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第2章

  'Verywell,'saidBounderby。'Iwasborninaditch,andmymotherranawayfromme。DoIexcuseherforit?No。HaveIeverexcusedherforit?NotI。WhatdoIcallherforit?Icallherprobablytheveryworstwomanthateverlivedintheworld,exceptmydrunkengrandmother。There'snofamilyprideaboutme,there'snoimaginativesentimentalhumbugaboutme。Icallaspadeaspade;andIcallthemotherofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown,withoutanyfearoranyfavour,whatIshouldcallherifshehadbeenthemotherofDickJonesofWapping。So,withthisman。Heisarunawayrogueandavagabond,that'swhatheis,inEnglish。'
  'It'sallthesametomewhatheisorwhatheisnot,whetherinEnglishorwhetherinFrench,'retortedMr。E。W。B。Childers,facingabout。'Iamtellingyourfriendwhat'sthefact;ifyoudon'tliketohearit,youcanavailyourselfoftheopenair。Yougiveitmouthenough,youdo;butgiveitmouthinyourownbuildingatleast,'remonstratedE。W。B。withsternirony。'Don'tgiveitmouthinthisbuilding,tillyou'recalledupon。YouhavegotsomebuildingofyourownIdaresay,now?'
  'Perhapsso,'repliedMr。Bounderby,rattlinghismoneyandlaughing。
  'Thengiveitmouthinyourownbuilding,willyou,ifyouplease?'
  saidChilders。'Becausethisisn'tastrongbuilding,andtoomuchofyoumightbringitdown!'
  EyeingMr。Bounderbyfromheadtofootagain,heturnedfromhim,asfromamanfinallydisposedof,toMr。Gradgrind。
  'Jupesenthisdaughteroutonanerrandnotanhourago,andthenwasseentoslipouthimself,withhishatoverhiseyes,andabundletiedupinahandkerchiefunderhisarm。Shewillneverbelieveitofhim,buthehascutawayandlefther。'
  'Pray,'saidMr。Gradgrind,'whywillsheneverbelieveitofhim?'
  'Becausethosetwowereone。Becausetheywereneverasunder。
  Because,uptothistime,heseemedtodoteuponher,'saidChilders,takingasteportwotolookintotheemptytrunk。BothMr。ChildersandMasterKidderminsterwalkedinacuriousmanner;
  withtheirlegswiderapartthanthegeneralrunofmen,andwithaveryknowingassumptionofbeingstiffintheknees。ThiswalkwascommontoallthemalemembersofSleary'scompany,andwasunderstoodtoexpress,thattheywerealwaysonhorseback。
  'PoorSissy!Hehadbetterhaveapprenticedher,'saidChilders,givinghishairanothershake,ashelookedupfromtheemptybox。
  'Now,heleavesherwithoutanythingtotaketo。'
  'Itiscreditabletoyou,whohaveneverbeenapprenticed,toexpressthatopinion,'returnedMr。Gradgrind,approvingly。
  'Ineverapprenticed?IwasapprenticedwhenIwassevenyearold。'
  'Oh!Indeed?'saidMr。Gradgrind,ratherresentfully,ashavingbeendefraudedofhisgoodopinion。'Iwasnotawareofitsbeingthecustomtoapprenticeyoungpersonsto-'
  'Idleness,'Mr。Bounderbyputinwithaloudlaugh。'No,bytheLordHarry!NorI!'
  'Herfatheralwayshaditinhishead,'resumedChilders,feigningunconsciousnessofMr。Bounderby'sexistence,'thatshewastobetaughtthedeuce-and-allofeducation。Howitgotintohishead,I
  can'tsay;Icanonlysaythatitnevergotout。Hehasbeenpickingupabitofreadingforher,here-andabitofwritingforher,there-andabitofcipheringforher,somewhereelse-
  thesesevenyears。'
  Mr。E。W。B。Childerstookoneofhishandsoutofhispockets,strokedhisfaceandchin,andlooked,withagooddealofdoubtandalittlehope,atMr。Gradgrind。Fromthefirsthehadsoughttoconciliatethatgentleman,forthesakeofthedesertedgirl。
  'WhenSissygotintotheschoolhere,'hepursued,'herfatherwasaspleasedasPunch。Icouldn'taltogethermakeoutwhy,myself,aswewerenotstationaryhere,beingbutcomersandgoersanywhere。Isuppose,however,hehadthismoveinhismind-hewasalwayshalf-cracked-andthenconsideredherprovidedfor。Ifyoushouldhappentohavelookedinto-night,forthepurposeoftellinghimthatyouweregoingtodoheranylittleservice,'saidMr。Childers,strokinghisfaceagain,andrepeatinghislook,'itwouldbeveryfortunateandwell-timed;veryfortunateandwell-
  timed。'
  'Onthecontrary,'returnedMr。Gradgrind。'Icametotellhimthatherconnectionsmadehernotanobjectfortheschool,andthatshemustnotattendanymore。Still,ifherfatherreallyhaslefther,withoutanyconnivanceonherpart-Bounderby,letmehaveawordwithyou。'
  Uponthis,Mr。Childerspolitelybetookhimself,withhisequestrianwalk,tothelandingoutsidethedoor,andtherestoodstrokinghisface,andsoftlywhistling。Whilethusengaged,heoverheardsuchphrasesinMr。Bounderby'svoiceas'No。Isayno。
  Iadviseyounot。Isaybynomeans。'While,fromMr。Gradgrind,heheardinhismuchlowertonethewords,'ButevenasanexampletoLouisa,ofwhatthispursuitwhichhasbeenthesubjectofavulgarcuriosity,leadstoandendsin。Thinkofit,Bounderby,inthatpointofview。'
  Meanwhile,thevariousmembersofSleary'scompanygraduallygatheredtogetherfromtheupperregions,wheretheywerequartered,and,fromstandingabout,talkinginlowvoicestooneanotherandtoMr。Childers,graduallyinsinuatedthemselvesandhimintotheroom。Thereweretwoorthreehandsomeyoungwomenamongthem,withtheirtwoorthreehusbands,andtheirtwoorthreemothers,andtheireightorninelittlechildren,whodidthefairybusinesswhenrequired。Thefatherofoneofthefamilieswasinthehabitofbalancingthefatherofanotherofthefamiliesonthetopofagreatpole;thefatherofathirdfamilyoftenmadeapyramidofboththosefathers,withMasterKidderminsterfortheapex,andhimselfforthebase;allthefatherscoulddanceuponrollingcasks,standuponbottles,catchknivesandballs,twirlhand-basins,rideuponanything,jumpovereverything,andstickatnothing。Allthemotherscouldanddiddance,upontheslackwireandthetight-rope,andperformrapidactsonbare-backedsteeds;noneofthemwereatallparticularinrespectofshowingtheirlegs;andoneofthem,aloneinaGreekchariot,drovesixinhandintoeverytowntheycameto。Theyallassumedtobemightyrakishandknowing,theywerenotverytidyintheirprivatedresses,theywerenotatallorderlyintheirdomesticarrangements,andthecombinedliteratureofthewholecompanywouldhaveproducedbutapoorletteronanysubject。Yettherewasaremarkablegentlenessandchildishnessaboutthesepeople,aspecialinaptitudeforanykindofsharppractice,andanuntiringreadinesstohelpandpityoneanother,deservingoftenofasmuchrespect,andalwaysofasmuchgenerousconstruction,astheevery-
  dayvirtuesofanyclassofpeopleintheworld。
  LastofallappearedMr。Sleary:astoutmanasalreadymentioned,withonefixedeye,andonelooseeye,avoiceifitcanbecalledsoliketheeffortsofabrokenoldpairofbellows,aflabbysurface,andamuddledheadwhichwasneversoberandneverdrunk。
  'Thquire!'saidMr。Sleary,whowastroubledwithasthma,andwhosebreathcamefartoothickandheavyfortheletters,'Yourthervant!Thithithabadpietheofbithnith,thithith。You'veheardofmyClownandhithdogbeingthuppothedtohavemorrithed?'
  HeaddressedMr。Gradgrind,whoanswered'Yes。'
  'Well,Thquire,'hereturned,takingoffhishat,andrubbingtheliningwithhispocket-handkerchief,whichhekeptinsideforthepurpose。'Ithityourintenthiontodoanythingforthepoorgirl,Thquire?'
