofcourse,”beganMartinhesitatingly,”comparisonsarealwaysodious。””Oh,wecanbearthem。”MissBrodie’ssmilewasslightlysarcastic。”Well,then,speakinggenerally,”saidMartin,somewhatnettledbyhersmile,”inthiscountrythereareheapsofchapsthatsimplycan’tfalldownbecauseofthesupportsthatsurroundthem,supportsofcustom,tradition,nottospeakoftheircountlessfriends,sisters,cousins,andaunts;ifthey’reanywayshalfdecentthey’rekeptagoing;whereasiftheyareinanewcountryandwithfewfriends,theymuststandaloneorfall。Herethecrowdsupportthem;therethecrowd,eagertogeton,shovethemasideortramplethemdown。””Ratheraghastlypicturethat,”saidMissBrodie。”Buttrue;thatis,oftheunfit。Peoplehaven’ttimetobotherwiththem;thegameistookeen。””Surelythepictureisoverdrawn,”saidDoctorDunn。”Itmaybe,Sir,”repliedMartin,”butIhaveseensomanyyoungfellowswhohadbeenshippedouttoCanadabecausetheywerefailuresathome。Ihaveseentheminveryhardluck。””Andwhataboutthefit?”inquiredMissBrodie。”Theygetcreditforeveryouncethat’sinthem。””ButthatissoinScotlandaswell。””Pardonme,MissBrodie,hardly。Hereevenstrongmenandfitmenhavetowaithalfalifetimeforthechancethatcallsforallthat’sinthem。Theymustmarchintheprocessionandthepaceisleisurely。InCanadathechancescomeeveryday,andthemanthat’sreadyjumpsinandwins。””Ah,Isee!”exclaimedMissBrodie。”Therearemoreladdersbywhichtoclimb。””Yes,”criedMartin,”andfewermenonthem。””But,”arguedDunn,”thereareothercausesoffailureinthiscountry。Manyayoungfellow,forinstance,cannotgetacongenialposition。””Yes,”repliedMartinquickly,”becauseyouwon’tlethim;yourcastelawforbids。Withusamancandoanythingdecentandnoonethinksthelessofhim。””Ah,Isee!”againcriedMissBrodie,moreeagerlythanbefore。”Notonlymoreladders,butmorekindsofladders。””Exactly,”saidMartinwithanapprovingglance。”Andhemustnotbetoolonginthechoosing。””Then,Mr。Martin,”saidMr。Rae,”whatwouldyousuggestforouryoungfriend?”
ButthisMartinrefusedtoanswer。”SurelythereareopeningsforayoungfellowinCanada,”saidDunn。”Takeafellowlikemyself。WhatcouldIdo?””You?”criedMartin,hiseyesshiningwithlovingenthusiasm。”TherearedoorsopenoneverybusinessstreetineverytownandcityinCanadaforyou,orforanyfellowwhohasbrainorbrawntosellandwhowilltakeanykindofajobandstaywithit。””Well,whatjob,forinstance?””Whatjob?”criedMartin。”Heapsofthem。”
Atthispointadiversionwascreatedbytheentranceof”Lily”
Laughton。BothMartinandDunnenviedtheeasygraceofhismanner,hisperfectself-possession,ashegreetedeachmemberofthecompany。Foreachhehadexactlytherightword。MissBrodiehegreetedwithanexaggerateddevotion,butwhenheshookhandswithDunntherewasnomistakingthegenuinewarmthofhisaffection。”Heardyouwerehome,oldchap,soIcouldn’thelpdroppingin。OfcourseIknewthatMrs。Dunnwouldbesuretobehere,andImorethansuspectedthatmydearMissBrodie,”herehesweptheranelaboratebow,”whomIdiscoveredtobeawayfromherownhome,mightbefoundinthispleasantcompany。””Yes,IfearthatmydevotiontoheryoungestboyisleadingmetooversteptheboundsofevenMrs。Dunn’svastandgeneroushospitality。””Notabit,mydear,”repliedMrs。Dunnkindly。”Youbringsunshinewithyou,andyoudousallgood。””Exactlymysentiments!”exclaimed”Lily”withenthusiasm。”Butwhatareyoualldoing?Justhavinga’collyshog’?”
