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第2章

  Thenhewentupstairstohiswifewithacupofteabecauseshe,wasill,andbecauseitoccurredtohim。
  “I’vebroughttheeacupo’tea,lass,“hesaid。
  “Well,youneedn’t,foryouknowIdon’tlikeit,“shereplied。
  “Drinkitup;it’llpoptheeofftosleepagain。”
  Sheacceptedthetea。Itpleasedhimtoseehertakeit,andsipit。
  “I’llbackmylifethere’snosugarin,“shesaid。
  “Yi——there’sonebig’un,“hereplied,injured。
  “It’sawonder,“shesaid,sippingagain。
  Shehadawinsomefacewhenherhairwasloose。Helovedher,togrumbleathiminthismanner。Helookedatheragain,andwent,withoutanysortofleave-taking。Henevertookmorethantwoslices,ofbreadandbuttertoeatinthepit,soanappleoranorangewas,atreattohim。Healwayslikeditwhensheputoneoutforhim。
  Hetiedascarfroundhisneck,putonhisgreat,heavyboots,hiscoat,withthebigpocket,thatcarriedhissnap-bagandhisbottleoftea,andwentforthintothefreshmorningair,closing,withoutlocking,thedoorbehindhim。Helovedtheearlymorning,andthewalkacross,thefields。Soheappearedatthepit-top,oftenwithastalk,fromthehedgebetweenhisteeth,whichhechewedalldaytokeep,hismouthmoist,downthemine,feelingquiteashappyaswhenhe,wasinthefield。
  Later,whenthetimeforthebabygrewnearer,hewould,bustleroundinhisslovenlyfashion,pokingouttheashes,rubbingthefireplace,sweepingthehousebeforehewenttowork。
  Then,feelingveryself-righteous,hewentupstairs。
  “NowI’mcleanedupforthee:,tha’sno’casionsterstir,apegallday,butsitandreadthybooks。”
  Whichmadeherlaugh,inspiteofherindignation。
  “Andthedinnercooksitself?”sheanswered。
  “Eh,Iknownowtaboutth’dinner。”
  “You’dknowifthereweren’tany。”
  “Ay,’appenso,“heanswered,departing。
  Whenshegotdownstairs,shewouldfindthehousetidy,butdirty。Shecouldnotrestuntilshehadthoroughlycleaned;
  soshewentdowntotheash-pitwithherdustpan。Mrs。Kirk,spyingher,wouldcontrivetohavetogotoherowncoal-placeat,thatminute。Then,acrossthewoodenfence,shewouldcall:
  “Soyoukeepwaggingon,then?”
  “Ay,“answeredMrs。Moreldeprecatingly。”There’snothing,elseforit。”
  “HaveyouseenHose?”calledaverysmallwomanfromacross,theroad。ItwasMrs。Anthony,ablack-haired,strangelittlebody,whoalwaysworeabrownvelvetdress,tightfitting。
  “Ihaven’t,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Eh,Iwishhe’dcome。I’vegotacopperfulofclothes,an’
  I’msureIheeredhisbell。”
  “Hark!,He’sattheend。”
  Thetwowomenlookeddownthealley。AttheendoftheBottoms,amanstoodinasortofold-fashionedtrap,bendingoverbundles,ofcream-colouredstuff;whileaclusterofwomenhelduptheir,armstohim,somewithbundles。Mrs。Anthonyherselfhadaheap,ofcreamy,undyedstockingshangingoverherarm。
  “I’vedonetendozenthisweek,“shesaidproudlytoMrs。Morel。
  “T-t-t!”wenttheother。”Idon’tknowhowyoucanfindtime。”
  “Eh!”saidMrs。Anthony。”Youcanfindtimeifyoumaketime。”
  “Idon’tknowhowyoudoit,“saidMrs。Morel。”Andhowmuch,shallyougetforthosemany?”
  “Tuppence-ha’pennyadozen,“repliedtheother。
  “Well,“saidMrs。Morel。”I’dstarvebeforeI’dsitdown,andseamtwenty-fourstockingsfortwopenceha’penny。”
  “Oh,Idon’tknow,“saidMrs。Anthony。”Youcanripalong,with’em。”
  Hosewascomingalong,ringinghisbell。Womenwerewaitingat,theyard-endswiththeirseamedstockingshangingovertheirarms。
  Theman,acommonfellow,madejokeswiththem,triedtoswindlethem,andbulliedthem。Mrs。Morelwentupheryarddisdainfully。
  Itwasanunderstoodthingthatifonewomanwanted,herneighbour,sheshouldputthepokerinthefireandbangat,thebackofthefireplace,which,asthefireswerebacktoback,wouldmakeagreatnoiseintheadjoininghouse。Onemorning,Mrs。Kirk,mixingapudding,nearlystartedoutofherskinasshe,heardthethud,thud,inhergrate。Withherhandsallfloury,sherushedtothefence。
  “Didyouknock,Mrs。Morel?”
  “Ifyouwouldn’tmind,Mrs。Kirk。”
  Mrs。Kirkclimbedontohercopper,gotoverthewall,ontoMrs。Morel’scopper,andranintoherneighbour。
  “Eh,dear,howareyoufeeling?”shecriedinconcern。
  “YoumightfetchMrs。Bower,“saidMrs。Morel。
  Mrs。Kirkwentintotheyard,liftedupherstrong,shrillvoice,andcalled:
  “Ag-gie——Ag-gie!”
  ThesoundwasheardfromoneendoftheBottomstotheother。
  AtlastAggiecamerunningup,andwassentforMrs。Bower,whilstMrs。Kirkleftherpuddingandstayedwithherneighbour。
  Mrs。Morelwenttobed。Mrs。KirkhadAnnieandWilliam,fordinner。Mrs。Bower,fatandwaddling,bossedthehouse。
  “Hashsomecoldmeatupforthemaster’sdinner,andmakehim,anapple-charlottepudding,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Hemaygowithoutpuddingthisday,“saidMrs。Bower。
  Morelwasnotasaruleoneofthefirsttoappearatthebottom,ofthepit,readytocomeup。Somemenweretherebeforefouro’clock,whenthewhistleblewloose-all;butMorel,whosestall,apoorone,wasatthistimeaboutamileandahalfawayfromthebottom,workedusuallytillthefirstmatestopped,thenhefinishedalso。
  Thisday,however,theminerwassickofthework。Attwoo’clock,helookedathiswatch,bythelightofthegreencandle——he,wasinasafeworking——andagainathalf-pasttwo。Hewashewing,atapieceofrockthatwasinthewayforthenextday’swork。
  Ashesatonhisheels,orkneeled,givinghardblowswithhispick,“Uszza——uszza!”hewent。
  “Shallterfinish,Sorry?”criedBarker,hisfellowbutty。
  “Finish?,Niverwhiletheworldstands!”growledMorel。
  Andhewentonstriking。Hewastired。
  “It’saheart-breakingjob,“saidBarker。
  ButMorelwastooexasperated,attheendofhistether,toanswer。Stillhestruckandhackedwithallhismight。
  “Thamightaswellleaveit,Walter,“saidBarker。
  “It’lldoto-morrow,withouttheehackin’thygutsout。”
  “I’lllaynob——fingeronthisto-morrow,Isr’el!”criedMorel。
  “Oh,well,ifthawunna,somebodyelse’llha’eto,“saidIsrael。
  ThenMorelcontinuedtostrike。
  “Hey-upthere——LOOSE-A’!”criedthemen,leavingthenextstall。
  Morelcontinuedtostrike。
  “Tha’llhappencatchmeup,“saidBarker,departing。
  Whenhehadgone,Morel,leftalone,feltsavage。Hehad,notfinishedhisjob。Hehadoverworkedhimselfintoafrenzy。
  Rising,wetwithsweat,hethrewhistooldown,pulledonhiscoat,blewouthiscandle,tookhislamp,andwent。Downthemainroad,thelightsoftheothermenwentswinging。Therewasahollow,soundofmanyvoices。Itwasalong,heavytrampunderground。
  Hesatatthebottomofthepit,wherethegreatdropsofwater,fellplash。Manycollierswerewaitingtheirturnstogoup,talkingnoisily。Morelgavehisanswersshortanddisagreeable。
  “It’srainin’,Sorry,“saidoldGiles,whohadhadthenews,fromthetop。
  Morelfoundonecomfort。Hehadhisoldumbrella,whichheloved,inthelampcabin。Atlasthetookhisstandonthechair,andwasatthetopinamoment。Thenhehandedinhislampandgot,hisumbrella,whichhehadboughtatanauctionforone-and-six。He,stoodontheedgeofthepit-bankforamoment,lookingoutover,thefields;greyrainwasfalling。Thetrucksstoodfullofwet,brightcoal。Waterrandownthesidesofthewaggons,overthe,white“C。W。andCo。”。Colliers,walkingindifferenttotherain,werestreamingdownthelineandupthefield,agrey,dismalhost。
  Morelputuphisumbrella,andtookpleasurefromthepepperingof,thedropsthereon。
  AllalongtheroadtoBestwoodtheminerstramped,wetand,greyanddirty,buttheirredmouthstalkingwithanimation。
  Morelalsowalkedwithagang,buthesaidnothing。Hefrowned,peevishlyashewent。ManymenpassedintothePrinceofWalesorinto,Ellen’s。Morel,feelingsufficientlydisagreeabletoresisttemptation,trudgedalongunderthedrippingtreesthatoverhungtheparkwall,anddownthemudofGreenhillLane。
  Mrs。Morellayinbed,listeningtotherain,andthefeet,ofthecolliersfromMinton,theirvoices,andthebang,bangof,thegatesastheywentthroughthestileupthefield。
  “There’ssomeherbbeerbehindthepantrydoor,“shesaid。
  “Th’master’llwantadrink,ifhedoesn’tstop。”
  Buthewaslate,sosheconcludedhehadcalledforadrink,sinceitwasraining。Whatdidhecareaboutthechildorher?
