Worshippingandwonderstruckallpeoplesoftheworld,Blinded,shallfallbeforeourbeautyandourmight。
Fromtimeuntotimesshallourgreatnessthunderon,Rollinglikeachariotthroughthedustofendlessdays。
Laughingshallwespeedinourvictoryandpomp,LaughingliketheDaylightasheleapsalongthehills。
Onward,stilltriumphanttoatriumphevernew!
Onward,inourpowertoapowerunattained!
Onward,neverweary,cladwithsplendorforarobe!
Tillaccomplishedbeourlate,andthenightisrushingdown。”
_i_She_i_pausedinherstrangeandmostthrillingallegoricalchant,ofwhichIam,unfortunately,onlyabletogivetheburden,andthatfeeblyenough,andthensaid,“Perchancethoudostnotbelievemyword,Kallikrates——
perchancethouthinkestthatIdodeludethee,andthatIhavenotlivedthesemanyyears,andthatthouhastnotbeenbornagaintome。Nay,looknotso——putawaythatpalecastofdoubt,foroh,besurehereincanerrorfindnofoothold!Soonershallthesunsforgettheircourseandtheswallowmisshernest,thanmysoulshallswearalieandbeledastrayfromthee,Kallikrates。Blindme,takeawaymineeyes,andletthedarknessutterlyfencemein,andstillmineearswouldcatchthetoneofthineunforgottenvoice,strikingmoreloudagainsttheportalsofmysensethancanthecallofbrazen-throatedclarions——stopupminehearingalso,andletathousandtouchmeonthebrow,andIwouldnametheeoutofall——yea,robmeofeverysense,andseemestanddeafandblindanddumb,andwithnervesthatcannotweighthevalueofatouch,yetwouldmyspiritleapwithinmelikeaquickeningchildandcryuntomyheart,beholdKallikrates!behold,thouwatcher,thewatchesofthynightareended!behold,thouwhoseekestinthenightseason,thymorningStarariseth。”
_i_She_i_pausedawhileandthencontinued,“Butstay,ifthyheartisyethardenedagainstthemightytruthandthoudostrequireafurtherpledgeofthatwhichthoudostfindtoodeeptounderstand,even:nowshallitbegiventothee,andtotheealso,OmyHolly。Beareachoneofyoualamp,andfollowaftermewhitherIshallleadyou。”
Withoutstoppingtothink——indeed,speakingformyself,Ihadalmostabandonedthefunctionincircumstancesunderwhichtothinkseemedtobeabsolutelyuseless,sincethoughtfell,hourly,helplessagainstablackwallofwonder——wetookthelampsandfollowedher。Goingtotheendofher“boudoir,“sheraisedacurtainandrevealedalittlestairofthesortthatwassocommoninthesedimcavesofKo^r。AswehurrieddownthestairIobservedthatthestepswereworninthecentretosuchanextentthatsomeofthemhadbeenreducedfromsevenandahalfinches,atwhichIguessedtheiroriginalheight,toaboutthreeandahalt。Now,alltheotherstepsthatIhadseeninthecaveshadbeenpracticallyunworn,aswastobeexpected,seeingthattheonlytrafficwhicheverpasseduponthemwasthatofthosewhoboreafreshburdentothetomb。
Thereforethisfactstruckmynoticewiththatcuriousforcewithwhichlittlethingsdostrikeuswhenourmindsareabsolutelyoverwhelmedbyasuddenrushofpowerfulsensations;beatenflat,asitwere,likeaseabeneaththefirstburstofahurricane,sothateverylittleobjectonthesurfacestartsintoanunnaturalprominence。
AtthebottomofthestaircaseIstoodandstaredatthewornsteps,andAyesha,turning,sawme。
“Wondersthouwhosearethefeetthathavewornawaytherock,myHolly?”sheasked。“Theyaremine——evenmineownlightfeet!Icanrememberwhenthesestairswerefreshandlevel,butfortwothousandyearsandmorehaveIgonedownhitherdaybyday,andsee,mysandalshavewornoutthesolidrock!”
Imadenoanswer,butIdonotthinkthatanythingthatIhadheardorseenbroughthometomylimitedunderstandingsoclearasenseofthisbeing’soverwhelmingantiquityasthathardrockhollowedoutbyhersoft,whitefeet。Howmanymillionsoftimesmustshehavepassedupanddownthatstairtobringaboutsucharesult?
Thestairledtoatunnel,andafewpacesdownthetunnelwasoneoftheusualcurtain-hungdoorways,aglanceatwhichtoldmethatitwasthesamewhereI
hadbeenawitnessofthatterriblescenebytheleapingflame。Irecognizedthepatternofthecurtain,andthesightofitbroughtthewholeeventvividlybeforemyeyes,andmademetrembleevenatitsmemory。Ayeshaenteredthetombforitwasatomb,andwefollowedher——I,forone,rejoicingthatthemysteryoftheplacewasabouttobeclearedup,andyetafraidtofaceitssolution。
CHAPTERXXI——
THEDEADANDLIVINGMEET
“SEEnowtheplacewhereIhavesleptforthesetwothousandyears,“saidAyesha,takingthelampfromLeo’shandandholdingitaboveherhead。Itsraysfelluponalittlehollowinthefloor,whereIhadseentheleapingflame,butthefirewasoutnow。Theyfelluponthewhiteformstretchedtherebeneathitswrappingsuponitsbedofstone,uponthefrettedcarvingofthetomb,anduponanothershelfofstoneoppositetheoneonwhichthebodylay,andseparatedfromitbythebreadthofthecave。
“Here,“wentonAyesha,layingherhandupontherock——
“herehaveIsleptnightbynightforallthesegenerations,withbutacloaktocoverme。ItdidnotbecomemethatIshouldliesoftwhenmyspouseyonder,“andshepointedtotherigidform,“laystiffindeath。HerenightbynighthaveIsleptinhiscoldcompany——till,thouseest,thisthickslab,likethestairsdownwhichwepassed,haswornthinwiththetossingofmyform——sofaithfulhaveIbeentotheeeveninthyspaceofsleep,Kallikrates。Andnow,mineown,thoushaltseeawonderfulthing——living,thoushaltbeholdthyselfdead——forwellhaveItendedtheeduringalltheseyears,Kallikrates。Artthouprepared?”
Wemadenoanswer,butgazedateachotherwithfrightenedeyes,thewholescenewassodreadfulandsosolemn。Ayeshaadvanced,andlaidherhanduponthecorneroftheshroud,andoncemorespoke。
“Benotaffrighted,“shesaid;“thoughthethingseemwonderfultothee——allwewholivehavethuslivedbefore;noristheveryshapethatholdsusastrangertothesun!Onlyweknowitnot,becausememorywritesnorecord,andearthhathgatheredintheearthshelentus,fornonehavesavedourgloryfromthegrave。
ButI,bymyartsandbytheartsofthosedeadmenofKo^rwhichIhavelearned,haveheldtheeback,O
Kallikrates,fromthedust,thatthewaxenstampofbeautyonthyfaceshouldeverrestbeforemineeye。
’Twasamaskthatmemorymightfill,servingtofashionoutthypresencefromthepast,andgiveitstrengthtowanderinthehabitationsofmythought,cladinamummeryoflifethatstayedmyappetitewithvisionsofdeaddays。
“Beholdnow,lettheDeadandLivingmeet!AcrossthegulfofTimetheystillareone。Timehathnopoweragainstidentity,thoughsleepthemercifulhathblottedoutthetabletsofourmind,andwithoblivionsealedthesorrowsthatelsewouldhoundusfromlifetolife,stuffingthebrainwithgatheredgriefstillitburstinthemadnessofuttermostdespair。Stillaretheyone,forthewrappingsofoursleepshallrollawayasthunder-cloudsbeforethewind;thefrozenvoicesofthepastshallmeltinmusiclikemountainsnowsbeneaththesun;andtheweepingandthelaughterofthelosthoursshallbeheardoncemoremostsweetlyechoingupthecliffsofimmeasurabletime。
“Ay,thesleepshallrollaway,andthevoicesshallbeheard,whendownthecompletedchain,whereofoureachexistenceisalink,thelightningoftheSpirithathpassedtoworkoutthepurposeofourbeing;
quickeningandfusingthoseseparateddaysoflife,andshapingthemtoastaffwhereonwemaysafelyleanaswewendtoourappointedfate。
“Therefore,havenofear,Kallikrates,whenthou——
living,andbutlatelyborn——shaltlookuponthineowndepartedself,whobreathedanddiedsolongago。IdobutturnonepageinthyBookofBeing,andshowtheewhatiswritthereon。
“_i_Behold_i_“
Withasuddenmotionshedrewtheshroudfromthecoldform,andletthelamplightplayuponit。Ilooked,andthenshrankbackterrified;since,saywhatshemightinexplanation,thesightwasanuncannyone——
