'Well,'saidBounderby,stoppingandfacingabouttoconfrontthemall,'I'lltellyou。It'snottobementionedeverywhere;it'snottobementionedanywhere:inorderthatthescoundrelsconcernedthere'sagangof'emmaybethrownofftheirguard。Sotakethisinconfidence。Nowwaitabit。'Mr。Bounderbywipedhisheadagain。'Whatshouldyousayto;'hereheviolentlyexploded:'toaHandbeinginit?'
'Ihope,'saidHarthouse,lazily,'notourfriendBlackpot?'
'SayPoolinsteadofPot,sir,'returnedBounderby,'andthat'stheman。'
Louisafaintlyutteredsomewordofincredulityandsurprise。
'Oyes!Iknow!'saidBounderby,immediatelycatchingatthesound。'Iknow!Iamusedtothat。Iknowallaboutit。Theyarethefinestpeopleintheworld,thesefellowsare。Theyhavegotthegiftofthegab,theyhave。Theyonlywanttohavetheirrightsexplainedtothem,theydo。ButItellyouwhat。ShowmeadissatisfiedHand,andI'llshowyouamanthat'sfitforanythingbad,Idon'tcarewhatitis。'
AnotherofthepopularfictionsofCoketown,whichsomepainshadbeentakentodisseminate-andwhichsomepeoplereallybelieved。
'ButIamacquaintedwiththesechaps,'saidBounderby。'Icanread'emoff,likebooks。Mrs。Sparsit,ma'am,Iappealtoyou。
WhatwarningdidIgivethatfellow,thefirsttimehesetfootinthehouse,whentheexpressobjectofhisvisitwastoknowhowhecouldknockReligionover,andfloortheEstablishedChurch?Mrs。
Sparsit,inpointofhighconnexions,youareonalevelwiththearistocracy,-didIsay,ordidInotsay,tothatfellow,"youcan'thidethetruthfromme:youarenotthekindoffellowI
like;you'llcometonogood"?'
'Assuredly,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'youdid,inahighlyimpressivemanner,givehimsuchanadmonition。'
'Whenheshockedyou,ma'am,'saidBounderby;'whenheshockedyourfeelings?'
'Yes,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withameekshakeofherhead,'hecertainlydidso。ThoughIdonotmeantosaybutthatmyfeelingsmaybeweakeronsuchpoints-morefoolishifthetermispreferred-thantheymighthavebeen,ifIhadalwaysoccupiedmypresentposition。'
Mr。BounderbystaredwithaburstingprideatMr。Harthouse,asmuchastosay,'Iamtheproprietorofthisfemale,andshe'sworthyourattention,Ithink。'Then,resumedhisdiscourse。
'Youcanrecallforyourself,Harthouse,whatIsaidtohimwhenyousawhim。Ididn'tmincethematterwithhim。Iamnevermealywith'em。IKNOW'em。Verywell,sir。Threedaysafterthat,hebolted。Wentoff,nobodyknowswhere:asmymotherdidinmyinfancy-onlywiththisdifference,thatheisaworsesubjectthanmymother,ifpossible。Whatdidhedobeforehewent?Whatdoyousay;'Mr。Bounderby,withhishatinhishand,gaveabeatuponthecrownateverylittledivisionofhissentences,asifitwereatambourine;'tohisbeingseen-nightafternight-
watchingtheBank?-tohislurkingaboutthere-afterdark?-ToitsstrikingMrs。Sparsit-thathecouldbelurkingfornogood-
TohercallingBitzer'sattentiontohim,andtheirbothtakingnoticeofhim-Andtoitsappearingoninquiryto-day-thathewasalsonoticedbytheneighbours?'Havingcometotheclimax,Mr。Bounderby,likeanorientaldancer,puthistambourineonhishead。
'Suspicious,'saidJamesHarthouse,'certainly。'
'Ithinkso,sir,'saidBounderby,withadefiantnod。'Ithinkso。Buttherearemoreof'eminit。There'sanoldwoman。Oneneverhearsofthesethingstillthemischief'sdone;allsortsofdefectsarefoundoutinthestabledoorafterthehorseisstolen;
there'sanoldwomanturnsupnow。Anoldwomanwhoseemstohavebeenflyingintotownonabroomstick,everynowandthen。Shewatchestheplaceawholedaybeforethisfellowbegins,andonthenightwhenyousawhim,shestealsawaywithhimandholdsacouncilwithhim-Isuppose,tomakeherreportongoingoffduty,andbedamnedtoher。'
Therewassuchapersonintheroomthatnight,andsheshrunkfromobservation,thoughtLouisa。
'Thisisnotallof'em,evenaswealreadyknow'em,'saidBounderby,withmanynodsofhiddenmeaning。'ButIhavesaidenoughforthepresent。You'llhavethegoodnesstokeepitquiet,andmentionittonoone。Itmaytaketime,butweshallhave'em。
It'spolicytogive'emlineenough,andthere'snoobjectiontothat。'
'Ofcourse,theywillbepunishedwiththeutmostrigourofthelaw,asnotice-boardsobserve,'repliedJamesHarthouse,'andservethemright。FellowswhogoinforBanksmusttaketheconsequences。Iftherewerenoconsequences,weshouldallgoinforBanks。'HehadgentlytakenLouisa'sparasolfromherhand,andhadputitupforher;andshewalkedunderitsshade,thoughthesundidnotshinethere。
'Forthepresent,LooBounderby,'saidherhusband,'here'sMrs。
Sparsittolookafter。Mrs。Sparsit'snerveshavebeenacteduponbythisbusiness,andshe'llstayhereadayortwo。Somakehercomfortable。'
'Thankyouverymuch,sir,'thatdiscreetladyobserved,'butpraydonotletMycomfortbeaconsideration。AnythingwilldoforMe。'
ItsoonappearedthatifMrs。Sparsithadafailinginherassociationwiththatdomesticestablishment,itwasthatshewassoexcessivelyregardlessofherselfandregardfulofothers,astobeanuisance。Onbeingshownherchamber,shewassodreadfullysensibleofitscomfortsastosuggesttheinferencethatshewouldhavepreferredtopassthenightonthemangleinthelaundry。
True,thePowlersandtheScadgerseswereaccustomedtosplendour,'butitismydutytoremember,'Mrs。Sparsitwasfondofobservingwithaloftygrace:particularlywhenanyofthedomesticswerepresent,'thatwhatIwas,Iamnolonger。Indeed,'saidshe,'ifIcouldaltogethercanceltheremembrancethatMr。SparsitwasaPowler,orthatImyselfamrelatedtotheScadgersfamily;orifI
couldevenrevokethefact,andmakemyselfapersonofcommondescentandordinaryconnexions;Iwouldgladlydoso。Ishouldthinkit,underexistingcircumstances,righttodoso。'ThesameHermiticalstateofmindledtoherrenunciationofmadedishesandwinesatdinner,untilfairlycommandedbyMr。Bounderbytotakethem;whenshesaid,'Indeedyouareverygood,sir;'anddepartedfromaresolutionofwhichshehadmaderatherformalandpublicannouncement,to'waitforthesimplemutton。'Shewaslikewisedeeplyapologeticforwantingthesalt;and,feelingamiablyboundtobearoutMr。Bounderbytothefullestextentinthetestimonyhehadbornetohernerves,occasionallysatbackinherchairandsilentlywept;atwhichperiodsatearoflargedimensions,likeacrystalear-ring,mightbeobservedorrather,mustbe,foritinsistedonpublicnoticeslidingdownherRomannose。
ButMrs。Sparsit'sgreatestpoint,firstandlast,washerdeterminationtopityMr。Bounderby。Therewereoccasionswheninlookingathimshewasinvoluntarilymovedtoshakeherhead,aswhowouldsay,'Alas,poorYorick!'Afterallowingherselftobebetrayedintotheseevidencesofemotion,shewouldforcealambentbrightness,andwouldbefitfullycheerful,andwouldsay,'Youhavestillgoodspirits,sir,Iamthankfultofind;'andwouldappeartohailitasablesseddispensationthatMr。Bounderbyboreupashedid。Oneidiosyncrasyforwhichsheoftenapologized,shefounditexcessivelydifficulttoconquer。ShehadacuriouspropensitytocallMrs。Bounderby'MissGradgrind,'andyieldedtoitsomethreeorfourscoretimesinthecourseoftheevening。
HerrepetitionofthismistakecoveredMrs。Sparsitwithmodestconfusion;butindeed,shesaid,itseemedsonaturaltosayMissGradgrind:whereas,topersuadeherselfthattheyoungladywhomshehadhadthehappinessofknowingfromachildcouldbereallyandtrulyMrs。Bounderby,shefoundalmostimpossible。Itwasafurthersingularityofthisremarkablecase,thatthemoreshethoughtaboutit,themoreimpossibleitappeared;'thedifferences,'sheobserved,'beingsuch。'
Inthedrawing-roomafterdinner,Mr。Bounderbytriedthecaseoftherobbery,examinedthewitnesses,madenotesoftheevidence,foundthesuspectedpersonsguilty,andsentencedthemtotheextremepunishmentofthelaw。Thatdone,BitzerwasdismissedtotownwithinstructionstorecommendTomtocomehomebythemail-
train。
Whencandleswerebrought,Mrs。Sparsitmurmured,'Don'tbelow,sir。Prayletmeseeyoucheerful,sir,asIusedtodo。'Mr。
Bounderby,uponwhomtheseconsolationshadbeguntoproducetheeffectofmakinghim,inabull-headedblunderingway,sentimental,sighedlikesomelargesea-animal。'Icannotbeartoseeyouso,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit。'Tryahandatbackgammon,sir,asyouusedtodowhenIhadthehonouroflivingunderyourroof。''I
haven'tplayedbackgammon,ma'am,'saidMr。Bounderby,'sincethattime。''No,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,soothingly,'Iamawarethatyouhavenot。IrememberthatMissGradgrindtakesnointerestinthegame。ButIshallbehappy,sir,ifyouwillcondescend。'
Theyplayednearawindow,openingonthegarden。Itwasafinenight:notmoonlight,butsultryandfragrant。LouisaandMr。
Harthousestrolledoutintothegarden,wheretheirvoicescouldbeheardinthestillness,thoughnotwhattheysaid。Mrs。Sparsit,fromherplaceatthebackgammonboard,wasconstantlystraininghereyestopiercetheshadowswithout。'What'sthematter,ma'am?
