ThenMr。Cliffordgroanedandsaid:”Ipromise。””Tellmeyourstory,BenitadaFerreira。Howcameyouandyourpeoplehere?””ThetribesofMonomotaparoseagainstourrule。Theykilledmanyofusinthelowerland,yes,theykilledmybrotherandhimtowhomI
wasaffianced。Therestofusflednorthtothisancientfortress,hopingthencetoescapebytheriver,theZambesi。TheMambo,ourvassal,gaveusshelterhere,butthetribesbesiegedthewallsinthousands,andburntalltheboatssothatwecouldnotflybythewater。Manytimeswebeatthembackfromthewall;theditchwasfulloftheirdead,andatlasttheydaredtoattacknomore。”Thenwebegantostarveandtheywonthefirstwall。Wewentonstarvingandtheywonthesecondwall,butthethirdwalltheycouldnotclimb。Sowedied;onebyonewelaidourselvesdowninthiscaveanddied,tillIalonewasleft,forwhileourpeoplehadfoodtheygaveittomewhowasthedaughteroftheircaptain。Yes,aloneI
kneltatthefootofthiscrucifixbythebodyofmyfather,prayingtotheblessedSonofMaryforthedeaththatwouldnotcome,andkneelingthereIswooned。WhenIawokeagaintheMamboandhismenstoodaboutme,fornow,knowingustobedead,thetribeshadgone,andthosewhowereinhidingacrosstheriverhadreturnedandknewhowtoclimbthewall。Theyboremefromamongthedead,theygavemefoodsothatmystrengthcameback;butinthenightI,whoinmywickednesswouldnotlive,escapedfromthemandclimbedthepillarofblackrock,sothatwhenthesunrosetheysawmestandingthere。Theybeggedofmetocomedown,promisingtoprotectme,butIsaid’No,’
whointheevilofmyheartonlydesiredtodie,thatImightjoinmyfatherandmybrother,andonewhowasdearertomethanall。Theyaskedofmewherethegreattreasurewashidden。”
AtthesewordsJacobgasped,thenrapidlytranslatedthem,whilethefigurebeforethembecamesilent,asthoughitfeltthatforthemomentthepowerofhiswillwaswithdrawn。”Speakon,Ibidyou,”hesaid,andshecontinued,therich,slowvoicedroppingwordafterwordfromthelipsofBenitainthealienspeechthatthisBenitaneverknew。”Iansweredthatitwaswhereitwas,andthatiftheygaveituptoanysavetheoneappointed,thenthatfatewhichhadbefallenmypeoplewouldbefalltheirsalso。Yes,IgaveitintotheirkeepinguntilIcameagain,sincewithhisdyingbreathmyfatherhadcommandedmetorevealittonone,andIbelievedthatIwhowasabouttodieshouldnevercomeagain。”ThenImademylastprayer,IkissedthegoldencrucifixthatnowhangsuponthisbreastwhereinIdwell,”andthehandofthelivingBenitawaslifted,andmovinglikethehandofadeadthing,slowlydrewoutthesymbolfrombeneaththecloak,helditforamomentinthelamplight,andletitfalltoitsplaceagain。”IputmyhandsbeforemyeyesthatImightnotsee,andIhurledmyselffromthepinnacle。”
Nowthevoiceceased,butfromthelipscameadreadfulsound,suchasmightbeutteredbyonewhosebonesareshattereduponrocks,followedbyothersoundslikethoseofonewhochokesinwater。TheyweresohorribletohearthatMr。Cliffordnearlyfainted,andevenJacobMeyerstaggeredandturnedwhiteasthewhitefaceofBenita。”Wakeher!ForGod’ssake,wakeher!”saidherfather。”Sheisdying,asthatwomandiedhundredsofyearsago。””Nottillshehastolduswherethegoldis。Bequiet,youfool。Shedoesnotfeelorsuffer。Itisthespiritwithinherthatlivesthroughthepastagain。”
Oncemoretherewassilence。Itseemedasthoughthestorywerealltoldandthetellerhaddeparted。”BenitadaFerreira,”saidMeyeratlength,”Icommandyou,tellme,areyoudead?””Oh!wouldthatIweredead,asmybodyisdead!”wailedthelipsofBenita。”Alas!Icannotdiewhosufferthispurgatory,andmustdwellonherealoneuntilthedestinedday。Yes,yes,thespiritofherwhowasBenitadaFerreiramusthauntthisplaceinsolitude。Thisisherdoom,tobetheguardianofthataccursedgoldwhichwaswrungfromtheearthbycrueltyandpaidforwiththelivesofmen。””Isitstillsafe?”whisperedJacob。”Iwilllook;”thenafterapause,”Ihavelooked。Itisthere,everygrainofit,inox-hidebags;onlyoneofthemhasfallenandburst,thatwhichisblackandred。””Whereisit?”hesaidagain。”Imaynottellyou;never,never。””Isthereanyonewhomyoumaytell?””Yes。””Whom?””HerinwhosebreastIlie。””Tellherthen。””Ihavetoldher;sheknows。””Andmayshetellme?””Letherguardthesecretasshewill。OmyGuardian,Ithankthee。Myburdenisdeparted;mysinofself-murderisatoned。””BenitadaFerreira,areyougone?”
Noanswer。”BenitaClifford,doyouhearme?””Ihearyou,”saidthevoiceofBenita,speakinginEnglish,althoughJacob,forgetting,hadaddressedherinPortuguese。”Whereisthegold?””Inmykeeping。””Tellme,Icommandyou。”
Butnowordscame;thoughhequestionedhermanytimesnowordscame,tillatlastherheadsankforwarduponherknees,andinafaintvoiceshemurmured:”Looseme,orIdie。”
XIX
THEAWAKING
StillJacobMeyerhesitated。Thegreatsecretwasunlearned,and,ifthisoccasionpassed,mightneverbelearned。Butifhehesitated,Mr。
Clifforddidnot。Theknowledgeofhischild’sdanger,thesensethatherlifewasmysteriouslyslippingawayfromherunderpressureoftheghastlyspellinwhichshelayenthralled,stirredhimtomadness。Hisstrengthandmanhoodcamebacktohim。HesprangstraightatMeyer’sthroat,grippeditwithonehand,andwiththeotherdrewtheknifehewore。”Youdevil!”hegasped。”Wakeheroryoushallgowithher!”andheliftedtheknife。
ThenJacobgavein。ShakingoffhisassailanthesteppedtoBenita,andwhileherfatherstoodbehindhimwiththeliftedblade,begantomakestrangeupwardpassesoverher,andtomutterwordsofcommand。
Foralongwhiletheytooknoeffect;indeed,bothofthemwerealmostsurethatshewasgone。Despairgrippedherfather,andMeyerworkedathisblackartsofuriouslythatthesweatburstoutuponhisforeheadandfellingreatdropstothefloor。
Oh,atlast,atlastshestirred!Herheadlifteditselfalittle,herbreastheaved。”LordinHeaven,Ihavesavedher!”mutteredJacobinGerman,andworkedon。
NowtheeyesofBenitaopened,andnowshestoodupandsighed。Butshesaidnothing;onlylikeapersonwalkinginhersleep,shebegantomovetowardstheentranceofthecave,herfathergoingbeforeherwiththelamp。Onshewent,andoutofitstraighttohertent,whereinstantlyshecastherselfuponherbedandsankintodeepslumber。Itwasasthoughthepowerofthedrug-inducedoblivion,whichforawhilewasover-masteredbythatotherstrongerpowerinvokedbyJacob,hadreasserteditself。
Meyerwatchedherforawhile;thensaidtoMr。Clifford:”Don’tbeafraidanddon’tattempttodisturbher。Shewillwakenaturallyinthemorning。””Ihopesoforbothoursakes,”heanswered,glaringathim,”forifnot,youorI,orthetwoofus,willneverseeanother。”
Meyertooknonoticeofhisthreats;indeedthemanseemedsoexhaustedthathecouldscarcelystand。”Iamdone,”hesaid。”Now,assheissafe,Idon’tcarewhathappenstome。Imustrest,”andhestaggeredfromthetent,likeadrunkenman。
Outside,attheplacewheretheyate,Mr。Cliffordheardhimgulpingdownrawginfromthebottle。Thenheheardnomore。
Alltherestofthenight,andforsomehoursoftheearlymorning,didherfatherwatchbythebedofBenita,although,lightlycladashewas,thecoldofdawnstrucktohisbones。Atlength,whenthesunwaswellup,sheroseinherbed,andhereyesopened。”Whatareyoudoinghere,father?”shesaid。”Ihavecometoseewhereyouwere,dear。Youaregenerallyoutbynow。””IsupposethatImusthaveoversleptmyselfthen,”sherepliedwearily。”Butitdoesnotseemtohaverefreshedmemuch,andmyheadaches。Oh!Iremember,”sheaddedwithastart。”Ihavehadsuchahorriddream。””Whatabout?”heaskedascarelesslyashecould。”Ican’trecallitquite,butithadtodowithMr。Meyer,”andsheshivered。”ItseemedasthoughIhadpassedintohispower,asthoughhehadtakenpossessionofme,bodyandsoul,andforcedmetotellhimallthesecretthings。””Whatsecretthings,Benita?”
