HetrustedthatitwasHeaven'sintenttoaffordhimanopportunityofexpiatinghissin;hehopedthathemightfindthebonessolongunburied;andthat,havinglaidtheearthoverthem,peacewouldthrowitssunlightintothesepulchreofhisheart。Fromthesethoughtshewasarousedbyarustlingintheforestatsomedistancefromthespottowhichhehadwandered。
Perceivingthemotionofsomeobjectbehindathickveilofundergrowth,hefired,withtheinstinctofahunterandtheaimofapractisedmarksman。Alowmoan,whichtoldhissuccess,andbywhichevenanimalscarsexpresstheirdyingagony,wasunheededbyReubenBourne。Whatweretherecollectionsnowbreakinguponhim?
ThethicketintowhichReubenhadfiredwasnearthesummitofaswellofland,andwasclusteredaroundthebaseofarock,which,intheshapeandsmoothnessofoneofitssurfaces,wasnotunlikeagiganticgravestone。Asifreflectedinamirror,itslikenesswasinReuben'smemory。Heevenrecognizedtheveinswhichseemedtoformaninscriptioninforgottencharacters:
everythingremainedthesame,exceptthatathickcovertofbushesshroudedthelowerpartoftherock,andwouldhavehiddenRogerMalvinhadhestillbeensittingthere。YetinthenextmomentReuben'seyewascaughtbyanotherchangethattimehadeffectedsincehelaststoodwherehewasnowstandingagainbehindtheearthyrootsoftheuptorntree。Thesaplingtowhichhehadboundthebloodstainedsymbolofhisvowhadincreasedandstrengthenedintoanoak,farindeedfromitsmaturity,butwithnomeanspreadofshadowybranches。TherewasonesingularityobservableinthistreewhichmadeReubentremble。Themiddleandlowerbrancheswereinluxuriantlife,andanexcessofvegetationhadfringedthetrunkalmosttotheground;butablighthadapparentlystrickentheupperpartoftheoak,andtheverytopmostboughwaswithered,sapless,andutterlydead。
Reubenrememberedhowthelittlebannerhadflutteredonthattopmostbough,whenitwasgreenandlovely,eighteenyearsbefore。Whoseguilthadblastedit?……
Dorcas,afterthedepartureofthetwohunters,continuedherpreparationsfortheireveningrepast。Hersylvantablewasthemoss-coveredtrunkofalargefallentree,onthebroadestpartofwhichshehadspreadasnow-whiteclothandarrangedwhatwereleftofthebrightpewtervesselsthathadbeenherprideinthesettlements。IthadastrangeaspectthatonelittlespotofhomelycomfortinthedesolateheartofNature。Thesunshineyetlingereduponthehigherbranchesofthetreesthatgrewonrisingground;buttheshadowsofeveninghaddeepenedintothehollowwheretheencampmentwasmade,andthefirelightbegantoreddenasitgleamedupthetalltrunksofthepinesorhoveredonthedenseandobscuremassoffoliagethatcircledroundthespot。TheheartofDorcaswasnotsad;forshefeltthatitwasbettertojourneyinthewildernesswithtwowhomshelovedthantobealonelywomaninacrowdthatcarednotforher。Asshebusiedherselfinarrangingseatsofmoulderingwood,coveredwithleaves,forReubenandherson,hervoicedancedthroughthegloomyforestinthemeasureofasongthatshehadlearnedinyouth。Therudemelody,theproductionofabardwhowonnoname,wasdescriptiveofawintereveninginafrontiercottage,when,securedfromsavageinroadbythehigh-piledsnow-drifts,thefamilyrejoicedbytheirownfireside。Thewholesongpossessedthenamelesscharmpeculiartounborrowedthought,butfourcontinually-recurringlinesshoneoutfromtherestliketheblazeofthehearthwhosejoystheycelebrated。Intothem,workingmagicwithafewsimplewords,thepoethadinstilledtheveryessenceofdomesticloveandhouseholdhappiness,andtheywerepoetryandpicturejoinedinone。AsDorcassang,thewallsofherforsakenhomeseemedtoencircleher;shenolongersawthegloomypines,norheardthewindwhichstill,asshebeganeachverse,sentaheavybreaththroughthebranches,anddiedawayinahollowmoanfromtheburdenofthesong。Shewasarousedbythereportofaguninthevicinityoftheencampment;
andeitherthesuddensound,orherlonelinessbytheglowingfire,causedhertotrembleviolently。Thenextmomentshelaughedintheprideofamother'sheart。
“Mybeautifulyounghunter!Myboyhasslainadeer!“sheexclaimed,recollectingthatinthedirectionwhencetheshotproceededCyrushadgonetothechase。
Shewaitedareasonabletimetohearherson'slightstepboundingovertherustlingleavestotellofhissuccess。Buthedidnotimmediatelyappear;andshesenthercheerfulvoiceamongthetreesinsearchofhim。
“Cyrus!Cyrus!“
Hiscomingwasstilldelayed;andshedetermined,asthereporthadapparentlybeenverynear,toseekforhiminperson。Herassistance,also,mightbenecessaryinbringinghomethevenisonwhichsheflatteredherselfhehadobtained。Shethereforesetforward,directingherstepsbythelong-pastsound,andsingingasshewent,inorderthattheboymightbeawareofherapproachandruntomeether。Frombehindthetrunkofeverytree,andfromeveryhiding-placeinthethickfoliageoftheundergrowth,shehopedtodiscoverthecountenanceofherson,laughingwiththesportivemischiefthatisbornofaffection。Thesunwasnowbeneaththehorizon,andthelightthatcamedownamongtheleaveswassufficientlydimtocreatemanyillusionsinherexpectingfancy。Severaltimessheseemedindistinctlytoseehisfacegazingoutfromamongtheleaves;andoncesheimaginedthathestoodbeckoningtoheratthebaseofacraggyrock。Keepinghereyesonthisobject,however,itprovedtobenomorethanthetrunkofanoakfringedtotheverygroundwithlittlebranches,oneofwhich,thrustoutfartherthantherest,wasshakenbythebreeze。Makingherwayroundthefootoftherock,shesuddenlyfoundherselfclosetoherhusband,whohadapproachedinanotherdirection。Leaninguponthebuttofhisgun,themuzzleofwhichresteduponthewitheredleaves,hewasapparentlyabsorbedinthecontemplationofsomeobjectathisfeet。
“Howisthis,Reuben?Haveyouslainthedeerandfallenasleepoverhim?“exclaimedDorcas,laughingcheerfully,onherfirstslightobservationofhispostureandappearance。
Hestirrednot,neitherdidheturnhiseyestowardsher;andacold,shudderingfear,indefiniteinitssourceandobject,begantocreepintoherblood。Shenowperceivedthatherhusband'sfacewasghastlypale,andhisfeatureswererigid,asifincapableofassuminganyotherexpressionthanthestrongdespairwhichhadhardeneduponthem。Hegavenottheslightestevidencethathewasawareofherapproach。
“FortheloveofHeaven,Reuben,speaktome!“criedDorcas;andthestrangesoundofherownvoiceaffrightedherevenmorethanthedeadsilence。
Herhusbandstarted,staredintoherface,drewhertothefrontoftherock,andpointedwithhisfinger。
Oh,therelaytheboy,asleep,butdreamless,uponthefallenforestleaves!Hischeekresteduponhisarm——hiscurledlockswerethrownbackfromhisbrow——hislimbswereslightlyrelaxed。
Hadasuddenwearinessovercometheyouthfulhunter?Wouldhismother'svoicearousehim?Sheknewthatitwasdeath。
“Thisbroadrockisthegravestoneofyournearkindred,Dorcas,“
saidherhusband。“Yourtearswillfallatonceoveryourfatherandyourson。“