'saidMr。Bounderby;'youdon'tseeaFire,doyou?''Ohdearno,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'Iwasthinkingofthedew。''Whathaveyougottodowiththedew,ma'am?'saidMr。Bounderby。'It'snotmyself,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'IamfearfulofMissGradgrind'stakingcold。''Shenevertakescold,'saidMr。
Bounderby。'Really,sir?'saidMrs。Sparsit。Andwasaffectedwithacoughinherthroat。
Whenthetimedrewnearforretiring,Mr。Bounderbytookaglassofwater。'Oh,sir?'saidMrs。Sparsit。'Notyoursherrywarm,withlemon-peelandnutmeg?''Why,Ihavegotoutofthehabitoftakingitnow,ma'am,'saidMr。Bounderby。'Themore'sthepity,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit;'youarelosingallyourgoodoldhabits。Cheerup,sir!IfMissGradgrindwillpermitme,Iwilloffertomakeitforyou,asIhaveoftendone。'
MissGradgrindreadilypermittingMrs。Sparsittodoanythingshepleased,thatconsiderateladymadethebeverage,andhandedittoMr。Bounderby。'Itwilldoyougood,sir。Itwillwarmyourheart。Itisthesortofthingyouwant,andoughttotake,sir。'
AndwhenMr。Bounderbysaid,'Yourhealth,ma'am!'sheansweredwithgreatfeeling,'Thankyou,sir。Thesametoyou,andhappinessalso。'Finally,shewishedhimgoodnight,withgreatpathos;andMr。Bounderbywenttobed,withamaudlinpersuasionthathehadbeencrossedinsomethingtender,thoughhecouldnot,forhislife,havementionedwhatitwas。
LongafterLouisahadundressedandlaindown,shewatchedandwaitedforherbrother'scominghome。Thatcouldhardlybe,sheknew,untilanhourpastmidnight;butinthecountrysilence,whichdidanythingbutcalmthetroubleofherthoughts,timelaggedwearily。Atlast,whenthedarknessandstillnesshadseemedforhourstothickenoneanother,sheheardthebellatthegate。Shefeltasthoughshewouldhavebeengladthatitrangonuntildaylight;butitceased,andthecirclesofitslastsoundspreadoutfainterandwiderintheair,andallwasdeadagain。
Shewaitedyetsomequarterofanhour,asshejudged。Thenshearose,putonalooserobe,andwentoutofherroominthedark,andupthestaircasetoherbrother'sroom。Hisdoorbeingshut,shesoftlyopeneditandspoketohim,approachinghisbedwithanoiselessstep。
Shekneeleddownbesideit,passedherarmoverhisneck,anddrewhisfacetohers。Sheknewthatheonlyfeignedtobeasleep,butshesaidnothingtohim。
Hestartedbyandbyasifhewerejustthenawakened,andaskedwhothatwas,andwhatwasthematter?
'Tom,haveyouanythingtotellme?Ifeveryoulovedmeinyourlife,andhaveanythingconcealedfromeveryonebesides,tellittome。'
'Idon'tknowwhatyoumean,Loo。Youhavebeendreaming。'
'Mydearbrother:'shelaidherheaddownonhispillow,andherhairflowedoverhimasifshewouldhidehimfromeveryonebutherself:'istherenothingthatyouhavetotellme?Istherenothingyoucantellmeifyouwill?Youcantellmenothingthatwillchangeme。OTom,tellmethetruth!'
'Idon'tknowwhatyoumean,Loo!'
'Asyoulieherealone,mydear,inthemelancholynight,soyoumustliesomewhereonenight,whenevenI,ifIamlivingthen,shallhaveleftyou。AsIamherebesideyou,barefoot,unclothed,undistinguishableindarkness,somustIliethroughallthenightofmydecay,untilIamdust。Inthenameofthattime,Tom,tellmethetruthnow!'
'Whatisityouwanttoknow?'
'Youmaybecertain;'intheenergyofherloveshetookhimtoherbosomasifhewereachild;'thatIwillnotreproachyou。YoumaybecertainthatIwillbecompassionateandtruetoyou。YoumaybecertainthatIwillsaveyouatwhatevercost。OTom,haveyounothingtotellme?Whisperverysoftly。Sayonly"yes,"andIshallunderstandyou!'
Sheturnedhereartohislips,butheremaineddoggedlysilent。
'Notaword,Tom?'
'HowcanIsayYes,orhowcanIsayNo,whenIdon'tknowwhatyoumean?Loo,youareabrave,kindgirl,worthyIbegintothinkofabetterbrotherthanIam。ButIhavenothingmoretosay。Gotobed,gotobed。'
'Youaretired,'shewhisperedpresently,moreinherusualway。
'Yes,Iamquitetiredout。'
'Youhavebeensohurriedanddisturbedto-day。Haveanyfreshdiscoveriesbeenmade?'
'Onlythoseyouhaveheardof,from-him。'
'Tom,haveyousaidtoanyonethatwemadeavisittothosepeople,andthatwesawthosethreetogether?'
'No。Didn'tyouyourselfparticularlyaskmetokeepitquietwhenyouaskedmetogotherewithyou?'
'Yes。ButIdidnotknowthenwhatwasgoingtohappen。'
'NorIneither。HowcouldI?'
Hewasveryquickuponherwiththisretort。
'OughtItosay,afterwhathashappened,'saidhissister,standingbythebed-shehadgraduallywithdrawnherselfandrisen,'thatImadethatvisit?ShouldIsayso?MustIsayso?'
'GoodHeavens,Loo,'returnedherbrother,'youarenotinthehabitofaskingmyadvice。saywhatyoulike。Ifyoukeepittoyourself,Ishallkeepittomyself。Ifyoudiscloseit,there'sanendofit。'
Itwastoodarkforeithertoseetheother'sface;buteachseemedveryattentive,andtoconsiderbeforespeaking。
'Tom,doyoubelievethemanIgavethemoneyto,isreallyimplicatedinthiscrime?'