Sheshookherhead。”Idon’tknownow,butwewentawayamongdeadpeople,andItoldhimthere。Oh!father,Iamafraidofthatman——terriblyafraid!Protectmefromhim,”andshebegantocryalittle。”OfcourseIwillprotectyou,dear。Somethinghasupsetyournerves。
Come,dressyourselfandyou’llsoonforgetitall。I’lllightthefire。”
AquarterofanhourlaterBenitajoinedhim,lookingpaleandshaken,butotherwisemuchasusual。Shewasravenouslyhungry,andateofthebiscuitsanddriedmeatwitheagerness。”ThecoffeetastesquitedifferentfromthatwhichIdranklastnight,”shesaid。”Ithinktheremusthavebeensomethinginitwhichgavemethosebaddreams。WhereisMr。Meyer?Oh,Iknow!”andagainsheputherhandtoherhead。”Heisstillasleepbythewall。””Whotoldyouthat?””Ican’tsay,butitisso。Hewillnotcomeheretilloneo’clock。
There,Ifeelmuchbetternow。Whatshallwedo,father?””Sitinthesunandrest,Ithink,dear。””Yes,letusdothat,onthetopofthewall。WecanseetheMakalangafromthere,anditwillbeacomforttobesurethatthereareotherhumanbeingsleftintheworldbesidesourselvesandJacobMeyer。”
Sopresentlytheywent,andfromthespotwhenceMeyerusedtoshootattheMatabelecamp,lookeddownupontheMakalangamovingaboutthefirstenclosurefarbelow。BytheaidoftheglassesBenitaeventhoughtthatsherecognisedTamas,althoughofthisitwasdifficulttobesure,fortheywereallverymuchalike。Still,thediscoveryquiteexcitedher。”IamsureitisTamas,”shesaid。”Andoh!howIwishthatweweredowntherewithhim,althoughitistruethatthenweshouldbenearertotheMatabele。ButtheyarebetterthanMr。Meyer,muchbetter。”
Nowforawhiletheyweresilent,tillatlengthshesaidsuddenly:”Father,youarekeepingsomethingbackfromme,andthingsbegintocomeback。Tellme;didIgoanywherelastnightwithMr。Meyer——youandheandItogether?”
Hehesitatedandlookedguilty;Mr。Cliffordwasnotagoodactor。”Iseethatwedid;Iamsurethatwedid。Father,tellme。Imustknow,Iwillknow。”
Thenhegaveway。”Ididn’twanttospeak,dear,butperhapsitisbest。Itisaverystrangestory。Willyoupromisenottobeupset?””IwillpromisenottobemoreupsetthanIamatpresent,”sheanswered,withasadlittlelaugh。”Goon。””YourememberthatJacobMeyerwantedtomesmerizeyou?””Iamnotlikelytoforgetit,”sheanswered。”Well,lastnighthedidmesmerizeyou。””What?”shesaid。”/What?/Oh!howdreadful!NowIunderstanditall。
Butwhen?””Whenyouweresoundasleep,Isuppose。Atleast,thefirstIknewofitwasthatsomenoisewokeme,andIcameoutofthehuttoseeyoufollowinghimlikeadeadwoman,withalampinyourhand。”
Thenhetoldherallthestory,whileshelistenedaghast。”Howdaredhe!”shegasped,whenherfatherhadfinishedthelongtale。”Ihatehim;Ialmostwishthatyouhadkilledhim,”andsheclenchedherlittlehandsandshookthemintheair。”ThatisnotveryChristianofyou,MissClifford,”saidavoicebehindher。”Butitispastoneo’clock,andasIamstillaliveI
havecometotellyouthatitistimeforluncheon。”
Benitawheeledrounduponthestoneonwhichshesat,andthere,standingamidstthebushesalittlewayfromthefootofthewall,wasJacobMeyer。Theireyesmet;herswerefullofdefiance,andhisofconsciouspower。”Idonotwantanyluncheon,Mr。Meyer,”shesaid。”ButIamsurethatyoudo。Pleasecomedownandhavesome。Pleasecomedown。”
Thewordswerespokenhumbly,almostpleadingly,yettoBenitatheyseemedasacommand。Atanyrate,withslowreluctancesheclimbeddowntheshatteredwall,followedbyherfather,andwithoutspeakingtheywentbacktotheircampingplace,allthreeofthem,Jacobleadingtheway。
Whentheyhadeaten,ormadepretencetoeat,hespoke。”Iseethatyourfatherhastoldyoueverything,MissClifford,andofthatIamglad。Asforme,itwouldhavebeenawkward,whomustaskyourforgivenessforsomuch。ButwhatcouldIdo?Iknew,asIhavealwaysknown,thatitwasonlypossibletofindthistreasurebyyourhelp。SoIgaveyousomethingtomakeyousleep,andtheninyoursleepIhypnotizedyou,and——youknowtherest。Ihavegreatexperienceinthisart,butIhaveneverseenorheardofanythinglikewhathappened,andIhopeInevershallagain。”
HithertoBenitahadsatsilent,butnowherburningindignationandcuriosityovercamehershameandhatred。”Mr。Meyer,”shesaid,”youhavedoneashamefulandawickedthing,andItellyouatoncethatIcanneverforgiveyou。””Don’tsaythat。Pleasedon’tsaythat,”heinterruptedintonesofrealgrief。”Makeallowancesforme。Ihadtolearn,andtherewasnootherway。Youareabornclairvoyante,oneamongtenthousand,myarttoldmeso,andyouknowallthatisatstake。””Bywhichyoumeansomanyouncesofgold,Mr。Meyer。””BywhichImeanthegreatnessthatgoldcangive,MissClifford。””Suchgreatness,Mr。Meyer,asaweekoffever,oraMatabelespear,orGod’swillcanrobyouof。Butthethingisdone,andsoonorlatethesinmustbepaidfor。NowIwanttoaskyouaquestion。Youbelieveinnothing;youhavetoldmesoseveraltimes。Yousaythatthereisnosuchthingasaspirit,thatwhenwedie,wedie,andthere’sanend。Doyounot?””Yes,Ido。””Thentellme,whatwasitthatspokeoutofmylipslastnight,andhowcameitthatI,whoknownoPortuguese,talkedtoyouinthattongue?”