  'Ishallhavesomethingtoproposetoherwhenshecomesback,'
  saidMr。Gradgrind。
  'Gladtohearit,Thquire。NotthatIwanttogetridofthechild,anymorethanIwanttothtandinherway。I'mwillingtotakeherprentith,thoughatherageithlate。Myvoitheithalittlehuthky,Thquire,andnoteathyheardbythemathdon'tknowme;butifyou'dbeenchilledandheated,heatedandchilled,chilledandheatedintheringwhenyouwathyoung,athoftenathI
  havebeen,yourvoithewouldn'thavelathtedout,Thquire,nomorethanmine。'
  'Idaresaynot,'saidMr。Gradgrind。
  'Whatthallitbe,Thquire,whileyouwait?ThallitbeTherry?
  Giveitaname,Thquire!'saidMr。Sleary,withhospitableease。
  'Nothingforme,Ithankyou,'saidMr。Gradgrind。
  'Don'tthaynothing,Thquire。Whatdothyourfriendthay?Ifyouhaven'ttookyourfeedyet,haveaglathofbitterth。'
  HerehisdaughterJosephine-aprettyfair-hairedgirlofeighteen,whohadbeentiedonahorseattwoyearsold,andhadmadeawillattwelve,whichshealwayscarriedaboutwithher,expressiveofherdyingdesiretobedrawntothegravebythetwopiebaldponies-cried,'Father,hush!shehascomeback!'ThencameSissyJupe,runningintotheroomasshehadrunoutofit。
  Andwhenshesawthemallassembled,andsawtheirlooks,andsawnofatherthere,shebrokeintoamostdeplorablecry,andtookrefugeonthebosomofthemostaccomplishedtight-ropeladyherselfinthefamily-way,whokneltdownonthefloortonurseher,andtoweepoverher。
  'Ithaninternalthame,uponmythoulitith,'saidSleary。
  'Omydearfather,mygoodkindfather,whereareyougone?Youaregonetotrytodomesomegood,Iknow!Youaregoneawayformysake,Iamsure!Andhowmiserableandhelplessyouwillbewithoutme,poor,poorfather,untilyoucomeback!'Itwassopathetictohearhersayingmanythingsofthiskind,withherfaceturnedupward,andherarmsstretchedoutasifsheweretryingtostophisdepartingshadowandembraceit,thatnoonespokeaworduntilMr。Bounderbygrowingimpatienttookthecaseinhand。
  'Now,goodpeopleall,'saidhe,'thisiswantonwasteoftime。
  Letthegirlunderstandthefact。Lethertakeitfromme,ifyoulike,whohavebeenrunawayfrom,myself。Here,what'syourname!
  Yourfatherhasabsconded-desertedyou-andyoumustn'texpecttoseehimagainaslongasyoulive。'
  TheycaredsolittleforplainFact,thesepeople,andwereinthatadvancedstateofdegeneracyonthesubject,thatinsteadofbeingimpressedbythespeaker'sstrongcommonsense,theytookitinextraordinarydudgeon。Themenmuttered'Shame!'andthewomen'Brute!'andSleary,insomehaste,communicatedthefollowinghint,aparttoMr。Bounderby。
  'Itellyouwhat,Thquire。Tothpeakplaintoyou,myopinioniththatyouhadbettercutitthort,anddropit。They'reaverygoodnatur'dpeople,mypeople,butthey'reaccuthtomedtobequickintheirmovementh;andifyoudon'tactuponmyadvithe,I'mdamnedifIdon'tbelievethey'llpithyououto'winder。'
  Mr。Bounderbybeingrestrainedbythismildsuggestion,Mr。
  Gradgrindfoundanopeningforhiseminentlypracticalexpositionofthesubject。
  'Itisofnomoment,'saidhe,'whetherthispersonistobeexpectedbackatanytime,orthecontrary。Heisgoneaway,andthereisnopresentexpectationofhisreturn。That,Ibelieve,isagreedonallhands。'
  'Thathagreed,Thquire。Thicktothat!'FromSleary。
  'Wellthen。I,whocameheretoinformthefatherofthepoorgirl,Jupe,thatshecouldnotbereceivedattheschoolanymore,inconsequenceoftherebeingpracticalobjections,intowhichI
  neednotenter,tothereceptionthereofthechildrenofpersonssoemployed,ampreparedinthesealteredcircumstancestomakeaproposal。Iamwillingtotakechargeofyou,Jupe,andtoeducateyou,andprovideforyou。TheonlyconditionoverandaboveyourgoodbehaviourImakeis,thatyoudecidenow,atonce,whethertoaccompanymeorremainhere。Also,thatifyouaccompanymenow,itisunderstoodthatyoucommunicatenomorewithanyofyourfriendswhoareherepresent。Theseobservationscomprisethewholeofthecase。'
  'Atthethametime,'saidSleary,'Imuthtputinmyword,Thquire,thothatboththidesofthebannermaybeequallytheen。Ifyoulike,Thethilia,tobeprentitht,youknowthenaturoftheworkandyouknowyourcompanionth。EmmaGordon,inwhothelapyou'realyingatprethent,wouldbeamothertoyou,andJoth'phinewouldbeathithtertoyou。Idon'tpretendtobeoftheangelbreedmyself,andIdon'tthaybutwhat,whenyoumith'dyourtip,you'dfindmecutuprough,andthwearanoathortwoatyou。ButwhatI
  thay,Thquire,ith,thatgoodtemperedorbadtempered,Ineverdidahortheainjuryyet,nomorethanthwearingathimwent,andthatIdon'texpectIthallbeginotherwitheatmytimeoflife,witharider。IneverwathmuchofaCackler,Thquire,andIhavethedmythay。'
  ThelatterpartofthisspeechwasaddressedtoMr。Gradgrind,whoreceiveditwithagraveinclinationofhishead,andthenremarked:
  'TheonlyobservationIwillmaketoyou,Jupe,inthewayofinfluencingyourdecision,is,thatitishighlydesirabletohaveasoundpracticaleducation,andthatevenyourfatherhimselffromwhatIunderstandappears,onyourbehalf,tohaveknownandfeltthatmuch。'
  Thelastwordshadavisibleeffectuponher。Shestoppedinherwildcrying,alittledetachedherselffromEmmaGordon,andturnedherfacefulluponherpatron。Thewholecompanyperceivedtheforceofthechange,anddrewalongbreathtogether,thatplainlysaid,'shewillgo!'
  'Besureyouknowyourownmind,Jupe,'Mr。Gradgrindcautionedher;'Isaynomore。Besureyouknowyourownmind!'
  'Whenfathercomesback,'criedthegirl,burstingintotearsagainafteraminute'ssilence,'howwillheeverfindmeifIgoaway!'
  'Youmaybequiteatease,'saidMr。Gradgrind,calmly;heworkedoutthewholematterlikeasum:'youmaybequiteatease,Jupe,onthatscore。Insuchacase,yourfather,Iapprehend,mustfindoutMr-'
  'Thleary。Thathmyname,Thquire。Notathamedofit。KnownalloverEngland,andalwaythpaytheithway。'
  'MustfindoutMr。Sleary,whowouldthenlethimknowwhereyouwent。Ishouldhavenopowerofkeepingyouagainsthiswish,andhewouldhavenodifficulty,atanytime,infindingMr。ThomasGradgrindofCoketown。Iamwellknown。'
  'Wellknown,'assentedMr。Sleary,rollinghislooseeye。'You'reoneofthethort,Thquire,thatkeepthaprethiouththightofmoneyoutofthehouthe。Butnevermindthatatprethent。'
  Therewasanothersilence;andthensheexclaimed,sobbingwithherhandsbeforeherface,'Oh,givememyclothes,givememyclothes,andletmegoawaybeforeIbreakmyheart!'
