“FromhisroyalhighnessPrinceHenry,“saidhe。
“Whobroughtit?“
“Thegentlemanwhospeakswiththecastellanupontheterrace。I
waityourmajesty'scommands。”
“Wait,then。”Thenoteranthus:“Yourmajesty,mydearly-belovedbrother:Thebearer,JohannWolfgangGoethe,oneoftheliterati,andapoet,andatthistimesecretaryoflegationtotheduchyofSaxe-Weimar,isagreatfavoriteoftheduke's,ournephew。Imethimreturningfromtheparadeincompanywiththeduke,whoexpressedtomethestrongdesirehissecretaryhadtovisitthecelebratedhouseofthegreatphilosopherofSans-Souci,andseetheroomonceoccupiedbyVoltaire。Icouldnotwellrefuse,andthereforeaddressthesefewlinestoyourmajestybeforereturningtoBerlinwiththeduke,whowilldinewithme,accompaniedbyhissecretary。”Iamyourmajesty'smosthumbleservantandbrother,HENRY。”
“TellthecastellanthatIgranthimpermissiontoshowthehouseandparktothestranger;heshalltakecarenottocomeinmyway,sothatIshallbeobligedtomeethim。Tellthisaside,thatyoumaynotbeoverheard。Hasten,fortheyhavealreadybeenwaitingsometime。”
Thekingwalkedagaintothewindow,and,hiddenbythecurtain,peepedout。“So,thisisHerrGoethe,isit?Whatassurance!Therehestands,sketchingthehouse。Whatwonderfuleyesthemanhas!
Withwhataproud,confidentmannerhelooksaround!Whatabrow!
Trulyheisahandsomefellow,andHerzbergmayberightafterall。
Thatbrowbetokensthought,andfromthoseeyesthereflashesadivinelight。Buthelooksoverbearingandproud。Now,IamdoublypleasedthatIrefusedHerzbergtohaveanythingtodowithhim。
Suchpresumptivegeniusesmustberatherkeptback;thentheyfeeltheirpower,andstrivetobringthemselvesforward。Yes!Ibelievethatmanhasafuture。HelooksliketheyouthfulgodApollo,whomayhavecondescendedtodescendtoearth!Heshallnotentrapmewithhisbeautifulhead。IfheisthemanwhomakesgoodandbadweatherinWeimar,heshalllearnthatrainandsunshineatSans-
Soucidonotdependuponhim;thatthesunandcloudsheredonotcarewhetherHerrGoetheisintheworldornot。ForsunshineandstormwedependupontheGreatWeather-Maker,towhomwemustallbow;evilandgooddaysinPrussiashallemanatefromme,solongasIlive。SometimesIsucceedincausingalittlesunshine,“continuedtheking。“IbelievethePrinceofPrussiahasto-dayfeltthehappyinfluenceofthesun'srays;andwhileitisdullandlonelyatSans-Souei,mayitbebrighterandmorecheerfulatCharlottenburg!
Ehbien!oldboy,“saidtheking,stopping,“youareplayingthesentimental,andeulogizingyourloneliness。Well,well,donotcomplain——Oh,cometome,spiritsofmyfriends,andholdconversewithme!Voltaire,D'Argens,andmybelovedLord-MarshalKeith!Cometome,departedsouls,withthememoriesofhappierdays,andhoverwiththycheering,sunnyinfluenceoverthewrinkledbrowofoldFritz!“
Whilethelonelykingimploredthespiritsofhisfriends,tobrightenwiththeirpresencethequiet,gloomyapartmentatSans-
Souci,thesunshoneinfullsplendoratCharlottenburg——thesunshinebeamingfromthemunificenceofFrederick。WilhelmineEnkehadpassedthewholedayinadmiringthebeautifulandtastefularrangementofthevilla。Everypieceoffurniture,everyornament,sheexaminedattentively——allfilledherwithdelight。Theprince,whoaccompaniedherfromroomtoroom,listenedtoheroutburstsofpleasure,rejoicing。
“IwishthatIcouldoftenpreparesuchhappinessforyou,dearest,formyheartistwicegladdenedtoseeyourbeamingface。”
“Reflectedfromyourown。Youaremygoodgeniusuponearth。Youhavecausedthepoor,neglectedchildtobecometherichandhappywoman。ToyouIowethishome,thisfootofearth,whichIcancallmyown。Hereblossomtheflowersforme——hereIammistress,andthosewhoentermustcomeasmyguests,andhonorme。AllthisIowetoyou。”
“Nottome,“saidtheprince,smiling;“Ionlygavetoyouwhatwasgiventome!Tothekingbelongyourthanks。Harshinwords,butgentleindeeds,hehasgivenyouthisrefuge,freeingyoufromtheslaveryofpoverty,fromthesorrowofbeinghomeless。Buttellitnot,Wilhelmine。Thekingwouldbeangryifitwereknownthathenotonlytoleratedbutshowedgreatgenerositytoyou。ItisasecretthatIoughtnoteventodisclosetoyou。Icouldnotreceiveyourthanks,forIhavenotdeservedthem。Fromthekingcomesyourgoodfortune,notfromme。ThedaywillcomewhenIcanrequiteyou,whenthepoorcrownprincebecomestherichking。Onthatdaythegoldenrainshallagainshoweruponyou,nevertocease,and,vyingwiththeshowerofgold,thebrightestsunbeamsplaycontinuallyaroundyou。Asking,Iwillrewardyourfidelityandlove,whichyouhaveprovedtothepoorcrownprince,withsplendor,power,andriches。Untilthenrejoicewiththelittlethathisgracehasaccordedyou,andawaitthemuchthatlovewillonedaybringyou。
Farewell,Wilhelmine,theeveningsetsin,andImustforthtoPotsdam。ThekingwouldneverpardonmeifIdidnotpassthelasteveningwithmywifeinthecircleofmyfamily。Farewell!“
Heembracedhertenderly,andWilhelmineaccompaniedtheprincetothecarriage,andreturnedtosurveyanewthebeautifulroomswhichwerenowherownpossession。Anunspeakable,unknownfeelingwasrousedinher,andvoices,whichshehadneverheard,spoketoherfromthedepthsofherheart。“Youarenolongeradespised,homelesscreature,“theywhispered。“Youhaveahome,afootofearthtocallyourown。Makeyourselfaname,thatyoumaybeofconsequenceintheworld。Youarecleverandbeautiful,andwithyourprudenceandbeautyyoucanwinagloriousfuture!RemembertheMarquisedePompadour,neglectedandscornedasyou,untilakinglovedher,andshebecamethewifeofaking,andallFranceboweddowntoher。EventheEmpressMariaTheresahonoredherwithhernotice,andcalledhercousin。Iamalsothefavoriteofafutureking,andIwillalsobecomethequeenofmyking!“
Wilhelminehadremainedstandinginthemidstofthegreatdrawing-
room,whichshewaspassingthrough,listeningtotheseseductivevoices,tothesestrangepicturesofthefuture。Inherimaginationshesawherselfinthisroomsurroundedwithsplendorandmagnificence,andsparklingwithgems。Shesawaroundherelegantly-
attiredladiesandgentlemen,inbrilliantuniforms,glitteringwithorders;sawevery-wheresmilingfaces,andrespectfulmanners。Shesawalleyesturnedtoher,andheardonlyflatteringwords,whichresoundedforherfromeverylip——forher,oncesodespisedandscorned!“Itshallbe,yes,itshallbe,“criedshealoud。“Iwillbethequeenofmyking!IwillbecomethePrussianMarquisedePompadour;thatIswearbytheheadsofmychildren,by——“
“Ratherswearbythyownbeautifulhead,Wilhelmine,“saidavoicebehindher。Startled,sheturned,andbeheldthetallfigureofaman,wrappedinalongcloak,whostoodintheopendoor。
“Whoareyou?“shecried,amazed。“Howdareyouenterhere?“
Thefigureclosedthedoor,withoutanswering,and,slowlyapproachingWilhelmine,fixedhisblackeyesuponherwithasearchinggaze。Shetriedtosummonhelp,butthewordsdiedonherlips;hercheeksblanchedwithterror,and,asifrootedtothefloor,shestoodwithoutstretchedarmsimploringtheapproachingform。Thefiguresmiled,buttherewassomethingcommandinginitsmanner,andinthefieryeyes,whichresteduponher。Whenquitenearher,itraiseditsrighthandwithanimpatientmovement。
Immediatelyherarmsfellatherside,hercheeksglowed,andabrightsmilelightedupherface。Thenitliftedthethree-cornered,gold-borderedhatwhichshadeditsface,noddingtoher。
“Doyourecognizeme,Wilhelmine?“heasked,inasweet,melodiousvoice。
“Yes,“sheanswered,hereyesstillfixeduponhim。“YouareCagliostro,thegreatrulerandmagician。”
“Wheredidwemeet?“