Sheheardhimnot。Withonewildshriek,thatseemedtoforceitswayfromthesufferer'sinmostsoul,shesankinsensiblebythesideofherdeadboy。Atthatmomentthewitheredtopmostboughoftheoaklooseneditselfinthestillyair,andfellinsoft,lightfragmentsupontherock,upontheleaves,uponReuben,uponhiswifeandchild,anduponRogerMalvin'sbones。ThenReuben'sheartwasstricken,andthetearsgushedoutlikewaterfromarock。Thevowthatthewoundedyouthhadmadetheblightedmanhadcometoredeem。Hissinwasexpiated,——thecursewasgonefromhim;andinthehourwhenhehadshedblooddearertohimthanhisown,aprayer,thefirstforyears,wentuptoHeavenfromthelipsofReubenBourne。
THEARTISTOFTHEBEAUTIFUL
Anelderlyman,withhisprettydaughteronhisarm,waspassingalongthestreet,andemergedfromthegloomofthecloudyeveningintothelightthatfellacrossthepavementfromthewindowofasmallshop。Itwasaprojectingwindow;andontheinsideweresuspendedavarietyofwatches,pinchbeck,silver,andoneortwoofgold,allwiththeirfacesturnedfromthestreets,asifchurlishlydisinclinedtoinformthewayfarerswhato'clockitwas。Seatedwithintheshop,sidelongtothewindowwithhispalefacebentearnestlyoversomedelicatepieceofmechanismonwhichwasthrowntheconcentratedlustreofashadelamp,appearedayoungman。
“WhatcanOwenWarlandbeabout?“mutteredoldPeterHovenden,himselfaretiredwatchmaker,andtheformermasterofthissameyoungmanwhoseoccupationhewasnowwonderingat。“Whatcanthefellowbeabout?ThesesixmonthspastIhavenevercomebyhisshopwithoutseeinghimjustassteadilyatworkasnow。Itwouldbeaflightbeyondhisusualfoolerytoseekfortheperpetualmotion;andyetIknowenoughofmyoldbusinesstobecertainthatwhatheisnowsobusywithisnopartofthemachineryofawatch。“
“Perhaps,father,“saidAnnie,withoutshowingmuchinterestinthequestion,“Owenisinventinganewkindoftimekeeper。Iamsurehehasingenuityenough。“
“Poh,child!HehasnotthesortofingenuitytoinventanythingbetterthanaDutchtoy,“answeredherfather,whohadformerlybeenputtomuchvexationbyOwenWarland'sirregulargenius。“A
plagueonsuchingenuity!AlltheeffectthateverIknewofitwastospoiltheaccuracyofsomeofthebestwatchesinmyshop。
Hewouldturnthesunoutofitsorbitandderangethewholecourseoftime,if,asIsaidbefore,hisingenuitycouldgraspanythingbiggerthanachild'stoy!“
“Hush,father!Hehearsyou!“whisperedAnnie,pressingtheoldman'sarm。“Hisearsareasdelicateashisfeelings;andyouknowhoweasilydisturbedtheyare。Doletusmoveon。“
SoPeterHovendenandhisdaughterAnnieploddedonwithoutfurtherconversation,untilinaby-streetofthetowntheyfoundthemselvespassingtheopendoorofablacksmith'sshop。Withinwasseentheforge,nowblazingupandilluminatingthehighandduskyroof,andnowconfiningitslustretoanarrowprecinctofthecoal-strewnfloor,accordingasthebreathofthebellowswaspuffedforthoragaininhaledintoitsvastleathernlungs。Intheintervalsofbrightnessitwaseasytodistinguishobjectsinremotecornersoftheshopandthehorseshoesthathunguponthewall;inthemomentarygloomthefireseemedtobeglimmeringamidstthevaguenessofunenclosedspace。Movingaboutinthisredglareandalternateduskwasthefigureoftheblacksmith,wellworthytobeviewedinsopicturesqueanaspectoflightandshade,wherethebrightblazestruggledwiththeblacknight,asifeachwouldhavesnatchedhiscomelystrengthfromtheother。
Anonhedrewawhite-hotbarofironfromthecoals,laiditontheanvil,upliftedhisarmofmight,andwassoonenvelopedinthemyriadsofsparkswhichthestrokesofhishammerscatteredintothesurroundinggloom。
“Now,thatisapleasantsight,“saidtheoldwatchmaker。“Iknowwhatitistoworkingold;butgivemetheworkerinironafterallissaidanddone。Hespendshislaboruponareality。Whatsayyou,daughterAnnie?“
“Praydon'tspeaksoloud,father,“whisperedAnnie,“RobertDanforthwillhearyou。“
“Andwhatifheshouldhearme?“saidPeterHovenden。“Isayagain,itisagoodandawholesomethingtodependuponmainstrengthandreality,andtoearnone'sbreadwiththebareandbrawnyarmofablacksmith。Awatchmakergetshisbrainpuzzledbyhiswheelswithinawheel,orloseshishealthorthenicetyofhiseyesight,aswasmycase,andfindshimselfatmiddleage,oralittleafter,pastlaborathisowntradeandfitfornothingelse,yettoopoortoliveathisease。SoIsayonceagain,givememainstrengthformymoney。Andthen,howittakesthenonsenseoutofaman!DidyoueverhearofablacksmithbeingsuchafoolasOwenWarlandyonder?“
“Wellsaid,uncleHovenden!“shoutedRobertDanforthfromtheforge,inafull,deep,merryvoice,thatmadetheroofre-echo。
“AndwhatsaysMissAnnietothatdoctrine?She,Isuppose,willthinkitagenteelerbusinesstotinkerupalady'swatchthantoforgeahorseshoeormakeagridiron。“
Anniedrewherfatheronwardwithoutgivinghimtimeforreply。
ButwemustreturntoOwenWarland'sshop,andspendmoremeditationuponhishistoryandcharacterthaneitherPeterHovenden,orprobablyhisdaughterAnnie,orOwen'soldschool-fellow,RobertDanforth,wouldhavethoughtduetososlightasubject。Fromthetimethathislittlefingerscouldgraspapenknife,Owenhadbeenremarkableforadelicateingenuity,whichsometimesproducedprettyshapesinwood,principallyfiguresofflowersandbirds,andsometimesseemedtoaimatthehiddenmysteriesofmechanism。Butitwasalwaysforpurposesofgrace,andneverwithanymockeryoftheuseful。Hedidnot,likethecrowdofschool-boyartisans,constructlittlewindmillsontheangleofabarnorwatermillsacrosstheneighboringbrook。Thosewhodiscoveredsuchpeculiarityintheboyastothinkitworththeirwhiletoobservehimclosely,sometimessawreasontosupposethathewasattemptingtoimitatethebeautifulmovementsofNatureasexemplifiedintheflightofbirdsortheactivityoflittleanimals。Itseemed,infact,anewdevelopmentoftheloveofthebeautiful,suchasmighthavemadehimapoet,apainter,orasculptor,andwhichwasascompletelyrefinedfromallutilitariancoarsenessasitcouldhavebeenineitherofthefinearts。Helookedwithsingulardistasteatthestiffandregularprocessesofordinarymachinery。Beingoncecarriedtoseeasteam-engine,intheexpectationthathisintuitivecomprehensionofmechanicalprincipleswouldbegratified,heturnedpaleandgrewsick,asifsomethingmonstrousandunnaturalhadbeenpresentedtohim。
Thishorrorwaspartlyowingtothesizeandterribleenergyoftheironlaborer;forthecharacterofOwen'smindwasmicroscopic,andtendednaturallytotheminute,inaccordancewithhisdiminutiveframeandthemarvelloussmallnessanddelicatepowerofhisfingers。Notthathissenseofbeautywastherebydiminishedintoasenseofprettiness。Thebeautifulideahasnorelationtosize,andmaybeasperfectlydevelopedinaspacetoominuteforanybutmicroscopicinvestigationaswithintheamplevergethatismeasuredbythearcoftherainbow。But,atallevents,thischaracteristicminutenessinhisobjectsandaccomplishmentsmadetheworldevenmoreincapablethanitmightotherwisehavebeenofappreciatingOwenWarland'sgenius。Theboy'srelativessawnothingbettertobedone——asperhapstherewasnot——thantobindhimapprenticetoawatchmaker,hopingthathisstrangeingenuitymightthusberegulatedandputtoutilitarianpurposes。
