Ishruggedmyshouldersatthis,andheproceededtosaythatnofurtherinstructionshadbeenreceivedonthesubjectofourdisposal,andthisbeingsohewasabouttostarttointerview“_i_She-who-must-be-
obeyed_i_,“generallyspokenof,forthesakeofbrevity,as“Hiya“or_i_She_i_simply,whohegaveustounderstandwastheQueenoftheAmahagger,andlearnherwishes。
Iaskedhimhowlongheproposedtobeaway,andhesaidthatbytravellinghardhemightbebackonthefifthday,butthereweremanymilesofmarshtocrossbeforehecametowhere_i_She_i_was。Hethensaidthateveryarrangementwouldbemadeforourcomfortduringhisabsence,andthat,ashepersonallyhadtakenafancytous,hesincerelytrustedthattheanswerheshouldbringfrom_i_She_i_wouldbeonefavorabletothecontinuationofourexistence,butatthesametimehedidnotwishtoconcealfromusthathethoughtthisdoubtful,aseverystrangerwhohadevercomeintothecountryduringhisgrandmother’slife,hismother’slife,andhisownlife,hadbeenputtodeathwithoutmercy,andinawaythathewouldnotharrowourfeelingsbydescribing;andthishadbeendonebytheorderof_i_She_i_herself,atleasthesupposeditwasbyherorder。Atanyrate,sheneverinterferedtosavethem。
“Why,“Isaid,“buthowcanthatbe?Youareanoldman,andthetimeyoutalkofmustreachbackthreemen’slives。How,therefore,could_i_She_i_haveorderedthedeathofanybodyatthebeginningofthelifeofyourgrandmother,seeingthatsheherselfwouldnothavebeenborn?”
Againhesmiled——thatsamefaint,peculiarsmile,andwithadeepbowdeparted,withoutmakinganyanswer;
nordidweseehimagainforfivedays。
Whenhehadgonewediscussedthesituation,whichfilledmewithalarm。Ididnotatallliketheaccountsofthismysteriousqueen,“_i_She-who-must-
be-obeyed_i_,“ormoreshortly_i_She_i_,whoapparentlyorderedtheexecutionofanyunfortunatestrangerinafashionsounmerciful。Leo,too,wasdepressedaboutit,butproceededtoconsolehimselfbytriumphantlypointingoutthatthis_i_She_i_wasundoubtedlythepersonreferredtointhewritingonthepotsherdandinhisfather’sletter,inproofofwhichheadvancedBillali’sallusionstoherageandpower。IwasbythistimesooverwhelmedwiththewholecourseofeventsthatIhadnotevengottheheartlefttodisputeapropositionsoabsurd,soI
suggestedthatweshouldtryandgooutandgetabath,ofwhichweallstoodsadlyinneed。
Accordingly,havingindicatedourwishtoamiddle-
agedindividualofanunusuallysaturninecastofcountenance,evenamongthissaturninepeople,whoappearedtobedeputedtolookafterusnowthattheFatherofthehamlethaddeparted,westartedinabody——havingfirstlitourpipes。Outsidethecavewefoundquiteacrowdofpeopleevidentlywatchingforourappearance,butwhentheysawuscomeoutsmokingtheyvanishedthiswayandthat,callingoutthatweweregreatmagicians。Indeed,nothingaboutuscreatedsogreatasensationasourtobaccosmoke——notevenourfirearms。Afterthiswesucceededinreachingastreamthathaditssourceinastronggroundspring,andtakingourbathinpeace,thoughsomeofthewomen,notexceptingUstane,showedadecidedinclinationtofollowuseventhere。
Bythetimethatwehadfinishedthismostrefreshingbaththesunwassetting;indeed,whenwegotbacktothebigcaveithadalreadyset。Thecaveitselfwasfullofpeoplegatheredroundfires——forseveralmorehadnowbeenlighted——andeatingtheireveningmealbytheirluridlight,andbythatofvariouslampswhichweresetaboutorhunguponthewalls。Theselampswereofarudemanufactureofbakedearthenware,andofallshapes,someofthemgracefulenough。Thelargeroneswereformedofbigredearthenwarepots,filledwithclarifiedmeltedfat,andhavingareedwickstuckthroughawoodendiskwhichfilledthetopofthepot,andthissortoflamprequiredthemostconstantattentiontopreventitsgoingoutwheneverthewickburneddown,astherewerenomeansofturningitup。Thesmallerhand-lamps,however,whichwerealsomadeofbakedclay,werefittedwithwicksmanufacturedfromthepithofapalm-tree,orsometimesfromthestemofaveryhandsomevarietyoffern。Thiskindofwickwaspassedthrougharoundholeattheendofthelamp,towhichasharppieceofhardwoodwasattachedwherewithtopierceanddrawitupwheneveritshowedsignsofburninglow。
Forawhilewesatdownandwatchedthisgrimpeopleeatingtheireveningmealinsilenceasgrimasthemselves,tillatlength,gettingtiredofcontemplatingthemandthehugemovingshadowsontherockywalls,Isuggestedtoournewkeeperthatweshouldliketogotobed。
Withoutaword,herose,and,takingmepolitelybythehand,advancedwithalamptooneofthesmallpassagesthatIhadnoticedopeningoutofthecentralcave。Thiswefollowedforaboutfivepaces,whenitsuddenlywidenedoutintoasmallchamber,abouteightfeetsquare,andhewnoutofthelivingrock。Ononesideofthischamberwasastoneslab,aboutthreefeetfromtheground,andrunningitsentirelengthlikeabunkinacabin,andonthisslabheintimatedthatIwastosleep。Therewasnowindoworair-holetothechamber,andnofurniture;and,onlookingatitmoreclosely,Icametothedisturbingconclusioninwhich,asIafterwardsdiscovered,Iwasquiterightthatithadoriginallyservedforasepulchreforthedeadratherthanasleeping-placefortheliving,theslabbeingdesignedtoreceivethecorpseofthedeparted。Thethoughtmademeshudderinspiteofmyself;but,seeingthatImustsleepsomewhere,I
gotoverthefeelingasbestImight,andreturnedtothecaverntogetmyblanket,whichhadbeenbroughtupfromtheboatwiththeotherthings。ThereImetJob,who,havingbeeninductedtoasimilarapartment,hadflatlydeclinedtostopinit,sayingthatthelookoftheplacegavehimthehorrors,andthathemightaswellbedeadandburiedinhisgrandfather’sbrickgraveatonce,andexpressedhisdeterminationofsleepingwithmeifIwouldallowhim。This,ofcourse,Iwasonlytoogladtodo。
Thenightpassedverycomfortablyonthewhole。Isayonthewhole,forpersonallyIwentthroughamosthorriblenightmareofbeingburiedalive,induced,nodoubt,bythesepulchralnatureofmysurroundings。Atdawnwewerearousedbyaloudtrumpetingsound,produced,asweafterwardsdiscovered,byayoungAmahaggerblowing,throughaholeboredinitsside,intoahollowedelephanttusk,whichwaskeptforthepurpose。
Takingthehint,wegotupandwentdowntothestreamtowash,afterwhichthemorningmealwasserved。Atbreakfastoneofthewomen,nolongerquiteyoung,advanced,andpubliclykissedJob。IthinkitwasinitswaythemostdelightfulthingputtingitsimproprietyasideforamomentthatIeversaw。NevershallIforgettherespectableJob’sabjectterroranddisgust。Job,likemyself,isabitofamisogynist——I
fancychieflyowingtothefactofhishavingbeenoneofafamilyofseventeen——andthefeelingsexpresseduponhiscountenancewhenherealizedthathewasnotonlybeingembracedpublicly,andwithoutauthorizationonhisownpart,butalsointhepresenceofhismasters,weretoomixedandpainfultoadmitofaccuratedescription。Hesprangtohisfeet,andpushedthewoman,abuxompersonofaboutthirty,fromhim。
“Well,Inever!”hegasped,whereupon,probablythinkingthathewasonlycoy,sheembracedhimagain。
“Beoffwithyou!Getaway,youminx!”heshouted,wavingthewoodenspoon,withwhichhewaseatinghisbreakfast,upanddownbeforethelady’sface。“Begyourpardon,gentlemen,IamsureI。haven’tencouragedher。Oh,Lord!she’scomingformeagain。
Holdher,Mr。Holly!pleaseholdher!Ican’tstandit;Ican’t,indeed。Thishasneverhappenedtomebefore,gentlemen,never。There’snothingagainstmycharacter,“andherehebrokeoff,andranashardashecouldgodownthecave,andforonceIsawtheAmahaggerlaugh。Asforthewoman,however,shedidnotlaugh。Onthecontrary,sheseemedtobristlewithfury,whichthemockeryoftheotherwomenaboutonlyservedtointensify。Shestoodthereliterallysnarlingandshakingwithindignation,and,seeingher,IwishedJob’sscrupleshadbeenatJericho,formingashrewdguessthathisadmirablebehaviorhadendangeredourthroats。Nor,asthesequelshows,wasIwrong。
