"Dance!dance!"criedhejoyously。"Ifwetakebreath,weshallbeaswewereyesterday。There,now,isthemusic,justbeyondthisclumpoftrees。Dance,Miriam,dance!"
Theyhadnowreachedanopen,grassygladeofwhichtherearemanyinthatartfullyconstructedwilderness,setroundwithstoneseats,onwhichtheagedmosshadkindlyessayedtospreaditselfinsteadofcushions。Ononeofthestonebenchessatthemusicians,whosestrainshadenticedourwildcouplethitherward。Theyprovedtobeavagrantband,suchasRome,andallItaly,aboundswith;comprisingaharp,aflute,andaviolin,which,thoughgreatlytheworseforwear,theperformershadskillenoughtoprovokeandmodulateintotolerableharmony。Itchancedtobeafeast-day;and,insteadofplayinginthesun-scorchedpiazzasofthecity,orbeneaththewindowsofsomeunresponsivepalace,theyhadbethoughtthemselvestotrytheechoesofthesewoods;for,onthefestasoftheChurch,Romescattersitsmerrymakersallabroad,ripeforthedanceoranyotherpastime。
AsMiriamandDonatelloemergedfromamongthetrees,themusiciansscraped,tinkled,orblew,eachaccordingtohisvariouskindofinstrument,moreinspiringlythanever。Adarkcheckedlittlegirl,withbrightblackeyes,stoodby,shakingatambourinesetroundwithtinklingbells,andthumpingitonitsparchmenthead。Withoutinterruptinghisbrisk,thoughmeasuredmovement,Donatellosnatchedawaythisunmelodiouscontrivance,and,flourishingitabovehishead,producedmusicofindescribablepotency,stilldancingwithfriskystep,andstrikingthetambourine,andringingitslittlebells,allinonejovialact。
Itmightbethattherewasmagicinthesound,orcontagion,atleast,inthespiritwhichhadgotpossessionofMiriamandhimself,forverysoonanumberoffestalpeopleweredrawntothespot,andstruckintothedance,singlyorinpairs,asiftheywereallgonemadwithjollity。AmongthemweresomeoftheplebeiandamselswhomwemeetbareheadedintheRomanstreets,withsilverstilettosthrustthroughtheirglossyhair;thecontadinas,too,fromtheCampagnaandthevillages,withtheirrichandpicturesquecostumesofscarletandallbrighthues,suchasfairermaidensmightnotventuretoputon。ThencamethemodernRomanfromTrastevere,perchance,withhisoldcloakdrawnabouthimlikeatoga,whichanon,ashisactivemotionheatedhim,heflungaside。ThreeFrenchsoldierscaperedfreelyintothethrong,inwidescarlettrousers,theirshortswordsdanglingattheirsides;andthreeGermanartistsingrayflaccidhatsandflauntingbeards;andoneofthePope'sSwissguardsmeninthestrangemotleygarbwhichMichaelAngelocontrivedforthem。TwoyoungEnglishtouristsoneofthemalordtookcontadinepartnersanddashedin,asdidalsoashaggymaningoat-skinbreeches,wholookedlikerusticPaninperson,andfooteditasmerrilyashe。BesidestheabovetherewasaherdsmanortwofromtheCampagna,andafewpeasantsinsky-bluejackets,andsmall-clothestiedwithribbonsattheknees;
haggardandsallowweretheselast,poorserfs,havinglittletoeatandnothingbutthemalariatobreathe;butstilltheypluckedupamomentaryspiritandjoinedhandsinDonatello'sdance。
Here,asitseemed,hadtheGoldenAgecomebackagainwithinthePrecinctsofthissunnyglade,thawingmankindoutoftheircoldformalities,releasingthemfromirksomerestraint,minglingthemtogetherinsuchchildlikegayetythatnewflowersofwhichtheoldbosomoftheearthisfullsprangupbeneaththeirfootsteps。Thesoleexceptiontothegenialityofthemoment,aswehaveunderstood,wasseeninacountrymanofourown,whosneeredatthespectacle,anddeclinedtocompromisehisdignitybymakingpartofit。
Theharperthrummedwithrapidfingers;theviolinplayerflashedhisbowbackandforthacrossthestrings;theflautistpouredhisbreathinquickpuffsofjollity,whileDonatelloshookthetambourineabovehishead,andledthemerrythrongwithunweariablesteps。Astheyfollowedoneanotherinawildringofmirth,itseemedtherealizationofoneofthosebas-reliefswhereadanceofnymphs,satyrs,orbacchanalsistwinedaroundthecircleofanantiquevase;oritwaslikethesculpturedsceneonthefrontandsidesofasarcophagus,where,asoftenasanyotherdevice,afestiveprocessionmockstheashesandwhitebonesthataretreasuredupwithin。Youmighttakeitforamarriagepageant;butafterawhile,ifyoulookatthesemerry-makers,followingthemfromendtoendofthemarblecoffin,youdoubtwhethertheirgaymovementisleadingthemtoahappyclose。Ayouthhassuddenlyfalleninthedance;achariotisoverturnedandbroken,flingingthecharioteerheadlongtotheground;amaidenseemstohavegrownfaintorweary,andisdroopingonthebosomofafriend。Alwayssometragicincidentisshadowedforthorthrustsidelongintothespectacle;andwhenonceithascaughtyoureyeyoucanlooknomoreatthefestalportionsofthescene,exceptwithreferencetothisoneslightlysuggesteddoomandsorrow。
Asinitsmirth,sointhedarkercharacteristicherealludedto,therewasananalogybetweenthesculpturedsceneonthesarcophagusandthewilddancewhichwehavebeendescribing。InthemidstofitsmadnessandriotMiriamfoundherselfsuddenlyconfrontedbyastrangefigurethatshookitsfantasticgarmentsintheair,andprancedbeforeheronitstiptoes,almostvyingwiththeagilityofDonatellohimself。Itwasthemodel。
AmomentafterwardsDonatellowasawarethatshehadretiredfromthedance。Hehastenedtowardsher,andflunghimselfonthegrassbesidethestonebenchonwhichMiriamwassitting。Butastrangedistanceandunapproachablenesshadallatonceenvelopedher;andthoughhesawherwithinreachofhisarm,yetthelightofhereyesseemedasfaroffasthatofastar,norwasthereanywarmthinthemelancholysmilewithwhichsheregardedhim。
"Comeback!"criedhe。"Whyshouldthishappyhourendsosoon?"
"Itmustendhere,Donatello,"saidshe,inanswertohiswordsandoutstretchedhand;"andsuchhours,Ibelieve,donotoftenrepeatthemselvesinalifetime。Letmego,myfriend;letmevanishfromyouquietlyamongtheshadowsofthesetrees。See,thecompanionsofourpastimearevanishingalready!"
Whetheritwasthattheharp-stringswerebroken,theviolinoutoftune,ortheflautistoutofbreath,soitchancedthatthemusichadceased,andthedancerscomeabruptlytoapause。Allthatmotleythrongofrioterswasdissolvedassuddenlyasithadbeendrawntogether。InMiriam'sremembrancethescenehadacharacteroffantasy。Itwasasifacompanyofsatyrs,fauns,andnymphs,withPaninthemidstofthem,hadbeendisportingthemselvesinthesevenerablewoodsonlyamomentago;andnowinanothermoment,becausesomeprofaneeyehadlookedatthemtooclosely,orsomeintruderhadcastashadowontheirmirth,thesylvanpageanthadutterlydisappeared。Ifafewofthemerry-makerslingeredamongthetrees,theyhadhiddentheirracypeculiaritiesunderthegarbandaspectofordinarypeople,andshelteredthemselvesinthewearycommonplaceofdailylife。JustaninstantbeforeitwasArcadiaandtheGoldenAge。Thespellbeingbroken,itwasnowonlythatoldtractofpleasureground,closebythepeople'sgat:eofRome,——atractwherethecrimesandcalamitiesofages,themanybattles,bloodrecklesslypouredout,anddeathsofmyriads,havecorruptedallthesoil,creatinganinfluencethatmakestheairdeadlytohumanlungs。
"Youmustleaveme,"saidMiriamtoDonatellomoreimperativelythanbefore;"haveInotsaidit?Go;andlooknotbehindyou。"
"Miriam,"whisperedDonatello,graspingherhandforcibly,"whoisitthatstandsintheshadowyonder,beckoningyoutofollowhim?"