Heshruggedhisshoulders。”Youhaveputadifficultquestion,butoneIthinkthatcanbeanswered。Thereisnosuchthingasaspirit,anidentitythatsurvivesdeath。Butthereissuchathingasthesubconsciousself,whichispartoftheanimatingprincipleoftheuniverse,and,ifonlyitsknowledgecanbeunsealed,knowsallthathaspassedandallthatispassinginthatuniverse。Onedayperhapsyouwillreadtheworksofmycompatriot,Hegel,andthereyouwillfinditspokenof。””Youexplainnothing。””Iamabouttoexplain,MissClifford。LastnightIgavetoyoursub-
consciousself——thatwhichknowsall——thestrengthofliberty,sothatitsawthepastasithappenedinthisplace。Alreadyyouknewthestoryofthedeadgirl,BenitadaFerreira,andthatstoryyoure-enacted,talkingthetonguesheusedasyouwouldhavetalkedGreekoranyothertongue,haditbeenhers。Itwasnotherspiritthatanimatedyou,althoughatthetimeIcalleditsoforshortness,butyourownburiedknowledge,trickedoutandfurnishedbytheeffortofyourhumanimagination。Thathername,Benita,shouldhavebeenyoursalsoisnodoubtastrangecoincidence,butnomore。Alsowehavenoproofthatitwasso;onlywhatyousaidinyourtrance。””Perhaps,”saidBenita,whowasinnomoodforphilosophicalargument。”Perhapsalsoonedayyouwillseeaspirit,Mr。Meyer,andthinkotherwise。””WhenIseeaspiritandknowthatitisaspirit,thendoubtlessI
shallbelieveinspirits。Butwhatisthegoodoftalkingofsuchthings?Idonotseekspirits;IseekPortuguesegold。Now,Iamsureyoucantellwherethatgoldlies。Youwouldhavetolduslastnight,hadnotyournervousstrengthfailedyou,whoareunaccustomedtothestateoftrance。SpeakingasBenitadaFerreira,yousaidthatyousawitanddescribeditscondition。Thenyoucould,orwould,saynomore,anditbecamenecessarytowakenyou。MissClifford,youmustletmemesmerizeyouonceagainforafewminutesonly,forthenwewillwastenotimeonpasthistories,andweshallfindthegold。Unless,indeed,”headdedbyanafterthought,andlookingathersharply,”youknowalreadywhereitis;inwhichcaseIneednottroubleyou。””Idonotknow,Mr。Meyer。Iremembernothingaboutthegold。””Whichprovesmytheory。WhatpurportedtobethespiritofBenitadaFerreirasaidthatithadpassedthesecretontoyou,butinyourwakingstateyoudonotknowthatsecret。Infact,shedidnotpassitonbecauseshehadnoexistence。Butinyoursub-consciousstateyouwillknow。ThereforeImustmesmerizeyouagain。Notatonce,butinafewdays’time,whenyouhavequiterecovered。LetussaynextWednesday,threedayshence。””Youshallnevermesmerizemeagain,Mr。Meyer。””No,notwhileIlive,”brokeinherfather,whohadbeenlisteningtothisdiscussioninsilence。
Jacobbowedhisheadmeekly。”Youthinksonow,butIthinkotherwise。WhatIdidlastnightIdidagainstyourwill,andthatIcandoagain,onlymuchmoreeasily。ButIhadratherdoitwithyourwill,whoworknotformyownsakeonly,butforthesakeofallofus。Andnowletustalknomoreofthematter,lestweshouldgrowangry。”Thenheroseandwentaway。
ThenextthreedayswerepassedbyBenitainastateofconstantdread。SheknewinherselfthatJacobMeyerhadacquiredacertaincommandoverher;thataninvincibleintimacyhadsprungupbetweenthem。Shewasacquaintedwithhisthoughts;thus,beforeheaskedforit,shewouldfindherselfpassinghimsomearticleattableorelsewhere,oransweringaquestionthathewasonlyabouttoask。
Moreover,hecouldbringhertohimfromalittledistance。Thus,ontwoorthreeoccasionswhenshewaswanderingabouttheirprisonenclosure,asshewaswonttodoforthesakeofexercise,shefoundherfeetdrawtosomespot——nowoneplaceandnowanother——andwhenshereachedittherebeforeherwasJacobMeyer。”Forgivemeforbringingyouhere,”hewouldsay,smilingafterhiscrookedfashion,andliftinghishatpolitely,”butIwishtoaskyouifyouhavenotchangedyourmindastobeingmesmerized?”