  Thewomensadlybestirredthemselvestogettheclothestogether-
  itwassoondone,fortheywerenotmany-andtopacktheminabasketwhichhadoftentravelledwiththem。Sissysatallthetimeupontheground,stillsobbing,andcoveringhereyes。Mr。
  GradgrindandhisfriendBounderbystoodnearthedoor,readytotakeheraway。Mr。Slearystoodinthemiddleoftheroom,withthemalemembersofthecompanyabouthim,exactlyashewouldhavestoodinthecentreoftheringduringhisdaughterJosephine'sperformance。Hewantednothingbuthiswhip。
  Thebasketpackedinsilence,theybroughtherbonnettoher,andsmoothedherdisorderedhair,andputiton。Thentheypressedabouther,andbentoverherinverynaturalattitudes,kissingandembracingher:andbroughtthechildrentotakeleaveofher;andwereatender-hearted,simple,foolishsetofwomenaltogether。
  'Now,Jupe,'saidMr。Gradgrind。'Ifyouarequitedetermined,come!'
  Butshehadtotakeherfarewellofthemalepartofthecompanyyet,andeveryoneofthemhadtounfoldhisarmsfortheyallassumedtheprofessionalattitudewhentheyfoundthemselvesnearSleary,andgiveherapartingkiss-MasterKidderminsterexcepted,inwhoseyoungnaturetherewasanoriginalflavourofthemisanthrope,whowasalsoknowntohaveharbouredmatrimonialviews,andwhomoodilywithdrew。Mr。Slearywasreserveduntilthelast。Openinghisarmswidehetookherbybothherhands,andwouldhavesprungherupanddown,aftertheriding-mastermannerofcongratulatingyoungladiesontheirdismountingfromarapidact;buttherewasnoreboundinSissy,andsheonlystoodbeforehimcrying。
  'Good-bye,mydear!'saidSleary。'You'llmakeyourfortun,I
  hope,andnoneofourpoorfolkthwillevertroubleyou,I'llpoundit。Iwithyourfatherhadn'ttakenhithdogwithhim;ithaill-
  conwenienthtohavethedogoutofthebillth。Butonthecondthoughth,hewouldn'thaveperformedwithouthithmathter,thoithathbroadathithlong!'
  Withthatheregardedherattentivelywithhisfixedeye,surveyedhiscompanywithhislooseone,kissedher,shookhishead,andhandedhertoMr。Gradgrindastoahorse。
  'Theretheith,Thquire,'hesaid,sweepingherwithaprofessionalglanceasifshewerebeingadjustedinherseat,'andthe'lldoyoujuthtithe。Good-bye,Thethilia!'
  'Good-bye,Cecilia!''Good-bye,Sissy!''Godblessyou,dear!'
  Inavarietyofvoicesfromalltheroom。
  Buttheriding-mastereyehadobservedthebottleofthenineoilsinherbosom,andhenowinterposedwith'Leavethebottle,mydear;ithlargetocarry;itwillbeofnouthetoyounow。Giveittome!'
  'No,no!'shesaid,inanotherburstoftears。'Oh,no!Prayletmekeepitforfathertillhecomesback!Hewillwantitwhenhecomesback。Hehadneverthoughtofgoingaway,whenhesentmeforit。Imustkeepitforhim,ifyouplease!'
  'Thobeit,mydear。Youtheehowitith,Thquire!Farewell,Thethilia!Mylathtwordthtoyouiththith,Thticktothetermthofyourengagement,beobedienttotheThquire,andforgetuth。
  Butif,whenyou'regrownupandmarriedandwelloff,youcomeuponanyhorthe-ridingever,don'tbeharduponit,don'tbecrothwithit,giveitaBethpeakifyoucan,andthinkyoumightdowurth。Peoplemuthtbeamuthed,Thquire,thomehow,'continuedSleary,renderedmorepursythanever,bysomuchtalking;'theycan'tbealwaythaworking,noryettheycan'tbealwaythalearning。Makethebethtofuth;notthewurtht。I'vegotmylivingoutofthehorthe-ridingallmylife,Iknow;butI
  conthiderthatIlaydownthephilothophyofthethubjectwhenI
  thaytoyou,Thquire,makethebethtofuth:notthewurtht!'
  TheSlearyphilosophywaspropoundedastheywentdownstairsandthefixedeyeofPhilosophy-anditsrollingeye,too-soonlostthethreefiguresandthebasketinthedarknessofthestreet。
  CHAPTERVII-MRS。SPARSIT
  MR。BOUNDERBYbeingabachelor,anelderlyladypresidedoverhisestablishment,inconsiderationofacertainannualstipend。Mrs。
  Sparsitwasthislady'sname;andshewasaprominentfigureinattendanceonMr。Bounderby'scar,asitrolledalongintriumphwiththeBullyofhumilityinside。
  For,Mrs。Sparsithadnotonlyseendifferentdays,butwashighlyconnected。ShehadagreatauntlivingintheseverytimescalledLadyScadgers。Mr。Sparsit,deceased,ofwhomshewastherelict,hadbeenbythemother'ssidewhatMrs。Sparsitstillcalled'aPowler。'StrangersoflimitedinformationanddullapprehensionweresometimesobservednottoknowwhataPowlerwas,andeventoappearuncertainwhetheritmightbeabusiness,orapoliticalparty,oraprofessionoffaith。Thebetterclassofminds,however,didnotneedtobeinformedthatthePowlerswereanancientstock,whocouldtracethemselvessoexceedinglyfarbackthatitwasnotsurprisingiftheysometimeslostthemselves-
  whichtheyhadratherfrequentlydone,asrespectedhorse-flesh,blind-hookey,Hebrewmonetarytransactions,andtheInsolventDebtors'Court。
  ThelateMr。Sparsit,beingbythemother'ssideaPowler,marriedthislady,beingbythefather'ssideaScadgers。LadyScadgersanimmenselyfatoldwoman,withaninordinateappetiteforbutcher'smeat,andamysteriouslegwhichhadnowrefusedtogetoutofbedforfourteenyearscontrivedthemarriage,ataperiodwhenSparsitwasjustofage,andchieflynoticeableforaslenderbody,weaklysupportedontwolongslimprops,andsurmountedbynoheadworthmentioning。Heinheritedafairfortunefromhisuncle,butoweditallbeforehecameintoit,andspentittwiceoverimmediatelyafterwards。Thus,whenhedied,attwenty-fourthesceneofhisdecease,Calais,andthecause,brandy,hedidnotleavehiswidow,fromwhomhehadbeenseparatedsoonafterthehoneymoon,inaffluentcircumstances。Thatbereavedlady,fifteenyearsolderthanhe,fellpresentlyatdeadlyfeudwithheronlyrelative,LadyScadgers;and,partlytospiteherladyship,andpartlytomaintainherself,wentoutatasalary。Andhereshewasnow,inherelderlydays,withtheCoriolanianstyleofnoseandthedenseblackeyebrowswhichhadcaptivatedSparsit,makingMr。
  Bounderby'steaashetookhisbreakfast。
  IfBounderbyhadbeenaConqueror,andMrs。SparsitacaptivePrincesswhomhetookaboutasafeatureinhisstate-processions,hecouldnothavemadeagreaterflourishwithherthanhehabituallydid。Justasitbelongedtohisboastfulnesstodepreciatehisownextraction,soitbelongedtoittoexaltMrs。
  Sparsit's。Inthemeasurethathewouldnotallowhisownyouthtohavebeenattendedbyasinglefavourablecircumstance,hebrightenedMrs。Sparsit'sjuvenilecareerwitheverypossibleadvantage,andshoweredwaggon-loadsofearlyrosesalloverthatlady'spath。'Andyet,sir,'hewouldsay,'howdoesitturnoutafterall?WhyheresheisatahundredayearIgiveherahundred,whichsheispleasedtotermhandsome,keepingthehouseofJosiahBounderbyofCoketown!'
