XVII
WhenthecabdebouchedagainintoSt。James’Street,Wintongavetheorder:”Quickasyoucan!”Onecouldthinkbettergoingfast!
Alittleredhadcomeintohisbrowncheeks;hiseyesundertheirhalf-drawnlidshadakeenerlight;hislipsweretightlyclosed;
helookedashedidwhenafoxwasbreakingcover。Gypcoulddonowrong,or,ifshecould,hewouldstandbyherinitasamatterofcourse。Buthewasgoingtotakenorisks——makenofrontalattack。
Timeforthatlater,ifnecessary。Hehadbetternervesthanmostpeople,andthatkindofsteelydeterminationandresourcewhichmakesmanyEnglishmenofhisclassformidableinsmalloperations。
Hekepthiscabatthedoor,rang,andaskedforGyp,withakindofpleasureinhisruse。”She’snotinyet,sir。Mr。Fiorsen’sin。””Ah!Andbaby?””Yes,sir。””I’llcomeinandseeher。Inthegarden?””Yes,sir。””Dogsthere,too?””Yes,sir。Andwillyouhavetea,please,sir?””No,thanks。”Howtoeffectthiswithdrawalwithoutcausinggossip,andyetavoidsuspicionofcollusionwithGyp?Andheadded:”UnlessMrs。Fiorsencomesin。”
Passingoutintothegarden,hebecameawarethatFiorsenwasatthedining-roomwindowwatchinghim,anddecidedtomakenosignthatheknewthis。Thebabywasunderthetreesatthefarend,andthedogscamerushingthencewithafurywhichlastedtilltheycamewithinscentofhim。Wintonwentleisurelyuptotheperambulator,and,salutingBetty,lookeddownathisgrandchild。
Shelayunderanawningofmuslin,forfearofflies,andwasawake。Hersolemn,largebrowneyes,alreadylikeGyp’s,regardedhimwithgravity。Cluckingtoheronceortwice,asisthecustom,hemovedsoastofacethehouse。Inthisposition,hehadBettywithherbacktoit。Andhesaidquietly:”I’mherewithamessagefromyourmistress,Betty。Keepyourhead;don’tlookround,butlistentome。She’satBuryStreetandgoingtostaythere;shewantsyouandbabyandthedogs。”Thestoutwoman’seyesgrewroundandhermouthopened。Wintonputhishandontheperambulator。”Steady,now!Gooutasusualwiththisthing。It’saboutyourtime;andwaitformeattheturningtoRegent’sPark。I’llcomeoninmycabandpickyouallup。Don’tgetflurried;don’ttakeanything;doexactlyasyouusuallywould。
Understand?”
Itisnotinthenatureofstoutwomenwithbabiesintheirchargetoreceivesuchanorderwithoutquestion。Hercolour,andtheheavingofthatbillowybosommadeWintonaddquickly:”Now,Betty,pullyourselftogether;Gypwantsyou。I’lltellyouallaboutitinthecab。”
Thepoorwoman,stillheavingvaguely,couldonlystammer:”Yes,sir。Poorlittlething!Whataboutitsnight-things?AndMissGyp’s?”
Consciousofthatfigurestillatthewindow,Wintonmadesomepasseswithhisfingersatthebaby,andsaid:”Nevermindthem。Assoonasyouseemeatthedrawing-roomwindow,getreadyandgo。Eyesfront,Betty;don’tlookround;
I’llcoveryourretreat!Don’tfailGypnow。Pullyourselftogether。”
WithasighthatcouldhavebeenheardinKensington,Bettymurmured:”Verywell,sir;ohdear!”andbegantoadjustthestringsofherbonnet。Withnods,asifhehadbeentherecipientofsomesageremarksaboutthebaby,Wintonsaluted,andbeganhismarchagaintowardsthehouse。Hecarefullykepthiseyestothissideandtothat,asifexaminingtheflowers,butnotedallthesamethatFiorsenhadrecededfromthewindow。Rapidthoughttoldhimthatthefellowwouldcomebacktheretoseeifheweregone,andheplacedhimselfbeforearose-bush,where,atthatreappearance,hecouldmakeasignofrecognition。Sureenough,hecame;andWintonquietlyraisinghishandtothesalutepassedonthroughthedrawing-roomwindow。Hewentquicklyintothehall,listenedasecond,andopenedthedining-roomdoor。Fiorsenwaspacingupanddown,paleandrestless。HecametoastandstillandstaredhaggardlyatWinton,whosaid:”Howareyou?Gypnotin?””No。”
Somethinginthesoundofthat”No”touchedWintonwithavague——averyvague——compunction。TobeleftbyGyp!Thenhishearthardenedagain。Thefellowwasarotter——hewassureofit,hadalwaysbeensure。”Babylookswell,”hesaid。
Fiorsenturnedandbegantopaceupanddownagain。”WhereisGyp?Iwanthertocomein。Iwanther。”
Wintontookouthiswatch。”It’snotlate。”Andsuddenlyhefeltagreataversionfortheparthewasplaying。Togetthebaby;tomakeGypsafe——yes!But,somehow,notthispretencethatheknewnothingaboutit。Heturnedonhisheelandwalkedout。Itimperilledeverything;buthecouldn’thelpit。Hecouldnotstayandgoonprevaricatinglikethis。Hadthatwomangotclear?Hewentbackintothedrawing-room。Theretheywere——justpassingthesideofthehouse。
Fiveminutes,andtheywouldbedownattheturning。Hestoodatthewindow,waiting。Ifonlythatfellowdidnotcomein!Throughthepartitionwallhecouldhearhimstilltrampingupanddownthedining-room。Whatalongtimeaminutewas!Threehadgonewhenheheardthedining-roomdooropened,andFiorsencrossingthehalltothefrontdoor。Whatwasheafter,standingthereasiflistening?Andsuddenlyheheardhimsigh。Itwasjustsuchasoundasmanytimes,inthelong-pastdays,hadescapedhimself,waiting,listeningforfootsteps,inparchedandsickeninganxiety。
Didthisfellowthenreallylove——almostashehadloved?Andinrevoltatspyingonhimlikethis,headvancedandsaid:”Well,Iwon’twaitanylonger。”
Fiorsenstarted;hehadevidentlysupposedhimselfalone。AndWintonthought:’ByJove!hedoeslookbad!’”Good-bye!”hesaid;butthewords:”GivemylovetoGyp,”perishedontheirwayuptohislips。”Good-bye!”Fiorsenechoed。AndWintonwentoutunderthetrellis,consciousofthatforlornfigurestillstandingatthehalf-openeddoor。Bettywasnowhereinsight;shemusthavereachedtheturning。Hismissionhadsucceeded,buthefeltnoelation。Roundthecorner,hepickeduphisconvoy,and,withtheperambulatorhoistedontothetaxi,journeyedonatspeed。Hehadsaidhewouldexplaininthecab,buttheonlyremarkhemadewas:”You’llallgodowntoMildenhamto-morrow。”
AndBetty,whohadfearedhimeversincetheirencountersomanyyearsago,eyedhisprofile,withoutdaringtoaskquestions。
Beforehereachedhome,Wintonstoppedatapost-office,andsentthistelegram:”Gypandthebabyarewithmeletterfollows——WINTON。”
Itsalvedaconscienceonwhichthatfellow’sfigureinthedoorwayweighed;besides,itwasnecessary,lestFiorsenshouldgotothepolice。TherestmustwaittillhehadtalkedwithGyp。
Therewasmuchtodo,anditwaslatebeforetheydined,andnottillMarkeyhadwithdrawncouldtheybegintheirtalk。
ClosetotheopenwindowswhereMarkeyhadplacedtwohydrangeaplants——justboughtonhisownresponsibility,intokenofsilentsatisfaction——Gypbegan。Shekeptnothingback,recountingthewholemiserablefiascoofhermarriage。WhenshecametoDaphneWingandherdiscoveryinthemusic-room,shecouldseetheglowingendofherfather’scigarmoveconvulsively。ThatinsulttohisadoredoneseemedtoWintonsoinconceivablethat,foramoment,hestoppedherrecitalbygettinguptopacetheroom。Inherownhouse——herownhouse!And——afterthat,shehadgoneonwithhim!