Thenforawhilehewouldholdherwithhiseyes,sothatherfeetseemedrootedtotheground,tillatlengthitwasasthoughhecutaropebysomeactionofhiswillandsetherfree,and,chokedwithwrathandblindwithtears,Benitawouldturnandrunfromhimasfromawildbeast。
Butifherdayswereevil,oh!whatwerehernights?Shelivedinconstantterrorlestheshouldagaindrugherfoodordrink,and,whilesheslept,throwhismagicspelluponher。Toprotectherselffromthefirstdangershewouldswallownothingthathadbeennearhim。Nowalsoshesleptinthehutwithherfather,wholaynearitsdoor,aloadedrifleathisside,forhehadtoldJacoboutrightthatifhecaughthimathispracticeshewouldshoothim,athreatatwhichtheyoungermanlaughedaloud,forhehadnofearofMr。
Clifford。
Throughoutthelonghoursofdarknesstheykeptwatchalternately,oneofthemlyingdowntorestwhiletheotherpeeredandlistened。NordidBenitaalwayslisteninvain,fortwiceatleastsheheardstealthyfootstepscreepingaboutthehut,andfeltthatsoftanddreadfulinfluenceflowinginuponher。Thenshewouldwakeherfather,whispering,”Heisthere,Icanfeelthatheisthere。”Butbythetimethattheoldmanhadpainfullydraggedhimselftohisfeet——
fornowhewasbecomingveryfeebleandacuterheumatismorsomesuchillnesshadgotholdofhim——andcreptfromthehut,therewasnoonetobeseen。Onlythroughthedarknesshewouldhearthesoundofaretreatingstep,andoflow,mockinglaughter。
Thusthosemiserabledayswentby,andthethirdmorningcame,thatdreadedWednesday。BeforeitwasdawnBenitaandherfather,neitherofwhomhadclosedtheireyesthatnight,talkedovertheirstraitlongandearnestly,andtheyknewthatitscrisiswasapproaching。”IthinkthatIhadbettertrytokillhim,Benita,”hesaid。”Iamgrowingdreadfullyweak,andifIputitoffImayfindnostrength,andyouwillbeathismercy。Icaneasilyshoothimwhenhisbackisturned,andthoughIhatethethoughtofsuchadeed,surelyIshallbeforgiven。Orifnot,Icannothelpit。Imustthinkofmydutytoyou,notofmyself。””No,no,”sheanswered。”Iwillnothaveit。Itwouldbemurder,althoughhehasthreatenedyou。Afterall,father,Ibelievethatthemanishalfmad,andnotresponsible。WemusttakeourchanceandtrusttoGodtosaveus。IfHedoesnot,”sheadded,”attheworstI
canalwayssavemyself,”andshetouchedthepistolwhichnowsheworedayandnight。”Sobeit,”saidMr。Clifford,withagroan。”Letusprayfordeliverancefromthishellandkeepourhandscleanofblood。”
XX
JACOBMEYERSEESASPIRIT
Forawhiletheyweresilent,thenBenitasaid:”Father,isitnotpossiblethatwemightescape,afterall?Perhapsthatstairontherampartisnotsocompletelyblockedthatwecouldnotclimboverit。”
Mr。Clifford,thinkingofhisstifflimbsandachingback,shookhisheadandanswered:”Idon’tknow;Meyerhasneverletmenearenoughtosee。””Well,whydoyounotgotolook?Youknowhesleepstilllatenow,becauseheisupallnight。Taketheglassesandexaminethetopofthewallfrominsidethatoldhousenearby。Hewillnotseeorhearyou,butifIcamenear,hewouldknowandwakeup。””Ifyoulike,love,Icantry,butwhatareyougoingtodowhileIamaway?””Ishallclimbthepillar。””Youdon’tmean——”andhestopped。”No,no,nothingofthatsort。IshallnotfollowtheexampleofBenitadaFerreiraunlessIamdriventoit;Iwanttolook,thatisall。Onecanseefarfromthatplace,ifthereisanythingtosee。
PerhapstheMatabelearegonenow,wehaveheardnothingofthemlately。”
Sotheydressedthemselves,andassoonasthelightwassufficientlystrong,cameoutofthehutandparted,Mr。Clifford,rifleinhand,limpingofftowardsthewall,andBenitagoingtowardsthegreatcone。
Sheclimbediteasilyenough,andstoodinthelittlecup-likedepressiononitsdizzypeak,waitingforthesuntoriseanddispersethemistswhichhungovertheriveranditsbanks。
Nowwhatevermayhavebeentheexactceremonialusetowhichtheancientsputthispinnacle,withoutdoubtithadsomethingtodowithsun-worship。This,indeed,wasprovedbythefactthat,atanyrateatthisseasonoftheyear,thefirstraysoftherisenorbstruckfulluponitspoint。Thusitcameaboutthat,asshestoodtherewaiting,Benitaofasuddenfoundherselfsuffusedinlightsovividandintensethat,clothedasshewasinadresswhichhadoncebeenwhite,itmusthavecausedhertoshinelikeasilverimage。Forseveralminutes,indeed,thisgoldenspearoffireblindedhersothatshecouldseenothing,butstoodquitestill,afraidtomove,andwaitinguntil,asthesungrewhigher,itslevelrayspassedoverher。Thistheydidpresently,andplungingintothevalley,begantodriveawaythefog。Nowshelookeddown,alongthelineoftheriver。
TheMatabelecampwasinvisible,foritlayinahollowalmostatthefootofthefortress。Beyondit,however,wasarisingswellofground;itmayhavebeenhalfamilefromwhereshestood,andonthecrestofitsheperceivedwhatlookedlikeawaggontentwithfiguresmovingroundit。Theywereshoutingalso,forthroughthesilenceoftheAfricanmornthesoundoftheirvoicesfloateduptoher。
AsthemistclearedoffBenitasawthatwithoutdoubtitwasawaggon,fortherestoodthelongrowofoxen,alsoithadjustbeencapturedbytheMatabele,forthesewereaboutitinnumbers。Atthemoment,however,theyappearedtobeotherwiseoccupied,fortheywerepointingwiththeirspearstothepillaronBambatse。
ThenitoccurredtoBenitathat,placedasshewasinthatfiercelightwithonlytheskyforbackground,shemustbeperfectlyvisiblefromtheplainbelow,andthatitmightbeherfigureperchedlikeaneaglebetweenheavenandearthwhichexcitedtheirinterest。Yes,andnottheirsonly,fornowawhitemanappeared,wholiftedwhatmighthavebeenagun,oratelescope,towardsher。Shewassurefromtheredflannelshirtandthebroadhatwhichheworethathemustbeawhiteman,andoh!howherheartyearnedtowardshim,whoeverhemightbe!ThesightofanangelfromheavencouldscarcelyhavebeenmorewelcometoBenitainherwretchedness。
Yetsurelyshemustbedreaming。Whatshouldawhitemanandawaggonbedoinginthatplace?AndwhyhadnottheMatabelekilledhimatonce?Shecouldnottell,yettheyappearedtohavenomurderousintentions,sincetheycontinuedtogesticulateandtalkwhilsthestaredupwardswiththetelescope,ifitwereatelescope。Sothingswentonforalongtime,formeanwhiletheoxenwereoutspanned,until,indeed,moreMatabelearrived,wholedoffthewhiteman,apparentlyagainsthiswill,towardstheircamp,wherehedisappeared。
Thentherewasnothingmoretobeseen。Benitadescendedthecolumn。
Atitsfootshemetherfather,whohadcometoseekher。”Whatisthematter?”heasked,notingherexcitedface。”Oh!”shesaidorrathersobbed,”thereisawaggonwithawhitemanbelow。IsawtheMatabelecapturehim。””ThenIamsorryforthepoordevil,”answeredthefather,”forheisdeadbynow。Butwhatcouldawhitemanhavebeendoinghere?Somehunter,Isuppose,whohaswalkedintoatrap。”
ThefaceofBenitafell。”Ihoped,”shesaid,”thathemighthelpus。””Aswellmighthehopethatwecouldhelphim。Heisgone,andthereisanend。Well,peacetohissoul,andwehaveourowntroublestothinkof。Ihavebeentolookatthatwall,anditisuselesstothinkofclimbingit。Ifhehadbeenaprofessionalmason,Meyercouldnothavebuiltitupbetter;nowonderthatwehaveseennothingmoreoftheMolimo,foronlyabirdcouldreachus。””WherewasMr。Meyer,”askedBenita。”Asleepinablanketunderalittleshelterofboughsbythestair。Atleast,Ithoughtso,thoughitwasratherdifficulttomakehimoutintheshadow;atanyrate,Isawhisriflesetagainstatree。Come,letusgotobreakfast。Nodoubthewillturnupsoonenough。”
Sotheywent,andforthefirsttimesincetheSundayBenitaateaheartymealofbiscuitssoakedincoffee。AlthoughherfatherwassosurethatbynowhemusthaveperishedontheMatabelespears,thesightofthewhitemanandhiswaggonhadputnewlifeintoher,bringingherintotouchwiththeworldagain。Afterall,mightitnotchancethathehadescaped?”
