Heoughttohaveledanorchestraorplayeda'cello。Heistoobigforfirstviolin。''
Therewasagroupaboutthecarriagetothelast,whenthemusiccametoanendanditdroveaway。Therehadbeennopossibleopportunityofpassingclosetoitevenhadthepresenceoftheyoungofficerandtheboynotpresentedaninsurmountableobstacle。
MarcoandTheRatwentontheirwayandpassedbytheHof-
Theaterandreadthebills。``TristanandIsolde''wastobepresentedatnightandagreatsingerwouldsingIsolde。
``Hewillgotohearthat,''bothboyssaidatonce。``Hewillbesuretogo。''
ItwasdecidedbetweenthemthatMarcoshouldgoonhisquestalonewhennightcame。OneboywhohungaroundtheentranceoftheOperawouldbeobservedlessthantwo。
``Peoplenoticecrutchesmorethantheynoticelegs,''TheRatsaid。``I'dbetterkeepoutofthewayunlessyouneedme。Mytimehasn'tcomeyet。Evenifitdoesn'tcomeatallI've——I'vebeenonduty。I'vegonewithyouandI'vebeenready-that'swhatanaide-de-campdoes。''
HestayedathomeandreadsuchEnglishpapersashecouldlayhandsonandhedrewplansandre-foughtbattlesonpaper。
Marcowenttotheopera。EvenifhehadnotknownhiswaytothesquareneartheplacewheretheHof-Theaterstood,hecouldeasilyhavefounditbyfollowingthegroupsofpeopleinthestreetswhoallseemedwalkinginonedirection。Therewerestudentsintheiroddcapswalkingthreeorfourabreast,therewereyoungcouplesandolderones,andhereandtherewholefamilies;thereweresoldiersofallages,officersandprivates;
and,whentalkwastobeheardinpassing,itwasalwaystalkaboutmusic。
ForsometimeMarcowaitedinthesquareandwatchedthecarriagesrollupandpassunderthehugepillaredporticotodeposittheircontentsattheentranceandatoncedriveawayinorderlysequence。Hemustmakesurethatthegrandcarriagewiththegreenandsilverliveriesrolledupwiththerest。Ifitcame,hewouldbuyacheapticketandgoinside。
Itwasratherlatewhenitarrived。PeopleinMunicharenotlatefortheoperaifitcanbehelped,andthecoachmandroveuphurriedly。Thegreenandsilverfootmanleapedtothegroundandopenedthecarriagedooralmostbeforeitstopped。TheChancellorgotoutlookinglessgenialthanusualbecausehewasafraidthathemightlosesomeoftheoverture。Arosy-cheekedgirlinawhitefrockwaswithhimandshewasevidentlytryingtosoothehim。
``Idonotthinkwearereallylate,Father,''shesaid。``Don'tfeelcross,dear。Itwillspoilthemusicforyou。''
Thiswasnotatimeinwhichaman'sattentioncouldbeattractedquietly。Marcorantogettheticketwhichwouldgivehimaplaceamongtherowsofyoungsoldiers,artists,maleandfemalestudents,andmusicianswhowerewillingtostandfourorfivedeepthroughouttheperformanceofeventhelongestopera。Heknewthat,unlesstheywereinoneofthefewboxeswhichbelongedonlytothecourt,theChancellorandhisrosy-cheekeddaughterwouldbeinthebestseatsinthefrontcurveofthebalconywhichwerethemostdesirableofthehouse。Hesoonsawthem。Theyhadsecuredthecentralplacesdirectlybelowthelargeroyalboxwheretwoquietprincessesandtheirattendantswerealreadyseated。
Whenhefoundhewasnottoolatetoheartheoverture,theChancellor'sfacebecomemoregenialthanever。Hesettledhimselfdowntoaneveningofenjoymentandevidentlyforgoteverythingelseintheworld。Marcodidnotlosesightofhim。
Whentheaudiencewentoutbetweenactstopromenadeinthecorridors,hemightgoalsoandtheremightbeachancetopassneartohiminthecrowd。Hewatchedhimclosely。Sometimeshisfineoldfacesaddenedatthebeautifulwoeofthemusic,sometimesitlookedenraptured,anditwasalwaysevidentthateverynotereachedhissoul。
Theprettydaughterwhosatbesidehimwasattentivebutnotsoenthralled。Afterthefirstacttwoglitteringyoungofficersappearedandmadeelegantandlowbows,drawingtheirheelstogetherastheykissedherhand。Theylookedsorrywhentheywereobligedtoreturntotheirseatsagain。
AfterthesecondacttheChancellorsatforafewminutesasifhewereinadream。Thepeopleintheseatsnearhimbegantorisefromtheirseatsandfileoutintothecorridors。Theyoungofficersweretobeseenrisingalso。Therosydaughterleanedforwardandtouchedherfather'sarmgently。
``Shewantshimtotakeherout,''Marcothought。``Hewilltakeherbecauseheisgood-natured。''
Hesawhimrecallhimselffromhisdreamwithasmileandthenheroseand,afterhelpingtoarrangeasilverybluescarfroundthegirl'sshoulders,gaveherhisarmjustasMarcoskippedoutofhisfourth-rowstanding-place。
Itwasaratherwarmnightandthecorridorswerefull。BythetimeMarcohadreachedthebalconyfloor,thepairhadissuedfromthelittledoorandweretemporarilylostinthemovingnumbers。
Marcoquietlymadehiswayamongthecrowdtryingtolookasifhebelongedtosomebody。Onceortwicehisstrongbodyandhisdenseblackeyesandlashesmadepeopleglanceathim,buthewasnottheonlyboywhohadbeenbroughttotheoperasohefeltsafeenoughtostopatthefootofthestairsandwatchthosewhowentupandthosewhopassedby。Suchamiscellaneouscrowdasitwasmadeupof——goodunfashionablemusic-loversmixedhereandtherewithgrandpeopleofthecourtandthegayworld。
Suddenlyheheardalowlaughandamomentlaterahandlightlytouchedhim。
``YouDIDgetout,then?''asoftvoicesaid。
Whenheturnedhefelthismusclesstiffen。Heceasedtoslouchanddidnotsmileashelookedatthespeaker。Whathefeltwasawaveoffierceandhaughtyanger。Itsweptoverhimbeforehehadtimetocontrolit。
Alovelypersonwhoseemedswathedinseveralshadesofsoftvioletdraperywassmilingathimwithlong,lovelyeyes。
ItwasthewomanwhohadtrappedhimintoNo。10BrandonTerrace。
XXI
``HELP!''
Didittakeyousolongtofindit?askedtheLovelyPersonwiththesmile。``OfcourseIknewyouwouldfinditintheend。Butwehadtogiveourselvestime。Howlongdidittake?''
Marcoremovedhimselffrombeneaththetouchofherhand。Itwasquietlydone,buttherewasadisdaininhisyoungfacewhichmadeherwincethoughshepretendedtoshrughershouldersamusedly。
``Yourefusetoanswer?''shelaughed。
``Irefuse。''
AtthatverymomenthesawatthecurveofthecorridortheChancellorandhisdaughterapproachingslowly。Thetwoyoungofficersweretalkinggailytothegirl。Theywereontheirwaybacktotheirbox。Washegoingtolosethem?Washe?
