Agreatfireroared。Therewasascentofcookedpastry。Hewasdue,atseveno’clock,buthewouldbelate。Thethreechildrenhadgone,tomeethim。Shewasalone。ButataquartertosevenMorelcame,inagain。Neitherwifenorhusbandspoke。Hesatinhisarmchair,quiteawkwardwithexcitement,andshequietlywentonwithherbaking。
Onlybythecarefulwayinwhichshedidthingscoulditbetold,howmuchmovedshewas。Theclocktickedon。
“Whattimedostsayhe’scoming?”Morelaskedforthefifthtime。
“Thetraingetsinathalf-pastsix,“sherepliedemphatically。
“Thenhe’llbehereattenpastseven。”
“Eh,blessyou,it’llbehourslateontheMidland,“
shesaidindifferently。Butshehoped,byexpectinghimlate,tobringhimearly。Morelwentdowntheentrytolookforhim。
Thenhecameback。
“Goodness,man!”shesaid。”You’relikeanill-sittinghen。”
“Hadnayoubetterbegettin’himsummatt’eatready?”
askedthefather。
“There’splentyoftime,“sheanswered。
“There’snotsomuchasIcanseeon,“heanswered,turningcrosslyinhischair。Shebegantoclearhertable。
Thekettlewassinging。Theywaitedandwaited。
MeantimethethreechildrenwereontheplatformatSethleyBridge,ontheMidlandmainline,twomilesfromhome。Theywaitedonehour。
Atraincame——hewasnotthere。Downthelinetheredandgreen,lightsshone。Itwasverydarkandverycold。
“AskhimiftheLondontrain’scome,“saidPaultoAnnie,whentheysawamaninatipcap。
“I’mnot,“saidAnnie。”Youbequiet——hemightsendusoff。”
ButPaulwasdyingforthemantoknowtheywereexpecting,someonebytheLondontrain:,itsoundedsogrand。Yethewasmuch,toomuchscaredofbroachinganyman,letaloneoneinapeakedcap,todaretoask。Thethreechildrencouldscarcelygointothe,waiting-roomforfearofbeingsentaway,andforfear,somethingshouldhappenwhilsttheywereofftheplatform。
Stilltheywaitedinthedarkandcold。
“It’sanhouran’ahalflate,“saidArthurpathetically。
“Well,“saidAnnie,“it’sChristmasEve。”
Theyallgrewsilent。Hewasn’tcoming。Theylooked,downthedarknessoftherailway。TherewasLondon!,Itseemed,theutter-mostofdistance。Theythoughtanythingmighthappen,ifonecamefromLondon。Theywerealltootroubledtotalk。
Cold,andunhappy,andsilent,theyhuddledtogetherontheplatform。
Atlast,aftermorethantwohours,theysawthelightsofan,enginepeeringround,awaydownthedarkness。Aporterranout。
Thechildrendrewbackwithbeatinghearts。Agreattrain,boundforManchester,drewup。Twodoorsopened,andfromone,ofthem,William。Theyflewtohim。Hehandedparcelstothem,cheerily,andimmediatelybegantoexplainthatthisgreattrainhad,stoppedforHISsakeatsuchasmallstationasSethleyBridge:
itwasnotbookedtostop。
Meanwhiletheparentsweregettinganxious。Thetablewasset,thechopwascooked,everythingwasready。Mrs。Morelputon,herblackapron。Shewaswearingherbestdress。Thenshesat,pretendingtoread。Theminuteswereatorturetoher。
“H’m!”saidMorel。”It’sanhouran’aha’ef。”
“Andthosechildrenwaiting!”shesaid。
“Th’traincannaha’comeinyet,“hesaid。
“Itellyou,onChristmasEvethey’reHOURSwrong。”
Theywerebothabitcrosswitheachother,sognawed,withanxiety。Theashtreemoanedoutsideinacold,rawwind。
AndallthatspaceofnightfromLondonhome!,Mrs。Morelsuffered。
Theslightclickoftheworksinsidetheclockirritatedher。
Itwasgettingsolate;itwasgettingunbearable。
Atlasttherewasasoundofvoices,andafootstepintheentry。
“Ha’shere!”criedMorel,jumpingup。
Thenhestoodback。Themotherranafewstepstowards,thedoorandwaited。Therewasarushandapatteroffeet,thedoorburstopen。Williamwasthere。HedroppedhisGladstone,bagandtookhismotherinhisarms。
“Mater!”hesaid。
“Myboy!”shecried。
Andfortwoseconds,nolonger,sheclaspedhimandkissedhim。
Thenshewithdrewandsaid,tryingtobequitenormal:
“Buthowlateyouare!”
“Aren’tI!”hecried,turningtohisfather。”Well,dad!”
Thetwomenshookhands。
“Well,mylad!”
Morel’seyeswerewet。
“Wethoughttha’dniverbecommin’,“hesaid。
“Oh,I’dcome!”exclaimedWilliam。
Thenthesonturnedroundtohismother。
“Butyoulookwell,“shesaidproudly,laughing。
“Well!”heexclaimed。”Ishouldthinkso——cominghome!”
Hewasafinefellow,big,straight,andfearless-looking。He,lookedroundattheevergreensandthekissingbunch,andthelittle,tartsthatlayintheirtinsonthehearth。
“Byjove!mother,it’snotdifferent!”hesaid,asifinrelief。
Everybodywasstillforasecond。Thenhesuddenlysprangforward,pickedatartfromthehearth,andpusheditwholeintohismouth。
“Well,didiveryouseesuchaparishoven!”thefatherexclaimed。
Hehadbroughtthemendlesspresents。Everypennyhehadhehad,spentonthem。Therewasasenseofluxuryoverflowinginthehouse。
Forhismothertherewasanumbrellawithgoldonthepalehandle。
Shekeptittoherdyingday,andwouldhavelostanythingrather,thanthat。Everybodyhadsomethinggorgeous,andbesides,therewere,poundsofunknownsweets:,Turkishdelight,crystallisedpineapple,andsuch-likethingswhich,thechildrenthought,onlythesplendour,ofLondoncouldprovide。AndPaulboastedofthesesweetsamong,hisfriends。
“Realpineapple,cutoffinslices,andthenturnedinto,crystal——fairgrand!”
Everybodywasmadwithhappinessinthefamily。Homewashome,andtheyloveditwithapassionoflove,whateverthesuffering,hadbeen。Therewereparties,therewererejoicings。Peoplecame,intoseeWilliam,toseewhatdifferenceLondonhadmadetohim。
Andtheyallfoundhim“suchagentleman,andSUCHafinefellow,myword“!
Whenhewentawayagainthechildrenretiredtovariousplaces,toweepalone。Morelwenttobedinmisery,andMrs。Morelfeltas,ifshewerenumbedbysomedrug,asifherfeelingswereparalysed。
Shelovedhimpassionately。
Hewasintheofficeofalawyerconnectedwithalarge,shippingfirm,andatthemidsummerhischiefofferedhimatrip,intheMediterraneanononeoftheboats,forquiteasmallcost。
Mrs。Morelwrote:,“Go,go,myboy。Youmayneverhaveachanceagain,andIshouldlovetothinkofyoucruisingthereintheMediterranean,almostbetterthantohaveyouathome。”,ButWilliamcamehomefor,hisfortnight’sholiday。NoteventheMediterranean,whichpulled,atallhisyoungman’sdesiretotravel,andathispoorman’swonder,attheglamoroussouth,couldtakehimawaywhenhemightcomehome。
Thatcompensatedhismotherformuch。
CHAPTERV
PAULLAUNCHESINTOLIFE
MORELwasratheraheedlessman,carelessofdanger。Sohehad,endlessaccidents。Now,whenMrs。Morelheardtherattleofanempty,coal-cartceaseatherentry-end,sheranintotheparlourtolook,expectingalmosttoseeherhusbandseatedinthewaggon,hisface,greyunderhisdirt,hisbodylimpandsickwithsomehurtorother。
Ifitwerehe,shewouldrunouttohelp。
AboutayearafterWilliamwenttoLondon,andjustafterPaul,hadleftschool,beforehegotwork,Mrs。Morelwasupstairsandher,sonwaspaintinginthekitchen——hewasverycleverwithhisbrush——when,therecameaknockatthedoor。Crosslyheputdownhisbrushtogo。
Atthesamemomenthismotheropenedawindowupstairsandlookeddown。
Apit-ladinhisdirtstoodonthethreshold。
“IsthisWalterMorel’s?”heasked。
“Yes,“saidMrs。Morel。”Whatisit?”
