"Oh,no!"exclaimedSmolin,wardingofftheoldman'swordswithaneasywaveofthehand。"Whywrongothers?WhatrighthaveItodoso?MyaimistoraisetheimportanceandpriceofRussianleatherabroad,andsoequippedwiththeknowledgeastothemanufacture,Iambuildingamodelfactory,andfillthemarketswithmodelgoods。Thecommercialhonourofthecountry!"
"Doesitrequiremuchcapital,didyousay?"askedMayakin,thoughtfully。
"Aboutthreehundredthousand。"
"Fatherwon'tgivemesuchadowry,"thoughtLubov。
"Myfactorywillalsoturnoutleathergoods,suchastrunks,foot-wear,harnesses,strapsandsoforth。"
"Andofwhatpercent,areyoudreaming?"
"Iamnotdreaming,IamcalculatingwithalltheexactnesspossibleunderconditionsinRussia,"saidSmolin,impressively。
"Themanufacturershouldbeasstrictlypracticalasthemechanicwhoiscreatingamachine。Thefrictionofthetiniestscrewmustbetakenintoconsideration,ifyouwishtodoaseriousthingseriously。IcanletyoureadalittlenotewhichIhavedrawnup,baseduponmypersonalstudyofcattle-breedingandoftheconsumptionofmeatinRussia。"
"How'sthat!"laughedMayakin。"Bringmethatnote,it'sinteresting!ItseemsyoudidnotspendyourtimefornothinginWesternEurope。Andnow,let'seatsomething,aftertheRussianfashion。"
"Howareyoupassingthetime,LubovYakovlevna?"askedSmolin,arminghimselfwithknifeandfork。
"Sheisratherlonesomeherewithme,"repliedMayakinforhisdaughter。"Myhousekeeper,allthehouseholdisonhershoulders,soshehasnotimetoamuseherself。"
"Andnoplace,Imustadd,"saidLubov。"Iamnotfondoftheballsandentertainmentsgivenbythemerchants。"
"Andthetheatre?"askedSmolin。
"Iseldomgothere。Ihavenoonetogowith。"
"Thetheatre!"exclaimedtheoldman。"Tellme,pray,whyhasitbecomethefashionthentorepresentthemerchantasasavageidiot?Itisveryamusing,butitisincomprehensible,becauseitisfalse!AmIafool,ifIammasterintheCityCouncil,masterincommerce,andalsoownerofthatsametheatre?Youlookatthemerchantonthestageandyousee——heisn'tlife-life!Ofcourse,whentheypresentsomethinghistorical,suchas:'LifefortheCzar,'withsonganddance,or'Hamlet,''TheSorceress,'or'Vasilisa,'truthfulreproductionisnotrequired,becausethey'remattersofthepastanddon'tconcernus。Whethertrueornot,itmatterslittlesolongasthey'regood,butwhenyourepresentmoderntimes,thendon'tlie!Andshowthemanashereallyis。"
Smolinlistenedtotheoldman'swordswithacovetoussmileonhislips,andcastatLubovglanceswhichseemedtoinvitehertorefuteherfather。Somewhatembarrassed,shesaid:
"Andyet,papa,themajorityofthemerchantclassisuneducatedandsavage。"
"Yes,"remarkedSmolinwithregret,noddinghisheadaffirmatively,"thatisthesadtruth。"
"TakeFoma,forinstance,"wentonthegirl。
"0h!"exclaimedMayakin。"Well,youareyoungfolks,youcanhavebooksinyourhands。"
"Anddoyounottakeinterestinanyofthesocieties?"SmolinaskedLubov。"Youhavesomanydifferentsocietieshere。"
"Yes,"saidLubovwithasigh,"butIliveratherapartfromeverything。"
"Housekeeping!"interposedthefather。"Wehaveheresuchastoreofdifferentthings,everythinghastobekeptclean,inorder,andcompleteastonumber。"
Withaself-satisfiedairhenoddedfirstatthetable,whichwassetwithbrilliantcrystalandsilverware,andthenatthesideboard,whoseshelveswerefairlybreakingundertheweightofthearticles,andwhichremindedoneofthedisplayinastorewindow。Smolinnotedalltheseandanironicalsmilebegantoplayuponhislips。ThenheglancedatLubov'sface:inhislookshecaughtsomethingfriendly,sympathetictoher。Afaintflushcoveredhercheeks,andshesaidtoherselfwithtimidjoy:
"ThankGod!"
Thelightoftheheavybronzelampnowseemedtoflashmorebrilliantlyonthesidesofthecrystalvases,anditbecamebrighterintheroom。
"Ilikeourdearoldtown!"saidSmolin,lookingatthegirlwithakindlysmile,"itissobeautiful,sovigorous;thereischeerfulnessaboutitthatinspiresonetowork。Itsverypicturesquenessissomewhatstimulating。Initonefeelslikeleadingadashinglife。Onefeelslikeworkingmuchandseriously。Andthen,itisanintelligenttown。Justseewhatapracticalnewspaperispublishedhere。Bytheway,weintendtopurchaseit。"
"WhomdoyoumeanbyYou?"askedMayakin。
"I,Urvantzov,Shchukin——"
"That'spraiseworthy!"saidtheoldman,rappingthetablewithhishand。"That'sverypractical!Itistimetostoptheirmouths,itwashightimelongago!ParticularlythatYozhov;he'slikeasharp-toothedsaw。Justputthethumb-screwonhim!Anddoitwell!"
SmolinagaincastatLubovasmilingglance,andherhearttrembledwithjoyoncemore。Withflushingfaceshesaidtoherfather,inwardlyaddressingherselftothebridegroom:
"AsfarasIcanunderstand,AfricanDmitreivich,hewishestobuythenewspapernotatallforthesakeofstoppingitsmouthasyousay。"
"Whatthencanbedonewithit?"askedtheoldman,shrugginghisshoulders。"There'snothinginitbutemptytalkandagitation。
Ofcourse,ifthepracticalpeople,themerchantsthemselves,taketowritingforit——"
"Thepublicationofanewspaper,"beganSmolin,instructively,interruptingtheoldman,"lookedatmerelyfromthecommercialpointofview,maybeaveryprofitableenterprise。Butasidefromthis,anewspaperhasanothermoreimportantaim——thatis,toprotecttherightoftheindividualandtheinterestsofindustryandcommerce。"
"That'sjustwhatIsay,ifthemerchanthimselfwillmanagethenewspaper,thenitwillbeuseful。"
"Excuseme,papa,"saidLubov。
ShebegantofeeltheneedofexpressingherselfbeforeSmolin;
shewantedtoassurehimthatsheunderstoodthemeaningofhiswords,thatshewasnotanordinarymerchant-daughter,interestedindressesandballsonly。Smolinpleasedher。Thiswasthefirsttimeshehadseenamerchantwhohadlivedabroadforalongtime,whoreasonedsoimpressively,whoborehimselfsoproperly,whowassowelldressed,andwhospoketoherfather,thecleverestmanintown,withthecondescendingtoneofanadulttowardsaminor。
"AftertheweddingI'llpersuadehimtotakemeabroad,"thoughtLubov,suddenly,and,confusedatthisthoughtsheforgotwhatshewasabouttosaytoherfather。Blushingdeeply,shewassilentforafewseconds,seizedwithfearlestSmolinmightinterpretthissilenceinawayunflatteringtoher。
"Onaccountofyourconversation,youhaveforgottentooffersomewinetoourguest,"shesaidatlast,afterafewsecondsofpainfulsilence。
"That'syourbusiness。Youarehostess,"retortedtheoldman。
"0h,don'tdisturbyourself!"exclaimedSmolin,withanimation。
"Ihardlydrinkatall。"
"Really?"askedMayakin。
"Iassureyou!SometimesIdrinkawineglassortwoincaseoffatigueorillness。Buttodrinkwineforpleasure'ssakeisincomprehensibletome。Thereareotherpleasuresmoreworthyofamanofculture。"
"Youmeanladies,Isuppose?"askedtheoldmanwithawink。
Smolin'scheeksandneckbecameredwiththecolourwhichleapedtohisface。WithapologeticeyesheglancedatLubov,andsaidtoherfatherdrily:
"Imeanthetheatre,books,music。"
Lubovbecameradiantwithjoyathiswords。
Theoldmanlookedaskanceattheworthyyoungman,smiledkeenlyandsuddenlyblurtedout:
"Eh,lifeisgoingonward!Formerlythedogusedtorelishacrust,nowthepugdogfindsthecreamtoothin;pardonmeformysourremark,butitisverymuchtothepoint。Itdoesnotexactlyrefertoyourself,butingeneral。"
LubovturnedpaleandlookedatSmolinwithfright。Hewascalm,scrutinisinganancientsaltbox,decoratedwithenamel;hetwistedhismoustacheandlookedasthoughhehadnotheardtheoldman'swords。Buthiseyesgrewdarker,andhislipswerecompressedverytightly,andhisclean-shavenchinobstinatelyprojectedforward。
"Andso,myfutureleadingmanufacturer,"saidMayakin,asthoughnothinghadhappened,"threehundredthousandroubles,andyourbusinesswillflashuplikeafire?"