Hecamebacktohischairanddidnotinterruptagain,buthisstillnessalmostfrightenedher。
Comingtotheincidentsofthedayitself,shehesitated。Mustshetellhim,too,ofRosek——wasitwise,ornecessary?Theall-or-
nothingcandourthatwaspartofhernatureprevailed,andshewentstraighton,and,saveforthefeverishjerkingofhiseveningshoe,Wintonmadenosign。Whenshehadfinished,hegotupandslowlyextinguishedtheendofhiscigaragainstthewindow-sill;
thenlookingatherlyingbackinherchairasifexhausted,hesaid:”ByGod!”andturnedhisfaceawaytothewindow。
Atthathourbeforethetheatresrose,alullbroodedintheLondonstreets;inthisquietnarrowone,thetown’shumwasonlybrokenbytheclackofahalf-drunkenwomanbickeringathermanastheylurchedalongforhome,andthestrainsofastreetmusician’sfiddle,tryingtomakeupforablankday。ThesoundvaguelyirritatedWinton,remindinghimofthosetwodamnableforeignersbywhomshehadbeensotreated。Tohavethematthepointofaswordorpistol——toteachthemalesson!Heheardhersay:”Dad,Ishouldliketopayhisdebts。ThenthingswouldbeastheywerewhenImarriedhim。”
Heemittedanexasperatedsound。Hedidnotbelieveinheapingcoalsoffire。”Iwanttomakesure,too,thatthegirlisallrighttillshe’soverhertrouble。PerhapsIcouldusesomeofthat——thatothermoney,ifmineisalltiedup?”
Itwassheeranger,notdisapprovalofherimpulse,thatmadehimhesitate;moneyandrevengewouldneverbeassociatedinhismind。
Gypwenton:”IwanttofeelasifI’dneverlethimmarryme。Perhapshisdebtsareallpartofthat——whoknows?Please!”
Wintonlookedather。Howlike——whenshesaidthat”Please!”Howlike——herfiguresunkbackintheoldchair,andthefaceliftedinshadow!Asortofexultationcametohim。Hehadgotherback——
hadgotherback!
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Fiorsen’sbedroomwas——asthemaidwouldremark——”aproperpigsty”——
untilhewasoutofitanditcouldberenovatedeachday。Hehadatalentfordisorder,sothattheroomlookedasifthreemeninsteadofonehadgonetobedinit。Clothesandshoes,brushes,water,tumblers,breakfast-tray,newspapers,Frenchnovels,andcigarette-ends——nonewereeverwheretheyshouldhavebeen;andthestalefumesfromthemanycigaretteshesmokedbeforegettingupincommodedanyonewhosedutyitwastotakehimteaandshaving-
water。When,onthatfirstrealsummerday,themaidhadbroughtRosekuptohim,hehadbeenlyingalongtimeonhisback,dreamilywatchingthesmokefromhiscigaretteandfourflieswaltzinginthesunlightthatfilteredthroughthegreensun-
blinds。Thishour,beforeherose,washiscreativemoment,whenhecouldbestseetheformofmusicandfeelinspirationforitsrendering。Oflate,hehadbeenstaleandwretched,allthatsideofhimdull;butthismorninghefeltagainthedeliciousstiroffancy,thatvibrating,half-dreamystatewhenemotionseemssoeasilytofindshapeandthemindpiercesthroughtonewexpression。Hearingthemaid’sknock,andhermurmured:”CountRosektoseeyou,sir,”hethought:’Whatthedevildoeshewant?’
Alargernature,driftingwithoutcontrol,incontactwithasmallerone,whoknowshisownmindexactly,willinstinctivelybeirritable,thoughhemayfailtograspwhathisfriendisafter。
Andpushingthecigarette-boxtowardRosek,heturnedawayhishead。Itwouldbemoneyhehadcomeabout,or——thatgirl!Thatgirl——hewishedshewasdead!Soft,clingingcreature!Ababy!
God!Whatafoolhehadbeen——ah,whatafool!Suchabsurdity!
Unheardof!FirstGyp——thenher!Hehadtriedtoshakethegirloff。Aswelltrytoshakeoffaburr!Howsheclung!Hehadbeenpatient——oh,yes——patientandkind,buthowgoonwhenonewastired——tiredofher——andwantingonlyGyp,onlyhisownwife?Thatwasafunnything!Andnow,when,foranhourortwo,hehadshakenfreeofworry,hadbeenfeelinghappy——yes,happy——thisfellowmustcome,andstandtherewithhisfaceofasphinx!Andhesaidpettishly:”Well,Paul!sitdown。Whattroubleshaveyoubrought?”
Roseklitacigarettebutdidnotsitdown。HestruckevenFiorsenbyhisunsmilingpallor。”YouhadbetterlookoutforMr。Wagge,Gustav;hecametomeyesterday。Hehasnomusicinhissoul。”
Fiorsensatup。”SatantakeMr。Wagge!Whatcanhedo?””Iamnotalawyer,butIimaginehecanbeunpleasant——thegirlisyoung。”
Fiorsenglaredathim,andsaid:”Whydidyouthrowmethatcursedgirl?”