Butshehadguessedalready。
“Yourmester’sgothurt,“hesaid。
“Eh,dearme!”sheexclaimed。”It’sawonderifhehadn’t,lad。
Andwhat’shedonethistime?”
“Idon’tknowforsure,butit’s’islegsomewhere。Theyta’ein’
’imterth’’ospital。”
“Goodgraciousme!”sheexclaimed。”Eh,dear,whataoneheis!
There’snotfiveminutesofpeace,I’llbehangedifthereis!
Histhumb’snearlybetter,andnow——Didyouseehim?”
“Iseedhimatth’bottom。An’Iseed’embring’imupin,atub,an’’eworinadeadfaint。Butheshoutedlikeanythink,whenDoctorFraserexaminedhimi’th’lampcabin——an’cossedan’
swore,an’saidas’eworgoin’tobeta’enwhoam——’eworn’tgoin’
terth’’ospital。”
Theboyfalteredtoanend。
“HeWOULDwanttocomehome,sothatIcanhaveallthebother。
Thankyou,mylad。Eh,dear,ifI’mnotsick——sickandsurfeited,Iam!”
Shecamedownstairs。Paulhadmechanicallyresumedhispainting。
“Anditmustbeprettybadifthey’vetakenhimtothehospital,“
shewenton。”ButwhataCARELESScreatureheis!,OTHERmendon’t,havealltheseaccidents。Yes,heWOULDwanttoputalltheburden,onme。Eh,dear,justasweWEREgettingeasyabitatlast。
Putthosethingsaway,there’snotimetobepaintingnow。Whattime,isthereatrain?,IknowIs’llhavetogotrailingtoKeston。
Is’llhavetoleavethatbedroom。”
“Icanfinishit,“saidPaul。
“Youneedn’t。Ishallcatchtheseveno’clockback,Ishouldthink。Oh,myblessedheart,thefussandcommotion,he’llmake!,AndthosegranitesettsatTinderHill——hemight,wellcallthemkidneypebbles——they’lljolthimalmosttobits。
Iwonderwhytheycan’tmendthem,thestatethey’rein,an’
allthemenasgoacrossinthatambulance。You’dthinkthey’d,haveahospitalhere。Themenboughttheground,and,mysirs,there’dbeaccidentsenoughtokeepitgoing。Butno,theymust,trailthemtenmilesinaslowambulancetoNottingham。It’sa,cryingshame!,Oh,andthefusshe’llmake!,Iknowhewill!
Iwonderwho’swithhim。Barker,Is’dthink。Poorbeggar,he’llwishhimselfanywhererather。Buthe’lllookafterhim,Iknow。
Nowthere’snotellinghowlonghe’llbestuckinthathospital——and,WON’Thehateit!,Butifit’sonlyhislegit’snotsobad。”
Allthetimeshewasgettingready。Hurriedlytakingoffher,bodice,shecrouchedattheboiler,whilethewaterranslowlyintoherlading-can。
“Iwishthisboilerwasatthebottomofthesea!”sheexclaimed,wrigglingthehandleimpatiently。Shehadveryhandsome,strongarms,rathersurprisingonasmallishwoman。
Paulclearedaway,putonthekettle,andsetthetable。
“Thereisn’tatraintillfour-twenty,“hesaid。
“You’vetimeenough。”
“Ohno,Ihaven’t!”shecried,blinkingathimoverthetowel,asshewipedherface。
“Yes,youhave。Youmustdrinkacupofteaatanyrate。
ShouldIcomewithyoutoKeston?”
“Comewithme?,Whatfor,Ishouldliketoknow?,Now,whathave,Itotakehim?,Eh,dear!,Hiscleanshirt——andit’sablessingit,ISclean。Butithadbetterbeaired。Andstockings——hewon’twant,them——andatowel,Isuppose;andhandkerchiefs。Nowwhatelse?”
“Acomb,aknifeandforkandspoon,“saidPaul。Hisfather,hadbeeninthehospitalbefore。
“Goodnessknowswhatsortofstatehisfeetwerein,“
continuedMrs。Morel,asshecombedherlongbrownhair,thatwas,fineassilk,andwastouchednowwithgrey。”He’sveryparticular,towashhimselftothewaist,butbelowhethinksdoesn’tmatter。
Butthere,Isupposetheyseeplentylikeit。”
Paulhadlaidthetable。Hecuthismotheroneortwopieces,ofverythinbreadandbutter。
“Hereyouare,“hesaid,puttinghercupofteainherplace。
“Ican’tbebothered!”sheexclaimedcrossly。
“Well,you’vegotto,sothere,nowit’sputoutready,“
heinsisted。
Soshesatdownandsippedhertea,andatealittle,insilence。
Shewasthinking。
Inafewminutesshewasgone,towalkthetwoandahalfmiles,toKestonStation。Allthethingsshewastakinghimshehadinher,bulgingstringbag。Paulwatchedhergouptheroadbetweenthe,hedges——alittle,quick-steppingfigure,andhisheartachedforher,thatshewasthrustforwardagainintopainandtrouble。Andshe,trippingsoquicklyinheranxiety,feltatthebackofherher,son’sheartwaitingonher,felthimbearingwhatpartoftheburden,hecould,evensupportingher。Andwhenshewasatthehospital,shethought:,“ItWILLupsetthatladwhenItellhimhowbaditis。
I’dbetterbecareful。”,Andwhenshewastrudginghomeagain,shefelthewascomingtoshareherburden。
“Isitbad?”askedPaul,assoonassheenteredthehouse。
“It’sbadenough,“shereplied。
“What?”