'Idon'tknow。Idon'tseewhyheshouldn'tbe。'
'Heseemedtomeanhonestman。'
'Anotherpersonmayseemtoyoudishonest,andyetnotbeso。'
Therewasapause,forhehadhesitatedandstopped。
'Inshort,'resumedTom,asifhehadmadeuphismind,'ifyoucometothat,perhapsIwassofarfrombeingaltogetherinhisfavour,thatItookhimoutsidethedoortotellhimquietly,thatIthoughthemightconsiderhimselfverywellofftogetsuchawindfallashehadgotfrommysister,andthatIhopedhewouldmakegooduseofit。YourememberwhetherItookhimoutornot。
Isaynothingagainsttheman;hemaybeaverygoodfellow,foranythingIknow;Ihopeheis。'
'Washeoffendedbywhatyousaid?'
'No,hetookitprettywell;hewascivilenough。Whereareyou,Loo?'Hesatupinbedandkissedher。'Goodnight,mydear,goodnight。'
'Youhavenothingmoretotellme?'
'No。WhatshouldIhave?Youwouldn'thavemetellyoualie!'
'Iwouldn'thaveyoudothatto-night,Tom,ofallthenightsinyourlife;manyandmuchhappierasIhopetheywillbe。'
'Thankyou,mydearLoo。Iamsotired,thatIamsureIwonderI
don'tsayanythingtogettosleep。Gotobed,gotobed。'
Kissingheragain,heturnedround,drewthecoverletoverhishead,andlayasstillasifthattimehadcomebywhichshehadadjuredhim。Shestoodforsometimeatthebedsidebeforesheslowlymovedaway。Shestoppedatthedoor,lookedbackwhenshehadopenedit,andaskedhimifhehadcalledher?Buthelaystill,andshesoftlyclosedthedoorandreturnedtoherroom。
Thenthewretchedboylookedcautiouslyupandfoundhergone,creptoutofbed,fastenedhisdoor,andthrewhimselfuponhispillowagain:tearinghishair,moroselycrying,grudginglylovingher,hatefullybutimpenitentlyspurninghimself,andnolesshatefullyandunprofitablyspurningallthegoodintheworld。
CHAPTERIX-HEARINGTHELASTOFIT
MRS。SPARSIT,lyingbytorecoverthetoneofhernervesinMr。
Bounderby'sretreat,keptsuchasharplook-out,nightandday,underherCoriolanianeyebrows,thathereyes,likeacoupleoflighthousesonaniron-boundcoast,mighthavewarnedallprudentmarinersfromthatboldrockherRomannoseandthedarkandcraggyregioninitsneighbourhood,butfortheplacidityofhermanner。
Althoughitwashardtobelievethatherretiringforthenightcouldbeanythingbutaform,soseverelywideawakewerethoseclassicaleyesofhers,andsoimpossiblediditseemthatherrigidnosecouldyieldtoanyrelaxinginfluence,yethermannerofsitting,smoothingheruncomfortable,nottosay,grittymittenstheywereconstructedofacoolfabriclikeameat-safe,orofamblingtounknownplacesofdestinationwithherfootinhercottonstirrup,wassoperfectlyserene,thatmostobserverswouldhavebeenconstrainedtosupposeheradove,embodiedbysomefreakofnature,intheearthlytabernacleofabirdofthehook-beakedorder。
Shewasamostwonderfulwomanforprowlingaboutthehouse。Howshegotfromstorytostorywasamysterybeyondsolution。Aladysodecorousinherself,andsohighlyconnected,wasnottobesuspectedofdroppingoverthebanistersorslidingdownthem,yetherextraordinaryfacilityoflocomotionsuggestedthewildidea。
AnothernoticeablecircumstanceinMrs。Sparsitwas,thatshewasneverhurried。Shewouldshootwithconsummatevelocityfromtherooftothehall,yetwouldbeinfullpossessionofherbreathanddignityonthemomentofherarrivalthere。Neitherwassheeverseenbyhumanvisiontogoatagreatpace。
ShetookverykindlytoMr。Harthouse,andhadsomepleasantconversationwithhimsoonafterherarrival。Shemadehimherstatelycurtseyinthegarden,onemorningbeforebreakfast。
'Itappearsbutyesterday,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'thatIhadthehonourofreceivingyouattheBank,whenyouweresogoodastowishtobemadeacquaintedwithMr。Bounderby'saddress。'
'Anoccasion,Iamsure,nottobeforgottenbymyselfinthecourseofAges,'saidMr。Harthouse,inclininghisheadtoMrs。
Sparsitwiththemostindolentofallpossibleairs。
'Weliveinasingularworld,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit。
'Ihavehadthehonour,byacoincidenceofwhichIamproud,tohavemadearemark,similarineffect,thoughnotsoepigrammaticallyexpressed。'
'Asingularworld,Iwouldsay,sir,'pursuedMrs。Sparsit;afteracknowledgingthecomplimentwithadroopingofherdarkeyebrows,notaltogethersomildinitsexpressionashervoicewasinitsdulcettones;'asregardstheintimaciesweformatonetime,withindividualswewerequiteignorantof,atanother。Irecall,sir,thatonthatoccasionyouwentsofarastosayyouwereactuallyapprehensiveofMissGradgrind。'
'Yourmemorydoesmemorehonourthanmyinsignificancedeserves。
Iavailedmyselfofyourobliginghintstocorrectmytimidity,anditisunnecessarytoaddthattheywereperfectlyaccurate。Mrs。
Sparsit'stalentfor-infactforanythingrequiringaccuracy-
withacombinationofstrengthofmind-andFamily-istoohabituallydevelopedtoadmitofanyquestion。'Hewasalmostfallingasleepoverthiscompliment;ittookhimsolongtogetthrough,andhismindwanderedsomuchinthecourseofitsexecution。
'YoufoundMissGradgrind-IreallycannotcallherMrs。
Bounderby;it'sveryabsurdofme-asyouthfulasIdescribedher?'askedMrs。Sparsit,sweetly。
'Youdrewherportraitperfectly,'saidMr。Harthouse。'Presentedherdeadimage。'
'Veryengaging,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,causinghermittensslowlytorevolveoveroneanother。
'Highlyso。'
'Itusedtobeconsidered,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'thatMissGradgrindwaswantinginanimation,butIconfesssheappearstomeconsiderablyandstrikinglyimprovedinthatrespect。Ay,andindeedhereisMr。Bounderby!'criedMrs。Sparsit,noddingherheadagreatmanytimes,asifshehadbeentalkingandthinkingofnooneelse。'Howdoyoufindyourselfthismorning,sir?Prayletusseeyoucheerful,sir。'
Now,thesepersistentassuagementsofhismisery,andlighteningsofhisload,hadbythistimebeguntohavetheeffectofmakingMr。BounderbysofterthanusualtowardsMrs。Sparsit,andharderthanusualtomostotherpeoplefromhiswifedownward。So,whenMrs。Sparsitsaidwithforcedlightnessofheart,'Youwantyourbreakfast,sir,butIdaresayMissGradgrindwillsoonbeheretopresideatthetable,'Mr。Bounderbyreplied,'IfIwaitedtobetakencareofbymywife,ma'am,IbelieveyouknowprettywellI
shouldwaittillDoomsday,soI'lltroubleyoutotakechargeoftheteapot。'Mrs。Sparsitcomplied,andassumedheroldpositionattable。
Thisagainmadetheexcellentwomanvastlysentimental。Shewassohumblewithal,thatwhenLouisaappeared,sherose,protestingshenevercouldthinkofsittinginthatplaceunderexistingcircumstances,oftenasshehadhadthehonourofmakingMr。
Bounderby'sbreakfast,beforeMrs。Gradgrind-shebeggedpardon,shemeanttosayMissBounderby-shehopedtobeexcused,butshereallycouldnotgetitrightyet,thoughshetrustedtobecomefamiliarwithitbyandby-hadassumedherpresentposition。ItwasonlysheobservedbecauseMissGradgrindhappenedtobealittlelate,andMr。Bounderby'stimewassoveryprecious,andsheknewitofoldtobesoessentialthatheshouldbreakfasttothemoment,thatshehadtakenthelibertyofcomplyingwithhisrequest;longashiswillhadbeenalawtoher。
'There!Stopwhereyouare,ma'am,'saidMr。Bounderby,'stopwhereyouare!Mrs。Bounderbywillbeverygladtoberelievedofthetrouble,Ibelieve。'
'Don'tsaythat,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,almostwithseverity,'becausethatisveryunkindtoMrs。Bounderby。Andtobeunkindisnottobeyou,sir。'
'Youmaysetyourmindatrest,ma'am-Youcantakeitveryquietly,can'tyou,Loo?'saidMr。Bounderby,inablusteringwaytohiswife。
'Ofcourse。Itisofnomoment。Whyshoulditbeofanyimportancetome?'
