"Whatisshetous?We,weloveeachother。Come,dearone,letmekissthetearsfromyoureyes;letmedrinkthisnectar,thatitmayinspireme,andtransfiguremetoagod!Weepnomore——no,weepnot;
or,ifyouwilldoso,beitonlyintheexcessofrapture,andbecausewordandheartaretoopoortoholdallthisbliss!"
"Yes,yes,letusshoutforjoy;letusbelostinblessedness!"
exclaimedshepassionately,aswithfranticviolenceshethrewherselfonhisbosom。
Bothwerenowsilent,mutelyrestingoneachother'sheart。
Oh,howsweetthissilence;howentrancingthisnoiseless,sacrednight!Howthetreeswithouttheremurmurandrustle,asiftheyweresingingaheavenlylullabytothelovers!howinquisitivelythepalecrescentmoonpeepsthroughthewindow,asthoughshewereseekingthetwainwhoseblessedconfidantesheis!
Buthappinessissoswift-winged,andtimefliessofast,whenloveistheircompanion!
Evennowtheymustpartagain——nowtheymustagainsayfarewell。
"Notyet,beloved,stayyet!See,thenightisstilldark;andhark,thecastleclockisjuststrikingtwo。No,gonotyet。"
"Imust,Henry,Imust;thehoursarepastinwhichIcanbehappy。"
"Oh,youcold,proudsoul!Doestheheadalreadylongagainforthecrown;andcanyouwaitnolongerforthepurpletoagaincoveryourshoulders?Come,letmekissyourshoulder;andthinknow,dear,thatmycrimsonlipsarealsoapurplerobe。
AndapurplerobeforwhichIwouldgladlygivemycrownandmylife!"criedshe,withtheutmostenthusiasm,asshefoldedhiminherarms。
"Doyouloveme,then?Doyoureallyloveme?"
"Yes,Iloveyou!"
"Canyousweartomethatyoulovenooneexceptme?"
"Icanswearit,astrueasthereisaGodaboveus,whohearsmyoath。"
"Blessyouforit,youdear,youonlyone——oh,howshallIcallyou?——youwhosenameImaynotutter!Oh,doyouknowthatitiscruelnevertonamethenameofthelovedone?Withdrawthatprohibition;grudgemenotthepainfullysweetpleasureofbeingableatleasttocallyoubyyourname!"
"No,"saidshe,withashudder;"forknowyounotthatthesleep-
walkersawakeoutoftheirdreamswhentheyarecalledbyname?Iamasomnambulist,who,withsmilingcourage,movesalongadizzyheight;callmebyname,andIshallawake,and,shuddering,plungeintotheabyssbeneath。Ah,Henry,Ihatemyname,foritispronouncedbyotherlipsthanyours。ForyouIwillnotbenamedasothermencallme。Baptizeme,myHenry;givemeanothername——anamewhichisoursecret,andwhichnooneknowsbesidesus。"
"InameyouGeraldine;andasGeraldineIwillpraiseandlaudyoubeforealltheworld。Iwill,inspiteofallthesespiesandlisteners,repeatagainandagainthatIloveyou,andnoone,notthekinghimself,shallbeabletoforbidme。"
"Hush!"saidshe,withashudder,"speaknotofhim!Oh,Iconjureyou,myHenry,becautious;thinkthatyouhavesworntomeevertothinkofthedangerthatthreatensus,andwill,withoutdoubt,dashusinpiecesifyou,byonlyasound,alook,orasmile,betraythesweetsecretthatunitesustwo。Areyoustillawarewhatyouhavesworntome?"
"Iamawareofit!ButitisanunnaturalDraconianlaw。What!evenwhenIamalonewithyou,shallIneverbeallowedtoaddressyouotherwisethanwiththatreverenceandrestrainwhichisduethequeen?Evenwhennoonecanhearus,mayI,bynosyllable,bynone,nottheslightestintimation,remindyouofourlove?"
"No,no,doitnot;forthiscastlehaseverywhereeyesandears,andeverywherearespiesandlistenersbehindthetapestry;behindthecurtains;everywherearetheyconcealedandlurking,watchingeveryfeature,everysmile,everyword,whetheritmaynotaffordgroundforsuspicion。No,no,Henry;sweartomebyourlovethatyouwillnever,unlesshereinthisroom,addressmeotherwisethanyourqueen。Sweartomethat,beyondthesewalls,youwillbetomeonlytherespectfulservantofyourqueen,andatthesametimetheproudearlandlord,ofwhomitissaidthatneverhasawomanbeenabletotouchhisheart。Sweartomethatyouwillnot,byalook,byasmile,byeventhegentlestpressureofthehand,betraywhatbeyondthisroomisacrimeforbothofus。Letthisroombethetempleofourlove;butwhenweoncepassitsthreshold,wewillnotprofanethesweetmysteriesofourhappiness,byallowingunholyeyestobeholdevenasinglerayofit。Shallitbeso,myHenry?
"Yes,itshallbeso!"saidhe,withatroubledvoice;"althoughI
mustconfessthatthisdreadfulillusionoftentorturesmealmosttodeath。Oh,Geraldine,whenImeetyouelsewhere,whenIobservetheeyesoicyandimmovable,withwhichyoumeetmylook,Ifeelasitweremyheartconvulsed;andIsaytomyself:'Thisisnotshe,whomIlove——notthetender,passionatewoman,whominthedarknessofthenightIsometimeslockinmyarms。ThisisCatharine,thequeen,butnotmylovedone。Awomancannotsodisguiseherself;artgoesnotsofarastofalsifytheentirenature,theinnermostbeingandlifeofaperson。'Oh,therehavebeenhours,awful,horriblehours,whenitseemedtomeasthoughallthiswereadelusion,amystification——asthoughinsomewayanevildemonassumedthequeen'sformbynighttomockme,poorfrenziedvisionary,withahappinessthathasnoexistence,butlivesonlyinmyimagination。
Whensuchthoughtscometome,Ifeelafrenziedfury,acrushingdespair,andIcould,regardlessofmyoathandeventhedangerthatthreatensyou,rushtoyou,and,beforeallthecourtlyrabbleandthekinghimself,ask:'Areyoureallywhatyouseem?Areyou,CatharineParr,KingHenry'swife——nothingmore,nothingelsethanthat?Orareyou,mybeloved,thewomanwhoismineinhereverythought,hereverybreath;whohasvowedtomeeternalloveandunchangingtruth;andwhomI,inspiteofthewholeworld,andtheking,presstomyheartasmyown?'"
"Unhappyman,ifyoueverventurethat,youdoomusbothtodeath!"
"Beitso,then!Indeathyouwillatleastbemine,andnoonewouldlongerdareseparateus,andyoureyeswouldnolongerlooksocoldandstrangelyuponme,astheyoftennowdo。Oh,Iconjureyou,gazenotuponmeatall,ifyoucannotdoitotherwisethanwiththosecold,proudlooks,thatbenumbmyheart。Turnawayyoureyes,andspeaktomewithavertedface。"
"Then,menwillsaythatIhateyou,Henry。"
"ItismoreagreeabletomeforthemtosayyouabhormethanforthemtoseethatIamwhollyindifferenttoyou;thatIamtoyounothingmorethantheEarlofSurrey,yourlordchamberlain。"
"No,no,Henry。Theyshallseethatyouaremoretomethanmerelythat。BeforethewholeassembledcourtIwillgiveyouatokenofmylove。Willyouthenbelieve,youdear,foolishenthusiast,thatI
loveyou,andthatitisnodemonthatrestshereinyourarmsandswearsthatshelovesnothingbutyou?Say,willyouthenbelieveme?"
"Iwillbelieveyou!Butno,thereisnoneedofanysign,oranyassurance。Nay,Iknowit;Ifeelindeedthesweetrealitythatcuddlestomyside,warm,andfillingmewithhappiness;anditisonlytheexcessofhappinessthatmakesmeincredulous。"
"Iwillconvinceyouthoroughly;andyoushalldoubtnomore,notevenintheintoxicationofhappiness。Listen,then。Theking,asyouknow,isabouttoholdagreattournamentandfestivalofthepoets,anditwilltakeplaceinafewdays。Now,then,atthisfeteIwillpublicly,inthepresenceofthekingandhiscourt,giveyouarosettethatIwearonmyshoulder,andinthesilverfringeofwhichyouwillfindanotefromme。Willthatsatisfyyou,myHenry?"
"Anddoyoustillquestionit,mydear?Doyouquestionit,whenyouwillmakemeproudandhappyaboveallothersofyourcourt?"