Shesighedandsatdown,undoingherbonnet-strings。Herson,watchedherfaceasitwaslifted,andhersmall,work-hardenedhands,fingeringatthebowunderherchin。
“Well,“sheanswered,“it’snotreallydangerous,butthenurse,saysit’sadreadfulsmash。Yousee,agreatpieceofrockfell,onhisleg——here——andit’sacompoundfracture。Therearepieces,ofbonestickingthrough——“
“Ugh——howhorrid!”exclaimedthechildren。
“And,“shecontinued,“ofcoursehesayshe’sgoingtodie——it,wouldn’tbehimifhedidn’t。’I’mdonefor,mylass!’hesaid,lookingatme。’Don’tbesosilly,’Isaidtohim。’You’renotgoing,todieofabrokenleg,howeverbadlyit’ssmashed。’,’Is’llniver,comeoutof’erebutinawoodenbox,’hegroaned。’Well,’Isaid,’ifyouwantthemtocarryyouintothegardeninawoodenbox,whenyou’rebetter,I’venodoubttheywill。’,’Ifwethinkit’s,goodforhim,’saidtheSister。She’sanawfullyniceSister,butratherstrict。”
Mrs。Moreltookoffherbonnet。Thechildrenwaitedinsilence。
“Ofcourse,heISbad,“shecontinued,“andhewillbe。
It’sagreatshock,andhe’slostalotofblood;and,ofcourse,itISaverydangeroussmash。It’snotatallsurethatitwillmend,soeasily。Andthenthere’sthefeverandthemortification——ifittook,badwayshe’dquicklybegone。Butthere,he’saclean-bloodedman,withwonderfulhealingflesh,andsoIseenoreasonwhyitSHOULD
takebadways。Ofcoursethere’sawound——“
Shewaspalenowwithemotionandanxiety。Thethreechildren,realisedthatitwasverybadfortheirfather,andthehouse,wassilent,anxious。
“Buthealwaysgetsbetter,“saidPaulafterawhile。
“That’swhatItellhim,“saidthemother。
Everybodymovedaboutinsilence。
“Andhereallylookednearlydonefor,“shesaid。”Butthe,Sistersaysthatisthepain。”
Annietookawayhermother’scoatandbonnet。
“AndhelookedatmewhenIcameaway!,Isaid:,’Is’ll,havetogonow,Walter,becauseofthetrain——andthechildren。’
Andhelookedatme。Itseemshard。”
Paultookuphisbrushagainandwentonpainting。Arthurwent,outsideforsomecoal。Anniesatlookingdismal。AndMrs。Morel,inherlittlerocking-chairthatherhusbandhadmadeforher,whenthefirstbabywascoming,remainedmotionless,brooding。
Shewasgrieved,andbitterlysorryforthemanwhowashurtsomuch。
Butstill,inherheartofhearts,wheretheloveshouldhaveburned,therewasablank。Now,whenallherwoman’spitywasrousedtoits,fullextent,whenshewouldhaveslavedherselftodeathtonurse,himandtosavehim,whenshewouldhavetakenthepainherself,ifshecould,somewherefarawayinsideher,shefeltindifferent,tohimandtohissuffering。Ithurthermostofall,thisfailure,tolovehim,evenwhenherousedherstrongemotions。Shebrooded,awhile。
“Andthere,“shesaidsuddenly,“whenI’dgothalfwaytoKeston,IfoundI’dcomeoutinmyworkingboots——andLOOKatthem。”
TheywereanoldpairofPaul’s,brownandrubbedthroughat,thetoes。”Ididn’tknowwhattodowithmyself,forshame,“
sheadded。
Inthemorning,whenAnnieandArthurwereatschool,Mrs。Morel,talkedagaintoherson,whowashelpingherwithherhousework。
“IfoundBarkeratthehospital。Hedidlookbad,poorlittlefellow!,’Well,’Isaidtohim,’whatsortofa,journeydidyouhavewithhim?’,’Dunnaaxme,missis!’hesaid。
’Ay,’Isaid,’Iknowwhathe’dbe。’,’ButitWORbadforhim,Mrs。Morel,itWORthat!’hesaid。’Iknow,’Isaid。’Ativryjolt,Ithoughtmy’eartwouldha’flowncleanouto’mymouth,’hesaid。
’An’thescream’egivessometimes!,Missis,notforafortunewould,Igothroughwi’itagain。’,’Icanquiteunderstandit,’Isaid。
’It’sanastyjob,though,’hesaid,’an’oneas’llbealong,whileaforeit’srightagain。’,’I’mafraiditwill,’Isaid。
IlikeMr。Barker——IDOlikehim。There’ssomethingsomanly,abouthim。”
Paulresumedhistasksilently。
“Andofcourse,“Mrs。Morelcontinued,“foramanlikeyourfather,thehospitalIShard。HeCAN’Tunderstandrulesandregulations。
Andhewon’tletanybodyelsetouchhim,notifhecanhelpit。
Whenhesmashedthemusclesofhisthigh,andithadtobedressed,fourtimesaday,WOULDheletanybodybutmeorhismotherdoit?
Hewouldn’t。So,ofcourse,he’llsufferintherewiththenurses。
AndIdidn’tlikeleavinghim。I’msure,whenIkissedhiman’cameaway,itseemedashame。”
Soshetalkedtoherson,almostasifshewerethinking,aloudtohim,andhetookitinasbesthecould,bysharingher,troubletolightenit。Andintheendshesharedalmosteverything,withhimwithoutknowing。
Morelhadaverybadtime。Foraweekhewasina,criticalcondition。Thenhebegantomend。Andthen,knowinghe,wasgoingtogetbetter,thewholefamilysighedwithrelief,andproceededtolivehappily。
TheywerenotbadlyoffwhilstMorelwasinthehospital。
Therewerefourteenshillingsaweekfromthepit,tenshillings,fromthesickclub,andfiveshillingsfromtheDisabilityFund;
andtheneveryweekthebuttieshadsomethingforMrs。Morel——five,orsevenshillings——sothatshewasquitewelltodo。Andwhilst,Morelwasprogressingfavourablyinthehospital,thefamilywas,extraordinarilyhappyandpeaceful。OnSaturdaysandWednesdays,Mrs。MorelwenttoNottinghamtoseeherhusband。Thenshealways,broughtbacksomelittlething:,asmalltubeofpaintsforPaul,orsomethickpaper;acoupleofpostcardsforAnnie,thatthewhole,familyrejoicedoverfordaysbeforethegirlwasallowedtosend,themaway;orafret-sawforArthur,orabitofprettywood。
Shedescribedheradventuresintothebigshopswithjoy。
Soonthefolkinthepicture-shopknewher,andknewaboutPaul。
Thegirlinthebook-shoptookakeeninterestinher。Mrs。Morel,wasfullofinformationwhenshegothomefromNottingham。Thethree,satroundtillbed-time,listening,puttingin,arguing。ThenPaul,oftenrakedthefire。
“I’mthemaninthehousenow,“heusedtosaytohismother,withjoy。Theylearnedhowperfectlypeacefulthehomecouldbe。
Andtheyalmostregretted——thoughnoneofthemwouldhaveownedto,suchcallousness——thattheirfatherwassooncomingback。
Paulwasnowfourteen,andwaslookingforwork。Hewasa,rathersmallandratherfinely-madeboy,withdarkbrownhairand,lightblueeyes。Hisfacehadalreadylostitsyouthfulchubbiness,andwasbecomingsomewhatlikeWilliam’s——rough-featured,almost,rugged——anditwasextraordinarilymobile。Usuallyhelooked,asifhesawthings,wasfulloflife,andwarm;thenhissmile,likehismother’s,camesuddenlyandwasverylovable;andthen,whentherewasanycloginhissoul’squickrunning,hisfacewent,stupidandugly。Hewasthesortofboythatbecomesaclown,andaloutassoonasheisnotunderstood,orfeelshimself,heldcheap;and,again,isadorableatthefirsttouchofwarmth。
Hesufferedverymuchfromthefirstcontactwithanything。
Whenhewasseven,thestartingschoolhadbeenanightmareanda,torturetohim。Butafterwardshelikedit。Andnowthathefelt,hehadtogooutintolife,hewentthroughagoniesofshrinking,self-consciousness。Hewasquiteacleverpainterforaboyofhisyears,andheknewsomeFrenchandGermanandmathematicsthatMr。Heaton,hadtaughthim。Butnothinghehadwasofanycommercialvalue。
Hewasnotstrongenoughforheavymanualwork,hismothersaid。
Hedidnotcareformakingthingswithhishands,preferredracingabout,ormakingexcursionsintothecountry,orreading,orpainting。
“Whatdoyouwanttobe?”hismotherasked。
“Anything。”
“Thatisnoanswer,“saidMrs。Morel。
Butitwasquitetruthfullytheonlyanswerhecouldgive。
Hisambition,asfarasthisworld’sgearwent,wasquietlytoearn,histhirtyorthirty-fiveshillingsaweeksomewherenearhome,andthen,whenhisfatherdied,haveacottagewithhismother,paintandgooutasheliked,andlivehappyeverafter。Thatwashis,programmeasfarasdoingthingswent。Buthewasproudwithinhimself,measuringpeopleagainsthimself,andplacingthem,inexorably。Andhe,thoughtthatPERHAPShemightalsomakeapainter,therealthing。
Butthatheleftalone。
“Then,“saidhismother,“youmustlookinthepaper,fortheadvertisements。”
Helookedather。Itseemedtohimabitterhumiliation,andananguishtogothrough。Buthesaidnothing。Whenhegotup,inthemorning,hiswholebeingwasknottedupoverthisonethought:
“I’vegottogoandlookforadvertisementsforajob。”
Itstoodinfrontofthemorning,thatthought,killingall,joyandevenlife,forhim。Hisheartfeltlikeatightknot。
Andthen,atteno’clock,hesetoff。Hewassupposedtobe,aqueer,quietchild。Goingupthesunnystreetofthelittletown,hefeltasifallthefolkhemetsaidtothemselves:,“He’sgoing,totheCo-op。reading-roomtolookinthepapersforaplace。
Hecan’tgetajob。Isupposehe’slivingonhismother。”,Thenhe,creptupthestonestairsbehindthedraperyshopattheCo-op。,andpeepedinthereading-room。Usuallyoneortwomenwerethere,eitherold,uselessfellows,orcolliers“ontheclub“。Soheentered,fullofshrinkingandsufferingwhentheylookedup,seatedhimselfat,thetable,andpretendedtoscanthenews。Heknewtheywouldthink:
“Whatdoesaladofthirteenwantinareading-roomwithanewspaper?”
