”No,”CaptainElishasteppedinfrontofthedoor。”Sheain’tgoin’;andI’dratheryouwouldn’tgoyet。Let’ssettlethisupnow。Iain’taskin’anythingunreasonable。Caroline’sundermycharge,andI’vegottoplanforher。Yourboy’sjustcrazytomarryher;he’sbeenbeggin’forhertonametheday。Let’snameit。Itneedn’tbeto-morrow。Ical’lateyou’llwanttogetoutinvitationsandsuch。Itneedn’tbenextweek。Butjustsayaboutwhenitcanbe;thenI’llknowhowtoplan。Thatain’tmuchtoask,sartin。”Muchorlittle,neitherMrs。Dunnnorhersonappearedreadytoanswer。Malcolmfidgetedwithhishatandgloves;hismotherfannedherselfwithherhandkerchief。Caroline,franticwithhumiliationandshame,wouldhaveprotestedagain,butherguardian’ssternshakeoftheheadsilencedher。”Well,Mr。Dunn,”turningtothegroom-to-be;”you’reoneoftheinterestedparties——whatdoyousay?”
Malcolmgroundhisheelintotherug。”Idon’tconsiderityourbusiness,”hedeclared。”You’rebuttinginwhere——””No,no,Iain’t。It’smybusiness,andbusinessisjustWHATitis。Yourmaknowsthat。SheandIhadarealconfidentialupanddowntalkonloveandmarriage,andshe’stheonethatprovedtomethatmarryin’inhighsociety,likeyoursandthekindCaroline’sbeencirculatin’in,wasbusinessandmightylittleelse。There’sabusinesscontractbetweenyouandmyniece。Wewanttoknowhowsoonitcanbecarriedout,that’sall。”
Theyoungmanlookeddesperatelyatthedoor;butthecaptain’sbroadshouldersblockedthewaytowardsit。Hehesitated,scowled,andthen,withashrugofhisshoulders,surrendered。”HowcanImarry?”hedemandedsullenly。”Confoundit!mysalaryisn’tlargeenoughtopaymyownway,decently。””Malcolm!”criedhismother,warningly。”Well,Mater,whatthedevil’stheuseofallthis?Youknow……
ByJove!youOUGHTto!””Holdon,youngfeller!Idon’tunderstand。Yourwagesain’tlargeenough,yousay?Whatdoyoumean?YouwasGOIN’tobemarried,wasn’tyou?”
Mrs。Dunnplungedtotherescue,aforlornhope,butdesperate,andfightingtotheend。”Anoutrage!”sheblurted。”Malcolm,Iforbidyoutocontinuethisdisgustingconversation。Caroline,mypoorchild,Idon’tblameyouforthis,butIcallonyoutostopitatonce。Mydear,I——”
Sheadvancedtowardthegirlwithoutstretchedarms。Carolinerecoiled。”Don’t!don’t!”shegasped。CaptainElishaspokeupsharpandstern。”Excuseme,ma’am,”hesaid,”butI’llbeobligedifyou’llwaitaminute。Caroline,don’tyousayaword。Yousay——you——”
addressingMalcolm,”thatyoucan’tsupportawifeonyourwages。
Yousurprisemesome,considerin’theswathyou’vebeencuttin’on’em——butnevermindthat。Maybetheywon’tkeepautomobilesand——
er——otherthingsI’veheardyouwasinterestedin,butifyoucutthemoutandeconomizealittle,sameasyoungmarriedfolksI’veknownhavebeengladtodo,youcouldscrapealong,couldn’tyou?
Hey?Couldn’tyou?”
Malcolm’sanswerwasanotherscornfulshrug。”YoubelongonCapeCod,”hesneered。”Mater,let’sgetoutofthis。””Wait!Putitplainnow。DoIunderstandthatyoucal’latetobreaktheengagementbecausemyniecehaslosthermoney?Isthatit?”
Mrs。Dunnrealizedthattheinevitablewasuponthem。Afterall,itmightaswellbefacednowaslater。”Thisisridiculous,”sheproclaimed。”Everysanepersonknows——
thoughBARBARIANSmaynot——”withavenomousglareatthecaptain——”that,inengagementsofthekindinwhichmysonshared,acertainamountof——er——financial——er——thatis,thebrideissupposedtohavesomemoney。Itisexpected。Ofcourseitis!Loveinacottageis——well——abitpasse。MysonandIpityyourniecefromthebottomofourhearts,but——there!underthecircumstancesthewholeaffairbecomesimpossible。Caroline,mydear,I’mdreadfullysorry,dreadfully!Iloveyoulikemyownchild。AndpoorMalcolmwillbeheartbroken——but——youSEE。”
Sheextendedherhandinagestureofutterhelplessness。Stephen,whohadbeenfumingandrepressinghisragewithdifficultyduringthescene,leapedforwardwithbrandishedfist。”Bygad!”heshouted。”MalDunn,youcad——”
Hisunclepushedhimbackwithasweepofhisarm。”Steve,”heordered,”I’mrunnin’thisship。”Hegaveaquickglanceathisniece,andthenadded,speakingrapidlyandaddressingtheheadoftheDunnfamily,”Isee,ma’am。Yes,yes,Isee。Well,you’veforgotonething,Iguess。Caroline’slivedinhighsociety,too。AndI’vebeeninitaspell,myself。AndSteve’saboy,buthe’sgotabusinesshead。Ifthere’snothin’inmarriagebutbusiness,thenanengagementiswhatIjustcalledit,abusinesscontract,anditcan’tbebrokewithouttheconsentofbothsides。
YouwantedCaroline’smoney;maybeshewantsyoursnow。Ifshedoes,andthere’ssuchathingaslaw,why,perhapsshecangetit。””That’sthetalk!”criedStephenexultingly。”Yup;perhapsshecan。Shemaybeabusinesswoman,too,youknow。
Ifmoneyandstyleandsocialposition’swhatcountsandshewantstoforceyoutokeepyourpromise,why,I’mherguardianandshecancountonmetobackherup。Whatdoyousay,Caroline?I’matyourservice。I——”
ButCarolineinterruptedhim。”Stop!”shecriedwildly。”Oh,stop!Doyouthink——doyousupposeIwouldmarryhimnow?NOW,afterI’veseenwhatheis?Oh,”withashudderofdisgust,”whenIthinkwhatImighthavedone,I……
ThankGodthatthemoneyhasgone!I’mgladI’mpoor!I’mGLAD!””Caro,youfool!”shriekedStephen。Shedidnotheedhim。”Letmego!”shecried。”Letmegetawayfromhim;fromthisroom!
Ineverwanttoseehimorthinkofhimagain。Please!PLEASEletmego!Oh,takemehome!CaptainWarren,PLEASEletmegohome!”
Herunclewasathersideinamoment。”Yes,yes,dearie,”hesaid,”I’lltakeyouhome。Don’tgivewaynow!I’ll——”
Hewouldhavetakenherarm,butsheshrankfromhim。”Notyou!”shebegged。”Steve!”
Thecaptain’sfaceclouded,butheansweredpromptly。”Ofcourse——Steve,”heagreed。”Steve,takeyoursisterhome。Mr。
Sylvester’sgotacarriagewaitin’,andhe’llgowithyou,Idon’tdoubt。DoasItellyou,boy——andbehaveyourself。Don’twait;
go!”
Heheldthedooropenuntilthehystericalgirlandherbrotherhaddeparted。ThenheturnedtotheDunns。”Well,ma’am,”hesaid,dryly。”Idon’tknow’sthere’sanythingmoretobesaid。Allthequestionsseemtobesettled。Ouracquaintancewa’n’tsoawfullong,butitwasinterestin’。Knowin’
youhasbeen,asthefellersaid,aliberaleducation。Don’tletmekeepyouanylonger。Goodafternoon。”
Hesteppedawayfromthedoor。Malcolmandhismotherremainedstanding,foraninstant,wheretheywerewhenCarolineleft。
Theyoungmanlookedasifhewouldenjoychokingsomeone,thecaptainpreferably,butsaidnothing。ThenMrs。Dunnbethoughtherselfofawaytomaketheirexitlessawkwardandembarrassing。”Myheart!”shesaid,gasping,andwithaclutchatherbreast。”Mypoorheart!I——IfearI’mgoingtohaveoneofmyattacks。
Malcolm,yourarm——quick!”