"Hush;leaveme!"repeatedMiriam。"Yourhourispast;hishourhascome。"
Donatellostillgazedinthedirectionwhichhehadindicated,andtheexpressionofhisfacewasfearfullychanged,beingsodisordered,perhapswithterror,——atalleventswithangerandinvinciblerepugnance,——thatMiriamhardlyknewhim。Hislipsweredrawnapartsoastodisclosehissetteeth,thusgivinghimalookofanimalrage,whichweseldomseeexceptinpersonsofthesimplestandrudestnatures。Ashudderseemedtopassthroughhisverybones。
"Ihatehim!"mutteredhe。
"Besatisfied;Ihatehimtoo!"saidMiriam。
Shehadnothoughtofmakingthisavowal,butwasirresistiblydrawntoitbythesympathyofthedarkemotioninherownbreastwiththatsostronglyexpressedbyDonatello。Twodropsofwaterorofblooddonotmorenaturallyflowintoeachotherthandidherhatredintohis。
"ShallIclutchhimbythethroat?"whisperedDonatello,withasavagescowl。"Bidmedoso,andweareridofhimforever。"
"InHeaven'sname,noviolence!"exclaimedMiriam,affrightedoutofthescornfulcontrolwhichshehadhithertoheldoverhercompanion,bythefiercenessthathesosuddenlydeveloped。"O,havepityonme,Donatello,iffornothingelse,yetbecauseinthemidstofmywretchednessIletmyselfbeyourplaymateforthisonewildhour!Followmenofarther。
Henceforthleavemetomydoom。Dearfriend,——kind,simple,lovingfriend,——makemenotmorewretchedbytheremembranceofhavingthrownfiercehatesorlovesintothewellspringofyourhappylife!"
"Notfollowyou!"repeatedDonatello,soothedfromangerintosorrow,lessbythepurportofwhatshesaid,thanbythemelancholysweetnessofhervoice,——"notfollowyou!WhatotherpathhaveI?"
"Wewilltalkofitonceagain,"saidMiriamstillsoothingly;
"soon——to-morrowwhenyouwill;onlyleavemenow。"
CHAPTERXI
FRAGMENTARYSENTENCES
IntheBorgheseGrove,sorecentlyuproariouswithmerrimentandmusic,thereremainedonlyMiriamandherstrangefollower。
Asolitudehadsuddenlyspreaditselfaroundthem。Itperhapssymbolizedapeculiarcharacterintherelationofthesetwo,insulatingthem,andbuildingupaninsuperablebarrierbetweentheirlife-streamsandothercurrents,whichmightseemtoflowinclosevicinity。Foritisoneofthechiefearthlyincommoditiesofsomespeciesofmisfortune,orofagreatcrime,thatitmakestheactorintheone,orthesuffereroftheother,analienintheworld,byinterposingawhollyunsympatheticmediumbetwixthimselfandthosewhomheyearnstomeet。
Owing,itmaybe,tothismoralestrangement,——thischillremotenessoftheirposition,——therehavecometousbutafewvaguewhisperingsofwhatpassedinMiriam'sinterviewthatafternoonwiththesinisterpersonagewhohaddoggedherfootstepseversincethevisittothecatacomb。Inweavingthesemysticutterancesintoacontinuousscene,weundertakeataskresemblinginitsperplexitythatofgatheringupandpiecingtogetherthefragmentsoraletterwhichhasbeentornandscatteredtothewinds。Manywordsofdeepsignificance,manyentiresentences,andthosepossiblythemostimportantones,haveflowntoofaronthewingedbreezetoberecovered。Ifweinsertourownconjecturalamendments,weperhapsgiveapurportutterlyatvariancewiththetrueone。Yetunlessweattemptsomethinginthisway,theremustremainanunsightlygap,andalackofcontinuousnessanddependenceinournarrative;sothatitwouldarriveatcertaininevitablecatastropheswithoutduewarningoftheirimminence。
Ofsomuchwearesure,thatthereseemedtobeasadlymysteriousfascinationintheinfluenceofthisill-omenedpersonoverMiriam;itwassuchasbeastsandreptilesofsubtleandevilnaturesometimesexerciseupontheirvictims。Marvellousitwastoseethehopelessnesswithwhichbeingnaturallyofsocourageousaspiritsheresignedherselftothethraldominwhichheheldher。Thatironchain,ofwhichsomeofthemassivelinkswereroundherfemininewaist,andtheothersinhisruthlesshand,——orwhich,perhaps,boundthepairtogetherbyabondequallytorturingtoeach,——musthavebeenforgedinsomesuchunhallowedfurnaceasisonlykindledbyevilpassions,andfedbyevildeeds。
Yet,letustrust,theremayhavebeennocrimeinMiriam,butonlyoneofthosefatalitieswhichareamongthemostinsolubleriddlespropoundedtomortalcomprehension;thefataldecreebywhicheverycrimeismadetobetheagonyofmanyinnocentpersons,aswellasofthesingleguiltyone。
Itwas,atanyrate,butafeebleanddespairingkindofremonstrancewhichshehadnowtheenergytoopposeagainsthispersecution。
"Youfollowmetooclosely,"shesaid,inlow,falteringaccents;"youallowmetooscantyroomtodrawmybreath。Doyouknowwhatwillbetheendofthis?""Iknowwellwhatmustbetheend,"hereplied。
"Tellme,then,"saidMiriam,"thatImaycompareyourforebodingwithmyown。Mineisaverydarkone。"
"Therecanbebutoneresult,andthatsoon,"answeredthemodel。"Youmustthrowoffyourpresentmaskandassumeanother。Youmustvanishoutofthescene:quitRomewithme,andleavenotracewherebytofollowyou。
Itisinmypower,asyouwellknow,tocompelyouracquiescenceinmybidding。Youareawareofthepenaltyofarefusal。"
"Notthatpenaltywithwhichyouwouldterrifyme,"saidMiriam;"anothertheremaybe,butnotsogrievous。""Whatisthatother?"heinquired。
"Death!simplydeath!"sheanswered。"Death,"saidherpersecutor,"isnotsosimpleandopportuneathingasyouimagine。Youarestrongandwarmwithlife。Sensitiveandirritableasyourspiritis,thesemanymonthsoftrouble,thislatterthraldominwhichIholdyou,havescarcelymadeyourcheekpalerthanIsawitinyourgirlhood。Miriam,——forI
forbeartospeakanothername,atwhichtheseleaveswouldshiveraboveourheads,——Miriam,youcannotdie!"
"Mightnotadaggerfindmyheart?"saidshe,forthefirsttimemeetinghiseyes。"Wouldnotpoisonmakeanendofme?WillnottheTiberdrownme?"
"Itmight,"heanswered;"forIallowthatyouaremortal。But,Miriam,believeme,itisnotyourfatetodiewhilethereremainssomuchtobesinnedandsufferedintheworld。Wehaveadestinywhichwemustneedsfulfiltogether。I,too,havestruggledtoescapeit。Iwasasanxiousasyourselftobreakthetiebetweenus,——toburythepastinafathomlessgrave,——tomakeitimpossiblethatweshouldevermeet,untilyouconfrontmeatthebarofJudgment!YoulittlecanimaginewhatstepsItooktorenderallthissecure;andwhatwastheresult?Ourstrangeinterviewinthebowelsoftheearthconvincedmeofthefutilityofmydesign。"
"Ah,fatalchance!"criedMiriam,coveringherfacewithherhands。
"Yes,yourhearttrembledwithhorrorwhenyourecognizedme,"rejoinedhe;
"butyoudidnotguessthattherewasanequalhorrorinmyown!"
"Whywouldnottheweightofearthaboveourheadshavecrumbleddownuponusboth,forcingusapart,butburyingusequally?"criedMiriam,inaburstofvehementpassion。"O,thatwecouldhavewanderedinthosedismalpassagestillwebothperished,takingoppositepathsinthedarkness,sothatwhenwelaydowntodie,ourlast。breathsmightnotmingle!"
"Itwerevaintowishit,"saidthemodel。"Inallthatlabyrinthofmidnightpaths,weshouldhavefoundoneanotherouttoliveordietogether。Ourfatescrossandareentangled。Thethreadsaretwistedintoastrongcord,whichisdraggingustoanevildoom。Couldtheknotsbesevered,wemightescape。Butneithercanyourslenderfingersuntietheseknots,normymasculineforcebreakthem。Wemustsubmit!"
"Prayforrescue,asIhave,"exclaimedMiriam。"Prayfordeliverancefromme,sinceIamyourevilgenius,asyoumine。Darkasyourlifehasbeen,Ihaveknownyoutoprayintimespast!"