Hepressedhercloselytohisheartandkissedher。Butsuddenlyshewrithedinhisarms,andstartedupinwildalarm。
"Dayisbreaking,dayisbreaking!Seethere!aredstreakisspreadingovertheclouds。Thesuniscoming;dayiscoming,andalreadybeginstodawn。"
Heendeavoredtodetainherstill;butshetoreherselfpassionatelyaway,andagainenvelopedherheadinherveil。
"Yes,"saidhe,"dayisbreakinganditisgrowinglight!Letmethen,foramomentatleast,seeyourface。Mysoulthirstsforitastheparchedearthforthedew。Come,itislighthereatthewindow。Letmeseeyoureyes。"
Shetoreherselfvehementlyaway。"No,no,youmustbegone!Hark,itisalreadythreeo'clock。Sooneverythingwillbeastirinthecastle。Diditnotseemasifsomepersonpassedbythedoorhere?
Haste,haste,ifyoudonotwishmetodieofdread!"Shethrewhiscloakoverhim;shedrewhishatoverhisbrow;thenoncemoreshethrewherarmsaroundhisneckandpressedonhislipsaburningkiss。"Farewell,mybeloved!farewell,HenryHoward!Whenweseeeachotheragainto-day,youaretheEarlofSurrey,andI,thequeen——notyourlovedone——notthewomanwholovesyou!Happinessispast,andsufferingawakesanew。Farewell。"
Sheherselfopenedtheglassdoor,andpushedherloverout。
"Farewell,Geraldine;good-night,mydear!Daycomes,andIagaingreetyouasmyqueen,andIshallhavetoendureagainthetortureofyourcoldlooksandyourhaughtysmiles。"
CHAPTERXIX。
LOYOLA'SGENERAL。
Sherushedtothewindowandgazedafterhimtillhehaddisappeared,thensheutteredadeepcryofanguish,and,whollyovercomebyheragony,shesankdownonherkneesweepingandwailing,wringingherhands,andraisingthemtoGod。
Butjustbeforesohappyandjoyful,shewasnowfullofwoeandanguish;andbittersighsofcomplaintcametremblingfromherlips。
"Oh,oh,"moanedshe,withsobs;"whatterribleagoniesarethese,andhowfullofdespairtheanguishthatlaceratesmybreast!Ihavelaininhisarms;Ihavereceivedhisvowsofloveandacceptedhiskisses;andthesevowsarenotmine,andthesekisseshegavenottome。Hekissedme,andhelovesinmeonlyherwhomIhate。Helayshishandsinmineanduttersvowsoflovewhichhededicatestoher。
Hethinksandfeelsforheronly——heralone。Whataterribletorturethisis!Tobelovedunderhername;underhernametoreceivethevowsoflovethatyetbelongtomeonly——tomealone!Forhelovesme,meexclusively。Theyaremylipsthathekisses,myformthatheembraces;tomeareaddressedhiswordsandhisletters;anditisI
thatreplytothem。Helovesme,meonly,andyetheputsnofaithinme。Iamnothingtohim,naughtbutalifelessimage,likeotherwomen。Thishehastoldme;andIdidnotbecomefrenzied;andIhadthecruelenergytopassoffthetearswrungfrommebydespair,fortearsofrapture。Oh,detestable,horriblemockeryoffate——tobewhatIamnot,andnottobewhatIam!"
Andwithashrillcryofagonyshetoreherhair,andwithherfistsmoteuponherbreast,andweptandmoanedaloud。
Sheheardnaught;shesawnaught;shefeltnaughtbutherinexpressibleanddespairinganguish。
Shedidnotoncetrembleforherself;shethoughtnotatallofthis——thatshewouldbelostifshewerefoundinthisplace。
Andyetattheothersideoftheroomadoorhadopened,softlyandnoiselessly,andamanhadentered。
HeshutthedoorbehindhimandwalkeduptoLadyJane,whostilllayonthefloor。Hestoodbehindherwhilesheutteredherdespairinglamentation。Heheardeverywordofherquiveringlips;
herwholeheartpainfullyconvulsedandtornwithgrieflayunveiledbeforehim;andsheknewitnot。
Nowhebentoverher;andwithhishandhelightlytouchedhershoulder。Atthistouchshegaveaconvulsivestart,asifhitbythestrokeofasword,andhersobbingwasimmediatelysilenced。
Anawfulpauseensued。Thewomanlayonthefloormotionless,breathless,andnearher,tallandcoldasafigureofbronze,stoodtheman。
"LadyJaneDouglas,"saidhethen,sternlyandsolemnly,"standup。
Itbecomesnotyourfather'sdaughtertobeuponherknees,whenitisnotGodtowhomshekneels。ButyouarenotkneelingtoGod,buttoanidol,whichyouyourselfhavemade,andtowhichyouhateerectedatempleinyourheart。Thisidoliscalled'Yourownpersonalmisfortune。'Butitiswritten,'ThoushalthavenootherGodsbutme。'ThereforeIsaytoyouoncemore,LadyJaneDouglas,risefromyourknees,foritisnotyourGodtowhomyoukneel。"
Andasthoughthesewordsexercisedamagneticpoweroverher,sheraisedherselfupslowlyfromthefloor,andnowstoodtherebeforeherfather,sternandcoldasastatueofmarble。
"Castfromyouthesorrowsofthisworld,whichburdenyou,andhinderyouinthesacredworkwhichGodhasimposedonyou!"
continuedEarlDouglasinhismetallic,solemnvoice。"Itiswritten,'ComeuntoMe,allyethatlaborandareheavyladen,andI
willgiveyourest,'saithourGod。Butyou,Jane,youaretothrowdownyourtroubleatthefootofthethrone;andyourburdenwillbecomeacrownthatwillglorifyyourhead。"
Helaidhishandonherhead,butshewildlyshookitoff。
"No,"criedshe,withheavy,falteringtongue,asifconfusedinadream。"Awaywiththiscrown!Iwishnocrownuponwhichdevilshavelaidaspell。Iwishnoroyalrobethathasbeendyedcrimsonwiththebloodofmybeloved。"
"Sheisstillinthedeliriumofheranguish,"mutteredtheearl,ashecontemplatedthepale,tremblingwomanwhohadnowsunkagaintoherknees,andwasstaringstraightbeforeherwitheyesbewilderedandstretchedwideopen。Butthelooksoftheearlremainedcoldandunmoved,andnottheleastcompassionwasarousedinhimforhispoordaughter,nowpenetratedwithanguish。
"Arise,"saidhe,inahard,steellyvoice。"TheChurch,bymymouth,commandsyoutoserveherasyouhavevowedtodo;thatistosay,withgladheartandasenseofyourrelianceonGod;thatistosay,withsmilinglipsandaserene,beamingeye,asbecomesadiscipleinspiredbyfaith,andasyouhavesworntodointhehandsofourlordandmaster,IgnatiusLoyola。"
"Icannot!Icannot!"moanedshe,inalowtone。Icannotbegladatheartwhendespair,likeawildboar,isrendingmyheart;Icannotcommandmyeyetoshinewhenmyeyesaredimmedwithtearsofanguish。Oh,havepity,havecompassion!Rememberthatyouaremyfather;thatIamyourdaughter——thedaughterofawifewhomyouloved,andwhowouldfindinthegravenorestifsheknewhowyouarerackingandtorturingme。Mymother,mymother,ifthyspiritisnearme,comeandprotectme。Letthymildlooksovershadowmyhead,andbreatheabreathofthyloveintotheheartofthiscruelfather,whoisreadytosacrificehischildonthealtarofhisGod。"
"Godhascalledme,"saidtheearl,"and,likeAbraham,Itoowilllearntoobey。ButIwillnotadornmyvictimwithflowers,butwitharoyalcrown。Iwillnotplungeaknifeintoherbreast,butwillputagoldensceptreintoherhandandsay:Thouartaqueenbeforemen,butbeforeGodbethouafaithfulandobedientservant。Thouhastalltocommand。ButtheholyChurch,towhoseservicethouhastconsecratedthyself,andwhowillblesstheeifthouartfaithful,whowilldashtheeinpieceswithhercurseifthoudarestdealtreacherously,shecommandsthee。No,youarenotmydaughter,butthepriestessoftheChurch,consecratedtoherholyservice。No,Ihavenosympathywithyourtear'sandthisanguish,forIseetheendofthesesorrows,andIknowthatthesetearswillbeasadiademofpearlsaboutyourtemples。LadyJaneDouglas,itisthesaintlyLoyolawhosendsyouhiscommandsbymymouth。Obeythem,notbecauseIamyourfather,butbecauseIamthegeneraltowhomyouhaveswornobedienceandfidelityuntoyourlife'send。"