“Iremember;itwasinParis,atthehouseofthegovernoroftheBastile,M。Delaunay。Youcausedmetoreadinaglassthefuture——abright,gloriousfuture。Iwassurroundedwithsplendorandmagnificence。Isawmyselfglitteringwithgems;akingkneltatmyfeet。Iwasencircledbyrichly-attiredcourtiers,whobowedbeforeme,andhonoredme,whispering:'Wesaluteyou,Obeautifulcountess;begracioustous,exaltedprincess!'Itsoundedlikeheavenlymusic,andIshoutedwithdelight。”
“Wasthatall?“saidCagliostro,solemnly,“thatthecrystalshowedyou。”
Shuddering,shemurmured:“Thesplendor,glory,andpowervanished,andallwaschangedtoafearfulpicture。Isawmyselfinaplain,darkdress,inadeserted,lonelyroom,withiron-barredwindows,andasmallirondoorclosedinthedrearywhitewalls——itwasaprison!AndIheardwhisperedaroundme:'Woetoyou,fallenanddethronedone!Youhavewastedawaythedaysofyoursplendor,submitinpatiencetothedaysofyourshameandhumiliation。'I
couldnotenduretobeholdit,andscreamedwithterror,fainting。”
“Youdemandedtoseethefuture,andIshowedittoyou,“saidCagliostro,earnestly。“ThoughIletthelightshineintoyoursoul,stillitwasdarkwithin;youpursuedthewayofunbelief,anddesirednottowalkinthewayofknowledge。Isentmessengerstwicetoyoutoleadyouintherightpath,andyousentthemlaughingaway。RecallwhatItoldyouinParis。Iwillit!“
“Iremember,master;yousaidthatinthemostimportantdaysofmylifeyouwouldcometome,andextendtomeahelpinghand:ifI
seizedit,thefirstpicturewouldbefulfilled;ifIrefusedit,theprisonawaitedme!“
“Ihavekeptmyword:to-dayisaneventfuldayinyourlife;youhaverisenfromwantanddegradation——youhavemountedthefirstroundsoftheladderofyourgreatnessandpower。Youarethemistressofthishouse。”“Howdidyouknowit?“askedWilhelmine,astonished。Withapityingsmileheanswered:“IknoweverythingthatIwill,andIseemanythingsthatIwouldwillinglyclosemyeyesupon。Iseeyourfuture,andmysoulpitiesyou,unhappyone;
youarelostifyoudonotseizethehandextendedtoyou。Youseenottheabysswhichopensbeforeyou,andyouwillfallbleedingandwithbrokenlimbs。”
“Mercy,mercy!“shegroaned——“stretchoutyourhandandprotectme。”
Wilhelminesankasifcrushedtotheearth。Cagliostrobentoverher,andstrokedhercold,paleface,breathinguponherthehotbreathofhislips。“Iwillpityyou——Iwillprotectyou。Rise,mydaughter!“Heassistedhertorise,andimprintedapassionatekissuponherhand。“FromthishourIcountyouasoneofmine,“hesaid;
“youshallbereceivedintotheholybandofspirits!Youshallbeconsecrated,andentertheInnerTemple。Areyouprepared?““Iam,master,“shehumblyreplied。
“To-morrowtheTemplebrotherswillopenthetempleofblisstoyou。
Youshallhear,see,andbesilent。”“Iwillsee,hear,andbesilent,“shemurmured。
“Wheneveningsetsin,sendawayyourservants,“commandedCagliostro。“Letthedoorsstandopen;theyshallbeguarded,thatnoonemayenterbutthesummoned。Artthouprepared?“
“Iam,master!“
“Withdrawnowtoyourroom,Wilhelmine,andelevateyourthoughtsindevotionandcontrition,andawaitthefuture。Kneel,mydaughter,kneel!“Shesankuponherknees。“Blessme,master,blessme!““I
blessyou!“
Shefeltahot,burningsensationuponherforehead,andsuddenlyabrightlightshoneintheobscureroom。Wilhelminescreamed,andcoveredhereyes。Whensheventuredtolookup,onlysoftmoonlightpenetratedfromthehighwindowintotheapartment,andshewasalone。“To-morrow——to-morrow,atmidnight!“shemurmured,shuddering,andcastingatimidlookaround。
BOOKII。
ROSICRUCIANSANDPOWERFULGENIUSES
CHAPTERX。
GOETHEINBERLIN。
“IwishIonlyknewwhetheritwereaman,orwhetherthegodApollohasreallyappearedtomeinhumanform,“sighedConrectorMoritz,ashepacedhisroom——astrange,gloomyapartment,quiteinkeepingwiththesingularoccupant——graywalls,withGreekapothegmsinscribedupontheminlargeletters——dirtywindows,pastedoverwithstripsofpaper;high,openbook-shelves,containingseveralhundredbooks,someneatlyarranged,othersthrowntogetherinconfusion。InthemidstofachaosofbooksandpapersstoodacolossalbustoftheApollo-Belvedereuponatablenearthewindow,thewhitenessandbeautyofwhichwereinsingularcontrast,tothedustanddisorderwhichsurroundedit。
Atthebackoftheroomwasanopenwardrobe,filledwithgay-
coloredgarments。Abeautifulcarpetofbrilliantcolorscoveredthemiddleofthedirtyfloor,anduponthispacedtoandfrothestrangeoccupantofthisstrangeroom,PhilipCharlesMoritz,conrectorofthecollegeattachedtotheGrayMonastery。TherewasnotraceofthebearinganddemeanorwhichdistinguishedhimattheparadeatPotsdamyesterday——notraceoftheyoungelegant,dressedinthelatestfashion。To-dayheworeawhitegarment,ofnoparticularstyle,tiedattheneckwitharedribbonfullsleeves,buttonedatthewristwithlace-cuffs;and,fallingfromtheshouldersinscantyfoldstojustbelowtheknees,itdisplayedhisbarelegs,andhisfeetshodwithredsandals。
Hishairwasunpowdered,andnottiedinacue,accordingtothefashion,buthunginitsnaturalbrowncolor,flowingquiteloosely,merelyconfinedbyaredribbonwoundinamonghiscurls,andhangingdowninshortbowsateachtemplelikethefrontletoftheoldRomans。Thus,inthissingularcostume,belonginghalftooldAdam,andhalftotheoldRomans,PhilipMoritzwalkedbackandforthuponthecarpet,ruminatinguponthebeamingbeautyofthestrangerwhoseacquaintancehehadsorecentlymade,andwhomhecouldnotbanishfromhisthoughts。“WhatwickeddemoninducedmetogotoPotsdamyesterday?“saidhetohimself。“Iwhohatemankind,andbelievethattheyareallofvulgar,ordinarymaterial,yieldtothelongingforsociety,andamdrivenagainintotheworld。”
Aloudknockingatthedoorinterruptedthissoliloquy,andthedooropenedatthecommanding“Comein!“
“Itishe,itisApollo,“criedMoritz,joyfully。“Comein,sir,comein——Ihaveawaitedyouwiththemostardentdesire。”
Moritzrushedtotheyounggentleman,whohadjustclosedthedoor,andwhosebeautiful,proudfacelightedupwithasmileatthesingularapparitionbeforehim。“Pardonme,Idisturbyou,sir;youwereabouttomakeyourtoilet。Permitmetoreturnafteryouhavedressed。”
“Youaremistaken,“criedMoritz,eagerly。“Youfindmeinmyusualhome-dress——Ilikemyeaseandfreedom,andIamofopinionthatmankindwillneverbehappyandcontenteduntiltheyreturntotheirnaturalstate,wearingnomoreclothing,butgloryinginthebeautywhichbountifulNaturehasbestoweduponhermostlovedandchosensubjects。”
“Sir,“criedtheother,laughing,“thenbenevolentNatureshouldadaptherclimateaccordingly,andrelieveherdearcreaturesfromtheinclinationtotakecold。”
“Youmayberight,“saidMoritz,earnestly,“butwewillnotquarrelaboutit。Willyounotkeepyourpromisetorevealtomeyourname?“
“Tellmeyourownoncemore。Tellmeifthisyouth,whomIseebeforemeinthisidealdress,isthesamemodestyoungmanwhomI
metattheparadeyesterday,andwhopresentedhimselfasPhilipMoritz?ThenpleasetoinformmewhetheryouarethePhilipMoritzwhowroteaspiritedandcordiallettertoJohannWolfgangGoethesomeyearssinceaboutthetragedyof'Stella,'therepresentationofwhichhadbeenforbiddenatthattime?“
“Yes,IamthesamePhilipMoritz,whowrotetothepoetGoethetoprovetohim,withthemostheart-feltsympathy,thatwearenotallsuchstupidfellowsinBerlinasNicolai,whopronouncedthetragedy'Stella'immoral;thatitisonly,asGoethehimselfcalledit,'aplayforlovers。'“
“Andwillyounotbekindenoughtotellmewhatresponsethepoetmadetoyouramiableletter?“
“Proudandamiableatthesametime,mostgracefullyheansweredme,butnotwithwords。Hesentmehistragedy'Stella'boundinrose-
coloredsatin。[Footnote:“GoetheinBerlin,“——Sketchesfromhislifeattheanniversaryofhisonehundredthbirthday。]Seethere!
