首页 >出版文学> The Man Who Was Afraid>第13章
  Thepuffingoftheengineandtheclatterofthesteamer'swheels,minglingwiththesoundsofthemusic,producedintheairsomethingwhichsoundedlikethewildsongofasnow-storm。
  Thewhistleoftheflute,theshrillsingingoftheclarionets,theheavyroaringofthebasses,therufflingofthelittledrumandthedronesoftheblowsonthebigone,allthisfellonthemonotonousanddullsoundsofthewheels,astheycutthewaterapart,smotetheairrebelliously,drownedthenoiseofthehumanvoicesandhoveredafterthesteamer,likeahurricane,causingthepeopletoshoutatthetopoftheirvoices。Attimesanangryhissingofsteamrangoutwithintheengine,andtherewassomethingirritableandcontemptuousinthissoundasitburstunexpectedlyuponthechaosofthedronesandroarsandshouts。
  "Ishallneverforget,evenuntomygrave,thatyourefusedtodiscountthenoteforme,"criedsomeoneinafiercevoice。
  "Thatwilldo!Isthisaplaceforaccounts?"rangoutBobrov'sbass。
  "Brethren!Letushavesomespeeches!"
  "Musicians,bush!"
  "ComeuptothebankandI'llexplaintoyouwhyIdidn'tdiscountit。"
  "Aspeech!Silence!"
  "Musicians,ceaseplaying!"
  "Strikeup'IntheMeadows。'"
  "MadameAngot!"
  "No!YakovTarasovich,webegofyou!"
  "That'scalledStrassburgpastry。"
  "Webegofyou!Webegofyou!"
  "Pastry?Itdoesn'tlooklikeit,butI'lltasteitallthesame。"
  "Tarasovich!Start。"
  "Brethren!Itisjolly!ByGod。"
  "Andin'LaBelleHelene'sheusedtocomeoutalmostnaked,mydear,"suddenlyRobustov'sshrillandemotionalvoicebrokethroughthenoise。
  "Lookout!JacobcheatedEsau?Aha!"
  "Ican't!Mytongueisnotahammer,andIamnolongeryoung。
  "Yasha!Weallimploreyou!"
  "Dousthehonour!"
  "We'llelectyoumayor!"
  "Tarasovich!don'tbecapricious!"
  "Sh!Silence!Gentlemen!YakovTarasovichwillsayafewwords!"
  "Sh!"
  Andjustatthemomentthenoisesubsidedsomeone'sloud,indignantwhisperwasheard:
  "Howshepinchedme,thecarrion。"
  AndBobrovinquiredinhisdeepbasso:
  "Wheredidshepinchyou?"
  Allburstintoringinglaughter,butsoonfellsilent,forYakovTarasovichMayakin,risingtohisfeet,clearedhisthroat,and,strokinghisbaldcrown,surveyedthemerchantswithaseriouslookexpectingattention。
  "Well,brethren,openyourears!"shoutedKononov,withsatisfaction。
  "Gentlemenofthemerchantclass!"beganMayakinwithasmile。
  "Thereisacertainforeignwordinthelanguageofintelligentandlearnedpeople,andthatwordis'culture。'SonowIamgoingtotalktoyouaboutthatwordinallthesimplicityofmysoul。"
  "So,that'swhereheisaimingto!"someonessatisfiedexclamationwasheard。
  "Sh!Silence!"
  "Deargentlemen!"saidMayakin,raisinghisvoice,"inthenewspaperstheykeepwritingaboutusmerchants,thatwearenotacquaintedwiththis'culture,'thatwedonotwantit,anddonotunderstandit。Andtheycallussavage,unculturedpeople。
  Whatisculture?Itpainsme,oldmanasIam,tohearsuchwords,andonedayImadeitmybusinesstolookupthatword,toseewhatitreallycontains。"Mayakinbecamesilent,surveyedtheaudiencewithhiseyes,andwentondistinctly,withatriumphantsmile:
  "Itproved,uponmyresearches,thatthiswordmeansworship,thatis,love,greatloveforbusinessandorderinlife。'That'sright!'Ithought,'that'sright!'Thatmeansthatheisaculturedmanwholovesbusinessandorder,who,ingeneral,lovestoarrangelife,lovestolive,knowsthevalueofhimselfandoflife。Good!"YakovTarasovichtrembled,hiswrinklesspreadoverhisfacelikebeams,fromhissmilingeyestohislips,andhisbaldheadlookedlikesomedarkstar。
  Themerchantsstaredsilentlyandattentivelyathismouth,andallfacesbespokeintenseattention。ThepeopleseemedpetrifiedintheattitudesinwhichMayakin'sspeechhadovertakenthem。
  "Butifthatwordistobeinterpretedpreciselythus,andnototherwise,ifsuchisthecase——thenthepeoplewhocallusunculturedandsavage,slanderandblasphemeus!Fortheyloveonlytheword,butnotitsmeaning;whilewelovetheveryrootoftheword,weloveitsrealessence,weloveactivity。Wehavewithinustherealculttowardlife,thatis,theworshipoflife;we,notthey!Theylovereasoning'weloveaction。Andhere,gentlemenofthemerchantclass,hereisanexampleofourculture,ofourloveforaction。TaketheVolga!Heresheis,ourdearownmother!Witheachandeverydropofherwatershecancorroborateourhonourandrefutetheemptyblasphemyspatteredonus。Onlyonehundredyearshaveelapsed,mydearsirs,sinceEmperorPetertheGreatlauncheddeckedbarksonthisriver,andnowthousandsofsteamshipssailupanddowntheriver。Whohasbuiltthem?TheRussianpeasant,anutterlyunletteredman!Alltheseenormoussteamers,barges——whosearethey?Ours!Whohasinventedthem?We!Everythinghereisours,everythinghereisthefruitofourminds,ofourRussianshrewdness,andourgreatloveforaction!Nobodyhasassistedusinanything!WeourselvesexterminatedpiracyontheVolga;atourownexpensewehiredtroops;weexterminatedpiracyandsentoutontheVolgathousandsofsteamersandvariousvesselsoverallthethousandsofmilesofhercourse。WhichisthebesttownontheVolga?Theonethathasthemostmerchants。Whosearethebesthousesintown?Themerchants!Whotakesthemostcareofthepoor?Themerchant!Hecollectsgroshesandcopecks,anddonateshundredsofthousandsofroubles。Whohaserectedthechurches?