Theladyhavingretreated,Jobreturnedinagreatstateofnervousness,andkeepinghisweathereyefixeduponeverywomanwhocamenearhim。ItookanopportunitytoexplaintoourhoststhatJobwasamarriedman,andhadhadveryunhappyexperiencesinhisdomesticrelations,whichaccountedforhispresencehereandhisterroratthesightofwomen,butmyremarkswerereceivedingrimsilence,itbeingevidentthatourretainer’sbehaviorwasconsideredasaslighttothe“household“atlarge,althoughthewomen,afterthemannerofsomeoftheirmorecivilizedsisters,mademerryattherebuffoftheircompanion。
AfterbreakfastwetookawalkandinspectedtheAmahaggerherds,andalsotheircultivatedlands。Theyhavetwobreedsofcattle,onelargeandangular,withnohorns,butyieldingbeautifulmilk;andtheother,aredbreed,verysmallandfat,excellentformeat,butofnovalueformilkingpurposes。ThislastbreedcloselyresemblestheNorfolkred-polestrain,onlyithashornswhichgenerallycurveforwardoverthehead,sometimestosuchanextentthattheyhavetobecuttopreventthemfromgrowingintothebonesoftheskull,Thegoatsarelong-haired,andareusedforeatingonly,atleastIneversawthemmilked。AsfortheAmahaggercultivation,itisprimitiveintheextreme,beingalldonebymeansofaspademadeofiron,forthesepeoplesmeltandworkiron。Thisspadeisshapedmorelikeabigspearsheadthananythingelse,andhasnoshouldertoitonwhichthefootcanbeset。Asaconsequence,thelaborofdiggingisverygreat。Itis,however,alldonebythemen,thewomen,contrarytothehabitsofmostsavageraces,beingentirelyexemptfrommanualtoil。Butthen,asIthinkIhavesaidelsewhere,amongtheAmahaggertheweakersexhasestablisheditsrights。
Atfirstweweremuchpuzzledastotheoriginandconstitutionofthisextraordinaryrace,pointsuponwhichtheyweresingularlyuucommunicative。Asthetimewentonforthenextfourdayspassedwithoutanystrikingevent——welearnedsomethingfromLeo’sladyfriendUstane,who,bytheway,stucktothatyounggentlemanlikehisownshadow。Astoorigin,theyhadnone,atleast,sofarasshewasaware。Therewere,however,sheinformedus,moundsofmasonryandmanypillarsneartheplacewhere_i_She_i_lived,whichwascalledKo^r,andwhichthewisesaidhadoncebeenhouseswhereinmenlived,anditwassuggestedthattheyweredescendedfromthesemen。Noone,however,daredgonearthesegreatruinsbecausetheywerehaunted:theyonlylookedonthemfromadistance。
Othersimilarruinsweretobeseen,shehadheard,invariouspartsofthecountry,thatis,whereveroneofthemountainsroseabovetheleveloftheswamp。Alsothecavesinwhichtheylivedhadbeenhollowedoutoftherocksbymen,perhapsthesamewhobuiltthecities。Theythemselveshadnowrittenlaws,onlycustom,whichwas,however,quiteasbindingaslaw。
Ifanymanoffendedagainstthecustom,hewasputtodeathbyorderoftheFatherofthe“household。”I
askedhowhewasputtodeath,andsheonlysmiled,andsaidthatImightseeonedaysoon。
Theyhadaqueen,however。_i_She_i_wastheirqueen,butshewasveryrarelyseen,perhapsonceintwoorthreeyears,whenshecameforthtopasssentenceonsomeoffenders,andwhenseenwasmuffledupinabigcloak,sothatnobodycouldlookuponherface。Thosewhowaiteduponherweredeafanddumb,andthereforecouldtellnotales,butitwasreportedthatshewaslovelyasnootherwomanwaslovely,oreverhadbeen。Itwasrumoredalsothatshewasimmortal,andhadpower。overallthings,butshe,Ustane,couldsaynothingofallthat。Whatshebelievedwasthatthequeenchoseahusbandfromtimetotime,andassoonasafemalechildwasbornthishusband,whowasneveragainseen,wasputtodeath。
Thenthefemalechildgrewupandtooktheplaceofthequeenwhenitsmotherdiedandhadbeenburiedinthegreatcaves。Butofthesemattersnonecouldspeakforcertain。Only_i_She_i_wasobeyedthroughoutthelengthandbreadthoftheland,andtoquestionhercommandwascertaindeath。_i_She_i_keptaguard,buthadnoregulararmy,andtodisobeyherwastodie。
Iaskedwhatsizethelandwas,andhowmanypeoplelivedinit。Sheansweredthattherewereten“households,“likethisthatsheknewof,includingthebig“household,“wherethequeenwas;thatallthe“households“livedincaves,inplacesresemblingthisstretchofraisedcountry,dottedaboutinavastextentofswamp,whichwasonlytobethreadedbysecretpaths。Oftenthe“households“madewaroneachotheruntil_i_She_i_sentwordthatitwastostop,andthentheyinstantlyceased。Thatandthefeverwhichtheycaughtincrossingtheswampspreventedtheirnumbersfromincreasingtoomuch。Theyhadnoconnectionwithanyotherrace,indeednonelivednearthem,orwereabletothreadthevastswamps。OnceanarmyfromthedirectionofthegreatriverpresumablytheZambesihadattemptedtoattackthem,buttheygotlostinthemarshes,andatnight,seeingthegreatballsoffirethatmoveaboutthere,triedtocometothem,thinkingthattheymarkedtheenemy’scamp,andhalfofthemweredrowned。Asfortherest,theysoondiedoffeverandstarvation,notablowbeingstruckatthem。Themarshes,shetoldus,wereabsolutelyimpassableexcepttothosewhoknewthepaths,adding,whatIcouldwellbelieve,thatweshouldneverhavereachedthisplacewherewethenwerehadwenotbeenbroughtthither。
TheseandmanyotherthingswelearnedfromUstaneduringthefourdayspausebeforeourrealadventuresbegangaveusconsiderablecauseforthought。Thewholethingwasexceedinglyremarkable,almostincrediblyso,indeed,andtheoddestpartofitwasthatsofaritdidmoreorlesscorrespondtotheancientwritingonthesherd。Andnowitappearedthattherewasamysteriousqueenclothedbyrumorwithdreadandwonderfulattributes,andcommonlyknownbytheimpersonalbut,tomymind,ratherawesometitleof_i_She_i_。Altogether,Icouldnotmakeitout,norcouldLeo,thoughofcoursehewasexceedinglytriumphantovermebecauseIhadpersistentlymockedatthewholething。AsforJob,hehadlongsinceabandonedanyattempttocallhisreasonhisown,andleftittodriftontheseaofcircumstance。Mahomed,theArab,whowas,bytheway,treatedcivillyindeed,butwithchillingcontempt,bytheAmahagger,was,I
discovered,inagreatfright,thoughIcouldnotquitemakeoutwhathewasfrightenedabout。Hewouldsitcrouchedinacornerofthecavealldaylong,callinguponAllahandtheProphettoprotecthim。
WhenIpressedhimaboutit,hesaidthathewasafraidbecausethesepeoplewerenotmenandwomenatall,butdevils,andthatthiswasanenchantedland;
and,uponmyword,onceortwicesincethenIhavebeeninclinedtoagreewithhim。Andsothetimewenton,tillthenightofthefourthdayafterBillalihadleft,whensomethinghappened。
WethreeandUstaneweresittingroundafireinthecavejustbeforebedtime,whensuddenlythewoman,whohadbeenbroodinginsilence,rose,andlaidherhanduponLeo’sgoldencurls,andaddressedhim。Evennow,whenIshutmyeyes,Icanseeherproud,imperialform,clothedalternatelyindenseshadowandtheredflickeringofthefire,asshestood,thewildcentreofasweirdasceneasIeverwitnessed,anddeliveredherselfoftheburdenofherthoughtsandforebodingsinakindofrhythmicalspeechthatransomethingfollows:
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“Thouartmychosen——Ihavewaited,fortheefromthebeginning!
Thouartverybeautiful。Whohathhairlikeuntothee,orskinsowhite?
Whohathsostronganarm,whoissomuchaman。
Thineeyesarethesky,andthelight,inthemisthestars。
Thouartperfectandofahappyface,andmyheartturneditselftowardsthee。
Ay,whenmineeyesfellontheeIdiddesirethee——
ThendidItaketheetome——thou,myBeloved,Andholdtheefast,lestharmshouldcomeuntothee。
Ay,Ididcoverthineheadwithminehair,lestthesunshouldstrikeit;
AndaltogetherwasIthine,andthou,wastaltogethermine。
Andsoitwentforalittlespace,till,Timewasinlaborwithanevil,Day;
Andthenwhatbefellonthatday?
Alas!myBeloved,Iknownot!