itisbeforethebustofApolloonmywriting-table,whereithaslainforthreeyears!“
“Whatdidhewritetoyouatthesametime?“
“Nothing——whyshouldhe?Wasnotthebooksufficientanswer?“
“Didhewritenothing?PermitmetosaytoyouthatGoethebehavedlikeabruteandanasstoyou!“
“Sir,“criedMoritz,angrily,“Iforbidyoutospeakofmyfavoriteinsounbecomingamannerinmyroom!“
“Sir,“criedtheother,“youdarenotforbidme。Iinsistuponitthatthatmanissometimesabruteandanass!Icanpenitentlyacknowledgeittoyou,dearMoritz,forIamJohannWolfgangGoethehimself!“
“You,youareGoethe!“shoutedMoritz,asheseizedhimwithbothhands,drawinghimtowardthewindow,andgazingathimwiththegreatestenthusiasmanddelight。“Yes,yes,“heshouted,“youareeitherApolloorGoethe!Thegodsarenotsostupidastoreturntothismiserableworld,soyoumustbeGoethe。Noothermanwoulddaretosportsuchagodlikefaceasyoudo,youfavoriteofthegods!“
Hethenloosedhisholduponthesmilingpoet,andsprangtothewriting-table。“Listen,Apollo,“hecried,withwildjoy。“Goetheishere,thydearsonishere!Hurrah!longliveGoethe!“
Hetooktherose-coloredlittlebook,andshoutingtossedittotheceiling,andsprangaboutlikeamadbacchant,andfinallythrewhimselfuponthecarpet,rollingoverandoverlikeafrolicksome,good-naturedchilduponitsnurse'slap。
Goethelaughedaloud。“Whatareyoudoing,dearMoritz?Whatdoesthismean?“heasked。
Moritzstoppedamoment,lookinguptoGoethewithafacebeamingwithjoy。“Icannotbetterexpressmyhappiness。Languageistoofeeble——toopoor!“
“Ifthatisthecase,thenIwilljoinyou,“saidGoethe,throwinghimselfuponthecarpet,rollingandtumblingabout。[Footnote:ThisscenewhichIrelate,andwhichTeichmanalsomentionsinhis“LeavesofMemoryofGoetheinBerlin,“hasbeenoftenrelatedtomebyLudwigTieckexactlyinthismanner。TeichmanbelievesitwasthepoetBurman。ButIrememberdistinctlythatLudwigTiecktoldmethatitwastheeccentricsavant,PhilipMoritz,withwhomGoethemadetheacquaintanceinthisoriginalmanner——TheAuthoress。]
AllatonceMoritzjumpedupwithoutsayingaword,rushedtothewardrobe,dressedhimselfinmodestattireinafewmoments,andpresentedhimselftoGoethe,whorosefromthecarpetquiteastoundedatthesuddenmetamorphosis。Thenheseizedhisthree-
corneredhattogoout,whenGoetheheldhimfast。
“Youarenotgoingintothestreet,sir!Youforgetthatyourhairisflyingaboutasifunloosedbyadivinemadness。”
“Sir,peoplearequiteaccustomedtoseemeinastrangecostume,andthemostofthemthinkmecrazy。”
“Youareawarethatinsanepeoplebelievethattheyonlyaresane,andthatreasonablepeopleareinsane。Youwillgrantmethatitismuchmorelikeacrazypersontostrewhishairwithflour,andtieitupinthatridiculouscue,thantowearitasGodmadeit,uncombedandunparted,asIdomybeautifulhair,andforwhichtheycallmecrazy!But,forHeaven'ssake,whereareyougoing?“askedGoethe,strugglingtoretainhim。
“IamgoingtotrumpetthrougheverystreetinBerlinthattheauthorof'Werther,'of'Clavigo,'of'GotzvonBerlichingen,'of'Stella,'ofthemostbeautifulpoems,isinmyhumbleapartment。I
willcallinallthelittlepoetsandsavantsofBerlin;IwilldragMammler,Nicolai,Engel,Spaulding,Gedicke,Plumicke,Karschin,andBurmanhere。TheyshallallcometoseeWolfgangGoethe,andadorehim。Theinsignificantpoetsshallpayhomagetothee,thetruepoet,thefavoriteofApollo。”
“MydearMoritz,ifyouleavemeforthat,Iwillrunaway,andyouwilltroubleyourselfinvain。”
“Impossible;youwillbemyprisoneruntilIreturn。Ishalllockyouin,andyoucannotescapebythewindow,asIfortunatelyliveonthethirdstory。”
“ButIshallnotwaittobelookedin,“answeredGoethe,slightlyannoyed。“Icametoseeyou,andifyourunawayIshallgoalso,andIadviseyounottotrytopreventme。”Hisvoiceresoundedthroughtheapartment,growinglouderashespoke,hischeeksflushed,andhishigh,commandingbrowcontracted。
“JupiterTonans!“criedMoritz,regardinghim,“youaretrulyJupiterTonansinperson,andIbowbeforeyouandobeyyourcommand。Ishallremaintoworshipyou,andgazeatyou。”
“Anditmaybepossibletospeakinareasonablemannertome,“saidGoethe,coaxingly。“Awaywithsentimentalityandodorsofincense!
Wearenosybarites,tofeedonsweet-meatsandcakes;butwearemenwhohaveanobleaiminview,attainedonlybyathornypath。
Oureyesmustremainfixeduponthegoal,andnothingmustdivertthemfromit。”
“Whatistheaimthatweshouldstrivefor?“askedMoritz,hiswholebeingsuddenlychanging,andhismannerexpressingthegreatestdepressionandsadness。
Goethesmiled。“Howcanyouask,asifyoudidnotknowityourself。
Self-knowledgeshouldbeourfirstaim!Theancientphilosopherswerewisetohaveinscribedovertheentrancestotheirtemples,'Knowthyself,'inordertoremindallapproaching,toexaminethemselvesbeforetheyenteredthehallsofthegods。Isnotthehumanheartequallyatemple?onlythedemonsandthegodsstrivetogethertherein,unfortunately。Todrivetheformerout,andgiveplacetothelatter,shouldbeouraim;andwhenoncepurified,androomisgivenforgooddeedsandgreatachievements,weshallnotrestsatisfiedsimplytoconquer,butrisewithgladnesstobuildaltarsuponthoseplaceswhichwehavefreedfromthedemons;forthat,wemuststeadilykeepinviewtruthandreality,andnothidethemwithablackveil,orarraytheminparty-coloredrags。Ourideasmustbeclearabouttheconsequencesofthings,thatwemaynotbelikethosefoolishmenwhodrinkwineeveryeveningandcomplainofheadacheeverymorning,resortingtopreventives。”
DidGoetheknowthestrugglesanddissensionswhichrenttheheartoftheyoungmantowhomhespoke?Hadhissearchingeyesreadthesecretswhichwerehiddeninthatdarkenedsoul?HeregardedhimashespokewithsomuchcommiserationthatMoritz'sheartsoftenedunderthegenialinfluenceofsympathyandkindness。Aconvulsivetremblingseizedhim,hischeekswereburningred,andhisfeaturesexpressedthestrugglewithin。Suddenlyheburstintotears。“Iamvery,verywretched,“hesighed,withavoicesuffocatedbyweeping,andsankuponachair,sobbingaloud,andcoveringhisfacewithhishands。
Goetheapproachedhim,andlaidhishandgentlyuponhisshoulder。
“Whyareyousomiserable?Isthereanyhumanbeingwhocanhelpyou?“hekindlyinquired。
“Yes,“sobbedMoritz;“therearethosewhocould,buttheywillnot,andIamlost。Istanduponthebrinkofaprecipice,withInsanitystaringatme,grinningandshowingherteeth。Iknowit,butcannotretreat。Iwearthemaskofmadnesstoconcealmycarewornface。
Yourdivineeyescouldnotbedeceived。Youhavenotmistakenthecaricatureforthetrueface。Youhavepenetratedbeneaththegaytatters,andhaveseenthemiserywhichsoughttohideitselfthere。”
“Isawit,andIbewailedit,asafriendpitiesafriendwhomhewouldwillinglyaidifheonlyknewhowtodoit。”
“Noonecanhelpme,“sighedMoritz,shakinghisheadmournfully。“I
amlost,irremediablylost!“
“Nooneislostwhowillsavehimself。Hewhoiswreckedbyastormandtossedupontheragingsea,oughttobeuponthewatchforaplankbywhichhecansavehimself。Hemustkeephiseyesopen,andnotlethisarmshangidly;forifheallowshimselftobeswalloweduphebecomesaself-murderer,who,likeErostratus,destroyedtheholytemple,andgainedeternalfamethrougheternalshame。”
“Whatareyousaying?“criedMoritz,“you,theauthorof'Werther,'
ofthatimmortalworkwhichhasdrunkthetearsofthewholeworld,andhasbecometheHolyTestamentforunhappysouls!“
“Rathersayforlovers,“repliedGoethe,“andaddalsothosetroubledspiritswhothinkthemselvespoeticalwhentheywhineandhowl;whocryovermisfortuneifFatedeniesthemthetoywhichtheirvanity,theirambition,ortheiramorousness,hadchosen。DonotburdenmewithwhatIamnotguiltyof;donotsaythatwineisapoison,becauseitisnotgoodforthesick。Itisintendedforwellpeople;itanimatesandinspiresthemtofreshvigor。Nowpleasetoconsideryourselfwell,andnotill。”
“Iamill,indeedIamill,“sighedMoritz。“Oh!continuetoregardmewiththoseeyes,whichshinelikestarsintomybenightedsoul。I
feellikeonewhohaslongwanderedthroughthedesert,hisfeetburntwiththesand,hishairscorchedwiththesun,and,exhaustedwithhungerandthirst,feelsdeathapproaching。Suddenlyhediscoversagreenoasis,andabeingwithoutstretchedarmscallingtohimwithasoft,angel-likevoice:'Come,savethyselfinmyarms;feelthatthouartnotaloneinthedesert,forIamwiththee,andwillsustainthee!'“
“AndIsayittoyoufromthebottomofmyheart,“saidGoethe,affectionately。“Yes,hereisone,whoisonlytoohappytoaidyou,whocansympathizewitheverysorrow,becausehehashimselffeltitinhisownbreast,whomayevensayofhimself,likeOvid:'Nothinghumanisstrangetome。'IfIcanaidyou,sayso,andIwillwillinglydoit。”