"AndwithinayearandahalfIshallsendoutthefirstlotofgoods,whichwillbeeagerlysoughtfor,"saidSmolin,simply,withunshakableconfidence,andheeyedtheoldmanwithacoldandfirmlook。
"Sobeit;thefirmofSmolinandMayakin,andthat'sall?So。
Onlyitseemsratherlateformetostartanewbusiness,doesn'tit?Ipresumethegravehaslongbeenpreparedforme;whatdoyouthinkofit?"
InsteadofananswerSmolinburstintoarich,butindifferentandcoldlaughter,andthensaid:
"Oh,don'tsaythat。"
Theoldmanshudderedathislaughter,andstartedbackwithfright,withascarcelyperceptiblemovementofhisbody。AfterSmolin'swordsallthreemaintainedsilenceforaboutaminute。
"Yes,"saidMayakin,withoutliftinghishead,whichwasbentlow。"Itisnecessarytothinkofthat。Imustthinkofit。"
Then,raisinghishead,hecloselyscrutinisedhisdaughterandthebridegroom,and,risingfromhischair,hesaidsternlyandbrusquely:"Iamgoingawayforawhiletomylittlecabinet。Yousurelywon'tfeellonesomewithoutme。"
Andhewentoutwithbentbackanddroopinghead,heavilyscrapingwithhisfeet。
Theyoungpeople,thusleftalone,exchangedafewemptyphrases,and,evidentlyconsciousthattheseonlyhelpedtoremovethemfurtherfromeachother,theymaintainedapainful,awkwardandexpectantsilence。Takinganorange,Lubovbegantopeelitwithexaggeratedattention,whileSmolin,loweringhiseyes,examinedhismoustaches,whichhecarefullystrokedwithhislefthand,toyedwithaknifeandsuddenlyaskedthegirlinaloweredvoice:
"Pardonmeformyindiscretion。Itisevidentlyreallydifficultforyou,LubovYakovlevna,tolivewithyourfather。He'samanwithold-fashionedviewsand,pardonme,he'sratherhard-
hearted!"
Lubovshuddered,and,castingatthered-headedmanagratefullook,said:
"Itisn'teasy,butIhavegrownaccustomedtoit。Healsohashisgoodqualities。"
"Oh,undoubtedly!Buttoyouwhoaresoyoung,beautifulandeducated,toyouwithyourviews……Yousee,Ihaveheardsomethingaboutyou。"
Hesmiledsokindlyandsympathetically,andhisvoicewassosoft,abreathofsoul-cheeringwarmthfilledtheroom。Andintheheartofthegirlthereblazedupmoreandmorebrightlythetimidhopeoffindinghappiness,ofbeingfreedfromtheclosecaptivityofsolitude。
CHAPTERXII
ADENSE,grayishfoglayovertheriver,andasteamer,nowandthenutteringadullwhistle,wasslowlyforgingupagainstthecurrent。Dampandcoldclouds,ofamonotonepallor,envelopedthesteamerfromallsidesanddrownedallsounds,dissolvingthemintheirtroubleddampness。Thebrazenroaringofthesignalscameoutinamuffled,melancholydrone,andwasoddlybriefasitburstforthfromthewhistle。Thesoundseemedtofindnoplaceforitselfintheair,whichwassoakedwithheavydampness,andfelldownward,wetandchoked。Andthesplashingofthesteamer'swheelssoundedsofantasticallydullthatitseemedasthoughitwerenotbegottennearby,atthesidesofthevessel,butsomewhereinthedepth,onthedarkbottomoftheriver。Fromthesteameronecouldseeneitherthewater,northeshore,northesky;aleaden-graygloominessenwrappeditonallsides;devoidofshadings,painfullymonotonous,thegloominesswasmotionless,itoppressedthesteamerwithimmeasurableweight,slackeneditsmovementsandseemedasthoughpreparingitselftoswallowitevenasitwasswallowingthesounds。Inspiteofthedullblowsofthepaddlesuponthewaterandthemeasuredshakingofthebodyofthevessel,itseemedthatthesteamerwaspainfullystrugglingononespot,suffocatinginagony,hissinglikeafairytalemonsterbreathinghislast,howlinginthepangsofdeath,howlingwithpain,andinthefearofdeath。
Lifelesswerethesteamerlights。Aboutthelanternonthemastayellowmotionlessspothadformed;devoidoflustre,ithunginthefogoverthesteamer,illuminatingnothingsavethegraymist。Theredstarboardlightlookedlikeahugeeyecrushedoutbysomeone'scruelfist,blinded,overflowingwithblood。Paleraysoflightfellfromthesteamer'swindowsintothefog,andonlytinteditscold,cheerlessdominionoverthevessel,whichwaspressedonallsidesbythemotionlessmassofstiflingdampness。
Thesmokefromthefunnelfelldownwards,and,togetherwithfragmentsofthefog,penetratedintoallthecracksofthedeck,wherethethird-classpassengersweresilentlymufflingthemselvesintheirrags,andforminggroups,likesheep。Fromnearthemachinerywerewafteddeep,strainedgroans,thejinglingofbells,thedullsoundsofordersandtheabruptwordsofthemachinist:
"Yes——slow!Yes——halfspeed!"