  Shewasveryillwhenherchildrenwereborn。
  “Whatisit?”sheasked,feelingsicktodeath。
  “Aboy。”
  Andshetookconsolationinthat。Thethoughtofbeingthe,motherofmenwaswarmingtoherheart。Shelookedatthechild。
  Ithadblueeyes,andalotoffairhair,andwasbonny。
  Herlovecameuphot,inspiteofeverything。Shehaditinbed,withher。
  Morel,thinkingnothing,draggedhiswayupthegardenpath,wearilyandangrily。Heclosedhisumbrella,andstooditinthe,sink;thenheslutheredhisheavybootsintothekitchen。
  Mrs。Bowerappearedintheinnerdoorway。
  “Well,“shesaid,“she’saboutasbadasshecanbe。
  It’saboychildt。”
  Theminergrunted,puthisemptysnap-bagandhistinbottle,onthedresser,wentbackintothesculleryandhunguphiscoat,thencameanddroppedintohischair。
  “Hanyergotadrink?”heasked。
  Thewomanwentintothepantry。Therewasheardthepop,ofacork。Shesetthemug,withalittle,disgustedrap,onthe,tablebeforeMorel。Hedrank,gasped,wipedhisbigmoustacheon,theendofhisscarf,drank,gasped,andlaybackinhischair。
  Thewomanwouldnotspeaktohimagain。Shesethisdinnerbeforehim,andwentupstairs。
  “Wasthatthemaster?”askedMrs。Morel。
  “I’vegavehimhisdinner,“repliedMrs。Bower。
  Afterhehadsatwithhisarmsonthetable——heresented,thefactthatMrs。Bowerputnoclothonforhim,andgavehim,alittleplate,insteadofafull-sizeddinner-plate——hebegan,toeat。Thefactthathiswifewasill,thathehadanotherboy,wasnothingtohimatthatmoment。Hewastootired;hewanted,hisdinner;hewantedtositwithhisarmslyingontheboard;
  hedidnotlikehavingMrs。Bowerabout。Thefirewastoosmall,topleasehim。
  Afterhehadfinishedhismeal,hesatfortwentyminutes;
  thenhestokedupabigfire。Then,inhisstockingedfeet,hewentreluctantlyupstairs。Itwasastruggletofacehiswife,atthismoment,andhewastired。Hisfacewasblack,andsmeared,withsweat。Hissinglethaddriedagain,soakingthedirtin。
  Hehadadirtywoollenscarfroundhisthroat。Sohestoodatthefoot,ofthebed。
  “Well,howareter,then?”heasked。
  “Is’llbeallright,“sheanswered。
  “H’m!”
  Hestoodatalosswhattosaynext。Hewastired,andthis,botherwasratheranuisancetohim,andhedidn’tquiteknow,wherehewas。
  “Alad,thasays,“hestammered。
  Sheturneddownthesheetandshowedthechild。
  “Blesshim!”hemurmured。Whichmadeherlaugh,becausehe,blessedbyrote——pretendingpaternalemotion,whichhedidnotfeel,justthen。
  “Gonow,“shesaid。
  “Iwill,mylass,“heanswered,turningaway。
  Dismissed,hewantedtokissher,buthedarednot。Shehalf,wantedhimtokissher,butcouldnotbringherselftogiveanysign。
  Sheonlybreathedfreelywhenhewasgoneoutoftheroomagain,leavingbehindhimafaintsmellofpit-dirt。
  Mrs。MorelhadavisiteverydayfromtheCongregationalclergyman。
  Mr。Heatonwasyoung,andverypoor。Hiswifehaddiedatthe,birthofhisfirstbaby,soheremainedaloneinthemanse。
  HewasaBachelorofArtsofCambridge,veryshy,andnopreacher。
  Mrs。Morelwasfondofhim,andhedependedonher。Forhours,hetalkedtoher,whenshewaswell。Hebecamethegod-parent,ofthechild。
  OccasionallytheministerstayedtoteawithMrs。Morel。Thenshe,laidtheclothearly,gotoutherbestcups,withalittlegreenrim,andhopedMorelwouldnotcometoosoon;indeed,ifhestayedforapint,shewouldnotmindthisday。Shehadalwaystwodinnerstocook,becauseshebelievedchildrenshouldhavetheirchiefmealatmidday,whereasMorelneededhisatfiveo’clock。SoMr。Heatonwouldhold,thebaby,whilstMrs。Morelbeatupabatter-puddingorpeeled,thepotatoes,andhe,watchingherallthetime,woulddiscuss,hisnextsermon。Hisideaswerequaintandfantastic。Shebrought,himjudiciouslytoearth。ItwasadiscussionoftheweddingatCana。
  “WhenHechangedthewaterintowineatCana,“hesaid,“thatisasymbolthattheordinarylife,eventheblood,ofthemarriedhusbandandwife,whichhadbeforebeenuninspired,likewater,becamefilledwiththeSpirit,andwasaswine,because,whenloveenters,thewholespiritualconstitutionofamanchanges,isfilledwiththeHolyGhost,andalmosthisformisaltered。”
  Mrs。Morelthoughttoherself:
  “Yes,poorfellow,hisyoungwifeisdead;thatiswhyhe,makeshisloveintotheHolyGhost。”
  Theywerehalfwaydowntheirfirstcupofteawhentheyheard,theslutherofpit-boots。
  “Goodgracious!”exclaimedMrs。Morel,inspiteofherself。
  Theministerlookedratherscared。Morelentered。Hewas,feelingrathersavage。Henoddeda“Howd’yerdo“totheclergyman,whorosetoshakehandswithhim。
  “Nay,“saidMorel,showinghishand,“looktheeatit!
  Thaniverwantstershakehandswi’ahandlikethat,doester?
  There’stoomuchpick-haftandshovel-dirtonit。”
  Theministerflushedwithconfusion,andsatdownagain。
  Mrs。Morelrose,carriedoutthesteamingsaucepan。Moreltookoff,hiscoat,draggedhisarmchairtotable,andsatdownheavily。
  “Areyoutired?”askedtheclergyman。
  “Tired?Ihamthat,“repliedMorel。”YOUdon’tknowwhatit,istobetired,asI’Mtired。”
  “No,“repliedtheclergyman。
  “Why,lookyer’ere,“saidtheminer,showingtheshoulders,ofhissinglet。”It’sabitdrynow,butit’swetasaclout,withsweatevenyet。Feelit。”
  “Goodness!”criedMrs。Morel。”Mr。Heatondoesn’twanttofeel,yournastysinglet。”
  Theclergymanputouthishandgingerly。
  “No,perhapshedoesn’t,“saidMorel;“butit’s,allcomeoutofme,whetherornot。An’iv’ryday,alikemysinglet’swringin’wet。’Aven’tyougot,adrink,Missis,foramanwhenhecomeshomebarkledupfromthepit?”
