"Andeverythingaboutherissopeculiar,"Fomarelatedsoftly。
"Shespeaksinawayallherown。And,God!Howbeautifulsheis!
Andthensheissosmall,likeachild。"
"Andwhattookplacebetweenyou?"askedLubov。
Fomamovedhischairclosertoher,andstooping,heloweredhisvoiceforsomereasonorother,andbegantorelatetoherallthathadtakenplacebetweenhimandMedinskaya。Hespoke,andasherecalledthewordshesaidtoMedinskaya,thesentimentsthatcalledforththewordswerealsoawakenedinhim。
"Itoldher,'Oh,you!whydidyoumakesportofme?'"hesaidangrilyandwithreproach。
AndLuba,hercheeksaflamewithanimation,spurredhimon,noddingherheadapprovingly:
"That'sit!That'sgood!Well,andshe?"
"Shewassilent!"saidFoma,sadly,withashrugoftheshoulders。
"Thatis,shesaiddifferentthings;butwhat'stheuse?"
Hewavedhishandandbecamesilent。Luba,playingwithherbraid,wasalsosilent。Thesamovarhadalreadybecomecold。Andthedimnessintheroomwasgrowingthickerandthicker,outsidethewindowitwasheavywithdarkness,andtheblackbranchesofthelinden-treeswereshakingpensively。
"Youmightlightthelamp,"Fomawenton。
"Howunhappywebothare,"saidLuba,withasigh。
Fomadidnotlikethis。
"Iamnotunhappy,"heobjectedinafirmvoice。"Iamsimply——notyetaccustomedtolife。"
"Hewhoknowsnotwhatheisgoingtodotomorrow,isunhappy,"
saidLuba,sadly。"Idonotknowit,neitherdoyou。Whithergo?
Yetgowemust,Whyisitthatmyheartisneveratease?Somekindofalongingisalwaysquiveringwithinit。"
"Itisthesamewithme,"saidFoma。"Istarttoreflect,butonwhat?Icannotmakeitcleartomyself。Thereisalsoapainfulgnawinginmyheart。Eh!ButImustgouptotheclub。"
"Don'tgoaway,"Lubaentreated。
"Imust。Somebodyiswaitingthereforme。Iamgoing。Goodbye!"
"Tillwemeetagain!"Sheheldoutherhandtohimandsadlylookedintohiseyes。
"Willyougotosleepnow?"askedFoma,firmlyshakingherhand。
"I'llreadalittle。"
"You'retoyourbooksasthedrunkardtohiswhisky,"saidtheyouth,withpity。
"Whatistherethatisbetter?"
WalkingalongthestreethelookedatthewindowsofthehouseandinoneofthemhenoticedLuba'sface。Itwasjustasvagueaseverythingthatthegirltoldhim,evenasvagueasherlongings。
Fomanoddedhisheadtowardherandwithaconsciousnessofhissuperiorityoverher,thought:
"Shehasalsolostherway,liketheotherone。"
Atthisrecollectionheshookhishead,asthoughhewantedtofrightenawaythethoughtofMedinskaya,andquickenedhissteps。
Nightwascomingon,andtheairwasfresh。Acold,invigoratingwindwasviolentlyraginginthestreet,drivingthedustalongthesidewalksandthrowingitintothefacesofthepassers-by。Itwasdark,andpeoplewerehastilystridingalonginthedarkness。Fomawrinkledhisface,forthedustfilledhiseyes,andthought:
"IfitisawomanImeetnow——thenitwillmeanthatSophyaPavlovnawillreceivemeinafriendlyway,asbefore。Iamgoingtoseehertomorrow。Andifitisaman——Iwon'tgotomorrow,I'llwait。"
Butitwasadogthatcametomeethim,andthisirritatedFomatosuchanextentthathefeltlikestrikinghimwithhiscane。
Intherefreshment-roomoftheclub,FomawasmetbythejovialOokhtishchev。Hestoodatthedoor,andchattedwithacertainstout,whiskeredman;but,noticingGordyeeff,hecameforwardtomeethim,saying,withasmile:
"Howdoyoudo,modestmillionaire!"Fomaratherlikedhimforhisjollymood,andwasalwayspleasedtomeethim。
Firmlyandkind-heartedlyshakingOokhtishchev'shand,Fomaaskedhim:
"AndwhatmakesyouthinkthatIammodest?"
"Whataquestion!Aman,wholiveslikeahermit,whoneitherdrinks,norplays,norlikesanywomen。Bytheway,doyouknow,FomaIgnatyevich,thatpeerlesspatronessofoursisgoingabroadtomorrowforthewholesummer?"
"SophyaPavlovna?"askedFoma,slowly。"Ofcourse!Thesunofmylifeissetting。And,perhaps,ofyoursaswell?"
Ookhtishchevmadeacomical,slygrimaceandlookedintoFoma'sface。
AndFomastoodbeforehim,feelingthathisheadwasloweringonhisbreast,andthathewasunabletohinderit。
"Yes,theradiantAurora。"
"IsMedinskayagoingaway?"adeepbassvoiceasked。"That'sfine!
Iamglad。"
"MayIknowwhy?"exclaimedOokhtishchev。Fomasmiledsheepishlyandstaredinconfusionatthewhiskeredman,Ookhtishchev'sinterlocutor。
Thatmanwasstrokinghismoustachewithanairofimportance,anddeep,heavy,repulsivewordsfellfromhislipsonFoma'sears。
"Because,yousee,therewillbeoneco-cot-telessintown。"
"Shame,MartinNikitich!"saidOokhtishchev,reproachfully,knittinghisbrow。
"Howdoyouknowthatsheisacoquette?"askedFoma,sternly,comingclosertothewhiskeredman。Themanmeasuredhimwithascornfullook,turnedasideandmovinghisthigh,drawledout:
"Ididn'tsay——coquette。"
"MartinNikitich,youmustn'tspeakthatwayaboutawomanwho——"
beganOokhtishchevinaconvincingtone,butFomainterruptedhim:
"Excuseme,justamoment!Iwishtoaskthegentleman,whatisthemeaningofthewordhesaid?"