PeterHovenden'sopinionofhisapprenticehasalreadybeenexpressed。Hecouldmakenothingofthelad。Owen'sapprehensionoftheprofessionalmysteries,itistrue,wasinconceivablyquick;buthealtogetherforgotordespisedthegrandobjectofawatchmaker'sbusiness,andcarednomoreforthemeasurementoftimethanifithadbeenmergedintoeternity。Solong,however,asheremainedunderhisoldmaster'scare,Owen'slackofsturdinessmadeitpossible,bystrictinjunctionsandsharpoversight,torestrainhiscreativeeccentricitywithinbounds;
butwhenhisapprenticeshipwasservedout,andhehadtakenthelittleshopwhichPeterHovenden'sfailingeyesightcompelledhimtorelinquish,thendidpeoplerecognizehowunfitapersonwasOwenWarlandtoleadoldblindFatherTimealonghisdailycourse。Oneofhismostrationalprojectswastoconnectamusicaloperationwiththemachineryofhiswatches,sothatalltheharshdissonancesoflifemightberenderedtuneful,andeachflittingmomentfallintotheabyssofthepastingoldendropsofharmony。Ifafamilyclockwasintrustedtohimforrepair,——oneofthosetall,ancientclocksthathavegrownnearlyalliedtohumannaturebymeasuringoutthelifetimeofmanygenerations,——hewouldtakeuponhimselftoarrangeadanceorfuneralprocessionoffiguresacrossitsvenerableface,representingtwelvemirthfulormelancholyhours。Severalfreaksofthiskindquitedestroyedtheyoungwatchmaker'screditwiththatsteadyandmatter-of-factclassofpeoplewhoholdtheopinionthattimeisnottobetrifledwith,whetherconsideredasthemediumofadvancementandprosperityinthisworldorpreparationforthenext。Hiscustomrapidlydiminished——amisfortune,however,thatwasprobablyreckonedamonghisbetteraccidentsbyOwenWarland,whowasbecomingmoreandmoreabsorbedinasecretoccupationwhichdrewallhisscienceandmanualdexterityintoitself,andlikewisegavefullemploymenttothecharacteristictendenciesofhisgenius。Thispursuithadalreadyconsumedmanymonths。
Aftertheoldwatchmakerandhisprettydaughterhadgazedathimoutoftheobscurityofthestreet,OwenWarlandwasseizedwithaflutteringofthenerves,whichmadehishandtrembletooviolentlytoproceedwithsuchdelicatelaborashewasnowengagedupon。
“ItwasAnnieherself!“murmuredhe。“Ishouldhaveknownit,bythisthrobbingofmyheart,beforeIheardherfather'svoice。
Ah,howitthrobs!Ishallscarcelybeabletoworkagainonthisexquisitemechanismto-night。Annie!dearestAnnie!thoushouldstgivefirmnesstomyheartandhand,andnotshakethemthus;forifIstrivetoputtheveryspiritofbeautyintoformandgiveitmotion,itisforthysakealone。Othrobbingheart,bequiet!
Ifmylaborbethusthwarted,therewillcomevagueandunsatisfieddreamswhichwillleavemespiritlessto-morrow。“
Ashewasendeavoringtosettlehimselfagaintohistask,theshopdooropenedandgaveadmittancetonootherthanthestalwartfigurewhichPeterHovendenhadpausedtoadmire,asseenamidthelightandshadowoftheblacksmith'sshop。RobertDanforthhadbroughtalittleanvilofhisownmanufacture,andpeculiarlyconstructed,whichtheyoungartisthadrecentlybespoken。Owenexaminedthearticleandpronounceditfashionedaccordingtohiswish。
“Why,yes,“saidRobertDanforth,hisstrongvoicefillingtheshopaswiththesoundofabassviol,“Iconsidermyselfequaltoanythinginthewayofmyowntrade;thoughIshouldhavemadebutapoorfigureatyourswithsuchafistasthis,“addedhe,laughing,ashelaidhisvasthandbesidethedelicateoneofOwen。“Butwhatthen?Iputmoremainstrengthintooneblowofmysledgehammerthanallthatyouhaveexpendedsinceyouwerea'prentice。Isnotthatthetruth?“
“Veryprobably,“answeredthelowandslendervoiceofOwen。
“Strengthisanearthlymonster。Imakenopretensionstoit。Myforce,whatevertheremaybeofit,isaltogetherspiritual。“
“Well,but,Owen,whatareyouabout?“askedhisoldschool-fellow,stillinsuchaheartyvolumeoftonethatitmadetheartistshrink,especiallyasthequestionrelatedtoasubjectsosacredastheabsorbingdreamofhisimagination。
“Folksdosaythatyouaretryingtodiscovertheperpetualmotion。“
“Theperpetualmotion?Nonsense!“repliedOwenWarland,withamovementofdisgust;forhewasfulloflittlepetulances。“Itcanneverbediscovered。Itisadreamthatmaydeludemenwhosebrainsaremystifiedwithmatter,butnotme。Besides,ifsuchadiscoverywerepossible,itwouldnotbeworthmywhiletomakeitonlytohavethesecretturnedtosuchpurposesasarenoweffectedbysteamandwaterpower。Iamnotambitioustobehonoredwiththepaternityofanewkindofcottonmachine。“
“Thatwouldbedrollenough!“criedtheblacksmith,breakingoutintosuchanuproaroflaughterthatOwenhimselfandthebellglassesonhiswork-boardquiveredinunison。“No,no,Owen!Nochildofyourswillhaveironjointsandsinews。Well,Iwon'thinderyouanymore。Goodnight,Owen,andsuccess,andifyouneedanyassistance,sofarasadownrightblowofhammeruponanvilwillanswerthepurpose,I'myourman。“
Andwithanotherlaughthemanofmainstrengthlefttheshop。
“Howstrangeitis,“whisperedOwenWarlandtohimself,leaninghisheaduponhishand,“thatallmymusings,mypurposes,mypassionforthebeautiful,myconsciousnessofpowertocreateit,——afiner,moreetherealpower,ofwhichthisearthlygiantcanhavenoconception,——all,all,looksovainandidlewhenevermypathiscrossedbyRobertDanforth!HewoulddrivememadwereItomeethimoften。Hishard,bruteforcedarkensandconfusesthespiritualelementwithinme;butI,too,willbestronginmyownway。Iwillnotyieldtohim。“
Hetookfrombeneathaglassapieceofminutemachinery,whichhesetinthecondensedlightofhislamp,and,lookingintentlyatitthroughamagnifyingglass,proceededtooperatewithadelicateinstrumentofsteel。Inaninstant,however,hefellbackinhischairandclaspedhishands,withalookofhorroronhisfacethatmadeitssmallfeaturesasimpressiveasthoseofagiantwouldhavebeen。
“Heaven!WhathaveIdone?“exclaimedhe。“Thevapor,theinfluenceofthatbruteforce,——ithasbewilderedmeandobscuredmyperception。Ihavemadetheverystroke——thefatalstroke——thatIhavedreadedfromthefirst。Itisallover——thetoilofmonths,theobjectofmylife。Iamruined!“
Andtherehesat,instrangedespair,untilhislampflickeredinthesocketandlefttheArtistoftheBeautifulindarkness。
Thusitisthatideas,whichgrowupwithintheimaginationandappearsolovelytoitandofavaluebeyondwhatevermencallvaluable,areexposedtobeshatteredandannihilatedbycontactwiththepractical。Itisrequisitefortheidealartisttopossessaforceofcharacterthatseemshardlycompatiblewithitsdelicacy;hemustkeephisfaithinhimselfwhiletheincredulousworldassailshimwithitsutterdisbelief;hemuststandupagainstmankindandbehisownsoledisciple,bothasrespectshisgeniusandtheobjectstowhichitisdirected。