forherexplanationswerebeyondthegraspofourfiniteminds,andwhentheywerestrippedfromthemistsofvagueesotericphilosophy,andbroughtintoconflictwiththecoldandhorrifyingfact,didnotdomuchtobreakitsforce。Forthere,stretcheduponthestonebierbeforeus,robedinwhiteandperfectlypreserved,waswhatappearedtobethebodyofLeoVincey。IstaredfromLeo,standingtherealive,toLeolyingtheredead,andcouldseenodifference;
except,perhaps,thatthebodyonthebierlookedolder。Featureforfeaturetheywerethesame,evendowntothecropoflittlegoldencurls,whichwasLeo’smostuncommonbeauty。Itevenseemedtome,asI
looked,thattheexpressiononthedeadman’sfaceresembledthatwhichIhadsometimesseenuponLeo’swhenhewasplungedintoprofoundsleep。IcanonlysumuptheclosenessoftheresemblancebysayingthatIneversawtwinssoexactlysimilarasthatdeadandlivingpair。
IturnedtoseewhateffectwasproduceduponLeobythissightofhisdeadself,andfoundittobeoneofpartialstupefaction。Hestoodfortwoorthreeminutesstaringandsaidnothing,andwhenatlasthespokeitwasonlytoejaculate——
“Coveritupandtakemeaway。”
“Nay,wait,Kallikrates,“saidAyesha,who,standingwiththelampraisedaboveherhead,floodingwithitslightherownrichbeautyandthecoldwonderofthedeath-clothedformuponthebier,resembledaninspiredSibylratherthanawoman,assherolledouthermajesticsentenceswithagrandeurandafreedomofutterancewhichIam,alas!quiteunabletoreproduce。
“Wait;Iwouldshowtheesomething,thatnotittleofmycrimemay。behiddenfromthee。Dothou,OHolly,openthegarmentonthebreastofthedeadKallikrates,forperchancemylordmayfeartotouchhimself。”
Iobeyedwithtremblinghands。Itseemedadesecrationandanunhallowedthingtotouchthatsleepingimageofthelivemanbymyside。Presentlyhisbroadchestwasbare,andthereuponit,rightovertheheart,wasawound,evidentlyinflictedwithaspear。
“Thouseest,Kallikrates,“shesaid。“KnowthenthatitwasIwhoslewthee;inthePlaceofLifeIgavetheedeath。IslewtheebecauseoftheEgyptianAmenartas,whomthoudidstlove,forbyherwilessheheldthyheart,andherIcouldnotsmiteasbutnowI
smotethewoman,forshewastoostrongforme。InmyhasteandbitterangerIslewthee,andnowforallthesedayshaveIlamentedthee,andwaitedforthycoming。Andthouhastcome,andnonecanstandbetweentheeandme,andofatruthnowfordeathIwillgivetheelife——notlifeeternal,forthatnonecangive,butlifeandyouththatshallendureforthousandsuponthousandsofyears,andwithitpompandpowerandwealth,andallthingsthataregoodandbeautiful,suchashavebeentonomanbeforethee,norshallbetoanymanwhocomesafter。Andnowonethingmore,andthoushaltrestandmakereadyforthedayofthynewbirth。Thouseestthisbody,whichwasthineown。Forallthesecenturiesithathbeenmycoldcomfortandmycompanion,butnowIneeditnomore,forIhavethylivingpresence,anditcanbutservetostirupmemoriesofthatwhichIwouldfainforget。LetitthereforegobacktothedustfromwhichIheldit。
“Behold!Ihavepreparedagainstthishappyhour!”andgoingtotheothershelforstoneledge,which,shesaid,hadservedherforabed,shetookfromitalargevitrifieddouble-handedvase,themouthofwhichwastiedupwithabladder。Thissheloosed,andthen,havingbentdownandgentlykissedthewhiteforeheadofthedeadman,sheundidthevase,andsprinkleditscontentscarefullyovertheform,taking,Iobserved,thegreatestprecautionsagainstanydropofittouchingusorherself,andthenpouredoutwhatremainedoftheliquiduponthechestandhead。
Instantlyadensevaporarose,andthecavewasfilledwithchokingfumesthatpreventedusfromseeinganythingwhilethedeadlyacidforIpresumeitwassometremendouspreparationofthatsortdiditswork。Fromthespotwherethebodylaycameafiercefizzingandcrackingsound,whichceased,however,beforethefumeshadclearedaway。Atlasttheywereallgone,exceptalittlecloudthatstillhungoverthecorpse。Inacoupleofminutesmorethistoohadvanished,and,wonderfulasitmayseem,itisafactthatonthestonebenchthathadsupportedthemortalremainsoftheancientKallikratesforsomanycenturiestherewasnownothingtobeseenbutafewhandfulsofsmokingwhitepowder。Theacidhadutterlydestroyedthebody,andeveninplaceseatenintothestone。Ayeshastoopeddown,and,takingahandfulofthispowderinhergrasp,threwitintotheair,sayingatthesametime,inavoiceofcalmsolemnity——
“Dusttodust!thepasttothepast!thedeadtothedead!Kallikratesisdead,andisbornagain!”
Theashesfloatednoiselesslytotherockyfloor,andwestoodinawedsilenceandwatchedthemfall,tooovercomeforwords。
“Nowleaveme,“shesaid,“andsleepifyemay。Imustwatchandthink,forto-morrownightwegohence,andthetimeislongsinceItrodthepaththatwemustfollow。”
Accordinglywebowed,andlefther。AswepassedtoourownapartmentIpeepedintoJob’ssleeping-placetoseehowhefared,forhehadgoneawayjustbeforeourinterviewwiththemurderedUstane,quiteprostratedbytheterrorsoftheAmahaggerfestivity。
Heassleepingsoundly,goodhonestfellowthathewas,andIrejoicedtothinkthathisnerves,which,likethoseofmostuneducatedpeople,werefarfromstrong,hadbeensparedtheclosingscenesofthisdreadfulday。Then。weenteredourownchamber,andhereatlastpoorLeo,who,eversincehehadlookeduponthatfrozenimageofhislivingself,hadbeeninastatenotfarremovedfromstupefaction,burstoutintoatorrentofgrief。Nowthathewasnolongerinthepresenceofthedread_i_She_i_,hissenseoftheawfulnessofallthathadhappened,andmoreespeciallyofthewickedmurderofUstane,whowasboundtohimbytiessoclose,brokeuponhimlikeastorm,andlashedhimintoanagonyofremorseandterrorwhichwaspainfultowitness。Hecursedhimself——hecursedthehourwhenwehadfirstseenthewritingonthesherd,whichwasbeingsomysteriouslyverified,andbitterlyhecursedhisownweakness。
Ayeshahedarednotcurse——whodaredspeakevilofsuchawoman,whoseconsciousness,foraughtweknew,waswatchingusattheverymoment?
“WhatamItodo,oldfellow?”hegroaned,restinghisheadagainstmyshoulderintheextremityofhisgrief。“Iletherbekilled——notthatIcouldhelpthat,butwithinfiveminutesIwaskissinghermurderessoverherbody。Iamadegradedbrute,butI
cannotresistthat“andherehisvoicesank——“thatawfulsorceress。IknowIshalldoitagainto-morrow;
IknowthatIaminherpowerforalways;ifIneversawheragainIshouldneverthinkofanybodyelseduringallmylife;Imustfollowherasaneedlefollowsamagnet;IwouldnotgoawaynowifIcould;
Icouldnotleaveher,mylegswouldnotcarryme,butmymindisstillclearenough,andinmymindIhateher——atleast,Ithinkso。Itisallsohorrible;andthat——thatbody!WhatcanImakeofit?Itwasme!I
amsoldintobondage,oldfellow,andshewilltakemysoulasthepriceofherself。”
Then,forthefirsttime,ItoldhimthatIwasinabutverylittlebetterposition;andIamboundtosaythat,notwithstandinghisowninfatuation,hehadthedecencytosympathizewithme。Perhapshedidnotthinkitworthwhilebeingjealous,realizingthathehadnocausesofarastheladywasconcerned。Iwentontosuggestthatweshouldtrytorunaway,butwesoonrejectedtheprojectasfutile,and,tobeperfectlyhonest,IdonotbelievethateitherofuswouldreallyhaveleftAyeshaevenifsomesuperiorpowerhadsuddenlyofferedtoconveyusfromthesegloomycavesandsetusdowninCambridge。Wecouldnomorehaveleftherthanamothcanleavethelightthatdestroysit。Wewerelikeconfirmedopiumeaters;
inourmomentsofreasonwewellknewthedeadlynatureofourpursuit,butwecertainlywerenotpreparedtoabandonitsterribledelights。
Nomanwhooncehadseen_i_She_i_unveiled,andheardthemusicofhervoice,anddrunkinthebitterwisdomofherwords,wouldwillinglygiveupthesightforawholeseaofplacidjoys。Howmuchmorethenwasthislikelytobesowhen,asinLeo’scase,toputmyselfoutofthequestion,thisextraordinarycreaturedeclaredherutterandabsolutedevotion,andgavewhatappearedtobeproofsofitshavinglastedforsometwothousandyears?