Thedelicatehandwaslaidonhisshoulderagain,butthistimehefeltthatitgraspedhimfirmly。
``Naughtyboy!''thesoftvoicesaid。``Iamgoingtotakeyouhomewithme。IfyoustruggleIshalltellthesepeoplethatyouaremybadboywhoisherewithoutpermission。Whatwillyouanswer?Myescortiscomingdownthestaircaseandwillhelpme。
Doyousee?''Andinfactthereappearedinthecrowdattheheadofthestaircasethefigureofthemanheremembered。
Hedidsee。Adampnessbrokeoutonthepalmsofhishands。Ifshedidthisboldthing,whatcouldhesaytothoseshetoldherlieto?Howcouldhebringprooforexplainwhohewas——andwhatstorydarehetell?Hisprotestationsandstruggleswouldmerelyamusethelookers-on,whowouldseeinthemonlytheimpotentrageofaninsubordinateyoungster。
Theresweptoverhimawaveofremembrancewhichbroughtback,asifhewerelivingthroughitagain,themomentwhenhehadstoodinthedarknessofthewinecellarwithhisbackagainstthedoorandheardthemanwalkawayandleavehimalone。Hefeltagainashehaddonethen——butnowhewasinanotherlandandfarawayfromhisfather。HecoulddonothingtohelphimselfunlessSomethingshowedhimaway。
Hemadenosound,andthewomanwhoheldhimsawonlyaflameleapunderhisdenseblacklashes。
Butsomethingwithinhimcalledout。Itwasasifheheardit。
Itwasthatstrongself——theselfthatwasMarco,anditcalled——itcalledasifitshouted。
``Help!''itcalled——tothatUnknownStrangerThingwhichhadmadeworldsandwhichheandhisfathersooftentalkedofandinwhosepowertheysobelieved。``Help!''
TheChancellorwasdrawingnearer。Perhaps!Shouldhe——?
``Youaretooproudtokickandshout,''thevoicewenton。
``Andpeoplewouldonlylaugh。Doyousee?''
Thestairswerecrowdedandthemanwhowasattheheadofthemcouldonlymoveslowly。Buthehadseentheboy。
Marcoturnedsothathecouldfacehiscaptorsquarelyasifheweregoingtosaysomethinginanswertoher。Buthewasnot。
Evenashemadethemovementofturning,thehelphehadcalledforcameandheknewwhatheshoulddo。Andhecoulddotwothingsatonce——savehimselfandgivehisSign——because,theSignoncegiven,theChancellorwouldunderstand。
``Hewillbehereinamoment。Hehasrecognizedyou,''thewomansaid。
Asheglancedupthestairs,thedelicategripofherhandunconsciouslyslackened。
Marcowhirledawayfromher。ThebellrangwhichwastowarntheaudiencethattheymustreturntotheirseatsandhesawtheChancellorhastenhispace。
Amomentlater,theoldaristocratfoundhimselfamazedlylookingdownatthepalefaceofabreathlessladwhospoketohiminGermanandinsuchamannerthathecouldnotbutpauseandlisten。
``Sir,''hewassaying,``thewomaninvioletatthefootofthestairsisaspy。Shetrappedmeonceandshethreatenstodoitagain。Sir,mayIbegyoutoprotectme?''
Hesaiditlowandfast。Nooneelsecouldhearhiswords。
``What!What!''theChancellorexclaimed。
Andthen,drawingastepnearerandquiteaslowandrapidlybutwithperfectdistinctness,Marcoutteredfourwords:
``TheLampislighted。''
TheHelpcryhadbeenansweredinstantly。Marcosawitatonceintheoldman'seyes,notwithstandingthatheturnedtolookatthewomanatthefootofthestaircaseasifsheonlyconcernedhim。
``What!What!''hesaidagain,andmadeamovementtowardher,pullinghislargemoustachewithafiercehand。
ThenMarcorecognizedthatacuriousthinghappened。TheLovelyPersonsawthemovementandthegraymoustache,andthatinstanthersmilediedawayandsheturnedquitewhite——sowhite,thatunderthebrilliantelectriclightshewasalmostgreenandscarcelylookedlovelyatall。Shemadeasigntothemanonthestaircaseandslippedthroughthecrowdlikeaneel。Shewasaslimflexiblecreatureandneverwasadisappearancemorewonderfulinitsrapidity。Betweenstoutmatronsandtheirthinorstoutescortsandfamiliesshemadeherwayandlostherself——butalwaysmakingtowardtheexit。Intwominutestherewasnosightofhervioletdraperiestobeseen。Shewasgoneandso,evidently,washermalecompanion。
ItwasplaintoMarcothattofollowtheprofessionofaspywasnotbyanymeansasafething。TheChancellorhadrecognizedher——shehadrecognizedtheChancellorwhoturnedlookingferociouslyangryandspoketooneoftheyoungofficers。
``SheandthemanwithheraretwoofthemostdangerousspiesinEurope,SheisaRumanianandheisaRussian。WhattheywantedofthisinnocentladIdon'tpretendtoknow。Whatdidshethreaten?''toMarco。
Marcowasfeelingrathercoldandsickandhadlosthishealthycolorforthemoment。
``ShesaidshemeanttotakemehomewithherandwouldpretendI
washersonwhohadcomeherewithoutpermission,''heanswered。
``ShebelievesIknowsomethingIdonot。''Hemadeahesitatingbutgratefulbow。``Thethirdact,sir——Imustnotkeepyou。
Thankyou!Thankyou!''
TheChancellormovedtowardtheentrancedoorofthebalconyseats,buthediditwithhishandonMarco'sshoulder。
``Seethathegetshomesafely,''hesaidtotheyoungerofthetwoofficers。``Sendamessengerwithhim。He'syoungtobeattackedbycreaturesofthatkind。''
PoliteyoungofficersnaturallyobeythecommandsofChancellorsandsuchdignitaries。ThisonefoundwithouttroubleayoungprivatewhomarchedwithMarcothroughthedesertedstreetstohislodgings。HewasastolidyoungBavarianpeasantandseemedtohavenocuriosityorevenanyinterestinthereasonforthecommandgivenhim。HewasinfactthinkingofhissweetheartwholivednearKonigseeandwhohadskatedwithhimonthefrozenlakelastwinter。Hescarcelygaveaglancetotheschoolboyhewastoescort,heneitherknewnorwonderedwhy。
TheRathadfallenasleepoverhispapersandlaywithhisheadonhisfoldedarmsonthetable。ButhewasawakenedbyMarco'scomingintotheroomandsatupblinkinghiseyesintheefforttogetthemopen。
``Didyouseehim?Didyougetnearenough?''hedrowsed。
``Yes,''Marcoanswered。``Igotnearenough。'
TheRatsatuprightsuddenly。
``It'snotbeeneasy,''heexclaimed。``I'msuresomethinghappened——somethingwentwrong。''
``Somethingnearlywentwrong——VERYnearly,''answeredMarco。
ButashespokehetookthesketchoftheChancelloroutoftheslitinhissleeveandtoreitandburneditwithamatch。``ButIdidgetnearenough。Andthat'sTWO。''
Theytalkedlong,beforetheywenttosleepthatnight。TheRatgrewpaleashelistenedtothestoryofthewomaninviolet。
``Ioughttohavegonewithyou!''hesaid。``Iseenow。Anaide-de-campmustalwaysbeinattendance。Itwouldhavebeenharderforhertomanagetwothanone。Imustalwaysbeneartowatch,evenifIamnotclosebyyou。Ifyouhadnotcomeback——ifyouhadnotcomeback!''Hestruckhisclenchedhandstogetherfiercely。``WhatshouldIhavedone!''
WhenMarcoturnedtowardhimfromthetablenearwhichhewasstanding,helookedlikehisfather。
``YouwouldhavegoneonwiththeGamejustasfarasyoucould,''hesaid。``Youcouldnotleaveit。Youremembertheplaces,andthefaces,andtheSign。Thereissomemoney;andwhenitwasallgone,youcouldhavebegged,asweusedtopretendweshould。
Wehavenothadtodoityet;anditwasbesttosaveitforcountryplacesandvillages。Butyoucouldhavedoneitifyouwereobligedto。TheGamewouldhavetogoon。''
TheRatcaughtathisthinchestasifhehadbeenstruckbreathless。
``Withoutyou?''hegasped。``Withoutyou?''