Withanexpressionofintensebutpatientsuffering,andleaningheavilyuponherson’sarm,shemovedpastCaptainElishaandfromtheroom。
ThateveningthecaptainstoodinthelowerhalloftheapartmenthouseatCentralParkWest,undecidedwhattodonext。Hewishedmorethananythingelseintheworldtogotohisniece。Hewouldhavegonetoherbefore——hadbeendyingtogo,tosoothe,tocomfort,totellherofhislove——buthewasafraid。Hisconsciencetroubledhim。Perhapshehadbeentoobrutal。Perhapsheshouldn’thaveactedashedid。MaybeforcingtheDunnfleettoshowitscolorscouldhavebeendonemorediplomatically。Hehadwantedhertoseethosecolorsforherself,toactuallyseethem。Buthemighthaveoverdoneit。Herememberedhowsheshrankfromhimandturnedtoherbrother。Shemighthatehimmorethanevernow。Ifso,thenthewholeschemeunderwhichhewasworkingfelltopieces。
HewasworriedaboutSteve,too。Thatyoungmanwould,naturally,befuriouswithhissisterforwhathewouldconsiderherromanticfoolishness。Hehadbeenwarnedtobehavehimself;butwouldhe?
CaptainElishapacedupanddownthemarblefloorbeforetheelevatorcageandwonderedwhetherhisvisitingtheapartmentwouldbeawisemoveorafoolishone。
Theelevatordescended,thedoorofthecageopened,andStephenhimselfdartedout。Hisfacewasred,hewasscowlingfiercely,andhestrodetowardthestreetwithoutlookinginhisguardian’sdirection。
Thecaptaincaughthimashepassed。”Here,boy!”heexclaimed;”where’sthefire?Whereareyoubound?”
Hisnephew,broughtthusunexpectedlytoahalt,staredathim。”Oh,it’syou!”heexclaimed。”Humph!I’mbound——Idon’tknowwhereI’mbound!””Youdon’t,hey?Well,youcancruisealongwaysonav’yagelikethat。Whatdoyoumean?””Aw,letmealone!I’mgoingtotheclub,Iguess,orsomewhere。
Anyhow,Iwon’tstaywithher。Itoldherso。Sillylittleidiot!
Bygad,sheunderstandswhatIthinkofherconduct。I’llneverspeaktoheragain。Itoldherso。She——””Here!Belay!Stop!Whoareyoutalkingabout?””Caro,ofcourse。She——””You’verunoffandleftheralone——to-night?Whereisshe?””Upstairs——andcrying,Isuppose。Shedoesn’tdoanythingelse。
It’sallshe’sgoodfor。Selfish,romantic——”
Hegotnofurther,forCaptainElishasenthimreelingwithapushandrantotheelevator。”Eighthfloor,”hecommanded。
Thedooroftheapartmentwasnotlatched。Stephen,inhisrageandhurry,hadneglectedsuchtrifles。Thecaptainopeneditquietlyandwalkedin。Heenteredthelibrary。Carolinewaslyingonthecouch,herheadburiedinthepillows。Shedidnothearhimcrosstheroom。Heleanedoverandtouchedhershoulder。Shestarted,looked,andsatup,gazingathimasthoughnotcertainwhetherhewasadreamorreality。
Andhelookedather,atherprettyface,nowsowhiteandcareworn,athereyes,atthetear-stainsonhercheeks,andhiswholeheartwentouttoher。”Caroline,dearie,”hefaltered,”forgivemeforcomin’here,won’tyou?Ihadtocome。Icouldn’tleaveyoualone;Icouldn’trest,thinkin’ofyoualoneinyourtrouble。Iknowyoumustfeelharderthanevertowardsmeforthisafternoon’sdoin’s,butImeantitforthebest。IHADtoshowyou——don’tyousee?Canyouforgiveme?Won’tyoutrytoforgivetheoldfellerthatlovesyoumore’nalltheworld?Won’tyoutry?”
Shelookedathim,wide-eyed,claspingandunclaspingherhands。”_I_forgiveYOU?”sherepeated,incredulously。”Yes。Tryto,dearie。Oh,ifyouwouldonlybelieveImeantitforyourgood,andnothin’else!Ifyoucouldonlyjusttrustmeandcometomeandletmehelpyou。Iwantyou,mygirl,Iwantyou!”
Sheleanedforward。”Doyoureallymeanit?”shecried。”Howcanyou?afterallI’vedone?afterthewayI’vetreatedyou?andthethingsI’vesaid?YoumustHATEme!Everyonedoes。Ihatemyself!Youcan’tforgiveme!Youcan’t!”
Hisanswerwastoholdouthisarms。Anothermomentandshewasinthem,clingingtohiswetcoat,sobbing,holdinghimfast,andbegginghimnottoleaveher,totakeheraway,thatshewouldwork,thatshewouldnotbeaburdentohim——onlytakeherwithhimandtrytoforgiveher,forhewasrealandhonestandtheonlyfriendshehad。
AndCaptainElisha,soothingher,strokingherhair,andmurmuringwordsofloveandtenderness,realizedthathislaborandsacrificehadnotbeeninvain,thatherewashisrecompense;shewouldnevermisunderstandhimagain;shewashisatlast。
Andyet,inthemidstofhisjoy,hisconsciencetroubledhimmorethanever。
CHAPTERXX
ItwasApril;andMaywascloseathand。TheweatherwasallthatlateAprilweathershouldbe,andsooftenisnot。Trees,bushes,andvineswereinbud;thegreenofthenewgrasswasshowingeverywhereabovethedeadbrownoftheold;apairofbluebirdswereinspectingthehollowoftheoldappletree,withaneyetowardspringhousekeeping;thesunwaswarmandbright,andthewateroftheSoundsparkledinthedistance。Caroline,sittingbytheliving-roomwindow,waswaitingforheruncletoreturnfromthecity。
InthekitchenAnnieMoriartywaspreparingdinner。Anniewasnowcookaswellaschamber-maid,for,ofalltheWarrenservants,shewastheonlyoneremaining。Edwards,the”Commodore,”hadbeendismissed,haddeparted,notwithoutreluctancebutphilosophically,toseekotheremployment。”Yes,miss,”observedEdwards,whennotifiedthathisserviceswerenolongerrequired;”Iunderstand。
I’vebeenexpectingit。Iwasinafamilybeforethatmetwithfinancialdifficulties,andIknowthesigns。AllIcansayisthatIhopeyouandMr。Stephenwillgetonallright,miss。Ifthere’sanythingIcandotohelpyou,bywayoffriendship,pleaseletmeknow。I’dbeglad,foroldtimes’sake。Andthecookwantedmetotellyouthat,beingasshe’sgotanotherjobinsightandwaspaiduptodate,shewouldn’twaitfornotice,butwasleavingimmediate。
She’sgonealready,miss。”