  Nay,hemadethisfoilofhissoverywidelyknown,thatthirdpartiestookitup,andhandleditonsomeoccasionswithconsiderablebriskness。ItwasoneofthemostexasperatingattributesofBounderby,thathenotonlysanghisownpraisesbutstimulatedothermentosingthem。Therewasamoralinfectionofclap-trapinhim。Strangers,modestenoughelsewhere,startedupatdinnersinCoketown,andboasted,inquitearampantway,ofBounderby。TheymadehimouttobetheRoyalarms,theUnion-Jack,MagnaCharta,JohnBull,HabeasCorpus,theBillofRights,AnEnglishman'shouseishiscastle,ChurchandState,andGodsavetheQueen,allputtogether。Andasoftenanditwasveryoften
  asanoratorofthiskindbroughtintohisperoration,'Princesandlordsmayflourishormayfade,Abreathcanmakethem,asabreathhasmade,'-
  itwas,forcertain,moreorlessunderstoodamongthecompanythathehadheardofMrs。Sparsit。
  'Mr。Bounderby,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'youareunusuallyslow,sir,withyourbreakfastthismorning。'
  'Why,ma'am,'hereturned,'IamthinkingaboutTomGradgrind'swhim;'TomGradgrind,forabluffindependentmannerofspeaking-
  asifsomebodywerealwaysendeavouringtobribehimwithimmensesumstosayThomas,andhewouldn't;'TomGradgrind'swhim,ma'am,ofbringingupthetumbling-girl。'
  'Thegirlisnowwaitingtoknow,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'whethersheistogostraighttotheschool,oruptotheLodge。'
  'Shemustwait,ma'am,'answeredBounderby,'tillIknowmyself。
  WeshallhaveTomGradgrinddownherepresently,Isuppose。Ifheshouldwishhertoremainhereadayortwolonger,ofcourseshecan,ma'am。'
  'Ofcourseshecanifyouwishit,Mr。Bounderby。'
  'ItoldhimIwouldgiveherashake-downhere,lastnight,inorderthathemightsleeponitbeforehedecidedtoletherhaveanyassociationwithLouisa。'
  'Indeed,Mr。Bounderby?Verythoughtfulofyou!'Mrs。Sparsit'sCoriolaniannoseunderwentaslightexpansionofthenostrils,andherblackeyebrowscontractedasshetookasipoftea。
  'It'stolerablycleartome,'saidBounderby,'thatthelittlepusscangetsmallgoodoutofsuchcompanionship。'
  'AreyouspeakingofyoungMissGradgrind,Mr。Bounderby?'
  'Yes,ma'am,I'mspeakingofLouisa。'
  'Yourobservationbeinglimitedto"littlepuss,"'saidMrs。
  Sparsit,'andtherebeingtwolittlegirlsinquestion,Ididnotknowwhichmightbeindicatedbythatexpression。'
  'Louisa,'repeatedMr。Bounderby。'Louisa,Louisa。'
  'YouarequiteanotherfathertoLouisa,sir。'Mrs。Sparsittookalittlemoretea;and,asshebentheragaincontractedeyebrowsoverhersteamingcup,ratherlookedasifherclassicalcountenancewereinvokingtheinfernalgods。
  'IfyouhadsaidIwasanotherfathertoTom-youngTom,Imean,notmyfriendTomGradgrind-youmighthavebeennearerthemark。
  IamgoingtotakeyoungTomintomyoffice。Goingtohavehimundermywing,ma'am。'
  'Indeed?Ratheryoungforthat,ishenot,sir?'Mrs。Spirit's'sir,'inaddressingMr。Bounderby,wasawordofceremony,ratherexactingconsiderationforherselfintheuse,thanhonouringhim。
  'I'mnotgoingtotakehimatonce;heistofinishhiseducationalcrammingbeforethen,'saidBounderby。'BytheLordHarry,he'llhaveenoughofit,firstandlast!He'dopenhiseyes,thatboywould,ifheknewhowemptyoflearningmyyoungmawwas,athistimeoflife。'Which,bytheby,heprobablydidknow,forhehadheardofitoftenenough。'Butit'sextraordinarythedifficultyI
  haveonscoresofsuchsubjects,inspeakingtoanyoneonequalterms。Here,forexample,Ihavebeenspeakingtoyouthismorningabouttumblers。Why,whatdoyouknowabouttumblers?Atthetimewhen,tohavebeenatumblerinthemudofthestreets,wouldhavebeenagodsendtome,aprizeinthelotterytome,youwereattheItalianOpera。YouwerecomingoutoftheItalianOpera,ma'am,inwhitesatinandjewels,ablazeofsplendour,whenIhadn'tapennytobuyalinktolightyou。'
  'Icertainly,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withadignityserenelymournful,'wasfamiliarwiththeItalianOperaataveryearlyage。'
  'Egad,ma'am,sowasI,'saidBounderby,'-withthewrongsideofit。AhardbedthepavementofitsArcadeusedtomake,Iassureyou。Peoplelikeyou,ma'am,accustomedfrominfancytolieonDownfeathers,havenoideahowhardapaving-stoneis,withouttryingit。No,no,it'sofnousemytalkingtoyouabouttumblers。Ishouldspeakofforeigndancers,andtheWestEndofLondon,andMayFair,andlordsandladiesandhonourables。'
  'Itrust,sir,'rejoinedMrs。Sparsit,withdecentresignation,'itisnotnecessarythatyoushoulddoanythingofthatkind。IhopeIhavelearnthowtoaccommodatemyselftothechangesoflife。IfIhaveacquiredaninterestinhearingofyourinstructiveexperiences,andcanscarcelyhearenoughofthem,Iclaimnomeritforthat,sinceIbelieveitisageneralsentiment。'
  'Well,ma'am,'saidherpatron,'perhapssomepeoplemaybepleasedtosaythattheydoliketohear,inhisownunpolishedway,whatJosiahBounderby,ofCoketown,hasgonethrough。Butyoumustconfessthatyouwereborninthelapofluxury,yourself。Come,ma'am,youknowyouwereborninthelapofluxury。'
  'Idonot,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsitwithashakeofherhead,'denyit。'
  Mr。Bounderbywasobligedtogetupfromtable,andstandwithhisbacktothefire,lookingather;shewassuchanenhancementofhisposition。
  'Andyouwereincracksociety。Devilishhighsociety,'hesaid,warminghislegs。
  'Itistrue,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withanaffectationofhumilitytheveryoppositeofhis,andthereforeinnodangerofjostlingit。
  'Youwereinthetiptopfashion,andalltherestofit,'saidMr。
  Bounderby。
  'Yes,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withakindofsocialwidowhooduponher。'Itisunquestionablytrue。'
  Mr。Bounderby,bendinghimselfattheknees,literallyembracedhislegsinhisgreatsatisfactionandlaughedaloud。Mr。andMissGradgrindbeingthenannounced,hereceivedtheformerwithashakeofthehand,andthelatterwithakiss。
  'CanJupebesenthere,Bounderby?'askedMr。Gradgrind。
  Certainly。SoJupewassentthere。Oncomingin,shecurtseyedtoMr。Bounderby,andtohisfriendTomGradgrind,andalsotoLouisa;
  butinherconfusionunluckilyomittedMrs。Sparsit。Observingthis,theblustrousBounderbyhadthefollowingremarkstomake:
  'Now,Itellyouwhat,mygirl。Thenameofthatladybytheteapot,isMrs。Sparsit。Thatladyactsasmistressofthishouse,andsheisahighlyconnectedlady。Consequently,ifeveryoucomeagainintoanyroominthishouse,youwillmakeashortstayinitifyoudon'tbehavetowardsthatladyinyourmostrespectfulmanner。Now,Idon'tcareabuttonwhatyoudotome,becauseI
  don'taffecttobeanybody。SofarfromhavinghighconnectionsI
  havenoconnectionsatall,andIcomeofthescumoftheearth。
  Buttowardsthatlady,Idocarewhatyoudo;andyoushalldowhatisdeferentialandrespectful,oryoushallnotcomehere。'
  'Ihope,Bounderby,'saidMr。Gradgrind,inaconciliatoryvoice,'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。'
  'MyfriendTomGradgrindsuggests,Mrs。Sparsit,'saidBounderby,'thatthiswasmerelyanoversight。Verylikely。However,asyouareaware,ma'am,Idon'tallowofevenoversightstowardsyou。'
  'Youareverygoodindeed,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,shakingherheadwithherStatehumility。'Itisnotworthspeakingof。'
  Sissy,whoallthistimehadbeenfaintlyexcusingherselfwithtearsinhereyes,wasnowwavedoverbythemasterofthehousetoMr。Gradgrind。Shestoodlookingintentlyathim,andLouisastoodcoldlyby,withhereyesupontheground,whileheproceededthus:
  'Jupe,Ihavemadeupmymindtotakeyouintomyhouse;and,whenyouarenotinattendanceattheschool,toemployyouaboutMrs。
  Gradgrind,whoisratheraninvalid。IhaveexplainedtoMissLouisa-thisisMissLouisa-themiserablebutnaturalendofyourlatecareer;andyouaretoexpresslyunderstandthatthewholeofthatsubjectispast,andisnottobereferredtoanymore。Fromthistimeyoubeginyourhistory。Youare,atpresent,ignorant,Iknow。'
  'Yes,sir,very,'sheanswered,curtseying。
  'Ishallhavethesatisfactionofcausingyoutobestrictlyeducated;andyouwillbealivingprooftoallwhocomeintocommunicationwithyou,oftheadvantagesofthetrainingyouwillreceive。Youwillbereclaimedandformed。Youhavebeeninthehabitnowofreadingtoyourfather,andthosepeopleIfoundyouamong,Idaresay?'saidMr。Gradgrind,beckoninghernearertohimbeforehesaidso,anddroppinghisvoice。
  'OnlytofatherandMerrylegs,sir。AtleastImeantofather,whenMerrylegswasalwaysthere。'
  'NevermindMerrylegs,Jupe,'saidMr。Gradgrind,withapassingfrown。'Idon'taskabouthim。Iunderstandyoutohavebeeninthehabitofreadingtoyourfather?'