  “Youknowyoudrankallthebeer,“saidMrs。Morel,pouringout,histea。
  “An’wastherenomoretobegot?”Turningtotheclergyman——“A
  mangetsthatcakedupwi’th’dust,youknow,——thatcloggedup,downacoal-mine,heNEEDSadrinkwhenhecomeshome。”
  “Iamsurehedoes,“saidtheclergyman。
  “Butit’stentooneifthere’sowtforhim。”
  “There’swater——andthere’stea,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Water!,It’snotwateras’llclearhisthroat。”
  Hepouredoutasaucerfuloftea,blewit,andsuckeditup,throughhisgreatblackmoustache,sighingafterwards。Thenhe,pouredoutanothersaucerful,andstoodhiscuponthetable。
  “Mycloth!”saidMrs。Morel,puttingitonaplate。
  “AmanascomeshomeasIdo’stootiredtocareaboutcloths,“
  saidMorel。
  “Pity!”exclaimedhiswife,sarcastically。
  Theroomwasfullofthesmellofmeatandvegetables,andpit-clothes。
  Heleanedovertotheminister,hisgreatmoustachethrustforward,hismouthveryredinhisblackface。
  “Mr。Heaton,“hesaid,“amanashasbeendowntheblack,holeallday,dingin’awayatacoal-face,yi,asightharder,thanthatwall——“
  “Needn’tmakeamoanofit,“putinMrs。Morel。
  Shehatedherhusbandbecause,wheneverhehadanaudience,hewhinedandplayedforsympathy。William,sittingnursing,thebaby,hatedhim,withaboy’shatredforfalsesentiment,andforthestupidtreatmentofhismother。Anniehadneverlikedhim;
  shemerelyavoidedhim。
  Whentheministerhadgone,Mrs。Morellookedathercloth。
  “Afinemess!”shesaid。
  “Dos’tthinkI’mgoin’tositwi’myarmsdanglin’,costha’s,gotaparsonforteawi’thee?”hebawled。
  Theywerebothangry,butshesaidnothing。Thebabybegan,tocry,andMrs。Morel,pickingupasaucepanfromthehearth,accidentallyknockedAnnieonthehead,whereuponthegirlbegan,towhine,andMoreltoshoutather。Inthemidstofthispandemonium,Williamlookedupatthebigglazedtextoverthemantelpiece,andreaddistinctly:
  “GodBlessOurHome!”
  WhereuponMrs。Morel,tryingtosoothethebaby,jumpedup,rushedathim,boxedhisears,saying:
  “WhatareYOUputtinginfor?”
  Andthenshesatdownandlaughed,tilltearsranover,hercheeks,whileWilliamkickedthestoolhehadbeensittingon,andMorelgrowled:
  “Icannaseewhatthereissomuchtolaughat。”
  Oneevening,directlyaftertheparson’svisit,feelingunable,tobearherselfafteranotherdisplayfromherhusband,shetook,Annieandthebabyandwentout。MorelhadkickedWilliam,andthemotherwouldneverforgivehim。
  Shewentoverthesheep-bridgeandacrossacornerofthe,meadowtothecricket-ground。Themeadowsseemedonespaceofripe,eveninglight,whisperingwiththedistantmill-race。Shesat,onaseatunderthealdersinthecricket-ground,andfronted,theevening。Beforeher,levelandsolid,spreadthebiggreencricket-field,likethebedofaseaoflight。
  Childrenplayedinthebluishshadowofthepavilion。Manyrooks,highup,camecawinghomeacrossthesoftly-wovensky。Theystooped,inalongcurvedownintothegoldenglow,concentrating,cawing,wheeling,likeblackflakesonaslowvortex,overatreeclump,thatmadeadarkbossamongthepasture。
  Afewgentlemenwerepractising,andMrs。Morelcouldhear,thechockoftheball,andthevoicesofmensuddenlyroused;
  couldseethewhiteformsofmenshiftingsilentlyoverthegreen,uponwhichalreadytheundershadowsweresmouldering。Awayat,thegrange,onesideofthehaystackswaslitup,theothersides,blue-grey。Awaggonofsheavesrockedsmallacrossthemelting,yellowlight。
  Thesunwasgoingdown。Everyopenevening,thehillsof,Derbyshirewereblazedoverwithredsunset。Mrs。Morelwatchedthesun,sinkfromtheglisteningsky,leavingasoftflower-blueoverhead,whilethewesternspacewentred,asifallthefirehadswumdownthere,leavingthebellcastflawlessblue。Themountain-ashberriesacross,thefieldstoodfierilyoutfromthedarkleaves,foramoment。
  Afewshocksofcorninacornerofthefallowstoodupasifalive;
  sheimaginedthembowing;perhapshersonwouldbeaJoseph。
  Intheeast,amirroredsunsetfloatedpinkoppositethewest’sscarlet。
  Thebighaystacksonthehillside,thatbuttedintotheglare,wentcold。
  WithMrs。Morelitwasoneofthosestillmomentswhenthe,smallfretsvanish,andthebeautyofthingsstandsout,andshe,hadthepeaceandthestrengthtoseeherself。Nowandagain,aswallowcutclosetoher。Nowandagain,Anniecameupwitha,handfulofalder-currants。Thebabywasrestlessonhismother’sknee,clamberingwithhishandsatthelight。
  Mrs。Morellookeddownathim。Shehaddreadedthisbaby,likeacatastrophe,becauseofherfeelingforherhusband。
  Andnowshefeltstrangelytowardstheinfant。Herheartwasheavy,becauseofthechild,almostasifitwereunhealthy,ormalformed。
  Yetitseemedquitewell。Butshenoticedthepeculiarknitting,ofthebaby’sbrows,andthepeculiarheavinessofitseyes,asifitweretryingtounderstandsomethingthatwaspain。Shefelt,whenshelookedatherchild’sdark,broodingpupils,asifaburdenwere,onherheart。
  “Helooksasifhewasthinkingaboutsomething——quitesorrowful,“
  saidMrs。Kirk。
  Suddenly,lookingathim,theheavyfeelingatthemother’sheart,meltedintopassionategrief。Shebowedoverhim,andafewtears,shookswiftlyoutofherveryheart。Thebabyliftedhisfingers。
  “Mylamb!”shecriedsoftly。
  Andatthatmomentshefelt,insomefarinnerplaceofhersoul,thatsheandherhusbandwereguilty。
  Thebabywaslookingupather。Ithadblueeyeslikeherown,butitslookwasheavy,steady,asifithadrealisedsomething,thathadstunnedsomepointofitssoul。
  Inherarmslaythedelicatebaby。Itsdeepblueeyes,alwayslookingupatherunblinking,seemedtodrawherinnermost,thoughtsoutofher。Shenolongerlovedherhusband;shehadnot,wantedthischildtocome,andthereitlayinherarmsandpulled,atherheart。Shefeltasifthenavelstringthathadconnected,itsfraillittlebodywithhershadnotbeenbroken。Awaveofhot,lovewentoverhertotheinfant。Shehelditclosetoherface,andbreast。Withallherforce,withallhersoulshewouldmakeup,toitforhavingbroughtitintotheworldunloved。Shewouldlove,itallthemorenowitwashere;carryitinherlove。Itsclear,knowingeyesgaveherpainandfear。Diditknowallabouther?
  Whenitlayunderherheart,haditbeenlisteningthen?,Wasthere,areproachinthelook?,Shefeltthemarrowmeltinherbones,withfearandpain。
  Oncemoreshewasawareofthesunlyingredontherim,ofthehillopposite。Shesuddenlyheldupthechildinherhands。
  “Look!”shesaid。”Look,mypretty!”
  Shethrusttheinfantforwardtothecrimson,throbbingsun,almostwithrelief。Shesawhimlifthislittlefist。Thensheput,himtoherbosomagain,ashamedalmostofherimpulsetogivehim,backagainwhencehecame。
  “Ifhelives,“shethoughttoherself,“whatwillbecome,ofhim——whatwillhebe?”