``Yes,''saidMarco。``Andwemustthinkofit,andplanincaseanythinglikethatshouldhappen。''
Hestoppedhimselfquitesuddenly,andsatdown,lookingstraightbeforehim,asifatsomefarawaythinghesaw。
``Nothingwillhappen,''hesaid。``Nothingcan。''
``Whatareyouthinkingof?''TheRatgulped,becausehisbreathhadnotquitecomeback。``Whywillnothinghappen?''
``Because——''theboyspokeinanalmostmatter-of-facttone——inquiteanunexaltedtoneatallevents,``youseeIcanalwaysmakeastrongcall,asIdidtonight。''
``Didyoushout?''TheRatasked。``Ididn'tknowyoushouted。''
``Ididn't。Isaidnothingaloud。ButI——themyselfthatisinme,''Marcotouchedhimselfonthebreast,``calledout,`Help!
Help!'withallitsstrength。Andhelpcame。''
TheRatregardedhimdubiously。
``Whatdiditcallto?''heasked。
``TothePower——totheStrength-place——totheThoughtthatdoesthings。TheBuddhisthermit,whotoldmyfatheraboutit,calledit`TheThoughtthatthoughttheWorld。'''
AreluctantsuspicionbetrayeditselfinTheRat'seyes。
``Doyoumeanyouprayed?''heinquired,withaslighttouchofdisfavor。
Marco'seyesremainedfixeduponhiminvaguethoughtfulnessforamomentorsoofpause。
``Idon'tknow,''hesaidatlast。``Perhapsit'sthesamething——whenyouneedsomethingsomuchthatyoucryoutloudforit。Butit'snotwords,it'sastrongthingwithoutaname。I
calledlikethatwhenIwasshutinthewine-cellar。I
rememberedsomeofthethingstheoldBuddhisttoldmyfather。''
TheRatmovedrestlessly。
``Thehelpcamethattime,''headmitted。``Howdiditcometo-
night?''
``Inthatthoughtwhichflashedintomymindalmostthenextsecond。Itcamelikelightning。AllatonceIknewifIrantotheChancellorandsaidthewomanwasaspy,itwouldstartlehimintolisteningtome;andthatthenIcouldgivehimtheSign;
andthatwhenIgavehimtheSign,hewouldknowIwasspeakingthetruthandwouldprotectme。''
``Itwasasplendidthought!''TheRatsaid。``Anditwasquick。
Butitwasyouwhothoughtofit。''
``AllthinkingispartoftheBigThought,''saidMarcoslowly。
``ItKNOWS——ItKNOWS。AndtheoutsidepartofussomehowbrokethechainthatlinkedustoIt。Andwearealwaystryingtomendthechain,withoutknowingit。Thatiswhatourthinkingis——tryingtomendthechain。Butweshallfindouthowtodoitsometime。TheoldBuddhisttoldmyfatherso——justasthesunwasrisingfrombehindahighpeakoftheHimalayas。''Thenheaddedhastily,``Iamonlytellingyouwhatmyfathertoldme,andheonlytoldmewhattheoldhermittoldhim。''
``Doesyourfatherbelievewhathetoldhim?''TheRat'sbewildermenthadbecomeaneagerandrestlessthing。
``Yes,hebelievesit。Healwaysthoughtsomethinglikeit,himself。Thatiswhyheissocalmandknowssowellhowtowait。''
``IsTHATit!''breathedTheRat。``Isthatwhy?Has——hashemendedthechain?''Andtherewasaweinhisvoice,becauseofthisonemantowhomhefeltanyachievementwaspossible。
``Ibelievehehas,''saidMarco。``Don'tyouthinksoyourself?''
``Hehasdonesomething,''TheRatsaid。
Heseemedtobethinkingthingsoverbeforehespokeagain——andthenevenmoreslowlythanMarco。
``Ifhecouldmendthechain,''hesaidalmostinawhisper,``hecouldfindoutwherethedescendantoftheLostPrinceis。HewouldknowwhattodoforSamavia!''
Heendedthewordswithastart,andhiswholefaceglowedwithanew,amazedlight。
``Perhapshedoesknow!''hecried。``Ifthehelpcomeslikethoughts——asyoursdid——perhapshisthoughtoflettingusgivetheSignwaspartofit。We——justwetwoevery-dayboys——arepartofit!''
``TheoldBuddhistsaid——''beganMarco。
``Lookhere!''brokeinTheRat。``Tellmethewholestory。I
wanttohearit。''
ItwasbecauseLoristanhadheardit,andlistenedandbelieved,thatTheRathadtakenfire。Hisimaginationseizedupontheidea,asitwouldhaveseizedonsometheoryofnecromancyprovedtrueandworkable。
Withhiselbowsonthetableandhishandsinhishair,heleanedforward,twistingalockwithrestlessfingers。Hisbreathquickened。
``Tellit,''hesaid,``Iwanttohearitall!''
``Ishallhavetotellitinmyownwords,''Marcosaid。``Anditwon'tbeaswonderfulasitwaswhenmyfathertoldittome。
ThisiswhatIremember:
``Myfatherhadgonethroughmuchpainandtrouble。Agreatloadwasuponhim,andhehadbeentoldhewasgoingtodiebeforehisworkwasdone。HehadgonetoIndia,becauseamanhewasobligedtospeaktohadgonetheretohunt,andnooneknewwhenhewouldreturn。Myfatherfollowedhimformonthsfromonewildplacetoanother,and,whenhefoundhim,themanwouldnothearorbelievewhathehadcomesofartosay。Thenhehadjungle-feverandalmostdied。Oncethenativeslefthimfordeadinabungalowintheforest,andheheardthejackalshowlingroundhimallthenight。Throughallthehourshewasonlyaliveenoughtobeconsciousoftwothings——alltherestofhimseemedgonefromhisbody:histhoughtknewthathisworkwasunfinished——andhisbodyheardthejackalshowl!''