Thesecondmaidwentalso。ButAnnie,Irishandgrateful,refusedtogo。Hermothercametobackherintherefusal。”Indeedshe’llnotleaveyou,MissCaroline——younorCaptainWarrenneither。Lordlovehim!Sure,d’yethinkwe’lleverforgetwhatyouandhimdoneformeandmyPatandthechilder?You’vegottohavesomebody,ain’tyou?AndAnnie’scookin’ain’tsobadthatit’llkillyez;andI’lllearnhermore。Nevermindwhatthewagesis,they’rebigenough。She’llstay!Ifshedidn’t,I’dbreakherback。”
So,whentheapartmentwasgivenup,andCaptainElishaandhiswardsmovedtothelittlehouseinWestchesterCounty,Anniecamewiththem。Andhercooking,thoughnotbyanymeansequaltothatatDelmonico’s,hadnotkilledthemyet。Mrs。Moriartycameonceaweektodothelaundrywork。Carolineactedasasortofinexperiencedbutwillingsupervisinghousekeeper。
ThehouseitselfhadbeenprocuredthroughthekindinterestofSylvester。Keepingtheapartmentwas,underthecircumstances,outofthequestion,andCarolinehateditandwasonlytooanxioustogiveitup。Shehadnosuggestionstomake。Shewouldgoanywhere,anywherethatherguardiandeemedbest;butmighttheynotpleasegoatonce?SheexpectedthathewouldsuggestSouthDenboro,andshewouldhavegonetherewithoutacomplaint。Togetawayfromtheplacewhereshehadbeensomiserablewashersolewish。Andtrustingandbelievinginheruncleasshenowdid,realizingthathehadbeenrightalwaysandhadworkedforherinterestthroughout,andhavingbeenshownthefalsenessandinsincerityoftheotherswhomshehadoncetrustedimplicitly,sheclungtohimwithanappealalmostpiteous。Herpridewas,forthetime,broken。Shewashumbleandgrateful。Shesurrenderedtohimunconditionally,andhopedonlyforhisforgivenessandlove。
ThecaptaindidnotsuggestSouthDenboro。Hedid,however,tellSylvesterthathebelievedalittleplaceoutofthecitywouldbethebetterrefugeforthepresent。”PoorCaroline’sswitchedcleararound,”hesaidtothelawyer,”andyoucan’tblamehermuch。Shecal’latesNewYork’snothin’
butashamfromsterntostern,mannedbyliarsandswindlersandhypocritesandofficeredbythieves。’Tain’tnousetotellher’tain’t,thoughshemightpretendtobelieveit,if_I_toldher,forjustnowthepoorgirlthinksI’mSolomonandSaintPeterrolledintoone。ThewaysheagreestowhateverIsayandthewayshelooksatmeandsortofholdsontome,asifIwasheronlyanchorinagale,Ideclareitmakesmefeelmeanerthanpoorhousetea——andthat’smadeofblackberryleavessteepedinmemoriesofbetterthings,soI’veheardsay。AMIalowdownscamp,playin’
adirtymeantrickonacoupleoforphans?Whatdoyouthink,Sylvester?””YouknowwhatIthink,CaptainWarren,”repliedthelawyer。”You’rehandlingthewholematterbetterthananyothermancouldhandleit。Nooneelsewouldhavethoughtofit,tobeginwith;
andtheresultssofarprovethatyou’reright。””Yup。Maybe。IwishyouwasaroundtosaythattomewhenIwakeupnightsandgettothinkin’。However,asIsaid,CarolinebelievesNewYorkislikeasailors’dancehall,aplacefordecentfolkstosteerclearof。Andwhenthefelleryou’vebeenengagedtoisshownupasasneakandyourowndadasacrook——well,youcan’tblameagreenhandforholdin’prejudiceagainstthetownthatraised’em。She’llgetoverit;butjustnowIcal’latesomelittleflat,or,betterstill,alittlehomeoutwherethebackyardsain’tmadeofconcrete,wouldbeafirst-classportforustomakefor。Don’tknowofsuchaplaceatareasonablerent,doyou?””Imightfindone。Andyoumayberight;yourniecemightlikeitbetter,thoughitwillbesomewhatofachange。Buthowaboutyournephew?Hehasnoobjectiontothemetropolis,Ishouldjudge。
Whatwillhesay?””Nothin’,Iguess——unlesshesaysittohimself。Steve’sgoin’
backtoNewHavenwiththingsonhismind。HeandIhadamornin’
service,andIwastheparson。Helistened,becausewhenyouain’tgotacentexceptwhatthesocietyallowsyou,itain’tgoodorthodoxytododgethecharitysermon。Steve’llbehave,andwhathedon’tlikehe’lllump。Ifhestartstoopenhismouthhisear’llache,Ical’late。Italkedturkeytothatyoungman。
Ye-es,”withaslightsmile,”I’msortofafraidIlostpatiencewithStevie。”
WhenCarolinefirstsawthelittlehouse,withitsshingledsides,thedeadvinesovertheporch,andthedrystalksoflastyear’sflowersintheyard,herheartsank。Withthewindblowingandthebarebranchesoftheoldappletreescrapingtheroofandwhiningdolefully,itlookedbleakandforsaken。Itwassodifferent,sounhomelike,andso,tohereyes,smallandpoverty-stricken。Shemadebelievethatshelikedit,exclaimedovertheview——which,ontheparticularday,wasdesolateenough——anddeclaredtheDutchfrontdoorwas”old-fashionedanddear。”ButCaptainElisha,watchingherclosely,knewthatshewasonlywaitingtobealonetogivewaytowretchednessandtears。Heunderstood,hadexpectedthatshewouldfeelthus,buthewasdisappointed,nevertheless。
However,afterthefrontdoorwaspassedandtheywereinsidethehouse,Carolinelookedaboutherindelightedamazement。Thelivingroomwassmall,butbrightandwarmandcheery。Onitswalls,hidingtherathervividpaper,werehungsomeofthebestofRodgersWarren’spictures——theCorot,thecodfisher,andothers。
Thefurnitureandrugswerethosewhichhadbeeninthelibraryoftheapartment,thoseshehadbeenfamiliarwithallherlife。Thebooks,manyofthem,werethere,also。Andthediningroom,exceptforsize,lookedlikehome。Sodidthebedrooms;and,inthekitchen,Anniegrinnedawelcome。”Buthowcouldyou?”askedCaroline。”Howcouldyoukeepallthesethings,UncleElisha?Ithought,ofcourse,theymustallbesold。
Icriedwhentheytookthemawaythatdaywhenwewereleavingtogotothehotel。IwassureIshouldneverseethemagain。Andheretheyallare!Howcouldyoudoit?”
Thecaptain’sgrinwasaswideasAnnie’s。”Oh,”heexplained,”I
couldn’tlet’emallgo。Neverintendedto。Thatfivethousanddollarcodderupthereseemedlikeownfolks,prettynigh。I’dhavekeptHIM,ifwehadtoliveinoneroomandatrunk。Andweain’tgottothat——yet。Itellyou,dearie,Ithoughtthey’dmakeyoufeelmoretohome。Andtheydo,don’tthey?”