  We!Whocontributesthemostmoneytothegovernment?Themerchants!Gentlemen!tousaloneistheworkdearforitsownsake,forthesakeofourloveforthearrangementoflife,andwealoneloveorderandlife!Andhewhotalksaboutusmerelytalks,andthat'sall!Lethimtalk!Whenthewindblowsthewillowrustles;whenthewindsubsidesthewillowissilent;andneitheracart-shaft,norabroomcanbemadeoutofthewillow;
  itisauselesstree!Andfromthisuselessnesscomesthenoise。
  Whathavethey,ourjudges,accomplished;howhavetheyadornedlife?Wedonotknowit。Whileourworkisclearlyevident!
  Gentlemenofthemerchantclass!Seeinginyoutheforemostmeninlife,mostindustriousandlovingyourlabours,seeinginyouthemenwhocanaccomplishandhaveaccomplishedeverything,I
  nowheartily,withrespectandloveforyou,liftmybrimminggoblet,totheglorious,strong-souled,industriousRussianmerchantclass。Longmayyoulive!MayyousucceedforthegloryofMotherRussia!Hurrah!"
  Theshrill,jarringshoutofMayakincalledforthadeafening,triumphantroarfromthemerchants。Allthesebig,fleshybodies,arousedbywineandbytheoldman'swords,stirredandutteredfromtheirchestssuchaunanimous,massiveshoutthateverythingaroundthemseemedtotrembleandtoquake。
  "Yakov!youarethetrumpetoftheLord!"criedZubov,holdingouthisgoblettowardMayakin。
  Overturningthechairs,jostlingthetables,thuscausingthedishesandthebottlestorattleandfall,themerchants,agitated,delighted,somewithtearsintheireyes,rushedtowardMayakinwithgobletsintheirhands。
  "Ah!Doyouunderstandwhathasbeensaidhere?"askedKononov,graspingRobustovbytheshoulderandshakinghim。"Understandit!Thatwasagreatspeech!"
  "YakovTarasovich!Come,letmeembraceyou!"
  "Let'stoss,Mayakin!
  "Strikeuptheband。"
  "Soundaflourish!Amarch。'ThePersianMarch。"'
  "Wedon'twantanymusic!Thedeviltakeit!"
  "Hereisthemusic!Eh,YakovTarasovich!Whatamind!"
  "Iwassmallamongmybrethren,butIwasfavouredwithunderstanding。"
  "Youlie,Trofim!"
  "Yakov!you'lldiesoon。Oh,whatapity!Wordscan'texpresshowsorryweare!"
  "Butwhatafuneralthatisgoingtobe!"
  "Gentlemen!LetusestablishaMayakinfund!Iputupathousand!"
  "Silence!Holdon!"
  "Gentlemen!"YakovTarasovichbegantospeakagain,quiveringineverylimb。"And,furthermore,wearetheforemostmeninlifeandtherealmastersinourfatherlandbecauseweare——peasants!'
  "Corr-rect!"
  "That'sright!Dearmother!That'sanoldmanforyou!"
  "Holdon!Lethimfinish。"
  "WeareprimitiveRussianpeople,andeverythingthatcomesfromusistrulyRussian!Consequentlyitisthemostgenuine,themostusefulandobligatory。"
  "Astrueastwoandtwomakefour!"
  "It'ssosimple。"
  "Heisaswiseasaserpent!"
  "Andasmeekasa——"
  "Asahawk。Ha,ha,ha!"
  Themerchantsencircledtheiroratorinaclosering,theylookedathimwiththeiroilyeyes,andweresoagitatedthattheycouldnolongerlistentohiswordscalmly。Aroundhimatumultofvoicessmotetheair,andminglingwiththenoiseoftheengine,andthebeatingofthewheelsuponthewater,itformedawhirlwindofsoundswhichdrownedthejarringvoiceoftheoldman。Theexcitementofthemerchantswasgrowingmoreandmoreintense;allfaceswereradiantwithtriumph;handsholdingoutgobletswereoutstretchedtowardMayakin;themerchantsclappedhimontheshoulder,jostledhim,kissedhim,gazedwithemotionintohisface。Andsomescreamedecstatically:
  "Thekamarinsky。Thenationaldance!"
  "Wehaveaccomplishedallthat!"criedYakovTarasovich,pointingattheriver。"Itisallours!Wehavebuiltuplife!"
  Suddenlyrangoutaloudexclamationwhichdrownedallsounds:
  "Ah!Soyouhavedoneit?Ah,you。"
  Andimmediatelyafterthis,avulgaroathresoundedthroughtheair,pronounceddistinctlywithgreatrancour,inadullbutpowerfulvoice。Everyonehearditandbecamesilentforamoment,searchingwiththeireyesthemanwhohadabusedthem。Atthismomentnothingwasheardsavethedeepsighsoftheenginesandtheclankingoftherudderchains。
  "Who'ssnarlingthere?"askedKononovwithafrown。
  "Wecan'tgetalongwithoutscandals!"saidReznikov,withacontritesigh。
  "Whowasswearinghereatrandom?"