Rosekanswered,alittletoosteadily:”Ididnot,myfriend。””What!Youdid。Whatwasyourgame?Youneverdoanythingwithoutagame。Youknowyoudid。Come;whatwasyourgame?””Youlikepleasure,Ibelieve。”
Fiorsensaidviolently:”Lookhere:Ihavedonewithyourfriendship——youarenofriendtome。Ihaveneverreallyknownyou,andIshouldnotwishto。Itisfinished。Leavemeinpeace。”
Roseksmiled。”Mydear,thatisallverywell,butfriendshipsarenotfinishedlikethat。Moreover,youowemeathousandpounds。””Well,Iwillpayit。”Rosek’seyebrowsmounted。”Iwill。Gypwilllendittome。””Oh!IsGypsofondofyouasthat?Ithoughtsheonlylovedhermusic-lessons。”
Crouchingforwardwithhiskneesdrawnup,Fiorsenhissedout:”Don’ttalkofGyp!Getoutofthis!Iwillpayyouyourthousandpounds。”
Rosek,stillsmiling,answered:”Gustav,don’tbeafool!Withaviolintoyourshoulder,youareaman。Without——youareachild。Liequiet,myfriend,andthinkofMr。Wagge。Butyouhadbettercomeandtalkitoverwithme。
Good-byeforthemoment。Calmyourself。”And,flippingtheashoffhiscigaretteontothetraybyFiorsen’selbow,henoddedandwent。
Fiorsen,whohadleapedoutofbed,puthishandtohishead。Thecursedfellow!Cursedbeeveryoneofthem——thefatherandthegirl,Rosekandalltheothersharks!Hewentoutontothelanding。Thehousewasquitestillbelow。Rosekhadgone——goodriddance!Hecalled,”Gyp!”Noanswer。Hewentintoherroom。
Itssuperlativedaintinessstruckhisfancy。Ascentofcyclamen!
Helookedoutintothegarden。Therewasthebabyattheend,andthatfatwoman。NoGyp!Neverinwhenshewaswanted。Wagge!Heshivered;and,goingbackintohisbedroom,tookabrandy-bottlefromalockedcupboardanddranksome。Itsteadiedhim;helockedupthecupboardagain,anddressed。
Goingouttothemusic-room,hestoppedunderthetreestomakepasseswithhisfingersatthebaby。Sometimeshefeltthatitwasanadorablelittlecreature,withitsbig,darkeyessolikeGyp’s。
Sometimesitexcitedhisdisgust——adiscolouredbrat。Thismorning,whilelookingatit,hethoughtsuddenlyoftheotherthatwascoming——andgrimaced。CatchingBetty’sstareofhorrifiedamazementatthefacehewasmakingatherdarling,heburstintoalaughandturnedawayintothemusic-room。
Whilehewaskeyinguphisviolin,Gyp’sconductinneverhavingcomethereforsolongstruckhimasbitterlyunjust。Thegirl——
whocaredaboutthewretchedgirl?Asifshemadeanyrealdifference!Itwasallsomuchdeeperthanthat。Gyphadneverlovedhim,nevergivenhimwhathewanted,neverquenchedhisthirstofher!Thatwastheheartofit。Nootherwomanhehadeverhadtodowithhadbeenlikethat——kepthisthirstunquenched。
No;hehadalwaystiredofthembeforetheytiredofhim。Shegavehimnothingreally——nothing!Hadshenoheartordidshegiveitelsewhere?WhatwasthatPaulhadsaidabouthermusic-lessons?
Andsuddenlyitstruckhimthatheknewnothing,absolutelynothing,ofwhereshewentorwhatshedid。Shenevertoldhimanything。Music-lessons?Everyday,nearly,shewentout,wasawayforhours。Thethoughtthatshemightgotothearmsofanothermanmadehimputdownhisviolinwithafeelingofactualsickness。Whynot?ThatdeepandfearfulwhippingofthesexualinstinctwhichmakestheacheofjealousysotrulyterriblewasatitsfullinsuchanatureasFiorsen’s。Hedrewalongbreathandshuddered。Theremembranceofherfastidiouspride,hercandour,aboveallherpassivitycutinacrosshisfear。No,notGyp!
Hewenttoalittletablewhereonstoodatantalus,tumblers,andasyphon,andpouringoutsomebrandy,drank。Itsteadiedhim。Andhebegantopractise。HetookapassagefromBrahms’violinconcertoandbegantoplayitoverandover。Suddenly,hefoundhewasrepeatingthesameflawseachtime;hewasnotattending。Thefingeringofthatthingwasghastly!Music-lessons!Whydidshetakethem?Wasteoftimeandmoney——shewouldneverbeanythingbutanamateur!Ugh!Unconsciously,hehadstoppedplaying。Hadshegonethereto-day?Itwaspastlunch-time。Perhapsshehadcomein。
Heputdownhisviolinandwentbacktothehouse。Nosignofher!
Themaidcametoaskifhewouldlunch。No!Wasthemistresstobein?Shehadnotsaid。Hewentintothedining-room,ateabiscuit,anddrankabrandyandsoda。Itsteadiedhim。Lightingacigarette,hecamebacktothedrawing-roomandsatdownatGyp’sbureau。Howtidy!Onthelittlecalendar,apencil-crosswassetagainstto-day——Wednesday,anotheragainstFriday。Whatfor?
Music-lessons!Hereachedtoapigeon-hole,andtookoutheraddress-book。”H——Harmost,305A,MaryleboneRoad,”andagainstitthewordsinpencil,”3P。M。”
Threeo’clock。Sothatwasherhour!HiseyesrestedidlyonalittleoldcolouredprintofaBacchante,withflowinggreenscarf,shakingatambourineatanakedCupid,whowithababybowandarrowinhishands,wasgazingupather。Heturneditover;onthebackwaswritteninapointed,scrigglyhand,”Tomylittlefriend——E。H。”Fiorsendrewsmokedeepdownintohislungs,expelleditslowly,andwenttothepiano。Heopeneditandbegantoplay,staringvacantlybeforehim,thecigaretteburnednearlytohislips。Hewenton,scarcelyknowingwhatheplayed。Atlasthestopped,andsatdejected。Agreatartist?Often,nowadays,hedidnotcareifhenevertouchedaviolinagain。Tiredofstandingupbeforeaseaofdullfaces,seeingtheblockheadsknocktheirsillyhandsoneagainsttheother!Sickofthesamenessofitall!
Besides——besides,werehispowersbeginningtofail?Whatwashappeningtohimoflate?
Hegotup,wentintothedining-room,anddranksomebrandy。Gypcouldnotbearhisdrinking。Well,sheshouldn’tbeoutsomuch——
takingmusic-lessons。Music-lessons!Nearlythreeo’clock。Ifhewentforonceandsawwhatshereallydid——Went,andofferedherhisescorthome!Anattention。Itmightpleaseher。Better,anyway,thanwaitinghereuntilshechosetocomeinwithherfaceallclosedup。Hedrankalittlemorebrandy——eversolittle——tookhishatandwent。Notfartowalk,butthesunwashot,andhereachedthehousefeelingratherdizzy。Amaid-servantopenedthedoortohim。”IamMr。Fiorsen。Mrs。Fiorsenhere?””Yes,sir;willyouwait?”
