CHAPTERIV-LOST
THErobberyattheBankhadnotlanguishedbefore,anddidnotceasetooccupyafrontplaceintheattentionoftheprincipalofthatestablishmentnow。Inboastfulproofofhispromptitudeandactivity,asaremarkableman,andaself-mademan,andacommercialwondermoreadmirablethanVenus,whohadrisenoutofthemudinsteadofthesea,helikedtoshowhowlittlehisdomesticaffairsabatedhisbusinessardour。Consequently,inthefirstfewweeksofhisresumedbachelorhood,heevenadvanceduponhisusualdisplayofbustle,andeverydaymadesucharoutinrenewinghisinvestigationsintotherobbery,thattheofficerswhohaditinhandalmostwishedithadneverbeencommitted。
Theywereatfaulttoo,andoffthescent。Althoughtheyhadbeensoquietsincethefirstoutbreakofthematter,thatmostpeoplereallydidsupposeittohavebeenabandonedashopeless,nothingnewoccurred。Noimplicatedmanorwomantookuntimelycourage,ormadeaself-betrayingstep。Moreremarkableyet,StephenBlackpoolcouldnotbeheardof,andthemysteriousoldwomanremainedamystery。
Thingshavingcometothispass,andshowingnolatentsignsofstirringbeyondit,theupshotofMr。Bounderby'sinvestigationswas,thatheresolvedtohazardaboldburst。Hedrewupaplacard,offeringTwentyPoundsrewardfortheapprehensionofStephenBlackpool,suspectedofcomplicityintherobberyofCoketownBankonsuchanight;hedescribedthesaidStephenBlackpoolbydress,complexion,estimatedheight,andmanner,asminutelyashecould;herecitedhowhehadleftthetown,andinwhatdirectionhehadbeenlastseengoing;hehadthewholeprintedingreatblacklettersonastaringbroadsheet;andhecausedthewallstobepostedwithitinthedeadofnight,sothatitshouldstrikeuponthesightofthewholepopulationatoneblow。
Thefactory-bellshadneedtoringtheirloudestthatmorningtodispersethegroupsofworkerswhostoodinthetardydaybreak,collectedroundtheplacards,devouringthemwitheagereyes。Nottheleasteageroftheeyesassembled,weretheeyesofthosewhocouldnotread。Thesepeople,astheylistenedtothefriendlyvoicethatreadaloud-therewasalwayssomesuchreadytohelpthem-staredatthecharacterswhichmeantsomuchwithavagueaweandrespectthatwouldhavebeenhalfludicrous,ifanyaspectofpublicignorancecouldeverbeotherwisethanthreateningandfullofevil。Manyearsandeyeswerebusywithavisionofthematteroftheseplacards,amongturningspindles,rattlinglooms,andwhirlingwheels,forhoursafterwards;andwhentheHandsclearedoutagainintothestreets,therewerestillasmanyreadersasbefore。
Slackbridge,thedelegate,hadtoaddresshisaudiencetoothatnight;andSlackbridgehadobtainedacleanbillfromtheprinter,andhadbroughtitinhispocket。Oh,myfriendsandfellow-
countrymen,thedown-troddenoperativesofCoketown,oh,myfellow-
brothersandfellow-workmenandfellow-citizensandfellowmen,whatato-dowasthere,whenSlackbridgeunfoldedwhathecalled'thatdamningdocument,'andheldituptothegaze,andfortheexecrationoftheworking-mancommunity!'Oh,myfellow-men,beholdofwhatatraitorinthecampofthosegreatspiritswhoareenrolledupontheholyscrollofJusticeandofUnion,isappropriatelycapable!Oh,myprostratefriends,withthegallingyokeoftyrantsonyournecksandtheironfootofdespotismtreadingdownyourfallenformsintothedustoftheearth,uponwhichrightgladwouldyouroppressorsbetoseeyoucreepingonyourbelliesallthedaysofyourlives,liketheserpentinthegarden-oh,mybrothers,andshallIasamannotadd,mysisterstoo,whatdoyousay,now,ofStephenBlackpool,withaslightstoopinhisshouldersandaboutfivefootseveninheight,assetforthinthisdegradinganddisgustingdocument,thisblightingbill,thisperniciousplacard,thisabominableadvertisement;andwithwhatmajestyofdenouncementwillyoucrushtheviper,whowouldbringthisstainandshameupontheGod-likeracethathappilyhascasthimoutforever!Yes,mycompatriots,happilycasthimoutandsenthimforth!Foryourememberhowhestoodherebeforeyouonthisplatform;yourememberhow,facetofaceandfoottofoot,Ipursuedhimthroughallhisintricatewindings;
yourememberhowhesneakedandslunk,andsidled,andsplittedofstraws,until,withnotaninchofgroundtowhichtocling,I
hurledhimoutfromamongstus:anobjectfortheundyingfingerofscorntopointat,andfortheavengingfireofeveryfreeandthinkingmindtoscorchandscar!Andnow,myfriends-mylabouringfriends,forIrejoiceandtriumphinthatstigma-myfriendswhosehardbuthonestbedsaremadeintoil,andwhosescantybutindependentpotsareboiledinhardship;andnow,Isay,myfriends,whatappellationhasthatdastardcraventakentohimself,when,withthemasktornfromhisfeatures,hestandsbeforeusinallhisnativedeformity,aWhat?Athief!A
plunderer!Aproscribedfugitive,withapriceuponhishead;afesterandawounduponthenoblecharacteroftheCoketownoperative!Therefore,mybandofbrothersinasacredbond,towhichyourchildrenandyourchildren'schildrenyetunbornhavesettheirinfanthandsandseals,IproposetoyouonthepartoftheUnitedAggregateTribunal,everwatchfulforyourwelfare,everzealousforyourbenefit,thatthismeetingdoesResolve:ThatStephenBlackpool,weaver,referredtointhisplacard,havingbeenalreadysolemnlydisownedbythecommunityofCoketownHands,thesamearefreefromtheshameofhismisdeeds,andcannotasaclassbereproachedwithhisdishonestactions!'
ThusSlackbridge;gnashingandperspiringafteraprodigioussort。
Afewsternvoicescalledout'No!'andascoreortwohailed,withassentingcriesof'Hear,hear!'thecautionfromoneman,'Slackbridge,y'oroverhetterin't;y'oragoentoofast!'Butthesewerepigmiesagainstanarmy;thegeneralassemblagesubscribedtothegospelaccordingtoSlackbridge,andgavethreecheersforhim,ashesatdemonstrativelypantingatthem。
Thesemenandwomenwereyetinthestreets,passingquietlytotheirhomes,whenSissy,whohadbeencalledawayfromLouisasomeminutesbefore,returned。
'Whoisit?'askedLouisa。
'ItisMr。Bounderby,'saidSissy,timidofthename,'andyourbrotherMr。Tom,andayoungwomanwhosayshernameisRachael,andthatyouknowher。'
'Whatdotheywant,Sissydear?'
'Theywanttoseeyou。Rachaelhasbeencrying,andseemsangry。'
'Father,'saidLouisa,forhewaspresent,'Icannotrefusetoseethem,forareasonthatwillexplainitself。Shalltheycomeinhere?'
Asheansweredintheaffirmative,Sissywentawaytobringthem。
Shereappearedwiththemdirectly。Tomwaslast;andremainedstandingintheobscurestpartoftheroom,nearthedoor。
'Mrs。Bounderby,'saidherhusband,enteringwithacoolnod,'I
don'tdisturbyou,Ihope。Thisisanunseasonablehour,buthereisayoungwomanwhohasbeenmakingstatementswhichrendermyvisitnecessary。TomGradgrind,asyourson,youngTom,refusesforsomeobstinatereasonorothertosayanythingatallaboutthosestatements,goodorbad,Iamobligedtoconfrontherwithyourdaughter。'
'Youhaveseenmeoncebefore,younglady,'saidRachael,standinginfrontofLouisa。
Tomcoughed。
'Youhaveseenme,younglady,'repeatedRachael,asshedidnotanswer,'oncebefore。'
Tomcoughedagain。
'Ihave。'
RachaelcasthereyesproudlytowardsMr。Bounderby,andsaid,'Willyoumakeitknown,younglady,where,andwhowasthere?'
