Herefollowswhathetoldme:
'AlongtimeagoIwasayoungartist——averyyoungartist,infact——andIwanderedaboutthecountrypartsofFrance,sketchinghereandsketchingthere,andwaspresentlyjoinedbyacoupleofdarlingyoungFrenchmenwhowereatthesamekindofthingthatIwasdoing。Wewereashappyaswewerepoor,oraspooraswewerehappy——phraseittosuityourself。ClaudeFrereandCarlBoulanger——thesearethenamesofthoseboys;dear,dearfellows,andthesunniestspiritsthateverlaughedatpovertyandhadanoblegoodtimeinallweathers。
'AtlastweranhardagroundinaBretonvillage,andanartistaspoorasourselvestookusinandliterallysavedusfromstarving——FrancoisMillet——'
'What!thegreatFrancoisMillet?'
'Great?Hewasn'tanygreaterthanwewere,then。Hehadn'tanyfame,eveninhisownvillage;andhewassopoorthathehadn'tanythingtofeedusonbutturnips,andeventheturnipsfailedussometimes。Wefourbecamefastfriends,dotingfriends,inseparables。Wepaintedawaytogetherwithallourmight,pilingupstock,pilingupstock,butveryseldomgettingridofanyofit。Wehadlovelytimestogether;but,Omysoul!howwewerepinchednowandthen!
'Foralittleovertwoyearsthiswenton。Atlast,oneday,Claudesaid:
'"Boys,we'vecometotheend。Doyouunderstandthat?——absolutelytotheend。Everybodyhasstruck——there'saleagueformedagainstus。I'vebeenallaroundthevillageandit'sjustasItellyou。Theyrefusetocreditusforanothercentimeuntilalltheoddsandendsarepaidup。"
'Thisstruckusascold。Everyfacewasblankwithdismay。Werealisedthatourcircumstancesweredesperate,now。Therewasalongsilence。
Finally,Milletsaidwithasigh:
'"Nothingoccurstome——nothing。Suggestsomething,lads。"
'Therewasnoresponse,unlessamournfulsilencemaybecalledaresponse。Carlgotup,andwalkednervouslyupanddownawhile,thensaid:
'"It'sashame!Lookatthesecanvases:stacksandstacksofasgoodpicturesasanybodyinEuropepaints——Idon'tcarewhoheis。Yes,andplentyofloungingstrangershavesaidthesame——ornearlythat,anyway。"
'"Butdidn'tbuy,"Milletsaid。
'"Nomatter,theysaidit;andit'strue,too。Lookatyour'Angelus'
there!Willanybodytellme——"
'"Pah,Carl——My'Angelus!'Iwasofferedfivefrancsforit。"
'"When?"
'"Whoofferedit?"
'"Whereishe?"
'"Whydidn'tyoutakeit?"
'"Come——don'tallspeakatonce。Ithoughthewouldgivemore——Iwassureofit——helookedit——soIaskedhimeight。"
'"Well——andthen?"
'"Hesaidhewouldcallagain。"
'"Thunderandlightning!Why,Francois——"
'"Oh,Iknow——Iknow!Itwasamistake,andIwasafool。Boys,Imeantforthebest;you'llgrantmethat,andI——"
'"Why,certainly,weknowthat,blessyourdearheart;butdon'tyoubeafoolagain。"
'"I?Iwishsomebodywouldcomealongandofferusacabbageforit——
you'dsee!"
'"Acabbage!Oh,don'tnameit——itmakesmymouthwater。Talkofthingslesstrying。"
'"Boys,"saidCarl,"dothesepictureslackmerit?Answermethat。"
'"No!"
'"Aren'ttheyofverygreatandhighmerit?Answermethat。"
'"Yes。"
'"Ofsuchgreatandhighmeritthat,ifanillustriousnamewereattachedtothemtheywouldsellatsplendidprices。Isn'titso?"
'"Certainlyitis。Nobodydoubtsthat。"
'"But——I'mnotjoking——isn'titso?"
'"Why,ofcourseit'sso——andwearenotjoking。Butwhatofit。Whatofit?Howdoesthatconcernus?"
'"Inthisway,comrades——we'llattachanillustriousnametothem!"
'Thelivelyconversationstopped。ThefaceswereturnedinquiringlyuponCarl。Whatsortofriddlemightthisbe?Wherewasanillustriousnametobeborrowed?Andwhowastoborrowit?
'Carlsatdown,andsaid:
'"Now,Ihaveaperfectlyseriousthingtopropose。Ithinkitistheonlywaytokeepusoutofthealmshouse,andIbelieveittobeaperfectlysureway。Ibasethisopinionuponcertainmultitudinousandlong-establishedfactsinhumanhistory。Ibelievemyprojectwillmakeusallrich。"
'"Rich!You'velostyourmind。"
'"No,Ihaven't。"
'"Yes,youhave——you'velostyourmind。Whatdoyoucallrich?"
'"Ahundredthousandfrancsapiece。"
'"Hehaslosthismind。Iknewit。"
'"Yes,hehas。Carl,privationhasbeentoomuchforyou,and——"
'"Carl,youwanttotakeapillandgetrighttobed。"
'"Bandagehimfirst——bandagehishead,andthen——"
'"No,bandagehisheels;hisbrainshavebeensettlingforweeks——I'venoticedit。"
'"Shutup!"saidMillet,withostensibleseverity,"andlettheboyhavehissay。Now,then——comeoutwithyourproject,Carl。Whatisit?"
'"Well,then,bywayofpreambleIwillaskyoutonotethisfactinhumanhistory:thatthemeritofmanyagreatartisthasneverbeenacknowledgeduntilafterhewasstarvedanddead。ThishashappenedsooftenthatImakeboldtofoundalawuponit。Thislaw:thatthemeritofeverygreatunknownandneglectedartistmustandwillberecognisedandhispicturesclimbtohighpricesafterhisdeath。Myprojectisthis:wemustcastlots——oneofusmustdie。"
'Theremarkfellsocalmlyandsounexpectedlythatwealmostforgottojump。Thentherewasawildchorusofadviceagain——medicaladvice——forthehelpofCarl'sbrain;buthewaitedpatientlyforthehilaritytocalmdown,andthenwentonagainwithhisproject:
'"Yes,oneofusmustdie,tosavetheothers——andhimself。Wewillcastlots。Theonechosenshallbeillustrious,allofusshallberich。
Holdstill,now——holdstill;don'tinterrupt——ItellyouIknowwhatIamtalkingabout。Hereistheidea。Duringthenextthreemonthstheonewhoistodieshallpaintwithallhismight,enlargehisstockallhecan——notpictures,no!skeletonsketches,studies,partsofstudies,fragmentsofstudies,adozendabsofthebrushoneach——meaningless,ofcourse,buthis,withhiscipheronthem;turnoutfiftyaday,eachtocontainsomepeculiarityormannerismeasilydetectableashis——they'rethethingsthatsell,youknow,andarecollectedatfabulouspricesfortheworld'smuseums,afterthegreatmanisgone;we'llhaveatonofthemready——aton!Andallthattimetherestofuswillbebusysupportingthemoribund,andworkingParisandthedealers——preparationsforthecomingevent,youknow;andwheneverythingishotandjustright,we'llspringthedeathonthemandhavethenotoriousfuneral。
Yougettheidea?"
'"N-o;atleast,notqu——"
'"Notquite?Don'tyousee?Themandoesn'treallydie;hechangeshisnameandvanishes;weburyadummy,andcryoverit,withalltheworldtohelp。AndI——"
'Buthewasn'tallowedtofinish。Everybodybrokeoutintoarousinghurrahofapplause;andalljumpedupandcaperedabouttheroomandfelloneachother'snecksintransportsofgratitudeandjoy。Forhourswetalkedoverthegreatplan,withouteverfeelinghungry;andatlast,whenallthedetailshadbeenarrangedsatisfactorily,wecastlotsandMilletwaselected——electedtodie,aswecalledit。Thenwescrapedtogetherthosethingswhichoneneverpartswithuntilheisbettingthemagainstfuturewealth——keepsaketrinketsandsuchlike——andthesewepawnedforenoughtofurnishusafrugalfarewellsupperandbreakfast,andleaveusafewfrancsoverfortravel,andastakeofturnipsandsuchforMillettoliveonforafewdays。
'Nextmorning,early,thethreeofusclearedout,straightwayafterbreakfast——onfoot,ofcourse。EachofuscarriedadozenofMillet'ssmallpictures,purposingtomarketthem。CarlstruckforParis,wherehewouldstarttheworkofbuildingupMillet'snameagainstthecominggreatday。ClaudeandIweretoseparate,andscatterabroadoverFrance。
'Now,itwillsurpriseyoutoknowwhataneasyandcomfortablethingwehad。IwalkedtwodaysbeforeIbeganbusiness。ThenIbegantosketchavillaintheoutskirtsofabigtown——becauseIsawtheproprietorstandingonanupperveranda。Hecamedowntolookon——Ithoughthewould。Iworkedswiftly,intendingtokeephiminterested。Occasionallyhefiredoffalittleejaculationofapprobation,andby-and-byhespokeupwithenthusiasm,andsaidIwasamaster!