Andashearticulatedthisfirmlyandcalmly,Fomathrusthishandsdeepintohistrousers-pockets,threwhischestforward,whichatoncegavehisfigureanattitudeofdefiance。ThewhiskeredgentlemanagaineyedFomawithasarcasticsmile。
"Gentlemen!"exclaimedOokhtishchev,softly。
"Isaid,co-cot-te,"pronouncedthewhiskeredman,movinghislipsasifhetastedtheword。"Andifyoudon'tunderstandit,Icanexplainittoyou。"
"Youhadbetterexplainit,"saidFoma,withadeepsigh,notliftinghiseyesofftheman。
Ookhtishchevclaspedhishandsandrushedaside。
"Acocotte,ifyouwanttoknowit,isaprostitute,"saidthewhiskeredmaninalowvoice,movinghisbig,fatfaceclosertoFoma。
Fomagaveasoftgrowland,beforethewhiskeredmanhadtimetomoveaway,heclutchedwithhisrighthandhiscurly,grayishhair。
Withaconvulsivemovementofthehand,Fomabegantoshaketheman'sheadandhisbig,solidbody;liftinguphislefthand,hespokeinadullvoice,keepingtimetothepunishment:
"Don'tabuseaperson——inhisabsence。Abusehim——rightinhisface——straightinhiseyes。"
Heexperiencedaburningdelight,seeinghowcomicallythestoutarmswereswingingintheair,andhowthelegsoftheman,whomhewasshaking,werebendingunderhim,scrapingagainstthefloor。
Hisgoldwatchfelloutofthepocketanddangledonthechain,overhisroundpaunch。Intoxicatedwithhisownstrengthandwiththedegradationofthesedateman,filledwiththeburningfeelingofmalignancy,tremblingwiththehappinessofrevenge,Fomadraggedhimalongthefloorandinadullvoice,growledwickedly,inwildjoy。Inthesemomentsheexperiencedagreatfeeling——thefeelingofemancipationfromthewearisomeburdenwhichhadlongoppressedhisheartwithgriefandmorbidness。Hefeltthathewasseizedbythewaistandshouldersfrombehind,thatsomeoneseizedhishandandbentit,tryingtobreakit;thatsomeonewascrushinghistoes;buthesawnothing,followingwithhisbloodshoteyesthedark,heavymassmoaningandwrigglinginhishand。Finally,theytorehimawayanddownedhim,and,asthroughareddishmist,henoticedbeforehimonthefloor,athisfeet,themanhehadthrashed。Dishevelled,hewasmovinghislegsoverthefloor,attemptingtorise;twodarkmenwereholdinghimbythearms,hishandsweredanglingintheairlikebrokenwings,and,inavoicethatwaschokingwithsobs,hecriedtoFoma:
"Youmustn'tbeatme!Youmustn't!Ihavean……
Order。Yourascal!Oh,rascal!Ihavechildren。
Everybodyknowsme!Scoundrel!Savage,0——0——0!Youmayexpectaduel!"
AndOokhtishchevspokeloudlyinFoma'sear:
"Come,mydearboy,forGod'ssake!"
"Wait,I'llgivehimakickintheface,"beggedFoma。Buthewasdraggedoff。Therewasabuzzinginhisears,hisheartbeatfast,buthefeltrelievedandwell。AttheentranceoftheclubheheavedadeepsighofreliefandsaidtoOokhtishchev,withagood-
naturedsmile:
"Igavehimasounddrubbing,didn'tI?"
"Listen!"exclaimedthegaysecretary,indignantly。"Youmustpardonmebutthatwastheactofasavage!Thedeviltakeit。I
neverwitnessedsuchathingbefore!"
"Mydearman!"saidFoma,friendly,"didhenotdeservethedrubbing?Ishenotascoundrel?Howcanhespeaklikethatbehindaperson'sback?No!Lethimgotoherandtellitplainlytoheralone。"
"Excuseme。Thedeviltakeyou!Butitwasn'tforheralonethatyougavehimthedrubbing?"
"Thatis,whatdoyoumea,——notforheralone?Forwhomthen?"
askedFoma,amazed。
"Forwhom?Idon'tknow。Evidentlyyouhadoldaccountstosettle!
0hLord!Thatwasascene!Ishallnotforgetitinallmylife!"
"He——thatman——whoishe?"askedFoma,andsuddenlyburstoutlaughing。"Howheroared,thefool!"
Ookhtishchevlookedfixedlyintohisfaceandasked:
"Tellme,isittrue,thatyoudon'tknowwhomyou'vethrashed?AndisitreallyonlyforSophyaPavlovna?"
"Itis,byGod!"avowedFoma。
"So,thedevilknowswhattheresultmaybe!"Hestoppedshort,shruggedhisshouldersperplexedly,wavedhishand,andagainbegantopacethesidewalk,lookingatFomaaskance。"You'llpayforthis,FomaIgnatyevich。"
"Willhetakemetocourt?"
"WouldtoGodhedoes。HeistheVice-Governor'sson-in-law,"
"Isthatso?"saidFoma,slowly,andmadealongface。
"Yes。Totellthetruth,heisascoundrelandarascal。AccordingtothisfactImustadmit,thathedeservesadrubbing。Buttakingintoconsiderationthefactthattheladyyoudefendedisalso——"
"Sir!"saidFoma,firmly,placinghishandonOokhtishchev'sshoulder,"Ihavealwayslikedyou,andyouarenowwalkingwithme。Iunderstanditandcanappreciateit。Butdonotspeakillofherinmypresence。Whatevershemaybeinyouropinion,inmyopinion,sheisdeartome。Tomesheisthebestwoman。SoIamtellingyoufrankly。Sinceyouaregoingwithme,donottouchher。
Iconsiderhergood,thereforesheisgood。"
TherewasgreatemotioninFoma'svoice。Ookhtishchevlookedathimandsaidthoughtfully:
"Youareaqueerman,Imustconfess。"
"Iamasimpleman——asavage。IhavegivenhimathrashingandnowIfeeljolly,andastotheresult,letcomewhatwill。'
"Iamafraidthatitwillresultinsomethingbad。Doyouknow——tobefrank,inreturnforyourfrankness——Ialsolikeyou,although——
Mm!Itisratherdangeroustobewithyou。Suchaknightlytempermaycomeoveryouandonemaygetathrashingatyourhands。"
"Howso?Thiswasbutthefirsttime。Iamnotgoingtobeatpeopleeveryday,amI?"saidFoma,confused。Hiscompanionbegantolaugh。
"Whatamonsteryouare!Listentome——itissavagetofight——youmustexcuseme,butitisabominable。Yet,Imusttellyou,inthiscaseyoumadeahappyselection。Youhavethrashedarake,acynic,aparasite——amanwhorobbedhisnephewswithimpunity。"
"Well,thankGodforthat!"saidFomawithsatisfaction。"NowI
havepunishedhimalittle。"
"Alittle?Verywell,letussupposeitwasalittle。Butlistentome,mychild,permitmetogiveyouadvice。Iamamanofthelaw。
He,thatKayazev,isarascal!True!Butyoumustnotthrashevenarascal,forheisasocialbeing,underthepaternalcustodyofthelaw。Youcannottouchhimuntilhetransgressesthelimitsofthepenalcode。Buteventhen,notyou,butwe,thejudges,willgivehimhisdue。Whileyoumusthavepatience。"
"Andwillhesoonfallintoyourhands?"inquiredFoma,naively。
"Itishardtotell。Beingfarfromstupid,hewillprobablyneverbecaught,andtotheendofhisdayshewilllivewithyouandmeinthesamedegreeofequalitybeforethelaw。0hGod,whatIamtellingyou!"saidOokhtishchev,withacomicalsigh。
"Betrayingsecrets?"grinnedFoma。
"Itisn'tsecrets;butIoughtnottobefrivolous。De-e-evil!Butthen,thisaffairenlivenedme。Indeed,Nemesisiseventhentruetoherselfwhenshesimplykickslikeahorse。"
Fomastoppedsuddenly,asthoughhehadmetanobstacleonhisway。
"Nemesis——thegoddessofJustice,"babbledOokhtishchev。"What'sthematterwithyou?"