Onthestern,inacorner,blockedupbybarrelsofsaltedfish,agroupofpeoplewasassembled,illuminatedbyasmallelectriclamp。Thoseweresedate,neatlyandwarmlycladpeasants。Oneofthemlayonabench,facedown;anothersatathisfeet,stillanotherstood,leaninghisbackagainstabarrel,whiletwoothersseatedthemselvesflatonthedeck。Theirfaces,pensiveandattentive,wereturnedtowardaround-shoulderedmaninashortcassock,turnedyellow,andatornfurcap。Thatmansatonsomeboxeswithhisbackbent,andstaringathisfeet,spokeinalow,confidentvoice:
"TherewillcomeanendtothelongforbearanceoftheLord,andthenHiswrathwillburstforthuponmen。WearelikewormsbeforeHim,andhowarewethentowardoffHiswrath,withwhatwailingshallweappealtoHismercy?"
Oppressedbyhisgloominess,Fomahadcomedownonthedeckfromhiscabin,and,forsometime,hadbeenstandingintheshadowofsomewarescoveredwithtarpaulin,andlistenedtotheadmonitiveandgentlevoiceofthepreacher。Pacingthedeckhehadchanceduponthisgroup,andattractedbythefigureofthepilgrim,hadpausednearit。Therewassomethingfamiliartohiminthatlarge,strongbody,inthatstern,darkface,inthoselarge,calmeyes。Thecurly,grayishhair,fallingfromundertheskull-
cap,theunkemptbushybeard,whichfellapartinthicklocks,thelong,hookednose,thesharp-pointedears,thethicklips——
Fomahadseenallthesebefore,butcouldnotrecallwhenandwhere。
"Yes,weareverymuchinarrearsbeforetheLord!"remarkedoneofthepeasants,heavingadeepsigh。
"Wemustpray,"whisperedthepeasantwholayonthebench,inascarcelyaudiblevoice。
"Canyouscrapeyoursinfulwretchednessoffyoursoulwithwordsofprayer?"exclaimedsomeoneloudly,almostwithdespairinhisvoice。
Nooneofthosethatformedthegrouparoundthepilgrimturnedatthisvoice,onlytheirheadssanklowerontheirbreasts,andforalongtimethesepeoplesatmotionlessandspeechless:
Thepilgrimmeasuredhisaudiencewithaseriousandmeditativeglanceofhisblueeyes,andsaidsoftly:
"EphraimtheSyriansaid:'Makethysoulthecentralpointofthythoughtsandstrengthenthyselfwiththydesiretobefreefromsin。
Andagainheloweredhishead,slowlyfingeringthebeadsoftherosary。
"Thatmeanswemustthink,"saidoneofthepeasants;"butwhenhasamantimetothinkduringhislifeonearth?"
"Confusionisallaroundus。"
"Wemustfleetothedesert,"saidthepeasantwholayonthebench。
"Noteverybodycanaffordit。"
Thepeasantsspoke,andbecamesilentagain。Ashrillwhistleresounded,alittlebellbegantojingleatthemachine。
Someone'sloudexclamationrangout:
"Eh,there!Tothewater-measuringpoles。"
"0hLord!0hQueenofHeaven!"——adeepsighwasheard。
Andadull,half-chokedvoiceshouted:
"Nine!nine!"
Fragmentsofthefogburstforthuponthedeckandfloatedoveritlikecold,graysmoke。
"Here,kindpeople,giveearuntothewordsofKingDavid,"saidthepilgrim,andshakinghishead,begantoreaddistinctly:
"'Leadme,OhLord,inthyrighteousnessbecauseofmineenemies;
makethywaystraightbeforemyface。Forthereisnofaithfulnessintheirmouths;theirinwardpartisverywickedness;theirthroatisanopensepulchre;theyflatterwiththeirtongue。Destroythouthem,0hGod;letthemfallbytheirowncounsels。'"
"Eight!seven!"Likemoanstheseexclamationsresoundedinthedistance。
Thesteamerbegantohissangrily,andslackeneditsspeed。Thenoiseofthehissingofthesteamdeafenedthepilgrim'swords,andFomasawonlythemovementofhislips。
"Getoff!"aloud,angryshoutwasheard。"It'smyplace!"
"Yours?"
"Hereyouhaveyours!"
"I'llrapyouonthejaw;thenyou'llfindyourplace。Whatalord!"
"Getaway!"
Anuproarensued。Thepeasantswhowerelisteningtothepilgrimturnedtheirheadstowardthedirectionwheretherowwasgoingon,andthepilgrimheavedasighandbecamesilent。Nearthemachinealoudandlivelydisputeblazedupasthoughdrybranches,thrownuponadyingbonfire,hadcaughttheflame。
"I'llgiveittoyou,devils!Getaway,bothofyou。"
"Takethemawaytothecaptain。"
"Ha!ha!ha!That'safinesettlementforyou!"
"Thatwasagoodraphegavehimontheneck!"
"Thesailorsareacleverlot。"
"Eight!nine!"shoutedthemanwiththemeasuringpole。
"Yes,increasespeed!"cametheloudexclamationoftheengineer。
Swayingbecauseofthemotionofthesteamer,Fomastoodleaningagainstthetarpaulin,andattentivelylistenedtoeachandeverysoundabouthim。Andeverythingwasblendedintoonepicture,whichwasfamiliartohim。Throughfoganduncertainty,surroundedonallsidesbygloomimpenetrabletotheeye,lifeofmanismovingsomewhereslowlyandheavily。Andmenaregrievedovertheirsins,theysighheavily,andthenfightforawarmplace,andaskingeachotherforthesakeofpossessingtheplace,theyalsoreceiveblowsfromthosewhostrivefororderinlife。Theytimidlysearchforafreeroadtowardthegoal。
"Nine!eight!"
Thewailingcryissoftlywaftedoverthevessel。"Andtheholyprayerofthepilgrimisdeafenedbythetumultoflife。Andthereisnorelieffromsorrow,thereisnojoyforhimwhoreflectsonhisfate。"
Fomafeltlikespeakingtothispilgrim,inwhosesoftlyutteredwordsthererangsincerefearofGod,andallmanneroffearformenbeforeHiscountenance。Thekind,admonitivevoiceofthepilgrimpossessedapeculiarpower,whichcompelledFomatolistentoitsdeeptones。
"I'dliketoaskhimwherehelives,"thoughtFoma,fixedlyscrutinizingthehugestoopingfigure。"AndwherehaveIseenhimbefore?Ordoesheresemblesomeacquaintanceofmine?"
SuddenlyitsomehowstruckFomawithparticularvividnessthatthehumblepreacherbeforehimwasnootherthanthesonofoldAnanyShchurov。Stunnedbythisconjecture,hewalkeduptothepilgrimandseatinghimselfbyhisside,inquiredfreely:
"AreyoufromIrgiz,father?"
Thepilgrimraisedhishead,turnedhisfacetowardFomaslowlyandheavily,scrutinizedhimandsaidinacalmandgentlevoice:
"IwasontheIrgiz,too。"
"Areyouanativeofthatplace?"
"Areyounowcomingfromthere?"
"No,IamcomingfromSaintStephen。"
Theconversationbrokeoff。FomalackedthecouragetoaskthepilgrimwhetherhewasnotShchurov。
"We'llbelateonaccountofthefog,"saidsomeone。
"Howcanwehelpbeinglate!"