ButI,Isawtheenomore——I,Iwas,lostintheblackness。
Andshewhoisstrongerdidtakethee;
ay,shewhoisfairerthanUstane。
Yetdidstthouturnandcalluponme,andletthineeyeswanderinthedarkness。
But,nevertheless,sheprevailedbyBeauty,andledtheedownhorribleplaces,Andthen,ah!thenmyBeloved——“
Herethisextraordinarywomanbrokeoffherspeech,orchant,whichwassomuchmusicalgibberishtous,forallthatweunderstoodofwhatshewastalkingabout,andseemedtofixherflashingeyesuponthedeepshadowbeforeher。Theninamomenttheyacquiredavacant,terrifiedstare,asthoughtheywerestrivingtorealizesomehalfseenhorror。SheliftedherhandfromLeo’shead,andpointedintothedarkness。Wealllooked,andcouldseenothing;butshesawsomething,orthoughtshedid,andsomethingevidentlythataffectedevenherironnerves,for,withoutanothersound,downshefellsenselessbetweenus。
Leo,whowasgrowingreallyattachedtothisremarkableyoungperson,wasinagreatstateofalarmanddistress,andI,tobeperfectlycandid,wasinaconditionnotfarremovedfromsuperstitiousfear。Thewholescenewasanuncannyone。
Presently,however,sherecovered,andsatupwithanextraordinaryconvulsiveshudder。
“Whatdidstthoumean,Ustane?”askedLeo,who,thankstoyearsoftuition,spokeArabicveryprettily。
“Nay,mychosen,“sheanswered,withalittleforcedlaugh,“Ididbutsinguntotheeafterthefashionofmypeople。Surely,Imeantnothing。HowcouldIspeakofthatwhichisnotyet?”
“Andwhatdidstthousee,Ustane?”Iasked,lookinghersharplyintheface。
“Nay,“sheansweredagain;“Isawnaught。AskmenotwhatIsaw。WhyshouldIfrightye?”Andthen,turningtoLeowithalookofthemostuttertendernessthatI
eversawuponthefaceofawoman,civilizedorsavage,shetookhisheadbetweenherhands,andkissedhimontheforeheadasamothermight。“WhenI
amgonefromthee,mychosen;whenatnightthoustretchestout:thyhandandcanstnotfindme,thenshouldstthouthinkattimesofme,forofatruthI
lovetheewell,thoughIbenotfittowashthyfeet。
Andnowletusloveandtakethatwhichisgivenus,andbehappy;forinthegravethereisnoloveandnowarmth,noranytouchingofthelips。Nothingperchance,orperchancebutbittermemoriesofwhatmighthavebeen。To-nightthehoursareourown,howknowwetowhomtheyshallbelongto-morrow?”
CHAPTERVIII——
THEFEAST,ANDAFTER!
Onthedayfollowingthisremarkablescene——ascenecalculatedtomakeadeepimpressionuponanybodywhobeheldit,morebecauseofwhatitsuggestedandseemedtoforeshadowthanofwhatitrevealed——itwasannouncedtousthatafeastwouldbeheldthateveninginourhonor。Ididmybesttogetoutofit,sayingthatweweremodestpeople,andcaredlittleforfeastsbutmyremarksbeingreceivedwiththesilenceofdispleasure,Ithoughtitwisesttoholdmytongue。
Accordingly,justbeforesundown,Iwasinformedthateverythingwasready,and,accompaniedbyJob,wentintothecave,whereImetLeo,whowas,asusual,followedbyUstane。Thesetwohadbeenoutwalkingsomewhere,andknewnothingoftheprojectedfestivitytillthatmoment。WhenUstaneheardofitIsawanexpressionofhorrorspringupuponherhandsomefeatures。Turning,shecaughtamanwhowaspassingupthecavebythearm,andaskedhimsomethinginanimperioustone。Hisanswerseemedtoreassureheralittle,forshe,lookedrelieved,thoughfarfromsatisfied。Nextsheappearedtoattemptsomeremonstrancewiththeman,whowasapersoninauthority,buthespokeangrilytoher,andshookheroff,andthen,changinghismind,ledherbythearm,andsatherdownbetweenhimselfandanothermaninthecircleroundthefire,andIperceivedthatforsomereasonofherownshethoughtitbesttosubmit。
Thefireinthecavewasanunusuallybigonethatnight,andinalargecirclerounditweregatheredaboutthirty-fivemenandtwowomen,UstaneandthewomantoavoidwhomJobhadplayedtheroleofanotherScripturalcharacter。Themenweresittinginperfectsilence,aswastheircustom,eachwithhisgreatspearstuckuprightbehindhim,inasocketcutintherockforthatpurpose。OnlyoneortwoworetheyellowishlinengarmentofwhichIhavespoken,theresthadnothingonexcepttheleopard’sskinaboutthemiddle。
“What’supnow,sir?”saidJob,doubtfully。“Blessusandsaveus,there’sthatwomanagain。Now,surely,shecan’tbeafterme,seeingthatIhavegivenhernoencouragement。Theygivemethecreeps,thewholelotofthem,andthat’safact。Why,look,theyhaveaskedMahomedtodine,too。There,thatladyofmineistalkingtohiminasniceandcivilawayaspossible。
Well,I’mgladitisn’tme,that’sall。”
Welookedup,andsureenoughthewomaninquestionhadrisen,andwasescortingthewretchedMahomedfromthecorner,where,overcomebysomeacuteprescienceofhorror,hehadbeenseated,shiveringandcallingonAllah。Heappearedunwillingenoughtocome,iffornootherreasonperhapsbecauseitwasanunaccustomedhonor,forhithertohisfoodhadbeengiventohimapart。AnywayIcouldseethathewasinastateofgreatterror,forhistotteringlegswouldscarcelysupporthisstout,bulkyform,andIthinkitwasratherowingtotheresourcesofbarbarismbehindhim,intheshapeofahugeAmahaggerwithaproportionatelyhugespear,thantotheseductionoftheladywholedhimbythehand,thatheconsentedtocomeatall。
“Well,“Isaidtotheothers,“Idon’tatalllikethelookofthings,butIsupposethatwemustfaceitout。Haveyoufellowsgotyourrevolversonbecause,ifso,youhadbetterseethatthey’reloaded。”
“Ihave,sir,“saidJob,tappinghisColt,“butMr。
Leohasonlygothishunting-knife,thoughthatisbigenough,surely。”
Feelingthatitwouldnotdotowaitwhilethemissingweaponwasfetched,weadvancedboldly,andseatedourselvesinaline,withourbacksagainstthesideofthecave。
Assoonaswewereseated,anearthenwarejarwaspassedroundcontainingafermentedfluid,ofbynomeansunpleasanttaste,thoughapttoturnuponthestomach,madeofcrushedgrain——notIndiancorn,butasmallbrowngrainthatgrowsuponthesteminclusters,notunlikethatwhichinthesouthernpartofAfricaisknownbythenameofKaffircorn。Thevaseinwhichthisliquidwashandedroundwasverycurious,andasitmoreorlessresembledmanyhundredsofothersinuseamongtheAmahaggerImayaswelldescribeit。Thesevasesareofaveryancientmanufacture,andofallsizes。Nonesuchcanhavebeenmadeinthecountryforhundreds,orratherthousands,ofyears。Theyarefoundintherocktombs,ofwhichI
shallgiveadescriptionintheirproperplace,andmyownbeliefisthat,afterthefashionoftheEgyptians,withwhomtheformerinhabitantsofthiscountrymayhavehadsomeconnection,theywereusedtoreceivethevisceraofthedead。Leo,however,isofopinionthat,asinthecaseofEtruscanamphorae,theywereplacedthereforthespiritualuseofthedeceased。Theyaremostlytwo-handled,andofallsizes,somebeingnearlythreefeetinheight,andrunningfromthatdowntoasmanyinches。Inshapetheyvary,butareallexceedinglybeautifulandgraceful,beingmadeofaveryfineblackware,notlustrous,butslightlyrough。OnthisgroundworkwereinlaidfiguresmuchmoregracefulandlifelikethananyothersIhaveseenonantiquevases。Someoftheseinlaidpicturesrepresentedlove-sceneswithachild-
likesimplicityandfreedomofmannerwhichwouldnotcommenditselftothetasteofthepresentday。Othersagainwerepicturesofmaidensdancing,andyetothersofhunting-scenes。Forinstance,theveryvasefromwhichwewerethendrinkinghadononesideamostspiriteddrawingofmen,apparentlywhiteincolor,attackingabull-elephantwithspears,whileonthereversewasapicturenotquitesowelldone,ofahuntershootinganarrowatarunningantelope,I
shouldsay,fromthelookofit,eitheranelandorakoodoo。
Thisisadigressionatacriticalpointbutitisnottoolongfortheoccasionitselfwasverylong。Withtheexceptionoftheperiodicalpassingofthevase,andthemovementnecessarytothrowfuelontothefire,nothinghappenedforthebestpartofawholehour。Nobodyspokeaword。Thereweallsatinperfectsilence,staringattheglareandglowofthelargefire,andattheshadowsthrownbytheflickeringearthenwarelampswhich,bytheway,werenotancient。Ontheopenspacebetweenusandthefirelayalargewoodentray,withfourshorthandlestoit,exactlylikeabutcher’stray,onlynothollowedout。Bythesideofthetraywasagreatpairoflong-
handledironpincers,andontheothersideofthefirewasasimilarpair。SomehowIdidnotatallliketheappearanceofthistrayandtheaccompanyingpincers。ThereIsatandstaredatthemandatthesilentcircleofthefierce,moodyfacesofthemen,andreflectedthatitwasallveryawful,andthatwewereabsolutelyinthepowerofthisalarmingpeople,who,tomeatanyrate,wereallthemoreformidablebecausetheirtruecharacterwasstillverymuchofamysterytous。TheymightbebetterthanIthoughtthem,ortheymightbeworse。Ifearedthattheywereworse,andIwasnotwrong。Itwasacurioussortofafeast,Ireflected,inappearance,indeed,anentertainmentoftheBarmecidestamp,fortherewasabsolutelynothingtoeat。
Atlast,justasIwasbeginningtofeelasthoughI
werebeingmesmerized,amovewasmade。Withouttheslightestwarning,amanfromtheothersideofthecirclecalledoutinaloudvoice,“Whereisthefleshthatweshalleat?”