"Thenkillme,myfather!"saidshe,feebly。"Letthislifeend,whichisbutatorture,aprotractedmartyrdom。Punishmeformydisobediencebyplungingyourdaggerdeepintomybreast。Punishme,andgrudgemenotthereposeofthegrave。"
"Poorenthusiast!"saidthefather;"supposeyou,wewouldbefoolishenoughtosubjectyoutosolightapunishment!No,no,ifyoudare,ininsolentdisobedience,rebelagainstmycommands,yourpenanceshallbeaterribleone,andyourpunishmentwithoutend。I
willnotkillyou,buthimwhomyoulove;itwillbehisheadthatfalls;andyouwillbehismurderess。Heshalldieonthescaffoldandyou——youshallliveindisgrace。"
"Oh,horrible!"groanedJane,assheburiedherfaceinherhands。
Herfathercontinued:"Silly,short-sightedchild,whothoughtshecouldplaywiththesword,anddidnotseethatsheherselfmightfeelthestrokeofthisdouble-edgedblade!YouwantedtobetheservantoftheChurch,thatyoumighttherebybecomemistressoftheworld。Youwouldacquireglory,butthisglorymustnotsingeyourheadwithitsfieryrays。Sillychild!hewhoplayswithfirewillbeconsumed。Butwepenetratedyourthoughtsandthewishofwhichyouyourselfwereunconscious。Welookedintothedepthsofyourbeing,andwhenwefoundlovethere,wemadeuseofloveforourownpurposesandyoursalvation。Whatdoyoubewail,then,andwhydoyouweep?Havewenotallowedyoutolove?Havewenotauthorizedyoutogiveyourselfentirelyuptothislove?DoyounotcallyourselfEarlSurrey'swife,thoughyoucannotnametomethepriestthatmarriedyou?LadyJane,obey,andweenvyyounotthehappinessofyourlove;daretorebelagainstus,anddisgraceandshameovertakeyou,andyoushallstandbeforealltheworlddisownedandscoffedat;youthestrumpet,that——"
"Stop,myfather!"criedJane,asshesprangvehementlyfromthefloor。"Desistfromyourterriblewordsifyoudonotwishmetodieofshame。Nay,Isubmit,Iobey!Youareright,Icannotdrawback。"
"Andwhywouldyoueither?Isitnotalifepleasantandfullofenjoyment?Isitnotraregoodfortunetoseeoursinstransfiguredtovirtue;tobeabletoaccountearthlyenjoymenttheserviceofHeaven?Andwhatdoyoubewailthen?Thathedoesnotloveyou?Nay,hedoesloveyou;hisvowsoflovestillechoinyourears;yourheartstilltrembleswiththefruitionofhappiness。WhatmattersitiftheEarlofSurreywithhisinwardeyesseesthewomanhefoldsinhisarmstobeanotherthanyou?Yetinrealityhelovesbutyoualone。WhetheryouareforhimnamedCatharineParrorJaneDouglas,itisallthesameifyouonlyarehislove。"
"Butadaywillcomewhenhewilldiscoverhismistake,andwhenhewillcurseme。"
"Thatdaywillnevercome。TheholyChurchwillfindawaytoavertthat,ifyoubowtoherwillandareobedienttoher。"
"Idobowtoit!"sighedJane。"Iwillobey;onlypromiseme,myfather,thatnoharmshallhappentohim;thatIshallnotbehismurderess。"
"No,youshallbecomehissavioranddeliverer。OnlyyoumustfulfilpunctuallytheworkIcommittoyou。Firstofall,then,tellmetheresultofyourmeetingto-day。Hedoesnotdoubtthatyouarethequeen?"
"No,hebelievesitsofirmlythathewouldtakethesacramentonit。Thatistosay,hebelievesitnowbecauseIhavepromisedhimtogivehimpubliclyasignbywhichhemayrecognizethatitisthequeenthatloveshim。"
"Andthissign?"inquiredherfather,withalookbeamingwithjoy。
"Ihavepromisedhimthatatthegreattournament,thequeenwillgivehimarosette,andthatinthatrosettebewillfindanotefromthequeen。"
"Ah,theideaisanadmirableone!"exclaimedLordDouglas,"andonlyawomanwhowishestoavengeherselfcouldconceiveit。So,then,thequeenwillbecomeherownaccuser,andherselfgiveintoourhandsaproofofherguilt。Theonlydifficultyinthewayistobringthequeen,withoutarousinghersuspicion,towearthisrosette,andtogiveittoSurrey。"
"ShewilldoitifIbeghertodoso,forshelovesme;andIshallsorepresentittoherthatshewilldoitasanactofkindnesstome。Catharineisgood-naturedandagreeable,andcannotrefusearequest。"
"AndIwillapprisethekingofit。Thatistosay,Ishalltakegoodcarenottodothismyself,foritisalwaysdangeroustoapproachahungrytigerinhiscageandcarryhimhisfood,becausehemightinhisvoracityveryreadilydevourourownhandtogetherwiththeprofferedmeat。"
"Buthow?"askedshewithanexpressionofalarm。"WillhecontenthimselfwithpunishingCatharinealone;willhenotalsocrushhim——
himwhomhemustlookuponasherlover?"
"Hewilldoso。Butyouyourselfshallsavehimandsethimfree。
Youshallopenhisprisonandgivehimfreedom,andhewillloveyou——you,thesaviorofhislife。"
"Father,father,itisahazardousgamethatyouareplaying;anditmayhappenthatyouwillbecometherebyyourdaughter'smurderer。
For,listenwelltowhatItellyou;ifhisheadfalls,Idiebymyownhands;ifyoumakemehismurderess,youbecometherebymine;
andIwillcurseyouandexecrateyouinhell!WhattomeisaroyalcrownifitisstainedwithHenryHoward'sblood?WhatcareIforrenownandhonor,ifheisnottheretoseemygreatness,andifhisbeamingeyesdonotreflectbacktomethelightofmycrown?
Protecthim,therefore;guardhislifeastheappleofyoureye,ifyouwishmetoaccepttheroyalcrownthatyouofferme,sothattheKingofEnglandmaybecomeagainavassaloftheChurch!"
"AndthatthewholeofdevoutChristendommaypraiseJaneDouglas,thepiousqueenwhohassucceededintheholyworkofbringingtherebelliousandrecreantsonoftheChurch,HenrytheEighth,backtotheHolyFatherinRome,totheonlyconsecratedlordoftheChurch,trulypenitent。On,on,mydaughter;donotdespond。Ahighaimbeckonsyou,andabrilliantfortuneawaitsyou!Ourholymother,theChurch,willblessandpraiseyou,andHenrytheEighthwilldeclareyouhisqueen。"
CHAPTERXX。
THEPRISONER。
StillallwascalmandquietinthepalaceofWhitehall。Nothingwasstirring,andnobodyhadheardhowLadyJaneDouglasleftherchamberandglideddownthecorridor。
Noonehasheardit,andnoeyeisawake,andnoneseeswhatisnowtakingplaceinthequeen'sroom。Sheisalone——allalone。Theservantsareallasleepintheirchambers。Thequeenherselfhasboltedthedoorsoftheanteroomontheinside,andnootherdoorleadsintoherboudoirandbedroom,exceptthroughthisanteroom。
Sheisthereforeperfectlysecluded,perfectlysecure。
Speedilyandinhastesheenvelopsherselfinalongblackmantle,thehoodofwhichshedrawswelloverherheadandbrow,andwhichcompletelycoversandconcealsherform。
Andnowshepressesonaspringinsertedintheframeofapicture。
Thepicturefliesbackandshowsanopening,throughwhichapersoncanquiteconvenientlypassout。
Catharinedoesso。Thenshecarefullypushesthepicturebacktoitsplacefromtheoutside,andforalongtimewalksoninthepassagehollowedoutofthesolidwall,tillgropingalongsheatlastlaysholdagainofaknobinthewall。Shepressesonit;andnowatherfeetopensatrap-door,throughwhichafeeblelightforcesitswayandrendersvisibleasmallnarrowstaircasetheresituated。
Catharineentersanddescendsthestepswithwingedfeet。Nowatthefootofthestaircasesheagainpressesonasecretspring;andagainadooropens,throughwhichthequeenpassesintoalargehall。
"Oh,"whisperedshe,fetchingalongbreath,"thegreensummerhouseatlast。"
Shequicklytraverseditandopenedthenextdoor。
"JohnHeywood?"
"Iamhere,queen!"