Whydidshelookathimlikethat?Uglygirl!Howhatefuluglypeoplewere!Whenshewasgone,hereopenedthedoorofthewaiting-room,andlistened。
Chopin!ThepolonaiseinAflat。Good!CouldthatbeGyp?Verygood!Hemovedout,downthepassage,drawnonbyherplaying,andsoftlyturnedthehandle。Themusicstopped。Hewentin。
WhenWintonhadlefthim,anhourandahalflaterthatafternoon,Fiorsencontinuedtostandatthefrontdoor,swayinghisbodytoandfro。Thebrandy-nurturedburstofjealousywhichhadmadehiminsulthiswifeandoldMonsieurHarmosthaddiedsuddenlywhenGypturnedonhiminthestreetandspokeinthaticyvoice;sincethenhehadfeltfear,increasingeveryminute。Wouldsheforgive?Toonewhoalwaysactedontheimpulseofthemoment,sothatherarelyknewafterwardexactlywhathehaddone,orwhomhurt,Gyp’sself-controlhadeverbeenmysteriousandalittlefrightening。
Wherehadshegone?Whydidshenotcomein?Anxietyislikeaballthatrollsdown-hill,gatheringmomentum。Supposeshedidnotcomeback!Butshemust——therewasthebaby——theirbaby!
Forthefirsttime,thethoughtofitgavehimunalloyedsatisfaction。Heleftthedoor,and,afterdrinkingaglasstosteadyhim,flunghimselfdownonthesofainthedrawing-room。
Andwhilehelaythere,thebrandywarmwithinhim,hethought:’I
willturnoveranewleaf;giveupdrink,giveupeverything,sendthebabyintothecountry,takeGyptoParis,Berlin,Vienna,Rome——
anywhereoutofthisEngland,anywhere,awayfromthatfatherofhersandallthesestiff,dullfolk!Shewilllikethat——shelovestravelling!’Yes,theywouldbehappy!Deliciousnights——
deliciousdays——airthatdidnotweighyoudownandmakeyoufeelthatyoumustdrink——realinspiration——realmusic!Theacridwood-
smokescentofParisstreets,theglisteningcleannessoftheThiergarten,aserenadingsonginaFlorencebackstreet,firefliesinthesummerduskatSorrento——hehadintoxicatingmemoriesofthemall!Slowlythewarmthofthebrandydiedaway,and,despitetheheat,hefeltchillandshuddery。Heshuthiseyes,thinkingtosleeptillshecamein。Butverysoonheopenedthem,because——
athingusualwithhimoflate——hesawsuchuglythings——faces,vivid,changingashelooked,growinguglyanduglier,becomingallholes——holes——horribleholes——Corruption——matted,twisted,darkhuman-tree-rootsoffaces!Horrible!Heopenedhiseyes,forwhenhedidthat,theyalwayswent。Itwasverysilent。Nosoundfromabove。Nosoundofthedogs。Hewouldgoupandseethebaby。
Whilehewascrossingthehall,therecamearing。Heopenedthedoorhimself。Atelegram!Hetoretheenvelope。”Gypandthebabyarewithmeletterfollows——WINTON。”
Hegaveashortlaugh,shutthedoorintheboy’sface,andranup-
stairs;why——heavenknew!Therewasnobodytherenow!Nobody!
Diditmeanthatshehadreallylefthim——wasnotcomingback?HestoppedbythesideofGyp’sbed,andflinginghimselfforward,layacrossit,buryinghisface。Andhesobbed,asmenwill,unmannedbydrink。Hadhelosther?Nevertoseehereyesclosingandpresshislipsagainstthem!Nevertosoakhissensesinherloveliness!Heleapedup,withthetearsstillwetonhisface。
Losther?Absurd!Thatcalm,prim,devilishEnglishman,herfather——hewastoblame——hehadworkeditall——stealingthebaby!
Hewentdown-stairsanddranksomebrandy。Itsteadiedhimalittle。Whatshouldhedo?”Letterfollows。”Drink,andwait?
GotoBuryStreet?No。Drink!Enjoyhimself!
Helaughed,and,catchinguphishat,wentout,walkingfuriouslyatfirst,thenslowerandslower,forhisheadbegantowhirl,and,takingacab,wasdriventoarestaurantinSoho。Hehadeatennothingbutabiscuitsincehisbreakfast,alwaysasmallmatter,andorderedsoupandaflaskoftheirbestChianti——solidshecouldnotface。Morethantwohourshesat,whiteandsilent,perspirationonhisforehead,nowandthengrinningandflourishinghisfingers,totheamusementandsometimesthealarmofthosesittingnear。Butforbeingknownthere,hewouldhavebeenregardedwithsuspicion。Abouthalf-pastnine,therebeingnomorewine,hegotup,putapieceofgoldonthetable,andwentoutwithoutwaitingforhischange。
Inthestreets,thelampswerelighted,butdaylightwasnotquitegone。Hewalkedunsteadily,towardPiccadilly。Agirlofthetownpassedandlookedupathim。Staringhard,hehookedhisarminherswithoutaword;itsteadiedhim,andtheywalkedonthustogether。Suddenlyhesaid:”Well,girl,areyouhappy?”Thegirlstoppedandtriedtodisengageherarm;aratherfrightenedlookhadcomeintoherdark-
eyedpowderedface。Fiorsenlaughed,andhelditfirm。”Whentheunhappymeet,theywalktogether。Comeon!Youarejustalittlelikemywife。Willyouhaveadrink?”
Thegirlshookherhead,and,withasuddenmovement,slippedherarmoutofthismadman’sanddivedawaylikeaswallowthroughthepavementtraffic。Fiorsenstoodstillandlaughedwithhisheadthrownback。Thesecondtimeto-day。SHEhadslippedfromhisgrasp。Passerslookedathim,amazed。Theuglydevils!Andwithagrimace,heturnedoutofPiccadilly,pastSt。James’sChurch,makingforBuryStreet。Theywouldn’tlethimin,ofcourse——notthey!Buthewouldlookatthewindows;theyhadflower-boxes——
flower-boxes!And,suddenly,hegroanedaloud——hehadthoughtofGyp’sfigurebusyamongtheflowersathome。Missingtherightturning,hecameinatthebottomofthestreet。Afiddlerinthegutterwasscrapingawayonanoldviolin。Fiorsenstoppedtolisten。Poordevil!”Pagliacci!”Goinguptotheman——dark,lame,veryshabby,hetookoutsomesilver,andputhisotherhandontheman’sshoulder。”Brother,”hesaid,”lendmeyourfiddle。Here’smoneyforyou。
Come;lendittome。Iamagreatviolinist。””Vraiment,monsieur!””Ah!Vraiment!Voyons!Donnez——uninstant——vousverrez。”
Thefiddler,doubtingbuthypnotized,handedhimthefiddle;hisdarkfacechangedwhenhesawthisstrangerflingituptohisshoulderandthewaysofhisfingerswithbowandstrings。Fiorsenhadbeguntowalkupthestreet,hiseyessearchingfortheflower-
boxes。Hesawthem,stopped,andbeganplaying”Chefaro?”Heplayeditwonderfullyonthatpoorfiddle;andthefiddler,whohadfollowedathiselbow,stoodwatchinghim,uneasy,envious,butalittleentranced。Sapristi!Thistall,palemonsieurwiththestrangefaceandtheeyesthatlookeddrunkandthehollowchest,playedlikeanangel!Ah,butitwasnotsoeasyasallthattomakemoneyinthestreetsofthissacredtown!Youmightplaylikefortyangelsandnotacopper!Hehadbegunanothertune——likelittlepluckingsatyourheart——tresjoli——toutafaitecoeurant!