ForatimeOwenWarlandsuccumbedtothisseverebutinevitabletest。Hespentafewsluggishweekswithhisheadsocontinuallyrestinginhishandsthatthetowns-peoplehadscarcelyanopportunitytoseehiscountenance。Whenatlastitwasagainupliftedtothelightofday,acold,dull,namelesschangewasperceptibleuponit。IntheopinionofPeterHovenden,however,andthatorderofsagaciousunderstandingswhothinkthatlifeshouldberegulated,likeclockwork,withleadenweights,thealterationwasentirelyforthebetter。Owennow,indeed,appliedhimselftobusinesswithdoggedindustry。Itwasmarvelloustowitnesstheobtusegravitywithwhichhewouldinspectthewheelsofagreatoldsilverwatchtherebydelightingtheowner,inwhosefobithadbeenworntillhedeemeditaportionofhisownlife,andwasaccordinglyjealousofitstreatment。Inconsequenceofthegoodreportthusacquired,OwenWarlandwasinvitedbytheproperauthoritiestoregulatetheclockinthechurchsteeple。Hesucceededsoadmirablyinthismatterofpublicinterestthatthemerchantsgrufflyacknowledgedhismeritson'Change;thenursewhisperedhispraisesasshegavethepotioninthesick-chamber;theloverblessedhimatthehourofappointedinterview;andthetowningeneralthankedOwenforthepunctualityofdinnertime。Inaword,theheavyweightuponhisspiritskepteverythinginorder,notmerelywithinhisownsystem,butwheresoevertheironaccentsofthechurchclockwereaudible。Itwasacircumstance,thoughminute,yetcharacteristicofhispresentstate,that,whenemployedtoengravenamesorinitialsonsilverspoons,henowwrotetherequisitelettersintheplainestpossiblestyle,omittingavarietyoffancifulflourishesthathadheretoforedistinguishedhisworkinthiskind。
Oneday,duringtheeraofthishappytransformation,oldPeterHovendencametovisithisformerapprentice。
“Well,Owen,“saidhe,“Iamgladtohearsuchgoodaccountsofyoufromallquarters,andespeciallyfromthetownclockyonder,whichspeaksinyourcommendationeveryhourofthetwenty-four。
Onlygetridaltogetherofyournonsensicaltrashaboutthebeautiful,whichInornobodyelse,noryourselftoboot,couldeverunderstand,——onlyfreeyourselfofthat,andyoursuccessinlifeisassureasdaylight。Why,ifyougooninthisway,I
shouldevenventuretoletyoudoctorthispreciousoldwatchofmine;though,exceptmydaughterAnnie,Ihavenothingelsesovaluableintheworld。“
“Ishouldhardlydaretouchit,sir,“repliedOwen,inadepressedtone;forhewasweigheddownbyhisoldmaster'spresence。
“Intime,“saidthelatter,——“Intime,youwillbecapableofit。“
Theoldwatchmaker,withthefreedomnaturallyconsequentonhisformerauthority,wentoninspectingtheworkwhichOwenhadinhandatthemoment,togetherwithothermattersthatwereinprogress。Theartist,meanwhile,couldscarcelylifthishead。
Therewasnothingsoantipodaltohisnatureasthisman'scold,unimaginativesagacity,bycontactwithwhicheverythingwasconvertedintoadreamexceptthedensestmatterofthephysicalworld。Owengroanedinspiritandprayedferventlytobedeliveredfromhim。
“Butwhatisthis?“criedPeterHovendenabruptly,takingupadustybellglass,beneathwhichappearedamechanicalsomething,asdelicateandminuteasthesystemofabutterfly'sanatomy。
“Whathavewehere?Owen!Owen!thereiswitchcraftintheselittlechains,andwheels,andpaddles。See!withonepinchofmyfingerandthumbIamgoingtodeliveryoufromallfutureperil。“
“ForHeaven'ssake,“screamedOwenWarland,springingupwithwonderfulenergy,“asyouwouldnotdrivememad,donottouchit!Theslightestpressureofyourfingerwouldruinmeforever。“
“Aha,youngman!Andisitso?“saidtheoldwatchmaker,lookingathimwithjustenoughpenetrationtotortureOwen'ssoulwiththebitternessofworldlycriticism。“Well,takeyourowncourse;
butIwarnyouagainthatinthissmallpieceofmechanismlivesyourevilspirit。ShallIexorcisehim?“
“Youaremyevilspirit,“answeredOwen,muchexcited,——“youandthehard,coarseworld!Theleadenthoughtsandthedespondencythatyouflinguponmearemyclogs,elseIshouldlongagohaveachievedthetaskthatIwascreatedfor。“
PeterHovendenshookhishead,withthemixtureofcontemptandindignationwhichmankind,ofwhomhewaspartlyarepresentative,deemthemselvesentitledtofeeltowardsallsimpletonswhoseekotherprizesthanthedustyonealongthehighway。Hethentookhisleave,withanupliftedfingerandasneeruponhisfacethathauntedtheartist'sdreamsformanyanightafterwards。Atthetimeofhisoldmaster'svisit,Owenwasprobablyonthepointoftakinguptherelinquishedtask;but,bythissinisterevent,hewasthrownbackintothestatewhencehehadbeenslowlyemerging。
Buttheinnatetendencyofhissoulhadonlybeenaccumulatingfreshvigorduringitsapparentsluggishness。Asthesummeradvancedhealmosttotallyrelinquishedhisbusiness,andpermittedFatherTime,sofarastheoldgentlemanwasrepresentedbytheclocksandwatchesunderhiscontrol,tostrayatrandomthroughhumanlife,makinginfiniteconfusionamongthetrainofbewilderedhours。Hewastedthesunshine,aspeoplesaid,inwanderingthroughthewoodsandfieldsandalongthebanksofstreams。There,likeachild,hefoundamusementinchasingbutterfliesorwatchingthemotionsofwaterinsects。
Therewassomethingtrulymysteriousintheintentnesswithwhichhecontemplatedtheselivingplaythingsastheysportedonthebreezeorexaminedthestructureofanimperialinsectwhomhehadimprisoned。Thechaseofbutterflieswasanaptemblemoftheidealpursuitinwhichhehadspentsomanygoldenhours;butwouldthebeautifulideaeverbeyieldedtohishandlikethebutterflythatsymbolizedit?Sweet,doubtless,werethesedays,andcongenialtotheartist'ssoul。Theywerefullofbrightconceptions,whichgleamedthroughhisintellectualworldasthebutterfliesgleamedthroughtheoutwardatmosphere,andwererealtohim,fortheinstant,withoutthetoil,andperplexity,andmanydisappointmentsofattemptingtomakethemvisibletothesensualeye。Alasthattheartist,whetherinpoetry,orwhateverothermaterial,maynotcontenthimselfwiththeinwardenjoymentofthebeautiful,butmustchasetheflittingmysterybeyondthevergeofhisetherealdomain,andcrushitsfrailbeinginseizingitwithamaterialgrasp。OwenWarlandfelttheimpulsetogiveexternalrealitytohisideasasirresistiblyasanyofthepoetsorpainterswhohavearrayedtheworldinadimmerandfainterbeauty,imperfectlycopiedfromtherichnessoftheirvisions。
Thenightwasnowhistimefortheslowprogressofre-creatingtheoneideatowhichallhisintellectualactivityreferreditself。Alwaysattheapproachofduskhestoleintothetown,lockedhimselfwithinhisshop,andwroughtwithpatientdelicacyoftouchformanyhours。Sometimeshewasstartledbytherapofthewatchman,who,whenalltheworldshouldbeasleep,hadcaughtthegleamoflamplightthroughthecrevicesofOwenWarland'sshutters。Daylight,tothemorbidsensibilityofhismind,seemedtohaveanintrusivenessthatinterferedwithhispursuits。Oncloudyandinclementdays,therefore,hesatwithhisheaduponhishands,muffling,asitwere,hissensitivebraininamistofindefinitemusings,foritwasarelieftoescapefromthesharpdistinctnesswithwhichhewascompelledtoshapeouthisthoughtsduringhisnightlytoil。
FromoneofthesefitsoftorporhewasarousedbytheentranceofAnnieHovenden,whocameintotheshopwiththefreedomofacustomer,andalsowithsomethingofthefamiliarityofachildishfriend。Shehadwornaholethroughhersilverthimble,andwantedOwentorepairit。
“ButIdon'tknowwhetheryouwillcondescendtosuchatask,“
saidshe,laughing,“nowthatyouaresotakenupwiththenotionofputtingspiritintomachinery。“
“Wheredidyougetthatidea,Annie?“saidOwen,startinginsurprise。
“Oh,outofmyownhead,“answeredshe,“andfromsomethingthatIheardyousay,longago,whenyouwerebutaboyandIalittlechild。Butcome,willyoumendthispoorthimbleofmine?“