'Whyshoulditbeofanyimportancetoanyone,Mrs。Sparsit,ma'am?'saidMr。Bounderby,swellingwithasenseofslight。'Youattachtoomuchimportancetothesethings,ma'am。ByGeorge,you'llbecorruptedinsomeofyournotionshere。Youareold-
fashioned,ma'am。YouarebehindTomGradgrind'schildren'stime。'
'Whatisthematterwithyou?'askedLouisa,coldlysurprised。
'Whathasgivenyouoffence?'
'Offence!'repeatedBounderby。'Doyousupposeiftherewasanyoffencegivenme,Ishouldn'tnameit,andrequesttohaveitcorrected?Iamastraightforwardman,Ibelieve。Idon'tgobeatingaboutforside-winds。'
'Isupposenooneeverhadoccasiontothinkyoutoodiffident,ortoodelicate,'Louisaansweredhimcomposedly:'Ihavenevermadethatobjectiontoyou,eitherasachildorasawoman。Idon'tunderstandwhatyouwouldhave。'
'Have?'returnedMr。Bounderby。'Nothing。Otherwise,don'tyou,LooBounderby,knowthoroughlywellthatI,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown,wouldhaveit?'
Shelookedathim,ashestruckthetableandmadetheteacupsring,withaproudcolourinherfacethatwasanewchange,Mr。
Harthousethought。'Youareincomprehensiblethismorning,'saidLouisa。'Praytakenofurthertroubletoexplainyourself。Iamnotcurioustoknowyourmeaning。Whatdoesitmatter?'
Nothingmorewassaidonthistheme,andMr。Harthousewassoonidlygayonindifferentsubjects。Butfromthisday,theSparsitactionuponMr。BounderbythrewLouisaandJamesHarthousemoretogether,andstrengthenedthedangerousalienationfromherhusbandandconfidenceagainsthimwithanother,intowhichshehadfallenbydegreessofinethatshecouldnotretracethemifshetried。Butwhethersheevertriedorno,layhiddeninherownclosedheart。
Mrs。Sparsitwassomuchaffectedonthisparticularoccasion,that,assistingMr。Bounderbytohishatafterbreakfast,andbeingthenalonewithhiminthehall,sheimprintedachastekissuponhishand,murmured'Mybenefactor!'andretired,overwhelmedwithgrief。Yetitisanindubitablefact,withinthecognizanceofthishistory,thatfiveminutesafterhehadleftthehouseintheself-samehat,thesamedescendantoftheScadgersesandconnexionbymatrimonyofthePowlers,shookherright-handmittenathisportrait,madeacontemptuousgrimaceatthatworkofart,andsaid'Serveyouright,youNoodle,andIamgladofit。'
Mr。Bounderbyhadnotbeenlonggone,whenBitzerappeared。Bitzerhadcomedownbytrain,shriekingandrattlingoverthelonglineofarchesthatbestrodethewildcountryofpastandpresentcoal-
pits,withanexpressfromStoneLodge。ItwasahastynotetoinformLouisathatMrs。Gradgrindlayveryill。Shehadneverbeenwellwithinherdaughter'sknowledge;but,shehaddeclinedwithinthelastfewdays,hadcontinuedsinkingallthroughthenight,andwasnowasnearlydead,asherlimitedcapacityofbeinginanystatethatimpliedtheghostofanintentiontogetoutofit,allowed。
Accompaniedbythelightestofporters,fitcolourlessservitoratDeath'sdoorwhenMrs。Gradgrindknocked,LouisarumbledtoCoketown,overthecoal-pitspastandpresent,andwaswhirledintoitssmokyjaws。Shedismissedthemessengertohisowndevices,androdeawaytoheroldhome。
Shehadseldombeentheresincehermarriage。Herfatherwasusuallysiftingandsiftingathisparliamentarycinder-heapinLondonwithoutbeingobservedtoturnupmanypreciousarticlesamongtherubbish,andwasstillhardatitinthenationaldust-
yard。Hermotherhadtakenitratherasadisturbancethanotherwise,tobevisited,asshereclineduponhersofa;youngpeople,Louisafeltherselfallunfitfor;Sissyshehadneversoftenedtoagain,sincethenightwhenthestroller'schildhadraisedhereyestolookatMr。Bounderby'sintendedwife。Shehadnoinducementstogoback,andhadrarelygone。
Neither,assheapproachedheroldhomenow,didanyofthebestinfluencesofoldhomedescenduponher。Thedreamsofchildhood-
itsairyfables;itsgraceful,beautiful,humane,impossibleadornmentsoftheworldbeyond:sogoodtobebelievedinonce,sogoodtoberememberedwhenoutgrown,forthentheleastamongthemrisestothestatureofagreatCharityintheheart,sufferinglittlechildrentocomeintothemidstofit,andtokeepwiththeirpurehandsagardeninthestonywaysofthisworld,whereinitwerebetterforallthechildrenofAdamthattheyshouldoftenersunthemselves,simpleandtrustful,andnotworldly-wise-
whathadshetodowiththese?Remembrancesofhowshehadjourneyedtothelittlethatsheknew,bytheenchantedroadsofwhatsheandmillionsofinnocentcreatureshadhopedandimagined;
ofhow,firstcominguponReasonthroughthetenderlightofFancy,shehadseenitabeneficentgod,deferringtogodsasgreatasitself;notagrimIdol,cruelandcold,withitsvictimsboundhandtofoot,anditsbigdumbshapesetupwithasightlessstare,nevertobemovedbyanythingbutsomanycalculatedtonsofleverage-whathadshetodowiththese?Herremembrancesofhomeandchildhoodwereremembrancesofthedryingupofeveryspringandfountaininheryoungheartasitgushedout。Thegoldenwaterswerenotthere。Theywereflowingforthefertilizationofthelandwheregrapesaregatheredfromthorns,andfigsfromthistles。
Shewent,withaheavy,hardenedkindofsorrowuponher,intothehouseandintohermother'sroom。Sincethetimeofherleavinghome,Sissyhadlivedwiththerestofthefamilyonequalterms。
Sissywasathermother'sside;andJane,hersister,nowtenortwelveyearsold,wasintheroom。
TherewasgreattroublebeforeitcouldbemadeknowntoMrs。
Gradgrindthathereldestchildwasthere。Shereclined,proppedup,frommerehabit,onacouch:asnearlyinheroldusualattitude,asanythingsohelplesscouldbekeptin。Shehadpositivelyrefusedtotaketoherbed;onthegroundthatifshedid,shewouldneverhearthelastofit。
Herfeeblevoicesoundedsofarawayinherbundleofshawls,andthesoundofanothervoiceaddressingherseemedtotakesuchalongtimeingettingdowntoherears,thatshemighthavebeenlyingatthebottomofawell。ThepoorladywasnearerTruththansheeverhadbeen:whichhadmuchtodowithit。
OnbeingtoldthatMrs。Bounderbywasthere,shereplied,atcross-
purposes,thatshehadnevercalledhimbythatnamesincehemarriedLouisa;thatpendingherchoiceofanobjectionablename,shehadcalledhimJ;andthatshecouldnotatpresentdepartfromthatregulation,notbeingyetprovidedwithapermanentsubstitute。Louisahadsatbyherforsomeminutes,andhadspokentoheroften,beforeshearrivedataclearunderstandingwhoitwas。Shethenseemedtocometoitallatonce。
'Well,mydear,'saidMrs。Gradgrind,'andIhopeyouaregoingonsatisfactorilytoyourself。Itwasallyourfather'sdoing。Hesethisheartuponit。Andheoughttoknow。'
'Iwanttohearofyou,mother;notofmyself。'
'Youwanttohearofme,mydear?That'ssomethingnew,Iamsure,whenanybodywantstohearofme。Notatallwell,Louisa。Veryfaintandgiddy。'
'Areyouinpain,dearmother?'
