Andheputonhishat,andhewentforthfromhiscell:andthoughthedawnwasnotyet,hetrodthecorridorsasseeingthem。Andhepassedintothecloister,andthenintothegardenwherelietheancientdead。Andhecametothewicket,whichBrotherJeromewasopeningjustatthedawning。Andthecrowdwasalreadywaitingwiththeircansandbowlstoreceivethealmsofthegoodbrethren。”Andhepassedthroughthecrowdandwentonhisway,andthefewpeoplethenabroadwhomarkedhim,said,’Tiens!Howveryoddhelooks!Helookslikeamanwalkinginhissleep!’Thiswassaidbyvariouspersons:——”Bymilkwomen,withtheircansandcarts,comingintothetown。”ByroystererswhohadbeendrinkingatthetavernsoftheBarrier,foritwasMid-Lent。”Bythesergeantsofthewatch,whoeyedhimsternlyashepassedneartheirhalberds。”Buthepassedonunmovedbytheirhalberds,”Unmovedbythecriesoftheroysterers,”Bythemarketwomencomingwiththeirmilkandeggs。”HewalkedthroughtheRueSt。Honore,Isay:——”BytheRueRambuteau,”BytheRueSt。Antoine,”BytheKing’sChateauoftheBastille,”BytheFaubourgSt。Antoine。”AndhecametoNo。29intheRuePicpus——ahousewhichthenstoodbetweenacourtandgarden——”Thatis,therewasabuildingofonestory,withagreatcoachdoor。”Thentherewasacourt,aroundwhichwerestables,coach-houses,offices。”Thentherewasahouse——atwo-storiedhouse,withaperroninfront。”Behindthehousewasagarden——agardenoftwohundredandfiftyFrenchfeetinlength。”AndasonehundredfeetofFranceequalonehundredandsixfeetofEngland,thisgarden,myfriend,equaledexactlytwohundredandsixty-fivefeetofBritishmeasure。”Inthecenterofthegardenwasafountainandastatue——or,tospeakmorecorrectly,twostatues。Onewasrecumbent,——aman。
Overhim,saberinhand,stoodaWoman。”ThemanwasOlofernes。ThewomanwasJudith。Fromthehead,fromthetrunk,thewatergushed。Itwasthetasteofthedoctor:——wasitnotadrolloftaste?”Attheendofthegardenwasthedoctor’scabinetofstudy。Myfaith,asingularcabinet,andsingularpictures!——”DecapitationofCharlesPremieratVitehall。”DecapitationofMontroseatEdimbourg。”DecapitationofCinqMars。WhenItellyouthathewasamanoftaste,charming!”Throughthisgarden,bythesestatues,upthesestairs,wentthepalefigureofhimwho,theportersaid,knewthewayofthehouse。
Hedid。Turningneitherrightnorleft,heseemedtowalkTHROUGH
thestatues,theobstacles,theflowerbeds,thestairs,thedoor,thetables,thechairs。”InthecorneroftheroomwasTHATINSTRUMENT,whichGuillotinhadjustinventedandperfected。Onedayhewastolayhisownheadunderhisownax。Peacebetohisname!WithhimIdealnot!”Inaframeofmahogany,neatlyworked,wasaboardwithahalfcircleinit,overwhichanotherboardfitted。Abovewasaheavyax,whichfell——youknowhow。Itwasheldupbyarope,andwhenthisropewasuntied,orcut,thesteelfell。”TothestorywhichInowhavetorelate,youmaygivecredence,ornot,asyouwill。Thesleepingmanwentuptothatinstrument。”Helaidhisheadinit,asleep。””Asleep?””Hethentookalittlepenknifeoutofthepocketofhiswhitedimitywaistcoat。”Hecuttheropeasleep。”Theaxdescendedontheheadofthetraitorandvillain。Thenotchinitwasmadebythesteelbuckleofhisstock,whichwascutthrough。”Astrangelegendhasgotabroadthatafterthedeedwasdone,thefigurerose,tooktheheadfromthebasket,walkedforththroughthegarden,andbythescreamingportersatthegate,andwentandlaiditselfdownattheMorgue。ButforthisIwillnotvouch。
Onlyofthisbesure。’Therearemorethingsinheavenandearth,Horatio,thanaredreamedofinyourphilosophy。’Moreandmorethelightpeepsthroughthechinks。Soon,amidstmusicravishing,thecurtainwillrise,andthegloriousscenebedisplayed。Adieu!
Rememberme。Ha!’tisdawn,”Pintosaid。Andhewasgone。
Iamashamedtosaythatmyfirstmovementwastoclutchthecheckwhichhehadleftwithme,andwhichIwasdeterminedtopresenttheverymomentthebankopened。Iknowtheimportanceofthesethings,andthatmenchangetheirmindsometimes。IsprangthroughthestreetstothegreatbankinghouseofManassehinDukeStreet。
ItseemedtomeasifIactuallyflewasIwalked。AstheclockstrucktenIwasatthecounterandlaiddownmycheck。
Thegentlemanwhoreceivedit,whowasoneoftheHebrewpersuasion,asweretheothertwohundredclerksoftheestablishment,havinglookedatthedraftwithterrorinhiscountenance,thenlookedatme,thencalledtohimselftwoofhisfellowclerks,andqueeritwastoseealltheiraquilinebeaksoverthepaper。”Come,come!”saidI,”don’tkeepmehereallday。Handmeoverthemoney,short,ifyouplease!”forIwas,yousee,alittlealarmed,andsodeterminedtoassumesomeextrabluster。”Willyouhavethekindnesstostepintotheparlortothepartners?”theclerksaid,andIfollowedhim。”What,AGAIN?”shriekedabald-headed,red-whiskeredgentleman,whomIknewtobeMr。Manasseh。”Mr。Salathiel,thisistoobad!
Leavemewiththisgentleman,S。”Andtheclerkdisappeared。”Sir,”hesaid,”Iknowhowyoucamebythis:theCountdePintogaveityou。Itistoobad!Ihonormyparents;IhonorTHEIR
parents;Ihonortheirbills!Butthisoneofgrandma’sistoobad——itis,uponmyword,now!She’vebeendeadthesefive-and-
thirtyyears。Andthislastfourmonthsshehasleftherburialplaceandtooktodrawingonour’ouse!It’stoobad,grandma;itistoobad!”andheappealedtome,andtearsactuallytrickleddownhisnose。”IsittheCountessSidonia’scheckornot?”Iasked,haughtily。”But,Itellyou,she’sdead!It’sashame!——it’sashame!——itis,grandmamma!”andhecried,andwipedhisgreatnoseinhisyellowpockethandkerchief。”Lookyear——willyoutakepoundsinsteadofguineas?She’sdead,Itellyou!It’snogo!Takethepounds——
onetausendpound!——tennice,neat,crisphundred-poundnotes,andgoawayvidyou,do!””Iwillhavemybond,sir,ornothing,”Isaid;andIputonanattitudeofresolutionwhichIconfesssurprisedevenmyself。”Weryveil,”heshrieked,withmanyoaths,”thenyoushallhavenoting——ha,ha,ha!——notingbutapoliceman!Mr。Abednego,callapoliceman!Takethat,youhumbugandimpostor!”andherewithanabundanceoffrightfullanguagewhichIdarenotrepeat,thewealthybankerabusedanddefiedme。
Auboutducompte,whatwasItodo,ifabankerdidnotchoosetohonoracheckdrawnbyhisdeadgrandmother?IbegantowishIhadmysnuff-boxback。IbegantothinkIwasafoolforchangingthatlittleold-fashionedgoldforthisslipofstrangepaper。
Meanwhilethebankerhadpassedfromhisfitofangertoaparoxysmofdespair。Heseemedtobeaddressingsomepersoninvisible,butintheroom:”Lookhere,ma’am,you’vereallybeencomingittoostrong。Ahundredthousandinsixmonths,andnowathousandmore!
The’ousecan’tstandit;itWON’Tstandit,Isay!What?Oh!
mercy,mercy!
Asheutteredthesewords,AHANDflutteredoverthetableintheair!Itwasafemalehand:thatwhichIhadseenthenightbefore。
Thatfemalehandtookapenfromthegreenbaizetable,dippeditinasilverinkstand,andwroteonaquarterofasheetoffoolscapontheblottingbook,”Howaboutthediamondrobbery?Ifyoudonotpay,Iwilltellhimwheretheyare。”
Whatdiamonds?whatrobbery?whatwasthismystery?Thatwillneverbeascertained,forthewretchedman’sdemeanorinstantlychanged。”Certainly,sir;——oh,certainly,”hesaid,forcingagrin。”Howwillyouhavethemoney,sir?Allright,Mr。Abednego。
Thiswayout。””IhopeIshalloftenseeyouagain,”Isaid;onwhichIownpoorManassehgaveadreadfulgrin,andshotbackintohisparlor。
Iranhome,clutchingthetendelicious,crisphundredpounds,andthedearlittlefiftywhichmadeuptheaccount。Iflewthroughthestreetsagain。Igottomychambers。Iboltedtheouterdoors。Isankbackinmygreatchair,andslept……
Myfirstthingonwakingwastofeelformymoney。Perdition!