Foramomentnoonereplied;thenDunnsaid,”WewerejusttalkingaboutCameron,whoisthinkingofgoingtoCanada。””ToCanadaofallplaces!”exclaimed”Lily”intonesofhorrifiedsurprise。”Howtrulydreadful!ButwhyshouldCameronofallbeingsexilehimselfinthoseremoteandbarbarousregions?””Andwhyshouldhenot?”criedMissBrodie。”WhatisthereforayoungmanofspiritinMr。Cameron’spositioninthiscountry?””Why,mydearMissBrodie,howcanyouask?Justthinkoftheheapsofthings,ofperfectlydeliciousthings,Cameroncando,——
theHighlandsinsummer,Edinburgh,London,intheseason,aruntotheContinent!Justthinkofthewildpossibilityofalifeofunalloyedbliss!””Don’tbesilly!”saidMissBrodie。”Wearetalkingseriously。””Seriously!Why,mydearMissBrodie,doyouimagine——?””Butwhatcouldhedoforalife-work?”saidDunn。”Afellowmusthavesomethingtodo。””Oh,dear,Isupposeso,”said”Lily”withasigh。”Butsurelyhecouldhavesomepositioninanofficeorsomething!””Exactly!”repliedMissBrodie。”Howbeautifullyyouputit!NowMr。MartinwasjustabouttotellusofthethingsamancoulddoinCanadawhenyouinterrupted。””Awfullysorry,Martin。Iapologise。Pleasegoon。WhatdothenativesdoinCanada?””Pleasedon’tpayanyattentiontohim,Mr。Martin。Iamextremelyinterested。Nowtellme,whataretheopeningsforayoungfellowinCanada?Yousaidtheprofessionsareallwideopen。”
IttookalittlepersuasiontogetMartinstartedagain,sodisgustedwashewithLaughton’sreferencestohisnativecountry。”Yes,MissBrodie,theprofessionsareallwideopen,butofcoursemenmustenterastheydohere,butwithadifference。Takelaw,forinstance:Knewachap——wentintoanofficeattendollarsamonth——didn’tknowathingaboutit。Inthreemonthshewasraisedtotwentydollars,andwithinayeartofortydollars。Inthreeorfouryearshehadpassedhisexams,gotajuniorpartnershipwortheasilytwothousanddollarsayear。Theywantedthatchap,andwantedhimbadly。Buttakebusiness:Thatchapgoesintoastoreand——””Astore?”inquired”Lily。””Yes,ashopyoucallithere;sayadrygoods——””Drygoods?WhatextraordinarytermstheseColonialsuse!””Oh,draper’sshop,”saidDunnimpatiently。”Goon,Martin;don’tmindhim。””Adraper’sclerk!”echoed”Lily。””Toselltapesandthings?””Yes,”repliedMartinstoutly;”orgroceries。””DoyoubyanychancemeanthataUniversityman,agentleman,takesapositioninagrocer’sshoptosellbutterandcheese?””Imeanjustthat,”saidMartinfirmly。”Oh,please!”said”Lily”withaviolentshudder。”Itistooawful!””Thereyouare!Youwouldn’tdemeanyourself。””NotI!”said”Lily”fervently。”Ordisgraceyourfriends。Youwantagentleman’sjob。TherearenotenoughtogoroundinCanada。””Oh,goon,”saidMissBrodieimpatiently。”’Lily,’wemustaskyoutonotinterrupt。Whathappens?Doeshestaythere?””Nothe!”saidMartin。”Fromthesmallbusinesshegoestobiggerbusiness。Firstthingyouknowamanwantshimforabigjobandoffhegoes。Meantimehesaveshismoney,investswisely。Soonheishisownboss。””That’sfine!”criedMissBrodie。”Goon,Mr。Martin。Starthimlowerdown。””Allright,”saidMartin,directinghisattentionsolelytotheyounglady。”Here’sanactualcase。AyoungfellowfromScotlandfoundhimselfstrapped——””Strapped?WhatDOEShemean?”said”Lily”inanappealingvoice。”Ontherocks。””Rocks?””Dearme!”criedMissBrodieimpatiently。”Youareterriblylackinginimagination。Broke,hemeans。””Oh,thanks!””Well,findshimselfbroke,”saidMartin;”getsashovel,jumpsintoacellar——””Andwhyacellar,pray?”inquires”Lily”mildly。”Tohidehimselffromthepublic?””Notatall;theywerediggingacellarpreparatorytobuildingahouse。””Oh!””Hejumpsin,blistershishands,breakshisback——buthestayswiththejob。Inaweekthebossmakeshimtimekeeper;inthreemonthshehimselfisbossofasmallgang;thenextyearheismadeforemanatahundredamonthorso。””Ahundredamonth?”cries”Lily”inastonishment。”Oh,Martin,please!Wearegreen,butahundredpoundsamonth——!””Dollars,”saidMartinshortly。”Don’tbeanass!Ibegpardon,”