andhesuffered。
Thenhelookedwistfullyoutofthewindow。Alreadyhewas,aprisonerofindustrialism。Largesunflowersstaredoverthe,oldredwallofthegardenopposite,lookingintheirjollyway,downonthewomenwhowerehurryingwithsomethingfordinner。
Thevalleywasfullofcorn,brighteninginthesun。Twocollieries,amongthefields,wavedtheirsmallwhiteplumesofsteam。Faroff,onthehillswerethewoodsofAnnesley,darkandfascinating。
Alreadyhisheartwentdown。Hewasbeingtakenintobondage。
Hisfreedominthebelovedhomevalleywasgoingnow。
Thebrewers’waggonscamerollingupfromKestonwithenormous,barrels,fouraside,likebeansinaburstbean-pod。Thewaggoner,thronedaloft,rollingmassivelyinhisseat,wasnotsomuch,belowPaul’seye。Theman’shair,onhissmall,bullethead,wasbleachedalmostwhitebythesun,andonhisthickredarms,rockingidlyonhissackapron,thewhitehairsglistened。
Hisredfaceshoneandwasalmostasleepwithsunshine。Thehorses,handsomeandbrown,wentonbythemselves,lookingbyfarthemasters,oftheshow。
Paulwishedhewerestupid。”Iwish,“hethoughttohimself,“Iwasfatlikehim,andlikeadoginthesun。IwishIwasapig,andabrewer’swaggoner。”
Then,theroombeingatlastempty,hewouldhastilycopy,anadvertisementonascrapofpaper,thenanother,andslip,outinimmenserelief。Hismotherwouldscanoverhiscopies。
“Yes,“shesaid,“youmaytry。”
Williamhadwrittenoutaletterofapplication,couchedin,admirablebusinesslanguage,whichPaulcopied,withvariations。
Theboy’shandwritingwasexecrable,sothatWilliam,whodidall,thingswell,gotintoafeverofimpatience。
Theelderbrotherwasbecomingquiteswanky。InLondonhefound,thathecouldassociatewithmenfarabovehisBestwoodfriends,instation。Someoftheclerksintheofficehadstudiedforthelaw,andweremoreorlessgoingthroughakindofapprenticeship。
Williamalwaysmadefriendsamongmenwhereverhewent,hewassojolly。
Thereforehewassoonvisitingandstayinginhousesofmenwho,inBestwood,wouldhavelookeddownontheunapproachablebankmanager,andwouldmerelyhavecalledindifferentlyontheRector。Sohebegan,tofancyhimselfasagreatgun。Hewas,indeed,rathersurprised,attheeasewithwhichhebecameagentleman。
Hismotherwasglad,heseemedsopleased。Andhislodging,inWalthamstowwassodreary。Butnowthereseemedtocomeakind,offeverintotheyoungman’sletters。Hewasunsettledbyall,thechange,hedidnotstandfirmonhisownfeet,butseemedtospin,rathergiddilyonthequickcurrentofthenewlife。Hismotherwas,anxiousforhim。Shecouldfeelhimlosinghimself。Hehaddanced,andgonetothetheatre,boatedontheriver,beenoutwithfriends;
andsheknewhesatupafterwardsinhiscoldbedroomgrindingaway,atLatin,becauseheintendedtogetoninhisoffice,andinthe,lawasmuchashecould。Heneversenthismotheranymoneynow。
Itwasalltaken,thelittlehehad,forhisownlife。Andshe,didnotwantany,exceptsometimes,whenshewasinatightcorner,andwhentenshillingswouldhavesavedhermuchworry。Shestill,dreamedofWilliam,andofwhathewoulddo,withherselfbehindhim。
Neverforaminutewouldsheadmittoherselfhowheavyandanxious,herheartwasbecauseofhim。
Alsohetalkedagooddealnowofagirlhehadmetatadance,ahandsomebrunette,quiteyoung,andalady,afterwhomthemen,wererunningthickandfast。
“Iwonderifyouwouldrun,myboy,“hismotherwrote,tohim,“unlessyousawalltheothermenchasinghertoo。
Youfeelsafeenoughandvainenoughinacrowd。Buttakecare,andseehowyoufeelwhenyoufindyourselfalone,andintriumph。”
Williamresentedthesethings,andcontinuedthechase。Hehad,takenthegirlontheriver。”Ifyousawher,mother,youwould,knowhowIfeel。Tallandelegant,withtheclearestofclear,transparentolivecomplexions,hairasblackasjet,andsuch,greyeyes——bright,mocking,likelightsonwateratnight。
Itisallverywelltobeabitsatiricaltillyouseeher。
AndshedressesaswellasanywomaninLondon。Itellyou,yoursondoesn’thalfputhisheadupwhenshegoeswalkingdown,Piccadillywithhim。”
Mrs。Morelwondered,inherheart,ifhersondidnotgo,walkingdownPiccadillywithanelegantfigureandfineclothes,ratherthanwithawomanwhowasneartohim。Butshecongratulated,himinherdoubtfulfashion。And,asshestoodoverthewashing-tub,themotherbroodedoverherson。Shesawhimsaddledwithan,elegantandexpensivewife,earninglittlemoney,draggingalong,andgettingdraggledinsomesmall,uglyhouseinasuburb。
“Butthere,“shetoldherself,“Iamverylikelyasilly——meeting,troublehalfway。”,Nevertheless,theloadofanxietyscarcelyever,leftherheart,lestWilliamshoulddothewrongthingbyhimself。
Presently,PaulwasbiddencalluponThomasJordan,ManufacturerofSurgicalAppliances,at21,SpanielRow,Nottingham。
Mrs。Morelwasalljoy。
“There,yousee!”shecried,hereyesshining。”You’veonly,writtenfourletters,andthethirdisanswered。You’relucky,myboy,asIalwayssaidyouwere。”
Paullookedatthepictureofawoodenleg,adornedwithelastic,stockingsandotherappliances,thatfiguredonMr。Jordan’snotepaper,andhefeltalarmed。Hehadnotknownthatelasticstockingsexisted。
Andheseemedtofeelthebusinessworld,withitsregulatedsystem,ofvalues,anditsimpersonality,andhedreadedit。Itseemed,monstrousalsothatabusinesscouldberunonwoodenlegs。
MotherandsonsetofftogetheroneTuesdaymorning。
ItwasAugustandblazinghot。Paulwalkedwithsomethingscrewedup,tightinsidehim。Hewouldhavesufferedmuchphysicalpainrather,thanthisunreasonablesufferingatbeingexposedtostrangers,tobeacceptedorrejected。Yethechatteredawaywithhismother。
Hewouldneverhaveconfessedtoherhowhesufferedoverthesethings,andsheonlypartlyguessed。Shewasgay,likeasweetheart。
Shestoodinfrontoftheticket-officeatBestwood,andPaulwatched,hertakefromherpursethemoneyforthetickets。
Ashesawherhandsintheiroldblackkidglovesgetting,thesilveroutofthewornpurse,hisheartcontractedwithpain,ofloveofher。
Shewasquiteexcited,andquitegay。Hesufferedbecauseshe,WOULDtalkaloudinpresenceoftheothertravellers。
“Nowlookatthatsillycow!”shesaid,“careeringround,asifitthoughtitwasacircus。”
“It’smostlikelyabottfly,“hesaidverylow。
“Awhat?”sheaskedbrightlyandunashamed。
Theythoughtawhile。Hewassensibleallthetimeofhaving,heroppositehim。Suddenlytheireyesmet,andshesmiledto,him——arare,intimatesmile,beautifulwithbrightnessandlove。
Theneachlookedoutofthewindow。
Thesixteenslowmilesofrailwayjourneypassed。Themother,andsonwalkeddownStationStreet,feelingtheexcitementoflovers,havinganadventuretogether。InCarringtonStreettheystopped,tohangovertheparapetandlookatthebargesonthecanalbelow。
“It’sjustlikeVenice,“hesaid,seeingthesunshine,onthewaterthatlaybetweenhighfactorywalls。
“Perhaps,“sheanswered,smiling。
Theyenjoyedtheshopsimmensely。
“Nowyouseethatblouse,“shewouldsay,“wouldn’tthatjust,suitourAnnie?,Andforone-and-eleven-three。Isn’tthatcheap?”