``WastheworkforSamavia?''TheRatputinquickly。``Ifhehaddiedthatnight,thedescendantoftheLostPrinceneverwouldhavebeenfound——never!''TheRatbithislipsohardthatadropofbloodstartedfromit。
``Whenhewasslowlycomingaliveagain,anative,whohadgonebackandstayedtowaituponhim,toldhimthatnearthesummitofamountain,aboutfiftymilesaway,therewasaledgewhichjuttedoutintospaceandhungoverthevalley,whichwasthousandsoffeetbelow。OntheledgetherewasahutinwhichtherelivedanancientBuddhist,whowasaholyman,astheycalledhim,andwhohadbeenthereduringtimewhichhadnotbeenmeasured。Theysaidthattheirgrandparentsandgreat-grandparentshadknownofhim,thoughveryfewpersonshadeverseenhim。Itwastoldthatthemostsavagebeastwastamebeforehim。Theysaidthataman-eatingtigerwouldstoptosalutehim,andthatathirstylionesswouldbringherwhelpstodrinkatthespringnearhishut。''
``Thatwasalie,''saidTheRatpromptly。
Marconeitherlaughednorfrowned。
``HowdoweKNOW?''hesaid。``Itwasanative'sstory,anditmightbeanything。Myfatherneithersaiditwastruenorfalse。
Helistenedtoallthatwastoldhimbynatives。Theysaidthattheholymanwasthebrotherofthestars。Heknewallthingspastandtocome,andcouldhealthesick。Butmostpeople,especiallythosewhohadsinfulthoughts,wereafraidtogonearhim。''
``I'dliketohaveseen——''TheRatponderedaloud,buthedidnotfinish。
``Beforemyfatherwaswell,hehadmadeuphismindtotraveltotheledgeifhecould。Hefeltasifhemustgo。Hethoughtthatifheweregoingtodie,thehermitmighttellhimsomewisethingtodoforSamavia。''
``HemighthavegivenhimamessagetoleavetotheSecretOnes,''saidTheRat。
``Hewassoweakwhenhesetoutonhisjourneythathewonderedifhewouldreachtheendofit。Partofthewayhetraveledbybullockcart,andpart,hewascarriedbynatives。Butatlastthebearerscametoaplacemorethanhalfwayupthemountain,andwouldgonofurther。Thentheywentbackandlefthimtoclimbtherestofthewayhimself。Theyhadtraveledslowlyandhehadgotmorestrength,buthewasweakyet。Theforestwasmorewonderfulthananythinghehadeverseen。Thereweretropicaltreeswithfoliagelikelace,andsomewithhugeleaves,andsomeofthemseemedtoreachthesky。Sometimeshecouldbarelyseegleamsofbluethroughthem。Andvinesswungdownfromtheirhighbranches,andcaughteachother,andmattedtogether;andtherewerehotscents,andstrangeflowers,anddazzlingbirdsdartingabout,andthickmoss,andlittlecascadesburstingout。Thepathgrewnarrowerandsteeper,andtheflowerscentsandthesultrinessmadeitlikewalkinginahothouse。Heheardrustlingsintheundergrowth,whichmighthavebeenmadebyanykindofwildanimal;oncehesteppedacrossadeadlysnakewithoutseeingit。Butitwasasleepanddidnothurthim。Heknewthenativeshadbeenconvincedthathewouldnotreachtheledge;butforsomestrangereasonhebelievedheshould。Hestoppedandrestedmanytimes,andhedranksomemilkhehadbroughtinacanteen。Thehigherheclimbed,themorewonderfuleverythingwas,andastrangefeelingbegantofillhim。Hesaidhisbodystoppedbeingtiredandbegantofeelverylight。Andhisloadlifteditselffromhisheart,asifitwerenothisloadanymorebutbelongedtosomethingstronger。EvenSamaviaseemedtobesafe。Ashewenthigherandhigher,andlookeddowntheabyssattheworldbelow,itappearedasifitwerenotrealbutonlyadreamhehadwakenedfrom——onlyadream。''
TheRatmovedrestlessly。
``Perhapshewaslight-headedwiththefever,''hesuggested。
``Thefeverhadlefthim,andtheweaknesshadlefthim,''Marcoanswered。``Itseemedasifhehadneverreallybeenillatall——asifnoonecouldbeill,becausethingslikethatwereonlydreams,justastheworldwas。''
``IwishI'dbeenwithhim!PerhapsIcouldhavethrowntheseaway——downintotheabyss!''AndTheRatshookhiscrutcheswhichrestedagainstthetable。``IfeelasifIwasclimbing,too。Goon。''
MarcohadbecomemoreabsorbedthanTheRat。Hehadlosthimselfinthememoryofthestory。
``Ifeltthat_I_wasclimbing,whenhetoldme,''hesaid。``I
feltasifIwerebreathinginthehotflower-scentsandpushingasidethebigleavesandgiantferns。Therehadbeenarain,andtheywerewetandshiningwithbigdrops,likejewels,thatshoweredoverhimashethrusthiswaythroughandunderthem。
Andthestillnessandtheheight——thestillnessandtheheight!
Ican'tmakeitrealtoyouashemadeittome!Ican't!Iwasthere。Hetookme。Anditwassohigh——andsostill——andsobeautifulthatIcouldscarcelybearit。''
Butthetruthwas,thatwithsomevividboy-touchhehadcarriedhishearerfar。TheRatwasdeadlyquiet。Evenhiseyeshadnotmoved。Hespokealmostasifhewereinasortoftrance。
``It'sreal,''hesaid。``I'mtherenow。Ashighasyou——goon——goon。Iwanttoclimbhigher。''
AndMarco,understanding,wenton。
``Thedaywasoverandthestarswereoutwhenhereachedtheplaceweretheledgewas。Hesaidhethoughtthatduringthelastpartoftheclimbheneverlookedontheearthatall。Thestarsweresoimmensethathecouldnotlookawayfromthem。
Theyseemedtobedrawinghimup。Andalloverheadwaslikevioletvelvet,andtheyhungtherelikegreatlampsofradiance。
Canyouseethem?Youmustseethem。Myfathersawthemallnightlong。Theywerepartofthewonder。''
``Iseethem,''TheRatanswered,stillinhistrance-likevoiceandwithoutstirring,andMarcoknewhedid。
``Andthere,withthehugestarswatchingit,wasthehutontheledge。Andtherewasnoonethere。Thedoorwasopen。Andoutsideitwasalowbenchandtableofstone。Andonthetablewasamealofdatesandrice,waiting。Notfarfromthehutwasadeepspring,whichranawayinaclearbrook。Myfatherdrankandbathedhisfacethere。Thenhewentoutontheledge,andsatdownandwaited,withhisfaceturneduptothestars。Hedidnotliedown,andhethoughthesawthestarsallthetimehewaited。Hewassurehedidnotsleep。Hedidnotknowhowlonghesattherealone。Butatlasthedrewhiseyesfromthestars,asifhehadbeencommandedtodoit。Andhewasnotaloneanymore。Ayardorsoawayfromhimsattheholyman。Heknewitwasthehermitbecausehiseyesweredifferentfromanyhumaneyeshehadeverbeheld。Theywereasstillasthenightwas,andasdeepastheshadowscoveringtheworldthousandsoffeetbelow,andtheyhadafar,farlook,andastrangelightwasinthem。''
``Whatdidhesay?''askedTheRathoarsely。
``Heonlysaid,`Rise,myson。Iawaitedthee。GoandeatthefoodIpreparedforthee,andthenwewillspeaktogether。'Hedidn'tmoveorspeakagainuntilmyfatherhadeatenthemeal。
Heonlysatonthemossandlethiseyesrestontheshadowsovertheabyss。Whenmyfatherwentback,hemadeagesturewhichmeantthatheshouldsitnearhim。
``Thenhesatstillforseveralminutes,andlethiseyesrestonmyfather,untilhefeltasifthelightinthemweresetinthemidstofhisownbodyandhissoul。Thenhesaid,`Icannottelltheeallthouwouldstknow。ThatImaynotdo。'Hehadawonderfulgentlevoice,likeadeepsoftbell。`Buttheworkwillbedone。Thylifeandthyson'slifewillsetitonitsway。'
``Theysatthroughthewholenighttogether。Andthestarshungquitenear,asiftheylistened。Andthereweresoundsinthebushesofstealthy,paddingfeetwhichwanderedaboutasiftheownersofthemlistenedtoo。Andthewonderful,low,peacefulvoiceoftheholymanwentonandon,tellingofwonderswhichseemedlikemiraclesbutwhichweretohimonlythe`workingoftheLaw。'''
``WhatistheLaw?''TheRatbrokein。
``Thereweretwomyfatherwrotedown,andIlearnedthem。ThefirstwasthelawofTheOne。I'lltrytosaythat,''andhecoveredhiseyesandwaitedthroughamomentofsilence。
ItseemedtoTheRatasiftheroomheldanextraordinarystillness。
``Listen!''camenext。``Thisisit:
```Thereareamyriadworlds。ThereisbutOneThoughtoutofwhichtheygrew。ItsLawisOrderwhichcannotswerve。Itscreaturesarefreetochoose。OnlytheycancreateDisorder,whichinitselfisPainandWoeandHateandFear。Thesetheyalonecanbringforth。TheGreatOneisaGoldenLight。Itisnotremotebutnear。Holdthyselfwithinitsglowandthouwiltbeholdallthingsclearly。First,withallthybreathingbeing,knowonething!Thatthineownthought——whensothoustandest——isonewithThatwhichthoughttheWorlds!'''
``What?''gaspedTheRat。``MYthought——thethings_I_think!''
``Yourthoughts——boys'thoughts——anybody'sthoughts。''
``You'regivingmethejim-jams!''