  'O,yes,sir,thousandsoftimes。Theywerethehappiest-O,ofallthehappytimeswehadtogether,sir!'
  Itwasonlynowwhenhersorrowbrokeout,thatLouisalookedather。
  'Andwhat,'askedMr。Gradgrind,inastilllowervoice,'didyoureadtoyourfather,Jupe?'
  'AbouttheFairies,sir,andtheDwarf,andtheHunchback,andtheGenies,'shesobbedout;'andabout-'
  'Hush!'saidMr。Gradgrind,'thatisenough。Neverbreatheawordofsuchdestructivenonsenseanymore。Bounderby,thisisacaseforrigidtraining,andIshallobserveitwithinterest。'
  'Well,'returnedMr。Bounderby,'Ihavegivenyoumyopinionalready,andIshouldn'tdoasyoudo。But,verywell,verywell。
  Sinceyouarebentuponit,verywell!'
  So,Mr。GradgrindandhisdaughtertookCeciliaJupeoffwiththemtoStoneLodge,andonthewayLouisaneverspokeoneword,goodorbad。AndMr。Bounderbywentabouthisdailypursuits。AndMrs。
  Sparsitgotbehindhereyebrowsandmeditatedinthegloomofthatretreat,alltheevening。
  CHAPTERVIII-NEVERWONDER
  LETusstrikethekey-noteagain,beforepursuingthetune。
  Whenshewashalfadozenyearsyounger,Louisahadbeenoverheardtobeginaconversationwithherbrotheroneday,bysaying'Tom,I
  wonder'-uponwhichMr。Gradgrind,whowasthepersonoverhearing,steppedforthintothelightandsaid,'Louisa,neverwonder!'
  Hereinlaythespringofthemechanicalartandmysteryofeducatingthereasonwithoutstoopingtothecultivationofthesentimentsandaffections。Neverwonder。Bymeansofaddition,subtraction,multiplication,anddivision,settleeverythingsomehow,andneverwonder。Bringtome,saysM'Choakumchild,yonderbabyjustabletowalk,andIwillengagethatitshallneverwonder。
  Now,besidesverymanybabiesjustabletowalk,therehappenedtobeinCoketownaconsiderablepopulationofbabieswhohadbeenwalkingagainsttimetowardstheinfiniteworld,twenty,thirty,forty,fiftyyearsandmore。Theseportentousinfantsbeingalarmingcreaturestostalkaboutinanyhumansociety,theeighteendenominationsincessantlyscratchedoneanother'sfacesandpulledoneanother'shairbywayofagreeingonthestepstobetakenfortheirimprovement-whichtheyneverdid;asurprisingcircumstance,whenthehappyadaptationofthemeanstotheendisconsidered。Still,althoughtheydifferedineveryotherparticular,conceivableandinconceivableespeciallyinconceivable,theywereprettywellunitedonthepointthattheseunluckyinfantswerenevertowonder。Bodynumberone,saidtheymusttakeeverythingontrust。Bodynumbertwo,saidtheymusttakeeverythingonpoliticaleconomy。Bodynumberthree,wroteleadenlittlebooksforthem,showinghowthegoodgrown-upbabyinvariablygottotheSavings-bank,andthebadgrown-upbabyinvariablygottransported。Bodynumberfour,underdrearypretencesofbeingdrollwhenitwasverymelancholyindeed,madetheshallowestpretencesofconcealingpitfallsofknowledge,intowhichitwasthedutyofthesebabiestobesmuggledandinveigled。
  But,allthebodiesagreedthattheywerenevertowonder。
  TherewasalibraryinCoketown,towhichgeneralaccesswaseasy。
  Mr。Gradgrindgreatlytormentedhismindaboutwhatthepeoplereadinthislibrary:apointwhereonlittleriversoftabularstatementsperiodicallyflowedintothehowlingoceanoftabularstatements,whichnodiverevergottoanydepthinandcameupsane。Itwasadishearteningcircumstance,butamelancholyfact,thateventhesereaderspersistedinwondering。Theywonderedabouthumannature,humanpassions,humanhopesandfears,thestruggles,triumphsanddefeats,thecaresandjoysandsorrows,thelivesanddeathsofcommonmenandwomen!Theysometimes,afterfifteenhours'work,satdowntoreadmerefablesaboutmenandwomen,moreorlesslikethemselves,andaboutchildren,moreorlessliketheirown。TheytookDeFoetotheirbosoms,insteadofEuclid,andseemedtobeonthewholemorecomfortedbyGoldsmiththanbyCocker。Mr。Gradgrindwasforeverworking,inprintandoutofprint,atthiseccentricsum,andhenevercouldmakeouthowityieldedthisunaccountableproduct。
  'Iamsickofmylife,Loo。I,hateitaltogether,andIhateeverybodyexceptyou,'saidtheunnaturalyoungThomasGradgrindinthehair-cuttingchamberattwilight。
  'Youdon'thateSissy,Tom?'
  'IhatetobeobligedtocallherJupe。Andshehatesme,'saidTom,moodily。
  'No,shedoesnot,Tom,Iamsure!'
  'Shemust,'saidTom。'Shemustjusthateanddetestthewholeset-outofus。They'llbotherherheadoff,Ithink,beforetheyhavedonewithher。Alreadyshe'sgettingaspaleaswax,andasheavyas-Iam。'
  YoungThomasexpressedthesesentimentssittingastrideofachairbeforethefire,withhisarmsontheback,andhissulkyfaceonhisarms。Hissistersatinthedarkercornerbythefireside,nowlookingathim,nowlookingatthebrightsparksastheydroppeduponthehearth。
  'Astome,'saidTom,tumblinghishairallmannerofwayswithhissulkyhands,'IamaDonkey,that'swhatIam。Iamasobstinateasone,Iammorestupidthanone,Igetasmuchpleasureasone,andIshouldliketokicklikeone。'
  'Notme,Ihope,Tom?'
  'No,Loo;Iwouldn'thurtyou。Imadeanexceptionofyouatfirst。Idon'tknowwhatthis-jollyold-JaundicedJail,'Tomhadpausedtofindasufficientlycomplimentaryandexpressivenamefortheparentalroof,andseemedtorelievehismindforamomentbythestrongalliterationofthisone,'wouldbewithoutyou。'
  'Indeed,Tom?Doyoureallyandtrulysayso?'