headded,turningtoMrs。Dunn,whowasmeantimegreatlyamused。”Ahundreddollarsamonth;thatis——Iamsoweakinarithmetic——
twentypounds,Iunderstand。Goon,Martin;I’mwaitingforthecarriageandpair。””That’swhereyougetleft,”saidMartin。”Nocarriageandpairforthischapyetawhile;overallsandslouchhatforthenextfiveyearsforhim。Thenhebeginscontractingonhisown。””Ibegyourpardon,”says”Lily。””Imeanhebeginstakingjobsonhisown。””Great!”criedMissBrodie。”Or,”continuedMartin,nowfairlystartedonafavouritetheme,”therearetherailroadsallshoutingformenofexperience,whetherintheconstructiondepartmentorintheoperatingdepartment。””Doesanyoneherehappentounderstandhim?”inquires”Lily”
faintly。”Certainly,”criedMissBrodie;”alltheintelligentpeopledo。Atleast,I’veakindofnotiontherearebigthingsdoing。IonlywishIwereaman!””Oh,MissBrodie,howcanyou?”cried”Lily。””Thinkofusinsuchacontingency!””But,”saidMr。Rae,”allofthisismostinteresting,extremelyinteresting,Mr。Martin。Still,theycannotallarriveattheseexaltedpositions。””No,Mr。Rae。Imayhavegiventhatimpression。IconfesstoalittlemadnesswhenIbegintalkingCanada。””Ah!”exclaimed”Lily。””ButIsaidmenofbrawnandbrains,youremember。””Andbounce,toperfectthealliteration,”murmured”Lily。””Yes,bounce,too,”saidMartin;”atleast,hemustnevertakeback-water;hemustbereadytoattemptanything,eventheimpossible。””That’sthesplendidthingaboutit!”criedMissBrodie。”You’reentirelyonyourownandyouneversaydie!””Oh,mydearMissBrodie,”moaned”Lily”inpiteousaccents,”youaresofearfullyenergetic!Andthen,it’sallverysplendid,butjustthinkofa——ofagentlemanhavingtopotteraroundamongbutterandcheese,ormessaboutinmuddycellars!Ugh!
PositivelyGHAWSTLY!Iwouldsimplydie。””Oh,no,youwouldn’t,’Lily,’”saidMartinkindly。”WehaveafternoonteasandBrowningClubs,too,youmustremember,andsome’cultchaw’andthatsortofthing。”
TherewasajoyousshoutfromDunn。”But,Mr。Martin,”persistedMr。Rae,whosemindwassetinarrivingatasolutionoftheprobleminhand,”IhaveunderstoodthatagriculturewasthechiefpursuitinCanada。””Farming!Yes,itis,butofcoursethatmeanscapital。GoodlandinOntariomeansseventy-fivetoahundreddollarsperacre,andamancan’tdowithlessthanahundredacres;besides,farmingisgettingtobeasciencenow-a-days,Sir。””Ah,quitetrue!Buttoayoungmanbredonafarminthiscountry——””Excuseme,Mr。Rae,”repliedMartinquickly,”thereisnosuchthinginCanadaasagentlemanfarmer。Thefarmerworkswithhismen。””Doyoumeanthatheactuallyworks?”inquired”Lily。””Withtheploughandhoe,andthatsortofthing?””Worksalldaylong,aslongasanyofhismen,andindeedlonger。””Anddoesheactuallylive——?ofcoursehedoesn’teatwithhisservants?”said”Lily”inatonethatdeprecatedthepreposterousproposition。”Theyalleattogetherinthebigkitchen,”repliedMartin。”Howawful!”gasped”Lily。””Myfatherdoes,”repliedMartin,alittlecolourrisinginhischeek,”andmymother,andmybrothers。Theyalleatwiththemen;
mysister,too,exceptwhenshewaitsontable。””Fine!”exclaimedMissBrodie。”Andwhynot?’Lily,’I’mafraidyou’rehorriblysnobbish。””ThanktheLord,”said”Lily”devoutly,”IliveinthisbelovedScotland!””But,Mr。Martin,forgivemypersistence,IunderstandthereischeaperlandincertainpartsofCanada;in,say,ManitoBAW。””Ah,yes,Sir,ofcourse,lotsofit;squaremilesofit!”criedMartinwithenthusiasm。”Theverybestoutofdoors,andcheap,butIfancytherearesomehardshipsinManitoba。””ButIseebythepublicnewspapers,”continuedMr。Rae,”thatthereisaverylargemovementinthewayofemigrationtowardthatcountry。””Yes,there’sagreatboomoninManitobajustnow。””Boom?”said”Lily。””Andwhatexactlymaythatbeinthevernacular?””Itakeit,”saidMr。