'Iputdownmybrush,reachedintomysatchel,fetchedoutaMillet,andpointedtothecipherinthecorner。Isaid,proudly:
'"Isupposeyourecognisethat?Well,hetaughtme!IshouldthinkI
oughttoknowmytrade!"
'Themanlookedguiltilyembarrassed,andwassilent。Isaidsorrowfully:
'"Youdon'tmeantointimatethatyoudon'tknowthecipherofFrancoisMillet!"
'Ofcoursehedidn'tknowthatcipher;buthewasthegratefullestmanyoueversaw,justthesame,forbeingletoutofanuncomfortableplaceonsucheasyterms。Hesaid:
'"No!Why,itisMillet's,sureenough!Idon'tknowwhatIcouldhavebeenthinkingof。OfcourseIrecogniseitnow。"
'Next,hewantedtobuyit;butIsaidthatalthoughIwasn'trichI
wasn'tthatpoor。However,atlast,Ilethimhaveitforeighthundredfrancs。'
'Eighthundred!'
'Yes。Milletwouldhavesolditforaporkchop。Yes,Igoteighthundredfrancsforthatlittlething。IwishIcouldgetitbackforeightythousand。Butthattime'sgoneby。Imadeaverynicepictureofthatman'shouseandIwantedtoofferittohimfortenfrancs,butthatwouldn'tanswer,seeingIwasthepupilofsuchamaster,soIsoldittohimforahundred。IsenttheeighthundredfrancsstraighttoMilletfromthattownandstruckoutagainnextday。
'ButIdidn'twalk——no。Irode。Ihaveriddeneversince。Isoldonepictureeveryday,andnevertriedtoselltwo。Ialwayssaidtomycustomer:
'"IamafooltosellapictureofFrancoisMillet'satall,forthatmanisnotgoingtolivethreemonths,andwhenhedieshispicturescan'tbehadforloveormoney。"
'ItookcaretospreadthatlittlefactasfarasIcould,andpreparetheworldfortheevent。
'Itakecredittomyselfforourplanofsellingthepictures——itwasmine。Isuggesteditthatlasteveningwhenwewerelayingoutourcampaign,andallthreeofusagreedtogiveitagoodfairtrialbeforegivingitupforsomeother。Itsucceededwithallofus。Iwalkedonlytwodays,Claudewalkedtwo——bothofafraidtomakeMilletcelebratedtooclosetohome——butCarlwalkedonlyhalfaday,thebright,consciencelessrascal,andafterthathetravelledlikeaduke。
'Everynowandthenwegotinwithacountryeditorandstartedanitemaroundthroughthepress;notanitemannouncingthatanewpainterhadbeendiscovered,butanitemwhichletonthateverybodyknewFrancoisMillet;notanitempraisinghiminanyway,butmerelyawordconcerningthepresentconditionofthe"master"——sometimeshopeful,sometimesdespondent,butalwaystingedwithfearsfortheworst。Wealwaysmarkedtheseparagraphs,andsentthepaperstoallthepeoplewhohadboughtpicturesofus。
'CarlwassooninParisandheworkedthingswithahighhand。Hemadefriendswiththecorrespondents,andgotMillet'sconditionreportedtoEnglandandalloverthecontinent,andAmerica,andeverywhere。
'Attheendofsixweeksfromthestart,wethreemetinParisandcalledahalt,andstoppedsendingbacktoMilletforadditionalpictures。Theboomwassohigh,andeverythingsoripe,thatwesawthatitwouldbeamistakenottostrikenow,rightaway,withoutwaitinganylonger。SowewroteMillettogotobedandbegintowasteawayprettyfast,forweshouldlikehimtodieintendaysifhecouldgetready。
'Thenwefiguredupandfoundthatamonguswehadsoldeighty-fivesmallpicturesandstudies,andhadsixty-ninethousandfrancstoshowforit。
Carlhadmadethelastsaleandthemostbrilliantoneofall。Hesoldthe"Angelus"fortwenty-twohundredfrancs。Howwedidglorifyhim!——
notforeseeingthatadaywascomingby-and-bywhenFrancewouldstruggletoownitandastrangerwouldcaptureitforfivehundredandfiftythousand,cash。
'Wehadawind-upchampagnesupperthatnight,andnextdayClaudeandI
packedupandwentofftonurseMilletthroughhislastdaysandkeepbusybodiesoutofthehouseandsenddailybulletinstoCarlinParisforpublicationinthepapersofseveralcontinentsfortheinformationofawaitingworld。Thesadendcameatlast,andCarlwasthereintimetohelpinthefinalmournfulrites。
'Yourememberthatgreatfuneral,andwhatastiritmadeallovertheglobe,andhowtheillustriousoftwoworldscametoattenditandtestifytheirsorrow。Wefour——stillinseparable——carriedthecoffin,andwouldallownonetohelp。Andwewererightaboutthat,becauseithadn'tanythinginitbutawaxfigure,andanyothercoffin-bearerswouldhavefoundfaultwiththeweight。Yes,wesameoldfour,whohadlovinglysharedprivationtogetherintheoldhardtimesnowgoneforever,carriedthecof——'
'Whichfour?'
'Wefour——forMillethelpedtocarryhisowncoffin。Indisguise,youknow。Disguisedasarelative——distantrelative。'
'Astonishing!'
'Buttruejustthesame。Well,yourememberhowthepictureswentup。
Money?Wedidn'tknowwhattodowithit。there'samaninParisto-daywhoownsseventyMilletpictures。Hepaidustwomillionfrancsforthem。AndasforthebushelsofsketchesandstudieswhichMilletshovelledoutduringthesixweeksthatwewereontheroad,well,itwouldastonishyoutoknowthefigurewesellthematnowadays——thatis,whenweconsenttoletonego!'
'Itisawonderfulhistory,perfectlywonderful!'
'Yes——itamountstothat。'
'WhateverbecameofMillet?'
'Canyoukeepasecret?'