“No,youcannot,“murmuredMoritz。
“Atleastconfideyourgrieftome;thatisanalleviation。”
“Oh,howkindandgenerousyouare!“Moritzsaid,pressingthehandofhisnew-madefriendtohisbosom。“Howmuchgooditdoesmetolistentoyou,andlookatyourbeautifulface!Ibelievedmyselfsteeledagainsteverythingthatcouldhappentomortals;thatthefoolwhichIwouldbehadkilledwithinmethehigherman。Iwasalmostproudtohavesucceededindeceivingmen;thattheymistookmygrotesquemaskformyrealface;thattheypointthefingeratme,andlaugh,sayingtoeachother:'Thatisafool,anoriginal,whomNatureherselfhaschosenasakindofcourtfooltosociety。'
Noonehasunderstoodthecryofdistressofmysoul。Thosewholaughedatthecomicalfellowbyday,littledreamedoftheanguishandmiseryinwhichhesighedawaythenight。”
“Younotonlywrongyourself,butyouwrongmankind,“saidGoethe,kindly。“Intheworld,andinliterature,youbearanhonoredname;
everyoneofeducationisfamiliarwithyourexcellentworkon'ProsodyoftheGermanLanguage'——hasreadalsoyourspiritedJourneytoEngland。Youhavenorighttoaskthatoneshouldseparatethekernelfromtheshellinhastilypassingby。Ifyousurroundyourselfwithawallbedaubedwithcaricatures,youcannotexpectthatpeoplewilllookbehindwhatseemsanentrancetoapuppet-show,tofindholytemples,bloominggardens,orachurch-
yardfilledwithgraves。”
“ThatisjustwhatIresemble,“saidMoritz,withamelancholyair。
“Fromthedepthsofmysoulitseemsso。Nothingbutburiedhopes,murderedideals,andwishestroddenunderfoot。FromchildhoodI
haveexertedmyselfagainstcircumstances;Ihavestrivenmywholelife——apledgeofmybeingagainstunpropitiousFate。Althoughthesonofapoortradesman,Naturehadgivenmeathirstforknowledge,aloveforscienceandart。OnaccountofitIpassedforastupididlerinthefamily,whowouldnotcontributetohisownsupport。
Occupationwithbookswasaccountedidlenessandlazinessbymyfather。Iwasdriventoworkwithblowsandill-treatment;and,thatImightthesoonerequalmyfatherasagoodshoemaker,Iwasboundtothestoolnearhisown。Duringthelong,fearfuldaysIwasforcedtositanddrawthepitched,offensivethreadthroughtheleather,andwhenmyarmswerelame,andsankwearyatmyside,thenIwasinvigoratedtorenewedexertionwithblows。Finally,withthecourageofdespair,Ifledfromthislifeoftorture。Unacquaintedwiththeworld,andinexperienced,Ihopedforthesympathyofmen,butinvain。Noonewouldrelieveorassistme!DaysandweekslongIhavewanderedaroundintheforestadjoiningourlittlevillage,andlivedliketheanimals,uponrootsandherbs。YetIwashappy!I
hadtakenwithmeinmyflighttwobookswhichIhadreceivedasprizes,inthehappydaysthatmyfatherpermittedmetogototheLatinschool。ThedecisionoftheteacherthatIwascreatedforascholar,soterrifiedmyfather,thathetookmefromtheschool,toturntheembryosavant,whowouldbegoodfornothing,intoashoemaker,whomightearnhisbread。Mytwodarlingbooksremainedtome。IntheforestsolitudeIreadOvidandVirgiluntilIhadmemorizedthem,andrecitedthemaloud,inpathetictones,formyownamusement。To-dayIrecallthoseweeksintheforeststillnessasthehappiest,purest,andmostbeautifulofmylife。”
“Andtheyundoubtedlyare,“saidGoethe,kindly。“ThereturntoNatureisthereturntoone'sself。Whowillbeanable,vigorousmanandremainso,must,aboveallthings,liveinandwithNature。”
“Butoh!thishappylifedidnotlongcontinue,“sighedMoritz。“Myfatherdiscoveredmyretreat,andcamewithsheriffsandbailiffstoseizemelikeacriminal——likeawildanimal。Withmyhandsbound,I
wasbroughtbackinbroadday,amidthejeersofstreetboys。Permitmetopassinsilencethedegradation,thetorturewhichfollowed。I
becameaburdentomyself,andlongedfordeath。Theill-treatmentofmyfatherfinallyrevivedmycouragetorunawaythesecondtime。
Iwenttoalargetownnearby,anddecidedtoearnmylivingratherthanreturntomyfather。Tofulfiltheprophecyofmyteacherwasmyambition。TheprivationsthatIendured,thelifeIled,Iwillnotrecounttoyou。Iperformedthemostmenialservice,andworkedmonthslikeabeastofburden。Forwantofashelter,Isleptindesertedyardsandtumble-downhouses。UponapieceofbreadandadrinkofwaterIlived,saving,withmiserlygreediness,themoneywhichIearnedasmessengerorday-laborer。Attheendofayear,I
hadearnedsufficienttobuyanoldsuitofclothesatasecond-handclothing-store,andpresentmyselftothedirectoroftheGymnasium,imploringhimtoreceivemeaspupil。Bitterlyweeping,Iopenedmyhearttohim,anddisclosedthetortureofmysadlifeasachild,andbeggedhimtogivemetheopportunitytoeducatemyself。Herepulsedmewithscorn,andthreatenedtogivemeovertothepolice,asarunaway,asavagabond,andbeggar。'Iamnobeggar!'I
cried,vehemently,'Iwillbeunderobligationtonoone。Ihavemoneytopayfortwoyearsinadvance,andduringthistimeIshallbeabletoearnsufficienttopayforthesucceedingtwoyears。'
Thissoftenedtheangerofthecrabbeddirector;hewasfriendlyandkind,andpromisedmehisassistance。”
“Poorboy!“sighedGoethe。“Soyoung,andyetforcedtolearnthatthereisapowertowhichnotonlykingsandprinces,butmindmustbow;towhichscienceandarthavesubmitted,astotheirMaecenas!
ThispoweropenedthedoorsoftheGymnasiumtoyou。”
“Itwaseventhus。Thedirectortookpityuponme,andpermittedmetoenteruponmystudiesatonce;hedidmore,heassuredmyfuture。
Oh,hewasahumaneandkindman!WhenhelearnedthatIpossessednothingbutthelittlesumtowhichthedropsofbloodofayear'stoilstillclung,then——“
“Hereturnedittoyou,“interruptedGoethe,kindly。
“No,heofferedmeboard,lodging,andclothing,duringmycourseattheGymnasium。”
“Thatwaswell,“criedGoethe。“Tellmethenameofthishonorableman,thatImaymeethimandextendtohimmyhand。”
AtroubledsmilespreadoverPhilip'sface。“Permitmeforthetimebeingtoconcealthename,“hereplied。“Ireceivedthegenerousproposalgratefully,andasked,deeplymoved,iftherewerenoserviceswhichIcouldreturnforsomuchkindnessandgenerosity。
Itprovedthattherewere,andthedirectormadethemknowntome。
Hewasunmarried,hencethenecessityofmen'sservice。Ishouldbesocietyforhim——beacompanion,infact;Ishoulddowhateverygratefulsonwoulddoforhisfather——helphimdress,keephisroominorder,andpreparehisbreakfast。”
“Thatmeantthatyoushouldbehisservant!“criedGoethe,indignant。
“Onlyinthemorning,“repliedMoritz,smiling。“EveningsandnightsIshouldhavethehonortobehisamanuensis;Ishouldlookoverthestudiesofthescholars,andcorrecttheirexercises;andwhenIhadmadesufficientprogress,itshouldbemydutytogivetwohourstodifferentclasses,andIshouldreadaloudorplaycardswiththedirectoronleisureevenings。Besides,Iwasobligedtopromisenevertoleavethehousewithouthispermission;nevertospeakto,orholdintercoursewith,anyoneoutsidethehoursofinstruction。
Alltheseconditionswerewrittendown,andsignedbybothparties,asifabusinesscontract。”
“Atransactionbywhichahumansoulwasbargainedfor!“thunderedGoethe。“Revealtome,now,thenameofthistraderofsouls,thatI
mayexposehimtopublicshame!“
“Hediedayearsince,“repliedMoritz,softened。“Godsummonedhimtojudgment。Whenthephysicianannouncedtohimthatthecancerwasincurable,whenhefeltdeathapproaching,hesentforme,andbeggedmyforgiveness,withtearsanddeepcontrition。Iforgavehim,soletmeceasetorecallthelifeIpassedwithhim。BythesweatofmybrowIwascompelledtoservehim;forsevenlongyearsIwashisslave。Isoldmyselfforthesakeofknowledge,Iwasconsoledbyprogress。Iwastheservant,companion,jester,andslaveofmytyrant,butIwasalsothedisciple,thepriestoflearning。Inmyownroommychainsfelloff。Inthelonelynight-
watchesIcommunedwiththegreat,theimmortalspiritsofHorace,Virgil,andeventheproudCeasar,andthedivineHomer。Thosesolitarybuthappyhoursofthenightarenevertobeforgotten,nevertobeportrayed;theyrefreshedmeforthetrialsoftheday,andenabledmetoendurethem!AtthecloseofsevenyearsIwaspreparedtoentertheuniversity,andthebargainbetweenmymasterandmyselfwasalsoatanend。Freedfrommytyrant,IbentmystepstowardFrankfortUniversity,tofeelmylibertyenchainedanew。ForsevenyearsIhadbeentheslaveofthedirector;nowIbecametheslaveofpoverty,forcedtolabortolive!Oh,Icannotrecallthosescenes!Sufficeittosay,thatduringoneyearIhadnofixedabode,nevertastedwarmfood。Butitispassed——Ihaveconquered!