Rae,evidentlydeterminednottoallowtheconversationtogetoutofhishands,”youmeanagreatexcitementconsequentupontheemigrationandthenaturalriseinlandvalues?””Yes,Sir,”criedMartin,”you’vehititexactly。””Thenwouldtherenotbeopportunitytosecureaconsiderableamountoflandatalowfigureinthatcountry?””Mostcertainly!Butit’sfairtosaythatsuccesstheremeansworkandhardshipandprivation。Ofcourseitisalwayssoinanewcountry;itwassoinOntario。Why,thenewsettlersinManitobadon’tknowwhathardshipsmeanincomparisonwiththosethatfacedtheearlysettlersinOntario。Myfather,whenalittleboyoftenyears,wentwithhisfatherintothesolidforest;youdon’tknowwhatthatmeansinthiscountry,andnoonecanwhohasnotseenasolidmassofgreenreachingfromthegroundahundredfeethighwithoutabreakinitexceptwherethetrailenters。
Intothatsolidforestinsinglefilewentmygrandfather,histwolittleboys,andoneoxcarryingabagofflour,someporkandstuff。Byamarkonatreetheyfoundthecorneroftheirfarm。”
Martinpaused。”Dogoon,”saidMissBrodie。”Tellmetheveryfirstthinghedid。”
ButMartinseemedtohesitate。”Well,”hebeganslowly,”I’veoftenheardmyfathertellit。Whentheycametothattreewiththemarkonit,grandfathersaid,’Boys,wehavereachedourhome。
LetusthankGod。’Hewentuptoabigsprucetree,drovehisaxintothebutt,thenkneeleddownwiththetwolittleboysbesidehim,andIhaveheardmyfathersaythatwhenhelookedawayupbetweenthebigtreesandsawthebitofblueskythere,hethoughtGodwaslisteningatthatblueholebetweenthetree-tops。”Martinpausedabruptly,andforafewmomentssilenceheldthegroup。
ThenDoctorDunn,clearinghisthroat,saidwithquietemphasis:”Andhewasright,myboy;makenodoubtofthat。””Then?”inquiredMissBrodiesoftly。”Ifyoudon’tmind。”
Martinlaughed。”Thentheyhadgrub,andthatafternoongrandfathercutthetreesandtheboyslimbedthemoff,clearingthegroundwherethefirsthousestood。Thatnighttheysleptinalittlebrushhutthatdidthemforahouseuntilgrandmothercametwoweekslater。””What?”saidDoctorDunn。”Yourgrandmotherwentintotheforest?””Yes,Sir,”saidMartin;”andtwomilesofsolidblackbushstretchedbetweenherandthenextwoman。””Why,ofcourse,mydear,”saidMrs。Dunn,takingpartforthefirsttimeintheconversation。”Whatelse?”
Theyalllaughed。”Ofcourse,Mother,”saidhereldestson,”that’swhatyouwoulddo。””SowouldI,Mamma,wouldn’tI?”whisperedRob,leaningtowardsher。”Certainly,mydear,”repliedhismother;”Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubt。””Andsowouldanywomanworthhersaltifshelovedherhusband,”
criedMissBrodiewithgreatemphasis。”Why,why,”criedDoctorDunn,”it’sthesameoldbreed,Mother。””ButinManitoba——?”beganMr。Rae,stillclingingtothesubject。”Oh,inManitobathereisnoforesttocut。However,thereareotherdifficulties。Still,hundredsarecrowdingin,andanymanwhohasthecourageandthenervetostaywithitcangeton。””Andwhatdidtheydoforschools?”saidMrs。Dunn,returningtothethemethathadsogreatlyinterestedher。”Therewerenoschoolsuntilfatherwastoobigtobesparedtogoexceptforafewweeksinthewinter。””Howbigdoyoumean?””Sayfifteen。””Fifteen!”exclaimedMissBrodie。”Amereinfant!””Infant!”saidMartin。”Notmuch!Atfifteenmyfatherwasdoingaman’sfullworkinthebushandonthefarm,andwhenhegrewtobeamanheclearedmostofhisownland,too。Why,whenIwaselevenIdrovemyteamalldayonthefarm。””Andhowdidyougetyoureducation,Mr。Martin?””Oh,theykeptmeatschoolprettysteadily,exceptinharvestandhaytime,untilIwasfourteen,andafterthatinthewintermonths。WhenIwassixteenIgotateacher’scertificate,andthenitwaseasyenough。””Anddidyouputyourselfthroughcollege?”inquiredMr。Rae,bothinterestandadmirationinhisvoice,fornowtheywereongroundfamiliarinhisownexperience。”Why,yes,mostly。Fatherhelped,Isuspectmorethanheoughtto,buthewasanxiousformetogetthrough。””Rob,”criedMissBrodiesuddenly,”let’sgo!Whatdoyousay?