'Ican。'
'DoyourememberthemanIcalledyourattentiontointhediningroomto-day?ThatwasFrancoisMillet。'
'Great——'
'Scott!Yes。Foroncetheydidn'tstarveageniustodeathandthenputintootherpocketstherewardsheshouldhavehadhimself。Thissong-birdwasnotallowedtopipeoutitsheartunheardandthenbepaidwiththecoldpompofabigfuneral。Welookedoutforthat。'
MYDEBUTASALITERARYPERSON
InthoseearlydaysIhadalreadypublishedonelittlething'TheJumpingFrog'inanEasternpaper,butIdidnotconsiderthatthatcounted。Inmyview,apersonwhopublishedthingsinamerenewspapercouldnotproperlyclaimrecognitionasaLiteraryPerson:hemustriseawayabovethat;hemustappearinamagazine。HewouldthenbeaLiteraryPerson;also,hewouldbefamous——rightaway。Thesetwoambitionswerestronguponme。Thiswasin1866。Ipreparedmycontribution,andthenlookedaroundforthebestmagazinetogouptogloryin。IselectedthemostimportantoneinNewYork。Thecontributionwasaccepted。Isignedit'MARKTWAIN;'forthatnamehadsomecurrencyonthePacificcoast,anditwasmyideatospreaditallovertheworld,now,atthisonejump。ThearticleappearedintheDecembernumber,andIsatupamonthwaitingfortheJanuarynumber;forthatonewouldcontaintheyear'slistofcontributors,mynamewouldbeinit,andIshouldbefamousandcouldgivethebanquetIwasmeditating。
Ididnotgivethebanquet。Ihadnotwrittenthe'MARKTWAIN'
distinctly;itwasafreshnametoEasternprinters,andtheyputit'MikeSwain'or'MacSwain,'Idonotrememberwhich。Atanyrate,IwasnotcelebratedandIdidnotgivethebanquet。IwasaLiteraryPerson,butthatwasall——aburiedone;buriedalive。
Myarticlewasabouttheburningoftheclipper-ship'Hornet'ontheline,May3,1866。Therewerethirty-onemenonboardatthetime,andI
wasinHonoluluwhenthefifteenleanandghostlysurvivorsarrivedthereafteravoyageofforty-threedaysinanopenboat,throughtheblazingtropics,ontendays'rationsoffood。Averyremarkabletrip;butitwasconductedbyacaptainwhowasaremarkableman,otherwisetherewouldhavebeennosurvivors。HewasaNewEnglanderofthebestsea-goingstockoftheoldcapabletimes——CaptainJosiahMitchell。
IwasintheislandstowritelettersfortheweeklyeditionoftheSacramento'Union,'arichandinfluentialdailyjournalwhichhadn'tanyuseforthem,butcouldaffordtospendtwentydollarsaweekfornothing。Theproprietorswerelovableandwell-belovedmen:longagodead,nodoubt,butinmethereisatleastonepersonwhostillholdsthemingratefulremembrance;forIdearlywantedtoseetheislands,andtheylistenedtomeandgavemetheopportunitywhentherewasbutslenderlikelihoodthatitcouldprofittheminanyway。
Ihadbeenintheislandsseveralmonthswhenthesurvivorsarrived。I
waslaidupinmyroomatthetime,andunabletowalk。Herewasagreatoccasiontoservemyjournal,andInotabletotakeadvantageofit。
NecessarilyIwasindeeptrouble。ButbygoodluckhisExcellencyAnsonBurlingamewasthereatthetime,onhiswaytotakeuphispostinChina,wherehedidsuchgoodworkfortheUnitedStates。Hecameandputmeonastretcherandhadmecarriedtothehospitalwheretheshipwreckedmenwere,andIneverneededtoaskaquestion。Heattendedtoallofthathimself,andIhadnothingtodobutmakethenotes。Itwaslikehimtotakethattrouble。HewasagreatmanandagreatAmerican,anditwasinhisfinenaturetocomedownfromhishighofficeanddoafriendlyturnwheneverhecould。
Wegotthroughwiththisworkatsixintheevening。Itooknodinner,fortherewasnotimetospareifIwouldbeattheothercorrespondents。
Ispentfourhoursarrangingthenotesintheirproperorder,thenwroteallnightandbeyondit;withthisresult:thatIhadaverylonganddetailedaccountofthe'Hornet'episodereadyatnineinthemorning,whiletheothercorrespondentsoftheSanFranciscojournalshadnothingbutabriefoutlinereport——fortheydidn'tsitup。Thenow-and-thenschoonerwastosailforSanFranciscoaboutnine;whenIreachedthedockshewasfreeforwardandwasjustcastingoffherstern-line。Myfatenvelopewasthrownbyastronghand,andfellonboardallright,andmyvictorywasasafething。AllinduetimetheshipreachedSanFrancisco,butitwasmycompletereportwhichmadethestirandwastelegraphedtotheNewYorkpapers,byMr。Cash;hewasinchargeofthePacificbureauofthe'NewYorkHerald'atthetime。
WhenIreturnedtoCaliforniaby-and-by,IwentuptoSacramentoandpresentedabillforgeneralcorrespondenceattwentydollarsaweek。Itwaspaid。ThenIpresentedabillfor'special'serviceonthe'Hornet'
matterofthreecolumnsofsolidnonpareilatahundreddollarsacolumn。
Thecashierdidn'tfaint,buthecamerathernearit。Hesentfortheproprietors,andtheycameandneverutteredaprotest。Theyonlylaughedintheirjollyfashion,andsaiditwasrobbery,butnomatter;
itwasagrand'scoop'thebillormy'Hornet'report,Ididn'tknowwhich:'Payit。It'sallright。'Thebestmenthateverownedanewspaper。
The'Hornet'survivorsreachedtheSandwichIslandsthe15thofJune。
Theyweremereskinnyskeletons;theirclotheshunglimpaboutthemandfittedthemnobetterthanaflagfitstheflag-staffinacalm。Buttheywerewellnursedinthehospital;thepeopleofHonolulukeptthemsuppliedwithallthedaintiestheycouldneed;theygatheredstrengthfast,andwerepresentlynearlyasgoodasnew。WithinafortnightthemostofthemtookshipforSanFrancisco;thatis,ifmydateshavenotgoneastrayinmymemory。Iwentinthesameship,asailing-vessel。
CaptainMitchellofthe'Hornet'wasalong;alsotheonlypassengersthe'Hornet'hadcarried。TheseweretwoyoungmenfromStamford,Connecticut——brothers:SamuelandHenryFerguson。The'Hornet'wasaclipperofthefirstclassandafastsailer;theyoungmen'squarterswereroomyandcomfortable,andwerewellstockedwithbooks,andalsowithcannedmeatsandfruitstohelpouttheship-farewith;andwhentheshipclearedfromNewYorkharbourinthefirstweekofJanuarytherewaspromisethatshewouldmakequickandpleasantworkofthefourteenorfifteenthousandmilesinfrontofher。Assoonasthecoldlatitudeswereleftbehindandthevesselenteredsummerweather,thevoyagebecameaholidaypicnic。Theshipflewsouthwardunderacloudofsailwhichneedednoattention,nomodifyingorchangeofanykind,fordaystogether。Theyoungmenread,strolledtheampledeck,restedanddrowsedintheshadeofthecanvas,tooktheirmealswiththecaptain;
andwhenthedaywasdonetheyplayeddummywhistwithhimtillbed-time。
AfterthesnowandiceandtempestsoftheHorn,theshipbowlednorthwardintosummerweatheragain,andthetripwasapicniconcemore。
Untiltheearlymorningofthe3rdofMay。Computedpositionoftheship112degrees10minuteslongitude,latitude2degreesabovetheequator;
nowind,nosea——deadcalm;temperatureoftheatmosphere,tropical,blistering,unimaginablebyonewhohasnotbeenroastedinit。Therewasacryoffire。Anunfaithfulsailorhaddisobeyedtherulesandgoneintothebooby-hatchwithanopenlighttodrawsomevarnishfromacask。
Theproperresultfollowed,andthevessel'shourswerenumbered。
Therewasnotmuchtimetospare,butthecaptainmadethemostofit。
Thethreeboatswerelaunched——long-boatandtwoquarter-boats。Thatthetimewasveryshortandthehurryandexcitementconsiderableisindicatedbythefactthatinlaunchingtheboatsaholewasstoveinthesideofoneofthembysomesortofcollision,andanoardriventhroughthesideofanother。Thecaptain'sfirstcarewastohavefoursicksailorsbroughtupandplacedondeckoutofharm'sway——amongthema'Portyghee。'Thismanhadnotdoneaday'sworkonthevoyage,buthadlaininhishammockfourmonthsnursinganabscess。WhenweweretakingnotesintheHonoluluhospitalandasailortoldthistoMr。Burlingame,thethirdmate,whowaslyingnear,raisedhisheadwithaneffort,andinaweakvoicemadethiscorrection——withsolemnityandfeeling:
'Raisingabscesses!Hehadafamilyofthem。Hedoneittokeepfromstandinghiswatch。'
Anyprovisionsthatlayhandyweregatheredupbythemenandtwopassengersandbroughtanddumpedonthedeckwherethe'Portyghee'lay;
thentheyranformore。ThesailorwhowastellingthistoMr。
Burlingameadded:
'Wepulledtogetherthirty-twodays'rationsforthethirty-onementhatway。'
Thethirdmateliftedhisheadagainandmadeanothercorrection——withbitterness:
'The"Portyghee"ettwenty-twoofthemwhilehewassoldieringthereandnobodynoticing。Adamnedhound。'