Allweresilent,lookingatFoma。Young,handsome,neatlyandrichlydressed,hearousedthecuriosityofthebystandersbyhissuddenappearanceamongthem;hewasconsciousofthiscuriosity,heunderstoodthattheywereallwaitingforhiswords,thattheywantedtounderstandwhyhehadcometothem,andallthisconfusedandangeredhim。
"ItseemstomethatI'vemetyoubeforesomewhere,father,"saidheatlength。
Thepilgrimreplied,withoutlookingathim:
"Perhaps。"
"Iwouldliketospeaktoyou,"announcedFoma,timidly,inalowvoice。
"Well,then,speak。"
"Comewithme。"
"Whither?"
"Tomycabin。"
ThepilgrimlookedintoFoma'sface,and,afteramoment'ssilence,assented:
"Come。"
Onleaving,Fomafeltthelooksofthepeasantsonhisback,andnowhewaspleasedtoknowthattheywereinterestedinhim。
Inthecabinheaskedgently:
"Wouldyouperhapseatsomething?Tellme。Iwillorderit。"
"Godforbid。Whatdoyouwish?"
Thisman,dirtyandragged,inacassockturnedredwithage,andcoveredwithpatches,surveyedthecabinwithasqueamishlook,andwhenheseatedhimselfontheplush-coveredlounge,heturnedtheskirtofthecassockasthoughafraidtosoilitbytheplush。
"Whatisyourname,father?"askedFoma,noticingtheexpressionofsqueamishnessonthepilgrim'sface。
"Miron。"
"NotMikhail?"
"WhyMikhail?"askedthepilgrim。
"TherewasinourtownthesonofacertainmerchantShchurov,healsowentofftotheIrgiz。AndhisnamewasMikhail。"
FomaspokeandfixedlylookedatFatherMiron;butthelatterwasascalmasadeaf-mute——
"Inevermetsuchaman。Idon'tremember,Inevermethim,"saidhe,thoughtfully。"Soyouwishedtoinquireabouthim?"
"Yes。"
"No,InevermetMikhailShchurov。Well,pardonmeforChrist'ssake!"andrisingfromthelounge,thepilgrimbowedtoFomaandwenttowardthedoor。
"Butwaitawhile,sitdown,let'stalkalittle!"exclaimedFoma,rushingathimuneasily。Thepilgrimlookedathimsearchinglyandsankdownonthelounge。Fromthedistancecameadullsound,likeadeepgroan,andimmediatelyafteritthesignalwhistleofthesteamerdrawledoutasinafrightenedmanneroverFoma'sandhisguest'sheads。Fromthedistancecameamoredistantreply,andthewhistleoverheadagaingaveoutabrupt,timoroussounds。
Fomaopenedthewindow。Throughthefog,notfarfromtheirsteamer,somethingwasmovingalongwithdeepnoise;specksoffantasticlightsfloatedby,thefogwasagitatedandagainsankintodeadimmobility。
"Howterrible!"exclaimedFoma,shuttingthewindow。
"Whatistheretobeafraidof?"askedthepilgrim。"Yousee!Itisneitherdaynornight,neitherdarknessnorlight!Wecanseenothing,wearesailingweknownotwhither,wearestrayingontheriver。"
"Haveinwardfirewithinyou,havelightwithinyoursoul,andyoushallseeeverything,"saidthepilgrim,sternlyandinstructively。
Fomawasdispleasedwiththesecoldwordsandlookedatthepilgrimaskance。Thelattersatwithdroopinghead,motionless,asthoughpetrifiedinthoughtandprayer。Thebeadsofhisrosaryweresoftlyrustlinginhishands。
Thepilgrim'sattitudegavebirthtoeasycourageinFoma'sbreast,andhesaid:
"Tellme,FatherMiron,isitgoodtolive,havingfullfreedom,withoutwork,withoutrelatives,awanderer,likeyourself?"
FatherMironraisedhisheadandsoftlyburstintothecaressinglaughterofachild。Allhisface,tannedfromwindandsunburn,brightenedupwithinwardjoy,wasradiantwithtranquiljoy;hetouchedFoma'skneewithhishandandsaidinasinceretone:
"Castasidefromyouallthatisworldly,forthereisnosweetnessinit。Iamtellingyoutherightword——turnawayfromevil。Doyourememberitissaid:
'Blessedisthemanthatwalkethnotinthecounseloftheungodly,norstandethinthewayofsinners。'Turnaway,refreshyoursoulwithsolitudeandfillyourselfwiththethoughtofGod。ForonlybythethoughtofHimcanmansavehissoulfromprofanation。"
"Thatisn'tthething!"saidFoma。"Ihavenoneedofworkingoutmysalvation。HaveIsinnedsomuch?Lookatothers。WhatIwouldlikeistocomprehendthings。"
"Andyouwillcomprehendifyouturnawayfromtheworld。Goforthuponthefreeroad,onthefields,onthesteppes,ontheplains,onthemountains。Goforthandlookattheworldfromafar,fromyourfreedom。"
"That'sright!"criedFoma。"That'sjustwhatIthink。Onecanseebetterfromtheside!"
AndMiron,payingnoattentiontohiswords,spokesoftly,asthoughofsomegreatmystery,knownonlytohim,thepilgrim:
"ThethickslumberingforestsaroundyouwillstarttorustleinsweetvoicesaboutthewisdomoftheLord;God'slittlebirdswillsingbeforeyouofHisholyglory,andthegrassesofthesteppewillburnincensetotheHolyVirgin。"
Thepilgrim'svoicenowroseandquiveredfromexcessofemotion,nowsanktoamysteriouswhisper。Heseemedasthoughgrownyounger;hiseyesbeamedsoconfidentlyandclearly,andallhisfacewasradiantwiththehappysmileofamanwhohasfoundexpressionforhisjoyandwasdelightedwhilehepoureditforth。
"TheheartofGodthrobsineachandeverybladeofgrass;eachandeveryinsectoftheairandoftheearth,breathesHisholyspirit。God,theLord,JesusChrist,liveseverywhere!Whatbeautythereisonearth,inthefieldsandintheforests!HaveyoueverbeenontheKerzhenz?Anincomparablesilencereignstheresupreme,thetrees,thegrasstherearelikethoseofparadise。"
Fomalistened,andhisimagination,captivatedbythequiet,charmingnarrative,picturedtohimthosewidefieldsanddenseforests,fullofbeautyandsoul-pacifyingsilence。
"Youlookatthesky,asyourestsomewhereunderalittlebush,andtheskyseemstodescenduponyouasthoughlongingtoembraceyou。Yoursouliswarm,filledwithtranquiljoy,youdesirenothing,youenvynothing。AnditactuallyseemstoyouthatthereisnooneonearthsaveyouandGod。"
Thepilgrimspoke,andhisvoiceandsing-songspeechremindedFomaofthewonderfulfairy-talesofAuntAnfisa。Hefeltasthough,afteralongjourneyonahotday,hedranktheclear,coldwaterofaforestbrook,waterthathadthefragranceofthegrassesandtheflowersithasbathed。Evenwiderandwidergrewthepicturesastheyunfoldeduponhim;hereisapaththroughthethick,slumberingforest;thefinesunbeamspenetratethroughthebranchesofthetrees,andquiverintheairandunderthefeetofthewanderer。Thereisasavouryodouroffungianddecayingfoliage;thehoneyedfragranceoftheflowers,theintenseodourofthepine-treeinvisiblyriseintheairandpenetratethebreastinawarm,richstream。Allissilence:onlythebirdsaresinging,andthesilenceissowonderfulthatitseemsasthougheventhebirdsweresinginginyourbreast。Yougo,withouthaste,andyourlifegoesonlikeadream。Whilehereeverythingisenvelopedinagray,deadfog,andwearefoolishlystrugglingaboutinit,yearningforfreedomandlight。Therebelowtheyhavestartedtosingsomethinginscarcelyaudiblevoices;itwashalfsong,halfprayer。Againsomeoneisshouting,scolding。Andstilltheyseektheway:
"Sevenandahalf。Seven!"