We’llgetabigbitofthatlandintheWest,andwon’titbesplendidtobuildupourownestateandallthat?”
Robglancedfromherintohismother’sface。”I’dlikeitfine,Mamma,”hesaidinalowvoice,slippinghishandintohers。”Butwhataboutme,Rob?”saidhismother,smilingtenderlydownintotheeagerface。”Oh,I’dcomebackforyou,Mamma。””Holdonthere,youngster,”saidhiselderbrother,”thereareothersthatmighthavesomethingtosayaboutthat。ButIsay,Martin,”continuedDunn,”wehearalotaboutthebigranchesfurtherWest。””Yes,inAlberta,butIconfessIdon’tknowmuchaboutthem。Therailwaysarejustbuildingandpeoplearebeginningtogoin。Butranchingneedscapital,too。Itmustbeagreatlife!Theypracticallyliveinthesaddle。It’sagloriouscountry!””Onthewhole,then,”saidMr。Rae,asifsummingupthediscussion,”ayoungmanhasbetteropportunitiesofmakinghisfortune,sotospeak,inthefarWestratherthanin,say,Ontario。””Ididn’tspeakoffortune,Mr。Rae,——fortuneisachancething,moreorless,——butwhatIsayisthis,thatanyyoungmannotafraidofwork,ofanykindofwork,andwillingtostaywithhisjob,canmakealivingandgetahomeinanypartofCanada,withabiggerchanceoffortuneintheWest。””AllIsay,Mr。Rae,isthis,”saidMissBrodieemphatically,”thatIonlywishIwereamanwithjustsuchachanceasyoungCameron!””Ah,mydearyounglady,ifalltheyoungmenwerepossessedofyourspirit,itwouldmatterlittlewheretheywent,fortheywouldachievedistinctsuccess。”AshespokeMr。Rae’ssmileburstforthinallitseffulgentglory。”DearMr。Rae,howverycleverofyoutodiscoverthat!”repliedMissBrodie,smilingsweetlyintoMr。Rae’sradiantface。”Andhowverysweetofyou——ah,Ibegyourpardon;thatis——”ThedisconcertingrapiditywithwhichMr。Rae’ssmilegaveplacetoanappearanceofgrave,ofevenseveresolemnity,threwMissBrodiequite”outofherstride,”asMartinsaidafterward,andleftherflounderinginahopelessattempttocompletehercompliment。
Herconfusionwastheoccasionofunlimitedjoyto”Lily,”whowasnotunfamiliarwiththisfacialphenomenononthepartofMr。Rae。”Oh,Isay!”hecriedtoDunninagaleofsmotheredlaughter,”howdoesthedearmandoit?Itisreallytoolovely!Imustlearnthetrickofthat。Ihaveneverseenanythingquitesoappallinglyflabbergasting。”
MeantimeMr。RaewasblandlyassistingMissBrodieoutofherdilemma。”Notatall,MissBrodie,notatall!But,”hecontinued,throwinghissmileabouttheroom,”Ithink,DoctorDunn,wehavereasontocongratulateourselvesuponnotonlyapleasantbutanextremelyprofitableevening——ah——asfarasthematterinhandisconcerned。Ihopetohavefurtherspeechwithouryoungfriend,”bowingtoMr。Martinandbringinghissmiletobearuponthatyounggentleman。”Oh,certainly,”beganMartinwithreadygeniality,”wheneveryou——
eh?Whatdidyousay,Sir?Ididn’tquite——”
ButMr。RaewasalreadybiddingMrs。Dunngoodnight,withafaceofpreternaturalgravity。”Whatthedeuce!”saidMartin,turningtohisfriendDunn。”Doestheoldboyoftengooffathalf-cockthatway?He’llhurthimselfsometime,sure。””Isn’titawful?”saidDunn。”He’sgotmeafewtimesthatway,too。ButIsay,oldboy,we’reawfullygratefultoyouforcoming。””Ifeellikeafool,”saidMartin;”asifI’dbeendeliveringalecture。””Don’tthinkit,”criedMissBrodie,whohaddrawnnear。”You’vebeenperfectlylovely,andIamsogladtohavegottoknowyoubetter。Forme,IamquiteresolvedtogotoCanada。””Butdoyouthinktheycanreallyspareusall,MissBrodie?”