'Ithinkthere'sapainsomewhereintheroom,'saidMrs。
Gradgrind,'butIcouldn'tpositivelysaythatIhavegotit。'
Afterthisstrangespeech,shelaysilentforsometime。Louisa,holdingherhand,couldfeelnopulse;butkissingit,couldseeaslightthinthreadoflifeinflutteringmotion。
'Youveryseldomseeyoursister,'saidMrs。Gradgrind。'Shegrowslikeyou。Iwishyouwouldlookather。Sissy,bringherhere。'
Shewasbrought,andstoodwithherhandinhersister's。LouisahadobservedherwithherarmroundSissy'sneck,andshefeltthedifferenceofthisapproach。
'Doyouseethelikeness,Louisa?'
'Yes,mother。Ishouldthinkherlikeme。But-'
'Eh!Yes,Ialwayssayso,'Mrs。Gradgrindcried,withunexpectedquickness。'Andthatremindsme。I-Iwanttospeaktoyou,mydear。Sissy,mygoodgirl,leaveusaloneaminute。'Louisahadrelinquishedthehand:hadthoughtthathersister'swasabetterandbrighterfacethanhershadeverbeen:hadseeninit,notwithoutarisingfeelingofresentment,eveninthatplaceandatthattime,somethingofthegentlenessoftheotherfaceintheroom;thesweetfacewiththetrustingeyes,madepalerthanwatchingandsympathymadeit,bytherichdarkhair。
Leftalonewithhermother,Louisasawherlyingwithanawfullulluponherface,likeonewhowasfloatingawayuponsomegreatwater,allresistanceover,contenttobecarrieddownthestream。
Sheputtheshadowofahandtoherlipsagain,andrecalledher。
'Youweregoingtospeaktome,mother。'
'Eh?Yes,tobesure,mydear。Youknowyourfatherisalmostalwaysawaynow,andthereforeImustwritetohimaboutit。'
'Aboutwhat,mother?Don'tbetroubled。Aboutwhat?'
'Youmustremember,mydear,thatwheneverIhavesaidanything,onanysubject,Ihaveneverheardthelastofit:andconsequently,thatIhavelongleftoffsayinganything。'
'Icanhearyou,mother。'But,itwasonlybydintofbendingdowntoherear,andatthesametimeattentivelywatchingthelipsastheymoved,thatshecouldlinksuchfaintandbrokensoundsintoanychainofconnexion。
'Youlearntagreatdeal,Louisa,andsodidyourbrother。Ologiesofallkindsfrommorningtonight。IfthereisanyOlogyleft,ofanydescription,thathasnotbeenworntoragsinthishouse,allIcansayis,IhopeIshallneverhearitsname。'
'Icanhearyou,mother,whenyouhavestrengthtogoon。'This,tokeepherfromfloatingaway。
'Butthereissomething-notanOlogyatall-thatyourfatherhasmissed,orforgotten,Louisa。Idon'tknowwhatitis。IhaveoftensatwithSissynearme,andthoughtaboutit。Ishallnevergetitsnamenow。Butyourfathermay。Itmakesmerestless。I
wanttowritetohim,tofindoutforGod'ssake,whatitis。Givemeapen,givemeapen。'
Eventhepowerofrestlessnesswasgone,exceptfromthepoorhead,whichcouldjustturnfromsidetoside。
Shefancied,however,thatherrequesthadbeencompliedwith,andthatthepenshecouldnothaveheldwasinherhand。Itmatterslittlewhatfiguresofwonderfulno-meaningshebegantotraceuponherwrappers。Thehandsoonstoppedinthemidstofthem;thelightthathadalwaysbeenfeebleanddimbehindtheweaktransparency,wentout;andevenMrs。Gradgrind,emergedfromtheshadowinwhichmanwalkethanddisquietethhimselfinvain,tookuponherthedreadsolemnityofthesagesandpatriarchs。
CHAPTERX-MRS。SPARSIT'SSTAIRCASE
MRS。SPARSIT'Snervesbeingslowtorecovertheirtone,theworthywomanmadeastayofsomeweeksindurationatMr。Bounderby'sretreat,where,notwithstandingheranchoriteturnofmindbaseduponherbecomingconsciousnessofheralteredstation,sheresignedherselfwithnoblefortitudetolodging,asonemaysay,inclover,andfeedingonthefatoftheland。DuringthewholetermofthisrecessfromtheguardianshipoftheBank,Mrs。Sparsitwasapatternofconsistency;continuingtotakesuchpityonMr。
Bounderbytohisface,asisrarelytakenonman,andtocallhisportraitaNoodletoitsface,withthegreatestacrimonyandcontempt。
Mr。Bounderby,havinggotitintohisexplosivecompositionthatMrs。Sparsitwasahighlysuperiorwomantoperceivethathehadthatgeneralcrossuponhiminhisdesertsforhehadnotyetsettledwhatitwas,andfurtherthatLouisawouldhaveobjectedtoherasafrequentvisitorifithadcomportedwithhisgreatnessthatsheshouldobjecttoanythinghechosetodo,resolvednottolosesightofMrs。Sparsiteasily。Sowhenhernerveswerestrunguptothepitchofagainconsumingsweetbreadsinsolitude,hesaidtoheratthedinner-table,onthedaybeforeherdeparture,'I
tellyouwhat,ma'am;youshallcomedownhereofaSaturday,whilethefineweatherlasts,andstaytillMonday。'TowhichMrs。
Sparsitreturned,ineffect,thoughnotoftheMahomedanpersuasion:'Tohearistoobey。'
Now,Mrs。Sparsitwasnotapoeticalwoman;butshetookanideainthenatureofanallegoricalfancy,intoherhead。MuchwatchingofLouisa,andmuchconsequentobservationofherimpenetrabledemeanour,whichkeenlywhettedandsharpenedMrs。Sparsit'sedge,musthavegivenherasitwerealift,inthewayofinspiration。
SheerectedinhermindamightyStaircase,withadarkpitofshameandruinatthebottom;anddownthosestairs,fromdaytodayandhourtohour,shesawLouisacoming。
ItbecamethebusinessofMrs。Sparsit'slife,tolookupatherstaircase,andtowatchLouisacomingdown。Sometimesslowly,sometimesquickly,sometimesseveralstepsatonebout,sometimesstopping,neverturningback。Ifshehadonceturnedback,itmighthavebeenthedeathofMrs。Sparsitinspleenandgrief。
Shehadbeendescendingsteadily,totheday,andontheday,whenMr。Bounderbyissuedtheweeklyinvitationrecordedabove。Mrs。
Sparsitwasingoodspirits,andinclinedtobeconversational。
'Andpray,sir,'saidshe,'ifImayventuretoaskaquestionappertainingtoanysubjectonwhichyoushowreserve-whichisindeedhardyinme,forIwellknowyouhaveareasonforeverythingyoudo-haveyoureceivedintelligencerespectingtherobbery?'
'Why,ma'am,no;notyet。Underthecircumstances,Ididn'texpectityet。Romewasn'tbuiltinaday,ma'am。'
'Verytrue,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,shakingherhead。
'Noryetinaweek,ma'am。'
'No,indeed,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withagentlemelancholyuponher。
'Inasimilarmanner,ma'am,'saidBounderby,'Icanwait,youknow。IfRomulusandRemuscouldwait,JosiahBounderbycanwait。
TheywerebetteroffintheiryouththanIwas,however。Theyhadashe-wolfforanurse;Ihadonlyashe-wolfforagrandmother。
Shedidn'tgiveanymilk,ma'am;shegavebruises。ShewasaregularAlderneyatthat。'
'Ah!'Mrs。Sparsitsighedandshuddered。
'No,ma'am,'continuedBounderby,'Ihavenotheardanythingmoreaboutit。It'sinhand,though;andyoungTom,whoratherstickstobusinessatpresent-somethingnewforhim;hehadn'ttheschoolingIhad-ishelping。Myinjunctionis,Keepitquiet,andletitseemtoblowover。Dowhatyoulikeundertherose,butdon'tgiveasignofwhatyou'reabout;orhalfahundredof'emwillcombinetogetherandgetthisfellowwhohasbolted,outofreachforgood。Keepitquiet,andthethieveswillgrowinconfidencebylittleandlittle,andweshallhave'em。'
'Verysagaciousindeed,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit。'Veryinteresting。Theoldwomanyoumentioned,sir-'
'TheoldwomanImentioned,ma'am,'saidBounderby,cuttingthemattershort,asitwasnothingtoboastabout,'isnotlaidholdof;but,shemaytakeheroathshewillbe,ifthatisanysatisfactiontohervillainousoldmind。Inthemeantime,ma'am,Iamofopinion,ifyouaskmemyopinion,thatthelesssheistalkedabout,thebetter。'
Thesameevening,Mrs。Sparsit,inherchamberwindow,restingfromherpackingoperations,lookedtowardshergreatstaircaseandsawLouisastilldescending。
ShesatbyMr。Harthouse,inanalcoveinthegarden,talkingverylow;hestoodleaningoverher,astheywhisperedtogether,andhisfacealmosttouchedherhair。'Ifnotquite!'saidMrs。Sparsit,strainingherhawk'seyestotheutmost。Mrs。Sparsitwastoodistanttohearawordoftheirdiscourse,oreventoknowthattheywerespeakingsoftly,otherwisethanfromtheexpressionoftheirfigures;butwhattheysaidwasthis:
'Yourecollecttheman,Mr。Harthouse?'