  Herheartwasanxious。
  “IwillcallhimPaul,“shesaidsuddenly;sheknewnotwhy。
  Afterawhileshewenthome。Afineshadowwasflungover,thedeepgreenmeadow,darkeningall。
  Assheexpected,shefoundthehouseempty。ButMorelwas,homebyteno’clock,andthatday,atleast,endedpeacefully。
  WalterMorelwas,atthistime,exceedinglyirritable。
  Hisworkseemedtoexhausthim。Whenhecamehomehedidnotspeak,civillytoanybody。Ifthefirewereratherlowhebulliedaboutthat;
  hegrumbledabouthisdinner;ifthechildrenmadeachatterhe,shoutedattheminawaythatmadetheirmother’sbloodboil,andmadethemhatehim。
  OntheFriday,hewasnothomebyeleveno’clock。Thebaby,wasunwell,andwasrestless,cryingifhewereputdown。Mrs。Morel,tiredtodeath,andstillweak,wasscarcelyundercontrol。
  “Iwishthenuisancewouldcome,“shesaidwearilytoherself。
  Thechildatlastsankdowntosleepinherarms。Shewas,tootiredtocarryhimtothecradle。
  “ButI’llsaynothing,whatevertimehecomes,“shesaid。
  “Itonlyworksmeup;Iwon’tsayanything。ButIknowifhedoes,anythingit’llmakemybloodboil,“sheaddedtoherself。
  Shesighed,hearinghimcoming,asifitweresomethingshe,couldnotbear。He,takinghisrevenge,wasnearlydrunk。Shekept,herheadbentoverthechildasheentered,notwishingtoseehim。
  Butitwentthroughherlikeaflashofhotfirewhen,inpassing,helurchedagainstthedresser,settingthetinsrattling,andclutched,atthewhitepotknobsforsupport。Hehunguphishatandcoat,thenreturned,stoodgloweringfromadistanceather,asshesat,bowedoverthechild。
  “Istherenothingtoeatinthehouse?”heasked,insolently,asiftoaservant。Incertainstagesofhisintoxicationhe,affectedtheclipped,mincingspeechofthetowns。Mrs。Morel,hatedhimmostinthiscondition。
  “Youknowwhatthereisinthehouse,“shesaid,socoldly,itsoundedimpersonal。
  Hestoodandglaredatherwithoutmovingamuscle。
  “Iaskedacivilquestion,andIexpectacivilanswer,“
  hesaidaffectedly。
  “Andyougotit,“shesaid,stillignoringhim。
  Hegloweredagain。Thenhecameunsteadilyforward。
  Heleanedonthetablewithonehand,andwiththeotherjerked,atthetabledrawertogetaknifetocutbread。Thedrawerstuckbecausehe,pulledsideways。Inatemperhedraggedit,sothatitflew,outbodily,andspoons,forks,knives,ahundredmetallicthings,splashedwithaclatterandaclanguponthebrickfloor。
  Thebabygavealittleconvulsedstart。
  “Whatareyoudoing,clumsy,drunkenfool?”themothercried。
  “Thenthashouldgettheflamin’thingthysen。Thashouldgetup,likeotherwomenhaveto,an’waitonaman。”
  “Waitonyou——waitonyou?”shecried。”Yes,Iseemyself。”
  “Yis,an’I’lllearntheetha’sgotto。WaitonME,yestha,sh’ltwaitonme——“
  “Never,milord。I’dwaitonadogatthedoorfirst。”
  “What——what?”
  Hewastryingtofitinthedrawer。Atherlastspeech,beturnedround。Hisfacewascrimson,hiseyesbloodshot。
  Hestaredatheronesilentsecondinthreat。
  “P-h!”shewentquickly,incontempt。
  Hejerkedatthedrawerinhisexcitement。Itfell,cutsharply,onhisshin,andonthereflexheflungitather。
  Oneofthecornerscaughtherbrowastheshallowdrawer,crashedintothefireplace。Sheswayed,almostfellstunnedfrom,herchair。Toherverysoulshewassick;sheclaspedthechild,tightlytoherbosom。Afewmomentselapsed;then,withaneffort,shebroughtherselfto。Thebabywascryingplaintively。Herleft,browwasbleedingratherprofusely。Assheglanceddownatthechild,herbrainreeling,somedropsofbloodsoakedintoitswhiteshawl;
  butthebabywasatleastnothurt。Shebalancedherheadto,keepequilibrium,sothatthebloodranintohereye。
  WalterMorelremainedashehadstood,leaningonthetablewith,onehand,lookingblank。Whenhewassufficientlysureofhisbalance,hewentacrosstoher,swayed,caughtholdofthebackofher,rocking-chair,almosttippingherout;thenleaningforwardoverher,andswayingashespoke,hesaid,inatoneofwonderingconcern:
  “Diditcatchthee?”
  Heswayedagain,asifhewouldpitchontothechild。
  Withthecatastrophehehadlostallbalance。
  “Goaway,“shesaid,strugglingtokeepherpresenceofmind。
  Hehiccoughed。”Let’s——let’slookatit,“hesaid,hiccoughingagain。
  “Goaway!”shecried。
  “Lemme——lemmelookatit,lass。”
  Shesmelledhimofdrink,felttheunequalpullofhisswaying,grasponthebackofherrocking-chair。
  “Goaway,“shesaid,andweaklyshepushedhimoff。
  Hestood,uncertaininbalance,gazinguponher。Summoningall,herstrengthsherose,thebabyononearm。Byacrueleffortofwill,movingasifinsleep,shewentacrosstothescullery,whereshe,bathedhereyeforaminuteincoldwater;butshewastoodizzy。
  Afraidlestsheshouldswoon,shereturnedtoherrocking-chair,tremblingineveryfibre。Byinstinct,shekeptthebabyclasped。
  Morel,bothered,hadsucceededinpushingthedrawerback,intoitscavity,andwasonhisknees,groping,withnumbpaws,forthescatteredspoons。
  Herbrowwasstillbleeding。PresentlyMorelgotupandcame,craninghisnecktowardsher。
  “Whathasitdonetothee,lass?”heasked,inaverywretched,humbletone。
  “Youcanseewhatit’sdone,“sheanswered。
  Hestood,bendingforward,supportedonhishands,whichgrasped,hislegsjustabovetheknee。Hepeeredtolookatthewound。
  Shedrewawayfromthethrustofhisfacewithitsgreatmoustache,avertingherownfaceasmuchaspossible。Ashelookedather,whowascoldandimpassiveasstone,withmouthshuttight,hesickenedwithfeeblenessandhopelessnessofspirit。
  Hewasturningdrearilyaway,whenhesawadropofbloodfall,fromtheavertedwoundintothebaby’sfragile,glisteninghair。
  Fascinated,hewatchedtheheavydarkdrophangintheglisteningcloud,andpulldownthegossamer。Anotherdropfell。Itwouldsoak,throughtothebaby’sscalp。Hewatched,fascinated,feelingit,soakin;then,finally,hismanhoodbroke。
  “Whatofthischild?”wasallhiswifesaidtohim。
  Butherlow,intensetonesbroughthisheadlower。Shesoftened:
  “Getmesomewaddingoutofthemiddledrawer,“shesaid。
  Hestumbledawayveryobediently,presentlyreturningwitha,pad,whichshesingedbeforethefire,thenputonherforehead,asshesatwiththebabyonherlap。
  “Nowthatcleanpit-scarf。”
  Againherummagedandfumbledinthedrawer,returningpresently,withared,narrowscarf。Shetookit,andwithtremblingfingers,proceededtobinditroundherhead。
  “Letmetieitforthee,“hesaidhumbly。
  “Icandoitmyself,“shereplied。Whenitwasdoneshe,wentupstairs,tellinghimtorakethefireandlockthedoor。
  InthemorningMrs。Morelsaid:
  “Iknockedagainstthelatchofthecoal-place,whenI
  wasgettingarakerinthedark,becausethecandleblewout。”
  Hertwosmallchildrenlookedupatherwithwide,dismayedeyes。
  Theysaidnothing,buttheirpartedlipsseemedtoexpressthe,unconscioustragedytheyfelt。
  WalterMorellayinbednextdayuntilnearlydinner-time。He,didnotthinkofthepreviousevening’swork。Hescarcelythought,ofanything,buthewouldnotthinkofthat。Helayandsufferedlike,asulkingdog。Hehadhurthimselfmost;andhewasthemoredamaged,becausehewouldneversayawordtoher,orexpresshissorrow。
  Hetriedtowriggleoutofit。”Itwasherownfault,“hesaid,tohimself。Nothing,however,couldpreventhisinnerconsciousness,inflictingonhimthepunishmentwhichateintohisspiritlikerust,andwhichhecouldonlyalleviatebydrinking。
  Hefeltasifhehadnottheinitiativetogetup,ortosayaword,ortomove,butcouldonlylielikealog。Moreover,hehadhimself,violentpainsinthehead。ItwasSaturday。Towardsnoonherose,cuthimselffoodinthepantry,ateitwithhisheaddropped,thenpulledonhisboots,andwentout,toreturnatthreeo’clock,slightlytipsyandrelieved;thenoncemorestraighttobed。
  Heroseagainatsixintheevening,hadteaandwentstraightout。
  Sundaywasthesame:,bedtillnoon,thePalmerstonArmstill,2。30,dinner,andbed;scarcelyawordspoken。WhenMrs。Morel,wentupstairs,towardsfouro’clock,toputonherSundaydress,hewasfastasleep。Shewouldhavefeltsorryforhim,ifhe,hadoncesaid,“Wife,I’msorry。”,Butno;heinsistedtohimself,itwasherfault。Andsohebrokehimself。Soshemerelyleft,himalone。Therewasthisdeadlockofpassionbetweenthem,andshewasstronger。
  Thefamilybegantea。Sundaywastheonlydaywhenallsat,downtomealstogether。
  “Isn’tmyfathergoingtogetup?”askedWilliam。
  “Lethimlie,“themotherreplied。
  Therewasafeelingofmiseryoverallthehouse。Thechildren,breathedtheairthatwaspoisoned,andtheyfeltdreary。Theywere,ratherdisconsolate,didnotknowwhattodo,whattoplayat。
  ImmediatelyMorelwokehegotstraightoutofbed。Thatwas,characteristicofhimallhislife。Hewasallforactivity。
  Theprostratedinactivityoftwomorningswasstiflinghim。
  Itwasnearsixo’clockwhenhegotdown。Thistimeheentered,withouthesitation,hiswincingsensitivenesshavinghardenedagain。
  Hedidnotcareanylongerwhatthefamilythoughtorfelt。
  Thetea-thingswereonthetable。Williamwasreadingaloud,from“TheChild’sOwn“Annielisteningandaskingeternally“why?”