exclaimed”Lily”inananxiousvoice。”For,ofcourse,ifyougowemust。””No,’Lily,’I’mquitesuretheycan’tspareyou。Justthink,whatcouldtheBrowning-Wagnercircledo?Besides,whatcouldwedowithyouwhenwewereallworking,forIcanquiteseethatthereisnousegoingtoCanadaunlessyoumeantowork?””You’vegotit,MissBrodie,”saidMartin。”Mylectureisnotinvain。ThereisnousegoingtoCanadaunlessyoumeantoworkandtostaywiththejobtillthecowscomehome。””Tillthecowscome——?”gasped”Lily。””Oh,nevermindhim,Mr。Martin!Come,’Lily’dear,I’llexplainittoyouonthewayhome。Good-night,Mr。Dunn;we’vehadajollyevening。AndasforourfriendCameron,I’veceasedtopityhim;
onthecontrary,Ienvyhimhisluck。”
CHAPTERVII
FAREWELLTOCUAGHOIR
Oncemorethegoldenlightofasunnyspringdaywasshiningonthesapphirelochatthebottom,andoverflowingattherimoftheCuaghOir。Butforallitsflowinggold,therewasgriefintheGlen——griefdeepandsilent,likethequietwatersofthelittleloch。Itwasseeninthegravefacesofthemenwhogatheredatthe”smiddy。”Itwasheardinthecadenceofthevoicesofthewomenastheygatheredto”kalie”Ceilidhinthelittlecottagesthatfringedtheloch’sside,ordottedtheheather-cladslopes。
Itevencheckedtheboisterousplayofthebairnsastheycameinfromschool。ItlaylikeacloudontheCuagh,andheavyontheheartsthatmadeupthelittlehill-girtcommunityofonehundredsouls,ormore。
Andthegriefwasthis,thatonthe”morrow’smorn”MaryRobertson’ssonwasdepartingfromtheGlen”neffertoreturnforeffermore,”asDonaldoftheHousefarmputit,withafacegloomyasthelochonadarkwinter’sday。”Aleaving”waseveranoccasionofwailingtotheGlen,andmanyaleavinghadtheGlenknownduringthelastfiftyyears。Forwhereverthetartanwaved,andthebonniefeathersdancedforthegloryoftheEmpire,sonsoftheGlenwereevertobefound;butnotforfiftyyearshadtheheartoftheGlenknowntheluxuryofasinglerallyingcentrefortheirprideandtheirlovetillthe”youngchentleman,”youngMr。Allan,begantogoinandoutamongthem。Andashegrewintomanhoodsogrewtheirprideinhim。Andas,fromtimetotime,attheGreatGameshebegantowingloryfortheGlenwithhisfeatsofskillandstrength,anduponthepipes,andinthedances,theirprideinhimgrewuntilitpassedalllimits。Hadhenot,theveryyearbeforehewenttothecollege,cutthecombofthe”CockoftheNorth”fromGlenUrquhart,inrunningandjumping;andtheverysameyearhadhenotwrestedfromCallumBheg,theprideofAthole,thecovetedbadgeofSpecialDistinctioninHighlandDancing?Thenlater,whentheschoolmasterwouldreadfromtheInvernessCouriertoonegroupafteranotheratthepostofficeandatthe”smiddy”itwasonlyfearoftheelderMacPherson,thatkeptthemasterfromreadingitaloudatthekirkdoorbeforetheserviceaccountsofthe”remarkableplaying”ofCameron,thebrilliantyoung”half-back”oftheAcademyinEdinburgh,theGlensettleddownintoanassuredconvictionthatithadreachedthepinnacleofvicariousglory,andthatinallScotlandtherewasnonetocomparewiththeiryoung”chieftain”as,quiteignoringtheCaptain,theylovedtocallhim。
Andtherewasmorethanprideinhim,foronhisholidayshecamebacktotheGlenunspoiledbyallhishonoursandachievements,andwentaboutamongthem”jistlikeaino’theirainsels,”acceptingtheirhomageashisright,butgivingtheminreturn,accordingtotheirvariousstations,duerespectandhonour,andtheirlovegrewgreaterthantheirpride。
Butthe”morrow’smorn”hewasleavingtheGlen,and,worsethanall,nooneknewforwhy。Amysteryhungoverthecauseofhisgoing,amysterydeepenedbyhisownbearingduringthepasttwelvemonths,forallthesemonthsaheavygloomhadshroudedhim,andfromallthathadoncebeenhisdelightandtheirgloryhehadwithdrawn。Thechallenge,indeed,fromthemenofGlenUrquhartwhichhehadacceptedlongago,herefusednot,buteventheoverwhelmingdefeatwhichhehadadministeredtohishaughtychallengers,hadapparentlybroughthimnomorethanapassinggleamofjoy。ThegloomremainedunliftedandthecausetheGlenknewnot,andnomanofthemwouldseektoknow。HencethegriefoftheGlenwasnocommongriefwhenthesonofMaryRobertson,thesonoftheHouse,theprideoftheGlen,andthecomradeandfriendofthemall,wasabouttodepartandnevertoreturn。