``Hesaidit,''answeredMarco。``AnditwasthenhespokeaboutthebrokenLink——andaboutthegreatestbooksintheworld——thatinalltheirdifferentways,theywereonlysayingoverandoveragainonethingthousandsoftimes。Justthisthing——`Hatenot,Fearnot,Love。'AndhesaidthatwasOrder。Andwhenitwasdisturbed,sufferingcame——povertyandmiseryandcatastropheandwars。''
``Wars!''TheRatsaidsharply。``TheWorldcouldn'tdowithoutwar——andarmiesanddefences!WhataboutSamavia?''
``Myfatheraskedhimthat。Andthisiswhatheanswered。I
learnedthattoo。Letmethinkagain,''andhewaitedashehadwaitedbefore。Thenheliftedhishead。``Listen!Thisisit:
```OutoftheblacknessofDisorderanditsoutpouringofhumanmisery,therewillarisetheOrderwhichisPeace。WhenManlearnsthatheisonewiththeThoughtwhichitselfcreatesallbeauty,allpower,allsplendor,andallrepose,hewillnotfearthathisbrothercanrobhimofhisheart'sdesire。HewillstandintheLightanddrawtohimselfhisown。'''
``Drawtohimself?''TheRatsaid。``Drawwhathewants?I
don'tbelieveit!''
``Nobodydoes,''saidMarco。``Wedon'tknow。Hesaidwestoodinthedarkofthenight——withoutstars——anddidnotknowthatthebrokenchainswungjustaboveus。''
``Idon'tbelieveit!''saidTheRat。``It'stoobig!''
Marcodidnotsaywhetherhebelieveditornot。Heonlywentonspeaking。
``Myfatherlisteneduntilhefeltasifhehadstoppedbreathing。JustatthestillestofthestillnesstheBuddhiststoppedspeaking。Andtherewasarustlingoftheundergrowthafewyardsaway,asifsomethingbigwaspushingitswaythrough——andtherewasthesoftpadoffeet。TheBuddhistturnedhisheadandmyfatherheardhimsaysoftly:`Comeforth,Sister。'
``Andahugeleopardesswithtwocubswalkedoutontotheledgeandcametohimandthrewherselfdownwithaheavylungenearhisfeet。''
``Yourfathersawthat!''criedoutTheRat。``Youmeantheoldfellowknewsomethingthatmadewildbeastsafraidtotouchhimoranyonenearhim?''
``Notafraid。Theyknewhewastheirbrother,andthathewasonewiththeLaw。HehadlivedsolongwiththeGreatThoughtthatalldarknessandfearhadlefthimforever。HehadmendedtheChain。''
TheRathadreacheddeepwaters。Heleanedforward——hishandsburrowinginhishair,hisfacescowlingandtwisted,hiseyesboringintospace。Hehadclimbedtotheledgeatthemountain-top;hehadseentheluminousimmensityofthestars,andhehadlookeddownintotheshadowsfillingtheworldthousandsoffeetbelow。Wastheresomeremotedeepinhimfromwhosedarknessaslowlightwasrising?AllthatLoristanhadsaidheknewmustbetrue。Buttherestofit——?
Marcogotupandcameovertohim。Helookedlikehisfatheragain。
``IfthedescendantoftheLostPrinceisbroughtbacktoruleSamavia,hewillteachhispeopletheLawoftheOne。Itwasforthattheholymantaughtmyfatheruntilthedawncame。''
``Whowill——whowillteachtheLostPrince——thenewKing——whenheisfound?''TheRatcried。``Whowillteachhim?''
``Thehermitsaidmyfatherwould。Hesaidhewouldalsoteachhisson——andthatsonwouldteachhisson——andhewouldteachhis。Andthroughsuchastheywere,thewholeworldwouldcometoknowtheOrderandtheLaw。''
NeverhadTheRatlookedsostrangeandfierceathing。Awholeworldatpeace!Notactics——nobattles——noslaughteredheroes——noclashofarms,andfame!Itmadehimfeelsick。Andyet——
somethingsethischestheaving。
``Andyourfatherwouldteachhimthat——whenhewasfound!Sothathecouldteachhissons。YourfatherBELIEVESinit?''
``Yes,''Marcoanswered。Hesaidnothingbut``Yes。''TheRatthrewhimselfforwardonthetable,facedownward。
``Then,''hesaid,``hemustmakemebelieveit。Hemustteachme——ifhecan。''
Theyheardaclumpingstepuponthestaircase,and,whenitreachedthelanding,itstoppedattheirdoor。Thentherewasasolidknock。
WhenMarcoopenedthedoor,theyoungsoldierwhohadescortedhimfromtheHof-Theaterwasstandingoutside。Helookedasuninterestedandstolidasbefore,ashehandedinasmallflatpackage。
``YoumusthavedroppeditnearyourseatattheOpera,''hesaid。``Iwastogiveitintoyourownhands。Itisyourpurse。''
Afterhehadclumpeddownthestaircaseagain,MarcoandTheRatdrewaquickbreathatoneandthesametime。
``IhadnoseatandIhadnopurse,''Marcosaid。``Letusopenit。''
Therewasaflatlimpleathernote-holderinside。Initwasapaper,attheheadofwhichwerephotographsoftheLovelyPersonandhercompanion。Beneathwereafewlineswhichstatedthattheywerethewellknownspies,EugeniaKarovnaandPaulVarel,andthatthebearermustbeprotectedagainstthem。ItwassignedbytheChiefofthePolice。Onaseparatesheetwaswrittenthecommand:``Carrythiswithyouasprotection。''
``Thatishelp,''TheRatsaid。``Itwouldprotectus,eveninanothercountry。TheChancellorsentit——butyoumadethestrongcall——andit'shere!''