Afteryearsofstruggle,ofexertion,ofsilentmisery,onlyrelievedbymystolenhoursofblissfulstudy,Igainedmyreward。I
wasfree!Myexaminationpassed,IwashonoredwiththedegreesofDoctorofPhilosophyandMasterofArts。Aftermanyinterveningevents,IwasappointedconrectorofthecollegeattachedtotheGrayMonastery,whichpositionnowsupportsme。”
“Godbepraised,Ibreathefreely!“answeredGoethe,withoneofthosesunnysmileswhich,inamomentofjoyfulexcitement,lighteduphisface。“Ifeellikeoneshipwrecked,whohas,atlast,reachedasafeharbor。Irejoiceinyourrescueasifitweremyown。Nowyouaresafe。Youhavereachedtheport,andinthequiethappinessofyourownlibraryyouwillwinnewlaurels。Why,then,stilldispiritedandunhappy?Thepast,withitssorrowsandhumiliations,isforgotten,thepresentissatisfactory,andthefutureisfullofhopeforyou。”
“Fullofmiseryisthepresent,“criedPhilip,angrily,“andfilledwithdespairIglanceatthefuture。Youdonotseeitwithyourdivineeyes,youdonotperceiveit,poetwiththesympatheticsoul。
You,too,thoughtthatPhilipMoritzhadonlyaheadforthesciences,andforgotthathehadahearttolove。Itellyouthathehasawarm,affectionateheart,tornwithgriefandallthetorturesofjealousy;thatdisappointedhappinessmaddenshim。Iwasnotcreatedtobehappy,andmywholebeinglongsforhappiness。Oh!I
wouldwillinglygivemylifeforonedaybythesideoftheoneI
love。”
“Donottrifle,“saidGoethe,angrily。“Hewhohasstrivenandstruggledasyouhave,darenotoffer,foranywoman,howeverbeautifulandseductive,toyieldhislife,whichhasbeendestinedtoahigheraimthanmeresuccessinlove。PerhapsyouthinkthatGodhasinfusedarayofHisintelligenceintothemindofman,createdhimimmortal,andbreatheduponhimwithHisworld-creatingbreathonly,tomakehimhappy,andfindthathappinessinlove!No!
myfriend,GodhasgiventomanlikefacultieswithHimself,andinspiredhim,thathemightbeaworthyrepresentativeofHimupontheearth;thatheshouldprove,inhislife,thatheisnotonlytheblossom,butthefruitalso,ofGod'screation。Loveistomantheperfumeofhisexistence。Shemayintoxicatehimforawhile,mayinspirehimtopoeticaleffusions,togreatdeeds,even;butheshouldhesitatetoletherbecomehismistress,toletherbethetyrantofhisexistence。Ifshewouldenchainhim,hemusttearhimselfaway,evenifhetearouthisownheart。Manpossessesthatwhichismoreennoblingthanmerefeeling;hehasintellect——soul。”
“Ah!“criedMoritz,“itiseasytoseethatyouhaveneverlovedmadly,despairingly。Youhaveneverseenthewomanwhomyouadore,andwhoperhapsreciprocatesyourpassion,forcedtomarryanother。”
AshadowflittedoverGoethe'sbrow,andtheflashingbrilliancyofhiseyeswaschangedtogloomysadness。Gently,butquickly,helaidhishanduponMoritz'sshoulder,saying:“Inthishour,whentwosoulsarerevealedtoeachother,willIacknowledgetoyouthatwhichIhaveneverspokenof。I,too,loveawoman,wholovesme,andyetcanneverbemine,forsheismarriedtoanother。IlovethissweetwomanasIhaveneverlovedamortalbeing。Foryearsmyexistencehasbelongedtoher,shehasbeenthecentreofallmythoughts。Itwouldseemtomeasiftheearthwerewithoutasun,heavenwithoutaGod,ifsheshouldvanishfromlife。Ievenblessthetorturewhichherprudery,heralternatecoldnessandfriendlinesscauseme,asitcomesfromher,fromthehighestblissoffeeling。Thispassionhassweptthroughmysoul,asifunitinginitselfallmyyouthfulloves,till,likeatorrent,everrenewingitself,evermovingonward,ithasbecomethehighwayofmyfuture。
Uponthisstreamfloatsthebarkladenwithallmyhappiness,fame,andpoetry。Thepalaceswhichmyfancycreatesriseuponitsshore。
Everyzephyr,howeverslight,makesmetremble。Everycloudwhichovershadowsthebrowofmybeloved,sweepslikeatempestovermyown。Iliveuponhersmile。Akindwordfallingfromherlipsmakesmehappyfordays;andwhensheturnsawayfrommewithcoldnessandindifference,IfeellikeonedrivenaboutasOrestesbytheFuries。”
“Youreallyareinlove!“criedMoritz。“IwilltakebackwhatI
havesaid。You,thechosenofthegods,knowallthehumanheartcansuffer,evenunhappylove。”
Almostangry,andwithhesitation,Goetheansweredhim:“Idonotcallthispassionofmineanunhappyone,forintheveryperceptionofitlieshappiness。Weareonlywretchedwhenweloseself-
control。TothispointLoveshallneverleadme。Sheyieldsmethehighestdelight,butsheshallneverbringmetoself-destruction。
Griefforhermay,likeadestructivewhirlwind,crusheveryblossomofmyheart;butsheshallneverdestroyme。Theman,thepoet,muststandhigherthanthelover;forwherethelatterisabouttoyieldtodespair,theformerwillrise,and,withthedefianceofPrometheus,challengethegodstorecognizethegodlikesimilitude,thatmancanrisesuperiortosorrow,neverdespairing,nevercursingFateifalltherosydreamsofyoutharenotrealities,butwithupturnedgazestrideoverthewasteplacesoflife,consolinghimselfwiththethoughtthatonlymagnanimoussoulscansufferandconquermagnanimously。Vanquishedgriefbringsusnearertotheimmortal,andgraduallybearsusfromthisvaleofsorrowuptothebrighterheights,nearertoGod——theearthwithherpettyconfusionlyinglikeaworthlesstoolatourfeet!“
“Itisheavenlytobeabletosaythat,anddivinetoperceiveit,“
criedMoritz,burstingintotears。“Themiseriesoflifechainmetothedust,anddonotpermitmetomounttotheheightswhichaherolikeGoethereachesvictorious。Itisindeedsublimetoconquerone'sself,andbewillingtoresignthehappinesswhichfleesus。
ButseehowweakIam——Icannotdoit!IcannevergiveuptheoneI
love。ItseemsasifIcouldmoveheavenandearthtoconqueratlast,andthatImustdieifIdonotsucceed——dielikeWerther。”
Goethe'seyesflashedwithanger,andwithheightenedcolorheexclaimed:“Youallrepeatthesamelitany——donotmakemeanswerableforallyourweaknesses,andblamepoorWertherforthecreationsofyourownimagination。I,whoamtheauthorofWerther,amfreefromthisabominablesentimentality。Whycannotothersbe,whoonlyreadwhatIhaveconceived?Butpardonmyviolence,“hecontinued,withamildervoiceandgentlermanner。“Neverdidanauthorcreateaworkwhichbroughthimatthesametimesogreatfameandbitterreproachasthisworkhasbroughttome。'TheSorrowsofYoungWerther'haveindeedbeentransformedintothesorrowsofyoungGoethe,andIevenfearthatoldGoethewillhavetosufferforit。Ihavespokentoyouasafriendtoafriend:
cherishmywords,takethemtoheart,andarisefromthedust;shakeofftheself-strewnashesfromyourhead。Enteragainasabravechampionthecombatoflife——summontoyouraidcunning,power,prudence,andaudacity,toconqueryourlove。Whetheryousucceedornot,thenyouaimatthegreatestofbattles——thatofmindovermatter——thenremembermyfarewellwords。Fromthepowerwhichbindsallmenhefreeshimselfwhoconquershimself——Farewell!Ifeveryouneedtheencouragementofafriend,ifeverasympathizingsoulisnecessarytoyou,cometoWeimar;sympathyandappreciationshallneverfailyouthere。”
“Oh!Iwillsurelygo,“answeredMoritz,deeplymoved,andpressingheartilyGoethe'sofferedhand。
“OnethingmoreIhavetosaytoyou:LivemuchwithNature;
accustomyourselftoregardthesparrow,theflower,orthestone,asworthyofyourattentionasthewonderfulphoenixorthemonumentsoftheancientswiththeirillegibleinscriptions。TowalkwithNatureisbalsamforawearysoul;gentlytouchedbyhersofthands,therecoveryismostrapid。Ihaveexperiencedit,anddoexperienceitdaily。Now,oncemore,farewell;inthetruesenseofthewordfare-thee-well!IwishthatIcouldhelpyouinotherwaysthanbymerekindwords。ItpainsmeindeedthatIcanrenderyounootheraidorhope。Youalonecandowhatnoneothercandoforyou——