Thefirespreadwithgreatrapidity。Thesmokeandflamedrovethemenback,andtheyhadtostoptheirincompleteworkoffetchingprovisions,andtaketotheboatswithonlytendays'rationssecured。
Eachboathadacompass,aquadrant,acopyofBowditch's'Navigator,'
andaNauticalAlmanac,andthecaptain'sandchiefmate'sboatshadchronometers。Therewerethirty-onemenalltold。Thecaptaintookanaccountofstock,withthefollowingresult:fourhams,nearlythirtypoundsofsaltpork,half-boxofraisins,onehundredpoundsofbread,twelvetwo-poundcansofoysters,clams,andassortedmeats,akegcontainingfourpoundsofbutter,twelvegallonsofwaterinaforty-
gallon'scuttle-butt',fourone-gallondemijohnsfullofwater,threebottlesofbrandythepropertyofpassengers,somepipes,matches,andahundredpoundsoftobacco。Nomedicines。Ofcoursethewholepartyhadtogoonshortrationsatonce。
Thecaptainandthetwopassengerskeptdiaries。OnourvoyagetoSanFranciscoweranintoacalminthemiddleofthePacific,anddidnotmovearodduringfourteendays;thisgavemeachancetocopythediaries。SamuelFerguson'sisthefullest;Iwilldrawuponitnow。
Whenthefollowingparagraphwaswrittenthedoomedshipwasaboutonehundredandtwentydaysoutfromport,andallhandswereputtinginthelazytimeaboutasusual,asnoonewasforecastingdisaster。
[Diaryentry]May2。Latitude1degree28minutesN。,longitude111
degrees38minutesW。Anotherhotandsluggishday;atonetime,however,thecloudspromisedwind,andtherecameaslightbreeze——
justenoughtokeepusgoing。Theonlythingtochronicleto-dayisthequantitiesoffishabout;ninebonitoswerecaughtthisforenoon,andsomelargealbacoresseen。Afterdinnerthefirstmatehookedafellowwhichhecouldnothold,soheletthelinegotothecaptain,whowasonthebow。He,holdingon,broughtthefishtowithajerk,andsnapwenttheline,hookandall。Wealsosawastern,swimminglazilyafterus,anenormousshark,whichmusthavebeennineortenfeetlong。Wetriedhimwithallsortsoflinesandapieceofpork,buthedeclinedtotakehold。Isupposehehadappeasedhisappetiteontheheadsandotherremainsofthebonitoswehadthrownoverboard。
Nextday'sentryrecordsthedisaster。Thethreeboatsgotaway,retiredtoashortdistance,andstopped。Thetwoinjuredoneswereleakingbadly;someofthemenwerekeptbusybaling,otherspatchedtheholesaswellastheycould。Thecaptain,thetwopassengers,andelevenmenwereinthelong-boat,withashareoftheprovisionsandwater,andwithnoroomtospare,fortheboatwasonlytwenty-onefeetlong,sixwide,andthreedeep。Thechiefmateandeightmenwereinoneofthesmallboats,thesecondmateandsevenmenintheother。Thepassengershadsavednoclothingbutwhattheyhadon,exceptingtheirovercoats。Theship,clothedinflameandsendingupavastcolumnofblacksmokeintothesky,madeagrandpictureinthesolitudesofthesea,andhourafterhourtheoutcastssatandwatchedit。Meantimethecaptaincipheredontheimmensityofthedistancethatstretchedbetweenhimandthenearestavailableland,andthenscaledtherationsdowntomeettheemergency;
halfabiscuitfordinner;onebiscuitandsomecannedmeatfordinner;
halfabiscuitfortea;afewswallowsofwaterforeachmeal。Andsohungerbegantognawwhiletheshipwasstillburning。
[Diaryentry]May4。Theshipburnedallnightverybrightly,andhopesarethatsomeshiphasseenthelightandisbearingdownuponus。Noneseen,however,thisforenoon,sowehavedeterminedtogotogethernorthandalittlewesttosomeislandsin18degreesor19
degreesnorthlatitudeand114degreesto115degreeswestlongitude,hopinginthemeantimetobepickedupbysomeship。Theshipsanksuddenlyatabout5A。M。Wefindthesunveryhotandscorching,butalltrytokeepoutofitasmuchaswecan。
Theydidaquitenaturalthingnow:waitedseveralhoursforthatpossibleshipthatmighthaveseenthelighttoworkherslowwaytothemthroughthenearlydeadcalm。Thentheygaveitupandsetabouttheirplans。Ifyouwilllookatthemapyouwillsaythattheircoursecouldbeeasilydecided。AlbemarleIslandGalapagosgroupliesstraighteastwardnearlyathousandmiles;theislandsreferredtointhediaryas'someislands'RevillagigedoIslandslie,astheythink,insomewidelyuncertainregionnorthwardaboutonethousandmilesandwestwardonehundredoronehundredandfiftymiles。Acapulco,ontheMexicancoast,liesaboutnorth-eastsomethingshortofonethousandmiles。Youwillsayrandomrocksintheoceanarenotwhatiswanted;letthemstrikeforAcapulcoandthesolidcontinent。Thatdoeslookliketherationalcourse,butonepresentlyguessesfromthediariesthatthethingwouldhavebeenwhollyirrational——indeed,suicidal。IftheboatsstruckforAlbemarletheywouldbeinthedoldrumsalltheway;andthatmeansawateryperdition,withwindswhicharewhollycrazy,andblowfromallpointsofthecompassatonceandalsoperpendicularly。IftheboatstriedforAcapulcotheywouldgetoutofthedoldrumswhenhalf-waythere——incasetheyevergothalf-way——andthentheywouldbeinlamentablecase,fortheretheywouldmeetthenorth-easttradescomingdownintheirteeth,andtheseboatsweresoriggedthattheycouldnotsailwithineightpointsofthewind。Sotheywiselystartednorthward,withaslightslanttothewest。Theyhadbuttendays'shortallowanceoffood;thelong-boatwastowingtheothers;theycouldnotdependonmakinganysortofdefiniteprogressinthedoldrums,andtheyhadfourorfivehundredmilesofdoldrumsinfrontofthemyet。Theyaretherealequator,atossing,roaring,rainybelt,tenortwelvehundredmilesbroad,whichgirdlestheglobe。
Itrainedhardthefirstnightandallgotdrenched,buttheyfilleduptheirwater-butt。Thebrotherswereinthesternwiththecaptain,whosteered。Thequarterswerecramped;noonegotmuchsleep。'Keptonourcoursetillsquallsheadedusoff。'
Stormyandsquallythenextmorning,withdrenchingrains。Aheavyanddangerous'cobbling'sea。Onemarvelshowsuchboatscouldliveinit。
IsitcalledafeatofdesperatedaringwhenonemanandadogcrosstheAtlanticinaboatthesizeofalong-boat,andindeeditis;butthislong-boatwasoverloadedwithmenandotherplunder,andwasonlythreefeetdeep。'Wenaturallythoughtoftenofallathome,andweregladtorememberthatitwasSacramentSunday,andthatprayerswouldgoupfromourfriendsforus,althoughtheyknownotourperil。'
Thecaptaingotnotevenacat-napduringthefirstthreedaysandnights,buthegotafewwinksofsleepthefourthnight。'Theworstseayet。'Abouttenatnightthecaptainchangedhiscourseandheadedeast-north-east,hopingtomakeClippertonRock。Ifhefailed,nomatter;hewouldbeinabetterpositiontomakethoseotherislands。I
willmentionherethathedidnotfindthatrock。
OnMay8nowindallday;sunblisteringhot;theytaketotheoars。
Plentyofdolphins,buttheycouldn'tcatchany。'Ithinkweareallbeginningtorealisemoreandmoretheawfulsituationwearein。''Itoftentakesashipaweektogetthroughthedoldrums;howmuchlonger,then,suchacraftasours?''Wearesocrowdedthatwecannotstretchourselvesoutforagoodsleep,buthavetotakeitanywaywecangetit。'
Ofcoursethisfeaturewillgrowmoreandmoretrying,butitwillbehumannaturetoceasetosetitdown;therewillbefiveweeksofityet——wemusttrytorememberthatforthediarist;itwillmakeourbedsthesofter。
May9thesungiveshimawarning:'Lookingwithbotheyes,thehorizoncrossedthus。''Henrykeepswell,butbroodsoverourtroublesmorethanIwishhedid。'Theycaughttwodolphins;theytastedwell。'Thecaptainbelievedthecompassoutoftheway,butthelong-invisiblenorthstarcameout——awelcomesight——andendorsedthecompass。'
May10,'latitude7degrees0minutes3secondsN。,longitude111degrees32minutesW。'Sotheyhavemadeaboutthreehundredmilesofnorthinginthesixdayssincetheylefttheregionofthelostship。'Driftingincalmsallday。'Andbakinghot,ofcourse;Ihavebeendownthere,andIrememberthatdetail。'Evenasthecaptainsays,allromancehaslongsincevanished,andIthinkthemostofusarebeginningtolookthefactofourawfulsituationfullintheface。''Wearemakingbutlittleheadwayonourcourse。'Badnewsfromtherearmostboat:themenareimprovident;'theyhaveeatenupallofthecannedmeatsbroughtfromtheship,andarenowgrowingdiscontented。'Notsowiththechiefmate'speople——theyareevidentlyundertheeyeofaman。