Nodoubtshewasawickedperson,andnodoubtshehadmurderedUstanewhenshestoodinherpath,butthenshewasveryfaithful,andbyalawofnaturemanisapttothinkbutlightlyofawoman’scrimes,especiallyifthatwomanbebeautiful,andthecrimebecommittedfortheloveofhim。
Andthenfortherest,whenhadsuchachanceevercometoamanbeforeasthatwhichnowlayinLeo’shand?True,inunitinghimselftothisdreadwoman,hewouldplacehislifeundertheinfluenceofamysteriouscreatureofeviltendencies,butthenthatwouldbelikelyenoughtohappentohiminanyordinarymarriage。Ontheotherhand,however,noordinarymarriagecouldbringhimsuchawfulbeauty——
forawfulistheonlywordthatcandescribeit——suchdivinedevotion,suchwisdom,andcommandoverthesecretsofnature,andtheplaceandpowerthattheymustwin,or,lastly,theroyalcrownofunendingyouth,ifindeedshecouldgivethat。No,onthewhole,itisnotwonderfulthatthoughLeowasplungedinbittershameandgrief,suchasanygentlemanwouldhavefeltunderthecircumstances,hewasnotreadytoentertaintheideaofrunningawayfromhisextraordinaryfortune。
Myownopinionisthathewouldhavebeenmadifhehaddoneso。ButthenIconfessthatmystatementonthemattermustbeacceptedwithqualifications。IaminlovewithAyeshamyselftothisday,andIwouldratherhavebeentheobjectofheraffectionforoneshortweekthanthatofanyotherwomanintheworldforawholelifetime。Andletmeaddthatifanybodywhodoubtsthisstatement,andthinksmefoolishformakingit,couldhaveseenAyeshadrawherveilandflashoutinbeautyonhisgaze,hisviewwouldexactlycoincidewithmyown。OfcourseIamspeakingofanyman。Weneverhadtheadvantageofalady’sopinionofAyesha,butIthinkitquitepossiblethatshewouldhaveregardedthequeenwithdislike,wouldhaveexpressedherdisapprovalinsomemoreorlesspointedmanner,andultimatelyhavegotherselfblasted。
FortwohoursormoreLeoandIsatwithshakennervesandfrightenedeyes,andtalkedoverthemiraculouseventsthroughwhichwewerepassing。Itseemedlikeadreamorafairytale,insteadofthesolemn,soberfact。Whowouldhavebelievedthatthewritingonthepotsherdwasnotonlytrue,butthatweshouldlivetoverifyitstruth,andthatwetwoseekersshouldfindherwhowassought,patientlyawaitingourcominginthetombsofKo^r?WhowouldhavethoughtthatinthepersonofLeothismysteriouswomanshould,asshebelieved,discoverthebeingwhomsheawaitedfromcenturytocentury,andwhoseformerearthlyhabitationshehadtillthisverynightpreserved?Butsoitwas。Inthefaceofallwehadseenitwasdifficultforusasordinaryreasoningmenanylongertodoubtitstruth,andthereforeatlast,withhumbleheartsandadeepsenseoftheimpotenceofhumanknowledge,andtheinsolenceofitsassumptionthatdeniesthatwhichithasnoexperienceoftobepossible,welaidourselvesdowntosleep,leavingourfatesinthehandsofthatwatchingProvidencewhichhadthuschosentoallowustodrawtheveilofhumanignorance,andrevealtousforgoodorevilsomeglimpseofthepossibilitiesoflife。
CHAPTERXXII——
JOBHASAPRESENTIMENT
ITwasnineo’clockonthefollowingmorningwhenJob,whostilllookedscaredandfrightened,cameintocallme,andatthesametimebreathehisgratitudeatfindingusaliveinourbeds,whichitappearedwasmorethanhehadexpected。WhenItoldhimoftheawfulendofpoorUstanehewasevenmoregratefulatoursurvival,andmuchshocked,thoughUstanehadbeennofavoriteofhis,orheofhers,forthematterofthat。Shecalledhim“pig“inbastardArabic,andhecalledher“hussy“ingoodEnglish,buttheseamenitieswereforgotteninthefaceofthecatastrophethathadoverwhelmedheratthehandsofherqueen。
“Idon’twanttosayanythingasmayn’tbeagreeable,sir,“saidJob,whenhehadfinishedexclaimingatmytale,“butit’smyopinionthatthatthere_i_She_i_
istheoldgentlemanhimself,orperhapshiswife,ifhehasone,whichIsupposehehas,forhecouldn’tbesowickedallbyhimself。TheWitchofEndorwasafooltoher,sir;blessyou,shewouldmakenomoreofraisingeverygentlemanintheBibleoutoftheseherebeastlytombsthanIshouldofgrowingcressonanoldflannel。It’sacountryofdevils,thisis,sir,andshe’sthemasteroneofthelot;andifeverwegetoutofititwillbemorethanIexpecttodo。Idon’tseenowayoutofit。Thatwitchisn’tlikelytoletafineyoungmanlikeMr。Leogo。”
“Come,“Isaid,“atanyrateshesavedhislife。”’
“Yes,andshe’lltakehissoultopayforit。_i_She_i_’llmakehimawitch,likeherself。Isayit’swickedtohaveanythingtodowiththosesortofpeople。Lastnight,sir,IlayawakeandreadinmylittleBiblethatmypooroldmothergavemeaboutwhatisgoingtohappentosorceressesandthemsorttillmyhairstoodonend。Lord,howtheoldladywouldstareifshesawwhereherJobhadgotto!”
“Yes,it’saqueercountry,andaqueerpeopletoo,Job,“Ianswered,withasigh,for,thoughIamnotsuperstitiouslikeJob,IadmittoanaturalshrinkingwhichwillnotbearinvestigationfromthethingsthatareaboveNature。
“Youareright,sir,“heanswered,“andifyouwon’tthinkmeveryfoolish,IshouldliketosaysomethingtoyounowthatMr。Leoisoutoftheway“——Leohadgotupearlyandgoneforastroll——“andthatisthatIknowitisthelastcountryaseverIshallseeinthisworld。Ihadadreamlastnight,andIdreamedthatIsawmyoldfatherwithakindofnight-shirtonhim,somethinglikethesefolkswearwhentheywanttobeinparticularfull-dress,andabitofthatfeatherygrassinhishand,whichhemayhavegatheredontheway,forIsawlotsofityesterdayaboutthreehundredyardsfromthemouthofthisbeastlycave。
“’Job,’hesaidtome,solemn-like,andyetwithakindofsatisfactionshiningthroughhim,morelikeaMethodyparsonwhenhehassoldaneighboramarkedhorseforasoundoneandclearedtwentypoundsbythejobthananythingIcanthinkon——’Job,time’sup,Job;butIneverdidexpecttohavetocomeandhuntyououtinthis’ereplace,Job。SuchadoasIhavehadtonoseyouup;itwasn’tfriendlytogiveyourpooroldfathersucharun,letalonethatawonderfullotofbadcharactershailfromthisplaceKo^r。’“
“Regularcautions,“Isuggested。
“Yes,sir——ofcourse,sir,that’sjustwhathesaidtheywas——’cautions,downrightscorchers’——sir,andI’msureIdon’tdoubtit,seeingwhatIknowofthemandtheirhot-pottingways,“wentonJob,sadly。
“Anyway,hewassurethattimewasup,andwentawaysayingthatweshouldseemorethanwecaredforofeachothersoon,andIsupposehewasa-thinkingofthefactthatfatherandInevercouldhititofftogetherforlongernorthreedays,andIdaresaythatthingswillbesimilarwhenwemeetagain。”
“Surely,“Isaid,“youdon’tthinkthatyouaregoingtodiebecauseyoudreamedyousawyouroldfather;ifonediesbecauseonedreamsofone’sfather,whathappenstoamanwhodreamsofhismother-in-law?”