  'Why,ofcourseIdo。What'stheuseoftalkingaboutit!'
  returnedTom,chafinghisfaceonhiscoat-sleeve,asiftomortifyhisflesh,andhaveitinunisonwithhisspirit。
  'Because,Tom,'saidhissister,aftersilentlywatchingthesparksawhile,'asIgetolder,andnearergrowingup,Ioftensitwonderinghere,andthinkhowunfortunateitisformethatIcan'treconcileyoutohomebetterthanIamabletodo。Idon'tknowwhatothergirlsknow。Ican'tplaytoyou,orsingtoyou。I
  can'ttalktoyousoastolightenyourmind,forIneverseeanyamusingsightsorreadanyamusingbooksthatitwouldbeapleasureorarelieftoyoutotalkabout,whenyouaretired。'
  'Well,nomoredoI。Iamasbadasyouinthatrespect;andIamaMuletoo,whichyou'renot。IffatherwasdeterminedtomakemeeitheraPrigoraMule,andIamnotaPrig,why,itstandstoreason,ImustbeaMule。AndsoIam,'saidTom,desperately。
  'It'sagreatpity,'saidLouisa,afteranotherpause,andspeakingthoughtfullyoutofherdarkcorner:'it'sagreatpity,Tom。
  It'sveryunfortunateforbothofus。'
  'Oh!You,'saidTom;'youareagirl,Loo,andagirlcomesoutofitbetterthanaboydoes。Idon'tmissanythinginyou。YouaretheonlypleasureIhave-youcanbrighteneventhisplace-andyoucanalwaysleadmeasyoulike。'
  'Youareadearbrother,Tom;andwhileyouthinkIcandosuchthings,Idon'tsomuchmindknowingbetter。ThoughIdoknowbetter,Tom,andamverysorryforit。'Shecameandkissedhim,andwentbackintohercorneragain。
  'IwishIcouldcollectalltheFactswehearsomuchabout,'saidTom,spitefullysettinghisteeth,'andalltheFigures,andallthepeoplewhofoundthemout:andIwishIcouldputathousandbarrelsofgunpowderunderthem,andblowthemalluptogether!
  However,whenIgotolivewitholdBounderby,I'llhavemyrevenge。'
  'Yourrevenge,Tom?'
  'Imean,I'llenjoymyselfalittle,andgoaboutandseesomething,andhearsomething。I'llrecompensemyselfforthewayinwhichIhavebeenbroughtup。'
  'Butdon'tdisappointyourselfbeforehand,Tom。Mr。Bounderbythinksasfatherthinks,andisagreatdealrougher,andnothalfsokind。'
  'Oh!'saidTom,laughing;'Idon'tmindthat。IshallverywellknowhowtomanageandsmootholdBounderby!'
  Theirshadowsweredefineduponthewall,butthoseofthehighpressesintheroomwereallblendedtogetheronthewallandontheceiling,asifthebrotherandsisterwereoverhungbyadarkcavern。Or,afancifulimagination-ifsuchtreasoncouldhavebeenthere-mighthavemadeitouttobetheshadowoftheirsubject,andofitsloweringassociationwiththeirfuture。
  'Whatisyourgreatmodeofsmoothingandmanaging,Tom?Isitasecret?'
  'Oh!'saidTom,'ifitisasecret,it'snotfaroff。It'syou。
  Youarehislittlepet,youarehisfavourite;he'lldoanythingforyou。WhenhesaystomewhatIdon'tlike,Ishallsaytohim,"MysisterLoowillbehurtanddisappointed,Mr。Bounderby。Shealwaysusedtotellmeshewassureyouwouldbeeasierwithmethanthis。"That'llbringhimabout,ornothingwill。'
  Afterwaitingforsomeansweringremark,andgettingnone,Tomwearilyrelapsedintothepresenttime,andtwinedhimselfyawningroundandabouttherailsofhischair,andrumpledhisheadmoreandmore,untilhesuddenlylookedup,andasked:
  'Haveyougonetosleep,Loo?'
  'No,Tom。Iamlookingatthefire。'
  'YouseemtofindmoretolookatinitthaneverIcouldfind,'
  saidTom。'Anotheroftheadvantages,Isuppose,ofbeingagirl。'
  'Tom,'enquiredhissister,slowly,andinacurioustone,asifshewerereadingwhatsheaskedinthefire,anditwasnotquiteplainlywrittenthere,'doyoulookforwardwithanysatisfactiontothischangetoMr。Bounderby's?'
  'Why,there'sonethingtobesaidofit,'returnedTom,pushinghischairfromhim,andstandingup;'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。'
  'Thereisonethingtobesaidofit,'Louisarepeatedinherformercurioustone;'itwillbegettingawayfromhome。Yes。'
  'NotbutwhatIshallbeveryunwilling,bothtoleaveyou,Loo,andtoleaveyouhere。ButImustgo,youknow,whetherIlikeitornot;andIhadbettergowhereIcantakewithmesomeadvantageofyourinfluence,thanwhereIshouldloseitaltogether。Don'tyousee?'
  'Yes,Tom。'
  Theanswerwassolongincoming,thoughtherewasnoindecisioninit,thatTomwentandleanedonthebackofherchair,tocontemplatethefirewhichsoengrossedher,fromherpointofview,andseewhathecouldmakeofit。
  'Exceptthatitisafire,'saidTom,'itlookstomeasstupidandblankaseverythingelselooks。Whatdoyouseeinit?Notacircus?'
  'Idon'tseeanythinginit,Tom,particularly。ButsinceIhavebeenlookingatit,Ihavebeenwonderingaboutyouandme,grownup。'
  'Wonderingagain!'saidTom。
  'Ihavesuchunmanageablethoughts,'returnedhissister,'thattheywillwonder。'
  'ThenIbegofyou,Louisa,'saidMrs。Gradgrind,whohadopenedthedoorwithoutbeingheard,'todonothingofthatdescription,forgoodness'sake,youinconsiderategirl,orIshallneverhearthelastofitfromyourfather。And,Thomas,itisreallyshameful,withmypoorheadcontinuallywearingmeout,thataboybroughtupasyouhavebeen,andwhoseeducationhascostwhatyourshas,shouldbefoundencouraginghissistertowonder,whenheknowshisfatherhasexpresslysaidthatsheisnottodoit。'
  LouisadeniedTom'sparticipationintheoffence;buthermotherstoppedherwiththeconclusiveanswer,'Louisa,don'ttellme,inmystateofhealth;forunlessyouhadbeenencouraged,itismorallyandphysicallyimpossiblethatyoucouldhavedoneit。'
  'Iwasencouragedbynothing,mother,butbylookingattheredsparksdroppingoutofthefire,andwhiteninganddying。Itmademethink,afterall,howshortmylifewouldbe,andhowlittleI
  couldhopetodoinit。'
  'Nonsense!'saidMrs。Gradgrind,renderedalmostenergetic。
  'Nonsense!Don'tstandthereandtellmesuchstuff,Louisa,tomyface,whenyouknowverywellthatifitwasevertoreachyourfather'searsIshouldneverhearthelastofit。Afterallthetroublethathasbeentakenwithyou!Afterthelecturesyouhaveattended,andtheexperimentsyouhaveseen!AfterIhaveheardyoumyself,whenthewholeofmyrightsidehasbeenbenumbed,goingonwithyourmasteraboutcombustion,andcalcination,andcalorification,andImaysayeverykindofationthatcoulddriveapoorinvaliddistracted,tohearyoutalkinginthisabsurdwayaboutsparksandashes!Iwish,'whimperedMrs。Gradgrind,takingachair,anddischargingherstrongestpointbeforesuccumbingunderthesemereshadowsoffacts,'yes,IreallydowishthatI
  hadneverhadafamily,andthenyouwouldhaveknownwhatitwastodowithoutme!'