"Hush,hush!gentlyaspossible,thatthewatch,whowalksupanddownjustbehindthedoor,maynothearus。Come,westillhavealongwalk——letusmakehaste。"
Againshepressedonaspringinsertedinthewall;andagainadooropens。ButbeforeCatharineboltsthisdoor,shetakesthelampburningonthetablethere,whichistolightenthedarkanddifficultpaththroughwhichtheyarenowtowendtheirway。
Nowsheboltsthedoorbehindthem;andtheyenteralong,darkcorridor,attheendofwhichisfoundstillanotherstaircase,anddownwhichtheybothgo。Numberlessstepsconductthembelow;
graduallytheairbecomesdense,thestepsmoist。Thestillnessofthegraveisaroundthem。Nosoundoflife,nottheleastnoise,isnowperceptible。
Theyareinasubterraneanpassage,whichstretchesoutinlengthbeforethemfartherthantheeyecanreach。CatharineturnstoJohnHeywood;thelamplightsupherface,whichispale,butexhibitsanexpressionfirmandresolute。
"JohnHeywood,reflectoncemore!Iasknotwhetheryouhavecourage,forIknowthat。Ionlywishtoknowwhetheryouwillemploythiscourageforyourqueen?"
"No,notforthequeen,butforthenoblewomanwhohassavedmyson。"
"Youmustthenbemyprotectorto-dayifwemeetwithdangers。ButifitbeGod'swill,weshallencounternodangers。Letusgo。"
Theygovigorouslyforward,silentalltheway。Atlengththeycometoaplacewherethepassagegrowsbroader,andspreadsoutintoalittleopenchamber,onthesidewallsofwhichafewteatsareplaced。
"Wehavenowaccomplishedhalfofthejourney,"saidCatharine;"andherewewillrestalittle。"
Sheplacedthelamponthesmallmarbletableinthemiddleofthepassage,andsatdown,pointingtoJohnHeywoodtotakeaseatnearher。
"Iamnotthequeen,here,"saidshe;"andyouarenottheking'sfool;butIamapoorweakwoman,andyouaremyprotector。Youmay,therefore,wellhavetherighttositbyme。"
ButJohnshookhisheadwithasmile,andsatdownatherfeet。"St。
Catharine,saviorofmyson,Ilieatthyfeet,anddevoutlyreturnthankstothee。"
"John,areyouacquaintedwiththissubterraneanpassage?"askedthequeen。
Johngaveasadsmile。"Iamacquaintedwithit,queen。"
"Ah,youknowit?Isupposeditwasasecretofthekingandqueen。"
"Thenyouwillreadilyconceivethatthefoolknowsit。FortheKingofEnglandandthefoolaretwinbrothers。Yes,queen,Iknowthispassage;andIoncewendeditinanguishandtears。"
"What!Youyourself,JohnHeywood?"
"Yes,queen。AndnowIaskyou,doyouknowthehistoryofthisundergroundpassage?Youaresilent。Now,wellforyouthatyoudonotknowit。Itisalongandbloodyhistory,andifIshouldnarratetoyouthewholeofit,thenightwouldbetooshortforit。
Whenthispassagewasbuilt,Henrywasstillyoung,andpossessedyetaheart。Atthattime,helovednotmerelyhiswives,buthisfriendsandservantsalso——speciallyCromwell,theall-powerfulminister。HethenresidedatWhitehall,andHenryintheroyalapartmentsoftheTower。ButHenrywasalwayslongingforhisfavorite;andsoCromwellonedaysurprisedhimwiththissubterraneanpassage,theconstructionofwhichhadoccupiedahundredmenawholeyear。Ah,ah,thekingwasthenverymuchmoved,andthankedhispowerfulministerforthissurprisewithtearsandhugs。TherepassedscarcelyadaythatHenrydidnotgotoCromwellthroughthispassage。SohesaweachdayhowthepalaceofWhitehallbecamemoreandmoresplendidandglorious;andwhenhereturnedtotheTower,hediscoveredthatthisresidencewasaltogetherunworthyofaking;butthathisministerlivedbyfarmoremagnificentlythantheKingofEngland。That,queen,wasthecauseofCromwell'sfall!ThekingwantedWhitehall。TheslyCromwellnoticedit,andmadehimapresentofhisgem,thepalaceonwhoseconstructionanddecorationhehadlaboredtenyears。Henryacceptedthepresent;butnowCromwell'sfallwasirrevocable。Thekingcouldnot,ofcourse,forgiveCromwellforhavingdaredtoofferhimapresentsovaluable,thatHenrycouldnotorwouldnotrepayit。Heremained,therefore,Cromwell'sdebtor;andsincethistormentedandvexedhim,hesworeCromwell'sruin。WhenHenrymovedintoWhitehall,itwasconcludedthatCromwellmustascendthescaffold。Ah,thekingissuchaneconomicalbuilder!Apalacecostshimnothingbuttheheadofasubject。WithCromwell'sbeadbepaidforWhitehall;andWolseydiedforHamptonCourt。"
"Notonthescaffold,though,John。"
"Oh,no;Henrypreferredmerelytobreakhisheart,andnothishead。First,hehadthatwonderfulpleasure-villa,HamptonCourt,withallitstreasures,presentedhimbyWolsey;thenheremovedhimfromallhisoffices,anddeprivedhimofallhishonors。Finally,hewastogototheTowerasaprisoner;buthediedonhiswaythither。No,youareright!Wolseydidnotdieonthescaffold,hewasputtodeathmuchmoreslowlyandmorecruelly。Hewasnotkilledwiththesword,butprickedtodeathwithpins!"
"Didyounotsay,John,thatyouhadtravelledthiswayoncebefore?"
"Yes,queen,andIdidittobidfarewelltothenoblestofmen,andthetruestoffriends,ThomasMore!IbeggedandbesoughtCromwellsolongthathehadcompassiononmyanguish,andallowedmetogothroughthispassagetoThomasMore,thatImightatleastreceivetheblessingandlastkissofaffectionofthissaint。Ah,queen,speaknomoreofittome!FromthatdayIbecameafool;forIsawitwasnotworththetroubletobeanhonestman,whensuchmenasMoreareexecutedascriminals。Come,queen,letusgoon!"
"Yes,on,John!"saidshe,rising。"Butdoyouknowthenwhitherwearegoing?"
"Ah,queen,doInotthenknowyou?anddidInottellyouthatAnneAskewistobestretchedupontherackto-morrow,unlesssherecant?"
"Iseethatyouhaveunderstoodme,"saidshe,givinghimafriendlynod。"Yes,IamgoingtoAnneAskew。"
"Buthowwillyou,withoutbeingseenanddiscovered,findouthercell?"
"John,eventheunhappyhavefriends。Yes,thequeenherselfhasafew;andsochance,oritmaybeevenGod'swill,hassoarrangedmatters,thatAnneAskewisoccupying,justatthistime,thatsmallroominwhichthesecretpassageterminates。"
"Isshealoneinthatroom?"
"Yes,allalone。Theguardstandswithoutbeforethedoor。"
"Andshouldtheyhearyou,andopenthedoor?"
"ThenwithoutdoubtIamlost,unlessGodsupportsme。"
Theywalkedoninsilence,bothtoomuchoccupiedwiththeirownthoughtstointerruptthembyconversation。
Butthislong,extendedwalkatlengthweariedCatharine。Sheleanedexhaustedagainstthewall。
"Willyoudomeafavor,queen?"askedJohnHeywood。"Permitmetocarryyou。Yourlittlefeetcanbearyounofarther;makemeyourfeet,yourmajesty!"
Sherefusedwithafriendlysmile。"No,John,thesearethepassion-
stationsofasaint;andyouknowonemustmaketheroundoftheminthesweatofhisface,andonhisknees。"
"Oh,queen,hownobleandhowcourageousyouare!"exclaimedJohnHeywood。"Youdogoodwithoutdisplay,andyoushunnodanger,ifitavailstowardtheaccomplishmentofnoblework。"
"Yet,John,"saidshe,withabewitchingsmile,"Idreaddanger;andjustonthataccountIbeggedyoutoaccompanyme。Ishudderatthelong,desolateway,atthedarknessandgrave-likestillnessofthispassage。Ah,John,Ithoughttomyself,ifIcameherealone,theshadesofAnneBoleynandCatharinewouldberousedfromtheirsleepbymewhoweartheircrown;theywouldhoveraboutme,andseizemebythehandandleadmetotheirgraves,toshowmethatthereisyetroomthereformelikewise。Yousee,then,thatIamnotatallcourageous,butacowardlyandtremblingwoman。"
"Andnevertheless,youcame,queen。"
"Ireckonedonyou,JohnHeywood。Itwasmydutytoriskthispassage,tosave,perchance,thelifeofthepoorenthusiasticgirl。
ForitshallnotbesaidthatCatharinedesertsherfriendsinmisfortune,andthatsheshrinksbackatdanger。Iambutapoor,weakwoman,John,whocannotdefendherfriendswithweapons,and,therefore,Imustresorttoothermeans。Butsee,John,herethepathforks!Ah,myGod!Iknowitonlyfromthedescriptionthatwasgivenme,butnoonesaidanythingofthistome。John,whichwaymustwenowturn?"