Thelookshegavehimwasanswersufficient。”Butthecreditors?”sheasked。”Thatmanwho——theybelongtohim,don’tthey?Isupposedofcoursetheymustgowiththerest。”
CaptainElishawinked。”There’stimes,”heanswered,”whenI
believeincheatin’mycreditors。Thisisoneof’em。Neveryoumindthatfelleryoumentioned。He’sgotenough,confoundhim!Hedidn’thavethefacetoaskforanymore。Sylvesterlookedoutforthat。Fivehundredthousand,droppin’in,asyoumightsay,unexpected,oughttosoftenanybody’sheart;andIjudgeeventhatfeller’sgotsomebowelsofmercy。”
Hechangedthesubjecthastily,butCarolineaskednomorequestions。Sheneveralludedtothelostestate,neverexpressedanyregrets,noraskedtoknowwhoitwasthathadseizedherall。
Thecaptainhadexpectedhertoask,hadbeenreadywiththesameanswerhehadgivenStephen,butwhenhehintedsheherselfhadforbadehiscontinuing。”Don’ttellmeaboutit,”shebegged。”I
don’twanttoknowanymore。Fatherdidwrong,but——butIknowhedidnotmeanto。Hewasagood,kindfathertome,andIlovedhim。Thismanwhosemoneyhetookhadarighttoit,andnowitishis。Hedoesn’twishustoknowwhoheis,soStevesays,andI’mglad。Idon’twanttoknow,becauseifIdidImighthatehim。
And,”withashudder,”Iamtryingsohardnottohateanybody。”
Hermake-believelikingforthelittlehomebecamemoreandmorerealasspringdrewnear。Shebegantotakeaninterestinit,intheflowergarden,inthebedsbesidetheporch,wherethepeoniesanddaffodilswerebeginningtoshowgreenheadsabovetheloam,andinthehouseholdaffairs。Andshehadplansofherown,notconnectedwiththese。Shebroachedthemtoheruncle,andtheysurprisedanddelightedhim,althoughhewouldnotgivehisconsenttothementirely。”Youmustn’tthink,”shesaid,”that,becauseIhavebeenwillingtoliveonyourmoneysinceminewent,thatImeantocontinuedoingit。Idon’t。I’vebeenthinkingagreatdeal,andIrealizethatImustearnmyownwayjustassoonasIcan。I’mnotfittedforanythingnow;butIcanbeandIshall。I’vethoughtperhapsI
mightlearnstenographyor——orsomethinglikethat。Girlsdo。”
Helookedatherseriousfaceandchokedbackhislaugh。”Why,yes,”headmitted,”theydo,that’safact。Aboutfourhundredthousandof’emdo,andfourhundredthousandmoretrytoandthentrytomakebusinessmenthinkthattheyhave。IheardSylvestersputterin’aboutacoupleinhisofficet’otherday;saidtheywasnogoodandnotworththesevendollarsaweekhepaid’em。””SevendollarsaWEEK!”sherepeated。”Yes。Coursesomemakethreetimesthatandmore;butthey’retheexperiencedones,thegoodones。Andthere’sheapsthatdon’t。
Whatmakesyousosotonearnin’alivin’,Caroline?Ain’tyousatisfiedwiththekindI’mtryin’togiveyou?”
Sheregardedhimreproachfully。”Pleasedon’tsaythat,”sheprotested。”Youalwaystreatyourkindnessasajoke,buttomeit——it——””There!there!”quickly。”Don’tlet’stalkfoolish。Iseewhatyoumean,dearie。Itain’tthelivin’butbecauseI’mgivin’ittoyouthattroublesyou。Iknow。Well,_I_ain’tcomplainin’butI
understandyourfeelin’sandrespect’em。However,Ishouldn’tstudytype-writin’,ifIwasyou。There’stoomuchcompetitioninittobecomfortable,asthefatmansaidaboutrunnin’races。
I’vegotasuggestion,ifyouwanttolistentoit。””Ido,indeed。Whatisit?””Why,justthis。I’vebeenabouteverythin’aboardship,butI’veneverbeenasteward。NowI’llsaythismuchforAnnie,shetriedhard。Shetumbledintogeneralhousekeepin’thewayAsaFostersaidhefellintothecucumberframe——withajoltandajingle;andshe’sdoin’herbestaccordin’toherlights。Butsometimesherlightsneedileortrimmin’orsomethin’。I’vehadthefeelin’
thatweneedagoodhousekeeperhere。IfAnnie’sintelligencewasasbroadandliberalashershoes,wewouldn’t;as’tis,wedo。
I’llhireyou,Caroline,forthatjob,ifyousayso。””I?UncleElisha,you’rejoking!””No,Iain’t。CourseIrealizeyouain’thadmuchexperienceinrunnin’ahouse,andIhopeyouunderstandIdon’twanttohireyouasacook。ButI’vehadaschemeinthebackofmyheadforafortni’tormore。Somethin’Sylvestersaidaboutayoungladycousinofhismademethinkofit。Seemsoverhereatthefemalecollege——youknowwhereImean——they’reteachin’anewcoursethatthey’vechristenedDomesticScience。Nigh’sIcanfindoutitisaboutwhatourgreatgran’marmslarnedathome;that,withup-to-
datetrimmin’s。Allaboutrunnin’ahouse,itis;howtosuperintendservants,andwhatkindofthingstohavetoeat,andhowtheyoughttobecooked,andtakin’careofchildren——Humph!wedon’tneedthat,dowe?——and,well,everythingthatahomewoman,richorpoor,oughttoknow。Atleast,sheoughtto’cordin’tomyold-fashionednotions。Sylvester’scousingoesthere,andlikesit;andIjudgesheain’tfiggerin’tobeanybody’shiredhelp,either。Myideawasaboutthis:Ifyou’dliketotakethiscourse,Caroline,youcoulddoitafternoons。Mornin’sandthedaysyouhadoff,youcouldapplyyoursciencehereathome,onAnnie。Trulyitwouldsavemehirin’somebodyelse,and——well,maybeyou’denjoyit,youcan’ttell。”
Hisnieceseemedinterested。”IknowoftheDomesticSciencecourse,”shesaid。”Severalofmyfriends——myformerfriends,werestudyingit。ButI’mafraid,Uncle,thatIdon’tseewhereearningmylivinghasanypartinit。
Itseemstomethatitmeansyourspendingmoremoneyforme,payingmytuition。””Nomore’nI’dspendforacompetenthousekeeper。Honest,Caroline,I’dliketodoit。Youthinkitoveraspell。”
Shedid,visitingtheUniversityandmakinginquiries。Whatshewastoldtheredecidedher。Shetookupthecourseandenjoyedit。
Itoccupiedhermindandpreventedherbroodingoverthepast。Shemighthavemademanyfriendsamongtheotherstudents,butshewascarefultotreatthemonlyasacquaintances。Herrecentexperiencewith”friends”wastoofreshinhermind。Shestudiedhardandappliedherknowledgeathome。SheandAnniemadesomeoddandfunnymistakesatfirst,buttheywerenotmadetwice,andCaptainElishanoticedagreatimprovementinthehousekeeping。Also,Caroline’sspiritsimproved,thoughmoreslowly。
Mosteveningstheyspenttogetherinthelivingroom。Shereadaloudtoheruncle,whosmokedhiscigarandlistened,commentingonthedoingsofthestoryfolkwithcharacteristicoriginalityandaptitude。Eachnight,afterthereadingwasover,hewrotehiscustomarynotetoAbbieBakeratSouthDenboro。Hemadeoneflyingtriptothatvillage:”Justtoproveto’emthatI’mstillalive,”
asheexplainedit。”Someofthosefolksdownthereatthepostofficemusthaveprettynighforgottogossipaboutmebythistime。They’vehadmeelopedandmarriedandamillionaireandapauperlongago,Idon’tdoubt。Andnowthey’veprobablyforgotmealtogether。I’lljustrundownandstir’emup。Goodsubjectsforyarnsarescurceatthatpostoffice,andtheyoughttobethankful。”
Onhisreturnhetoldhisniecethathefoundeverythingmuchasusual。”ThophKenney’sraisedabeard’causeshavin’ssoexpensive;andtheCome-Outerministercalledtheplacetheotherdenominationsareboundfor’Hades,’andhiscongregationarethinkin’offirin’himforturnin’Free-Thinker。That’saboutallthesensations,”hesaid。”Icouldn’tgetaroundtownmuchonaccountofAbbie。Shekeptmeinbedmostofthetime,whileshesewedonbuttonsandmended。Saidsheneversawabody’sclothesinsuchastateinHERlife。”
Afewoftheneighborscalledoccasionally。Andtherewereothercallers。CaptainElisha’sunexpecteddeparturefromMrs。Hepton’sboardinghousehadcausedasensationandmuchregrettothatselectestablishment。Thelandlady,aidedandabettedbyMrs。VanWinkleRuggles,wouldhavegivenafarewellteainhishonor,buthedeclined。”Don’tyoudoit,”hesaid。”Ilikemyteaprettystrong,andfarewellsarewaterysortofthings,thebestof’em。