Farewell!“
Heturned,andmotioningtoMoritznottofollowhim,almostflewdownthestairsintothestreet。Drawingalongbreath,hestoodleaningagainstthedoor,gazingatthecrowd——atthebusypassers-
by——somemerrilychattingwiththeircompanions,otherswithearnestmienandinbusyhaste。Nooneseemedtocareforhim,noonelookedathim。Ifbychancetheyglancedathim,JohannWolfgangGoethewasofnomoreconsequencetothemthananyotherhonestcitizeninaneighboringdoorway。
Withoutperhapsacknowledgingittohimself,Goethewasalittlevexedthatnooneobservedhim;thattheweather-makerfromWeimar,whowasaccustomedtobegreetedthere,andeverywhere,indeed,withsmilesandbows,shouldhereinBerlinbeonlyanordinarymortal——astrangeramongstrangers。“Iwouldnotlivehere,“saidhe,ashewalkedslowlydownthestreet。“Whataremeningreatcitiesbutgrainsofsand,nowblowntogetherandthenasunder?Thereisnoindividuality,oneisonlyaunitinthemass!Butitiswelloccasionallytolookintosuchakaleidoscope,andadmiretheplayofcolors,whichIhavedone,andwithagladheartIwillnowflyhometoallmyfriends——toyou,belovedone——toyou,Charlotte!“
CHAPTERXI。
THEINNERANDTHEMIDDLETEMPLE。
WilhelmineEnkehadpassedthedayingreatanxietyandexcitement,andnoteventhedistractionofhernewpossessionhadbeenabletocalmthebeatingofherheartorallayherfears。PrinceFrederickWilliamhadarrivedearlyinthemorning,tobidherfarewell,ashewastomarchinthecourseofthedaywithhisregimentsfromPotsdam。WiththetenderestassurancesoflovehetookleaveofWilhelmine,andwithtearskissedhistwochildren,pressingthemtohisheart。Ashewasabouttoenterhiscarriagehereturnedtothehousetoembracehisweepingmistress,andreassureherofhisfidelity,andmakeherpromisehimagainandagainthatshewouldremaintruetohim,andneverloveanother。
ItwasnotalonethefarewelltoherbelovedprincewhichcausedWilhelminesuchanxietyandmadehersorestless。LikeadarkcloudtheremembranceofCagliostro'smysteriousappearancearoseinhermind,overshadowinghereveryhourmoreandmore,fillinghersoulwithterror。Invaindidsheseekrefugenearherchildren,tryingtocheerandforgetherselfintheirinnocentamusement——onemomentrunningaboutthegardenwiththem,thenreturningtothehousetoreexamineit。HerthoughtswouldreverttoCagliostro,andthesolemnitieswhichweretotakeplaceatherhousethatnight。Thethoughtterrifiedherthatatnightfallshewasobligedtosendawayallherservants,andnotevenbepermittedtolockherselfinthelonely,desertedhouse。Forthegreatmagicianhadcommandedhertoletthedoorsofherhousestandopen;hewouldplacesentinelsateveryentrance,andnonebuttheelectwouldbeallowedtoenter。
Wilhelminehadnotthecouragetoresistthiscommand。Aseveningapproached,shesentthecook,withotherservants,toherapartmentatBerlin,orderingthemtopackherfurnitureandothereffects,andsendthembyahiredwagontoCharlottenburgthefollowingmorning。AnhourprevioustothisshehadsentthenurseandtwochildrentoPotsdamwithasimilarcommission,orderingthemtoreturnearlythenextday。AloneshenowawaitedwithfeverishanxietyCagliostro'sappearance。Againandagainshewanderedthroughthesilent,desertedroomsfrightenedatthesoundofherownfootsteps,andpeeringintoeachroomasifanassassinorrobberwerelurkingthere。Shehadmanyenemies——manytherewerewhocursedher,and,alas!nonelovedher——shewasfriendless,savetheprince,whowasfaraway。Thetearswhichtheprincesshadshedonheraccountweighedlikeaheavyburdenuponherheart,burningintoherverysoulinthishouroflonely,sadretrospection。Shetriedinvaintoexcuseherself,inthefactthatshehadlovedtheprincebeforehismarriage;thatshehadsacrificedherselftohimthroughaffection,andthatshewasnotentitledtobecomehiswife,asshewasnotbornunderthecanopyofathrone。
Fromthedepthsofherconsciencethereagainrosethetearful,sadfaceoftheprincess,accusingherasanadulteress——asasinnerbeforeGodandman!Terrified,shecried:“Ihavetrulylovedhim,andIdostilllovehim;thisismyexcuseandmyjustification。Sheisnottobepitiedwhocanwalkopenlybythesideofherhusband,enjoyingtherespectandsympathyofalltowhomhomageispaid,andwho,oneday,willbequeen!Iamtheonlyone,Ialone!Istandintheshade,despisedandscorned,avoidedandshunnedbyeveryone。
Thosewhorecognizeme,dosowithamockingsmile,andwhenIpassbytheycontemptuouslyshrugtheirshouldersandsaytooneanother,'ThatwasEnke,themistressofthePrinceofPrussia!'Allthisshallbechanged,“shecriedaloud;“Iwillnotalwaysbedespisedanddegraded!Iwillberevengedonmycrushedandscornedyouth!I
willhaverankandname,honorandposition,thatIwill——yes,thatIwill,indeed!“
Wilhelminewanderedonthroughthesilentrooms,allbrilliantlyilluminated,aprecautionshehadtakenbeforedismissingherservants。Thebrightlightwasaconsolationtoher,and,atleast,shecouldnotbeattackedbysurprise,butseeherenemy,andescape。“Iwasafool,“shemurmured,“tograntCagliostrothisreceptionto-night。Iknowthatheisacharlatan!Therearenoprophetsorwizards!Yet,wellIremember,thoughastrangertome,inParis,howtruthfullyhebroughtbeforememypastlife;withwhatmarvellousexactnessherevealedtomesecretsknownonlytomyMakerandmyself。Cagliostromustbeawizard,then,oraprophet;
hehaswonderfulpowerovermealso,andreadsmymostsecretthoughts。Hewillassistmetorisefrommyshameanddegradationtoanhonoredposition。Ishallbecomearichandinfluentialwoman!I
willconfideinhim,neverdoubtinghim——forheismymasterandsavior!Awaywithfear!Hehassaidthatthehouseshouldbeguarded,anditwillbe!Onwardthen,Wilhelmine,withoutfear!“
Shehastenedtothelargedrawing-room,inordertoseetheeffectofthenumerouswax-lightsinthesuperbchandeliersofrockcrystal。Thegreatfolding-doorsresistedallhereffortstoopenthem。“Whoisthere?“criedaloud,threateningvoice。TremblingandwithbeatingheartWilhelmineleanedagainstthedoor,giddywithfear,whenaseconddemand,“Whoisthere?Thewatchword!Noonecanpasswithoutthecountersign!“rousedher,andshestolebackontiptoetoherroom。“Hehaskepthisword,thedoorsareguarded!“
shewhispered。“Iwillgoandawaithiminmysitting-room。”Shesteppedquicklyforward,whensuddenlyshethoughtsheheardfootstepsstealingbehindher;turning,shebeheldtwomenwrappedinblackcloaks,withblackmasks,stealthilycreepingafterher。
Wilhelmineshriekedwithterror,toreopenthedoor,rushedacrossthenextroomintoherownboudoir。Assheenteredaglancerevealedtoherthatthetwomasksapproachednearerandnearer。Sheboltedthedoorquickly,sinkingtothefloorwithfrightandexhaustion。