WherewasI?Ha!——onthetablebeforemewasmygrandmother’ssnuff-box,andbyitssideoneofthoseawful——thoseadmirable——
sensationnovels,whichIhadbeenreading,andwhicharefullofdeliciouswonder。
ButthattheguillotineisstilltobeseenatMr。Gale’s,No。47,HighHolborn,IgiveyouMYHONOR。IsupposeIwasdreamingaboutit。Idon’tknow。Whatisdreaming?Whatislife?Whyshouldn’tIsleepontheceiling?——andamIsittingonitnow,oronthefloor?Iampuzzled。Butenough。Ifthefashionforsensationnovelsgoeson,ItellyouIwillwriteoneinfiftyvolumes。Forthepresent,DIXI。Butbetweenourselves,thisPinto,whofoughtattheColosseum,whowasnearlybeingroastedbytheInquisition,andsangduetsatHolyrood,IamrathersorrytolosehimafterthreelittlebitsofRoundaboutPapers。Etvous?
BourgonefI
ATATABLED’HOTE
AtthecloseofFebruary,1848,IwasinNuremberg。MyoriginalintentionhadbeentopassacoupleofdaysthereonmywaytoMunich,thatbeing,Ithought,asmuchtimeascouldreasonablybesparedforsosmallacity,beckonedasmyfootstepsweretotheBavarianAthens,ofwhosegloriesofancientartandGermanRenaissanceIhadformedexpectationsthemostexaggerated——
expectationsfataltoanyperfectenjoyment,andcertaintobedisappointed,howevergreattheactualmeritofMunichmightbe。
ButaftertwodaysatNurembergIwassodeeplyinterestedinitsantiquesequesteredlife,thecharmsofwhichhadnotbeendeadenedbypreviousanticipations,thatIresolvedtoremainthereuntilI
hadmasteredeverydetailandknewtheplacebyheart。
Ihaveastorytotellwhichwillmoveamidsttragiccircumstancesoftooengrossinganaturetobedisturbedbyarchaeologicalinterests,andshallnot,therefore,minutelydescribeherewhatI
observedinNuremberg,althoughnoadequatedescriptionofthatwonderfulcityhasyetfalleninmyway。Toreadersunacquaintedwiththisantiqueplace,itwillbeenoughtosaythatinittheoldGermanlifeseemsstilltoagreatextentrescuedfromtheall-
devouring,all-equalizingtendenciesofEuropeancivilization。Thehousesareeitherofthefifteenthandsixteenthcenturies,orareconstructedafterthoseancientmodels。Thecitizenshavepreservedmuchofthesimplemannersandcustomsoftheirancestors。Thehurryingfeetofcommerceandcuriositypassrapidlyby,leavingitsequesteredfromtheagitationsandtheturmoilsofmetropolitanexistence。Itisasquietasavillage。
Duringmystaythereroseinitsquietstreetsthestartledechoesofhorroratacrimeunparalleledinitsannals,which,gatheringincreasedhorrorfromtheverypeacefulnessandserenityofthescene,arrestedtheattentionandthesympathyinadegreeseldomexperienced。Beforenarratingthat,itwillbenecessarytogobackalittle,thatmyownconnectionwithitmaybeintelligible,especiallyinthefancifulweavingtogetherofremoteconjectureswhichstrangelyinvolvedmeinthestory。
Thetabled’hoteattheBayerischerHofhadaboutthirtyvisitors——
all,withoneexception,ofthatlocalcommonplacewhichescapesremark。Indeedthismayalmostalwaysbesaidoftablesd’hote;
thoughthereisacurrentbelief,whichIcannotshare,ofatabled’hotebeingverydelightful——ofonebeingcertaintomeetpleasantpeoplethere。”Itmaybeso。FormanyyearsIbelieveditwasso。
Thegeneralverdictreceivedmyassent。Ihadnevermetthosedelightfulpeople,butwasalwaysexpectingtomeetthem。Hithertotheyhadbeenconspicuousbytheirabsence。AccordingtomyexperienceinSpain,France,andGermany,suchdinnershadbeendrearyornoisyandvapid。IftheguestswereEnglish,theywerechillinglysilent,orsurlilymonosyllabic:totheirneighborstheywerefrigid;amongsteachothertheyspokeinlowundertones。Andiftheguestswereforeigners,theywerenoisy,clattering,andchattering,foolishforthemostpart,andvivaciouslycommonplace。
Idon’tknowwhichmademefeelmostdreary。Thepredominanceofmycountrymengavethedinnerthegayetyofafuneral;thepredominanceoftheMossoogaveitthefatigueofgot-upenthusiasm,oftrivialexpansiveness。Tohearstrangersimpartingthescrapsoferuditionandconnoisseurshipwhichtheyhadthatmorninggatheredfromtheirvaletsdeplaceandguide-books,ordescribingthesightstheyhadjustseen,toyou,whoeithersawthemyesterday,orwouldseethemto-morrow,couldnotbepermanentlyattractive。Mymindrefusestopastureonsuchfoodwithgusto。IcannotbemadetocarewhattheHerrBaron’ssentimentsaboutAlbertDurerorLucasCranachmaybe。Icandigestmyrindfleischwithouttheaidofthecommisvoyageur’scriticismsonGothicarchitecture。Thismaybemymisfortune。InspiteoftheItalianbloodwhichIinherit,Iamashyman——shyasthepurestBriton。But,likeothershymen,Imakeupinobstinacywhatmaybedeficientinexpansiveness。Icanbefrightenedintosilence,butIwon’tbedictatedto。Youmightaswellattemptthepersuasiveeffectofyoureloquenceuponasnailwhohaswithdrawnintohisshellatyourapproach,andwillnotemergetillhisconfidenceisrestored。TobetoldthatIMUSTseethis,andoughttogothere,becausemycasualneighborwascharme,hasneverpresenteditselftomeasanadequatemotive。
FromthisyoureadilygatherthatIamseverelytaciturnatatabled’hote。Irefrainfromjoininginthe”delightfulconversation”
whichfliesacrossthetable,andknowthatmyreticenceisattributedto”insularpride。”Itisreallyandtrulynothingbutimpatienceofcommonplace。Ithoroughlyenjoygoodtalk;but,askyourself,whataretheprobabilitiesofhearingthatrarethinginthecasualassemblageoffortyorfiftypeople,notbroughttogetherbyanynaturalaffinitiesorinterests,butthrowntogetherbytheaccidentofbeinginthesamedistrict,andinthesamehotel?Theyarenot”fortyfeedinglikeone,”butlikeforty。
Theyhavenocommunity,exceptthecommunityofcommonplace。No,tablesd’hotearenotdelightful,anddonotgatherinterestingpeopletogether。
Suchhasbeenmyextensiveexperience。ButthisatNurembergisaconspicuousexception。Atthattabletherewasoneguestwho,onvariousgrounds,personalandincidental,remainsthemostmemorablemanIevermet。Fromthefirstherivetedmyattentioninanunusualdegree。Hehadnot,asyet,inducedmetoemergefrommyhabitualreserve,forintruth,althoughherivetedmyattention,heinspiredmewithastrangefeelingofrepulsion。I
couldscarcelykeepmyeyesfromhim;yet,excepttheformalbowonsittingdownandrisingfromthetable,Ihadinterchangednosignoffellowshipwithhim。HewasayoungRussian,namedBourgonef,asIatoncelearned;ratherhandsome,andpeculiarlyarrestingtotheeye,partlyfromanairofsettledmelancholy,especiallyinhissmile,theamiabilityofwhichseemedbreakingfromundercloudsofgrief,andstillmoresofromthemuteappealtosympathyintheemptysleeveofhisrightarm,whichwasloopedtothebreast-buttonofhiscoat。Hiseyeswerelargeandsoft。Hehadnobeardorwhisker,andonlydelicatemoustaches。Thesorrow,quietbutprofound,theamiablesmileandthelostarm,wereappealingdetailswhichatoncearrestedattentionandexcitedsympathy。Buttomethissympathywasmingledwithavaguerepulsion,occasionedbyacertainfalsenessintheamiablesmile,andafurtivenessintheeyes,whichIsaw——orfancied——andwhich,withaninexplicablereserve,formingasitweretheimpregnablecitadelinthecenterofhisoutwardlypoliteandengagingmanner,gavemesomethingofthatvagueimpressionwhichweexpressbythewords”instinctiveantipathy。”
Itwas,whencalmlyconsidered,eminentlyabsurd。Toseeonesoyoung,andbyhisconversationsohighlyculturedandintelligent,condemnedtoearlyhelplessness,hisfoodcutupforhimbyaservant,asifhewereachild,naturallyengagedpity,and,onthefirstday,Icudgeledmybrainsduringthegreaterpartofdinnerintheefforttoaccountforhislostarm。Hewasobviouslynotamilitaryman;theunmistakablelookandstoopofastudenttoldthatplainlyenough。Norwasthelossonedatingfromearlylife:
heusedhisleftarmtooawkwardlyfortheeventnottohavehadarecentdate。Haditanythingtodowithhismelancholy?Herewasatopicformyvagabondimagination,andendlessweretheromanceswovenbyitduringmysilentdinner。Forthereadermustbetoldofonepeculiarityinme,becausetoitmuchofthestrangecomplicationsofmystoryaredue;complicationsintowhichamindlessactiveinweavingimaginaryhypothesestointerpretcasualandtriflingfactswouldneverhavebeendrawn。FrommychildhoodI
havebeenthevictimofmyconstructiveimagination,whichhasledmeintomanymistakesandsomescrapes;because,insteadofcontentingmyselfwithplain,obviousevidence,Ihaveallowedmyselftoframehypotheticalinterpretations,which,toactssimpleinthemselves,andexplicableonordinarymotives,renderthesimple-seemingactsportentous。Withbitterpangsofself-reproachIhaveattimesdiscoveredthatalongandplausiblehistoryconstructedbyme,relatingtopersonalfriends,hascrumpledintoaruinofabsurdity,bythedisclosureoftheprimarymisconceptiononwhichthewholehistorywasbased。Ihavegone,letussay,onthesuppositionthattwopeopleweresecretlylovers;onthissuppositionmyimaginationhasconstructedawholeschemetoexplaincertainacts,andonefinedayIhavediscoveredindubitablythatthesupposedloverswerenotlovers,butconfidantsoftheirpassionsinotherdirections,and,ofcourse,allmyconjectureshavebeenutterlyfalse。Thesecretflushofshameatfailurehasnot,however,preventedmyfallingintosimilarmistakesimmediatelyafter。
When,therefore,Ihereafterspeakofmy”constructiveimagination,”thereaderwillknowtowhatIamalluding。ItwasalreadybusywithBourgonef。Toitmustbeaddedthatvaguerepulsion,previouslymentioned。Thisfeelingabatedonthesecondday;but,althoughlessened,itremainedpowerfulenoughtopreventmyspeakingtohim。Whetheritwouldhavecontinuedtoabateuntilitdisappeared,assuchantipathiesoftendisappear,underthefamiliaritiesofprolongedintercourse,withoutanyimmediateappealtomyamourpropre,Iknownot;buteveryreflectivemind,consciousofbeingaccessibletoantipathies,willrememberthatonecertainmethodofstiflingthemisfortheobjecttomakesomeappealtoourinterestorourvanity:intheengagementofthesemorepowerfulfeelings,theantipathyisquicklystrangled。Atanyrateitissoinmycase,andwassonow。
Onthethirdday,theconversationattablehappeningtoturn,asitoftenturned,uponSt。Sebald’sChurch,ayoungFrenchman,whowascriticisingitsarchitecturewithfluentdogmatism,drewBourgonefintothediscussion,andtherebyelicitedsuchadisplayofaccurateandextensiveknowledge,nolessthandelicacyofappreciation,thatwewerealllisteningspellbound。InthemidstofthistriumphantexpositiontheirritatedvanityoftheFrenchmancoulddonothingtoregainhispositionbutopposeaflatdenialtoahistoricalstatementmadebyBourgonef,backinghisdenialbytheconfidentassertionthat”allthecompetentauthorities”heldwithhim。AtthispointBourgonefappealedtome,andinthattoneofdeferencesoexquisitelyflatteringfromonewealreadyknowtobesuperiorherequestedmydecision;observingthat,fromthemannerinwhichhehadseenmeexaminethedetailsofthearchitecture,hecouldnotbemistakeninhisconfidencethatIwasaconnoisseur。
Alleyeswereturneduponme。Asashyman,thismademeblush;asavainman,theblushwasaccompaniedwithdelight。Itmighteasilyhavehappenedthatsuchanappeal,actingatonceuponshynessandignorance,wouldhaveinflamedmywrath;buttheappealhappeningtobedirectedonapointwhichIhadrecentlyinvestigatedandthoroughlymastered,Iwasflatteredattheopportunityofavictoriousdisplay。
Thepleasureofmytriumphdiffuseditselfovermyfeelingstowardshimwhohadbeentheoccasionofit。TheFrenchmanwassilenced;
thegeneralverdictofthecompanywastooobviouslyonourside。
FromthistimetheconversationcontinuedbetweenBourgonefandmyself;andhenotonlysucceededinentirelydissipatingmyabsurdantipathy——whichInowsawtohavebeenfoundedonpurelyimaginarygrounds,forneitherthefalsenessnorthefurtivenesscouldnowbedetected——buthesucceededincaptivatingallmysympathy。Longafterdinnerwasover,andthesalleempty,wesatsmokingourcigars,anddiscussingpolitics,literature,andartinthatsuggestivedesultorymannerwhichoftengivesacharmtocasualacquaintances。
Itwasastirringepoch,thatofFebruary,1848。TheRevolution,atfirstsohopeful,andsoontomanifestitselfinfailuresodisastrous,washurryingtoanoutburst。Francehadbeenformanymonthsagitatedbycriesofelectoralreform,andbyindignationatthecorruptionandscandalsinhighplaces。ThePraslinmurder,andthedishonorofM。Teste,terminatedbysuicide,hadbeeninterpretedassignsofthecomingdestruction。Thepoliticalbanquetsgiveninvariousimportantcitieshadbeenoccasionsforinflamingthepublicmind,andtothefar-seeing,thesebanquetswereinterpretedasthesoundsofthetocsin。LouisPhilippehadbecomeodioustoFrance,andcontemptibletoEurope。GuizotandDuchatel,theministersofthatday,althoughbackedbyaparliamentarymajorityonwhichtheyblindlyrelied,wereunpopular,andwereregardedasinfatuatedevenbytheiradmirersinEurope。TheSpanishmarriageshadallbutledtoawarwithEngland。TheOpposition,headedbyThiersandOdillonBarrot,wasstrengthenedbyunitedactionwiththerepublicanparty,headedbyLedruRollin,Marrast,Flocon,andLouisBlanc。
Bourgonefwasanardentrepublican。SowasI;butmycolorwasofadifferentshadefromhis。HebelongedtotheReds。Myowndominanttendenciesbeingartisticandliterary,mydreamwasofarepublicinwhichintelligencewouldbethearchonorruler;and,ofcourse,insucharepublic,artandliterature,asthehighestmanifestationofmind,wouldhavethesupremedirection。Doyousmile,reader?Ismilenow;butitwasseriousearnestwithmethen。Itisunnecessarytosaymoreonthispoint。Ihavesaidsomuchtorenderintelligiblethestraylinkofcommunionwhichrivetedthecharmofmynewacquaintance’sconversation;therewasbothagreementenoughanddifferenceenoughinourviewstorenderoursocietymutuallyfascinating。
OnretiringtomyroomthatafternoonIcouldnothelplaughingatmyabsurdantipathyagainstBourgonef。Allhisremarkshaddisclosedagenerous,ardent,andrefinednature。Whilemyantipathyhadspeciallyfasteneduponacertainfalsenessinhissmile——afalsenessthemorepoignantlyhideousifitwerefalseness,becausehiddenamidstthewreathsofamiability——mydelightinhisconversationhadspeciallyjustifieditselfbythetruthfulnessofhismodeoflookingatthings。Heseemedtobesincerityitself。Therewas,indeed,acertaincentralreserve;
butthatmightonlyheanintegrityofpride;oritmightbeconnectedwithpainfulcircumstancesinhishistory,ofwhichthemelancholyinhisfacewastheoutwardsign。
Thatveryeveningmyconstructiveimaginationwasfurnishedwithadetailonwhichitwassoontobeactivelysettowork。Ihadbeenramblingabouttheoldfortifications,andwasreturningatnightfallthroughtheoldarchwaynearAlbertDurer’shouse,whenamanpassedbyme。Welookedateachotherinthatautomaticwayinwhichmenlookwhentheymeetinnarrowplaces,andIfelt,sotospeak,astartofrecognitionintheeyesofthemanwhopassed。
Nothingelse,infeaturesorgestures,betrayedrecognitionorsurprise。Butalthoughtherewasonlythat,itflashedfromhiseyestominelikeanelectricshock。Hepassed。Ilookedback。
Hecontinuedhiswaywithoutturning。Thefacewascertainlyknowntome;butitfloatedinamistofconfusedmemories。
Iwalkedonslowly,pesteringmymemorywithfruitlesscallsuponit,hopelesslytryingtorecovertheplacewhereIcouldhaveseenthestrangerbefore。InvainmemorytraveledoverEuropeinconcert-rooms,theaters,shops,andrailwaycarriages。Icouldnotrecalltheoccasiononwhichthoseeyeshadpreviouslymetmine。
ThattheyhadmetthemIhadnodoubt。Iwenttobedwiththeriddleundiscovered。
II
THEECHOESOFMURDER
NextmorningNurembergwasagitatedwithahorrorsuchascanseldomhavedisturbeditsquiet;ayoungandlovelygirlhadbeenmurdered。Hercorpsewasdiscoveredatdaybreakunderthearchwayleadingtotheoldfortifications。Shehadbeenstabbedtotheheart。Noothersignsofviolencewerevisible;norobberyhadbeenattempted。