Thereoneverybodyinthecircleansweredinadeep,measuredtone,andstretchingouttherightarmtowardsthefireashespoke——
“Thefleshwillcome。”
“Isitagoat?”saidthesameman。
“Itisagoatwithouthorns,andmorethanagoat,andweshallslayit,“theyanswered,withonevoice,andturninghalfroundtheyoneandallgraspedthehandlesoftheirspearswiththerighthand,andthensimultaneouslyletthemgo。
“Isitanox?”saidthemanagain。
“Itisanoxwithouthorns,andmorethananox,andweshallslayit,“wastheanswer,andagainthespearsweregrasped,andagainletgo。
Thencameapause,andInoticed,withhorrorandarisingofthehair,thatthewomannexttoMahomedbegantofondlehim,pattinghischeeks,andcallinghimbynamesofendearment,whileherfierceeyesplayedupanddownhistremblingform。Idonotknowwhythesightfrightenedmeso,butitdidfrightenusalldreadfully,especiallyLeo。Thecaressingwassosnakelike,andsoevidentlyapartofsomeghastlyformulathathadtobegonethrough。IsawMahomedturnwhiteunderhisbrownskin,sicklywhitewithfear。
“Isthemeatreadytobecooked?”askedthevoice,morerapidly。
“Itisready;itisready。”
“Isthepothottocookit?”itcontinued,inasortofscreamthatechoedpainfullydownthegreatrecessesofthecave。
“Itishot;itishot。”
“Greatheavens!”roaredLeo,“rememberthewriting,’Thepeoplewhoplacepotsupontheheadsofstrangers。’“
Ashesaidthewords,beforewecouldstir,oreventakethematterin,twogreatruffiansjumpedup,and,seizingthelongpincers,plungedthemintotheheartofthefire,andthewomanwhohadbeencaressingMahomedsuddenlyproducedafibrenoosefromunderhergirdleormoocha,and,slippingitoverhisshoulders,ranittight,whilethemennexthimseizedhimbythelegs。Thetwomenwiththepincersgaveaheave,and,scatteringthefirethiswayandthatupontherockyfloor,liftedfromitalargeearthenwarepot,heatedtoawhiteheat。Inaninstant,almostwithasinglemovement,theyhadreachedthespotwhereMahomedwasstruggling。Hefoughtlikeafiend,shriekingintheabandonmentofhisdespair,and,notwithstandingthenooseroundhim,andtheeffortsofthemenwhoheldhislegs,theadvancingwretcheswereforthemomentunabletoaccomplishtheirpurpose,which,horribleandincredibleasitseems,wastoputthered-hotpotuponhishead。
Isprangtomyfeetwithayellofhorror,anddrawingmyrevolverfireditbyasortofinstinctstraightatthediabolicalwomanwhohadbeencaressingMahomed,andwasnowgrippinghiminherarms。Thebulletstruckherinthebackandkilledher,andtothisdayIamgladthatitdid,for,asitafterwardstranspired,shehadavailedherselfoftheanthropophagouscustomsoftheAmahaggertoorganizethewholethinginrevengeoftheslightputuponherbyJob。Shesankdowndead,andasshedidso,tomyterroranddismay,Mahomed,byasuperhumaneffort,burstfromhistormentors,and,springinghighintotheair,felldyinguponhercorpse。Theheavybulletfrommypistolhaddriventhroughthebodiesofboth,atoncestrikingdownthemurderess,andsavinghervictimfromadeathahundredtimesmorehorrible。Itwasanawfulandyetamostmercifulaccident。
Foramomenttherewasasilenceofastonishment。TheAmahaggerhadneverheardthereportofafirearmbefore,anditseffectsdismayedthem。Butthenextamanclosetousrecoveredhimself,andseizedhisspearpreparatorytomakingalungewithitatLeo,whowasthenearesttohim。
“Runforit!”Ishouted,settingtheexamplebystartingupthecaveashardasmylegswouldcarryme。Iwouldhavemadefortheopenairifithadbeenpossible,butthereweremenintheway,and,besides,Ihadcaughtsightoftheformsofacrowdofpeoplestandingoutclearagainsttheskylinebeyondtheentrancetothecave。UpthecaveIwent,andaftermecametheothers,andafterthemthunderedthewholecrowdofcannibals,madwithfuryatthedeathofthewoman。WithaboundIclearedtheprostrateformofMahomed。AsIflewoverhimIfelttheheatfromthered-hotpot,whichwaslyingcloseby,strikeuponmylegs,andbyitsglowsawhishands——forhewasnotquitedead——stillfeeblymoving。Atthetopofthecavewasalittleplatformofrockthreefeetorsohighbyabouteightdeep,onwhichtwolargelampswereplacedatnight。Whetherthisplatformhadbeenleftasaseat,orasaraisedpointafterwardstobecutawaywhenithadserveditspurposeasastanding-
placefromwhichtocarryontheexcavations,Idonotknow——atleast,Ididnotthen。Atanyrate,weallthreereachedit,and,jumpingonit,preparedtosellourlivesasdearlyaswecould。Forafewsecondsthecrowdthatwaspressingonourheelshungbackwhentheysawusfacerounduponthem。Jobwasononesideoftherocktotheleft,Leointhecentre,andItotheright。Behinduswerethelamps。Leobentforwardandlookeddownthelonglaneofshadows,terminatedinthefireandlightedlamps,throughwhichthequietformsofourwould-bemurderersflittedtoandfrowiththefaintlightglintingontheirspears,foreventheirfurywassilentasabulldog’s。Theonlyotherthingvisiblewasthered-hotpotstillglowingangrilyinthegloom。TherewasacuriouslightinLeo’seyes,andhishandsomefacewassetlikeastone。Inhisrighthandwashisheavyhunting-knife。
Heshifteditsthongalittleuphiswrist,andthenputhisarmroundmeandgavemeagoodhug。
“Good-bye,oldfellow,“hesaid,“mydearfriend——mymorethanfather。Wehavenochanceagainstthosescoundrels;theywillfinishusinafewminutes,andeatusafterwards,Isuppose。Good-bye。Iledyouintothis。Ihopeyouwillforgiveme。Good-bye,Job。”
“God’swillbedone,“Isaid,settingmyteeth,asI
preparedfortheend。Atthatmoment,withanexclamation,Jobliftedhisrevolverandfired,andhitaman——notthemanhehadaimedat,bytheway;
anythingthatJobshotatwasperfectlysafe。
Ontheycamewitharush,andIfiredtooasfastasI
could,andcheckedthem——betweenus,JobandI,besidesthewoman,killedormortallywoundedfivemenwithourpistolsbeforetheywereemptied。Butwehadnotimetoreload,andtheystillcameoninawaythatwasalmostsplendidinitsrecklessness,seeingthattheydidnotknowbutthatwecouldgoonfiringforever。
Agreatfellowboundedupupontheplatform,andLeostruckhimdeadwithoneblowofhispowerfularm,sendingthekniferightthroughhim。Ididthesamebyanother,butJobmissedhisstroke,andIsawabrawnyAmahaggergriphimbythemiddleandwhirlhimofftherock。Theknife,notbeingsecuredbyathong,fellfromJob’shandashedidso,and,byamosthappyaccidentforhimlituponitshandleontherock,justasthebodyoftheAmahagger,beingundermost,hituponitspointandwastransfixeduponit。WhathappenedtoJobafterthatIamsureIdonotknow,butmyownimpressionisthathelaystilluponthecorpseofhisdeceasedassailant,“playingpossum,“astheAmericanssay。Asformyself,Iwassooninvolvedinadesperateencounterwithtworuffianswho,luckilyforme,hadlefttheirspearsbehindthem;andforthefirsttimeinmylifethegreatphysicalpowerwithwhichnaturehasendowedmestoodmeingoodstead。Ihadhackedattheheadofonemanwithmyhunting-knife,whichwasalmostasbigandheavyasashortsword,withsuchvigorthatthesharpsteelhadsplithisskulldowntotheeyes,andwasheldsofastbyitthatashesuddenlyfellsidewaystheknifewastwistedrightoutofmyhand。
Thenitwasthatthetwoothersspranguponme。Isawthemcoming,andgotanarmroundthewaistofeach,anddownweallfelluponthefloorofthecavetogether,rollingoverandover。Theywerestrongmen,butIwasmadwithrage,andthatawfullustforslaughterwhichwillcreepintotheheartsofthemostcivilizedofuswhenblowsareflying,andlifeanddeathtrembleontheturn。Myarmswereroundthetwoswarthydemons,andIhuggedthemtillIheardtheirribscrackandcrunchupbeneathmygrip。Theytwistedandwrithedlikesnakes,andclawedandbatteredatmewiththeirfists,butIheldon。Lyingonmybackthere,sothattheirbodiesmightprotectmefromspearthrustsfromabove,Islowlycrushedthelifeoutofthem,andasIdidso,strangeasitmayseem,IthoughtofwhattheamiableheadofmycollegeatCambridgewhoisamemberofthePeaceSocietyandmybrotherfellowswouldsayifbyclairvoyancetheycouldseeme,ofallmen,playingsuchabloodygame。