"Anditallcameabout,"saidFoma,slowly,inadullvoice,"becauseyousaidthatshewasgoingaway。"
"Who?
"SophyaPavlovna。"
"Yes,sheisgoingaway。Well?"
HestoodoppositeFomaandstaredathim,withasmileinhiseyes。
Gordyeeffwassilent,withloweredhead,tappingthestoneofthesidewalkwithhiscane。
"Come,"saidOokhtishchev。
Fomastarted,sayingindifferently:
"Well,lethergo。AndIamalone。"Ookhtishchev,wavinghiscane,begantowhistle,lookingathiscompanion。
"Sha'n'tIbeabletogetalongwithouther?"askedFoma,lookingsomewhereinfrontofhimandthen,afterapause,heansweredhimselfsoftlyandirresolutely:
"Ofcourse,Ishall。"
"Listentome!"exclaimedOokhtishchev。"I'llgiveyousomegoodadvice。Amanmustbehimself。Whileyou,youareanepicman,sotosay,andthelyricalisnotbecomingtoyou。Itisn'tyourgenre。"
"Speaktomemoresimply,sir,"saidFoma,havinglistenedattentivelytohiswords。
"Moresimply?Verywell。Iwanttosay,giveupthinkingofthislittlelady。Sheispoisonousfoodforyou。"
"Shetoldmethesame,"putinFoma,gloomily。
"Shetoldyou?"Ookhtishchevaskedandbecamethoughtful。"Now,I'lltellyou,shouldn'tweperhapsgoandhavesupper?"
"Let'sgo,"Fomaassented。Andhesuddenlyroaredobdurately,clinchinghisfistsandwavingthemintheair:"Well,letusgo,andI'llgetwoundup;I'llbreakloose,afterallthis,soyoucan'tholdmeback!"
"Whatfor?We'lldoitmodestly。"
"No!wait!"saidFoma,anxiously,seizinghimbytheshoulder。
"What'sthat?AmIworsethanotherpeople?Everybodylives,whirls,hustlesabout,hashisownpoint。WhileIamweary。
Everybodyissatisfiedwithhimself。Andastotheircomplaining,theylie,therascals!Theyaresimplypretendingforbeauty'ssake。Ihavenoreasontopretend。Iamafool。Idon'tunderstandanything,mydearfellow。Isimplywishtolive!Iamunabletothink。Ifeeldisgusted;onesaysthis,anotherthat!Pshaw!Butshe,eh!Ifyouknew。Myhopewasinher。Iexpectedofher——justwhatIexpected,Icannottell;butsheisthebestofwomen!AndI
hadsomuchfaithinher——whensometimesshespokesuchpeculiarwords,allherown。Hereyes,mydearboy,aresobeautiful!0hLord!Iwasashamedtolookuponthem,andasIamtellingyou,shewouldsayafewwords,andeverythingwouldbecomecleartome。ForIdidnotcometoherwithlovealone——Icametoherwithallmysoul!Isought——Ithoughtthatsinceshewassobeautiful,consequently,Imightbecomeamanbyherside!"
Ookhtishchevlistenedtothepainful,unconnectedwordsthatburstfromhiscompanion'slips。Hesawhowthemusclesofhisfacecontractedwiththeefforttoexpresshisthoughts,andhefeltthatbehindthisbombasttherewasagreat,seriousgrief。Therewassomethingintenselypatheticinthepowerlessnessofthisstrongandsavageyouth,whosuddenlystartedtopacethesidewalkwithbig,unevensteps。Skippingalongafterhimwithhisshortlegs,OokhtishchevfeltithisdutysomehowtocalmFoma。
EverythingFomahadsaidanddonethateveningawakenedinthejollysecretaryafeelingoflivelycuriositytowardFoma,andthenhefeltflatteredbythefranknessoftheyoungmillionaire。Thisfranknessconfusedhimwithitsdarkpower;hewasdisconcertedbyitspressure,andthough,inspiteofhisyouth,hehadastockofwordsreadyforalloccasionsinlife,ittookhimquiteawhiletorecallthem。
"Ifeelthateverythingisdarkandnarrowaboutme,"saidGordyeeff。"Ifeelthataburdenisfallingonmyshoulders,butwhatitisIcannotunderstand!Itputsarestraintonme,anditchecksthefreedomofmymovementsalongtheroadoflife。
Listeningtopeople,youhearthateachsaysadifferentthing。Butshecouldhavesaid——"
"Eh,mydearboy!"OokhtishchevinterruptedFoma,gentlytakinghisarm。"Thatisn'tright!Youhavejuststartedtoliveandalreadyyouarephilosophizing!No,thatisnotright!Lifeisgivenustolive!Whichmeans——liveandletotherslive。That'sthephilosophy!
Andthatwoman。Bah!Isshethentheonlyoneintheworld?Theworldislargeenough。Ifyouwish,I'llintroduceyoutosuchavirilewoman,thateventheslightesttraceofyourphilosophywouldatoncevanishfromyoursoul!Oh,aremarkablewoman!Andhowwellsheknowshowtoavailherselfoflife!Doyouknow,there'salsosomethingepicabouther?Sheisbeautiful;aPhryne,Imaysay,andwhatamatchshewouldbetoyou!Ah,devil!Itisreallyasplendididea。I'llmakeyouacquaintedwithher!Wemustdriveonenailoutwithanother。"
"Myconsciencedoesnotallowit,"saidFoma,sadlyandsternly。
"Solongassheisalive,Icannotevenlookatwomen。"
"Sucharobustandhealthyyoungman。Ho,ho!"exclaimedOokhtishchev,andinthetoneofateacherbegantoarguewithFomathatitwasessentialforhimtogivehispassionanoutletinagoodspree,inthecompanyofwomen。
"Thiswillbemagnificent,anditisindispensabletoyou。Youmaybelieveme。Andastoconscience,youmustexcuseme。Youdon'tdefineitquiteproperly。Itisnotconsciencethatinterfereswithyou,buttimidity,Ibelieve。Youliveoutsideofsociety。Youarebashful,andawkward。Youaredimlyconsciousofallthis,anditisthisconsciousnessthatyoumistakeforconscience。Inthiscasetherecanbenoquestionaboutconscience。Whathasconsciencetodohere,sinceitisnaturalformantoenjoyhimself,sinceitishisnecessityandhisright?"
Fomawalkedon,regulatinghisstepstothoseofhiscompanion,andstaringalongtheroad,whichlaybetweentworowsofbuildings,resembledanenormousditch,andwasfilledwithdarkness。Itseemedthattherewasnoendtotheroadandthatsomethingdark,inexhaustibleandsuffocatingwasslowlyflowingalongitinthedistance。Ookhtishchev'skind,suasivevoicerangmonotonouslyinFoma'sears,andthoughhewasnotlisteningtohiswords,hefeltthattheyweretenaciousintheirway;thattheyadheredtohim,andthathewasinvoluntarilymemorizingthem。Notwithstandingthatamanwalkedbesidehim,hefeltasthoughhewerealone,strayinginthedark。Andthedarknessseizedhimandslowlydrewhimalong,andhefeltthathewasdrawnsomewhere,andyethadnodesiretostop。Somesortoffatiguehinderedhisthinking;therewasnodesireinhimtoresisttheadmonitionsofhiscompanion——andwhyshouldheresistthem?