HislastdayintheGlenAllanspentmakinghispainfulwaythroughthecottages,leavinghisfarewell,andwitheachsomeslightgiftofremembrance。Itwasforhim,indeed,apilgrimageofwoe。ItwasnotonlythathisheartrootswereintheGlenandknitroundeverystickandstoneofit;itwasnotthathefelthewasleavingbehindhimaloveandloyaltyasdeepandlastingaslifeitself。
Itwasthatintearinghimselffromthemhecouldmakenoresponsetothedumbappealintheeyesthatfollowedhimwithadorationandfidelity:”Whereforedoyouleaveusatall?”and”Whydoyoumakenopromiseofreturn?”Tothatdumbappealtherewasnoanswerpossiblefromonewhocarriedonhisheartforhimself,andonhislifeforsomefewothers,andamongthesehisownfather,theterriblebrandofthecriminal。Itwasthisgrimfactthatstainedblackthewholelandscapeofhisconsciousness,andthathunglikeapallofdeathovereverylivinganddelightsomethinginthegardenofhissoul。Whilenonecould,withoutchallenge,condemnhim,yethisowntonguerefusedtoproclaimhisinnocence。Everyfaceheloveddrovedeeperintohishearthispain。ThedeathlessloyaltyandunboundedprideoftheGlenfolkrebukedhim,withouttheirknowing,forthedishonourhehaddonethem。TheGlenitself,thehills,thepurplingheather,thegleamingloch,howdeartohimhehadneverknowntillnow,threwinhisfaceasadandsilentreproach。SmallwonderthattheGlen,thatScotlandhadbecomeintolerabletohim。WiththisbitterburdenonhisheartitwasthatyoungMr。AllanwenthiswaythroughtheGlenmakinghisfarewells,notdaringtoindulgetheluxuryofhisgrief,andwithneverawordofreturn。
Hissister,whoknewall,andwhowouldhavecarried——oh!howgladly!——onherownheart,andforallherlifelong,thatbitterburden,pleadedtobeallowedtogowithhimonwhatsheknewfullwellwasajourneyofsorrowandsorepain,butthishewouldnotpermit。Thissorrowandpainwhichwerehisown,hewouldsharewithnoone,andleastofallwithheruponwhoselifehehadalreadycastsodarkashadow。Henceshewasatthehousealone,herfathernothavingyetreturnedfromanimportantmeetingataneighbouringvillage,whenayoungmancametothedooraskingforyoungMr。Cameron。”Whoisit,Kirsty?”sheinquiredanxiously,anewfearatherheartforherbrother。”Iknownot,buthehasnefferbeeninthisGlenbeforewhateffer,”
repliedKirsty,withanominousshakeofthehead,herprimitiveinstinctsleadinghertoviewthestrangerwithsuspicion。”But!”
sheadded,withaglanceatheryoungmistress’face,”heissnomantobeafraidof,atanyrate。Heisjustaladdie。””Oh,heisaYOUNGman,Kirsty?”repliedhermistress,glancingatherbluesergegown,hersecondbest,andwithherhandsstrivingtotuckinsomeofherwaywardcurls。”Och,yess,andnotmuchatthat!”repliedKirsty,withtheideaofrelievingheryoungmistressofunnecessaryfears。
ThenMoira,puttingonhergrandair,steppedintotheparlour,andsawstandingthereandawaitingher,ayoungmanwithathinandsomewhathardface,afirmmouth,andextraordinarilykeen,greyeyes。Uponherappearingtheyoungmanstoodlookinguponherwithoutaword。Asamatteroffact,hewasstrugglingwithaproblem;aproblemthatwasquitebewildering;theproblem,namely,”Howcouldhairevermanagetogetitselfintosuchanarrangementofwavesandcurls,andgoldengleamsandtwinkles?”Strugglingwiththisproblem,hebecameconsciousofhervoicegravelyquestioninghim。”Youwerewishingtoseemybrother?”Theyoungmancamebackpartway,andreplied,”Oh!howdoesit——?Thatis。
Ibegyourpardon。”Thesurpriseinherfacebroughthimquitetotheground,andhecameatoncetohisbusiness。”IamMr。