Soonmyassailantsgrewfaint,andalmostceasedtostruggle,theirbreathhadfailedthem,andtheyweredying,butstillIdarednotleavethem,fortheydiedveryslowly。IknewthatifIrelaxedmygriptheywouldrevive。Theotherruffiansprobablythought——forwewereallthreelyingintheshadowoftheledge——
thatwewerealldeadtogether,atanyratetheydidnotinterferewithourlittletragedy。
Iturnedmyhead,andasIlaygaspinginthethroesofthatawfulstruggleIcouldseethatLeowasofftherocknow,forthelamplightfellfulluponhim。Hewasstillonhisfeet,butinthecentreofasurgingmassofstrugglingmen,whowerestrivingtopullhimdownaswolvespulldownastag。UpabovethemtoweredhisbeautifulpalefacecrownedwithitsbrightcurlsforLeoissixfeettwohigh,andIsawthathewasfightingwithadesperateabandonmentandenergythatwasatoncesplendidandhideoustobehold。Hedrovehisknifethroughoneman——theyweresoclosetohimandmixedupwithhimthattheycouldnotgetathimtokillhimwiththeirbigspears,andtheyhadnoknivesorsticks。Themanfell,andthensomehowtheknifewaswrenchedfromhishand,leavinghimdefenceless,andIthoughttheendhadcome。Butno;
withadesperateefforthebrokeloosefromthem,seizedthebodyofthemanhehadjustslain,andliftingithighintheairhurleditrightatthemobofhisassailants,sothattheshockandweightofitsweptsomefiveorsixofthemtotheearth。Butinaminutetheywereallupagain,exceptone,whoseskullwassmashed,andhadoncemorefasteneduponhim。Andthenslowly,andwithinfinitelaborandstruggling,thewolvesboretheliondown。Onceeventhenherecoveredhimself,andfelledanAmahaggerwithhisfist,butitwasmorethanmancoulddotoholdhisownforlongagainstsomany,andatlasthecamecrashingdownupontherockfloor,fallingasanoakfalls,andbearingwithhimtotheearthallthosewhoclungabouthim。Theygrippedhimbyhisarmsandlegs,andthenclearedoffhisbody。
“Aspear,“criedavoice;“aspeartocuthisthroat,andavesseltocatchhisblood。”
Ishutmyeyes,forIsawthemancomingwithaspear,andmyself,IcouldnotstirtoLeo’shelp,forIwasgrowingweak,andthetwomenonmewerenotyetdead,andadeadlysicknessovercameme。
Thensuddenlytherewasadisturbance,andinvoluntarilyIopenedmyeyesagain,andlookedtowardsthesceneofmurder。ThegirlUstanehadthrownherselfonLeo’sprostrateform,coveringhisbodywithherbody,andfasteningherarmsabouthisneck。Theytriedtodragherfromhim,butshetwistedherlegsroundhis,andhungonlikeabulldog,orratherlikeacreepertoatree,andtheycouldnot。
Thentheytriedtostabhiminthesidewithouthurtingher,butsomehowsheshieldedhim,andhewasonlywounded。
Atlasttheylostpatience。
“Drivethespearthroughthemanandthewomantogether,“saidavoice,thesamevoicethathadaskedthequestionsatthatghastlyfeast,“soofaverityshalltheybewed。”
ThenIsawthemanwiththeweaponstraightenhimselffortheeffort。Isawthecoldsteelgleamonhigh,andoncemoreIshutmyeyes。
AsIdidsoIheardthevoiceofamanthunderoutintonesthatrangandechoeddowntherockyways——
“_i_Cease!_i_“
ThenIfainted,andasIdidsoitflashedthroughmydarkeningmindthatIwaspassingdownintothelastoblivionofdeath。
CHAPTERIX——
ALITTLEFOOT
WHENIopenedmyeyesagainIfoundmyselflyingonaskinmatnotfarfromthefireroundwhichwehadbeengatheredforthatdreadfulfeast。
NearmelayLeo,stillapparentlyinaswoon,andoverhimwasbendingthetallformofthegirlUstane,whowaswashingadeepspearwoundinhissidewithcoldwaterpreparatorytobindingitupwithlinen。LeaningagainstthewallofthecavebehindherwasJob,apparentlyuninjured,butbruisedandtrembling。Ontheothersideofthefire,tossedaboutthiswayandthat,asthoughtheyhadthrownthemselvesdowntosleepinsomemomentofabsoluteexhaustion,werethebodiesofthosewhomwehadkilledinourfrightfulstruggleforlife。Icountedthem;thereweretwelve,besidesthewomanandthecorpseofpoorMahomed,whohaddiedbymyhand,which,thefire-stainedpotatitsside,wasplacedattheendoftheirregularline。
Totheleftabodyofmenwereengagedinbindingthearmsofthesurvivorsofthecannibalsbehindthem,andthenfasteningthemtwoandtwo。Thevillainsweresubmittingwithalookofsulkyindifferenceupontheirfaceswhichaccordedillwiththebaffledfurythatgleamedintheirsombreeyes。Infrontofthesemen,directingtheoperations,stoodno-otherthanourfriendBillali,lookingrathertired,butparticularlypatriarchalwithhisflowingbeard,andascoolandunconcernedasthoughheweresuperintendingthecutting-upofanox。
Presentlyheturned,and,perceivingthatIwassittingup,advancedtome,andwiththeutmostcourtesysaidthathetrustedthatIfeltbetter。I
answeredthatatpresentIscarcelyknewhowIfelt,exceptthatIachedallover。
ThenhebentdownandexaminedLeo’swound。
“Itisanastycut,“hesaid,“butthespearhasnotpiercedtheentrails。Hewillrecover。”
“Thankstothyarrival,myfather,“Ianswered。“Inanotherminuteweshouldallhavebeenbeyondthereachofrecovery,forthosedevilsofthinewouldhaveslainusastheywouldhaveslainourservant,“
andIpointedtowardsMahomed。
Theoldmangroundhisteeth,andIsawanextraordinaryexpressionofmalignitylightuphiseyes。
“Fearnot,myson,“heanswered。“Vengeanceshallbetakenonthemsuchaswouldmakethefleshtwistuponthebonesmerelytohearofit。To_i_She_i_shalltheygo,andhervengeanceshallbeworthyofhergreatness。Thatman,“pointingtoMahomed,“Itelltheethatmanwouldhavediedamercifuldeathtothedeaththesehyena-menshalldie。Tellme,Iprayofthee,howitcameabout。”
InafewwordsIsketchedwhathadhappened。
“Ah,so,“heanswered。“Thouseest,myson,herethereisacustomthatifastrangercomesintothiscountryhemaybeslainby’thepot,’andeaten。”
“Itishospitalityturnedupsidedown,“Ianswered,feebly。“Inourcountryweentertainastranger,andgivehimfoodtoeat。Hereyeeathim,andareentertained。”
“Itisacustom,“heanswered,withashrug。“MyselfI
thinkitanevilone;butthen,“headded,byanafterthought,“Idonotlikethetasteofstrangers,especiallyaftertheyhavewanderedthroughtheswampsandlivedonwildfowl。When_i_She-who-must-be-
obeyed_i_sentordersthatyeweretobesavedaliveshesaidnaughtoftheblackman,therefore,beinghyenas,thesemenlustedafterhisflesh,andthewomanitwas,whomthoudidstrightlyslay,whoputitintotheirevilheartstohot-pothim。Well,theywillhavetheirreward。Betterforthemwoulditbeiftheyhadneverseenthelightthanthattheyshouldstandbefore_i_She_i_inherterribleanger。Happyarethoseofthemwhodiedbyyourhands。”
“Ah,“hewenton,“itwasagallantfightthatyefought。Knowestthou,thatthou,long-armedoldbaboonthatthouart,hastcrushedintheribsofthosetwowhoarelaidoutthereasthoughtheywerebutastheshellonanegg?Andtheyoungone,thelion,itwasabeautifulstandthathemade——oneagainstsomany——
threedidheslayoutright,andthatonethere“——andhepointedtoabodythatwasstillmovingalittle——
“willdieanon,forhisheadiscrackedacross,andothersofthosewhoareboundarehurt。Itwasagallantfight,andthouandhehavemadeafriendofmebyit,forIlovetoseeawell-foughtfray。Buttellme,myson,theBaboon——andnowIthinkofitthyface,too,ishairy,andaltogetherlikeababoon’s——
howwasitthatyeslewthosewithaholeinthem?Yemadeanoise,theysay,andslewthem——theyfelldownontheirfacesatthenoise?”