Therewasnostreetlamptoshineintotheirwindowswhentheywentatlasttobed。Whentheblindwasdrawnup,theywerenearertheskythantheyhadbeenintheMaryleboneRoad。Thelastthingeachofthemsaw,ashewenttosleep,wasthestars——andintheirdreams,theysawthemgrowlargerandlarger,andhanglikelampsofradianceagainsttheviolet——velvetskyabovealedgeofaHimalayanMountain,wheretheylistenedtothesoundofalowvoicegoingonandonandon。
XXII
ANIGHTVIGIL
OnahillinthemidstofagreatAustrianplain,aroundwhichhighAlpswaitwatchingthroughtheagesstandsavenerablefortress,almostmorebeautifulthananythingonehaseverseen。
Perhaps,ifitwerenotforthegreatplainfloweringbroadlyaboutitwithitswide-spreadbeautiesofmeadow-land,andwood,anddimtonedbuildingsgatheredaboutfarms,anditsdreamofasmallancientcityatitsfeet,itmight——thoughitistobedoubted——seemsomethinglessamarvelofmedievalpicturesqueness。Butoutoftheplainrisesthelowhill,andsurroundingitatastatelydistancestandsguardthegiantmajestyofAlps,withshouldersinthecloudsandgod-likeheadsabovethem,lookingon——alwayslookingon——sometimesthemselvesetherealcloudsofsnow-whiteness,sometimesmonsterbarecragswhichpiercetheblue,andwhoseunchangingsilenceseemstoknowthesecretoftheeverlasting。Andonthehillwhichthisaugustcircleholdsinitsembrace,asthoughitenclosedatreasure,standstheold,old,toweredfortressbuiltasacitadelforthePrinceArchbishops,whowerekingsintheirdomaininthelongpastcenturieswhenthesplendorandpowerofecclesiasticalprinceswasamongthegreatestuponearth。
Andasyouapproachthetown——andasyouleaveit——andasyouwalkthroughitsstreets,thebroadcalmempty-lookingones,orthenarrowthoroughfareswhosehousesseemsoneartoeachother,whetheryouclimbordescend——orcrossbridges,orgazeatchurches,orstepoutonyourbalconyatnighttolookatthemountainsandthemoon——alwaysitseemsthatfromsomepointyoucanseeitgazingdownatyou——thecitadelofHohen-Salzburg。
ItwastoSalzburgtheywentnext,becauseatSalzburgwastobefoundthemanwholookedlikeahair-dresserandwhoworkedinabarber'sshop。Strangeasitmightseem,tohimalsomustbecarriedtheSign。
``Theremaybepeoplewhocometohimtobeshaved——soldiers,ormenwhoknowthings,''TheRatworkeditout,``andhecanspeaktothemwhenheisstandingclosetothem。Itwillbeeasytogetnearhim。Youcangoandhaveyourhaircut。''
ThejourneyfromMunichwasnotalongone,andduringthelatterpartofittheyhadthewooden-seatedthird-classcarriagetothemselves。Eventhedrowsyoldpeasantwhonoddedandsleptinonecornergotoutwithhisbundlesatlast。ToMarcothemountainswerelong-knownwonderswhichcouldnevergrowold。
Theyhadalwaysandalwaysbeensoold!Surelytheyhadbeenthefirstoftheworld!Surelytheyhadbeenstandingtherewaitingwhenitwassaid``LettherebeLight。''TheLighthadknownitwouldfindthemthere。Theyweresosilent,andyetitseemedasiftheysaidsomeamazingthing——somethingwhichwouldtakeyourbreathfromyouifyoucouldhearit。Andtheyneverchanged。
Thecloudschanged,theywreathedthem,andhidthem,andtraileddownthem,andpouredoutstormtorrentsonthem,andthunderedagainstthem,anddartedforkedlightningsroundthem。Butthemountainsstoodthereafterwardsasifsuchthingshadnotbeenandwerenotintheworld。Windsroaredandtoreatthem,centuriespassedoverthem——centuriesofmillionsoflives,ofchangingofkingdomsandempires,ofbattlesandworld-widefamewhichgrewanddiedandpassedaway;andtemplescrumbled,andkings'tombswereforgotten,andcitieswereburiedandothersbuiltoverthemafterhundredsofyears——andperhapsafewstonesfellfromamountainside,orafissurewasworn,whichthepeoplebelowcouldnotevensee。Andthatwasall。Theretheystood,andperhapstheirsecretwasthattheyhadbeenthereforeverandever。ThatwaswhatthemountainssaidtoMarco,whichwaswhyhedidnotwanttotalkmuch,butsatandgazedoutofthecarriagewindow。
TheRathadbeenverysilentallthemorning。Hehadbeensilentwhentheygotup,andhehadscarcelyspokenwhentheymadetheirwaytothestationatMunichandsatwaitingfortheirtrain。ItseemedtoMarcothathewasthinkingsohardthathewaslikeapersonwhowasfarawayfromtheplacehestoodin。Hisbrowsweredrawntogetherandhiseyesdidnotseemtoseethepeoplewhopassedby。Usuallyhesaweverythingandmadeshrewdremarksonalmostallhesaw。Butto-dayhewassomehowotherwiseabsorbed。Hesatinthetrainwithhisforeheadagainstthewindowandstaredout。HemovedandgaspedwhenhefoundhimselfstaringattheAlps,butafterwardshewasevenstrangelystill。
Itwasnotuntilafterthesleepyoldpeasanthadgatheredhisbundlesandgotoutatastationthathespoke,andhediditwithoutturninghishead。
``Youonlytoldmeoneofthetwolaws,''hesaid。``Whatwastheotherone?''
Marcobroughthimselfbackfromhisdreamofreachingthehighestmountain-topandseeingcloudsfloatbeneathhisfeetinthesun。
Hehadtocomebackalongway。
``Areyouthinkingofthat?Iwonderedwhatyouhadbeenthinkingofallthemorning,''hesaid。
``Icouldn'tstopthinkingofit。Whatwasthesecondone?''
saidTheRat,buthedidnotturnhishead。
``ItwascalledtheLawofEarthlyLiving。Itwasforeveryday,''saidMarco。``Itwasfortheorderingofcommonthings——thesmallthingswethinkdon'tmatter,aswellasthebigones。Ialwaysrememberthatonewithoutanytrouble。Thiswasit:
```Letpassthroughthymind,myson,onlytheimagethouwouldstdesiretoseebecomeatruth。Meditateonlyuponthewishofthyheart——seeingfirstthatitissuchascanwrongnomanandisnotignoble。Thenwillittakeearthlyformanddrawneartothee。
```ThisistheLawofThatwhichCreates。'''
ThenTheRatturnedround。Hehadashrewdlyreasoningmind。
``Thatsoundsasifyoucouldgetanythingyouwanted,ifyouthinkaboutitlongenoughandintherightway,''hesaid。
``Butperhapsitonlymeansthat,ifyoudoit,you'llbehappyafteryou'redead。Myfatherusedtoshoutwithlaughingwhenhewasdrunkandtalkedaboutthingslikethatandlookedathisrags。''
Hehuggedhiskneesforafewminutes。Hewasrememberingtherags,andthefog-darkenedroomintheslums,andtheloud,hideouslaughter。
``Whatifyouwantsomethingthatwillharmsomebodyelse?''hesaidnext。``Whatifyouhatesomeoneandwishyoucouldkillhim?''
``Thatwasoneofthequestionsmyfatheraskedthatnightontheledge。Theholymansaidpeoplealwaysaskedit,''Marcoanswered。``Thiswastheanswer:
```Lethimwhostretchethforthhishandtodrawthelightningtohisbrotherrecallthatthroughhisownsoulandbodywillpassthebolt。'''
``Wonderifthere'sanythinginit?''TheRatpondered。``It'dmakeachapcarefulifhebelievedit!Revengingyourselfonamanwouldbelikeholdinghimagainstalivewiretokillhimandgettingallthevoltsthroughyourself。''
Asuddenanxietyrevealeditselfinhisface。
``Doesyourfatherbelieveit?''heasked。``Doeshe?''
``Heknowsitistrue,''Marcosaid。
``I'llownup,''TheRatdecidedafterfurtherreflection——``I'llownupI'mgladthatthereisn'tanyoneleftthatI'veagrudgeagainst。Thereisn'tanyone——now。''
Thenhefellagainintosilenceanddidnotspeakuntiltheirjourneywasatanend。Astheyarrivedearlyintheday,theyhadplentyoftimetowanderaboutthemarvelouslittleoldcity。
Butthroughthewidestreetsandthroughthenarrowones,underthearchwaysintothemarketgardens,acrossthebridgeandintothesquarewherethe``glockenspiel''playeditsoldtinklingtune,everywheretheCitadellookeddownandalwaysTheRatwalkedoninhisdream。
Theyfoundthehair-dresser'sshopinoneofthenarrowstreets。
Therewerenograndshopsthere,andthisparticularshopwasamodestone。Theywalkedpastitonce,andthenwentback。Itwasashopsohumblethattherewasnothingremarkableintwocommonboysgoingintoittohavetheirhaircut。Anoldmancameforwardtoreceivethem。Hewasevidentlygladoftheirmodestpatronage。HeundertooktoattendtoTheRathimself,but,havingarrangedhiminachair,heturnedaboutandcalledtosomeoneinthebackroom。
``Heinrich,''hesaid。
IntheslitinMarco'ssleevewasthesketchofthemanwithsmoothcurledhair,wholookedlikeahair-dresser。Theyhadfoundacornerinwhichtotaketheirfinallookatitbeforetheyturnedbacktocomein。Heinrich,whocameforthfromthesmallbackroom,hadsmoothcurledhair。Helookedextremelylikeahair-dresser。Hehadfeatureslikethoseinthesketch——hisnoseandmouthandchinandfigurewerelikewhatMarcohaddrawnandcommittedtomemory。But——
HegaveMarcoachairandtiedtheprofessionalwhitecoveringaroundhisneck。Marcoleanedbackandclosedhiseyesamoment。
``ThatisNOTtheman!''hewassayingtohimself。``HeisNOT
theman。''
Howheknewhewasnot,hecouldnothaveexplained,buthefeltsure。Itwasastrongconviction。Butforthesuddenfeeling,nothingwouldhavebeeneasierthantogivetheSign。Andifhecouldnotgiveitnow,wherewastheonetowhomitmustbespoken,andwhatwouldbetheresultifthatonecouldnotbefound?Andifthereweretwowhoweresomuchalike,howcouldhebesure?