  CHAPTERIX-SISSY'SPROGRESS
  SISSYJUPEhadnotaneasytimeofit,betweenMr。M'ChoakumchildandMrs。Gradgrind,andwasnotwithoutstrongimpulses,inthefirstmonthsofherprobation,torunaway。Ithailedfactsalldaylongsoveryhard,andlifeingeneralwasopenedtoherassuchacloselyruledciphering-book,thatassuredlyshewouldhaverunaway,butforonlyonerestraint。
  Itislamentabletothinkof;butthisrestraintwastheresultofnoarithmeticalprocess,wasself-imposedindefianceofallcalculation,andwentdeadagainstanytableofprobabilitiesthatanyActuarywouldhavedrawnupfromthepremises。Thegirlbelievedthatherfatherhadnotdesertedher;shelivedinthehopethathewouldcomeback,andinthefaiththathewouldbemadethehappierbyherremainingwhereshewas。
  ThewretchedignorancewithwhichJupeclungtothisconsolation,rejectingthesuperiorcomfortofknowing,onasoundarithmeticalbasis,thatherfatherwasanunnaturalvagabond,filledMr。
  Gradgrindwithpity。Yet,whatwastobedone?M'Choakumchildreportedthatshehadaverydenseheadforfigures;that,oncepossessedwithageneralideaoftheglobe,shetookthesmallestconceivableinterestinitsexactmeasurements;thatshewasextremelyslowintheacquisitionofdates,unlesssomepitifulincidenthappenedtobeconnectedtherewith;thatshewouldburstintotearsonbeingrequiredbythementalprocessimmediatelytonamethecostoftwohundredandforty-sevenmuslincapsatfourteen-pencehalfpenny;thatshewasaslowdown,intheschool,aslowcouldbe;thataftereightweeksofinductionintotheelementsofPoliticalEconomy,shehadonlyyesterdaybeensetrightbyaprattlerthreefeethigh,forreturningtothequestion,'Whatisthefirstprincipleofthisscience?'theabsurdanswer,'TodountoothersasIwouldthattheyshoulddountome。'
  Mr。Gradgrindobserved,shakinghishead,thatallthiswasverybad;thatitshowedthenecessityofinfinitegrindingatthemillofknowledge,aspersystem,schedule,bluebook,report,andtabularstatementsAtoZ;andthatJupe'mustbekepttoit。'SoJupewaskepttoit,andbecamelow-spirited,butnowiser。
  'Itwouldbeafinethingtobeyou,MissLouisa!'shesaid,onenight,whenLouisahadendeavouredtomakeherperplexitiesfornextdaysomethingclearertoher。
  'Doyouthinkso?'
  'Ishouldknowsomuch,MissLouisa。Allthatisdifficulttomenow,wouldbesoeasythen。'
  'Youmightnotbethebetterforit,Sissy。'
  Sissysubmitted,afteralittlehesitation,'Ishouldnotbetheworse,MissLouisa。'TowhichMissLouisaanswered,'Idon'tknowthat。'
  Therehadbeensolittlecommunicationbetweenthesetwo-bothbecauselifeatStoneLodgewentmonotonouslyroundlikeapieceofmachinerywhichdiscouragedhumaninterference,andbecauseoftheprohibitionrelativetoSissy'spastcareer-thattheywerestillalmoststrangers。Sissy,withherdarkeyeswonderinglydirectedtoLouisa'sface,wasuncertainwhethertosaymoreortoremainsilent。
  'Youaremoreusefultomymother,andmorepleasantwithherthanIcaneverbe,'Louisaresumed。'Youarepleasantertoyourself,thanIamtomyself。'
  'But,ifyouplease,MissLouisa,'Sissypleaded,'Iam-Osostupid!'
  Louisa,withabrighterlaughthanusual,toldhershewouldbewiserby-and-by。
  'Youdon'tknow,'saidSissy,halfcrying,'whatastupidgirlI
  am。AllthroughschoolhoursImakemistakes。Mr。andMrs。
  M'Choakumchildcallmeup,overandoveragain,regularlytomakemistakes。Ican'thelpthem。Theyseemtocomenaturaltome。'
  'Mr。andMrs。M'Choakumchildnevermakeanymistakesthemselves,I
  suppose,Sissy?'
  'Ono!'sheeagerlyreturned。'Theyknoweverything。'
  'Tellmesomeofyourmistakes。'
  'Iamalmostashamed,'saidSissy,withreluctance。'Butto-day,forinstance,Mr。M'ChoakumchildwasexplainingtousaboutNaturalProsperity。'
  'National,Ithinkitmusthavebeen,'observedLouisa。
  'Yes,itwas-Butisn'titthesame?'shetimidlyasked。
  'Youhadbettersay,National,ashesaidso,'returnedLouisa,withherdryreserve。
  'NationalProsperity。Andhesaid,Now,thisschoolroomisaNation。Andinthisnation,therearefiftymillionsofmoney。
  Isn'tthisaprosperousnation?Girlnumbertwenty,isn'tthisaprosperousnation,anda'n'tyouinathrivingstate?'
  'Whatdidyousay?'askedLouisa。
  'MissLouisa,IsaidIdidn'tknow。IthoughtIcouldn'tknowwhetheritwasaprosperousnationornot,andwhetherIwasinathrivingstateornot,unlessIknewwhohadgotthemoney,andwhetheranyofitwasmine。Butthathadnothingtodowithit。
  Itwasnotinthefiguresatall,'saidSissy,wipinghereyes。
  'Thatwasagreatmistakeofyours,'observedLouisa。
  'Yes,MissLouisa,Iknowitwas,now。ThenMr。M'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeagain。Andhesaid,Thisschoolroomisanimmensetown,andinitthereareamillionofinhabitants,andonlyfive-and-twentyarestarvedtodeathinthestreets,inthecourseofayear。Whatisyourremarkonthatproportion?Andmyremarkwas-forIcouldn'tthinkofabetterone-thatIthoughtitmustbejustasharduponthosewhowerestarved,whethertheotherswereamillion,oramillionmillion。Andthatwaswrong,too。'
  'Ofcourseitwas。'
  'ThenMr。M'Choakumchildsaidhewouldtrymeoncemore。Andhesaid,Herearethestutterings-'
  'Statistics,'saidLouisa。
  'Yes,MissLouisa-theyalwaysremindmeofstutterings,andthat'sanotherofmymistakes-ofaccidentsuponthesea。AndI
  findMr。M'Choakumchildsaidthatinagiventimeahundredthousandpersonswenttoseaonlongvoyages,andonlyfivehundredofthemweredrownedorburnttodeath。Whatisthepercentage?
  AndIsaid,Miss;'hereSissyfairlysobbedasconfessingwithextremecontritiontohergreatesterror;'Isaiditwasnothing。'
  'Nothing,Sissy?'
  'Nothing,Miss-totherelationsandfriendsofthepeoplewhowerekilled。Ishallneverlearn,'saidSissy。'Andtheworstofallis,thatalthoughmypoorfatherwishedmesomuchtolearn,andalthoughIamsoanxioustolearn,becausehewishedmeto,I
  amafraidIdon'tlikeit。'
  Louisastoodlookingattheprettymodesthead,asitdroopedabashedbeforeher,untilitwasraisedagaintoglanceatherface。Thensheasked:
  'Didyourfatherknowsomuchhimself,thathewishedyoutobewelltaughttoo,Sissy?'
  Sissyhesitatedbeforereplying,andsoplainlyshowedhersensethattheywereenteringonforbiddenground,thatLouisaadded,'Noonehearsus;andifanyonedid,Iamsurenoharmcouldbefoundinsuchaninnocentquestion。'
  'No,MissLouisa,'answeredSissy,uponthisencouragement,shakingherhead;'fatherknowsverylittleindeed。It'sasmuchashecandotowrite;andit'smorethanpeopleingeneralcandotoreadhiswriting。Thoughit'splaintome。'
  'Yourmother!'
  'Fathersaysshewasquiteascholar。ShediedwhenIwasborn。
  Shewas;'Sissymadetheterriblecommunicationnervously;'shewasadancer。'
  'Didyourfatherloveher?'Louisaaskedthesequestionswithastrong,wild,wanderinginterestpeculiartoher;aninterestgoneastraylikeabanishedcreature,andhidinginsolitaryplaces。
  'Oyes!Asdearlyashelovesme。Fatherlovedme,first,forhersake。HecarriedmeaboutwithhimwhenIwasquiteababy。Wehaveneverbeenasunderfromthattime。'
  'Yetheleavesyounow,Sissy?'
  'Onlyformygood。NobodyunderstandshimasIdo;nobodyknowshimasIdo。Whenheleftmeformygood-heneverwouldhaveleftmeforhisown-Iknowhewasalmostbroken-heartedwiththetrial。Hewillnotbehappyforasingleminute,tillhecomesback。'
  'Tellmemoreabouthim,'saidLouisa,'Iwillneveraskyouagain。
  Wheredidyoulive?'