UnderdateofMay11:'Standingstill!orworse;welostmorelastnightthanwemadeyesterday。'Infact,theyhavelostthreemilesofthethreehundredofnorthingtheyhadsolaboriouslymade。'Thecockthatwasrescuedandpitchedintotheboatwhiletheshipwasonfirestilllives,andcrowswiththebreakingofdawn,cheeringusagooddeal。'
Whathashebeenlivingonforaweek?Didthestarvingmenfeedhimfromtheirdirepoverty?'Thesecondmate'sboatoutofwateragain,showingthattheyover-drinktheirallowance。Thecaptainspokeprettysharplytothem。'Itistrue:Ihavetheremarkinmyoldnote-book;I
gotitofthethirdmateinthehospitalatHonolulu。Butthereisnotroomforithere,anditistoocombustible,anyway。Besides,thethirdmateadmiredit,andwhatheadmiredhewaslikelytoenhance。
Theywerestillwatchinghopefullyforships。Thecaptainwasathoughtfulman,andprobablydidnotdiscloseonthemthatthatwassubstantiallyawasteoftime。'Inthislatitudethehorizonisfilledwithlittleuprightcloudsthatlookverymuchlikeships。'Mr。Fergusonsavedthreebottlesofbrandyfromhisprivatestoreswhenhelefttheship,andtheliquorcamegoodinthesedays。'Thecaptainservesouttwotablespoonfulsofbrandyandwater——halfandhalf——toourcrew。'Hemeansthewatchthatisonduty;theystoodregularwatches——fourhoursonandfouroff。Thechiefmatewasanexcellentofficer——aself-
possessed,resolute,fine,all-roundman。Thediaristmakesthefollowingnote——thereischaracterinit:'Iofferedonebottleofbrandytothechiefmate,buthedeclined,sayinghecouldkeeptheafter-boatquiet,andwehadnotenoughforall。'
HENRYFERGUSON'SDIARYTODATE,GIVENINFULL:
May4,5,6,doldrums。May7,8,9,doldrums。May10,11,12,doldrums。Tellsitall。Neversaw,neverfelt,neverheard,neverexperiencedsuchheat,suchdarkness,suchlightningandthunder,andwindandrain,inmylifebefore。
Thatboy'sdiaryisoftheeconomicalsortthatapersonmightproperlybeexpectedtokeepinsuchcircumstances——andbeforgivenfortheeconomy,too。Hisbrother,perishingofconsumption,hunger,thirst,blazingheat,drowningrains,lossofsleep,lackofexercise,waspersistentlyfaithfulandcircumstantialwithhisdiaryfromthefirstdaytothelast——aninstanceofnoteworthyfidelityandresolution。Inspiteofthetossingandplungingboathewroteitcloseandfine,inahandaseasytoreadasprint。Theycan'tseemtogetnorthof7degreesN。;theyarestilltherethenextday:
[Diaryentry]May12。Agoodrainlastnight,andwecaughtagooddeal,thoughnotenoughtofillupourtank,pails,&c。Ourobjectistogetoutofthesedoldrums,butitseemsasifwecannotdoit。
To-daywehavehaditveryvariable,andhopeweareonthenorthernedge,thoughtwearenotmuchabove7degrees。Thismorningweallthoughtwehadmadeoutasail;butitwasoneofthosedeceivingclouds。Rainedagooddealto-day,makingallhandswetanduncomfortable;wefilledupprettynearlyallourwater-pots,however。Ihopewemayhaveafinenight,forthecaptaincertainlywantsrest,andwhilethereisanydangerofsqualls,ordangerofanykind,heisalwaysonhand。Ineverwouldhavebelievedthatopenboatssuchasours,withtheirloads,couldliveinsomeoftheseaswehavehad。
Duringthenight,12th-13th,'thecryofASHIP!broughtustoourfeet。'
Itseemedtobetheglimmerofavessel'ssignal-lanternrisingoutofthecurveofthesea。Therewasaseasonofbreathlesshopewhiletheystoodwatching,withtheirhandsshadingtheireyes,andtheirheartsintheirthroats;thenthepromisefailed:thelightwasarisingstar。Itisalongtimeago——thirty-twoyears——anditdoesn'tmatternow,yetoneissorryfortheirdisappointment。'Thoughtoftenofthoseathometo-day,andofthedisappointmenttheywillfeelnextSundayatnothearingfromusbytelegraphfromSanFrancisco。'Itwillbemanyweeksyetbeforethetelegramisreceived,anditwillcomeasathunderclapofjoythen,andwiththeseemingofamiracle,foritwillraisefromthegravemenmournedasdead。'To-dayourrationswerereducedtoaquarterofabiscuitameal,withabouthalfapintofwater。'ThisisonMay13,withmorethanamonthofvoyaginginfrontofthemyet!However,astheydonotknowthat,'weareallfeelingprettycheerful。'
Intheafternoonofthe14ththerewasathunderstorm,'whichtowardnightseemedtocloseinaroundusoneveryside,makingitverydarkandsqually。''Oursituationisbecomingmoreandmoredesperate,'fortheyweremakingverylittlenorthing'andeverydaydiminishesoursmallstockofprovisions。'Theyrealisethattheboatsmustsoonseparate,andeachfightforitsownlife。Towingthequarter-boatsisahinderingbusiness。
Thatnightandnextday,lightandbafflingwindsandbutlittleprogress。Hardtobear,thatpersistentstandingstill,andthefoodwastingaway。'Everythinginaperfectsop;andallsocramped,andnochangeofclothes。'Soonthesuncomesoutandroaststhem。'Joecaughtanotherdolphinto-day;inhismawwefoundaflying-fishandtwoskipjacks。'Thereisanevent,now,whichrousesanenthusiasmofhope:
aland-birdarrives!Itrestsontheyardforawhile,andtheycanlookatitalltheylike,andenvyit,andthankitforitsmessage。Asasubjectoftalkitisbeyondprice——afreshnewtopicfortonguestiredtodeathoftalkinguponasingletheme:Shallweeverseethelandagain;andwhen?IsthebirdfromClippertonRock?Theyhopeso;andtheytakeheartofgracetobelieveso。Asitturnedoutthebirdhadnomessage;itmerelycametomock。
May16,'thecockstilllives,anddailycarolsforthhispraise。'Itwillbearainynight,'butIdonotcareifwecanfillupourwater-butts。'
Onthe17thoneofthosemajesticspectresofthedeep,awater-spout,stalkedbythem,andtheytrembledfortheirlives。YoungHenrysetitdowninhisscantyjournalwiththejudiciouscommentthat'itmighthavebeenafinesightfromaship。'
FromCaptainMitchell'slogforthisday:'Onlyhalfabushelofbread-crumbsleft。'Andamonthtowandertheseasyet。'
Itrainedallnightandallday;everybodyuncomfortable。Nowcameasword-fishchasingabonito;andthepoorthing,seekinghelpandfriends,tookrefugeundertherudder。Thebigsword-fishkepthoveringaround,scaringeverybodybadly。Themen'smouthswateredforhim,forhewouldhavemadeawholebanquet;butnoonedaredtotouchhim,ofcourse,forhewouldsinkaboatpromptlyifmolested。Providenceprotectedthepoorbonitofromthecruelsword-fish。Thiswasjustandright。Providencenextbefriendedtheshipwreckedsailors:theygotthebonito。Thiswasalsojustandright。Butinthedistributionofmerciesthesword-fishhimselfgotoverlooked。Henowwentaway;tomuseoverthesesubtleties,probably。Themeninalltheboatsseemprettywell;thefeeblestofthesickonesnotableforalongtimetostandhiswatchonboardtheship'iswonderfullyrecovered。'Thisisthethirdmate'sdetected'Portyghee'thatraisedthefamilyofabscesses。
Passedamostawfulnight。Rainedhardnearlyallthetime,andblewinsqualls,accompaniedbyterrificthunderandlightningfromallpointsofthecompass——Henry'sLog。
MostawfulnightIeverwitnessed——Captain'sLog。
Latitude,May18,11degrees11minutes。Sotheyhaveaveragedbutfortymilesofnorthingadayduringthefortnight。Furthertalkofseparating。'Toobad,butitmustbedoneforthesafetyofthewhole。'
'AtfirstIneverdreamed,butnowhardlyshutmyeyesforacat-napwithoutconjuringupsomethingorother——tobeaccountedforbyweakness,Isuppose。'ButfortheirdisastertheythinktheywouldbearrivinginSanFranciscoaboutthistime。'IshouldhavelikedtosendB——thetelegramforherbirthday。'Thiswasayoungsister。
Onthe19ththecaptaincalledupthequarter-boatsandsaidonewouldhavetogooffonitsownhook。Thelong-boatcouldnolongertowbothofthem。Thesecondmaterefusedtogo,butthechiefmatewasready;infact,hewasalwaysreadywhentherewasaman'sworktothefore。Hetookthesecondmate'sboat;sixofitscrewelectedtoremain,andtwoofhisowncrewcamewithhimnineintheboat,now,includinghimself。
Hesailedaway,andtowardsunsetpassedoutofsight。Thediaristwassorrytoseehimgo。Itwasnatural;onecouldhavebettersparedthe'Portyghee。'Afterthirty-twoyearsIfindmyprejudiceagainstthis'Portyghee'reviving。Hisverylookshavelongpassedoutofmymemory;
butnomatter,Iamcomingtohatehimasreligiouslyasever。'Waterwillnowbeascarcearticle,foraswegetoutofthedoldrumsweshallgetshowersonlynowandtheninthetrades。Thislifeistellingseverelyonmystrength。Henryholdsoutfirst-rate。'Henrydidnotstartwell,butunderhardshipsheimprovedstraightalong。