Ah,thereitwas——amonsieurasusualclosingthewindow,drawingthecurtains!Alwayssamething!Theviolinandthebowwerethrustbackintohishands;andthetallstrangemonsieurwasoffasifdevilswereafterhim——notbadlydrunk,thatone!Andnotasouthrowndown!Withanuneasyfeelingthathehadbeeninvolvedinsomethingthathedidnotunderstand,thelame,darkfiddlerlimpedhiswayroundthenearestcorner,andfortwostreetsatleastdidnotstop。Then,countingthesilverFiorsenhadputintohishandandcarefullyexamininghisfiddle,heusedtheword,”Bigre!”andstartedforhome。
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Gyphardlysleptatall。Threetimesshegotup,and,stealingtothedoor,lookedinathersleepingbaby,whosefaceinitsnewbedshecouldjustseebythenight-light’sglow。Theafternoonhadshakenhernerves。NorwasBetty’smethodofbreathingwhileasleepconducivetotheslumberofanythingbutbabies。Itwassohot,too,andthesoundoftheviolinstillinherears。BythatlittleairofPoise,shehadknownforcertainitwasFiorsen;andherfather’sabruptdrawingofthecurtainshadclinchedthatcertainty。Ifshehadgonetothewindowandseenhim,shewouldnothavebeenhalfsodeeplydisturbedasshewasbythatechoofanoldemotion。Thelinkwhichyesterdayshethoughtbrokenforgoodwasreforgedinsomemysteriousway。Thesobbingofthatoldfiddlehadbeenhiswayofsaying,”Forgiveme;forgive!”Toleavehimwouldhavebeensomucheasierifshehadreallyhatedhim;butshedidnot。Howeverdifficultitmaybetolivewithanartist,tohatehimisquiteasdifficult。Anartistissoflexible——onlytherigidcanbehated。Shehatedthethingshedid,andhimwhenhewasdoingthem;butafterwardagaincouldhatehimnomorethanshecouldlovehim,andthatwas——notatall。Resolutionandasenseofthepracticalbegantocomebackwithdaylight。Whenthingswerehopeless,itwasfarbettertorecognizeitandhardenone’sheart。
Winton,whosenighthadbeenalmostassleepless——toplaylikeabeggarinthestreet,underhiswindows,hadseemedtohimthelimit!——announcedatbreakfastthathemustseehislawyer,makearrangementsforthepaymentofFiorsen’sdebts,andfindoutwhatcouldbedonetosecureGypagainstpersecution。Somedeedwasprobablynecessary;hewasvagueonallsuchmatters。Inthemeantime,neitherGypnorthebabymustgoout。GypspentthemorningwritingandrewritingtoMonsieurHarmost,tryingtoexpressherchagrin,butnotsayingthatshehadleftFiorsen。
HerfathercamebackfromWestminsterquietandangry。HehadwithdifficultybeenmadetounderstandthatthebabywasFiorsen’sproperty,sothat,ifthefellowclaimedit,legallytheywouldbeunabletoresist。Thepointopenedtheoldwound,forcedhimtorememberthathisowndaughterhadoncebelongedtoanother——
father。Hehadtoldthelawyerinameasuredvoicethathewouldseethefellowdamnedfirst,andhaddirectedadeedofseparationtobeprepared,whichshouldprovideforthecompletepaymentofFiorsen’sexistingdebtsonconditionthatheleftGypandthebabyinpeace。AftertellingGypthis,hetookanopportunityofgoingtotheextemporenurseryandstandingbythebaby’scradle。Untilthen,thelittlecreaturehadonlybeenofinterestaspartofGyp;
nowithadforhimanexistenceofitsown——thistiny,dark-eyedcreature,lyingthere,watchinghimsogravely,clutchinghisfinger。Suddenlythebabysmiled——notabeautifulsmile,butitmadeonWintonanindelibleimpression。
Wishingfirsttosettlethismatterofthedeed,heputoffgoingdowntoMildenham;but”nottrustingthosetwoscoundrelsayard”——
forheneverfailedtobracketRosekandFiorsen——heinsistedthatthebabyshouldnotgooutwithouttwoattendants,andthatGypshouldnotgooutalone。HecarriedprecautiontothepointofaccompanyinghertoMonsieurHarmost’sontheFridayafternoon,andexpressedawishtogoinandshakehandswiththeoldfellow。Itwasaqueermeeting。Thosetwohadasgreatdifficultyinfindinganythingtosayasthoughtheyweredenizensofdifferentplanets。
Andindeed,thereAREtwoplanetsonthisearth!When,afteraminuteorsoofthefriendliestembarrassment,hehadretiredtowaitforher,Gypsatdowntoherlesson。
MonsieurHarmostsaidquietly:”Yourletterwasverykind,mylittlefriend——andyourfatherisverykind。But,afterall,itwasacomplimentyourhusbandpaidme。”HissmilesmoteGyp;itseemedtosumupsomanyresignations。”Soyoustayagainwithyourfather!”And,lookingatherveryhardwithhismelancholybrowneyes,”Whenwillyoufindyourfate,Iwonder?””Never!”
MonsieurHarmost’seyebrowsrose。”Ah,”hesaid,”youthink!No,thatisimpossible!”Hewalkedtwiceveryquicklyupanddowntheroom;thenspinningroundonhisheel,saidsharply:”Well,wemustnotwasteyourfather’stime。
Towork。”
Winton’ssimplecommentinthecabonthewayhomewas:”Niceoldchap!”
AtBuryStreet,theyfoundGyp’sagitatedparlour-maid。Goingtodothemusic-roomthatmorning,shehad”foundthemastersittingonthesofa,holdinghishead,andgroaningawful。He’snotbeenathome,ma’am,sinceyou——youwentonyourvisit,soIdidn’tknowwhattodo。Iranforcookandwegothimuptobed,andnotknowingwhereyou’dbe,ma’am,ItelephonedtoCountRosek,andhecame——IhopeIdidn’tdowrong——andhesentmedowntoseeyou。
Thedoctorsayshisbrain’sonthetouchandgo,andhekeepsaskin’foryou,ma’am。SoIdidn’tknowwhattodo。”
Gyp,paletothelips,said:”Waithereaminute,Ellen,”andwentintothedining-room。Wintonfollowed。Sheturnedtohimatonce,andsaid:”Oh,Dad,whatamItodo?Hisbrain!ItwouldbetooawfultofeelI’dbroughtthatabout。”
Wintongrunted。Gypwenton:”Imustgoandsee。Ifit’sreallythat,Icouldn’tbearit。I’mafraidImustgo,Dad。”
Wintonnodded。”Well,I’llcometoo,”hesaid。”Thegirlcangobackinthecabandsaywe’reontheway。”
Takingapartinglookatherbaby,Gypthoughtbitterly:’Myfate?