“Whataretheygoingtodo?Willtheyforceopenthedoorandmurderme?Howfoolish,howfearfullyfoolishtohavesentawayallmyservants。NowIunderstandit:Cagliostroisnotonlyanimpostor——acharlatan,butheisathiefandanassassin。Ihavebeencaughtinthetrapsetforme,likeacredulousfool!Heandhisassociateswillrobmeandplundermybeautifulvilla,butjustgiventome,and,whentheyhavesecuredall,murdermetoescapebetrayal。”Withdeepcontrition,weepingandtrembling,Wilhelmineaccusedherselfofhercredulityandfolly。Forthefirsttimeinherlifeshewasdismayedandcowardly,foritwasthefirsttimethatshehadhadtotrembleforherpossessions。Itwassomethingsonew,sounaccustomedtohertopossessanything,thatitmadeheranxious,andshefeared,asinthefairytale,thatitwoulddissolveintonothing。Bydegreesherpresenceofmindandequanimitywererestored。Thestillnesswasunbroken——andnooneforcedthedoor,tomurderthemistressofthiscostlypossession。Gatheringcourage,sherosesoftlyandstoletothewindow。Themoonshonebrightlyandclearly。Thehousestoodsidewaystothestreet,andseparatedfromit,firstbythickshrubbery,andthenatrellisedlawn。Whoeverwouldenter,directlyturnedintoapathleadingfromthestreetintotheshrubbery。Justuponthiswalk,Wilhelmineperceivedmaskedmenapproaching,onebyone,asinaprocession——slowly,silentlymovingon,untiltheynearedthegateofthetrellisedsquare,wheretwotall,darkformswerestationedtodemandthecountersign,whichbeinggiven,theypassedoverthelawnintothehouse。
“Iwilltakecourage;hehastoldmethetruth,thehouseiswellguarded,“murmuredWilhelmine。“Nonebutthesummonedcanenter;I
belongtothenumber,andwhenitistimeCagliostrowillcomeandfetchme。Untilthen,letmeawaitquietlytheresult,“saidshe,asshestretchedherselfcomfortablyuponthesofa,laughingatherformercowardiceandterror。“NoonecanenterthisroomunlessI
openthedoor,andfortunatelythereisbutoneexit。Thewizardhimselfcouldnotgainadmittanceunlessthewallsshouldopenortheboltdrivehackforhim。Hark!itstrikeseleven,onetedioushourlongertowait。Imusttrytorestalittle。”Shelaidherheaduponthecushion,closinghereyes。Thecalmandthequietwererefreshingaftertheexcitementoftheday。Graduallyherthoughtsbecameconfused——dimpicturesfloatedpasthermentalvision,herbreathingbecameshorter,andsheslept。Thestillnesswasunbroken,savetheclockstrikingthequartersofeveryhour。Scarcelyhadthelastquartertomidnightsounded,whenthewindowwassoftlyopened,andadarkformdescendedintotheroom。Helistenedamoment,lookingatthesleepingone,whomovednot;thenextinguishedthelight,creepingtowardthedoor。Wilhelmineslepton。Suddenlyitseemedtoherasifsunbeamsblindedher,andshestartedupfromaprofoundsleep。Itwasindeednodream。Awhiteformstoodbeforeherofdazzlingbrilliancy,asifformedofsun-rays。
“Riseandfollowme!“criedacommandingvoice。“TheGreatKophtacommandsyou。Maskyourself,and,asyourlifeisdeartoyou,donotraiseitforoneinstant!“Wilhelminetookthemask,uponwhichflickeredalittleblueflame,andhelditclosetoherface。“Prayinspirit,thenfollowme。”Wilhelminefollowedwithoutoppositionthebrightformwhichmovedbeforeherthroughthedarkrooms。Shefeltasifundertheinfluenceofacharm;herheartbeatviolently,herfeettrembled,butstillshefeltnomorewaveringorfear;ajoyousconfidencefilledherwholebeing。Withhereyesbentuponthemovingformoflight,shewentonwardintheobscurity,andenteredthegreatdrawing-room,whereprofounddarknessandsilencereigned。Aslightmurmur,asofthoseinprayer,fellonhercar,anditseemedasifnumberlessblackshadowsweremovingabout。
“Kneelandpray,“whisperedavoicenearher。Herconductorhaddisappeared,andthegloomofnightsurroundedher。Wilhelminekneltasshewasbidden,butshecouldnotpray;breathlessexpectationandeagercuriositybanishedalldevotionandcomposure。
Occasionallywasheard,amidthesilenceanddarkness,adeepsigh,asuppressedgroan,orashriek,whichdiedawayinthemurmuringofprayer。Suddenlyastrangemusicbrokethestillness——sharp,piercingtones,resonantasbells,andincreasinginpower,sometimesasrichandfullasthepealsofanorgan,thengentleandsoftasthemurmuringwind,orasorrow-ladensigh。Then,humanvoicesjoinedthemusic,swellingittoawonderfulandharmoniouschoir——toaninspiredsongofaspiration,Offerventexpectation,andimploringthecomingofhimwhowouldbringgloryandpeace,fillingtheheartsofbelieverswithgodliness。ThechorusoftheInvisibleshadnotceased,whenastrangebluelightbegantoglimmeratthefartherendoftheroom;thenitshotlikeaflashthroughthedarkspace。Astheirdazzledeyeswereagainraised,theysawinakindofhalo,inthemidstofgoldenclouds,atall,dazzlingfigure,inalong,flowingrobe,sparklingwithsilver。Thelovelybust,thebeautifularmsandshoulders,werecoveredwithatransparentgoldentissue,overwhichfellthelong,curlyhairtothewaist。Aglitteringband,sparklinglikestars,waswoundthroughthehair,whichsurroundedafemininefaceofsurpassingbeauty。Perpetualyouthgloweduponherfull,rosycheeks;brightintelligencebeamedfromtheclear,loftybrow;peace,joy,andhappiness,wererevealedinthesmileoftheredlips;loveandpassionflashedfromthelarge,brillianteyes。ThechoiroftheInvisiblesnowsanginjubilanttones:“TheeternalVirgin,theeverlasting,holy,andpurebeing,greetstheerring,blessesthosethatseek,causingthemtofind,andpartakewithjoy。”
Theheavenlywomanraisedherlovelyarms,extendingthemasifforatenderembrace。Acaptivatingsmilelightedupherfeatures;afieryglancefromherbeautifuleyesseemedtogreeteveryone,separately,toannouncetothemjoyandhope。Whiletheyregardedherentrancedwithdelight,thegoldencloudgrewdenser,andcoveredthevirginwithherluminousveil。Itthengraduallydisappeared,withthegoldensplendor。ThechorusoftheInvisiblesceased,andthemusicdiedawayingentlemurmurs。Uponthespotwherethebeamingapparitionwasvisible,therenowstoodatallpriest,inalong,flowingblackrobe;apale-bluelightsurroundedhim,andrenderedthedarkoutlinedistinctlyvisiblebytheclearbackground。Snow-whitehairandablackmaskmadehimunrecognizabletoeveryone。
Extendinghisarms,asifblessingthem,themaskedonecried:“Mybeloved,theunknownfathersofourHolyOrderofRosicrucianssendmetoyou,andcommandmetosaluteyouwiththegreetingoflife。I
amtoannouncetoyouthatthetimeofrevelationapproaches,andthatthesublimemysteriesofearthandNaturewillsoonberevealedtoyou。Astheroseisunfoldedinherglowingred,whichhassolongsleptinherlapofgreenleaves,yourepresentthegreenleaves,andNatureistherose。Shewilldiscloseherselftoyouwithallhersecrets。Inhercalyxyouwillfindtheelixiroflifeandthesecretofgold,ifyouwalkinthepathofduty;ifyouexerciseunconditionalobediencetotheInvisibleFathers;ifyousubmityourselvesinblindconfidencetotheirwisdom;ifyousweartoabstainfromeveryself-inquiry,andtodistrustyourownunderstanding。”[Footnote:SoruntheverywordsinthelawsoftheRosicrucians——See“NewGeneralGermanLibrary,“vol。lvi。,p。10。]
“Weswearit!“criedsolemnvoicesonallsides。
“Swear,blindly,silentobediencetoallthattheInvisibleFathersshallannouncetoyouthroughtheirdirectors,orshallorderyouundertheholysignoftheRosicruciansbywordorwriting。”
“Weswearit!“againresoundedinsolemnchorus。
“Shame,disgrace,perdition,anddestruction,beyourcurse,“
thunderedthepriest,“ifyoudeviateinthoughtevenfromyouroath;ifyouseektoponderandreflect;ifyoumeasurebyyourownlimitedreasonthedispositionsandoperationsofthesublimefathers,towhomNaturehasrevealedherself,andtowhomallthesecretsofheavenandeartharedisclosed。Eternaldestruction,andallthetorturesofhellandpurgatory,betheportionofthedoubting!Damnedandproscribedbethetraitortotheholyorder!