'IwenttothehousewhereStephenBlackpoollodged,onthenightofhisdischargefromhiswork,andIsawyouthere。Hewastheretoo;andanoldwomanwhodidnotspeak,andwhomIcouldscarcelysee,stoodinadarkcorner。Mybrotherwaswithme。'
'Whycouldn'tyousayso,youngTom?'demandedBounderby。
'IpromisedmysisterIwouldn't。'WhichLouisahastilyconfirmed。
'Andbesides,'saidthewhelpbitterly,'shetellsherownstorysopreciouswell-andsofull-thatwhatbusinesshadItotakeitoutofhermouth!'
'Say,younglady,ifyouplease,'pursuedRachael,'why,inanevilhour,youevercametoStephen'sthatnight。'
'Ifeltcompassionforhim,'saidLouisa,hercolourdeepening,'andIwishedtoknowwhathewasgoingtodo,andwishedtoofferhimassistance。'
'Thankyou,ma'am,'saidBounderby。'Muchflatteredandobliged。'
'Didyouofferhim,'askedRachael,'abank-note?'
'Yes;butherefusedit,andwouldonlytaketwopoundsingold。'
RachaelcasthereyestowardsMr。Bounderbyagain。
'Oh,certainly!'saidBounderby。'Ifyouputthequestionwhetheryourridiculousandimprobableaccountwastrueornot,Iamboundtosayit'sconfirmed。'
'Younglady,'saidRachael,'StephenBlackpoolisnownamedasathiefinpublicprintalloverthistown,andwhereelse!Therehavebeenameetingto-nightwherehehavebeenspokenofinthesameshamefulway。Stephen!Thehonestestlad,thetruestlad,thebest!'Herindignationfailedher,andshebrokeoffsobbing。
'Iamvery,verysorry,'saidLouisa。
'Oh,younglady,younglady,'returnedRachael,'Ihopeyoumaybe,butIdon'tknow!Ican'tsaywhatyoumayha'done!Thelikeofyoudon'tknowus,don'tcareforus,don'tbelongtous。Iamnotsurewhyyoumayha'comethatnight。Ican'ttellbutwhatyoumayha'comewi'someaimofyourown,notmindintowhattroubleyoubroughtsuchasthepoorlad。Isaidthen,Blessyouforcoming;andIsaiditofmyheart,youseemedtotakesopitifullytohim;butIdon'tknownow,Idon'tknow!'
Louisacouldnotreproachherforherunjustsuspicions;shewassofaithfultoherideaoftheman,andsoafflicted。
'AndwhenIthink,'saidRachaelthroughhersobs,'thatthepoorladwassograteful,thinkinyousogoodtohim-whenImindthatheputhishandoverhishard-workenfacetohidethetearsthatyoubroughtupthere-Oh,Ihopeyoumaybesorry,andha'nobadcausetobeit;butIdon'tknow,Idon'tknow!'
'You'reaprettyarticle,'growledthewhelp,movinguneasilyinhisdarkcorner,'tocomeherewiththesepreciousimputations!
Yououghttobebundledoutfornotknowinghowtobehaveyourself,andyouwouldbebyrights。'
Shesaidnothinginreply;andherlowweepingwastheonlysoundthatwasheard,untilMr。Bounderbyspoke。
'Come!'saidhe,'youknowwhatyouhaveengagedtodo。Youhadbettergiveyourmindtothat;notthis。'
''Deed,Iamloath,'returnedRachael,dryinghereyes,'thatanyhereshouldseemelikethis;butIwon'tbeseensoagain。Younglady,whenIhadreadwhat'sputinprintofStephen-andwhathasjustasmuchtruthinitasifithadbeenputinprintofyou-I
wentstraighttotheBanktosayIknewwhereStephenwas,andtogiveasureandcertainpromisethatheshouldbehereintwodays。
Icouldn'tmeetwi'Mr。Bounderbythen,andyourbrothersentmeaway,andItriedtofindyou,butyouwasnottobefound,andI
wentbacktowork。SoonasIcomeoutoftheMillto-night,I
hastenedtohearwhatwassaidofStephen-forIknowwi'pridehewillcomebacktoshameit!-andthenIwentagaintoseekMr。
Bounderby,andIfoundhim,andItoldhimeverywordIknew;andhebelievednowordIsaid,andbroughtmehere。'
'Sofar,that'strueenough,'assentedMr。Bounderby,withhishandsinhispocketsandhishaton。'ButIhaveknownyoupeoplebeforeto-day,you'llobserve,andIknowyouneverdieforwantoftalking。Now,Irecommendyounotsomuchtomindtalkingjustnow,asdoing。Youhaveundertakentodosomething;allIremarkuponthatatpresentis,doit!'
'IhavewrittentoStephenbythepostthatwentoutthisafternoon,asIhavewrittentohimoncebeforesin'hewentaway,'
saidRachael;'andhewillbehere,atfurthest,intwodays。'
'Then,I'lltellyousomething。Youarenotawareperhaps,'
retortedMr。Bounderby,'thatyouyourselfhavebeenlookedafternowandthen,notbeingconsideredquitefreefromsuspicioninthisbusiness,onaccountofmostpeoplebeingjudgedaccordingtothecompanytheykeep。Thepost-officehasn'tbeenforgotteneither。WhatI'lltellyouis,thatnolettertoStephenBlackpoolhasevergotintoit。Therefore,whathasbecomeofyours,Ileaveyoutoguess。Perhapsyou'remistaken,andneverwroteany。'
'Hehadn'tbeengonefromhere,younglady,'saidRachael,turningappealinglytoLouisa,'asmuchasaweek,whenhesentmetheonlyletterIhavehadfromhim,sayingthathewasforcedtoseekworkinanothername。'
'Oh,byGeorge!'criedBounderby,shakinghishead,withawhistle,'hechangeshisname,doeshe!That'sratherunlucky,too,forsuchanimmaculatechap。It'sconsideredalittlesuspiciousinCourtsofJustice,Ibelieve,whenanInnocenthappenstohavemanynames。'
'What,'saidRachael,withthetearsinhereyesagain,'what,younglady,inthenameofMercy,wasleftthepoorladtodo!Themastersagainsthimononehand,themenagainsthimontheother,heonlywantintoworkhardinpeace,anddowhathefeltright。
Canamanhavenosoulofhisown,nomindofhisown?Musthegowrongallthroughwi'thisside,ormusthegowrongallthroughwi'that,orelsebehuntedlikeahare?'
'Indeed,indeed,Ipityhimfrommyheart,'returnedLouisa;'andI
hopethathewillclearhimself。'
'Youneedhavenofearofthat,younglady。Heissure!'
'Allthesurer,Isuppose,'saidMr。Bounderby,'foryourrefusingtotellwhereheis?Eh?'