AtthesewordsofMiriam,atremorandhorrorappearedtoseizeuponherpersecutor,insomuchthatheshookandgrewashypalebeforehereyes。Inthisman'smemorytherewassomethingthatmadeitawfulforhimtothinkofprayer;norwouldanytorturebemoreintolerablethantoberemindedofsuchdivinecomfortandsuccorasawaitpioussoulsmerelyfortheasking;Thistormentwasperhapsthetokenofanativetemperamentdeeplysusceptibleofreligiousimpressions,butwhichhadbeenwronged,violated,anddebased,until,atlength,itwascapableonlyofterrorfromthesourcesthatwereintendedforourpurestandloftiestconsolation。Helookedsofearfullyather,andwithsuchintensepainstrugglinginhiseyes,thatMiriamfeltpity。
Andnow,allatonce,itstruckherthathemightbemad。Itwasanideathathadneverbeforeseriouslyoccurredtohermind,although,assoonassuggested,itfittedmarvellouslyintomanycircumstancesthatlaywithinherknowledge。But,alas!suchwasherevilfortune,that,whethermadorno,hispoweroverherremainedthesame,andwaslikelytobeusedonlythemoretyrannously,ifexercisedbyalunatic。
Iwouldnotgiveyoupain,"shesaid,soothingly;"yourfaithallowsyoutheconsolationsofpenanceandabsolution。Trywhathelptheremaybeinthese,andleavemetomyself。"
"Donotthinkit,Miriam,"saidhe;"weareboundtogether,andcanneverpartagain。""Whyshoulditseemsoimpossible?"sherejoined。"ThinkhowIhadescapedfromallthepast!Ihadmadeformyselfanewsphere,andfoundnewfriends,newoccupations,newhopesandenjoyments。Myheart,methinks,wasalmostasunburdenedasiftherehadbeennomiserablelifebehindme。Thehumanspiritdoesnotperishofasinglewound,norexhaustitselfinasingletrialoflife。Letusbutkeepasunder,andallmaygowellforboth。""Wefanciedourselvesforeversundered,"hereplied。"Yetwemetonce,inthebowelsoftheearth;and,werewetopartnow,ourfateswouldflingustogetheragaininadesert,onamountain-top,orinwhateverspotseemedsafest。Youspeakinvain,therefore。"
"Youmistakeyourownwillforanironnecessity,"saidMiriam;"otherwise,youmighthavesufferedmetoglidepastyoulikeaghost,whenwemetamongthoseghostsofancientdays。Evennowyoumightbidmepassasfreely。"
"Never!"saidhe,withunmitigablewill;"yourreappearancehasdestroyedtheworkofyears。YouknowthepowerthatIhaveoveryou。Obeymybidding;or,withinashorttime,itshallbeexercised:norwillIceasetohauntyoutillthemomentcomes。"
"Then,"saidMiriammorecalmly,"Iforeseetheend,andhavealreadywarnedyouofit。Itwillbedeath!"
"Yourowndeath,Miriam,——ormine?"heasked,lookingfixedlyather。
"Doyouimaginemeamurderess?"saidshe,shuddering;"you,atleast,havenorighttothinkmeso!"
"Yet,"rejoinedhe,withaglanceofdarkmeaning,"menhavesaidthatthiswhitehandhadonceacrimsonstain。"Hetookherhandashespoke,andhelditinhisown,inspiteoftherepugnance,amountingtonothingshortofagony,withwhichshestruggledtoregainit。Holdingituptothefadinglightfortherewasalreadydimnessamongthetrees,heappearedtoexamineitclosely,asiftodiscovertheimaginaryblood-stainwithwhichhetauntedher。Hesmiledasheletitgo。"Itlooksverywhite,"saidhe;"butIhaveknownhandsaswhite,whichallthewaterintheoceanwouldnothavewashedclean。"
"Ithadnostain,"retortedMiriambitterly,"untilyougraspeditinyourown。"
Thewindhasblownawaywhateverelsetheymayhavespoken。
Theywenttogethertowardsthetown,and,ontheirway,continuedtomakereference,nodoubt,tosomestrangeanddreadfulhistoryoftheirformerlife,belongingequallytothisdarkmanandtothefairandyouthfulwomanwhomhepersecuted。Intheirwords,orinthebreaththatutteredthem,thereseemedtobeanodorofguilt,andascentofblood。Yet,howcanweimaginethatastainofensanguinedcrimeshouldattachtoMiriam!
Orhow,ontheotherhand,shouldspotlessinnocencebesubjectedtoathraldomlikethatwhichsheenduredfromthespectre,whomsheherselfhadevokedoutofthedarkness!Bethisasitmight,Miriam,wehavereasontobelieve,stillcontinuedtobeseechhim,humbly,passionately,wildly,onlytogohisway,andleaveherfreetofollowherownsadpath。
ThustheystrayedonwardthroughthegreenwildernessoftheBorghesegrounds,andsooncamenearthecitywall,where,hadMiriamraisedhereyes,shemighthaveseenHildaandthesculptorleaningontheparapet。
Butshewalkedinamistoftrouble,andcoulddistinguishlittlebeyonditslimits。Astheycamewithinpublicobservation,herpersecutorfellbehind,throwingofftheimperiousmannerwhichhehadassumedduringtheirsolitaryinterview。ThePortadelPopoloswarmedwithlife。Themerry-makers,whohadspentthefeast-dayoutsidethewalls,werenowthrongingin;apartyofhorsemenwereenteringbeneaththearch;atravellingcarriagehadbeendrawnupjustwithintheverge,andwaspassingthroughthevillainousordealofthepapalcustom-house。Inthebroadpiazza,too,therewasamotleycrowd。
ButthestreamofMiriam'stroublekeptitswaythroughthisfloodofhumanlife,andneithermingledwithitnorwasturnedaside。Withasadkindoffeminineingenuity,shefoundawaytokneelbeforehertyrantundetected,thoughinfullsightofallthepeople,stillbeseechinghimforfreedom,andinvain。
CHAPTERXII
ASTROLLONTHEPINCIAN
Hilda,aftergivingthelasttouchestothepictureofBeatriceCenci,hadflowndownfromherdove-cote,lateintheafternoon,andgonetothePincianHill,inthehopeofhearingastrainortwoofexhilaratingmusic。
There,asithappened,shemetthesculptor,for,tosaythetruth,Kenyonhadwellnotedthefairartist'sordinarywayoflife,andwasaccustomedtoshapehisownmovementssoastobringhimoftenwithinhersphere。
ThePincianHillisthefavoritepromenadeoftheRomanaristocracy。Atthepresentday,however,likemostotherRomanpossessions,itbelongslesstothenativeinhabitantsthantothebarbariansfromGaul,GreatBritain,antibeyondthesea,whohaveestablishedapeacefulusurpationoverwhateverisenjoyableormemorableintheEternalCity。Theseforeignguestsareindeedungrateful,iftheydonotbreatheaprayerforPopeClement,orwhateverHolyFatheritmayhavebeen,wholevelledthesummitofthemountsoskilfully,andboundeditwiththeparapetofthecitywall;wholaidoutthosebroadwalksanddrives,andoverhungthemwiththedeepeningshadeofmanykindsoftree;whoscatteredtheflowers,ofallseasonsandofeveryclime,abundantlyoverthosegreen,centrallawns;whoscoopedouthollowsinfitplaces,and,settinggreatbasinsofmarbleinthem,causedever-gushingfountainstofillthemtothebrim;
whoreareduptheimmemorialobeliskoutofthesoilthathadlonghiddenit;whoplacedpedestalsalongthebordersoftheavenues,andcrownedthemwithbustsofthatmultitudeofworthies——statesmen,heroes,artists,menoflettersandofsong——whomthewholeworldclaimsasitschiefornaments,thoughItalyproducedthemall。Inaword,thePinciangardenisoneofthethingsthatreconcilethestrangersincehefullyappreciatestheenjoyment,andfeelsnothingofthecosttotheruleofanirresponsibledynastyofHolyFathers,whoseemtohaveaimedatmakinglifeasagreeableanaffairasitcanwellbe。
Inthispleasantspot,thered-trouseredFrenchsoldiersarealwaystobeseen;beardedandgrizzledveterans,perhapswithmedalsofAlgiersortheCrimeaontheirbreasts。Tothemisassignedthepeacefuldutyofseeingthatchildrendonottrampleontheflowerbeds,noranyyouthfulloverriflethemoftheirfragrantblossomstostickinthebelovedone'shair。
Heresitsdroopinguponsomemarblebench,inthetreacheroussunshine
theconsumptivegirl,whosefriendshavebroughther,forcure,toaclimatethatinstilspoisonintoitsverypurestbreath。Here,allday,comenursery-maids,burdenedwithrosyEnglishbabies,orguidingthefootstepsoflittletravellersfromthefarWesternworld。Here,inthesunnyafternoons,rollandrumbleallkindsofequipages,fromthecardinal'sold-fashionedandgorgeouspurplecarriagetothegaybaroucheofmoderndate。Herehorsemengalloponthoroughbredsteeds。Here,inshort,allthetransitorypopulationofRome,theworld'sgreatwatering-place,rides,drives,orpromenades!Herearebeautifulsunsets;