'Oh,perfectly!'
'Hisface,andhismanner,andwhathesaid?'
'Perfectly。Andaninfinitelydrearypersonheappearedtometobe。Lengthyandprosyintheextreme。Itwasknowingtoholdforth,inthehumble-virtueschoolofeloquence;but,IassureyouIthoughtatthetime,"Mygoodfellow,youareover-doingthis!"'
'Ithasbeenverydifficulttometothinkillofthatman。'
'MydearLouisa-asTomsays。'Whichheneverdidsay。'Youknownogoodofthefellow?'
'No,certainly。'
'Norofanyothersuchperson?'
'HowcanI,'shereturned,withmoreofherfirstmanneronherthanhehadlatelyseen,'whenIknownothingofthem,menorwomen?'
'MydearLouisa,thenconsenttoreceivethesubmissiverepresentationofyourdevotedfriend,whoknowssomethingofseveralvarietiesofhisexcellentfellow-creatures-forexcellenttheyare,Iamquitereadytobelieve,inspiteofsuchlittlefoiblesasalwayshelpingthemselvestowhattheycangetholdof。
Thisfellowtalks。Well;everyfellowtalks。Heprofessesmorality。Well;allsortsofhumbugsprofessmorality。FromtheHouseofCommonstotheHouseofCorrection,thereisageneralprofessionofmorality,exceptamongourpeople;itreallyisthatexceptionwhichmakesourpeoplequitereviving。Yousawandheardthecase。HerewasoneofthefluffyclassespulledupextremelyshortbymyesteemedfriendMr。Bounderby-who,asweknow,isnotpossessedofthatdelicacywhichwouldsoftensotightahand。Thememberofthefluffyclasseswasinjured,exasperated,leftthehousegrumbling,metsomebodywhoproposedtohimtogoinforsomeshareinthisBankbusiness,wentin,putsomethinginhispocketwhichhadnothinginitbefore,andrelievedhismindextremely。
Reallyhewouldhavebeenanuncommon,insteadofacommon,fellow,ifhehadnotavailedhimselfofsuchanopportunity。Orhemayhaveoriginateditaltogether,ifhehadthecleverness。'
'Ialmostfeelasthoughitmustbebadinme,'returnedLouisa,aftersittingthoughtfulawhile,'tobesoreadytoagreewithyou,andtobesolightenedinmyheartbywhatyousay。'
'Ionlysaywhatisreasonable;nothingworse。IhavetalkeditoverwithmyfriendTommorethanonce-ofcourseIremainontermsofperfectconfidencewithTom-andheisquiteofmyopinion,andIamquiteofhis。Willyouwalk?'
Theystrolledaway,amongthelanesbeginningtobeindistinctinthetwilight-sheleaningonhisarm-andshelittlethoughthowshewasgoingdown,down,down,Mrs。Sparsit'sstaircase。
Nightandday,Mrs。Sparsitkeptitstanding。WhenLouisahadarrivedatthebottomanddisappearedinthegulf,itmightfallinuponherifitwould;but,untilthen,thereitwastobe,aBuilding,beforeMrs。Sparsit'seyes。AndthereLouisaalwayswas,uponit。
Andalwaysglidingdown,down,down!
Mrs。SparsitsawJamesHarthousecomeandgo;sheheardofhimhereandthere;shesawthechangesofthefacehehadstudied;she,too,remarkedtoanicetyhowandwhenitclouded,howandwhenitcleared;shekeptherblackeyeswideopen,withnotouchofpity,withnotouchofcompunction,allabsorbedininterest。Intheinterestofseeingher,everdrawing,withnohandtostayher,nearerandnearertothebottomofthisnewGiant'sStaircase。
WithallherdeferenceforMr。Bounderbyascontradistinguishedfromhisportrait,Mrs。Sparsithadnotthesmallestintentionofinterruptingthedescent。Eagertoseeitaccomplished,andyetpatient,shewaitedforthelastfall,asfortheripenessandfulnessoftheharvestofherhopes。Hushedinexpectancy,shekeptherwarygazeuponthestairs;andseldomsomuchasdarklyshookherrightmittenwithherfistinit,atthefigurecomingdown。
CHAPTERXI-LOWERANDLOWER
THEfiguredescendedthegreatstairs,steadily,steadily;alwaysverging,likeaweightindeepwater,totheblackgulfatthebottom。
Mr。Gradgrind,apprisedofhiswife'sdecease,madeanexpeditionfromLondon,andburiedherinabusiness-likemanner。Hethenreturnedwithpromptitudetothenationalcinder-heap,andresumedhissiftingfortheoddsandendshewanted,andhisthrowingofthedustaboutintotheeyesofotherpeoplewhowantedotheroddsandends-infactresumedhisparliamentaryduties。
Inthemeantime,Mrs。Sparsitkeptunwinkingwatchandward。
Separatedfromherstaircase,alltheweek,bythelengthofironroaddividingCoketownfromthecountryhouse,sheyetmaintainedhercat-likeobservationofLouisa,throughherhusband,throughherbrother,throughJamesHarthouse,throughtheoutsidesoflettersandpackets,througheverythinganimateandinanimatethatatanytimewentnearthestairs。'Yourfootonthelaststep,mylady,'saidMrs。Sparsit,apostrophizingthedescendingfigure,withtheaidofherthreateningmitten,'andallyourartshallneverblindme。'
Artornaturethough,theoriginalstockofLouisa'scharacterorthegraftofcircumstancesuponit,-hercuriousreservedidbaffle,whileitstimulated,oneassagaciousasMrs。Sparsit。
ThereweretimeswhenMr。JamesHarthousewasnotsureofher。
Thereweretimeswhenhecouldnotreadthefacehehadstudiedsolong;andwhenthislonelygirlwasagreatermysterytohim,thananywomanoftheworldwitharingofsatellitestohelpher。
Sothetimewenton;untilithappenedthatMr。Bounderbywascalledawayfromhomebybusinesswhichrequiredhispresenceelsewhere,forthreeorfourdays。ItwasonaFridaythatheintimatedthistoMrs。SparsitattheBank,adding:'Butyou'llgodownto-morrow,ma'am,allthesame。You'llgodownjustasifI
wasthere。Itwillmakenodifferencetoyou。'
'Pray,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,reproachfully,'letmebegyounottosaythat。Yourabsencewillmakeavastdifferencetome,sir,asIthinkyouverywellknow。'
'Well,ma'am,thenyoumustgetoninmyabsenceaswellasyoucan,'saidMr。Bounderby,notdispleased。
'Mr。Bounderby,'retortedMrs。Sparsit,'yourwillistomealaw,sir;otherwise,itmightbemyinclinationtodisputeyourkindcommands,notfeelingsurethatitwillbequitesoagreeabletoMissGradgrindtoreceiveme,asiteveristoyourownmunificenthospitality。Butyoushallsaynomore,sir。Iwillgo,uponyourinvitation。'
'Why,whenIinviteyoutomyhouse,ma'am,'saidBounderby,openinghiseyes,'Ishouldhopeyouwantnootherinvitation。'
'No,indeed,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'Ishouldhopenot。Saynomore,sir。Iwould,sir,Icouldseeyougayagain。'
'Whatdoyoumean,ma'am?'blusteredBounderby。
'Sir,'rejoinedMrs。Sparsit,'therewaswonttobeanelasticityinyouwhichIsadlymiss。Bebuoyant,sir!'