'Heshallnot,throughanyactofmine,comebackwi'theunmeritedreproachofbeingbroughtback。Heshallcomebackofhisownaccordtoclearhimself,andputallthosethathaveinjuredhisgoodcharacter,andhenothereforitsdefence,toshame。Ihavetoldhimwhathasbeendoneagainsthim,'saidRachael,throwingoffalldistrustasarockthrowsofthesea,'andhewillbehere,atfurthest,intwodays。'
'Notwithstandingwhich,'addedMr。Bounderby,'ifhecanbelaidholdofanysooner,heshallhaveanearlieropportunityofclearinghimself。Astoyou,Ihavenothingagainstyou;whatyoucameandtoldmeturnsouttobetrue,andIhavegivenyouthemeansofprovingittobetrue,andthere'sanendofit。Iwishyougoodnightall!Imustbeofftolookalittlefurtherintothis。'
TomcameoutofhiscornerwhenMr。Bounderbymoved,movedwithhim,keptclosetohim,andwentawaywithhim。Theonlypartingsalutationofwhichhedeliveredhimselfwasasulky'Goodnight,father!'Withabriefspeech,andascowlathissister,heleftthehouse。
Sincehissheet-anchorhadcomehome,Mr。Gradgrindhadbeensparingofspeech。Hestillsatsilent,whenLouisamildlysaid:
'Rachael,youwillnotdistrustmeoneday,whenyouknowmebetter。'
'Itgoesagainstme,'Rachaelanswered,inagentlermanner,'tomistrustanyone;butwhenIamsomistrusted-whenweallare-I
cannotkeepsuchthingsquiteoutofmymind。Iaskyourpardonforhavingdoneyouaninjury。Idon'tthinkwhatIsaidnow。YetImightcometothinkitagain,wi'thepoorladsowronged。'
'Didyoutellhiminyourletter,'inquiredSissy,'thatsuspicionseemedtohavefallenuponhim,becausehehadbeenseenabouttheBankatnight?Hewouldthenknowwhathewouldhavetoexplainoncomingback,andwouldbeready。'
'Yes,dear,'shereturned;'butIcan'tguesswhatcanhaveevertakenhimthere。Heneverusedtogothere。Itwasneverinhisway。Hiswaywasthesameasmine,andnotnearit。'
Sissyhadalreadybeenathersideaskingherwhereshelived,andwhethershemightcometo-morrownight,toinquireiftherewerenewsofhim。
'Idoubt,'saidRachael,'ifhecanbeheretillnextday。'
'ThenIwillcomenextnighttoo,'saidSissy。
WhenRachael,assentingtothis,wasgone,Mr。Gradgrindlifteduphishead,andsaidtohisdaughter:
'Louisa,mydear,Ihavenever,thatIknowof,seenthisman。Doyoubelievehimtobeimplicated?'
'IthinkIhavebelievedit,father,thoughwithgreatdifficulty。
Idonotbelieveitnow。'
'Thatistosay,youoncepersuadedyourselftobelieveit,fromknowinghimtobesuspected。Hisappearanceandmanner;aretheysohonest?'
'Veryhonest。'
'Andherconfidencenottobeshaken!Iaskmyself,'saidMr。
Gradgrind,musing,'doestherealculpritknowoftheseaccusations?Whereishe?Whoishe?'
Hishairhadlatterlybegantochangeitscolour。Asheleaneduponhishandagain,lookinggrayandold,Louisa,withafaceoffearandpity,hurriedlywentovertohim,andsatcloseathisside。HereyesbyaccidentmetSissy'satthemoment。Sissyflushedandstarted,andLouisaputherfingeronherlip。
Nextnight,whenSissyreturnedhomeandtoldLouisathatStephenwasnotcome,shetolditinawhisper。Nextnightagain,whenshecamehomewiththesameaccount,andaddedthathehadnotbeenheardof,shespokeinthesamelowfrightenedtone。Fromthemomentofthatinterchangeoflooks,theyneverutteredhisname,oranyreferencetohim,aloud;noreverpursuedthesubjectoftherobbery,whenMr。Gradgrindspokeofit。
Thetwoappointeddaysranout,threedaysandnightsranout,andStephenBlackpoolwasnotcome,andremainedunheardof。Onthefourthday,Rachael,withunabatedconfidence,butconsideringherdespatchtohavemiscarried,wentuptotheBank,andshowedherletterfromhimwithhisaddress,ataworkingcolony,oneofmany,notuponthemainroad,sixtymilesaway。Messengersweresenttothatplace,andthewholetownlookedforStephentobebroughtinnextday。
DuringthiswholetimethewhelpmovedaboutwithMr。Bounderbylikehisshadow,assistinginalltheproceedings。Hewasgreatlyexcited,horriblyfevered,bithisnailsdowntothequick,spokeinahardrattlingvoice,andwithlipsthatwereblackandburntup。Atthehourwhenthesuspectedmanwaslookedfor,thewhelpwasatthestation;offeringtowagerthathehadmadeoffbeforethearrivalofthosewhoweresentinquestofhim,andthathewouldnotappear。
Thewhelpwasright。Themessengersreturnedalone。Rachael'sletterhadgone,Rachael'sletterhadbeendelivered。StephenBlackpoolhaddecampedinthatsamehour;andnosoulknewmoreofhim。TheonlydoubtinCoketownwas,whetherRachaelhadwritteningoodfaith,believingthathereallywouldcomeback,orwarninghimtofly。Onthispointopinionwasdivided。
Sixdays,sevendays,faronintoanotherweek。Thewretchedwhelppluckedupaghastlycourage,andbegantogrowdefiant。'Wasthesuspectedfellowthethief?Aprettyquestion!Ifnot,wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?'
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?Inthedeadofnighttheechoesofhisownwords,whichhadrolledHeavenknowshowfarawayinthedaytime,camebackinstead,andabidedbyhimuntilmorning。
CHAPTERV-FOUND
DAYandnightagain,dayandnightagain。NoStephenBlackpool。
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?
Everynight,SissywenttoRachael'slodging,andsatwithherinhersmallneatroom。Allday,Rachaeltoiledassuchpeoplemusttoil,whatevertheiranxieties。Thesmoke-serpentswereindifferentwhowaslostorfound,whoturnedoutbadorgood;themelancholymadelephants,liketheHardFactmen,abatednothingoftheirsetroutine,whateverhappened。Dayandnightagain,dayandnightagain。Themonotonywasunbroken。EvenStephenBlackpool'sdisappearancewasfallingintothegeneralway,andbecomingasmonotonousawonderasanypieceofmachineryinCoketown。
'Imisdoubt,'saidRachael,'ifthereisasmanyastwentyleftinallthisplace,whohaveanytrustinthepoordearladnow。'
ShesaidittoSissy,astheysatinherlodging,lightedonlybythelampatthestreetcorner。Sissyhadcometherewhenitwasalreadydark,toawaitherreturnfromwork;andtheyhadsincesatatthewindowwhereRachaelhadfoundher,wantingnobrighterlighttoshineontheirsorrowfultalk。
'Ifithadn'tbeenmercifullybroughtabout,thatIwastohaveyoutospeakto,'pursuedRachael,'timesare,whenIthinkmymindwouldnothavekeptright。ButIgethopeandstrengththroughyou;andyoubelievethatthoughappearancesmayriseagainsthim,hewillbeprovedclear?'
'Idobelieveso,'returnedSissy,'withmywholeheart。Ifeelsocertain,Rachael,thattheconfidenceyouholdinyoursagainstalldiscouragement,isnotliketobewrong,thatIhavenomoredoubtofhimthanifIhadknownhimthroughasmanyyearsoftrialasyouhave。'
'AndI,mydear,'saidRachel,withatrembleinhervoice,'haveknownhimthroughthemall,tobe,accordingtohisquietways,sofaithfultoeverythinghonestandgood,thatifhewasnevertobeheardofmore,andIwastolivetobeahundredyearsold,Icouldsaywithmylastbreath,Godknowsmyheart。IhaveneveroncelefttrustingStephenBlackpool!'
'Weallbelieve,upattheLodge,Rachael,thathewillbefreedfromsuspicion,soonerorlater。'
'ThebetterIknowittobesobelievedthere,mydear,'saidRachael,'andthekinderIfeelitthatyoucomeawayfromthere,purposelytocomfortme,andkeepmecompany,andbeseenwi'mewhenIamnotyetfreefromallsuspicionmyself,themoregrievedIamthatIshouldeverhavespokenthosemistrustingwordstotheyounglady。AndyetI-'
'Youdon'tmistrusthernow,Rachael?'
