Herehepaused,andlookedaboutfortheinn。Therewereawhitebank,andaredbrewery,andayellowtown-hall;andinonecornertherewasalargehouse,withallthewoodaboutitpaintedgreen:beforewhichwasthesignof'TheGeorge。'Tothishehastened,assoonasitcaughthiseye。
Hespoketoapostboywhowasdozingunderthegateway;andwho,afterhearingwhathewanted,referredhimtotheostler;whoafterhearingallhehadtosayagain,referredhimtothelandlord;whowasatallgentlemaninablueneckcloth,awhitehat,drabbreeches,andbootswithtopstomatch,leaningagainstapumpbythestable-door,pickinghisteethwithasilvertoothpick。
Thisgentlemanwalkedwithmuchdeliberationintothebartomakeoutthebill:whichtookalongtimemakingout:andafteritwasready,andpaid,ahorsehadtobesaddled,andamantobedressed,whichtookuptengoodminutesmore。MeanwhileOliverwasinsuchadesperatestateofimpatienceandanxiety,thathefeltasifhecouldhavejumpeduponthehorsehimself,andgallopedaway,fulltear,tothenextstage。Atlength,allwasready;andthelittleparcelhavingbeenhandedup,withmanyinjunctionsandentreatiesforitsspeedydelivery,themansetspurstohishorse,andrattlingovertheunevenpavingofthemarket-place,wasoutofthetown,andgallopingalongtheturnpike-road,inacoupleofminutes。
Asitwassomethingtofeelcertainthatassistancewassentfor,andthatnotimehadbeenlost,Oliverhurrieduptheinn-yard,withasomewhatlighterheart。Hewasturningoutofthegatewaywhenheaccidentlystumbledagainstatallmanwrappedinacloak,whowasatthatmomentcomingoutoftheinndoor。
'Hah!'criedtheman,fixinghiseyesonOliver,andsuddenlyrecoiling。'Whatthedevil'sthis?'
'Ibegyourpardon,sir,'saidOliver;'Iwasinagreathurrytogethome,anddidn'tseeyouwerecoming。'
'Death!'mutteredthemantohimself,glaringattheboywithhislargedarkeyes。'Whowouldhavethoughtit!Grindhimtoashes!
He'dstartupfromastonecoffin,tocomeinmyway!'
'Iamsorry,'stammeredOliver,confusedbythestrangeman'swildlook。'IhopeIhavenothurtyou!'
'Rotyou!'murmuredtheman,inahorriblepassion;betweenhisclenchedteeth;'ifIhadonlyhadthecouragetosaytheword,I
mighthavebeenfreeofyouinanight。Cursesonyourhead,andblackdeathonyourheart,youimp!Whatareyoudoinghere?'
Themanshookhisfist,asheutteredthesewordsincoherently。
HeadvancedtowardsOliver,asifwiththeintentionofaimingablowathim,butfellviolentlyontheground:writhingandfoaming,inafit。
Olivergazed,foramoment,atthestrugglesofthemadmanforsuchhesupposedhimtobe;andthendartedintothehouseforhelp。Havingseenhimsafelycarriedintothehotel,heturnedhisfacehomewards,runningasfastashecould,tomakeupforlosttime:andrecallingwithagreatdealofastonishmentandsomefear,theextraordinarybehaviourofthepersonfromwhomhehadjustparted。
Thecircumstancedidnotdwellinhisrecollectionlong,however:
forwhenhereachedthecottage,therewasenoughtooccupyhismind,andtodriveallconsiderationsofselfcompletelyfromhismemory。
RoseMayliehadrapidlygrownworse;beforemid-nightshewasdelirious。Amedicalpractitioner,whoresidedonthespot,wasinconstantattendanceuponher;andafterfirstseeingthepatient,hehadtakenMrs。Maylieaside,andpronouncedherdisordertobeoneofamostalarmingnature。'Infact,'hesaid,'itwouldbelittleshortofamiracle,ifsherecovered。'
HowoftendidOliverstartfromhisbedthatnight,andstealingout,withnoiselessfootstep,tothestaircase,listenfortheslightestsoundfromthesickchamber!Howoftendidatrembleshakehisframe,andcolddropsofterrorstartuponhisbrow,whenasuddentramplingoffeetcausedhimtofearthatsomethingtoodreadfultothinkof,hadeventhenoccurred!Andwhathadbeenthefervencyofalltheprayershehadevermuttered,comparedwiththosehepouredforth,now,intheagonyandpassionofhissupplicationforthelifeandhealthofthegentlecreature,whowastotteringonthedeepgrave'sverge!
Oh!thesuspense,thefearful,acutesuspense,ofstandingidlybywhilethelifeofonewedearlylove,istremblinginthebalance!Oh!therackingthoughtsthatcrowduponthemind,andmaketheheartbeatviolently,andthebreathcomethick,bytheforceoftheimagestheyconjureupbeforeit;theDESPERATE
ANXIETYTOBEDOINGSOMETHINGtorelievethepain,orlessenthedanger,whichwehavenopowertoalleviate;thesinkingofsoulandspirit,whichthesadremembranceofourhelplessnessproduces;whattorturescanequalthese;whatreflectionsorendeavourscan,inthefulltideandfeverofthetime,allaythem!
Morningcame;andthelittlecottagewaslonelyandstill。Peoplespokeinwhispers;anxiousfacesappearedatthegate,fromtimetotime;womenandchildrenwentawayintears。Allthelivelongday,andforhoursafterithadgrowndark,Oliverpacedsoftlyupanddownthegarden,raisinghiseyeseveryinstanttothesickchamber,andshudderingtoseethedarkenedwindow,lookingasifdeathlaystretchedinside。Latethatnight,Mr。Losbernearrived。'Itishard,'saidthegooddoctor,turningawayashespoke;'soyoung;somuchbeloved;butthereisverylittlehope。'
Anothermorning。Thesunshonebrightly;asbrightlyasifitlookeduponnomiseryorcare;and,witheveryleafandflowerinfullbloomabouther;withlife,andhealth,andsoundsandsightsofjoy,surroundingheroneveryside:thefairyoungcreaturelay,wastingfast。Olivercreptawaytotheoldchurchyard,andsittingdownononeofthegreenmounds,weptandprayedforher,insilence。
Therewassuchpeaceandbeautyinthescene;somuchofbrightnessandmirthinthesunnylandscape;suchblithesomemusicinthesongsofthesummerbirds;suchfreedomintherapidflightoftherook,careeringoverhead;somuchoflifeandjoyousnessinall;that,whentheboyraisedhisachingeyes,andlookedabout,thethoughtinstinctivelyoccurredtohim,thatthiswasnotatimefordeath;thatRosecouldsurelyneverdiewhenhumblerthingswereallsogladandgay;thatgraveswereforcoldandcheerlesswinter:notforsunlightandfragrance。
Healmostthoughtthatshroudswerefortheoldandshrunken;andthattheyneverwrappedtheyoungandgracefulformintheirghastlyfolds。
Aknellfromthechurchbellbrokeharshlyontheseyouthfulthoughts。Another!Again!Itwastollingforthefuneralservice。Agroupofhumblemournersenteredthegate:wearingwhitefavours;forthecorpsewasyoung。Theystooduncoveredbyagrave;andtherewasamother——amotheronce——amongtheweepingtrain。Butthesunshonebrightly,andthebirdssangon。
Oliverturnedhomeward,thinkingonthemanykindnesseshehadreceivedfromtheyounglady,andwishingthatthetimecouldcomeagain,thathemightneverceaseshowingherhowgratefulandattachedhewas。Hehadnocauseforself-reproachonthescoreofneglect,orwantofthought,forhehadbeendevotedtoherservice;andyetahundredlittleoccasionsroseupbeforehim,onwhichhefanciedhemighthavebeenmorezealous,andmoreearnest,andwishedhehadbeen。Weneedbecarefulhowwedealwiththoseaboutus,wheneverydeathcarriestosomesmallcircleofsurvivors,thoughtsofsomuchomitted,andsolittledone——ofsomanythingsforgotten,andsomanymorewhichmighthavebeenrepaired!Thereisnoremorsesodeepasthatwhichisunavailing;ifwewouldbespareditstortures,letusrememberthis,intime。
WhenhereachedhomeMrs。Mayliewassittinginthelittleparlour。Oliver'sheartsandatsightofher;forshehadneverleftthebedsideofherniece;andhetrembledtothinkwhatchangecouldhavedrivenheraway。Helearntthatshehadfallenintoadeepsleep,fromwhichshewouldwaken,eithertorecoveryandlife,ortobidthemfarewell,anddie。
Theysat,listening,andafraidtospeak,forhours。Theuntastedmealwasremoved,withlookswhichshowedthattheirthoughtswereelsewhere,theywatchedthesunashesanklowerandlower,and,atlength,castoverskyandearththosebrillianthueswhichheraldhisdeparture。Theirquickearscaughtthesoundofanapproachingfootstep。Theybothinvoluntarilydartedtothedoor,asMr。Losberneentered。
'WhatofRose?'criedtheoldlady。'Tellmeatonce!Icanbearit;anythingbutsuspense!Oh!,tellme!inthenameofHeaven!'