"Itisn'tforeveryonetophilosophize,"saidOokhtishchev,swinginghiscaneintheair,andsomewhatcarriedawaybyhiswisdom。"Forifeverybodyweretophilosophize,whowouldlive?Andwelivebutonce!Andthereforeitwerebesttomakehastetolive。
ByGod!That'strue!Butwhat'stheuseoftalking?Wouldyoupermitmetogiveyouashakingup?Let'sgoimmediatelytoapleasure-houseIknow。Twosisterslivethere。Ah,howtheylive!
Youwillcome?"
"Well,I'llgo,"saidFoma,calmly,andyawned。"Isn'titratherlate?"heasked,lookingupattheskywhichwascoveredwithclouds。
"It'snevertoolatetogotoseethem!"exclaimedOokhtishchev,merrily。
CHAPTERVIII
ONthethirddayafterthesceneintheclub,Fomafoundhimselfaboutsevenverstsfromthetown,onthetimber-wharfofthemerchantZvantzev,inthecompanyofthemerchant'ssonofOokhtishchev——asedate,bald-headedandred-nosedgentlemanwithsidewhiskers——andfourladies。TheyoungZvantzevworeeyeglasses,wasthinandpale,andwhenhestood,thecalvesofhislegswereforevertremblingasthoughtheyweredisgustedatsupportingthefeeblebody,cladinalong,checkedtop-coatwithacape,inwhosefoldsasmallheadinajockeycapwascomicallyshaking。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerscalledhimJeanandpronouncedthisnameasthoughhewassufferingfromaninveteratecold。Jean'sladywasatall,stoutwomanwithashowybust。Herheadwascompressedonthesides,herlowforeheadreceded,herlong,sharp-pointednosegaveherfaceanexpressionsomewhatbird-like。Andthisuglyfacewasperfectlymotionless,andtheeyesalone,small,roundandcold,wereforeversmilingapenetratingandcunningsmile。Ookhtishchev'slady'snamewasVera;shewasatall,palewomanwithredhair。Shehadsomuchhair,thatitseemedasthoughthewomanhadputonherheadanenormouscapwhichwascomingdownoverherears,hercheeksandherhighforehead,fromunderwhichherlargeblueeyeslookedforthcalmlyandlazily。
Thegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerssatbesideayoung,plump,buxomgirl,whoconstantlygiggledinaringingvoiceatsomethingwhichhewhisperedinherearasheleanedoverhershoulder。
AndFoma'sladywasastatelybrunette,cladallinblack。Dark-
complexioned,withwavylocks,shekeptherheadsoerectandhighandlookedateverythingaboutherwithsuchcondescendinghaughtiness,thatitwasatonceevidentthatsheconsideredherselfthemostimportantpersonthere。
Thecompanywereseatedontheextremelinkoftheraft,extendingfarintothesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Boardswerespreadoutontheraftandinthecentrestoodacrudelyconstructedtable;emptybottles,provisionbaskets,candy-
wrappersandorangepeelswerescatteredabouteverywhere。Inthecorneroftheraftwasapileofearth,uponwhichabonfirewasburning,andapeasantinashortfurcoat,squatting,warmedhishandsoverthefire,andcastfurtiveglancesatthepeopleseatedaroundthetable。Theyhadjustfinishedeatingtheirsturgeonsoup,andnowwinesandfruitswerebeforethemonthetable。
Fatiguedwithatwo-days'spreeandwiththedinnerthathadjustbeenfinished,thecompanywasinawearyframeofmind。Theyallgazedattheriver,chatting,buttheirconversationwasnowandagaininterruptedbylongpauses。
Thedaywasclearandbrightandyoung,asinspring。Thecold,clearskystretcheditselfmajesticallyovertheturbidwaterofthegigantically-wide,overflowingriver,whichwasascalmastheskyandasvastasthesea。Thedistant,mountainousshorewastenderlybathedinbluishmist。Throughit,there,onthemountaintops,thecrossesofchurcheswereflashinglikebigstars。Theriverwasanimatedatthemountainousshore;steamersweregoinghitherandthither,andtheirnoisecameindeepmoanstowardtheraftsandintothemeadows,wherethecalmflowofthewavesfilledtheairwithsoftandfaintsounds。Giganticbargesstretchedthemselvesoneafteranotheragainstthecurrent,likehugepigs,tearingasunderthesmoothexpanseoftheriver。Blacksmokecameinponderouspuffsfromthechimneysofthesteamers,slowlymeltinginthefreshair,whichwasfullofbrightsunshine。Attimesawhistleresounded——itwasliketheroarofsomehuge,enragedanimal,embitteredbytoil。Andonthemeadowsneartherafts,allwascalmandsilent。Solitarytreesthathadbeendrownedbytheflood,werenowalreadycoveredwithlight-
greenspanglesoffoliage。Coveringtheirrootsandreflectingtheirtops,thewatergavethemtheappearanceofglobes,anditseemedasthoughtheslightestbreezewouldsendthemfloating,fantasticallybeautiful,downthemirror-likebosomoftheriver。
Thered-hairedwoman,pensivelygazingintothedistance,begantosingsoftlyandsadly:
"AlongtheVolgariverAlittleboatisflo-o-oating。"
Thebrunette,snappingherlarge,sterneyeswithcontempt,said,withoutlookingather:"Wefeelgloomyenoughwithoutthis。"
"Don'ttouchher。Lethersing!"entreatedFoma,kindly,lookingintohislady'sface。Hewaspalesomesparkseemedtoflashupinhiseyesnowandthen,andanindefinite,indolentsmileplayedabouthislips。
"Letussinginchorus!"suggestedthemanwiththesidewhiskers。
"No,letthesetwosing!"exclaimedOokhtishchevwithenthusiasm。
"Vera,singthatsong!Youknow,'Iwillgoatdawn。'Howisit?
Sing,Pavlinka!"
Thegigglinggirlglancedatthebrunetteandaskedherrespectfully:
"ShallIsing,Sasha?"
"Ishallsingmyself,"announcedFoma'scompanion,andturningtowardtheladywiththebirdlikeface,sheordered:
"Vassa,singwithme!"
VassaimmediatelybrokeoffherconversationwithZvantzev,strokedherthroatalittlewithherhandandfixedherroundeyesonthefaceofhersister。Sasharosetoherfeet,leanedherhandagainstthetable,andherheadliftedhaughtily,begantodeclaiminapowerful,almostmasculinevoice:
"Lifeonearthisbrighttohim,Whoknowsnocaresorwoe,AndwhoseheartisnotconsumedBypassion'sardentglow!"