andhere,whicheverwayyouturnyoureyes,arescenesaswellworthgazingat,bothinthemselvesandfortheirhistoricinterest,asanythatthesuneverroseandsetupon。Here,too,oncertainafternoonsoftheweek,aFrenchmilitarybandflingsoutrichmusicoverthepooroldcity,floatingherwithstrainsasloudasthoseofherownecholesstriumphs。
Hildaandthesculptorbythecontrivanceofthelatter,wholovedbesttobealonewithhisyoungcountrywomanhadwanderedbeyondthethrongofpromenaders,whomtheyleftinadenseclusteraroundthemusic。Theystrayed,indeed,tothefarthestpointofthePincianHill,andleanedovertheparapet,lookingdownupontheMuroTorto,amassivefragmentoftheoldestRomanwall,whichjutsover,asifreadytotumbledownbyitsownweight,yetseemsstillthemostindestructiblepieceofworkthatmen'shandseverpiledtogether。InthebluedistanceroseSoracte,andotherheights,whichhavegleamedafar,toourimaginations,butlookscarcelyrealtoourbodilyeyes,because,beingdreamedaboutsomuch,theyhavetakentheaerialtintswhichbelongonlytoadream。These,nevertheless,arethesolidframeworkofhillsthatshutinRome,anditswidesurroundingCampagna,——nolandofdreams,butthebroadestpageofhistory,crowdedsofullwithmemorableeventsthatoneobliteratesanother;asifTimehadcrossedandrecrossedhisownrecordstilltheygrewillegible。
But,nottomeddlewithhistory,——withwhichournarrativeisnootherwiseconcerned,thanthattheverydustofRomeishistoric,andinevitablysettlesonourpageandmingleswithourink,——wewillreturntoourtwofriends,whowerestillleaningoverthewall。BeneaththemlaythebroadsweepoftheBorghesegrounds,coveredwithtrees,amidwhichappearedthewhitegleamofpillarsandstatues,andtheflashofanupspringingfountain,alltobeovershadowedatalaterperiodoftheyearbythethickergrowthoffoliage。
Theadvanceofvegetation,inthissofterclimate,islessabruptthantheinhabitantofthecoldNorthisaccustomedtoobserve。Beginningearlier,——eveninFebruary,——SpringisnotcompelledtoburstintoSummerwithsuchheadlonghaste;thereistimetodwelluponeachopeningbeauty,andtoenjoythebuddingleaf,thetendergreen,thesweetyouthandfreshnessoftheyear;itgivesusits。maidencharm,before,settlingintothemarriedSummer,which,again,doesnotsosoonsoberitselfintomatronlyAutumn。Inourowncountry,thevirginSpringhastenstoitsbridaltooabruptly。Buthere,afteramonthortwoofkindlygrowth,theleavesoftheyoungtrees,whichcoverthatportionoftheBorghesegroundsnearestthecitywall,werestillintheirtenderhalfdevelopment。
Intheremoterdepths,amongtheoldgrovesofilex-trees,HildaandKenyonheardthefaintsoundofmusic,laughter,andminglingvoices。Itwasprobablytheuproar——spreadingevensofarasthewallsofRome,andgrowingfadedandmelancholyinitspassage——ofthatwildsylvanmerriment,whichwehavealreadyattemptedtodescribe。Byandbyitceased——althoughthetwolistenersstilltriedtodistinguishitbetweentheburstsofnearermusicfromthemilitaryband。Buttherewasnorenewalofthatdistantmirth。Soonafterwardstheysawasolitaryfigureadvancingalongoneofthepathsthatleadfromtheobscurerpartofthegroundtowardsthegateway。
"Look!isitnotDonatello?"saidHilda。
"Heitis,beyondadoubt,"repliedthesculptor。"Buthowgravelyhewalks,andwithwhatlonglooksbehindhim!Heseemseitherveryweary,orverysad。Ishouldnothesitatetocallitsadness,ifDonatellowereacreaturecapableofthesinandfollyoflowspirits。Inallthesehundredpaces,whilewehavebeenwatchinghim,hehasnotmadeoneofthoselittlecapriolesintheairwhicharecharacteristicofhisnaturalgait。IbegintodoubtwhetherheisaveritableFaun。"
"Then,"saidHilda,withperfectsimplicity,"youhavethoughthim——anddothinkhim——oneofthatstrange,wild,happyraceofcreatures,thatusedtolaughandsportinthewoods,intheold,oldtimes?SodoI,indeed!
ButIneverquitebelieved,tillnow,thatfaunsexistedanywherebutinpoetry。"
Thesculptoratfirstmerelysmiled。Then,astheideatookfurtherpossessionofhismind,helaughedoutright,andwishedfromthebottomofhisheartbeinginlovewithHilda,thoughhehadnevertoldhersothathecouldhaverewardedorpunishedherforitsprettyabsurditywithakiss。
"OHilda,whatatreasureofsweetfaithandpureimaginationyouhideunderthatlittlestrawhat!"criedhe,atlength。"AFaun!aFaun!
GreatPanisnotdead,then,afterall!Thewholetribeofmythicalcreaturesyetliveinthemoonlitseclusionofayounggirl'sfancy,andfinditalovelierabodeandplay-place,Idoubtnot,thantheirArcadianhauntsofyore。Whatbliss,ifamanofmarble,likemyself,couldstraythither,too!"
"Whydoyoulaughso?"askedHilda,reddening;forshewasalittledisturbedatKenyon'sridicule,howeverkindlyexpressed。"WhatcanI
havesaid,thatyouthinksoveryfoolish?"
"Well,notfoolish,then,"rejoinedthesculptor,"butwiser,itmaybe,thanIcanfathom。Really,however,theideadoesstrikeoneasdelightfullyfresh,whenweconsiderDonatello'spositionandexternalenvironment。Why,mydearHilda,heisaTuscanborn,ofanoldnobleraceinthatpartofItaly;andhehasamoss-growntoweramongtheApennines,whereheandhisforefathershavedwelt,undertheirownvinesandfig-trees,fromanunknownantiquity。HisboyishpassionforMiriamhasintroducedhimfamiliarlytoourlittlecircle;andourrepublicanandartisticsimplicityofintercoursehasincludedthisyoungItalian,onthesametermsasoneofourselves。But,ifwepaidduerespecttorankandtitle,weshouldbendreverentiallytoDonatello,andsalutehimashisExcellencytheCountdiMonteBeni。"
"Thatisadrollidea,muchdrollerthanhisbeingaFaun!"saidHilda,laughinginherturn。"Thisdoesnotquitesatisfyme,however,especiallyasyouyourselfrecognizedandacknowledgedhiswonderfulresemblancetothestatue。"
"Exceptasregardsthepointedears,"saidKenyon;adding,aside,"andoneotherlittlepeculiarity,generallyobservableinthestatuesoffauns。"
"AsforhisExcellencytheCountdiMonteBeni'sears,"repliedHilda,smilingagainatthedignitywithwhichthistitleinvestedtheirplayfulfriend,"youknowwecouldneverseetheirshape,onaccountofhisclusteringcurls。Nay,Iremember,heoncestartedback,asshylyasawilddeer,whenMiriammadeapretenceofexaminingthem。Howdoyouexplainthat?"
"O,Icertainlyshallnotcontendagainstsuchaweightofevidence,thefactofhisfaunshipbeingotherwisesoprobable,"answeredthesculptor,stillhardlyretaininghisgravity。"Faunornot,DonatelloortheCountdiMonteBeni——isasingularlywildcreature,and,asIhaveremarkedonotheroccasions,thoughverygentle,doesnotlovetobetouched。
Speakinginnoharshsense,thereisagreatdealofanimalnatureinhim,asifhehadbeenborninthewoods,andhadrunwildallhischildhood,andwereasyetbutimperfectlydomesticated。Life,eveninourday,isverysimpleandunsophisticatedinsomeoftheshaggynooksoftheApennines。"
"Itannoysmeverymuch,"saidHilda,"thisinclination,whichmostpeoplehave,toexplainawaythewonderandthemysteryoutofeverything。Whycouldnotyouallowme——andyourself,too——thesatisfactionofthinkinghimaFaun?"
"Praykeepyourbelief,dearHilda,ifitmakesyouanyhappier,"saidthesculptor;"andIshalldomybesttobecomeaconvert。Donatellohasaskedmetospendthesummerwithhim,inhisancestraltower,whereI
purposeinvestigatingthepedigreeofthesesylvancounts,hisforefathers;
andiftheirshadowsbeckonmeintodreamland,Ishallwillinglyfollow。
Bythebye,speakingofDonatello,thereisapointonwhichIshouldliketobeenlightened。"
"CanIhelpyou,then?"saidHilda,inanswertohislook。
"IstheretheslightestchanceofhiswinningMiriam'saffections?"
suggestedKenyon。
"Miriam!she,soaccomplishedandgifted!"exclaimedHilda;"andhe,arude,uncultivatedboy!No,no,no!"
"Itwouldseemimpossible,"saidthesculptor。"But,ontheotherhand,agiftedwomanflingsawayheraffectionssounaccountably,sometimes!