“Andmadeofneedleworkaswell,“hesaid。
“Yes。”
Theyhadplentyoftime,sotheydidnothurry。Thetown,wasstrangeanddelightfultothem。Buttheboywastiedupinside,inaknotofapprehension。HedreadedtheinterviewwithThomasJordan。
Itwasnearlyeleveno’clockbySt。Peter’sChurch。
TheyturnedupanarrowstreetthatledtotheCastle。Itwas,gloomyandold-fashioned,havinglowdarkshopsanddarkgreenhouse,doorswithbrassknockers,andyellow-ochreddoorstepsprojecting,ontothepavement;thenanotheroldshopwhosesmallwindowlooked,likeacunning,half-shuteye。Motherandsonwentcautiously,lookingeverywherefor“ThomasJordanandSon“。Itwaslikehunting,insomewildplace。Theywereontiptoeofexcitement。
Suddenlytheyspiedabig,darkarchway,inwhichwerenames,ofvariousfirms,ThomasJordanamongthem。
“Hereitis!”saidMrs。Morel。”ButnowWHEREisit?”
Theylookedround。Ononesidewasaqueer,dark,cardboardfactory,ontheotheraCommercialHotel。
“It’suptheentry,“saidPaul。
Andtheyventuredunderthearchway,asintothejaws,ofthedragon。Theyemergedintoawideyard,likeawell,withbuildingsallround。Itwaslitteredwithstrawandboxes,andcardboard。Thesunshineactuallycaughtonecratewhosestraw,wasstreamingontotheyardlikegold。Butelsewheretheplace,waslikeapit。Therewereseveraldoors,andtwoflightsofsteps。
Straightinfront,onadirtyglassdooratthetopofastaircase,loomedtheominouswords“ThomasJordanandSon——SurgicalAppliances。”
Mrs。Morelwentfirst,hersonfollowedher。CharlesImountedhis,scaffoldwithalighterheartthanhadPaulMorelashefollowedhis,motherupthedirtystepstothedirtydoor。
Shepushedopenthedoor,andstoodinpleasedsurprise。Infront,ofherwasabigwarehouse,withcreamypaperparcelseverywhere,andclerks,withtheirshirt-sleevesrolledback,weregoingabout,inanat-homesortofway。Thelightwassubdued,theglossycream,parcelsseemedluminous,thecounterswereofdarkbrownwood。
Allwasquietandveryhomely。Mrs。Moreltooktwostepsforward,thenwaited。Paulstoodbehindher。ShehadonherSunday,bonnetandablackveil;heworeaboy’sbroadwhitecollaranda,Norfolksuit。
Oneoftheclerkslookedup。Hewasthinandtall,witha,smallface。Hiswayoflookingwasalert。Thenheglancedround,totheotherendoftheroom,wherewasaglassoffice。Andthen,hecameforward。Hedidnotsayanything,butleanedinagentle,inquiringfashiontowardsMrs。Morel。
“CanIseeMr。Jordan?”sheasked。
“I’llfetchhim,“answeredtheyoungman。
Hewentdowntotheglassoffice。Ared-faced,white-whiskered,oldmanlookedup。HeremindedPaulofapomeraniandog。
Thenthesamelittlemancameuptheroom。Hehadshortlegs,wasratherstout,andworeanalpacajacket。So,withoneearup,asitwere,hecamestoutlyandinquiringlydowntheroom。
“Good-morning!”hesaid,hesitatingbeforeMrs。Morel,indoubtastowhethershewereacustomerornot。
“Good-morning。Icamewithmyson,PaulMorel。Youaskedhim,tocallthismorning。”
“Comethisway,“saidMr。Jordan,inarathersnappylittle,mannerintendedtobebusinesslike。
Theyfollowedthemanufacturerintoagrubbylittleroom,upholsteredinblackAmericanleather,glossywiththerubbingof,manycustomers。Onthetablewasapileoftrusses,yellowwash-leather,hoopstangledtogether。Theylookednewandliving。Paulsniffedthe,odourofnewwash-leather。Hewonderedwhatthethingswere。Bythis,timehewassomuchstunnedthatheonlynoticedtheoutsidethings。
“Sitdown!”saidMr。Jordan,irritablypointingMrs。Morel,toahorse-hairchair。Shesatontheedgeinanuncertainfashion。
Thenthelittleoldmanfidgetedandfoundapaper。
“Didyouwritethisletter?”hesnapped,thrustingwhatPaul,recognisedashisownnotepaperinfrontofhim。
“Yes,“heanswered。
Atthatmomenthewasoccupiedintwoways:,first,infeeling,guiltyfortellingalie,sinceWilliamhadcomposedtheletter;
second,inwonderingwhyhisletterseemedsostrangeanddifferent,inthefat,redhandoftheman,fromwhatithadbeenwhenitlay,onthekitchentable。Itwaslikepartofhimself,goneastray。
Heresentedthewaythemanheldit。
“Wheredidyoulearntowrite?”saidtheoldmancrossly。
Paulmerelylookedathimshamedly,anddidnotanswer。
“HeISabadwriter,“putinMrs。Morelapologetically。
Thenshepushedupherveil。Paulhatedherfornotbeingprouder,withthiscommonlittleman,andhelovedherfaceclearoftheveil。
“AndyousayyouknowFrench?”inquiredthelittleman,stillsharply。
“Yes,“saidPaul。
“Whatschooldidyougoto?”
“TheBoard-school。”
“Anddidyoulearnitthere?”
“No——I——“Theboywentcrimsonandgotnofarther。
“Hisgodfathergavehimlessons,“saidMrs。Morel,halfpleading,andratherdistant。
Mr。Jordanhesitated。Then,inhisirritablemanner——healways,seemedtokeephishandsreadyforaction——hepulledanothersheetof,paperfromhispocket,unfoldedit。Thepapermadeacracklingnoise。
HehandedittoPaul。
“Readthat,“hesaid。
ItwasanoteinFrench,inthin,flimsyforeignhandwriting,thattheboycouldnotdecipher。Hestaredblanklyatthepaper。
“’Monsieur,’“hebegan;thenhelookedingreatconfusion,atMr。Jordan。”It’sthe——it’sthe——“
Hewantedtosay“handwriting“buthiswitswouldnolongerwork,evensufficientlytosupplyhimwiththeword。Feelinganutterfool,andhatingMr。Jordan,heturneddesperatelytothepaperagain。
“’Sir,——Pleasesendme’——er——er——Ican’ttellthe——er——’two,pairs——grisfilbas——greythreadstockings’——er——er——’sans——without’——
er——Ican’ttellthewords——er——’doigts——fingers’——er——Ican’ttellthe——“
Hewantedtosay“handwriting“butthewordstillrefused,tocome。Seeinghimstuck,Mr。Jordansnatchedthepaperfromhim。
“’Pleasesendbyreturntwopairsgreythreadstockings,withoutTOES。’“
“Well,“flashedPaul,“’doigts’means’fingers’——aswell——as,arule——“
Thelittlemanlookedathim。Hedidnotknowwhether“doigts“
meant“fingers“;heknewthatforallHISpurposesitmeant“toes“。
“Fingerstostockings!”hesnapped。
“Well,itDOESmeanfingers,“theboypersisted。
Hehatedthelittleman,whomadesuchaclodofhim。
Mr。Jordanlookedatthepale,stupid,defiantboy,thenatthemother,whosatquietandwiththatpeculiarshut-offlookofthepoor,whohavetodependonthefavourofothers。
“Andwhencouldhecome?”heasked。
“Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“assoonasyouwish。Hehasfinished,schoolnow。”
“HewouldliveinBestwood?”