  Thefacesofthemerchantsmirroredalarm,curiosity,astonishment,reproach,andallthepeoplebegantobustleaboutstupidly。OnlyYakovTarasovichalonewascalmandseemedevensatisfiedwithwhathadoccurred。Risingontiptoe,withhisneckoutstretched,hestaredsomewheretowardtheendofthetable,andhiseyesflashedstrangely,asthoughhesawtheresomethingwhichwaspleasingtohim。
  "Gordyeeff"saidYonaYushkov,softly。
  AndallheadswereturnedtowardthedirectioninwhichYakovTarasovichwasstaring。
  There,withhishandsrestingonthetable,stoodFoma。Hisfacedistortedwithwrath,histeethfirmlysettogether,hesilentlysurveyedthemerchantswithhisburning,wide-openeyes。Hislowerjawwastrembling,hisshoulderswerequivering,andthefingersofhishands,firmlyclutchingtheedgeofthetable,werenervouslyscratchingthetablecloth。Atthesightofhiswolf-
  like,angryfaceandhiswrathfulpose,themerchantsagainbecamesilentforamoment。
  "Whatareyougapingat?"askedFoma,andagainaccompaniedhisquestionwithaviolentoath。
  "He'sdrunk!"saidBobrov,withashakeofthehead。
  "Andwhywasheinvited?"whisperedReznikov,softly。
  "FomaIgnatyevich!"saidKononov,sedately,"youmustn'tcreateanyscandals。Ifyourheadisreeling——go,mydearboy,quietlyandpeacefullyintothecabinandliedown!Liedown,and——"
  "Silence,you!"roaredFoma,andturnedhiseyeathim。"Donotdaretospeaktome!Iamnotdrunk。Iamsobererthananyoneofyouhere!Doyouunderstand?"
  "Butwaitawhile,myboy。Whoinvitedyouhere?"askedKononov,reddeningwithoffence。
  "Ibroughthim!"rangoutMayakin'svoice。
  "Ah!Well,then,ofcourse。Excuseme,FomaIgnatyevich。Butasyoubroughthim,Yakov,yououghttosubduehim。Otherwiseit'snogood。"
  Fomamaintainedsilenceandsmiled。Andthemerchants,too,weresilent,astheylookedathim。
  "Eh,Fomka!"beganMayakin。"Againyoudisgracemyoldage。"
  "Godfather!"saidFoma,showinghisteeth,"Ihavenotdoneanythingasyet,soitisratherearlytoreadmealecture。Iamnotdrunk,Ihavedrunknothing,butIhaveheardeverything。
  Gentlemenmerchants!Permitmetomakeaspeech!Mygodfather,whomyourespectsomuch,hasspoken。Nowlistentohisgodson。"
  "What——speeches?"saidReznikov。"Whyhaveanydiscourses?Wehavecometogethertoenjoyourselves。"
  "Come,youhadbetterdropthat,FomaIgnatyevich。"
  "Betterdrinksomething。"
  "Let'shaveadrink!Ah,Foma,you'rethesonofafinefather!"
  Fomarecoiledfromthetable,straightenedhimselfandcontinuouslysmiling,listenedtothekind,admonitorywords。
  Amongallthosesedatepeoplehewastheyoungestandthehandsomest。Hiswell-shapedfigure,inatight-fittingfrockcoat,stoodout,tohisadvantage,amongthemassofstoutbodieswithprominentpaunches。Hisswarthyfacewithlargeeyeswasmoreregularlyfeatured,morefulloflifethantheshrivelledorredfacesofthosewhostoodbeforehimwithastonishmentandexpectancy。Hethrewhischestforward,sethisteethtogether,andflingingtheskirtsofhisfrockcoatapart,thrusthishandsintohispockets。
  "Youcan'tstopupmymouthnowwithflatteryandcaresses!"saidhe,firmlyandthreateningly,"Whetheryouwilllistenornot,I
  amgoingtospeakallthesame。Youcannotdrivemeawayfromhere。"
  Heshookhishead,and,raisinghisshoulders,announcedcalmly:
  "Butifanyoneofyoudaretotouchme,evenwithafinger,I'llkillhim!IswearitbytheLord。I'llkillasmanyasIcan!"
  Thecrowdofpeoplethatstoodoppositehimswayedback,evenasbushesrockedbythewind。Theybegantotalkinagitatedwhispers。Foma'sfacegrewdarker,hiseyesbecameround。
  "Well,ithasbeensaidherethatyouhavebuiltuplife,andthatyouhavedonethemostgenuineandproperthings。"
  Fomaheavedadeepsigh,andwithinexpressibleaversionscrutinizedhislisteners'faces,whichsuddenlybecamestrangelypuffedup,asthoughtheywereswollen。Themerchantsweresilent,pressingcloserandclosertooneanother。Someoneinthebackrowsmuttered:
  "Whatishetalkingabout?Ah!Fromapaper,orbyheart?"
  "Oh,yourascals!"exclaimedGordyeeff,shakinghishead。"Whathaveyoumade?Itisnotlifethatyouhavemade,butaprison。
  Itisnotorderthatyouhaveestablished,youhaveforgedfettersonman。Itissuffocating,itisnarrow,thereisnoroomforalivingsoultoturn。Manisperishing!Youaremurderers!
  Doyouunderstandthatyouexisttodayonlythroughthepatienceofmankind?"
  "Whatdoesthismean?"exclaimedReznikov,claspinghishandsinrageandindignation。"IlyaYefimov,what'sthis?Ican'tbeartohearsuchwords。"
  "Gordyeeff!"criedBobrov。"Lookout,youspeakimproperwords。"
  "Forsuchwordsyou'llget——oi,oi,oi!"saidZubov,insinuatingly。
  "Silence!"roaredFoma,withblood-shoteyes。"Nowthey'regrunting。"
  "Gentlemen!"rangoutMayakin'scalm,maliciousvoice,likethescreechofasmooth-fileoniron。"Don'ttouchhim!Ientreatyouearnestly,donothinderhim。Lethimsnarl。Lethimamusehimself。Hiswordscannotharmyou。"
  "Well,no,Ihumblythankyou!"criedYushkov。AndcloseatFoma'ssidestoodSmolinandwhisperedinhisear:
  "Stop,mydearboy!What'sthematterwithyou?Areyououtofyourwits?They'lldoyou——!"