Ingreatcities,necessarilygreatcentersofcrime,wedailyhearofmurders;theirfrequencyandremotenessleaveusundisturbed。
Oursympathiescanonlybedeeplymovedeitherbysomescenicpeculiaritiesinvestingthecrimewithunusualromanceorunusualatrocity,orelsebythemoreimmediateappealofdirectneighborlyinterest。ThemurderwhichisreadofintheTimesashavingoccurredinWestminster,hasseldomanyspecialhorrortotheinhabitantsofIslingtonorOxfordStreet;buttotheinhabitantsofWestminster,andespeciallytotheinhabitantsoftheparticularstreetinwhichitwasperpetrated,thecrimeassumesheart-shakingproportions。Everydetailisaskedfor,andeverysurmiselistenedto,withfeverisheagernessisrepeatedanddiffusedthroughthecrowdwithgrowinginterest。Thefamilyofthevictim;theantecedentsoftheassassin,ifheisknown;ortheconjecturespointingtotheunknownassassin,——areeagerlydiscussed。Allthetrivialdetailsofhouseholdcareordomesticfortunes,alltheitemsofpersonalgossip,becomeinvestedwithasolemnandaffectinginterest。Pityforthevictimandsurvivorsmingleandalternatewithfiercecriesforvengeanceontheguilty。Thewholestreetbecomesonefamily,commingledbyanenergeticsympathy,unitedbyonecommonfeelingofcompassionandwrath。
Invillages,andincitiessosmallasNuremberg,thesamecommunityoffeelingismanifested。Thetownbecameasonestreet。
Thehorrorspreadlikeaconflagration,thesympathysurgedandswelledlikeatide。Everyonefeltapersonalinterestintheevent,asifthemurderhadbeencommittedathisowndoor。NevershallIforgetthatwailofpassionatepity,andthatcryforthevengeanceofjustice,whichrosefromallsidesofthestartledcity。NevershallIforgetthehurry,theagitation,thefeverishrestlessness,theuniversalcommunicativeness,thevolunteeredservices,theeagersuggestion,surgingroundthehouseoftheunhappyparents。HerrLehfeldt,thefatheroftheunhappygirl,wasarespectedburgherknowntoalmosteveryone。Hismercer’sshopwastheleadingoneofthecity。Aworthy,piousman,somewhatstrict,butofirreproachablecharacter;hisvirtues,nolessthanthoseofhiswife,andofhisonlydaughter,Lieschen——
now,alas;foreversnatchedfromtheiryearningeyes——werecanvassedeverywhere,andservedtointensifythegeneralgrief。
Thatsuchacalamityshouldhavefallenonahouseholdsoestimable,seemedtoaddfueltothepeople’swrath。PoorLieschen!herpretty,playfulways——heropeningprospects,astheonlydaughterofparentssowelltodoandsokind——heryouthandaboundinglife——theseweredetailedwithimpassionedfervorbyfriends,andrepeatedbystrangerswhocaughtthetoneoffriends,asifthey,too,hadknownandlovedher。Butamidstthesurginguproarofthisseaofmanyvoicesnooneclearvoiceofdirectioncouldbeheard;nocluegiventotheclamorousbloodhoundstorundowntheassassin。
Crieshadbeenheardinthestreetsthatnightatvariouspartsofthetown,which,althoughtheninterpretedasthequarrelsofdrunkenbrawlers,andtheconflictsofcats,werenowconfidentlyassertedtohaveproceededfromtheunhappygirlinherdeath-
struggle。Butnoneofthesecrieshadbeenheardintheimmediateneighborhoodofthearchway。Alltheinhabitantsofthatpartofthetownagreedthatintheirwakinghoursthestreetshadbeenperfectlystill。Norwerethereanytracesvisibleofastrugglehavingtakenplace。Lieschenmighthavebeenmurderedelsewhere,andhercorpsequietlydepositedwhereitwasfound,asfarasanyevidencewent。
Wildandvagueweretheconjectures。Allwerebaffledintheattempttogivethemadefinitedirection。Thecrimewasapparentlypromptedbyrevenge——certainlynotbylust,ordesireofmoney。Butshewasnotknowntostandinanyone’sway。Inthisutterblankastotheassignablemotive,I,perhapsaloneamongthefuriouscrowd,hadadistinctsuspicionoftheassassin。Nosoonerhadthenewsreachedme,thanwiththespecificationofthetheaterofthecrimethereatonceflasheduponmetheintellectualvisionofthecriminal:thestrangerwiththedarkbeardandstartledeyesstoodconfessedbeforeme!Iheldmybreathforafewmoments,andthentherecameatideofobjectionsrushingovermymind,revealingtheinadequacyofthegroundsonwhichrestedmysuspicions。Whatwerethegrounds?Ihadseenamaninaparticularspot,notanunfrequentedspot,ontheeveningofthenightwhenthecrimehadbeencommittedthere;thatmanhadseemedtorecognizeme,andwishedtoavoidbeingrecognized。ObviouslythesegroundsweretooslendertobearanyweightofconstructionsuchasIhadbasedonthem。Merepresenceonthespotcouldnomoreinculpatehimthanitcouldinculpateme;ifIhadmethimthere,equallyhadhemetmethere。Norevenifmysuspicionwerecorrectthatheknewme,andrefusedtorecognizeme,couldthatbeanyargumenttendingtocriminatehiminanaffairwhollydisconnectedwithme。Besides,hewaswalkingpeaceably,openly,andhelookedlikeagentleman。Alltheseobjectionspressedthemselvesuponme,andkeptmesilent。ButinspiteoftheirforceIcouldnotpreventthesuspicionfromcontinuallyarising。
Ashamedtomentionit,becauseitmayhavesoundedtooabsurd,I
couldnotpreventmyconstructiveimaginationindulginginitsvagaries,andwiththissecretconvictionIresolvedtoawaitevents,andincasesuspicionfromotherquartersshouldeverdesignatetheprobableassassin,Imightthencomeforwardwithmybitofcorroborativeevidence,shouldthesuspectedassassinbethestrangerofthearchway。
Bytwelveo’clockanewdirectionwasgiventorumor。Hithertothestories,whencarefullysiftedofallexaggerationsofflyingconjecture,hadsettledthemselvesintosomethinglikethis:TheLehfeldtshadretiredtorestataquarterbeforeten,aswastheircustom。TheyhadseenLieschengointoherbedroomforthenight,andhadthemselvesgonetosleepwithuncloudedminds。Fromthispeacefulsecuritytheywerestartledearlyinthemorningbytheappallingnewsofthecalamitywhichhadfallenonthem。
Incredulousatfirst,aswelltheymightbe,andincapableofbelievinginaruinsounexpectedandsooverwhelming,theyimaginedsomemistake,assertingthatLieschenwasinherownroom。
Intothatroomtheyrushed,andtheretheundisturbedbed,andtheopenwindow,butafewfeetfromthegarden,silentlyandpatheticallydisclosedthefataltruth。Thebereavedparentsturnedarevealinglookuponeachother’swhitenedfaces,andthenslowlyretiredfromtheroom,followedinaffectingsilencebytheothers。Backintotheirownroomtheywent。Thefatherkneltbesidethebed,and,sobbing,prayed。Themothersatstaringwithastupefiedstare,herlipsfaintlymoving。Inashortwhilethefloodofgrief,awakenedtoathoroughconsciousness,burstfromtheirlaboringhearts。Whenthefirstparoxysmswereovertheyquestionedothers,andgaveincoherentrepliestothequestionsaddressedtothem。FromallwhichitresultedthatLieschen’sabsence,thoughobviouslyvoluntary,waswhollyinexplicabletothem;andnoclewwhatevercouldbegivenastothemotivesofthecrime。Whenthesedetailsbecameknown,conjecturenaturallyinterpretedLieschen’sabsenceatnightasanassignation。Butwithwhom?Shewasnotknowntohavealover。Herfather,onbeingquestioned,passionatelyaffirmedthatshehadnone;shelovednoonebutherparents,poorchild!Hermother,onbeingquestioned,toldthesamestory——adding,however,thataboutseventeenmonthsbefore,shehadfanciedthatLieschenwasalittledisposedtofavorFranzKerkel,theirshopman;butonbeingspokentoonthesubjectwithsomeseriousness,andwarnedofthedistancebetweenthem,shehadlaughedheartilyattheidea,andsincethenhadtreatedFranzwithsomuchindifferencethatonlyaweekagoshehaddrawnfromhermotherareproofonthesubject。”ItoldherFranzwasagoodlad,thoughnotgoodenoughforher,andthatsheoughttotreathimkindly。Butshesaidmylecturehadgivenheranalarm,lestFranzshouldhavegotthesamemaggotintohishead。”