IexplainedtohimaswellasIcould,butveryshortly——Iwasterriblywearied,andonlypersuadedtotalkatallthroughofoffendingonesopowerfulifI
refusedtodoso——whatwerethepropertiesofgunpowder,andheinstantlysuggestedthatIshouldillustratewhatIsaidbyoperatingonthepersonoftheprisoners。One,hesaid,neverwouldbecounted,anditwouldnotonlyveryinterestingtohim,butwouldgivemeanopportunityofaninstalmentofrevenge。HewasgreatlyastonishedwhenItoldhimthatitwasnotourcustomtoavengeourselvesincoldbloodandthatweleftvengeancetothelawandahigherpower,ofwhichheknewnothing。Iadded,however,thatwhenIrecoveredIwouldtakehimoutshootingwithus,andheshouldkillananimalforhimself,andatthishewasaspleased。asachildatthepromiseofanewtoy。
JustthenLeoopenedhiseyesbeneaththestimulusofsomebrandyofwhichwestillhadalittlethatJobhadpoureddownhisthroat,andourconversationcametoanend。
AfterthiswemanagedtogetLeo,whowasinaverypoorwayindeed,andonlyhalf-conscious,safelyofftobed,supportedbyJobandthatbravegirlUstane,towhom,hadInotbeenafraidshemightresentit,I
wouldcertainlyhavegivenakissforhersplendidbehaviorinsavingmydearboy’slifeattheriskofherown。ButUstanewasnotthesortofyoungpersonwithwhomonewouldcaretotakelibertiesunlessonewereperfectlycertainthattheywouldnotbemisunderstood,soIrepressedmyinclinations。Then,bruisedandbattered,butwithasenseofsafetyinmybreasttowhichIhadforsomedaysbeenastranger,I
creptofftomyownlittlesepulchre,notforgettingbeforeIlaiddowninittothankProvidencefromthebottomofmyheartthatitwasnotasepulchreindeed,as,wereitnotforamercifulcombinationofeventsthatIcanonlyattributetoitsprotection,itwouldcertainlyhavebeenformethatnight。Fewmenhavebeennearertheirendandyetescapeditthanwewereonthatdreadfulday。
Iamabadsleeperatthebestoftimes,andmydreamsthatnight,whenatlastIgottorest,werenotofthepleasantest。TheawfulvisionofpoorMahomedstrugglingtoescapethered-hotpotwouldhauntthem,andtheninthebackground,asitwere,aveiledformwasalwayshovering,which,fromtimetotime,seemedtodrawthecoveringsfromitsbody,revealingnowtheperfectshapeofalovelybloomingwoman,andnowagainthewhitebonesofagrinningskeleton,andwhich,asitveiledandunveiled,utteredthemysteriousandapparentlymeaninglesssentence:
“Thatwhichisalivehathknowndeath,andthatwhichisdeadyetcanneverdie,forintheCircleoftheSpiritlifeisnaughtanddeathisnaught。Yea,allthingsliveforever,thoughattimestheysleepandareforgotten。”
Themorningcameatlast,butwhenitcameIfoundthatIwastoostiffandsoretorise。AboutsevenJobarrived,limpingterribly,andwithhisfacethecolorofarottenapple,andtoldmethatLeohadsleptfairly,butwasveryweak。TwohoursafterwardsBillaliJobcalledhim“Billy-goat,“towhichindeedhiswhitebeardgavehimsomeresemblance,ormorefamiliarly“Billy“cametoo,bearingalampinhishand,histoweringformreachingnearlytotheroofofthelittlechamber。Ipretendedtobeasleep,andthroughthecracksofmyeyelidswatchedhissardonicbuthandsomeoldface。Hefixedhishawk-likeeyesuponme,andstrokedhisgloriouswhitebeard,which,bytheway,wouldhavebeenworthahundredayeartoanyLondonbarberasanadvertisement。
“Ah!”IheardhimmutterBillalihadahabitofmutteringtohimself,“heisugly——uglyastheotherisbeautiful——averyBaboon;itwasagoodname。ButI
liketheman。Strangenow,atmyage,thatIshouldlikeaman。Whatsaystheproverb——’Mistrustallmen,andslayhimwhomthoumistrustestovermuch;andasforwomen,fleefromthem,fortheyareevil,andintheendwilldestroythee。’Itisagoodproverb,especiallythelastpartofit;Ithinkitmusthavecomedownfromtheancients。NeverthelessIlikethisBaboon,andIwonderwheretheytaughthimhistricks,andItrustthat_i_She_i_willnotbewitchhim。
PoorBaboon!hemustbeweariedafterthatfight。I
willgo,lestIshouldawakehim。”
Iwaitedtillhehadturnedandwasnearlythroughtheentrance,walkingsoftlyontiptoe,andthenIcalledafterhim。
“Myfather,“Isaid,“isitthou?”
“Yes,myson,itisI;butletmenotdisturbthee。I
didbutcometoseehowthoudidstfare,andtotelltheethatthosewho,wouldhaveslainthee,myBaboon,arebynowwellontheirroadto_i_She_i_。_i_She_i_saidthatyealsoweretocomeatonce,butIfearyecannotyet。”
“Nay,“Isaid,“nottillwehaverecoveredalittle;
buthavemeborneoutintothedaylight,Ipraythee,myfather。Ilovenotthisplace。”
“Ah,no,“heanswered,“ithathasadair。IrememberwhenIwasaboyIfoundthebodyofafairwomanlyingwherethouliestnow,yes,onthatverybench。
ShewassobeautifulthatIwaswonttocreepinhitherwithalampandgazeuponher。Haditnotbeenforhercoldhands,almostcouldIthinkthatshesleptandwouldonedayawake,sofairandpeacefulwassheinherrobesofwhite。Whitewasshe,too,andherhairwasyellowandlaydownheralmosttothefeet。Therearemanysuchstillinthetombsattheplacewhere_i_She_i_isforthosewhosetthemtherehadawayIknownaughtof,wherebytokeeptheirbelovedoutofthecrumblinghandofDecay,evenwhenDeathhadslainthem。Ay,daybydayIcamehither,andgazedonhertillatlast,laughnotatme,stranger,forIwasbutasillylad,Ilearnedtolovethatdeadform,thatshellwhichoncehadheldalifethatnomoreis。Iwouldcreepuptoherandkisshercoldface,andwonderhowmanymenhadlivedanddiedsinceshewas,andwhohadlovedherandembracedherinthedaysthatlonghadpassedaway。And,myBaboon,IthinkIlearnedwisdomfromthatdeadone,forofatruthittaughtmeofthelittlenessoflife,andthelengthofdeath,andhowallthingsthatareunderthesungodownonepath,andareforeverforgotten。AndsoImused,anditseemedtomethatwisdomflowedintomefromthedead,tillonedaymymother,awatchfulwoman,buthastyminded,seeingI
waschanged,followedme,andsawthebeautifulwhiteone,andfearedthatIwasbewitched,as,indeed,I
was。Sohalfindread,andhalfinanger,shetookthelamp,and,standingthedeadwomanupagainstthewallthere,setfiretoherhair,andsheburnedfiercely,evendowntothefeet,forthosewhoarethuskeptburnexcellentlywell。
“See,myson,thereontheroofisyetthesmokeofherburning。”
Ilookedupdoubtfully,andthere,sureenough,ontheroofofthesepulchrewasapeculiarlyunctuousandsootymark,threefeetormoreacross。Doubtlessithadinthecourseofyearsbeenrubbedoffthesidesofthelittlecave,butontheroofitremained,andtherewasnomistakingitsappearance。
“Sheburned,“hewentoninameditativeway,“eventothefeet,butthefeetIcamebackandsaved,cuttingtheburnedbonefromthem,andhidthemunderthestonebenchthere,wrappedupinapieceoflinen。
Surely,Irememberitasthoughitwerebutyesterday。
Perchancetheyarethereifnonehavefoundthem,eventothishour。OftruthIhavenotenteredthischamberfromthattimetothisveryday。Stay,Iwilllook,and,kneelingdown,hegropedaboutwithhislongarmintherecessunderthe。stonebench。Presentlyhisfacebrightened,andwithanexclamationhepulledsomethingforththatwascakedindust,whichheshookontothefloor。Itwascoveredwiththeremainsofarottingrag,whichheundid,andrevealedtomyastonishedgazeabeautifullyshapedandalmostwhitewoman’sfoot,lookingasfreshandfirmasthoughithadbutnowbeenplacedthere。
“Thouseest,myson,theBaboon,“hesaid,inasadvoice;“Ispakethetruthtothee,forhereisyetonefootremaining。Takeit,myson,andgazeuponit。”
Itookthiscoldfragmentof-mortalityinmyhandandlookedatitinthelightofthelampwithfeelingswhichIcannotdescribe,somixedupweretheybetweenastonishment,fear,andfascination。Itwaslight,muchlighterIshouldsaythanithadbeeninthelivingstate,andthefleshtoallappearancewasstillflesh,thoughaboutitthereclungafaintlyaromaticodor。Fortherestitwasnotshrunkorshriveled,orevenblackandunsightly,likethefleshofEgyptianmummies,butplumpandfair,and,exceptwhereithadbeenslightlyburned,perfectasonthedayofdeath——averytriumphofembalming。
Poorlittlefoot!Isetitdownuponthestonebenchwhereithadlainforsomanythousandyears,andwonderedwhosewasthebeautythatithadupbornethroughthepompandpageantryofaforgottencivilization——firstasamerrychild’s,thenasablushingmaid’s,andlastlyasaperfectwoman’s。