AllthiswhiletherehadbeennosignofJacobMeyer。This,however,didnotsurprisethem,fornowheatehismealsalone,takinghisfoodfromalittlegeneralstore,andcookingitoverhisownfire。WhentheyhadfinishedtheirbreakfastMr。Cliffordremarkedthattheyhadnomoredrinkingwaterleft,andBenitasaidthatshewouldgotofetchapailfulfromthewellinthecave。Herfathersuggestedthatheshouldaccompanyher,butsheansweredthatitwasnotnecessaryasshewasquiteabletowindthechainbyherself。Soshewent,carryingthebucketinonehandandalampintheother。
Asshewalkeddownthelastofthezigzagsleadingtothecave,Benitastoppedamomentthinkingthatshesawalight,andthenwenton,sinceonturningthecornertherewasnothingbutdarknessbeforeher。
Evidentlyshehadbeenmistaken。Shereachedthewellandhungthepailontothegreatcopperhook,wonderingasshedidsohowmanyfolkhaddonelikewiseinthefar,farpast,forthemassivemetalofthathookwaswornquitethinwithuse。Thenshelettherollerrun,andthesoundofthetravellingchainclankeddismallyinthatvaulted,emptyplace。Atlengththepailstruckthewater,andshebegantowindupagain,pausingattimestorest,forthedistancewaslongandthechainheavy。Thebucketappeared。Benitadrewittothesideofthewell,andlifteditfromthehook,thentookupherlamptobegone。
Feelingorseeingsomething,whichshewasnotsure,sheheldthelampaboveherhead,andbyitslightperceivedafigurestandingbetweenherandtheentrancetothecave。”Whoareyou?”sheasked,whereonasoftvoiceansweredoutofthedarkness,thevoiceofJacobMeyer。”Doyoumindstandingstillforafewminutes,MissClifford?IhavesomepaperhereandIwishtomakeasketch。Youdonotknowhowbeautifulyoulookwiththatlightaboveyourheadilluminatingtheshadowsandthethorn-crownedcrucifixbeyond。Youknow,whateverpathsfortunemayhaveledmeinto,bynatureIamanartist,andneverinmylifehaveIseensuchapicture。Onedayitwillmakemefamous。
’Howstatue-likeIseetheestand!
Theagatelampwithinthyhand。’
That’swhatIshouldputunderit;youknowthelines,don’tyou?””Yes,Mr。Meyer,butIamafraidyouwillhavetopaintyourpicturefrommemory,asIcannotholdupthislampanylonger;myarmisachingalready。Idonotknowhowyoucamehere,butasyouhavefollowedmeperhapsyouwillbesokindastocarrythiswater。””Ididnotfollowyou,MissClifford。AlthoughyouneversawmeI
enteredthecavebeforeyoutotakemeasurements。””Howcanyoutakemeasurementsinthedark?””Iwasnotinthedark。IputoutmylightwhenIcaughtsightofyou,knowingthatotherwiseyouwouldrunaway,andfatestoodmeingoodstead。Youcameon,asIwilledthatyoushoulddo。Nowletustalk。
MissClifford,haveyouchangedyourmind?Youknowthetimeisup。””Ishallneverchangemymind。Letmepassyou,Mr。Meyer。””No,no,notuntilyouhavelistened。Youareverycrueltome,verycruelindeed。Youdonotunderstandthat,ratherthandoyoutheslightestharm,Iwoulddieahundredtimes。””Idonotaskyoutodie;Iaskyoutoleavemealone——amucheasiermatter。””ButhowcanIleaveyoualonewhenyouareapartofme,when——Iloveyou?There,thetruthisout,andnowsaywhatyouwill。”
Benitaliftedthebucketofwater;itsweightseemedtosteadyher。
Thensheputitdownagain,sinceescapewasimpracticable;shemustfacethesituation。”Ihavenothingtosay,Mr。Meyer,exceptthat/I/donotlove/you/
oranylivingman,andInevershall。Ithankyouforthecomplimentyouhavepaidme,andthereisanend。””Anylivingman,”herepeatedafterher。”Thatmeansyouloveadeadman——Seymour,hewhowasdrowned。NowonderthatIhatedhimwhenfirstmyeyesfellonhimyearsago,longbeforeyouhadcomeintoourlives。Prescience,thesub-consciousselfagain。Well,whatistheuseoflovingthedead,thosewhonolongerhaveanyexistence,whohavegonebackintotheclayoutofwhichtheywereformedandarenot,norevermoreshallbe?Youhavebutonelife;turn,turntotheliving,andmakeithappy。””Idonotagreewithyou,Mr。Meyer。Tomethedeadarestillliving;
onedayIshallfindthem。Nowletmego。””Iwillnotletyougo。Iwillpleadandwrestlewithyouasintheoldfablemynamesakeofmyownracewrestledwiththeangel,untilatlengthyoublessme。YoudespisemebecauseIamaJew,becauseIhavehadmanyadventuresandnotsucceeded;becauseyouthinkmemad。ButI
tellyouthatthereistheseedofgreatnessinme。GiveyourselftomeandIwillmakeyougreat,fornowIknowthatitwasyouwhomI
neededtosupplywhatislackinginmynature。Wewillwinthewealth,andtogetherwewillrule——””UntilafewdayshencewestarveortheMatabelemakeanendofus。
No,Mr。Meyer,no,”andshetriedtopushpasthim。
Hestretchedouthisarmsandstoppedher。”Listen,”hesaid,”Ihavepleadedwithyouasmanwithwoman。Now,asyourefusemeandasyoualonestandbetweenmeandmadness,Iwilltakeanothercourse。Iamyourmaster,yourwillisservanttomywill;Ibidyouobeyme。”
Hefixedhiseyesuponhers,andBenitafeltherstrengthbegintofail。”Ah!”hesaid,”youaremyservantnow,andtoshowitIshallkissyouonthelips;thenIshallthrowthesleepuponyou,andyouwilltellmewhatIwanttoknow。Afterwardswecanbewedwhenitpleasesme。Oh!donotthinkthatyourfatherwilldefendyou,forifheinterferesIshallkillthatfoolisholdman,whomuntilnowIhaveonlysparedforyoursake。Rememberthatifyoumakemeangry,Ishallcertainlykillhim,andyourfather’sbloodwillbeonyourhead。NowIamgoingtokissyou。”
Benitaliftedherhandtofindthepistolatherwaist。Itfellbackagain;shehadnostrength;itwasasthoughshewereparalysedasabirdisparalysedbyasnakesothatitcannotopenitswingsandflyaway,butsitsthereawaitingdeath。Shewasgivenoverintothehandsofthismanwhomshehated。CouldHeavenallowsuchathing?shewondereddimly,andallthewhilehislipsdrewnearertoherface。
Theytouchedherown,andthen,whyorwhereforeBenitaneverunderstood,thespellbroke。Allhispowerwasgone,shewasasshehadbeen,afreewoman,mistressofherself。Contemptuouslyshethrustthemanaside,and,noteventroublingtorun,liftedherpailofwaterandwalkedaway。
Soonshesawthelightagain,andjoyfullyextinguishedherlamp。