THISismyfate,andnogettingoutofit!’Onthejourney,sheandWintonwerequitesilent——butsheheldhishandtight。WhilethecookwastakinguptoRosekthenewsoftheirarrival,Gypstoodlookingoutathergarden。Twodaysandsixhoursonlysinceshehadstoodthereaboveherpansies;since,atthisveryspot,Rosekhadkissedherthroat!SlippingherhandthroughWinton’sarm,shesaid:”Dad,pleasedon’tmakeanythingofthatkiss。Hecouldn’thelphimself,Isuppose。Whatdoesitmatter,too?”
AmomentlaterRosekentered。Beforeshecouldspeak,Wintonwassaying:”Thankyouforlettingusknow,sir。Butnowthatmydaughterishere,therewillbenofurtherneedforyourkindservices。Good-
day!”
Atthecruelcurtnessofthosewords,Gypgavethetinieststartforward。ShehadseenthemgothroughRosek’sarmourasaswordthroughbrownpaper。Herecoveredhimselfwithasicklysmile,bowed,andwentout。Wintonfollowed——preciselyasifhedidnottrusthimwiththehatsinthehall。Whentheouterdoorwasshut,hesaid:”Idon’tthinkhe’lltroubleyouagain。”
Gyp’sgratitudewasqualifiedbyaqueercompassion。Afterall,hisoffencehadonlybeenthatoflovingher。
Fiorsenhadbeentakentoherroom,whichwaslargerandcoolerthanhisown;andthemaidwasstandingbythesideofthebedwithascaredface。Gypsignedtohertogo。Heopenedhiseyespresently:”Gyp!Oh!Gyp!Isityou?Thedevilish,awfulthingsIsee——
don’tgoawayagain!Oh,Gyp!”Withasobheraisedhimselfandrestedhisforeheadagainsther。AndGypfelt——asonthefirstnighthecamehomedrunk——amergingofallotheremotionsinthedesiretoprotectandheal。”It’sallright,allright,”shemurmured。”I’mgoingtostay。
Don’tworryaboutanything。Keepquitequiet,andyou’llsoonbewell。”
Inaquarterofanhour,hewasasleep。Hiswastedlookwenttoherheart,andthatexpressionofterrorwhichhadbeencomingandgoinguntilhefellasleep!Anythingtodowiththebrainwassohorrible!Onlytooclearthatshemuststay——thathisrecoverydependedonher。Shewasstillsittingthere,motionless,whenthedoctorcame,and,seeinghimasleep,beckonedherout。Helookedakindlyman,withtwowaistcoats,thetoponeunbuttoned;andwhilehetalked,hewinkedatGypinvoluntarily,and,witheachwink,Gypfeltthatherippedtheveiloffonemoredomesticsecret。Sleepwastheticket——theveryticketforhim!Hadsomethingonhismind——yes!And——er——alittlegivento——brandy?Ah!allthatmuststop!Stomachaswellasnervesaffected。Seeingthings——nastythings——suresign。Perhapsnotaverycarefullifebeforemarriage。Andmarried——howlong?HiskindlyappreciativeeyessweptGypfromtoptotoe。Yearandahalf!Quiteso!Hardworkerathisviolin,too?Nodoubt!Musiciansalwaysalittleinclinedtobeimmoderate——toomuchsenseofbeauty——burnthecandleatbothends!Shemustseetothat。Shehadbeenaway,hadshenot——stayingwithherfather?Yes。But——noonelikeawifefornursing。Astotreatment?Well!Onewouldshoveinadashofwhathewouldprescribe,nightandmorning。Perfectquiet。Nostimulant。Alittlecupofstrongcoffeewithoutmilk,ifheseemedlow。Keephiminbedatpresent。Noworry;noexcitement。
Youngmanstill。Plentyofvitality。Astoherself,noundueanxiety。To-morrowtheywouldseewhetheranightnursewouldbenecessary。Aboveall,noviolinforamonth,noalcohol——ineverywaythestrictestmoderation!Andwithalastandfriendliestwink,leaningheavilyonthatword”moderation,”hetookoutastylographicpen,scratchedonaleafofhisnote-book,shookGyp’shand,smiledwhimsically,buttonedhisupperwaistcoat,anddeparted。
Gypwentbacktoherseatbythebed。Irony!Shewhoseonlydesirewastobeletgofree,wasmainlyresponsibleforhisbreakdown!Butforher,therewouldbenothingonhismind,forhewouldnotbemarried!Broodingmorbidly,sheaskedherself——hisdrinking,debts,eventhegirl——hadshecausedthem,too?Andwhenshetriedtofreehimandherself——thiswastheresult!Wastheresomethingfatalaboutherthatmustdestroythemenshehadtodowith?Shehadmadeherfatherunhappy,MonsieurHarmost——Rosek,andherhusband!Evenbeforeshemarried,howmanyhadtriedforherlove,andgoneawayunhappy!And,gettingup,shewenttoamirrorandlookedatherselflongandsadly。
XX
Threedaysafterherabortiveattempttobreakaway,Gyp,withmuchheart-searching,wrotetoDaphneWing,tellingherofFiorsen’sillness,andmentioningacottagenearMildenham,where——ifshelikedtogo——shewouldbequitecomfortableandsafefromallcuriosity,andfinallybeggingtobeallowedtomakegoodthelossesfromanybrokendance-contracts。
Nextmorning,shefoundMr。Waggewithatall,crape-bandedhatinhisblack-glovedhands,standingintheverycentreofherdrawing-
room。Hewasstaringintothegarden,asifhehadbeenvouchsafedavisionofthatwarmnightwhenthemoonlightsheditsghostlyglamouronthesunflowers,andhisdaughterhaddancedoutthere。
Shehadaperfectviewofhisthickredneckinitsturndowncollar,crossedbyablackbowoverashinywhiteshirt。And,holdingoutherhand,shesaid:”Howdoyoudo,Mr。Wagge?Itwaskindofyoutocome。”
Mr。Waggeturned。Hispugfaceworeadowncastexpression。”IhopeIseeyouwell,ma’am。Prettyplaceyou’ave’ere。I’mfondofflowersmyself。They’vealwaysbeenmy’obby。””They’reagreatcomfortinLondon,aren’tthey?””Ye-es;Ishouldthinkyoumightgrowthedahliahere。”Andhavingthusobeyedtheobscureinstinctsofsavoirfaire,satisfiedsomeobscurerdesiretoflatter,hewenton:”Mygirlshowedmeyourletter。Ididn’tliketowrite;insuchadelicatematterI’dratherbeviveyvocey。Verykind,inyourposition;I’msureI
appreciateit。IalwaystrytodotheChristianthingmyself。
Fleshpasses;youneverknowwhenyoumayhavetotakeyourturn。
IsaidtomygirlI’dcomeandseeyou。””I’mveryglad。Ihopedperhapsyouwould。”
Mr。Waggeclearedhisthroat,andwenton,inahoarservoice:”Idon’twanttosayanythingharshaboutacertainpartyinyourpresence,especiallyasIreadhe’sindisposed,butreallyIhardlyknowhowtobearthesituation。Ican’tbringmyselftothinkofmoneyinrelationtothatmatter;allthesame,it’saseriouslosstomydaughter,veryseriousloss。I’vegotmyfamilypridetothinkof。Mydaughter’sname,well——it’smyown;and,thoughIsayit,I’mrespected——aregularattendant——IthinkItoldyou。
Sometimes,Iassureyou,IfeelIcan’tcontrolmyself,andit’sonlythat——andyou,ifImaysayso,thatkeepsmeincheck。”
Duringthisspeech,hisblack-glovedhandswereclenchingandunclenching,andheshiftedhisbroad,shiningboots。Gypgazedatthem,notdaringtolookupathiseyesthusturningandturningfromChristianitytoshekels,fromhishonourtotheworld,fromhisangertoherself。Andshesaid:”PleaseletmedowhatIask,Mr。Wagge。IshouldbesounhappyifImightn’tdothatlittlesomething。”
Mr。Waggeblewhisnose。”It’sadelicatematter,”hesaid。”Idon’tknowwheremydutylays。Idon’t,reelly。”
Gyplookedupthen。”ThegreatthingistosaveDaisysuffering,isn’tit?”