ThroughwhathallsofLifehaditssoftstepechoed,andintheend,withwhatcouragehadittroddendownthedustywaysofDeath!Towhosesidehaditstoleninthehushofnightwhentheblackslavesleptuponthemarblefloor,andwhohadlistenedforitsstealing?Shapelylittlefoot!Wellmightithavebeensetupontheproudneckofaconquerorbentatlasttowoman’sbeauty,andwellmightthelipsofnoblesandofkingshavebeenpresseduponitsjewelledwhiteness。
Iwrappedupthisrelicofthepastintheremnantsoftheoldlinenragwhichhadevidentlyformedaportionofitsowner’sgrave-clothes,foritwaspartiallyburned,andputitawayinmyGladstonebag,whichI
hadboughtattheArmyandNavyStores——astrangecombination,Ithought。ThenwithBillali’shelpI
staggeredofftoseeLeo。Ifoundhimdreadfullybruised,worseeventhanmyself,perhapsowingtotheexcessivewhitenessofhisskin,andfaintandweakwiththelossofbloodfromthefleshwoundinhisside,butforallthatcheerfulasacricket,andaskingforsomebreakfast。JobandUstanegothimontothebottom,orratherthesackingofalitter,whichwasremovedfromitspoleforthatpurpose,andwiththeaidofoldBillalicarriedhimoutintotheshadeatthemouthofthecave,fromwhich,bytheway,everytraceoftheslaughterofthepreviousnighthadnowbeenremoved,andthereweallbreakfasted,andindeedspentthatday,andmostofthetwofollowingones。
OnthethirdmorningJobandmyselfwerepracticallyrecovered。LeoalsowassomuchbetterthatIyieldedtoBillali’softenexpressedentreaty,andagreedtostartatonceuponourjourneytoKo^r,whichweweretoldwasthenameoftheplacewherethemysterious_i_She_i_lived,thoughIstillfearedforitseffectsuponLeo,andespeciallylestthemotionshouldcausehiswound,whichwasscarcelyskinnedover,tobreakopenagain。Indeed,haditnotbeenforBillali’sevidentanxietytogetoff,whichledustosuspectthatsomedifficultyordangermightthreatenusifwedidnotcomplywithit,Iwouldnothaveconsentedtogo。
CHAPTERX——
SPECULATIONS
WITHINanhourofourfinallydecidingtostart,fivelitterswerebroughtuptothedoorofthecave,eachaccompaniedbyfourregularbearersandtwosparehands,alsoabandofaboutfiftyarmedAmahagger,whoweretoformtheescortandcarrythebaggage。Threeoftheselitters,ofcourse,wereforus,andoneforBillali,who,Iwasimmenselyrelievedtohear,wastobeourcompanion,whilethefifthIpresumedwasfortheuseofUstane。
“Doestheladygowithus,myfather?”IaskedofBillali,ashestoodsuperintendingthingsgenerally。
Heshruggedhisshouldersasheanswered,“Ifshewills。Inthiscountrythewomendowhattheyplease。Weworshipthem,andgivethemtheirway,becausewithoutthemtheworldcouldnotgoon;theyarethesourceoflife。”
“Ah,“Isaid,thematterneverhavingstruckmequiteinthatlightbefore。
“Weworshipthem,“hewenton,“uptoacertainpoint,tillatlasttheygetunbearable,which,“headded,“theydoabouteverysecondgeneration。”
“Andthenwhatdoyoudo?”Iasked,withcuriosity。
“Then,“heanswered,withafaintsmile,“werise,andkilltheoldonesasanexampletotheyoungones,andtoshowthemthatwearethestrongest。Mypoorwifewaskilledinthatwaythreeyearsago。Itwasverysad,but,totelltheethetruth,myson,lifehasbeenhappiersince,formyageprotectsmefromtheyoungones。”
“Inshort,“Ireplied,quotingthesayingofagreatmanwhosewisdomhasnotyetlightenedthedarknessoftheAmahagger,“thouhastfoundthypositiononeofgreaterfreedomandlessresponsibility。”
Thisphrasepuzzledhimalittleatfirstfromitsvagueness,thoughIthinkmytranslationhitoffitssenseverywell,butatlasthesawit,andappreciatedit。
“Yes,yes,myBaboon,“hesaid,“Iseeitnow,butallthe’responsibilities’arekilled,atleastsomeofthemare,andthatiswhytherearesofewoldwomenaboutjustnow。Well,theybroughtitonthemselves。
Asforthisgirl,“hewenton,inagravertone,“I
knownotwhattosay。Sheisabravegirl,andshelovestheLionLeo;thousawesthowsheclungtohim,andsavedhislife。Also,sheis,accordingtoourcustom,wedtohim,andhasarighttogowherehegoes,unless,“headded,significantly,“_i_She_i_
wouldsayherno,forherwordoverridesallrights。”
“Andif_i_She_i_badeherleavehim;andthegirlrefused?Whatthen?”
“If,“hesaid,withashrug,“thehurricanebidsthetreetobend,anditwillnot;whathappens?”
Andthen,withoutwaitingforananswer,heturnedandwalkedtohislitter,andintenminutesfromthattimewewereallwellunderway。
Ittookusanhourandmoretocrossthecupofthevolcanicplain,andanotherhalf-hourorsotoclimbtheedgeonthefartherside。Oncethere,however,theviewwasaveryfineone。Beforeuswasalongsteepslopeofgrassyplain,brokenhereandtherebyclumpsoftreesmostlyofthethorntribe。Atthebottomofthisgentleslope,somenineortenmilesaway,wecouldmakeoutadimseaofmarsh,overwhichthefoulvaporshunglikesmokeaboutacity。Itwaseasygoingforthebearersdowntheslopes,andbymiddaywehadreachedthebordersofthedismalswamp。Herewehaltedtoeatourmiddaymeal,andthen,followingawindinganddeviouspath,plungedintothemorass。
Presentlythepath,atanyratetoourunaccustomedeyes,grewsofaintastobealmostindistinguishablefromthosemadebytheaquaticbeastsandbirds,anditistothisdayamysterytomehowourbearersfoundtheirwayacrossthemarshes。Aheadofthecavalcademarchedtwomenwithlongpoles,whichtheynowandagainplungedintothegroundbeforethem,thereasonofthisbeingthatthenatureofthesoilfrequentlychangedfromcauseswithwhichIamnotacquainted,sothatplaceswhichmightbesafeenoughtocrossonemonthwouldcertainlyswallowthewayfarerthenext。NeverdidIseeamoredrearyanddepressingscene。Milesonmilesofquagmire,variedonlybybrightgreenstripsofcomparativelysolidground,andbydeepandsullenpoolsfringedwithtallrushes,inwhichthebitternsboomedandthefrogscroakedincessantly;milesonmilesofitwithoutabreak,unlessthefeverfogcanbecalledabreak。Theonlylifeinthisgreatmorasswasthatoftheaquaticbirds,andtheanimalsthatfedonthem,ofbothofwhichtherewerevastnumbers。Geese,cranes,ducks,teal,coot,snipe,andploverswarmedallaroundus,manybeingofvarietiesthatwerequitenewtome,andallsotamethatonecouldalmosthaveknockedthemoverwithastick。AmongthesebirdsIespeciallynoticedaverybeautifulvarietyofpaintedsnipe,almostthesizeofwoodcock,andwithaflightmoreresemblingthatbird’sthananEnglishsnipe’s。Inthepools,too,wasaspeciesofsmallalligatororenormousiguana,Idonotknowwhich,thatfed,Billalitoldme,uponthewaterfowl;alsolargequantitiesofahideousblackwatersnake,ofwhichthebiteisverydangerous,thoughnot,Igathered,sodeadlyasacobra’sorapuffadder’s。Thebullfrogswerealsoverylarge,andwithvoicesproportionatetotheirsize;andasforthemosquitoes——the“musqueteers,“asJobcalledthem——theywere,ifpossible,evenworsethantheyhadbeenontheriver,andtormentedusgreatly。Undoubtedly,however,theworstfeatureoftheswampwastheawfulsmellofrottingvegetationthathungaboutit,whichwasattimespositivelyoverpowering,andthemalariousexhalationsthataccompaniedit,whichwewereofcourseobligedtobreathe。
Onwewentthroughitall,tillatlastthesunsankinsullensplendorjustaswereachedaspotofrisinggroundabouttwoacresinextent——alittleoasisofdryinthemidstofthemirywilderness——whereBillaliannouncedthatweweretocamp。Thecamping,however,turnedouttobeaverysimpleprocess,andconsisted,infact,insittingdownonthegroundroundascantyfiremadeofdryreedsandsomewoodthathadbeenbroughtwithus。However,wemadethebestwecouldofit,andsmokedandatewithsuchappetiteasthesmellofdamp,stiflingheatwouldallow,foritwasveryhotonthislowland,andyet,oddlyenough,chillyattimes。But,howeverhotitwas,weweregladenoughtokeepnearthefire,becausewefoundthatthemosquitoesdidnotlikethesmoke。Presentlywerolledourselvesupinourblanketsandtriedtogotosleep,butsofarasIwasconcernedthebullfrogs,andtheextraordinaryroaringandalarmingsoundproducedbyhundredsofsnipehoveringhighintheair,madesleepanimpossibility,tosaynothingofourotherdiscomforts。IturnedandlookedatLeo,whowasnexttome;hewasdozing,buthisfacehadaflushedappearancethatIdidnotlike,andbytheflickeringfirelightIsawUstane,whowaslyingontheothersideofhim,raiseherselffromtimetotimeuponherelbow,andlookathimanxiouslyenough,However,I
coulddonothingforhimforwehadallalreadytakenagooddoseofquinine,whichwastheonlypreventivewehad;soIlayandwatchedthestarscomeoutbythousands,tillalltheimmensearchofheavenwassewnwithglitteringpoints,andeverypointaworld!