Hersisternoddedherheadandslowly,plaintivelybegantomoaninadeepcontralto:
"Ahme!Ofmethemaidenfair。"
Flashinghereyesathersister,Sashaexclaimedinherlow-
pitchednotes:
"Likeabladeofgrassmyhearthaswithered。"
Thetwovoicesmingledandfloatedoverthewaterinmelodious,fullsounds,whichquiveredfromexcessofpower。Oneofthemwascomplainingoftheunbearablepainintheheart,andintoxicatedbythepoisonofitsplaint,itsobbedwithmelancholyandimpotentgrief;sobbed,quenchingwithtearsthefireofthesuffering。Theother——thelower,moremasculinevoice——rolledpowerfullythroughtheair,fullofthefeelingofbloodymortificationandofreadinesstoavenge。Pronouncingthewordsdistinctly,thevoicecamefromherbreastinadeepstream,andeachwordreekedwithboilingblood,stirredupbyoutrage,poisonedbyoffenceandmightilydemandingvengeance。
"Iwillrequitehim,"
sangVassa,plaintively,closinghereyes。
"Iwillinflamehim,I'lldryhimup,"
Sashapromisedsternlyandconfidently,waftingintotheairstrong,powerfultones,whichsoundedlikeblows。Andsuddenly,changingthetempoofthesongandstrikingahigherpitch,shebegantosing,asslowlyashersister,voluptuousandexultantthreats:
"Drierthantheragingwind,Drierthanthemown-downgrass,Oi,themownanddried-upgrass。"
Restinghiselbowsonthetable,Fomabenthishead,andwithknittedbrow,gazedintothefaceofthewoman,intoherblack,half-shuteyesStaringfixedlyintothedistance,hereyesflashedsobrightlyandmalignantlythat,becauseoftheirlight,thevelvetyvoice,thatburstfromthewoman'schest,seemedtohimalsoblackandflashing,likehereyes。Herecalledhercaressesandthought:
"Howdoesshecometobesuchassheis?Itisevenfearfultobewithher。"
Ookhtishchev,sittingclosetohislady,anexpressionofhappinessonhisface,listenedtothesongandwasradiantwithsatisfaction。ThegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersandZvantzevweredrinkingwine,softlywhisperingsomethingastheyleanedtowardeachother。Thered-headedwomanwasthoughtfullyexaminingthepalmofOokhtishchev'shand,holdingitinherown,andthejollygirlbecamesad。Shedroopedherheadlowandlistenedtothesong,motionless,asthoughbewitchedbyit。Fromthefirecamethepeasant。Hesteppedcarefullyovertheboards,ontiptoe;hishandswereclaspedbehindhisback,andhisbroad,beardedfacewasnowtransformedintoasmileofastonishmentandofanaivedelight。
"Eh!butfeel,mykind,braveman!"
entreatedVassa,plaintively,noddingherhead。Andhersister,herchestbentforward,herhandstillhigher,woundupthesonginpowerfultriumphantnotes:
"Theyearningandthepangsoflove!"
Whenshefinishedsinging,shelookedhaughtilyabouther,andseatingherselfbyFoma'sside,claspedhisneckwithafirmandpowerfulhand。
"Well,wasitanicesong?"
"It'scapital!"saidFomawithasigh,ashesmiledather。
Thesongfilledhisheartwiththirstfortendernessand,stillfullofcharmingsounds,itquivered,butatthetouchofherarmhefeltawkwardandashamedbeforetheotherpeople。
"Bravo-o!Bravo,AleksandraSarelyevna!"shoutedOokhtishchev,andtheotherswereclappingtheirhands。Butshepaidnoattentiontothem,andembracingFomaauthoritatively,said:
"Well,makemeapresentofsomethingforthesong。"
"Verywell,Iwill,"Fomaassented。
"What?"
"Youtellme。"
"I'lltellyouwhenwecometotown。Andifyou'llgivemewhatI
like——Oh,howIwillloveyou!"
"Forthepresent?"askedFoma,smilingsuspiciously。"Yououghttolovemeanyway。"
Shelookedathimcalmlyand,afteramoment'sthought,saidresolutely:
"It'stoosoontoloveyouanyway。Iwillnotlie。WhyshouldI
lietoyou?Iamtellingyoufrankly。Iloveyouformoney,forpresents。Becauseasidefrommoney,menhavenothing。Theycannotgiveanythingmorethanmoney。Nothingofworth。Iknowitwellalready。Onecanlovemerelyso。Yes,waitalittle——I'llknowyoubetterandthen,perhaps,Imayloveyoufreeofcharge。Andmeanwhile,youmustn'ttakemeamiss。Ineedmuchmoneyinmymodeoflife。"
Fomalistenedtoher,smiledandnowandthenquiveredfromthenearnessofhersound,well-shapedbody。Zvantzev'ssour,crackedandboringvoicewasfallingonhisears。"Idon'tlikeit。I
cannotunderstandthebeautyofthisrenownedRussiansong。Whatisitthatsoundsinit?Eh?Thehowlofawolf。Somethinghungry,wild。Eh!it'sthegroanofasickdog——altogethersomethingbeastly。There'snothingcheerful,there'snochictoit;therearenoliveandvivifyingsoundsinit。No,yououghttohearwhatandhowtheFrenchpeasantsings。Ah!ortheItalian。"
"Excuseme,IvanNikolayevich,"criedOokhtishchev,agitated。
"Imustagreewithyou,theRussiansongismonotonousandgloomy。Ithasnot,youknow,thatbrilliancyofculture,"saidthemanwiththesidewhiskerswearily,ashesippedsomewineoutofhisglass。
"Butnevertheless,thereisalwaysawarmheartinit,"putinthered-hairedlady,asshepeeledanorange。
Thesunwassetting。Sinkingsomewherefarbeyondtheforest,onthemeadowshore,itpaintedtheentireforestwithpurpletintsandcastrosyandgoldenspotsoverthedarkcoldwater。Fomagazedinthatdirectionatthisplayofthesunbeams,watchedhowtheyquiveredastheyweretransposedovertheplacidandvastexpanseofwaters,andcatchingfragmentsofconversation,hepicturedtohimselfthewordsasaswarmofdarkbutterflies,busilyflutteringintheair。Sasha,herheadrestingonhisshoulder,wassoftlywhisperingintohisearsomethingatwhichheblushedandwasconfused,forhefeltthatshewaskindlinginhimthedesiretoembracethiswomanandkissherunceasingly。
Asidefromher,noneofthoseassembledthereinterestedhim——whileZvantzevandthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskerswereactuallyrepulsivetohim。
"Whatareyoustaringat?Eh?"heheardOokhtishchev'sjestingly-
sternvoice。
Thepeasant,atwhomOokhtishchevshouted,drewthecapfromhishead,clappeditagainsthiskneeandanswered,withasmile:
"Icameovertolistentothelady'ssong。"
"Well,doesshesingwell?"
"Whataquestion!Ofcourse,"saidthepeasant,lookingatSasha,withadmirationinhiseyes。
"That'sright!"exclaimedOokhtishchev。
"Thereisagreatpowerofvoiceinthatlady'sbreast,"saidthepeasant,noddinghishead。
Athiswords,theladiesburstoutlaughingandthemenmadesomedouble-meaningremarksaboutSasha。
Aftershehadcalmlylistenedtotheseandsaidnothinginreply,Sashaaskedthepeasant:
"Doyousing?"