'Youmustcomposeyourself,'saidthedoctorsupportingher。'Becalm,mydearma'am,pray。'
'Letmego,inGod'sname!Mydearchild!Sheisdead!Sheisdying!'
'No!'criedthedoctor,passionately。'AsHeisgoodandmerciful,shewilllivetoblessusall,foryearstocome。'
Theladyfelluponherknees,andtriedtofoldherhandstogether;buttheenergywhichhadsupportedhersolong,fleduptoHeavenwithherfirstthanksgiving;andshesankintothefriendlyarmswhichwereextendedtoreceiveher。
CHAPTERXXXIV
CONTAINSSOMEINTRODUCTORYPARTICULARSRELATIVETOAYOUNG
GENTLEMANWHONOWARRIVESUPONTHESCENE;ANDANEWADVENTURE
WHICHHAPPENEDTOOLIVER
Itwasalmosttoomuchhappinesstobear。Oliverfeltstunnedandstupefiedbytheunexpectedintelligence;hecouldnotweep,orspeak,orrest。Hehadscarcelythepowerofunderstandinganythingthathadpassed,until,afteralongrambleinthequieteveningair,aburstoftearscametohisrelief,andheseemedtoawaken,allatonce,toafullsenseofthejoyfulchangethathadoccurred,andthealmostinsupportableloadofanguishwhichhadbeentakenfromhisbreast。
Thenightwasfastclosingin,whenhereturnedhomeward:ladenwithflowerswhichhehadculled,withpeculiarcare,fortheadornmentofthesickchamber。Ashewalkedbrisklyalongtheroad,heheardbehindhim,thenoiseofsomevehicle,approachingatafuriouspace。Lookinground,hesawthatitwasapost-chaise,drivenatgreatspeed;andasthehorsesweregalloping,andtheroadwasnarrow,hestoodleaningagainstagateuntilitshouldhavepassedhim。
Asitdashedon,Olivercaughtaglimpseofamaninawhitenitecap,whosefaceseemedfamiliartohim,althoughhisviewwassobriefthathecouldnotidentifytheperson。Inanothersecondortwo,thenightcapwasthrustoutofthechaise-window,andastentorianvoicebellowedtothedrivertostop:whichhedid,assoonashecouldpulluphishorses。Then,thenightcaponceagainappeared:andthesamevoicecalledOliverbyhisname。
'Here!'criedthevoice。'Oliver,what'sthenews?MissRose!
MasterO-li-ver!'
'Isisyou,Giles?'criedOliver,runninguptothechaise-door。
Gilespoppedouthisnightcapagain,preparatorytomakingsomereply,whenhewassuddenlypulledbackbyayounggentlemanwhooccupiedtheothercornerofthechaise,andwhoeagerlydemandedwhatwasthenews。
'Inaword!'criedthegentleman,'Betterorworse?'
'Better——muchbetter!'repliedOliver,hastily。
'ThankHeaven!'exclaimedthegentleman。'Youaresure?'
'Quite,sir,'repliedOliver。'Thechangetookplaceonlyafewhoursago;andMr。Losbernesays,thatalldangerisatanend。'
Thegentlemansaidnotanotherword,but,openingthechaise-door,leapedout,andtakingOliverhurriedlybythearm,ledhimaside。
'Youarequitecertain?Thereisnopossibilityofanymistakeonyourpart,myboy,isthere?'demandedthegentlemaninatremulousvoice。'Donotdeceiveme,byawakeninghopesthatarenottobefulfilled。'
'Iwouldnotfortheworld,sir,'repliedOliver。'Indeedyoumaybelieveme。Mr。Losberne'swordswere,thatshewouldlivetoblessusallformanyyearstocome。Iheardhimsayso。'
ThetearsstoodinOliver'seyesasherecalledthescenewhichwasthebeginningofsomuchhappiness;andthegentlemanturnedhisfaceaway,andremainedsilent,forsomeminutes。Oliverthoughtheheardhimsob,morethanonce;buthefearedtointerrupthimbyanyfreshremark——forhecouldwellguesswhathisfeelingswere——andsostoodapart,feigningtobeoccupiedwithhisnosegay。
Allthistime,Mr。Giles,withthewhitenightcapon,hadbeensittingonthestepsofthechaise,supportinganelbowoneachknee,andwipinghiseyeswithabluecottonpocket-handkerchiefdottedwithwhitespots。Thatthehonestfellowhadnotbeenfeigningemotion,wasabundentlydemonstratedbytheveryredeyeswithwhichheregardedtheyounggentleman,whenheturnedroundandaddressedhim。
'Ithinkyouhadbettergoontomymother'sinthechaise,Giles,'saidhe。'Iwouldratherwalkslowlyon,soastogainalittletimebeforeIseeher。YoucansayIamcoming。'
'Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Harry,'saidGiles:givingafinalpolishtohisruffledcountenancewiththehandkerchief;'butifyouwouldleavethepostboytosaythat,Ishouldbeverymuchobligedtoyou。Itwouldn'tbeproperforthemaidstoseemeinthisstate,sir;Ishouldneverhaveanymoreauthoritywiththemiftheydid。'
'Well,'rejoinedHarryMaylie,smiling,'youcandoasyoulike。
Lethimgoonwiththeluggage,ifyouwishit,anddoyoufollowwithus。Onlyfirstexchangethatnightcapforsomemoreappropriatecovering,orweshallbetakenformadmen。'
Mr。Giles,remindedofhisunbecomingcostume,snatchedoffandpocketedhisnightcap;andsubstitutedahat,ofgraveandsobershape,whichhetookoutofthechaise。Thisdone,thepostboydroveoff;Giles,Mr。Maylie,andOliver,followedattheirleisure。
Astheywalkedalong,Oliverglancedfromtimetotimewithmuchinterestandcuriosityatthenewcomer。Heseemedaboutfive-and-twentyyearsofage,andwasofthemiddleheight;hiscountenancewasfrankandhandsome;andhisdemeanoreasyandprepossessing。Notwithstandingthedifferencebetweenyouthandage,heboresostrongalikenesstotheoldlady,thatOliverwouldhavehadnogreatdifficultyinimaginingtheirrelationship,ifhehadnotalreadyspokenofherashismother。
Mrs。Mayliewasanxiouslywaitingtoreceivehersonwhenhereachedthecottage。Themeetingdidnottakeplacewithoutgreatemotiononbothsides。
'Mother!'whisperedtheyoungman;'whydidyounotwritebefore?'
'Idid,'repliedMrs。Maylie;'but,onreflection,IdeterminedtokeepbacktheletteruntilIhadheardMr。Losberne'sopinion。'
'Butwhy,'saidtheyoungman,'whyrunthechanceofthatoccurringwhichsonearlyhappened?IfRosehad——Icannotutterthatwordnow——ifthisillnesshadterminateddifferently,howcouldyoueverhaveforgivenyourself!HowcouldIeverhaveknowhappinessagain!'
'IfthatHADbeenthecase,Harry,'saidMrs。Maylie,'Ifearyourhappinesswouldhavebeeneffectuallyblighted,andthatyourarrivalhere,adaysooneroradaylater,wouldhavebeenofvery,verylittleimport。'
'Andwhocanwonderifitbeso,mother?'rejoinedtheyoungman;
'orwhyshouldIsay,IF?——Itis——itis——youknowit,mother——youmustknowit!'