Herewasaglorioussightbywhichmanmightwellmeasurehisowninsignificance!SoonIgaveupthinkingaboutit,forthemindwearieseasilywhenitstrivestograpplewiththeInfinite,andtotracethefootstepsoftheAlmightyashestridesfromspheretosphere,ordeducehispurposefromhisworks。Suchthingsarenotforustoknow。Knowledgeistothestrong,andweareweak。Toomuchwisdomwouldperchanceblindourimperfectsight,andtoomuchstrengthwouldmakeusdrunk,andoverweightourfeeblereasontillitfell,andweweredrownedinthedepthsofourownvanity。Forwhatisthefirstresultofman’sincreasedknowledgeinterpretedfromNature’sbookbythepersistenteffortofhispurblindobservation?IsitnotbuttoooftentomakehimquestiontheexistenceofhisMaker,orindeedofanyintelligentpurposebeyondhisown?Thetruthisveiled,becausewecouldnomorelookuponherglorythanwecanuponthesun。Itwoulddestroyus。Fullknowledgeisnotformanasmanishere,forhiscapacities,whichheisapttothinksogreat,areindeedbutsmall。Thevesselissoonfilled,and,wereonethousandthpartoftheunutterableandsilentwisdomthatdirectstherollingofthoseshiningspheres,andtheforcewhichmakesthemroll,pressedintoit,itwouldbeshatteredintofragments。Perhapsinsomeotherplaceandtimeitmaybeotherwise,whocantell?Herethelotofmanbornofthefleshisbuttoenduremidsttoilandtribulation,tocatchatthebubblesblownbyFate,whichhecallspleasures,thankfulifbeforetheybursttheyrestamomentinhishand,andwhenthetragedyisplayedout,andhishourcomestoperish,topasshumblywhitherheknowsnot。
Aboveme,asIlay,shonetheeternalstars,andthereatmyfeettheimpishmarsh-bornballsoffirerolledthiswayandthat,vapor-tossedandearth-desiring,andmethoughtthatinthetwoIsawatypeandimageofwhatmanis,andwhatperchancemanmayonedaybe,ifthelivingForcewhoordainedhimandthemshouldsoordainthisalso。Oh,thatitmightbeourstorestyearbyyearuponthathighlevelofthehearttowhichattimeswemomentarilyattain!Oh,thatwecouldshakeloosetheprisonedpinionsofthesoulandsoartothatsuperiorpoint,whence,liketosometravellerlookingoutthroughspacefromDarien’sgiddiestpeak,wemightgazewiththespiritualeyesofnoblethoughtsdeepintoInfinity!
Whatwoulditbetocastoffthisearthyrobe,tohavedoneforeverwiththeseearthythoughtsandmiserabledesires;nolonger,likethosecorpsecandles,tobetossedthiswayandthat,byforcesbeyondourcontrol;orwhich,ifwecantheoreticallycontrolthem,weareattimesdrivenbytheexigenciesofournaturetoobey!Yes,tocastthemoff,tohavedonewiththefoulandthornyplacesoftheworld;and,liketothoseglitteringpointsaboveme,torestonhighwrappedforeverinthebrightnessofourbetterselves,thatevennowshinesinusasfirefaintlyshineswithinthoseluridballs,andlaydownourlittlenessinthatwidegloryofourdreams,thatinvisiblebutsurroundinggood,fromwhichalltruthandbeautycomes!
Theseandmanysuchthoughtspassedthroughmymindthatnight。Theycometotormentusallattimes。I
saytotorment,for,alas!thinkingcanonlyservetomeasureoutthehelplessnessofthought。Whatistheuseofourfeeblecryingintheawfulsilencesofspace!Canourdimintelligencereadthesecretsofthatstar-strewnsky?Doesanyanswercomeoutofit?
Neveranyatall,nothingbutechoesandfantasticvisions。Andyetwebelievethatthereisananswer,andthatuponatimeanewDawnwillcomeblushingdownthewaysofourenduringnight。Webelieveit,foritsreflectedbeautyevennowshinesupcontinuallyinourheartsfrombeneaththehorizonofthegrave,andwecallitHope。WithoutHopeweshouldsuffermoraldeath,andbythehelpofHopeweyetmayclimbtoheaven,orattheworst,ifshealsoprovebutakindlymockerygiventoholdusfromdespair,begentlyloweredintotheabyssesofeternalsleep。
ThenIfelltoreflectingupontheundertakingonwhichwewerebent,andwhatawildoneitwas,andyethowstrangelythestoryseemedtofitinwithwhathadbeenwrittencenturiesagouponthesherd。Whowasthisextraordinarywoman,queenoverapeopleapparentlyasextraordinaryasherself,andreigningamidstthevestigesofalostcivilization?AndwhatwasthemeaningofthisstoryoftheFirethatgaveunendinglife?Coulditbepossiblethatanyfluidoressenceshouldexistwhichmightsofortifythesefleshywallsthattheyshouldfromagetoageresisttheminesandbatteringsofdecay?Itwaspossible,thoughnotprobable。Theindefinitecontinuationoflifewouldnot,aspoorVinceysaid,besomarvellousathingastheproductionoflifeanditstemporaryendurance。Andifitweretrue,whatthen?Thepersonwhofounditcouldnodoubtruletheworld。Hecouldaccumulateallthewealthintheworld,andallthepower,andallthewisdomthatispower。Hemightgivealifetimetothestudyofeachartorscience。Well,ifthatwereso,andthis_i_She_i_werepracticallyimmortal,whichIdidnotforonemomentbelieve,howwasitthat,withallthesethingsatherfeet,shepreferredtoremaininacaveamongasocietyofcannibals?Thissurelysettledthequestion。Thewholestorywasmonstrous,andonlyworthyofthesuperstitiousdaysinwhichitwaswritten。AtanyrateIwasverysurethatIwouldnotattempttoattainunendinglife。Ihadhadfartoomanyworriesanddisappointmentsandsecretbitternessesduringmyfortyoddyearsofexistencetowishthatthisstateofaffairsshouldbecontinuedindefinitely。AndyetI
supposethatmylifehasbeen,comparativelyspeaking,ahappyone。
Andthen,reflectingthatatthepresentmomenttherewasfarmorelikelihoodofourearthlycareersbeingcutexceedinglyshortthanoftheirbeingundulyprolonged,Iatlastmanagedtogettosleep,afactforwhichanybodywhoreadsthisnarrative,ifanybodyeverdoes,mayveryprobablybethankful。
WhenIwokeagainitwasjustdawning,andtheguardandbearersweremovingaboutlikeghoststhroughthedensemorningmists,gettingreadyforourstart。Thefirehaddiedquitedown,andIroseandstretchedmyself,shiveringineverylimbfromthedampcoldofthedawn。ThenIlookedatLeo。Hewassittingup,holdinghishandstohishead,andIsawthathisfacewasflushedandhiseyebright,andyetyellowroundthepupil。
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