'Nowthatyouhavebroughtusmoretogether,no。ButIcan'tatalltimeskeepoutofmymind-'
Hervoicesosunkintoalowandslowcommuningwithherself,thatSissy,sittingbyherside,wasobligedtolistenwithattention。
'Ican'tatalltimeskeepoutofmymind,mistrustingsofsomeone。Ican'tthinkwho'tis,Ican'tthinkhoworwhyitmaybedone,butImistrustthatsomeonehasputStephenoutoftheway。
Imistrustthatbyhiscomingbackofhisownaccord,andshowinghimselfinnocentbeforethemall,someonewouldbeconfounded,who-topreventthat-hasstoppedhim,andputhimoutoftheway。'
'Thatisadreadfulthought,'saidSissy,turningpale。
'Itisadreadfulthoughttothinkhemaybemurdered。'
Sissyshuddered,andturnedpaleryet。
'Whenitmakesitswayintomymind,dear,'saidRachael,'anditwillcomesometimes,thoughIdoallIcantokeepitout,wi'
countingontohighnumbersasIwork,andsayingoverandoveragainpiecesthatIknewwhenIwereachild-Ifallintosuchawild,hothurry,that,howevertiredIam,Iwanttowalkfast,milesandmiles。Imustgetthebetterofthisbeforebed-time。
I'llwalkhomewi'you。'
'Hemightfallilluponthejourneyback,'saidSissy,faintlyofferingaworn-outscrapofhope;'andinsuchacase,therearemanyplacesontheroadwherehemightstop。'
'Butheisinnoneofthem。Hehasbeensoughtforinall,andhe'snotthere。'
'True,'wasSissy'sreluctantadmission。
'He'dwalkthejourneyintwodays。Ifhewasfootsoreandcouldn'twalk,Isenthim,intheletterhegot,themoneytoride,lestheshouldhavenoneofhisowntospare。'
'Letushopethatto-morrowwillbringsomethingbetter,Rachael。
Comeintotheair!'
HergentlehandadjustedRachael'sshawluponhershiningblackhairintheusualmannerofherwearingit,andtheywentout。Thenightbeingfine,littleknotsofHandswerehereandtherelingeringatstreetcorners;butitwassupper-timewiththegreaterpartofthem,andtherewerebutfewpeopleinthestreets。
'You'renotsohurriednow,Rachael,andyourhandiscooler。'
'Igetbetter,dear,ifIcanonlywalk,andbreathealittlefresh。'TimeswhenIcan't,Iturnweakandconfused。'
'Butyoumustnotbegintofail,Rachael,foryoumaybewantedatanytimetostandbyStephen。To-morrowisSaturday。Ifnonewscomesto-morrow,letuswalkinthecountryonSundaymorning,andstrengthenyouforanotherweek。Willyougo?'
'Yes,dear。'
TheywerebythistimeinthestreetwhereMr。Bounderby'shousestood。ThewaytoSissy'sdestinationledthempastthedoor,andtheyweregoingstraighttowardsit。SometrainhadnewlyarrivedinCoketown,whichhadputanumberofvehiclesinmotion,andscatteredaconsiderablebustleaboutthetown。SeveralcoacheswererattlingbeforethemandbehindthemastheyapproachedMr。
Bounderby's,andoneofthelatterdrewupwithsuchbrisknessastheywereintheactofpassingthehouse,thattheylookedroundinvoluntarily。ThebrightgaslightoverMr。Bounderby'sstepsshowedthemMrs。Sparsitinthecoach,inanecstasyofexcitement,strugglingtoopenthedoor;Mrs。Sparsitseeingthematthesamemoment,calledtothemtostop。
'It'sacoincidence,'exclaimedMrs。Sparsit,asshewasreleasedbythecoachman。'It'saProvidence!Comeout,ma'am!'thensaidMrs。Sparsit,tosomeoneinside,'comeout,orwe'llhaveyoudraggedout!'
Hereupon,nootherthanthemysteriousoldwomandescended。WhomMrs。Sparsitincontinentlycollared。
'Leaveheralone,everybody!'criedMrs。Sparsit,withgreatenergy。'Letnobodytouchher。Shebelongstome。Comein,ma'am!'thensaidMrs。Sparsit,reversingherformerwordofcommand。'Comein,ma'am,orwe'llhaveyoudraggedin!'
Thespectacleofamatronofclassicaldeportment,seizinganancientwomanbythethroat,andhaulingherintoadwelling-house,wouldhavebeenunderanycircumstances,sufficienttemptationtoalltrueEnglishstragglerssoblestastowitnessit,toforceawayintothatdwelling-houseandseethematterout。ButwhenthephenomenonwasenhancedbythenotorietyandmysterybythistimeassociatedalloverthetownwiththeBankrobbery,itwouldhaveluredthestragglersin,withanirresistibleattraction,thoughtheroofhadbeenexpectedtofallupontheirheads。Accordingly,thechancewitnessesontheground,consistingofthebusiestoftheneighbourstothenumberofsomefive-and-twenty,closedinafterSissyandRachael,astheyclosedinafterMrs。Sparsitandherprize;andthewholebodymadeadisorderlyirruptionintoMr。
Bounderby'sdining-room,wherethepeoplebehindlostnotamoment'stimeinmountingonthechairs,togetthebetterofthepeopleinfront。
'FetchMr。Bounderbydown!'criedMrs。Sparsit。'Rachael,youngwoman;youknowwhothisis?'
'It'sMrs。Pegler,'saidRachael。
'Ishouldthinkitis!'criedMrs。Sparsit,exulting。'FetchMr。
Bounderby。Standaway,everybody!'HereoldMrs。Pegler,mufflingherselfup,andshrinkingfromobservation,whisperedawordofentreaty。'Don'ttellme,'saidMrs。Sparsit,aloud。'Ihavetoldyoutwentytimes,comingalong,thatIwillnotleaveyoutillI
havehandedyouovertohimmyself。'
Mr。Bounderbynowappeared,accompaniedbyMr。Gradgrindandthewhelp,withwhomhehadbeenholdingconferenceup-stairs。Mr。
Bounderbylookedmoreastonishedthanhospitable,atsightofthisuninvitedpartyinhisdining-room。
'Why,what'sthematternow!'saidhe。'Mrs。Sparsit,ma'am?'
'Sir,'explainedthatworthywoman,'Itrustitismygoodfortunetoproduceapersonyouhavemuchdesiredtofind。Stimulatedbymywishtorelieveyourmind,sir,andconnectingtogethersuchimperfectcluestothepartofthecountryinwhichthatpersonmightbesupposedtoreside,ashavebeenaffordedbytheyoungwoman,Rachael,fortunatelynowpresenttoidentify,Ihavehadthehappinesstosucceed,andtobringthatpersonwithme-Ineednotsaymostunwillinglyonherpart。Ithasnotbeen,sir,withoutsometroublethatIhaveeffectedthis;buttroubleinyourserviceistomeapleasure,andhunger,thirst,andcoldarealgratification。'
HereMrs。Sparsitceased;forMr。Bounderby'svisageexhibitedanextraordinarycombinationofallpossiblecoloursandexpressionsofdiscomfiture,asoldMrs。Peglerwasdisclosedtohisview。
'Why,whatdoyoumeanbythis?'washishighlyunexpecteddemand,ingreatwarmth。'Iaskyou,whatdoyoumeanbythis,Mrs。
Sparsit,ma'am?'