Miriamoflatehasbeenverymorbidandmiserable,aswebothknow。Youngassheis,themorninglightseemsalreadytohavefadedoutofherlife;
andnowcomesDonatello,withnaturalsunshineenoughforhimselfandher,andoffershertheopportunityofmakingherheartandlifeallnewandcheeryagain。Peopleofhighintellectualendowmentsdonotrequiresimilaronesinthosetheylove。Theyarejustthepersonstoappreciatethewholesomegushofnaturalfeeling,thehonestaffection,thesimplejoy,thefulnessofcontentmentwithwhatheloves,whichMiriamseesinDonatello。True;shemaycallhimasimpleton。Itisanecessityofthecase;foramanlosesthecapacityforthiskindofaffection,inproportionashecultivatesandrefineshimself。"
"Dearme!"saidHilda,drawingimperceptiblyawayfromhercompanion。
"Isthisthepenaltyofrefinement?Pardonme;Idonotbelieveit。Itisbecauseyouareasculptor,thatyouthinknothingcanbefinelywroughtexceptitbecoldandhard,likethemarbleinwhichyourideastakeshape。Iamapainter,andknowthatthemostdelicatebeautymaybesoftenedandwarmedthroughout。"
"Isaidafoolishthing,indeed,"answeredthesculptor。"Itsurprisesme,forImighthavedrawnawiserknowledgeoutofmyownexperience。Itisthesuresttestofgenuinelove,thatitbringsbackourearlysimplicitytotheworldliestofus。"
Thustalking,theyloiteredslowlyalongbesidetheparapetwhichbordersthelevelsummitofthePincianwithitsirregularsweep。Atintervalstheylookedthroughthelattice-workoftheirthoughtsatthevariedprospectsthatlaybeforeandbeneaththem。
FromtheterracewheretheynowstoodthereisanabruptdescenttowardsthePiazzadelPopolo;andlookingdownintoitsbroadspacetheybeheldthetallpalatialedifices,thechurchdomes,andtheornamentedgateway,whichgrewandwereconsolidatedoutofthethoughtofMichaelAngelo。
Theysaw,too,theredgraniteobelisk,oldestofthings,eveninRome,whichrisesinthecentreofthepiazza,withafourfoldfountainatitsbase。AllRomanworksandruinswhetheroftheempire,thefar-offrepublic,orthestillmoredistantkingsassumeatransient,visionary,andimpalpablecharacterwhenwethinkthatthisindestructiblemonumentsuppliedoneoftherecollectionswhichMosesandtheIsraelitesborefromEgyptintothedesert。Perchance,onbeholdingthecloudypillarandthefierycolumn,theywhisperedawestrickentooneanother,"InitsshapeitislikethatoldobeliskwhichweandourfathershavesooftenseenonthebordersoftheNile。"Andnowthatveryobelisk,withhardlyatraceofdecayuponit,isthefirstthingthatthemoderntravellerseesafterenteringtheFlaminianGate!
Liftingtheireyes,Hildaandhercompaniongazedwestward,andsawbeyondtheinvisibleTibertheCastleofSt。Angelo;thatimmensetombofapaganemperor,withthearchangelatitssummit。
Stillfartheroffappearedamightypileofbuildings,surmountedbythevastdome,whichallofushaveshapedandswelledoutward,likeahugebubble,totheutmostScopeofourimaginations,longbeforeweseeitfloatingovertheworshipofthecity。Itmaybemostworthilyseenfrompreciselythepointwhereourtwofriendswerenowstanding。AtanynearerviewthegrandeurofSt。Peter'shidesitselfbehindtheimmensityofitsseparateparts,——sothatweseeonlythefront,onlythesides,onlythepillaredlengthandloftinessoftheportico,andnotthemightywhole。Butatthisdistancetheentireoutlineoftheworld'scathedral,aswellasthatofthepalaceoftheworld'schiefpriest,istakeninatonce。Insuchremoteness,moreover,theimaginationisnotdebarredfromlendingitsassistance,evenwhilewehavetherealitybeforeoureyes,andhelpingtheweaknessofhumansensetodojusticetosograndanobject。Itrequiresbothfaithandfancytoenableustofeel,whatisneverthelesssotrue,thatyonder,infrontofthepurpleoutlineofhills,isthegrandestedificeeverbuiltbyman,paintedagainstGod'sloveliestsky。
AftercontemplatingalittlewhileascenewhichtheirlongresidenceinRomehadmadefamiliartothem,KenyonandHildaagainlettheirglancesfallintothepiazzaattheirfeet。TheytherebeheldMiriam,whohadjustenteredthePortadelPopolo,andwasstandingbytheobeliskandfountain。WithagesturethatimpressedKenyonasatoncesuppliantandimperious,sheseemedtointimatetoafigurewhichhadattendedherthusfar,thatitwasnowherdesiretobeleftalone。Thepertinaciousmodel,however,remainedimmovable。
Andthesculptorherenotedacircumstance,which,accordingtotheinterpretationhemightputuponit,waseithertootrivialtobementioned,orelsesomysteriouslysignificantthathefounditdifficulttobelievehiseyes。Miriamkneltdownonthestepsofthefountain;sofartherecouldbenoquestionofthefact。Tootherobservers,ifanytherewere,sheprobablyappearedtotakethisattitudemerelyfortheconvenienceofdippingherfingersintothegushofwaterfromthemouthofoneofthestonelions。Butassheclaspedherhandstogetherafterthusbathingthem,andglancedupwardatthemodel,anideatookstrongpossessionofKenyon'smindthatMiriamwaskneelingtothisdarkfollowerthereintheworld'sface!
"Doyouseeit?"hesaidtoHilda。
"Seewhat?"askedshe,surprisedattheemotionofhistone。"IseeMiriam,whohasjustbathedherhandsinthatdelightfullycoolwater。I
oftendipmyfingersintoaRomanfountain,andthinkofthebrookthatusedtobeoneofmyplaymatesinmyNewEnglandvillage。"
"IfanciedIsawsomethingelse,"saidKenyon;"butitwasdoubtlessamistake。"
But,allowingthathehadcaughtatrueglimpseintothehiddensignificanceofMiriam'sgesture,whataterriblethraldomdiditsuggest!
Freeassheseemedtobe,——beggarashelooked,——thenamelessvagrantmustthenbedraggingthebeautifulMiriamthroughthestreetsofRome,fetteredandshackledmorecruellythananycaptivequeenofyorefollowinginanemperor'striumph。Andwasitconceivablethatshewouldhavebeenthusenthralledunlesssomegreaterror——howgreatKenyondarednotthink——orsomefatalweaknesshadgiventhisdarkadversaryavantageground?
"Hilda,"saidheabruptly,"whoandwhatisMiriam?Pardonme;butareyousureofher?"
"Sureofher!"repeatedHilda,withanangryblush,forherfriend'ssake。
"Iamsurethatsheiskind,good,andgenerous;atrueandfaithfulfriend,whomIlovedearly,andwholovesmeaswell!WhatmorethanthisneedIbesureof?"
"Andyourdelicateinstinctssayallthisinherfavor?——nothingagainsther?"continuedthesculptor,withoutheedingtheirritationofHilda'stone。"Thesearemyownimpressions,too。Butsheissuchamystery!Wedonotevenknowwhethersheisacountrywomanofours,oranEnglishwoman,oraGerman。ThereisAnglo-Saxonbloodinherveins,onewouldsay,andarightEnglishaccentonhertongue,butmuchthatisnotEnglishbreeding,norAmerican。NowhereelsebutinRome,andasanartist,couldsheholdaplaceinsocietywithoutgivingsomeclewtoherpastlife。"
"Iloveherdearly,"saidHilda,stillwithdispleasureinhertone,"andtrusthermostentirely。"
"Myhearttrustsheratleast,whatevermyheadmaydo,"repliedKenyon;
"andRomeisnotlikeoneofourNewEnglandvillages,whereweneedthepermissionofeachindividualneighborforeveryactthatwedo,everywordthatweutter,andeveryfriendthatwemakeorkeep。Intheseparticularsthepapaldespotismallowsusfreerbreaththanournativeair;
andifweliketotakegenerousviewsofourassociates,wecandoso,toareasonableextent,withoutruiningourselves。"
"Themusichasceased,"saidHilda;"Iamgoingnow。"
Therearethreestreetsthat,beginningclosebesideeachother,divergefromthePiazzadelPopolotowardstheheartofRome:ontheleft,theViadelBabuino;ontheright,theViadellaRipetta;andbetweenthesetwothatworldfamousavenue,theCorso。ItappearedthatMiriamandherstrangecompanionwerepassingupthefirstmentionedofthesethree,andweresoonhiddenfromHildaandthesculptor。
ThetwolatterleftthePincianbythebroadandstatelywalkthatskirtsalongitsbrow。Beneaththem,fromthebaseoftheabruptdescent,thecityspreadwideawayinaclosecontiguityofred-earthenroofs,abovewhichroseeminentthedomesofahundredchurches,besidehereandthereatower,andtheupperwindowsofsometallerorhighersituatedpalace,lookingdownonamultitudeofpalatialabodes。Atadistance,ascendingoutofthecentralmassofedifices,theycouldseethetopoftheAntoninecolumn,andnearitthecircularroofofthePantheonlookingheavenwardwithitsever-openeye。
Exceptthesetwoobjects,almosteverythingthattheybeheldwasmediaeval,thoughbuilt,indeed,ofthemassiveoldstonesandindestructiblebricksofimperialRome;fortheruinsoftheColiseum,theGoldenHouse,andinnumerabletemplesofRomangods,andmansionsofCaesarsandsenators,hadsuppliedthematerialforallthosegigantichovels,andtheirwallswerecementedwithmortarofinestimablecost,beingmadeofpreciousantiquestatues,burntlongagoforthispettypurpose。
Rome,asitnowexists,hasgrownupunderthePopes,andseemslikenothingbutaheapofbrokenrubbish,thrownintothegreatchasmbetweenourowndaysandtheEmpire,merelytofillitup;and,forthebetterpartoftwothousandyears,itsannalsofobscurepolicies,andwars,andcontinuallyrecurringmisfortunes,seemalsobutbrokenrubbish,ascomparedwithitsclassichistory。
Ifweconsiderthepresentcityasatallconnectedwiththefamousoneofold,itisonlybecausewefinditbuiltoveritsgrave。AdepthofthirtyfeetofsoilhascovereduptheRomeofancientdays,sothatitlieslikethedeadcorpseofagiant,decayingforcenturies,withnosurvivormightyenougheventoburyit,untilthedustofallthoseyearshasgatheredslowlyoveritsrecumbentformandmadeacasualsepulchre。
Weknownothowtocharacterize,inanyaccordantandcompatibleterms,theRomethatliesbeforeus;itssunlessalleys,andstreetsofpalaces;
itschurches,linedwiththegorgeousmarblesthatwereoriginallypolishedfortheadornmentofpagantemples;itsthousandsofevilsmells,mixedupwithfragranceofrichincense,diffusedfromasmanycensers;
itslittlelife,derivingfeeblenutrimentfromwhathaslongbeendead。
Everywhere,somefragmentofruinsuggestingthemagnificenceofaformerepoch;everywhere,moreover,aCross,——andnastinessatthefootofit。
Asthesumofall,therearerecollectionsthatkindlethesoul,andagloomandlanguorthatdepressitbeyondanydepthofmelancholicsentimentthatcanbeelsewhereknown。
YethowisitpossibletosayanunkindorirreverentialwordofRome?