  Bothchildrenhushedintosilenceastheyheardtheapproaching,thudoftheirfather’sstockingedfeet,andshrankasheentered。
  Yethewasusuallyindulgenttothem。
  Morelmadethemealalone,brutally。Heateanddrank,morenoisilythanhehadneed。Noonespoketohim。Thefamily,lifewithdrew,shrankaway,andbecamehushedasheentered。
  Buthecarednolongerabouthisalienation。
  Immediatelyhehadfinishedteaherosewithalacritytogoout。
  Itwasthisalacrity,thishastetobegone,whichsosickened,Mrs。Morel。Assheheardhimsousingheartilyincoldwater,heardtheeagerscratchofthesteelcombonthesideofthebowl,ashewettedhishair,sheclosedhereyesindisgust。Ashebentover,lacinghisboots,therewasacertainvulgargustoinhismovement,thatdividedhimfromthereserved,watchfulrestofthefamily。
  Healwaysranawayfromthebattlewithhimself。Eveninhisown,heart’sprivacy,heexcusedhimself,saying,“Ifshehadn’tsaid,so-and-so,itwouldneverhavehappened。Sheaskedforwhatshe’sgot。”
  Thechildrenwaitedinrestraintduringhispreparations。Whenhe,hadgone,theysighedwithrelief。
  Heclosedthedoorbehindhim,andwasglad。Itwasa,rainyevening。ThePalmerstonwouldbethecosier。Hehastened,forwardinanticipation。AlltheslateroofsoftheBottomsshone,blackwithwet。Theroads,alwaysdarkwithcoal-dust,werefull,ofblackishmud。Hehastenedalong。ThePalmerstonwindowsweresteamed,over。Thepassagewaspaddledwithwetfeet。Buttheairwaswarm,iffoul,andfullofthesoundofvoicesandthesmellofbeer,andsmoke。
  “Whatsholltha’e,Walter?”criedavoice,assoonasMorel,appearedinthedoorway。
  “Oh,Jim,mylad,wheriverhastheesprungfrae?”
  Themenmadeaseatforhim,andtookhiminwarmly。Hewasglad。
  Inaminuteortwotheyhadthawedallresponsibilityoutofhim,allshame,alltrouble,andhewasclearasabellforajollynight。
  OntheWednesdayfollowing,Morelwaspenniless。Hedreaded,hiswife。Havinghurther,hehatedher。Hedidnotknowwhatto,dowithhimselfthatevening,havingnoteventwopencewithwhich,togotothePalmerston,andbeingalreadyratherdeeplyindebt。
  So,whilehiswifewasdownthegardenwiththechild,hehunted,inthetopdrawerofthedresserwhereshekeptherpurse,foundit,andlookedinside。Itcontainedahalf-crown,twohalfpennies,andasixpence。Sohetookthesixpence,putthepursecarefullyback,andwentout。
  Thenextday,whenshewantedtopaythegreengrocer,shelooked,inthepurseforhersixpence,andherheartsanktohershoes。
  Thenshesatdownandthought:,“WASthereasixpence?,Ihadn’t,spentit,hadI?,AndIhadn’tleftitanywhereelse?”
  Shewasmuchputabout。Shehuntedroundeverywhereforit。
  And,asshesought,theconvictioncameintoherheartthather,husbandhadtakenit。Whatshehadinherpursewasallthemoney,shepossessed。Butthatheshouldsneakitfromherthuswasunbearable。
  Hehaddonesotwicebefore。Thefirsttimeshehadnotaccusedhim,andattheweek-endhehadputtheshillingagainintoherpurse。
  Sothatwashowshehadknownhehadtakenit。Thesecondtimehe,hadnotpaidback。
  Thistimeshefeltitwastoomuch。Whenhehadhadhisdinner——
  hecamehomeearlythatday——shesaidtohimcoldly:
  “Didyoutakesixpenceoutofmypurselastnight?”
  “Me!”hesaid,lookingupinanoffendedway。”No,Ididna!
  Iniverclappedeyesonyourpurse。”
  Butshecoulddetectthelie。
  “Why,youknowyoudid,“shesaidquietly。
  “ItellyouIdidna,“heshouted。”Yeratmeagain,areyer?
  I’vehadaboutenoughon’t。”
  “SoyoufilchsixpenceoutofmypursewhileI’mtaking,theclothesin。”
  “I’llmayyerpayforthis,“hesaid,pushingbackhis,chairindesperation。Hebustledandgotwashed,thenwent,determinedlyupstairs。Presentlyhecamedowndressed,andwithabigbundleinablue-checked,enormoushandkerchief。
  “Andnow,“hesaid,“you’llseemeagainwhenyoudo。”
  “It’llbebeforeIwantto,“shereplied;andatthathemarched,outofthehousewithhisbundle。Shesattremblingslightly,butherheartbrimmingwithcontempt。Whatwouldshedoifhewent,tosomeotherpit,obtainedwork,andgotinwithanotherwoman?
  Butsheknewhimtoowell——hecouldn’t。Shewasdeadsureofhim。
  Neverthelessherheartwasgnawedinsideher。
  “Where’smydad?”saidWilliam,cominginfromschool。
  “Hesayshe’srunaway,“repliedthemother。
  “Whereto?”