Thiswasthestorynowpassingthroughthecuriouscrowdsineverystreet。AfterhearingitIhadturnedintoatobacconist’sintheAdlergrasse,torestockmycigar-case,andfoundthere,aseverywhere,agroupdiscussingtheonetopicofthehour。HerrFischer,thetobacconist,withalongporcelainpipependentfromhisscrewed-uplips,wassolemnlylisteningtotheparticularsvolublycommunicatedbyastoutBavarianpriest;whilebehindthecounter,inacorner,swiftlyknitting,sathiswife,herblackbead-likeeyesalsofixedontheorator。OfcourseIwasdraggedintotheconversation。Insteadofattendingtocommercialinterests,theylookeduponmeasthepossiblebeareroffreshnews。NorwasitwithoutasecretsatisfactionthatIfoundI
couldgratifytheminthatrespect。TheyhadnotheardofFranzKerkelinthematter。NosoonerhadItoldwhatIhadheardthantheknitting-needlesofthevivaciouslittlewomanwereatoncesuspended。”AchJe!”sheexclaimed,”Iseeitall。He’sthewretch!””Who?”weallsimultaneouslyinquired。”Who?Why,Kerkel,ofcourse。Ifshechanged,andtreatedhimwithindifference,itwasbecauseshelovedhim;andhehasmurderedthepoorthing。””Howyourunon,wife!”remonstratedFischer;whilethepriestshookadubioushead。”Itellyouitisso。I’mpositive。””Ifshelovedhim。””Shedid,Itellyou。Trustawomanforseeingthroughsuchthings。””Well,sayshedid,”continuedFischer,”andIwon’tdenythatitmaybeso;butthenthatmakesagainsttheideaofhishavingdoneheranyharm。””Don’ttellme,”retortedtheconvincedwoman。”Shelovedhim。
Shewentouttomeethiminsecret,andhemurderedher——thevillaindid。I’massureofitasiftheseeyeshadseenhimdoit。”
Thehusbandwinkedatus,asmuchastosay,”Youhearthesewomen!”andthepriestandIendeavoredtoreasonheroutofherillogicalposition。Butshewasimmovable。Kerkelhadmurderedher;sheknewit;shecouldn’ttellwhy,butsheknewit。Perhapshewasjealous,whoknows?Atanyrate,heoughttobearrested。
Andbytwelveo’clock,asIsaid,anewrumorranthroughthecrowd,whichseemedtoconfirmthelittlewomaninherrashlogic。
Kerkelhadbeenarrested,andawaistcoatstainedwithbloodhadbeenfoundinhisroom!Byhalf-pasttwelvetherumorranthathehadconfessedthecrime。This,however,provedoninquirytobethehastyanticipationofpublicindignation。Hehadbeenarrested;thewaistcoathadbeenfound:somuchwasauthentic;andthesuspicionsgatheredominouslyoverhim。
WhenfirstFrauFischerhadstartedthesuggestionitflewlikewildfire。Thenpeoplesuddenlynoticed,asverysurprising,thatKerkelhadnotthatdaymadehisappearanceattheshop。Hisabsencehadnotbeennoticedinthetumultofgriefandinquiry;
butitbecamesuddenlyinvestedwithadreadfulsignificance,nowthatitwasrumoredthathehadbeenLieschen’slover。Ofallmenhewouldbethemostaffectedbythetragicnews;ofallmenhewouldhavebeenthefirsttotendersympathyandaidtotheafflictedparents,andthemostclamorousinthesearchfortheundiscoveredculprit。Yet,whileallNurembergwascrowdingroundthehouseofsorrow,whichwasalsohishouseofbusiness,healoneremainedaway。Thisnaturallypointedsuspicionathim。Whenthemessengershadgonetoseekhim,hismotherrefusedthemadmission,declaringinincoherentphrases,betrayinggreatagitation,thathersonwasgonedistractedwithgriefandcouldseenoone。Onthisitwasdeterminedtoorderhisarrest。Thepolicewent,thehousewassearched,andthewaistcoatfound。
ThetestimonyofthegirlwholivedasservantinKerkel’shousewasalsocriminatory。Shedeposedthatonthenightinquestionsheawokeabouthalf-pastelevenwithaviolenttoothache;shewascertainastothehour,becausesheheardtheclockafterwardsstriketwelve。Shefeltsomealarmathearingvoicesintheroomsatanhourwhenhermistressandyoungmastermustlongagohavegonetobed;butasthevoiceswereseeminglyinquietconversation,heralarmsubsided,andsheconcludedthatinsteadofhavinggonetobedhermistresswasstillup。Inherpainsheheardthedoorgentlyopen,andthensheheardfootstepsinthegarden。Thissurprisedherverymuch。Shecouldn’tthinkwhattheyoungmastercouldwantgoingoutatthathour。Shebecameterrifiedwithoutknowingexactlyatwhat。Fearquitedroveawaythetoothache,whichhadnotsincereturned。Afterlyingtherequakingforsometime,againsheheardfootstepsinthegarden;thedooropenedandclosedgently;voiceswereheard;andsheatlastdistinctlyheardhermistresssay,”Beaman,Franz。Good-night——
sleepwell;”uponwhichFranzrepliedinatoneofgreatagony,”There’snochanceofsleepforme。”Thenallwassilent。Nextmorninghermistressseemed”veryqueer。”Heryoungmasterwentoutveryearly,butsooncamebackagain;andthereweredreadfulscenesgoingoninhisroom,assheheard,butshedidn’tknowwhatitwasallabout。Sheheardofthemurderfromaneighbor,butneverthoughtofitshavinganyparticularinterestforMr。Franz,though,ofcourse,hewouldbeverysorryfortheLehfeldts。
Thefactstestifiedtobytheservant,especiallythegoingoutatthatlatehour,andthe”dreadfulscenes”ofthemorning,seemedtobearbutoneinterpretation。Moreover,sheidentifiedthewaistcoatastheonewornbyFranzonthedayprecedingthefatalnight。
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THEACCUSED
Nowatlastthepent-upwrathfoundavent。Fromthedistractingconditionofwanderinguncertainsuspicion,ithadbeenrecalledintothegladsecurityofindividualhate。AlthoughuptothistimeKerkelhadborneanexemplaryreputation,itwasnowrememberedthathehadalwaysbeenofamoroseandviolenttemper,ahypocriteinreligion,aselfishsensualist。Severalsagaciouscriticshadlong”seenthroughhim”;othershad”neverlikedhim”;
othershadwonderedhowitwashekepthisplacesolonginLehfeldt’sshop。Poorfellow!hislifeandactions,likethoseofeveryoneelsewhenilluminatedbyalightthrownbackuponthem,seemedsoconspicuouslydespicable,althoughwhenilluminatedintheirownlighttheyhadseemedinnocentenough。Hismother’sfranticprotestationsofherson’sinnocence——herassertionsthatFranzlovedLieschenmorethanhisownsoul——onlyservedtoenvelopherinthesilentaccusationofbeinganaccomplice,oratleastofbeinganaccessoryafterthefact。
Icannotsaywhyitwas,butIdidnotsharetheuniversalbelief。
Thelogicseemedtomeforced;theevidencetrivial。OnfirsthearingofKerkel’sarrest,Ieagerlyquestionedmyinformantrespectinghispersonalappearance;andonhearingthathewasfair,withblueeyesandflaxenhair,myconvictionofhisinnocencewasfixed。Lookingbackonthesedays,Iamoftenamusedatthischaracteristicofmyconstructiveimagination。Whilerejectingthedisjointedlogicofthemob,whichinterpretedhisguilt,Iwasmyselfdeludedbyalogicinfinitelylessrational。
HadKerkelbeendark,withdarkeyesandbeard,Ishouldprobablyhavesworntohisguilt,simplybecausetheideaofthatstrangerhadfirmlyfixeditselfinmymind。
Allthatafternoon,andallthenextday,thebusyhumofvoiceswasraisedbytheonetopicofcommandinginterest。Kerkelhadbeenexamined。HeatonceadmittedthatasecretbetrothalhadforsometimeexistedbetweenhimandLieschen。Theyhadbeenledtotakethisimproperstepbyfearofherparents,who,hadtheattachmentbeendiscovered,would,itwasthought,haveseparatedthemforever。HerrLehfeldt’ssternness,nolessthanhissuperiorposition,seemedaninvincibleobstacle,andthegoodmother,althoughdotinguponheronlydaughter,wasledbytheveryintensityofheraffectiontoformambitioushopesofherdaughter’sfuture。Itwasbarelypossiblethatsometurnineventsmightonedayyieldanopeningfortheirconsent;butmeanwhileprudencedictatedsecrecy,inordertoavertthemostpressingdanger,thatofseparation。
AndsotheprettyLieschen,withfeminineinstinctofruse,hadaffectedtotreatherloverwithindifference;andtocompensatehimandherselfforthisrestraint,shehadbeeninthehabitofescapingfromhomeonceortwiceaweek,andspendingadelicioushourortwoatnightinthecompanyofherloverandhismother。
Kerkelandhismotherlivedinacottagealittlewayoutsidethetown。Lehfeldt’sshopstoodnotmanyyardsfromthearchway。Now,asinNurembergnoonewasabroadafterteno’clock,exceptafewloungersatthecafesandbeer-houses,andthesewereonlytobemetinsidethetown,notoutsideit,Lieschenranextremelylittleriskofbeingobservedinherrapidtransitfromherfather’stoherlover’shouse。Nor,indeed,hadsheevermetanyoneinthecourseofthesevisits。