Thecityofailtime,andofalltheworld!Thespotforwhichman'sgreatlifeanddeedshavedonesomuch,andforwhichdecayhasdonewhatevergloryanddominioncouldnotdo!Atthismoment,theeveningsunshineisflingingitsgoldenmantleoverit,makingallthatwethoughtmeanmagnificent;thebellsofallthechurchessuddenlyringout,asifitwereapealoftriumphbecauseRomeisstillimperial。
"Isometimesfancy,"saidHilda,onwhosesusceptibilitythescenealwaysmadeastrongimpression,"thatRome——mereRome——willcrowdeverythingelseoutofmyheart。"
"Heavenforbid!"ejaculatedthesculptor。TheyhadnowreachedthegrandstairsthatascendfromthePiazzadiSpagnatothehitherbrowofthePincianHill。OldBeppo,themillionnaireofhisraggedfraternity,itisawonderthatnoartistpaintshimasthecripplewhomSt。PeterhealsattheBeautifulGateoftheTemple,——wasjustmountinghisdonkeytodepart,ladenwiththerichspoiloftheday'sbeggary。
Upthestairs,drawinghistatteredcloakabouthisface,camethemodel,atwhomBeppolookedaskance,jealousofanencroacheronhisrightfuldomain。Thefigurepassedaway,however,uptheViaSistina。Inthepiazzabelow,nearthefootofthemagnificentsteps,stoodMiriam,withhereyesbentontheground,asifshewerecountingthoselittle,square,uncomfortablepaving-stones,thatmakeitapenitentialpilgrimagetowalkinRome。Shekeptthisattitudeforseveralminutes,andwhen,atlast,theimportunitiesofabeggardisturbedherfromit,sheseemedbewilderedandpressedherhanduponherbrow。
"Shehasbeeninsomesaddreamorother,poorthing!"saidKenyonsympathizingly;"andevennowsheisimprisonedthereinakindofcage,theironbarsofwhicharemadeofherownthoughts。"
"Ifearsheisnotwell,"saidHilda。"Iamgoingdownthestairs,andwilljoinMiriam。"
"Farewell,then,"saidthesculptor。"DearHilda,thisisaperplexedandtroubledworld!Itsoothesmeinexpressiblytothinkofyouinyourtower,withwhitedovesandwhitethoughtsforyourcompanions,sohighaboveusall,andWiththeVirginforyourhouseholdfriend。Youknownothowfaritthrowsitslight,thatlampwhichyoukeepburningathershrine!I
passedbeneaththetowerlastnight,andtheraycheeredme,becauseyoulightedit。"
"Ithasformeareligioussignificance,"repliedHildaquietly,"andyetIamnoCatholic。"
Theyparted,andKenyonmadehastealongtheViaSistina,inthehopeofovertakingthemodel,whosehauntsandcharacterhewasanxioustoinvestigate,forMiriam'ssake。Hefanciedthathesawhimalongwayinadvance,butbeforehereachedtheFountainoftheTritontheduskyfigurehadvanished。
CHAPTERXIII
ASCULPTOR'SSTUDIO
Aboutthisperiod,Miriamseemstohavebeengoadedbyawearyrestlessnessthatdroveherabroadonanyerrandornone。ShewentonemorningtovisitKenyoninhisstudio,whitherhehadinvitedhertoseeanewstatue,onwhichhehadstakedmanyhopes,andwhichwasnowalmostcompletedintheclay。NexttoHilda,thepersonforwhomMiriamfeltmostaffectionandconfidencewasKenyon;andinallthedifficultiesthatbesetherlife,itwasherimpulsetodrawnearHildaforfemininesympathy,andthesculptorforbrotherlycounsel。
Yetitwastolittlepurposethatsheapproachedtheedgeofthevoicelessgulfbetweenherselfandthem。Standingontheutmostvergeofthatdarkchasm,shemightstretchoutherhand,andneverclaspahandoftheirs;
shemightstrivetocallout,"Help,friends!help!"but,aswithdreamerswhentheyshout,hervoicewouldperishinaudiblyintheremotenessthatseemedsuchalittleway。Thisperceptionofaninfinite,shiveringsolitude,amidwhichwecannotcomecloseenoughtohumanbeingstobewarmedbythem,andwheretheyturntocold,chillyshapesofmist,isoneofthemostforlornresultsofanyaccident,misfortune,crime,orpeculiarityofcharacter,thatputsanindividualajarwiththeworld。
Veryoften,asinMiriam'scase,thereisaninsatiableinstinctthatdemandsfriendship,love,andintimatecommunion,butisforcedtopineinemptyforms;ahungeroftheheart,whichfindsonlyshadowstofeedupon。
Kenyon'sstudiowasinacross-street,or,rather,anuglyanddirtylittlelane,betweentheCorsoandtheViadellaRipetta;andthoughchill,narrow,gloomy,andborderedwithtallandshabbystructures,thelanewasnotawhitmoredisagreeablethanninetenthsoftheRomanstreets。
Overthedoorofoneofthehouseswasamarbletablet,bearinganinscription,tothepurportthatthesculpture-roomswithinhadformerlybeenoccupiedbytheillustriousartistCanova。IntheseprecinctswhichCanova'sgeniuswasnotquiteofacharactertorendersacred,thoughitcertainlymadetheminterestingtheyoungAmericansculptorhadnowestablishedhimself。
Thestudioofasculptorisgenerallybutaroughanddreary-lookingplace,withagooddealtheaspect,indeed,ofastone-mason'sworkshop。Barefloorsofbrickorplank,andplasteredwalls,——anoldchairortwo,orperhapsonlyablockofmarblecontaining,however,thepossibilityofidealgracewithinittositdownupon;somehastilyscrawledsketchesofnudefiguresonthewhitewashofthewall。Theselastareprobablythesculptor'searliestglimpsesofideasthatmayhereafterbesolidifiedintoimperishablestone,orperhapsmayremainasimpalpableasadream。
Nextthereareafewveryroughlymodelledlittlefiguresinclayorplaster,exhibitingthesecondstageoftheideaasitadvancestowardsamarbleimmortality;andthenisseentheexquisitelydesignedshapeofclay,moreinterestingthaneventhefinalmarble,asbeingtheintimateproductionofthesculptorhimself,mouldedthroughoutwithhislovinghands,andnearesttohisimaginationandheart。Intheplaster-cast,fromthisclaymodel,thebeautyofthestatuestrangelydisappears,toshineforthagainwithpurewhiteradiance,inthepreciousmarbleofCarrara。Worksinallthesestagesofadvancement,andsomewiththefinaltouchuponthem,mightbefoundinKenyon'sstudio。
Heremightbewitnessedtheprocessofactuallychisellingthemarble,withwhichasitisnotquitesatisfactorytothinkasculptorinthesedayshasverylittletodo。InItaly,thereisaclassofmenwhosemerelymechanicalskillisperhapsmoreexquisitethanwaspossessedbytheancientartificers,whowroughtoutthedesignsofPraxiteles;or,verypossibly,byPraxiteleshimself。Whateverofillusiverepresentationcanbeeffectedinmarble,theyarecapableofachieving,iftheobjectbebeforetheireyes。Thesculptorhasbuttopresentthesemenwithaplaster-castofhisdesign,andasufficientblockofmarble,andtellthemthatthefigureisimbeddedinthestone,andmustbefreedfromitsencumberingsuperfluities;and,induetime,withoutthenecessityofhistouchingtheworkwithhisownfinger,hewillseebeforehimthestatuethatistomakehimrenowned。Hiscreativepowerhaswroughtitwithaword。
Innootherart,surely,doesgeniusfindsucheffectiveinstruments,andsohappilyrelieveitselfofthedrudgery,ofactualperformance;doingwonderfullynicethingsbythehandsofotherpeople,whenitmaybesuspectedtheycouldnotalwaysbedonebythesculptor'sown。Andhowmuchoftheadmirationwhichourartistsgetfortheirbuttonsandbuttonholes,theirshoe-ties,theirneckcloths,——andthese,atourpresentepochoftaste,makealargeshareoftherenown,——wouldbeabated,ifweweregenerallyawarethatthesculptorcanclaimnocreditforsuchprettyperformances,asimmortalizedinmarble!Theyarenothiswork,butthatofsomenamelessmachineinhumanshape。
Miriamstoppedaninstantinanantechamber,tolookatahalf-finishedbust,thefeaturesofwhichseemedtobestrugglingoutofthestone;and,asitwere,scatteringanddissolvingitshardsubstancebytheglowoffeelingandintelligence。Astheskilfulworkmangavestrokeafterstrokeofthechiselwithapparentcarelessness,butsureeffect,itwasimpossiblenottothinkthattheoutermarblewasmerelyanextraneousenvironment;thehumancountenancewithinitsembracemusthaveexistedtheresincethelimestoneledgesofCarrarawerefirstmade。Anotherbustwasnearlycompleted,thoughstilloneofKenyon'smosttrustworthyassistantswasatwork,givingdelicatetouches,shavingoffanimpalpablesomething,andleavinglittleheapsofmarbledusttoattestit。
"Asthesebustsintheblockofmarble,"thoughtMiriam,"sodoesourindividualfateexistinthelimestoneoftime。Wefancythatwecarveitout;butitsultimateshapeispriortoallouraction。"
Kenyonwasintheinnerroom,but,hearingastepintheantechamber,hethrewaveiloverwhathewasatworkupon,andcameouttoreceivehisvisitor。Hewasdressedinagrayblouse,withalittlecaponthetopofhishead;acostumewhichbecamehimbetterthanthoformalgarmentswhichheworewheneverhepassedoutofhisowndomains。Thesculptorhadafacewhich,whentimehaddonealittlemoreforit,wouldofferaworthysubjectforasgoodanartistashimself:featuresfinelycut,asifalreadymarble;anidealforehead,deeplyseteyes,andamouthmuchhiddeninalightbrownbeard,butapparentlysensitiveanddelicate。
"Iwillnotofferyoumyhand,"saidhe;"itisgrimywithCleopatra'sclay。"
"No;Iwillnottouchclay;itisearthyandhuman,"answeredMiriam。"I
havecometotrywhetherthereisanycalmandcoolnessamongyourmarbles。
Myownartistoonervous,toopassionate,toofullofagitation,formetoworkatitwholedaystogether,withoutintervalsofrepose。So,whathaveyoutoshowme?"