'Sir!'exclaimedMrs。Sparsit,faintly。
'Whydon'tyoumindyourownbusiness,ma'am?'roaredBounderby。
'Howdareyougoandpokeyourofficiousnoseintomyfamilyaffairs?'
ThisallusiontoherfavouritefeatureoverpoweredMrs。Sparsit。
Shesatdownstifflyinachair,asifshewerefrozen;andwithafixedstareatMr。Bounderby,slowlygratedhermittensagainstoneanother,asiftheywerefrozentoo。
'MydearJosiah!'criedMrs。Pegler,trembling。'Mydarlingboy!
Iamnottoblame。It'snotmyfault,Josiah。Itoldthisladyoverandoveragain,thatIknewshewasdoingwhatwouldnotbeagreeabletoyou,butshewoulddoit。'
'Whatdidyouletherbringyoufor?Couldn'tyouknockhercapoff,orhertoothout,orscratchher,ordosomethingorothertoher?'askedBounderby。
'Myownboy!ShethreatenedmethatifIresistedher,Ishouldbebroughtbyconstables,anditwasbettertocomequietlythanmakethatstirinsucha'-Mrs。Peglerglancedtimidlybutproudlyroundthewalls-'suchafinehouseasthis。Indeed,indeed,itisnotmyfault!Mydear,noble,statelyboy!Ihavealwayslivedquiet,andsecret,Josiah,mydear。Ihaveneverbrokentheconditiononce。IhaveneversaidIwasyourmother。Ihaveadmiredyouatadistance;andifIhavecometotownsometimes,withlongtimesbetween,totakeaproudpeepatyou,Ihavedoneitunbeknown,mylove,andgoneawayagain。'
Mr。Bounderby,withhishandsinhispockets,walkedinimpatientmortificationupanddownatthesideofthelongdining-table,whilethespectatorsgreedilytookineverysyllableofMrs。
Pegler'sappeal,andateachsucceedingsyllablebecamemoreandmoreround-eyed。Mr。BounderbystillwalkingupanddownwhenMrs。
Peglerhaddone,Mr。Gradgrindaddressedthatmalignedoldlady:
'Iamsurprised,madam,'heobservedwithseverity,'thatinyouroldageyouhavethefacetoclaimMr。Bounderbyforyourson,afteryourunnaturalandinhumantreatmentofhim。'
'Meunnatural!'criedpooroldMrs。Pegler。'Meinhuman!Tomydearboy?'
'Dear!'repeatedMr。Gradgrind。'Yes;dearinhisself-madeprosperity,madam,Idaresay。Notverydear,however,whenyoudesertedhiminhisinfancy,andlefthimtothebrutalityofadrunkengrandmother。'
'IdesertedmyJosiah!'criedMrs。Pegler,claspingherhands。
'Now,Lordforgiveyou,sir,foryourwickedimaginations,andforyourscandalagainstthememoryofmypoormother,whodiedinmyarmsbeforeJosiahwasborn。Mayyourepentofit,sir,andlivetoknowbetter!'
Shewassoveryearnestandinjured,thatMr。Gradgrind,shockedbythepossibilitywhichdawneduponhim,saidinagentlertone:
'Doyoudeny,then,madam,thatyouleftyoursonto-tobebroughtupinthegutter?'
'Josiahinthegutter!'exclaimedMrs。Pegler。'Nosuchathing,sir。Never!Forshameonyou!Mydearboyknows,andwillgiveyoutoknow,thatthoughhecomeofhumbleparents,hecomeofparentsthatlovedhimasdearasthebestcould,andneverthoughtithardshiponthemselvestopinchabitthathemightwriteandcipherbeautiful,andI'vehisbooksathometoshowit!Aye,haveI!'saidMrs。Pegler,withindignantpride。'Andmydearboyknows,andwillgiveyoutoknow,sir,thatafterhisbelovedfatherdied,whenhewaseightyearsold,hismother,too,couldpinchabit,asitwasherdutyandherpleasureandherpridetodoit,tohelphimoutinlife,andputhim'prentice。Andasteadyladhewas,andakindmasterhehadtolendhimahand,andwellheworkedhisownwayforwardtoberichandthriving。AndI'llgiveyoutoknow,sir-forthismydearboywon't-thatthoughhismotherkeptbutalittlevillageshop,heneverforgother,butpensionedmeonthirtypoundayear-morethanIwant,forIputbyoutofit-onlymakingtheconditionthatIwastokeepdowninmyownpart,andmakenoboastsabouthim,andnottroublehim。AndIneverhave,exceptwithlookingathimonceayear,whenhehasneverknowedit。Andit'sright,'saidpooroldMrs。Pegler,inaffectionatechampionship,'thatIshouldkeepdowninmyownpart,andIhavenodoubtsthatifIwashereIshoulddoamanyunbefittingthings,andIamwellcontented,andIcankeepmyprideinmyJosiahtomyself,andIcanloveforlove'sownsake!AndIamashamedofyou,sir,'saidMrs。Pegler,lastly,'foryourslandersandsuspicions。AndIneverstoodherebefore,norneverwantedtostandherewhenmydearsonsaidno。AndI
shouldn'tbeherenow,ifithadn'tbeenforbeingbroughthere。
Andforshameuponyou,Oh,forshame,toaccusemeofbeingabadmothertomyson,withmysonstandingheretotellyousodifferent!'
Thebystanders,onandoffthedining-roomchairs,raisedamurmurofsympathywithMrs。Pegler,andMr。Gradgrindfelthimselfinnocentlyplacedinaverydistressingpredicament,whenMr。
Bounderby,whohadneverceasedwalkingupanddown,andhadeverymomentswelledlargerandlarger,andgrownredderandredder,stoppedshort。
'Idon'texactlyknow,'saidMr。Bounderby,'howIcometobefavouredwiththeattendanceofthepresentcompany,butIdon'tinquire。Whenthey'requitesatisfied,perhapsthey'llbesogoodastodisperse;whetherthey'resatisfiedornot,perhapsthey'llbesogoodastodisperse。I'mnotboundtodeliveralectureonmyfamilyaffairs,Ihavenotundertakentodoit,andI'mnotagoingtodoit。Thereforethosewhoexpectanyexplanationwhateveruponthatbranchofthesubject,willbedisappointed-
particularlyTomGradgrind,andhecan'tknowittoosoon。InreferencetotheBankrobbery,therehasbeenamistakemade,concerningmymother。Iftherehadn'tbeenover-officiousnessitwouldn'thavebeenmade,andIhateover-officiousnessatalltimes,whetherorno。Goodevening!'