Indeed,thebreastofBenita,whichshouldhavebeensotroubledafterthescenethroughwhichshehadpassed,strangelyenoughwasfilledwithhappinessandpeace。Asthatglorioussunlighthadbrokenonhereyes,sohadanotherlightoffreedomariseninhersoul。ShewasnolongerafraidofJacobMeyer;thatcowardkissofhishadstruckofftheshackleswhichboundhertohim。Hermindhadbeensubjecttohismind,butnowthathisphysicalnaturewasbroughtintotheplay,hismentalparthadlostitsholduponher。
Assheapproachedthehutshesawherfatherseatedonastoneoutsideit,sincethepooroldmanwasnowsoweakandfullofpainthathecouldnotstandforverylong,andseeing,rememberedMeyer’sthreatsagainsthim。Atthethoughtallhernew-foundhappinessdeparted。
Shemightbesafe;shefeltsurethatshewassafe,buthowaboutherfather?IfMeyercouldnotgethiswayprobablyhewouldbeasgoodashisword,andkillhim。Sheshiveredatthethought,then,recoveringherself,walkedforwardsteadilywithherbucketofwater。”Youhavebeenalongwhilegone,mylove,”saidMr。Clifford。”Yes,father,Mr。Meyerwasinthecave,andkeptme。””Howdidhegetthere,andwhatdidhewant?””Idon’tknowhowhegotthere——creptinwhenwewerenotlooking,I
suppose。Butasforwhathewanted——listen,dear,”andwordforwordshetoldhimwhathadpassed。
Beforeshehadfinished,herfatherwasalmostchokingwithwrath。”ThedirtyJew!Thevillain!”hegasped。”Ineverdreamedthathewoulddaretoattemptsuchanoutrage。Well,thankHeaven!Icanstillholdarifle,andwhenhecomesout——””Father,”shesaidgently,”thatmanismad。Heisnotresponsibleforhisactions,andtherefore,exceptinself-defence,youmustnotthinkofsuchathing。Asforwhathesaidaboutyou,Ibelieveitwasonlyanemptythreat,andformeyouneedhavenofear,hispowerovermeisgone;itwentlikeaflashwhenhislipstouchedme,”andsherubbedherownasthoughtowipeawaysomestain。”Iamafraidofnothingmore。Ibelieve——yes,IbelievetheoldMolimowasright,andthatallwillendwell——”
AsshewasspeakingBenitaheardashufflingsoundbehindher,andturnedtolearnitscause。Thenshesawastrangesight。JacobMeyerwasstaggeringtowardsthem,draggingonefootaftertheotherthroughthegrassandstones。Hisfacewasghastlypale,hisjawhaddroppedlikethatofadeadman,andhiseyesweresetwideopenandfullofhorror。”Whatisthematterwithyou,man?”askedMr。Clifford。”I——I——haveseenaghost,”hewhispered。”Youdidnotcomebackintothecave,didyou?”headded,pointingatBenita,whoshookherhead。”Whatghost?”askedMr。Clifford。”Idon’tknow,butmylampwentout,andthenalightbegantoshinebehindme。Iturned,andonthestepsofthatcrucifixIsawawomankneeling。Herarmsclaspedthefeetofthefigure,herforeheadresteduponthefeet,herlongblackhairfloweddown,shewasdressedinwhite,andthelightcamefromherbodyandherhead。Veryslowlysheturnedandlookedatme,andoh,Heaven!thatface——”andheputhishandbeforehiseyesandgroaned。”Itwasbeautiful;yes,yes,butfearfultosee,likeanavengingangel。Ifled,andthelight——onlythelight——camewithmedownthecave,evenatthemouthofittherewasalittle。Ihaveseenaspirit,Iwhodidnotbelieveinspirits,Ihaveseenaspirit,andItellyouthatnotforallthegoldintheworldwillIenterthatplaceagain。”
Thenbeforetheycouldanswer,suddenlyasthoughhisfearhadgotsomefreshholdofhim,Jacobsprangforwardandfledaway,crashingthroughthebushesandleapingfromrocktorocklikeafrightenedbuck。
XXI
THEMESSAGEFROMTHEDEAD”Meyeralwayssaidthathedidnotbelieveinspirits,”remarkedMr。
Cliffordreflectively。”Well,hebelievesinthemnow,”answeredBenitawithalittlelaugh。”But,father,thepoormanismad,thatisthefactofit,andwemustpaynoattentiontowhathesays。””TheoldMolimoandsomeofhispeople——Tamas,forinstance——declaredthattheyhaveseentheghostofBenitadaFerreira。Aretheymadalso,Benita?””Idon’tknow,father。Whocansay?Allthesethingsareamystery。
AllIdoknowisthatIhaveneverseenaghost,andIdoubtifIevershall。””No,butwhenyouwereinthattrancesomethingthatwasnotyouspokeoutofyourmouth,whichsomethingsaidthatitwasyournamesake,theotherBenita。Well,asyousay,wecan’tfathomthesethings,especiallyinahauntedkindofplacelikethis,buttheupshotofitisthatIdon’tthinkwehavemuchmoretofearfromJacob。””Iamnotsosure,father。Madpeoplechangetheirmoodsverysuddenly。”
AsithappenedBenitawasquiteright。TowardssuppertimeJacobMeyerreappeared,lookingpaleandshaken,butotherwisemuchasusual。”Ihadakindoffitthismorning,”heexplained,’theresultofanhallucinationwhichseizedmewhenmylightwentoutinthatcave。I
rememberthatIthoughtIhadseenaghost,whereasIknowverywellthatnosuchthingexists。Iwasthevictimofdisappointment,anxieties,andotherstillstrongeremotions,”andhelookedatBenita。”Therefore,pleaseforgetanythingIsaidordid,and——wouldyougivemesomesupper?”
Benitadidso,andheateinsilence,withsomeheartiness。Whenhehadfinishedhisfood,andswallowedtwoorthreetotsofsquareface,hespokeagain:”Ihavecomehere,whereIknowIamnotwelcome,uponbusiness,”hesaidinacalm,matter-of-factvoice。”Iamtiredofthisplace,andI
thinkitistimethatweattainedtheobjectofourjourneyhere,namely,tofindthehiddengold。That,asweallknow,canonlybedoneinacertainway,throughtheclairvoyantpowersofoneofusandthehypnoticpowersofanother。MissClifford,Irequestthatyouwillallowmetothrowyouintoastateoftrance。Youhavetolduseverythingelse,butyouhavenotyettolduswherethetreasureishidden,andthisitisnecessarythatweshouldknow。””AndifIrefuse,Mr。Meyer?””ThenIamsorry,butImusttakemeanstocompelyourobedience。
Underthosecircumstances,muchagainstmywill,Ishallbeobliged”——
herehiseyeblazedoutwildly——”toexecuteyourfather,whoseobstinacyandinfluencestandbetweenusandsplendidfortunes。No,Clifford,”headded,”don’tstretchoutyourhandtowardsthatrifle,forIamalreadycoveringyouwiththepistolinmypocket,andthemomentyourhandtouchesitIshallfire。Youpooroldman,doyouimagineforasinglesecondthat,sickasyouare,andwithyourstifflimbs,youcanhopetomatchyourselfagainstmyagility,intellect,andstrength?Why,Icouldkillyouinadozenwaysbeforeyoucouldliftafingeragainstme,andbytheGodIdonotbelievein,unlessyourdaughterismorecompliant,killyouIwill!””Thatremainstobeseen,myfriend,”saidMr。Cliffordwithalaugh,forhewasabraveoldman。”IamnotcertainthattheGod——whomyoudonotbelievein——willnotkillyoufirst。”