"Thisway,queen;andhereweareattheendofourjourney。Thatpaththereleadstothetorture-chamber,thatistosay,toasmallgratedwindow,throughwhichonecanoverlookthatroom。WhenKingHenrywasinspecialgood-humor,hewouldresortwithhisfriendtothisgratingtodiverthimselfalittlewiththetorturesofthedamnedandblasphemers。Foryouwellknow,queen,onlysuchashaveblasphemedGod,orhavenotrecognizedKingHenryasthepopeoftheirChurch,havethehonoroftherackastheirclue。Buthush!
hereweareatthedoor,andhereisthespringthatopensit。"
Catharinesetherlamponthegroundandpressedthespring。
Thedoorturnedslowlyandnoiselesslyonitshinges,andsoftly,likeshades,thetwoentered。
Theynowfoundthemselvesinasmall,circularapartment,whichseemedtohavebeenoriginallyanicheformedinthewalloftheTower,ratherthanaroom。Throughanarrowgratedopeninginthewallonlyalittleairandlightpenetratedintothisdungeon,thebald,barewallsofwhichshowedthestonesofthemasonry。Therewasnochair,notableinthewholespace;onlyyonderinthatcornerontheearththeyhadheapedupsomestraw。Onthisstrawlayapale,tendercreature;thesunken,thincheeks,transparentlywhiteasalabaster;thebrowsopureandclear;theentirecountenancesopeaceful;thebare,meagrearmsthrownbackoverthehead;thehandsfoldedovertheforehead,theheadbenttoonesideinquiet,peacefulslumber;thedelicate,tenderformwrappedinalongblackdress,gentlystretchedout,andonherlipsasmile,suchasonlythehappyknow。
ThatwasAnneAskew,thecriminal,thecondemned——AnneAskew,whowasanatheistonlyforthis,becauseshedidnotbelieveintheking'svastelevationandgodlikeness,andwouldnotsubjectherownfreesoultothatoftheking。
"Shesleeps,"whisperedCatharine,deeplymored,Whollyinvoluntarilyshefoldedherhandsasshesteppedtothecouchofthesufferer,andalowprayertrembledonherlips。
"Sosleepthegust!"saidHeywood。"Angelscomfortthemintheirslumbers;andthebreathofGodrefreshesthem。Poorgirl;howsoon,andtheywillwrenchthesenoble,fairlimbs,andtorturetheeforthehonorofGod,andopentotonesofdistressthatmouthwhichnowsmilessopeacefully!"
"No,no,"saidthequeen,hastily。"Ihavecometosaveher,andGodwillassistmetodoit。Icannotspareherslumbersanylonger。I
mustwakeher。"
Shebentdownandpressedakissontheyounggirl'sforehead。
"Anne,awake;Iamhere!Iwillsaveyouandsetyoufree。Anne,Anne,awake!"
Sheslowlyraisedherlarge,brillianteyes,andnoddedasalutationtoCatharine。
"CatharineParr!"saidshe,withasmile。"Iexpectedonlyaletterfromyou;andhaveyoucomeyourself?"
"Theguardshavebeendismissed,andtheturnkeyschanged,Anne;forourcorrespondencehadbeendiscovered。"
"Ah,youwillwritetomenomoreinfuture!Andyetyourlettersweremyonlycomfort,"sighedAnneAskew。"Butthatalsoiswell;
andperhapsitwillonlymakethepaththatIhavetotreadstilleasier。Theheartmaymoveitspinionsfreelyandeasily,andreturntoGod。"
"Hearme,Anne,hear,"saidCatharineinalowandhurriedvoice。"A
terribledangerthreatensyou!Thekinghasgivenorderstomoveyou,bymeansoftherack,torecant。"
"Well,andwhatmore?"askedAnne,withsmilingface。
"Unfortunate,youknownotwhatyouaresaying!Youknownotwhatfearfulagoniesawaityou!Youknownotthepowerofpains,whichareperhapsstillmightierthanthespirit,andmayovercomeit。"
"AndifIdidknowthemnow,whatwoulditavailme?"askedAnneAskew。"Yousaytheywillputmetotherack。Well,then,Ishallhavetobearit,forIhavenopowertochangetheirwill。"
"Yet,Anne,yetyouhavethepower!Retractwhatyouhavesaid,Anne!Declarethatyourepent,andthatyouperceivethatyouhavebeendeluded!SaythatyouwillrecognizethekingaslordoftheChurch;thatyouwillsweartothesixarticles,andneverbelieveinthePopeofRome。Ah,Anne,Godseesyourheartandknowsyourthoughts。Youhavenoneedtomakethemknownbyyourlips。Hehasgivenyoulife,andyouhavenorighttothrowitaway;youmustseektokeepitsolongasyoucan。Recant,then!Itisperfectlyallowabletodeceivethosewhowouldmurderus。Recant,then,Anne,recant!Whentheyintheirhaughtyarrogancedemandofyoutosaywhattheysay,considerthemaslunatics,towhomyoumakeapparentconcessionsonlytokeepthemfromraving。OfwhatconsequenceisitwhetheryoudoordonotsaythatthekingistheheadoftheChurch?FromHisheavensabove,GodlooksdownandsmilesatthispettyearthlystrifewhichconcernsnotHim,butmenonly。Letscholarsandtheologianswrangle;wewomenhavenothingtodowithit。IfweonlybelieveinGod,andbearHimtoourhearts,theforminwhichwedoitisamatterofindifference。ButinthiscasethequestionisnotaboutGod,butmerelyaboutexternaldogmas。Whyshouldyoutroubleyourselfwiththese?Whathaveyoutodowiththecontroversiesofthepriests?Recant,then,poorenthusiasticchild,recant!"
WhileCatharine,inalowtoneandwithflutteringbreath,thusspoke,AnneAskewhadslowlyarisenfromhercouch,andnowstood,likealily,soslenderanddelicate,confrontingthequeen。
Hernoblecountenanceexpresseddeepindignation。Hereyesshotlightning,andacontemptuoussmilewasonherlips。
"What!Canyouthusadviseme?"saidshe。"Canyouwishmetodenymyfaith,andabjuremyGod,onlytoescapeearthlypain?Andyourtonguedoesnotrefusetoutterthis,andyourheartdoesnotshrinkwithshamewhileyoudoit?Lookatthesearms;whataretheyworththatIshouldnotsacrificethemtoGod?Seethesefeeblelimbs!AretheysopreciousthatI,likeadisgustingniggard,shouldsparethem?No,no,Godismyhighestgood——notthisfeeble,decayingbody!ForGodIsacrificeit。Ishouldrecant?Never!Faithisnotenvelopedinthisorthatgarb;itmustbenakedandopen。Somayminebe。AndifIthenamchosentobeanexampleofpurefaith,thatdeniesnot,andmakesprofession——well,then,envymenotthispreeminence。'Manyarecalled,butfewarechosen。'IfIamoneofthechosen,IthankGodforit,andblesstheerringmortalswhowishtomakemesuchbymeansofthetortureoftherack。Ah,believeme,Catharine,Irejoicetodie,foritissuchasad,desolate,anddesperatethingtolive。Letmedie,Catharine——die,toenterintoblessedness!"
"But,poor,pitiablechild!thisismorethandeath;itisthetortureofearththatthreatensyou。Oh,bethinkyou,Anne,thatyouareonlyafeeblewoman。Whoknowswhethertherackmaynotyetconqueryourspirit,andwhetheryou,withyourmangledlimbs,maynotbythefuryofthepainyetbebroughttothatpointthatyouwillrecantandabjureyourfaith?"
"IfIcoulddothat,"criedAnneAskew,withflashingeyes,"believeme,queen,assoonasIcametomysensesIwouldlayviolenthandsonmyself,inordertogivemyselfovertoeternaldamnation,asthepunishmentofmyrecantation!GodhasorderedthatIshallbeasignofthetruefaith。BeHiscommandfulfilled!"
"Well,then,sobeit,"saidCatharineresolutely。"Donotrecant,butsaveyourselffromyourexecutioners!I,Anne,I,willsaveyou!