"Praylookateverythinghere,"saidKenyon。"Ilovetohavepaintersseemywork。Theirjudgmentisunprejudiced,andmorevaluablethanthatoftheworldgenerally,fromthelightwhichtheirownartthrowsonmine。
Morevaluable,too,thanthatofmybrothersculptors,whoneverjudgemefairly,——norIthem,perhaps。"
Togratifyhim,Miriamlookedroundatthespecimensinmarbleorplaster,ofwhichtherewereseveralintheroom,comprisingoriginalsorcastsofmostofthedesignsthatKenyonhadthusfarproduced。Hewasstilltooyoungtohaveaccumulatedalargegalleryofsuchthings。Whathehadtoshowwerechieflytheattemptsandexperiments,invariousdirections,ofabeginnerinart,actingasasterntutortohimself,andprofitingmorebyhisfailuresthanbyanysuccessesofwhichhewasyetcapable。Someofthem,however,hadgreatmerit;andinthepure,fineglowofthenewmarble,itmaybe,theydazzledthejudgmentintoawardingthemhigherpraisethantheydeserved。Miriamadmiredthestatueofabeautifulyouth,apearlfisher;whohadgotentangledintheweedsatthebottomofthesea,andlaydeadamongthepearl-oysters,therichshells,andtheseaweeds,alloflikevaluetohimnow。
"Thepooryoungmanhasperishedamongtheprizesthathesought,"
remarkedshe。"Butwhatastrangeefficacythereisindeath!Ifwecannotallwinpearls,itcausesanemptyshelltosatisfyusjustaswell。
Ilikethisstatue,thoughitistoocoldandsterninitsmorallesson;
and,physically,theformhasnotsettleditselfintosufficientrepose。"
Inanotherstyle,therewasagrand,calmheadofMilton,notcopiedfromanyonebustorpicture,yetmoreauthenticthananyofthem,becauseallknownrepresentationsofthepoethadbeenprofoundlystudied,andsolvedintheartist'smind。ThebustoverthetombinGreyFriarsChurch,theoriginalminiaturesandpictures,wherevertobefound,hadmingledeachitsspecialtruthinthisonework;wherein,likewise,bylongperusalanddeeploveoftheParadiseLost,theComus,theLycidas,andL'Allegro,thesculptorhadsucceeded,evenbetterthanheknew,inspiritualizinghismarblewiththepoet'smightygenius。Andthiswasagreatthingtohaveachieved,suchalengthoftimeafterthedrybonesanddustofMiltonwerelikethoseofanyotherdeadman。
Therewerealsoseveralportrait-busts,comprisingthoseoftwoorthreeoftheillustriousmenofourowncountry,whomKenyon,beforeheleftAmerica,hadaskedpermissiontomodel。Hehaddoneso,becausehesincerelybelievedthat,whetherhewroughtthebustsinmarbleorbronze,theonewouldcorrodeandtheothercrumbleinthelonglapseoftime,beneaththesegreatmen'simmortality。Possibly,however,theyoungartistmayhaveunderestimatedthedurabilityofhismaterial。Otherfacestherewere,too,ofmenwhoifthebrevityoftheirremembrance,afterdeath,canbeauguredfromtheirlittlevalueinlifeshouldhavebeenrepresentedinsnowratherthanmarble。Posteritywillbepuzzledwhattodowithbustslikethese,theconcretionsandpetrifactionsofavainselfestimate;butwillfind,nodoubt,thattheyservetobuildintostonewalls,orburnintoquicklime,aswellasifthemarblehadneverbeenblockedintotheguiseofhumanheads。
Butitisanawfulthing,indeed,thisendlessendurance,thisalmostindestructibility,ofamarblebust!Whetherinourowncase,orthatofothermen,itbidsussadlymeasurethelittle,littletimeduringwhichourlineamentsarelikelytobeofinteresttoanyhumanbeing。ItisespeciallysingularthatAmericansshouldcareaboutperpetuatingthemselvesinthismode。Thebriefdurationofourfamilies,asahereditaryhousehold,rendersitnexttoacertaintythatthegreat-grandchildrenwillnotknowtheirfather'sgrandfather,andthathalfacenturyhenceatfurthest,thehammeroftheauctioneerwillthumpitsknock-downblowagainsthisblockhead,soldatsomuchforthepoundofstone!Anditoughttomakeusshiver,theideaofleavingourfeaturestobeadusty-whiteghostamongstrangersofanothergeneration,whowilltakeournosebetweentheirthumbandfingersaswehaveseenmendobyCaesar's,andinfalliblybreakitoffiftheycandosowithoutdetection!
"Yes,"saidMiriam,whohadbeenrevolvingsomesuchthoughtsastheabove,"itisagoodstateofmindformortalman,whenheiscontenttoleavenomoredefinitememorialthanthegrass,whichwillsproutkindlyandspeedilyoverhisgrave,ifwedonotmakethespotbarrenwithmarble。
Methinks,too,itwillbeafresherandbetterworld,whenitflingsoffthisgreatburdenofstonymemories,whichtheageshavedeemeditapietytoheapuponitsback。"
"Whatyousay,"remarkedKenyon,"goesagainstmywholeart。Sculpture,andthedelightwhichmennaturallytakeinit,appeartomeaproofthatitisgoodtoworkwithalltimebeforeourview。"
"Well,well,"answeredMiriam,"ImustnotquarrelwithyouforflingingyourheavystonesatpoorPosterity;and,tosaythetruth,Ithinkyouareaslikelytohitthemarkasanybody。Thesebusts,now,muchasI
seemtoscornthem,makemefeelasifyouwereamagician……Youturnfeverishmenintocool,quietmarble。Whatablessedchangeforthem!
Wouldyoucoulddoasmuchforme!"
"O,gladly!"criedKenyon,whohadlongwishedtomodelthatbeautifulandmostexpressiveface。"Whenwillyoubegintosit?"