Eachownerofeachofthepicturedfaceswasalinkinapowerfulsecretchain;andifalinkweremissed,thechainwouldbebroken。EachtimeHeinrichcamewithinthelineofhisvision,herecordedeveryfeatureafreshandcompareditwiththerememberedsketch。Eachtimetheresemblancebecamemoreclose,buteachtimesomepersistentinnerconvictionrepeated,``No;
theSignisnotforhim!''
Itwasdisturbing,also,tofindthatTheRatwasallatonceasrestlessashehadpreviouslybeensilentandpreoccupied。Hemovedinhischair,tothegreatdiscomfortoftheoldhair-dresser。Hekeptturninghisheadtotalk。HeaskedMarcototranslatediversquestionshewishedhimtoaskthetwomen。
TheywerequestionsabouttheCitadel——abouttheMonchsberg——theResidenz——theGlockenspiel——themountains。Headdedonequerytoanotherandcouldnotsitstill。
``Theyounggentlemanwillgetanearsnipped,''saidtheoldmantoMarco。``Anditwillnotbemyfault。''
``WhatshallIdo?''Marcowasthinking。``Heisnottheman。''
HedidnotgivetheSign。Hemustgoawayandthinkitout,thoughwherehisthoughtswouldleadhimhedidnotknow。Thiswasamoredifficultproblemthanhehadeverdreamedoffacing。
Therewasnoonetoaskadviceof。OnlyhimselfandTheRat,whowasnervouslywrigglingandtwistinginhischair。
``Youmustsitstill,''hesaidtohim。``Thehair-dresserisafraidyouwillmakehimcutyoubyaccident。''
``ButIwanttoknowwholivesattheResidenz?''saidTheRat。
``Thesemencantellusthingsifyouaskthem。''
``Itisdonenow,''saidtheoldhair-dresserwitharelievedair。``Perhapsthecuttingofhishairmakestheyounggentlemannervous。Itissometimesso。''
TheRatstoodclosetoMarco'schairandaskedquestionsuntilHeinrichalsohaddonehiswork。Marcocouldnotunderstandhiscompanion'schangeofmood。Herealizedthat,ifhehadwishedtogivetheSign,hehadbeenallowednoopportunity。Hecouldnothavegivenit。Therestlessquestioninghadsodirectedtheolderman'sattentiontohissonandMarcothatnothingcouldhavebeensaidtoHeinrichwithouthisobservingit。
``Icouldnothavespokenifhehadbeentheman,''Marcosaidtohimself。
Theirveryexitfromtheshopseemedalittlehurried。Whentheywerefairlyinthestreet,TheRatmadeaclutchatMarco'sarm。
``Youdidn'tgiveit?''hewhisperedbreathlessly。``Ikepttalkingandtalkingtopreventyou。''
Marcotriednottofeelbreathless,andhetriedtospeakinalowandlevelvoicewithnohintofexclamationinit。
``Whydidyousaythat?''heasked。
TheRatdrewclosertohim。
``Thatwasnottheman!''hewhispered。``Itdoesn'tmatterhowmuchhelookslikehim,heisn'ttherightone。''
Hewaspaleandswingingalongswiftlyasifhewereinahurry。
``Let'sgetintoaquietplace,''hesaid。``Thosequeerthingsyou'vebeentellingmehavegotholdofme。HowdidIknow?HowcouldIknow——unlessit'sbecauseI'vebeentryingtoworkthatsecondlaw?I'vebeensayingtomyselfthatweshouldbetoldtherightthingstodo——fortheGameandforyourfather——andsothatIcouldbetherightsortofaide-de-camp。I'vebeenworkingatit,and,whenhecameout,Iknewhewasnotthemaninspiteofhislooks。AndIcouldn'tbesureyouknew,andI
thought,ifIkeptontalkingandinterruptingyouwithsillyquestions,youcouldbepreventedfromspeaking。''
``There'saplacenotfarawaywherewecangetalookatthemountains。Let'sgothereandsitdown,''saidMarco。``Iknewitwasnottherightone,too。It'stheHelpoveragain。''
``Yes,it'stheHelp——it'stheHelp——itmustbe,''mutteredTheRat,walkingfastandwithapale,setface。``Itcouldnotbeanythingelse。''
Theygotawayfromthestreetsandthepeopleandreachedthequietplacewheretheycouldseethemountains。Theretheysatdownbythewayside。TheRattookoffhiscapandwipedhisforehead,butitwasnotonlythequickwalkingwhichhadmadeitdamp。
``Thequeernessofitgavemeakindoffright,''hesaid。
``Whenhecameoutandhewasnearenoughformetoseehim,asuddenstrongfeelingcameoverme。ItseemedasifIknewhewasn'ttheman。ThenIsaidtomyself——`buthelookslikehim'——andIbegantogetnervous。AndthenIwassureagain——andthenIwantedtotrytostopyoufromgivinghimtheSign。Andthenitallseemedfoolishness——andthenextsecondallthethingsyouhadtoldmerushedbacktomeatonce——andI
rememberedwhatIhadbeenthinkingeversince——andI
said——`Perhapsit'stheLawbeginningtowork,'andthepalmsofmyhandsgotmoist。''
Marcowasveryquiet。Hewaslookingatthefarthestandhighestpeaksandwonderingaboutmanythings。
``Itwastheexpressionofhisfacethatwasdifferent,''hesaid。``Andhiseyes。Theyarerathersmallerthantherightman'sare。Thelightintheshopwaspoor,anditwasnotuntilthelasttimehebentovermethatIfoundoutwhatIhadnotseenbefore。Hiseyesaregray——theotheronesarebrown。''
``Didyouseethat!''TheRatexclaimed。``Thenwe'resure!
We'resafe!''
``We'renotsafetillwe'vefoundtherightman,''Marcosaid。
``Whereishe?Whereishe?Whereishe?''