AlthoughMr。Bounderbycarrieditoffintheseterms,holdingthedooropenforthecompanytodepart,therewasablusteringsheepishnessuponhim,atonceextremelycrestfallenandsuperlativelyabsurd。DetectedastheBullyofhumility,whohadbuilthiswindyreputationuponlies,andinhisboastfulnesshadputthehonesttruthasfarawayfromhimasifhehadadvancedthemeanclaimthereisnomeanertotackhimselfontoapedigree,hecutamostridiculousfigure。Withthepeoplefilingoffatthedoorheheld,whoheknewwouldcarrywhathadpassedtothewholetown,tobegiventothefourwinds,hecouldnothavelookedaBullymoreshornandforlorn,ifhehadhadhisearscropped。Eventhatunluckyfemale,Mrs。Sparsit,fallenfromherpinnacleofexultationintotheSloughofDespond,wasnotinsobadaplightasthatremarkablemanandself-madeHumbug,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown。
RachaelandSissy,leavingMrs。Peglertooccupyabedatherson'sforthatnight,walkedtogethertothegateofStoneLodgeandthereparted。Mr。Gradgrindjoinedthembeforetheyhadgoneveryfar,andspokewithmuchinterestofStephenBlackpool;forwhomhethoughtthissignalfailureofthesuspicionsagainstMrs。Peglerwaslikelytoworkwell。
Astothewhelp;throughoutthissceneasonallotherlateoccasions,hehadstuckclosetoBounderby。HeseemedtofeelthataslongasBounderbycouldmakenodiscoverywithouthisknowledge,hewassofarsafe。Henevervisitedhissister,andhadonlyseenheroncesinceshewenthome:thatistosayonthenightwhenhestillstuckclosetoBounderby,asalreadyrelated。
Therewasonedimunformedfearlingeringabouthissister'smind,towhichshenevergaveutterance,whichsurroundedthegracelessandungratefulboywithadreadfulmystery。Thesamedarkpossibilityhadpresenteditselfinthesameshapelessguise,thisveryday,toSissy,whenRachaelspokeofsomeonewhowouldbeconfoundedbyStephen'sreturn,havingputhimoutoftheway。
Louisahadneverspokenofharbouringanysuspicionofherbrotherinconnexionwiththerobbery,sheandSissyhadheldnoconfidenceonthesubject,saveinthatoneinterchangeoflookswhentheunconsciousfatherrestedhisgrayheadonhishand;butitwasunderstoodbetweenthem,andtheybothknewit。Thisotherfearwassoawful,thatithoveredabouteachofthemlikeaghostlyshadow;neitherdaringtothinkofitsbeingnearherself,farlessofitsbeingneartheother。
Andstilltheforcedspiritwhichthewhelphadpluckedup,throvewithhim。IfStephenBlackpoolwasnotthethief,lethimshowhimself。Whydidn'the?
Anothernight。Anotherdayandnight。NoStephenBlackpool。
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?
CHAPTERVI-THESTARLIGHT
THESundaywasabrightSundayinautumn,clearandcool,whenearlyinthemorningSissyandRachaelmet,towalkinthecountry。
AsCoketowncastashesnotonlyonitsownheadbutontheneighbourhood'stoo-afterthemannerofthosepiouspersonswhodopenancefortheirownsinsbyputtingotherpeopleintosackcloth-itwascustomaryforthosewhonowandthenthirstedforadraughtofpureair,whichisnotabsolutelythemostwickedamongthevanitiesoflife,togetafewmilesawaybytherailroad,andthenbegintheirwalk,ortheirloungeinthefields。
SissyandRachaelhelpedthemselvesoutofthesmokebytheusualmeans,andwereputdownatastationaboutmidwaybetweenthetownandMr。Bounderby'sretreat。
Thoughthegreenlandscapewasblottedhereandtherewithheapsofcoal,itwasgreenelsewhere,andthereweretreestosee,andtherewerelarkssingingthoughitwasSunday,andtherewerepleasantscentsintheair,andallwasover-archedbyabrightbluesky。Inthedistanceoneway,Coketownshowedasablackmist;inanotherdistancehillsbegantorise;inathird,therewasafaintchangeinthelightofthehorizonwhereitshoneuponthefar-offsea。Undertheirfeet,thegrasswasfresh;beautifulshadowsofbranchesflickereduponit,andspeckledit;hedgerowswereluxuriant;everythingwasatpeace。Enginesatpits'mouths,andleanoldhorsesthathadwornthecircleoftheirdailylabourintotheground,werealikequiet;wheelshadceasedforashortspacetoturn;andthegreatwheelofearthseemedtorevolvewithouttheshocksandnoisesofanothertime。
Theywalkedonacrossthefieldsanddowntheshadylanes,sometimesgettingoverafragmentofafencesorottenthatitdroppedatatouchofthefoot,sometimespassingnearawreckofbricksandbeamsovergrownwithgrass,markingthesiteofdesertedworks。Theyfollowedpathsandtracks,howeverslight。Moundswherethegrasswasrankandhigh,andwherebrambles,dock-weed,andsuch-likevegetation,wereconfusedlyheapedtogether,theyalwaysavoided;fordismalstoriesweretoldinthatcountryoftheoldpitshiddenbeneathsuchindications。
Thesunwashighwhentheysatdowntorest。Theyhadseennoone,nearordistant,foralongtime;andthesolituderemainedunbroken。'Itissostillhere,Rachael,andthewayissountrodden,thatIthinkwemustbethefirstwhohavebeenhereallthesummer。'
AsSissysaidit,hereyeswereattractedbyanotherofthoserottenfragmentsoffenceupontheground。Shegotuptolookatit。'AndyetIdon'tknow。Thishasnotbeenbrokenverylong。
Thewoodisquitefreshwhereitgaveway。Herearefootstepstoo-
ORachael!'
Sheranback,andcaughtherroundtheneck。Rachaelhadalreadystartedup。
'Whatisthematter?'
'Idon'tknow。Thereisahatlyinginthegrass。'Theywentforwardtogether。Rachaeltookitup,shakingfromheadtofoot。
Shebrokeintoapassionoftearsandlamentations:StephenBlackpoolwaswritteninhisownhandontheinside。
'Othepoorlad,thepoorlad!Hehasbeenmadeawaywith。Heislyingmurderedhere!'
'Isthere-hasthehatanyblooduponit?'Sissyfaltered。
Theywereafraidtolook;buttheydidexamineit,andfoundnomarkofviolence,insideorout。Ithadbeenlyingtheresomedays,forrainanddewhadstainedit,andthemarkofitsshapewasonthegrasswhereithadfallen。Theylookedfearfullyaboutthem,withoutmoving,butcouldseenothingmore。'Rachael,'Sissywhispered,'Iwillgoonalittlebymyself。'
Shehadunclaspedherhand,andwasintheactofsteppingforward,whenRachaelcaughtherinbotharmswithascreamthatresoundedoverthewidelandscape。Beforethem,attheirveryfeet,wasthebrinkofablackraggedchasmhiddenbythethickgrass。Theysprangback,andfellupontheirknees,eachhidingherfaceupontheother'sneck。
'O,mygoodLord!He'sdownthere!Downthere!'Atfirstthis,andherterrificscreams,wereallthatcouldbegotfromRachael,byanytears,byanyprayers,byanyrepresentations,byanymeans。
Itwasimpossibletohushher;anditwasdeadlynecessarytoholdher,orshewouldhaveflungherselfdowntheshaft。
'Rachael,dearRachael,goodRachael,fortheloveofHeaven,notthesedreadfulcries!ThinkofStephen,thinkofStephen,thinkofStephen!'
Byanearnestrepetitionofthisentreaty,pouredoutinalltheagonyofsuchamoment,Sissyatlastbroughthertobesilent,andtolookatherwithatearlessfaceofstone。
'Rachael,Stephenmaybeliving。Youwouldn'tleavehimlyingmaimedatthebottomofthisdreadfulplace,amoment,ifyoucouldbringhelptohim?'
'No,no,no!'
'Don'tstirfromhere,forhissake!Letmegoandlisten。'
Sheshudderedtoapproachthepit;butshecrepttowardsitonherhandsandknees,andcalledtohimasloudasshecouldcall。Shelistened,butnosoundreplied。Shecalledagainandlistened;
stillnoansweringsound。Shedidthis,twenty,thirtytimes。Shetookalittleclodofearthfromthebrokengroundwherehehadstumbled,andthrewitin。Shecouldnothearitfall。
Thewideprospect,sobeautifulinitsstillnessbutafewminutesago,almostcarrieddespairtoherbraveheart,assheroseandlookedallroundher,seeingnohelp。'Rachael,wemustlosenotamoment。Wemustgoindifferentdirections,seekingaid。Youshallgobythewaywehavecome,andIwillgoforwardbythepath。Tellanyoneyousee,andeveryonewhathashappened。
ThinkofStephen,thinkofStephen!'