“Anythingforyoursake,Annie,“saidOwenWarland,——“anything,evenwereittoworkatRobertDanforth'sforge。“
“Andthatwouldbeaprettysight!“retortedAnnie,glancingwithimperceptibleslightnessattheartist'ssmallandslenderframe。
“Well;hereisthethimble。“
“Butthatisastrangeideaofyours,“saidOwen,“aboutthespiritualizationofmatter。“
Andthenthethoughtstoleintohismindthatthisyounggirlpossessedthegifttocomprehendhimbetterthanalltheworldbesides。Andwhatahelpandstrengthwoulditbetohiminhislonelytoilifhecouldgainthesympathyoftheonlybeingwhomheloved!Topersonswhosepursuitsareinsulatedfromthecommonbusinessoflife——whoareeitherinadvanceofmankindorapartfromit——thereoftencomesasensationofmoralcoldthatmakesthespiritshiverasifithadreachedthefrozensolitudesaroundthepole。Whattheprophet,thepoet,thereformer,thecriminal,oranyothermanwithhumanyearnings,butseparatedfromthemultitudebyapeculiarlot,mightfeel,poorOwenfelt。
“Annie,“criedhe,growingpaleasdeathatthethought,“howgladlywouldItellyouthesecretofmypursuit!You,methinks,wouldestimateitrightly。You,Iknow,wouldhearitwithareverencethatImustnotexpectfromtheharsh,materialworld。“
“WouldInot?tobesureIwould!“repliedAnnieHovenden,lightlylaughing。“Come;explaintomequicklywhatisthemeaningofthislittlewhirligig,sodelicatelywroughtthatitmightbeaplaythingforQueenMab。See!Iwillputitinmotion。“
“Hold!“exclaimedOwen,“hold!“
Anniehadbutgiventheslightestpossibletouch,withthepointofaneedle,tothesameminuteportionofcomplicatedmachinerywhichhasbeenmorethanoncementioned,whentheartistseizedherbythewristwithaforcethatmadeherscreamaloud。Shewasaffrightedattheconvulsionofintenserageandanguishthatwrithedacrosshisfeatures。Thenextinstanthelethisheadsinkuponhishands。
“Go,Annie,“murmuredhe;“Ihavedeceivedmyself,andmustsufferforit。Iyearnedforsympathy,andthought,andfancied,anddreamedthatyoumightgiveitme;butyoulackthetalisman,Annie,thatshouldadmityouintomysecrets。Thattouchhasundonethetoilofmonthsandthethoughtofalifetime!Itwasnotyourfault,Annie;butyouhaveruinedme!“
PoorOwenWarland!Hehadindeederred,yetpardonably;forifanyhumanspiritcouldhavesufficientlyreverencedtheprocessessosacredinhiseyes,itmusthavebeenawoman's。EvenAnnieHovenden,possiblymightnothavedisappointedhimhadshebeenenlightenedbythedeepintelligenceoflove。
Theartistspenttheensuingwinterinawaythatsatisfiedanypersonswhohadhithertoretainedahopefulopinionofhimthathewas,intruth,irrevocablydoomedtounutilityasregardedtheworld,andtoanevildestinyonhisownpart。Thedeceaseofarelativehadputhiminpossessionofasmallinheritance。Thusfreedfromthenecessityoftoil,andhavinglostthesteadfastinfluenceofagreatpurpose,——great,atleast,tohim,——heabandonedhimselftohabitsfromwhichitmighthavebeensupposedthemeredelicacyofhisorganizationwouldhaveavailedtosecurehim。Butwhentheetherealportionofamanofgeniusisobscuredtheearthlypartassumesaninfluencethemoreuncontrollable,becausethecharacterisnowthrownoffthebalancetowhichProvidencehadsonicelyadjustedit,andwhich,incoarsernatures,isadjustedbysomeothermethod。OwenWarlandmadeproofofwhatevershowofblissmaybefoundinriot。Helookedattheworldthroughthegoldenmediumofwine,andcontemplatedthevisionsthatbubbleupsogaylyaroundthebrimoftheglass,andthatpeopletheairwithshapesofpleasantmadness,whichsosoongrowghostlyandforlorn。Evenwhenthisdismalandinevitablechangehadtakenplace,theyoungmanmightstillhavecontinuedtoquaffthecupofenchantments,thoughitsvapordidbutshroudlifeingloomandfillthegloomwithspectresthatmockedathim。Therewasacertainirksomenessofspirit,which,beingreal,andthedeepestsensationofwhichtheartistwasnowconscious,wasmoreintolerablethananyfantasticmiseriesandhorrorsthattheabuseofwinecouldsummonup。Inthelattercasehecouldremember,evenoutofthemidstofhistrouble,thatallwasbutadelusion;intheformer,theheavyanguishwashisactuallife。
Fromthisperilousstatehewasredeemedbyanincidentwhichmorethanonepersonwitnessed,butofwhichtheshrewdestcouldnotexplainorconjecturetheoperationonOwenWarland'smind。
Itwasverysimple。Onawarmafternoonofspring,astheartistsatamonghisriotouscompanionswithaglassofwinebeforehim,asplendidbutterflyflewinattheopenwindowandflutteredabouthishead。
“Ah,“exclaimedOwen,whohaddrankfreely,“areyoualiveagain,childofthesunandplaymateofthesummerbreeze,afteryourdismalwinter'snap?Thenitistimeformetobeatwork!“
And,leavinghisunemptiedglassuponthetable,hedepartedandwasneverknowntosipanotherdropofwine。
Andnow,again,heresumedhiswanderingsinthewoodsandfields。Itmightbefanciedthatthebrightbutterfly,whichhadcomesospirit-likeintothewindowasOwensatwiththeruderevellers,wasindeedaspiritcommissionedtorecallhimtothepure,ideallifethathadsoetheralizedhimamongmen。Itmightbefanciedthathewentforthtoseekthisspiritinitssunnyhaunts;forstill,asinthesummertimegoneby,hewasseentostealgentlyupwhereverabutterflyhadalighted,andlosehimselfincontemplationofit。Whenittookflighthiseyesfollowedthewingedvision,asifitsairytrackwouldshowthepathtoheaven。Butwhatcouldbethepurposeoftheunseasonabletoil,whichwasagainresumed,asthewatchmanknewbythelinesoflamplightthroughthecrevicesofOwenWarland'sshutters?Thetowns-peoplehadonecomprehensiveexplanationofallthesesingularities。OwenWarlandhadgonemad!Howuniversallyefficacious——howsatisfactory,too,andsoothingtotheinjuredsensibilityofnarrownessanddulness——isthiseasymethodofaccountingforwhateverliesbeyondtheworld'smostordinaryscope!FromSt。Paul'sdaysdowntoourpoorlittleArtistoftheBeautiful,thesametalismanhadbeenappliedtotheelucidationofallmysteriesinthewordsordeedsofmenwhospokeoractedtoowiselyortoowell。InOwenWarland'scasethejudgmentofhistowns-peoplemayhavebeencorrect。Perhapshewasmad。Thelackofsympathy——thatcontrastbetweenhimselfandhisneighborswhichtookawaytherestraintofexample——wasenoughtomakehimso。Orpossiblyhehadcaughtjustsomuchofetherealradianceasservedtobewilderhim,inanearthlysense,byitsintermixturewiththecommondaylight。
Oneevening,whentheartisthadreturnedfromacustomaryrambleandhadjustthrownthelustreofhislamponthedelicatepieceofworksoofteninterrupted,butstilltakenupagain,asifhisfatewereembodiedinitsmechanism,hewassurprisedbytheentranceofoldPeterHovenden。Owennevermetthismanwithoutashrinkingoftheheart。Ofalltheworldhewasmostterrible,byreasonofakeenunderstandingwhichsawsodistinctlywhatitdidsee,anddisbelievedsouncompromisinglyinwhatitcouldnotsee。Onthisoccasiontheoldwatchmakerhadmerelyagraciouswordortwotosay。
“Owen,mylad,“saidhe,“wemustseeyouatmyhouseto-morrownight。“
Theartistbegantomuttersomeexcuse。
“Oh,butitmustbeso,“quothPeterHovenden,“forthesakeofthedayswhenyouwereoneofthehousehold。What,myboy!don'tyouknowthatmydaughterAnnieisengagedtoRobertDanforth?