Latitude,Sunday,May20,12degrees0minutes9seconds。Theyoughttobewelloutofthedoldrumsnow,buttheyarenot。Nobreeze——thelonged-fortradesstillmissing。Theyarestillanxiouslywatchingforasail,buttheyhaveonly'visionsofshipsthatcometonaught——theshadowwithoutthesubstance。'Thesecondmatecatchesaboobythisafternoon,abirdwhichconsistsmainlyoffeathers;'butastheyhavenoothermeat,itwillgowell。'
May21,theystrikethetradesatlast!Thesecondmatecatchesthreemoreboobies,andgivesthelong-boatone。Dinner'halfacanofmincemeatdividedupandservedaround,whichstrengthenedussomewhat。'
Theyhavetokeepamanbailingallthetime;theholeknockedintheboatwhenshewaslaunchedfromtheburningshipwasneverefficientlymended。'Headingaboutnorth-westnow。'Theyhopetheyhaveeastingenoughtomakesomeoftheseindefiniteisles。Failingthat,theythinktheywillbeinabetterpositiontobepickedup。Itwasaninfinitelyslenderchance,butthecaptainprobablyrefrainedfrommentioningthat。
Thenextdayistobeaneventfulone。
[Diaryentry]May22。Lastnightwindheadedusoff,sothatpartofthetimewehadtosteereast-south-eastandthenwest-north-
west,andsoon。Thismorningwewereallstartledbyacryof'SAILHO!'Sureenough,wecouldseeit!Andforatimewecutadriftfromthesecondmate'sboat,andsteeredsoastoattractitsattention。Thiswasabouthalf-pastfiveA。M。Aftersailinginastateofhighexcitementforalmosttwentyminuteswemadeitouttobethechiefmate'sboat。Ofcourseweweregladtoseethemandhavethemreportallwell;butstillitwasabitterdisappointmenttousall。Nowthatweareinthetradesitseemsimpossibletomakenorthingenoughtostriketheisles。Wehavedeterminedtodothebestwecan,andgetintherouteofvessels。Suchbeingthedetermination,itbecamenecessarytocastofftheotherboat,which,afteragooddealofunpleasantness,wasdone,weagaindividingwaterandstores,andtakingCoxintoourboat。Thismakesournumberfifteen。Thesecondmate'screwwantedtoallgetinwithus,andcasttheotherboatadrift。Itwasaverypainfulseparation。
Sotheseislesthattheyhavestruggledforsolongandsohopefullyhavetobegivenup。Whatwithlyingbirdsthatcometomock,andislesthatarebutadream,and'visionsofshipsthatcometonaught,'itisapathetictimetheyarehaving,withmuchheartbreakinit。Itwasoddthatthevanishedboat,threedayslosttosightinthatvastsolitude,shouldappearagain。ButitbroughtCox——wecan'tbecertainwhy。Butifithadn't,thediaristwouldneverhaveseenthelandagain。
[Diaryentry]Ourchancesaswegowestincreaseinregardtobeingpickedup,buteachdayourscantyfareissomuchreduced。Withoutthefish,turtle,andbirdssentus,Idonotknowhowweshouldhavegotalong。TheotherdayIofferedtoreadprayersmorningandeveningforthecaptain,andlastnightcommenced。Themen,althoughofvariousnationalitiesandreligions,areveryattentive,andalwaysuncovered。MayGodgrantmyweakendeavouritsissue!
Latitude,May24,14degrees18minutesN。Fiveoystersapiecefordinnerandthreespoonfulsofjuice,agillofwater,andapieceofbiscuitthesizeofasilverdollar。'Weareplainlygettingweaker——Godhavemercyuponusall!'Thatnightheavyseasbreakovertheweathersideandmakeeverybodywetanduncomfortablebesidesrequiringconstantbaling。
Nextday'nothingparticularhappened。'Perhapssomeofuswouldhaveregardeditdifferently。'Passedaspar,butnotnearenoughtoseewhatitwas。'Theysawsomewhalesblow;therewereflying-fishskimmingtheseas,butnonecameaboard。Mistyweather,withfinerain,verypenetrating。
Latitude,May26,15degrees50minutes。Theycaughtaflying-fishandabooby,buthadtoeatthemraw。'Themengrowweaker,and,Ithink,despondent;theysayverylittle,though。'Andso,toalltheotherimaginableandunimaginablehorrors,silenceisadded——themutenessandbroodingofcomingdespair。'Itseemsourbestchancetogetinthetrackofshipswiththehopethatsomeonewillrunnearenoughtoourspecktoseeit。'Hehopestheotherboardsstoodwestandhavebeenpickedup。Theywillneverbeheardofagaininthisworld。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,May27,Latitude16degrees0minutes5
seconds;longitude,bychronometer,117degrees22minutes。OurfourthSunday!Whenwelefttheshipwereckonedonhavingabouttendays'supplies,andnowwehopetobeable,byrigideconomy,tomakethemlastanotherweekifpossible。[1]Lastnighttheseawascomparativelyquiet,butthewindheadedusofftoaboutwest-north-
west,whichhasbeenaboutourcoursealldayto-day。Anotherflying-fishcameaboardlastnight,andonemoreto-day——bothsmallones。Nobirds。Aboobyisagreatcatch,andagoodlargeonemakesasmalldinnerforthefifteenofus——thatis,ofcourse,asdinnersgointhe'Hornet's'long-boat。Triedthismorningtoreadthefullservicetomyself,withtheCommunion,butfoundittoomuch;amtooweak,andgetsleepy,andcannotgivestrictattention;
soIputoffhalftillthisafternoon。ItrustGodwillheartheprayersgoneupforusathometo-day,andgraciouslyanswerthembysendingussuccourandhelpinthisourseasonofdeepdistress。
Thenextdaywas'agooddayforseeingaship。'Butnonewasseen。Thediarist'stillfeelsprettywell,'thoughveryweak;hisbrotherHenry'bearsupandkeepshisstrengththebestofanyonboard。''Idonotfeeldespondentatall,forIfullytrustthattheAlmightywillhearourandthehomeprayers,andHewhosuffersnotasparrowtofallseesandcaresforus,Hiscreatures。'
Consideringthesituationandcircumstances,therecordfornextday,May29,isonewhichhasasurpriseinitforthosedullpeoplewhothinkthatnothingbutmedicinesanddoctorscancurethesick。Alittlestarvationcanreallydomorefortheaveragesickmanthancanthebestmedicinesandthebestdoctors。Idonotmeanarestricteddiet;Imeantotalabstentionfromfoodforoneortwodays。Ispeakfromexperience;
starvationhasbeenmycoldandfeverdoctorforfifteenyears,andhasaccomplishedacureinallinstances。ThethirdmatetoldmeinHonoluluthatthe'Portyghee'hadlaininhishammockformonths,raisinghisfamilyofabscessesandfeedinglikeacannibal。Wehaveseenthatinspiteofdreadfulweather,deprivationofsleep,scorching,drenching,andallmannerofmiseries,thirteendaysofstarvation'wonderfullyrecovered'him。Therewerefoursailorsdownsickwhentheshipwasburned。Twenty-fivedaysofpitilessstarvationhavefollowed,andnowwehavethiscuriousrecord:'Allthemenareheartyandstrong;eventheonesthatweredownsickarewell,exceptpoorPeter。'WhenIwroteanarticlesomemonthsagourgingtemporaryabstentionfromfoodasaremedyforaninactiveappetiteandfordisease,Iwasaccusedofjesting,butI
wasinearnest。'Weareallwonderfullywellandstrong,comparativelyspeaking。'Onthisdaythestarvationregimedrewitsbeltacoupleofbuckle-holestighter:thebreadrationwasreducedfromtheusualpieceofcrackerthesizeofasilverdollartothehalfofthat,andonemealwasabolishedfromthedailythree。Thiswillweakenthemenphysically,butifthereareanydiseasesofanordinarysortleftinthemtheywilldisappear。
Twoquartsbread-crumbsleft,one-thirdofaham,threesmallcansofoysters,andtwentygallonsofwater——Captain'sLog。
Thehopefultoneofthediariesispersistent。Itisremarkable。Lookatthemapandseewheretheboatis:latitude16degrees44minutes,longitude119degrees20minutes。ItismorethantwohundredmileswestoftheRevillagigedoIslands,sotheyarequiteoutofthequestionagainstthetrades,riggedasthisboatis。ThenearestlandavailableforsuchaboatistheAmericangroup,sixhundredandfiftymilesaway,westward;still,thereisnonoteofsurrender,noneevenofdiscouragement!Yet,May30,'wehavenowleft:onecanofoysters;
threepoundsofraisins;onecanofsoup;one-thirdofaham;threepintsofbiscuit-crumbs。'
Andfifteenstarvedmentoliveonitwhiletheycreepandcrawlsixhundredandfiftymiles。'SomehowIfeelmuchencouragedbythischangeofcoursewestbynorthwhichwehavemadeto-day。'Sixhundredandfiftymilesonahatfulofprovisions。Letusbethankful,evenafterthirty-twoyears,thattheyaremercifullyignorantofthefactthatitisn'tsixhundredandfiftythattheymustcreeponthehatful,buttwenty-twohundred!