  "Getaway!"saidFoma,firmly,flashinghisangryeyesathim。
  "YougotoMayakinandflatterhim,perhapssomethingwillcomeyourway!"
  Smolinwhistledthroughhisteethandsteppedaside。Andthemerchantsbegantodisperseonthesteamer,onebyone。ThisirritatedFomastillmorehewishedhecouldchainthemtothespotbyhiswords,buthecouldnotfindsuchpowerfulwords。
  "Youhavebuiltuplife!"heshouted。"Whoareyou?
  Swindlers,robbers。"
  AfewmenturnedtowardFoma,asifhehadcalledthem。
  "Kononov!aretheysoongoingtotryyouforthatlittlegirl?
  They'llconvictyoutothegalleys。Goodbye,Ilya!Youarebuildingyoursteamersinvain。They'lltransportyoutoSiberiaonagovernmentvessel。"
  Kononovsankintoachair;hisbloodleapedtohisface,andheshookhisfistinsilence。Fomasaidhoarsely:
  "Verywell。Good。Ishallnotforgetit。"
  Fomasawhisdistortedfacewithitstremblinglips,andunderstoodwithwhatweaponshecoulddealthesementhemostforcibleblows。
  "Ha,ha,ha!Buildersoflife!Gushchin,doyougivealmstoyourlittlenephewsandnieces?Givethematleastacopeckaday。Youhavestolensixty-seventhousandroublesfromthem。Bobrov!whydidyoulieaboutthatmistressofyours,sayingthatshehadrobbedyou,andthensendhertoprison?Ifyouhadgrowntiredofher,youmighthavegivenherovertoyourson。Anywayhehasstartedanintriguewiththatothermistressofyours。Didn'tyouknowit?Eh,youfatpig,ha,ha!Andyou,Lup,openagainabrothel,andfleeceyourgueststhereasbefore。Andthenthedevilwillfleeceyou,ha,ha!Itisgoodtobearascalwithapiousfacelikeyours!Whomdidyoukillthen,Lup?"
  Fomaspoke,interruptinghisspeechwithloud,malevolentlaughter,andsawthathiswordswereproducinganimpressiononthesepeople。Before,whenhehadspokentoallofthemtheyturnedawayfromhim,steppingaside,forminggroups,andlookingattheiraccuserfromafarwithangerandcontempt。Hesawsmilesontheirfaces,hefeltintheireverymovementsomethingscornful,andunderstoodthatwhilehiswordsangeredthemtheydidnotstingasdeepashewishedthemto。Allthishadchilledhiswrath,andwithinhimtherewasalreadyarisingthebitterconsciousnessofthefailureofhisattackonthem。Butassoonashebegantospeakofeachoneseparately,therewasaswiftandstrikingchangeintherelationofhishearerstowardhim。
  WhenKononovsankheavilyinthechair,asthoughhewereunabletowithstandtheweightofFoma'sharshwords,Fomanoticedthatbitterandmalicioussmilescrossedthefacesofsomeofthemerchants。Heheardsomeone'swhisperofastonishmentandapproval:
  "That'swellaimed!"
  ThiswhispergavestrengthtoFoma,andheconfidentlyandpassionatelybegantohurlreproaches,jeersandabusesatthosewhomethiseyes。Hegrowledjoyously,seeingthathiswordsweretakingeffect。Hewaslistenedtosilently,attentively;severalmenmovedclosertowardhim。
  Exclamationsofprotestwereheard,butthesewerebrief,notloud,andeachtimeFomashoutedsomeone'sname,allbecamesilent,listening,castingfurtive,maliciousglancesinthedirectionoftheiraccusedcomrade。
  Bobrovlaughedperplexedly,buthissmalleyesboredintoFomaasgimlets。AndLupReznikov,wavinghishands,hoppedaboutawkwardlyand,shortofbreath,said:
  "Bemywitnesses。What'sthis!No-o!Iwillnotforgivethis!
  I'llgotocourt。What'sthat?"andsuddenlyhescreamedinashrillvoice,out-stretchinghishandtowardFoma:
  "Bindhim!"
  Fomawaslaughing。
  "Youcannotbindthetruth,youcan'tdoit!Evenbound,truthwillnotgrowdumb!"
  "Go-o-od!"drawledoutKononovinadull,brokenvoice。
  "Seehere,gentlemenofthemerchantclass!"rangoutMayakin'svoice。"Iask!youtoadmirehim,that'sthekindofafellowheis!"
  OneafteranotherthemerchantsmovedtowardFoma,andontheirfaceshesawwrath,curiosity,amaliciousfeelingofsatisfaction,fear。SomeoneofthosemodestpeopleamongwhomFomawassitting,whisperedtohim:
  "Giveittothem。Godblessyou。Goahead!Thatwillbetoyourcredit。"
  "Robustov!"criedFoma。"Whatareyoulaughingat?Whatmakesyouglad?Youwillalsogotothegalleys。"
  "Puthimashore!"suddenlyroaredRobustov,springingtohisfeet。
  AndKononovshoutedtothecaptain:
  "Back!Tothetown!TotheGovernor。"
  Andsomeoneinsinuatingly,inavoicetremblingwithfeeling:
  "That'sacollusiveagreement。Thatwasdoneonpurpose。Hewasinstigated,andmadedrunktogivehimcourage。"
  "No,it'sarevolt!"
  "Bindhim!Justbindhim!"