Wearemakinganentertainment,inourhumbleway,tocelebratetheevent。“
Thatlittlemonosyllablewasallheuttered;itstoneseemedcoldandunconcernedtoanearlikePeterHovenden's;andyettherewasinitthestifledoutcryofthepoorartist'sheart,whichhecompressedwithinhimlikeamanholdingdownanevilspirit。Oneslightoutbreak。however,imperceptibletotheoldwatchmaker,heallowedhimself。Raisingtheinstrumentwithwhichhewasabouttobeginhiswork,heletitfalluponthelittlesystemofmachinerythathad,anew,costhimmonthsofthoughtandtoil。Itwasshatteredbythestroke!
OwenWarland'sstorywouldhavebeennotolerablerepresentationofthetroubledlifeofthosewhostrivetocreatethebeautiful,if,amidallotherthwartinginfluences,lovehadnotinterposedtostealthecunningfromhishand。Outwardlyhehadbeennoardentorenterprisinglover;thecareerofhispassionhadconfineditstumultsandvicissitudessoentirelywithintheartist'simaginationthatAnnieherselfhadscarcelymorethanawoman'sintuitiveperceptionofit;but,inOwen'sview,itcoveredthewholefieldofhislife。Forgetfulofthetimewhenshehadshownherselfincapableofanydeepresponse,hehadpersistedinconnectingallhisdreamsofartisticalsuccesswithAnnie'simage;shewasthevisibleshapeinwhichthespiritualpowerthatheworshipped,andonwhosealtarhehopedtolayanotunworthyoffering,wasmademanifesttohim。Ofcoursehehaddeceivedhimself;therewerenosuchattributesinAnnieHovendenashisimaginationhadendowedherwith。She,intheaspectwhichsheworetohisinwardvision,wasasmuchacreatureofhisownasthemysteriouspieceofmechanismwouldbewereiteverrealized。Hadhebecomeconvincedofhismistakethroughthemediumofsuccessfullove,——hadhewonAnnietohisbosom,andtherebeheldherfadefromangelintoordinarywoman,——thedisappointmentmighthavedrivenhimback,withconcentratedenergy,uponhissoleremainingobject。Ontheotherhand,hadhefoundAnniewhathefancied,hislotwouldhavebeensorichinbeautythatoutofitsmereredundancyhemighthavewroughtthebeautifulintomanyaworthiertypethanhehadtoiledfor;buttheguiseinwhichhissorrowcametohim,thesensethattheangelofhislifehadbeensnatchedawayandgiventoarudemanofearthandiron,whocouldneitherneednorappreciateherministrations,——thiswastheveryperversityoffatethatmakeshumanexistenceappeartooabsurdandcontradictorytobethesceneofoneotherhopeoroneotherfear。TherewasnothingleftforOwenWarlandbuttositdownlikeamanthathadbeenstunned。
Hewentthroughafitofillness。Afterhisrecoveryhissmallandslenderframeassumedanobtusergarnitureoffleshthanithadeverbeforeworn。Histhincheeksbecameround;hisdelicatelittlehand,sospirituallyfashionedtoachievefairytask-work,grewplumperthanthehandofathrivinginfant。Hisaspecthadachildishnesssuchasmighthaveinducedastrangertopathimonthehead——pausing,however,intheact,towonderwhatmannerofchildwashere。Itwasasifthespirithadgoneoutofhim,leavingthebodytoflourishinasortofvegetableexistence。
NotthatOwenWarlandwasidiotic。Hecouldtalk,andnotirrationally。Somewhatofababbler,indeed,didpeoplebegintothinkhim;forhewasapttodiscourseatwearisomelengthofmarvelsofmechanismthathehadreadaboutinbooks,butwhichhehadlearnedtoconsiderasabsolutelyfabulous。AmongthemheenumeratedtheManofBrass,constructedbyAlbertusMagnus,andtheBrazenHeadofFriarBacon;and,comingdowntolatertimes,theautomataofalittlecoachandhorses,whichitwaspretendedhadbeenmanufacturedfortheDauphinofFrance;togetherwithaninsectthatbuzzedabouttheearlikealivingfly,andyetwasbutacontrivanceofminutesteelsprings。Therewasastory,too,ofaduckthatwaddled,andquacked,andate;though,hadanyhonestcitizenpurchaseditfordinner,hewouldhavefoundhimselfcheatedwiththemeremechanicalapparitionofaduck。
“Butalltheseaccounts,“saidOwenWarland,“Iamnowsatisfiedaremereimpositions。“
Then,inamysteriousway,hewouldconfessthatheoncethoughtdifferently。Inhisidleanddreamydayshehadconsidereditpossible,inacertainsense,tospiritualizemachinery,andtocombinewiththenewspeciesoflifeandmotionthusproducedabeautythatshouldattaintotheidealwhichNaturehasproposedtoherselfinallhercreatures,buthasnevertakenpainstorealize。Heseemed,however,toretainnoverydistinctperceptioneitheroftheprocessofachievingthisobjectorofthedesignitself。
“Ihavethrownitallasidenow,“hewouldsay。“Itwasadreamsuchasyoungmenarealwaysmystifyingthemselveswith。NowthatIhaveacquiredalittlecommonsense,itmakesmelaughtothinkofit。“
Poor,poorandfallenOwenWarland!Thesewerethesymptomsthathehadceasedtobeaninhabitantofthebetterspherethatliesunseenaroundus。Hehadlosthisfaithintheinvisible,andnowpridedhimself,assuchunfortunatesinvariablydo,inthewisdomwhichrejectedmuchthatevenhiseyecouldsee,andtrustedconfidentlyinnothingbutwhathishandcouldtouch。Thisisthecalamityofmenwhosespiritualpartdiesoutofthemandleavesthegrosserunderstandingtoassimilatethemmoreandmoretothethingsofwhichaloneitcantakecognizance;butinOwenWarlandthespiritwasnotdeadnorpassedaway;itonlyslept。
Howitawokeagainisnotrecorded。Perhapsthetorpidslumberwasbrokenbyaconvulsivepain。Perhaps,asinaformerinstance,thebutterflycameandhoveredabouthisheadandreinspiredhim,——asindeedthiscreatureofthesunshinehadalwaysamysteriousmissionfortheartist,——reinspiredhimwiththeformerpurposeofhislife。Whetheritwerepainorhappinessthatthrilledthroughhisveins,hisfirstimpulsewastothankHeavenforrenderinghimagainthebeingofthought,imagination,andkeenestsensibilitythathehadlongceasedtobe。
“Nowformytask,“saidhe。“NeverdidIfeelsuchstrengthforitasnow。“
Yet,strongashefelthimself,hewasincitedtotoilthemorediligentlybyananxietylestdeathshouldsurprisehiminthemidstofhislabors。Thisanxiety,perhaps,iscommontoallmenwhosettheirheartsuponanythingsohigh,intheirownviewofit,thatlifebecomesofimportanceonlyasconditionaltoitsaccomplishment。Solongaswelovelifeforitself,weseldomdreadthelosingit。Whenwedesirelifefortheattainmentofanobject,werecognizethefrailtyofitstexture。But,sidebysidewiththissenseofinsecurity,thereisavitalfaithinourinvulnerabilitytotheshaftofdeathwhileengagedinanytaskthatseemsassignedbyProvidenceasourproperthingtodo,andwhichtheworldwouldhavecausetomournforshouldweleaveitunaccomplished。Canthephilosopher,bigwiththeinspirationofanideathatistoreformmankind,believethatheistobebeckonedfromthissensibleexistenceattheveryinstantwhenheismusteringhisbreathtospeakthewordoflight?Shouldheperishso,thewearyagesmaypassaway——theworld's,whoselifesandmayfall,dropbydrop——beforeanotherintellectispreparedtodevelopthetruththatmighthavebeenutteredthen。Buthistoryaffordsmanyanexamplewherethemostpreciousspirit,atanyparticularepochmanifestedinhumanshape,hasgonehenceuntimely,withoutspaceallowedhim,sofarasmortaljudgmentcoulddiscern,toperformhismissionontheearth。Theprophetdies,andthemanoftorpidheartandsluggishbrainliveson。
Thepoetleaveshissonghalfsung,orfinishesit,beyondthescopeofmortalears,inacelestialchoir。Thepainter——asAllstondid——leaveshalfhisconceptiononthecanvastosaddenuswithitsimperfectbeauty,andgoestopictureforththewhole,ifitbenoirreverencetosayso,inthehuesofheaven。
Butrathersuchincompletedesignsofthislifewillbeperfectednowhere。Thissofrequentabortionofman'sdearestprojectsmustbetakenasaproofthatthedeedsofearth,howeveretherealizedbypietyorgenius,arewithoutvalue,exceptasexercisesandmanifestationsofthespirit。Inheaven,allordinarythoughtishigherandmoremelodiousthanMilton'ssong。Then,wouldheaddanotherversetoanystrainthathehadleftunfinishedhere?