“Yes;buthecouldbein——atthestation——atquartertoeight。”
“H’m!”
ItendedbyPaul’sbeingengagedasjuniorspiralclerkateight,shillingsaweek。Theboydidnotopenhismouthtosayanother,word,afterhavinginsistedthat“doigts“meant“fingers“。He,followedhismotherdownthestairs。Shelookedathimwithher,brightblueeyesfullofloveandjoy。
“Ithinkyou’lllikeit,“shesaid。
“’Doigts’doesmean’fingers’,mother,anditwasthewriting。
Icouldn’treadthewriting。”
“Nevermind,myboy。I’msurehe’llbeallright,andyou,won’tseemuchofhim。Wasn’tthatfirstyoungfellownice?
I’msureyou’lllikethem。”
“Butwasn’tMr。Jordancommon,mother?,Doesheownitall?”
“Isupposehewasaworkmanwhohasgoton,“shesaid。
“Youmustn’tmindpeoplesomuch。They’renotbeingdisagreeable,toYOU——it’stheirway。Youalwaysthinkpeoplearemeaningthings,foryou。Buttheydon’t。”
Itwasverysunny。Overthebigdesolatespaceofthemarket-place,theblueskyshimmered,andthegranitecobblesofthepavingglistened。
ShopsdowntheLongRowweredeepinobscurity,andtheshadowwasfull,ofcolour。Justwherethehorsetramstrundledacrossthemarket,wasarowoffruitstalls,withfruitblazinginthesun——apples,andpilesofreddishoranges,smallgreen-gageplumsandbananas。
Therewasawarmscentoffruitasmotherandsonpassed。
Graduallyhisfeelingofignominyandofragesank。
“Whereshouldwegofordinner?”askedthemother。
Itwasfelttobearecklessextravagance。Paulhadonly,beeninaneating-houseonceortwiceinhislife,andthenonly,tohaveacupofteaandabun。MostofthepeopleofBestwood,consideredthatteaandbread-and-butter,andperhapspottedbeef,wasalltheycouldaffordtoeatinNottingham。Realcookeddinner,wasconsideredgreatextravagance。Paulfeltratherguilty。
Theyfoundaplacethatlookedquitecheap。ButwhenMrs。Morel,scannedthebilloffare,herheartwasheavy,thingsweresodear。
Sosheorderedkidney-piesandpotatoesasthecheapestavailabledish。
“Weoughtn’ttohavecomehere,mother,“saidPaul。
“Nevermind,“shesaid。”Wewon’tcomeagain。”
Sheinsistedonhishavingasmallcurranttart,becausehe,likedsweets。
“Idon’twantit,mother,“hepleaded。
“Yes,“sheinsisted;“you’llhaveit。”
Andshelookedroundforthewaitress。Butthewaitress,wasbusy,andMrs。Moreldidnotliketobotherherthen。
Sothemotherandsonwaitedforthegirl’spleasure,whilstshe,flirtedamongthemen。
“Brazenhussy!”saidMrs。MoreltoPaul。”Looknow,she’stakingthatmanHISpudding,andhecamelongafterus。”
“Itdoesn’tmatter,mother,“saidPaul。
Mrs。Morelwasangry。Butshewastoopoor,andherorders,weretoomeagre,sothatshehadnotthecouragetoinsistonher,rightsjustthen。Theywaitedandwaited。
“Shouldwego,mother?”hesaid。
ThenMrs。Morelstoodup。Thegirlwaspassingnear。
“Willyoubringonecurranttart?”saidMrs。Morelclearly。
Thegirllookedroundinsolently。
“Directly,“shesaid。
“Wehavewaitedquitelongenough,“saidMrs。Morel。
Inamomentthegirlcamebackwiththetart。Mrs。Morel,askedcoldlyforthebill。Paulwantedtosinkthroughthefloor。
Hemarvelledathismother’shardness。Heknewthatonlyyears,ofbattlinghadtaughthertoinsistevensolittleonherrights。
Sheshrankasmuchashe。
“It’sthelasttimeIgoTHEREforanything!”shedeclared,whentheywereoutsidetheplace,thankfultobeclear。
“We’llgo,“shesaid,“andlookatKeep’sandBoot’s,andone,ortwoplaces,shallwe?”
Theyhaddiscussionsoverthepictures,andMrs。Morel,wantedtobuyhimalittlesablebrushthatbehankeredafter。
Butthisindulgenceherefused。Hestoodinfrontofmilliners’
shopsanddrapers’shopsalmostbored,butcontentforherto,beinterested。Theywanderedon。
“Now,justlookatthoseblackgrapes!”shesaid。”Theymake,yourmouthwater。I’vewantedsomeofthoseforyears,butIs’ll,havetowaitabitbeforeIgetthem。”
Thensherejoicedintheflorists,standinginthedoorwaysniffing。
“Oh!oh!,Isn’titsimplylovely!”
Paulsaw,inthedarknessoftheshop,anelegantyounglady,inblackpeeringoverthecountercuriously。
“They’relookingatyou,“hesaid,tryingtodrawhismotheraway。
“Butwhatisit?”sheexclaimed,refusingtobemoved。
“Stocks!”heanswered,sniffinghastily。”Look,there’s,atubful。”
“Sothereis——redandwhite。Butreally,Ineverknew,stockstosmelllikeit!”And,tohisgreatrelief,shemoved,outofthedoorway,butonlytostandinfrontofthewindow。
“Paul!”shecriedtohim,whowastryingtogetoutof,sightoftheelegantyoungladyinblack——theshop-girl。“Paul!
Justlookhere!”
Hecamereluctantlyback。
“Now,justlookatthatfuchsia!”sheexclaimed,pointing。
“H’m!”Hemadeacurious,interestedsound。”You’dthink,everysecondastheflowerswasgoingtofalloff,theyhang,sobigan’heavy。”
“Andsuchanabundance!”shecried。
“Andthewaytheydropdownwardswiththeirthreadsandknots!”
“Yes!”sheexclaimed。”Lovely!”
“Iwonderwho’llbuyit!”hesaid。
“Iwonder!”sheanswered。”Notus。”
“Itwoulddieinourparlour。”
“Yes,beastlycold,sunlesshole;itkillseverybitofaplant,youputin,andthekitchenchokesthemtodeath。”
Theyboughtafewthings,andsetofftowardsthestation。
Lookingupthecanal,throughthedarkpassofthebuildings,theysawtheCastleonitsbluffofbrown,green-bushedrock,inapositivemiracleofdelicatesunshine。
“Won’titbeniceformetocomeoutatdinner-times?”saidPaul。
“Icangoallroundhereandseeeverything。Is’llloveit。”
“Youwill,“assentedhismother。
Hehadspentaperfectafternoonwithhismother。Theyarrived,homeinthemellowevening,happy,andglowing,andtired。
Inthemorninghefilledintheformforhisseason-ticket,andtookittothestation。Whenhegotback,hismotherwasjust,beginningtowashthefloor。Hesatcroucheduponthesofa。
“Hesaysit’llbehereonSaturday,“hesaid。
“Andhowmuchwillitbe?”