"Wesingalittle!"andhewavedhishand,"Whatsongsdoyouknow?"
"Allkinds。Ilovesinging。"Andhesmiledapologetically。
"Come,let'ssingsomethingtogether,youandI。"
"Howcanwe?AmIamatchforyou?"
"Well,strikeup!"
"MayIsitdown?"
"Comeoverhere,tothetable。"
"Howlivelythisis!"exclaimedZvantzev,wrinklinghisface。
"Ifyoufindittedious,goanddrownyourself,"saidSasha,angrilyflashinghereyesathim。
"No,thewateriscold,"repliedZvantzev,shrinkingatherglance。
"Asyouplease!"Thewomanshruggedhershoulders。"Butitisabouttimeyoudidit,andthen,there'salsoplentyofwaternow,sothatyouwouldn'tspoilitallwithyourrottenbody。"
"Fie,howwitty!"hissedtheyouth,turningawayfromher,andaddedwithcontempt:"InRussiaeventheprostitutesarerude。"
Headdressedhimselftohisneighbour,butthelattergavehimonlyanintoxicatedsmileinreturn。Ookhtishchevwasalsodrunk。
Staringintothefaceofhiscompanion,withhiseyesgrowndim,hemutteredsomethingandheardnothing。Theladywiththebird-
likefacewaspeckingcandy,holdingtheboxunderherverynose。
Pavlinkawentawaytotheedgeoftheraftand,standingthere,threworangepeelsintothewater。
"Ineverbeforeparticipatedinsuchanabsurdoutingand——
company,"saidZvantzev,tohisneighbour,plaintively。
AndFomawatchedhimwithasmile,delightedthatthisfeebleandugly-lookingmanfeltbored,andthatSashahadinsultedhim。Nowandthenhecastatherakindglanceofapproval。Hewaspleasedwiththefactthatshewassofrankwitheverybodyandthatsheboreherselfproudly,likearealgentlewoman。
Thepeasantseatedhimselfontheboardsatherfeet,claspedhiskneesinhishands,liftedhisfacetoherandseriouslylistenedtoherwords。
"Youmustraiseyourvoice,whenIlowermine,understand?"
"Iunderstand;but,Madam,yououghttohandmesomejusttogivemecourage!"
"Foma,givehimaglassofbrandy!"
Andwhenthepeasantemptiedit,clearedhisthroatwithpleasure,lickedhislipsandsaid:"Now,Icandoit,"sheordered,knittingherbrow:
"Begin!"
Thepeasantmadeawrymouth,liftedhiseyestoherface,andstartedinahigh-pitchedtenor:
"Icannotdrink,Icannoteat。"
Tremblingineverylimb,thewomansobbedouttremulously,withstrangesadness:
"Winecannotgladdenmysoul。"
Thepeasantsmiledsweetly,tossedhisheadtoandfro,andclosinghiseyes,pouredoutintotheairatremulouswaveofhigh-pitchednotes:
"Oh,timehascomeformetobidgoodbye!"
Andthewoman,shudderingandwrithing,moanedandwailed:
"Oi,frommykindredImustpart。"
Loweringhisvoiceandswayingtoandfro,thepeasantdeclaimedinasing-songwitharemarkablyintenseexpressionofanguish:
"Alas,toforeignlandsImustdepart。"
Whenthetwovoices,yearningandsobbing,pouredforthintothesilenceandfreshnessoftheevening,everythingaboutthemseemedwarmerandbetter;everythingseemedtosmilethesorrowfulsmileofsympathyontheanguishofthemanwhomanobscurepoweristearingawayfromhisnativesoilintosomeforeignplace,wherehardlabouranddegradationareinstoreforhim。Itseemedasthoughnotthesounds,northesong,buttheburningtearsofthehumanheartinwhichtheplainthadsurgedup——itseemedasthoughthesetearsmoistenedtheair。
Wildgriefandpainfromthesoresofbodyandsoul,whichwereweariedinthestrugglewithsternlife;intensesufferingsfromthewoundsdealttomanbytheironhandofwant——allthiswasinvestedinthesimple,crudewordsandwastossedinineffablymelancholysoundstowardthedistant,emptysky,whichhasnoechoforanybodyoranything。
Fomahadsteppedasidefromthesingers,andstaredatthemwithafeelingakintofright,andthesong,inahugewave,pouredforthintohisbreast,andthewildpowerofgrief,withwhichithadbeeninvested,clutchedhisheartpainfully。Hefeltthattearswouldsoongushfromhisbreast,somethingwasclogginghisthroatandhisfacewasquivering。HedimlysawSasha'sblackeyes;immobileandflashinggloomily,theyseemedtohimenormousandstillgrowinglargerandlarger。Anditseemedtohimthatitwasnottwopersonswhoweresinging——thateverythingabouthimwassingingandsobbing,quiveringandpalpitatingintorrentsofsorrow,madlystrivingsomewhere,sheddingburningtears,andall——andallthingslivingseemedclaspedinonepowerfulembraceofdespair。Anditseemedtohimthathe,too,wassinginginunisonwithallofthem——withthepeople,theriverandthedistantshore,whencecameplaintivemoansthatmingledwiththesong。
Nowthepeasantwentdownonhisknees,andgazingatSasha,wavedhishands,andshebentdowntowardhimandshookherhead,keepingtimetothemotionsofhishands。Bothwerenowsingingwithoutwords,withsoundsonly,andFomastillcouldnotbelievethatonlytwovoiceswerepouringintotheairthesemoansandsobswithsuchmightypower。
Whentheyhadfinishedsinging,Foma,tremblingwithexcitement,withatear-stainedface,gazedatthemandsmiledsadly。
"Well,diditmoveyou?"askedSasha。Palewithfatigue,shebreathedquicklyandheavily。
Fomaglancedatthepeasant。Thelatterwaswipingthesweatoffhisbrowandlookingaroundhimwithsuchawanderinglookasthoughhecouldnotmakeoutwhathadtakenplace。
Allwassilence。Allweremotionlessandspeechless。
"0hLord!"sighedFoma,risingtohisfeet。"Eh,Sasha!Peasant!
Whoareyou?"healmostshouted。
"Iam——Stepan,"saidthepeasant,smilingconfusedly,andalsorosetohisfeet。"I'mStepan。Ofcourse!"
"Howyousing!Ah!"Fomaexclaimedinastonishment,uneasilyshiftingfromfoottofoot。
"Eh,yourHonour!"sighedthepeasantandaddedsoftlyandconvincingly:"Sorrowcancompelanoxtosinglikeanightingale。Andwhatmakestheladysinglikethis,onlyGodknows。Andshesings,withallherveins——thatistosay,soyoumightjustliedownanddiewithsorrow!Well,that'salady。"
"Thatwassungverywell!"saidOokhtishchevinadrunkenvoice。
No,thedevilknowswhatthisis!"Zvantzevsuddenlyshouted,almostcrying,irritatedashejumpedupfromthetable。"I'vecomeouthereforagoodtime。Iwanttoenjoymyself,andheretheyperformafuneralserviceforme!Whatanoutrage!Ican'tstandthisanylonger。I'mgoingaway!"