  “Eh,Idon’tknow。He’stakenabundleinthebluehandkerchief,andsayshe’snotcomingback。”
  “Whatshallwedo?”criedtheboy。
  “Eh,nevertrouble,hewon’tgofar。”
  “Butifhedoesn’tcomeback,“wailedAnnie。
  AndsheandWilliamretiredtothesofaandwept。Mrs。Morel,satandlaughed。
  “Youpairofgabeys!”sheexclaimed。”You’llseehimbefore,thenight’sout。”
  Butthechildrenwerenottobeconsoled。Twilightcameon。
  Mrs。Morelgrewanxiousfromveryweariness。Onepartofhersaid,itwouldbearelieftoseethelastofhim;anotherpartfretted,becauseofkeepingthechildren;andinsideher,asyet,shecould,notquitelethimgo。Atthebottom,sheknewverywellhecould,NOTgo。
  Whenshewentdowntothecoal-placeattheendofthegarden,however,shefeltsomethingbehindthedoor。Soshelooked。
  Andthereinthedarklaythebigbluebundle。Shesatonapiece,ofcoalandlaughed。Everytimeshesawit,sofatandyet,soignominious,slunkintoitscornerinthedark,withitsends,floppinglikedejectedearsfromtheknots,shelaughedagain。
  Shewasrelieved。
  Mrs。Morelsatwaiting。Hehadnotanymoney,sheknew,soifhestoppedhewasrunningupabill。Shewasverytiredofhim——
  tiredtodeath。Hehadnoteventhecouragetocarryhisbundle,beyondtheyard-end。
  Asshemeditated,ataboutnineo’clock,heopenedthedoor,andcamein,slinking,andyetsulky。Shesaidnotaword。
  Hetookoffhiscoat,andslunktohisarmchair,wherehebegan,totakeoffhisboots。
  “You’dbetterfetchyourbundlebeforeyoutakeyourbootsoff,“
  shesaidquietly。
  “YoumaythankyourstarsI’vecomebackto-night,“hesaid,lookingupfromunderhisdroppedhead,sulkily,tryingtobeimpressive。
  “Why,whereshouldyouhavegone?,Youdaren’tevengetyour,parcelthroughtheyard-end,“shesaid。
  Helookedsuchafoolshewasnotevenangrywithhim。
  Hecontinuedtotakehisbootsoffandprepareforbed。
  “Idon’tknowwhat’sinyourbluehandkerchief,“shesaid。
  “Butifyouleaveitthechildrenshallfetchitinthemorning。”
  Whereuponhegotupandwentoutofthehouse,returningpresently,andcrossingthekitchenwithavertedface,hurryingupstairs。
  AsMrs。Morelsawhimslinkquicklythroughtheinnerdoorway,holdinghisbundle,shelaughedtoherself:,butherheartwasbitter,becauseshehadlovedhim。
  CHAPTERIII
  THECASTINGOFFOFMOREL——THETAKINGONOFWILLIAM
  DURINGthenextweekMorel’stemperwasalmostunbearable。
  Likeallminers,hewasagreatloverofmedicines,which,strangelyenough,hewouldoftenpayforhimself。
  “Youmungetmeadropo’laxyvitral,“hesaid。”It’sa,winderaswecannaha’easupi’th’’ouse。”
  SoMrs。Morelboughthimelixirofvitriol,hisfavourite,firstmedicine。Andhemadehimselfajugofwormwoodtea。Hehad,hangingintheatticgreatbunchesofdriedherbs:
  wormwood,rue,horehound,elderflowers,parsley-purt,marshmallow,hyssop,dandelion,andcentaury。Usuallytherewasajugof,oneorotherdecoctionstandingonthehob,fromwhichhedranklargely。
  “Grand!”hesaid,smackinghislipsafterwormwood。”Grand!”
  Andheexhortedthechildrentotry。
  “It’sbetterthananyofyourteaoryourcocoastews,“hevowed。
  Buttheywerenottobetempted。
  Thistime,however,neitherpillsnorvitriolnorallhisherbs,wouldshiftthe“nastypeensinhishead“。Hewassickeningforan,attackofaninflammationofthebrain。Hehadneverbeenwellsince,hissleepingonthegroundwhenhewentwithJerrytoNottingham。
  Sincethenhehaddrunkandstormed。Nowhefellseriouslyill,andMrs。Morelhadhimtonurse。Hewasoneoftheworst,patientsimaginable。But,inspiteofall,andputtingasidethe,factthathewasbreadwinner,sheneverquitewantedhimtodie。
  Stilltherewasonepartofherwantedhimforherself。
  Theneighbourswereverygoodtoher:,occasionallysome,hadthechildrenintomeals,occasionallysomewoulddothe,downstairsworkforher,onewouldmindthebabyforaday。
  Butitwasagreatdrag,nevertheless。Itwasnoteveryday,theneighbourshelped。Thenshehadnursingofbabyandhusband,cleaningandcooking,everythingtodo。Shewasquitewornout,butshedidwhatwaswantedofher。
  Andthemoneywasjustsufficient。Shehadseventeen,shillingsaweekfromclubs,andeveryFridayBarkerandtheother,buttyputbyaportionofthestall’sprofitsforMorel’swife。
  Andtheneighboursmadebroths,andgaveeggs,andsuchinvalids’
  trifles。Iftheyhadnothelpedhersogenerouslyinthosetimes,Mrs。Morelwouldneverhavepulledthrough,withoutincurring,debtsthatwouldhavedraggedherdown。
  Theweekspassed。Morel,almostagainsthope,grewbetter。
  Hehadafineconstitution,sothat,onceonthemend,hewentstraight,forwardtorecovery。Soonhewaspotteringaboutdownstairs。
  Duringhisillnesshiswifehadspoilthimalittle。Nowhewanted,hertocontinue。Heoftenputhisbandtohishead,pulleddown,thecomersofhismouth,andshammedpainshedidnotfeel。
  Buttherewasnodeceivingher。Atfirstshemerelysmiledtoherself。
  Thenshescoldedhimsharply。
  “Goodness,man,don’tbesolachrymose。”
  Thatwoundedhimslightly,butstillhecontinuedtofeignsickness。
  “Iwouldn’tbesuchamardybaby,“saidthewifeshortly。
  Thenhewasindignant,andcursedunderhisbreath,likeaboy。
  Hewasforcedtoresumeanormaltone,andtoceasetowhine。
  Nevertheless,therewasastateofpeaceinthehouseforsometime。
  Mrs。Morelwasmoretolerantofhim,andhe,dependingonheralmost,likeachild,wasratherhappy。Neitherknewthatshewasmoretolerant,becauseshelovedhimless。Uptillthistime,inspiteofall,hehadbeenherhusbandandherman。Shehadfeltthat,moreorless,whathedidtohimselfhedidtoher。Herlivingdependedonhim。
  Thereweremany,manystagesintheebbingofherloveforhim,butitwasalwaysebbing。
  Now,withthebirthofthisthirdbaby,herselfnolongerset,towardshim,helplessly,butwaslikeatidethatscarcelyrose,standingofffromhim。Afterthisshescarcelydesiredhim。
  And,standingmorealooffromhim,notfeelinghimsomuchpart,ofherself,butmerelypartofhercircumstances,shedidnotmind,somuchwhathedid,couldleavehimalone。
  Therewasthehalt,thewistfulnessabouttheensuingyear,whichislikeautumninaman’slife。Hiswifewascastinghimoff,halfregretfully,butrelentlessly;castinghimoffandturning,nowforloveandlifetothechildren。Henceforwardhewasmore,orlessahusk。Andhehimselfacquiesced,assomanymendo,yieldingtheirplacetotheirchildren。
  Duringhisrecuperation,whenitwasreallyoverbetweenthem,bothmadeanefforttocomebacksomewhattotheoldrelationship,ofthefirstmonthsoftheirmarriage。Hesatathomeand,whenthechildrenwereinbed,andshewassewing——shedidallher,sewingbyhand,madeallshirtsandchildren’sclothing——hewould,readtoherfromthenewspaper,slowlypronouncinganddelivering,thewordslikeamanpitchingquoits。Oftenshehurriedhimon,givinghimaphraseinanticipation。Andthenhetookherwordshumbly。
  Thesilencesbetweenthemwerepeculiar。Therewouldbe,theswift,slight“cluck“ofherneedle,thesharp“pop“ofhis,lipsasheletoutthesmoke,thewarmth,thesizzleonthebars,ashespatinthefire。ThenherthoughtsturnedtoWilliam。
  Alreadyhewasgettingabigboy。Alreadyhewastopoftheclass,andthemastersaidhewasthesmartestladintheschool。
  Shesawhimaman,young,fullofvigour,makingtheworldglow,againforher。
  AndMorelsittingthere,quitealone,andhavingnothing,tothinkabout,wouldbefeelingvaguelyuncomfortable。Hissoul,wouldreachoutinitsblindwaytoherandfindhergone。
  Hefeltasortofemptiness,almostlikeavacuuminhissoul。
  Hewasunsettledandrestless。Soonhecouldnotlivein,thatatmosphere,andheaffectedhiswife。Bothfeltanoppression,ontheirbreathingwhentheywerelefttogetherforsometime。
  Thenhewenttobedandshesettleddowntoenjoyherselfalone,working,thinking,living。
  Meanwhileanotherinfantwascoming,fruitofthislittlepeace,andtendernessbetweentheseparatingparents。Paulwasseventeen,monthsoldwhenthenewbabywasborn。Hewasthenaplump,palechild,quiet,withheavyblueeyes,andstillthepeculiar,slightknittingofthebrows。Thelastchildwasalsoaboy,fairandbonny。Mrs。Morelwassorrywhensheknewshewaswithchild,bothforeconomicreasonsandbecauseshedidnotloveherhusband;
  butnotforthesakeoftheinfant。
  TheycalledthebabyArthur。Hewasverypretty,witha,mopofgoldcurls,andhelovedhisfatherfromthefirst。
  Mrs。Morelwasgladthischildlovedthefather。Hearingthe,miner’sfootsteps,thebabywouldputuphisarmsandcrow。
  AndifMorelwereinagoodtemper,hecalledbackimmediately,inhishearty,mellowvoice:
  “Whatthen,mybeauty?,Ish’llcometotheeinaminute。”
  Andassoonashehadtakenoffhispit-coat,Mrs。Morelwould,putanapronroundthechild,andgivehimtohisfather。
  “Whatasighttheladlooks!”shewouldexclaimsometimes,takingbackthebaby,thatwassmuttedonthefacefromhisfather’s,kissesandplay。ThenMorellaughedjoyfully。
  “He’salittlecollier,blesshisbito’mutton!”heexclaimed。
  Andthesewerethehappymomentsofherlifenow,whenthe,childrenincludedthefatherinherheart。
  MeanwhileWilliamgrewbiggerandstrongerandmoreactive,whilePaul,alwaysratherdelicateandquiet,gotslimmer,andtrottedafterhismotherlikehershadow。Hewasusuallyactive,andinterested,butsometimeshewouldhavefitsofdepression。
  Thenthemotherwouldfindtheboyofthreeorfourcryingon,thesofa。
  “What’sthematter?”sheasked,andgotnoanswer。
  “What’sthematter?”sheinsisted,gettingcross。
  “Idon’tknow,“sobbedthechild。
  Soshetriedtoreasonhimoutofit,ortoamusehim,butwithouteffect。Itmadeherfeelbesideherself。Thenthefather,alwaysimpatient,wouldjumpfromhischairandshout:
  “Ifhedoesn’tstop,I’llsmackhimtillhedoes。”
  “You’lldonothingofthesort,“saidthemothercoldly。
  Andthenshecarriedthechildintotheyard,plumpedhimintohis,littlechair,andsaid:,“Nowcrythere,Misery!”