'Iknowthatshedeservesthebestandpurestlovetheheartofmancanoffer,'saidMrs。Maylie;'Iknowthatthedevotionandaffectionofhernaturerequirenoordinaryreturn,butonethatshallbedeepandlasting。IfIdidnotfeelthis,andknow,besides,thatachangedbehaviourinoneshelovedwouldbreakherheart,Ishouldnotfeelmytasksodifficultofperformance,orhavetoencountersomanystrugglesinmyownbosom,whenI
takewhatseemstometobethestrictlineofduty。'
'Thisisunkind,mother,'saidHarry。'DoyoustillsupposethatIamaboyignorantofmyownmind,andmistakingtheimpulsesofmyownsoul?'
'Ithink,mydearson,'returnedMrs。Maylie,layingherhanduponhisshoulder,'thatyouthhasmanygenerousimpulseswhichdonotlast;andthatamongthemaresome,which,beinggratified,becomeonlythemorefleeting。Aboveall,Ithink'
saidthelady,fixinghereyesonherson'sface,'thatifanenthusiastic,ardent,andambitiousmanmarryawifeonwhosenamethereisastain,which,thoughitoriginateinnofaultofhers,maybevisitedbycoldandsordidpeopleuponher,anduponhischildrenalso:and,inexactproportiontohissuccessintheworld,becastinhisteeth,andmadethesubjectofsneersagainsthim:hemay,nomatterhowgenerousandgoodhisnature,onedayrepentoftheconnectionheformedinearlylife。Andshemayhavethepainofknowingthathedoesso。'
'Mother,'saidtheyoungman,impatiently,'hewouldbeaselfishbrute,unworthyalikeofthenameofmanandofthewomanyoudescribe,whoactedthus。'
'Youthinksonow,Harry,'repliedhismother。
'Andeverwill!'saidtheyoungman。'ThementalagonyIhavesuffered,duringthelasttwodays,wringsfrommetheavowaltoyouofapassionwhich,asyouwellknow,isnotoneofyesterday,noroneIhavelightlyformed。OnRose,sweet,gentlegirl!myheartisset,asfirmlyaseverheartofmanwassetonwoman。Ihavenothought,noview,nohopeinlife,beyondher;
andifyouopposemeinthisgreatstake,youtakemypeaceandhappinessinyourhands,andcastthemtothewind。Mother,thinkbetterofthis,andofme,anddonotdisregardthehappinessofwhichyouseemtothinksolittle。'
'Harry,'saidMrs。Maylie,'itisbecauseIthinksomuchofwarmandsensitivehearts,thatIwouldsparethemfrombeingwounded。
Butwehavesaidenough,andmorethanenough,onthismatter,justnow。'
'LetitrestwithRose,then,'interposedHarry。'Youwillnotpresstheseoverstrainedopinionsofyours,sofar,astothrowanyobstacleinmyway?'
'Iwillnot,'rejoinedMrs。Maylie;'butIwouldhaveyouconsider——'
'IHAVEconsidered!'wastheimpatientreply;'Mother,Ihaveconsidered,yearsandyears。Ihaveconsidered,eversinceI
havebeencapableofseriousreflection。Myfeelingsremainunchanged,astheyeverwill;andwhyshouldIsufferthepainofadelayingivingthemvent,whichcanbeproductiveofnoearthlygood?No!BeforeIleavethisplace,Roseshallhearme。'
'Sheshall,'saidMrs。Maylie。
'Thereissomethinginyourmanner,whichwouldalmostimplythatshewillhearmecoldly,mother,'saidtheyoungman。
'Notcoldly,'rejoinedtheoldlady;'farfromit。'
'Howthen?'urgedtheyoungman。'Shehasformednootherattachment?'
'No,indeed,'repliedhismother;'youhave,orImistake,toostrongaholdonheraffectionsalready。WhatIwouldsay,'
resumedtheoldlady,stoppinghersonashewasabouttospeak,'isthis。Beforeyoustakeyourallonthischance;beforeyousufferyourselftobecarriedtothehighestpointofhope;
reflectforafewmoments,mydearchild,onRose'shistory,andconsiderwhateffecttheknowledgeofherdoubtfulbirthmayhaveonherdecision:devotedassheistous,withalltheintensityofhernoblemind,andwiththatperfectsacrificeofselfwhich,inallmatters,greatortrifling,hasalwaysbeenhercharacteristic。'
'Whatdoyoumean?'
'ThatIleaveyoutodiscover,'repliedMrs。Maylie。'Imustgobacktoher。Godblessyou!'
'Ishallseeyouagainto-night?'saidtheyoungman,eagerly。
'Byandby,'repliedthelady;'whenIleaveRose。'
'YouwilltellherIamhere?'saidHarry。
'Ofcourse,'repliedMrs。Maylie。
'AndsayhowanxiousIhavebeen,andhowmuchIhavesuffered,andhowIlongtoseeher。Youwillnotrefusetodothis,mother?'
'No,'saidtheoldlady;'Iwilltellherall。'Andpressingherson'shand,affectionately,shehastenedfromtheroom。
Mr。LosberneandOliverhadremainedatanotherendoftheapartmentwhilethishurriedconversationwasproceeding。TheformernowheldouthishandtoHarryMaylie;andheartysalutationswereexchangedbetweenthem。Thedoctorthencommunicated,inreplytomultifariousquestionsfromhisyoungfriend,apreciseaccountofhispatient'ssituation;whichwasquiteasconsolatoryandfullofpromise,asOliver'sstatementhadencouragedhimtohope;andtothewholeofwhich,Mr。Giles,whoaffectedtobebusyabouttheluggage,listenedwithgreedyears。
'Haveyoushotanythingparticular,lately,Giles?'inquiredthedoctor,whenhehadconcluded。
'Nothingparticular,sir,'repliedMr。Giles,colouringuptotheeyes。
'Norcatchinganythieves,noridentifyinganyhouse-breakers?'
saidthedoctor。
'Noneatall,sir,'repliedMr。Giles,withmuchgravity。
'Well,'saidthedoctor,'Iamsorrytohearit,becauseyoudothatsortofthingadmirably。Pray,howisBrittles?'
'Theboyisverywell,sir,'saidMr。Giles,recoveringhisusualtoneofpatronage;'andsendshisrespectfulduty,sir。'
'That'swell,'saidthedoctor。'Seeingyouhere,remindsme,Mr。Giles,thatonthedaybeforethatonwhichIwascalledawaysohurriedly,Iexecuted,attherequestofyourgoodmistress,asmallcommissioninyourfavour。Juststepintothiscorneramoment,willyou?'