"Jean,Iamalsogoing。I'mweary,too,"announcedthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskers。
"Vassa,"criedZvantzevtohislady,"dressyourself!"
"Yes,it'stimetogo,"saidthered-hairedladytoOokhtishchev。
"Itiscold,anditwillsoonbedark。"
"Stepan!Cleareverythingaway!"commandedVassa。
Allbegantobustleabout,allbegantospeakofsomething。Fomastaredattheminsuspenseandshuddered。Staggering,thecrowdwalkedalongtherafts。Paleandfatigued,theysaidtooneanotherstupid,disconnectedthings。Sashajostledthemunceremoniously,asshewasgettingherthingstogether。
"Stepan!Callforthehorses!"
"AndI'lldrinksomemorecognac。Whowantssomemorecognacwithme?"drawledthegentlemanwiththesidewhiskersinabeatificvoice,holdingabottleinhishands。
VassawasmufflingZvantzev'sneckwithascarf。Hestoodinfrontofher,frowning,dissatisfied,hislipscurledcapriciously,thecalvesofhislegsshivering。Fomabecamedisgustedashelookedatthem,andhewentofftotheotherraft。Hewasastonishedthatallthesepeoplebehavedasthoughtheyhadnotheardthesongatall。Inhisbreastthesongwasaliveandthereitcalledtolifearestlessdesiretodosomething,tosaysomething。Buthehadnoonetheretospeakto。
Thesunhadsetandthedistancewasenvelopedinbluemist。Fomaglancedthitherandturnedaway。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtotownwiththesepeople,neitherdidhecaretostayherewiththem。Andtheywerestillpacingtheraftwithunevensteps,shakingfromsidetosideandmutteringdisconnectedwords。Thewomenwerenotquiteasdrunkasthemen,andonlythered-hairedonecouldnotliftherselffromthebenchforalongtime,andfinally,whensherose,shedeclared:
"Well,I'mdrunk。"
Fomasatdownonalogofwood,andliftingtheaxe,withwhichthepeasanthadchoppedwoodforthefire,hebegantoplaywithit,tossingitupintheairandcatchingit。
"Oh,myGod!Howmeanthisis!"Zvantzev'scapriciousvoicewasheard。
Fomabegantofeelthathehatedit,andhim,andeverybody,exceptSasha,whoawakenedinhimacertainuneasyfeeling,whichcontainedatonceadmirationforherandafearlestshemightdosomethingunexpectedandterrible。
"Brute!"shoutedZvantzevinashrillvoice,andFomanoticedthathestruckthepeasantonthechest,afterwhichthepeasantremovedhiscaphumblyandsteppedaside。
"Fo-o-ol!"criedZvantzev,walkingafterhimandliftinghishand。
Fomajumpedtohisfeetandsaidthreateningly,inaloudvoice:
"Eh,you!Don'ttouchhim!"
"Wha-a-at?"Zvantzevturnedaroundtowardhim。
"Stepan,comeoverhere,"calledFoma。
"Peasant!"Zvantzevhurledwithcontempt,lookingatFoma。
Fomashruggedhisshouldersandmadeasteptowardhim;butsuddenlyathoughtflashedvividlythroughhismind!HesmiledmaliciouslyandinquiredofStepan,softly:
"Thestringofraftsismooredinthreeplaces,isn'tit?
"Inthree,ofcourse!"
"Cuttheconnections!"
"Andthey?"
"Keepquiet!Cut!"
"But——"
"Cut!Quietly,sotheydon'tnoticeit!"
Thepeasanttooktheaxeinhishands,slowlywalkeduptotheplacewhereonelinkwaswellfastenedtoanotherlink,struckafewtimeswithhisaxe,andreturnedtoFoma。
"I'mnotresponsible,yourHonour,"hesaid。
"Don'tbeafraid。"
"They'vestartedoff,"whisperedthepeasantwithfright,andhastilymadethesignofthecross。AndFomagazed,laughingsoftly,andexperiencedapainfulsensationthatkeenlyandsharplystunghisheartwithacertainstrange,pleasantandsweetfear。
Thepeopleontheraftwerestillpacingtoandfro,movingaboutslowly,jostlingoneanother,assistingtheladieswiththeirwraps,laughingandtalking,andtheraftwasmeanwhileturningslowlyandirresolutelyinthewater。
"Ifthecurrentcarriesthemagainstthefleet,"whisperedthepeasant,"they'llstrikeagainstthebows——andthey'llbesmashedintosplinters。"
"Keepquiet!"
"They'lldrown!"
"You'llgetaboat,andovertakethem。"
"That'sit!Thankyou。Whatthen?They'reafterallhumanbeings。
Andwe'llbeheldresponsibleforthem。"Satisfiednow,laughingwithdelight,thepeasantdashedinboundsacrosstheraftstotheshore。AndFomastoodbythewaterandfeltapassionatedesiretoshoutsomething,buthecontrolledhimself,inordertogivetimefortherafttofloatofffarther,sothatthosedrunkenpeoplewouldnotbeabletojumpacrosstothemooredlinks。Heexperiencedapleasantcaressingsensationashesawtheraftsoftlyrockinguponthewaterandfloatingofffartherandfartherfromhimeverymoment。Theheavyanddarkfeeling,withwhichhishearthadbeenfilledduringthistime,nowseemedtofloatawaytogetherwiththepeopleontheraft。Calmlyheinhaledthefreshairandwithitsomethingsoundthatclearedhisbrain。AttheveryedgeofthefloatingraftstoodSasha,withherbacktowardFoma;helookedatherbeautifulfigureandinvoluntarilyrecalledMedinskaya。Thelatterwassmallerinsize。Therecollectionofherstunghim,andhecriedoutinaloud,mockingvoice:
"Eh,there!Good-bye!Ha!ha!ha!"
Suddenlythedarkfiguresofthepeoplemovedtowardhimandcrowdedtogetherinonegroup,inthecentreoftheraft。Butbythistimeaclearstripofwater,aboutthreeyardswide,wasflashingbetweenthemandFoma。
Therewasasilencelastingforafewseconds。
Thensuddenlyahurricaneofshrill,repulsivelypitifulsounds,whichwerefullofanimalfright,washurledatFoma,andlouderthanallandmorerepulsivethanall,Zvantzev'sshrill,jarringcrypiercedtheear:
"He-e-elp!"
Someone——inallprobability,thesedategentlemanwiththesidewhiskers——roaredinhisbasso:
"Drowning!They'redrowningpeople!"