“Aboutonepoundeleven,“hesaid。
Shewentonwashingherfloorinsilence。
“Isitalot?”heasked。
“It’snomorethanIthought,“sheanswered。
“An’Is’llearneightshillingsaweek,“hesaid。
Shedidnotanswer,butwentonwithherwork。Atlastshesaid:
“ThatWilliampromisedme,whenhewenttoLondon,ashe’dgive,meapoundamonth。Hehasgivenmetenshillings——twice;andnowI
knowhehasn’tafarthingifIaskedhim。NotthatIwantit。
Onlyjustnowyou’dthinkhemightbeabletohelpwiththisticket,whichI’dneverexpected。”
“Heearnsalot,“saidPaul。
“Heearnsahundredandthirtypounds。Butthey’reallalike。
They’relargeinpromises,butit’spreciouslittlefulfilment,youget。”
“Hespendsoverfiftyshillingsaweekonhimself,“saidPaul。
“AndIkeepthishouseonlessthanthirty,“shereplied;
“andamsupposedtofindmoneyforextras。Buttheydon’tcare,abouthelpingyou,oncethey’vegone。He’dratherspenditon,thatdressed-upcreature。”
“Sheshouldhaveherownmoneyifshe’ssogrand,“saidPaul。
“Sheshould,butshehasn’t。Iaskedhim。AndIknowhe,doesn’tbuyheragoldbanglefornothing。Iwonderwhoeverbought,MEagoldbangle。”
Williamwassucceedingwithhis“Gipsy“ashecalledher。
Heaskedthegirl——hernamewasLouisaLilyDenysWestern——fora,photographtosendtohismother。Thephotocame——ahandsomebrunette,takeninprofile,smirkingslightly——and,itmightbe,quitenaked,foronthephotographnotascrapofclothingwastobeseen,onlyanakedbust。
“Yes,“wroteMrs。Moreltoherson,“thephotographof,Louieisverystriking,andIcanseeshemustbeattractive。
Butdoyouthink,myboy,itwasverygoodtasteofagirlto,giveheryoungmanthatphototosendtohismother——thefirst?
Certainlytheshouldersarebeautiful,asyousay。ButIhardly,expectedtoseesomuchofthematthefirstview。”
Morelfoundthephotographstandingonthechiffonierin,theparlour。Hecameoutwithitbetweenhisthickthumbandfinger。
“Whodostreckonthisis?”heaskedofhiswife。
“It’sthegirlourWilliamisgoingwith,“repliedMrs。Morel。
“H’m!’Er’sabrightspark,fromth’lookon’er,an’
oneaswunnadohimowermuchgoodneither。Whoisshe?”
“HernameisLouisaLilyDenysWestern。”
“An’comeagainto-morrer!”exclaimedtheminer。”An’is’er,anactress?”
“Sheisnot。She’ssupposedtobealady。”
“I’llbet!”heexclaimed,stillstaringatthephoto。”Alady,isshe?,An’howmuchdoesshereckonterkeepupthissorto’
gameon?”
“Onnothing。Sheliveswithanoldaunt,whomshehates,andtakeswhatbitofmoney’sgivenher。”
“H’m!”saidMorel,layingdownthephotograph。”Thenhe’s,afooltoha’ta’enupwi’suchaoneasthat。”
“DearMater,“Williamreplied。”I’msorryyoudidn’tlike,thephotograph。ItneveroccurredtomewhenIsentit,thatyou,mightn’tthinkitdecent。However,ItoldGypthatitdidn’tquite,suityourprimandpropernotions,soshe’sgoingtosendyouanother,thatIhopewillpleaseyoubetter。She’salwaysbeingphotographed;
infact,thephotographersaskheriftheymaytakeherfornothing。”
Presentlythenewphotographcame,withalittlesillynote,fromthegirl。Thistimetheyoungladywasseeninablacksatin,eveningbodice,cutsquare,withlittlepuffsleeves,andblack,lacehangingdownherbeautifularms。
“Iwonderifsheeverwearsanythingexcepteveningclothes,“
saidMrs。Morelsarcastically。”I’msureIoughttobeimpressed。”
“Youaredisagreeable,mother,“saidPaul。”Ithinkthefirst,onewithbareshouldersislovely。”
“Doyou?”answeredhismother。”Well,Idon’t。”
OntheMondaymorningtheboygotupatsixtostartwork。
Hehadtheseason-ticket,whichhadcostsuchbitterness,inhis,waistcoatpocket。Heloveditwithitsbarsofyellowacross。
Hismotherpackedhisdinnerinasmall,shut-upbasket,andheset,offataquartertoseventocatchthe7。15train。Mrs。Morelcame,totheentry-endtoseehimoff。
Itwasaperfectmorning。Fromtheashtreetheslender,greenfruitsthatthechildrencall“pigeons“weretwinklinggaily,downonalittlebreeze,intothefrontgardensofthehouses。
Thevalleywasfullofalustrousdarkhaze,throughwhichtheripe,cornshimmered,andinwhichthesteamfromMintonpitmeltedswiftly。
Puffsofwindcame。PaullookedoverthehighwoodsofAldersley,wherethecountrygleamed,andhomehadneverpulledathim,sopowerfully。
“Good-morning,mother,“hesaid,smiling,butfeelingveryunhappy。
“Good-morning,“sherepliedcheerfullyandtenderly。
Shestoodinherwhiteapronontheopenroad,watchinghim,ashecrossedthefield。Hehadasmall,compactbodythatlooked,fulloflife。Shefelt,asshesawhimtrudgingoverthefield,thatwherehedeterminedtogohewouldget。ShethoughtofWilliam。
Hewouldhaveleapedthefenceinsteadofgoingroundthestile。
HewasawayinLondon,doingwell。PaulwouldbeworkinginNottingham。
Nowshehadtwosonsintheworld。Shecouldthinkoftwoplaces,greatcentresofindustry,andfeelthatshehadputamanintoeach,ofthem,thatthesemenwouldworkoutwhatSHEwanted;theywere,derivedfromher,theywereofher,andtheirworksalsowouldbehers。
AllthemorninglongshethoughtofPaul。
Ateighto’clockheclimbedthedismalstairsofJordan’s,SurgicalApplianceFactory,andstoodhelplesslyagainstthefirst,greatparcel-rack,waitingforsomebodytopickhimup。Theplace,wasstillnotawake。Overthecountersweregreatdustsheets。
Twomenonlyhadarrived,andwereheardtalkinginacorner,astheytookofftheircoatsandrolleduptheirshirt-sleeves。It,wastenpasteight。Evidentlytherewasnorushofpunctuality。
Paullistenedtothevoicesofthetwoclerks。Thenheheard,someonecough,andsawintheofficeattheendoftheroomanold,decayingclerk,inaroundsmoking-capofblackvelvetembroidered,withredandgreen,openingletters。Hewaitedandwaited。
Oneofthejuniorclerkswenttotheoldman,greetedhim,cheerilyandloudly。Evidentlytheold“chief“wasdeaf。
Thentheyoungfellowcamestridingimportantlydowntohiscounter。
HespiedPaul。
“Hello!”hesaid。”Youthenewlad?”
“Yes,“saidPaul。
“H’m!What’syourname?”
“PaulMorel。”
“PaulMorel?,Allright,youcomeonroundhere。”
Paulfollowedhimroundtherectangleofcounters。Theroom,wassecondstorey。Ithadagreatholeinthemiddleofthefloor,fencedaswithawallofcounters,anddownthiswideshaft,theliftswent,andthelightforthebottomstorey。Alsothere,wasacorrespondingbig,oblongholeintheceiling,andone,couldseeabove,overthefenceofthetopfloor,somemachinery;
andrightawayoverheadwastheglassroof,andalllightforthe,threestoreyscamedownwards,gettingdimmer,sothatitwasalways,nightonthegroundfloorandrathergloomyonthesecondfloor。
Thefactorywasthetopfloor,thewarehousethesecond,thestorehouse,thegroundfloor。Itwasaninsanitary,ancientplace。
Paulwasledroundtoaverydarkcorner。
“Thisisthe’Spiral’corner,“saidtheclerk。”You’reSpiral,withPappleworth。He’syourboss,buthe’snotcomeyet。Hedoesn’t,getheretillhalf-pasteight。Soyoucanfetchtheletters,ifyoulike,fromMr。Mellingdownthere。”
Theyoungmanpointedtotheoldclerkintheoffice。
“Allright,“saidPaul。
“Here’sapegtohangyourcapon。Hereareyourentryledgers。
Mr。Pappleworthwon’tbelong。”
Andthethinyoungmanstalkedawaywithlong,busystrides,overthehollowwoodenfloor。
AfteraminuteortwoPaulwentdownandstoodinthedoor,oftheglassoffice。Theoldclerkinthesmoking-caplooked,downovertherimofhisspectacles。
“Good-morning,“hesaid,kindlyandimpressively。”Youwant,thelettersfortheSpiraldepartment,Thomas?”