  Fomagraspedachampagnebottleandswungitintheair。
  "Comeonnow!No,itseemsthatyouwillhavetolistentome。"
  Withrenewedfury,franticwithjoyatseeingthesepeopleshrinkingandquailingundertheblowsofhiswords,Fomaagainstartedtoshoutnamesandvulgaroaths,andtheexasperatedtumultwashushedoncemore。Themen,whomFomadidnotknow,gazedathimwitheagercuriosity,withapproval,whilesomelookedathimevenwithjoyoussurprise。Oneofthem,agray-
  hairedlittleoldmanwithrosycheeksandsmallmouseeyes,suddenlyturnedtowardthemerchants,whohadbeenabusedbyFoma,andsaidinasweetvoice:
  "Thesearewordsfromtheconscience!That'snothing!Youmustendureit。That'sapropheticaccusation。Wearesinful。Totellthetruthwearevery——"
  Hewashissed,andZubovevenjostledhimontheshoulder。Hemadealowbowanddisappearedinthecrowd。
  "Zubov!"criedFoma。"Howmanypeoplehaveyoufleecedandturnedtobeggars?DoyoueverdreamofIvanPetrovMyakinnikov,whostrangledhimselfbecauseofyou?Isittruethatyoustealateverymasstenroublesoutofthechurchbox?"
  Zubovhadnotexpectedtheattack,andheremainedaspetrified,withhishanduplifted。Butheimmediatelybegantoscreaminashrillvoice,ashejumpedupquickly:
  "Ah!Youturnagainstmealso?Againstme,too?
  AndsuddenlyhepuffeduphischeeksandfuriouslybegantoshakehisfistatFoma,ashescreamedinashrillvoice:
  "ThefoolsaysinhisheartthereisnoGod!I'llgotothebishop!Infidel!You'llgetthegalleys!"
  Thetumultonthesteamergrew,andatthesightoftheseenraged,perplexedandinsultedpeople,Fomafelthimselfafairy-talegiant,slayingmonsters。Theybustledabout,wavingtheirarms,talkingtooneanother——someredwithanger,otherspale,yetallequallypowerlesstochecktheflowofhisjeersatthem。
  "Sendthesailorsoverhere!"criedReznikov,tuggingKononovbytheshoulder。"What'sthematterwithyou,Ilya?Ah?Haveyouinvitedustoberidiculed?"
  "Againstonepuppy,"screamedZubov。
  AcrowdhadgatheredaroundYakovTarasovitchMayakin,andlistenedtohisquietspeechwithanger,andnoddedtheirheadsaffirmatively。
  "Act,Yakov!"saidRobustov,loudly。"Weareallwitnesses。Goahead!"
  AndabovethegeneraltumultofvoicesrangoutFoma'sloud,accusingvoice:
  "Itwasnotlifethatyouhavebuilt——youhavemadeacesspool!
  Youhavebredfilthandputrefactionbyyourdeeds!Haveyouaconscience?DoyourememberGod?Money——that'syourGod!Andyourconscienceyouhavedrivenaway。Whitherhaveyoudrivenitaway?
  Blood-suckers!Youliveonthestrengthofothers。Youworkwithotherpeople'shands!Youshallpayforallthis!Whenyouperish,youwillbecalledtoaccountforeverything!Foreverything,eventoateardrop。Howmanypeoplehaveweptbloodatthosegreatdeedsofyours?Andaccordingtoyourdeserts,evenhellistoogoodaplaceforyou,rascals。Notinfire,butinboilingmudyoushallbescorched。Yoursufferingsshalllastforcenturies。Thedevilswillhurlyouintoaboilerandwillpourintoit——ha,ha,ha!they'llpourintoit——ha,ha,ha!
  Honourablemerchantclass!BuildersofLife。Oh,youdevils!"
  Fomaburstintoringinglaughter,and,holdinghissides,staggered,tossinghisheaduphigh。
  Atthatmomentseveralmenquicklyexchangedglances,simultaneouslyrushedonFomaanddownedhimwiththeirweight。A
  racketensued。
  "Nowyou'recaught!"ejaculatedsomeoneinasuffocatingvoice。
  "Ah!Isthatthewayyou'redoingit?"criedFoma,hoarsely。
  Foraboutahalfaminuteawholeheapofblackbodiesbustledaboutononespot,heavilystampingtheirfeet,anddullexclamationswereheard:
  "Throwhimtotheground!"
  "Holdhishand,hishand!Oh!"
  "Bythebeard?"
  "Getnapkins,bindhimwithnapkins。"
  "You'llbite,willyou?"
  "So!Well,how'sit?Aha!"
  "Don'tstrike!Don'tdaretostrike。"
  "Ready!"
  "Howstrongheis!"
  "Let'scarryhimovertheretowardtheside。"
  "Outinthefreshair,ha,ha!"
  TheydraggedFomaawaytooneside,andhavingplacedhimagainstthewallofthecaptain'scabin,walkedawayfromhim,adjustingtheircostumes,andmoppingtheirsweat-coveredbrows。Fatiguedbythestruggle,andexhaustedbythedisgraceofhisdefeat,Fomalaythereinsilence,tattered,soiledwithsomething,firmlybound,handandfoot,withnapkinsandtowels。Withround,blood-shoteyeshegazedatthesky;theyweredullandlustreless,asthoseofanidiot,andhischestheavedunevenlyandwithdifficulty。
  Nowcametheirturntomockhim。Zubovbegan。Hewalkeduptohim,kickedhiminthesideandaskedinasoftvoice,alltremblingwiththepleasureofrevenge:
  "Well,thunder-likeprophet,howisit?NowyoucantastethesweetnessofBabyloniancaptivity,he,he,he!"
  "Wait,"saidFoma,hoarsely,withoutlookingathim。"WaituntilI'mrested。Youhavenottiedupmytongue。"
  Butsayingthis,Fomaunderstoodthathecouldnolongerdoanything,norsayanything。Andthatnotbecausetheyhadboundhim,butbecausesomethinghadburnedoutwithinhim,andhissoulhadbecomedarkandempty。
  ZubovwassoonjoinedbyReznikov。Thenoneafteranothertheothersbegantodrawnear。Bobrov,KononovandseveralothersprecededbyYakovMayakinwenttothecabin,anxiouslydiscussingsomethinginlowtones。
  Thesteamerwassailingtowardthetownatfullspeed。Thebottlesonthetablestrembledandrattledfromthevibrationofthesteamer,andFomaheardthisjarring,plaintivesoundaboveeverythingelse。Nearhimstoodathrongofpeople,sayingmalicious,offensivethings。
  ButFomasawthemasthoughthroughafog,andtheirwordsdidnottouchhimtothequick。Avast,bitterfeelingwasnowspringingupwithinhim,fromthedepthofhissoul;hefolloweditsgrowthandthoughhedidnotyetunderstandit,healreadyexperiencedsomethingmelancholyanddegrading。
  "Justthink,youcharlatan!Whathaveyoudonetoyourself?"saidReznikov。"Whatsortofalifeisnowpossibletoyou?Doyouknowthatnownooneofuswouldcareevenasmuchastospitonyou?"