SheknewbyRachael'sfacethatshemighttrusthernow。Andafterstandingforamomenttoseeherrunning,wringingherhandsassheran,sheturnedandwentuponherownsearch;shestoppedatthehedgetotiehershawlthereasaguidetotheplace,thenthrewherbonnetaside,andranasshehadneverrunbefore。
Run,Sissy,run,inHeaven'sname!Don'tstopforbreath。Run,run!Quickeningherselfbycarryingsuchentreatiesinherthoughts,sheranfromfieldtofield,andlanetolane,andplacetoplace,asshehadneverrunbefore;untilshecametoashedbyanengine-house,wheretwomenlayintheshade,asleeponstraw。
Firsttowakethem,andnexttotellthem,allsowildandbreathlessasshewas,whathadbroughtherthere,weredifficulties;buttheynosoonerunderstoodherthantheirspiritswereonfirelikehers。Oneofthemenwasinadrunkenslumber,butonhiscomrade'sshoutingtohimthatamanhadfallendowntheOldHellShaft,hestartedouttoapoolofdirtywater,puthisheadinit,andcamebacksober。
Withthesetwomensherantoanotherhalf-a-milefurther,andwiththatonetoanother,whiletheyranelsewhere。Thenahorsewasfound;andshegotanothermantorideforlifeordeathtotherailroad,andsendamessagetoLouisa,whichshewroteandgavehim。Bythistimeawholevillagewasup:andwindlasses,ropes,poles,candles,lanterns,allthingsnecessary,werefastcollectingandbeingbroughtintooneplace,tobecarriedtotheOldHellShaft。
Itseemednowhoursandhourssinceshehadleftthelostmanlyinginthegravewherehehadbeenburiedalive。Shecouldnotbeartoremainawayfromitanylonger-itwaslikedesertinghim-andshehurriedswiftlyback,accompaniedbyhalf-a-dozenlabourers,includingthedrunkenmanwhomthenewshadsobered,andwhowasthebestmanofall。WhentheycametotheOldHellShaft,theyfounditaslonelyasshehadleftit。Themencalledandlistenedasshehaddone,andexaminedtheedgeofthechasm,andsettledhowithadhappened,andthensatdowntowaituntiltheimplementstheywantedshouldcomeup。
Everysoundofinsectsintheair,everystirringoftheleaves,everywhisperamongthesemen,madeSissytremble,forshethoughtitwasacryatthebottomofthepit。Butthewindblewidlyoverit,andnosoundarosetothesurface,andtheysatuponthegrass,waitingandwaiting。Aftertheyhadwaitedsometime,stragglingpeoplewhohadheardoftheaccidentbegantocomeup;thentherealhelpofimplementsbegantoarrive。Inthemidstofthis,Rachaelreturned;andwithherpartytherewasasurgeon,whobroughtsomewineandmedicines。But,theexpectationamongthepeoplethatthemanwouldbefoundalivewasveryslightindeed。
Therebeingnowpeopleenoughpresenttoimpedethework,thesoberedmanputhimselfattheheadoftherest,orwasputtherebythegeneralconsent,andmadealargeringroundtheOldHellShaft,andappointedmentokeepit。Besidessuchvolunteersaswereacceptedtowork,onlySissyandRachaelwereatfirstpermittedwithinthisring;but,laterintheday,whenthemessagebroughtanexpressfromCoketown,Mr。GradgrindandLouisa,andMr。
Bounderby,andthewhelp,werealsothere。
ThesunwasfourhourslowerthanwhenSissyandRachaelhadfirstsatdownuponthegrass,beforeameansofenablingtwomentodescendsecurelywasriggedwithpolesandropes。Difficultieshadarisenintheconstructionofthismachine,simpleasitwas;
requisiteshadbeenfoundwanting,andmessageshadhadtogoandreturn。Itwasfiveo'clockintheafternoonofthebrightautumnalSunday,beforeacandlewassentdowntotrytheair,whilethreeorfourroughfacesstoodcrowdedclosetogether,attentivelywatchingit:themanatthewindlassloweringastheyweretold。Thecandlewasbroughtupagain,feeblyburning,andthensomewaterwascastin。Thenthebucketwashookedon;andthesoberedmanandanothergotinwithlights,givingtheword'Loweraway!'
Astheropewentout,tightandstrained,andthewindlasscreaked,therewasnotabreathamongtheoneortwohundredmenandwomenlookingon,thatcameasitwaswonttocome。Thesignalwasgivenandthewindlassstopped,withabundantropetospare。Apparentlysolonganintervalensuedwiththemenatthewindlassstandingidle,thatsomewomenshriekedthatanotheraccidenthadhappened!
Butthesurgeonwhoheldthewatch,declaredfiveminutesnottohaveelapsedyet,andsternlyadmonishedthemtokeepsilence。Hehadnotwelldonespeaking,whenthewindlasswasreversedandworkedagain。Practisedeyesknewthatitdidnotgoasheavilyasitwouldifbothworkmenhadbeencomingup,andthatonlyonewasreturning。
Theropecameintightandstrained;andringafterringwascoileduponthebarrelofthewindlass,andalleyeswerefastenedonthepit。Thesoberedmanwasbroughtupandleapedoutbrisklyonthegrass。Therewasanuniversalcryof'Aliveordead?'andthenadeep,profoundhush。
Whenhesaid'Alive!'agreatshoutaroseandmanyeyeshadtearsinthem。
'Buthe'shurtverybad,'headded,assoonashecouldmakehimselfheardagain。'Where'sdoctor?He'shurtsoverybad,sir,thatwedonnohowtogethimup。'
Theyallconsultedtogether,andlookedanxiouslyatthesurgeon,asheaskedsomequestions,andshookhisheadonreceivingthereplies。Thesunwassettingnow;andtheredlightintheeveningskytouchedeveryfacethere,andcausedittobedistinctlyseeninallitsraptsuspense。
Theconsultationendedinthemenreturningtothewindlass,andthepitmangoingdownagain,carryingthewineandsomeothersmallmatterswithhim。Thentheothermancameup。Inthemeantime,underthesurgeon'sdirections,somemenbroughtahurdle,onwhichothersmadeathickbedofspareclothescoveredwithloosestraw,whilehehimselfcontrivedsomebandagesandslingsfromshawlsandhandkerchiefs。Astheseweremade,theywerehunguponanarmofthepitmanwhohadlastcomeup,withinstructionshowtousethem:
andashestood,shownbythelighthecarried,leaninghispowerfulloosehandupononeofthepoles,andsometimesglancingdownthepit,andsometimesglancingrounduponthepeople,hewasnottheleastconspicuousfigureinthescene。Itwasdarknow,andtorcheswerekindled。
Itappearedfromthelittlethismansaidtothoseabouthim,whichwasquicklyrepeatedalloverthecircle,thatthelostmanhadfallenuponamassofcrumbledrubbishwithwhichthepitwashalfchokedup,andthathisfallhadbeenfurtherbrokenbysomejaggedearthattheside。Helayuponhisbackwithonearmdoubledunderhim,andaccordingtohisownbeliefhadhardlystirredsincehefell,exceptthathehadmovedhisfreehandtoasidepocket,inwhichherememberedtohavesomebreadandmeatofwhichhehadswallowedcrumbs,andhadlikewisescoopedupalittlewaterinitnowandthen。Hehadcomestraightawayfromhiswork,onbeingwrittento,andhadwalkedthewholejourney;andwasonhiswaytoMr。Bounderby'scountryhouseafterdark,whenhefell。Hewascrossingthatdangerouscountryatsuchadangeroustime,becausehewasinnocentofwhatwaslaidtohischarge,andcouldn'trestfromcomingthenearestwaytodeliverhimselfup。TheOldHellShaft,thepitmansaid,withacurseuponit,wasworthyofitsbadnametothelast;forthoughStephencouldspeaknow,hebelieveditwouldsoonbefoundtohavemangledthelifeoutofhim。
Whenallwasready,thisman,stilltakinghislasthurriedchargesfromhiscomradesandthesurgeonafterthewindlasshadbeguntolowerhim,disappearedintothepit。Theropewentoutasbefore,thesignalwasmadeasbefore,andthewindlassstopped。Nomanremovedhishandfromitnow。Everyonewaitedwithhisgraspset,andhisbodybentdowntothework,readytoreverseandwindin。
Atlengththesignalwasgiven,andalltheringleanedforward。
For,now,theropecamein,tightenedandstrainedtoitsutmostasitappeared,andthementurnedheavily,andthewindlasscomplained。Itwasscarcelyendurabletolookattherope,andthinkofitsgivingway。But,ringafterringwascoileduponthebarrelofthewindlasssafely,andtheconnectingchainsappeared,andfinallythebucketwiththetwomenholdingonatthesides-asighttomaketheheadswim,andoppresstheheart-andtenderlysupportingbetweenthem,slungandtiedwithin,thefigureofapoor,crushed,humancreature。
Alowmurmurofpitywentroundthethrong,andthewomenweptaloud,asthisform,almostwithoutform,wasmovedveryslowlyfromitsirondeliverance,andlaiduponthebedofstraw。Atfirst,nonebutthesurgeonwentclosetoit。Hedidwhathecouldinitsadjustmentonthecouch,butthebestthathecoulddowastocoverit。Thatgentlydone,hecalledtohimRachaelandSissy。
Andatthattimethepale,worn,patientfacewasseenlookingupatthesky,withthebrokenrighthandlyingbareontheoutsideofthecoveringgarments,asifwaitingtobetakenbyanotherhand。
Theygavehimdrink,moistenedhisfacewithwater,andadministeredsomedropsofcordialandwine。Thoughhelayquitemotionlesslookingupatthesky,hesmiledandsaid,'Rachael。'
Shestoopeddownonthegrassathisside,andbentoverhimuntilhereyeswerebetweenhisandthesky,forhecouldnotsomuchasturnthemtolookather。
'Rachael,mydear。'
Shetookhishand。Hesmiledagainandsaid,'Don'tlet'tgo。'
'Thou'rtingreatpain,myowndearStephen?'