"Areyoupeople?"criedFoma,angrily,irritatedbytheirscreamswhichseemedtobitehim。Andthepeopleranaboutontheraftinthemadnessoffright;theraftrockedundertheirfeet,floatedfasteronaccountofthis,andtheagitatedwaterwasloudlysplashingagainstandunderit。Thescreamsrenttheair,thepeoplejumpedabout,wavingtheirhands,andthestatelyfigureofSashaalonestoodmotionlessandspeechlessontheedgeoftheraft。
"Givemyregardstothecrabs!"criedFoma。Fomafeltmoreandmorecheerfulandrelievedinproportionastheraftwasfloatingawayfromhim。
"FomaIgnatyevich!"saidOokhtishchevinafaint,butsobervoice,"lookout,thisisadangerousjoke。I'llmakeacomplaint。"
"Whenyouaredrowned?Youmaycomplain!"answeredFoma,cheerfully。
"Youareamurderer!"exclaimedZvantzev,sobbing。Butatthistimearingingsplashofwaterwasheardasthoughitgroanedwithfrightorwithastonishment。Fomashudderedandbecameasthoughpetrified。Thenrangoutthewild,deafeningshrieksofthewomen,andtheterror-strickenscreamsofmen,andallthefiguresontheraftremainedpetrifiedintheirplaces。AndFoma,staringatthewater,feltasthoughhereallywerepetrified。Inthewatersomethingblack,surroundedwithsplashes,wasfloatingtowardhim。
Ratherinstinctivelythanconsciously,Fomathrewhimselfwithhischestonthebeamsoftheraft,andstretchedouthishands,hisheadhangingdownoverthewater。Severalincrediblylongsecondspassed。Cold,wetarmsclaspedhisneckanddarkeyesflashedbeforehim。ThenheunderstoodthatitwasSasha。
Thedullhorror,whichhadsuddenlyseizedhim,vanished,replacednowbywild,rebelliousjoy。Havingdraggedthewomanoutofthewater,hegraspedherbythewaist,claspedhertohisbreast,and,notknowingwhattosaytoher,hestaredintohereyeswithastonishment。Shesmiledathimcaressingly。
"Iamcold,"saidSasha,softly,andquiveredineverylimb。
Fomalaughedgailyatthesoundofhervoice,liftedherintohisarmsandquickly,almostrunning,dashedacrosstheraftstotheshore。Shewaswetandcold,butherbreathingwashot,itburnedFoma'scheekandfilledhisbreastwithwildjoy。
"Youwantedtodrownme?"saidshe,firmly,pressingclosetohim。"Itwasrathertooearly。Wait!"
"Howwellyouhavedoneit,"mutteredFoma,asheran。
"You'reafine,bravefellow!Andyourdevicewasn'tbad,either,thoughyouseemtobesopeaceable。"
"Andtheyarestillroaringthere,ha!ha!"
"Thedeviltakethem!Iftheyaredrowned,we'llbesenttoSiberia,"saidthewoman,asthoughshewantedtoconsoleandencouragehimbythis。Shebegantoshiver,andtheshudderofherbody,feltbyFoma,madehimhastenhispace。
Sobsandcriesforhelpfollowedthemfromtheriver。There,ontheplacidwater,floatedinthetwilightasmallisland,withdrawingfromtheshoretowardthestreamofthemaincurrentoftheriver,andonthatlittleislanddarkhumanfigureswererunningabout。
Nightwasclosingdownuponthem。
CHAPTERIX
ONESundayafternoon,YakovTarasovichMayakinwasdrinkingteainhisgardenandtalkingtohisdaughter。Thecollarofhisshirtunbuttoned,atowelwoundroundhisneck,hesatonabenchunderacanopyofverdantcherry-trees,wavedhishandsintheair,wipedtheperspirationoffhisface,andincessantlypouredforthintotheairhisbriskspeech。
"Themanwhopermitshisbellytohavetheupperhandoverhimisafoolandarogue!Istherenothingbetterintheworldthaneatinganddrinking?Uponwhatwillyouprideyourselfbeforepeople,ifyouarelikeahog?"
Theoldman'seyessparkledirritablyandangrily,hislipstwistedwithcontempt,andthewrinklesofhisgloomyfacequivered。
"IfFomaweremyownson,Iwouldhavemadeamanofhim!"
Playingwithanacaciabranch,Lubovmutelylistenedtoherfather'swords,nowandthencastingacloseandsearchinglookinhisagitated,quiveringface。Growingolder,shechanged,withoutnoticingit,hersuspiciousandcoldrelationtowardtheoldman。Inhiswordsshenowbegantofindthesameideasthatwereinherbooks,andthiswonheroveronherfather'sside,involuntarilycausingthegirltopreferhislivewordstothecoldlettersofthebook。Alwaysoverwhelmedwithbusinessaffairs,alwaysalertandclever,hewenthisownwayalone,andsheperceivedhissolitude,knewhowpainfulitwas,andherrelationstowardherfathergrewinwarmth。Attimessheevenenteredintoargumentswiththeoldman;healwaysregardedherremarkscontemptuouslyandsarcastically;butmoretenderlyandattentivelyfromtimetotime。
"IfthedeceasedIgnatcouldreadinthenewspapersoftheindecentlifehissonisleading,hewouldhavekilledFoma!"
saidMayakin,strikingthetablewithhisfists。"Howtheyhavewrittenitup!It'sadisgrace!"
"Hedeservesit,"saidLubov。
"Idon'tsayitwasdoneatrandom!They'vebarkedathim,aswasnecessary。Andwhowasitthatgotintosuchafitofanger?"
"Whatdifferencedoesitmaketoyou?"askedthegirl。
"It'sinterestingtoknow。HowcleverlytherascaldescribedFoma'sbehaviour。Evidentlyhemusthavebeenwithhimandwitnessedalltheindecencyhimself。"
"Oh,no,hewouldn'tgowithFomaonaspree!'saidLubov,confidently,andblusheddeeplyatherfather'ssearchinglook。
"So!Youhavefineacquaintances,Lubka!"saidMayakinwithhumorousbitterness。"Well,whowroteit?"
"Whatdoyouwishtoknowitfor,papa?"
"Come,tellme!"
Shehadnodesiretotell,buttheoldmanpersisted,andhisvoicewasgrowingmoreandmoredryandangry。Thensheaskedhimuneasily:
"Andyouwillnotdohimanyillforit?"
"I?Iwill——bitehisheadoff!Fool!WhatcanIdotohim?They,thesewriters,arenotafoolishlotandarethereforeapower——apower,thedevils!AndIamnotthegovernor,andevenhecannotputone'shandoutofjointortieone'stongue。Likemice,theygnawuslittlebylittle。Andwehavetopoisonthemnotwithmatches,butwithroubles。Yes!Well,whoisit?"
"Doyouremember,whenIwasgoingtoschool,aGymnasiumstudentusedtocomeuptous。Yozhov?Suchadarklittlefellow!"
"Mm!Ofcourse,Isawhim。Iknowhim。Soit'she?"
"Yes。"
"Thelittlemouse!Evenatthattimeonecouldseealreadythatsomethingwrongwouldcomeoutofhim。Eventhenhestoodinthewayofotherpeople。Aboldboyhewas。Ishouldhavelookedafterhimthen。Perhaps,Imighthavemadeamanofhim。"
Lubovlookedatherfather,smiledinimically,andaskedhotly:
"Andisn'thewhowritesfornewspapersaman?"
Foralongwhile,theoldmandidnotanswerhisdaughter。