Andthisain’tarealfarewell,anyhow。””’Sayaurevoir,butnotgood-by,’”sangMissSherbornesentimentally。”That’sit。Everybodyknowswhatgood-bymeans。We’llsaytheotherthing——aswellaswecan——andchangeitto’Hello’theveryfirsttimeanyofyoucomeouttoseeus。”
Theywerecurioustoknowhisreasonforleaving。Heexplainedthathisniecewassortoflonesomeandneededcountryair;hewasgoingtolivewithher,forthepresent。ConsequentlyMrs。Ruggles,onthetrailofaristocracy,wasthefirsttocall。Herswasastatelyandceremoniousvisit。Theyweregladwhenitwasover。
Lawton,thebooksellerandhiswife,cameandwerepersuadedtoremainanddine。Carolinelikedthematsight。Themostimpressivecall,however,wasthatofMr。andMrs。”C。”Dickens。Thegreatmanmadeitapointtodressinthestyleofbygoneyears,andhisconversationwasatreat。Hisliterarylaborswerefatiguingandconfining,headmitted,andthe”littlebreathofruralozone”whichthistriptoWestchesterCountygavehim,waslikeatonic——yes,asonemightsay,atonicprescribedandadministeredbyDameNatureherself。”Iformerlyresidedinthecountry,”hetoldCaroline。”Yes,”putinhiswife,”weusedtoliveatBayonne,NewJersey。
Wehadsuchaprettyhousethere,thatis,halfahouse;youseeitwasadoubleone,and——””Maria,”herhusbandwavedhishand,”whytroubleourfriendswithunnecessarydetails。””ButitWASaprettyhouse,’C。,’dear,”withapatheticlittlesigh。”I’vemisseditagreatdealsince,MissWarren。’C。’hadajokeaboutit——he’ssuchajoker!Heusedtocallit’Gad’sHill,Junior。’””NamedaftersomeofDavidB。’sfolks?”askedCaptainElishainnocently。Theanswer,deliveredbyMr。Dickens,wascondescendingandexplanatory。
Carolinelaughed,actuallylaughedaloud,whenthevisitwasover。
Herunclewasimmenselypleased。”Hooray!”hecried。”I’llinvite’emuptostayaweek。That’sthefusttimeI’veheardyoulaughforIdon’tknowwhen。”
Shelaughedagain。”Ican’thelpit,”shesaid;”theyaresofunny。”
Thecaptainchuckled。”Yes,”hesaid,”andtheydon’tknowit。I
cal’lateaperson’sskullhasgotroomforjustaboutsomuchinitandnomore。CorneliusCharles’sheadissojammedwithself-
satisfactionthathissenseofhumorwascrowdedoutofdoorlongago。”
OneboarderatMrs。Hepton’sdidnotcall,nordidCaptainElishaalludetohim。Carolinenoticedthelatterfactandunderstoodthereason。Also,whenthecaptainwenttothecity,ashefrequentlydid,andremainedlongerthanusual,shenoticedthathisexplanationsofthewayinwhichhespenthistimeweresometimesvagueandhurried。Sheunderstoodandwastroubled。Yetshethoughtagreatdealonthesubjectbeforeshementionedit。
OntheAprilafternoonwhenCarolinesatatthewindowofthelivingroomawaitingheruncle’sreturnshewasthinkingofthatsubject。But,atlast,hermindwasmadeup。Itwasahardthingtodo;itwashumiliating,inaway;itmight——thoughshesincerelyhopednot——bemisconstruedastomotive;butitwasright。CaptainElishahadbeensounselfish,sogladtogiveupeverypersonalinclinationinordertopleaseher,thatshewouldnolongerpermitherpridetostandinthewayofhisgratification,eveninlittlethings。Atleast,shewouldspeaktohimonthematter。
Hecameonalaterthanhisusualtrain,andatdinner,whensheaskedwherehehadbeen,replied,”Oh,toseeSylvester,and——er——
around。”Sheaskedhimnomore,but,whentheyweretogetherinthelivingroom,shemovedherchairoverbesidehisandsaidwithoutlookingathim:”UncleElisha,Iknowwhereyou’vebeenthisafternoon。You’vebeentoseeMr。Pearson。””Hey?”Hestarted,leanedbackandregardedherwithastonishmentandsomealarm。”You’vebeentoseeMr。Pearson,”sherepeated,”haven’tyou?””Why——why,yes,Caroline,Ihave——totellyouthetruth。Idon’tseehowyouknew,but,”nervously,”Ihopeyoudon’tfeelbad’causeIdid。Igotoseehimprettyoften。Yousee,Ithinkagooddealofhim——awholelotofhim。_I_thinkhe’safineyoungfeller。CourseIknowyoudon’t,andsoInevermentionhimtoyou。ButIdohopeyouain’tgoin’toaskmenottoseehim。”
Sheshookherhead。”No,”shesaid。”Iwouldhavenorighttoaskthat,evenifIwishedto。AndIdonotwishit。UncleElisha,ifyouwerealonehere,hewouldcometoseeyou;Iknowhewould。
Invitehimtocome,please。”
Hisastonishmentwasgreaterthanever。”InvitehimtocomeHERE?”heasked。”Toseeyou?””No,”hastily;”toseeyou。Thisisyourhome。Ihavenorighttokeepyourfriendsfromvisitingit。Iknowyouwouldsacrificeeverythingforme,eventhem;butIwillnotbesoselfishastoallowit。Askhimhere,please。Ireallywantyouto。”
Hepulledhisbeard。”Caroline,”heansweredslowly,”I’mmuchobligedtoyou。Iunderstandwhyyou’redoin’this,andIthankyou。Butitain’tlikelythatI’llsayyes,isit?AnddoyousupposeJimwouldcomeifIdidaskhim?Heknowsyoubelievehe’sa——well,allthat’sbad。Youtoldhimso,andyousenthimaway。
IwillgiveinthatI’dliketohavehimhere。He’soneofthefewmenfriendsI’vemadesinceIlandedinNewYork。But,underthecircumstances——youfeelin’asyoudo——Icouldn’taskhim,andhewouldn’tcomeifIdid。”
Sheremainedsilentforatime。Thenshesaid:”Uncle,IwantyoutotellmethetruthaboutMr。Pearsonandfather——justwhytheyquarreledandtherealtruthofthewholeaffair。Don’tsparemyfeelings;tellmewhatyoubelieveisthetruestory。IknowyouthinkMr。Pearsonwasright,foryousaidso。”
Thecaptainwasmuchtroubled。”I——Idon’tknow’sI’dbetter,dearie,”heanswered。”IthinkIdoknowthetruth,butyoumightthinkIwashardon’Bije——onyourfather。Iain’t。AndIsympathizewiththewayhefelt,too。ButJimdidright,asIseeit。HeactedjustasI’dwantasonofminetodo。And……Well,Ical’latewe’dbetternotrakeupoldtimes,hadwe?””Iwantyoutotellme。Pleasedo。””Idon’tknow’sI’dbetter。Youhavebeentoldthestorydifferent,and——””IknowIhave。ThatisthereasonwhyIaskyoutotellit。Oh,”
withaflashofscorn,”Iwastoldmanystories,andIwanttoforgetthem。And,”sadly,”Icanbearwhateveryoumaytellme,evenaboutfather。SinceIlearnedthathewasa——a——””S-sh,Caroline;don’t!””Afterthat,Icanbearanything,Ithink。Thiscannotbeworse。””Worse!No,not!Thisain’tverybad。Iwilltellyou,dearie。
Thisisjustwhathappened。”
HetoldhertheexacttruthconcerningtheTrolleyCombine,hisbrother’spartinit,andPearson’s。Shelistenedwithoutcomment。”Isee,”shesaidwhenhehadfinished。”IthinkIsee。Mr。
Pearsonfeltthat,asanewspaperman,anhonestone,hemustgoon。Heknewthatthethingwaswrongandthatinnocentpeoplemightlosemoneyinit。Itwashisdutytoexposeit,andhedidit,eventhoughitmeantthelossofinfluenceandoffather’sfriendship。Isee。””Thatwasaboutit,Caroline。Ithinkthehardestpartforhimwaswhen’Bijecalledhimungrateful。’Bijehadbeenmightykindtohim,that’safact。””Yes。Fatherwaskind;Iknowthatbetterthananyoneelse。ButMr。Pearsonwasright。Yes,hewasright,andbrave。””SoIsizeitup。AndIdosympathizewithyourfather,too。Thiswa’n’tsuchanawfullotworsethanagoodmanystockdeals。Andpoor’Bijewasperfectlydesp’rate,Iguess。Ifithadgonethroughhe’dhavebeenabletosquareaccountswiththeRubberCompany;andjustthinkwhatthatwouldhavemeanttohim。Poorfeller!poorfeller!”Hesighed。Shereachedforhishandandstrokeditgentlywithherown。
Afteranotherintervalshesaid:”HowIinsultedandwrongedhim!