“Ah,sir,you’relaughingatme,“saidJob;“but,yousee,youdidn’tknowmyoldfather。Ifithadbeenanybodyelse——myAuntMary,forinstance,whonevermademuchofajob——Ishouldnothavethoughtsomuchofit;butmyfatherwasthatidle,whichheshouldn’thavebeenwithseventeenchildren,thathewouldneverhaveputhimselfouttocomeherejusttoseetheplace。No,sir;Iknowthathemeantbusiness。Well,sir,Ican’thelpit;Isupposeeverymanmustgosometimeorother,thoughitisahardthingtodieinaplacelikethis,whereChristianburialisn’ttobehadforitsweightingold。I’vetriedtobeagoodman,sir,anddomydutyhonest,andifitwasn’tforthesuperciluskindofwayinwhichfathercarriedonlastnight——asortofsniffingatme,asitwere,asthoughhehadn’tnoopinionofmyreferencesandtestimonials——Ishouldfeeleasyenoughinmymind。
Anyway,sir,I’vebeenagoodservanttoyouandMr。
Leo,blesshim!Why,itseemsbuttheotherdaythatI
usedtoleadhimaboutthestreetswithapennywhip;
andifeveryougetoutofthisplace——which,asfatherdidn’talludetoyou,perhapsyoumay——Ihopeyouwillthinkkindlyofmywhitenedbones,andneverhaveanythingmoretodowithGreekwritingonflower-
pots,sir,ifImaymakesoboldastosayso。”
“Come,come,Job,“Isaid,seriously,“thisisallnonsense,youknow。Youmustn’tbesillyenoughtogogettingsuchideasintoyourhead。We’velivedthroughsomequeerthings,andIhopethatwemaygoondoingso。”
“No,sir,“answeredJob,inatoneofconvictionthatjarredonmeunpleasantly,“itisn’tnonsense。I’madoomedman,andIfeelit,andawonderfuluncomfortablefeelingitis,sir,foronecan’thelpwonderinghowit’sgoingtocomeabout。Ifyouareeatingyourdinneryouthinkofpoisonanditgoesagainstyourstomach,andifyouarewalkingalongthesedarkrabbitburrowsyouthinkofknives,andLord,don’tyoujustshiverabouttheback!Iain’tparticular,sir,providedit’ssharp,likethatpoorgirl,who,nowthatshe’sgone,Iamsorrytohavespokehardon,thoughIdon’tapproveofhermoralsingettingmarried,whichIconsidertooquicktobedecent。Still,sir,“andpoorJobturnedashadepalerashesaidit,“Idohopeitwon’tbethathot-potgame。”
“Nonsense,“Ibrokein,angrily,“nonsense。”
“Verywell,sir,“saidJob,“itisn’tmyplacetodifferfromyou,sir,butifyouhappentobegoinganywhere,sir,Ishouldbeobligedifyoucouldmanagetotakemewithyou,seeingthatIshallbegladtohaveafriendlyfacetolookatwhenthetimecomes,justtohelponethrough,asitwere。Andnow,sir,I’llbegettingthebreakfast,“andhewent,leavingmeinaveryuncomfortablestateofmind。IwasdeeplyattachedtooldJob,whowasoneofthebestandhonestestmenIhaveeverhadtodowithinanyclassoflife,andreallymoreofafriendthanaservant,andthemereideaofanythinghappeningtohimbroughtalumpintomythroat。BeneathallhisludicroustalkIcouldseethathehimselfwasquiteconvincedthatsomethingwasgoingtohappen,andthoughinmostcasestheseconvictionsturnouttobeuttermoonshine——andthisparticularoneespeciallywastobeamplyaccountedforbythegloomyandunaccustomedsurroundingsinwhichitsvictimwasplaced——stillitdidmoreorlesscarryachilltomyheart,asanydreadthatisobviouslyagenuineobjectofbeliefisapttodo,howeverabsurdthebeliefmaybe。Presentlythebreakfastarrived,andwithitLeo,whohadbeentakingawalkoutsidethecave——toclearhismind,hesaid——andverygladIwastoseeboth,fortheygavemearespitefrommygloomythoughts。Afterbreakfastwewentforanotherwalk,andwatchedsomeoftheAmahaggersowingaplotofgroundwiththegrainfromwhichtheymaketheirbeer。Thistheydidinscripturalfashion——amanwithabagmadeofgoat’s-
hidefastenedroundhiswaistwalkingupanddowntheplotandscatteringtheseedashewent。Itwasapositiverelieftoseeoneofthesedreadfulpeopledoanythingsohomelyandpleasantassowafield,perhapsbecauseitseemedtolinkthem,asitwere,withtherestofhumanity。
AswewerereturningBillalimetus,andinformedusthatitwas_i_She_i_’spleasurethatweshouldwaituponher,andaccordinglyweenteredherpresence,notwithouttrepidation,forAyeshawascertainlyanexceptiontotherule。Familiaritywithhermightanddidbreedpassionandwonderandhorror,butitcertainlydidnotbreedcontempt。
Wewereasusualshowninbythemutes,andafterthesehadretiredAyeshaunveiled,andoncemorebadeLeoembraceher,which,notwithstandinghisheart-
searchingsofthepreviousnight,hedidwithmorealacrityandfervorthanstrictcourtesyrequired。
_i_She_i_laidherwhitehandonhishead,andlookedhimfondlyintheeyes。“Dostthouwonder,myKallikrates,“shesaid,“whenthoushaltcallmeallthineown,andwhenweshallofatruthbeforoneanotherandtooneanother?Iwilltellthee。First,mustthoubeevenasIam,notimmortalindeed,forthatIamnot,butsocasedandhardenedagainsttheattacksofTimethathisarrowsshallglancefromthearmorofthyvigorouslifeasthesunbeamsglancefromwater。AsyetImaynotmatewiththee,forthouandI
aredifferent,andtheverybrightnessofmybeingwouldburntheeup,andperchancedestroythee。Thoucouldstnotevenenduretolookuponmefortoolongatimelestthineeyesshouldache;andthysensesswim,andthereforewithalittlecoquettishnodshallI
presentlyveilmyselfagain。”This,bytheway,shedidnotdo。“No:listen,thoushaltnotbetriedbeyondendurance,forthisveryevening,anhourbeforethesungoesdown,shallwestarthence,andbyto-morrow’sdark,ifallgoeswell,andtheroadisnotlosttome,whichIprayitmaynotbe,shallwestandinthePlaceofLife,andthoushaltbatheinthefire,andcomeforthglorified,asnomaneverwasbeforethee,andthen,Kallikrates,shaltthoucallmewife,andIwillcalltheehusband。”
Leomutteredsomethinginanswertothisastonishingstatement,Idonotknowwhat,andshelaughedalittleathisconfusion,andwenton。
“Andthou,too,OHolly;ontheealsowillIconferthisboon,andthenofatruthshaltthoubeanevergreentree,andthiswillIdo——well,becausethouhastpleasedme,Holly,forthouartnotaltogetherafool,likemostofthesonsofmen,andbecause,thoughthouhastaschoolofphilosophyasfullofnonsenseasthoseoftheolddays,yethastthounotforgottenhowtoturnaprettyphraseaboutalady’seyes。”
“Hullo,oldfellow!”whisperedLeo,withareturnofhisoldcheerfulness,“haveyoubeenpayingcompliments?Ishouldneverhavethoughtitofyou!”
“Ithankthee,OAyesha,“Ireplied,withasmuchdignityasIcouldcommand,“butiftherebesuchaplaceasthoudostdescribe,andifinthisstrangeplacetheremaybefoundafieryvirtuethatcanholdoffDeathwhenhecomestopluckusbythehand,yetwouldInoneofit。Forme,OAyesha,theworldhasnotprovedsosoftanestthatIwouldlieinitforever。Astony-heartedmotherisourearth,andstonesarethebreadshegivesherchildrenfortheirdailyfood。Stonestoeatandbitterwaterfortheirthirst,andstripesfortendernurture。Whowouldendurethisformanylives?Whowouldsoloaduphisbackwithmemoriesoflosthoursandloves,andofhisneighbor’ssorrowsthathecannotlessen,andwisdomthatbringsnotconsolation?Hardisittodie,becauseourdelicatefleshdothshrinkbackfromthewormitwillnotfeel,andfromthatunknownwhichthewinding-sheetdothcurtainfromourview。Butharderstill,tomyfancy,woulditbetoliveon,greenintheleafandfair,butdeadandrottenatthecore,andfeelthatothersecretwormofrecollectiongnawingeverattheheart。”
“Bethinkthee,Holly,“shesaid;“yetdothlonglifeandstrengthandbeautybeyondmeasuremeanpowerandallthingsthataredeartoman。”
“AndwhatOqueen,“Ianswered,“arethosethingsthataredeartoman?Aretheynotbubbles?Isnotambitionbutanendlessladderbywhichnoheightiseverclimbedtillthelastunreachablerungismounted?Forheightleadsontoheight,andthereisnoresting-
placeuponthem,andrungdothgrowuponrung,andthereisnolimittothenumber。Dothnotwealthsatiateandbecomenauseous,andnolongerservetosatisfyorpleasure,ortobuyanhour’seaseofmind?
Andisthereanyendtowisdomthatwemayhopetoreachit?Rather,themorewelearnshallwenottherebybeableonlytobettercompassoutourignorance?Didwelivetenthousandyearscouldwehopetosolvethesecretsofthesuns,andofthespacebeyondthesuns,andoftheHandthathungthemintheheavens?Wouldnotourwisdombebutasagnawinghungercallingourconsciousnessdaybydaytoaknowledge。oftheemptycravingofoursouls?Woulditnotbebutasalightinoneofthesegreatcaverns,thatthoughbrightitburn,andbrighteryet,dothbutthemoreservetoshowthedepthsofthegloomaroundit?Andwhatgoodthingistherebeyondthatwemaygainbylengthofdays?”