Mr。Bounderby,undertheinfluenceofthisdifficultadjuration,backedupbyhercompassionateeye,couldonlyscratchhisheadinafeebleandridiculousmanner,andafterwardsasserthimselfatadistance,bybeingheardtobullythesmallfryofbusinessallthemorning。
'Bitzer,'saidMrs。Sparsitthatafternoon,whenherpatronwasgoneonhisjourney,andtheBankwasclosing,'presentmycomplimentstoyoungMr。Thomas,andaskhimifhewouldstepupandpartakeofalambchopandwalnutketchup,withaglassofIndiaale?'YoungMr。Thomasbeingusuallyreadyforanythinginthatway,returnedagraciousanswer,andfollowedonitsheels。
'Mr。Thomas,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'theseplainviandsbeingontable,Ithoughtyoumightbetempted。'
'Thank'ee,Mrs。Sparsit,'saidthewhelp。Andgloomilyfellto。
'HowisMr。Harthouse,Mr。Tom?'askedMrs。Sparsit。
'Oh,he'sallright,'saidTom。
'Wheremayhebeatpresent?'Mrs。Sparsitaskedinalightconversationalmanner,aftermentallydevotingthewhelptotheFuriesforbeingsouncommunicative。
'HeisshootinginYorkshire,'saidTom。'SentLooabaskethalfasbigasachurch,yesterday。'
'Thekindofgentleman,now,'saidMrs。Sparsit,sweetly,'whomonemightwagertobeagoodshot!'
'Crack,'saidTom。
Hehadlongbeenadown-lookingyoungfellow,butthischaracteristichadsoincreasedoflate,thatheneverraisedhiseyestoanyfaceforthreesecondstogether。Mrs。Sparsitconsequentlyhadamplemeansofwatchinghislooks,ifsheweresoinclined。
'Mr。Harthouseisagreatfavouriteofmine,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'asindeedheisofmostpeople。Mayweexpecttoseehimagainshortly,Mr。Tom?'
'Why,Iexpecttoseehimto-morrow,'returnedthewhelp。
'Goodnews!'criedMrs。Sparsit,blandly。
'Ihavegotanappointmentwithhimtomeethimintheeveningatthestationhere,'saidTom,'andIamgoingtodinewithhimafterwards,Ibelieve。Heisnotcomingdowntothecountryhouseforaweekorso,beingduesomewhereelse。Atleast,hesaysso;
butIshouldn'twonderifhewastostophereoverSunday,andstraythatway。'
'Whichremindsme!'saidMrs。Sparsit。'Wouldyourememberamessagetoyoursister,Mr。Tom,ifIwastochargeyouwithone?'
'Well?I'lltry,'returnedthereluctantwhelp,'ifitisn'talongun。'
'Itismerelymyrespectfulcompliments,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'andI
fearImaynottroubleherwithmysocietythisweek;beingstillalittlenervous,andbetterperhapsbymypoorself。'
'Oh!Ifthat'sall,'observedTom,'itwouldn'tmuchmatter,evenifIwastoforgetit,forLoo'snotlikelytothinkofyouunlesssheseesyou。'
Havingpaidforhisentertainmentwiththisagreeablecompliment,herelapsedintoahangdogsilenceuntiltherewasnomoreIndiaaleleft,whenhesaid,'Well,Mrs。Sparsit,Imustbeoff!'andwentoff。
Nextday,Saturday,Mrs。Sparsitsatatherwindowalldaylonglookingatthecustomerscominginandout,watchingthepostmen,keepinganeyeonthegeneraltrafficofthestreet,revolvingmanythingsinhermind,but,aboveall,keepingherattentiononherstaircase。Theeveningcome,sheputonherbonnetandshawl,andwentquietlyout:havingherreasonsforhoveringinafurtivewayaboutthestationbywhichapassengerwouldarrivefromYorkshire,andforpreferringtopeepintoitroundpillarsandcorners,andoutofladies'waiting-roomwindows,toappearinginitsprecinctsopenly。
Tomwasinattendance,andloiteredaboutuntiltheexpectedtraincamein。ItbroughtnoMr。Harthouse。Tomwaiteduntilthecrowdhaddispersed,andthebustlewasover;andthenreferredtoapostedlistoftrains,andtookcounselwithporters。Thatdone,hestrolledawayidly,stoppinginthestreetandlookingupitanddownit,andliftinghishatoffandputtingitonagain,andyawningandstretchinghimself,andexhibitingallthesymptomsofmortalwearinesstobeexpectedinonewhohadstilltowaituntilthenexttrainshouldcomein,anhourandfortyminuteshence。
'Thisisadevicetokeephimoutoftheway,'saidMrs。Sparsit,startingfromthedullofficewindowwhenceshehadwatchedhimlast。'Harthouseiswithhissisternow!'
Itwastheconceptionofaninspiredmoment,andsheshotoffwithherutmostswiftnesstoworkitout。Thestationforthecountryhousewasattheoppositeendofthetown,thetimewasshort,theroadnoteasy;butshewassoquickinpouncingonadisengagedcoach,soquickindartingoutofit,producinghermoney,seizingherticket,anddivingintothetrain,thatshewasbornealongthearchesspanningthelandofcoal-pitspastandpresent,asifshehadbeencaughtupinacloudandwhirledaway。
Allthejourney,immovableintheairthoughneverleftbehind;
plaintothedarkeyesofhermind,astheelectricwireswhichruledacolossalstripofmusic-paperoutoftheeveningsky,wereplaintothedarkeyesofherbody;Mrs。Sparsitsawherstaircase,withthefigurecomingdown。Verynearthebottomnow。Uponthebrinkoftheabyss。
AnovercastSeptemberevening,justatnightfall,sawbeneathitsdroopingeyelidsMrs。Sparsitglideoutofhercarriage,passdownthewoodenstepsofthelittlestationintoastonyroad,crossitintoagreenlane,andbecomehiddeninasummer-growthofleavesandbranches。Oneortwolatebirdssleepilychirpingintheirnests,andabatheavilycrossingandrecrossingher,andthereekofherowntreadinthethickdustthatfeltlikevelvet,wereallMrs。Sparsitheardorsawuntilsheverysoftlyclosedagate。
Shewentuptothehouse,keepingwithintheshrubbery,andwentroundit,peepingbetweentheleavesatthelowerwindows。Mostofthemwereopen,astheyusuallywereinsuchwarmweather,buttherewerenolightsyet,andallwassilent。Shetriedthegardenwithnobettereffect。Shethoughtofthewood,andstoletowardsit,heedlessoflonggrassandbriers:ofworms,snails,andslugs,andallthecreepingthingsthatbe。Withherdarkeyesandherhooknosewarilyinadvanceofher,Mrs。Sparsitsoftlycrushedherwaythroughthethickundergrowth,sointentuponherobjectthatsheprobablywouldhavedonenoless,ifthewoodhadbeenawoodofadders。
Hark!
Thesmallerbirdsmighthavetumbledoutoftheirnests,fascinatedbytheglitteringofMrs。Sparsit'seyesinthegloom,asshestoppedandlistened。
Lowvoicescloseathand。Hisvoiceandhers。Theappointmentwasadevicetokeepthebrotheraway!Theretheywereyonder,bythefelledtree。
Bendinglowamongthedewygrass,Mrs。Sparsitadvancedclosertothem。Shedrewherselfup,andstoodbehindatree,likeRobinsonCrusoeinhisambuscadeagainstthesavages;soneartothemthatataspring,andthatnogreatone,shecouldhavetouchedthemboth。Hewastheresecretly,andhadnotshownhimselfatthehouse。Hehadcomeonhorseback,andmusthavepassedthroughtheneighbouringfields;forhishorsewastiedtothemeadowsideofthefence,withinafewpaces。
'Mydearestlove,'saidhe,'whatcouldIdo?Knowingyouwerealone,wasitpossiblethatIcouldstayaway?'