Mr。Gileswalkedintothecornerwithmuchimportance,andsomewonder,andwashonouredwithashortwhisperingconferencewiththedoctor,ontheterminationofwhich,hemadeagreatmanybows,andretiredwithstepsofunusualstateliness。Thesubjectmatterofthisconferencewasnotdisclosedintheparlour,butthekitchenwasspeedilyenlightenedconcerningit;forMr。Gileswalkedstraightthither,andhavingcalledforamugofale,announced,withanairofmajesty,whichwashighlyeffective,thatithadpleasedhismistress,inconsiderationofhisgallantbehaviourontheoccasionofthatattemptedrobbery,todepost,inthelocalsavings-bank,thesumoffive-and-twentypounds,forhissoleuseandbenefit。Atthis,thetwowomen-servantslifteduptheirhandsandeyes,andsupposedthatMr。Giles,pullingouthisshirt-frill,replied,'No,no';andthatiftheyobservedthathewasatallhaughtytohisinferiors,hewouldthankthemtotellhimso。Andthenhemadeagreatmanyotherremarks,nolessillustrativeofhishumility,whichwerereceivedwithequalfavourandapplause,andwere,withal,asoriginalandasmuchtothepurpose,astheremarksofgreatmencommonlyare。
Abovestairs,theremainderoftheeveningpassedcheerfullyaway;forthedoctorwasinhighspirits;andhoweverfatiguedorthoughtfulHarryMayliemighthavebeenatfirst,hewasnotproofagainsttheworthygentleman'sgoodhumour,whichdisplayeditselfinagreatvarietyofsalliesandprofessionalrecollections,andanabundanceofsmalljokes,whichstruckOliverasbeingthedrollestthingshehadeverheard,andcausedhimtolaughproportionately;totheevidentsatisfactionofthedoctor,wholaughedimmoderatelyathimself,andmadeHarrylaughalmostasheartily,bytheveryforceofsympathy。So,theywereaspleasantapartyas,underthecircumstances,theycouldwellhavebeen;anditwaslatebeforetheyretired,withlightandthankfulhearts,totakethatrestofwhich,afterthedoubtandsuspensetheyhadrecentlyundergone,theystoodmuchinneed。
Oliverrosenextmorning,inbetterheart,andwentabouthisusualoccupations,withmorehopeandpleasurethanhehadknownformanydays。Thebirdswereoncemorehungout,tosing,intheiroldplaces;andthesweetestwildflowersthatcouldbefound,wereoncemoregatheredtogladdenRosewiththeirbeauty。
Themelancholywhichhadseemedtothesadeyesoftheanxiousboytohang,fordayspast,overeveryobject,beautifulasallwere,wasdispelledbymagic。Thedewseemedtosparklemorebrightlyonthegreenleaves;theairtorustleamongthemwithasweetermusic;andtheskyitselftolookmoreblueandbright。
Suchistheinfluencewhichtheconditionofourownthoughts,exercise,evenovertheappearanceofexternalobjects。Menwholookonnature,andtheirfellow-men,andcrythatallisdarkandgloomy,areintheright;butthesombrecoloursarereflectionsfromtheirownjaundicedeyesandhearts。Therealhuesaredelicate,andneedaclearervision。
Itisworthyofremark,andOliverdidnotfailtonoteitatthetime,thathismorningexpeditionswerenolongermadealone。
HarryMaylie,aftertheveryfirstmorningwhenhemetOlivercomingladenhome,wasseizedwithsuchapassionforflowers,anddisplayedsuchatasteintheirarrangement,aslefthisyoungcompanionfarbehind。IfOliverwerebehindhandintheserespects,heknewwherethebestweretobefound;andmorningaftermorningtheyscouredthecountrytogether,andbroughthomethefairestthatblossomed。Thewindowoftheyounglady'schamberwasopenednow;forshelovedtofeeltherichsummerairstreamin,andreviveherwithitsfreshness;buttherealwaysstoodinwater,justinsidethelattice,oneparticularlittlebunch,whichwasmadeupwithgreatcare,everymorning。Olivercouldnothelpnoticingthatthewitheredflowerswereneverthrownaway,althoughthelittlevasewasregularlyreplenished;
nor,couldhehelpobserving,thatwheneverthedoctorcameintothegarden,heinvariablycasthiseyesuptothatparticularcorner,andnoddedhisheadmostexpressively,ashesetforthonhismorning'swalk。Pendingtheseobservations,thedayswereflyingby;andRosewasrapidlyrecovering。
NordidOliver'stimehangheavyonhishands,althoughtheyoungladyhadnotyetleftherchamber,andtherewerenoeveningwalks,savenowandthen,forashortdistance,withMrs。Maylie。
Heappliedhimself,withredoubledassiduity,totheinstructionsofthewhite-headedoldgentleman,andlabouredsohardthathisquickprogresssurprisedevenhimself。Itwaswhilehewasengagedinthispursuit,thathewasgreatlystartledanddistressedbyamostunexpectedoccurence。
Thelittleroominwhichhewasaccustomedtosit,whenbusyathisbooks,wasontheground-floor,atthebackofthehouse。Itwasquiteacottage-room,withalattice-window:aroundwhichwereclustersofjessamineandhoneysuckle,thatcreptoverthecasement,andfilledtheplacewiththeirdeliciousperfume。Itlookedintoagarden,whenceawicket-gateopenedintoasmallpaddock;allbeyond,wasfinemeadow-landandwood。Therewasnootherdwellingnear,inthatdirection;andtheprospectitcommandedwasveryextensive。
Onebeautifulevening,whenthefirstshadesoftwilightwerebeginningtosettleupontheearth,Oliversatatthiswindow,intentuponhisbooks。Hehadbeenporingoverthemforsometime;and,asthedayhadbeenuncommonlysultry,andhehadexertedhimselfagreatdeal,ititnodisparagementtotheauthors,whoevertheymayhavebeen,tosay,thatgraduallyandbyslowdegrees,hefellasleep。
Thereisakindofsleepthatstealsuponussometimes,which,whileitholdsthebodyprisoner,doesnotfreethemindfromasenseofthingsaboutit,andenableittorambleatitspleasure。Sofarasanoverpoweringheaviness,aprostrationofstrength,andanutterinabilitytocontrolourthoughtsorpowerofmotion,canbecalledsleep,thisisit;andyet,wehaveaconsciousnessofallthatisgoingonaboutus,and,ifwedreamatsuchatime,wordswhicharereallyspoken,orsoundswhichreallyexistatthemoment,accommodatethemselveswithsurprisingreadinesstoourvisions,untilrealityandimaginationbecomesostrangelyblendedthatitisafterwardsalmostmatterofimpossibilitytoseparatethetwo。Noristhis,themoststrikingphenomenonindcidentaltosuchastate。Itisanundoubtedfact,thatalthoughoursensesoftouchandsightbeforthetimedead,yetoursleepingthoughts,andthevisionaryscenesthatpassbeforeus,willbeinfluencedandmateriallyinfluenced,bytheMERESILENTPRESENCEofsomeexternalobject;
whichmaynothavebeennearuswhenweclosedoureyes:andofwhosevicinitywehavehadnowakingconsciousness。
Oliverknew,perfectlywell,thathewasinhisownlittleroom;
thathisbookswerelyingonthetablebeforehim;thatthesweetairwasstirringamongthecreepingplantsoutside。Andyethewasasleep。Suddenly,thescenechanged;theairbecamecloseandconfined;andhethought,withaglowofterror,thathewasintheJew'shouseagain。Theresatthehideousoldman,inhisaccustomedcorner,pointingathim,andwhisperingtoanotherman,withhisfaceaverted,whosatbesidehim。
'Hush,mydear!'hethoughtheheardtheJewsay;'itishe,sureenough。Comeaway。'
'He!'theothermanseemedtoanswer;'couldImistakehim,thinkyou?Ifacrowdofghostsweretoputthemselvesintohisexactshape,andhestoodamongstthem,thereissomethingthatwouldtellmehowtopointhimout。Ifyouburiedhimfiftyfeetdeep,andtookmeacrosshisgrave,IfancyIshouldknow,iftherewasn'tamarkaboveit,thathelayburiedthere?'
Themanseemedtosaythis,withsuchdreadfulhatred,thatOliverawokewiththefear,andstartedup。
GoodHeaven!whatwasthat,whichsentthebloodtinglingtohisheart,anddeprivedhimofhisvoice,andofpowertomove!
There——there——atthewindow——closebeforehim——soclose,thathecouldhavealmosttouchedhimbeforehestartedback:withhiseyespeeringintotheroom,andmeetinghis:therestoodtheJew!Andbesidehim,whitewithrageorfear,orboth,werethescowlingfeaturesofthemanwhohadaccostedhimintheinn-yard。
Itwasbutaninstant,aglance,aflash,beforehiseyes;andtheyweregone。Buttheyhadrecognisedhim,andhethem;andtheirlookwasasfirmlyimpresseduponhismemory,asifithadbeendeeplycarvedinstone,andsetbeforehimfromhisbirth。
Hestoodtransfixedforamoment;then,leapingfromthewindowintothegarden,calledloudlyforhelp。
CHAPTERXXXV
CONTAININGTHEUNSATISFACTORYRESULTOFOLIVER'SADVENTURE;ANDA
CONVERSATIONOFSOMEIMPORTANCEBETWEENHARRYMAYLIEANDROSE
Whentheinmatesofthehouse,attractedbyOliver'scries,hurriedtothespotfromwhichtheyproceeded,theyfoundhim,paleandagitated,pointinginthedirectionofthemeadowsbehindthehouse,andscarcelyabletoarticulatethewords,'TheJew!theJew!'