Icannotbear——Icannotthinkofit——thatthisdearnobleformshouldbesacrificedtoaviledelusionofman;thattheywilltorturetothehonorofGodanoblelikenessofthesameGod!Oh,come,come,Iwillsaveyou!I,thequeen!Givemeyourhand。Followmeoutofthisdungeon。Iknowapaththatleadsoutofthisplace;
andIwillconcealyousolonginmyownapartmentsthatyoucancontinueyourflightwithoutdanger。"
"No,no,queen,youshallnotconcealherwithyou!"saidJohnHeywood。"Youhavebeengraciouslypleasedtoallowmetobeyourconfidant;envymenot,then,ashareinyournobleworkalso。NotwithyoushallAnneAskewfindrefuge,butwithme。Oh,come,Anne,followyourfriends。Itislifethatcallsyou,thatopensthedoorstoyou,anddesirestocallyoubyathousandnamestoitself!Doyounothearthem,allthosesweetandalluringvoices;doyounotseethem,allthosenobleandsmilingfaces,howtheygreetyouandbeckontoyou?AnneAskew,itisthenoblehusbandthatcallsyou!
Youknowhimnotasyet,butheiswaitingforyouthereintheworldwithout。AnneAskew,thereareyourchildren,whoarestretchingtheirtenderarmsouttoyou。Youhavenotyetbornethem;butloveholdstheminherarms,andwillbringthemtomeetyou。Itisthewifeandthemotherthattheworldyetdemandsofyou,Anne。YououghtnottoshuntheholycallingwhichGodhasgivenyou。Come,then,andfollowus——followyourqueen,whohastherighttoorderhersubject。Followthefriend,whohasswornthathewillwatchoveryouandprotectyouasafather!"
"Fatherinheaven,protectme!"exclaimedAnneAskew,fallingonherkneesandstretchingherhandsupward。"Fatherinheaven!theywouldtearawayThychild,andalienatemyheartfromThee!Theyareleadingmeintotemptationandalluringmewiththeirwords。Protectme,myFather;makemyeardeaf,thatImaynothearthem!GivemeasignthatIamThine;thatnoonehasanylongerpoweroverme,saveThoualone!Asign,thatThou,Father,callestme!"
AndasifGodhadreallyheardherprayer,aloudknockingwasnowperceivedattheouterdoor,andavoicecried:"AnneAskew,awake!
andholdyourselfready!ThehighchancellorandtheBishopofWinchestercometofetchyouaway!"
"Ah,therack!"groanedCatharine,aswithashuddersheburiedherfaceinherhands。
"Yes,therack!"saidAnne,withablissfulsmile。"Godcallsme!"
JohnHeywoodhadapproachedthequeenandimpetuouslyseizedherhand。"Youseeitisinvain,"saidhe,urgently。"Makehastethentosaveyourself!Hastentoleavethisprisonbeforethedoorthereopens。"
"No,"saidCatharine,firmlyandresolutely。"No,Istay。Sheshallnotsurpassmeincourageandgreatnessofsoul!ShewillnotdenyherGod;well,then,IalsowillbeawitnessofmyGod。Iwillnotinshamecastmyeyestothegroundbeforethisyounggirl;likeher,Iwillfranklyandopenlyprofessmyfaith;likeherIwillsay:'GodaloneisLordofhisChurch,'God——"
Therewasamovementwithout;akeywasheardtoturninthelock。
"Queen,Iconjureyou,"besoughtJohnHeywood,"byallthatisholytoyou,byyourlove,come,come!"
"No,no!"criedshe,vehemently。
ButnowAnneseizedherhand,andstretchingtheotherarmtowardheaven,shesaidinaloud,commandingvoice:"InthenameofGod,I
orderyoutoleaveme!"
WhileCatharinedrewbackwhollyinvoluntarily,JohnHeywoodpushedhertothesecretdoor,andurgingheroutalmostwithviolence,hedrewthedoortobehindthemboth。
Justasthesecretdoorhadclosed,theotherontheoppositesideopened。"Withwhomwereyouspeaking?"askedGardiner,peeringaroundtheroomwithasharplook。
"Withthetempter,thatwishedtoalienatemefromGod,"saidshe——
"withthetempter,whoattheapproachofyourfootstepswantedtofoolmyheartwithfear,andpersuademetorecant!"
"Youare,then,firmlyresolved?youdonotretract?"askedGardiner;andasavagejoyshoneinhispale,hardcountenance。
"No,Idonotrecant!"saidshe,withafacebeamingwithsmiles。
"Then,inthenameofGodandoftheking,Itakeyouintothetorture-chamber!"criedChancellorWriothesley,asheadvancedandlaidhisheavyhandonAnne'sshoulder。"Youwouldnothearthevoiceoflovewarningyouandcallingyou,sowewillnowtrytoarouseyoufromyourmadnessbythevoiceofwrathanddamnation。"
Hebeckonedtotheattendantsontherack,whostoodbehindhimintheopendoor,andorderedthemtoseizeherandcarryhertothetorture-chamber。
Anne,smiling,turnedthemback。"Nay,notso!"saidshe。"TheSaviourwentonfoot,andboreHiscrosstotheplaceofexecution。
IwilltreadHispath。Showmetheway,Ifollowyou。Butletnoonedaretouchme。Iwillshowyouthatnotbyconstraint,butgladlyandfreely,Itreadthepathofsuffering,whichIshallendureforthesakeofmyGod。Rejoice,ohmysoul!——sing,mylips!forthebridegroomisnear,andthefeastisabouttobegin。"
AndinexultanttonesAnneAskewbegantosingahymn,thathadnotdiedawaywhensheenteredthetorture-chamber。
CHAPTERXXI。
PRINCESSELIZABETH。
Thekingsleeps。Lethimsleep!Heisoldandinfirm,andGodhasseverelypunishedtherestlesstyrantwithavacillating,ever-
disquieted,never-satisfiedspirit,whileHeboundhisbodyandmadethespiritprisonerofthebody;whileHemadetheambitiousking,strugglingfortheinfinite,aslavetohisownflesh。Howhighsoeverhisthoughtssoar,stillthekingremainsaclumsy,confined,powerlesschildofhumanity;howmuchsoeverhisconscienceharasseshimwithdisquietanddread,yethemustbecalmandendureit。Hecannotrunawayfromhisconscience;Godhasfetteredhimbytheflesh。Thekingissleeping!Butthequeenisnot;andJaneDouglasisnot;neitheristhePrincessElizabeth。Shehaswatchedwithheartbeatinghigh。Sheisrestless,and,pacingherroomupanddowninstrangeconfusion,waitedforthehourthatshehadappointedforthemeeting。Nowthehourhadarrived。Aglowingcrimsonoverspreadthefaceoftheyoungprincess;andherhandtrembledasshetookthelightandopenedthesecretdoortothecorridor。Shestoodstillforamoment,hesitating;then,ashamedofherirresolution,shecrossedthecorridorandascendedthesmallstaircasewhichledtothetower-chamber。Withahastymovementshepushedopenthedoorandenteredthesmallslipthatwasattheendofherjourney,andThomasSeymourwasalreadythere。
Asshesawhim,aninvoluntarytrepidationcameoverher,andforthefirsttimeshenowbecameconsciousofherhazardousstep。
AsSeymour,theardentyoungman,approachedherwithapassionatesalutation,shesteppedshylybackandpushedawayhishand。
"How!youwillnotallowmetokissyourhand?"askedhe,andshethoughtsheobservedonhisfaceaslight,scornfulsmile。"Youmakemethehappiestofmortalsbyinvitingmetothisinterview,andnowyoustandbeforemerigidandcold,andIamnotoncepermittedtoclaspyouinmyarms,Elizabeth!"
Elizabeth!Hehadcalledherbyherfirstnamewithoutherhavinggivenhimpermissiontodoso。Thatoffendedher。Inthemidstofherconfusion,thatarousedtheprideoftheprincess,andmadeherawarehowmuchshemusthaveforgottenherowndignity,whenanothercouldbesoforgetfulofit。
Shewishedtoregainit。Atthismomentshewouldhavegivenayearofherlifeifshehadnottakenthisstep——ifshehadnotinvitedtheearltothismeeting。
Shewantedtotryandregaininhiseyesherlostposition,andagaintobecometohimtheprincess。
Prideinherwasstillmightierthanlove。Shemeantherlovershouldatthesametimebowbeforeherasherfavoredservant。
Thereforeshegravelysaid:"EarlThomasSeymour,youhaveoftenbeggedusforaprivateconversation;wenowgrantittoyou。Speak,then!whatmatterofimportancehaveyoutobringbeforeus?"
Andwithanairofgravityshesteppedtoaneasy-chair,onwhichsheseatedherselfslowlyandsolemnlylikeaqueen,whogivesaudiencetohervassals。
Poor,innocentchild,thatinherunconscioustrepidationwishedtointrenchherselfbehindhergrandeur,asbehindashield,whichmightconcealhermaidenlyfearandgirlishanxiety!