Howhemustdespiseme!””Who?Jim?No,no!hedon’tdoanysuchthing。Heknowsyoudidn’tunderstand,andwhowasresponsible。Jim’sgotsense,lotsofit。””Butitismymisunderstandingandmyinsultingtreatmentofhimwhichhavekeptyoutwoapart——here,atanyrate。””Don’tletthatworryyou,Caroline。Iseehimeveryonceinawhile,uptothecity。””Itdoesworryme;anditwill,untilitismaderight。And,”inalowertone,butwithdecision,”itshallbe。”
Sheroseand,bendingover,kissedhimontheforehead。”Goodnight,Uncle,”shesaid。
CaptainElishawasdisappointed。”What!”heexclaimed。”Goin’
aloftsosoon?Weain’thadourreadin’yet。Prettyearlytoturnin,seemstome。Stayalittlelonger,do。””Notto-night,dear。I’mgoingtomyroom。Pleaseexcusemethistime。”Sheturnedtogoandthen,turningbackagain,askedafinalquestion。”You’resure,”shesaid,hesitatingly;”you’requitesurehewillnotcomehere——toyou——ifyoutellhimIunderstand,and——andyouaskhim?””Well,Caroline,Idon’tknow。Yousee,Iwasresponsibleforhiscomin’before。Hehadsomescruplesagainstitthen,butItalkedhimdown。He’ssortofproud,Jimis,andhemight——mightnotwantto——to——””Isee。Goodnight,Uncle。”
Thenextmorning,afterbreakfast,shecametohimagain。”UncleElisha,”shesaid,”Ihavewrittenhim。””What?You’vewritten?Writtenwho?””Mr。Pearson。Iwrotehim,tellinghimIhadlearnedthetruestoryofhisdisagreementwithfatherandthathewasrightandI
waswrong。Iapologizedformybehaviortowardhim。Now,Ithink,perhaps,ifyouaskhim,hewillcome。”
Thecaptainlookedather。Herealizedthesacrificeofherpridewhichwritingthatlettermusthavemeant,andthatshehaddoneitforhim。Hewastouchedandalmostsorryshehaddoneit。Hetookbothherhandsinhis。”Dearie,”hesaid,”youshouldn’thavedonethat。Ididn’texpectyouto。Iknowyoudiditjustformysake。Iwon’tsayIain’tglad;Iam,inoneway。But’twa’n’tnecessary,and’twastoomuch,toohardforyoualtogether。””Don’tsaythat,”shebegged。”Toomuch!Inevercandoenough。
Comparedtowhatyouhavedoneformeit——it……Oh,pleaseletmedowhatlittleIcan。But,UncleElisha,promisemeonething;
promisethatyouwillnotaskmetomeethim,ifheshouldcome。
ThatIcouldn’tdo,evenforyou。”
CHAPTERXXI
Promisesofthatkindareeasiertomakethantokeep。Thecaptainpromisedpromptlyenough,buttheFateswereagainsthim。Hemadeithisbusinesstogototowntheverynextdayandcalleduponhisfriend。Hefoundtheyoungmaninacuriouslyexcitedandoptimisticframeofmind,radicallydifferentfromthatofthepastfewmonths。Themanuscriptofthenovelwasbeforehimonthedesk,alsoplentyofblankpaper。Hisfountain-penwasinhishand,althoughapparently,hehadwrittennothingthatmorning。
Buthewasgoingto——oh,yes,hewasgoingto!Hewasfeelingjustinthemood。Hehadreadhismanuscript,anditwasnotsobad;byGeorge,someofthestuffwasprettygood!Andtheendwasnotsofaroff。Fiveorsixchaptersmoreandthethingwouldbefinished。
Hewouldhavetosecureapublisher,ofcourse,buttwohadalreadyexpressedaninterest;andsoon。
CaptainElishadrewhisownconclusions。Hejudgedthathisniece’sletterhadreacheditsdestination。Hedidnotmentionit,however,nordidPearson。Butwhenthecaptainhintedatthelatter’srunningouttothehousetoseehimsometimeorother,theinvitationwasaccepted。”That’sfine,Jim,”declaredthevisitor。”Comeanytime。IwantyoutoseewhatanicelittleplaceI’vegotoutthere。Don’tstandonceremony,come——er——nextweek,say。”Then,mindfulofhispromise,headded,”YouandI’llhaveitalltoourselves。I’vebeencal’latin’tohireasail-boatforthesummer;gotmyeyeonacapablelittlesloopbelongin’toafellerontheSoundshore。IfallgoeswellI’llclosethedealinafewdays。I’llmeetyouatthedepotandwe’llhaveasailandgetdinneratahotelorsomewheres,andthenwe’llcomeuptothehouseandtakeawhackatCap’nJim’sdoin’sinthenewchapters。JustyouandItogetherinthesettin’room;hey?”
Pearsondidnotseemsoenthusiasticoverthisprogramme,althoughheadmittedthatitsoundedtip-top。”HowisMissWarren?”heasked,mentioningthenamewithanonchalanceremarkable,consideringthathehadnotdonesobeforeforweeks。”Sheiswell,Ihope?””Yes,she’sfust-rate,thankyou。Verywell,everythingconsidered。
Shekeepstoherselfagooddeal。Don’tcaretomeetmanyfolks,andyoucan’thardlyblameher。”
Pearsonadmittedthat,andtheremainderofthecallwaslargelyamonologuebyCaptainElisha。”Well,then,Jim,”saidthelatter,whenherosetogo,”youcomeupMondayorTuesdayofnextweek。Willyou?””Yes。I——Ithinkso。””Don’tthink,doit。Letmeknowwhattrainyou’recomin’on,andI’llmeetyouatthedepot。”
Thislastremarkwaswhatupsetcalculations。PearsoncameonMonday,havingwrittenthedaybefore。Hedidnotmailthenotehimself,buttrustedittoMrs。Hepton,whowasgoingouttoattendeveningservice。Sheforgotituntilthenextday。Soithappenedthatwhenhealightedfromthetrainatthesuburbanstationthecaptainwasnottheretomeethim。Hewaitedawhile,andthen,inquiringthewayofthestationagent,walkeduptothehousebyhimself。Asheturnedinatthefrontwalk,Carolinecameoutofthedoor。Theymet,facetoface。
Itwasamostembarrassingsituation,particularlyforCaroline;
yet,withfeminineresourcefulness,shedissembledherembarrassmenttosomeextentandacknowledgedhisstammered,”Goodafternoon,MissWarren,”withacool,almostcold,”Howdoyoudo,Mr。Pearson?”