OnthefatalnightLieschenwasexpectedatthecottage。Motherandsonwaitedatfirsthopefully,thenanxiously,atlastwithsomevagueuneasinessathernon-appearance。Itwasnowaquarterpasteleven——nearlyanhourlaterthanherusualtime。Theyoccasionallywenttothedoortolookforher;thentheywalkedafewyardsdowntheroad,asiftocatchanearlierglimpseofheradvancingsteps。Butinvain。Thehalf-hourstruck。Theycamebackintothecottage,discussingthevariousprobabilitiesofdelay。Three-quartersstruck。Perhapsshehadbeendetected;
perhapsshewasill;perhaps——butthiswashismother’ssuggestion,andtooklittleholdofhim——therehadbeenvisitorswhohadstayedlaterthanusual,andLieschen,findingthenightsoadvanced,hadpostponedhervisittothemorrow。Franz,whointerpretedLieschen’sfeelingsbyhisown,wasassuredthatnopostponementofavoluntarykindwascredibleofher。Twelveo’clockstruck。
AgainFranzwentoutintotheroad,andwalkednearlyuptothearchway;hereturnedwithheavysadnessandforebodingathisheart,reluctantlyadmittingthatnowallhopeofseeingherthatnightwasover。Thatnight?Poorsorrowingheart,thenightwastobeeternal!Theanguishofthedesolate”nevermore”wasawaitinghim。
Thereissomethingintenselypatheticinbeingthus,asitwere,spectatorsofatragicdramawhichisbeingactedontwoseparatestagesatonce——thedreadfullinkofconnection,whichisunseentotheseparateactors,beingonlytoovividlyseenbythespectators。
ItwaswithsomeinterestthatI,whobelievedinKerkel’sinnocence,heardthisstory;andinimaginationfolloweditsunfoldingstage。Hewenttobed,not,asmaybeexpected,tosleep;tossingrestlesslyinfeverishagitation,conjuringupmanyimaginaryterrors——butallofthemtriflescomparedwiththedreadrealitywhichhewassosoontoface。Hepicturedherweeping——andshewaslyingdeadonthecoldpavementofthedarkarchway。Hesawherinagitatedeloquencepleadingwithoffendedparents——andshewasremovedforeverfromallagitations,withthepeaceofdeathuponheryoungface。
Atanearlyhourhestarted,thathemightputanendtohissuspense。Hehadnotyetreachedthearchwaybeforetheshatteringnewsburstuponhim。Fromthatmomentherememberednothing。Buthismotherdescribedhisghastlyagitation,as,throwinghimselfuponherneck,hetoldher,throughdreadfulsobs,thecalamitywhichhadfallen。Shedidherbesttocomforthim;buthegrewwilderandwilder,androlleduponthegroundintheagonyofanimmeasurabledespair。Shetrembledforhisreasonandhislife。
Andwhenthemessengerscametoseekhim,shespokebutthesimpletruthinsayingthathewaslikeonedistracted。Yetnosoonerhadaglimpseoflightdawnedonhimthatsomevaguesuspicionrestedonhiminreferencetothemurder,thanhestartedup,flungawayhisagitation,and,withacalmnesswhichwasawful,answeredeveryquestion,andseemednervedforeverytrial。Fromthatmomentnotasobescapedhimuntil,inthenarrativeofthenight’sevents,hecametothatpartwhichtoldofthesuddendisclosureofhisbereavement。Andthesimple,straightforwardmannerinwhichhetoldthistale,withafaceentirelybloodless,andeyesthatseemedtohavewithdrawnalltheirlightinwards,madeagreatimpressionontheaudience,whichwasheightenedintosympathywhenthefinalsob,breakingthroughtheforcedcalmness,toldoftheagonywhichwaseatingitsfierywaythroughtheheart。
Thestorywasnotonlyplausibleinitself,butaccuratelytalliedwithwhatbeforehadseemedlikethecriminatingevidenceofthemaid;tallied,moreover,preciselyastotime,whichwouldhardlyhavebeenthecasehadthestorybeenaninvention。Astothewaistcoatwhichhadfiguredsoconspicuouslyinalltherumors,itappearedthatsuspicionhadmonstrouslyexaggeratedthefacts。
Insteadofawaistcoatplashedwithblood——aspopularimaginationpicturedit——itwasagraywaistcoat,withonespotandaslightsmearofblood,whichadmittedofaverysimpleexplanation。Threedaysbefore,Franzhadcuthislefthandincuttingsomebread;andtothisthemaidtestified,becauseshewaspresentwhentheaccidentoccurred。Hehadnotnoticedthathiswaistcoatwasmarkedbyituntilthenextday,andhadforgottentowashoutthestains。
Peopleoutsideshookskepticalheadsatthisstoryofthecuthand。
Thebloodywaistcoatwasnottobedisposedofinthateasyway。
Ithadfixeditselftoostronglyintheirimagination。Indeed,mybeliefisthatevencouldtheyhaveseenthewaistcoat,itsinsignificantmarkswouldhaveappearedmurderouspatchestotheireyes。Ihadseenit,andmyreportwaslistenedtowithill-
concealeddisbelief,whennotwithopenprotestation。AndwhenKerkelwasdischargedasfreefromallsuspicion,therewasalowgrowlofdisappointedwrathheardfromnumerousgroups。
Thismaysympatheticallybeunderstoodbywhomsoeverremembersthepainfuluneasinessofthemindunderagreatstressofexcitementwithnodefiniteissue。Thelustforavengeance,demandedbythearousedsensibilitiesofcompassion,makesmencredulousintheirimpatience;theyeasilybelieveanyoneisguilty,becausetheyfeelanimperiousneedforfasteningtheguiltuponsomedefinitehead。
Fewverdictsof”NotGuilty”arewellreceived,unlessanothervictimisathanduponwhomtheverdictofguiltyislikelytofall。ItwasdemonstrabletoalljudicialmindsthatKerkelwaswholly,patheticallyinnocent。Inafewdaysthisgraduallybecamecleartothemajority,butatfirstitwasresistedasanattempttobalkjustice;andtothelastthereweresomeobstinatedoubters,whoshooktheirheadsmysteriously,andsaid,withacertainincisiveness,”Somebodymusthavedoneit;Ishouldverymuchliketoknowwho。”
Suspiciononcemorewasdriftingaimlessly。Nonehadpointedinanynewdirection。NomentionofanyonewhomIcouldidentifywiththestrangerhadyetbeenmade;but,althoughsilentonthesubject,Ikeptfirminmyconviction,andIsometimeslaughedatthepertinacitywithwhichIscrutinizedthefaceofeverymanI
met,ifhehappenedtohaveablackbeard;andasblackbeardsareexcessivelycommon,mycuriosity,thoughnevergratified,wasneverallowedrepose。
MeanwhileLieschen’sfuneralhadbeenemphaticallyapublicmourning。Nay,sogreatwastheemotion,thatitalmostdeadenedtheinterestwhichotherwisewouldhavebeensopowerful,inthenewsnowdailyreachingusfromParis。Bloodhadfloweduponherstreets——inconsequenceofthatpistol-shot,which,eitherbyaccidentorcriminalintent,hadconvertedthedemonstrationbeforethehoteloftheMinisterofForeignAffairsintoaninsurrection。
Parishadrisen;barricadeswereerected。Thetroopswereunderarms。Thiswasagitatingnews。
SuchisthesolidarityofallEuropeannations,andsoquickarealltovibrateinunisonwiththevibrationsofeach,thateventslikethosetransactedinParisnecessarilystirredeverycity,nomatterhowremote,norpoliticallyhowsecure。AnditsaysmuchfortheintenseinterestexcitedbytheLehfeldttragedythatNurembergwascapableofsustainingthatinterestevenamidthetremendouspressureoftheFebruaryRevolution。ItistruethatNurembergisatalltimessomewhatsequesteredfromthegreatmovementsoftheday,followingslowlyintherearofgreatwaves;
itistrue,moreover,thatsomepoliticiansshowedremarkableeagernessincanvassingthecharactersandhopesofLouisPhilippeandGuizot;butalthoughsucheventswouldatanotherperiodhaveformedtheuniversalinterest,theimpenetrablemysteryhangingoverLieschen’sdeaththrewtheRevolutionintothebackgroundoftheirthoughts。Ifwhenastormisragingoverthedrearymoorland,ahumancryofsufferingisheardatthedoor,atoncethethundersandthetumultsinkintoinsignificance,andarenotevenheardbytheearwhichispiercedwiththefeeblehumanvoice:
thegrandeursofstormandtempest,theuproarofsurgingseas,theclamorouswailofsea-birdsamidthevolleyingartilleryofheaven,invainassailtheearthathasoncecaughteventhedistantcryofahumanagony,orserveonlyasscenicalaccompanimentstothetragedywhichisforeshadowedbythatcry。Andsoitwasamidtheuproarof1848。Akingdomwasinconvulsions;buthere,atourdoor,ayounggirlhadbeenmurdered,andtwohearthsmadedesolate。Rumorscontinuedtoflyabout。Theassassinwasalwaysabouttobediscovered;butheremainedshroudedinimpenetrabledarkness。AremarkmadebyBourgonefstruckmemuch。Ourhost,ZumBayerischenHof,onedayannouncedwithgreatsatisfactionthathehadhimselfheardfromthesyndicthatthepolicewereonthetracesoftheassassin。”Iamsorrytohearit,”saidBourgonef。
Theguestspausedfromeating,andlookedathimwithastonishment。”Itisaproof,”headded,”thateventhepolicenowgiveitupashopeless。Ialwaysnoticethatwheneverthepolicearesaidtobeonthetracesthemalefactorisnevertracked。Whentheyareonhistracestheywiselysaynothingaboutit;theyallowittobebelievedthattheyarebaffled,inordertolulltheirvictimintoadangeroussecurity。Whentheyknowthemselvestobebaffled,thereisnodangerinquietingthepublicmind,andsavingtheirowncredit,byannouncingthattheyareabouttobesuccessful。”
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Bourgonef’sremarkhadbeenbuttoosagacious。Thepolicewerehoplesslybaffled。Inallsuchcasespossiblesuccessdependsupontheinitialsuggestioneitherofamotivewhichleadstoasuspicionoftheperson,orofsomepersonwhichleadstoasuspicionofthemotive。Oncesetsuspicionontherighttrack,andevidenceissuddenlyalightinallquarters。But,unhappily,inthepresentcasetherewasnoassignablemotive,noshadowdarkeninganyperson。
AnepisodenowcametoourknowledgeinwhichBourgonefmanifestedanunusualdepthofinterest。Iwasledtonoticethisinterest,becauseithadseemedtomethatinthecrimeitself,andthediscussionswhicharoseoutofit,hesharedbutlittleoftheuniversalexcitement。Idonotmeanthathewasindifferent——bynomeans;butthehorrorofthecrimedidnotseemtofascinatehisimaginationasitfascinatedours。Hecouldtalkquiteasreadilyofotherthings,andfarmorereadilyoftheFrenchaffairs。Butonthecontrary,inthisnewepisodeheshowedpeculiarinterest。
ItappearedthatLehfeldt,moved,perhaps,partlybyasenseoftheinjusticewhichhadbeendonetoKerkelinevensuspectinghimofthecrime,andinsubmittinghimtoanexaminationmorepoignantlyaffectingtohimundersuchcircumstancesthanapublictrialwouldhavebeenunderothers;andmovedpartlybythesensethatLieschen’slovehadpracticallydrawnKerkelwithinthefamily——forherchoiceofhimasahusbandhadmadehimmorally,ifnotlegally,ason-in-law;andmovedpartlybythesenseoflonelinesswhichhadnowsettledontheirchildlesshome,——LehfeldthadinthemostpatheticandconsideratetermsbeggedKerkeltotaketheplaceofhisadoptedson,andbecomejointpartnerwithhiminthebusiness。This,however,Kerkelhadgentlyyetfirmlydeclined。
Heaverredthathefeltnoinjury,thoughgreatpainhadbeeninflictedonhimbytheexamination。Hehimselfinsuchacasewouldnothaveshrunkfromdemandingthathisownbrothershouldbetried,undersuspicionsofsimilarurgency。Itwassimplejusticethatallwhoweresuspectedshouldbeexamined;justicealsotothemthattheymightforeverclearthemselvesofdoubtfulappearances。Butfortherest,whilehefelthisoldaffectionaterespectforhismaster,hecouldrecognizenoclaimtoberemovedfromhispresentposition。Hadshelived,saidtheheartbrokenyouth,hewouldgladlyhaveconsentedtoacceptanyfortunewhichherlovemightbestow,becausehefeltthathisownloveandthedevotionofalifemightrepayit。Buttherewasnothingnowthathecouldgiveinexchange。Forhisserviceshewasamplypaid;hisfeelingstowardsLieschen’sparentsmustcontinuewhattheyhadeverbeen。InvainLehfeldtpleaded,invainmanyfriendsargued。
Franzremainedrespectfullyfirminhisrefusal。
This,asIsaid,interestedBourgonefimmensely。Heseemedtoentercompletelyintothemindsofthesorrowing,pleadingparents,andthesorrowing,denyinglover。Heappreciatedandexpoundedtheirmotiveswithasubtletyanddelicacyofperceptionwhichsurprisedanddelightedme。Itshowedtherefinementofhismoralnature。But,atthesametime,itrenderedhisminordegreeofinterestintheotherepisodesofthestory,thosewhichhadamoredirectandoverpoweringappealtotheheart,agreaterparadox。
Humannatureistroubledinthepresenceofallmysterywhichhasnotbylongfamiliaritylostitspowerofsolicitingattention;andformyownpart,Ihavealwaysbeenuneasyinthepresenceofmoralproblems。PuzzledbythecontradictionswhichInoticedinBourgonef,Itriedtodiscoverwhetherhehadanygeneralrepugnancetostoriesofcrimes,oranyspecialrepugnancetomurders,or,finally,anystrangerepugnancetothisparticularcasenoweverywherediscussed。Anditisnotalittleremarkablethatduringthreeseparateinterviews,inthecourseofwhichI
severally,andasIthoughtartfully,introducedthesetopics,makingthemseemtoarisenaturallyoutofthesuggestionofourtalk,Itotallyfailedtoarriveatanydistinctconclusion。Iwasafraidtoputthedirectquestion:Doyounotsharethecommonfeelingofinterestincriminalstories?Thisquestionwoulddoubtlesshaveelicitedacategoricalreply;butsomehow,theconsciousnessofanarriere-penseemademeshrinkfromputtingsuchaquestion。
Reflectingonthisindifferenceonaspecialpoint,andonthenumerousmanifestationsIhadnoticedofhissensibility,Icameatlasttotheconclusionthathemustbeamanoftenderheart,whosedelicatesensibilitieseasilyshrankfromthehorribleundereveryform;andnomorepermittedhimtodwellunnecessarilyuponpainfulfacts,thantheypermitimaginativemindstodwellonthedetailsofanoperation。
Ihadnotlongsettledthisinmymindbeforeanaccidentsuddenlythrewaluridlightuponmanydetailsnoticedpreviously,andpainfullyrevivedthatinexplicablerepulsionwithwhichIhadatfirstregardedhim。Anewsuspicionfilledmymind,orrather,letmesay,adistinctshapewasimpresseduponmanyfluctuatingsuspicions。Itscarcelyadmittedofargument,andattimesseemedpreposterous,neverthelessitpersisted。Themindwhichinbroaddaylightassentstoallthatcanbeallegedagainsttheabsurditiesofthebeliefinapparitions,willoftenacknowledgethedimterrorsofdarknessandloneliness——terrorsatpossibilitiesofsupernaturalvisitations。Inlikemanner,inthecleardaylightofreasonIcouldseetheabsurdityofmysuspicion,butthevaguestirringsoffeelingremainedunsilenced。Iwashauntedbythedimhorrorsofapossibility。
Thusitarose。WewerebothgoingtoMunich,andBourgonefhadshortenedhiscontemplatedstayatNurembergthathemighthavethepleasureofaccompanyingme;addingalsothathe,too,shouldbegladtoreachMunich,notonlyforitsart,butforitsgreatercommandofpapersandintelligencerespectingwhatwasthengoingoninFrance。Onthenightprecedingthemorningofourdeparture,Iwasseatedinhisroom,smokinganddiscussingasusual,whileIvan,hisservant,packeduphisthingsintwolargeportmanteaus。
Ivanwasaserfwhospokenowordofanylanguagebuthisown。
Althoughofabrutal,almostidiotictype,hewasloudlyeulogizedbyhismasterasthemodeloffidelityandusefulness。Bourgoneftreatedhimwithgentleness,thoughwithacertainimperiousness;
muchasonemighttreatasavagemastiffwhichitwasnecessarytodominatewithoutexasperating。HemorethanoncespokeofIvanasalivingsatireonphysiognomistsandphrenologists;andasIamaphrenologist,Ilistenedwithsomeincredulity。”Lookathim,”hewouldsay。”Observethelow,retreatingbrow,theflatface,thesurlymouth,thebroadbaseofthehead,andthehugebull-likeneck。WouldnotanyonesayIvanwasasdestructiveasapanther,astenaciousasabull-dog,asbrutalasabull?Yetheisthegentlestofsluggishcreatures,andastender-heartedasagirl!Thatthick-setmuscularframeshroudsahare’sheart。HeissofaithfulandsoattachedthatIbelieveformehewouldriskhislife;butonnoaccountcouldyougethimtoplacehimselfindangeronhisownaccount。Partofhisloveformeisgratitudeforhavingrescuedhimfromtheconscription:thedangersincidenttoamilitarylifehadnocharmforhim!”