Paulresentedbeingcalled“Thomas“。Buthetooktheletters,andreturnedtohisdarkplace,wherethecountermadeanangle,wherethegreatparcel-rackcametoanend,andwherethere,werethreedoorsinthecorner。Hesatonahighstoolandread,theletters——thosewhosehandwritingwasnottoodifficult。
Theyranasfollows:
“Willyoupleasesendmeatonceapairoflady’ssilkspiral,thigh-hose,withoutfeet,suchasIhadfromyoulastyear;
length,thightoknee,etc。”,Or,“MajorChamberlainwishes,torepeathispreviousorderforasilknon-elasticsuspensorybandage。”
Manyoftheseletters,someoftheminFrenchorNorwegian,wereagreatpuzzletotheboy。Hesatonhisstoolnervouslyawaiting,thearrivalofhis“boss“。Hesufferedtorturesofshynesswhen,athalf-pasteight,thefactorygirlsforupstairstroopedpasthim。
Mr。Papplewortharrived,chewingachlorodynegum,atabout,twentytonine,whenalltheothermenwereatwork。Hewasathin,sallowmanwitharednose,quick,staccato,andsmartlybut,stifflydressed。Hewasaboutthirty-sixyearsold。Therewas,somethingrather“doggy“rathersmart,rather’cuteandshrewd,andsomethingwarm,andsomethingslightlycontemptibleabouthim。
“Youmynewlad?”hesaid。
Paulstoodupandsaidhewas。
“Fetchedtheletters?”
Mr。Pappleworthgaveachewtohisgum。
“Yes。”
“Copied’em?”
“No。”
“Well,comeonthen,let’slookslippy。Changedyourcoat?”
“No。”
“Youwanttobringanoldcoatandleaveithere。”,Hepronounced,thelastwordswiththechlorodynegumbetweenhissideteeth。
Hevanishedintothedarknessbehindthegreatparcel-rack,reappearedcoatless,turningupasmartstripedshirt-cuffover,athinandhairyarm。Thenheslippedintohiscoat。Paulnoticed,howthinhewas,andthathistrouserswereinfoldsbehind。
Heseizedastool,draggeditbesidetheboy’s,andsatdown。
“Sitdown,“hesaid。
Paultookaseat。
Mr。Pappleworthwasveryclosetohim。Themanseized,theletters,snatchedalongentry-bookoutofarackinfront,ofhim,flungitopen,seizedapen,andsaid:
“Nowlookhere。Youwanttocopytheselettersinhere。”
Hesniffedtwice,gaveaquickchewathisgum,staredfixedlyat,aletter,thenwentverystillandabsorbed,andwrotetheentryrapidly,inabeautifulflourishinghand。HeglancedquicklyatPaul。
“Seethat?”
“Yes。”
“Thinkyoucandoitallright?”
“Yes。”
“Allrightthen,let’sseeyou。”
Hesprangoffhisstool。Paultookapen。Mr。Pappleworth,disappeared。Paulratherlikedcopyingtheletters,buthewroteslowly,laboriously,andexceedinglybadly。Hewasdoingthefourthletter,andfeelingquitebusyandhappy,whenMr。Pappleworthreappeared。
“Nowthen,how’r’yergettingon?,Done’em?”
Heleanedovertheboy’sshoulder,chewing,andsmelling,ofchlorodyne。
“Strikemybob,lad,butyou’reabeautifulwriter!”
heexclaimedsatirically。”Ne’ermind,howmanyh’yerdone?
Onlythree!,I’d’aeaten’em。Geton,mylad,an’putnumbers,on’em。Here,look!,Geton!”
Paulgroundawayattheletters,whilstMr。Pappleworthfussed,overvariousjobs。Suddenlytheboystartedasashrillwhistle,soundednearhisear。Mr。Pappleworthcame,tookaplugoutofapipe,andsaid,inanamazinglycrossandbossyvoice:
“Yes?”
Paulheardafaintvoice,likeawoman’s,outofthemouthof,thetube。Hegazedinwonder,neverhavingseenaspeaking-tubebefore。
“Well,“saidMr。Pappleworthdisagreeablyintothetube,“you’dbettergetsomeofyourbackworkdone,then。”
Againthewoman’stinyvoicewasheard,soundingprettyandcross。
“I’venottimetostandherewhileyoutalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,andhepushedtheplugintothetube。
“Come,mylad,“hesaidimploringlytoPaul,“there’sPolly,cryingoutforthemorders。Can’tyoubuckupabit?,Here,comeout!”
Hetookthebook,toPaul’simmensechagrin,andbegan,thecopyinghimself。Heworkedquicklyandwell。Thisdone,heseizedsomestripsoflongyellowpaper,aboutthreeincheswide,andmadeouttheday’sordersforthework-girls。
“You’dbetterwatchme,“hesaidtoPaul,workingallthe,whilerapidly。Paulwatchedtheweirdlittledrawingsoflegs,andthighs,andankles,withthestrokesacrossandthenumbers,andthefewbriefdirectionswhichhischiefmadeupontheyellowpaper。
ThenMr。Pappleworthfinishedandjumpedup。
“Comeonwithme,“hesaid,andtheyellowpapersflying,inhishands,hedashedthroughadooranddownsomestairs,intothebasementwherethegaswasburning。Theycrossedthecold,dampstoreroom,thenalong,drearyroomwithalongtableontrestles,intoasmaller,cosyapartment,notveryhigh,whichhadbeen,builtontothemainbuilding。Inthisroomasmallwomanwith,aredsergeblouse,andherblackhairdoneontopofherhead,waswaitinglikeaproudlittlebantam。
“Herey’are!”saidPappleworth。
“Ithinkitis’hereyouare’!”exclaimedPolly。”Thegirls,havebeenherenearlyhalfanhourwaiting。Justthinkofthe,timewasted!”
“YOUthinkofgettingyourworkdoneandnottalkingsomuch,“
saidMr。Pappleworth。”Youcouldha’beenfinishingoff。”
“YouknowquitewellwefinishedeverythingoffonSaturday!”
criedPony,flyingathim,herdarkeyesflashing。
“Tu-tu-tu-tu-terterter!”hemocked。”Here’syournewlad。
Don’truinhimasyoudidthelast。”
“Aswedidthelast!”repeatedPolly。”Yes,WEdoalot,ofruining,wedo。Myword,aladwouldTAKEsomeruiningafter,he’dbeenwithyou。”
“It’stimeforworknow,notfortalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,severelyandcoldly。
“Itwastimeforworksometimeback,“saidPolly,marchingaway,withherheadintheair。Shewasanerectlittlebodyofforty。
Inthatroomweretworoundspiralmachinesonthebenchunder,thewindow。Throughtheinnerdoorwaywasanotherlongerroom,withsixmoremachines。Alittlegroupofgirls,nicelydressed,inwhiteaprons,stoodtalkingtogether。
“Haveyounothingelsetodobuttalk?”saidMr。Pappleworth。
“Onlywaitforyou,“saidonehandsomegirl,laughing。
“Well,geton,geton,“hesaid。”Comeon,mylad。
You’llknowyourroaddownhereagain。”
AndPaulranupstairsafterhischief。Hewasgivensome,checkingandinvoicingtodo。Hestoodatthedesk,labouringinhis,execrablehandwriting。PresentlyMr。Jordancamestruttingdownfrom,theglassofficeandstoodbehindhim,totheboy’sgreatdiscomfort。
Suddenlyaredandfatfingerwasthrustontheformhewasfillingin。
“MR。J。A。Bates,Esquire!”exclaimedthecrossvoicejust,behindhisear。
Paullookedat“Mr。J。A。Bates,Esquire“inhisownvilewriting,andwonderedwhatwasthematternow。
“Didn’ttheyteachyouanybetterTHANthatwhiletheywereatit?
Ifyouput’Mr。’youdon’tputEsquire’-amancan’tbebothatonce。”
Theboyregrettedhistoo-muchgenerosityindisposing,ofhonours,hesitated,andwithtremblingfingers,scratchedout,the“Mr。”ThenallatonceMr。Jordansnatchedawaytheinvoice。
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