whichchilledhispleasureatseeingherandmadehimwishdevoutlythathehadnotbeensuchafoolastocome。However,therehewas,andhehastilyexplainedhispresencebytellingherofthecaptain’sinvitationforthatday,howhehadexpectedtomeethimatthestation,and,notmeetinghim,hadwalkeduptothehouse。”Ishein?”heasked。
No,CaptainElishawasnotin。Hehadgonetoseethesail-boatman。Nothearingfromhisfriend,heconcludedthelatterwouldnotcomeuntilthenextday。”Hewillbesosorry,”saidCaroline。
Pearsonwasratherthankfulthanotherwise。Thecaptain’sabsenceaffordedhimanopportunitytoescapefromaplacewherehewasplainlyunwelcome。”Oh,nevermind,”hesaid。”Itisnotimportant。Icanrunoutanotherday。JusttellhimIcalled,MissWarren,please;thatI
wroteyesterday,butmylettermusthavegoneastray。Goodafternoon。”
Hewasturningtogo,butshestoppedhim。Shehadfullymadeuphermindthat,whenhecame,shewouldnotmeethim——rememberinghowshehadtreatedhimontheeveningofherbirthday,shewouldbeashamedtolookhimintheface。Besides,shecouldnotmeethimafterwritingthatletter;itwouldbetoobrazen;hewouldthink——
allsortsofthings。Whenhevisitedheruncleshewouldremaininherroom,orgotothecityorsomewhere。
Butnowshehadmethim。Andhehadcomeinresponsetoheruncle’sinvitation,givenbecausesheherselfhadpleadedthatitshouldbe。Tolethimgoawaywouldberudeandridiculous;andhowcouldsheexplaintothecaptain?”Youmustn’tgo,Mr。Pearson,”shesaid。”Youmustcomeinandwait;CaptainWarrenwillbebacksoon,I’msure。””Thankyou;butIthinkIwon’twait。Icancomeanothertime。””Butyoumustwait。Iinsist。UncleElishawillbedreadfullydisappointedifyoudon’t。Thereisn’tatrainforanhour,andhewillreturnbeforethat,Iamsure。Pleasecomein。”
Pearsonwasreluctant,buthecouldthinkofnoreasonableexcuse。
Soheenteredthehouse,removedhisovercoatandhat,andseatedhimselfinthelivingroomtoawaitthecaptain’sreturn。Carolineexcusedherself,sayingthatshehadanerrandattheshopinthevillage。Shemadethaterrandaslongasshecould,butwhenshereturnedhewasstillthere,andCaptainElishahadnotappeared。
Theconversationwasforced,foratime。Eachfelttheembarrassment,andPearsonwasstillresentfulofthemannerinwhichshehadgreetedhimonhisarrival。But,ashelookedather,theresentmentvanished,andtheotherfeeling,thatwhichhehaddeterminedtoforget,returned。CaptainElishahadtoldhimhowbraveshehadbeenthroughitall,and,contrastingthelittlehousewiththeformerhome,rememberingthelossoffriendsandfortune,tosaynothingoftheunmaskingofthosewhomshebelievedwerehernearestanddearest,hewonderedandadmiredmorethanever。Heunderstoodhowveryharditmusthavebeenforhertowritethatlettertohim,aletterinwhichshejustifiedhiscourseatthecostofherownfather’shonor。Helongedtotellherthatheunderstoodandappreciated。
Atlasthecouldnotresistthetemptation。”MissWarren,”hesaid,”pleaseexcusemyspeakingofthis,butI
must;Imustthankyouforwritingmeasyoudid。Itwasnotnecessary,itwastoomuchtoexpect,toohardathingforyoutodo。Itmakesmefeelguilty。I——””Pleasedon’t!”sheinterrupted。”Don’tspeakinthatway。Itwasright。ItwaswhatIshouldhavedonelongago。””Butitwasnotnecessary;Iunderstood。IknewyouhadheardanotherversionofthestoryandthatyoufeltIhadbeenungratefulandmean,tosaytheleast,inmyconducttowardyourfather。Iknewthat;Ihaveneverblamedyou。Andyouwritingasyoudid——””Ididitformyuncle’ssake,”shebrokein,quickly。”Youarehisclosestfriend。””Iknow,butIappreciateit,nevertheless。I——Iwishyouwouldconsidermeyourfriendaswellashis。Ido,sincerely。””Thankyou。Ineedfriends,Iknow。Ihavefewnow,whichisnotstrange,”ratherbitterly。
Heprotestedearnestly。”Ididnotmeanitinthatway,”hesaid。”Itisanhonorandagreatprivilegetobeoneofyourfriends。I
hadthathonorandprivilegeonce。MayIhaveitagain?””Thankyou,Mr。Pearson……Nowtellmeaboutyournovel。I
rememberitallsowell。AndIamverymuchinterested。Youmusthaveitnearlycompleted。Tellmeaboutit,please。”
TheyweredeepinthediscussionofthenovelwhenCaptainElishawalkedintothelivingroom。Hewassurprised,statinghisfeelingsattheirmildest,tofindthemtogether,buthedidnotexpresshisastonishment。Instead,hehailedPearsondelightedly,demandedtoknowiftheyhaddaredtackleCap’nJimwithoutthe”headdoctor’s”beingonthescene;andinsistedupontheauthor’sadmittinghimtothe”clinic”forthwith。Pearsondidnottakethenexttrain,northenext。Instead,hestayedfordinnerandwellintotheevening,andwhenhedidgoitwasafterapromptacceptanceofthecaptain’sinvitationto”comeagaininamightylittlewhile。”
Caroline,whensheandherunclewerealoneaftertheirvisitor’sdeparture,madenoprotestagainsttheinvitationhavingbeengiven。ShedidnotspeakofPearsonatall。CaptainElishaalsotalkedofotherthings,principallyaboutthesail-boat,thesummerleaseofwhichhehadarrangedthatafternoon。Hedeclaredtheslooptobean”ablecraftofhertonnage”andthattheywouldhavesomegoodtimesaboardherorhemissedhisguess。Inhisownroom,whenreadyforbed,hefavoredhisreflectionintheglasswithabroadsmileandasatisfiedwink,fromwhichproceedingitmaybesurmisedthatthedayhadnotbeenabadone,accordingtohisestimate。
Pearsoncameagainaweeklater,andthereafterfrequently。ThesessionswithCap’nJimandhisassociateswereoncemoreregularhappeningstobelookedforwardtoandenjoyedbythethree。Astheweathergrewwarmer,thesloop——CaptainElishahadthenamesheformerlyborepaintedoutandCarolinesubstituted——provedtobeasgreatasourceofpleasureashernewskipperhadprophesied。Heandhisniece——andoccasionallyPearson——sailedandpicnickedontheSound,andCaroline’spallordisappearedundertheinfluenceofbreezeandsunshine。Herhealthimproved,andherspirits,also。
Sheseemed,attimes,almosthappy,andheruncleseldomsawher,asaftertheremovaltothesuburbhesofrequentlyused,withtearsinhereyesandthesadnessofbittermemoriesinherexpressionandmanner。HerworkattheUniversitygrewsteadilymoredifficult,butsheenjoyeditthoroughlyanddeclaredthatshewouldnotgiveitupforworlds。
InJunetwoveryimportanteventstookplace。Thenovelwasfinished,andStephen,hisSophomoreyearatanend,camehomefromcollege。HehadbeeninvitedbysomeclassmatestospendapartofhisvacationwiththemontheMainecoast,andhisguardianhadconsentedtohisdoingso;buttheboyhimselfhadsomethingelsetopropose。Onaneveningsoonafterhisreturn,when,hissisterhavingretired,hewasalonewiththecaptain,hebroachedtheidea。”Say,”hesaid,”I’vebeenthinkingagooddealwhileI’vebeenawaythislasttime。””Gladtohearit,I’msure,”repliedhisuncle,dryly。”Yes。I’vebeenthinking——aboutagoodmanythings。I’mflatbroke;downandout,sofarasmoneyisconcerned。That’sso,isn’tit?”
CaptainElishalookedathimkeenlyforaninstant。Then:”Itappearsthatway,I’mafraid,”heanswered。”Whatmadeyouask?””Nothing。Iwasn’tasking,really;Iwasjuststatingthecase。
Now,thewayIlookatit,thiscollegecourseofmineisn’tworthwhile。You’reputtingupforit,andIoughttobemuchobliged;I
am,ofcourse。””You’rewelcome,Stevie。””Iknow;butwhat’stheuseofit?I’vegottogotoworkwhenit’sover。AndthekindofworkIwanttododoesn’tneeduniversitytraining。I’mjustwastingtime;that’swhatI’mdoing。””Humph!Iain’tsosureaboutthat。Butwhatsortofworkdoyouwanttodo?””IwanttobedownontheStreet,asthegovernorwas。IfthisRubberCompanybusinesshadn’tknockedusout,Iintended,assoonasIwasofage,totakethatseatofhisandstartinformyself。
Well,thatchancehasgone,butImeantogetinsomeway,thoughI
havetostartatthefootoftheladder。Nowwhycan’tIleavecollegeandstartnow?Itwillbetwoyearsgained,won’tit?”