Mr。Gileswasatalosstocomprehendwhatthisoutcrymeant;butHarryMaylie,whoseperceptionsweresomethingquicker,andwhohadheardOliver'shistoryfromhismother,understooditatonce。
'Whatdirectiondidhetake?'heasked,catchingupaheavystickwhichwasstandinginacorner。
'That,'repliedOliver,pointingoutthecoursethemanhadtaken;'Imissedtheminaninstant。'
'Then,theyareintheditch!'saidHarry。'Follow!Andkeepasnearme,asyoucan。'Sosaying,hesprangoverthehedge,anddartedoffwithaspeedwhichrendereditmatterofexceedingdifficultyfortheotherstokeepnearhim。
Gilesfollowedaswellashecould;andOliverfollowedtoo;andinthecourseofaminuteortwo,Mr。Losberne,whohadbeenoutwalking,andjustthenreturned,tumbledoverthehedgeafterthem,andpickinghimselfupwithmoreagilitythanhecouldhavebeensupposedtopossess,struckintothesamecourseatnocontemptiblespeed,shoutingallthewhile,mostprodigiously,toknowwhatwasthematter。
Ontheyallwent;norstoppedtheyoncetobreathe,untiltheleader,strikingoffintoanangleofthefieldindicatedbyOliver,begantosearch,narrowly,theditchandhedgeadjoining;
whichaffordedtimefortheremainderofthepartytocomeup;
andforOlivertocommunicatetoMr。Losbernethecircumstancesthathadledtosovigorousapursuit。
Thesearchwasallinvain。Therewerenoteventhetracesofrecentfootsteps,tobeseen。Theystoodnow,onthesummitofalittlehill,commandingtheopenfieldsineverydirectionforthreeorfourmiles。Therewasthevillageinthehollowontheleft;but,inordertogainthat,afterpursuingthetrackOliverhadpointedout,themenmusthavemadeacircuitofopenground,whichitwasimpossibletheycouldhaveaccomplishedinsoshortatime。Athickwoodskirtedthemeadow-landinanotherdirection;buttheycouldnothavegainedthatcovertforthesamereason。
'Itmusthavebeenadream,Oliver,'saidHarryMaylie。
'Ohno,indeed,sir,'repliedOliver,shudderingattheveryrecollectionoftheoldwretch'scountenance;'Isawhimtooplainlyforthat。Isawthemboth,asplainlyasIseeyounow。'
'Whowastheother?'inquiredHarryandMr。Losberne,together。
'TheverysamemanItoldyouof,whocamesosuddenlyuponmeattheinn,'saidOliver。'Wehadoureyesfixedfulluponeachother;andIcouldsweartohim。'
'Theytookthisway?'demandedHarry:'areyousure?'
'AsIamthatthemenwereatthewindow,'repliedOliver,pointingdown,ashespoke,tothehedgewhichdividedthecottage-gardenfromthemeadow。'Thetallmanleapedover,justthere;andtheJew,runningafewpacestotheright,creptthroughthatgap。'
ThetwogentlemenwatchedOliver'searnestface,ashespoke,andlookingfromhimtoeachother,seemedtofellsatisfiedoftheaccuracyofwhathesaid。Still,innodirectionwerethereanyappearancesofthetramplingofmeninhurriedflight。Thegrasswaslong;butitwastroddendownnowhere,savewheretheirownfeethadcrushedit。Thesidesandbrinksoftheditcheswereofdampclay;butinnooneplacecouldtheydiscerntheprintofmen'sshoes,ortheslightestmarkwhichwouldindicatethatanyfeethadpressedthegroundforhoursbefore。
'Thisisstrange!'saidHarry。
'Strange?'echoedthedoctor。'BlathersandDuff,themselves,couldmakenothingofit。'
Notwithstandingtheevidentlyuselessnatureoftheirsearch,theydidnotdesistuntilthecomingonofnightrendereditsfurtherprosecutionhopeless;andeventhen,theygaveitupwithreluctance。Gileswasdispatchedtothedifferentale-housesinthevillage,furnishedwiththebestdescriptionOlivercouldgiveoftheappearanceanddressofthestrangers。Ofthese,theJewwas,atallevents,sufficientlyremarkabletoberemembered,supposinghehadbeenseendrinking,orloiteringabout;butGilesreturnedwithoutanyintelligence,calculatedtodispelorlessenthemystery。
Onthenextday,freshsearchwasmade,andtheinquiriesrenewed;butwithnobettersuccess。Onthedayfollowing,OliverandMr。Maylierepairedtothemarket-town,inthehopeofseeingorhearingsomethingofthementhere;butthiseffortwasequallyfruitless。Afterafewdays,theaffairbegantobeforgotten,asmostaffairsare,whenwonder,havingnofreshfoodtosupportit,diesawayofitself。
Meanwhile,Rosewasrapidlyrecovering。Shehadleftherroom:
wasabletogoout;andmixingoncemorewiththefamily,carriedjoyintotheheartsofall。
But,althoughthishappychangehadavisibleeffectonthelittlecircle;andalthoughcheerfulvoicesandmerrylaughterwereoncemoreheardinthecottage;therewasattimes,anunwontedrestraintuponsomethere:evenuponRoseherself:
whichOlivercouldnotfailtoremark。Mrs。Maylieandhersonwereoftenclosetedtogetherforalongtime;andmorethanonceRoseappearedwithtracesoftearsuponherface。AfterMr。
LosbernehadfixedadayforhisdeparturetoChertsey,thesesymptomsincreased;anditbecameevidentthatsomethingwasinprogresswhichaffectedthepeaceoftheyounglady,andofsomebodyelsebesides。
Atlength,onemorning,whenRosewasaloneinthebreakfast-parlour,HarryMaylieentered;and,withsomehesitation,beggedpermissiontospeakwithherforafewmoments。
'Afew——averyfew——willsuffice,Rose,'saidtheyoungman,drawinghischairtowardsher。'WhatIshallhavetosay,hasalreadypresenteditselftoyourmind;themostcherishedhopesofmyheartarenotunknowntoyou,thoughfrommylipsyouhavenotheardthemstated。'
Rosehadbeenverypalefromthemomentofhisentrance;butthatmighthavebeentheeffectofherrecentillness。Shemerelybowed;andbendingoversomeplantsthatstoodnear,waitedinsilenceforhimtoproceed。
'I——I——oughttohavelefthere,before,'saidHarry。
'Youshould,indeed,'repliedRose。'Forgivemeforsayingso,butIwishyouhad。'
'Iwasbroughthere,bythemostdreadfulandagonisingofallapprehensions,'saidtheyoungman;'thefearoflosingtheonedearbeingonwhommyeverywishandhopearefixed。Youhadbeendying;tremblingbetweenearthandheaven。Weknowthatwhentheyoung,thebeautiful,andgood,arevisitedwithsickness,theirpurespiritsinsensiblyturntowardstheirbrighthomeoflastingrest;weknow,Heavenhelpus!thatthebestandfairestofourkind,toooftenfadeinblooming。'
Thereweretearsintheeyesofthegentlegirl,asthesewordswerespoken;andwhenonefelluponthefloweroverwhichshebent,andglistenedbrightlyinitscup,makingitmorebeautiful,itseemedasthoughtheoutpouringofherfreshyoungheart,claimedkindrednaturally,withtheloveliestthingsinnature。
'Acreature,'continuedtheyoungman,passionately,'acreatureasfairandinnocentofguileasoneofGod'sownangels,flutteredbetweenlifeanddeath。Oh!whocouldhope,whenthedistantworldtowhichshewasakin,halfopenedtoherview,thatshewouldreturntothesorrowandcalamityofthis!Rose,Rose,toknowthatyouwerepassingawaylikesomesoftshadow,whichalightfromabove,castsupontheearth;tohavenohopethatyouwouldbesparedtothosewholingerhere;hardlytoknowareasonwhyyoushouldbe;tofeelthatyoubelongedtothatbrightspherewhithersomanyofthefairestandthebesthavewingedtheirearlyflight;andyettopray,amidalltheseconsolations,thatyoumightberestoredtothosewholovedyou——theseweredistractionsalmosttoogreattobear。Theyweremine,bydayandnight;andwiththem,camesucharushingtorrentoffears,andapprehensions,andselfishregrets,lestyoushoulddie,andneverknowhowdevotedlyIlovedyou,asalmostboredownsenseandreasoninitscourse。Yourecovered。
Daybyday,andalmosthourbyhour,somedropofhealthcameback,andminglingwiththespentandfeeblestreamoflifewhichcirculatedlanguidlywithinyou,swelleditagaintoahighandrushingtide。Ihavewatchedyouchangealmostfromdeath,tolife,witheyesthatturnedblindwiththeireagernessanddeepaffection。DonottellmethatyouwishIhadlostthis;forithassoftenedmyhearttoallmankind。'
'Ididnotmeanthat,'saidRose,weeping;'Ionlywishyouhadlefthere,thatyoumighthaveturnedtohighandnoblepursuitsagain;topursuitswellworthyofyou。'
'Thereisnopursuitmoreworthyofme:moreworthyofthehighestnaturethatexists:thanthestruggletowinsuchaheartasyours,'saidtheyoungman,takingherhand。'Rose,myowndearRose!Foryears——foryears——Ihavelovedyou;hopingtowinmywaytofame,andthencomeproudlyhomeandtellyouithadbeenpursuedonlyforyoutoshare;thinking,inmydaydreams,howIwouldremindyou,inthathappymoment,ofthemanysilenttokensIhadgivenofaboy'sattachment,andclaimyourhand,asinredemptionofsomeoldmutecontractthathadbeensealedbetweenus!Thattimehasnotarrived;buthere,withnotfamewon,andnoyoungvisionrealised,Iofferyoutheheartsolongyourown,andstakemyalluponthewordswithwhichyougreettheoffer。'
'Yourbehaviourhaseverbeenkindandnoble。'saidRose,masteringtheemotionsbywhichshewasagitated。'AsyoubelievethatIamnotinsensibleorungrateful,sohearmyanswer。'
'Itis,thatImayendeavourtodeserveyou;itis,dearRose?'