  'Wetravelledaboutthecountry,andhadnofixedplacetolivein。
  Father'sa;'Sissywhisperedtheawfulword,'aclown。'
  'Tomakethepeoplelaugh?'saidLouisa,withanodofintelligence。
  'Yes。Buttheywouldn'tlaughsometimes,andthenfathercried。
  Lately,theyveryoftenwouldn'tlaugh,andheusedtocomehomedespairing。Father'snotlikemost。Thosewhodidn'tknowhimaswellasIdo,anddidn'tlovehimasdearlyasIdo,mightbelievehewasnotquiteright。Sometimestheyplayedtricksuponhim;buttheyneverknewhowhefeltthem,andshrunkup,whenhewasalonewithme。Hewasfar,fartimiderthantheythought!'
  'Andyouwerehiscomfortthrougheverything?'
  Shenodded,withthetearsrollingdownherface。'Ihopeso,andfathersaidIwas。Itwasbecausehegrewsoscaredandtrembling,andbecausehefelthimselftobeapoor,weak,ignorant,helplessmanthoseusedtobehiswords,thathewantedmesomuchtoknowagreatdeal,andbedifferentfromhim。Iusedtoreadtohimtocheerhiscourage,andhewasveryfondofthat。Theywerewrongbooks-Iamnevertospeakofthemhere-butwedidn'tknowtherewasanyharminthem。'
  'Andhelikedthem?'saidLouisa,withasearchinggazeonSissyallthistime。
  'Overymuch!Theykepthim,manytimes,fromwhatdidhimrealharm。Andoftenandoftenofanight,heusedtoforgetallhistroublesinwonderingwhethertheSultanwouldlettheladygoonwiththestory,orwouldhaveherheadcutoffbeforeitwasfinished。'
  'Andyourfatherwasalwayskind?Tothelast?'askedLouisacontraveningthegreatprinciple,andwonderingverymuch。
  'Always,always!'returnedSissy,claspingherhands。'KinderandkinderthanIcantell。Hewasangryonlyonenight,andthatwasnottome,butMerrylegs。Merrylegs;'shewhisperedtheawfulfact;'ishisperformingdog。'
  'Whywasheangrywiththedog?'Louisademanded。
  'Father,soonaftertheycamehomefromperforming,toldMerrylegstojumpuponthebacksofthetwochairsandstandacrossthem-
  whichisoneofhistricks。Helookedatfather,anddidn'tdoitatonce。Everythingoffather'shadgonewrongthatnight,andhehadn'tpleasedthepublicatall。Hecriedoutthattheverydogknewhewasfailing,andhadnocompassiononhim。Thenhebeatthedog,andIwasfrightened,andsaid,"Father,father!Praydon'thurtthecreaturewhoissofondofyou!OHeavenforgiveyou,father,stop!"Andhestopped,andthedogwasbloody,andfatherlaydowncryingonthefloorwiththedoginhisarms,andthedoglickedhisface。'
  Louisasawthatshewassobbing;andgoingtoher,kissedher,tookherhand,andsatdownbesideher。
  'Finishbytellingmehowyourfatherleftyou,Sissy。NowthatI
  haveaskedyousomuch,tellmetheend。Theblame,ifthereisanyblame,ismine,notyours。'
  'DearMissLouisa,'saidSissy,coveringhereyes,andsobbingyet;
  'Icamehomefromtheschoolthatafternoon,andfoundpoorfatherjustcomehometoo,fromthebooth。Andhesatrockinghimselfoverthefire,asifhewasinpain。AndIsaid,"Haveyouhurtyourself,father?"ashedidsometimes,liketheyalldid,andhesaid,"Alittle,mydarling。"AndwhenIcametostoopdownandlookupathisface,Isawthathewascrying。ThemoreIspoketohim,themorehehidhisface;andatfirstheshookallover,andsaidnothingbut"Mydarling;"and"Mylove!"'
  HereTomcameloungingin,andstaredatthetwowithacoolnessnotparticularlysavouringofinterestinanythingbuthimself,andnotmuchofthatatpresent。
  'IamaskingSissyafewquestions,Tom,'observedhissister。
  'Youhavenooccasiontogoaway;butdon'tinterruptusforamoment,Tomdear。'
  'Oh!verywell!'returnedTom。'OnlyfatherhasbroughtoldBounderbyhome,andIwantyoutocomeintothedrawing-room。
  Becauseifyoucome,there'sagoodchanceofoldBounderby'saskingmetodinner;andifyoudon't,there'snone。'
  'I'llcomedirectly。'
  'I'llwaitforyou,'saidTom,'tomakesure。'
  Sissyresumedinalowervoice。'Atlastpoorfathersaidthathehadgivennosatisfactionagain,andneverdidgiveanysatisfactionnow,andthathewasashameanddisgrace,andI
  shouldhavedonebetterwithouthimallalong。Isaidalltheaffectionatethingstohimthatcameintomyheart,andpresentlyhewasquietandIsatdownbyhim,andtoldhimallabouttheschoolandeverythingthathadbeensaidanddonethere。WhenI
  hadnomorelefttotell,heputhisarmsroundmyneck,andkissedmeagreatmanytimes。Thenheaskedmetofetchsomeofthestuffheused,forthelittlehurthehadhad,andtogetitatthebestplace,whichwasattheotherendoftownfromthere;andthen,afterkissingmeagain,heletmego。WhenIhadgonedown-stairs,IturnedbackthatImightbealittlebitmorecompanytohimyet,andlookedinatthedoor,andsaid,"Fatherdear,shallItakeMerrylegs?"Fathershookhisheadandsaid,"No,Sissy,no;takenothingthat'sknowntobemine,mydarling;"andIlefthimsittingbythefire。Thenthethoughtmusthavecomeuponhim,poor,poorfather!ofgoingawaytotrysomethingformysake;forwhenIcameback,hewasgone。'
  'Isay!LooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!'Tomremonstrated。
  'There'snomoretotell,MissLouisa。Ikeepthenineoilsreadyforhim,andIknowhewillcomeback。EveryletterthatIseeinMr。Gradgrind'shandtakesmybreathawayandblindsmyeyes,forI
  thinkitcomesfromfather,orfromMr。Slearyaboutfather。Mr。
  Slearypromisedtowriteassoonaseverfathershouldbeheardof,andItrusttohimtokeephisword。'
  'DolooksharpforoldBounderby,Loo!'saidTom,withanimpatientwhistle。'He'llbeoffifyoudon'tlooksharp!'
  Afterthis,wheneverSissydroppedacurtseytoMr。Gradgrindinthepresenceofhisfamily,andsaidinafalteringway,'Ibegyourpardon,sir,forbeingtroublesome-but-haveyouhadanyletteryetaboutme?'Louisawouldsuspendtheoccupationofthemoment,whateveritwas,andlookforthereplyasearnestlyasSissydid。AndwhenMr。Gradgrindregularlyanswered,'No,Jupe,nothingofthesort,'thetremblingofSissy'slipwouldberepeatedinLouisa'sface,andhereyeswouldfollowSissywithcompassiontothedoor。Mr。Gradgrindusuallyimprovedtheseoccasionsbyremarking,whenshewasgone,thatifJupehadbeenproperlytrainedfromanearlyageshewouldhaveremonstratedtoherselfonsoundprinciplesthebaselessnessofthesefantastichopes。Yetitdidseemthoughnottohim,forhesawnothingofitasiffantastichopecouldtakeasstrongaholdasFact。
  Thisobservationmustbelimitedexclusivelytohisdaughter。AstoTom,hewasbecomingthatnotunprecedentedtriumphofcalculationwhichisusuallyatworkonnumberone。AstoMrs。
  Gradgrind,ifshesaidanythingonthesubject,shewouldcomealittlewayoutofherwrappers,likeafemininedormouse,andsay:
  'Goodgraciousblessme,howmypoorheadisvexedandworriedbythatgirlJupe'ssoperseveringlyasking,overandoveragain,abouthertiresomeletters!UponmywordandhonourIseemtobefated,anddestined,andordained,toliveinthemidstofthingsthatIamnevertohearthelastof。ItreallyisamostextraordinarycircumstancethatitappearsasifIneverwastohearthelastofanything!'
  Ataboutthispoint,Mr。Gradgrind'seyewouldfalluponher;andundertheinfluenceofthatwintrypieceoffact,shewouldbecometorpidagain。