"Andyouhavenocare,"spokethepilgrim,andhisvoicemurmuredlikeabrook。"Anybodywillgiveyouacrustofbread;andwhatelsedoyouneedinyourfreedom?Intheworld,caresfalluponthesoullikefetters。"
"Youspeakwell,"saidFomawithasigh。
"Mydearbrother!"exclaimedthepilgrim,softly,movingstillclosertowardhim。"Sincethesoulhasawakened,sinceityearnstowardfreedom,donotlullittosleepbyforce;hearkentoitsvoice。Theworldwithitscharmshasnobeautyandholinesswhatever,wherefore,then,obeyitslaws?InJohnChrysostomitissaid:'Therealshechinahisman!'ShechinahisaHebrewwordanditmeanstheholyofholies。Consequently——"
Aprolongedshrillsoundofthewhistledrownedhisvoice。Helistened,rosequicklyfromtheloungeandsaid:
"Wearenearingtheharbour。That'swhatthewhistlemeant。I
mustbeoff!Well,goodbye,brother!MayGodgiveyoustrengthandfirmnesstoactaccordingtothewillofyoursoul!Goodbye,mydearboy!"
HemadealowbowtoFoma。Therewassomethingfeminine,caressingandsoftinhisfarewellwordsandbow。Fomaalsobowedlowtohim,bowedandremainedasthoughpetrified,standingwithdroopinghead,hishandleaningagainstthetable。
"Cometoseemewhenyouareintown,"heaskedthepilgrim,whowashastilyturningthehandleofthecabindoor。
"Iwill!Iwillcome!Goodbye!Christsaveyou!"
Whenthesteamer'ssidetouchedthewharfFomacameoutonthedeckandbegantolookdownwardintothefog。Fromthesteamerpeoplewerewalkingdownthegang-planks,butFomacouldnotdiscernthepilgrimamongthosedarkfiguresenvelopedinthedensegloom。Allthosethatleftthesteamerlookedequallyindistinct,andtheyallquicklydisappearedfromsight,asthoughtheyhadmeltedinthegraydampness。Onecouldseeneithertheshorenoranythingelsesolid;thelandingbridgerockedfromthecommotioncausedbythesteamer;aboveittheyellowspotofthelanternwasswaying;thenoiseofthefootstepsandthebustleofthepeopleweredull。
Thesteamerputoffandslowlymovedalongintotheclouds。Thepilgrim,theharbour,theturmoilofpeople'svoices——allsuddenlydisappearedlikeadream,andagainthereremainedonlythedensegloomandthesteamerheavilyturningaboutinit。Fomastaredbeforehimintothedeadseaoffogandthoughtoftheblue,cloudlessandcaressinglywarmsky——wherewasit?
Onthenextday,aboutnoon,hesatInYozhov'ssmallroomandlistenedtothelocalnewsfromthemouthofhisfriend。Yozhovhadclimbedonthetable,whichwaspiledwithnewspapers,and,swinginghisfeet,narrated:
"Theelectioncampaignhasbegun。Themerchantsareputtingyourgodfatherupasmayor——thatolddevil!Likethedevil,heisimmortal,althoughhemustbeupwardsofahundredandfiftyyearsoldalready。HemarrieshisdaughtertoSmolin。Yourememberthatred-headedfellow。Theysaythatheisadecentman,butnowadaystheyevencallcleverscoundrelsdecentmen,becausetherearenomen。NowAfricashkaplaystheenlightenedman;hehasalreadymanagedtogetintointelligentsociety,donatedsomethingtosomeenterpriseoranotherandthusatoncecametothefront。Judgingfromhisface,heisasharperofthehighestdegree,buthewillplayaprominentpart,forheknowshowtoadapthimself。Yes,friend,Africashkaisaliberal。Andaliberalmerchantisamixtureofawolfandapigwithatoadandasnake。"
"Thedeviltakethemall!"saidFoma,wavinghishandindifferently。"WhathaveItodowiththem?Howaboutyourself——
doyoustillkeepondrinking?"
"Ido!Whyshouldn'tIdrink?"
Half-cladanddishevelled,Yozhovlookedlikeapluckedbird,whichhadjusthadafightandhadnotyetrecoveredfromtheexcitementoftheconflict。
"Idrinkbecause,fromtimetotime,Imustquenchthefireofmywoundedheart。Andyou,youdampstump,youaresmoulderinglittlebylittle?"
"Ihavetogototheoldman,"saidFoma,wrinklinghisface。
"Chanceit!"
"Idon'tfeellikegoing。He'llstarttolectureme。"
"Thendon'tgo!"
"ButImust。"
"Thengo!"
"Whydoyoualwaysplaythebuffoon?"saidFoma,withdispleasure,"asthoughyouwereindeedmerry。"
"ByGod,Ifeelmerry!"exclaimedYozhov,jumpingdownfromthetable。"WhatafineroastingIgaveacertaingentlemaninthepaperyesterday!Andthen——I'veheardacleveranecdote:A
companywassittingonthesea-shorephilosophizingatlengthuponlife。AndaJewsaidtothem:'Gentlemen,whydoyouemploysomanydifferentwords?I'lltellittoyouallatonce:Ourlifeisnotworthasinglecopeck,evenasthisstormysea!'"
"Eh,thedeviltakeyou!"saidFoma。"Good-bye。Iamgoing。"
"Goahead!Iaminafineframeofmindto-dayandIwillnotmoanwithyou。Allthemoresoconsideringyoudon'tmoan,butgrunt。"
Fomawentaway,leavingYozhovsingingatthetopofhisvoice:
"Beatthedrumandfearnot。"
"Drum?Youareadrumyourself;"thoughtFoma,withirritation,asheslowlycameoutonthestreet。
AttheMayakinshewasmetbyLuba。Agitatedandanimated,shesuddenlyappearedbeforehim,speakingquickly:
"You?MyGod!Howpaleyouare!Howthinyou'vegrown!Itseemsyouhavebeenleadingafinelife。"
Thenherfacebecamedistortedwithalarmandsheexclaimedalmostinawhisper:
"Ah,Foma。Youdon'tknow。Doyouhear?Someoneisringingthebell。Perhapsitishe。"
Andsherushedoutoftheroom,leavingbehindherintheairtherustleofhersilkgown,andtheastonishedFoma,whohadnotevenhadachancetoaskherwhereherfatherwas。YakovTarasovichwasathome。Attiredinhisholidayclothes,inalongfrockcoatwithmedalsonhisbreast,hestoodonthethresholdwithhishandsoutstretched,clutchingatthedoorposts。HisgreenlittleeyesexaminedFoma,and,feelingtheirlookuponhim,Fomaraisedhisheadandmetthem。
"Howdoyoudo,myfinegentleman?"saidtheoldman,shakinghisheadreproachfully。"Wherehasitpleasedyoutocomefrom,mayI
ask?Whohassuckedoffthatfatofyours?Orisittruethatapiglooksforapuddle,andFomaforaplacewhichisworse?"