  "WhathaveIdone?"Fomatriedtounderstand。Themerchantsstoodaroundhiminadense,darkmass。
  "Well,"saidYashchurov,"now,Fomka,yourworkisdone。"
  "Wait,we'llsee,"bellowedZubovinalowvoice。
  "Letmefree!"saidFoma。
  "Well,no!wethankyouhumbly!"
  "Untieme。"
  "It'sallright!Youcanliethatwayaswell。"
  "Callupmygodfather。"
  ButYakovTarasovichcameupatthismoment。Hecameup,stoppednearFoma,sternlysurveyedwithhiseyestheoutstretchedfigureofhisgodson,andheavedadeepsigh。
  "Well,Foma,"hebegan。
  "Orderthemtounbindme,"entreatedFoma,softly,inamournfulvoice。
  "Soyoucanbeturbulentagain?No,no,you'dbetterliethisway,"hisgodfatherreplied。
  "Iwon'tsayanotherword。IswearitbyGod!Unbindme。Iamashamed!ForChrist'ssake。YouseeIamnotdrunk。Well,youneedn'tuntiemyhands。"
  "Youswearthatyou'llnotbetroublesome?"askedMayakin。
  "0hLord!Iwillnot,Iwillnot,"moanedFoma。
  Theyuntiedhisfeet,butlefthishandsbound。Whenherose,helookedatthemall,andsaidsoftlywithapitifulsmile:
  "Youwon。"
  "Wealwaysshall!"repliedhisgodfather,smilingsternly。
  Fomabent,withhishandstiedbehindhisback,advancedtowardthetablesilently,withoutliftinghiseyestoanyone。Heseemedshorterinstatureandthinner。Hisdishevelledhairfellonhisforeheadandtemples;thetornandcrumpledbosomofhisshirtprotrudingfromunderhisvest,andthecollarcoveredhislips。
  Heturnedhisheadtopushthecollardownunderhischin,andwasunabletodoit。Thenthegray-headedlittleoldmanwalkeduptohim,adjustedwhatwasnecessary,lookedintohiseyeswithasmileandsaid:
  "Youmustendureit。"
  Now,inMayakin'spresence,thosewhohadmockedFomaweresilent,lookingattheoldmanquestioningly,withcuriosityandexpectancy。Hewascalmbuthiseyesgleamedinawaynotatallbecomingtotheoccasion,contentedlyandbrightly。
  "Givemesomevodka,"beggedFoma,seatinghimselfatthetable,andleaninghischestagainstitsedge。Hisbentfigurelookpiteousandhelpless。Aroundtheyweretalkinginwhispers,passingthiswayandthatcautiously。Andeveryonelookednowathim,nowatMayakin,whohadseatedhimselfoppositehim。TheoldmandidnotgiveFomathevodkaatonce。Firsthesurveyedhimfixedly,thenheslowlypouredoutawineglassful,andfinally,withoutsayingaword,raisedittoFoma'slips。Fomadrankthevodka,andasked:
  "Somemore!"
  "That'senough!"repliedMayakin。
  Andimmediatelyafterthistherefellaminuteofperfect,painfulsilence。Peoplewerecominguptothetablenoiselessly,ontiptoe,andwhentheywereneartheystretchedtheirneckstoseeFoma。
  "Well,Fomka,doyouunderstandnowwhatyouhavedone?"askedMayakin。Hespokesoftly,butallheardhisquestion。
  Fomanoddedhisheadandmaintainedsilence。
  "There'snoforgivenessforyou!"Mayakinwentonfirmly,andraisinghisvoice。"ThoughweareallChristians,yetyouwillreceivenoforgivenessatourhands。Justknowthis。"
  Fomaliftedhisheadandsaidpensively:
  "Ihavequiteforgottenaboutyou,godfather。Youhavenotheardanythingfromme。"
  "Thereyouhaveit!"exclaimedMayakin,bitterly,pointingathisgodson。"Yousee?"
  Adullgrumbleofprotestburstforth。
  "Well,it'sallthesame!"resumedFomawithasigh。"It'sallthesame!Nothing——nogoodcameoutofitanyway。"
  Andagainhebentoverthetable。
  "Whatdidyouwant?"askedMayakin,sternly。
  "WhatIwanted?"Fomaraisedhishead,lookedatthemerchantsandsmiled。"Iwanted——"
  "Drunkard!Nastyscamp!"
  "Iamnotdrunk!"retortedFoma,morosely。"Ihavedrankonlytwoglasses。Iwasperfectlysober。"
  "Consequently,"saidBobrov,"youareright,YakovTarasovich,heisinsane。"
  "I?"exclaimedFoma。
  Buttheypaidnoattentiontohim。Reznikov,ZubovandBobrovleanedovertoMayakinandbegantotalkinlowtones。
  "Guardianship!"Foma'searscaughtthisoneword。"Iaminmyrightmind!"hesaid,leaningbackinhischairandstaringatthemerchantswithtroubledeyes。"IunderstandwhatIwanted。I
  wantedtospeakthetruth。Iwantedtoaccuseyou。"
  Hewasagainseizedwithemotion,andhesuddenlyjerkedhishandsinanefforttofreethem。
  "Eh!Holdon!"exclaimedBobrov,seizinghimbytheshoulders。
  "Holdhim。"
  "Well,holdme!"saidFomawithsadnessandbitterness。"Holdme——
  whatdoyouneedmefor?"