Isn'tthesituationromanticenoughjustasitstands?No。Providenceaddedastartlingdetail:pullinganoarinthatboat,forcommonseaman'swages,wasabanishedduke——Danish。Wehearnomoreofhim;
justthatmention,thatisall,withthesimpleremarkaddedthat'heisoneofourbestmen'——ahighenoughcomplimentforadukeoranyothermaninthosemanhood-testingcircumstances。Withthatlittleglimpseofhimathisoar,andthatfinewordofpraise,hevanishesoutofourknowledgeforalltime。Foralltime,unlessheshouldchanceuponthisnoteandrevealhimself。
ThelastdayofMayiscome。Andnowthereisadisastertoreport:
thinkofit,reflectuponit,andtrytounderstandhowmuchitmeans,whenyousitdownwithyourfamilyandpassyoureyeoveryourbreakfast-
table。Yesterdaytherewerethreepintsofbread-crumbs;thismorningthelittlebagisfoundopenandsomeofthecrumbsaremissing。'Wedisliketosuspectanyoneofsucharascallyact,butthereisnoquestionthatthisgravecrimehasbeencommitted。Twodayswillcertainlyfinishtheremainingmorsels。GodgrantusstrengthtoreachtheAmericangroup!'ThethirdmatetoldmeinHonoluluthatinthesedaysthemenrememberedwithbitternessthatthe'Portyghee'haddevouredtwenty-twodays'rationswhilehelaywaitingtobetransferredfromtheburningship,andthatnowtheycursedhimandsworeanoaththatifitcametocannibalismheshouldbethefirsttosufferfortherest。
[Diaryentry]Thecaptainhaslosthisglasses,andthereforehecannotreadourpocketprayer-booksasmuchasIthinkhewouldlike,thoughheisnotfamiliarwiththem。
Furtherofthecaptain:'Heisagoodman,andhasbeenmostkindtous——
almostfatherly。Hesaysthatifhehadbeenofferedthecommandoftheshipsoonerheshouldhavebroughthistwodaughterswithhim。'Itmakesoneshudderyettothinkhownarrowanescapeitwas。
Thetwomealsrationsadayareasfollows:fourteenraisinsandapieceofcrackerthesizeofapennyfortea;agillofwater,andapieceofhamandapieceofbread,eachthesizeofapenny,forbreakfast——Captain'sLog。
Hemeansapennyinthicknessaswellasincircumference。SamuelFerguson'sdiarysaysthehamwasshaved'aboutasthinasitcouldbecut。'
[Diaryentry]June1。Lastnightandto-dayseaveryhighandcobbling,breakingoverandmakingusallwetandcold。Weathersqually,andthereisnodoubtthatonlycarefulmanagement——withGod'sprotectingcare——preservedusthroughboththenightandtheday;andreallyitismostmarvelloushoweverymorselthatpassesourlipsisblessedtous。Itmakesmethinkdailyofthemiracleoftheloavesandfishes。Henrykeepsupwonderfully,whichisagreatconsolationtome。Isomehowhavegreatconfidence,andhopethatourafflictionswillsoonbeended,thoughwearerunningrapidlyacrossthetrackofbothoutwardandinwardboundvessels,andawayfromthem;ourchiefhopeisawhaler,man-of-war,orsomeAustralianship。TheisleswearesteeringforareputdowninBowditch,butonmymaparesaidtobedoubtful。Godgranttheymaybethere!
Hardestdayyet——Captain'sLog。
Doubtful!Itwasworsethanthat。Aweeklatertheysailedstraightoverthem。
[Diaryentry]June2。Latitude18degrees9minutes。Squally,cloudy,aheavysea……Icannothelpthinkingofthecheerfulandcomfortabletimewehadaboardthe'Hornet。'
Twodays'scantysuppliesleft——tenrationsofwaterapieceandalittlemorselofbread。BUTTHESUNSHINESANDGODISMERCIFUL——
Captain'sLog。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,June3。Latitude17degrees54minutes。
Heavyseaallnight,andfrom4A。M。verywet,theseabreakingoverusinfrequentsluices,andsoakingeverythingaft,particularly。Alldaytheseahasbeenveryhigh,anditisawonderthatwearenotswamped。Heavengrantthatitmaygodownthisevening!Oursuspenseandconditionaregettingterrible。I
managedthismorningtocrawl,morethanstep,totheforwardendoftheboat,andwassurprisedtofindthatIwassoweak,especiallyinthelegsandknees。Thesunhasbeenoutagain,andIhavedriedsomethings,andhopeforabetternight。
June4。Latitude17degrees6minutes,longitude131degrees30
minutes。Shippedhardlyanyseaslastnight,andto-daytheseahasgonedownsomewhat,althoughitisstilltoohighforcomfort,aswehaveanoccasionalreminderthatwateriswet。Thesunhasbeenoutallday,andsowehavehadagooddrying。Ihavebeentryingforthelasttenortwelvedaystogetapairofdrawersdryenoughtoputon,andto-dayatlastsucceeded。Imentionthistoshowthestateinwhichwehavelived。Ifourchronometerisanywherenearright,weoughttoseetheAmericanIslesto-morrowornextday。Iftherearenotthere,wehaveonlythechance,forafewdays,ofastrayship,forwecannotekeouttheprovisionsmorethanfiveorsixdayslonger,andourstrengthisfailingveryfast。Iwasmuchsurprisedto-daytonotehowmylegshavewastedawayabovemyknees:theyarehardlythickerthanmyupperarmusedtobe。Still,ItrustinGod'sinfinitemercy,andfeelsurehewilldowhatisbestforus。Tosurvive,aswehavedone,thirty-twodaysinanopenboat,withonlyabouttendays'fairprovisionsforthirty-onemeninthefirstplace,andthesedividedtwicesubsequently,ismorethanmereunassistedHUMANartandstrengthcouldhaveaccomplishedandendured。
Breadandraisinsallgone——Captain'sLog。
Mengrowingdreadfullydiscontented,andawfulgrumblingandunpleasanttalkisarising。Godsaveusfromallstrifeofmen;andifwemustdienow,takeushimself,andnotembitterourbitterdeathstillmore——Henry'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June5。Quietnightandprettycomfortableday,thoughoursailandblockshowsignsoffailing,andneedtakingdown——whichlatterissomethingofajob,asitrequirestheclimbingofthemast。Wealsohadnewsfromforward,therebeingdiscontentandsomethreateningcomplaintsofunfairallowances,etc。,allasunreasonableasfoolish;still,thesethingsbidusbeonourguard。Iamgettingmiserablyweak,buttrytokeepupthebestIcan。Ifwecannotfindthoseisleswecanonlytrytomakenorth-westandgetinthetrackofSandwichIsland-boundvessels,livingasbestwecaninthemeantime。To-daywechangedtoonemeal,andthatataboutnoon,withasmallrationorwaterat8or9
A。M。,anotherat12A。M。,andathirdat5or6P。M。
Nothingleftbutalittlepieceofhamandagillofwater,allaround——Captain'sLog。
Theyaredowntoonemealadaynow——suchasitis——andfifteenhundredmilestocrawlyet!Andnowthehorrorsdeepen,and,thoughtheyescapedactualmutiny,theattitudeofthemenbecamealarming。Nowweseemtoseewhythatcuriousincidenthappened,solongago;ImeanCox'sreturn,afterhehadbeenfarawayandoutofsightseveraldaysinthechiefmate'sboat。Ifhehadnotcomebackthecaptainandthetwoyoungpassengersmighthavebeenslain,now,bythesesailors,whowerebecomingcrazedthroughtheirsufferings。
NOTESECRETLYPASSEDBYHENRYTOHISBROTHER:
Coxtoldmelastnightthatthereisgettingtobeagooddealofuglytalkamongthemenagainstthecaptainandusaft。Theysaythatthecaptainisthecauseofall;thathedidnottrytosavetheshipatall,nortogetprovisions,andthatevenwouldnotletthemenputinsometheyhad;andthatpartialityisshownusinapportioningourrationsaft……askedCoxtheotherdayifhewouldstarvefirstoreathumanflesh。Coxansweredhewouldstarve……thentoldhimhewouldonlybekillinghimself。Ifwedonotfindthoseislandswewoulddowelltoprepareforanything……istheloudestofall。
REPLY:
Wecandependon……,Ithink,and……,andCox,canwenot?