ButtoreturntoOwenWarland。Itwashisfortune,goodorill,toachievethepurposeofhislife。Passweoveralongspaceofintensethought,yearningeffort,minutetoil,andwastinganxiety,succeededbyaninstantofsolitarytriumph:letallthisbeimagined;andthenbeholdtheartist,onawinterevening,seekingadmittancetoRobertDanforth'sfiresidecircle。
Therehefoundthemanofiron,withhismassivesubstancethoroughlywarmedandattemperedbydomesticinfluences。AndtherewasAnnie,too,nowtransformedintoamatron,withmuchofherhusband'splainandsturdynature,butimbued,asOwenWarlandstillbelieved,withafinergrace,thatmightenablehertobetheinterpreterbetweenstrengthandbeauty。Ithappened,likewise,thatoldPeterHovendenwasaguestthiseveningathisdaughter'sfireside,anditwashiswell-rememberedexpressionofkeen,coldcriticismthatfirstencounteredtheartist'sglance。
“MyoldfriendOwen!“criedRobertDanforth,startingup,andcompressingtheartist'sdelicatefingerswithinahandthatwasaccustomedtogripebarsofiron。“Thisiskindandneighborlytocometousatlast。Iwasafraidyourperpetualmotionhadbewitchedyououtoftheremembranceofoldtimes。“
“Wearegladtoseeyou,“saidAnnie,whileablushreddenedhermatronlycheek。“Itwasnotlikeafriendtostayfromussolong。“
“Well,Owen,“inquiredtheoldwatchmaker,ashisfirstgreeting,“howcomesonthebeautiful?Haveyoucreateditatlast?“
Theartistdidnotimmediatelyreply,beingstartledbytheapparitionofayoungchildofstrengththatwastumblingaboutonthecarpet,——alittlepersonagewhohadcomemysteriouslyoutoftheinfinite,butwithsomethingsosturdyandrealinhiscompositionthatheseemedmouldedoutofthedensestsubstancewhichearthcouldsupply。Thishopefulinfantcrawledtowardsthenew-comer,andsettinghimselfonend,asRobertDanforthexpressedtheposture,staredatOwenwithalookofsuchsagaciousobservationthatthemothercouldnothelpexchangingaproudglancewithherhusband。Buttheartistwasdisturbedbythechild'slook,asimaginingaresemblancebetweenitandPeterHovenden'shabitualexpression。Hecouldhavefanciedthattheoldwatchmakerwascompressedintothisbabyshape,andlookingoutofthosebabyeyes,andrepeating,ashenowdid,themaliciousquestion:“Thebeautiful,Owen!Howcomesonthebeautiful?Haveyousucceededincreatingthebeautiful?“
“Ihavesucceeded,“repliedtheartist,withamomentarylightoftriumphinhiseyesandasmileofsunshine,yetsteepedinsuchdepthofthoughtthatitwasalmostsadness。“Yes,myfriends,itisthetruth。Ihavesucceeded。“
“Indeed!“criedAnnie,alookofmaidenmirthfulnesspeepingoutofherfaceagain。“Andisitlawful,now,toinquirewhatthesecretis?“
“Surely;itistodiscloseitthatIhavecome,“answeredOwenWarland。“Youshallknow,andsee,andtouch,andpossessthesecret!For,Annie,——ifbythatnameImaystilladdressthefriendofmyboyishyears,——Annie,itisforyourbridalgiftthatIhavewroughtthisspiritualizedmechanism,thisharmonyofmotion,thismysteryofbeauty。Itcomeslate,indeed;butitisaswegoonwardinlife,whenobjectsbegintolosetheirfreshnessofhueandoursoulstheirdelicacyofperception,thatthespiritofbeautyismostneeded。If,——forgiveme,Annie,——ifyouknowhow——tovaluethisgift,itcannevercometoolate。“
Heproduced,ashespoke,whatseemedajewelbox。Itwascarvedrichlyoutofebonybyhisownhand,andinlaidwithafancifultraceryofpearl,representingaboyinpursuitofabutterfly,which,elsewhere,hadbecomeawingedspirit,andwasflyingheavenward;whiletheboy,oryouth,hadfoundsuchefficacyinhisstrongdesirethatheascendedfromearthtocloud,andfromcloudtocelestialatmosphere,towinthebeautiful。Thiscaseofebonytheartistopened,andbadeAnnieplaceherfingersonitsedge。Shedidso,butalmostscreamedasabutterflyflutteredforth,and,alightingonherfinger'stip,satwavingtheamplemagnificenceofitspurpleandgold-speckledwings,asifinpreludetoaflight。Itisimpossibletoexpressbywordstheglory,thesplendor,thedelicategorgeousnesswhichweresoftenedintothebeautyofthisobject。Nature'sidealbutterflywashererealizedinallitsperfection;notinthepatternofsuchfadedinsectsasflitamongearthlyflowers,butofthosewhichhoveracrossthemeadsofparadiseforchild-angelsandthespiritsofdepartedinfantstodisportthemselveswith。Therichdownwasvisibleuponitswings;thelustreofitseyesseemedinstinctwithspirit。Thefirelightglimmeredaroundthiswonder——thecandlesgleameduponit;butitglistenedapparentlybyitsownradiance,andilluminatedthefingerandoutstretchedhandonwhichitrestedwithawhitegleamlikethatofpreciousstones。Initsperfectbeauty,theconsiderationofsizewasentirelylost。Haditswingsoverreachedthefirmament,themindcouldnothavebeenmorefilledorsatisfied。
“Beautiful!beautiful!“exclaimedAnnie。“Isitalive?Isitalive?“
“Alive?Tobesureitis,“answeredherhusband。“Doyousupposeanymortalhasskillenoughtomakeabutterfly,orwouldputhimselftothetroubleofmakingone,whenanychildmaycatchascoreoftheminasummer'safternoon?Alive?Certainly!ButthisprettyboxisundoubtedlyofourfriendOwen'smanufacture;andreallyitdoeshimcredit。“
Atthismomentthebutterflywaveditswingsanew,withamotionsoabsolutelylifelikethatAnniewasstartled,andevenawestricken;for,inspiteofherhusband'sopinion,shecouldnotsatisfyherselfwhetheritwasindeedalivingcreatureorapieceofwondrousmechanism。
“Isitalive?“sherepeated,moreearnestlythanbefore。
“Judgeforyourself,“saidOwenWarland,whostoodgazinginherfacewithfixedattention。
Thebutterflynowflungitselfupontheair,flutteredroundAnnie'shead,andsoaredintoadistantregionoftheparlor,stillmakingitselfperceptibletosightbythestarrygleaminwhichthemotionofitswingsenvelopedit。Theinfantonthefloorfolloweditscoursewithhissagaciouslittleeyes。Afterflyingabouttheroom,itreturnedinaspiralcurveandsettledagainonAnnie'sfinger。
“Butisitalive?“exclaimedsheagain;andthefingeronwhichthegorgeousmysteryhadalightedwassotremulousthatthebutterflywasforcedtobalancehimselfwithhiswings。“Tellmeifitbealive,orwhetheryoucreatedit。“
“Whereforeaskwhocreatedit,soitbebeautiful?“repliedOwenWarland。“Alive?Yes,Annie;itmaywellbesaidtopossesslife,forithasabsorbedmyownbeingintoitself;andinthesecretofthatbutterfly,andinitsbeauty,——whichisnotmerelyoutward,butdeepasitswholesystem,——isrepresentedtheintellect,theimagination,thesensibility,thesoulofanArtistoftheBeautiful!Yes;Icreatedit。But“——andherehiscountenancesomewhatchanged——“thisbutterflyisnotnowtomewhatitwaswhenIbehelditafaroffinthedaydreamsofmyyouth。“
“Beitwhatitmay,itisaprettyplaything,“saidtheblacksmith,grinningwithchildlikedelight。“Iwonderwhetheritwouldcondescendtoalightonsuchagreatclumsyfingerasmine?