“Nay,myHolly,thereislove——lovewhichmakesallthingsbeautiful,anddothbreathedivinityintotheverydustwetread。Withloveshallliferollgloriouslyonfromyeartoyear,likethevoiceofsomegreatmusicthathathpowertoholdthehearer’sheartpoisedoneagle’swingsabovethesordidshameandfollyoftheearth。”
“Itmaybeso,“Ianswered;“butifthelovedoneproveabrokenreedtopierceus,orifthelovebelovedinvain——whatthen?Shallamangravehissorrowsuponastonewhenhehathbutneedtowritethemonthewater?Nay,O_i_She_i_,Iwilllivemydayandgrowoldwithmygeneration,anddiemyappointeddeath,andbeforgotten。ForIdohopeforanimmortalitytowhichthelittlespanthatperchancethoucanstconferwillbebutasafinger’slengthlaidagainstthemeasureofthegreatworld;and,markthis!theimmortalitytowhichIlook,andwhichmyfaithdothpromisetome,shallbefreefromthebondsthatheremusttiemyspiritdown。For,whilethefleshendures,sorrowandevilandthescorpionwhipsofsinmustendurealso;butwhenthefleshhathfallenfromus,thenshallthespiritshineforthcladinthebrightnessofeternalgood,andforitscommonairshallbreathesorareanetherofmostnoblethoughtsthatthehighestaspirationofourmanhood,orthepurestincenseofamaiden’sprayer,wouldprovetooearthlygrosstofloattherein。”
“Thoulookesthigh,“answeredAyesha,withalittlelaugh,“andspeakestclearlyasatrumpetandwithnouncertainsound。AndyetmethinksthatbutnowdidstthoutalkofthatUnknownfromwhichthewinding-sheetdothcurtainus。Butperchancethouseestwiththeeye,ofFaith,gazingonthisbrightnessthatistobe,throughthepaintedglassofthyimagination。
Strangearethepicturesofthefuturethatmankindcanthusdrawwiththisbrushoffaithandthismany-
coloredpigmentofimagination!Strange,too,thatnooneofthemdothagreewithanother!Icouldtellthee——butthere,whatistheuse?whyrobafoolofhisbauble?Letitpass,andIpray,OHolly,thatwhenthoudostfeeloldagecreepingslowlytowardsthyself,andtheconfusionofsenilitymakinghavocinthybrain,thoumayestnotbitterlyregretthatthoudidstcastawaytheimperialboonIwouldhavegiventothee。Butsoithatheverbeen;mancanneverbecontentwiththatwhichhishandcanpluck。Ifalampbeinhisreachtolighthimthroughthedarkness,hemustneedscastitdownbecauseitisnostar。
Happinessdancetheverapacebeforehim,likethemarsh-firesintheswamps,andhemustcatchthefire,andhemustholdthestar!Beautyisnaughttohim,becausetherearelipsmorehoney-sweet;andwealthisnaught,becauseotherscanweighhimdownwithheaviershekels;andfameisnaught,becausetherehavebeengreatermenthanhe。Thyselfthousaidstit,andI
turnthywordsagainstthee。Well,thoudreamestthatthoushaltpluckthestar。Ibelieveitnot,andI
thinktheeafool,myHolly,tothrowawaythelamp。”
Imadenoanswer,forIcouldnot——especiallybeforeLeo——tellherthatsinceIhadseenherfaceIknewthatitwouldalwaysbebeforemyeyes,andthatIhadnowishtoprolonganexistencewhichmustalwaysbehauntedandtorturedbyhermemory,andbythelastbitternessofunsatisfiedlove。Butsoitwas,andso,alas,isittothishour!
“Andnow,“wenton_i_She_i_,changinghertoneandthesubjecttogether,“tellme,myKallikrates,forasyetIknowitnot,howcameyetoseekmehere?
YesternightthoudidstsaythatKallikrates——himwhomthousawest——wasthineancestor。Howwasit?Tellme——
thoudostnotspeakovermuch!”
Thusadjured,Leotoldherthewonderfulstoryofthecasketandofthepotsherdthat,writtenonbyhisancestress,theEgyptianAmenartas,hadbeenthemeansofguidingustoher。Ayeshalistenedintently,and,whenhehadfinished;spoketome。
“DidInottelltheeoneday,whenwedidtalkofgoodandevil,OHolly——itwaswhenmybelovedlaysoill——
thatoutofgoodcameevil,andoutofevilgood——thattheywhosowedknewnotwhatthecropshouldbe,norhewhostruckwheretheblowshouldfall?See,now:
thisEgyptianAmenartas,thisroyalchildoftheNilewhohatedme,andwhomevennowIhate,forinawayshedidprevailagainstme——see,now,sheherselfhathbeentheverymeanstobringherlovertominearms!
ForhersakeIslewhim,andnow,behold,throughherhehathcomebacktome!Shewouldhavedonemeevil,andsowedherseedsthatImightreaptares,andbeholdshehathgivenmemorethanalltheworldcangive,andthereisastrangesquarefortheetofitintothycircleofgoodandevil,OHolly!
“Andso,“shewenton,afterapause——“andsoshebadehersondestroymeifhemight,becauseIslewhisfather。Andthou,myKallikrates,artthefather,andinasensethouartlikewisetheson;andwouldstthouavengethywrong,andthewrongofthatfar-offmotherofthineuponme,OKallikrates?See,“andsheslidtoherknees,anddrewthewhitecorsagestillfartherdownherivorybosom——“see,herebeatsmyheart,andtherebythysideisaknife,heavyandlongandsharp,theveryknifetoslayanerringwomanwith。
Takeitnow,andbeavenged。Strike,andstrikehome!——
soshaltthoubesatisfied,Kallikrates,andgothroughlifeahappyman,becausethouhastpaidbackthewrong,andobeyedthemandateofthepast。”
Helookedather,andthenstretchedouthishandandliftedhertoherfeet。
“Rise,Ayesha,“hesaid,sadly;“wellthouknowestthatIcannotstrikethee,no,notevenforthesakeofherwhomthouslewestbutlastnight。Iaminthypower,andaveryslavetothee。HowcanIkillthee?——
soonershouldIslaymyself。”
“Almostdostthoubegintoloveme,Kallikrates,“sheanswered,smiling。“Andnowtellmeofthycountry——
’tisagreatpeople,isitnot?withanempirelikethatofRome!Surelythouwouldstreturnthither,anditiswell,forImeannotthatthoushouldstdwellinthesecavesofKo^r。Nay,whenoncethouartevenasI
am,wewillgohence——fearnotbutthatIshallfindapath——andthenshallwecrosstothisEnglandofthine,andliveasitbecomethustolive。TwothousandyearshaveIwaitedforthedaywhenIshouldseethelastofthesehatefulcavesandthisgloomy-
visagedfolk,andnowitisathand,andmyheartboundsuptomeetitlikeachild’stowardsitsholiday。ForthoushaltrulethisEngland——“
“Butwehaveaqueenalready,“brokeinLeo,hastily。
“Itisnaught,itisnaught,“saidAyesha,“shecanbeoverthrown。”Atthiswebothbrokeoutintoanexclamationofdismay,andexplainedthatweshouldassoonthinkofoverthrowingourselves。
“Buthereisastrangething,“saidAyesha,inastonishment;“aqueenwhomherpeoplelove!SurelytheworldmusthavechangedsinceIdweltinKo^r。”
Againweexplainedthatitwasthecharacterofmonarchsthathadchanged,andthattheoneunderwhomwelivedwasveneratedandbelovedbyallright-
thinkingpeopleinhervastrealms。Also,wetoldherthatrealpowerinourcountryrestedinthehandsofthepeople,andthatwewereinfactruledbythevotesofthelowerandleasteducatedclassesofthecommunity。
“Ah,“shesaid,“ademocracy——thensurelythereisatyrant,forIhavelongsinceseenthatdemocracies,havingnoclearwilloftheirown,intheendsetupatyrant,andworshiphim。”
“Yes,“Isaid,“wehaveourtyrants。”
“Well,“sheanswered,resignedly,“wecanatanyratedestroythesetyrants,andKallikratesshallruletheland。”
IinstantlyinformedAyeshathatinEngland“blasting“
wasnotanamusementthatcouldbeindulgedinwithimpunity,andthatanysuchattemptwouldmeetwiththeconsiderationofthelawandprobablyenduponascaffold。
“Thelaw,“shelaughed,withscorn-“thelaw!Canstthounotunderstand,OHolly,thatIamabovethelaw,andsoshallmyKallikratesbealso?Allhumanlawwillbetousasthenorthwindtoamountain。Doesthewindbendthemountain,orthemountainthewind?
“Andnowleaveme,Ipraythee,andthoutoo,myownKallikrates,forIwouldgetmereadyagainstourjourney,andsomustyeboth,andyourservantalso。
Butbringnogreatquantityofthingswith。thee,forItrustthatweshallbebutthreedaysgone。Thenshallwereturnhither,andIwillmakeaplanwherebywecanbidfarewellforevertothesesepulchresofKo^r。Yes,surelythoumaystkissmyhand!”