'Itis,'repliedRose,'thatyoumustendeavourtoforgetme;notasyouroldanddearly-attachedcompanion,forthatwouldwoundmedeeply;but,astheobjectofyourlove。Lookintotheworld;
thinkhowmanyheartsyouwouldbeproudtogain,arethere。
Confidesomeotherpassiontome,ifyouwill;Iwillbethetruest,warmest,andmostfaithfulfriendyouhave。'
Therewasapause,duringwhich,Rose,whohadcoveredherfacewithonehand,gavefreeventtohertears。Harrystillretainedtheother。
'Andyourreasons,Rose,'hesaid,atlength,inalowvoice;
'yourreasonsforthisdecision?'
'Youhavearighttoknowthem,'rejoinedRose。'Youcansaynothingtoaltermyresolution。ItisadutythatImustperform。Ioweit,aliketoothers,andtomyself。'
'Toyourself?'
'Yes,Harry。Ioweittomyself,thatI,afriendless,portionless,girl,withablightuponmyname,shouldnotgiveyourfriendsreasontosuspectthatIhadsordidlyyieldedtoyourfirstpassion,andfastenedmyself,aclog,onallyourhopesandprojects。Ioweittoyouandyours,topreventyoufromopposing,inthewarmthofyourgenerousnature,thisgreatobstacletoyourprogressintheworld。'
'Ifyourinclinationschimewithyoursenseofduty——'Harrybegan。
'Theydonot,'repliedRose,colouringdeeply。
'Thenyoureturnmylove?'saidHarry。'Saybutthat,dearRose;
saybutthat;andsoftenthebitternessofthisharddisappointment!'
'IfIcouldhavedoneso,withoutdoingheavywrongtohimI
loved,'rejoinedRose,'Icouldhave——'
'Havereceivedthisdeclarationverydifferently?'saidHarry。
'Donotconcealthatfromme,atleast,Rose。'
'Icould,'saidRose。'Stay!'sheadded,disengagingherhand,'whyshouldweprolongthispainfulinterview?Mostpainfultome,andyetproductiveoflastinghappiness,notwithstanding;foritWILLbehappinesstoknowthatIonceheldthehighplaceinyourregardwhichInowoccupy,andeverytriumphyouachieveinlifewillanimatemewithnewfortitudeandfirmness。Farewell,Harry!Aswehavemetto-day,wemeetnomore;butinotherrelationsthanthoseinwhichthisconversationhaveplacedus,wemaybelongandhappilyentwined;andmayeveryblessingthattheprayersofatrueandearnestheartcancalldownfromthesourceofalltruthandsincerity,cheerandprosperyou!'
'Anotherword,Rose,'saidHarry。'Yourreasoninyourownwords。Fromyourownlips,letmehearit!'
'Theprospectbeforeyou,'answeredRose,firmly,'isabrilliantone。Allthehonourstowhichgreattalentsandpowerfulconnectionscanhelpmeninpubliclife,areinstoreforyou。
Butthoseconnectionsareproud;andIwillneitherminglewithsuchasmayholdinscornthemotherwhogavemelife;norbringdisgraceorfailureonthesonofherwhohassowellsuppliedthatmother'splace。Inaword,'saidtheyounglady,turningaway,ashertemporaryfirmnessforsookher,'thereisastainuponmyname,whichtheworldvisitsoninnocentheads。Iwillcarryitintonobloodbutmyown;andthereproachshallrestaloneonme。'
'Onewordmore,Rose。DearestRose!onemore!'criedHarry,throwinghimselfbeforeher。'IfIhadbeenless——lessfortunate,theworldwouldcallit——ifsomeobscureandpeacefullifehadbeenmydestiny——ifIhadbeenpoor,sick,helpless——wouldyouhaveturnedfrommethen?Orhasmyprobableadvancementtorichesandhonour,giventhisscruplebirth?'
'Donotpressmetoreply,'answeredRose。'Thequestiondoesnotarise,andneverwill。Itisunfair,almostunkind,tourgeit。'
'IfyouranswerbewhatIalmostdaretohopeitis,'retortedHarry,'itwillshedagleamofhappinessuponmylonelyway,andlightthepathbeforeme。Itisnotanidlethingtodosomuch,bytheutteranceofafewbriefwords,foronewholovesyoubeyondallelse。Oh,Rose:inthenameofmyardentandenduringattachment;inthenameofallIhavesufferedforyou,andallyoudoommetoundergo;answermethisonequestion!'
'Then,ifyourlothadbeendifferentlycast,'rejoinedRose;'ifyouhadbeenevenalittle,butnotsofar,aboveme;ifIcouldhavebeenahelpandcomforttoyouinanyhumblesceneofpeaceandretirement,andnotablotanddrawbackinambitiousanddistinguishedcrowds;Ishouldhavebeensparedthistrial。I
haveeveryreasontobehappy,veryhappy,now;butthen,Harry,IownIshouldhavebeenhappier。'
Busyrecollectionsofoldhopes,cherishedasagirl,longago,crowdedintothemindofRose,whilemakingthisavowal;buttheybroughttearswiththem,asoldhopeswillwhentheycomebackwithered;andtheyrelievedher。
'Icannothelpthisweakness,anditmakesmypurposestronger,'
saidRose,extendingherhand。'Imustleaveyounow,indeed。'
'Iaskonepromise,'saidHarry。'Once,andonlyoncemore,——saywithinayear,butitmaybemuchsooner,——Imayspeaktoyouagainonthissubject,forthelasttime。'
'Nottopressmetoaltermyrightdetermination,'repliedRose,withamelancholysmile;'itwillbeuseless。'
'No,'saidHarry;'tohearyourepeatit,ifyouwill——finallyrepeatit!Iwilllayatyourfeet,whateverofstationoffortuneImaypossess;andifyoustilladheretoyourpresentresolution,willnotseek,bywordoract,tochangeit。'
'Thenletitbeso,'rejoinedRose;'itisbutonepangthemore,andbythattimeImaybeenabledtobearitbetter。'
Sheextendedherhandagain。Buttheyoungmancaughthertohisbosom;andimprintingonekissonherbeautifulforehead,hurriedfromtheroom。
CHAPTERXXXVI
ISAVERYSHORTONE,ANDMAYAPPEAROFNOGREATIMPORTANCEINITS
PLACE,BUTITSHOULDBEREADNOTWITHSTANDING,ASASEQUELTOTHE
LAST,ANDAKEYTOONETHATWILLFOLLOWWHENITSTIMEARRIVES
'Andsoyouareresolvedtobemytravellingcompanionthismorning;eh?'saidthedoctor,asHarryMayliejoinedhimandOliveratthebreakfast-table。'Why,youarenotinthesamemindorintentiontwohalf-hourstogether!'