Mr。Wagge’sfaceworeforamomentanexpressionofaffront,asiffromthethought:’Sufferin’!Youmustleavethattoherfather!’
Thenitwavered;thecurious,furtivewarmthoftheattractedmalecameforamomentintohislittleeyes;heavertedthem,andcoughed。Gypsaidsoftly:”Topleaseme。”
Mr。Wagge’sreadjustedglancestoppedinconfusionatherwaist。
Heanswered,inavoicethathestrovetomakebland:”Ifyouputitinthatway,Idon’treellyknow’owtorefuse;butitmustbequitebetweenyouandme——Ican’twithdrawmyattitude。”
Gypmurmured:”No,ofcourse。Thankyousomuch;andyou’llletmeknowabouteverythinglater。Imustn’ttakeupyourtimenow。”Andsheheldoutherhand。
Mr。Waggetookitinalingeringmanner。”Well,IHAVEanappointment,”hesaid;”agentlemanatCampdenHill。Hestartsattwelve。I’mneverlate。GOOD-morning。”
Whenshehadwatchedhissquare,blackfigurepassthroughtheoutergate,busilyrebuttoningthoseshiningblackgloves,shewentupstairsandwashedherfaceandhands。
Forseveraldays,Fiorsenwavered;buthiscollapsehadcomejustintime,andwitheveryhourthedangerlessened。Attheendofafortnightofaperfectlywhitelife,thereremainednothingtodointhewordsofthedoctorbut”toavoidallrecurrenceofthepredisposingcauses,andshoveinseaair!”Gyphadlockedupallbrandy——andviolins;shecouldcontrolhimsolongashewastamedbyhisownweakness。Butshepassedsomeverybitterhoursbeforeshesentforherbaby,Betty,andthedogs,anddefinitelytookuplifeinherlittlehouseagain。Hisdebtshadbeenpaid,includingthethousandpoundstoRosek,andthelossesofDaphneWing。Thegirlhadgonedowntothatcottagewherenoonehadeverheardofher,topasshertimeinlonelygriefandterror,withtheaidofablackdressandagoldbandonherthirdfinger。
AugustandthefirsthalfofSeptemberwerespentnearBude。
Fiorsen’spassionforthesea,apassionGypcouldshare,kepthimsingularlymoderateandfreefromrestiveness。Hehadbeenthoroughlyfrightened,andsuchterrorisnoteasilyforgotten。
Theystayedinafarmhouse,wherehewasathisbestwiththesimplefolk,andhisbestcouldbecharming。Hewasalwaystryingtogethis”mermaid,”ashetooktocallingGyp,awayfromthebaby,gettingherawaytohimself,alongthegrassycliffsandamongtherocksandyellowsandsofthatfreecoast。Hisdelightwastofindeverydaysomenewnookwheretheycouldbathe,anddrythemselvesbysittinginthesun。Andverylikeamermaidshewas,onaseaweedyrock,withherfeetclosetogetherinalittlepool,herfingerscombingherdrownedhair,andthesunsilveringherwetbody。Ifshehadlovedhim,itwouldhavebeenperfect。Butthough,closetonaturelikethis——therearementowhomtownsarepoison——hewassomuchmoreeasytobear,eventolike,herheartneveropenedtohim,neverflutteredathisvoice,orbeatmorequicklyunderhiskisses。Onecannotregulatethesethings。Thewarmthinhereyeswhentheylookedatherbaby,andthecoolnesswhentheylookedathim,wassuchthatnotevenaman,andheanegoist,couldhelpseeing;andsecretlyhebegantohatethattinyrival,andshebegantonoticethathedid。
Assoonastheweatherbroke,hegrewrestless,cravinghisviolin,andtheywentbacktotown,inrobusthealth——allthree。Duringthoseweeks,Gyphadneverbeenfreeofthefeelingthatitwasjustalull,offorcesheldupinsuspense,andthemomenttheywerebackintheirhouse,thisfeelinggathereddensityanddarkness,asraingathersintheskyafterafinespell。ShehadoftenthoughtofDaphneWing,andhadwrittentwice,gettinginreturnonenaiveandpatheticanswer:
’DEARMRS。FIORSEN,’Oh,itiskindofyoutowrite,becauseIknowwhatyoumustbefeelingaboutme;anditwassokindofyoutoletmecomehere。I
trynottothinkaboutthings,butofcourseIcan’thelpit;andI
don’tseemtocarewhathappensnow。Motheriscomingdownherelateron。SometimesIlieawakeallnight,listeningtothewind。
Don’tyouthinkthewindisthemostmelancholythingintheworld?
IwonderifIshalldie?IhopeIshall。Oh,Ido,really!Good-
bye,dearMrs。Fiorsen。Ishallneverforgivemyselfaboutyou。
’Yourgrateful,’DAPHNEWING。’
ThegirlhadneveroncebeenmentionedbetweenherandFiorsensincethenightwhenhesatbyherbed,beggingforgiveness;shedidnotknowwhetherheevergavethelittledancerandhertroubleathought,orevenknewwhathadbecomeofher。Butnowthatthetimewasgettingnear,Gypfeltmoreandmoreeverydayasifshemustgodownandseeher。Shewrotetoherfather,who,afteradoseofHarrogatewithAuntRosamund,wasbackatMildenham。
Wintonansweredthatthenursewasthere,andthatthereseemedtobeawoman,presumablythemother,stayingwithher,butthathehadnotofcoursemadedirectinquiry。CouldnotGypcomedown?