Now,althoughBourgonef,whowasnotaphrenologist,mightbeconvincedoftheabsenceofferociousinstinctsinIvan,tome,asaphrenologist,thestatementwaseminentlyincredible。Alltheappearancesofhismannerweresuchastoconfirmhismaster’sopinion。Hewasquiet,eventenderinhisattentions。Butthetyrannousinfluenceofideasandphysicalimpressionscannotbesetaside;andnoevidencewouldpermanentlyhavekeptdownmydistrustofthisman。Whenwomenshriekatthesightofagun,itisinvainthatyousolemnlyassurethemthatthegunisnotloaded。”I
don’tknow,”theyreply,——”atanyrate,Idon’tlikeit。”IwasmuchinthisattitudewithregardtoIvan。Hemightbeharmless。
Ididn’tknowthat;whatIdidknowwas——thatIdidn’tlikehislooks。
Onthisnighthewasmovingnoiselesslyabouttheroom,employedinpacking。Bourgonef’stalkrambledovertheoldthemes;andI
thoughtIhadneverbeforemetwithoneofmyownagewhosesocietywassoperfectlydelightful。HewasnotsoconspicuouslymysuperioronallpointsthatIfelttherestraintsinevitablyimposedbysuperiority;yethewasinmanyrespectssufficientlyabovemeinknowledgeandpowertomakemeeagertohavehisassenttomyviewswherewediffered,andtohavehimenlightenmewhereI
knewmyselftobeweak。
Intheverymomentofmymostcordialadmirationcameashock。
Ivan,onpassingfromonepartoftheroomtotheother,caughthisfootinthestrapoftheportmanteauandfell。Thesmallwoodenbox,somethingofaglove-box,whichheheldinhishandatthetime,fellonthefloor,andfallingover,dischargeditscontentsclosetoBourgonef’sfeet。Theobjectswhichcaughtmyeyeswereseveralpairsofgloves,arouge-potandhare’sfoot,andablackbeard!
BywhatcapriceofimaginationwasitthatthesightofthisfalsebeardlyingatBourgonef’sfeetthrilledmewithhorror?Inonelightning-flashIbeheldthearchway——thestrangerwiththestartledeyes——thisstrangernolongerunknowntome,buttoofatallyrecognizedasBourgonef——andathisfeetthemurderedgirl!
MovedbywhatsubtlespringsofsuggestionIknownot,buttherebeforemestoodthatdreadfulvision,seeninaluridlight,butseenasclearlyasiftheactualpresenceoftheobjectswereobtrudingitselfuponmyeyes。Intheinexpressiblehorrorofthisvisionmyheartseemedclutchedwithanicyhand。
FortunatelyBourgonef’sattentionwascalledawayfromme。Hespokeangrilysomeshortsentence,whichofcoursewasinRussian,andthereforeunintelligibletome。Hethenstooped,andpickinguptherouge-pot,heldittowardsmewithhismelancholysmile。Hewasveryredintheface;butthatmayhavebeeneitherangerortheeffectofsuddenstooping。”Iseeyouaresurprisedatthesemasqueradingfollies,”hesaidinatonewhich,thoughlow,wasperfectlycalm。”YoumustnotsupposethatIbeautifymysallowcheeksonordinaryoccasions。”
HethenquietlyhandedthepottoIvan,whoreplaceditwiththeglovesandthebeardinthebox;andaftermakinganinquirywhichsoundedlikeagrowl,towhichBourgonefanswerednegatively,hecontinuedhispacking。
Bourgonefresumedhiscigarandhisargumentasifnothinghadhappened。
Thevisionhaddisappeared,butaconfusedmassofmovingfigurestookitsplace。Myheartthrobbedsoviolentlythatitseemedtomeasifitstumultmustbeheardbyothers。Yetmyfacemusthavebeentolerablycalm,sinceBourgonefmadenocommentonit。
Iansweredhisremarksinvaguefragments,for,intruth,mythoughtswereflyingfromconjecturetoconjecture。Irememberedthatthestrangerhadafloridcomplexion;wasthisrouge?ItistruethatIfanciedthestrangercarriedawalking-stickinhisrighthand;ifso,thiswasenoughtocrushallsuspicionsofhisidentitywithBourgonef;butthenIwasratherhazyonthispoint,andprobablydidnotobserveawalking-stick。
Afterawhilemyinattentionstruckhim,andlookingatmewithsomeconcern,heinquirediftherewasanythingthematter。I
pleadedacolic,whichIattributedtotheimprudenceofhavingindulgedinsauerkrautatdinner。Headvisedmetotakealittlebrandy;but,affectingafreshaccessofpain,Ibadehimgood-
night。HehopedIshouldbeallrightonthemorrow——ifnot,headded,wecanpostponeourjourneytillthedayafter。
OnceinmyownroomIboltedthedoor,andsatdownontheedgeofthebedinatumultofexcitement。
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Alonewithmythoughts,andcapableofpursuingconjecturesandconclusionswithoutexternalinterruption,Iquicklyexhaustedallthehypotheticalpossibilitiesofthecase,and,fromhavingstartedwiththeideathatBourgonefwastheassassin,IcameatlasttothemoresensibleconclusionthatIwasaconstructiveblockhead。Mysuspicionsweresimplyoutrageousintheirdefectofevidence,andcouldneverforonemomenthaveseemedotherwisetoanyimaginationlessriotouslyactivethanmine。
Ibathedmyheatedhead,undressedmyself,andgotintobed,consideringwhatIshouldsaytothepolicewhenIwentnextmorningtocommunicatemysuspicions。Anditisworthyofremark,aswellassomewhatludicrouslyself-betraying,thatnosoonerdidImentallyseemyselfinthepresenceofthepolice,andwasthusforcedtoconfrontmysuspicionswithsomeappearanceofevidence,thanthewholefabricofmyvisionrattledtotheground。WhathadItosaytothepolice?Simplythat,ontheeveningofthenightwhenLieschenwasmurdered,IhadpassedinapublicthoroughfareamanwhomIcouldnotidentify,butwhoasIcouldnothelpfancying,seemedtorecognizeme。Thisman,Ihadpersuadedmyself,wasthemurderer;forwhichpersuasionIwasunabletoadduceatittleofevidence。Itwasuncoloredbytheremotestpossibility。Itwastrulyandsimplythesuggestionofmyvagrantfancy,whichhadmysteriouslysettleditselfintoaconviction;andhavingthuscapriciouslyidentifiedthestrangerwithLieschen’smurderer,Inow,uponevidencequiteaspreposterous,identifiedBourgonefwiththestranger。
Thefollybecameapparenteventomyself。IfBourgonefhadinhispossessionarouge-potandfalsebeard,Icouldnotbutacknowledgethathemadenoattempttoconcealthem,norhadhemanifestedanyconfusionontheirappearance。Hehadquietlycharacterizedthemasmasqueradingfollies。Moreover,Inowbegantorememberdistinctlythatthestrangerdidcarryawalking-stickinhisrighthand;andasBourgonefhadlosthisrightarm,thatsettledthepoint。
Intosuchcomplications,wouldthetricksofimaginationleadme!
Iblushedmentally,andresolvedtoletitserveasalessoninfuture。Itisneedless,however,tosaythatthelessonwaslost,assuchlessonsalwaysarelost;astrongtendencyinanydirectionsoondisregardsalltheteachingsofexperience。Iamstillnotthelessthevictimofmyconstructiveimagination,becauseIhavefrequentlyhadtobeashamedofitsvagaries。