Martin,”hesaidinaquick,sharpvoice。”IknowyourbrotherandMr。Dunn。”Henotedalightdawninhereyes。”Infact,Iplayedwiththemonthesameteam——atfootball,youknow。””Oh!”criedthegirl,reliefandwelcomeinhervoice,”Iknowyou,Mr。Martin,quitewell。Iknowallaboutyou,andwhatasplendidquarter-backyouare。”Hereshegavehimbothherhands,whichMr。
Martintookinakindofdream,oncemoreplungedintothemazesofanotherandmoreperplexingproblem,viz。,Wasitherlipswiththatdeliciouscurvetothem?orhereyessosunnyandbrownorweretheybrown?withthatalluring,bewitchingtwinkle?orwasitbothlipsandeyesthatgavetothesmilewithwhichshewelcomedhimitssubtlepowertomakehisheartriseandchokehimasitneverhadbeenknowntodointhemoststrenuousofhismatches?”I’mawfullyglad,”heheardhimselfsay,andhervoicereplying,”Oh,yes!Allanhasoftenandoftenspokenofyou,Mr。Martin。”
Mr。MartinimmediatelybecameconsciousofaprofoundandgratefulaffectiontoAllan,stillstruggling,however,withtheproblemwhichhadbeencomplicatedstillfurtherbythecharmofhersoft,Highlandvoice。Hewasonthepointofdecidinginfavourofhervoice,whenonherfacehenotedaswiftchangefromgladwelcometosuspicionandfear,andthenintohersunnyeyesasuddenleapingoffiercewrath,asinthoseofalionessdefendingheryoung。”Whydoyoulookso?”shecriedinavoicesharpandimperious。”Isitmybrother——?Isanythingwrong?”
TheshockofthechangeineyesandvoicebroughtMartinquitetohimself。”Wrong?Notabit,”hehastenedtosay,”butjustthefinestthingintheworld。Itisallhereinthisletter。Dunncouldnotcomehimself,andtherewasnooneelse,andhethoughtCameronoughttohaveitto-day,sohereIam,andhereistheletter。Whereishe?””Oh!”criedthegirl,claspingherhandsuponherheart,hervoicegrowingsoft,andhereyesdimwithasuddenmist。”Iamsothankful!Iamsoglad!”ThechangeinhervoiceandinhereyessoaffectedMr。Martinthatheputhishandsresolutelybehindhisbacklesttheyshouldplayhimtricks,andshould,withouthiswill,getthemselvesroundheranddrawherclosetohisheart。”SoamI,”hesaid,”awfullyglad!Neverwassogladinallmylife!”Hewasmoreconsciousthaneverofbewildermentandperplexityinthemidstofincreasingproblemsthatcomplicatedthemselveswithmistbrowneyes,tremblinglips,andavoiceofsuchpatheticcadencesasarousedinhimanalmostuncontrollabledesiretoexercisehisutmostpowersofcomfort。Andallthewhiletherewasgrowinginhisheartadesperateanxietyastowhatwouldbethefinalissueofthesebewilderingdesiresandperplexities;
whenattheextremityofhisself-controlhewassavedbythegirl’ssuggestion。”Letusgoandfindmybrother。””Oh,yes!”criedMartin,”forheaven’ssakeletus。””WaituntilIgetmyhat。””Oh!Iwouldn’tputonahat,”criedheindismay。”Why?”enquiredthegirl,lookingathimwithsurprisedcuriosity。”Oh!because——becauseyoudon’tneedone;it’ssobeautifulandsunny,youknow。”InspiteofwhathecoulddoMr。Martin’seyeskeptwanderingtoherhair。”Oh,well!”criedMoira,inincreasingsurpriseatthisstrangeyoungman,”thesunwon’thurtme,socome,letusgo。”
Togethertheywentdowntheavenueofruggedfirs。Atthehighwayshepaused。BeforethemlaytheGleninallthesplendidsweepofitsbeauty。”Isn’titlovely!”shebreathed。”Lovely!”echoedMartin,hiseyesnotontheGlen。”Itissosunny,youknow。””Yes,”sheansweredquickly,”younoticethat?””HowcouldIhelpit?”saidMartin,hiseyesstillrestinguponher。”HowcouldI?””Ofcourse,”shereplied,”andsowecallittheGlenCuaghOir,thatisthe’GlenoftheCupofGold。’Andtothinkhehastoleaveitallto-morrow!”sheadded。
ThepatheticcadencesinhervoiceagaindroveMartintodespair。
Herecoveredhimself,however,tosay,”ButheisgoingtoCanada!””Yes,toCanada。Andweallfeelitsodreadfullyforhim,and,”
sheaddedinalowervoice,”forourselves。”