"Poh!thatwasnotwhatImeant,"saidMiriam。"Come,showmesomethingelse。"
"Doyourecognizethis?"askedthesculptor。
Hetookoutofhisdeskalittleold-fashionedivorycoffer,yellowwithage;itwasrichlycarvedwithantiquefiguresandfoliage;andhadKenyonthoughtfittosaythatBenvenutoCelliniwroughtthispreciousbox,theskillandelaboratefancyoftheworkwouldbynomeanshavediscreditedhisword,northeoldartist'sfame。Atleast,itwasevidentlyaproductionofBenvenuto'sschoolandcentury,andmightoncehavebeenthejewel-caseofsomegrandladyatthecourtoftheDe'Medici。
Liftingthelid,however,noblazeofdiamondswasdisclosed,butonly,lappedinfleecycotton,asmall,beautifullyshapedhand,mostdelicatelysculpturedinmarble。Suchlovingcareandnicestarthadbeenlavishedhere,thatthepalmreallyseemedtohaveatendernessinitsverysubstance。Touchingthoselovelyfingers,——hadthejealoussculptorallowedyoutotouch,——youcouldhardlybelievethatavirginwarmthwouldnotstealfromthemintoyourheart。
"Ah,thisisverybeautiful!"exclaimedMiriam,withagenialsmile。"ItisasgoodinitswayasLoulie'shandwithitsbaby-dimples,whichPowersshowedmeatFlorence,evidentlyvaluingitasmuchasifhehadwroughtitoutofapieceofhisgreatheart。AsgoodasHarrietHosmer'sclaspedhandsofBrowningandhiswife,symbolizingtheindividualityandheroicunionoftwohigh,poeticlives!Nay,Idonotquestionthatitisbetterthaneitherofthose,becauseyoumusthavewroughtitpassionately,inspiteofitsmaidenpalmanddaintyfingertips。"
"Thenyoudorecognizeit?"askedKenyon。
"Thereisbutonerighthandonearththatcouldhavesuppliedthemodel,"
answeredMiriam;"sosmallandslender,soperfectlysymmetrical,andyetwithacharacterofdelicateenergy。Ihavewatcheditahundredtimesatitswork;butIdidnotdreamthatyouhadwonHildasofar!Howhaveyoupersuadedthatshymaidentoletyoutakeherhandinmarble?"
"Never!Sheneverknewit!"hastilyrepliedKenyon,anxioustovindicatehismistress'smaidenlyreserve。"Istoleitfromher。Thehandisareminiscence。Aftergazingatitsooften,andevenholdingitonceforaninstant,whenHildawasnotthinkingofme,Ishouldbeabunglerindeed,ifIcouldnotnowreproduceittosomethinglikethelife。"
"Mayyouwintheoriginaloneday!"saidMiriamkindly。
"Ihavelittlegroundtohopeit,"answeredthesculptordespondingly;
"Hildadoesnotdwellinourmortalatmosphere;andgentleandsoftassheappears,itwillbeasdifficulttowinherheartastoenticedownawhitebirdfromitssunnyfreedominthesky。Itisstrange,withallherdelicacyandfragility,theimpressionshemakesofbeingutterlysufficienttoherself。No;Ishallneverwinher。Sheisabundantlycapableofsympathy,anddelightstoreceiveit,butshehasnoneedoflove。"
"Ipartlyagreewithyou,"saidMiriam。"Itisamistakenidea,whichmengenerallyentertain,thatnaturehasmadewomenespeciallypronetothrowtheirwholebeingintowhatistechnicallycalledlove。Wehave,tosaytheleast,nomorenecessityforitthanyourselves;onlywehavenothingelsetodowithourhearts。Whenwomenhaveotherobjectsinlife,theyarenotapttofallinlove。Icanthinkofmanywomendistinguishedinart,literature,andscience,——andmultitudeswhoseheartsandmindsfindgoodemploymentinlessostentatiousways,——wholeadhigh,lonelylives,andareconsciousofnosacrificesofarasyoursexisconcerned。"
"AndHildawillbeoneofthese!"saidKenyonsadly;"thethoughtmakesmeshiverformyself,andandforher,too。"
"Well,"saidMiriam,smiling,"perhapsshemaysprainthedelicatewristwhichyouhavesculpturedtosuchperfection。Inthatcaseyoumayhope。
Theseoldmasterstowhomshehasvowedherself,andwhomherslenderhandandwoman'sheartservesofaithfully,areyouronlyrivals。"
ThesculptorsighedasheputawaythetreasureofHilda'smarblehandintotheivorycoffer,andthoughthowslightwasthepossibilitythatheshouldeverfeelresponsivetohisownthetenderclaspoftheoriginal。
Hedarednotevenkisstheimagethathehimselfhadmade:ithadassumeditsshareofHilda'sremoteandshydivinity。
"Andnow,"saidMiriam,"showmethenewstatuewhichyouaskedmehithertosee。"
CHAPTERXIV
CLEOPATRA
Mynewstatue!"saidKenyon,whohadpositivelyforgottenitinthethoughtofHilda;"hereitis,underthisveil。""Notanudefigure,I
hope,"observedMiriam。"Everyyoungsculptorseemstothinkthathemustgivetheworldsomespecimenofindecorouswomanhood,andcallitEve,Venus,aNymph,oranynamethatmayapologizeforalackofdecentclothing。Iamweary,evenmorethanIamashamed,ofseeingsuchthings。
Nowadayspeopleareasgoodasbornintheirclothes,andthereispracticallynotanudehumanbeinginexistence。Anartist,therefore,asyoumustcandidlyconfess,cannotsculpturenuditywithapureheart,ifonlybecauseheiscompelledtostealguiltyglimpsesathiredmodels。
Themarbleinevitablylosesitschastityundersuchcircumstances。AnoldGreeksculptor,nodoubt,foundhismodelsintheopensunshine,andamongpureandprincelymaidens,andthusthenudestatuesofantiquityareasmodestasviolets,andsufficientlydrapedintheirownbeauty。ButasforMr。Gibson'scoloredVenusesstained,Ibelieve,withtobaccojuice,andallothernuditiesofto-day,Ireallydonotunderstandwhattheyhavetosaytothisgeneration,andwouldbegladtoseeasmanyheapsofquicklimeintheirstead。"
"Youaresevereupontheprofessorsofmyart,"saidKenyon,halfsmiling,halfseriously;"notthatyouarewhollywrong,either。Weareboundtoacceptdraperyofsomekind,andmakethebestofit。Butwhatarewetodo?Mustweadoptthecostumeofto-day,andcarve,forexample,aVenusinahoop-petticoat?"
"Thatwouldbeaboulder,indeed!"rejoinedMiriam,laughing。"Butthedifficultygoestoconfirmmeinmybeliefthat,exceptforportrait-busts,sculpturehasnolongerarighttoclaimanyplaceamonglivingarts。Ithaswroughtitselfout,andcomefairlytoanend。Thereisneveranewgroupnowadays;neverevensomuchasanewattitude。GreenoughItakemyexamplesamongmenofmeritimaginednothingnew;norCrawfordeither,exceptinthetailoringline。Therearenot,asyouwillown,morethanhalfadozenpositivelyoriginalstatuesorgroupsintheworld,andthesefewareofimmemorialantiquity。ApersonfamiliarwiththeVatican,theUffizziGallery,theNaplesGallery,andtheLouvre,willatoncereferanymodernproductiontoitsantiqueprototype;which,moreover,hadbeguntogetoutoffashion,eveninoldRomandays。"
"Praystop,Miriam,"criedKenyon,"orIshallflingawaythechiselforever!"
"Fairlyowntome,then,myfriend,"rejoinedMiriam,whosedisturbedmindfoundacertainreliefinthisdeclamation,"thatyousculptorsare,ofnecessity,thegreatestplagiaristsintheworld。"
"Idonotownit,"saidKenyon,"yetcannotutterlycontradictyou,asregardstheactualstateoftheart。ButaslongastheCarraraquarriesstillyieldpureblocks,andwhilemyowncountryhasmarblemountains,probablyasfineinquality,Ishallsteadfastlybelievethatfuturesculptorswillrevivethisnoblestofthebeautifularts,andpeopletheworldwithnewshapesofdelicategraceandmassivegrandeur。Perhaps,"
headded,smiling,"mankindwillconsenttowearamoremanageablecostume;
or,atworst,wesculptorsshallgettheskilltomakebroadclothtransparent,andrenderamajestichumancharactervisiblethroughthecoatsandtrousersofthepresentday。"
"Beitso!"saidMiriam;"youarepastmycounsel。Showmetheveiledfigure,which,Iamafraid,Ihavecriticisedbeforehand。Tomakeamends,Iaminthemoodtopraiseitnow。"
But,asKenyonwasabouttotaketheclothofftheclaymodel,shelaidherhandonhisarm。
"Tellmefirstwhatisthesubject,"saidshe,"forIhavesometimesincurredgreatdispleasurefrommembersofyourbrotherhoodbybeingtooobtusetopuzzleoutthepurportoftheirproductions。Itissodifficult,youknow,tocompressanddefineacharacterorstory,andmakeitpatentataglance,withinthenarrowscopeattainablebysculpture!Indeed,I
fancyitisstilltheordinaryhabitwithsculptors,firsttofinishtheirgroupofstatuary,——insuchdevelopmentastheparticularblockofmarblewillallow,——andthentochoosethesubject;asJohnofBolognadidwithhisRapeoftheSabines。Haveyoufollowedthatgoodexample?"
"No;mystatueisintendedforCleopatra,"repliedKenyon,alittledisturbedbyMiriam'sraillery。"Thespecialepochofherhistoryyoumustmakeoutforyourself。"
Hedrewawaythecloththathadservedtokeepthemoistureoftheclaymodelfrombeingexhaled。Thesittingfigureofawomanwasseen。ShewasdrapedfromheadtofootinacostumeminutelyandscrupulouslystudiedfromthatofancientEgypt,asrevealedbythestrangesculptureofthatcountry,itscoins,drawings,paintedmummy-cases,andwhateverothertokenshavebeendugoutofitspyramids,graves,andcatacombs。
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