CaptainElishaseemedpleased,butheshookhishead。”Howdoyouknowyou’dlikeit?”heasked。”You’venevertried。””No,Ineverhave;butI’lllikeitallright。IknowIshall。
It’swhatI’vewantedtodoeversinceIwasoldenoughtothinkofsuchthings。Justletmestartinnow,rightaway,andI’llshowyou。I’llmakegood;youseeifIdon’t。”
Hewasveryearnest。Thecaptaindeliberatedbeforeanswering。”Stevie,”hesaid,doubtfully,”Iratherliketohearyoutalkthatway;Iownupitpleasesme。But,astoyourgivin’upcollege——
that’sdifferent。Letmethinkitoverforadayortwo;thatis,ifyoucanputofftheMainetripsolongasthat。””HangtheMainetrip!Youletmegetintobusiness,thebusinessI
wanttogetinto,andIwon’taskforavacation;youcanbetonthat!””Allrightthen。I’llthink,anddosomequestionin’around,andreportsoon’sI’vedecidedwhat’sbest。”
Helaidthestumpofhiscigarintheashreceiverandrosefromhischair。Buthisnephewhadnotfinished。”TherewassomethingelseIintendedtosay,”heannounced,butwithlesseagerness。”Thatso?What?””Why——why,justthis。”Hefidgetedwithhiswatchchain,coloredandwasevidentlyuneasy。”Iguess——”hehesitated——”IguessthatIhaven’ttreatedyouasIought。””Iwanttoknow!Youguessthat,hey?Why?””Oh,youknowwhy。I’vebeenthinkingsinceIwentbacktoNewHaven。I’vehadachancetothink。SomeofthefellowsinthesetIusedtobethickwithuptherehavelearnedthatI’mbroke,andthey——theyaren’tasfriendlyastheywere。Notallofthem,ofcourse,butsome。AndIwouldn’tchaseafterthem;notmuch!Iftheywantedtodropmetheycould。YoubetIdidn’ttrytohangon!Iwasprettysoreforawhileandkepttomyselfand——well,I
didalotofthinking。IguessCaroisright;you’vebeenmightydecenttoherandme。”
Hepaused,butCaptainElishamadenocomment。”Iguessyouhave,”continuedStephen,soberly。”Whenyoufirstcame,youknow,CarolineandIcouldn’tunderstand。Wethoughtyouwerebuttinginandweren’toursort,and——and——””Andahayseednuisancegenerally;Iknow。Heaveahead,son;youinterestme。””Well,wedidn’tlikeit。AndMalDunnandhismotherwerealwayssympathizingandinsinuating,andwebelievedtheywereourbestfriends,andallthat。Sowedidn’ttrytounderstandyouor——orevenmakeitlivableforyou。Then,afterthenewscamethatthemoneyhadgone,Iactedlikeakid,Iguess。ThatbusinessofmakingMalsticktotheengagementwasprettysilly。Iwasnearlydesperate,yousee,and——and——youknewitwassilly。Younevertookanystockinit,didyou?”
Thecaptainsmiled。”Notaheap,”headmitted。”No。Allyouwantedwastoshowthemup。Well,youdidit,andI’mgladyoudid。ButCaroandIhavetalkeditoversinceI’vebeenhome,andweagreethatyou’vebeenagreatdealbettertousthanwedeserve。Youdidn’tHAVEtotakecareofusatall,anymore,afterthemoneywent。Bygad!consideringhowwetreatedyou,Idon’tseewhyyoudid。_I_wouldn’t。Butyoudid——andyouare。You’vegivenusahome,andyou’reputtingmethroughcollegeand——and——””That’sallright,son。Goodnight。””Justaminute。I——I——well,ifyouletme,I’dliketothankyouand——andaskyourpardon。””Granted,myboy。Andnevermindthethanks,either。Justkeeponthinkin’andactin’asyouhaveto-night,andI’llbesatisfied。I
wanttoseemynephewmakin’amanofhimself——arealman;and,Steve,youtalkmorelikeamanto-nightthanI’veeverheardyou。
Sticktoit,andyou’lldoyet。Asforgoin’towork,youletmechewonthatforafewdays。”
ThenextmorninghecalledonSylvester,whointurntookhimtoafriendofhis,abroker——employingagood-sizedstaffofclerks。
Thethreehadaconsultation,followed,thedayafter,byanother。
ThateveningthecaptainmadeadefiniteproposaltoStephen。Itwas,briefly,that,whilenotconsentingtothelatter’sleavingcollege,hedidconsiderthatatrialoftheworkinabroker’sofficemightbeagoodthing。Therefore,iftheyoungmanwished,hecouldentertheemployofSylvester’sfriendandremainduringJulyandAugust。”You’llleaveaboutthefirstofSeptember,Steve,”hesaid,”andthat’llgiveyoutimeforthetwoweeksvacationthatyououghttohave。ThenyoucangobacktoYaleandpitchintillthenextsummer,whenthesamejob’llbereadyforyou。Afteryou’rethroughcollegeforgood,ifwhatyou’velearnedaboutbrokerin’
ain’tcuredyouofyourlikin’forit——ifyoustillwanttogoaheadwithitforyourlifejob,then——well,thenwe’llsee。Whatdoyousay?”
Stephenhadagooddealtosay,principallyinthelineofobjectiontocontinuinghisstudies。Findingtheseobjectionsunavailing,heagreedtohisguardian’sproposition。”Allright,”saidthecaptain;”thenyoucangotoworknextMonday。Butyou’llHAVEtowork,andbejustthesameasanyotherbeginner,nobetterandnoworse。There’llbenofavoritism,and,ifyou’rereallywuthyoursalt,youwon’twantany。Show’em,andme,thatyou’rewuthit。”
Thenovel,thewonderfultalewhichCaptainElishawascertainwouldmakeitsauthorfamous,wasfinishedthatverydayinJunewhenStephencamebackfromNewHaven。Thequestionoftitleremained,andthe”clinic,”nowre-enforcedbySteve——whosedislikeforPearsonhadapparentlyvanishedwithothersofhisformerlikesanddislikes——consideredthatatseveralsessions。Atlast”TheManattheWheel”wasselected,asindicatingsomethingofthehero’sprofessionandimplying,perhaps,ahintofhischaracter。
Thencamethefatefultaskofsecuringapublisher。Andthefirsttowhomitwassubmitted——oneofthetwofirmswhichhadalreadyexpressedadesiretoreadthemanuscript——acceptedit,atwhat,forafirstnovel,wereveryfairterms。Duringthesummertherewasprooftobereadandillustrationstobecriticized。CaptainElishadidnotwhollyapproveoftheartist’sproductions。”Jerushy!”heexclaimed,”lookatthatmainmast!Lookattherakeofit!Morelikeayachtthanadeep-waterbark,sheisenoughsight。Andthefustmate’sgotauniformcapon,likeapurseronasteamboat。Makethatartistfellertakethatcapoffhim,Jim。
He’sgotto。Iwishhecouldhaveseensomeofmymates。Theywa’n’tCunarderdudes,buttheycouldmakeacrewhop’roundlikeasand-fleainaclambake。”
Or,whenthepicturehappenedtobeashoreview:”Whatkindofahouseisthat?DidyoueverseeahouselikethatDown-East?I’llleaveittoanybodyifitdon’tlooklikeasugarman’splantationIusedtoknowdownMobileway。Allthatfellerstandin’bythedoorneedsistohavehisfaceblacked;thenhe’dstartsingin’’S’waneeRiver。’Thisain’t’UncleTom’sCabin。’
Bah!”
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