NowBenita,whohadbeentakingcounselwithherself,lookedupandsaidsuddenly:”Verywell,Mr。Meyer,Iconsent——becauseImust。To-morrowmorningyoushalltrytomesmerizeme,ifyoucan,inthesameplace,beforethecrucifixinthecave。””No,”heansweredquickly。”Itwasnotthere,itwashere,andhereitshallbeagain。Thespotyoumentionisunpropitioustome;theattemptwouldfail。””ItisthespotthatIhavechosen,”answeredBenitastubbornly。”AndthisisthespotthatIhavechosen,MissClifford,andmywillmustprevailoveryours。””Becauseyouwhodonotbelieveinspiritsareafraidtore-enterthecave,Mr。Meyer,lestyoushouldchance——””NevermindwhatIamoramnotafraidof,”herepliedwithfury。”Makeyourchoicebetweendoingmywillandyourfather’slife。
To-morrowmorningIshallcomeforyouranswer,andifyouarestillobstinate,withinhalfanhourhewillbedead,leavingyouandmealonetogether。Oh!youmaycallmewickedandavillain,butitisyouwhoarewicked,you,you,/you/whoforcemetothisdeedofjustice。”
Thenwithoutanotherwordhesprangupandwalkedawayfromthembackwards,ashewentcoveringMr。Cliffordwiththepistolwhichhehaddrawnfromhispocket。Thelastthattheysawofhimwerehiseyes,whichgloweredatthemthroughthedarknesslikethoseofalion。”Father,”saidBenita,whenshewassurethathehadgone,”thatmadmanreallymeanstomurderyou;thereisnodoubtofit。””Nonewhatever,dear;ifIamaliveto-morrownightIshallbelucky,unlessIcankillhimfirstorgetoutofhisway。””Well,”shesaidhurriedly,”Ithinkyoucan。Ihaveanidea。Heisafraidtogointothatcave,Iamsure。Letushideourselvesthere。
Wecantakefoodandshallhaveplentyofwater,whereas,unlessrainfalls,hecangetnothingtodrink。””Butwhatthen,Benita?Wecan’tstopinthedarkforever。””No,butwecanwaitthereuntilsomethinghappens。Somethingmustandwillhappen。Hisdiseasewon’tstandstill。Hemaygoravingmadandkillhimself。Orhemayattempttoattackus,thoughthatisnotlikely,andthenwemustdowhatwecaninselfdefence。Orhelpmayreachusfromsomewhere。Attheworstweshallonlydieasweshouldhavediedoutside。Come,letusbequick,lestheshouldchangehismind,andcreepbackuponus。”
SoMr。Cliffordgaveway,knowingthatevenifhecouldsteelhimselftodothedeedofattemptingtokillJacob,hewouldhavelittlechanceagainstthatstrongandagileman。Suchastrugglewouldonlyendinhisowndeath,andBenitamustthenbeleftalonewithMeyerandhisinsanepassions。
Hurriedlytheycarriedtheirfewbelongingsintothecave。Firsttheytookmostofthelittlestoreoffoodthatremained,thethreehand-
lampsandalltheparaffin;therewasbutonetin。Thenreturningtheyfetchedthebucket,theammunition,andtheirclothes。Afterwards,astherewasstillnosignofMeyer,theyevendaredtodraginthewaggontenttomakeashelterforBenita,andallthewoodthattheyhadcollectedforfiring。Thisprovedawearisomebusiness,forthelogswereheavy,andinhiscrippledstateMr。Cliffordcouldcarrynogreatburden。Indeed,towardstheendBenitawasforcedtocompletethetaskalone,whilehelimpedbesideherwithhisrifle,lestJacobshouldsurprisethem。
Whenatlengtheverythingwasdoneitwaslongpastmidnight,andsoexhaustedweretheythat,notwithstandingtheirdanger,theyflungthemselvesdownuponthecanvastent,whichlayinaheapattheendofthecavenearthecrucifix,andfellasleep。
WhenBenitawokethelamphadgoneout,anditwaspitchdark。
Fortunately,however,sherememberedwhereshehadputthematchesandthelanternwithacandleinit。Shelitthecandleandlookedatherwatch。Itwasnearlysixo’clock。Thedawnmustbebreakingoutside,withinanhourortwoJacobMeyerwouldfindthattheyhadgone。
Supposethathisrageshouldovercomehisfearandthatheshouldcreepuponthem。Theywouldknownothingofituntilhisfaceappearedinthefaintringoflight。Orhemightevenshootherfatheroutofthedarkness。Whatcouldshedothatwouldgivethemwarning?A
thoughtcametoher。
Takingoneofthetentropesandthelantern,forherfatherstillsleptheavily,shewentdowntotheentranceofthecave,andattheendofthelastzigzagwhereonceadoorhadbeen,managedtomakeitfasttoastonehingeabouteighteeninchesabovethefloor,andontheothersidetoaneyeoppositethatwascutinthesolidrocktoreceiveaboltofwoodoriron。Meyer,sheknew,hadnolampsoroil,onlymatchesandperhapsafewcandles。Thereforeifhetriedtoenterthecaveitwasprobablethathewouldtripovertheropeandthusgivethemwarning。Thenshewentback,washedherfaceandhandswithsomewaterthattheyhaddrawnonthepreviousnighttosatisfytheirthirst,andtidiedherselfasbestshecould。Thisdone,asherfatherstillslept,shefilledthelamps,litoneofthem,andlookedabouther,forshewaslothtowakehim。
Trulyitwasanawfulplaceinwhichtodwell。Thereabovethemtoweredthegreatwhitecrucifix;thereinthecornerwerepiledtheremainsofthePortuguese。Askullwithlonghairstillhangingtoitgrinnedather,awitheredhandwasthrustforwardasthoughtoclutchher。Oh,nowonderthatinsuchaspotJacobMeyerhadseenghosts!Infront,too,wastheyawninggravewheretheyhadfoundthemonk;
indeed,hisboneswrappedindarkrobesstilllaywithin,forJacobhadtumbledthembackagain。Thenbeyondandallarounddeep,dark,anduttersilence。
Atlastherfatherwoke,andgladenoughwassheofhishumancompany。
Theybreakfasteduponsomebiscuitsandwater,andafterwards,whileMr。Cliffordwatchedneartheentrancewithhisrifle,Benitasettoworktoarrangetheirbelongings。Thetentshemanagedtopropupagainstthewallofthecavebyhelpofsomeofthewoodwhichtheyhadcarriedin。Beneathitshespreadtheirblankets,thatitmightserveasasleepingplaceforthemboth,andoutsideplacedthefoodandotherthings。
Whileshewasthusengagedsheheardasoundatthemouthofthecave——JacobMeyerwasenteringandhadfallenoverherrope。Downitsheran,lanterninhand,toherfather,who,withhisrifleraised,wasshouting:”Ifyoucomeinhere,Iputabulletthroughyou!”