"Haveyounootherwordsforme?"askedFoma,sternly,lookingstraightintotheoldman'sface。Andsuddenlyhenoticedthathisgodfathershuddered,hislegstrembled,hiseyesbegantoblinkrepeatedly,andhishandsclutchedthedoorpostswithaneffort。Fomaadvancedtowardhim,presumingthattheoldmanwasfeelingill,butYakovTarasovichsaidinadullandangryvoice:
"Standaside。Getoutoftheway。"
Andhisfaceassumeditsusualexpression。
Fomasteppedbackandfoundhimselfsidebysidewitharathershort,stoutman,whobowedtoMayakin,andsaidinahoarsevoice:
"Howdoyoudo,papa?"
"Howareyou,TarasYakovlich,howareyou?"saidtheoldman,bowing,smilingdistractedly,andstillclingingtothedoorposts。
Fomasteppedasideinconfusion,seatedhimselfinanarmchair,and,petrifiedwithcuriosity,wide-eyed,begantowatchthemeetingoffatherandson。
Thefather,standinginthedoorway,swayedhisfeeblebody,leaninghishandsagainstthedoorposts,and,withhisheadbentononesideandeyeshalfshut,staredathissoninsilence。Thesonstoodaboutthreestepsawayfromhim;hisheadalreadygray,wasliftedhigh;heknittedhisbrowandgazedathisfatherwithlargedarkeyes。Hissmall,black,pointedbeardandhissmallmoustachequiveredonhismeagreface,withitsgristlynose,likethatofhisfather。Andthehat,also,quiveredinhishand。
FrombehindhisshoulderFomasawthepale,frightenedandjoyousfaceofLuba——shelookedatherfatherwithbeseechingeyesanditseemedshewasonthepointofcryingout。Forafewmomentsallweresilentandmotionless,crushedastheywerebytheimmensityoftheiremotions。Thesilencewasbrokenbythelow,butdullandquiveringvoiceofYakovTarasovich:
"Youhavegrownold,Taras。"
Thesonlaughedinhisfather'sfacesilently,and,withaswiftglance,surveyedhimfromheadtofoot。
Thefathertearinghishandsfromthedoorposts,madeasteptowardhissonandsuddenlystoppedshortwithafrown。ThenTarasMayakin,withonehugestep,cameuptohisfatherandgavehimhishand。
"Well,letuskisseachother,"suggestedthefather,softly。
Thetwooldmenconvulsivelyclaspedeachotherintheirarms,exchangedwarmkissesandthensteppedapart。Thewrinklesoftheoldermanquivered,theleanfaceoftheyoungerwasimmobile,almoststern。Thekisseshadchangednothingintheexternalsideofthisscene,onlyLubovburstintoasobofjoy,andFomaawkwardlymovedaboutinhisseat,feelingasthoughhisbreathwerefailinghim。
"Eh,children,youarewoundstotheheart——youarenotitsjoy,"
complainedYakovTarasovichinaringingvoice,andheevidentlyinvestedagreatdealinthesewords,forimmediatelyafterhehadpronouncedthemhebecameradiant,morecourageous,andhesaidbriskly,addressinghimselftohisdaughter:
"Well,haveyoumeltedwithjoy?Youhadbettergoandpreparesomethingforus——teaandsoforth。We'llentertaintheprodigalson。Youmusthaveforgotten,mylittleoldman,whatsortofamanyourfatheris?"
TarasMayakinscrutinizedhisparentwithameditativelookofhislargeeyesandhesmiled,speechless,cladinblack,whereforethegrayhaironhisheadandinhisbeardtoldmorestrikingly。
"Well,beseated。Tellme——howhaveyoulived,whathaveyoudone?Whatareyoulookingat?Ah!That'smygodson。IgnatGordyeeff'sson,Foma。DoyourememberIgnat?"
"Iremembereverything,"saidTaras。
"Oh!That'sgood,ifyouarenotbragging。Well,areyoumarried?"
"Iamawidower。"
"Haveyouanychildren?"
"Theydied。Ihadtwo。"
"That'sapity。Iwouldhavehadgrandchildren。"
"MayIsmoke?"askedTaras。
"Goahead。Justlookathim,you'resmokingcigars。"
"Don'tyoulikethem?"
"I?Comeon,it'sallthesametome。Isaythatitlooksratheraristocratictosmokecigars。"
"Andwhyshouldweconsiderourselveslowerthanthearistocrats?"saidTaras,laughing。
"Do,Iconsiderourselveslower?"exclaimedtheoldman。"I
merelysaiditbecauseitlookedridiculoustome,suchasedateoldfellow,withbeardtrimmedinforeignfashion,cigarinhismouth。Whoishe?Myson——he-he-he!"theoldmantappedTarasontheshoulderandsprangawayfromhim,asthoughfrightenedlesthewererejoicingtoosoon,lestthatmightnotbetheproperwaytotreatthathalfgrayman。Andhelookedsearchinglyandsuspiciouslyintohisson'slargeeyes,whichweresurroundedbyyellowishswellings。
Tarassmiledinhisfather'sfaceanaffableandwarmsmile,andsaidtohimthoughtfully:
"That'sthewayIrememberyou——cheerfulandlively。Itlooksasthoughyouhadnotchangedabitduringalltheseyears。"
Theoldmanstraightenedhimselfproudly,and,strikinghisbreastwithhisfist,said:
"Ishallneverchange,becauselifehasnopoweroverhimwhoknowshisownvalue。Isn'tthatso?"
"Oh!Howproudyouare!"
"Imusthavetakenaftermyson,"saidtheoldmanwithacunninggrimace。"Doyouknow,dear,mysonwassilentforseventeenyearsoutofpride。"
"That'sbecausehisfatherwouldnotlistentohim,"Tarasremindedhim。
"It'sallrightnow。Nevermindthepast。OnlyGodknowswhichofusistoblame。He,theuprightone,He'lltellittoyou——wait!
Ishallkeepsilence。Thisisnotthetimeforustodiscussthatmatter。Youbettertellme——whathaveyoubeendoingalltheseyears?Howdidyoucometothatsodafactory?Howhaveyoumadeyourway?"
"That'salongstory,"saidTaraswithasigh;andemittingfromhismouthagreatpuffofsmoke,hebeganslowly:"WhenI
acquiredthepossibilitytoliveatliberty,IenteredtheofficeofthesuperintendentofthegoldminesoftheRemezovs。"
"Iknow;they'reveryrich。Threebrothers。Iknowthemall。Oneisacripple,theotherafool,andthethirdamiser。Goon!"
"Iservedunderhimfortwoyears。AndthenImarriedhisdaughter,"narratedMayakininahoarsevoice。
"Thesuperintendent's?Thatwasn'tfoolishatall。"Tarasbecamethoughtfulandwassilentawhile。Theoldmanlookedathissadfaceandunderstoodhisson。
"Andsoyoulivedwithyourwifehappily,"hesaid。"Well,whatcanyoudo?Tothedeadbelongsparadise,andthelivingmustliveon。Youarenotsoveryoldasyet。Haveyoubeenawidowerlong?"
"Thisisthethirdyear。"
"So?Andhowdidyouchanceuponthesodafactory?"