  "Sitstill!"criedhisgodfather,sternly。
  Fomabecamesilent。Henowunderstoodthatwhathehaddonewasofnoavail,thathiswordshadnotstaggeredthemerchants。Heretheystood,surroundinghiminadensethrong,andhecouldnotseeanythingforthem。Theywerecalm,firm,treatinghimasadrunkardandaturbulentfellow,andwereplottingsomethingagainsthim。Hefelthimselfpitiful,insignificant,crushedbythatdarkmassofstrong-souled,cleverandsedatepeople。Itseemedtohimthatalongtimehadpassedsincehehadabusedthem,solongatimethathehimselfseemedasastranger,incapableofcomprehendingwhathehaddonetothesepeople,andwhyhehaddoneit。Heevenexperiencedinhimselfacertainfeelingofoffence,whichresembledshameathimselfinhisowneyes。Therewasaticklingsensationinhisthroat,andhefelttherewassomethingforeigninhisbreast,asthoughsomedustorasheswerestrewnuponhisheart,anditthrobbedunevenlyandwithdifficulty。Wishingtoexplaintohimselfhisact,hesaidslowlyandthoughtfully,withoutlookingatanyone:
  "Iwantedtospeakthetruth。Isthislife?"
  "Fool!"saidMayakin,contemptuously。"Whattruthcanyouspeak?
  Whatdoyouunderstand?"
  "Myheartiswounded,thatIunderstand!WhatjustificationhaveyouallintheeyesofGod?Towhatpurposedoyoulive?Yes,I
  feel——Ifeltthetruth!"
  "Heisrepenting!"saidReznikov,withasarcasticsmile。
  "Lethim!"repliedBobrov,withcontempt。
  Someoneadded:
  "Itisevident,fromhiswords,thatheisoutofhiswits。"
  "Tospeakthetruth,that'snotgiventoeveryone!"saidYakovTarasovich,sternlyandinstructively,liftinghishandupward。
  "Itisnottheheartthatgraspstruth;itisthemind;doyouunderstandthat?Andastoyourfeeling,that'snonsense!Acowalsofeelswhentheytwisthertail。Butyoumustunderstand,understandeverything!Understandalsoyourenemy。Guesswhathethinkseveninhisdreams,andthengoahead!"
  Accordingtohiswont,Mayakinwascarriedawaybytheexpositionofhispracticalphilosophy,butherealisedintimethataconqueredmanisnottobetaughthowtofight,andhestoppedshort。Fomacastathimadullglance,andshookhisheadstrangely。
  "Lamb!"saidMayakin。
  "Leavemealone!"entreatedFoma,plaintively。"It'sallyours!
  Well,whatelsedoyouwant?Well,youcrushedme,bruisedme,thatservesmeright!WhoamI?0Lord!"
  Alllistenedattentivelytohiswords,andinthatattentiontherewassomethingprejudiced,somethingmalicious。
  "Ihavelived,"saidFomainaheavyvoice。"Ihaveobserved。I
  havethought;myhearthasbecomewoundedwiththoughts!Andhere——theabscessburst。NowIamutterlypowerless!Asthoughallmybloodhadgushedout。Ihaveliveduntilthisday,andstillthoughtthatnowIwillspeakthetruth。Well,Ihavespokenit。"
  Hetalkedmonotonously,colourlessly,andhisspeechresembledthatofoneindelirium。
  "Ihavespokenit,andIhaveonlyemptiedmyself,that'sall。
  Notatracehavemywordsleftbehindthem。Everythingisuninjured。Andwithinmesomethingblazedup;ithasburnedout,andthere'snothingmorethere。WhathaveItohopefornow?Andeverythingremainsasitwas。"
  YakovTarasovichburstintobitterlaughter。
  "Whatthen,didyouthinktolickawayamountainwithyourtongue?Youarmedyourselfwithmaliceenoughtofightabedbug,andyoustartedoutafterabear,isthatit?Madman!Ifyourfatherweretoseeyounow。Eh!"
  "Andyet,"saidFoma,suddenly,loudly,withassurance,andhiseyesagainflaredup,"andyetitisallyourfault!Youhavespoiledlife!Youhavemadeeverythingnarrow。Wearesuffocatingbecauseofyou!Andthoughmytruthagainstyouisweak,itistruth,nevertheless!Youaregodlesswretches!Mayyouallbecursed!"
  Hemovedaboutinhischair,attemptingtofreehishands,andcriedout,flashinghiseyeswithfury:
  "Unbindmyhands!"
  Theycameclosertohim;thefacesofthemerchantsbecamemoresevere,andReznikovsaidtohimimpressively:
  "Don'tmakeanoise,don'tbebothersome!We'llsoonbeintown。
  Don'tdisgraceyourself,anddon'tdisgraceuseither。Wearenotgoingtotakeyoudirectfromthewharftotheinsaneasylum。"
  "So!"exclaimedFoma。"Soyouaregoingtoputmeintoaninsaneasylum?"