  Andthenabutterflyontherhubarb-leavesperhapscaughthiseye,oratlasthecriedhimselftosleep。Thesefitswerenotoften,buttheycausedashadowinMrs。Morel’sheart,andhertreatment,ofPaulwasdifferentfromthatoftheotherchildren。
  Suddenlyonemorningasshewaslookingdownthealley,oftheBottomsforthebarm-man,sheheardavoicecallingher。
  ItwasthethinlittleMrs。Anthonyinbrownvelvet。
  “Here,Mrs。Morel,IwanttotellyouaboutyourWillie。”
  “Oh,doyou?”repliedMrs。Morel。”Why,what’sthematter?”
  “Aladasgets’oldofanotheran’ripshisclothesoff’n,’isback,“Mrs。Anthonysaid,“wantsshowingsomething。”
  “YourAlfred’sasoldasmyWilliam,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “’Appen’eis,butthatdoesn’tgivehimarighttogethold,oftheboy’scollar,an’fairripitcleanoffhisback。”
  “Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“Idon’tthrashmychildren,andevenifIdid,Ishouldwanttoheartheirsideofthetale。”
  “They’dhappenbeabitbetteriftheydidgetagoodhiding,“
  retortedMrs。Anthony。”Whenitcomesterrippin’alad’sclean,collaroff’n’isbacka-purpose——“
  “I’msurehedidn’tdoitonpurpose,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Makemealiar!”shoutedMrs。Anthony。
  Mrs。Morelmovedawayandclosedhergate。Herhandtrembled,assheheldhermugofbarm。
  “ButIs’llletyourmesterknow,“Mrs。Anthonycriedafterher。
  Atdinner-time,whenWilliamhadfinishedhismealandwanted,tobeoffagain——hewasthenelevenyearsold——hismothersaidtohim:
  “WhatdidyoutearAlfredAnthony’scollarfor?”
  “WhendidItearhiscollar?”
  “Idon’tknowwhen,buthismothersaysyoudid。”
  “Why——itwasyesterday——an’itwastorna’ready。”
  “Butyoutoreitmore。”
  “Well,I’dgotacobbleras’adlickedseventeen——an’
  AlfyAnt’ny’esays:
  ’Adaman’Evean’pinch-me,Wentdowntoarivertobade。
  Adaman’Evegotdrownded,Whodoyerthinkgotsaved?’
  An’soIsays:,’Oh,Pinch-YOU,’an’soIpinched’im,an’
  ’ewasmad,an’sohesnatchedmycobbleran’runoffwithit。
  An’soIrunafter’im,an’whenIwasgettin’holdof’im,’edodged,an’itripped’iscollar。ButIgotmycobbler——“
  Hepulledfromhispocketablackoldhorse-chestnuthangingon,astring。Thisoldcobblerhad“cobbled“——hitandsmashed——seventeen,othercobblersonsimilarstrings。Sotheboywasproudofhisveteran。
  “Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“youknowyou’vegotnorighttorip,hiscollar。”
  “Well,ourmother!”heanswered。”Inevermeanttr’adoneit——an’
  itwason’yanoldindirrubbercollaraswastorna’ready。”
  “Nexttime,“saidhismother,“YOUbemorecareful。
  Ishouldn’tlikeitifyoucamehomewithyourcollartornoff。”
  “Idon’tcare,ourmother;Ineverdidita-purpose。”
  Theboywasrathermiserableatbeingreprimanded。
  “No——well,youbemorecareful。”
  Williamfledaway,gladtobeexonerated。AndMrs。Morel,whohatedanybotherwiththeneighbours,thoughtshewouldexplain,toMrs。Anthony,andthebusinesswouldbeover。
  ButthateveningMorelcameinfromthepitlookingverysour。
  Hestoodinthekitchenandglaredround,butdidnotspeakfor,someminutes。Then:
  “Wheer’sthatWilly?”heasked。
  “WhatdoyouwantHIMfor?”askedMrs。Morel,whohadguessed。
  “I’lllet’imknowwhenIgethim,“saidMorel,banginghis,pit-bottleontothedresser。
  “IsupposeMrs。Anthony’sgotholdofyouandbeenyarning,toyouaboutAlfy’scollar,“saidMrs。Morel,rathersneering。
  “Nivermindwho’sgotholdofme,“saidMorel。”WhenIget,holdof’IMI’llmakehisbonesrattle。”
  “It’sapoortale,“saidMrs。Morel,“thatyou’resoready,tosidewithanysnipeyvixenwholikestocometellingtales,againstyourownchildren。”
  “I’lllearn’im!”saidMorel。”Itnonematterstomewhose,lad’eis;’e’snonegoin’rippin’an’tearin’aboutjustashe’s,amind。”
  “’Rippingandtearingabout!’“repeatedMrs。Morel。
  “HewasrunningafterthatAlfy,who’dtakenhiscobbler,andhe,accidentallygotholdofhiscollar,becausetheotherdodged——as,anAnthonywould。”
  “Iknow!”shoutedMorelthreateningly。
  “Youwould,beforeyou’retold,“repliedhiswifebitingly。
  “Niveryoumind,“stormedMorel。”Iknowmybusiness。”
  “That’smorethandoubtful,“saidMrs。Morel,“supposingsome,loud-mouthedcreaturehadbeengettingyoutothrashyourownchildren。”
  “Iknow,“repeatedMorel。
  Andhesaidnomore,butsatandnursedhisbadtemper。
  SuddenlyWilliamranin,saying:
  “CanIhavemytea,mother?”
  “Thacanha’emorethanthat!”shoutedMorel。
  “Holdyournoise,man,“saidMrs。Morel;“anddon’tlook,soridiculous。”
  “He’lllookridiculousbeforeI’vedonewi’him!”shoutedMorel,risingfromhischairandglaringathisson。
  William,whowasatallladforhisyears,butverysensitive,hadgonepale,andwaslookinginasortofhorrorathisfather。
  “Goout!”Mrs。Morelcommandedherson。
  Williamhadnotthewittomove。SuddenlyMorelclenched,hisfist,andcrouched。
  “I’llGI’Ehim’goout’!”heshoutedlikeaninsanething。
  “What!”criedMrs。Morel,pantingwithrage。”Youshall,nottouchhimforHERtelling,youshallnot!”