SECONDNOTE:
Iguessso,andverylikelyon……;butthereisnotelling……andCoxarecertain。Thereisnothingdefinitesaidorhintedasyet,asIunderstandCox;butstarvingmenarethesameasmaniacs。Itwouldbewelltokeepawatchonyourpistol,soastohaveitandthecartridgessafefromtheft。
Henry'sLog,June5。Dreadfulforebodings。Godspareusfromallsuchhorrors!Someofthemengettingtotalkagooddeal。Nothingtowritedown。Heartverysad。
Henry'sLog,June6。Passedsomesea-weedandsomethingthatlookedlikethetrunkofanoldtree,butnobirds;beginningtobeafraidislandsnotthere。To-dayitwassaidtothecaptain,inthehearingofall,thatsomeofthemenwouldnotshrink,whenamanwasdead,fromusingtheflesh,thoughtheywouldnotkill。
Horrible!Godgiveusallfulluseofourreason,andspareusfromsuchthings!'Fromplague,pestilence,andfamine;frombattleandmurder,andfromsuddendeath,goodLord,deliverus!'
[Diaryentry]June6。Latitude16degrees30minutes,longitudechron。134degrees。Drynightandwindsteadyenoughtorequirenochangeinsail;butthisA。M。anattempttoloweritprovedabortive。Firstthethirdmatetriedandgotuptotheblock,andfastenedatemporaryarrangementtoreevethehalyardsthrough,buthadtocomedown,weakandalmostfainting,beforefinishing;thenJoetried,andaftertwiceascending,fixeditandbroughtdowntheblock;butitwasveryexhaustingwork,andafterwardhewasgoodfornothingallday。Theclue-ironwhichwearetryingtomakeserveforthebrokenblockworks,however,veryindifferently,andwill,Iamafraid,sooncuttherope。Itisverynecessarytogeteverythingconnectedwiththesailingoodeasyrunningorderbeforewegettooweaktodoanythingwithit。
Onlythreemealsleft——Captain'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June7。Latitude16degrees35minutesN。,longitude136degrees30minutesW。Nightwetanduncomfortable。To-dayshowsusprettyconclusivelythattheAmericanIslesarenotthere,thoughwehavehadsomesignsthatlookedlikethem。Atnoonwedecidedtoabandonlookinganyfartherforthem,andto-nighthaulalittlemorenortherly,soastogetinthewayofSandwichIslandvessels,whichfortunatelycomedownprettywellthisway——saytolatitude19degreesto20degreestogetthebenefitofthetrade-
winds。Ofcourseallthewestingwehavemadeisgain,andIhopethechronometeriswronginourfavour,forIdonotseehowanysuchdelicateinstrumentcankeepgoodtimewiththeconstantjarringandthumpingwegetfromthesea。Withthestrongtradewehave,IhopethataweekfromSundaywillputusinsightoftheSandwichIslands,ifwearenotsafebythattimebybeingpickedup。
ItistwelvehundredmilestotheSandwichIslands;theprovisionsarevirtuallyexhausted,butnottheperishingdiarist'spluck。
[Diaryentry]Mycoughtroubledmeagooddeallastnight,andthereforeIgothardlyanysleepatall。Still,Imakeoutprettywell,andshouldnotcomplain。Yesterdaythethirdmatemendedtheblock,andthisP。M。thesail,aftersomedifficulty,wasgotdown,andHarrygottothetopofthemastandrovethehalyardsthroughaftersomehardship,sothatitnowworkseasyandwell。Thisgettingupthemastisnoeasymatteratanytimewiththeseawehave,andisveryexhaustinginourpresentstate。WecouldonlyrewardHarrybyanextrarationofwater。Wehavemadegoodtimeandcourseto-day。Headingherup,however,makestheboatshipseasandkeepsusallwet;however,itcannotbehelped。Writingisaratherprecariousthingthesetimes。Ourmealto-dayforthefifteenconsistsofhalfacanof'soupandboullie';theotherhalfisreservedforto-morrow。Henrystillkeepsupgrandly,andisagreatfavourite。Godgranthemaybespared。
Abetterfeelingprevailsamongthemen——Captain'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June9。Latitude17degrees53minutes。Finishedto-
day,Imaysay,ourwholestackofprovisions。[2]Wehaveonlyleftalowerendofaham-bone,withsomeoftheouterrindandskinon。
Inregardtothewater,however,Ithinkwehavegottendays'
supplyatourpresentrateofallowance。This,withwhatnourishmentwecangetfromboot-legsandsuchchewablematter,wehopewillenableustoweatheritouttillwegettotheSandwichIslands,or,sailinginthemeantimeinthetrackofvesselsthitherbound,bepickedup。Myhopeisinthelatter,forinallhumanprobabilityIcannotstandtheother。Still,wehavebeenmarvellouslyprotected,andGod,Ihope,willpreserveusallinHisowngoodtimeandway。Themenaregettingweaker,butarestillquietandorderly。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,June10。Latitude18degrees40minutes,longitude142degrees34minutes。Aprettygoodnightlastnight,withsomewettings,andagainanotherbeautifulSunday。Icannotbutthinkhowweshouldallenjoyitathome,andwhatacontrastishere!Howterribletheirsuspensemustbegintobe!Godgrantthatitmayberelievedbeforeverylong,andHecertainlyseemstobewithusineverythingwedo,andhaspreservedthisboatmiraculously;forsincewelefttheshipwehavesailedconsiderablyoverthreethousandmiles,which,takingintoconsiderationourmeagrestockofprovisions,isalmostunprecedented。AsyetIdonotfeelthestintoffoodsomuchasIdothatofwater。EvenHenry,whoisnaturallyagoodwater-drinker,cansavehalfofhisallowancefromtimetotime,whenIcannot。Mydiseasedthroatmayhavesomethingtodowiththat,however。
Nothingisnowleftwhichbyanyflatterycanbecalledfood。Buttheymustmanagesomehowforfivedaysmore,foratnoontheyhavestilleighthundredmilestogo。Itisaraceforlifenow。
Thisisnotimeforcommentsorotherinterruptionsfromme——everymomentisvaluable。Iwilltakeuptheboybrother'sdiaryatthispoint,andcleartheseasbeforeitandletitfly。
HENRYFERGUSON'SLOG:
Sunday,June10。Ourham-bonehasgivenusatasteoffoodto-day,andwehavegotleftalittlemeatandtheremainderofthebonefortomorrow。Certainly,neverwastheresuchasweetknuckle-one,oronethatwassothoroughlyappreciated……IdonotknowthatI
feelanyworsethanIdidlastSunday,notwithstandingthereductionofdiet;andItrustthatwemayallhavestrengthgivenustosustainthesufferingsandhardshipsofthecomingweek。WeestimatethatwearewithinsevenhundredmilesoftheSandwichIslands,andthatouraverage,daily,issomewhatoverahundredmiles,sothatourhopeshavesomefoundationinreason。Heavensendwemayalllivetoseeland!
June11。Atethemeatandrindofourham-bone,andhavetheboneandthegreasyclothfromaroundthehamlefttoeatto-morrow。Godsendusbirdsorfish,andletusnotperishofhunger,orbebroughttothedreadfulalternativeoffeedingonhumanflesh!AsI
feelnow,Idonotthinkanythingcouldpersuademe;butyoucannottellwhatyouwilldowhenyouarereducedbyhungerandyourmindwandering。Ihopeandpraywecanmakeouttoreachtheislandsbeforewegettothisstrait;butwehaveoneortwodesperatemenaboard,thoughtheyarequietenoughnow。ITISMYFIRMTRUSTAND
BELIEFTHATWEAREGOINGTOBESAVED。