Listen,yespiritsofthedeep,andyespiritsofdarkness,withdrawfromhereinterror,eretheangeroftheInvisibleFathersfalluponyoulikedestroyinglightning!Open,yedoors,thatthewickedmayflee,andonlythegoodremain!“
Withawaveofthehandthegreatfolding-doorsnowopened,andafloodoflightfromtheadjoiningapartmentrevealedthedrawingroomtobefilledwiththedarkformsofmenenvelopedinblackcloaks,hoodsdrawnovertheheads,andblackmaskscoveringthefaces——allkneelingclosetogetherandexactlyresemblingoneanother。Noonemoved,thedoorsclosedagain,darknessreigning。Thepriestwasnolongervisible,thoughcontinuingtospeak:“Onlythegoodandobedientarenowassembledhere,andtothemIannouncethatlifeistous,anddeathawaitsbeyondthedoortoseizethetraitorwhowoulddisclosetheholysecretsoftheorder。Befaithful,mybrothers,andneverforgetthatthereisnoplaceontheearthwherethetraitorissecurefromtheavengingswordoftheInvisibleFathers。Nonebutthegoodandobedientbeinghereassembled,Inowannouncetoyouthatthetimeofrevelationapproaches,andthatitwillcomewhenyouareallzealouslyendeavoringtoextendtheholyorder,andaugmentthenumberofbrothers。Fortheextensionoftheorderisnothinglessthanuniversalhappiness。ItemanatesalonefromtheInvisibleFathers,wholinkheaventoearthandwhowillopenagainthelostwaytoParadise。ThesupremechiefsofourholyorderaretherulersofallNature,reposinginGodtheFather。
[Footnote:ThewordingofthelawsoftheOrderoftheRosicrucians——See“NewGeneralGermanLibrary,“vol。M。,p。10。]
TheyarethefavoritesofGod,whomtheTrinitythinksworthyofhishighestconfidenceandrevelation。IfyouwilltakepartintherevelationsofGod,andwitnessthedisclosingofthehiddentreasuresofNature,swearthatyouwillbeobedienttotheholyorder,andthatyouwillstrivetogainnewmembers。
“Weswearit,“resoundedinaninspiredchorusthroughtheroom。“WeswearunconditionalobediencetotheInvisibleFathers。Wesweartostrivewithallourmeansfortheextensionoftheholyorder。
“Unbelief,free-thinking,andself-knowledgeareofthedevil,whostealsabroad,toturnmenfromGod。Theprideofreasonseekstomisguidemen,andleadthemawayfromGodandthesecretsofNature。
Thedevilhaschosenhisdisciples,whoteachsinfulknowledgeandarrogantfree-thinking,andwhoareunitedinBerlinintheOrderoftheIlluminati。TheInvisibleFatherscommandyoutofightthisshamefulorderinword,deed,andwriting。Ifanyofyouareacquaintedwithoneofthemembers,youshallregardhimasyourmostdeadlyenemy,andshallhateandpursuehimasyouhatesinandasyoupursuecrime。Youshallfleehisintercourseasyouwouldthatofthedevil,otherwiseyouwillbedamned,andtheInvisibleFathersneverwillforgiveyou,andthesecretsofNaturewillbewithheldfromyou。Swearthereforehate,persecution,andeternalenmity,totheOrderoftheIlluminati。ThisIcommandyouinthenameoftheInvisibleFathers。”
“Weswearit!Weswearhate,persecution,andeternalenmity,totheOrderoftheIlluminati!“
“Everyonewhobelongstotheorderisdamnedandcursed;andifitwereyourbrotheroryourfather,soshallyoucurseanddamnhim!“
“Weswearit!“
“ThenIbringyoutheblessingoftheInvisiblerulersandfathers,whoannouncetoyou,throughme,thateverylostonewhichyougainfortheOrderoftheRosicrucians,andconsequentlyleadbacktoGodandNature,isasteptowardenteringtheholysanctuaryofrevelation,wheretheelixiroflifeandthetinctureofgoldawaitsyou。EverycursedmemberoftheIlluminatibecomesoneoftheblessedwhenyouleadhimfromthepathofviceinpenitenceandcontrition,andgainhimtotheOrderoftheRosicrucians;andhewhocanprovethathehasgainedtwelvenewmembersforourholyordermountsaroundhigherintheladderofknowledge,andrisestoanewdegree。AtthesixthgradehepassesfromtheInnertotheMiddleTemple,whereallthesecretsoftheuniverseandofNaturearedisclosed。Bemindfulofthis,andrecruit。Untilwemeetagain,letthewatchwordbe,'Cursesandpersecutionforthedevil'soffspring,theIlluminati!'“
“Cursesandpersecutionforthedevil'soffspring,theIlluminati,weswear!“
“Nowdepart!Payyourtributeatthedoor,whichyouowe,andreceiveinreturnthenewsignoftheorder,whichwillservetomakethebrothersknowntoeachother。Onlythedirectorsandthemembersofthesixthgradeshallknockagainatthisdoorafterpayingtribute,and,receivingthenewwordoflife,theguardwillletthementer。Depart!IdismissyouinthenameoftheHolyFatherandtheTrinity!“
“Takethiscloak,andcoveryourself,thatnoonecanrecognizeyou,“whisperedapersonnearWilhelmine,andthrewasoftcoveringoverher。“Willyounowdepart,orseekfurtherinthewayofknowledge?“
“Iwillseekfurther,“answeredWilhelmine,firmly。
“Youwishtoenterthesixthgrade,andlearnthesecretsofNature?“
“Ido!“
“ThenIwillgiveyouthewatchwordoftheorder。Butwoeuntoyouifyourevealit!Swearthatyouwillneverbetrayit!“
“Iswearit!“
“Then,listen!“
Wilhelminefeltahotbreathuponhercheek,andavoicewhisperedinherearthesignificantwords:“Nowdepart;payyourtribute,youcannottarryhere。Go,andreturnwiththechosen!“
Ahandseizedherarmandconductedhertothedoor。Almostblindedbythebrightlight,sheenteredtheadjoiningapartment,whereitseemedasifshesawthroughaveilmuffledfiguresgoforwardtothecentre,anddepositmoneyinamarblebasinwhichstooduponakindofaltar;naphthaburnedinsilverbasinsuponeachendofit,andamuffledfigurestoodnear。
Wilhelmineadvancedtothealtar,andwithquickdecisiondrewadiamondringfromherfinger,andbeggedpermissiontodeposititinsteadofmoney。
Themuffledfigurebowed,andhandedtoherthenewwatchword——apictureofaMadonna,withthesignoftheRosicruciansunderneath。
Thenshereturned,andawaitedatthedoor,withalittlegathering,whichmustconsequentlybelongtothesixthgrade。Graduallytheothershadwithdrawn;thenaphtha-flamesuponthealtarwereextinguished,andthewax-lightsofthecentrelustreshadgrowndim,andgraduallyextinguishedthemselves。Soonthedoorswereopened,andabrightlight,asofthesun'srays,filledthehall。
Threeblastsoftrumpetssounded,andachoirofimmortalvoicessang,“Enter,yeblessedones!Enter,yeelect!“
Theyentered,whisperingthesigntotheguards,whostoodwithdrawnswords,andpassedontothethroneuponwhichstoodacouch,surroundedwithbloomingflowersandcoveredwithacloudofsilverygauze。Theysoondiscoveredasecretsomethingwashiddenunderthecloud,thoughtheyknewnotwhetheritwerechild,woman,orman。
Theykneltuponthelowerstepofthethrone,withfoldedhandsandbowedheads,prayinginalowvoice。Asolemnstillnessreigned,theprayersdiedawayonthelips,andtheheartsscarcelybeatforanxietyandexpectation。Suddenlyavoice,whichseemedtocomefromthesilvercloud,sodistantandlofty,androllinglikemajesticthunder,cried,“Hecomes,thechosenone!TheGreatKophtacomes!“
Thefolding-doorsflewopen,andtheGreatKophtaentered。
Wilhelminerecognizedinthemajesticfigure,envelopedinaflowing,silver-embroideredsatinrobe,withabandofbrilliantsaroundhisbrow,thehandsomefaceofCagliostro,beamingasifinanecstasy。Hesalutedthebrotherswithagentlevoice,andbadethemapproachandtouchhishand。AsWilhelminedidso,athrillranthroughherwholebeing,andshesankoverpoweredathisfeet。Hebowedandbreatheduponher。“Youarechosen,yeheavenlybrothers,“
hesaid,inasweet,melodiousvoice;“thesecretsofheavenandeartharedisclosedtoyou。IreceiveyouintheHolyOrderoftheFavoritesofGod,whichIfoundedwithEnochandEliaswhenwedweltinthepromisedland。FromthemIreceivedtheWordofLife,andtheysentmetotheancientsagesofEgypt,whorevealedtomeinthepyramidsthesecretscienceswhichsubjecttheearthandallhertreasurestoourcommand。Hewhodevoteshimselftomewithfidelitywillreceiveeternallifeandthesecretofimmortality。”
“Webelieveinthee,blessedoneofGod,“murmuredthekneelingones;“weknowthatwereceivelifeandsalvationfromthee。Bendtous,andgiveusofthebreathofimmortality!“
Hebowedandbreatheduponthem,andtheybrokeforthinwordsofthankfulnessanddelight。
OnlyWilhelminekeptsilent;sheonlyfailedtofeelthemagicalinfluence,andhebowedagaintoher,fixinghisgreatfieryeyesuponher。“Thouartcalled,thouartchosen,“hesaid。“Mounttothetabernacle,andlifttheveil。”