ThencametheanswerinJacob’svoice,whichranghollowinthatvaultedplace:”Idonotwanttocomein;Ishallwaitforyoutocomeout。Youcannotlivelonginthere;thehorrorofthedarkwillkillyou。I
haveonlytositinthesunlightandwait。”
Thenhelaughed,andtheyheardthesoundofhisfootstepsretreatingdownthepassage。”Whatarewetodo?”askedMr。Clifforddespairingly。”Wecannotlivewithoutlight,andifwehavelighthewillcertainlycreeptotheentranceandshootus。Heisquitemadnow;Iamsureofitfromhisvoice。”
Benitathoughtaminute,thensheanswered:”Wemustbuildupthepassage。Look,”andshepointedtothelumpsofrockthattheexplosionoftheirminehadshakendownfromtheroof,andtheslabsofcementthattheyhadbrokenfromthefloorwiththecrowbar。”Atonce,atonce,”shewenton;”hewillnotcomebackforsomehours,probablynottillnight。”
Sotheysettowork,andneverdidBenitalabourasitwasherlottodothatday。Suchofthefragmentsastheycouldlifttheycarriedbetweenthem,otherstheyrolledalongbyhelpofthecrowbar。Forhourafterhourtheytoiledattheirtask。Luckilyforthem,thepassagewasnotmorethanthreefeetwidebysixfeetsixhigh,andtheirmaterialwasample。Beforetheeveningtheyhadblockeditcompletelywithawallseveralfeetinthickness,whichwalltheysupportedontheinsidewithlengthsofthefirewoodlashedacrosstotheoldhingesandbolt-holes,orsetobliquelyagainstitsface。
Itwasdone,andtheyregardedtheirworkwithpride,althoughitseemedprobablethattheywerebuildinguptheirowntomb。Becauseofitspositionatanangleofthepassage,theyknewthatMeyercouldnotgettoitwithapoletobatteritdown。Also,therewasnoloosepowderleft,sohisonlychancewouldbetopullittopieceswithhishands,andthis,theythought,mightbebeyondhispower。Atleast,shouldheattemptit,theywouldhaveamplewarning。Yetthatdaywasnottopasswithoutanothertrouble。
Justastheyhadrolledupandleveredintoplacealongfragmentofrockdesignedtopreventtheendsoftheirsupportingpiecesofwoodfromslippingonthecementfloor,Mr。Cliffordutteredanexclamation,thensaid:”Ihavewrungmybackbadly。Helpmetothetent。Imustliedown。”
Slowlyandwithgreatpaintheystaggeredupthecave,Mr。CliffordleaningonBenitaandastick,till,reachingthetentatlast,healmostfellontotheblanketsandremainedtherepracticallycrippled。
NowbeganBenita’sterribletime,theworstofallherlife。Everyhourherfatherbecamemoreill。Evenbeforetheytookrefugeinthecavehewascompletelybrokendown,andnowafterthisaccidenthebegantosufferverymuch。Hisrheumatismorsciatica,orwhateveritwas,seemedtosettleuponthehurtmusclesofhisback,causinghimsomuchpainthathecouldscarcelysleepfortenminutesatastretch。Moreover,hewouldswallowbutlittleoftheroughfoodwhichwasallBenitawasabletoprepareforhim;nothing,indeed,exceptbiscuitsoakedinblackcoffee,whichsheboiledoverasmallfiremadeofwoodthattheyhadbroughtwiththem,andoccasionallyalittlebroth,tastelessstuffenough,foritwasonlytheessenceofbiltong,orsun-driedflesh,flavouredwithsomesalt。
Thenthereweretwootherterrorsagainstshemustfight,thedarknessandthedreadofJacobMeyer。Perhapsthedarknesswastheworseofthem。Toliveinthathideousgloominwhichtheirsinglelamp,forshedaredburnnomorelesttheoilshouldgiveout,seemedbutasonestartothewholenight,ah!whothathadnotendureditcouldknowwhatitmeant?Therethesickman,yonderthegrinningskeletons,aroundtheblacknessandthesilence,andbeyondtheseagainamiserabledeath,orJacobMeyer。ButofhimBenitasawnothing,thoughonceortwiceshethoughtthatsheheardhisvoiceravingoutsidethewallwhichtheyhadbuilt。Ifso,eitherhedidnottrytopullitdown,orhefailedintheattempt,orperhapshefearedthatshouldhesucceed,hewouldbegreetedbyabullet。Soatlastshegaveupthinkingabouthim。Shouldheforcehiswayintothecaveshemustdealwiththesituationasbestshecould。Meanwhile,herfather’sstrengthwassinkingfast。
Threeawfuldayswentbyinthisfashion,andtheenddrewnear。
Althoughshetriedtoforceherselftoit,Benitacouldnotswallowenoughfoodtokeepupherstrength。Nowthatthepassagewasclosedtheatmosphereofthisoldvault,foritwasnothingmore,thickenedbythesmokeofthefirewhichshewasobligedtoburn,grewpoisonousandchokedher。Wantofsleepexhaustedher,dreadofwhatthemorrowmightbringforthcrushedherstrongspirit。Shebegantobreakdown,knowingthatthehourwasnearwhensheandherfathermustdietogether。
Once,asshesleptawhileathisside,beingwakenedbyhisgroaning,Benitalookedatherwatch。Itwasmidnight。Sherose,andgoingtotheembersofthelittlefire,warmedupsomeofherbiltongbrothwhichshepouredintoatinpannikin。Withdifficultysheforcedhimtoswallowafewmouthfulsofit,then,feelingasuddenweakness,dranktherestherself。Itgaveherpowertothink,andherfatherdozedoffintoanuneasysleep。
Alas!thinkingwasofnouse,nothingcouldbedone。Therewasnohopesaveinprayer。RestlessnessseizedBenita,andtakingthelanternshewanderedroundthecave。Thewallthattheyhadbuiltremainedintact,andoh!tothinkthatbeyonditflowedthefreeairandshonetheblessedstars!Backshecameagain,skirtingthepitsthatJacobMeyerhaddug,andthegraveoftheoldmonk,tillshereachedthestepsofthecrucifix,andholdinguphercandle,lookedatthethorn-crownedbrowoftheChristabove。
Itwaswonderfullycarved;thatdyingfacewasfullofpity。WouldnotHeWhomitrepresentedpityher?Shekneltdownonthetopmoststep,andclaspingthepiercedfeetwithherarms,begantoprayearnestly,notforherselfbutthatshemightsaveherfather。Sheprayedasshehadneverprayedbefore,andsopraying,sankintoatorpororaswoon。
ItseemedtoBenitathatthissleepofherssuddenlybecamealive;initshesawmanythings。Forinstance,shesawherselfseatedinastateoftranceuponthatverystepwherenowsheknelt,whilebeforeherstoodherfatherandJacobMeyer。Moreover,somethingspokeinher;shecouldnothearavoice,butsheseemedtoseethewordswrittenintheairbeforeher。Thesewerethewords:——”/ClaspthefeetoftheChristanddrawthemtotheleft。Thepassagebeneathleadstothechamberwherethegoldishid,andthencetotheriverbank。ThatisthesecretwhichereIdepart,I
thedeadBenita,passontoyou,thelivingBenita,asIamcommanded。Inlifeanddeathpeacebetoyoursoul。/”
ThricedidthismessageappeartorepeatitselfintheconsciousnessofBenita。Then,suddenlyasshehadslept,shewokeagainwitheveryletterofitimprintedonhermind。Doubtlessitwasadream,nothingbutadreambredbythefactthatherarmswereclaspingthefeetofthecrucifix。Whatdiditsay?”Drawthemtotheleft。”
Shedidso,butnothingstirred。Againshetried,andstillnothingstirred。Ofcourseitwasadream。Whyhadsuchbeensenttomockher?
Inakindofmadirritationsheputoutallherremainingstrengthandwrestledwiththosestonyfeet。/Theymovedalittle/——thenofasudden,withoutanyfurthereffortonherpart,swungroundashighasthekneeswheredraperyhung,concealingthejoininthem。Yes,theyswunground,revealingtheheadofastair,upwhichblewacoldwindthatitwassweettobreathe。
Benitarose,gasping。Thensheseizedherlanternandrantothelittletentwhereherfatherlay。
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