'Youmayhangyourhead,tomakeyourselfthemoreattractive;I
don'tknowwhattheyseeinyouwhenyouholditup,'thoughtMrs。
Sparsit;'butyoulittlethink,mydearestlove,whoseeyesareonyou!'
Thatshehungherhead,wascertain。Sheurgedhimtogoaway,shecommandedhimtogoaway;butsheneitherturnedherfacetohim,norraisedit。Yetitwasremarkablethatshesatasstillasevertheamiablewomaninambuscadehadseenhersit,atanyperiodinherlife。Herhandsrestedinoneanother,likethehandsofastatue;andevenhermannerofspeakingwasnothurried。
'Mydearchild,'saidHarthouse;Mrs。Sparsitsawwithdelightthathisarmembracedher;'willyounotbearwithmysocietyforalittlewhile?'
'Nothere。'
'Where,Louisa?
'Nothere。'
'Butwehavesolittletimetomakesomuchof,andIhavecomesofar,andamaltogethersodevoted,anddistracted。Thereneverwasaslaveatoncesodevotedandill-usedbyhismistress。Tolookforyoursunnywelcomethathaswarmedmeintolife,andtobereceivedinyourfrozenmanner,isheart-rending。'
'AmItosayagain,thatImustbelefttomyselfhere?'
'Butwemustmeet,mydearLouisa。Whereshallwemeet?'
Theybothstarted。Thelistenerstarted,guiltily,too;forshethoughttherewasanotherlisteneramongthetrees。Itwasonlyrain,beginningtofallfast,inheavydrops。
'ShallIrideuptothehouseafewminuteshence,innocentlysupposingthatitsmasterisathomeandwillbecharmedtoreceiveme?'
'No!'
'Yourcruelcommandsareimplicitlytobeobeyed;thoughIamthemostunfortunatefellowintheworld,Ibelieve,tohavebeeninsensibletoallotherwomen,andtohavefallenprostrateatlastunderthefootofthemostbeautiful,andthemostengaging,andthemostimperious。MydearestLouisa,Icannotgomyself,orletyougo,inthishardabuseofyourpower。'
Mrs。Sparsitsawhimdetainherwithhisencirclingarm,andheardhimthenandthere,withinherMrs。Sparsit'sgreedyhearing,tellherhowhelovedher,andhowshewasthestakeforwhichheardentlydesiredtoplayawayallthathehadinlife。Theobjectshehadlatelypursued,turnedworthlessbesideher;suchsuccessaswasalmostinhisgrasp,heflungawayfromhimlikethedirtitwas,comparedwithher。Itspursuit,nevertheless,ifitkepthimnearher,oritsrenunciationifittookhimfromher,orflightifshesharedit,orsecrecyifshecommandedit,oranyfate,oreveryfate,allwasaliketohim,sothatshewastruetohim,-
themanwhohadseenhowcastawayshewas,whomshehadinspiredattheirfirstmeetingwithanadmiration,aninterest,ofwhichhehadthoughthimselfincapable,whomshehadreceivedintoherconfidence,whowasdevotedtoherandadoredher。Allthis,andmore,inhishurry,andinhers,inthewhirlofherowngratifiedmalice,inthedreadofbeingdiscovered,intherapidlyincreasingnoiseofheavyrainamongtheleaves,andathunderstormrollingup-Mrs。Sparsitreceivedintohermind,setoffwithsuchanunavoidablehaloofconfusionandindistinctness,thatwhenatlengthheclimbedthefenceandledhishorseaway,shewasnotsurewheretheyweretomeet,orwhen,exceptthattheyhadsaiditwastobethatnight。
Butoneofthemyetremainedinthedarknessbeforeher;andwhileshetrackedthatoneshemustberight。'Oh,mydearestlove,'
thoughtMrs。Sparsit,'youlittlethinkhowwellattendedyouare!'
Mrs。Sparsitsawheroutofthewood,andsawherenterthehouse。
Whattodonext?Itrainednow,inasheetofwater。Mrs。
Sparsit'swhitestockingswereofmanycolours,greenpredominating;pricklythingswereinhershoes;caterpillarsslungthemselves,inhammocksoftheirownmaking,fromvariouspartsofherdress;rillsranfromherbonnet,andherRomannose。Insuchcondition,Mrs。Sparsitstoodhiddeninthedensityoftheshrubbery,consideringwhatnext?
Lo,Louisacomingoutofthehouse!Hastilycloakedandmuffled,andstealingaway。Sheelopes!Shefallsfromthelowermoststair,andisswallowedupinthegulf。
Indifferenttotherain,andmovingwithaquickdeterminedstep,shestruckintoaside-pathparallelwiththeride。Mrs。Sparsitfollowedintheshadowofthetrees,atbutashortdistance;foritwasnoteasytokeepafigureinviewgoingquicklythroughtheumbrageousdarkness。
Whenshestoppedtoclosetheside-gatewithoutnoise,Mrs。Sparsitstopped。Whenshewenton,Mrs。Sparsitwenton。ShewentbythewayMrs。Sparsithadcome,emergedfromthegreenlane,crossedthestonyroad,andascendedthewoodenstepstotherailroad。AtrainforCoketownwouldcomethroughpresently,Mrs。Sparsitknew;sosheunderstoodCoketowntobeherfirstplaceofdestination。
InMrs。Sparsit'slimpandstreamingstate,noextensiveprecautionswerenecessarytochangeherusualappearance;but,shestoppedundertheleeofthestationwall,tumbledhershawlintoanewshape,andputitonoverherbonnet。Sodisguisedshehadnofearofbeingrecognizedwhenshefolloweduptherailroadsteps,andpaidhermoneyinthesmalloffice。Louisasatwaitinginacorner。Mrs。Sparsitsatwaitinginanothercorner。Bothlistenedtothethunder,whichwasloud,andtotherain,asitwashedofftheroof,andpatteredontheparapetsofthearches。Twoorthreelampswererainedoutandblownout;so,bothsawthelightningtoadvantageasitquiveredandzigzaggedontheirontracks。
Theseizureofthestationwithafitoftrembling,graduallydeepeningtoacomplaintoftheheart,announcedthetrain。Fireandsteam,andsmoke,andredlight;ahiss,acrash,abell,andashriek;Louisaputintoonecarriage,Mrs。Sparsitputintoanother:thelittlestationadesertspeckinthethunderstorm。
Thoughherteethchatteredinherheadfromwetandcold,Mrs。
Sparsitexultedhugely。Thefigurehadplungeddowntheprecipice,andshefeltherself,asitwere,attendingonthebody。Couldshe,whohadbeensoactiveinthegettingupofthefuneraltriumph,dolessthanexult?'ShewillbeatCoketownlongbeforehim,'thoughtMrs。Sparsit,'thoughhishorseisneversogood。
Wherewillshewaitforhim?Andwherewilltheygotogether?
Patience。Weshallsee。'
Thetremendousrainoccasionedinfiniteconfusion,whenthetrainstoppedatitsdestination。Guttersandpipeshadburst,drainshadoverflowed,andstreetswereunderwater。Inthefirstinstantofalighting,Mrs。Sparsitturnedherdistractedeyestowardsthewaitingcoaches,whichwereingreatrequest。'Shewillgetintoone,'sheconsidered,'andwillbeawaybeforeIcanfollowinanother。Atallrisksofbeingrunover,Imustseethenumber,andheartheordergiventothecoachman。'
But,Mrs。Sparsitwaswronginhercalculation。Louisagotintonocoach,andwasalreadygone。Theblackeyeskeptupontherailroad-carriageinwhichshehadtravelled,settleduponitamomenttoolate。Thedoornotbeingopenedafterseveralminutes,Mrs。Sparsitpasseditandrepassedit,sawnothing,lookedin,andfounditempty。Wetthroughandthrough:withherfeetsquelchingandsquashinginhershoeswhenevershemoved;witharashofrainuponherclassicalvisage;withabonnetlikeanover-ripefig;
withallherclothesspoiled;withdampimpressionsofeverybutton,string,andhook-and-eyeshewore,printedoffuponherhighlyconnectedback;withastagnantverdureonhergeneralexterior,suchasaccumulatesonanoldparkfenceinamouldylane;Mrs。Sparsithadnoresourcebuttoburstintotearsofbitternessandsay,'Ihavelosther!'
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