Hesaidthewordsdreamilyandquietly,asifhewerelostinthought——butalsoratherasifheexpectedananswer。Andhestilllookedatthefar-offpeaks。TheRat,afterwatchinghimamomentorso,begantolookatthemalso。Theywerelikealoadstonetohimtoo。Therewassomethingstillingaboutthem,andwhenyoureyeshadresteduponthemafewmomentstheydidnotwanttomoveaway。
``Theremustbealedgeuptheresomewhere,''hesaidatlast。
``Let'sgoupandlookforitandsitthereandthinkandthink——
aboutfindingtherightman。''
ThereseemednothingfantasticinthistoMarco。Togointosomequietplaceandsitandthinkaboutthethinghewantedtorememberortofindoutwasanoldwayofhis。Tobequietwasalwaysthebestthing,hisfatherhadtaughthim。Itwaslikelisteningtosomethingwhichcouldspeakwithoutwords。
``ThereisalittletrainwhichgoesuptheGaisberg,''hesaid。
``Whenyouareatthetop,aworldofmountainsspreadsaroundyou。Lazaruswentonceandtoldme。Andwecanlieoutonthegrassallnight。Letusgo,Aide-de-camp。''
Sotheywent,eachonethinkingthesamethought,andeachboy-mindholdingitsownvision。Marcowasthecalmerofthetwo,becausehisbeliefthattherewasalwayshelptobefoundwasanaccustomedoneandhadceasedtoseemtopartakeofthesupernatural。Hebelievedquitesimplythatitwastheworkingofalaw,notthebreakingofone,whichgaveanswerandledhiminhisquests。TheRat,whohadknownnothingoflawsotherthanthoseadministeredbypolice-courts,wasatonceawedandfascinatedbythesuggestionofcrossingsomeborderlandoftheUnknown。ThelawoftheOnehadbaffledandoverthrownhim,withitssweepingawayoftheenmitiesofpassionswhichcreatedwarsandcalledforarmies。ButtheLawofEarthlyLivingseemedtoofferpracticalbenefitsifyoucouldholdontoyourselfenoughtoworkit。
``Youwouldn'tgeteverythingfornothing,asfarasIcanmakeout,''hehadsaidtoMarco。``You'dhavetosweepalltherubbishoutofyourmind——sweepitasifyoudiditwithabroom——andthenkeeponthinkingstraightandbelievingyouweregoingtogetthings——andworkingforthem——andthey'dcome。''
Thenhehadlaughedashortuglylaughbecauseherecalledsomething。
``TherewassomethingintheBiblethatmyfatherusedtojeerabout——somethingaboutamangettingwhatheprayedforifhebelievedit,''hesaid。
``Oh,yes,it'sthere,''saidMarco。``Thatifamanpraybelievingheshallreceivewhatheasksitshallbegivenhim。
Allthebookssaysomethinglikeit。It'sbeensaidsooftenitmakesyoubelieveit。''
``Hedidn'tbelieveit,andIdidn't,''saidTheRat。
``Nobodydoes——really,''answeredMarco,ashehaddoneoncebefore。``It'sbecausewedon'tknow。''
TheywentuptheGaisberginthelittletrain,whichpushedanddraggedandpantedslowlyupwardwiththem。IttookthemwithitstubbornlyandgraduallyhigherandhigheruntilithadleftSalzburgandtheCitadelbelowandhadreachedtheworldofmountainswhichroseandspreadandliftedgreatheadsbehindeachotherandbesideeachotherandbeyondeachotheruntilthereseemednootherlandonearthbutthatonmountainsidesandbacksandshouldersandcrowns。Andalsoonefelttheabsurdityoflivinguponflatground,wherelifemustbeaninsignificantthing。
Therewereonlyafewsight-seersinthesmallcarriages,andtheyweregoingtolookattheviewfromthesummit。Theywerenotinsearchofaledge。
TheRatandMarcowere。Whenthelittletrainstoppedatthetop,theygotoutwiththerest。Theywanderedaboutwiththemovertheshortgrassonthetreelesssummitandlookedoutfromthisviewpointandtheother。TheRatgrewmoreandmoresilent,andhissilencewasnotmerelyamatterofspeechlessnessbutofexpression。HeLOOKEDsilentandasifhewerenolongerawareoftheearth。Theyleftthesight-seersatlastandwanderedawaybythemselves。Theyfoundaledgewheretheycouldsitorlieandwhereeventheworldofmountainsseemedbelowthem。
Theyhadbroughtsomesimplefoodwiththem,andtheylaiditbehindajuttingbitofrock。Whenthesight-seersboardedthelaboringlittletrainagainandweredraggedbackdownthemountain,theirnightofvigilwouldbegin。
Thatwaswhatitwastobe。Anightofstillnessontheheights,wheretheycouldwaitandwatchandholdthemselvesreadytohearanythoughtwhichspoketothem。
TheRatwassothrilledthathewouldnothavebeensurprisedifhehadheardavoicefromtheplaceofthestars。ButMarcoonlybelievedthatinthisgreatstillnessandbeauty,ifheheldhisboy-soulquietenough,heshouldfindhimselfatlastthinkingofsomethingthatwouldleadhimtotheplacewhichheldwhatitwasbestthatheshouldfind。Thepeoplereturnedtothetrainanditsetoutuponitswaydownthesteepness。
Theyhearditlaboringonitsway,asthoughitwasforcedtomakeasmuchefforttoholditselfbackasithadmadetodragitselfupward。
Thentheywerealone,anditwasalonenesssuchasaneaglemightfeelwhenithelditselfpoisedhighinthecurveofblue。
Andtheysatandwatched。Theysawthesungodownand,shadebyshade,deepenandmakeradiantandthendrawawaywithitthelasttouchesofcolor——rose-gold,rose-purple,androse-gray。
Onemountain-topafteranotherhelditsblushafewmomentsandlostit。Ittooklongtogatherthemallbutatlengththeyweregoneandthemarvelofnightfell。
Thebreathoftheforestsbelowwassweetaboutthem,andsoundlessnessenclosedthemwhichwasofunearthlypeace。Thestarsbegantoshowthemselves,andpresentlythetwowhowaitedfoundtheirfacesturnedupwardtotheskyandtheybothwerespeakinginwhispers。
``Thestarslooklargehere,''TheRatsaid。
``Yes,''answeredMarco。``WearenotashighastheBuddhistwas,butitseemslikethetopoftheworld。''
``Thereisalightonthesideofthemountainyonderwhichisnotastar,''TheRatwhispered。
``Itisalightinahutwheretheguidestaketheclimberstorestandtospendthenight,''answeredMarco。
``Itissostill,''TheRatwhisperedagainafterasilence,andMarcowhisperedback:
``Itissostill。''
Theyhadeatentheirmealofblackbreadandcheeseafterthesettingofthesun,andnowtheylaydownontheirbacksandlookedupuntilthefirstfewstarshadmultipliedthemselvesintomyriads。Theybeganalittlelowtalk,butthesoundlessnesswasstrongerthanthemselves。
``HowamIgoingtoholdontothatsecondlaw?''TheRatsaidrestlessly。```Letpassthroughthymindonlytheimagethouwouldstseebecomeatruth。'ThethingsthatarepassingthroughmymindarenotthethingsIwanttocometrue。Whatifwedon'tfindhim——don'tfindtherightone,Imean!''
``Liestill——still——andlookupatthestars,''whisperedMarco。
``TheygiveyouaSUREfeeling。''
Therewassomethinginthecuriousserenityofhimwhichcalmedevenhisaide-de-camp。TheRatlaystillandlooked——andlooked——andthought。Andwhathethoughtofwasthedesireofhisheart。Thesoundlessnessenwrappedhimandtherewasnoworldleft。Thattherewasasparkoflightinthemountain-climbers'rest-hutwasathingforgotten。
Theywereonlytwoboys,andtheyhadbeguntheirjourneyontheearliesttrainandhadbeenwalkingaboutalldayandthinkingofgreatandanxiousthings。
``Itissostill,''TheRatwhisperedagainatlast。
``Itissostill,''whisperedMarco。
Andthemountainsrisingbehindeachotherandbesideeachotherandbeyondeachotherinthenight,andalsothemyriadsofstarswhichhadsomultipliedthemselves,lookingdownknewthattheywereasleep——assleepthehumanthingswhichdonotwatchforever。
``Someoneissmoking,''Marcofoundhimselfsayinginadream。
Afterwhichheawakenedandfoundthatthesmokewasnotpartofadreamatall。Itcamefromthepipeofayoungmanwhohadanalpenstockandwholookedasifhehadclimbedtoseethesunrise。Heworetheclothesofaclimberandagreenhatwithatuftattheback。Helookeddownatthetwoboys,surprised。
``Goodday,''hesaid。``Didyousleepheresothatyoucouldseethesungetup?''
``Yes,''answeredMarco。
``Wereyoucold?''
``Weslepttoosoundlytoknow。Andwebroughtourthickcoats。''
``Islepthalf-waydownthemountains,''saidthesmoker。``Iamaguideinthesedays,butIhavenotbeenonelongenoughtomissasunriseitisnoworktoreach。MyfatherandbrotherthinkIammadaboutsuchthings。Theywouldratherstayintheirbeds。Oh!heisawake,ishe?''turningtowardTheRat,whohadrisenononeelbowandwasstaringathim。``Whatisthematter?Youlookasifyouwereafraidofme。''
MarcodidnotwaitforTheRattorecoverhisbreathandspeak。
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