'Iha'been,butnotnow。Iha'been-dreadful,anddree,andlong,mydear-but'tisowernow。Ah,Rachael,awamuddle!Fro'
firsttolast,amuddle!'
Thespectreofhisoldlookseemedtopassashesaidtheword。
'Iha'fellintoth'pit,mydear,ashavecostwi'intheknowledgeo'oldfoknowlivin,hundredsandhundredso'men'slives-
fathers,sons,brothers,deartothousandsan'thousands,an'
keeping'emfro'wantandhunger。Iha'fellintoapitthatha'
beenwi'th'Firedampcruellerthanbattle。Iha'readon'tinthepublicpetition,asonnyonemayread,fro'thementhatworksinpits,inwhichtheyha'pray'nandpray'nthelawmakersforChrist'ssakenottolettheirworkbemurderto'em,buttospare'emforth'wivesandchildrenthattheylovesaswellasgentlefoklovestheirs。Whenitwereinwork,itkilledwi'outneed;when'tisletalone,itkillswi'outneed。Seehowwediean'noneed,onewayan'another-inamuddle-everyday!'
Hefaintlysaidit,withoutanyangeragainstanyone。Merelyasthetruth。
'Thylittlesister,Rachael,thouhastnotforgother。Thou'rtnotliketoforgethernow,andmesonighher。Thouknow'st-poor,patient,suff'rin,dear-howthoudidstworkforher,seet'nalldaylonginherlittlechairatthywinder,andhowshedied,youngandmisshapen,awlungo'sicklyairashad'nnoneedtobe,an'
awlungo'workingpeople'smiserablehomes。Amuddle!Awamuddle!'
Louisaapproachedhim;buthecouldnotseeher,lyingwithhisfaceturneduptothenightsky。
'Ifawth'thingsthattoochesus,mydear,wasnotsomuddled,I
should'nha'had'nneedtocoomheer。Ifwewasnotinamuddleamongourseln,Ishould'nha'been,bymyownfellowweaversandworkin'brothers,somistook。IfMr。Bounderbyhadeverknow'dmeright-ifhe'deverknow'dmeataw-hewould'nha'took'noffencewi'me。Hewould'nha'suspect'nme。Butlookupyonder,Rachael!Lookaboove!'
Followinghiseyes,shesawthathewasgazingatastar。
'Itha'shineduponme,'hesaidreverently,'inmypainandtroubledownbelow。Itha'shinedintomymind。Iha'look'nat'tandthowto'thee,Rachael,tillthemuddleinmymindhaveclearedawa,aboveabit,Ihope。Ifsoomha'beenwantin'inunnerstan'inmebetter,I,too,ha'beenwantin'inunnerstan'inthembetter。WhenIgotthyletter,Ieasilybelieventhatwhattheyoongledysenanddonetome,andwhatherbrothersenanddonetome,wasone,andthattherewereawickedplotbetwixt'em。
WhenIfell,Iwereinangerwi'her,an'hurryinont'beasonjustt'herasootherswast'me。Butinourjudgments,likeasinourdoins,wemunbearandforbear。Inmypainan'trouble,lookinupyonder,-wi'itshininonme-Iha'seenmoreclear,andha'madeitmydyinprayerthatawth'worldmayon'ycoomtoogethermore,an'getabetterunnerstan'ino'oneanother,thanwhenIwerein'tmyownweakseln。'
Louisahearingwhathesaid,bentoverhimontheoppositesidetoRachael,sothathecouldseeher。
'Youha'heard?'hesaid,afterafewmoments'silence。'Iha'notforgotyou,ledy。'
'Yes,Stephen,Ihaveheardyou。Andyourprayerismine。'
'Youha'afather。Willyotak'amessagetohim?'
'Heishere,'saidLouisa,withdread。'ShallIbringhimtoyou?'
'Ifyoplease。'
Louisareturnedwithherfather。Standinghand-in-hand,theybothlookeddownuponthesolemncountenance。
'Sir,yowillclearmean'makmynamegoodwi'awmen。ThisI
leavetoyo。'
Mr。Gradgrindwastroubledandaskedhow?
'Sir,'wasthereply:'yorsonwilltellyohow。Askhim。Imaknocharges:Ileavenoneahintme:notasingleword。Iha'seenan'spok'nwi'yorson,onenight。Iasknomoreo'yothanthatyoclearme-an'Itrusttoyotodo't。'
Thebearersbeingnowreadytocarryhimaway,andthesurgeonbeinganxiousforhisremoval,thosewhohadtorchesorlanterns,preparedtogoinfrontofthelitter。Beforeitwasraised,andwhiletheywerearranginghowtogo,hesaidtoRachael,lookingupwardatthestar:
'OftenasIcoomtomyseln,andfounditshinin'onmedownthereinmytrouble,IthowtitwerethestarasguidedtoOurSaviour'shome。Iawmustthinkitbetheverystar!'
Theyliftedhimup,andhewasoverjoyedtofindthattheywereabouttotakehiminthedirectionwhitherthestarseemedtohimtolead。
'Rachael,belovedlass!Don'tletgomyhand。Wemaywalktoogethert'night,mydear!'
'Iwillholdthyhand,andkeepbesidethee,Stephen,alltheway。'
'Blessthee!Willsoombodybepleasedtocoovermyface!'
Theycarriedhimverygentlyalongthefields,anddownthelanes,andoverthewidelandscape;Rachaelalwaysholdingthehandinhers。Veryfewwhispersbrokethemournfulsilence。Itwassoonafuneralprocession。ThestarhadshownhimwheretofindtheGodofthepoor;andthroughhumility,andsorrow,andforgiveness,hehadgonetohisRedeemer'srest。
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