Holdithither,Annie。“
Bytheartist'sdirection,Annietouchedherfinger'stiptothatofherhusband;and,afteramomentarydelay,thebutterflyflutteredfromonetotheother。Itpreludedasecondflightbyasimilar,yetnotpreciselythesame,wavingofwingsasinthefirstexperiment;then,ascendingfromtheblacksmith'sstalwartfinger,itroseinagraduallyenlargingcurvetotheceiling,madeonewidesweeparoundtheroom,andreturnedwithanundulatingmovementtothepointwhenceithadstarted。
“Well,thatdoesbeatallnature!“criedRobertDanforth,bestowingtheheartiestpraisethathecouldfindexpressionfor;
and,indeed,hadhepausedthere,amanoffinerwordsandnicerperceptioncouldnoteasilyhavesaidmore。“Thatgoesbeyondme,Iconfess。Butwhatthen?Thereismorerealuseinonedownrightblowofmysledgehammerthaninthewholefiveyears'laborthatourfriendOwenhaswastedonthisbutterfly。“
Herethechildclappedhishandsandmadeagreatbabbleofindistinctutterance,apparentlydemandingthatthebutterflyshouldbegivenhimforaplaything。
OwenWarland,meanwhile,glancedsidelongatAnnie,todiscoverwhethershesympathizedinherhusband'sestimateofthecomparativevalueofthebeautifulandthepractical。Therewas,amidallherkindnesstowardshimself,amidallthewonderandadmirationwithwhichshecontemplatedthemarvellousworkofhishandsandincarnationofhisidea,asecretscorn——toosecret,perhaps,forherownconsciousness,andperceptibleonlytosuchintuitivediscernmentasthatoftheartist。ButOwen,inthelatterstagesofhispursuit,hadrisenoutoftheregioninwhichsuchadiscoverymighthavebeentorture。Heknewthattheworld,andAnnieastherepresentativeoftheworld,whateverpraisemightbebestowed,couldneversaythefittingwordnorfeelthefittingsentimentwhichshouldbetheperfectrecompenseofanartistwho,symbolizingaloftymoralbyamaterialtrifle,——convertingwhatwasearthlytospiritualgold,——hadwonthebeautifulintohishandiwork。Notatthislatestmomentwashetolearnthattherewardofallhighperformancemustbesoughtwithinitself,orsoughtinvain。Therewas,however,aviewofthematterwhichAnnieandherhusband,andevenPeterHovenden,mightfullyhaveunderstood,andwhichwouldhavesatisfiedthemthatthetoilofyearshadherebeenworthilybestowed。OwenWarlandmighthavetoldthemthatthisbutterfly,thisplaything,thisbridalgiftofapoorwatchmakertoablacksmith'swife,was,intruth,agemofartthatamonarchwouldhavepurchasedwithhonorsandabundantwealth,andhavetreasureditamongthejewelsofhiskingdomasthemostuniqueandwondrousofthemall。Buttheartistsmiledandkeptthesecrettohimself。
“Father,“saidAnnie,thinkingthatawordofpraisefromtheoldwatchmakermightgratifyhisformerapprentice,“docomeandadmirethisprettybutterfly。“
“Letussee,“saidPeterHovenden,risingfromhischair,withasneeruponhisfacethatalwaysmadepeopledoubt,ashehimselfdid,ineverythingbutamaterialexistence。“Hereismyfingerforittoalightupon。IshallunderstanditbetterwhenonceI
havetouchedit。“
But,totheincreasedastonishmentofAnnie,whenthetipofherfather'sfingerwaspressedagainstthatofherhusband,onwhichthebutterflystillrested,theinsectdroopeditswingsandseemedonthepointoffallingtothefloor。Eventhebrightspotsofgolduponitswingsandbody,unlesshereyesdeceivedher,grewdim,andtheglowingpurpletookaduskyhue,andthestarrylustrethatgleamedaroundtheblacksmith'shandbecamefaintandvanished。
“Itisdying!itisdying!“criedAnnie,inalarm。
“Ithasbeendelicatelywrought,“saidtheartist,calmly。“AsI
toldyou,ithasimbibedaspiritualessence——callitmagnetism,orwhatyouwill。Inanatmosphereofdoubtandmockeryitsexquisitesusceptibilitysufferstorture,asdoesthesoulofhimwhoinstilledhisownlifeintoit。Ithasalreadylostitsbeauty;inafewmomentsmoreitsmechanismwouldbeirreparablyinjured。“
“Takeawayyourhand,father!“entreatedAnnie,turningpale。
“Hereismychild;letitrestonhisinnocenthand。There,perhaps,itslifewillreviveanditscolorsgrowbrighterthanever。“
Herfather,withanacridsmile,withdrewhisfinger。Thebutterflythenappearedtorecoverthepowerofvoluntarymotion,whileitshuesassumedmuchoftheiroriginallustre,andthegleamofstarlight,whichwasitsmostetherealattribute,againformedahaloroundaboutit。Atfirst,whentransferredfromRobertDanforth'shandtothesmallfingerofthechild,thisradiancegrewsopowerfulthatitpositivelythrewthelittlefellow'sshadowbackagainstthewall。He,meanwhile,extendedhisplumphandashehadseenhisfatherandmotherdo,andwatchedthewavingoftheinsect'swingswithinfantinedelight。
Nevertheless,therewasacertainoddexpressionofsagacitythatmadeOwenWarlandfeelasifherewereoldPeteHovenden,partially,andbutpartially,redeemedfromhishardscepticismintochildishfaith。
“Howwisethelittlemonkeylooks!“whisperedRobertDanforthtohiswife。
“Ineversawsuchalookonachild'sface,“answeredAnnie,admiringherowninfant,andwithgoodreason,farmorethantheartisticbutterfly。“Thedarlingknowsmoreofthemysterythanwedo。“
Asifthebutterfly,liketheartist,wereconsciousofsomethingnotentirelycongenialinthechild'snature,italternatelysparkledandgrewdim。Atlengthitarosefromthesmallhandoftheinfantwithanairymotionthatseemedtobearitupwardwithoutaneffort,asiftheetherealinstinctswithwhichitsmaster'sspirithadendoweditimpelledthisfairvisioninvoluntarilytoahighersphere。Hadtherebeennoobstruction,itmighthavesoaredintotheskyandgrownimmortal。Butitslustregleamedupontheceiling;theexquisitetextureofitswingsbrushedagainstthatearthlymedium;andasparkleortwo,asofstardust,floateddownwardandlayglimmeringonthecarpet。Thenthebutterflycameflutteringdown,and,insteadofreturningtotheinfant,wasapparentlyattractedtowardstheartist'shand。
“Notso!notso!“murmuredOwenWarland,asifhishandiworkcouldhaveunderstoodhim。“Thouhasgoneforthoutofthymaster'sheart。Thereisnoreturnforthee。“
Withawaveringmovement,andemittingatremulousradiance,thebutterflystruggled,asitwere,towardstheinfant,andwasabouttoalightuponhisfinger;butwhileitstillhoveredintheair,thelittlechildofstrength,withhisgrandsire'ssharpandshrewdexpressioninhisface,madeasnatchatthemarvellousinsectandcompresseditinhishand。Anniescreamed。
OldPeterHovendenburstintoacoldandscornfullaugh。Theblacksmith,bymainforce,unclosedtheinfant'shand,andfoundwithinthepalmasmallheapofglitteringfragments,whencethemysteryofbeautyhadfledforever。AndasforOwenWarland,helookedplacidlyatwhatseemedtheruinofhislife'slabor,andwhichwasyetnoruin。Hehadcaughtafarotherbutterflythanthis。Whentheartistrosehighenoughtoachievethebeautiful,thesymbolbywhichhemadeitperceptibletomortalsensesbecameoflittlevalueinhiseyeswhilehisspiritpossesseditselfintheenjoymentofthereality。
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