Sowewent,I,forone,meditatingdeeplyontheawfulnatureoftheproblemthatnowopenedoutbeforeus。
Theterrible_i_She_i_hadevidentlymadeuphermindtogotoEngland,anditmademeabsolutelyshuddertothinkwhatwouldbetheresultofherarrivalthere。WhatherpowerswereIknew,andI
couldnotdoubtbutthatshewouldexercisethemtothefull。Itmightbepossibletocontrolherforawhile,butherproud,ambitiousspiritwouldbecertaintobreaklooseandavengeitselfforthelongcenturiesofitssolitude。_i_She_i_would,ifnecessary,andifthepowerofherbeautydidnotunaidedproveequaltotheoccasion,blastherwaytoanyendshesetbeforeher,and,asshecouldnotdie,andforaughtIknewcouldnotevenbekilled,whatwastheretostopher?Intheendshewould,Ihadlittledoubt,assumeabsoluteruleovertheBritishdominions,andprobablyoverthewholeearth,and,thoughIwassurethatshewouldspeedilymakeoursthemostgloriousandprosperousempirethattheworldhaseverseen,itwouldbeatthecostofaterriblesacrificeoflife。
Thewholethingsoundedlikeadreamorsomeextraordinaryinventionofaspeculativebrain,andyetitwasafact——awonderfulfact——whichthewholeworldwouldsoonbecalledontotakenotice。Whatwasthemeaningofitall?AftermuchthinkingIcouldonlyconcludethatthiswonderfulcreature,whosepassionhadkeptherforsomanycenturieschained,asitwere,andcomparativelyharmless,wasnowabouttobeusedbyProvidenceasameanstochangetheorderoftheworld,andpossibly,bythebuildingupofapowerthatcouldnomoreberebelledagainstorquestionedthanthedecreesofFate,tochangeitmateriallyforthebetter。
CHAPTERXXIII——
THETEMPLEOFTRUTH
Ourpreparationsdidnottakeusverylong。WeputachangeofclothingapieceandsomesparebootsintomyGladstonebag,alsowetookourrevolversandanexpressrifleeach,togetherwithagoodsupplyofammunition,aprecautiontowhich,underProvidence,wesubsequentlyowedourlivesoverandoveragain。
Therestofourgear,togetherwithourheavyrifles,weleftbehindus。
AfewminutesbeforetheappointedtimeweoncemoreattendedinAyesha’sboudoir,andfoundheralsoready,herdarkcloakthrownoverherwindingsheet-
likewrappings。
“Areyepreparedforthegreatventure?”shesaid。
“Weare,“Ianswered,“thoughformypart,Ayesha,I
havenofaithinit。”
“Ah,myHolly,“shesaid,“thouartofatruthlikethoseoldJews——ofwhomthememoryvexesmesosorely——
unbelieving,andhardtoacceptthatwhichtheyhavenotknown。Butthoushaltsee;forunlessmymirroryonderlies,“andshepointedtothefontofcrystalwater,“thepathisyetopenasitwasofoldtime。
Andnowletusstartuponthenewlifewhichshallend——whoknowethwhere?”
“Ah,“Iechoed,“whoknowethwhere?”andwepasseddownintothegreatcentralcave,andoutintothelightofday。Atthemouthofthecavewefoundasinglelitterwithsixbearers,allofthemmutes,waiting,andwiththemIwasrelievedtoseeouroldfriendBillali,forwhomIhadconceivedasortofaffection。Itappearedthat,forreasonsnotnecessarytoexplainatlength,Ayeshahadthoughtitbestthat,withtheexceptionofherself,weshouldproceedonfoot,andthiswewerenothingloathtodo,afterourlongconfinementinthesecaves,which,howeversuitabletheymightbeforsarcophagi——asingularlyinappropriateword,bytheway,fortheseparticulartombs,whichcertainlydidnotconsumethebodiesgiventotheirkeeping——weredepressinghabitationsforbreathingmortalslikeourselves。Eitherbyaccidentorbytheordersof_i_She_i_,thespaceinfrontofthecavewherewehadbeheldthatawfuldancewasperfectlyclearofspectators。Notasoulwastobeseen,andconsequentlyIdonotbelievethatourdeparturewasknowntoanybody,exceptperhapsthemuteswhowaitedon_i_She_i_,andtheywere,ofcourse,inthehabitofkeepingwhattheysawtothemselves。
Inafewminutes’timeweweresteppingoutsharplyacrossthegreatcultivatedplainorlakebed,framedlikeavastemeraldinitssettingoffrowningcliff,andhadanotheropportunityofwonderingattheextraordinarynatureofthesitechosenbytheseoldpeopleofKo^rfortheircapital,andatthemarvellousamountoflabor,ingenuity,andengineeringskillthatmusthavebeenbroughtintorequisitionbythefoundersofthecitytodrainsohugeasheetofwater,andtokeepitclearofsubsequentaccumulations。Itis,indeed,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,anunequalledinstanceofwhatmancandointhefaceofnature,forinmyopinionsuchachievementsastheSuezCanaloreventheMontCenisTunneldonotapproachthisancientundertakinginmagnitudeandgrandeurofconception。
Whenwehadbeenwalkingforabouthalfanhour,enjoyingourselvesexceedinglyinthedelightfulcoolwhichaboutthistimeofthedayalwaysappearedtodescenduponthegreatplainofKo^r,andwhichinsomedegreeatonedforthewantofanykindorseabreeze——forallwindwaskeptoffbytherockymountainwall——webegantogetaclearviewofwhatBillalihadinformedusweretheruinsofthegreatcity。Andevenfromthatdistancewecouldseehowwonderfulthoseruinswere,afactwhichwitheverystepwetookbecamemoreevident。ThecitywasnotverylargeifcomparedtoBabylonorThebes,orothercitiesofremoteantiquity;perhapsitsouterwallcontainedsometwelvesquaremilesofground,oralittlemore。Norhadthewalls,sofaraswecouldjudgewhenwereachedthem,beenveryhigh,probablynotmorethanfortyfeet,whichwasabouttheirpresentheightwheretheyhadnot,throughthesinkingofthegroundorsomesuchcause,fallenintoruin。
Thereasonofthis,nodoubt,wasthatthepeopleofKo^r,beingprotectedfromanyoutsideattackbyfarmoretremendousrampartsthananythatthehandofmancouldrear,onlyrequiredthemforshowandtoguardagainstcivildiscord。But,ontheotherhand,theywereasbroadastheywerehigh,builtentirelyofdressedstone,hewn,nodoubt,fromthevastcaves,andsurroundedbyagreatmoataboutsixtyfeetinwidth,somereachesofwhichwerestillfilledwithwater。Abouttenminutesbeforethesunfinallysankwereachedthismoat,andpasseddownandthroughit,clamberingacrosswhatevidentlywerethepiled-upfragmentsofagreatbridgeinordertodoso,andthenwithsomelittledifficultyuptheslopeofthewalltoitssummit。Iwishthatitlaywithinthepowerofmypentogivesomeideaofthegrandeurofthesightthatthenmetourview。There,allbathedintheredglowofthesinkingsun,weremilesuponmilesofruins——columns,temples,shrines,andthepalacesofkings,variedwithpatchesofgreenbush。Ofcourse,theroofsofthesebuildingshadlongsincefallenintodecayandvanished,butowingtotheextrememassivenessofthestyleofbuilding,andtothehardnessanddurabilityoftherockemployed,mostofthepartywallsandgreatcolumnsstillremainedstanding。
Straightbeforeusstretchedawaywhathadevidentlybeenthemainthoroughfareofthecity,foritwasverywide,widerthantheThamesEmbankment,andregular。Being,asweafterwardsdiscovered,paved,orratherbuilt,throughoutofblocksofdressedstone,suchaswereemployedinthewalls,itwasbutlittleovergrownevennowwithgrassandshrubs,thatcouldgetnodepthofsoiltolivein。Whathadbeentheparksandgardens,onthecontrary,werenowdensejungle。Indeed,itwaseasyevenfromadistancetotracethecourseofthevariousroadsbytheburned-upappearanceofthescantygrassthatgrewuponthem。Oneithersideofthisgreatthoroughfarewerevastblocksofruins,eachblock,generallyspeaking,beingseparated。fromitsneighborbyaspaceofwhathadonce,Isuppose,beengarden-ground,butwasnowdenseandtangledbush。Theywereallbuiltofthesamecoloredstone,andmostofthemhadpillars,whichwasasmuchaswecouldmakeoutinthefadinglightaswepassedswiftlyupthemainroad,thatIbelieveIamrightinsayingnolivingfoothadpressedforthousandsofyears。
Presentlywecametoanenormouspile,whichwerightlytooktobeatemplecoveringatleastfouracresofground,andapparentlyarrangedinaseriesofcourts,eachoneenclosinganotherofsmallersize,onaprincipleofaChinesenestofboxes,whichwereseparatedonefromtheotherbyrowsofhugecolumns。
And,whileIthinkofit,Imayaswellstatearemarkablethingabouttheshapeofthesecolumns,whichresemblednonethatIhaveeverseenorheardof,beingfashionedwithakindofwaistinthecentre,andswellingoutaboveandbelow。Atfirstwethoughtthatthisshapewasmeanttoroughlysymbolizeorsuggestthefemaleform,aswasacommonhabitamongtheancientreligiousarchitectsofmanycreeds。