'Youwilltellmeadifferenttaleoneofthesedays,'saidHarry,colouringwithoutanyperceptiblereason。
'IhopeImayhavegoodcausetodoso,'repliedMr。Losberne;
'thoughIconfessIdon'tthinkIshall。Butyesterdaymorningyouhadmadeupyourmind,inagreathurry,tostayhere,andtoaccompanyyourmother,likeadutifulson,tothesea-side。
Beforenoon,youannouncethatyouaregoingtodomethehonourofaccompanyingmeasfarasIgo,onyourroadtoLondon。Andatnight,youurgeme,withgreatmystery,tostartbeforetheladiesarestirring;theconsequenceofwhichis,thatyoungOliverhereispinneddowntohisbreakfastwhenheoughttoberangingthemeadowsafterbotanicalphenomenaofallkinds。Toobad,isn'tit,Oliver?'
'IshouldhavebeenverysorrynottohavebeenathomewhenyouandMr。Mayliewentaway,sir,'rejoinedOliver。
'That'safinefellow,'saidthedoctor;'youshallcomeandseemewhenyoureturn。But,tospeakseriously,Harry;hasanycommunicationfromthegreatnobsproducedthissuddenanxietyonyourparttobegone?'
'Thegreatnobs,'repliedHarry,'underwhichdesignation,I
presume,youincludemymoststatelyuncle,havenotcommunicatedwithmeatall,sinceIhavebeenhere;nor,atthistimeoftheyear,isitlikelythatanythingwouldoccurtorendernecessarymyimmediateattendanceamongthem。'
'Well,'saidthedoctor,'youareaqueerfellow。ButofcoursetheywillgetyouintoparliamentattheelectionbeforeChristmas,andthesesuddenshiftingsandchangesarenobadpreparationforpoliticallife。There'ssomethinginthat。Goodtrainingisalwaysdesirable,whethertheracebeforplace,cup,orsweepstakes。'
HarryMaylielookedasifhecouldhavefollowedupthisshortdialoguebyoneortworemarksthatwouldhavestaggeredthedoctornotalittle;buthecontentedhimselfwithsaying,'Weshallsee,'andpursuedthesubjectnofarther。Thepost-chaisedroveuptothedoorshortlyafterwards;andGilescominginfortheluggage,thegooddoctorbustledout,toseeitpacked。
'Oliver,'saidHarryMaylie,inalowvoice,'letmespeakawordwithyou。'
Oliverwalkedintothewindow-recesstowhichMr。Mayliebeckonedhim;muchsurprisedatthemixtureofsadnessandboisterousspirits,whichhiswholebehaviourdisplayed。
'Youcanwritewellnow?'saidHarry,layinghishanduponhisarm。
'Ihopeso,sir,'repliedOliver。
'Ishallnotbeathomeagain,perhapsforsometime;Iwishyouwouldwritetome——sayonceafort-night:everyalternateMonday:totheGeneralPostOfficeinLondon。Willyou?'
'Oh!certainly,sir;Ishallbeproudtodoit,'exclaimedOliver,greatlydelightedwiththecommission。
'Ishouldliketoknowhow——howmymotherandMissMaylieare,'
saidtheyoungman;'andyoucanfillupasheetbytellingmewhatwalksyoutake,andwhatyoutalkabout,andwhethershe——they,Imean——seemhappyandquitewell。Youunderstandme?'
'Oh!quite,sir,quite,'repliedOliver。
'Iwouldratheryoudidnotmentionittothem,'saidHarry,hurryingoverhiswords;'becauseitmightmakemymotheranxioustowritetomeoftener,anditisatroubleandworrytoher。
Letisbeasecretbetweenyouandme;andmindyoutellmeeverything!Idependuponyou。'
Oliver,quiteelatedandhonouredbyasenseofhisimportance,faithfullypromisedtobesecretandexplicitinhiscommunications。Mr。Maylietookleaveofhim,withmanyassurancesofhisregardandprotection。
Thedoctorwasinthechaise;Gileswho,ithadbeenarranged,shouldbeleftbehindheldthedooropeninhishand;andthewomen-servantswereinthegarden,lookingon。Harrycastoneslightglanceatthelatticedwindow,andjumpedintothecarriage。
'Driveon!'hecried,'hard,fast,fullgallop!Nothingshortofflyingwillkeeppacewithme,to-day。'
'Halloa!'criedthedoctor,lettingdownthefrontglassinagreathurry,andshoutingtothepostillion;'somethingveryshortofflyngwillkeeppacewithme。Doyouhear?'
Jinglingandclattering,tilldistancerendereditsnoiseinaudible,anditsrapidprogressonlyperceptibletotheeye,thevehiclewounditswayalongtheroad,almosthiddeninacloudofdust:nowwhollydisappearing,andnowbecomingvisibleagain,asinterveningobjects,ortheintricaciesoftheway,permitted。Itwasnotuntileventhedustycloudwasnolongertobeseen,thatthegazersdispersed。
Andtherewasonelooker-on,whoremainedwitheyesfixeduponthespotwherethecarriagehaddisappeared,longafteritwasmanymilesaway;for,behindthewhitecurtainwhichhadshroudedherfromviewwhenHarryraisedhiseyestowardsthewindow,satRoseherself。
'Heseemsinhighspiritsandhappy,'shesaid,atlength。'I
fearedforatimehemightbeotherwise。Iwasmistaken。Iamvery,veryglad。'
Tearsaresignsofgladnessaswellasgrief;butthosewhichcourseddownRose'sface,asshesatpensivelyatthewindow,stillgazinginthesamedirection,seemedtotellmoreofsorrowthanofjoy。
CHAPTERXXXVII
INWHICHTHEREADERMAYPERCEIVEACONTRAST,NOTUNCOMMONIN
MATRIMONIALCASES
Mr。Bumblesatintheworkhouseparlour,withhiseyesmoodilyfixedonthecheerlessgrate,whence,asitwassummertime,nobrightergleamproceeded,thanthereflectionofcertainsicklyraysofthesun,whichweresentbackfromitscoldandshiningsurface。Apaperfly-cagedangledfromtheceiling,towhichheoccasionallyraisedhiseyesingloomythought;and,astheheedlessinsectshoveredroundthegaudynet-work,Mr。Bumblewouldheaveadeepsigh,whileamoregloomyshadowoverspreadhiscountenance。Mr。Bumblewasmeditating;itmightbethattheinsectsbroughttomind,somepainfulpassageinhisownpastlife。
NorwasMr。Bumble'sgloomtheonlythingcalculatedtoawakenapleasingmelancholyinthebosomofaspectator。Therewerenotwantingotherappearances,andthosecloselyconnectedwithhisownperson,whichannouncedthatagreatchangehadtakenplaceinthepositionofhisaffairs。Thelacedcoat,andthecockedhat;wherewerethey?Hestillworeknee-breeches,anddarkcottonstockingsonhisnetherlimbs;buttheywerenotTHE
breeches。Thecoatwaswide-skirted;andinthatrespectlikeTHEcoat,but,ohhowdifferent!Themightycockedhatwasreplacedbyamodestroundone。Mr。Bumblewasnolongerabeadle。
Therearesomepromotionsinlife,which,independentofthemoresubstantialrewardstheyoffer,requirepeculiarvalueanddignityfromthecoatsandwaistcoatsconnectedwiththem。A
field-marshalhashisuniform;abishophissilkapron;acounsellorhissilkgown;abeadlehiscockedhat。Stripthebishopofhisapron,orthebeadleofhishatandlace;whatarethey?Men。Meremen。Dignity,andevenholinesstoo,sometimes,aremorequestionsofcoatandwaistcoatthansomepeopleimagine。
Mr。BumlehadmarriedMrs。Corney,andwasmasteroftheworkhouse。Anotherbeadlehadcomeintopower。Onhimthecockedhat,gold-lacedcoat,andstaff,hadallthreedescended。
'Andto-morrowtwomonthsitwasdone!'saidMr。Bumble,withasigh。'Itseemsaage。'
Mr。Bumblemighthavemeantthathehadconcentratedawholeexistenceofhappinessintotheshortspaceofeightweeks;butthesigh——therewasavastdealofmeaninginthesigh。
'Isoldmyself,'saidMr。Bumble,pursuingthesametrainofrelection,'forsixteaspoons,apairofsugar-tongs,andamilk-pot;withasmallquantityofsecond-handfurniture,andtwentypoundinmoney。Iwentveryreasonable。Cheap,dirtcheap!'
'Cheap!'criedashrillvoiceinMr。Bumble'sear:'youwouldhavebeendearatanyprice;anddearenoughIpaidforyou,Lordaboveknowsthat!'