"Thatbelongstomyfather-in-law。"
"Aha!Whatisyoursalary?"
"Aboutfivethousand。"
"Mm。That'snotastalecrust。Yes,that'sagalleyslaveforyou!"
Tarasglancedathisfatherwithafirmlookandaskedhimdrily:
"Bytheway,whatmakesyouthinkthatIwasaconvict?"
Theoldmanglancedathissonwithastonishment,whichwasquicklychangedintojoy:
"Ah!Whatthen?Youwerenot?Thedeviltakethem!Then——howwasit?Don'ttakeoffence!HowcouldIknow?TheysaidyouwereinSiberia!Well,andtherearethegalleys!"
"Tomakeanendofthisonceforall,"saidTaras,seriouslyandimpressively,clappinghishandonhisknee,"I'lltellyourightnowhowitallhappened。IwasbanishedtoSiberiatosettlethereforsixyears,and,duringallthetimeofmyexile,I
livedintheminingregionoftheLena。InMoscowIwasimprisonedforaboutninemonths。That'sall!"
"So-o!Butwhatdoesitmean?"mutteredYakovTarasovich,withconfusionandjoy。
"Andheretheycirculatedthatabsurdrumour。"
"That'sright——itisabsurdindeed!"saidtheoldman,distressed。
"Anditdidaprettygreatdealofharmonacertainoccasion。"
"Really?Isthatpossible?"
"Yes。Iwasabouttogointobusinessformyself,andmycreditwasruinedonaccountof——"
"Pshaw!"saidYakovTarasovich,ashespatangrily。"Oh,devil!
Come,come,isthatpossible?"
Fomasatallthistimeinhiscorner,listeningtotheconversationbetweentheMayakins,and,blinkingperplexedly,hefixedlyexaminedthenewcomer。RecallingLubov'sbearingtowardherbrother,andinfluenced,toacertaindegree,byherstoriesaboutTaras,heexpectedtoseeinhimsomethingunusual,somethingunliketheordinarypeople。HehadthoughtthatTaraswouldspeakinsomepeculiarway,woulddressinamannerpeculiartohimself;andingeneralhewouldbeunlikeotherpeople。Whilebeforehimsatasedate,stoutman,faultlesslydressed,withsterneyes,verymuchlikehisfatherinface,andtheonlydifferencebetweenthemwasthatthesonhadacigarinhismouthandablackbeard。Hespokebrieflyinabusiness-likewayofeverydaythings——wherewas,then,thatpeculiarsomethingabouthim?Nowhebegantotellhisfatheroftheprofitsinthemanufactureofsoda。Hehadnotbeenagalleyslave——Lubovhadlied!AndFomawasverymuchpleasedwhenhepicturedtohimselfhowhewouldspeaktoLubovaboutherbrother。
Nowandthensheappearedinthedoorwayduringtheconversationbetweenherfatherandherbrother。Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andhereyesbeamedwithjoyasshelookedattheblackfigureofTaras,cladinsuchapeculiarlythickfrockcoat,withpocketsonthesidesandwithbigbuttons。Shewalkedontiptoe,andsomehowalwaysstretchedhernecktowardherbrother。Fomalookedatherquestioningly,butshedidnotnoticehim,constantlyrunningbackandforthpastthedoor,withplatesandbottlesinherhands。
Itsohappenedthatsheglancedintotheroomjustwhenherbrotherwastellingherfatheraboutthegalleys。Shestoppedasthoughpetrified,holdingatrayinheroutstretchedhandsandlistenedtoeverythingherbrothersaidaboutthepunishmentinflicteduponhim。Shelistened,andslowlywalkedaway,withoutcatchingFoma'sastonishedandsarcasticglance。AbsorbedinhisreflectionsonTaras,slightlyoffendedbythelackofattentionshownhim,andbythefactthatsincethehandshakeattheintroductionTarashadnotgivenhimasingleglance,FomaceasedforawhiletofollowtheconversationoftheMayakins,andsuddenlyhefeltthatsomeoneseizedhimbytheshoulder。Hetrembledandsprangtohisfeet,almostfellinghisgodfather,whostoodbeforehimwithexcitedface:
"There——look!Thatisaman!That'swhataMayakinis!Theyhaveseventimesboiledhiminlye;theyhavesqueezedoiloutofhim,andyethelives!Understand?Withoutanyaid——alone——hemadehiswayandfoundhisplaceand——heisproud!ThatmeansMayakin!A
Mayakinmeansamanwhoholdshisfateinhisownhands。Doyouunderstand?Takealessonfromhim!Lookathim!Youcannotfindanotherlikehiminahundred;you'dhavetolookforoneinathousand。What?Justbearthisinmind:YoucannotforgeaMayakinfrommanintoeitherdevilorangel。"
Stupefiedbythistempestuousshock,Fomabecameconfusedanddidnotknowwhattosayinreplytotheoldman'snoisysongofpraise。HesawthatTaras,calmlysmokinghiscigar,waslookingathisfather,andthatthecornersofhislipswerequiveringwithasmile。Hisfacelookedcondescendinglycontented,andallhisfiguresomewhataristocraticandhaughty。Heseemedtobeamusedbytheoldman'sjoy。
AndYakovTarasovichtappedFomaonthechestwithhisfingerandsaid:
"Idonotknowhim,myownson。Hehasnotopenedhissoultome。
Itmaybethatsuchadifferencehadgrownupbetweenusthatnotonlyaneagle,butthedevilhimselfcannotcrossit。Perhapshisbloodhasoverboiled;thatthereisnoteventhescentofthefather'sbloodinit。ButheisaMayakin!AndIcanfeelitatonce!Ifeelitandsay:'TodaythouforgivestThyservant,0hLord!'"
Theoldmanwastremblingwiththefeverofhisexultation,andfairlyhoppedashestoodbeforeFoma。
"Calmyourself,father!"saidTaras,slowlyrisingfromhischairandwalkinguptohisfather。"Whyconfusetheyoungman?Come,letussitdown。"
HegaveFomaafleetingsmile,and,takinghisfatherbythearm,ledhimtowardthetable。
"Ibelieveinblood,"saidYakovTarasovich;"inhereditaryblood。Thereinliesallpower!Myfather,Iremember,toldme:
'Yashka,youaremygenuineblood!'There。ThebloodoftheMayakinsisthick——itistransferredfromfathertofatherandnowomancaneverweakenit。Letusdrinksomechampagne!Shallwe?
Verywell,then!Tellmemore——tellmeaboutyourself。HowisitthereinSiberia?"
Andagain,asthoughfrightenedandsoberedbysomethought,theoldmanfixedhissearchingeyesuponthefaceofhisson。Andafewminuteslaterthecircumstantialbutbriefrepliesofhissonagainarousedinhimanoisyjoy。Fomakeptonlisteningandwatching,ashesatquietlyinhiscorner。
"Goldmining,ofcourse,isasolidbusiness,"saidTaras,calmly,withimportance,"butitisaratherriskyoperationandonerequiringalargecapital。Theearthsaysnotawordaboutwhatitcontainswithinit。Itisveryprofitabletodealwithforeigners。Dealingswiththem,underanycircumstances,yieldanenormouspercentage。Thatisaperfectlyinfallibleenterprise。
Butawearyone,itmustbeadmitted。Itdoesnotrequiremuchbrains;thereisnoroominitforanextraordinaryman;amanwithgreatenterprisingpowercannotdevelopinit。"
Luboventeredandinvitedthemallintothedining-room。WhentheMayakinssteppedoutFomaimperceptiblytuggedLubovbythesleeve,andsheremainedwithhimalone,inquiringhastily:
"Whatisit?"