Onthefollowingday,however,aswewentuptheslopesofthemountain,wediscoveredalargequantityofthemoststatelylookingpalms,ofwhichthetrunksgrewexactlyinthisshape,andIhavenownodoubtbutthatthefirstdesignerofthosecolumnsdrewhisinspirationfromthegracefulbendsofthoseverypalms,orratheroftheirancestors,whichthen,someeightortenthousandyearsago,asnow,beautifiedtheslopesofthemountainthathadonceformedtheshoresofthevolcaniclake。
Atthefacadeofthishugetemple,which,Ishouldimagine,isalmostaslargeasthatofEl-Karnac,atThebes,someofthelargestcolumns,whichImeasured,beingbetweeneighteentotwentyfeetindiameteratthebase,byaboutseventyfeetinheight,ourlittleprocessionwashalted,andAyeshadescendedfromherlitter。
“Thereusedtobeaspothere,Kallikrates,“shesaidtoLeo,whohadrunuptohelpherdown,“whereonemightsleep。TwothousandyearsagodidthouandIandthatEgyptianaspresttherein,butsincethenhaveI
notsetfoothere,noranyman,andperchanceithasfallen,“and。followedbytherestofus,shepassedupavastflightofbrokenandruinedstepsintotheoutercourt,andlookedroundintothegloom,Presentlysheseemedtorecollect,and,walkingafewpacesalongthewalltotheleft,halted。
“Itishere,“shesaid,andatthesametimebeckonedtothetwomutes,whowereloadedwithprovisionsandourlittlebelongings,toadvance。Oneofthemcameforward,and,producingalamp,lititfromhisbrazierfortheAmahaggerwhenonajourneynearlyalwayscarriedwiththemalittlelightedbrazierfromwhichtoprovidefire。Thetinderofthisbrazierwasmadeofbrokenfragmentsofmummycarefullydamped,and,iftheadmixtureofmoisturewasproperlymanaged,thisunholycompoundwouldsmoulderawayforhours。AssoonasthelampwaslitweenteredtheplacebeforewhichAyeshahadhalted。Itturnedouttobeachamberhollowedinthethicknessofthewall,and,fromthefactoftherestillbeingamassivestonetableinit,Ishouldthinkthatithadprobablyservedasaliving-room,perhapsforoneofthedoor-
keepersofthegreattemple。
Herewestopped,andaftercleaningtheplaceoutandmakingitascomfortableascircumstancesandthedarknesswouldpermit,weatesomecoldmeat,atleastLeo,Job,andIdid,forAyesha,asIthinkIhavesaidelsewhere,nevertouchedanythingexceptcakesofflour,fruit,andwater。Whilewewerestilleating,themoon,whichwasatherfull,roseabovethemountain-wall,andbegantofloodtheplacewithsilver。
“WotyewhyIhavebroughtyouhereto-night,myHolly?”saidAyesha,leaningherheaduponherhandandwatchingthegreatorbassherose,likesomeheavenlyqueen,abovethesolemnpillarsofthetemple。“Ibroughtyou——nay,itisstrange,butknowestthou,Kallikrates,thatthouliestatthismomentupontheveryspotwherethydeadbodylaywhenIboretheebacktothosecavesofKo^rsomanyyearsago?Itallreturnstomymindnow。Icanseeit,andhorribleisittomysight!”andsheshuddered。
HereLeojumpedupandhastilychangedhisseat。
HoweverthereminiscencemightaffectAyesha,itclearlyhadfewcharmsforhim。
“Ibroughtyou,“wentonAyesha,presently,“thatyemightlookuponthemostwonderfulsightthatevertheeyeofmanbeheld——thefullmoonshiningoverruinedKo^r。Whenyehavedoneyoureating——IwouldthatI
couldteachtheetoeatnaughtbutfruit,Kallikrates,butthatwillcomeafterthouhastlavedinthefire。
OnceI,too,atefleshlikeabrutebeast。Whenyehavedonewewillgoout,andIwillshowyouthisgreattempleandthegodwhommenonceworshippedtherein。”
Ofcoursewegotupatonce,andstarted。Andhereagainmypenfailsme。Togiveastringofmeasurementsanddetailsofthevariouscourtsofthetemplewouldonlybewearisome,supposingthatIhadthem,andyetIknownothowIamtodescribewhatwesaw,magnificentasitwaseveninitsruin,almostbeyondthepowerofrealization。Courtupondimcourt,rowuponrowofmightypillars——someofthemespeciallyatthegatewayssculpturedfrompedestaltocapital——spaceuponspaceofemptychambersthatspokemoreeloquentlytotheimaginationthananycrowdedstreets。Andoverall,thedeadsilenceofthedead,thesenseofutterloneliness,andthebroodingspiritofthePast!Howbeautifulitwas,andyethowdrear!Wedidnotdaretospeakaloud。Ayeshaherselfwasawedinthepresenceofanantiquitycomparedtowhichevenherlengthofdayswasbutalittlething;
weonlywhispered,andourwhispersseemedtorunfromcolumntocolumn,tilltheywerelostinthequietair。Brightfellthemoonlightonpillarandcourtandshatteredwall,hidingalltheirrentsandimperfectionsinitssilvergarment,andclothingtheirhoarmajestywiththepeculiargloryofthenight。ItwasawonderfulsighttoseethefullmoonlookingdownontheruinedfaneofKo^r。Itwasawonderfulthingtothinkforhowmanythousandsofyearsthedeadorbaboveandthedeadcitybelowhadgazedthusuponeachother,andintheuttersolitudeofspacepouredfortheachtoeachthetaleoftheirlostlifeandlong-departedglory。Thewhitelightfell,andminutebyminutethequietshadowscreptacrossthegrassgrowncourtslikethespiritsofoldpriestshauntingthehabitationsoftheirworship——thewhitelightfell,andthelongshadowsgrewtillthebeautyandgrandeurofthesceneandtheuntamedmajestyofitspresentdeathseemedtosinkintoourverysouls,andspeakmoreloudlythantheshoutsofarmiesconcerningthepompandsplendorthatthegravehadswallowed,andevenmemoryhadforgotten。
“Come,“saidAyesha,afterwehadgazedandgazed,I
knownotforhowlong,“andIwillshowyouthestonyflowerofLovelinessandWonder’sverycrown,ifyetitstandstomocktimewithitsbeautyandfilltheheartofmanwithlongingforthatwhichisbehindtheveil,“and,withoutwaitingforananswer,sheledusthroughtwomorepillaredcourtsintotheinnershrineoftheoldfane。
Andthere,inthecentreoftheinmostcourt,thatmighthavebeensomefiftyyardssquare,oralittlemore,westoodfacetofacewithwhatisperhapsthegrandestallegoricalworkofartthatthegeniusofherchildrenhasevergiventotheworld。Forintheexactcentreofthecourt,placeduponathick,squareslabofrock,wasahugeroundballofdarkstone,somefortyfeetindiameter,andstandingontheballwasacolossalwingedfigureofabeautysoentrancinganddivinethatwhenIfirstgazeduponit,illuminatedandshadowedasitwasbythesoftlightofthemoon,mybreathstoodstill,andforaninstantmyheartceaseditsbeating。
Thestatuewashewnfrommarblesopureandwhitethatevennow,afterallthoseages,itshoneasthemoonbeamsdanceduponit,anditsheightwas,Ishouldsay,atrifleundertwentyfeet。Itwasthewingedfigureofawomanofsuchmarvellouslovelinessanddelicacyof。formthatthesizeseemedrathertoaddtothantodetractfromitssohumanandyetmorespiritualbeauty。Shewasbendingforwardandpoisingherselfuponherhalf-spreadwingsasthoughtopreserveherbalanceassheleaned。Herarmswereoutstretchedlikethoseofsomewomanabouttoembraceoneshedearlyloved,whileherwholeattitudegaveanimpressionofthetenderestbeseeching。Herperfectandmostgraciousformwasnaked,save——andherecametheextraordinarything——theface,whichwasthinlyveiled,sothatwecouldonlytracethemarkingofherfeatures。Agauzyveilwasthrownroundandaboutthehead,andofitstwoendsonefelldownacrossherleftbreast,whichwasoutlinedbeneathit,andone,nowbroken,streamedawayupontheairbehindher。
“Whoisshe?”Iasked,assoonasIcouldtakemyeyesoffthestatue。
“Canstthounotguess,OHolly?”answeredAyesha。
“Wherethenisthyimagination?ItisTruthstandingontheWorld,andcallingtoitschildrentoveilherface。Seewhatiswrituponthepedestal。WithoutdoubtitistakenfromthebookoftheScripturesofthesemenofKo^r,“andsheledthewaytothefootofthestatue,whereaninscriptionoftheusualChinese-
lookinghieroglyphicswassodeeplygravenastobestillquitelegible,atleasttoAyesha。Accordingtohertranslationitranthus:
“’Istherenomanthatwilldrawmyveilandlookuponmyface,lo!itisveryfair?UntohimwhodrawsmyveilshallIbe,andpeacewillIgivehim,andsweetchildrenofknowledgeandgoodworks。’
“Andavoicecried,’Thoughallthosewhoseekaltertheedesirethee,behold!Virginartthou,andVirginshaltthougotillTimebedone。Nomanistherebornofwomanwhomaydrawthyveilandlive,norshallbe。
ByDeathonlycanthyveilbedrawn,ohTruth!’