ThomasSeymour,however,divinedherthoughts;andhisproudandcoldheartrevoltedagainstthischild'sattempttodefyhim。
Hewantedtohumbleher;hewishedtocompelhertobowbeforehim,andimplorehisloveasagraciousgift。
Hethereforebowedlowtotheprincess,andrespectfullysaid:"Yourhighness,itistrueIhaveoftenbesoughtyouforanaudience;butyouhavesolongrefusedme,thatatlastIcouldnolongersummonupcouragetosolicitit;andIletmywishbesilentandmyheartdumb。Thereforeseeknotnow,whenthesepainshavebeensubdued,toexcitethemagain。Myheartshouldremaindead,mylipsmute。Youhavesowilled;andIhavesubmittedtoyourwill。Farewell,then,princess,andmayyourdaysbehappierandmoreserenethanthoseofpoorThomasSeymour!"
Hebowedlowbeforeher,andthenwentslowlytothedoor。Hehadalreadyopeneditandwasabouttostepout,whenahandwassuddenlylaidonhisshoulderanddrewhimwithvehementimpetuositybackintotheroom。
"Doyouwanttogo?"askedElizabeth,withflutteringbreathandtremblingvoice。"Youwanttoleaveme,and,floutingme,youwantnow,itmaybe,togototheDuchessofRichmond,yourmistress,andrelatetoherwithasneerthatthePrincessElizabethgrantedyouaninterview,andthatyouhavefloutedher?"
"TheDuchessofRichmondisnotmymistress,"saidtheearl,earnestly。
"No,notyourmistress;butshewillverysoonbeyourwife!"
"Shewillneverbemywife!"
"Andwhynot?"
"BecauseIdonotloveher,princess。"
AbeamofdelightpassedoverElizabeth'spale,agitatedface。"Whydoyoucallmeprincess?"askedshe。
"Becauseyouhavecomeasaprincesstofavoryourpoorservantwithanaudience。But,ah,itwouldbegreatlyabusingyourprincelygracedidIwanttoprotractthisaudiencestillfurther。I
thereforeretire,princess。"
Andagainheapproachedthedoor。ButElizabethrushedafterhim,and,layingholdofhisarmswithbothherhands,shewildlypushedhimback。
Hereyesshotlightning;herlipstrembled;apassionatewarmthwasmanifestedinherwholebeing。Nowshewasthetruedaughterofherfather,inconsiderateandpassionateinherwrath,destroyinginherferocity。
"Youshallnotgo,"mutteredshe,withherteethfirmlyset。"Iwillnotletyougo!Iwillnotletyouconfrontmeanylongerwiththatcold,smilingface。Scoldme;castonmethebitterestreproaches,becauseIhavedaredtobraveyousolong;curseme,ifyoucan!
Anythingbutthissmilingcalmness。Itkillsme;itpiercesmyheartlikeadagger。ForyouseewellenoughthatIhavenolongerthepowertowithstandyou;youseewellenoughthatIloveyou。Yes,I
loveyoutoecstasyandtodesperation;withdesireanddread。I
loveyouasmydemonandmyangel。Iamangry,becauseyouhavesoentirelycrushedtheprideofmyheart。Icurseyou,becauseyouhavemademesoentirelyyourslave;andthenextmomentIfallonmykneesandbeseechGodtoforgivemethiscrimeagainstyou。I
loveyou,Isay——notasthosesoft,gentle-heartedwomenlove,withasmileonthelip;butwithmadnessanddesperation,withjealousyandwrath。IloveyouasmyfatherlovedAnneBoleyn,whom,inthehatredofhisloveandthecruelwrathofhisjealousy,hemadetomountthescaffold,becausehehadbeentoldthatshewasuntruetohim。Ah,hadIthepower,Iwoulddoasmyfatherdid;Iwouldmurderyou,ifyoushoulddareevertoceasetoloveme。Andnow,ThomasSeymour,nowsaywhetheryouhavethecouragetodesiretoleaveme?"
Shelookedbewitchinginthenamingmightofherpassion;shewassoyoung,soardent;andThomasSeymourwassoambitious!InhiseyesElizabethwasnotmerelythebeautiful,charmingmaiden,wholovedhim:shewasmorethanthat:shewasthedaughterofHenrytheEighth,thePrincessofEngland,perchancesomedaytheheiressofthethrone。Itistrue,herfatherhaddisinheritedher,andbyactofParliamentdeclaredherunworthyofsucceedingtothethrone。[Footnote:Burnet,vol。i,p。138]ButHenry'svacillatingmindmightchange,andthedisownedprincessmightonedaybecomequeen。
TheearlthoughtofthisashegazedonElizabeth——ashesawherbeforehim,socharming,soyoung,andsoglowingwithpassion。Hethoughtofitashenowclaspedherinhisarms,andpressedonherlipsaburningkiss。
"No,Iwillnotgo,"whisperedhe。"Iwillnevermoredepartfromyourside,ifyoudonotwishmetogo。Iamyours!——yourslave,yourvassal;andIwillneverbeanythingelsebutthisalone。Theymaybetrayme;yourfathermaypunishmeforhightreason;yetwillIexultinmygoodfortune,forElizabethlovesme,anditwillbeforElizabeththatIdie!"
"Youshallnotdie!"criedshe,clingingfasttohim。"Youshalllive,liveatmyside,proud,great,andhappy!Youshallbemylordandmymaster;andifIameverqueen,andIfeelhereinmyheartthatImustbecomeso,thenwillThomasSeymourbeKingofEngland。"
"Thatistosay,inthequietandsecrecyofyourchamberIshouldperhapsbeso!"saidhewithasigh。"Buttherewithout,beforetheworld,Ishallstillbeeveronlyaservant;andatthebest,I
shallbecalledthefavorite。"
"Never,never,thatIsweartoyou!SaidInotthatIlovedyou?"
"Buttheloveofawomanissochangeable!WhoknowshowlongitwillbebeforeyonwilltreadunderyourfeetpoorThomasSeymour,whenoncethecrownhasadornedyourbrow。"
Shelookedathimwell-nighhorrified。"Canthisbe,then?Isitpossiblethatonecanforgetandforsakewhatheonceloved?"
"Doyouask,Elizabeth?Hasnotyourfatheralreadyhissixthwife?"
"Itistrue,"saidshe,asmournfullyshedroppedherheaduponherbreast。"ButI,"saidshe,afterapause,"Ishallnotbelikemyfatherinthat。Ishallloveyoueternally!Andthatyoumayhaveaguarantyofmyfaithfulness,Ioffermyselftoyouasyourwife。"
Astonished,helookedinquiringlyintoherexcited,glowingface!Hedidnotunderstandher。
Butshecontinued,passionately:"Yes,youshallbemylordandmyhusband!Come,mybeloved,come!Ihavenotcalledyoutotakeuponyourselfthedisgracefulroleofthesecretloverofaprincess——I
havecalledyoutobemyhusband。Iwishabondtouniteustwo,thatissoindissolublethatnoteventhewrathandwillofmyfather,butonlydeathitself,canseverit。Iwillgiveyouproofofmyloveandmydevotion;andyoushallbeforcedtoacknowledgethatItrulyloveyou。Come,mybeloved,thatImaysoonhailyouasmyhusband!"
Helookedatherasthoughpetrified。"Whitherwillyouleadme?"
"Totheprivatechapel,"saidshe,innocently。"IhavewrittenCranmertoawaitmethereatdaybreak。Letushasten,then!"
"Cranmer!Youhavewrittentothearchbishop?"criedSeymour,amazed。"How!whatsayyou?Cranmerawaitsusintheprivatechapel?"
"Withoutdoubtheiswaitingforus,asIhavewrittenhimtodoso。"
"Andwhatishetodo?Whatdoyouwantofhim?"
Shelookedathiminastonishment。"WhatdoIwantofhim?Why,thathemaymarryus!"
Theearlstaggeredbackasifstunned。"Andhaveyouwrittenhimthatalso?"
"Nay,indeed,"saidshe,withacharming,childlikesmile。"Iknowverywellthatitisdangeroustotrustsuchsecretstopaper。I
haveonlywrittenhimtocomeinhisofficialrobes,becauseIhaveanimportantsecrettoconfesstohim。"
"Oh,Godhepraised!Wearenotlost,"sighedSeymour。
"Buthow,Idonotunderstandyou?"askedshe。"Youdonotextendmeyourhand!Youdonothastentoconductmetothechapel!"
"Tellme,Iconjureyou,tellmeonlythisonething:haveyoueverspokentothearchbishopofyour——no——ofourlove?Haveyoueverbetrayedtohimsomuch,asasyllableofthatwhichstirsourhearts?"