Mr。Bumbleturned,andencounteredthefaceofhisinterestingconsort,who,imperfectlycomprehendingthefewwordsshehadoverheardofhiscomplaint,hadhazardedtheforegoingremarkataventure。
'Mrs。Bumble,ma'am!'saidMr。Bumble,withasentimentalsternness。
'Well!'criedthelady。
'Havethegoodnesstolookatme,'saidMr。Bumble,fixinghiseyesuponher。Ifshestandssuchaeyeasthat,'saidMr。
Bumbletohimself,'shecanstandanything。ItisaeyeIneverknewtofailwithpaupers。Ifitfailswithher,mypowerisgone。'
Whetheranexceedinglysmallexpansionofeyebesufficienttoquellpaupers,who,beinglightlyfed,areinnoveryhighcondition;orwhetherthelateMrs。Corneywasparticularlyproofagainsteagleglances;aremattersofopinion。Thematteroffact,is,thatthematronwasinnowayoverpoweredbyMr。
Bumble'sscowl,but,onthecontrary,treateditwithgreatdisdain,andevenraisedalaughthrereat,whichsoundedasthoughitweregenuine。
Onhearingthismostunexpectedsound,Mr。Bumblelooked,firstincredulous,andafterwardsamazed。Hethenrelapsedintohisformerstate;nordidherousehimselfuntilhisattentionwasagainawakenedbythevoiceofhispartner。
'Areyougoingtositsnoringthere,allday?'inquiredMrs。
Bumble。
'Iamgoingtosithere,aslongasIthinkproper,ma'am,'
rejoinedMr。Bumble;'andalthoughIwasNOTsnoring,Ishallsnore,gape,sneeze,laugh,orcry,asthehumourstrikesme;
suchbeingmyprerogative。'
'YourPREROGATIVE!'sneeredMrs。Bumble,withineffablecontempt。
'Isaidtheword,ma'am,'saidMr。Bumble。'Theprerogativeofamanistocommand。'
'Andwhat'stheprerogativeofawoman,inthenameofGoodness?'
criedtherelictofMr。Corneydeceased。
'Toobey,ma'am,'thunderedMr。Bumble。'Yourlateunfortunatehusbandshouldhavetaughtityou;andthen,perhaps,hemighthavebeenalivenow。Iwishhewas,poorman!'
Mrs。Bumble,seeingataglance,thatthedecisivemomenthadnowarrived,andthatablowstruckforthemastershipononesideorother,mustnecessarilybefinalandconclusive,nosoonerheardthisallusiontothedeadandgone,thanshedroppedintoachair,andwithaloudscreamthatMr。Bumblewasahard-heartedbrute,fellintoaparoxysmoftears。
But,tearswerenotthethingstofindtheirwaytoMr。Bumble'ssoul;hisheartwaswaterproof。Likewashablebeaverhatsthatimprovewithrain,hisnerveswererenderedstouterandmorevigorous,byshowersoftears,which,beingtokensofweakness,andsofartacitadmissionsofhisownpower,pleaseandexaltedhim。Heeyedhisgoodladywithlooksofgreatsatisfaction,andbegged,inanencouragingmanner,thatsheshouldcryherhardest:theexercisebeinglookedupon,bythefaculty,asstronlyconducivetohealth。
'Itopensthelungs,washesthecountenance,exercisestheeyes,andsoftensdownthetemper,'saidMr。Bumble。'Socryaway。'
Ashedischargedhimselfofthispleasantry,Mr。Bumbletookhishatfromapeg,andputtingiton,ratherrakishly,ononeside,asamanmight,whofelthehadassertedhissuperiorityinabecomingmanner,thrusthishandsintohispockets,andsaunteredtowardsthedoor,withmucheaseandwaggishnessdepictedinhiswholeappearance。
Now,Mrs。Corneythatwas,hadtriedthetears,becausetheywerelesstroublesomethanamanualassault;but,shewasquitepreparedtomaketrialofthelattermodeofproceeding,asMr。
Bumblewasnotlongindiscovering。
Thefirstproofheexperiencedofthefact,wasconveyedinahollowsound,immediatelysucceededbythesuddenflyingoffofhishattotheoppositeendoftheroom。Thispreliminaryproceedinglayingbarehishead,theexpertlady,claspinghimtightlyroundthethroatwithonehand,inflictedashowerofblowsdealtwithsingularvigouranddexterityuponitwiththeother。Thisdone,shecreatedalittlevarietybyscratchinghisface,andtearinghishair;and,having,bythistime,inflictedasmuchpunishmentasshedeemednecessaryfortheoffence,shepushedhimoverachair,whichwasluckilywellsituatedforthepurpose:anddefiedhimtotalkabouthisprerogativeagain,ifhedared。
'Getup!'saidMrs。Bumble,inavoiceofcommand。'Andtakeyourselfawayfromhere,unlessyouwantmetodosomethingdesperate。'
Mr。Bumblerosewithaveryruefulcountenance:wonderingmuchwhatsomethingdesperatemightbe。Pickinguphishat,helookedtowardsthedoor。
'Areyougoing?'demandedMr。Bumble。
'Certainly,mydear,certainly,'rejoinedMr。Bumble,makingaquickermotiontowardsthedoor。'Ididn'tintendto——I'mgoing,mydear!Youaresoveryviolent,thatreallyI——'
Atthisinstant,Mrs。Bumblesteppedhastilyforwardtoreplacethecarpet,whichhadbeenkickedupinthescuffle。Mr。Bumbleimmediatelydartedoutoftheroom,withoutbestowinganotherthoughtonhisunfinishedsentence:leavingthelateMrs。Corneyinfullpossessionofthefield。
Mr。Bumblewasfairlytakenbysurprise,andfairlybeaten。Hehadadecidedpropensityforbullying:derivednoinconsiderablepleasurefromtheexerciseofpettycruelty;and,consequently,wasitisneedlesstosayacoward。Thisisbynomeansadisparagementtohischaracter;formanyofficialpersonages,whoareheldinhighrespectandadmiration,arethevictimsofsimilarinfirmities。Theremarkismade,indeed,ratherinhisfavourthanotherwise,andwithaviewofimpressingthereaderwithajustsenseofhisqualificationsforoffice。
But,themeasureofhisdegradationwasnotyetfull。Aftermakingatourofthehouse,andthinking,forthefirsttime,thatthepoor-lawsreallyweretoohardonpeople;andthatmenwhoranawayfromtheirwives,leavingthemchargeabletotheparish,ought,injusticetobevisitedwithnopunishmentatall,butratherrewardedasmeritoriousindividualswhohadsufferedmuch;Mr。Bumblecametoaroomwheresomeofthefemalepauperswereusuallyemployedinwashingtheparishlinen:whenthesoundofvoicesinconversation,nowproceeded。
'Hem!'saidMr。Bumble,summoningupallhisnativedignity。
'Thesewomenatleastshallcontinuetorespecttheprerogative。
Hallo!hallothere!Whatdoyoumeanbythisnoise,youhussies?'
Withthesewords,Mr。Bumbleopenedthedoor,andwalkedinwithaveryfierceandangrymanner:whichwasatonceexchangedforamosthumiliatedandcoweringair,ashiseyesunexpectedlyrestedontheformofhisladywife。
'Mydear,'saidMr。Bumble,'Ididn'tknowyouwerehere。'
'Didn'tknowIwashere!'repeatedMrs。Bumble。'WhatdoYOUdohere?'
'Ithoughttheyweretalkingrathertoomuchtobedoingtheirworkproperly,mydear,'repliedMr。Bumble:glancingdistractedlyatacoupleofoldwomenatthewash-tub,whowerecomparingnotesofadmirationattheworkhouse-master'shumility。
'YOUthoughttheyweretalkingtoomuch?'saidMrs。Bumble。'Whatbusinessisitofyours?'
'Why,mydear——'urgedMr。Bumblesubmissively。
'Whatbusinessisitofyours?'demandedMrs。Bumble,again。
'It'sverytrue,you'rematronhere,mydear,'submittedMr。
Bumble;'butIthoughtyoumightn'tbeinthewayjustthen。'
'I'lltellyouwhat,Mr。Bumble,'returnedhislady。'Wedon'twantanyofyourinterference。You'reagreatdealtoofondofpokingyournoseintothingsthatdon'tconcernyou,makingeverybodyinthehouselaugh,themomentyourbackisturned,andmakingyourselflooklikeafooleveryhourintheday。Beoff;
come!'
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