"Nothing,"saidFoma,withasmile。"Iwanttoaskyouwhetheryouareglad?"
"OfcourseIam!"exclaimedLubov。
"Andwhatabout?"
"Thatis,whatdoyoumean?"
"Justso。Whatabout?"
"You'requeer!"saidLubov,lookingathimwithastonishment。
"Can'tyousee?"
"What?"askedFoma,sarcastically。
"What'sthetroublewithyou?"saidLubov,lookingathimuneasily。
"Eh,you!"drawledoutFoma,withcontemptuouspity。"Canyourfather,canthemerchantclassbegetanythinggood?Canyouexpectaradishtobringforthraspberries?Andyouliedtome。
Tarasisthis,Tarasisthat。Whatisinhim?Amerchant,liketheothermerchants,andhispaunchisalsothatoftherealmerchant。He-he!"Hewassatisfied,seeingthatthegirl,confusedbyhiswords,wasbitingherlips,nowflushing,nowturningpale。
"You——you,Foma,"shebegan,inachokingvoice,andsuddenlystampingherfoot,shecried:
"Don'tyoudaretospeaktome!"
Onreachingthethresholdoftheroom,sheturnedherangryfacetohim,andejaculatedinalowvoice,emphatically:
"Oh,youmaliciousman!"
Fomaburstintolaughter。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtothetable,wherethreehappypeoplewereengagedinalivelyconversation。Heheardtheirmerryvoices,theircontentedlaughter,therattleofthedishes,andheunderstoodthat,withthatburdenonhisheart,therewasnoplaceforhimbesidethem。
Norwasthereaplaceforhimanywhere。Ifallpeopleonlyhatedhim,evenasLubovhatedhimnow,hewouldfeelmoreateaseintheirmidst,hethought。Thenhewouldknowhowtobehavewiththem,wouldfindsomethingtosaytothem。Whilenowhecouldnotunderstandwhethertheywerepityinghimorwhethertheywerelaughingathim,becausehehadlosthiswayandcouldnotconformhimselftoanything。Ashestoodawhilealoneinthemiddleoftheroom,heunconsciouslyresolvedtoleavethishousewherepeoplewererejoicingandwherehewassuperfluous。Onreachingthestreet,hefelthimselfoffendedbytheMayakins。
Afterall,theyweretheonlypeopleneartohimintheworld。
Beforehimarosehisgodfather'sface,onwhichthewrinklesquiveredwithagitation,andilluminatedbythemerryglitterofhisgreeneyes,seemedtobeamwithphosphoriclight。
"Evenarottentrunkofatreestandsoutinthedark!"reflectedFoma,savagely。ThenherecalledthecalmandseriousfaceofTarasandbesideitthefigureofLubovbowingherselfhastilytowardhim。Thatarousedinhimfeelingsofenvyandsorrow。
"Whowilllookatmelikethat?Thereisnotasoultodoit。"
Hecametohimselffromhisbroodingsontheshore,atthelanding-places,arousedbythebustleoftoil。Allsortsofarticlesandwareswerecarriedandcartedineverydirection;
peoplemovedabouthastily,care-worn,spurringontheirhorsesexcitedly,shoutingatoneanother,fillingthestreetwithunintelligiblebustleanddeafeningnoiseofhurriedwork。Theybusiedthemselvesonanarrowstripofground,pavedwithstone,builtupononesidewithtallhouses,andtheothersidecutoffbyasteepravineattheriver,andtheirseethingbustlemadeuponFomaanimpressionasthoughtheyhadallpreparedthemselvestofleefromthistoilamidfilthandnarrownessandtumult——preparedthemselvestofleeandwerenowhasteningtocompletethesoonertheunfinishedworkwhichwouldnotreleasethem。Hugesteamers,standingbytheshoreandemittingcolumnsofsmokefromtheirfunnels,werealreadyawaitingthem。Thetroubledwateroftheriver,closelyobstructedwithvessels,wassoftlyandplaintivelysplashingagainsttheshore,asthoughimploringforaminuteofrestandrepose。
"YourHonour!"ahoarsecryrangoutnearFoma'sears,"contributesomebrandyinhonourofthebuilding!"
Fomaglancedatthepetitionerindifferently;hewasahuge,beardedfellow,barefooted,withatornshirtandabruised,swollenface。
"Getaway!"mutteredFoma,andturnedawayfromhim。
"Merchant!Whenyoudieyoucan'ttakeyourmoneywithyou。Givemeforoneglassofbrandy,orareyoutoolazytoputyourhandintoyourpocket?"
Fomaagainlookedatthepetitioner;thelatterstoodbeforehim,coveredmorewithmudthanwithclothes,and,tremblingwithintoxication,waitedobstinately,staringatFomawithblood-
shot,swolleneyes。
"Isthatthewaytoask?"inquiredFoma。
"Howelse?Wouldyouwantmetogodownonmykneesbeforeyouforaten-copeckpiece?"askedthebare-footedman,boldly。
"There!"andFomagavehimacoin。
"Thanks!Fifteencopecks。Thanks!AndifyougivemefifteenmoreI'llcrawlonallfoursrightuptothattavern。Doyouwantmeto?"proposedthebarefootedman。
"Go,leavemealone!"saidFoma,wavinghimoffwithhishand。
"Hewhogivesnotwhenhemay,whenhefainwould,shallhavenay,"saidthebarefootedman,andsteppedaside。
Fomalookedathimashedeparted,andsaidtohimself:
"Thereisaruinedmanandyethowboldheis。Heasksalmsasthoughdemandingadebt。Wheredosuchpeoplegetsomuchboldness?"
Andheavingadeepsigh,heansweredhimself:
"Fromfreedom。Themanisnotfettered。Whatistherethatheshouldregret?Whatdoeshefear?AndwhatdoIfear?WhatistherethatIshouldregret?"
ThesetwoquestionsseemedtostrikeFoma'sheartandcalledforthinhimadullperplexity。Helookedatthemovementoftheworkingpeopleandkeptonthinking:Whatdidheregret?Whatdidhefear?
"Alone,withmyownstrength,Ishallevidentlynevercomeoutanywhere。LikeafoolIshallkeepontrampingaboutamongpeople,mockedandoffendedbyall。Iftheywouldonlyjostlemeaside;iftheywouldonlyhateme,then——then——Iwouldgooutintothewideworld!WhetherIlikedornot,Iwouldhavetogo!"
Fromoneofthelandingwharvesthemerry"dubinushka"
["Dubinushka,"orthe"OakenCudgel,"isasongpopularwiththeRussianworkmen。]hadalreadybeensmitingtheairforalongtime。Thecarriersweredoingacertainwork,whichrequiredbriskmovements,andwereadaptingthesongandtherefraintothem。
"InthetavernsitgreatmerchantsDrinkingliquorsstrong,"
narratedtheleader,inaboldrecitative。Thecompanyjoinedinunison:
"Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!"
Andthenthebassossmotetheairwithdeepsounds:
"Itgoes,itgoes。"
Andthetenorsrepeated:
"Itgoes,itgoes。"