Sheblusheddeeplybeneaththesteadygazewhichhefixedonher。
"Upbraidme,Seymour,"whisperedshe。"Butmyheartwasweakandtimorous;andasoftenasItriedtofulfiltheholyduty,andconfesseverythinghonestlyandfranklytothearchbishop,Icouldnotdoit!Theworddiedonmylips;anditwasasthoughaninvisiblepowerparalyzedmytongue。"
"So,then,Cranmerknowsnothing?"
"No,Seymour,heknowsnothingasyet。Butnowheshalllearnall;
nowwewillgobeforehimandtellhimthatweloveeachother,andconstrainhim,byourprayers,toblessourunion,andjoinourhands。"
"Impossible!"criedSeymour。"Thatcanneverbe!"
"How!Whatdoyousay?"askedsheinastonishment。
"IsaythatCranmerwillneverbesoinsane,nay,socriminal,astofulfilyourwish。Isaythatyoucanneverbemywife。"
Shelookedhimfullandsquareintheface。"Haveyounotthentoldmethatyoulovedme?"askedshe。"HaveInotsworntoyouthatI
lovedyouinreturn?Mustwethennotbemarried,inordertosanctifytheunionofourhearts?"
Seymoursankhiseyestothegroundbeforeherpureinnocentlook,andblushedforshame。Shedidnotunderstandthisblush;becausehewassilent,shedeemedhimconvinced。
"Come,"saidshe,"come;Cranmeriswaitingforus!"
Heagainraisedhiseyesandlookedatherinamazement,"Doyounotsee,then,thisisallonlyadreamthatcanneverbecomereality?
Doyounotfeelthatthispreciousfantasyofyourgreatandnobleheartwillneverberealized?How!areyouthensolittleacquaintedwithyourfatherasnottoknowthathewoulddestroyusbothifweshoulddaretosetatnaughthispaternalandhisroyalauthority?
Yourbirthwouldnotsecureyoufromhisdestroyingfury,foryouwellknowheisunyieldingandrecklessinhiswrath;andthevoiceofconsanguinitysoundsnotsoloudinhimthatitwouldnotbedrownedbythethunderofhiswrath。Poorchild,youhavelearnedthatalready!Rememberwithwhatcrueltyhehasalreadyrevengedhimselfonyouforthepretendedfaultofyourmother;howhetransferredtoyouhiswrathagainsther。RememberthatherefusedyourhandtotheDauphinofFrance,notforthesakeofyourhappiness,butbecausehesaidyouwerenotworthyofsoexaltedaposition。AnneBoleyn'sbastardcouldneverbecomeQueenofFrance。
Andaftersuchaproofofhiscruelwrathagainstyou,willyoudarecastinhisfacethisterribleinsult?——compelhimtorecognizeasubject,aservant,ashisson?"
"Oh,thisservantis,however,thebrotherofaQueenofEngland!"
saidshe,shyly。"MyfatherlovedJaneSeymourtoowarmlynottoforgiveherbrother。"
"Ah,ah,youdonotknowyourfather!Hehasnoheartforthepast;
or,ifhehas,itisonlytotakevengeanceforaninjuryorafault,butnottorewardlove。KingHenrywouldbecapableofsentencingAnneBoleyn'sdaughtertodeath,andofsendingtotheblockandrackCatharineHoward'sbrothers,becausethesetwoqueensoncegrievedhimandwoundedhisheart;buthewouldnotforgivemetheleastoffenceonaccountofmybeingthebrotherofaqueenwholovedhimfaithfullyandtenderlytillherdeath。ButIspeaknotofmyself。Iamawarrior,andhavetoooftenlookeddeathinthefacetofearhimnow。Ispeakonlyofyou,Elizabeth。Youhavenorighttoperishthus。Thisnobleheadmustnotbelaidupontheblock。Itisdestinedtoweararoyalcrown。Afortunestillhigherthanloveawaitsyou——fameandpower!Imustnotdrawyouawayfromthisproudfuture。ThePrincessElizabeth,thoughabusedanddisowned,mayyetonedaymountthethroneofEngland。TheCountessSeymournever!shedisinheritsherself!Follow,then,yourhighdestiny。EarlSeymourretiresbeforeathrone。"
"Thatistosay,youdisdainedme?"askedshe,angrilystampingthefloorwithherfoot。"Thatistosay,theproudEarlSeymourholdsthebastardtoobaseforhiscoronet!Thatistosay,youlovemenot!"
"No,itmeansthatIloveyoumorethanmyself——betterandmorepurelythananyothermancanloveyou;forthisloveissogreatthatitmakesmyselfishnessandmyambitionsilent,andallowsmetothinkonlyofyouandyourfuture。"
"Ah,"sighedshe,mournfully。,"ifyoureallylovedme,youwouldnotconsider——youwouldnotseethedanger,norfeardeath。Youwouldthinkofnothing,andknownothing,savelove。"
"BecauseIthinkoflove,Ithinkofyou,"saidSeymour。"Ithinkthatyouaretomovealongovertheworld,great,powerful,andglorious,andthatIwilllendyoumyarmforthis。Ithinkofthis,thatmyqueenofthefutureneedsageneralwhowillwinvictoriesforher,andthatIwillbethatgeneral。Butwhenthisgoalisreached——whenyouarequeen——thenyouhavethepowerfromoneofyoursubjectstomakeahusband;thenitrestswithyourownwilltoelevatemetobetheproudest,thehappiest,andthemostenviableofallmen。Extendmeyourhand,then,andIwillthankandpraiseGodthatheissogracioustome;andmywholeexistencewillbespentintheefforttogiveyouthehappinessthatyouaresowellentitledtodemand。"
"Anduntilthen?"askedshe,mournfully。
"Untilthen,wewillbeconstant,andloveeachother!"criedhe,ashegentlypressedherinhisarms。Shegentlyrepelledhim。"Willyoualsobetruetometillthen?"
"Truetilldeath!"
"TheyhavetoldmethatyouwouldmarrytheDuchessofRichmond,inordertherebytoatlengthputanendtotheancienthatredbetweentheHowardsandSeymours。"
ThomasSeymourfrowned,andhiscountenancegrewdark。"Believeme,thishatredisinvincible,"saidhe;"andnomatrimonialalliancecouldwashitaway。Itisaninheritancefrommanyyearsinourfamilies;andIamfirmlyresolvednottorenouncemyinheritance。I
shalljustaslittlemarrytheDuchessofRichmond,asHenryHowardwillmysister,theCountessofShrewsbury。"
"Swearthattome!Sweartome,thatyousaythetruth,andthatthishaughtyandcoquettishduchessshallneverbeyourwife。Swearittome,byallthatissacredtoyou!"
"Iswearitbymylove!"exclaimedThomasSeymour,solemnly。
"Ishallthenatleasthaveonesorrowtheless,"sighedElizabeth。
"Ishallhavenooccasiontobejealous。Andisitnottrue,"shethensaid,"isitnottrueweshalloftenseeeachother?Wewillbothkeepthissecretofthistowerfaithfullyandsacredly;andafterdaysfullofprivationanddisappointment,wewillherekeepfestivalthenightsfullofblissfulpleasureandsweettransport。
Butwhydoyousmile,Seymour?"
"Ismile,becauseyouarepureandinnocentasanangel,"saidhe,ashereverentlykissedherhand。"Ismile,becauseyouareanexalted,godlikechild,whomoneoughttoadoreuponhisknees,andtowhomoneoughttopray,astothechastegoddessVesta!Yes,mydear,belovedchild,herewewill,asyousay,passnightsfullofblissfulpleasure;andmayIbereprobateanddamned,ifIshouldeverbecapableofbetrayingthissweet,guilelessconfidencewithwhichyoufavorme,andsullyyourangelpurity!"
"Ah,wewillbeveryhappy,Seymour!"saidshe,smiling。"Ilackonlyonething——afriend,towhomIcantellmyhappiness,towhomI
canspeakofyou。Oh,itoftenseemstomeasifthislove,whichmustalwaysbeconcealed,alwaysshutup,mustatlastburstmybreast;asifthissecretmustwithviolencebreakapassage,androarlikeatempestoverthewholeworld。Seymour,Iwantaconfidanteofmyhappinessandmylove。"
"Guardyourselfwellagainstdesiringtoseeksuchaone!"exclaimedSeymour,anxiously。"Asecretthatthreeknow,isasecretnomore;
andonedayyourconfidantewillbetrayus。"
"Notso;Iknowawomanwhowouldbeincapableofthat——awomanwholovesmewellenoughtokeepmysecretasfaithfullyasImyself;awomanwhocouldbemorethanmerelyaconfidante,whocouldbetheprotectressofourlove。Oh,believeme,ifwecouldgainhertoourside,thenourfuturewouldbeahappyandablessedone,andwemighteasilysucceedinobtainingtheking'sconsenttoourmarriage。"