“AndTruthstretchedoutherarmsandwept,becausethosewhosoughthermightnotfindher,norlookuponherfacetoface。”
“Thouseest,“saidAyesha,whenshehadfinishedtranslating,“TruthwastheGoddessofthepeopleofoldKo^r,andtohertheybuilttheirshrines,andhertheysought;knowingthattheyshouldneverfind,stillsoughtthey。”
“Andso,“Iadded,sadly,“domenseektothisveryhour,buttheyfindnot;and,asthisscripturesaith,norshallthey;forinDeathonlyisTruthfound。”
Then,withonemorelookatthisveiledandspiritualizedloveliness——whichwassoperfectandsopurethatonemightalmostfancythatthelightofalivingspiritshonethroughthemarbleprisontoleadmanontohighandetherealthoughts——thispoet’sdreamofbeautyfrozenintostone,whichInevershallforgetwhileIlive,thoughIfindmyselfsohelplesswhenIattempttodescribeit,weturnedandwentbackthroughthevastmoonlitcourtstothespotwhencewehadstarted。Ineversawthestatueagain,whichIthemoreregret,becauseonthegreatballofstonerepresentingtheWorldwhereonthefigurestood,linesweredrawn,thatprobably,hadtherebeenlightenough,weshouldhavediscoveredtobeamapoftheUniverseasitwasknowntothepeopleofKo^r。Itis,atanyrate,suggestiveofsomescientificknowledgethattheselong-deadworshippetsofTruthhadrecognizedthefactthattheglobeisround。
CHAPTERXXIV——
WALKINGTHEPLANK
NEXTdaythemuteswokeusbeforethedawn;andbythetimethatwehadgotthesleepoutofoureyes,andgonethroughaperfunctorywashataspringwhichstillwelledupintotheremainsofamarblebasininthecentreofthenorthquadrangleofthevastoutercourt,wefound_i_She_i_standingbythelitterreadytostart,whileoldBillaliandthetwobearermuteswerebusycollectingthebaggage。Asusual,AyeshawasveiledlikethemarbleTruthbytheway,I
wonderifsheoriginallygottheideaofcoveringupherbeautyfromthatstatue?。Inoticed,however,thatsheseemedverydepressed,andhadnoneofthatproudandbuoyantbearingwhichwouldhavebetrayedheramongathousandwomenofthesamestature,eveniftheyhadbeenveiledlikeherself。Shelookedupaswecame——forherheadwasbowed——andgreetedus。Leoaskedherhowshehadslept。
“Ill,myKallikrates,“sheanswered,“ill。Thisnighthavestrangeandhideousdreamscomecreepingthroughmybrain,andIknownotwhattheymayportend。AlmostdoIfeelasthoughsomeevilovershadowedme;andyethowcaneviltouchme?Iwonder,“shewenton,withasuddenoutbreakofwomanlytenderness,“Iwonderif,shouldaughthappentome,sothatIsleptawhileandlefttheewaking,wouldstthouthinkgentlyofme?I
wonder,myKallikrates,ifthouwouldsttarrytillI
cameagain,asforsomanycenturiesIhavetarriedforthycoming?”
Then,withoutwaitingforananswer,shewenton:
“Come,letusbesettingforth,forwehavefartogo,andbeforeanotherdayisborninyonderblueshouldwestandinthePlaceofLife。”
Inanotherfiveminuteswewereoncemoreonourwaythroughthevastruinedcity,whichloomedatusoneithersideinthegraydawninginawaythatwasatoncegrandandoppressive。Justasthefirstrayoftherisingsunshotlikeagoldenarrowathwartthisstorieddesolationwegainedthefarthergatewayoftheouterwall,andhavinggivenonemoreglanceatthehoarandpillaredmajestythroughwhichwehadpassed,andwiththeexceptionofJob,forwhomruinshadnocharmsbreathedasighofregretthatwehadnothadmoretimetoexploreit,passedthroughthegreatmoat,andontotheplainbeyond。
AsthesunrosesodidAyesha’sspirits,tillbybreakfast-timetheyhadregainedtheirnormallevel,andshelaughinglysetdownherpreviousdepressiontotheassociationsofthespotwhereshehadslept。
“ThesebarbariansdeclarethatKo^rishaunted,“shesaid,“andofatruthIdobelievetheirsaying,forneverdidIknowsoillanightsaveonce。Irememberitnow。Itwasonthatveryspotwhenthoudidstliedeadatmyfeet,Kallikrates。NeverwillIvisititagain;itisaplaceofevilomen。”
Afteraverybriefhaltforbreakfastwepressedonwithsuchgoodwillthatbytwoo’clockintheafternoonwewereatthefootofthevastwallofrockthatformedthelipofthevolcano,andwhichatthispointtoweredupprecipitouslyaboveusforfifteenhundredortwothousandfeet。Herewehalted,certainlynottomyastonishment,forIdidnotseehowitwaspossiblethatweshouldgoanyfarther。
“Now,“saidAyesha,asshedescendedfromherlitter,“dothourlaborbutcommence,forheredowepartwiththesemen,andhenceforwardmustwebearourselves;“
andthen,addressingBillali,“dothouandtheseslavesremainhere,andabideourcoming。Byto-morrowatthemiddayshallwebewiththee——ifnot,wait。”
Billalibowedhumbly,andsaidthatheraugustbiddingshouldbeobeyediftheystoppedtheretilltheygrewold。
“Andthisman,OHolly,“said_i_She_i_,pointingtoJob;“bestisitthatheshouldtarryalso,forifhisheartbenothighandhiscouragegreat,perchancesomeevilmightovertakehim。Also,thesecretsoftheplacewhitherwegoarenotfitforcommoneyes。”
ItranslatedthistoJob,whoinstantlyandearnestlyentreatedme,almostwithtearsinhiseyes,nottoleavehimbehind。Hesaidhewassurethathecouldseenothingworsethanhehadalreadyseen,andthathewasterrifiedtodeathattheideaofbeingleftalonewiththose“dumbfolk,“who,hethought,wouldprobablytaketheopportunitytohot-pothim。
ItranslatedwhathesaidtoAyesha,whoshruggedhershoulders,andanswered,“Well,lethimcome,itisnaughttome;onhisownheadbeit,andhewillservetobearthelampandthis,“andshepointedtoanarrowplank,somesixteenfeetinlength,whichhadbeenboundabovethelongbearing-poleofherhammock,asIhadthoughttomakethecurtainsspreadoutbetter,but,asitnowappeared,forsomeunknownpurposeconnectedwithourextraordinaryundertaking。
Accordingly,theplank,which,thoughtough,wasverylight,wasgiventoJobtocarry,andalsooneofthelamps。Islungtheotherontomyback,togetherwithasparejarofoil,whileLeoloadedhimselfwiththeprovisionsandsomewaterinakid’sskin。Whenthiswasdone_i_She_i_badeBillaliandthesixbearermutestoretreatbehindagroveoffloweringmagnoliasaboutahundredyardsaway,andremainthereunderpainofdeathtillwehadvanished。Theybowedhumbly,andwent,and,ashedeparted,oldBillaligavemeafriendlyshakeofthehand,andwhisperedthathehadratherthatitwasIthanhewhowasgoingonthiswonderfulexpeditionwith“_i_She_i_-who-must-be-
obeyed,“anduponmywordIfeltinclinedtoagreewithhim。Inanotherminutetheyweregone,andthen,havingbrieflyaskedusifwewereready,Ayeshaturned,andgazedupthetoweringcliff。
“Goodnessme,Leo,“Isaid,“surelywearenotgoingtoclimbthatprecipice!”
Leoshruggedhisshoulders,beinginaconditionofhalf-fascinated,half-expectantmystification,andashedidsoAyeshawithasuddenmovebegantoclimbthecliff,andofcoursewehadtofollowher。Itwasperfectlymarvelloustoseetheeaseandgracewithwhichshesprangfromrocktorock,andswungherselfalongtheledges。Theascentwasnot,however,sodifficultasitseemed,althoughtherewereoneortwonastyplaceswhereitdidnotdotolookbehindyou,thefactbeingthattherockstillslopedhere,andwasnotabsolutelyprecipitous,asitwashigherup。
Inthiswaywe,withnogreatlabor,mountedtotheheightofsomefiftyfeetaboveourlaststanding-
place,theonlyreallytroublesomethingtomanagebeingJob’sboard,andindoingsodrewsomefiftyorsixtypacestotheleftofourstarting-point,forwewentuplikeacrab,sideways。Presentlywereachedaledge,narrowenoughatfirst,butwhichwidenedaswefollowedit,andmoreoverslopedinwardlikethepetalofaflower,Sothataswefolloweditwegraduallygotintoakindofrutorfoldofrockthatgrewdeeperanddeeper,tillatlastitresembledaDevonshirelaneinstone,andhidusperfectlyfromthegazeofanybodyontheslopebelow,iftherehadbeenanybodytogaze。Thislanewhichappearedtobeanaturalformationcontinuedforsomefiftyorsixtypaces,andthensuddenlyendedinacave,alsonatural,runningatrightanglestoit。Iamsurethatitwasanaturalcave,andnothollowedbythehandofman,becauseofitsirregularandcontortedshapeandcourse,whichgaveittheappearanceofhavingbeenblownbodilyinthemountainbysomefrightfuleruptionofgasfollowingthelineofleastresistance。AllthecaveshollowedbytheancientsofKo^r,onthecontrary,werecutoutwiththemostperfectregularityandsymmetry。AtthemouthofthiscaveAyeshahalted,andbadeuslightthetwolamps,whichIdid,givingonetoherandkeepingtheothermyself。Then,takingthelead,sheadvanceddownthecavern,pickingherwaywithgreatcare,asindeeditwasnecessarytodo,forthefloorwasmostirregular——
strewnwithboulderslikethebedofastream,andinsomeplacespittedwithdeepholes,inwhichitwouldhavebeeneasytobreakone’sleg。
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