  “ShonnaI?”shoutedMorel。”ShonnaI?”
  And,glaringattheboy,heranforward。Mrs。Morelsprang,inbetweenthem,withherfistlifted。
  “Don’tyouDARE!”shecried。
  “What!”heshouted,baffledforthemoment。”What!”
  Shespunroundtoherson。
  “GOoutofthehouse!”shecommandedhiminfury。
  Theboy,asifhypnotisedbyher,turnedsuddenlyandwasgone。
  Morelrushedtothedoor,butwastoolate。Hereturned,paleunder,hispit-dirtwithfury。Butnowhiswifewasfullyroused。
  “Onlydare!”shesaidinaloud,ringingvoice。”Onlydare,milord,tolayafingeronthatchild!,You’llregretitforever。”
  Hewasafraidofher。Inatoweringrage,hesatdown。
  Whenthechildrenwereoldenoughtobeleft,Mrs。Morel,joinedtheWomen’sGuild。Itwasalittleclubofwomenattached,totheCo-operativeWholesaleSociety,whichmetonMondaynight,inthelongroomoverthegroceryshopoftheBestwood“Co-op“。The,womenweresupposedtodiscussthebenefitstobederivedfrom,co-operation,andothersocialquestions。SometimesMrs。Morel,readapaper。Itseemedqueertothechildrentoseetheirmother,whowasalwaysbusyaboutthehouse,sittingwritinginher,rapidfashion,thinking,referringtobooks,andwritingagain。
  Theyfeltforheronsuchoccasionsthedeepestrespect。
  ButtheylovedtheGuild。Itwastheonlythingtowhichthey,didnotgrudgetheirmother——andthatpartlybecausesheenjoyedit,partlybecauseofthetreatstheyderivedfromit。TheGuild,wascalledbysomehostilehusbands,whofoundtheirwivesgetting,tooindependent,the“clat-fart“shop——thatis,thegossip-shop。It,istrue,fromoffthebasisoftheGuild,thewomencouldlookat,theirhomes,attheconditionsoftheirownlives,andfindfault。
  Sothecolliersfoundtheirwomenhadanewstandardoftheirown,ratherdisconcerting。Andalso,Mrs。Morelalwayshadalotofnews,onMondaynights,sothatthechildrenlikedWilliamtobeinwhen,theirmothercamehome,becauseshetoldhimthings。
  Then,whentheladwasthirteen,shegothimajobin,the“Co-op。”,office。Hewasaverycleverboy,frank,withrather,roughfeaturesandrealvikingblueeyes。
  “Whatdostwantterma’eastool-harsedJackon’imfor?”
  saidMorel。”Allhe’lldoistowearhisbritchesbehindoutan’
  earnnowt。What’s’estartin’wi’?”
  “Itdoesn’tmatterwhathe’sstartingwith,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Itwouldna!,Put’imi’th’pitweme,an’’ellearnaeasy,tenshillin’awikfromth’start。Butsixshillin’wearin’histruck-end,outonastool’sbetterthantenshillin’i’th’pitwi’me,Iknow。”
  “HeisNOTgoinginthepit,“saidMrs。Morel,“andthere’s,anendofit。”
  “Itworgoodenoughforme,butit’snongoodenoughfor’im。”
  “Ifyourmotherputyouinthepitattwelve,it’snoreason,whyIshoulddothesamewithmylad。”
  “Twelve!,Itworasightaforethat!”
  “Wheneveritwas,“saidMrs。Morel。
  Shewasveryproudofherson。Hewenttothenightschool,andlearnedshorthand,sothatbythetimehewassixteenhewas,thebestshorthandclerkandbook-keeperontheplace,exceptone。
  Thenhetaughtinthenightschools。Buthewassofierythatonly,hisgood-natureandhissizeprotectedhim。
  Allthethingsthatmendo——thedecentthings——Williamdid。
  Hecouldrunlikethewind。Whenhewastwelvehewonafirst,prizeinarace;aninkstandofglass,shapedlikeananvil。
  Itstoodproudlyonthedresser,andgaveMrs。Morelakeenpleasure。
  Theboyonlyranforher。Heflewhomewithhisanvil,breathless,witha“Look,mother!”Thatwasthefirstrealtributetoherself。
  Shetookitlikeaqueen。
  “Howpretty!”sheexclaimed。
  Thenhebegantogetambitious。Hegaveallhismoneyto,hismother。Whenheearnedfourteenshillingsaweek,shegavehim,backtwoforhimself,and,asheneverdrank,hefelthimselfrich。
  HewentaboutwiththebourgeoisofBestwood。Thetownletcontained,nothinghigherthantheclergyman。Thencamethebankmanager,thenthedoctors,thenthetradespeople,andafterthatthehosts,ofcolliers。Willambegantoconsortwiththesonsofthechemist,theschoolmaster,andthetradesmen。Heplayedbilliardsin,theMechanics’Hall。Alsohedanced——thisinspiteofhismother。
  AllthelifethatBestwoodofferedheenjoyed,fromthesixpenny-hops,downChurchStreet,tosportsandbilliards。
  Paulwastreatedtodazzlingdescriptionsofallkindsof,flower-likeladies,mostofwhomlivedlikecutbloomsinWilliam’s,heartforabrieffortnight。
  Occasionallysomeflamewouldcomeinpursuitofhererrant,swain。Mrs。Morelwouldfindastrangegirlatthedoor,andimmediatelyshesniffedtheair。
  “IsMr。Morelin?”thedamselwouldaskappealingly。
  “Myhusbandisathome,“Mrs。Morelreplied。
  “I——ImeanYOUNGMr。Morel,“repeatedthemaidenpainfully。
  “Whichone?,Thereareseveral。”
  Whereuponmuchblushingandstammeringfromthefairone。
  “I——ImetMr。Morel——atRipley,“sheexplained。
  “Oh——atadance!”
  “Yes。”
  “Idon’tapproveofthegirlsmysonmeetsatdances。
  AndheisNOTathome。”
  Thenhecamehomeangrywithhismotherforhavingturnedthe,girlawaysorudely。Hewasacareless,yeteager-lookingfellow,whowalkedwithlongstrides,sometimesfrowning,oftenwithhiscap,pushedjollilytothebackofhishead。Nowhecameinfrowning。
  Hethrewhiscapontothesofa,andtookhisstrongjawinhishand,andglareddownathismother。Shewassmall,withherhair,takenstraightbackfromherforehead。Shehadaquietair,ofauthority,andyetofrarewarmth。Knowinghersonwasangry,shetrembledinwardly。
  “Didaladycallformeyesterday,mother?”heasked。
  “Idon’tknowaboutalady。Therewasagirlcame。”
  “Andwhydidn’tyoutellme?”
  “BecauseIforgot,simply。”
  Hefumedalittle。
  “Agood-lookinggirl——seemedalady?”
  “Ididn’tlookather。”
  “Bigbrowneyes?”
  “IdidNOTlook。Andtellyourgirls,myson,thatwhenthey’re,runningafteryou,they’renottocomeandaskyourmotherforyou。
  Tellthemthat——brazenbaggagesyoumeetatdancing-classes。”
  “I’msureshewasanicegirl。”
  “AndI’msureshewasn’t。”
  Thereendedthealtercation。Overthedancingtherewasagreat,strifebetweenthemotherandtheson。Thegrievancereachedits,heightwhenWilliamsaidhewasgoingtoHucknallTorkard——considered,alowtown——toafancy-dressball。HewastobeaHighlander。
  Therewasadresshecouldhire,whichoneofhisfriends,hadhad,andwhichfittedhimperfectly。TheHighlandsuitcamehome。
  Mrs。Morelreceiveditcoldlyandwouldnotunpackit。
  “Mysuitcome?”criedWilliam。
  “There’saparcelinthefrontroom。”
  Herushedinandcutthestring。
  “Howdoyoufancyyoursoninthis!”hesaid,enraptured,showingherthesuit。
  “YouknowIdon’twanttofancyyouinit。”
  Ontheeveningofthedance,whenhehadcomehometodress,Mrs。Morelputonhercoatandbonnet。
  “Aren’tyougoingtostopandseeme,mother?”heasked。
  “No;Idon’twanttoseeyou,“shereplied。
  Shewasratherpale,andherfacewasclosedandhard。
  Shewasafraidofherson’sgoingthesamewayashisfather。
  Hehesitatedamoment,andhisheartstoodstillwithanxiety。