Hewasalone,andcubbinghadbegun。Itwaslikehimtoveilhislongingsundersuchdrystatements。Butthethoughtofgivinghimpleasure,andofagallopwithhoundsfortifiedintenselyherfeelingthatsheoughttogo。Nowthatbabywassowell,andFiorsenstillnotdrinking,shemightsurelysnatchthislittleholidayandsatisfyherconscienceaboutthegirl。SincethereturnfromCornwall,shehadplayedforhiminthemusic-roomjustasofold,andshechosethefinishofamorningpracticetosay:”Gustav,IwanttogotoMildenhamthisafternoonforaweek。
Father’slonely。”
Hewasputtingawayhisviolin,butshesawhisneckgrowred。”Tohim?No。Hewillstealyouashestolethebaby。Lethimhavethebabyifhelikes。Notyou。No。”
Gyp,whowasstandingbythepiano,keptsilenceatthisunexpectedoutburst,butrevoltblazedupinher。Sheneveraskedhimanything;heshouldnotrefusethis。Hecameupbehindandputhisarmsroundher。”MyGyp,Iwantyouhere——Iamlonely,too。Don’tgoaway。”
Shetriedtoforcehisarmsapart,butcouldnot,andherangergrew。Shesaidcoldly:”There’sanotherreasonwhyImustgo。””No,no!Nogoodreason——totakeyoufromme。””Thereis!ThegirlwhoisjustgoingtohaveyourchildisstayingnearMildenham,andIwanttoseehowsheis。”
Heletgoofherthen,andrecoilingagainstthedivan,satdown。
AndGypthought:’I’msorry。Ididn’tmeanto——butitserveshimright。’
Hemuttered,inadullvoice:”Oh,Ihopedshewasdead。””Yes!Forallyoucare,shemightbe。I’mgoing,butyouneedn’tbeafraidthatIshan’tcomeback。Ishallbebackto-dayweek;I
promise。”
Helookedatherfixedly。”Yes。Youdon’tbreakyourpromises;youwillnotbreakit。”But,suddenly,hesaidagain:”Gyp,don’tgo!””Imust。”
Hegotupandcaughtherinhisarms。”Sayyouloveme,then!”
Butshecouldnot。Itwasonethingtoputupwithembraces,quiteanothertopretendthat。Whenatlasthewasgone,shesatsmoothingherhair,staringbeforeherwithhardeyes,thinking:”Here——whereIsawhimwiththatgirl!Whatanimalsmenare!”
Latethatafternoon,shereachedMildenham。Wintonmetheratthestation。Andonthedriveup,theypassedthecottagewhereDaphneWingwasstaying。Itstoodinfrontofasmallcoppice,acreepered,plain-fronted,littlebrickhouse,withagardenstillfullofsunflowers,tenantedbytheoldjockey,Pettance,hiswidoweddaughter,andherthreesmallchildren。”Thattalkativeoldscoundrel,”asWintonalwayscalledhim,wasstillemployedintheMildenhamstables,andhisdaughterwaslaundresstotheestablishment。GyphadsecuredforDaphneWingthesamefree,independent,economicagentwhohadwatchedoverherownevent;thesameolddoctor,too,wastobethepresidingdeity。Therewerenosignsoflifeaboutthecottage,andshewouldnotstop,tooeagertobeathomeagain,toseetheoldrooms,andsmelltheoldsavourofthehouse,togettoheroldmare,andfeelitsnosenuzzlingherforsugar。Itwassogoodtobebackoncemore,feelingstrongandwellandabletoride。ThesmileoftheinscrutableMarkeyatthefrontdoorwasajoytoher,eventhedarknessofthehall,whereagleamoflastsunlightfellacrosstheskinofWinton’sfirsttiger,onwhichshehadsooftensunkdowndeadtiredafterhunting。Ah,itwasnicetobeathome!
Inhermare’sbox,oldPettancewasputtingalasttouchtocleanliness。Hisshaven,skin-tight,wickedoldface,smileddeeply。Hesaidinhoneyedtones:”Goodevenin’,miss;beautifulevenin’,ma’am!”Andhislittleburningbrowneyes,justtouchedbyage,regardedherlovingly。”Well,Pettance,howareyou?Andhow’sAnnie,andhowarethechildren?Andhow’sthisolddarling?””Wonderful,miss;artfulasakitten。Carryyoulikeabirdto-
morrow,ifyou’regoin’out。””Howareherlegs?”
AndwhileGyppassedherhanddownthoseironlegs,theoldmareexaminedherdownthebackofherneck。”They’aven’tfillednotoncesinceshecomein——shewasoutallJulyandAugust;butI’vekept’erwellatitsince,in’opesyoumightbecomin’。””Theyfeelsplendid。”And,stillbendingdown,Gypasked:”Andhowisyourlodger——theyoungladyIsentyou?””Well,ma’am,she’sveryyoung,andtheseveryyoungladiestheygetabitexcited,youknow,atsuchtimes;Ishouldsayshe’veneverbeen——”Withobviousdifficultyhecheckedthewords,”toan’orsebefore!””Well,youmustexpectit。Andhermother,she’sadreadfulfunnyone,miss。Shedoesneedleme!Oh,sheputsmybackupproperly!Noclass,ofcourse——that’swhereitis。Butthis’erenurse——well,youknow,miss,shewon’t’avenononsense;
sothereweare。And,ofcourse,you’reboundto’ave’ighsteria,abit——losin’her’usbandasyoungasthat。”
Gypcouldfeelhiswickedoldsmileevenbeforesheraisedherself。
Butwhatdiditmatterifhedidguess?Sheknewhewouldkeepastablesecret。”Oh,we’ve’adsomeprettyflirts——upandcryin’,dearme!I
sleepsinthenextroom——oh,yes,atnight-time——whenyou’reawidderatthatage,youcan’texpectnothin’else。IrememberwhenIwasridin’inIrelandforCaptainO’Neill,therewasayoungwoman——”
Gypthought:’Imustn’tlethimgetoff——orIshallbelatefordinner,’andshesaid:”Oh,Pettance,whoboughttheyoungbrownhorse?””Mr。BrynSummer’ay,ma’am,overatWidrington,foran’unter,and’ackintown,miss。””Summerhay?Ah!”Withatouchofthewhiptohermemory,Gyprecalledtheyoungmanwiththecleareyesandteasingsmile,onthechestnutmare,theboldyoungmanwhoremindedherofsomebody,andsheadded:”That’llbeagoodhomeforhim,Ishouldthink。””Oh,yes,miss;good’ome——nicegentleman,too。Hecomeoverheretoseeit,andaskedafteryou。Itold’imyouwasamarriedladynow,miss。’Ah,’hesaid;’sherodebeautiful!’Andherememberedthe’orsewell。Themajor,hewasn’t’erejustthen,soIlethimtrytheyoungun;hepopped’imoverafenceortwo,andwhenhecomebackhesays,’Well,I’mgoin’tohave’im。’Speaksverypleasant,an’don’twastenotime——’orsewasawaybeforetheendoftheweek。Carry’imwell;’e’sastrongrider,too,andagoodpluckedone,butbad’ands,Ishouldsay。””Yes,Pettance;Imustgoinnow。WillyoutellAnnieIshallberoundto-morrow,toseeher?””Verygood,miss。’OundsmeetsatFillyCross,seven-thirty。
You’llbegoin’out?””Rather。Good-night。”
Flyingbackacrosstheyard,Gypthought:”’Sherodebeautiful!’
Howjolly!I’mgladhe’sgotmyhorse。”
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