  Noonereplied。Helookedattheirfacesandhunghishead。
  "Behavepeacefully!We'llunbindyou!"saidsomeone。
  "It'snotnecessary!"saidFomainalowvoice。"It'sallthesame。Ispitonit!Nothingwillhappen。"
  Andhisspeechagainassumedthenatureofadelirium。
  "Iamlost,Iknowit!Onlynotbecauseofyourpower,butratherbecauseofmyweakness。Yes!You,too,areonlywormsintheeyesofGod。And,wait!Youshallchoke。Iamlostthroughblindness。
  IsawmuchandIbecameblind,likeanowl。Asaboy,Iremember,Ichasedanowlinaravine;itflewaboutandstruckagainstsomething。Thesunblindedit。Itwasallbruisedanditdisappeared,andmyfathersaidtomethen:'Itisthesamewithman;somemanbustlesabouttoandfro,bruiseshimself,exhaustshimself,andthenthrowshimselfanywhere,justtorest。'HeyI
  unbindmyhands。"
  Hisfaceturnedpale,hiseyesclosed,hisshouldersquivered。
  Tatteredandcrumpledherockedaboutinthechair,strikinghischestagainsttheedgeofthetable,andbegantowhispersomething。
  Themerchantsexchangedsignificantglances。Some,nudgingoneanotherinthesides,shooktheirheadsatFomainsilence。YakovMayakin'sfacewasdarkandimmobileasthoughhewnoutofstone。
  "Shallweperhapsunbindhim?"whisperedBobrov。
  "Whenwegetalittlenearer。"
  "No,it'snotnecessary,"saidMayakininanundertone-"We'llleavehimhere。Letsomeonesendforacarriage。We'lltakehimstraighttotheasylum。"
  "AndwhereamItorest?"Fomamutteredagain。"WhithershallI
  flingmyself?"Andheremainedasthoughpetrifiedinabroken,uncomfortableattitude,alldistorted,withanexpressionofpainonhisface。
  Mayakinrosefromhisseatandwenttothecabin,sayingsoftly:
  "Keepaneyeonhim,hemightflinghimselfoverboard。"
  "Iamsorryforthefellow,"saidBobrov,lookingatYakovTarasovichashedeparted。
  "Nooneistoblameforhismadness,"repliedReznikov,morosely。
  "AndYakov,"whisperedZubov,noddinghisheadinthedirectionofMayakin。
  "WhataboutYakov?Helosesnothingthroughit。"
  "Yes,nowhe'll,ha,ha!"
  "He'llbehisguardian,ha,ha,ha!"
  TheirquietlaughterandwhispermingledwiththegroaningoftheenginedidnotseemtoreachFoma'sear。Motionlesslyhestaredintothedistancebeforehimwithadimlook,andonlyhislipswereslightlyquivering。
  "Hissonhasreturned,"whisperedBobrov。
  "Iknowhisson,"saidYashchurov。"ImethiminPerm。"
  "Whatsortofamanishe?"
  "Abusiness-like,cleverfellow。"
  "Isthatso?"
  "HemanagesabigbusinessinOosolye。"
  "ConsequentlyYakovdoesnotneedthisone。Yes。Sothat'sit。"
  "Look,he'sweeping!"
  "Oh?"
  Fomawassittingleaningagainstthebackofthechair,anddroopinghisheadontheshoulder。Hiseyeswereshut,andfromunderhiseyelidstearsweretricklingoneafteranother。Theycourseddownhischeeksintohismoustache。Foma'slipsquiveredconvulsively,andthetearsfellfromhismoustacheuponhisbreast。Hewassilentandmotionless,onlyhischestheavedunevenly,andwithdifficulty。Themerchantslookedathispale,tear-stainedface,grownleanwithsuffering,withthecornersofhislipslowereddownward,andwalkedawayfromhimquietlyandmutely。
  AndthenFomaremainedalone,withhishandstiedbehindhisback,sittingatthetablewhichwascoveredwithdirtydishesanddifferentremainsofthefeast。Attimesheslowlyopenedhisheavy,swolleneyelids,andhiseyes,throughtears,lookeddimlyandmournfullyatthetablewhereeverythingwasdirty,upset,ruined……
  Threeyearshavepassed。
  AboutayearagoYakovTarasovichMayakindied。Hediedinfullconsciousness,andremainedtruetohimself;afewhoursbeforehisdeathhesaidtohisson,daughterandson-in-law:
  "Well,children,liveinrichness!Yakovhastastedeverything,sonowitistimeforYakovtogo。Yousee,Iamdying,yetIamnotdespondent;andtheLordwillsetthatdowntomycredit。I
  havebotheredHim,theMostGraciousOne,withjestsonly,butneverwithmoansandcomplaints!0hLord!IamgladthatIhavelivedwithunderstandingthroughThymercy!Farewell,mychildren。Liveinharmony,anddon'tphilosophizetoomuch。Knowthis,notheisholywhohideshimselffromsinandliescalm。
  Withcowardiceyoucannotdefendyourselfagainstsin,thusalsosaystheparableofthetalents。Buthewhowantstoattainhisgoalinlifefearsnotsin。Godwillpardonhimanerror。Godhasappointedmanasthebuilderoflife,buthasnotendowedhimwithtoomuchwisdom。Consequently,Hewillnotcallinhisoutstandingdebtsseverely。ForHeisholyandmostmerciful。"
  Hediedafterashortbutverypainfulagony。
  Yozhovwasforsomereasonorotherbanishedfromthetownsoonaftertheoccurrenceonthesteamer。
  Agreatcommercialhousesprangupinthetownunderthefirm-
  nameof"TarasMayakin&AfricanSmolin。"
  NothinghadbeenheardofFomaduringthesethreeyears。ItwasrumouredthatuponhisdischargefromtheasylumMayakinhadsenthimawaytosomerelativesofhismotherintheUral。
  NotlongagoFomaappearedinthestreetsofthetown。Heiswornout,shabbyandhalf-witted。Almostalwaysintoxicated,heappearsnowgloomy,withknittedbrow,andwithheadbentdownonhisbreast,nowsmilingthepitifulandmelancholysmileofasillyfanatic。Sometimesheisturbulent,butthathappensrarely。Heliveswithhisfoster-sisterinalittlewingintheyard。Hisacquaintancesamongthemerchantsandcitizensoftenridiculehim。AsFomawalksalongthestreet,suddenlysomeoneshoutstohim:
  "Eh,youprophet,comehere!"
  Yetherarelygoestothosewhocallhim;heshunspeopleanddoesnotcaretospeakwiththem。Butwhenhedoesapproachthemtheysaytohim:
  "Well,tellussomethingaboutdoomsday,won'tyou?Ha,ha,ha!
  Prophet!"
  TheEnd